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Gig #165: Sebadoh (1987 – 1994) Chronological

 

Sebadoh Site
Sebadoh @ instagram
Sebadoh @ discogs
Sebadoh @ bandcamp
How ‘The Sebadoh’ Killed Sebadoh
Sebadoh @ Trouser Press
Lou Barlow/Sebadoh interview
Lou Barlow Site
Jason Loewenstein Site
Eric Gaffney @ Facebook

 

It’s So Hard To Fall In Love (1987)
‘In 1986, while Lou Barlow was tracking You’re Living All Over Me with Dinosaur Jr., he made a cassette of four-track recordings titled Weed Forestin’ in his parents’ basement*.* It was Barlow’s first collection of solo home recordings, released under the name Sentridoh in 1987 in an approximate edition of 100. It included versions of future Sebadoh songs like “Brand New Love” and “It’s So Hard to Fall in Love”. Later, in 1990, it was released by Homestead under the name of Barlow’s other band, Sebadoh.’

 

Jealous of Jesus (1987)

 

Close Enough (1990)
‘When Lou Barlow first started recording as Sebadoh with his pal Eric Gaffney in 1986, he was still playing bass in Dinosaur Jr., and the group’s early work practically defines the “side project syndrome” — since Barlow was already a member of another, more “serious” band at the same time, Sebadoh gave him the opportunity to be as silly, as cryptic, or as obsessively personal as he wished. Not long after Sebadoh’s The Freed Man first surfaced as a cassette-only release, Barlow was fired from Dinosaur Jr., and what was once his creative safety valve suddenly became his primary musical forum, and the rough, purposefully distorted textures of Sebadoh’s primitive early work (recorded on inexpensive four-track cassette decks and then dubbed down to even cheesier tape) would become the early hallmark of their music, along with the rage, puzzlement, and melancholy that defined Barlow’s lyrical world-view. However, on The Freed Man, while Barlow hardly sounds sunny most of the time, he was clearly able to embrace the playful side of the group’s music, and Gaffney was more than willing to bring his fair share of goofiness into the formula; add the periodic barrage of audio clips from television broadcasts, old children’s records, and assorted noise, and you get the template for much of what would emerge in the “lo-fi revolution” (and like thousands of bands that would follow in Sebadoh’s wake, much of The Freed Man was recorded in a college dorm room, with sounds from the adjoining rooms occasionally bleeding onto the tape).’

 

Your Long Journey (1990)

 

Crumbs (1990)

 

I Can’t See, Take My Hand (1990)
The Freed Weed is overstuffed and weird, studded with some duds, and entirely fitting. Part of the joy of early Sebadoh– this collection through Bubble and Scrape, aka the Gaffney years– is the clash of egos and brilliant songwriters. The two start smoking pot (“things sounded better slow…”), experimenting, feeling giddy with the results. This is a history I actually care about. It’s gorgeous on so many levels.’

 

Ride The Darker Wave (1991)

 

The Freed Pig (1991)
Sebadoh III added bassist/drummer/third vocalist/middle man Jason Loewenstein, solidifying the band’s prime formation. Song-wise, Barlow was still smarting about his unceremonious firing from Dinosaur Jr.– along with his anxious relationship with on-off girlfriend and future wife, Kathleen Billus. Accordingly, his best songs call out Mascis (“The Freed Pig”‘s insistently angular guitar jab) and/or pine for/praise his lady (the gorgeous “Kath”). Gaffney, on the other hand, displays a darker vibe, documenting his fucked-up family life (“As The World Dies, The Eyes of God Grow Bigger”, with his dad fried on liquid LSD, young Eric’s head hitting concrete, grandma getting stoned), “Violet Execution”, and “Scars, Four Eyes” (co-written with Barlow). Even the covers– the Minutemen’s “Sickles and Hammers” and a warped rendition of Johnny Mathis’ “Wonderful, Wonderful”– comfortably snuggle into the grainy, duct-tapped landscape. There are some Loewenstein-penned stinkers (see “Smoke a Bowl”) and average bits (the country jangle of “Black-Haired Girl”), but the lows are so fucked up and indulgent, they become an integral part of its imperfect charm. If you remove one, the structure topples.’

 

Truly Great Thing (1991)

 

Calling Yog Soggoth (1991)

 

Perverted World (1991)

 

God Told Me (1991)

 

Scars, Four Eyes (1991)

 

As the World Dies, the Eyes of God Grow Bigger (1991)

 

Brand New Love (1992)
‘Easily the most coherent and consistent album from these longtime pillars of the East Coast underground, Smash Your Head on the Punk Rock Wall may displease some longtime followers who reveled in the haphazard, homemade quality of the band’s earlier efforts. But by tuning down the self-indulgent nonsense and allowing for fuller production, ex-Dinosaur Jr. bassist Lou Barlow allows his hook-filled songs and the bitter longing in his voice to flourish. The guitars haven’t exactly been tamed or the ragged edges sanded down, but the music is more focused, the melodies more pronounced. “Good Things” sounds like a great, punky Who track from the “Meaty Beaty Big and Bouncy” era; “Brand New Love” emerges as an anthem on a par with Sebadoh’s previous tongue-in-cheek masterpiece, “Gimme Indie Rock”; and there’s even a fairly lovely cover of David Crosby’s “Everybody’s Been Burned.”‘

 

Cecilia Chime In Melee (1992)

 

Pink Moon (1992)

 

Two Years Two Days (1993)
‘Fifteen years on, Barlow, Gaffney, and Jason Loewenstein are still performing their dysfunctional-family roles in the liners. Gaffney makes repeated credit-grabs; Barlow rationalizes Gaffney’s exile from the band’s fragile democracy; and Loewenstein offers what probably comes closest to verisimilitude in his account of Sebadoh’s prickly dynamics. Welcome to the indie rock version of Rashomon, Bubble and Scrape. He may have been reluctant to admit it, but Barlow was lucky to have a ballast in Gaffney, whose avant-garde impulses, skin-peeling screams, and unsentimental sentiments– served up blunt and bruising on “Elixir is Zog”, (Capricornnn rising!), “Emma Get Wild”, and the hardcore via rockabilly of “No Way Out”– dissipate any lingering self-pity fogging the windows. It’s Loewenstein, though, who turns in the most surprising, most effective songs on B&S. “Happily Divided”, a spare, dour, affectless folk-pop number is the best Barlow song Barlow never wrote.’

 

Elixir Is Zog (1993)

 

Happily Divided (1993)

 

Flood (1993)

 

Rebound (1994)
‘The early- and mid-90s were great years for albums that brought punk’s two-minute punchiness together with the earnest relationship laments that briefly defined that slippery terrain known as indie rock. And Bakesale is one of the era’s best. If it’s got fewer romance-gone-wrong epics than Superchunk’s Foolish and lacks the emphatic guitar-snarl of Archers of Loaf’s Icky Mettle, it combines bits of both tendencies into 15 songs that rarely outstay their welcome. Unlike Sebadoh’s scattershot early albums, it works as a brief, memorable whole. The band probably wasn’t trying to make a statement– that sort of ran counter to the whole aesthetic back then– but by tightening up and aiming for clarity, they managed one anyway. “Feels good just to bitch about it,” from “Magnet’s Coil”, is one of those lines that defines a certain part of early indie’s appeal, where kids-like-you kvetched about their foibles and fears in an unpretentious way. But the album’s frantic pace, where even the slow songs feel like urgent expulsions of heartbreak, defines the other side of indie’s appeal. At its best, all that emoting was delivered with a healthy shot of energy that felt necessary given the sluggish tempos of alt-rock radio at the time.’

 

Skull (1994)

 

Shit Soup (1994)

 

Got It (1994)

 

Drama Mine (1994)

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Charalampos, Hi. Oh, yeah. I’ll usually take any opportunity to insert Robert Pollard into a post, but I clearly wasn’t thinking. Well, we’ll have to put you in the video game then. There are lots of sushi places here, just apparently very few good ones that aren’t insanely expensive and that have a couple of non-fish options. But there are lots, even in my neighborhood. If I manage to find some candidates, I’ll let you know, yeah. Love from here meaning from Paris. ** Misanthrope, I didn’t know that about the 20 foot rule. Good to know. Logical and unknown. I can’t see carrying a knife. Yury carries mace with him everywhere. I think it’s highly possible that Winstons are just cheap in France. I think it’s just not a popular brand here. I always buy Winstons Lights when the tabac is out of Camel Lights. They’re almost indistinguishable. Denny’s breakfast items are generally pretty good, as I recall. I’m a crust guy too. Being often vegan, most of what I eat looks and tastes essentially like something’s crust. ** Dominik, Hi!!! There could been some crossover between the cigarettes and the knives since I made them back to back. Let’s have a power tete a tete sometime about our future SCAB video game-derived personal fortunes then. I was surprised that Legolas was the first movie character to spring to my mind too. Ah, Jarrod Wiggley, excellent choice, and trashy erotica is always the best erotica, wouldn’t you agree? Thanks for making love serenade me in such a high quality manner. I won’t ask love to have Sebadoh serenade you because I don’t know if you would like them, so love making PJ Harvey herself serenade you with her cover version of my favorite Sebadoh song which would probably be ‘Brand New Love’, G. ** Steve Erickson, Not believing that ‘jinxes’ are real, I trust that you are in fact simply improving. Everyone, Here’s the first Steve review in a bit, and it’s his take on the TV series TRUE DETECTIVE: NORTH COUNTRY, and it’s here. As I’ve already said here in so many words, I can’t recommend Iceland highly enough. It is literally non-stop jaw dropping, but get out of Reykjavik, which is nice but no great shakes. It looks increasingly likely that we are actually going to start doing the final post-production work on the film beginning roughly on January 15th. Still not a slam dunk, but it’s looking almost likely, shockingly enough. Whereupon the film would absolutely finished in March. I seem to have misspoken. There are lots of sushi restaurants here, it’s just that Paris is famous among Parisians for being bereft of actually good sushi places. Well, unless you want to spend a fortune. And as for why so minuscule number of the sushi places offer even such common items as California rolls or avocado rolls is a giant mystery to me. ** T, Cool, it’s a date. Sonic Protest is almost back! I have to check the schedule. Yum. Yes, chefs do the out-do-each-other thing on galettes too, but they don’t make them look like chandeliers or toy trains or anything. They just try to make their galettes’ ingredients the best. Zac says he has a bead on some amazing ones, and I think I’m seeing him today, so I’ll see what he’s come up with. I think prime galette season starts this weekend and lasts a week or two. Let’s sort it. ** Mark, Hi. Yeah, like everywhere, Xmas slows the post down here, so I’m not worried yet. I kind of want to see the Kiefer movie too, but only because I want to see what the 3D is like. Happy to see you cast anal aspersions on those two overrated boobs. Thanks for the link. I’ll hit it just post-p.s. I should look at ‘Faggots’ again. Larry Kramer became justifiably a queer hero, but, pre-his ACT-UP related ascension, I thought he was a crappy writer. And, having done readings with him a number of times pre-ascension, a total diva asshole. But perhaps it’s time to rethink. xo. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi! Nice that some of the knives, err, hit home. My mom had this plug-in knife sharpening machine on our kitchen counter, very cheap and seemingly good at what it did. Crazy Boy Scout story. I was a Boy Scout, but I got kicked out refusing to cut my long hair, and I think maybe that safety course thing must have happened after I got cut from the squad. I just remember having to learn to tie knots and how to set up a tent. Anyway, glad you topped that bully. You good? ** Okay. As you may remember, I built the last gig post around Cheap Trick, and, at the time, Jeff Jackson suggested I do a similar kind of gig re: another of my favorite bands, Sebadoh, and, obviously, I took the hint, concentrating on their peak early 90s era. And now I just hope it’s of some interest to some or all of you out there. See you tomorrow.

13 Comments

  1. Dominik

    Hi!!

    I didn’t know Sebadoh. Or, like, I still don’t, but based on what I’ve heard of today’s gig so far, that poor state won’t last long. I really like this music. So, I would’ve been happy with a Sebadoh serenade from love, but I can’t and won’t say no to the PJ Harvey version, either!

    And yes, I must agree again – trashy erotica is the best erotica. Which reminds me: yesterday, I accepted three new SCAB submissions. It was a very rich day. The next issue comes out in March, so there’s still a bit of time to go, but it’s already shaping up nicely.

    Love making our trip back to Vienna tomorrow swift and uneventful, Od.

  2. _Black_Acrylic

    Have always been a music freak and especially pre-Britpop, my taste was pretty good. I remember aged 14 being into Sebadoh especially Rebound, despite having zero relationship experience at the time.

    While on the subject, as a teen I used to love this record. 10 minutes long, deep, dark and druggy and I had no experience of any such thing. I had it on a 3LP of St Etienne remixes – Casino Classics which is full of other good stuff. Yesterday I found out that my mum has thrown it away! She is still my hero but it left me pretty distraught. Now only available from overseas sellers on Discogs. Should I take the plunge?

    • _Black_Acrylic

      Edit: have consulted my DJ buddy Il Discotto and the advice is to leave it.

  3. dooflow

    Still one of my favorite bands. Sadly, the one time I got to see them Ruins opened and blew them off the stage.

  4. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Yes, back in the day when I smoked Camels, if a place was out of them, I’d go to Winstons first. You’re right re: being pretty indistinguishable.

    Have you ever considered rolling your own? Rigby does that. Or did. He’s given up smoking and drinking coffee. Though he’ll do a coffee and cigarette once every few weeks, and he says it’s glorious. 😀

    Yury’s no dummy. Probably good to carry some mace, no matter where you are. I don’t carry anything either. Navy SEALs carry hatchets. Another great tool/weapon.

    Funny story. Guy at work was in the Navy and was stationed somewhere in Europe. The SEALs came in and his brass was like, hey, you get to train with the SEALs today. He said it was over in about 15 minutes. They couldn’t keep up. He was like, those guys are insane.

    Well, the good thing about that stuffed crust is that you can always dip it in some marinara and you’ve got a nice little flavor thing going on. I find that so many foods are just vehicles for sauces/flavors. Bread (in general, though it can have it’s own unique flavor), pasta, rice, etc. I mean, I could eat all of that by itself, but it’s so much better as vehicle for other flavors. Hmm, I just thought of a symbol for something in a novel. 😉

  5. Misanthrope

    Oh, and have a great weekend. Mine will be a tad shorter because I have to go into the office on Monday. 🙁

  6. seb 🦠

    hi dennis! how was your week? mine has been super weird. i somehow managed to make my sleep schedule even worse than it was previously, and am now falling asleep at around 4am and waking up at about 4pm. it feels weird being crepuscular as a human. been getting a lot of reading in, though. one very odd book (a christian teen novel with an impressive amount of sex and violence) and one that feels almost tailor made for me (have you ever heard of an author named ezra blake? he sort of disappeared a while ago which is a shame)

    speaking of books! i know you’ve done a few lists of your favourite books, have you ever done one of your least favourites?

    okay, buying the godspeed-baseball 20 years later from the (now adult) kid in the stands on ebay, sending it across the channel and hoping that evri don’t lose it like they manage to do with everything

  7. tomk

    hey man,

    Great day! Sebadoh are one of those bands that I’ve loved bits and pieces of but never found my way totally into. This is the day to do it I’m sure.

    Awesome news about the film! Congrats man

  8. Bill

    Wow, I haven’t heard Sebadoh’s name in ages. Calling Yog Soggoth, ha. That Eric Gaffney was quite a dish back in the day.

    Just saw:
    https://letterboxd.com/film/birdboy-the-forgotten-children/

    I’m generally not into animation that looks this cute. But this is dark and subversive, and chock full of crazy ideas. Within 10 minutes, we’re treated to a nasty dog wearing a Mexican wrestling mask, and a Jesus infant doll that weeps blood when you squeeze it. I totally need one of the latter.

    Bill

  9. Darby 🐧

    Hallo guten tag! ich haben a—quick question!
    So based on past experiences of having people from other countries send you things, are there any disadvantages to it? Any precautions? I won’t mind doing the I international shipping+ cost.
    Although I think I should have said this through email? Oops sorry. If you want to continue through email I can.
    whatever is more convenient for you as long as you get it.

    Anyways—oh before I go, so my favorite records I own are a Neutral Milk Hotel one, Stoner Witch by Melvins, a Tchaikovsky one, mm OH! I have The Doors as well! And you?

    I borrowed a friends record of The Cure’s disintegration! I love Robert Smith.

  10. Niko

    Hey Dennis, how have you been? I was asked by the staff at the Poetry Project to interview you for their print newsletter this Spring. Would you be open to doing an interview in the coming weeks over Skype? The conversation would focus on ‘I Wished’ and how you’ve said your film projects have replaced your earlier poetry writing.

  11. Corey Heiferman

    Hi Dennis, I enjoyed this medieval/Renaissance kind of chords, whatever they’re really called. I also see that Sebadoh is from Northampton, MA, not far from Springfield, MA where I spent the second half of my childhood.

    I’m doing well despite the war. Maybe even partially because of it, the push to a “live every day as your last” mentality. Tel Aviv is back to a kind of normal now. Nobody knows if the war is winding down or gearing up toward a more intense round with Lebanon. I’m starting to go to bed before 11 and wake up before 6 every day. I just figured that whatever I ended up doing after 11 pm was almost never worth the cost. It’s sometimes hard for me to shake off the puritanical associations of early to bed early to rise, not to feel square about it. Has that ever been a mental hurdle for you?

    I have three potential guest posts in the works: early commercial digital video demo reels, a pair of artists who deserve a lot more recognition, and Tel Aviv street art. Do you prefer links to YouTube videos in the form of a regular URL link or in HTML embed code?

    Tel Aviv is good for vegan sushi, to the point where every sushi place has a large non-fish section of the menu. It’s mostly uninspired yet satisfying, especially because avocado is grown locally.

  12. Corey Heiferman

    And cucumber or course, the cucumbers here are out of this world.

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