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Shozin Fukui Day *

* (Halloween countdown post #8/restored/expanded)

 

‘Even for hardcore fans of Japanese underground movies, the name Shozin Fukui might not immediately ring a bell. This may have something to do with the fact that following the 1996 release of his claustrophobic, ultra-violent, high-speed brain-driller Rubber’s Lover, Fukui dropped out of sight for more than 10 years.

‘But now he is back with a vengeance – not only have his old films been released on DVD in both the U.S. (through Unearthed Films) and Japan, but there’s also his new all-out psycho-attack, The Hiding.

‘Originally a native of Hyogo Prefecture in Kansai, Fukui moved to Tokyo in the 1980s and quickly got involved with the punk underground movie scene there. In 1988, Fukui worked on Shinya Tsukamoto’s Tetsuo: The Iron Man (1989), which quickly became the quintessential Japanese cyberpunk film – the melding of man and machine or rather, man and scrap iron, a profoundly body-oriented sci-fi nightmare. Imagine, shaving one morning and finding a piece of wire sticking out from your cheek… and that’s just the start.

‘But unlike Tsukamoto, who kept on exploring the body in his following films, Fukui went for the even more dangerous matter – the grey matter. Already parallel to his involvement in Tetsuo, he shot a fairly disturbing 33-minute piece called Caterpillar (1988). But it was his debut feature Pinocchio √ 964 (1991) that made Fukui’s name. The plot is easily recounted: Pinocchio was once a normal young man, until he got kidnapped by an evil corporation, brainwashed and transformed into a sex-slave cyborg for sale. He is picked up by Himiko, a waif-like girl living in an abandoned warehouse. They fall in love, Pinocchio regains his memory (well, sort of) and begins enacting his terrible revenge on the evil company employees that made him what he is.

‘It wasn’t the plot that made the film a cult hit – it was the sheer madness playing out on screen. Himiko is crazy as hell, but wait til you see Pinocchio on his mad rampage through the streets of central Shinjuku and out into the wastelands, all the while chained to a steel pyramid, his mind tortured and driven in his quest for bloody vengeance.

‘If Pinocchio was already a nightmare full of mind-blowing scenes, Fukui’s follow-up Rubber’s Lover (1996) added the element of claustrophobia. A cruel experiment by mad scientists goes terribly wrong – and all the terror plays out in their tiny lab. Heads explode… but these are just one variant of minds acting out while in a mental pressure-cooker.

‘After that, even Fukui needed a decade of rest. But now he is back with The Hiding, his first digital work. The Hiding is 40 minutes long and tells of a hikikomori (social recluse) girl who is afraid of everything outside her door. But eventually, she has to get the garbage out. This is when strange and violent things begin to happen… or is it all just a fantasy of this lonely, scared girl?

Disturbing, though not as intense as Fukui’s earlier works, The Hiding is a transitional film in Fukui’s career, mainly serving to announce his return from a long absence. He already has his next film in the can, entitled S-94. Dealing with entirely different subject matter, S-94 might take Fukui to fresh and even scarier extremes. Besides his work in cinema, Fukui also runs a tiny bar named Kemuri in Tokyo’s Higashi Nakano neighborhood.’ — Johannes Schönherr

 

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Further

Shozin Fukui @ IMDb
Crypt of Curiosities: Shozin Fukui’s Cyberpunk Films
Shozin Fukui @ MUBI
Shozin Fukui @ Mondo Digital
Shozin Fukui @ Honekoubou
THE CYBERPUNK SUITE
Shozin Fukui @ Revolvy
Shozin Fukui, le pape trash du cyber-punk est de retour
The Worldwide Celluloid Massacre: Shozin Fukui
964 Pinocchio @ L’idiot électrique
Post-Human Nightmares
The Horror Geek Speaks: Rubber’s Lover

 

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Extras


The Vomit Terrorist: the Films of Shozin Fukui


Interview with Shozin Fukui


APOCALYPTO x SHOZIN FUKUI x RENKA

 

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Interview
from MidnightEye

First of all, I would like to talk a bit about the Japan of the 1980s and early 90s. Because I think it was kind of a special situation. Starting with Sogo Ishii’s Crazy Thunder Road [1980], then going into the punk rock movies and eventually arriving at cyberpunk. There was a very close relation between musicians and filmmakers.

This is because the directors liked music a lot. Filmmakers asked their favorite musicians to work with them.

Many directors were musicians themselves. Like Shigeru Izumiya for example… [Note: Former 1970s folk / protest singer Izumiya directed the bizarre early cyberpunk entry Death Powder in 1986, strongly anticipating the direction the genre would later take with films like Tetsuo and Pinocchio √ 964.]

Yes, often musicians initiated movies. They made the soundtrack and acted in their own movies. A little later, musicians started to make their own movies. Many directors had their own bands. They were all influenced by Sogo Ishii, I think.

You worked with Sogo Ishii.

At first, I worked with Shinya Tsukamoto as assistant director on Tetsuo. But you couldn’t say I was really an assistant director. I just helped out a little. Later I worked with Sogo Ishii as a real assistant director. The first Ishii movie I worked on was Master of Shiatsu, from 1989. That was a short film.

How did you get started making your own movies?

I liked movies and I also played in a band. This led me into working for a company that shot music promotion videos for noise bands at live shows. At the same time, I was already thinking about making my own movies. After being Ishii’s assistant director, I just wanted to direct a movie by myself.

The oldest movie you made that’s mentioned on your website is Metal Days (1986).

I shot that while I was a student. I made this movie with the members of my band and their friends.

Then came Gerorist, which is very much a punk film.

I shot that with the same people I made Metal Days with.

Who was the girl in Gerorist?

Her name is Chiemi Endo. She was an actress from a theater group. I knew her and I asked her to act in my film. After that film she quit her acting career.

It must have been very hard for her to attack all those pedestrians. Where was it actually shot?

It was in Shibuya and in the subway. At the time we made the film, street performances started to become a fashion in Japan. People just expressed things on the street. That’s why it was easy to shoot that film.

But I can imagine that a lot of the pedestrians became angry at her. They definitely look like it.

No, no. Quite the opposite. I just brought the pedestrians into my movie. We suddenly approached them, we certainly surprised them. But they were quite happy to be in the movie. They thought it was some sort of performance art.

After Gerorist you made Caterpillar…

Yes.

It has kind of two parts…

How so?

Well, in the first half, it’s those lonely children running around an empty Tokyo, then the Caterpillar demolition excavator tears down a building while a punk song plays and then the action with the girl with the golden mask and the cyberpunk kids show up. So, the scene with the Caterpillar machine separates the part featuring the lost kids from the one where things get really crazy.

Yes, you could see it that way.

I especially like the first part. It’s very strange… especially considering the sound effects.

I made all those sound effects myself. There was just a feeling of making music going into that part. It was purely an experiment.

Then, in the “second part” there is the girl with the golden mask who has that very strange and shrill laugh…

That laugh is my laugh which we put through a sound effects machine. We did the same thing with all the sounds in the movie.

Caterpillar feels very much like a kind of mental picture.

I would say that exploring extreme mental conditions is my subject matter. It’s very difficult to explain with words. The mental part is beyond the physical part. Sometimes, the mental is stronger. That’s what I’m curious about.

You can already see that with the girl acting out in Gerorist and later it gets more pronounced in Pinocchio √ 964 and Rubber’s Lover. So basically, cyberpunk was about the body transforming into technology but in your case it’s the head which transforms to another state.

The moment when the mind overwhelms the body is the most interesting to me. This moment is kind of psychic. My goal is to try to describe this moment. In this moment a new power erupts. This power I call psychic. For this moment to happen, requires a strong trigger, which could come from the body and mind being subjected to forceful technology. When the psychic power takes over it breaks through the physical limits. To describe that moment and process I use the images of puking.

Himiko got Pinocchio to reach the ultimate of that moment of mental breakthrough at the end of Pinocchio √ 964.

Yes, exactly.

You wrote the script for Pinocchio √ 964?

Yes, I did.

I like Himiko a lot.

At the beginning, that actress was a staff member. For a long time, I did auditions to find an actress. Finally, just before we started shooting, we decided to use her. I trained her for one week and then we started to shoot.

She’s credited as Onn-chan. Was that her nickname?

We made that name up for the movie. After this movie, she never acted in another one again.

What’s the name of the Pinocchio actor?

Hage Suzuki. After finishing the movie, he went back to his hometown and got married. His parents were farmers. He took over the farm.

The actors couldn’t continue on after going through the intensity of the film?

Most actors quit all their involvement in film after Pinocchio √ 964. Basically, they were the members of my band, not actors. The band simply went through a period of filmmaking. For them, making music and performing in the film were basically the same thing. But after Pinocchio √ 964, they felt that they had completed their performance.

Pinocchio √ 964 looks very much like a movie shot guerrilla-style, especially Pinocchio’s run through the streets of Shinjuku.

It was half guerrilla, half with permits. These days, you can’t do real guerrilla shooting anymore. It’s very strict now.

Only Adult Video does it nowadays.

(laughs)

You had to get permits for the subway, I suppose…

Yes, from the subway company, from the police, and so on.

But for the streets you didn’t need any?

Even for shooting in the street I got permits.

You got a permit for filming Pinocchio’s run through Shinjuku?

That was guerrilla style. It’s more interesting to use guerrilla tactics when I get pedestrians into my movies. For those running scenes guerrilla is best. But for slowly walking, you need a permit, otherwise the police will show up quickly.

Any interesting stories on the guerrilla shooting?

The people in the stores in front of which we were shooting liked it and were interested in us. They invited us sometimes to eat with them. Because it was very rare that somebody would make movies in such an extreme way. They liked that. They may have considered it a kind of performance, I think.

The final scene of Pinocchio and Himiko’s transformation reminds me a lot of the alien transformation scene at the end of Peter Jackson’s Bad Taste (1987).

I like Peter Jackson’s movie a lot. I saw Bad Taste after I made Pinocchio √ 964. I was very surprised but also very pleased when I watched it and I thought that there is someone in a totally different place doing the same things like I do.

Speaking about foreign films, were there any foreign films that influenced you in your work?

Blade Runner was a very important film for me. It was not very successful on its first run in Japan, my local movie theater showed it just for a week. I sat through all the shows during that one week, all afternoon and evening. Mostly, I was the only one sitting in the theater. I also saw Zombie a lot of times…

Which Zombie?

[Fukui looks through his DVDs on the shelf behind him, then holds up two boxes]

Ah, Dawn of the Dead (George Romero, 1978) and Day of the Dead (George Romero, 1985).

Also Night of the Living Dead. George Romero’s zombie films… I watched them very carefully. I watched them before I went to bed and I could sleep very well after watching them (laughs).

Were there any connections to the American underground at all?

Hmm… I often watched Kenneth Anger’s films. Scorpio Rising, for example.

What about Japanese films?

We didn’t have this kind of movie in Japan. Basically, I only watched foreign films. But there was Kon Ichikawa’s The Inugami Family (Inugamike no Ichizoku, 1976). The original version of the film. I saw this movie many times. With this movie I studied editing. I liked the editing in it.

Pinocchio √ 964 was shown at the Rotterdam Film Festival. Did you go there?

No, I didn’t. By chance, a programmer from Rotterdam saw Pinocchio √ 964 in Japan. He liked it, so he quickly invited the film to Rotterdam.

So you don’t know about the reaction of the audience over there.

Nothing at all. Later, I heard from this programmer that it went very well… He showed me a photo of the audience. That was cool.

Did Eirin ask for many cuts for the Japanese release of the film?

They checked the movie many times but they didn’t cut anything. But I had to explain the scenes over and over again. Finally it got an R rating.

In Japan, in which kind of theaters did the movie play?

It played at the Nakano Musashino Hall in Tokyo, which doesn’t exist anymore. Then, Nagoya, Osaka, Kyoto, Kyushu, maybe Hokkaido, I forgot the names of the theaters. It went to many places as a road show all over Japan.

How was the reaction of the Japanese audience?

Basically, the audience was not a film audience – more like a live music audience. They came to see an event. The style of the show was like a live concert. We took a PA into the theater. For example, these days many people go to see noise bands because they are rare. It was this kind of atmosphere. The places we showed the film were like live houses.

Pinocchio √ 964 got released in 1991. After that you started to work on Rubber’s Lover?

Yes, right after Pinocchio √ 964, I started to prepare Rubber’s Lover. That came out in 1996. I took me five years to make Rubber’s Lover.

Pinocchio √ 964 was do (active), Rubber’s Lover was sei (silent, static). From Rubber’s Lover on, claustrophobia became my new subject matter. It was about being trapped.

It’s also the very small group of actors which makes the movie very intense.

Yes, exactly. This feeling continues with the hikikomori in The Hiding.

I heard that during the shooting of Rubber’s Lover, the crew was not allowed to talk.

Yes. Talking was prohibited. It was very silent. This way, the actors could feel very much separated. I think that it was very hard for staff and cast.

How about the special effects? They look very good.

I had two special effects artists working with me. In Pinocchio √ 964, it was different. On that one, the effects were done by the main actor and me alone.

After Rubber’s Lover you were at the peak of your fame, but you very much dropped out of the picture…

After the theatrical release, the film had a video release. Then, I got a job at a video production company. I became interested in video work. For about 10 years I did work in video. I had no connections to film.

Did you also think that it was enough for the time being with the exploration of mental power?

Yes, I thought it’s enough now and I wanted to do something new. Then I encountered video. That one decade was visual work just as a business. But I wrote many scripts in that time, which I showed to many film companies. Inversely, sometimes major production companies asked me for scripts but my scripts were always too extreme for them and couldn’t get realized.

At that time, you also made the Psychic Image documentary…

That was company business. At the time, there was a genre called Original Video, which would now be V-Cinema. It was a part of my ten years in video.

At that time, you also made a documentary on the making of Isao Yukisada’s Go.

That was also a part of my company work.

The Hiding was then the first movie that got you back into independent filmmaking.

At first I worked as an independent, then in business, now I want to go back to independence. I thought, if I make my own films, which field would be best? I decided that independent film is best for me.

The Hiding goes back to your old subject matter, to the mental issues…

I want to interpret genres like horror in a different way. I want to show new ways. I like horror movies a lot, I study horror, so it’s not that I want to create a new genre. But I want to look at horror from a different angle.

In The Hiding, the main horror is in the head of the girl…

Yes, maybe unconsciously the root of my subject matter is the inside of the characters, their mental inner workings.

In an old interview, you talked about a movie you planned involving some virus.

I had planned to make that movie with a major company. But the contents were too extreme for them. I couldn’t realize this movie with a major company. Now, I think that I must make it on my own.

That’ll be your next big project?

I already started work on it. The film after The Hiding will be a prototype of my virus film. This next film already has a virus as subject matter. It’s the first step in making the virus movie. I want to evolve this subject matter.

Nowadays, can you still find people who would be willing to act as crazy as the folks in Pinocchio √ 964?

Yes, there are still people like that. In the film after The Hiding, I already use this kind of people. S-94 is the name of that film. That’s the name of the virus. It will appear in all upcoming movies. I have the same kind of people in there as in Pinocchio √ 964, and Rubber’s Lover.

The virus is a virus that infects people? It’s not a computer virus?

Yes, it is a disease-causing germ, it infects people. This virus changes the people’s consciousness.

Did you see Kinji Fukasaku’s film Virus from 1980?

Yes. That shows a virus in a very orthodox way. But I want to give a new interpretation. I want to make a new situation for the virus. My virus is also man-made. The scientists started out to create something for a totally different purpose but they accidentally make a new virus. But it’s not a biological weapon like in the Fukasaku film. S-94 is part of an omnibus project. Many different directors have their short films in there. After that, I will show S-94 in theaters. I made two versions of S-94, a 30-minute and a 15-minute version.

What do you think, is it more difficult or easier to work in independent film today?

That depends on the person.

On the one hand, you got much cheaper technology now like DV but on the other hand there is no big underground scene anymore to support projects.

Today’s indie situation is very interesting. In the past, you needed a big crew. Because we were using celluloid, the work was difficult. Now, one person can do all of that by himself. The first step in making a movie is very easy now. If you can establish yourself in making films and release them through DVDs, majors and indies can become equal. Of course, that includes the internet. On the other hand, unfortunately, the places where indies are shown go out of business. There are many cinema complexes now and they show only major movies. Theaters that show independent movies have become rare. Of course, many people have home theaters now and have the environment to see DVDs in their houses. They’ve got big screens, good sound equipment, they don’t need to go to theaters. They can also download films from the internet. That’s all very interesting.

 

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11 of Shozin Fukui’s 12 films

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Scourge of Blood (1984)
‘A man randomly stabs a stranger. Polanski and Fukui began with exactly the same argument, but Fukui does it with loud rock, hyperactive editing ala Terayama and disorienting effects that do their work for good measure. It is meant to be a style-over-substance experiment, from the green-tinted screen to the overdone editing.’ — Edgar Cochran

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Metal Days (1986)
‘One night, dynamites and machine guns were stolen from U.S.base by evil group. Next day, Masami, Norio and Jinpachi skipped work and went on a drive to nowhere. An annoying van driving too slow ahead of them made them even more irritated. They passed the van for fun. But the mad van raced pass their car and hold them completely. Besides, evil group came out of the back of the van… “METAL DAYS” was produced in the early period of Fukui’s career and was invited to many universities’ film festivals.’ — honekoubou.jp

 

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Caterpillar (1988)
‘Like practically every other film Fukui would direct, Caterpillar is hard to explain, but while his later films would be tricky due to their incredibly convoluted, almost nonsensical plot, Caterpillar’s plot can’t be summarized because it doesn’t exist. That isn’t an insult, by the way—Caterpillar is a proudly non-narrative film, sporting less spoken lines of dialogue than you can count on your hands and even less clear characters. But the gist of it is that somewhere in Japan, a few wandering youths are being terrorized by a “caterpillar,” a massive, stop-motion silver and gold monstrosity stalking the streets of Tokyo. Oh, and did I mention there’s a cyborg kid stumbling around back alleys, trying not to vomit? Above all else, Caterpillar is a formal exercise. While it wasn’t Fukui’s first short film, it’s certainly his most out-there project, with each little vignette and character bringing its own strange imagery and content to the film. Like the works of Tsukamoto and Japanese punk godfather Sogo Ishii, there’s plenty of hyperkinetic, sped-up handheld camerawork and rapid cutting, plus the specific Tsukamoto touch of the “regular-sized monsters” turning people into massive Švankmajer/Harryhausen monstrosities with the handy trick of disorienting stop-motion. Add on a characteristically rich and unnerving soundscape, and you get one fascinating dystopian short.’ — Perry Ruhland


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Gerorisuto (1987)
‘A short experimental film by Japanese underground filmmaker Shozin Fukui. The film follows a young woman on the Tokyo subway, who may be possessed. The girl pukes away like mad. She can’t help exploding herself and barks against the crowd on the street as her spirit moves…’ — honekoubou.jp


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964 Pinocchio (1991)
Pinocchio 964 is a memory-wiped sex slave who is thrown out by his owners for failure to maintain an erection. It is unclear in what ways he has been modified beyond having no memory and being unable to communicate. He is discovered by Himiko while wandering aimlessly through the city. Himiko has also been memory-wiped, possibly by the same company that produced Pinocchio, but she is fully functional. Himiko spends her days drawing maps of the city, to aid other memory-wiped people. Himiko takes Pinocchio home and tries to teach him to speak. After much effort he has a breakthrough and finally becomes aware of his situation. At this point his body erupts in an inexplicable metamorphosis and it becomes clear that his modifications were much more involved and esoteric than simple memory loss. Himiko also begins to transform, though in a much more subtle manner.’ — letterboxd


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Rubber’s Lover (1996)
‘From Japanese cyberpunk auteur Shozin Fukui (Pinocchio 964) comes this dark tale of psychic experimentation and two researchers determined to continue their nightmarish experiments no matter what the cost. Fueled by endless funds and desperate to keep its unconventional experiments top-secret, a prosperous and powerful corporation begins conducting psychic experiments in which human subjects are administered ether, outfitted in rubber, and assaulted with D.D.D. (Digital Direct Drive) containing intense and nearly unbearable sound frequencies. When initial success at tapping into psychic ability is shadowed by an unusually high fatality rate, the corporation orders all experiments to come to an immediate halt despite the objections of head researchers Motomiya and Hitotsubashi — who immediately take their secretary hostage and transform one of their fellow researchers into a human guinea pig. Though the experiment is more of a success than Motomiya and Hitotsubashi could have ever imagined, the powerful and uncontrollable psychic energy they unleash threatens to destroy them both and alter the course of human evolution forever.’ — Jason Buchanan


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Hentai Rando (2004)
‘Expectations were low going in, but since this was helmed by Shozin Fukui it’s a film I just had to see. It’s not the most animated documentary, but therein lies its power. The premise is 90% of what this film has to offer, the remaining 10% is a little addendum where we learn a bit more about Koe. You get a quintet of manga artists using Koe as their canvas. Despite the “hentai” promise, the film is subdued and tranquil. It never feels exploitative, because Koe is visibly comfortable and the artists are professional. This turned out to be a pretty pleasant watch, just don’t expect any deep insights or revelations.’ — onderhond

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Onne (2006)
‘The film centers around a 23-year old hikikomori (shut-in) called Takeshi Oikawa who lives alone in Suginami. He runs a daily livestream under the username “Dora” to show the growing process of his new flowers. One day, Akiko Kitama, a fellow hikikomori in a nearby town, comes across his livestream and decides she wants to check in occasionally. But the next day, she discovers that the broadcast got suspended. Little does she know that Suginami was hit by a gas attack that caused phones, TV and internet to malfunction. As a result, Takeshi gets forced to stay inside with little to no form of communication and starts to experience strange hallucinations…or does he?’ — DungeonSkramz

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Den-Sen (2006)
‘Shozin Fukui, whose directorial style is often compared to that of Shinya Tsukamoto, put out two extremely strange DV-shot cyberpunk horror films in the 90s, 964 Pinocchio in 1991 and Rubber’s Lover in 1996, returns to film after a 10 year hiatus with Den Sen. This film was shot entirely on Digital Video. A trio of journalists receive a mysterious DVD from an unknown source. The young woman journalist decides to watch the DVD and disappears. Her two friends begin an investigation into her disappearance that turns up a video she shot while watching the DVD they received in the mail. Upon viewing it appears she was not alone in her apartment. Who is the mystery woman seen only in a reflection and what caused the young lady to commit suicide?’ — World Cinema


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The Hiding (2008)
‘Strange and violent things start to happen when a reclusive woman is held captive in her own home.’ — Letterboxd

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S-94 (2009)
‘A virus called S-94 has wiped out most of human civilization by 2010. Only two women survive the pandemic and now live together within the confines of a secluded shelter: Miu (Nozomi Hatsuki), who desperately wants to live, and the suicidal Ice (Yuko Tatsushima). Even though they have opposite outlooks, they’ve been able to maintain balance so far. That balance is shattered one day when a new survivor named Shuma (Yuya Ishikawa) enters the picture. They find out about his existence through a radio broadcast and begin to fight over him in the face of an otherwise hopeless future.’ — The Quiet Earth


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Boywhoknocks, 18
Sao Paolo

I KNOW some of you has got me, I do not know who, but YOU know….just be a fuckin man about it….MMMMMM, why do I love the word MAN…….Pics need improvement as it is not as sexy looking as some might want it…Boys like me used to wonder when they went out, how fast they might get picked up….seems not so much that way now though!

Guestbook of Boywhoknocks

onewayoranother – Oct 13, 2025
Take his ass and do it what you mind desire.

Uuha – Oct 12, 2025
i wanna live in brazil for a month…make that 6. Hook up with every femboy street whore a just breed and suck on their diseased pussies and cocks. I could die happily.

Boywhoknocks (Owner) – Oct 10, 2025
I turned 18 on May 1.

Scott02657 – Oct 7, 2025
One of the bros but with a hot fem bod and perfect girls booty.

SixFootSeven – Oct 3, 2025
I was thinking of keeping my meeting with this little street rat private, but if this can help him, then here I am. Yes, he is human detritus, but he’s also the sexiest gathering of flesh and bone I’ve ever had. I kept saying thank you, thank you and thank you almost every minute during the whole encounter… and I could go on saying the same again and again. THANK YOU PABLITO! (You’ve made me feel the luckiest and most sperm unencumbered man in the world)

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Latino
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Portuguese, English
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Cut
Dirty Ask
Fisting Ask
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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risingstar, 19
Detroit

Auditioning sugar daddies. Try your luck.

Long story short I moved out here from San Diego for a business deal, once I was here the rug gets pulled out from under me and she no longer can do any of the stuff that was promised, like full time pay, a place to stay and a car… she went back on everything… essentially stranding me here. And then to top it all off i bruised my arm the other day, didnt hurt it enough to go to the doctor but definitely couldnt use it for a couple days, and even though my job let me work the day i hurt it, the next day i worked i decided to wear a sling and all of a sudden it was you need clearance from a doctor before you can work. And well i have no way of getting to nor paying for a doctor because i use a scooter to get to and from work every day and am in a hotel paying weekly rent, so definitely no money, and havent been in Michigan long enough to figure out medicare.

Guestbook of risingstar

Dumbbell72 – Oct 9, 2025
Seeking a boy or girl I can crush into bits same old man same stupid question …. No one takes me serious

RODEOCOWBOY – Oct 8, 2025
Next time don’t have so much fun, it makes u seem like a faggot.

Anon-Nike-Top – Oct 6, 2025
Without my massive alpha dick to live for, your existence is fucking pointless.

risingstar (Owner) – Oct 6, 2025
What do others feel, my previous sugar daddy is very upset with me, because he wanted to beat me basically to …death is that common?

Body Type Average
Ethnicity Latino
Body Hair Some
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
Fisting No
S&M Ask
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate 1000$

 

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notnewforyou, 19
Memphis

Originally from, FL, then moved to AZ and now in TN. Been doing this for a few years now, very experienced.

Not into people who have less than “XXXL cocks”, I’m looking for men with huge extra girthy like a coke can cocks to drive you animalistic with passion and intensity.

Guestbook of notnewforyou

ProlapsePusher – Oct 7, 2025
This twink outgrew human sized penis fucks as satisfying some time ago. I would describe fucking him as feeling like “fucking an open window” or “throwing a hotdog down a hallway”.

iamfine – Oct 1, 2025
I’m Reece. We know each other. I always sorta wanted to fuck you. But I recently had a dream about it. And it was the best thing ever. So now I know.

curlrider – Oct 1, 2025
5th time i screwed him and he surprises me every time😍 This time I tried sucking his dick, and when he orgasmed💦💦 , …7,8,9,10 shots of hot milk straight into my stomach.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
Fisting Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Ask
Hourly Rate 90$
Overnight Rate 400$

 

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FuckMeEveryDay, 19
Lyon

I’ve done my fair share of reckless and dumb things and depending on the person I still do dumb things and I’m often drunk or worse while doing them.

Guestbook of FuckMeEveryDay

Scarletfox – Oct 10, 2025
He took me to a new understanding of what I want to do with my life, and it’s to fuck him. It’s as if a light switch was turned on and I don’t want to put it out. I didn’t know it for years but after last night, I know that’s who I am and I can’t unknow it.

theothepig – Oct 8, 2025
Deeply unserious. Hair is messy and ruffle-able. Touch of adhd.

iwishyoucould – Oct 4, 2025
My apartment was dark, with just the glow of the TV playing my favorite sleaze porn in the background, those moans filling the air and setting a steamy vibe, just like what I like. I was all over him, diving into his pussy with my tongue, licking him until he was trembling and begging me.

My hyperspermia makes everything so intense. Every time I came, I felt this warm, heavy rush filling his pussy, coating every inch of him. I didn’t even pause—just kept thrusting, telling him to push my cum out as I fucked him deeper, ready to unload again. We switched through positions like we couldn’t get enough. In between, I’d guide my head down, making him clean my thick cock with his mouth, and the swabbing of his tongue only made me hungry for more.

His stamina is unreal—6 hours, no breaks, and at least 8 loads later, his pussy was overflowing, dripping so much it left puddles on the sheets. Now, 2 hours later, he’s taking a quick nap still leaking my cum, watching it drip down his thigh, and it’s got me aching to fuck him. I’m already counting down the seconds until I’m back inside him, filling him up repeatedly all over again.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Arab
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages French, English
Position Bottom only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Ask
Fisting Versatile
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate 80€
Overnight Rate 300€

 

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Max, 19
Großrosseln

I’m an escort but I only offer to do what I’m in the mood to do. Atm I feel like getting sucked off.

Guestbook of Max

MakeMeYourChair – Oct 8, 2025
Older dude with a fart kink. Reason?: unknown. Idk why I got a fart kink but I do, wish I didn’t but here I am …

BottomExplorer – Oct 8, 2025
Warning he’s not in that mood anymore. Now he just wants to have his farts worshipped.

Illdoit – Oct 6, 2025
He’s a straight boy, doe-brown eyes, a slight hint of beard, a sensitive young man, a person with worries, who feels misunderstood, who wants to feel respect from someone and thinks gay guys are the easiest way to get it.

AMISTADESPELIGROSAS – Oct 2, 2025
You are the crotch on my treasure map.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position Prefer not today
Dick XL – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing No
Hourly Rate 150€
Overnight Rate 1000€

 

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OnlyInMyArea, 20
Puerto Vallarta

I started this journey when I was 14. Met a man and became a prostitute without knowing it. It felt natural and well just felt right.

I love oral play, facefucking, breeding, deepthroat, humiliation, bondage, forced feminization, voyeurism, objectification, BDSM, submissive, ageplay, sissyfication and much more.

Guestbook of OnlyInMyArea

MuscledHorse – Oct 10, 2025
What that person said.

Nate_wants_head – Oct 10, 2025
Fire walk with you

straycat800 – Oct 10, 2025
After quite a few weeks of returning to this site over and over looking at the picture of OnlyInMyArea’s bum, I decided to go for it and have my first sexual experience with someone young enough to be my grandchild. He … or she – none of them and both of them wanted to chat, which was nice, but all I wanted to do was investigate that bum he flaunts in the pic. I finally got the chance to spread his cheeks and see his immaculate and impossibly pretty butt hole. I planted my mouth over it and ate until his asslips looked like a floral display then repacked it with my cock. Felt like a million bucks the entire time.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Latino
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages Spanish, English
Position More bottom
Dick S – Uncut
Dirty WS only
Fisting Ask
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 2000€

 

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Temporarilyhorny, 22
Munich

Sweating bicyclist open to explore

Guestbook of Temporarilyhorny

CrystalNoir – Oct 11, 2025
I would kill someone to fill his hole.

LazyDaddy – Oct 9, 2025
Unbelievably pretty, the most breathtaking body I have ever seen. I have never had sex with anyone as remotely superior as him and will likely never again. I hope he will live longer than he actually wants to…

IwantJames – Oct 2, 2025
You are better than me. You are completely fucking incredible inside and out, I am not joking. Let’s be honest.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position No answer
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing Consent
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate 1000€

 

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Dannnnnnnnnnn, 22
Westlake

I recently fucked up my life by becoming a meth slamming poz ff piglet.

Whoring myself out for money to any nasty sick dangerous man.

I’ve been jerking all day and Goddamn I’m going crazy needing a sick no limits top.

My parents would probably disown me if they saw this and I’d moan louder knowing it.

Fuck losing my goddamn mind you can pay next to nothing right now.

Guestbook of Dannnnnnnnnnn

dude336 – Oct 10, 2025
“Born to die“ but not yet!

AaronKeegan – Oct 9, 2025
On October 12, 2025, this whore will be will be presented for full use at The Basement Club starting at 7:00 PM then later auctioned to the highest bidder at a private event at The Berlin Dark at 10:30PM.

Dannnnnnnnnnn (Owner) – Oct 5, 2025
Also I beg for forgiveness from the Lord, please forgive me being such such an addict and slut 😞  I will try to do good for myself, but sometimes I just really wanna be indulged.

EastTNbareback – Oct 4, 2025
I want to eat straight young redneck trailer trash cum out of your ass and armpits.

Dannnnnnnnnnn (Owner) – Oct 4, 2025
Last time in LA, I was meeting a guy for a grindr hook up, but I ended up almost getting involved with this mobster who went to prison and was an ex-con and threatened to kill me or sell me to his drug dealing organization and then he beat me up and raped me but I was truly 😱 had to beg for my life. However, I’m also feeling very excited about this type of stuff. What is wrong with me?

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Cut
Dirty Yes
Fisting Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate 190$
Overnight Rate 1200$

 

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iWantYouSir, 18
Tulsa

5’, 97 lbs FTM boy looking for a daddy or multiples. All my holes are bottomless little pits for your infinite and limitless pleasure.

Guestbook of iWantYouSir

infavoidance – Oct 12, 2025
I found myself eating his pussy for what I suspect to be a extraordinary amount of time for someone who considers himself straight.

biguy58483 – Oct 8, 2025
It’s not easy to have a squirting pussy while having your asshole stretched and pounded into the ground, but he did.

smeily – Oct 5, 2025
After 35 years of meeting female escorts, I thought I have seen it all. But after meeting this dynamite “boy”, I know I have not. What an experience, what an incredible hot and sweet pussy. I did things with it I never did in 35 years… see for yourself…Jesus and Mary, soooooo hot

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick No answer
Dirty WS only
Fisting Versatile
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 1500$

 

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goturattention, 22
Budapest

I’m not an escort but make an offer and we’ll see how it goes.

Fun fact – I had a sizable brain bleed from a hemorrhagic stroke last year, had a craniectomy.

Guestbook of goturattention

Lowkeyzyzx – Oct 12, 2025
Has a hard time taking huge dicks, but who cares.

Stratis – Oct 7, 2025
literally looks like this –> 🤓

goturattention (Owner) – Oct 1, 2025
I don’t know what that is but I doubt it.

Chiller – Oct 1, 2025
100 to fudge you.

Billysonnylover – Oct 1, 2025
Hi, I’m very attracted to blue haired twinks. I’m bi and I’m attracted to blue haired twinks as moths by flames.
I don’t know exactly where my research will bring me but I’m here to discover it.

Body Type Average
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Some
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages Hungarian, German, English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Ask
Fisting Versatile
S&M Soft
Kissing Ask
Hourly Rate 60€
Overnight Rate 900€

 

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Footprint, 23
London

I’m a straight acting boy and a sex pot girl, your choice, both 95% convincing, 5’5” and 100lbs.

I graduated from my French studies with my thesis on *Marquis de Sade* and I have been active in the kinky world since a very tender age. My favorite kinks are being edged (including milking and ruined orgasms) and having my shit eaten (and ofc other anal play as appetizer). Now I get edged feed shit to my bf until I squirt fountain every day and I keep begging him for more. You should try it to see if I am an ass genius or squirt jesus as well.

These days we are all so fucked up, so don’t be shy. ChatGPT said I’d better not post this paragraph since people might think I’m easy to manipulate. But F it, I know what I’m doing.

Guestbook of Footprint

reallyfrustated – Oct 13, 2025
No matter if you dream to eat the shit of hot girls or cute twinks he’s got you covered.

hyungry – Oct 11, 2025
He unloaded a huge amount of shit into my mouth, so much that I was unable to catch it all. It felt so great to eat the superior shit of such a superior boy. He showed me what a pig I really am. I have eaten shit before, but never with such gusto and so greedily – or so much. I wanted more and more of his delicious shit! I gratefully chewed and swallowed all his shit while he watched me perplexed, giggling sometimes, and told me how weird he thought I was.

neighbor299 – Oct 6, 2025
My dream in life is to taste and eat his poop. Please write what his poop tastes like.

imgay808 – Oct 5, 2025
He kindly fed me the food I needed to survive and which, somehow, he knew only he could provide.

Number_two – Oct 2, 2025
You must only contact him if you are either in the process of becoming a pulsating porcelain toilet or are an advanced commercial/industrial waste disposal such as myself. It’s not everyday you find an ass that produces both quantity and quality. Don’t miss out his logs, they know exactly what to do with your stomach.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Top only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
Fisting Active
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Hourly rate: £300
Overnight rate: £1200

 

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Goldentimes, 21
Paris

Deserve me.

I am sophistication incarnate – a charming young fashion plate with a model’s remove and aristocratic air, but I’m as hot as a coal!

I have pushed the art of appreciating the human anal region to its poetic limits.

Come taste…

My skin is soft, my body tight, my hair luscious. My buttocks are firm, but my hole is like a feather.

Guestbook of Goldentimes

Goldentimes (Owner) – Oct 10, 2025
I don’t make unnecessary porn noises.

Heyheyheyhey – Oct 8, 2025
He has his shit together.

TwoPoetFuckers – Oct 6, 2025
Timely attack seems to please
the bland Giovanni, and he enjoys
finding himself the victim of a cruel hunt
frustrated by the seething tails

of two unknown gentlemen
who lustfully bed Giovanni
and lock our bland one in handcuffs
treating him with a firm whipping

the leather leaves its marks
while ferocious lust gnaws
to make the cum gush in waves
onto his fashionable face

while tough grim brawny
squeezed out each single nut
then staked abysmally Giovanni’s butt

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, French
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting Ask
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Clinton, 21
Brussels

I have been in a bad relationship before and I don’t want that to happen to me anymore.
My ex- hurt and cheated on me a lot, that’s why I am escorting to give that a try.
I am not bothered by the emotional distance between us at all. I just ask maybe you’re bothered by the emotional distance between us!!!

Guestbook of Clinton

CarlosXXL23cm – Oct 9, 2025
I hire him every now and then looking for one thing and one thing only. I truly enjoy using him as human furniture. Sitting or standing on his face, back, chest, butt, or anywhere. He’s great because I prefer my furniture to be on the smaller side, minimal hair, and young furniture is usually more durable and therefore preferred.

Clintonsbrstfriend – Oct 8, 2025
Heyyy he is slut fag and he started when he was 10 yrats old and will never stop being one.

let_me_think69 – Oct 7, 2025
His neck is his weak spot. He told me he has a fantasy of a man throwing him on a bed, lying on top of him, and mercilessly devouring his neck until the bed is a crime scene.

Clinton (Owner) – Oct 2, 2025
This app’s ui is so chopped bro 😭

SixFootSeven – Oct 2, 2025
I’m a recently divorced dad and yes I got my girlfriend later wife pregnant when I was 14 and I have baggage, but I have relocated to Brussels and all I want to do is to satisfy myself with boys for money, lots and lots of them hopefully and this is now my new life.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Dutch, English
Position More bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting Versatile
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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love_is_not_good, 18
Swansea

My name is Theodorus, I’m eighteen.

I was in a long term thing for a while and never got the chance to play around, and have only slept with that one person before.

I’m a bottom and there’s so many other things I’m curious about, but my brain doesn’t think of stuff unless it’s right in front of me.

I don’t know much about this world, but I know I could really use some money.

Guestbook of love_is_not_good

chemdawg – Oct 10, 2025
You’re doing God’s work.

LatinBigdick – Oct 10, 2025
I’m totally straight.
I met Theodorus a few days ago on a strange whim. At first, I wasn’t sure I could perform, but when I saw the little tyke in the hotel, all my doubts were gone.
He’s incredibly pretty, all boy below the neck but with a boner springing girlish face, dead eyed as a cupie doll, and his small, pert ass has an amazing gravitational pull.
The short elevator trip to my room was teeth gnashing.
It took me a moment to accept that his little pucker was the only hole on my plate, but when its lips met mine I was all in-gorging on it more hungrily than any pussy before fertilising him twice. My cockhead teased those lips coating it with precum, coating my fingers as I plunged them inside, then the penetration with my erect shaft sliding deep until my sac slapped his scrote. Oh, the pleasure of my rock hard fully erect cock ramming in and out, pulling out then ramming my cockhead deep. His breathing increased as I closed in on cumming. My balls and pube bush scrubbing and scrawling his ass cheeks as I blew a huge, 30 second long load in him. I rocked his bod with a seriously major orgasm. When I withdrew my cock the cum ran down his ass and splashed his ballsac. Most unexpectedly, I was desperate to taste his cock, which I sucked starving, gorging until a long squirt and giant jet of his cum blasted my teeth, filled my mouth and gulped into my stomach.
I’ve been with many women, but he surpassed them all. 😍

Body Type Average
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick S – Cut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Oh, gosh, thanks! I think maybe just maybe we managed yesterday to get them to agree to a poster we can live with. Still battling over the font, but … Yeah, RT in Vienna, we’re giving it the old college try. All three seasons of ‘Twin Peaks’ in order? Fun fact – love had a sizable brain bleed from a hemorrhagic stroke last year, had a craniectomy, G. ** Alice, Hi, Alice! Really good to see you. I’m fine, the usual. Oh, right, you’re in the U again. Wow, from what you wrote, it sounds kind of almost ideal. The complicated response to your work and presentations with support from the most important quarters certainly does. That kind of mirrors my experience in my short time at U. And you sound really strong. That’s so great. Please do share fragments of what you’re writing when the time feels right on your end. I think ‘Collateral’ is one of Mann’s best. I don’t hear that echoed very often. Master of framing, that guy, among other things. Funny, I asked the 13 year-old son of a friend of mine who’s really into horror games to tell me the scariest games he’s ever played, and he did, and I just made a future post out of them. I can’t remember if there’s a ‘Siren’ game in there. He said the scariest game of all for him is one called ‘Visage’. Do you know it? I didn’t until he listed it. I wish you continuing greatness in what you’re doing. I’m very happy to hear that things are going so well. ** Carsten, Thanks. Yes, so far we’re quite happy with the critical response. We’re soon to get our first real batch of official reviews when the film gets its theater release here, and early reports sound pretty positive. That sounds like fairly easy cooking and yet I am so impatient about food, but either I’ll try or I’ll request some cook-like friend to whip up that meal for me. Thanks. I did write down the ingredients and instructions in case I feel ambitious. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hill possibly for the win. Cool Meek/Sutch footage, thank you. Odd to see Sutch looking like such a normal lad. ** James Bennett, The After8 thing would be great, yeah. The Camille Roy book to get is ‘Honey Mine’, kind of a best-of collection. And she’s an excellent reader of her work. Great, yes, the screening on the 23rd is at Festival Cheries-Cheris which takes place at MK2 Beaubourg by the Pompidou. I’m sure I can get you in. Nice! Later gator, me. ** darbz (¬ ´ཀ` )¬, Hi! What a week indeed. I saw your email in my box this morning, but I wasn’t sufficiently tweaked by caffeine yet to open it. But great, thank you! I’ll read it as soon as I am able. Okay, I like congested writing, but I’ll keep my eyes out for any congestion that isn’t exhilarating. A complicated ‘I’m sorry’ about your friend’s boyfriend. Wow. Yes, our fated in-person meet at some point will be rich with language and insight. I have not planned my meals today yet. Zac and I are being interviewed and photographed for some sites/magazines this afternoon re: ‘RT’ and then, if I can talk him into a mutual meal, maybe Ethiopian. If not, probably just pasta at home. Broccoli cheddar sounds so insanely good. Whoa. Your comment was written lustrously. ** Måns BT, Yeah, it was eerie about the mother. I’m still kind of haunted by that and wondering. The Unfunny House, that’s very nice. Yes, go! The description had me wishing I could go, and I’m reasonably picky about Halloween events when I’m not desperate. Okay, I’ll try to finish ‘Lost’. Gosh, I can’t remember the characters’ names. It’s been that long. I’ll go look at the IMDb cast list and refresh my brain. Hm, your secret admirer … from what you said, it really is hard to tell if it’s a prank or a real smitten person. Her starting out with a weird voice and then coming back later with her seemingly real voice is a little confusing. I wonder what was happening between those two calls, but who knows. It doesn’t sound dangerous to me. It sounds like, even if it was a prank, it was just done for fun or something. And that she seems to have dropped the whole thing makes it seem kind of innocent. That’s not much help, but it does seem like you have no reason to feel to creeped out or scared. And that you can take it as a compliment since there doesn’t seem to be any evil intent. Very curious. Keep your eyes peeled for any girl who seems to be looking at you while trying not to look like she’s looking at you. Let me know if the incident continues. Cool about your long hair. I’m a big fan of long hair. The world is always better when long hair is in style. xo, me. ** Steeqhen, I remember ‘Sleepaway Camp’ being oddly good, yes. Uh, hm, maybe Steve is Jack Black’s character in the movie. Walks are good. I underrate them, but then I take a long walk and, yeah, I feel weirdly relaxed afterwards. ** Steve, Really, about that Whittier hell haunt. Wow, it’s pretty creepy then because it advertises itself as just another haunt. I will forewarn my friend who’s going there. Not that watching real gore would phase that particular friend. ‘Levers’ I will definitely look for. It’s news to me. Thank you. ** HaRpEr //, Kneecap wear masks, but that doesn’t count. I think some young band could really rake in the press at the very least by going theatrical. The UK could use a new Sigue Sigue Sputnik. I don’t even believe in ghosts and so on, but your field trip report gave me a touch of the willies. ** Stil, Cool, glad you like those. And ‘Waterfall Horizon’. It’s kind of different for him/them, but it’s a keeper. Bill Callahan, sure. He’s interesting. Sometimes I get this very pleasurable kind of druggy effect from his stuff, and sometimes it just seems drawn out, and I get impatient. It’s weird. But, yeah, he’s very good. Wendell Berry, that’s interesting. I haven’t read him in a long time, but I used to really like his work. There’s an Italian restaurant here that’s devoted to him and has quotes by him all over the walls and stuff. I was really surprised, but Zac says he’s kind of a big deal in France. Thanks! Enjoy wherever you are with the project. ** Bill, Hey. A friend of yours wrote a really fantastic review of ‘RT’ recently. It’s totally possible that some of those artists have been seen here in some context or other before, yes. I don’t think I know that haunted dollhouse. Huh, I’ll obviously pore over it. Thanks, B. I agree that ‘Paprika’ is his best, even by far. ** ellie, Hi, ellie! Thank you, pal. Wow, those high school drawings are really, really nice. You were crazy precocious. Thank you! Everyone, Go look at two really impressive drawings that ellie made back in high school. Here. ** Okay. I can’t believe it’s that time of the month yet again, but it is, and, thus, have your ways with the escorts. See you tomorrow.

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