The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Meet ?Bambi?, HideMeSomewhere, Car4sale, Thanks4nothing, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of August 2017

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IamBad, 22
My name is Ian GafFway. I’m obsessed with deathcore. Also when I was in high school I raped a girl by the name of Brit Housman and forced her into sexual submission. I also told her to relax, it’ll all be over soon. And, I’m still friends with her. I’m a real role model who lies about myself to be cool, and I also whine about my life like it’s something special. I’m suicidal about 20 days out of every month. The other 10 days I want to rape a girl named Natisha Baxter. Also, I think I’m gay.

 

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AssSub, 18
Feed me?

I prefer that the ass is under 50.

 

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FREELIKETHEAIR, 22
I’m looking for someone with whom I can speak about them toping me. I feel like I would be quite the submissive / passive type but I’d like to overview the specifics.
Transgirl identified and planning to have her vaginoplasty one day, I don’t think I can top at all. I love to lie on my stomach and to have a lot of fun, I’m scared of almost nothing!
I have fantasized about wearing a hood for someone, not sure what will happen after. Is there someone on here who would make me wear a hood? Not sure who is on here.
I really like to please my lovers so your fantasies have big chances of becoming reality! What else…? I like knowledge.

 

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Antichirst666, 18
Just a young guy looking for the Antichrist. I suffer from depression (like, who doesn’t right?). My name is Jeffrey Donner. Not Dahmer. Also i know my name is spelt wrong hahah, I was jacking off while I was making this.

 

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tilltheend, 18
destroy me. i want to be destroyed and murdered. there is a very good reason. i m not german, i m russian, but i live here now. i m small boy at 159 cm. i m looking for something extremely painful, torture, violence and so on… until dead. only for real deparaved men with no fears. we need to discuss how to dispose of my body before meeting. be brave. hell is going to be lit.


 

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LostDog, 23
— yeah i’m affraid like i’m scared as a dog

Comments

DreamFucker – Aug 11, 2017
I have poppers to make you feel better.

 

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?Bambi?, 22
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Oɴᴄᴇ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴀʙʏ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡɪsʜᴇᴅ ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇsᴛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀɴᴅ. Tʜɪs ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜɪs ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡᴀs ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴜʀɪᴏsɪᴛʏ ᴀs ʜᴇ ᴇxᴘʟᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ʙɪɢ sᴄᴀʀʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜɪᴍ. Hᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪs ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡᴀs ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sʜʏɴᴇss﹐ ᴛɪᴍɪᴅɴᴇss﹐ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ… Oʜ﹗ Aɴᴅ ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss﹗ Aᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss ᴡᴀs ᴀɴ ᴀᴡғᴜʟ ᴇᴘɪᴅᴇᴍɪᴄ﹐ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɢᴜᴇ﹗ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ sᴡᴇᴘᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀɴᴅ﹐ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴜɴғᴀᴛʜᴏᴍᴀʙʟᴇ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟs ᴏғ ʙᴏʀɪɴɢɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇsᴘᴏɴsɪʙɪʟɪᴛɪɴᴇss… Tʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴄᴜʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍsᴇʟғ﹗

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Nᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ Dɪsɴᴇʏ﹐ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ʜɪs ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴀᴅ sᴜᴄᴄᴇssғᴜʟʟʏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴡғᴜʟ ᴘʟᴀɢᴜᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴛᴜғғɪᴇs﹗ Hᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴏʀᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ʜᴇ sᴛɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙɪɢ ʙᴏʏ… Sᴏ ʜᴏᴡ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛ ʜɪs ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss﹖ Wᴇʟʟ﹐ ғɪʀsᴛʟʏ﹐ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ… Hᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ Dɪsɴᴇʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪs ᴍᴏsᴛ ғᴀᴠᴏᴜʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟ ᴡᴇʀᴇ Dᴇᴇʀ… Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜᴇss ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜɪs ɴᴇᴡ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ﹖ Tʜᴀᴛ·s ʀɪɢʜᴛ﹗ Iᴛ sʜᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ Bᴀᴍʙɪ

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Tʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ɴᴏᴡ ɴᴀᴍᴇᴅ Bᴀᴍʙɪ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇʟᴏɴɢ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴇ ɪs. Tʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜɪs ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟs ʜᴇ·s ᴍᴀᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs﹐ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ sᴛᴜғғɪᴇs﹐ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏsᴛ. Hᴇ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴʟʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇs﹐ sᴘᴀɴᴋs﹐ ᴏɴᴇsɪᴇs﹐ ᴅɪᴀᴘᴇʀs ﹙ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ﹐ ᴡᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇssʏ﹚﹐ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇ ғᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢs sᴜᴄʜ ᴀs ʀᴏᴘᴇ﹐ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀs﹐ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ sᴛɪᴄᴋɪᴇs. Bᴀᴍʙɪ ɪs ᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴅɪsᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Hᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʜɪs ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇss﹐ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇ ɪs﹐ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴏᴡ﹐ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ﹐ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪɴᴋʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs﹐ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ sɪʙʟɪɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴇɢɪᴠᴇʀ …

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Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʜɪᴍ﹖

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18yogayslaveboy, 18
Greetings all masters allow me to introduce myself my name is mike. I am an 18 year old high school senior living in wichita kansas. I graduate in may so june 1 i am looking to become a fully owned and controlled gay sexslave. i am or was straight since puberty and have been enduring hardcore training to be gay since my 18 th birthday in december. I currently have a man that is training me but doesnt want to keep me because now that i am basically gay he isn’t attracted to me anymore. It has been a huge adjustment going from being a free straight teenager able to do what i wanted and fuck who i wanted due to being very good looking i am told to being a fully controled worthless gay. I no longer get to decide what i wear or anything. According to my trainer I have few if any limits so i guess i really am a gay bottom slut now. So weird.



 

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ageist_slave, 19
Dear future master, I like horror movies, weed, and video games; I’m into legit everything but what I really love is guys on PrEP. I am a pathetic and inferior college student with mild Asperger’s syndrome. I don’t think I deserve the ability to request a particular kind of master, but if you are under 30 and not fat I exist for your pleasure and if you are older than 30 or fat you better be packing something massive.

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ageist_slave (Owner) – Jul 20, 2017
I could not give a flying fuck of what people over 30 think of me, all you ancient shit heads can leave me mean comments and it’s not gonna do shit to hurt me so go fuck off.

xxlmch – Jul 18, 2017
I wouldn’t do you even if I was in your fascist age range cuz without that haircut you’d be UGHLY.

piggymichael – Jul 11, 2017
i suggest lying about your age (i’m 38). fist him, fuck him and forget him. i did.

MasterMan – Jul 8, 2017
I’m 36 but hung (very, I’m told) on PrEP and I’ve been told I look like Mike Birbiglia. But would this stuck up piece of sub shit make an exception? No.

 

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PrivateGay, 22
Yes that is indeed a crocheted harness (yarness) I made for myself in my pic! I think it’s pretty rad. If you want me to make you one message me and we can talk about styles, sizing, and pricing.

 

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Indescribable, 18
I’m a little hard to describe sometimes.

Sexually, I’m submissive. I’m also a masochist. My limits are almost nonexistent when it comes to pain, but, talk to me about it.

Outside of sex I’m one of those weird artsy types you meet. If you wanna know more about that, feel free to ask. I’m still getting a feel for this site, so I’m not sure if people are interested in knowing me or just want to beat the shit out of me.

I’m kinda fine with either.

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Anonymous – Aug 10, 2017
You are a young boy a looking for someone to control every aspect of your life 24/7. You want to have no choice over anything in your life, because you don’t deserve it, you are a useless human being.


 

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LoaferLover, 23
Hi! I’d love to worship your shoes. Text me even if you’re from far far away – I live in Wadowice, Poland — traveling isn’t that expensive in Europe after all 😉

Looking for: worshipping your shoes, texting about it.

 

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andersonlee, 24
About Anderson Lee: The need for authority runs deep in this one. Things are lining up in my mind and life now for me to become full property. Instead of giving the list of kinks, I’m just gonna say I respond like a human light switch to authority. I will jump off a high cliff if a strong man tells me to and I will smile at him all the way down to the splat.

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andersonlee (Owner) – Jul 27, 2017
are you talking to me?

worldcruiser86 – Jul 27, 2017
I am GOD and you are nothing!

1. you are it and it surrenders itself completely to GOD.
2. you will never wear underpants.
3. you will only speak when given permission to speak by GOD and GOD never will.
4. you will always address GOD as GOD, in public you will act normal.
5. you fully understand that it is no longer allowed to offer its body for the use of any other human being.
6. when ordered to get fucked you will immediately stop what it is doing and strip naked then bend over facing away from GOD.

 

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cutevictim, 19
I’m really nervous about joining this site. I consider myself straight, but about a year ago, I was raped by two men who dragged me into their flat then raped me for three days.

At the time, I hated it and pressed charges but ever since, I haven’t stopped thinking about it and I want something like it to happen again.

I’m looking for rapists. Ideally I would like to be raped every day for the rest of my life. I would like to make my life one that has no meaning except rape.



 

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BlackCockSuperiority, 21
Interracial newly post-teen sperm bank that specialises in the pleasures of the superior black man. I’m blind as a bat, so age and look have never been a problem. I have no limits or gag reflex and a cute ass that men are shocked to discover they could drive a train through. Already taken hundreds of black men raw worldwide. Brooklyn dude. Clean as a feather. Determined to make an impact in life.


 

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HideMeSomewhere, 24
Leave something for the imagination. Lose my shit completely for men in loose fitting speedos.

Experienced, even very. But still not as experienced as I want to be. VERY HORNY. But not desperate.

Registered sex offender. So while extremely submissive I can also be a top but only for male children under the age of 13 if you have any.

Cash slave for the right guy. Rinse me.



 

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Car4sale, 18
I’m a human car aged 18 or straight off the showroom floor in car years. I love being driven very fast, or as they call it, drive it like you stole it. I’ll show you my apholstry in pm over Kik or else where.

 

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Skylar, 19
Hi there,

I’m Skylar and I’m a 19 year old femboy/twink tickle slave, who prefers female pronouns and I currently live in the Netherlands and I’m married to my Master who is also my biological father and lives in the United States. While we are trying to deal with immigration I would like to be able to stay with someone with a tickle kink in the Netherlands or somewhere close by. Someone who is able to provide food for me and a place for me to sleep. In exchange you would be allowed to tickle my body without limits and with not too much care about me.

My Father is okay with it as long as he is able to have talked with you either through Skype, Discord or Telegram and he would like to know the address of where I would be staying and he will need to be able to get access to me at all times, because he is my father and he has the right to do so if he desires it.

 

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EmphaticBrat, 19
I go to Texas A&M University and I’m majoring in Electrical Engineering. I’m also a part of the marching band up at college. I want to get explored and I’m really easy to explore. I’ll try not to get too attached as it seems everyone who explores me leaves me eventually.



 

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Thanks4nothing, 21
Lived most of my life pretending that I was a girl, but have finally recognised that I’m a fag yesterday.
I know that fags do what they’re told – that was the first lesson I learned by default last night.
As you might have figured out by now, I’m into being a slave – I spent this morning reading up on how that works.
My limits are pretty simple: Don’t make me break any laws – but whoever’s in charge can break them all.

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jshane – Aug 2, 2017
I like stomping ?? asian boys like they are insects and choking them tooo almost as if i was killing them and raping them afterward ?? i know thats kinda weird but i will literally do anything i want to them:)) no matter what it is? literally anything!!! Just try me!!

 

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MyNightmateScenario, 21
Need a good hard drilling fuck, found out boyfriend is cheating recently so I’m gunna get some bigger cock than his tiny inch.

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sametxxx – Aug 9, 2017
“Gay face” is such a strange condition, isn’t it? He’s so close to beautiful, and yet there it is, “gay face”, lurking and spoiling his beauty’s earmarks, a relatively minor condition in his case but as unmistakable as “downs syndrome”. What’s the saying? “Close but no cigar”.


 

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Scottish&Bored, 18
I’m so tired of this meaningless back and forth junk people do when meeting someone.,, I just want to get fucked up. I’m not the tallest guy and weigh like nothing.


 

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twink2use, 21
I’m a smooth twink in London. Looking for dominant masc guys around 50 to use me. Bareback is an definite option. Fairly recent experiences that turned me on a lot:
– thrown down a flight of stairs naked after a day of being fucked nonstop – broke my left wrist, right leg, left foot and jaw.
– met with a guy from grindr who tied me up, had 5 guys over and they gang raped me for three days. 1 guy wanted to shoot me in the head execution style after but the other guys stopped him.
– strangled unconscious by a guy who kept me out for an entire weekend with chloroform and raped me 18 (his count) times.
I prefer not to be allowed to cum.
I’m open for long-term relationship, but only if there’s love.

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FurryBeast – Jul 21, 2017
1st of all, and I will never say this again, you are staggeringly perfect for me, physically and in every way but …

Don’t say yes if you haven’t had the word “no” conditioned out of you.

If you’re not ready to make my life look better than yours. I expect you to be available 24/7 and at my bed ready for whatever I needing from you. I will own you eventually if you don’t turn into a bitch with limits in which case I’ll kill you.

That means I control your head, soul, bod, vehicles, bank accounts (ohhhhhh scary this one is the most difficult but those the rules), who you talk to, who you fuck (me only).

If you aren’t in complete submission from when you message me until the moment I throw you out, kill yourself or move along and annoy someone else.

Let me know what you have to offer and that includes what I get out of letting you communicate with me. Think I’m joking? Ok then kill yourself or move out of the way for a lesser shit because I don’t care how perfect you are, you are not worth it.


 

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livvandletlivv, 19
Up in the area taking care of my dying parents and need a distraction.



 

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ghost-in-progress, 19
If I’m going to be honest with you and myself, this is really about destroying the lives and hearts and psychologies of everyone I know right now or have known who love me and care about me because I DESPISE THEM ALL AND WISH THEM SEVERE WORRYING AND TRAUMA.

So basically an abduction and objectivication and forced slavery kinda permanent secret life on earth. >w<

Only thing that needs to be made sure of is that I be kept at least long enough that the news reports and buzz about my disappearance gets too trickling for me to get off on, so for at least months or a year maybe.




 

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BECUZUSAYSO, 19
in real life m a super active sch transboy ftm who wun go quiet, bt on de other side i hv been tinking of tis slave thing like sum1 owning me for a long time. often hv fantasies like sum1 kidnapping me straight frm sch, throw me into car, tie me up, put me in sum big box, drive for hrs, pull me out into hse, n then anithin. i tok a lot too so ned to do sumthin on tat oso. 😛

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im now an owned slave of Master Wavedon. Master nw hv taken total control of me wif rites 2 access any parts of me anitime. i hv willingly grant even de rites 2 my life 4 my Master, Master Wavedon. m nuttin bt Master’s human.

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Giveallofyoutome – Aug 8, 2017
What kind of Master would let his slave continue to write in this annoying, nails on a chalk board cutesy-cutesy way.



 

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tinkygoo, 21
I’m currently a student doing honours in biomedical science, but you’re probably not too interested in that

Things I enjoy: Wedgies noogies swirlies headlocks full nelsons pink bellies wet willies purple nurples shoving in trashcans dead legs pushing ruffling hair

Names I like to be called: shrimp squirt kiddo wuss sissy little guy dork geek wimp frosh

I annoy a perfect human but I can

Comments

TOPRules – Jul 18, 2017
In return I am not going to waste your time rambling on about my sexual life, punk rock, and working out because you probably don’t care.

Instead I’ll only discuss my main interest which is humiliating twinks and tweens to bring them pleasure! I guess you can say my skills at giving young men screaming orgasms through humiliation have been perfected. Send me a message and I will show you.

Don’t misunderstand me though, I always make young guys feel pathetic and miserable, but there is no bigger turn on for me than giving an orgasm to you worms.

Any man that debases and humiliates young men without satisfying them “in bed” is not a real man. They get theirs, I get mine & we are both happy every time.

 

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TheNeighborhoodBicycle, 20
Young slave here but with enough experience to know that slavery is not some nonstop sex fest with me at the center. I’ve learned that no one, not even me, can make someone else horny 24/7/365. I’m happy to try, but life tells me that idea, and I love it too, is a pipe dream.

I am a natural slave. It is how I have always felt. I am a slave to my parents. I am a slave to my friends. I am a slave even to every pet I’ve ever owned. It is simply the way it is and I accept my fate.

 

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HiddenNature, 19
I am a proud young guy that projects an air of confidence and dominance. I command the highest respect of my peers and friends. Most would even say that I am overbearing, arrogant and cocky.

But recently by accident I met someone far superior to me, and all my pride and cockyness melted away. I realise that I have been a fake and a fraud all along.

Since then I have become an actor in my daily life. I have managed to seem my old cocky self so far, but it’s getting harder every day, and I can tell my friends are starting to suspect something.

After considerable thought, I have decided the only option is to change my life abruptly. I am looking to be relocated or kidnapped and quickly so I can leave my local legend behind in tact.

Comments

HiddenNature (Owner) – Jun 2, 2017
That would be acceptable.

Groovelord – Jun 1, 2017
New life 24/7/365 no limits no way out permanent in Dubai?



 

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luke_warm, 22
Just a guy. Only done this once or twice. Wasn’t sure what I thought. Looking for a third time to take it slow. Very low key. Don’t like being completely naked. Usually in a relationship, but modernity comes in realizing everything is empty. Interested in doing anything you want but slow and not emotional.

Comments

luke_warm (Owner) – Jun 19, 2017
Myself.

CannableDog – Jun 19, 2017
What are you running away from? And don’t say “myself”.


 

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BBttmYoungIllegalSSlave98, 20
In school, I was really bad in sports. And good in all other disciplines (art, humanities, science). Typical nerdy fem, I would say.

But 2 years of gay SM sessions have taught me that sports is more important than I thought.

I enjoy extreme bondage, severe whipping, electrocution play, heavy rape and fisting, “inch of my life” beatings, bleeding, puking, .. you name it. I also love and essentially need to be plied with alc, chems, injectables in an irresponsible way.

But the thing that’s currently turning me on most is sports drill. I’ve started walking places instead of taking the bus so … my legs are okay, my arms are not. Do you want to change that?

I even thought about buying a home-trainer and upgrading it with magnet contacts that would signal to the control unit that velocity fell below a certain level, and activate the e-stim connected to my cock and balls. I didn’t realize I could do that one yet.




 

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2astoundu, 19
Young very high quality slave with a flawless body and heartbreakingly sweet face now available exclusively and without measure for a marriage with benefits to a nonpareil, aristocratic master. Elite-high level-vip proposals only. If you dont know what the high level-elite-vip means dont expect from me to explain you. Know yourself.

Can look me in a video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mBBjd3hnJM

Comments

Gdc75 – Aug 22, 2017
Mentally ill.



 

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Mikey, 20
Hi there.

My name is Mike and I hope I can find some like minded guys here.

Im 20 and discovered I was as kinky as I am about 6 years ago. My ex girlfriend and I started dating at 14 because we had the same sex drive. Well over time things got kinkier and kinkier with her that eventually I became the sub and she would dress me in her clothes and use all of our toys on my ass. That’s when I got addicted.

She started setting me up with guys from our high school, mostly straight guys who had repressed gay rapist fantasies, and before I knew it I wanted cock in my ass always. Now I want both coal AND fists in my ass.

My biggest things I want from you:

Blowing out my ass (I.e. Fisting, large toys, prolapsing)
Extreme feminization (I’ve noticed that when I’m dressed and made up as a girl, guys go a hundred times more crazy)
Wearing and using diapers and pooping my pants



 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Fingers crossed on the Ebert possibility. Curious what film it is. Huh, interesting that you think those two suit my novels. I can see why. I tend to be more drawn to abstract music, I guess, but I’m always thinking about form, or I feel like I do. Weird. Sounds like the shoot went quite well, little hard-to-avoid issues aside. Will you have the option to do a sound mix and hopefully tune out the unwanted external noises? Do you hope to one day make ‘Far from Syria’, or have you moved on? ** Tosh Berman, Hey, T. That novel and her work in general are very worthy. ** David Ehrenstein, Ha, it does, doesn’t it? ** DC, I never know what to say to you. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey, Ben. Not that I know of. I had kind of forgotten about that novel until Jeff brought it up the other week, but things influencing things unconsciously is always an interesting factor. ** Armando, Hey. Oh, man, just accept a sincere compliment. It’s real, and it doesn’t have or need a dark side. ** Misanthrope, Hi. Gotcha, yeah. Well, music artists have tried to fight or go without Ticketmaster every once in a while. It never seems to make the slightest bit of difference. Ticketmaster is like the NRA. ** Sypha, Hi. You might like the novel, I’m not sure. Right, I remember the song’s unfortunate timing with Sandy Hook. I also read somewhere that she said she had been forced to record that sing against her will or something, but that was in the heat of her battle with her evil guru. ** H, Hi. Thank you. It’ a very beautiful novel. Post-move fatigue makes total sense to me. It’s a heavy action, and not just because boxes of belongings weigh so much. I hope that and the mysterious concerns cease weighing on you as soon as possible. Oh, interesting that you met the guy who wrote that GIF work piece for The Believer. It was so good and smart. I was very happy about that. I take the GIF fiction very seriously, and it’s pretty joyful and kind of a relief when someone seems to get and appreciate what that work is doing. No, I don’t know anything about him, but, when I’m next in NYC, I’ll try to find him at McNally and say thank you. I’m happy that you and he had such a good meeting. ** Okay. It being the last day of the month, slaves rush in as always. I think they’re a pretty entertaining bunch this month, if that’s not a weird thing to say. See what you think. See you tomorrow.

16 Comments

  1. Dóra Grőber

    Hi!
    Wow, congratulations! You worked really, really fast with the subtitles! I hope everything will go smoothly tomorrow and you’ll have enough time to comfortably do the titles and end credits too!
    You’re right, I really enjoy this part of the whole SCAB-work too! I think I’ve finally nailed down the final order. What remains is some “editor’s note”, the blog post and figuring out how I can upload the issue as a readable PDF file to SCAB’s homepage. I think this last one will be the trickiest but nothing too impossible, I suppose.
    And yes, thank you. My brother arrived smoothly. I’m still planning to visit him there! It actually seems kind of crazy I haven’t already. I’m not sure what’s holding me back aside from my finances. My anxiety, maybe. I really don’t like traveling long distances. I’m trying to fight this really hard.
    Did you visit Parc Astérix? How was it? I hope it was everything you hoped for and more!!

  2. Armando

    Hey,

    “Oh, man, just accept a sincere compliment. It’s real, and it doesn’t have or need a dark side.” Yes, you’re right, I know. Please don’t take it bad/personally. All my life I’ve been conditioned not to believe at all any compliments of any forms EVER. Especially when my mood is like this. I’m sorry.

    By the way, if anyone wishes, they can get a 40% discount downloading the album until 23:59 UTC hours of September 12th, 2017 with the codeword ulalume.

    Have a good day,

    A.

  3. David Ehrenstein

    “Just a young guy looking for the Antichrist.”

    Aren’t we all, dear. Aren’t we all.

  4. Steve Erickson

    A few of these guys seem particularly dodgy this time around, especially IAmBad and HideMeSomewhere, although I’m sure they are fantasizing out loud. If you’re confessing to rape on a personal ad and you’ve actually done it, you are incredibly foolish.

    The sounds can probably be edited in post-production, but the issue is 1)the actor heard them and they often distracted him from remembering his lines or doing a decent delivery of them and 2)they overlapped with his line delivery and it would be hard to take them out without making his voice funny. We did about seven takes of each shot, and I kept a log of the good takes – there are about three of each I’d consider worth using in the final cut. I sent my editor a list of which takes I liked yesterday afternoon.

    You’ll soon find out what the film is. I did engage with the editor at the other paper to find out why they rejected my review, and I think they really misunderstood it – I criticized the film for depicting a group of people as exotic and Other, and they wouldn’t run it because they thought I was guilty of not engaging with this group myself, when I said over and over in the review that the problem lies with the film, not my response to it. But I have a new assignment with that paper, so we’ve moved on and it’s all good.

    I’m listening to Couch Slut now. I honestly can’t understand any of the words from listening to this album – what I’ve learned about how harrowing they are comes from googling reviews – but this is incredibly intense and powerful music, and a Facebook post on it is coming soon.

    • Steve Erickson

      Some of the problems with FAR FROM SYRIA that made it expensive remain: the number of actors and locations. I now know better than to hire any actor who is a member of the Screen Actor’s Guild, as I did on that film. I actually wouldn’t have had to pay him a huge amount, but the paperwork and bureaucracy involved were a part of the reason I bailed. Also, the script is now dated. I wrote it before ISIS were a big concern. Much of it involves the Syrian-American protagonist talking on the phone with a relative who still lives in Syria and supports Assad (that was my starting point, actually, based on the real experiences of a friend.) He argues with her about politics. All of that would need to be re-written.

  5. Bill

    Good to hear things went smoothly yesterday, Dennis.

    Yes, “entertaining” indeed! “modernity comes in realizing everything is empty”, ha. And some of the sparring from the guests are priceless.

    Long weekend coming, looking forward to having a little time to work on the new project. I think I’ll end up having to assemble the text from fragments. I’ve worked this way before, but last time I had just a single source to pull from, which was much easier.

    Bill

  6. chris dankland

    hey dennis !!

    some of these slave bios are amazing — that first guy is really disturbing and cutevictim is too, in a way that makes me feel very sad. i’m sure a lot of these bios are fabricated to attract certain kinds of sexual partners/customers but when i try to imagine their lives i almost always take their stories at face value.

    i like how becuzusayso talks, it gave me the idea to try and write something in that internet…style? dialect? I guess there isn’t a name for how he’s talking, although u see it a lot online especially on 4chan and weird facebook those trolly type of internet places. sometime in my head I’ll say ‘he’s talking Pettibon’ b/c I associate it with Raymond Pettibon’s twitter. do u ever read his twitter? I appreciate it a lot for being different. it’s one of the twitter accounts that i most idolize, honestly

    so Houston and south Texas is a gigantic ongoing mess right now, as u’ve probably seen. I got stuck at my friend’s house for three days but luckily I didn’t lose anything in the flood or suffer anything. I was nervous for awhile because my friend’s neighborhood was flooded right up to their curb (just across the street the houses had like a foot of water) and water was entering their backyard, but luckily the rain dropped off after that. their house didn’t get flooded or anything. personally I’m fine but my heart goes out to all the people who lost their homes and don’t have anywhere to go now. I’m gonna do some volunteering at a local high school that they’ve turned into a shelter.

    I’ve been through a ton of hurricanes but this one was totally off the chart and unprecedented. it’s shocking to see major highways turned into rivers that go on for miles and miles, and all these different parts of the city turned into standing lakes. I know the city will be fine and from dealing with past hurricanes and Katrina victims and things like that I know how life goes on and things get rebuilt and flood victims will eventually get back on their feet again, but it’ll take a long time for the city to recover from this.

    anyway, I just wanted to pop in and give u an update. I’m back home again and I’m okay.

    I was listening to that Kutmah album u posted about the other day, I really like it !!

    I hope ur having a good morning — take care

  7. h

    Thank you, Dennis (re my post-move fatigue and other things in questions) If you still remember, I live with some chronic illness, so it’s not so easy to recover from such muscular activities. Alas…

    Oh, speaking of my film studies, I’d like to have your thoughts on my thesis topic. I meant to write about Gregory Markopoulos, but his film is a little too difficult to retrieve (strongly protected by his partner Robert Beavers after his death), so I’m considering Abigail Child’s work. Markopoulos’ work is aesthetically quite an European kind in my views, while I’d like to deal with poetics as well as queer ethnography of American (specifically) experimental films for rather pragmatic reasons. But I love Markopoulos work (his writings too) so much and I relate to his desire structure, so it’s hard to give up that topic. However, Child’s work is much more accessible in American film archives and discourse in general. What do you think? Any advice?

    • h

      Thank you for the boys, by the way. I couldn’t read it yet, but will do!

  8. Steve Erickson

    Here’s a really smart article on the emptiness of wanting pop stars to become political pundits and the traps it can lead us into. Last week, I got into a discussion with a female friend where I said something like “At least Lana del Rey is being honest when she says she’s not a feminist and knows nothing about it. Katy Perry probably knows just as little about it but writes endless empty and meaningless anthems about girl power.” She argued that Perry really is a feminist. https://www.theringer.com/pop-culture/2017/8/31/16234302/taylor-swift-donald-trump-problem

  9. _Black_Acrylic

    I sympathise with Scottish&Bored and have a good idea how he feels. I’m pretty sure this country’s call centres are full of guys like him.

    Today at work I had a good discussion with a ‘careers advisor’ type person on what my own post-call centre plans are. I think she was a little taken aback by how much I seem to have it all planned out, but I did also explain this whole business direction has come together very fast. I do now have a few worthwhile-seeming website links and I’m grateful to her for it.

    Meanwhile yesterday Alex got our keys to the Vision building and he’ll drop them in to me tomorrow. Not sure when we’ll get started proper as we still to convene a meeting of all our Yuck ‘n Yum team sometime soon but for now, things are progressing happily enough.

  10. Jeff J

    Hey Dennis – Catching up on the blog. Very entertaining group today. The comments you cherry-picked were a nice counterpoint and I almost did a spit-take with my Diet Coke when I got to the pithy “mentally ill.”

    Thanks for that Mauve Desert day. It was a pleasure to read and learn more about her and the novel. I’m looking forward to digging into it. ‘Yesterday, At the Hotel Clarendon’ was another one of her books recommended to me. Have you read that one?

    Interesting there was a CD-ROM of Mauve Desert. And amazing how fast that technology of the future became obsolete. Did you ever check out the one that Chris Marker made?

    Also enjoyed the gig post, as always. Is the latest GBV very different from their recent double album? You recommend one over the other?

    Deep in revision mode on the novels right now. And it looks like the music project I’ve been involved with finally got a drummer, so it might become something like an actual band which is exciting – and should open up more possibilities in terms of the types of songs that get written.

    Hope things are continuing to go well on the finishing touches for the film.

  11. Steve Erickson

    I know you don’t like people talking about politics here, but a friend of mine posted something on Facebook about how great it was that mosques in Houston were offering shelter to homeless people. Perhaps predictably, the very next comment was about how Islam is totally evil, from some guy in Russia. I stuck around to argue with him, as did a woman who has written a book on Iran and speaks Arabic. I said something like “there’s a mosque 7 blocks from my apartment, I walk past all the time, I will never go into it, but its presence doesn’t harm my life in any way. And there are 20 Christian churches in my neighborhood, but I still find it possible to remain Jewish.” Why do so many white Europeans completely freak out about sharing the continent with Muslims? At one point, he told me Muslims have conquered Moscow! It seems like Latinos in North America are perhaps a parallel, so I made that point to him, saying that their immigration here has not really had any negative effects, if you can stop yourself from freaking out at calling an 800 number and getting asked if you want to speak in Spanish, and pointing out major North American Latino writers and musicians.

  12. Joseph

    Hey Dennis,

    Pretty entertaining bunch, agreed. I doubt anyone bothers to type in this box or stop by would think that was a weird thing to say. For example, there’s the self-proclaimed blind dude who doesn’t know what others look like but has skin color-identifying super powers of some kind. I’ve got a few friends still ordering me to use online dating (I gave up on that very brief trial period to capitulate most of them). We have no way of knowing how honest these guys are being, what’s true, or what isn’t, but I’d be willing to bet they’re more honest, even when what they’re saying isn’t concretely true – they’re sharing their real ideas (or not? I guess that’s the point in highlighting them) than anybody using online dating who claims they only drink in social settings which is seemingly everyone, so fuck that, I’m going back to thinking I’ll meet someone down at the malt shop or whatever.

    About half way through Duvert’s Atlantic Island. When people ask me what I’m reading while in public my usual practice is to hand them the book instead of telling them or trying to describe it. The Lord Of The Flies comparison is fun because someone usually goes “So like Lord Of The Flies?” and I can just go “Yep.” Then hope they go home and investigate and discover a few differences. Loving the book though, it’s one of my most marked/slashed/parenthesized in awhile.

  13. Misanthrope

    Dennis, And I’m sure Ticketmaster has the guns too. I wonder if the NRA charges its members processing and service fees. Maybe per bullet or trigger pull?

    You know you’re old when you pull a muscle…while sleeping. Pulled a muscle in my upper back over night. So you know what I did? Went to the gym this evening and worked out my back. I don’t finesse the fucker, I demolish it.

    Or something like that. (But I did do exactly that.)

    Have you ever gotten a massage? A professional massage? I know some peeps who get them, particularly the deep tissue massages, and they swear by them. Fucking expensive, though. Over $70 per hour, depending on the place.

    I need someone to put an elbow into this little knot in my back right now.

    Three-day weekend coming up. Labor Day on Monday, and I’m not even preggerz. But I’l take a paid holiday…and all the sleep that promises.

    • Steve Erickson

      There used to a be massage parlor halfway down the block I live on. You will not be surprised to learn they got shut down for offering “happy endings.”

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