“I have always wanted to be fully mummified and rolled around on a standing trolley.”

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ProjectDecay, 20
I am a twink in my prime, and I am not looking for sex, love, or friendship. I am searching for a man with the power, intelligence, and genuine sadism to supervise and enforce my total, planned self-destruction – by force if necessary. This is not a game; it is a complete life overhaul: my transformation into an intentionally ugly, unattractive, and undesirable being.

This includes:

Physical Defacement: Deliberate scarring, cultivating neglected skin, forcing a balding look, and maintaining a strong, cultivated body and breath odor.

Weight and Body: I am to be forced into significant weight gain, developing a prominent, sagging belly – a “beer gut” that hangs over my waistband. The goal is a body that is soft, overweight, and physically repulsive.

Dental Destruction: My teeth are to be neglected to the point of ruin, leading to their eventual extraction and replacement with a cheap, poorly fitting, and obviously artificial dental prosthesis.

Total Slobification: This extends to every detail. Clothing is to be worn until it is rotten and stinking, never washed. Personal grooming is to cease entirely (nose and ear hair to grow wild, nails to be long and dirty). The cultivation of a powerful, foul body odor is a priority.

Behavioral Reprogramming: I am to be broken down mentally. My speech patterns are to be simplified, made coarse and profane. My intellect is to be eroded, replaced by crude, instinctual thought. I am to become a crude, unthinking brute.

If you understand this and you are ready to take on this immense responsibility, get in touch. Prove to me in your first message that you have comprehended the full scope of my request.

Comments

ProjectDecay (Owner) – May 24, 2026
Master Jerry, I miss you, I am glad we met when we did. Rest in Peace (2024). And to Brandon, I miss your knowledge, you introduced me to a service I never thought would happen, for that, you molded me to who I am today, I am sad I did not see you before you left this Earth. Rest in Peace my friend (July 2025). Rest in Peace Don, I treasure the photos and videos of you trying to destroy my ass. Sadistic. 1963 – 3/7/2025

LaLarve – May 16, 2026
Epilating the top of twinks’ heads to give them male pattern baldness and make them look older is my thing. Could that work?

 

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DRUGSWHORE, 19
💩Dirty-DIrty-DIRty-DIRTy-DIRTY🍑🍆💦⛓️💩🤜😈😈

Comments

DRUGSWHORE (Owner) – May 20, 2026
Now in a relationship with “BlahBlahBlah”.

CurseHell – May 16, 2026
What shall I tell you about Drugswhore? Where shall I begin? Because everything seems like a dream. I think I’ve hooked up with him 50 times. It’s a way of life, I can say. Once you’ve had him, there’s no turning back. You want to arrange your life so that everything is about having him. Drugswhore has the most pitiful face, cock, and ass in the world. He smells heavenly. He is actually indescribable. Everytime I see him we get wasted then I beat him, strangle him, fuck him, fist him, fill his stomach with my shit and piss, … He’s always be willing to suffer for me to prove I’m the greatest person on earth. I hit him, kick him, whip him. I whip him and spit in his eyes. I keeps hitting him until he moves like a sloth.  He smiles at me. That smile is so beautiful, and I keep hitting him in the face. It’s truly unimaginable how wonderful this slut is. Call on him with great confidence.

DRUGSWHORE (Owner) – May 14, 2026
PLEASE.. cum in me 1 million times and then, another million times.

NGSCOPE – May 14, 2026
I’m a 45 year old former “twink” looking to somehow fix my mental problems by finally doing a bunch of pent up stuff I’ve been wanting to do to someone who looks like you for years.

DRUGSWHORE (Owner) – May 10, 2026
Must be very discrete. Not because I give a fuck what people think but because it’s hot knowing that we were just total pigs with each other and the world thinks were just dudes drinking a beer.

 

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crazy_pierre, 18
Sexually ill people gather here.

I would like to see some sexually ill cocks. Send me pictures of your sexually ill parts and if they are really spectacular I will accept a load of infectious cum from you.

Comments

crazy_pierre (Owner) – May 11, 2026
Dont be fat

lemmetelluasecret – May 2, 2026
Off topic and only because this twink reminds me of him, but we old timers all remember Jerry Suter and his mindblowing hot porn videos and photos. He passed away of AIDS decades ago. Are there any videos where we now know that he was already infected? My dark side wants to see that perfect ass when it was already digesting the poison.

 

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thesubject, 24
This property’s name is Jamie. It started out bi-curious, and has been modified into a defective faggot that has been in and out of slavery for over 8 years. Most recently it was owned the past 2 years 24/7 tpe by me. It has had drug addiction in the past and is currently sober 7 months. It is being released by me due to my having wanderlust making full concentration on it difficult. I will be involved in and help with the transition process to its new home. Hopeful to find a new master for it 24/7 tpe anything goes. It will be made available to view on cam for those interested.

Comments

08thisone – May 22, 2026
Certified hormonal imbalance.

thesubject (Owner) – May 19, 2026
It loves a good violent hate fuck, but at the end of the day everyone it’s been with understands that getting what they want will land them in prison. Maybe that’s just because I’m good at screening, I don’t know.

goodbyemylover – May 19, 2026
Every so often, when I lived in Chicago, there would be a snuff murder, particularly in the highrises along the lake on the east end of boystown. And none of them needed to happen, but they did happen because some bottoms seem to think they have zero agency, when that is the farthest thing from the truth. I wonder if anything under the sun pisses me of more than losing boys of tremendous cuteness, merely because they don’t believe they own just as much agency as any other cute boy once a heavy Bd/Sm scene commences.

Trickortwink – May 20, 2026
I loved beating the shit out of him, but I really didn’t give a rat’s ass.

yoursinmine – May 20, 2026
Uncaring. I grabbed his hair and pounded his throat with my cock and he even threw up his dinner all over me, but I didn’t hesitate and dropped 4 loads in his stomach. Or was that cruel?

californiaclem – May 20, 2026
Question for other men here who have used this twinkdump. What was your approach: uncaring or cruel? I didn’t give the slightest crap about him, and it was great.

 

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icancomeover, 21
I’m a young FtM straight man with a gf. I’ve had fantasies of becoming a butt slut since I was a young girl and recently caved and had my first experience. I really hated it but I can’t stop thinking about it and need more so desperately.

Comments

icancomeover (Owner) – May 4, 2026
My front hole can be a snack if you insist.

Bat – May 3, 2026
Like all FtM boys, he is naturally self-conscious and worried about what his Daddy/Top thinks about his asshole. By telling him how beautiful and delicious his asshole is, and letting him know how much you love it as vociferously as you can, he will gain confidence in his asshole and be much more comfortable in showing it off and using it. Reinforce behaviour which glorifies his asshole and puts it at the forefront of his identity. Promote feelings of desirability and positivity surrounding his asshole and being an anal pig.

 

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salivafreak, 23
i (heart) saliva. being spat on. droolled onto or made to drool, made to lick up spit, face licking, messy kissing, etc. drool into my mouth. make me hold a banana or ice cream in my mouth so i have to drool. chew up food and drool it to me. lots of sweets to stimulate saliva help. make me use my mouth for target practise. if its too easy, step back and do it from further back. only let me eat food you’ve chewed and spat into my mouth, or into my hands, even in public, or onto the floor. spit in my food or drink even in public. make me lick up your spit from the floor. or just put my tongue on it and hold it there. make me rub it into my face everytime you spit in my hands. spit your used toothpaste into my mouth. spit on my face and hair in public. see how far you can spit and make me crawl and lick it up as fast as i can before you do it again. spit repeatedly in a glass then make me dip my food in it or drink it or gargle with it. open to ideas. not into sex but you can wank me.

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WaitInTheShed – May 16, 2026
I have taken take total sexual ownership of his body. He is always dressed in a shiny pink bunny suit with big bunny ears, fluffy tail, and high heels, forced to stay on all fours most of the time, hung from the ceiling by hanging wedgie or by his wrists, kept in strict hogtie, and strappado. I also cover him in cow manure, repeatedly dunk him headfirst and upside down into a large barrel of it, bury him up to his neck in it, and push his face into it while I step on his head.

meetme – May 7, 2026
every time i’ve spit on you, you’ve been enthusiastic, willing, very fun and even with all the chems you smoke you never zone out to the point of forgetting the guy who is currently spitting on you.

 

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makemesleep4you, 19
I have at long time deep dream, that i one day meet someone who wants to give me sleepingmeds, so that i fall asleep, while you use me.
Consentual sleepplay.

After I doze off, LEAVE ME ALONE, unless it’s an absolute emergency or i *have* to be woken up.
With The right person i want to try sleeping 24/7 someday.

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BoinksyTheClown – May 12, 2026
Hello there! Welcome to the circus!!! I’m Boinksy the Clown!! A silly clown REALLY into sleeping boys!

Do not ask me to turn you into a clown. I am not a clown teacher. If you want to be a clown, watch some videos and buy some makeup and try it yourself. I’m happy to answer questions or provide advice, but I’m not here to turn you into a clown.

makemesleep4you (Owner) – May 8, 2026
Once on Halloween night when I was 13 a man who was obsessed with me broke into the house I was babysitting at and I had to fight him off with a kitchen knife and a coat hanger.

 

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SSboy, 25
Twink ex-porn star looking for someone to talk about WW2 history with, and do some enacting.

Comments

SSboy (Owner) – May 21, 2026
Looking for new emotions?

wrath – May 21, 2026
Your porn used to make me so horny I could barely breathe.

SSboy (Owner) – May 19, 2026
Being a porn star is a single and most beautiful flash of light between two unbelievably enormous periods of nonentity and darkness. It is fleetingly brief, totally amazing and an absolute privilege so make the most of it! Use it to love, nurture, enjoy life not to destroy your looks with drugs, that is too easy and such a terrible and an unforgivable waste!

castlecastle – May 19, 2026
i can be your master 24/7, please Ashton Twink i can be your master for long my life, please accept me Ashton Twink im born for exterme torture and punish you Ashton Twink please i beg u Ashton Twink please Ashton Twink please let me exterme torture and punish you 24/7, i really read to exterme torture and punish someone 24/7 but here i dont found any willing, i can travel there your place Ashton Twink, im really want to exterme torture and punish you life long until i die, please Ashton Twink i beg you Ashton Twink

SSboy (Owner) – May 17, 2026
Recheck the date, February 2023.

AndWhyNotYou – May 17, 2026
If you’re who I think you are (Ashton Twink) you were still hot in a porn from Feb. of this year, so what’s your hurry?

 

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FFboyDanny, 20
Fisting is my raison d’être, always looking to make new fisters to keep my hole up to scratch, would ideally like to find a “fisting mentor” some one who will fist me as continuously progressively hard as reality allows 😝.
Very much need to have many drinks and drugs with someone and getting him as blurry as possible before I play with him.

Comments

FFboyDanny (Owner) – May 13, 2026
I can’t reply to 138 PMs.

Splat182002 – May 9, 2026
98°FF = 36.3°C = 309°K

 

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attempted, 21
I am a 21YO straight male who has my fantasies, and that’s that (but bc i’m straight might limit any mouth to mouth 🙁 sorry)!

I have always wanted to be fully mummified and rolled around on a standing trolley.

Although I got a big dick, it is pointless and I need doms to help me understand that and who can teach me how to hate my dick even more by torturing and destroying it.

I’m also looking for a biggg rich guy with integrity and depth.

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TheDictator – May 15, 2026
He’s a useless piece of shit that should get crushed from his master without mercy. Someone please jump and stomp on him as long and hard as you please, until his body is nothing more than just mush. The only purpose in the life of this redundant little bug is to be stomped and crushed to death! He needs to die slowly, painfully and suffer in the most inhuman way while his master obliterates his body and laughs and spits on his pathetic existence.

attempted (Owner) – May 12, 2026
I’m too into girls to be a slave, but if someone comes and cut off my balls, I’ll gladly take it.

JakeTheBear – May 10, 2026
I have been looking for a cute blond straight boy to fuck and torture for quite a while and I am so excited I found this site. 🙂

attempted (Owner) – May 7, 2026
Is it weird that i’m turned on by my own ass?

 

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FriendlyGuy, 23
I am working on a bucket list item of getting raped at least once in each of the 50 states plus DC. As of April 31, 2026, I have 17 — IL, WI, IN, OH, GA, OK, WA, WV, TX, CA, AR, PA, TN, NC, NY, MO and MI. Not to worry, I’ll repeat both states and rapers!

Comments

FriendlyGuy (Owner) – May 21, 2026
Ignore the name – I am not friendly anymore.

beefcake87 – May 14, 2026
Strange to see you not dressed up like a cowboy.

ThePlunger – May 9, 2026
You call that rape?!?!

FriendlyGuy (Owner) – May 1, 2026
If you’re not intending to rape me – FUCK OFF.

 

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Chair4Life, 19
I’m the kind of guy that wants to be built into a chair permanently and sat on day in and day out. I’m a very cute looking guy which I get told that a lot from guys saying I am (thanks again).

Comments

Chair4Life (Owner) – May 12, 2026
I NEED TO BE A CHAIR! JESUS CHRIST I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

Chair4Life (Owner) – May 4, 2026
I know who I was, and what I wanted up till the end of 2025 is not able to match with where I am in 2026.

Chair4Life (Owner) – May 4, 2026
My best friend since birth committed suicide last year and has caused a change in me.

 

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IndecisionIsHell, 22
I’ve always known I was born to be a slave but never knew how to pursue it safely and not get killed by some psycho in the process.

Comments

IndecisionIsHell (Owner) – May 19, 2026
CD4 at 238 and dropping. Hep C infection driving it down.

unapologeticf4g – May 16, 2026
You should be slaughtered meat.

IndecisionIsHell (Owner) – May 13, 2026
I vape and drink cough syrup, which can hinder my ability to cum.

Xiang – May 13, 2026
Boy seldom horny and hot. if horny will very slutty.

IndecisionIsHell (Owner) – May 8, 2026
I’ve had a demanding life. It’s taken its due, & though it has given me grit, it has worn me down, too. I never mean any harm.

 

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Woofer, 23
Hi guys, I’ve transferred back to my country so I’m not in Taipei now, I post the profile of my Asian slavedog here, I’d like to find some active dominant guys to get together to maintain it for us dog lovers in TP.

My slavedog is very submissive for us men, its ego has been molded weakly for us men, it is willing to be enslaved by us men, actually it’s already a real slavedog for us in TP.

This slavedog lives with its parents so it’s not opened to live with u; but u can use it for anything. u can use it to vent your mood, anger and sex, for kinky fun, feed it to drink your piss and cum. u can force it to eat some ‘unknown pills’ and inject it some ‘unknown liquid’ to make it lost mind, and force it to take on gas mask to control it breath by some “aroma gas”. do anything but u need to know to maintain it in its due doggy situation well for us.

It’s an inborn slavedog for us men, it has lived under me for a long term. Let me know. if u’re interested.

Comments

DutchGuy1977 – May 6, 2026
I see your point.

ValvalisPoz – May 6, 2026
More like the Andy Serkis of Asian twink dogs.

DutchGuy1977 – May 6, 2026
The Christian Bale of Asian twink dogs.

Altboyinneed – May 6, 2026
I was his dog walker a few times last year, and he knows his way around a fire hydrant.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. Tomorrow I’m heading to Amsterdam to co-host a screening of ‘Room Temperature’, so the blog will be taking this weekend off. It’ll return as usual on Monday. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Well, I guess ‘image’ is the key word there. A tiny part of me wants to try one of those big glass containers where there’s no gravity and you can fly around inside, but most of me thinks I’d get very seasick. LOVE NEEDS TO BE A CHAIR! JESUS CHRIST HE CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️, G. ** jay, I like that one too. There’s a law against drone usage in Paris, but I have seen a couple of them sneaking around. As corny as they probably are, I do want to watch one of those drone ‘fireworks’ displays. Ouch or at least urgh on the heat-bothered adhesive patches. I trust your wave will die on Sunday like ours is supposed to. I’m on the fourth floor, but there are lots of windows and a breeze, albeit a breeze that often needs several fans to bring it into existence. ** Adem Berbic, A sniveling mess, dude, still? I’m just increasingly hazy and a little moist. It’s true, the light in LA is something else. A particular kind of brightness I haven’t quite seen anywhere else. They say the fact that LA is bracketed by the ocean, mountains, and the desert is the culprit, but I don’t know how that would work. I’ll cease my hunt for a Bosnian restaurant, thanks. French coffee is doable. ** _Black_Acrylic, When Parenno is on, he’s very clever. He hasn’t been lately, unfortunately. Make it through the weekend, man. ** Montse, Hi, Montse!! Xcèntric looks quite amazing. Wow. I wonder if our film is experimental enough for them, but, yes, I will contact them and see if they’ll consider us. What a great project. Thank you, pal! I’m so sorry to hear that about your mom. I hope the tests give you a hopeful answer. That does sound very, very stressful. But amazing about your translation award! Big congrats! Primavera, fun. I’ll go see what’s playing there this year. Is there a band or artist who’s especially magnetising you to it? Big love from me and to Xet too!! ** Steve, I’ll look into Louise Huebner. I don’t know that name at all. I hardly had any friends when I lived in Amsterdam. I guess my Dutch long-ex-boyfriend might show up, but that might be kind of odd. Yes, the city is much more conservative now. Holland is in general. Back when Amsterdam was very wild and tolerant, there was always this feeling that people there privately kind of hated having to accept the wildness, so the rightward turn is not the hugest surprise. ** Alice, Hi. We’re both bright and very hot here, so the brightness aspect is not a positive at the moment. That sounds pretty exciting about the possible music collaboration and what you’re investigating. They’ve been saying Spreepark will be renovated, but I don’t think it’s been touched at all. Sorley Tunnel Adventure: if I come across anything, I’ll pass it along. ** Carsten, I grew up with a swimming pool in my backyard, and I miss that easy escape and curse myself for not taking even more advantage when it was a hop, skip and jump away. Nice that Holman wrote back. He is an awfully nice guy. ** knodl, Hey there. Wow, crazy, thank you. I only had time to skip through it so far as I’m in p.s. mode, but I’m going to watch that like a hawk in a bit. Is that yours? Everyone, knodl alerts us to a very strange and beautiful floating-related video that I strongly suggest you go watch here. ** Ted, thanks! Yeah, the old days before DNA and data bases and high tech helicopters and so on. People used to rob banks and kill people and outrun police cars in high speed chases and all sorts of things. It’s like a fairytale. A dark fairytale, of course. I had a better look at your photos, and they’re really impressive. A strong, beautiful sensibility carrying through quite a wide range of images and visual targets. Kudos. It made me wonder if you ever had interest in doing cinematography like for films. That’s a mode I think about a lot these days. Anyway, thank you again. I hope your long day wasn’t as long in the bad way as you may have assumed. ** Bill, I never get eye floaters. I did when I was younger, but maybe my eyes are too run down now. No, I don’t know Peter Rock, but I’ll look into that book. You must be almost on your way to Berlin? ** HaRpEr //, I can’t wait until the sky gets covered up with clouds again. It’s been over a week. I am surely not the only reader who desperately longs for non-trendy books. And they are being written and published because I keep magically finding them. There’s a new Ice Age? Didn’t they just put out a new album six months ago? Maybe I’m tripping. For me, the new Guided by Voices just came out, so that’s where I’m headed. ** laura w, I’m going to dig (back) into Cube Escape games when I’m back from Amsterdam, and I’ll get ‘Seasons’. Thanks. Or, wait, ‘Rusty Lake Hotel’. Or both. Enjoy the fun/sad occasion with your co-worker. ** Paul Curran, Amazing that this locale had any effect on ‘LH’. Wow. We so want to show ‘RT’ in Tokyo. We tried a couple of festivals with no luck. I want to see if I can find some venue or series there that shows films like ours. That’s an immediate goal. There must be places like that, right? ‘Chinese Democracy’, haha, nah. You still have all your marbles. I’ll be on the hunt for Flinders Highway info now. You can imagine. Have the weekend of my dreams. ** Laura, Hey. As always, I’m astonished that you or really anyone has such extravagant narrative dreams and then remembers them. Too bad you aren’t a multi-billionaire so you could become this generation’s Fellini. Paul dropped in again yesterday just before you and he did say the equivalent of hi to you. Uh, computer stuff I did: answered journalist questions about ‘Closer’, email, back and forth with the organiser of the Amsterdam screening, back and forth with another person organising a screening in Leeds, made a blog post, a few other equally uninteresting things. I’ll be increasingly a human-shaped cloud until I step off the train tomorrow into relatively cool Dutch air. ** Okay. You get your slaves one day early this month. Have a good long weekend, and see you back here on Monday.