The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“Lately after I’ve been smoking T hard, my phone doesn’t recognize my eyes to unlock. Anybody else have this problem? (Not that I’m going to stop.)”

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Pile, 19
For reasons that will be explained privately, I am desperate for any older men into strangling a young small (5’3″) guy with sexy feet. I would love to see him in a noose, naked and barefoot, pulled up off his toes. His feet would look hot as his toes pointed and spread struggling … then went limp. Please do not contact me if you are younger than 55 years old. Don’t take offense to that, it’s just what I like. I am willing to pay much money.

Comments

Pile (Owner) – July 26, 2026
I am sorry to report that he is now Kelly Michaels – formerly known as Michael Dickey in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina and he is “so very proud” to be a gay out sissy CD 24/7.

Anonymous – March 14, 2026
Mr. Kendrick. Get a motherfucking life!

Pile (Owner) – March 14, 2026
You know me.

Anonymous – March 14, 2026
I’m the guy in the photos and I don’t know whoever wrote this bullshit.

Pile (Owner) – March 3, 2026
Why do I do this? Because I love perverts. I love helping perverts grow. And I love doing good.

DieselThor – Feb 27, 2026
Off from work and high as fuck in my yard. Weed and a solo cup of vodka straight. Two viagras in and just saw this profile and jeans feel like they are going to fucking burst.

Heyappme – Feb 27, 2026
WOW! this is exactly what I want to do to him too! I thought i was alone, thank you for doing this.


 

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FFassination, 19
I like to dress like a girl after school.

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ElMachoTwinkFucker – July 19, 2026
Feel free to contact me about anything regarding this slut. I will not disclose any personal information, anything that will identify him or anything I learnt about him during the time spent.Those questions should be addressed directly with the him. Write in either English or Serbian.

dallasdude – July 13, 2026
To get the meth shard nice and deep I got a speculum to open his hole right up then just dropped it in and removed the tool.

FFassination (Owner) – July 7, 2026
Unless you have DNA proof don’t expect me to call you daddy.

CtrlAltDaddy – July 2, 2026
I will never and can never have any respect for you. You are trash. You are aidsbait. You are a nasty homeless man’s cumdumpster. I’m at the Marriott right now.

seriouslyNoWay – July 2, 2026
I had a great time. Thanks. Unfortunately.

 

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Sunnydays, 24
My name is Sergei. I am a slim, fully smooth Russian guy in Germany since 2023 with post-acne traces on face.

If you’d be willing to let me stay the night at your place, please let me know:
What time do you usually go to bed?
Is there a separate bed for me?
Are you looking for BDSM and/or sex? (Yes / No / Doesn’t matter)

I ride a road bike all over Europe. Trips usually last 4–21 days, covering 100–150 km per day. I travel with almost nothing: just a power bank, ID, money, a repair kit, toothbrush, sunscreen, and razor. Cycling gear must be washed by hand in the sink every day.

Sexually what I seek is being fully bound, experiencing pain, breathplay, disorientation, facefuck, fuck, and losing control over my body for hours or even days.

I find whitewater kayaking similar to BDSM. In kayaking, you decide when to start down the river, and once you begin, you often can’t change your mind. I like BDSM the same way: a master nudges me toward losing control over my body, and when I’m ready and agree, they take that control, leaving me only to endure and convince myself that I enjoy it.

I used to engage in philosophical conversations. I haven’t tried this in English yet, but maybe that will happen for the first time.

Comments

SkyClad – July 21, 2026
Holy Jesus chrisT you are such a ffuckhoT piece of YUMMM

HeyYes – July 15, 2026
When he first arrived he was a 9 out of 10, but by the time he left the next morning he was a 4.

Guywholikestocook – July 4, 2026
I’ll make your food taste better.



 

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UnluckyLuka, 20
too healthy poz twink from germany need more. into full blown or supercharged death virus firing guys around europe to become more toxic and sick including the special AIDS-wasted death’s door look I love so much. anyone want to help me?

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blankvoid – July 19, 2026
Photo out of date. He now has long hair and a scraggly beard. (I am sorry for hitting you in the face, I didn’t do it on purpose, I know you are angry with me, but genuinely sorry for that.)

Perkie – July 16, 2026
I’m trying to collect every porn clip this boy has been pozzed in. I have “fuck me daddy”, “Skinny pig bareback action”, “Young + old”, “fat poz cock”, “Fucked Bareback”, “Mature AIDS pig bareback toxic teen fucking”, “breaching Bitchkunt”, “Verbal Poz Breeding”, “Breeding time”. Anyone know of any others?

SweetIceCream – July 9, 2026
Pay attention Stealth-men- you poison a kid and you deserve to die in a sick and horrible way. My suggestion … castration followed by forced testicle consumption. Enjoy the fantasy but keep your sick sauce to your self.

contam – July 8, 2026
He is not even as cute as in the picture. What a tramp.

itsnotimportant – July 5, 2026
Not recommended if you want him to beg for mercy or cry whatever.


 

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Scritches, 19
I can make this Paris based boy available for long or short term use for a fee. He’s bi/gay curious, FF passive, pothead, into motorbikes and futbol.

Comments

ThatDudeYetAgain – July 12, 2026
There’s too much cum in it. When he started pouring it on my face, I thought the fire department was putting out a fire. Definitely too much, I was soaked.

No2one – July 9, 2026
Just to be clear … you can fist him to the wrist, he will jack off on your face, and if you’re not careful you can hear at great length why he thinks les Bleus didn’t win the World Cup, and that’s it.

RandyDavid – July 1, 2026
Don’t expect to have a stimulating conversation. I fisted him, and he only said one word, and that was after a long time.



 

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Romanian_straight_slave_boy, 18
I just want smoke and that’s it

Comments

Romanian_straight_slave_boy (Owner) – July 16, 2026
ALL STRAIGHT GUYS NEED TO SMOKE T!!! JUST ONCE AT LEAST.. IT IS MEANT FOR US TO BE OURSELVES IN WAYS WE NEVER THOUGHT WE COULD BEFORE. IT IS THE ULTIMATE TRUTH SERUM! IT WILL BE THE MOST INCREDIBLE GAY SEX YOU WILL EVER EXPERIENCED!! GIRLS….LOL HILARIOUS!!💉💉☁️☁️💓💓

Psychomonkey – July 13, 2026
6️⃣🔄1️⃣

Romanian_straight_slave_boy (Owner) – July 7, 2026
Lately after I’ve been smoking T hard, my phone doesn’t recognize my eyes to unlock. Anybody else have this problem? (Not that I’m going to stop.)

 

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NoThankYouVeryMuch, 21
I was wondering if anyone knows any cheap, sleazy motels in NYC where staff doesn’t bother/cares who enters, ideally with exterior corridors which makes it way easier to avoid detection.

I’ve got this junkie teen I want to take to one of them, fuck his brains out, give him a fatal overdose and take off without worrying.

Comments

NoThankYouVeryMuch (Owner) – July 20, 2026

InLieuOfChris – July 14, 2026
Hogwash! This site is starting to make Lord of the Rings seem like a police blotter.

SexyKiller – July 13, 2026
Does anyone remember Jets Motor Inn (139-06 Queens Blvd, Queens)? Dumpy furniture, old bath fixtures, hot & cold running roaches. When guys wanted to snuff their tricks in the 80’s that was the place to go.

hugecockintown – July 13, 2026
The Senton Hotel on W 27th in NYC. It’s about as sleazy as it gets. Full of junkies and used rigs. Don’t expect a fully functional bathroom. Just dress and pose the corpse before you split and you should be good.

Horneebrain – July 12, 2026
B+ for sexiness, D- for plausibility

NoThankYouVeryMuch (Owner) – July 12, 2026
I should’ve mentioned that he owes me and others a lot of money and hates his life.

 

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neveroddoreven, 18
Hello, im Lea (not real name) a fTm boy from Berlin (yes really) and i am 18 years old. Starting from the 13th of July until the 19th of July i will be home alone without anyone else. No Parents (my mom and dad are on vacation in Monaco) and no siblings (only child). I stay behind because i have fucked up with my grades (i am 18 years old and still in school, i know it’s weird but yes it’s true) so i have to stay behind and study. But since in that time i will be ovulating, and my biggest fetishes are cheating, breeding, freeuse and getting pregnant by strangers, I am looking for some crazy guys that are willing to fuck me senseless for a whole week, abuse my holes and rest in pieces my cervix until my womb is filled with strangers cum and my ovum is penetrated beyond saving.

For those wondering, i turned 18 in March. Yes i will keep the child if it happens. Yes the person in the pictures is me.

If there are any questions feel free to ask, i will choose 7-14 ppl that get my adress.

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Groupfiend – July 15, 2026
Look into his eyes! He is having the Time of his life!

Stan00 – July 10, 2026
Gangbanging a trans boy helps me a lot to get out of my head and to calm down if/when I’m anxious or nervous. It also helps me because I’m really insecure about my body and my looks .. but when I’m with other guys fucking a trans boy I feel so much better about myself already. It’s like magic :3



 

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FrostyNebula, 21
My son last night I heard him being fisted by his boyfriend who happens to be the hottest twink I’ve ever seen. I couldn’t believe it but I knew those noises and his screeching! It went on for hours. I know I should act all serious parental since he’s my biological son, but I got so turned on I ejaculated in my pants.

Comments

FrostyNebula (Owner) – July 11, 2026
Incest is wrong, change my mind.

FrostyNebula (Owner) – July 8, 2026
Because I’m still shocked at the extent of what I’m hearing!

GrizzlyTeddyDaddy – July 8, 2026
💡… Why not fist your son too?

FrostyNebula (Owner) – July 8, 2026
Again, louder, longer!!

FrostyNebula (Owner) – July 6, 2026
More and harder action heard this evening. Lots of screaming 😈

 

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canedprotester, 19
I’m a heavy smoker, so you better not care.

I’m a cheating closeted bi guy, my gf moved in recently and i cant play with my hole like i used to and now my desires for cock and being used and more i cant think of off the top of my head are spiralling out of control.

I hope that one of you Doms, Daddys or Masters would help me regardless of my situation. Help me rewire my brain till I’m a completely inept degenerate faggot so my gf breaks up with me and moves out. Sorry for being a degenerate freak haha

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810002 – July 17, 2026
@Prettyboyhuge – His ass is already open like the wildest businesses you have ever seen.

Prettyboyhuge – July 17, 2026
I’ve been playing with washed amphetamine in the form of spiked lube that I use on and in my ejaculating giant horsecock toy … This bitch is coming over about 4 hours… however I can’t shake this evil thought of using the spiked lube without his knowledge… (Gosh I already love this relationship ❤️❤️) What do you guys think? On the other hand I don’t wanna majorly harm the little fella, or I do but … I’m VERY pent up from edging for a few days about him RIDING A HORSE SCHLONG AS DEEP AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE FOR 8 FKN HOURS and SQUIRTING LACED CUM INTO HIS GUT! Evil thoughts hitting my tweaked out head ❤️ choices choices … what do yall think, do I?

TakeYourDream – July 8, 2026
Latvian Boy creating you the best time ever. FACT.


 

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HomeWrecker, 20
Thank you, next …

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MasterElite – July 14, 2026
Misbehaving with me has a cost, and you paid that cost. Misdemeanors, in my world, are treated with ruthless and merciless punishment. There are rules that must be followed, and I allow no exception, nor I grant any forgiveness.

Majestrix – July 5, 2026
You should be famous.

HomeWrecker (Owner) – July 5, 2026
It’s my natural hair, my own personal style. I use a hair dryer, a rotating brush, and hairspray to keep it styled.

Sleaz – July 5, 2026
What kind of hairstyle is that?

LeonChevalier – July 5, 2026
I put him in a sleeper hold and watched him suffer as I nailed him like a sewing machine.


 

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ticklemetodeath, 22
Actively looking to be tickled to insanity and death. 🥵🥵🥵 Not joking.

Here is how ticklish I am on a scale from 1 to 10. 🥵🥵🥵

7- upper inner thighs
7- lower inner thighs
7- knees
5- under knees
7- calves
9- ankles
70-heels
6- ears
6- chin/neck
7- chest
8-nipples
9- pits
80- stomach
8- belly button
8- hips
11- groin

Here are my death spots 🥵🥵🥵
100☠️- dick/head
100☠️- urethra/pee hole
100☠️- inside urethra/inside pee hole
100☠️- inside asshole
100☠️- toes/pads
100☠️- tips of toes
100☠️- underneath my toenails
100☠️- arches
100☠️- soles
100☠️- outside edges of soles

Comments

ticklemetodeath (Owner) – July 18, 2026
I do have a pre-existing condition 🥳

Wildhog59 – July 18, 2026
Unless he has a preexisting condition, probably not without getting Carpal Tunnel Syndrome.

boredtwink – July 18, 2026
Is it even technically possible to tickle someone to death? I suppose he could become so overstimulated he has a stroke or heart attack?

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Adem Berbic, Well, I’m probably emotionally weird, so I don’t know if my makeup is any kind of standard. I just feel like the biggest things I feel defy theatricality. They sink deeper like broken submarines. ** cmr, Hello, cmr! ‘The first instrument ever made with an identity crisis’: that’s so apt and so beautiful. Nice. Good question, I would guess either laziness or lack of an adventurous nature? Oh, okay, I’ll remember to hit you up by email with my email address before I step too far away from the laptop. Thank you so much! Obviously hang out here if/whenever the mood strikes. ** _Black_Acrylic, ‘Ladytron’ the song not the band for sure. Although I do love ‘Destroy Everything You Touch’. Right, the screening is tonight. I’m so happy you’re going and that’s awesome of your bro. I hope you like it. Let me know what the screening was like if you feel like it. The people running it seem super cool and great and seem like they’re trying to make it special. ** Tosh Berman, Lonely is really right. I think that quality might even be its biggest attraction for me. How great is ‘We Love You’. The best Stones song ever in my opinion. And they hate it and practically disown it. Bores. Thank you muchly, Tosh. ** Carsten, Hi. ‘The Sluts’ wasn’t published in Germany until 2021. Yes, the book is on the Index, so it’s a dead duck. No, I’m not thrilled by it even secretly. I’ve dealt with the outlaw status bullshit since the beginning, and I don’t find that interesting at all. To fight back on the Index thing would involve an expensive court case, and I urged my publisher not to pursue that because it could cause financial harm to him, the publishing house, and the other books he publishes while being unlikely to be a winner. Our recent heatwave only lasted one day so far, and it’s weirdly very liveable outside at the moment. All the luck with yours. I haven’t seen ‘Deliverance’ in a billion years, but I remember thinking it had surprising power. Probably best to stay away and retain that memory, I guess. ** Steve, I had friends who had and played mellotron back in the 70s, and, yeah, it was a very labor intensive venture. But so worth it. As I said, ‘The Sluts’ was only published there in 2021. No, it’s totally banned. Can’t be sold or advertised there in any capacity. I’m very happy if my gig helped inform your show. Awesome, chuffed. ** laura w., I haven’t looked into what else has been banned there. It’s weird. In France, they just make publishers shrink wrap the ‘dangerous’ books and put an 16+ only limit on who can buy them. And it’s super rare that books ever get that treatment. Literary transgression is long respected here, obviously. Oh, gosh, I’m so sorry to hear that about your current inner battles. I have friends on medication who say it helps a lot, but I get that it’s a worrisome decision. I hope your today presents you with a discernible upswing. How are you feeling now? ** Fionn, Hi, F. I used t be really in love with the Red House Painters album with the roller coaster on the cover. I haven’t much liked Mark Kozelek’s post-RHP stuff. Do you? Yeah, the 90s 4AD design language was so good. To the point where I’d basically buy almost anything they released. Nice venture, yours. ** Thom, Yeah, the time difference is crazy: 9 hours. The guaranteed jet lag has stopped me from going back to LA for a visit any number of times. True, Incredible String Band so great and singular. I love the ‘Hangman’s Beautiful Daughter’ -> ‘U’ period the best, but I do like some of the later, more ‘rock’ albums too like ‘Liquid Acrobat as Regards the Air’. I love the first solo albums by Robin Williamson ‘Myrrh’ and Mike Heron ‘Smiling Men with Bad Reputations’. Sad how Tangerine Dream kind of zizzed out later, yeah. Lisa Germano is someone I’ve always known about, but I don’t believe I’ve ever actually heard her music, very strangely. Any particular place that you recommend I start? It has cooled down, whew, thanks. Are you surrounded by atmospheric temperance? Is it still smokey? ** HaRpEr //, As I’m sure I’ve said, writing the first draft is by far the worst part of writing a novel for me. I mean the rush and concentration is great, but stopping myself from slowing down to fix things is really tough. ‘The Soft Bulletin’ is such a great album. Their best, I think. Although I am very fond of ‘Transmissions from the Satellite Heart’. ** Bill, I think you did alert me to that clip before, or I know it somehow. So nice. Chris Corsano seems like he’s everywhere, playing with everybody. A good thing. Rain sounds dreamy. We desperately need some here. It’s weird: in the ‘old’ not so long ago days it practically rained in Paris every day even at the height of summer. ** DonW, Those would have been some very cool grandparents if that’s true. Fascism seems to be alive and well in Germany in various capacities, yeah. Good old City Lights. Happy day, bud. ** voskat, Excellent description of the sonic qualities of the mellotron there. Kudos. Oh, gosh, all my best to Laura, and, Jesus, wtf! That line by her is a total keeper, I agree. Context be damned. ‘The Soft Bulletin’! I did a post about the Lips ages ago with whatever I could find about the Zaireeka experience. I’ll go try to find it. Heads up! ** Okay. If you didn’t already realise that today is the last day of the month, now you do. See you tomorrow.

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  1. Adem Berbic

    I think part of my dream last night was that I was looking at, I don’t know, apartments or something online, and then I realised that I was actually on the site for slave/escort listings. Which I guess is curiously timed. Often I feel like the listings are getting more crystal-heavy over time, but that’s surely just me imagining things.
     
    I’m still feeling cul-de-sac-like and further away than I ought to, with a sort of undirected anger mixed in. As I said, at least the impulse to act on that is still blunted. Yesterday I was thinking about finding a needlessly expensive, old-style analyst. Maybe I will, if for no other reason than that it’s always been a source of fascination for reasons I can’t work out. But there are also less indulgent way to keep my bullshit under wraps. 🥵🥵🥵

  2. Carsten

    Ah, so you take no pleasure in the “outlaw writer” label, got ya. It is silly, true. I was only trying to find a silver lining in the Indexing situation, in the sense of turning bad press into good press or the allure of forbidden goods. But it certainly sucks for your German publisher most of all. Makes me sick actually, to treat a publisher like this in a world where most indie presses are fighting for survival. Man, Germany & their empty sloganeering… I don’t want to hear another word out of them about “freedom of artistic expression”. Just like their supposed championing of “human rights” & “freedom of speech”…

    I do know that the Indexing is always text-version specific. Does the ban affect only the German translation or the original or both? And do you think a petition would do any good?

    Re. “Deliverance”: well I wouldn’t want to dissuade you from a revisit should the film ever play in a repertory theater in Paris. I’m sure the small screen damages the effect of feeling out there in the wild with the characters. But the film’s forward momentum does not feel natural to me. It’s tied like clockwork to the beats of the plot. And once it turns procedural, with the local sheriff & all, it’s TV crime mechanics 101. But yeah, it’s always interesting to see what holds up & what doesn’t. “Deliverance” & say “Last Tango in Paris” were films I remember being impressed by as a kid. Revisiting both has been quite the let-down. They have individual elements that are strong, like some of what Brando does in “Last Tango” remains thrilling, but the overall package suffers—& for me mostly by sticking to the straitjacket of “drama”.

  3. Fionn

    Hey Dennis,

    I’ve wondered with these posts, are all the words taken from the sites, or do you add in some here and there? The last guy’s tickle torture fantasy reminds me that being tickled is much like being stun-locked in a video game lol

    As for Mark’s post-RHP stuff.. there is a whole lot of it, and it seems very inconsistent, so I’ve been holding off for the moment. I tend to enjoy blitzing through a discography in a short space of time, and with him I’d likely get sick of it. I might check out that film he was in sometime soon, ‘Almost Famous’

  4. Steve

    Did the German government give specific reasons for banning THE SLUTS? Didn’t they ban BLOOD AND GUTS IN HIGH SCHOOL in the ’80s because they thought it glorified incest?

    Any plans for the weekend? Tomorrow, I will finally watch Lynch’s DUNE for the first time and on Sunday, I’ll be catching the new Kiyoshi Kurosawa film.

    Yesterday, I posted a 1972 episode of the French TV show POP 2 on the Internet Archive: https://archive.org/details/pop-2-lou-reed-john-cale-nico-concert-claude-ventura-1972. It features 2 songs performed by Matching Mole (with a Robert Wyatt interview), as well as 5 songs from Lou Reed, John Cale & Nico’s acoustic performance at the Bataclan.

  5. laura w.

    honestly it’s interesting to me that france even goes that far. i imagine you’d have to either write unironic child porn or the next mein kampf to get to that level, but of course that’s based on my vague american impressions of france’s literary output and culture as a whole. then again, they did ban the devil probably for under 16s because of its supposed endorsement of suicide. no idea of that ban is still ongoing, though. it’s funny though, the sluts has been in pretty much every barnes and noble i’ve visited and you can’t get much more corporate or mainstream than b&n!

    i’m doing more okay today, thank you! having one of those days where very little seems to be going right and yet i feel fine. i’ve been reading a girl is lost in her century looking for her father on your recommendation and have really been enjoying it. dalkey archive truly has been killing it. i am less sure about medication now, idk, i think it will help i just don’t know if i am fully ready for it to do so, if that makes sense. i hope the sluts news hasn’t ruined what remains of your week, and you have an awesome weekend!

  6. HaRpEr //

    “Unless you have DNA proof don’t expect me to call you daddy.” is a personal favourite here. It’s sad all the quippy things people say that get told to people who won’t appreciate it.

    ‘The Soft Bulletin’ is the only Flaming Lips album I’m really attached to. I’m indifferent to ‘Yoshimi…’. I haven’t listened to their earlier stuff though, but I like Mercury Rev and what Jonathan Donahue went on to do for a bit there. ‘Deserter’s Songs’ is a spiritual sister album to ‘TSB’ in my eyes.
    Did you ever find a way to listen to ‘Zaireeka’? People have layered all the discs together and put it on youtube but the real several speaker experience is a paradise lost. It’s an interesting idea; Boris did that less extremely with ‘Dronevil’, but they did in fact release it all as one album years later.

    I’m really loving the new Arca album. This is my most anticipated album of the year and it did not disappoint. It’s some of her most ambitious music to date and a return to some of her earliest glitchy pre art-pop stuff, but this time far more abstract and dense. Less sparse, and the vocals are integrated in a way she hasn’t done for a full project before.

  7. Thom

    Yeah, thats all the best eras of Incredible String Band… I really think ‘Changing Horses’ is a super underrated record, but its all great. Need to hear more of the later stuff, but I remember ‘I Looked Up’ being alright. Also I do have ‘Myrrh’, ISB and related records are usually pretty cheap, havent checked out the Mike album, but I know it by name at least. Fun fact is I decided to use the name “Tam Skot” as my pen name due to ISB. I told an old bandmate my nickname is “Wee Tam” after the ISB album (it wasnt my nickname) and it kinda stuck, just with that one person. I guess as a joke many years ago a Scottish girl also bestowed the nickname “Tam Loon” upon me, but it didnt stick at all haha.

    In terms of Lisa Germano albums, ‘Happiness’ (4AD reissue specifically) is kinda the 90s sample platter with lotsa variety, and her voice is pretty established, BUT for my money, ‘Slide’ is her coolest 90s album. Really great textures with lotsa baritone guitars and harmoniums. Either of those will let you know if you like her style. ‘Lullaby For Liquid Pig’ is my other fave, lonely tipsy music, was a big deal for me when I was struggling pretty actively with alcohol… I think thats the one that got her signed by Young God Records in the 00s (go figure, the alcoholism one, heh).

    Anyway hope the weekend is nice! Im gonna practice music, finalize a split EP im doing with an online aquaintance, and try and find spots to drop zines off! Enjoy, bye!!

    • Thom

      while im beating this dead horse, here is me singing and playing “Witches Hat” by Incredible String Band: https://treesandflowers.bandcamp.com/track/witches-hat-incredible-string-band usually i like to make a cover more my own, as this is kinda me trying not to sound like im doing a Robin Williamson impression, but it was just me having fun doing a “b side” for an original song I wrote about a nonexistent Hammer Dracula film… OK im done!!

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