‘Sarah Charlesworth studied with the Conceptual artist Douglas Huebler at Barnard College in New York. She was further influenced to continue down her own path of Conceptualism when she saw the text-free publication Xeroxbook (1968) by Robert Barry, Douglas Huebler, Joseph Kosuth, Carl Andre, Sol LeWitt, Robert Morris, and Lawrence Weiner. Organised and published by Seth Siegelaub, the book was an attempt to show art outside the gallery setting, and to present an exhibition in book form.

‘In 1975, when Charlesworth and Joseph Kosuth were living together, they founded the art-theory magazine The Fox, which ran for three issues until 1976. Kosuth also introduced Charlesworth and fellow photographer Cindy Sherman, and Sherman in turn introduced her to Laurie Simmons, which led to a lifelong friendship between the three artists. Throughout her career, Charlesworth always continued in the direction of bridging the gap between fine art and critical practice. For her, the best way to achieve this was through photo-based work.

‘Sarah Charlesworth is considered to have been a member of the Pictures Generation. The Pictures Generation refers to a loosely affiliated group of artists active in the ‘70s and ‘80s in the United States, who mainly worked with photography, film and performance. Influenced by Conceptual Art, Minimalist Art and Pop Art, the artists often used appropriation and montage in order to reveal the constructed nature of images. It was the first major art movement in the States to be dominated by women, and key artists included Sarah Charlesworth, Cindy Sherman, Barbara Kruger, Sherrie Levine, Louise Lawler, and Richard Prince. The movement can be understood as a reaction against what its artists deemed the machismo of Abstract Expressionism, as well as a response to disillusionment due to shattered hopes for political and social change.

‘“I abstract objects that socially, carry a strong emotional charge or symbolic significance. I’ve abstracted them from the context in which we normally confront them.” – Sarah Charlesworth

‘In a series of Conceptual photographic projects, Charlesworth used and rephotographed preexisting images that she found, for example, in newspapers. One of her first major series of photographs created using this method is Modern History (1977-1979). For this series, she rephotographed the front pages of old newspapers, deleting the text so that the news pictures were left floating in space. In this series, Charlesworth examined the values and interests of Western culture through photographs taken from the pages of 45 different newspapers.

‘The next time she appropriated photographs from newspapers, it was for her project The Arc of Total Eclipse, February 26, 1979 (1980). The photographs charted the movement of an eclipse as recorded in local newspapers.

‘Perhaps her most important body of work is the photo-series Stills (1980), which comprises seven images of people falling in mid-air. The images are reproductions of photographs Charlesworth found of people jumping to their death. Some of the subjects have names, others are anonymous, but all of them are captured in that liminal moment between living and dying. Charlesworth attempted to make visible the moment of no return, the moment when the human body faces its own imminent destruction and simultaneously freedom from suffering.

‘In her later series, Objects of Desire (1983-1988), Charlesworth explores sexuality, power dynamics, and the concepts of material and metaphysical desire through different objects. Each print features an isolated image which she took from magazines and rephotographed, set against a solid colour field. According to Laurie Simmons, Charlesworth had an obsession with objects. She really felt the life of different objects, and would hold them in her hands and discuss the various properties she felt they had, and how they made her feel.

‘Though Charlesworth was far less well-known than most of her male peers, Laurie Simmons and Cindy Sherman both stress that she was not fazed by this. She never complained, and always continued to produce work, no matter whether or not she had gallery representation and exhibitions. And in the end, she has had over 50 solo exhibitions and her works are held in the collections of the Solomon R. Guggenheim Museum in New York, the Metropolitan Museum of Art, The Whitney Museum of American Art, the J. Paul Getty Museum in Los Angeles, the Art Institute of Chicago, the Victoria and Albert Museum in London, and the Stedelijk Museum in Amsterdam, among others.

‘Charlesworth’s newest series of photographic works, Available Light (2012), which she completed the year before her death, was exhibited for the first time in 2012 at Susan Inglett Gallery in New York, and was recently on view at Campoli Presti in London, in 2018. This radiant final series was also included in the major retrospective Doubleworld, which covered Sarah Charlesworth’s body of work, held in 2015 at the New Museum in New York.

‘According to Simmons, there was a kind of lightness and freedom in this new body of work, comprised of crystal balls, prisms, optical instruments, and airy, pale-blue or black-and-white spaces. The images conjure up a feeling that the artist was really starting to enjoy herself.’ — Shira Wolfe

 

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Further

Sarah Charlesworth Studio
Oral history interview with Sarah Edwards Charlesworth, 2011 November 2-9
SC @ Paula Cooper Gallery
The Enigmatic Pictures of Sarah Charlesworth
Intentional Accidents: Reflections on Sarah Charlesworth’s Stills
Sarah Charlesworth, Artist of Deconstructed Photographs, Dies at 66
Lost (and Found) Artist Series: Sarah Charlesworth
Sarah Charlesworth: Doubleworld
Untimely Images, Fallen Figures: Sarah Charlesworth at the End of Modern History
Rachel Churner on Sarah Charlesworth @ Artforum
Sarah Charlesworth: An Oral History in 40 Voices
Book: ‘Sarah Charlesworth: A Retrospective’
Sarah Charlesworth: A look back at the artist’s quintessential postmodernism.
The artist and linguist: Sarah Charlesworth’s ’Doubleworld’
The story behind Sarah Charlesworth’s haunting ‘Stills’ series
Sarah Charlesworth: IMAGE LANGUAGE
Should We Look Away?
Podcast: Sarah Charlesworth at LACMA
Picture as Primary Object – Sarah Charlesworth
The Picture Generation Artist Who “Plundered” on Paper
Sarah Charlesworth’s Retrospective Gives You Double Vision
Sarah Charlesworth Showed Me the Shape of Death and Desire
Considering the humanity of falling bodies in Sarah Charlesworth’s Stills
A Deep Dive Into Sarah Charlesworth’s Image Archive

 

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Extras

Sarah Charlesworth, Interview 2004

Artist Talk: Sarah Charlesworth

Art That Will Change the Way You See Art: Sarah Charlesworth

 

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Interview
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Betsy Sussler Do your photographs conjure emotional upheaval?

Sarah Charlesworth Yes.

BS Are they magic charms?

SC I abstract objects that socially, carry a strong emotional charge or symbolic significance. I’ve abstracted them from the context in which we normally confront them, a fish out of a natural history magazine or a heart out of an anatomy magazine and recreated another context which is within my work. In The Academy of Secrets, I’ve tried to confront an emotion in myself and used these image-objects to create a complex, emotional field resembling a visual dream or a feeling. I’m trying, almost to cast into imagery a specific feeling. It’s not necessarily resolved in any structurally, easily, interpretable form. It is much more personal. I’m exploring a level of unconscious engagement in language, a covert symbology. There’s a level on which this involves a personal as well as a societal confrontation. In other words, I think that a symbolism is attached to particular images, becomes marked in the unconscious. To exorcise it, to rearrange it, to reshape it, to make it my own, involves unearthing it, describing it, deploying it inform, and then rearranging it. In each individual piece, I’m going for a different kind of emotional psychic chord.

BS The red diptych of the antlers and the heart?

SC Let me finish, because you asked about magic.

I believe the human psyche is capable of higher levels of perception, of understanding and of being which are approachable through confrontation with one’s self and through confrontation with society, in this case, through its visual language. The whole concept of magic totally fascinates me. I think of it as a continuum with psychic lucidity and in different pieces, I’m approaching different aspects of the psyche. In Subtle Body, I borrowed from Tantric meditation, the progression of ascendent symbols along the body center, equaling seven centers in the body. Then I turned around and replaced them with symbols that are personally significant to me, that reflect my understanding of a physical, psychic elevation.

BS The Egyptian alchemists had formulas to make straw into body, lead into gold, water into blood, your title, Academy of Secrets . . .

SC That’s what the secrets in the title refers to. The secrets of higher, esoteric knowledge that are hidden beneath the common level of organized religion and mass culture. I’m talking about very esoteric knowledge which could come from any society or historical period in regard to alchemy. I view each art work, in a sense, as the alchemist might understand the transformation of matter, into something animate with psychic essence. Making an art work involves the transformation of matter, paper and materials into a process of animation or psychic elevation of material stuff. Animation, like The Subtle Body, suggests a human body through the placement of different elements, in this case eight rather than seven because I give you two choices of brains—the right and left. Ascending from the most base matter, the clay pot at the bottom and then the fish, the sperm, the heart, the river. The two brains are the Indian magic wand in the shape of the crane and the clock, the logical, right brain. And then scarf at the top for the opening and the psyche. In a sense, the matter becomes more ethereal as you move up the swirling column.

BS But the urn is also the place where one puts the ashes of a body.

SC That’s true. This piece is designed so you can read it going up or down. In evolutionary theory, it’s the amphibious history of human development. You move from a fish to a clock within the same body, from animal nature to a logical brain.

BS The images are placed in a structure that is invisible. What is it actually?

SC Well . . . secrets. They’re supposed to resemble the contents of the unconscious. They come bubbling up and seem to be random but hidden underneath is not only a complex order but, perhaps, several overlapping orders. I’m likening, in a metaphorical sense, the psychic body, the mind, the unconscious, to the physical body, which is how one experiences one’s psyche. I’m using the physical body as a metaphor, a psychic body for the mind’s unconsciousness.

BS It is believed that the heart cannot lie. There is also the fear of revelation. I stand revealed.

SC That’s how I feel about a lot of this work as a whole. I stand revealed. I’m confronting myself in public and there is a level of honesty about it.

BS The imagery floats on colors so dense and bright they singe your eyeballs. Evocative colors: blue for the womb; black for the father; red for the heart, for blood. The color is more emotional than the imagery.

SC The color and the imagery are meant to work together as a whole. All the formal choices, such as size, arrangement of the images and, certainly the color, have a psychic charge. The pieces are constructed to be the size of the human body: they are supposed to confront the body, to contact the emotional body of the viewer.

BS Tell me about doing the research for these.

SC You’re using a writer’s word, research.

BS You know what I mean.

SC It’s a complicated process because I’ve been engaged in researching images, if you want to use that word, for so many years. Now I have a vast bank of images, picture files of just about anything you want. So if I think the piece, The Temple of My Father needs something more gooey, phallic-shaped, organic . . . I go over to the mushroom file for a black or purple mushroom. Frequently it comes from an idea, a kind of image to conjure some feeling. Other times, I’ll run across an image that will trigger an idea. The funny thing is that it frequently takes place over a long period of time. I gather these things and they’ll be brewing in the back of mind and it may be three or four years before I actually use an image that I’ve been saving. Like the clay votive fetishes of the hand, the eye, the breast and the ear in Self-Portrait, I had found them a long time ago but it wasn’t until I found the urn and then, in the middle of the night, I said, “Wow, they fit together and they just describe how I feel.”

BS The Object of Desire series were diptychs which rested upon one another. But it looked as if the images could shift and slip.

SC The first was the Marlene Deitrich figure reduced to a slinky evening gown juxtaposed against the satin bondage suit. My choice of which image to advance and which to recede generally involved putting the most known, apparent image in the advancing panel and the image with the secondary or more hidden meaning in the receding panel. In The Garden of Delight, the figure with the penises sticking out of his head, helmet, belt and real penis is obviously an advancing figure and the little secret keyhole garden where he wants to project himself is the receding panel, the hidden—which seems to me, to make perfect formal sense.

BS The garden is paradise?

SC Obviously there’s a metaphor here between the male’s body and what I suppose could be a woman’s body. It could be any kind of orifice but it’s some place that he wants to go that’s a little too tight for him to fit. But one sees through this opening something like paradise, a place that contains that which he searches for. It’s a model of desire itself, it’s not necessarily purely a metaphor for male sexuality. It’s the unapproachable or difficult to approach desired place.

BS Implied in these juxtapositions is that what is hidden behind could slip forward and what is forward could slide behind. It’s as if the unconscious, even though it’s pushed back, is the controlling factor.

SC Definitely. And the viewer makes that slip happen. The arrangement of images is loaded in many different ways which allow for the condition of multiple interpretations. The viewer completes the act of interpretation. And I think that’s very, very important. And it’s something that I could be criticized for. It allows even contradictory interpretations. It doesn’t resolve things. There is no closure in these.

BS It has been said that every generation reinterprets the past. It could also be said that every individual reinterprets the present.

SC Frequently, I take very loaded, for instance, very sexual symbols and abstract them and deploy them in a piece without attaching any gender significance per say to them. The Bowl and the Column has a golden bowl on the bottom of a brilliant blue rectangular field and a golden yellow column on the other field. It’s the essence of what is thought to be a female symbol and a male symbol, and yet there’s no female or male gender attached to the piece itself but what the viewer brings to it. You’re confronted with a pure abstraction and you realize on a certain level where the symbolism begins and ends. A great deal of it’s brought to the piece by the viewer.

BS Yes and no. Objects, images contain an ancient power. And it can evoke and elicit responses. You couldn’t produce this work without knowing that.

SC Absolutely. But what I’m saying is frequently these loaded images or objects are used by me without my attaching a particular significance to them. In other words, what I’m doing is letting whatever power, whatever affect they have, work on its own.

BS What response surprised you the most? Do you remember?

SC The Falling pieces in the Stills series, human figures suspended in mid-air. Again, the simple non-didactic presentation of visual material. Some people thought they were frightening because they read into them, the continuation of the narrative—that these are people jumping and are probably going to die. And certainly it’s a dangerous or violent situation. But others saw them as very ethereal arid beautiful, floating figures. And often, the emotional responses shift. Somebody would say, “They’re really awful but come to think of it, they’re really beautiful.” That was the first time I realized that the same image could conjure extremely different contradictory emotional responses and I’ve found that to be consistently true in the ten years since that work was done.

BS Those were moments plucked from a narrative—suicides, people escaping fires, accidents . . . The Academy of Secrets construct ancient narratives.

SC I don’t think of them as narratives. They’re quite non-linear, more spatial, multi-dimensional constructions. There is an underlying geometry to the field which permits different kinds of formal arrangements of signifying elements—a geometrical syntax, actually. Even the choice of an order versus a seemingly disordered field is a formal choice which connotes a particular approach. I’ve been trying recently to work just on the borderline between the two, trying to allow hidden orders to emerge, in a way trying to disrupt the neat distinction between order and chaos, conscious and unconscious, found and made.

BS Why photography as a medium?

SC That’s something that I’ve been asking myself recently because I don’t think of myself as a photographer. I’ve engaged questions regarding photography’s role in culture for 12 years now, but it is an engagement with a problem rather than a medium. The creative part of the work is just as much like painting or design as it is like photography. I’m not using a camera and it’s not based on recording a given work but in creating or structuring a given world. I use images drawn from the culture because I’m interested in each piece being an interface between my personal subjectivity and a given world. A kind of langue and parole situation where I am speaking of the world through things of the world but via my own particular arrangement, construction of the world. In the early Objects of Desire, there is a much more deconstructive approach to visual language. Where I’m confronting a given world and trying to discover its architecture, its formal and political nature. Whereas in more recent work, I’m constructing a consciousness within the world. In a piece like the Self-Portrait, I’m literally projecting a visual image or psychic image of myself into the world. Rather than being a portrait in a traditional sense, it’s a portrait of a state of mind which is particularly my own. I see myself as casting my world back into the given world. It’s like a reformulation of language, a recreation of a new metaphor.

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Robert, Hi, Robert. Excellent question: the donkey guy. One of us should write a short story starring him. I too would like to know them, although I often suspect they’re basically nerds with big imaginations and nagging hardons. ** Jack Skelley, Jack not jock! She was! I wish she still did stuff, but I read that her body’s not cooperative anymore. Enjoy the Sabrina-flecked hood. Yep! ** _Black_Acrylic, Yes, that anniversary was news here too because, you know, she bit it here. I guess people were piling flowers on the overpass above the ill-fated tunnel and so on. Oh, my god, that site looks insane! I’m there ASAP. Everyone, _Black_Acrylic alerts us to ‘this great website — THE DIANA-MORRISSEY PHENOMENON — that details a conspiracy theory that you might be into. Did Morrissey predict those tragic events? The truth is very much out there.’ Looks hot. Thanks, pal. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yes, and maybe you recognised cocainejesus because he was here in another slave post under a different name and looking for relatively different things a couple of months ago. What a nympho! I didn’t really think through yesterday’s love, but it would be momentous, wouldn’t it? Love with rly muscular thighs that are out of porpotion w/ the rest of his body, G. ** Bill, I have serious doubts that any of them are real. Yes, I’m hoping that Halloween has taken enough of a foothold in France this year that we’ll see some of those Halloween horrors on our silver screens, but I kinda doubt it. Keep me informed please. ** Sypha, Especially when you imagine lowestlifeform crackling and blackening in it. I hope that mutual trolling ends up having a presence in your story. I think most Kickstarters get their big input in the last week or so of their existences, so it’s possible. ** RY/\N, Hey there, RY/\N. Oh, dude, I figured you were busy as hell. Well, that’s most excellent news about the huge success of your gig, needless to say! Yay + 1,000,000. Dude, Cafe Oto is a legend. Some of the greatest music makers in the entire world play there. I’ve always dreamed of seeing a gig there, but I’ve never been. So, wow! Hope that works out. As seemingly usual, your Twitter links don’t works for me, I don’t know why. Drat. Kenneth Anger is awesome,for sure. My favorite is ‘Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome’. Enjoy the success fruits, and, yes, milk ’em like crazy. ** Damien Ark, Hi, Damien! I’m glad their timing was apropos. Yes, indeed, and for sure, the aftermath is most confusing. You have to enjoy losing control and discovering your work’s initial fate. Emphasis on the word initial. Not easy. You working on anything? ** Okay. If you didn’t know the works of Sarah Charlesworth, now you do, so you can carve that notch into your belts. See you tomorrow.

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LevitheDeathStar, 19
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surprisedman – Aug 23, 2022
Other things about him:
– He’s a 3D artist for videogames
– Board gamer
– Casual Digimon TCG player
– DnD player & DM
– Gamer (mostly PC and VR but fends for himself on consoles)
– Beer enjoyer
– Few friends
– Not always on the phone

PuddlesThePig – Aug 20, 2022
Speaks English, Spanish. Quit high school. Drinks sometimes. Doesn’t do drugs. Omnivore. Has dogs. Doesn’t have kids but wants them. Maybe too opinionated. PISCES.

 

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Looking4abusiveUncle, 21
I am a happy person, loving life, am not a self destructive person, I am just trying, consciously and subconsciously, to purge my homosexuality through bdsm. I am just a quite nice guy who happens to be a homosexual in the sexual and sentimental roles.

Until my goal is accomplished (I’ll know when) I’m seeking someone who controls me, restricts me and forbids my interaction with family, friends, neighbours, etc. keeping me alone, isolated.

Until every trace of my homosexuality is relinquished I will not back talk or question your reasons to cleanse me, I will shut my mouth and swallow any anger and argument that arises when you are torturing me.

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Looking4abusiveUncle (Owner) – Aug 24, 2022
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Looking4abusiveUncle (Owner) – Aug 12, 2022
I’m currently doing charity work based in Macedonia. My contract ends next week and I’ll be traveling. I’m hoping my travels will lead me to a very sadistic, extremely controlling man who will break me physically and mentally and take all hope from me.

Looking4abusiveUncle (Owner) – Aug 3, 2022
I am now a gay4pay escort who needs money.

Looking4abusiveUncle (Owner) – July 27, 2022
I need to end my porn addiction. It’s the main reason I’m still gay and why I waste the majority of my day watching porn online. I don’t want to do this, I just can’t stop myself, no matter how hard I try, how long I go cold turkey, I always come back. I don’t want to be horny anymore, I just want to be happy.

 

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Stormynight, 19
Where the hell are the sadists into blunt force? Is this not as big a thing as I thought it’d be? I want my head smashed on rocks! Hammers! Pounding my head against the floor hotline Miami style! Am I just being dumb?

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Anonatf – Aug 3, 2022
Good, kill and torture every goddamn Filipino slut boy out there. Im sick of it.

PrettyHornyPic – Aug 3, 2022
“A 19-year-old student from Brgy 227, Tondo, Manila was found dismembered and dumped in Bacoor, Cavite, Philippines.
The victim was identified as Rusty Dela Cruz y Rubia.
The suspect, Dante Reyes y Silva, 42, was arrested immediately in Sta Cruz Manila.
CCTV showed that the suspect went to the victim’s house but never came home.
CCTV also showed the suspect carrying two large plastic bags in a taxi.”

heteroblowjobking – Aug 3, 2022
The media is calling him “Chop-Chop Boy”.

JonCamp – Aug 3, 2022
Holy crap! This boy was killed! It’s all over the news here in Manila!

 

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YourFrenemy, 22
Do this to me

If there is a bigger wound that you want and force it to close you can either do it by fire or pepper

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fun_addict – Aug 10, 2022
Uh this is my first time saying this stuff aloud 😳. So I’m a little nervous but…

Do you know when someone’s straddling you and he slide this hands under your shirt and up your chest. I’d like to do that but instead of under a shirt it’s under your ribcage.

I hope this is okay?

All fantasy of course (<— it isn’t actually but for my own peace of mind lol sorry.)

YourFrenemy (Owner) – Aug 8, 2022
Oh yeah…those pic ARE me…and they’re “fresh!” BOOYAH.

 

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MakeWarNotLove, 20
I am the master of a young man, formerly named Lorenzo, that I have renamed Moby Dick due the immense measurements of his penis and the craters it can create. Thanks to the weakness of his mind and character, I have successfully trained him to be my sexual henchman. I now seek attractive young submissives, male or female, 18 yrs to 24 yrs, willing to subject themselves to his huge sexual drive for anything from quickie encounters to permanent enslavement should I find the sight and sound of him destroying you sufficiently exciting.

Be aware his cock is not for everyone, indeed for very few, but those who have been brave enough and understand the the risk of being dilated for days if not weeks if not ending up in the hospital have found an orgasm like no other on earth. I can show you videos where girls scream their vocal cords into rags and boys are split in half. You never seen such destroyed holes. If you’ve ever wanted to get fucked by an equine with a penis 30cm in length and 26 in width, the size of a Pringles tube, here he is in the form of a young man.

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ChefBoyardee – Aug 19, 2022
Today I got to know Moby Dick, and I must say his master is not joking about the measures😅, being XL myself I made a comparison, and it is almost 3 times mine, not to mention bigger than my forearm. I never felt so humiliated and excited at the same time. I tried to get him to take it slow but he hadn’t gotten 1/3 of it in before it hurt so much that I immediately blacked out. Afterwards his master showed me a video he’d made of what happened while I was out, and it was so shocking I can hardly believe I’m still alive.

BearUrinal – Aug 14, 2022
I’m a Human-Bear-Urinal hybrid, and I liked drinking his piss. I also liked smoking his cigarettes.

benevo1ent – Aug 11, 2022
He’s also great if you just want a hot guy to shit all over you and have fun while doing it.

cantfforget2 – Aug 11, 2022
Biggest penis I’ve ever seen😱, it’s the size of my two arms together, and you can’t imagine how violently he fucks, he made me cum 3 times, not to mention vomit and piss a pond onto the sheets, and I still have a crater four days later🥵.

 

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junkiecunt4Alpha, 21
Former cute escort at Boys Club 21 in Amsterdam turned heroin addict who is inferior in every possible way.

Master understand my need for heroin and agreement to be owned and used without limits.

Master enjoy a dumb junkie faggot – and be happy to facilitate my addiction and corrupt.

Master enjoy the sound of his slave begging for his shot while eating master’s shit and piss.

Master knows what I want.

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junkiecunt4Alpha (Owner) – Aug 13, 2022
Life was never worse, but never better.

Anonymous – Aug 12, 2022
had him last night and i’m no doctor but i’m fairly sure he was dead from an overdose for the most of the time i was with him.

junkiecunt4Alpha (Owner) – Aug 9, 2022
I was mentally stable 3 yrs ago.

gingerdaddyG – Aug 8, 2022
A little off topic, but I hired this twink for a two hour date at Boys 21 sometime back. As soon as he opened the door of the brothel room we were using, he kisses with an open mouth. Tongue in my mouth, tongue in my throat. When we got to the bed we just fell on the bed and kept kissing. Guzzling each other’s saliva, saliva running down our chins, … We didn’t stop for nearly the whole two hours. I couldn’t afford to extend the date, so I broke the kiss just long enough to ask him if he wanted to cum with me while I jacked off, and he said, I already came twice, lol.

junkiecunt4Alpha (Owner) – Aug 6, 2022
Realising that I’m a total junkie has helped me accept certain horrible things about myself.

dumpmycum_ – Aug 5, 2022
I used to hire you at Boys Club 21 and let’s just say this downturn is not exactly a shock.

junkiecunt4Alpha (Owner) – Aug 3, 2022
I like what I need – I live where I need.

Neal55 – Aug 2, 2022
Can’t keep a hard-on for 10 seconds and comes with a hole as wide as a ladle and lies there zonked on his bed and forgets to say that he is covered with track marks and there’s all this shit lying around everywhere you have to clear it to even get to him and you can tell he looked like those photos once but gentlemen he should be locked up in a zoo.

 

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BeautifulButDisciplined, 23
I’m Nick and basically a normal boy with a sexy, toned body that looks and feels so good who loves and cares for his friends and family and does his 40-hour job during the day to learn new things through work and somehow to make ends meet.

Maybe I’m a bit shy, but I certainly wouldn’t call myself inexperienced. I’m just a little too happy to have dirty and ambiguous thoughts, one or another of which I’ve already tried and others I am currently living out, even if I don’t look like it.

I see life as positive and optimistic and people like to call me a grinning cheek or a sunshine – even if I don’t always feel like that myself, I seem to have a talent for spreading a good mood.

The process of aging will not pass me by in the long run either, I am very clearly aware of that. It turns me on extremely when people get horny on me and their erotic sexual fantasies take their course through my person, so why not use the time that the present moment has to offer while making men drool is still possible?

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BeautifulButDisciplined (Owner) – Aug 14, 2022
Ha sorry about that, was a little busy.

Round_Addendum_9351 – Aug 14, 2022
sup slut haven’t seen you in a while

hubba – Aug 1, 2022
I am a sweat piss precum load and ass honey ADDICT. No such thing as too much Man juice smell flavour sex mess. Nick’s ass just got juicier and tastier the more it was used fisted fucked loaded pissed in. No such thing as enough of his cock cum spit pits piss fucking fisting n felching. All manner of his juices n flavors were loved and worshipped. Not his shit. It’s just waste passing through. It’s not man made . Wasn’t fucking into that. Everything else in all combinations and quantites i greedily guzzled from all his manflesh and holes and would continue for the rest of eternity if eternity allowed.

 

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postpornmodernist, 19
tell me how you wanna see me snuff him in the comments!

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SlimJim – Aug 16, 2022
I really like the word ‘snuff’. It’s just a cute word. Like, your being killed but in a cute way.

SickPornDude – Aug 16, 2022
Have his eyes pulled out partially, and forced into his nostrils, so that he sees the world through his nose. His tongue should be cut in half lengthwise, pulled a up with force and spread, so that he licks his own eyes inside of his nose. His lips should be cut off and attached under his nose like a moustache. Also, cut off his hands and have them attached on his ears, index finger first, as deep as possible. Also, cut off his nipples and glue them on his head left and right, like very very very small “antennas” on his head. Yeah, that’s all I can think off for now. Oh wait no: Have his legs twisted around 180 degrees and glue the bleeding stumps of his arms together. So, now there is nothing more coming to my mind.

fat_idiot69 – Aug 15, 2022
Cut off his nipples and shove them in his urethra cut off his penis and then eat it

Imlazyerthanyou – Aug 15, 2022
Rip out his guts and wrap them around his hands like a rope

Frida_bones77 – Aug 15, 2022
Tie him down and make a cut from the neck all the way down to the groin then take out all of his organs

Whoopwhooopwhoop – Aug 14, 2022
Shove a rod up his asshole and out through the top of his head and then piss on his corpse

postpornmodernist (Owner) – Aug 14, 2022
done

litang001 – Aug 14, 2022
Whack him in the forehead with a hammer, till his head splits open, and the brains come out, maybe with some brains coming out his nose and ears. eyeballs bulging out. while he is getting fucked at the sametime. Please!

nonstop_nut_november – Aug 13, 2022
Gouge out his eye, slice open his throat and put it in?

Chemistry7189 – Aug 13, 2022
Dismembering him piece by piece, then wrapping up his body parts in wrapping paper and sending them to his parents as Christmas gifts.

altpnact – Aug 13, 2022
Cut open the morons throat while fucking him doggie style

 

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eliasistoocuteforyou, 18
I do a thing with cling film wrap that some guys like. It’s not for everyone but some like it.

I wrap it around myself and under so it pulls my cock right back to my ass between my legs and continue wrapping like that as tight as possible. That then forces my legs to rub my cock with every step I take keeping me horny. And when the long build up finally makes me orgasm it’s mind shattering, like it makes my body keel over and my eyes go funny and my legs shake and buckle then spasm like an epileptic’s.

Last but not least I am an amazing supportive person and great psychologist, so if you’ve got any issues we can discuss them ❤️.

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eliasistoocuteforyou (Owner) – Aug 5, 2022
I have tried having sex with a gay guy a couple of times but I don’t have enough stamina to be very honest. Not to mention that it made my cock the smallest it’s ever been.

eliasistoocuteforyou (Owner) – Aug 5, 2022
I obviously should have mentioned I’m straight.

suckyourtastydick – Aug 4, 2022
I want to drink your sperm.

 

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Donk, 23
In need of a huge hung top daddy who wants to do some donkey roleplay with me!! If you like young boys who you can make into your complete, literal donkey, on all fours, braying like a dumb animal hmu! Im very into men who like to articulate their obsessive lust for donkeys. I could go on forever but dont waste your time send me your number so I can talk about when you’re coming over! This desire keeps building and not one single person has yet to make it stop or slow it down!

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Donk (Owner) – Aug 15, 2022
If youre looking for a guy with personality well you’re in luck because I have multiple … Ignore him.

 

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badlybehavedbottom, 20
Hi, I am a young twink and student with little ambition in life and no talents that could lead to more than a minimum wage level income who is looking for a sugar daddy or a patron in order to have a good time in every possible direction.

—> The term “sugar daddy” is a slang anglicism used to designate a relationship in which a person with a comfortable lifestyle offers the possibility to a person younger than him to share his lifestyle. in particular through gifts or money in return for exclusive access to the surface and subterranean portions of younger person’s body.

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Xnor010 – Aug 10, 2022
He loves you when you like Deftones.

nervouscommittee – Aug 8, 2022
He has unusually delicious feet sweat.

ItsWedgieTime – Aug 7, 2022
He wears tighty whities and if you’re looking for someone to treat like a nerd you can wedgie him off the ground.

badlybehavedbottom (Owner) – Aug 4, 2022
I’m actually rather polite despite the name.. I just have very bad temper.

 

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querelle, 19
His name is Lucas or Lainey… something like that, I can’t remember. I just call him ‘Lucky.’ I stalked him for awhile. I wasn’t sure exactly why. He was just some deadbeat punky poser. A slutty femboy fresh out of high school, with no future prospects – even before I decided I wanted to butcher him, he was going nowhere. From what I could tell he wasted most of his days away doing nothing. Playing video games, smoking, listening to shitty metal music, jerking off to nasty porn. But fuck he looked hot doing it.

Messy smelly hair he must have washed once a month if that, light cutting scars all over his pale arms, empty pothead eyes you could see yourself in when he stared at me. Scrawny legs he loved to show off in ripped black tights and gothy boots. Dressed like a slut that shopped at hot topic. Sucked random guys off at the local punk bar.

I really thought he was going to be the perfect victim. No one was going to miss him, they’d probably just think he finally offed himself. But once I finally got my hands on Lucky, things changed. When I told him his fate, he wasn’t terrified. He was turned on. He begged to take my cock as I made good on my threats to destroy him.

I told him what I planned to do to him. I told him there were a plethora of choices – suffocation, dismemberment, a full vivisection, maybe just beat him to death and dissolve what’s left in an oil drum full of acid. No matter what sick fucked up promise I made, he was precumming with excitement.

So I decided to keep him a bit longer. Treat him like a fuckable pet. Tell him every night it was his last. That he was going to be another blood splatter on my floor tomorrow. But every day when I wake up to this hot suicidal femboy sucking my morning wood, it’s like he’s sucking the blood thirst right out of me… how did I ever get so lucky?

 

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Toy4sale, 20
I train up useless young FTM lads to become useful sex toys for males. I train with the intention of re-homing them permanently and they come with no belongings. If your interested in taking this one off my hands see below:

Note: I do not charge for the toys I train but I do expect them to be collected. See specifics:

Toy7
Ready for collection (Edinburgh)
20/Yo // Sz9.5 Feet, 5″7
Fucking him is just like fucking any other twink
Best stored in confinement. Chain at ankle

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Toy7 – Aug 6, 2022
Hi, My name is Toy7 and I am hoping for an owner with whom I can talk on any topic, a person with whom my captivity will feel comfortable and cozy. For me, the most important quality is the inside. After all, we will live with the inner world all of our lives. But not with the appearance. Appearance is the bait.

 

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BullyTheBully, 20
White boy here. I probably look like your high school bully. Take out all that anger and frustration on me. Literally shit in my mouth.

Pink hole to fill with giant toys and hands, nice balls and dick to beat the fuck out of, and into even weirder stuff. My needs are extreme.

Basically anything besides killing me or bleeding to death. Also, can the government please leave me alone!?

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TheOldDudeGreg – Aug 11, 2022
The🐻bears do what the bears want to do

Forgotten_User_180 – Aug 11, 2022
I was having non lethal fantasies about him all the way through but TheOldDudeGreg just changed the game for me.

TheOldDudeGreg – Aug 11, 2022
fuck~ imagine shoving your whole arm up his ass, feeling it just tear through his insides~ damaging every organ~ rearranging everything as you just thrust in and out, destroying his insides more and more each time

 

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lowestlifeform, 23
Hi im new to death fetish and i have a fantasy about being burned alive in a fire place, i love setting my underwear on fire and feeling the burn creep up my shaft.

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KingLuciferoftheExtremes – Aug 12, 2022
My name is King Lucifer of the Extremes. I have years of experiences, I’ve been a master doing extreme things since I was 14 so I know what I’m doing. I am going to burn you to death. You have no choice, you piece of shit. The decision is made. So tell me how soon I can burn you to death, and always address me as King Lucifer.

Gethigh4me – Aug 8, 2022

lowestlifeform (Owner) – Aug 8, 2022
I won’t get burned alive by just anyone, show me why you are the one.

Gethigh4me – Aug 8, 2022
I have such strong desires to burn you.

lowestlifeform (Owner) – Aug 6, 2022
Im a fem rubberboy, im not trans, im not a woman so if youre not into burning femboys in rubber to death im quite good at faking that im just a boy.

 

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GayCuckCoupleUK, 19
Looking for guys to message my BF, and fuck him behind my back. And tell me all about it.

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GayCuckCoupleUK (Owner) – Aug 20, 2022
It’s not if you eat his sloppy wet pussy after he slams.

boxoftrxxx – Aug 20, 2022
If you force yourself on him it is rape no matter how loose his hole. Even if he is spun out of his mind in a sling and he says I’m not sure and you enter him anyway it is rape. The only situation I can think of where it is impossible to qualify as rape is if he was dead.

BigDumbApe – Aug 20, 2022
Strange question but is it rape if the guy’s hole is super loose and he can barely feel it? Idk sorry if offend anyone.

GayCuckCoupleUK (Owner) – Aug 17, 2022
Just so you know he leaks loads of precum. His first bf when he was 14 used to tie a bag over his cock & when he had enough he used to crush 6 sleeping pills and mix them in the cum. He’d make my BF drink it all then he would rape him when he was passed out bc my BF was scared of anal sex back then.

 

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balletboyhiddensecrets, 18
Ballet dancer looking for the unusual I don’t want be normal human.
I’m looking to be melded into something new special and be able to be young for life is it possible been told this site where you find unusual.

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Rocket – Aug 14, 2022
Big on yr butt cheeks they’re sick n I’ll deadass talk to u about em for hours.

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cocainejesus, 20
If you assume I’m a skinny and hairless, blonde and blue eyed, talks with a lisp, femboy twink….you are right except for one thing, I am not fem in the slightest lol. But if you’re down for a boy with a big personality thanks to lots of trauma that you’re gonna reduce to a brainless whore….don’t go anywhere because I’d like to talk :)))

I have always felt that I was not meant to live a life that normal people live, and find myself incapable to do so today. I would LOVE to have a lobotomy. Let’s talk about abduction, extreme bondage, injections of illegal substances, extensive periods of hypnosis/ mind control/ brainwashing, and brain surgery! I am autistic so it’s not like it would be some big loss.

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cocainejesus (Owner) – Aug 16, 2022
The rage in your eyes was so cute.

beatodeath – Aug 15, 2022

Jack936 – Aug 12, 2022
His name is hole he’s int your absolute anything you want and when I say anything I mene it he don’t care how evil illegal nasty or just plane wrong whatever you want

beatodeath – Aug 9, 2022

CruelMan – Aug 8, 2022
Simple proposition. You want to be tortured, I want to torture you. Let’s see what I can accomplish.

What’s on the table: I can restrain you and torture you till you go insane; I can whip you till you pass out in a pool of blood; I can wire you up and fry your genitals; I can impale you on a monstrously large dildo and leave you to scream for hours.

If you’re a brave boys who accepts this abuse and wants to earn even more of my respect we can go all the way.

You know you want that.

 

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musclerapeslave, 22
I’m a total gym boy whose body is a piece of art built to solid, toned and marble smooth perfection

I’m trying to find someone with a home gym and be permanently locked in it naked and sweating

Someone that just wants to come in sometimes and maul, manhandle and force hands and loads deep inside me

Someone who knows leaving my outward beauty with blood and bruises is how it must be

I need to be chained to a wall or else I’ll try to leave

Every part of my body is built to withstand the harshest tortures and experimentation

Alternately does anyone know any good pro-anorexia/pro-suicide forums I can join

I’m of the very firm belief that if my poor mental health is a turn off, fuck off

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musclerapeslave (Owner) – Aug 22, 2022
Property of CrazyMaster since 15 April 2022. Since I already owned, I just looking for friends to chat who share the same interest with me.

There is a few rules to chat me. I have been trained to respect everyone either you are Master or slave. 1) So please let me address you as Sir, Master, or anything you want me to address you. 2) Please call me DumbShit. Master gave this name, and I love it.

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stdriddledpigwannabe, 21
Ideally want a master who’s going to make sure I’m riddled with every std known to man and get me pozzed up. Make sure I have no access to meds and fuck me till I cum and cum and piss and vomit too. My hole and mouth will be ready for use 24/7 for where ever my master wishes me to whore my std riddled arse out and make sure I’m infected with everything.

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Josesexy – Aug 2, 2022
I assure you that with me you will spend unforgettable mom

stdriddledpigwannabe (Owner) – Aug 2, 2022
Honest answer? It is looking like I may have the family curse… prostate cancer at a very young age. It runs in my family and I have two older brothers, one dead from it and one still dealing with it. I have just begun getting tests done, but there is significant enlargement.

If tests confirm cancer, removal of the prostate is a given. Shooting a load of cum will become just a memory. From the amount of enlargement, I highly suspect that my cock nerves are probably affected and would have to be removed as well. Goodbye erections or any feeling of pleasure in my cock. These scenarios appear inevitable. If test results show it may have already spread in my case, rather than deal with the side effects and risks of drugs, why not just talk to my doc about removing my balls too. Let’s face it, if I won’t be shooting anymore what’s the difference.

My thought is, if my days of cumming, getting hard, or even having feeling in my cock are over, and it’s only use is to piss, then it is obsolete. If cancer has spread and balls removal is a viable option to increase my short term survival, then why not talk to the doc about removing the sac and cock and giving me a urethral reroute.

So a question: would going nullo make you guys want to load me up with disease more because what’s the big loss or would you be too turned off to even bother? Or would I be more breedable with an empty nut sac and useless cock? Your honest thoughts are appreciated.

BootmanLA – Aug 2, 2022
Ummm … just why? Seriously.

 

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themirrorcracked, 23
If it’s intense, fulfilling, and fits in my schedule.

Porn name was Brett Thomas.

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Rawnchy – Aug 14, 2022
Brett, you really let yourself go. 👎

Joker – Aug 11, 2022
If I had to complain it would be his hipbones, they were like a girl’s hipbones, he could carry babies around, they are like wide.

sega74 – Aug 9, 2022
I hated the way his ass looked. I dunno it just looked really bad(to me).

Krease – Aug 7, 2022
lol definately his voice 🧏

shade2121 – Aug 7, 2022
for me the problem was his voice and his thighs

mechanicaleggtimer – Aug 5, 2022
he has rly muscular thighs that are out of porpotion w/ the rest of his body

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. Like I said, I don’t see any value in having his seemingly ugly shit poisoning my head. ** Russ Healy, Hi. Yes, he certainly seems to be. Right, Johnson’s so great. He did so much, and some of it is so small that maybe his works are even affordable to the likes of us. Tempting. That’s such amazing and incredibly admirable work you’re doing. So much respect. Obviously, I encourage you to seek out publishing the letters if that’s possible and seems like the right thing to do. I would be completely fascinated to read them, for one. I’m imagining that the public acknowledgement and growing support for transgender identity must have changed your practice in some way? I wonder if it’s made things easier or more complicated or both or neither? Thanks so much. I hope your day ahead rules. ** Sypha, Paul’s a sweetie. They should definitely meet. I’ve been in that situation with collaborators too for sure. I’m like you: relatively swift, and dawdling collaborators can definitely work my nerves. I have to say your thing with Justin sounds kind of beyond the pale of tolerable, ha ha. That Kickstarter sounds cool. I’ll share it. Everyone, Here’s an interesting project that Sypha would like to alert all of us to. Read up and get involved if it’s uproar alley and doable. Sypha: ‘I know there are some gamers on here, so I figured I’d give a shout-out to this Kickstarter. It’s a sequel to the 90’s inspired point and click computer game PERFECT TIDES which came out earlier this year. I played the original game a few months ago and loved it so much I now rank it among my Top Ten favorite games ever! It was created by a woman named Meredith Gran, who previously was best known for her decade-long web comic OCTOPUS PIE (which I’ve recently begun reading). A very talented writer, artist, and now, game designer. Anyway it’s got a week to go and they’ve almost hit the 75% mark of their funding, so I really hope they make their goal as I want to see this game come to life!’ Thank, James. ** _Black_Acrylic, Yeah, she’s great. Happy to facilitate your and her acquaintanceship. ** Bill, Hi. I hadn’t heard much about her in quite a while, but there’s a kind of rediscovery going on now thanks to The Box. Her performances were really wild and always a mindblow. ** Brendan, Hi, B! I wondered if you’d seen her work. Oh, shit, I haven’t checked WhatsApp. You’re literally the only person I know who sends stuff on there, and I tend to forget it’s on my phone. I’ll go find the pix post-haste. Great, excited to see them, and sorry for the delayed pick up. I just read that you guys in LA are entering a boiling hell for the next several days. Duck and cover, dude. Love, me. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Nope, me too. You’d think there’d be some kind of tech by now that could translate animals’ thoughts. Right now when I try to imagine what birds are thinking, I always just imagine single words. You know, ‘Eat’, ‘Fly? Yes’, ‘Fuck her’, ‘Let him fuck me? Ok’, etc. Probably not fair at all to them. I think you’d have dug JW, yeah. Ha ha, nice love there. I getcha. I’d also have your love make sure every public bathroom has a paper towel dispenser because I refuse to dry my hands in those blowers. I don’t trust them. If that’s the only option, I just shake my hands vigorously. Love turning every prison into a prism and vice versa, G. ** Gus CaliGirls, Hey, Gus! The premise of ‘La Jauría’ sounds strangely exciting. I’ll see if I can find it somewhere. I’ll definitely see ‘Earwig’, but I’ll steel my nerves. Oh, yeah, ‘Spirit of the Beehive’ and ‘Vive L’Amour’ are both wonderful films. Nice! And I’m not at all surprised to hear that about ‘Petra Von Kant’. It’s getting so it’s hard to even remember when Ozon was kind of an interesting filmmaker. My avoidance of that will be plague-like. Happy you liked Josiah’s book. I’ve been good. I’m thrilled that the summer is finally dying out here. I’m basically just doing early work on Zac’s and my new film that we’re going to shoot just after Xmas. That’s pretty consuming. Plus seeing some art and films and this and that. What’s the latest with you? Have you been able to work on your work? ** Right. The month is over, folks, and you know what means, blog-wise. See you tomorrow.