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‘Leos Carax has ended up with one of the most blighted careers in movies. Seventeen years since his first feature, he has managed just three more films. Carax, who turns 40 in November, was hailed as the new Godard on the strength of his first two films, Boy Meets Girl (1983) and Mauvais Sang (1986). But then, in 1988, he hubristically embarked on Les Amants du Pont Neuf, building a vast Paris set in a field near Montpellier. Rumored to have cost 160 million French francs, the ecstatic romantic drama was a critical and commercial disaster that put Carax out of action for most of the ’90s. It remains an unsung classic—a paean to pure cinema that quotes Chaplin’s City Lights and Vigo’s L’Atalante (though Carax denied the latter’s influence).

‘In contrast, his most recent film Pola X is a threnody of self-pitying, self-destructive romanticism culled from Herman Melville’s corrosive 1852 Gothic satire, Pierre, in which an idealistic young writer becomes besotted with a woman claiming to be his sister. Guillaume Depardieu plays the château-dwelling literary star who takes up with Isabelle, a vagrant who says they have the same father. Played by the heavy-lidded Katerina Golubeva, she’s a refugee from the war in Bosnia and, perhaps, a ghost. He takes her to Paris, where brother and sister have sex and are consumed by the shadows of the past.

‘Even though Leos Carax’s work shows remarkable erudition and an excessive use of intertextuality, his are not films only for movie fans. References and quotes emerge compulsively. He quotes, not intellectually, but emotionally. He does not want us to think about the reference but evoke the feeling emerging from it. The quote in Carax is not between brackets, but articulated inside the sentence, without commas, without full stops, integrated without distorting the narration. He manages to articulate intertextuality in a way that appeals not to movie fans’ memory, but to human emotion.

‘Carax proposes a dispersed cinema, instead of a strictly directed one – to direct is inevitable, the issue is to not do it in a straight line. Especially in Boy Meets Girl and Mauvais sang, he opens up possible worlds to be inhabited for a limited time, with no need for a full understanding of whatever happens, as in life itself. It is not about avoiding any interpretation at all, it is about not trying to uncover the key, to reach the truth of the work. Interpretation is a game, not a tool for disentangling. It is not about taming the film, it must be free and independent. Poetry seeks the senses before it makes sense.’ — collaged from texts by Graham Fuller & Christian Checa Bañuz

 

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Further

Leos Carax @ Senses of Cinema
Leos Carax Discussion Forum
The Fall and Rise of Leos Carax
Leos Carax @ film reference
Leos Carax interviewed @ Artificial Eye
The Leos Carax Collection (DVD)
mp3: How to pronounce Leos Carax in French
‘Quelqu’un m’a dit’
Leos Carax @ IMDB

 

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Extras


Hommage à Léos Carax


Leos Carax interviewed by Philippe Garrel (1989)


Epstein, Cocteau, Godard… by Leos Carax


Screen and Surface, Soft and Hard: The Cinema of Leos Carax (II)


Leos Carax, The Opening Conversation with

 

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Interview
from Indiewire

 

This is your first feature in 13 years and certainly your most ambitious work. How did you expect people would receive “Holy Motors” when it first premiered at Cannes?

The film was imagined very quickly. I thought it would be really difficult, that it would be too strange for people.

Were you nervous?

No. I just thought, “There’s really nothing I can do right now.”

It’s no secret that you aren’t crazy about doing interviews and especially loathe being asked to interpret your work. But “Holy Motors” is a movie that forces people to try to understand it.

I mostly don’t submit to talking about my work because I would like another talk about real life. I don’t think men were meant to be interviewed.

But men have been talking about art ever since they created it.

Men talk about art, and artists make art, but should artists talk?

How did you get around the need to explain “Holy Motors” when you were in earlier conversations about the movie with investors and producers?

I started making films when I was young, and at the time it was a compete bluff. I had never made a movie. I had studied films but I had never been on the set of one. When I made my first film, I had hardly ever seen a camera before, and I was a young man when I arrived in Paris from the suburbs. At the time, I didn’t talk much. I was very shy, so the bluff served me. I was telling people that I had no money, and that I knew how to make films, but I had no proof. I was lucky to find people who believed in me. Very few filmmakers are good at talking about their work, very few artists are good at talking about their work.

Still, it’s impossible not to feel the need to interpret “Holy Motors” and get the sense that it’s being fueled by big ideas. When you watch it, are there ideas that speak to you that you feel are worthy of analysis?

I spent so little time imagining the film. The whole thing took two weeks. It was a race. I didn’t watch my dailies, I didn’t read exactly what I was doing. I only went over it at the editing table. Although I don’t make films for anybody, I do make films, therefore I do make them for someone: I make them for the dead. But then I show them to living people that I start to think about while I’m editing — who’ll watch them? So I start to get more reflexive at the editing table. Why did I imagine this science-fiction word? I did invent a genre that doesn’t exist. But I don’t have the real answers.

But what does the totality of the film say to you?

In this world I invented, it’s a way of telling the experience of a life without using a classical narrative, without using flashbacks. It’s trying to have the whole range of human experience in a day.

You mean the notion of life being a succession of different attitudes and tones. The film also deals with virtual reality in several ways. In the Internet era, identity has slippery definition.

I’ve always been interested in invisible worlds, and I like to visit digital worlds, you know, any world that’s imposed on us. I’m not against the virtual world, it’s fascinating, but I don’t like the way they try to impose it on us. It’s a thing imposed by rich countries. They want a new experience, they want action, they want to be responsible for our lives and be responsible for what we do, and to encourage every aspect in the republic, even for kids still in school. It’s a big political system. I have nephews who are between the ages of 12 and 25 years old. They have trouble experiencing life. The virtual world is not the enemy. The pioneers invented a world they believed in, but the followers must follow that world whether they believe in it or not.

It’s interesting to hear you talk about the film as science fiction since I know you have an affinity for the genre. In a recent profile in the New York Times, you expressed an affinity for “Chronicle.”

I don’t know, I’m not a cinephile. I watched a lot of films when I was young.

What sci-fi films appealed to you then?

I like tragedies, whether they’re sci-fi or something else, but I can’t say I know much about any genre in particular. My second film, “Mauvais Sang,” was science fiction. With “Holy Motors,” the way I imagined it, I had to go play with genre a bit because it’s supposed to be a sci-fi world. It’s not a real job. This character is supposed to go from life to life traveling in a limousine. I didn’t want every life to be the same degree of reality. Some are more fantastic and others are more realistic.

Denis Lavant plays so many different types of characters in the film. How did you get him to provide the character types that correlated with the images you had in mind?

Well, I’ve worked with him for almost 30 years now, although we don’t know each other in real life. We’re not friends or anything. We don’t have dinner together. We don’t really talk. I explain to him where he’s going to walk, how he’s going to dress. Although the film has been imagined for Denis, I didn’t have to know too many things. I imagined the film for him, but there were two or three scenes where I thought he couldn’t really play the part.

Which scenes?

Probably the father-daughter scene and hotel scene with the dying man and his young niece. He became a greater actor while I wasn’t making my films. I don’t know what happened to him in real life or in his work or both that made him an actor who could play any part, but now he can. When he was younger he was great but he was mostly physical — like a dancer, a sculptor — but now he can portray very human emotions.

I enjoyed seeing the Merde character that you first brought to life in the “Tokyo!” anthology film. But in that film, the character was very specifically meant to represent a certain kind of monster in that society. Initially you said you wanted to make a sequel entitled “Merde in USA.” Instead, you put him in “Holy Motors.” What kind of symbolic representation does he have here?

The only part of “Holy Motors” that predated the project was the part with Merde. It was supposed to be the opening scene of “Merde in the USA.” It was supposed to be here in SoHo, but it didn’t happen, and I wanted to work with Kate Moss again.

That part of the film does look like SoHo.

Well, I was going to create a post-9/11 feature, with all the kind of fear and silliness of it, and all the regression we all went through, down to everyone who was turning backs on babies — whether the government, Bush or Sarkozy — and also the terrorists themselves, how they managed to make us afraid of it happening again. I think it’s the first character who I see as equal to Denis: All the films I made earlier where Denis was called Alex were kind of imposed on him. I imposed these characters on Denis because I did it conventionally with language and cultures, but here we shared this character.

What about the other characters in the film? What sort of symbolic value do they have?

The first one [I imagined] was actually not Merde. It was the older woman, because I pass these women in Paris every day. That was an issue when I made “Lovers on the Bridge” because I was young and I didn’t know anybody in Paris. These old women were cross-eyed and were wandering down the street. Now, when I pass these women, I feel so amazing that they’re still alive, and there are a few of them. They all dress the same and look the same. Some of them are really sick. It’s impossible to think that anyone could be more foreign than these women living in this city, and that’s all that’s left of their lives. I thought at first maybe I’ll do a documentary on them and how could I relate to them. But then I realized I would never make this documentary because I would never be able to finish it. Instead, I made it a complete fiction. I made her played by Denis, and I put my words into her mouth. That’s how it started, and then the rich banker came after that. The rich banker transforms into a beggar. That idea of transformation was invigorating. I wanted to make this movie for a long time because people can be amazing: Sometimes they’re morbid and erotic and they want to be seen differently on the outside, and there’s kind of a virtual world there. It’s a life for rent for a few hours. That’s how it started.

I also found the structure of the film to be very operatic. All of your films have a close relationship with music.

I hope to make a film one day that will be music. I wanted life in music, that is what I wanted here.

Hence the accordion sequence.

Yes. I think music is the most beautiful part of life, but music doesn’t like me…

As a once-aspiring guitarist, I can relate.

I was one, too!

So we all know that there’s a reference to Georges Franju’s “Eyes Without a Face” in the film when Édith Scob puts on the same mask she wears in that film. When people ask you about this reference point or others, you try to avoid talking about it. But why? It’s such an explicit reference.

I don’t see it as a film of references. I mean, with the mask, I put it at the end of the shot, but it felt right because of the way the film was going. Towards the end of the production I made this mask that she put on when she says, “I’m coming home,” but I almost regret it now, because people keep asking me about it. I knew the things I was going to do with Denis, like I knew I was gonna do the thing with the treadmill and the virtual background. But the mask was the only thing in my film that was really explicitly arbitrary.

I know at least one 11-year-old who has seen the film and understood it. If children can understand “Holy Motors,” maybe it isn’t as much about film history as some have suggested. What do you think?

That’s the only good thing about traveling with the film. The film still exists in space and time. The further I go from home or from people who are obviously going to go see it, especially in New York and festivals or in Paris or a few other rich cities, people get the film. Most people get it. Someone says it’s so simple a kid would understand it, so bring your kid. but that’s the way I feel about my films: They’re very simple. If you’re looking hard, you can get lost in my films. But kids don’t get lost.

What kind of movie could you possibly make after this one?

I would like to make a superhero film. It takes years to do the superhero thing. You know, this guy suddenly has superpowers and he’s all of a sudden fighting the world. What’s nice in “Chronicle” is that when they do discover their powers, and they fly, they fly for a long time. When you have Spiderman flying, there are like two seconds of a shot, and it costs hundreds of millions for this one shot in 3D.

So Leos Carax is making a superhero movie?

Maybe. I don’t know if that will happen. I would like to make it un-American, but that doesn’t mean it has to be French, either.

You’ve said before that you don’t consider yourself a filmmaker. Has “Holy Motors” changed that?

No. I really don’t. It’s hard to call myself a filmmaker.

 

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14 of Leos Carax’s 15 films

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Boy Meets Girl (1984)
‘The revelation of the 1984 Cannes festival was this first feature by 23-year-old Leos Carax. In its fervor, film sense, cutting humor, and strong autobiographical slant, it suggests the first films of the French New Wave (there’s something in the arrogant iconoclasm that specifically recalls Godard), yet this isn’t a derivative film. Carax demonstrates a very personal, subtly disorienting sense of space in his captivating black-and-white images, and the sound track has been constructed with an equally dense expressivity. The hero is a surly young outsider who has just been abandoned by his girlfriend; as he moves through a nocturnal Paris, his adolescent disillusionment is amplified into a cosmic cry of pain. The subject invites charges of narcissism and immaturity, but Carax’ formal control and distance keep the confessional element in a state of constant critical tension. ‘ — Dave Kehr, Chicago Reader


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Mauvais Sang (Bad Blood) (1986)
‘The second film in his so-called Alex trilogy, Leos Carax’s Mauvais Sang might be the most ecstatic entry in the French auteur’s sparse oeuvre. A movie brimming with giddy excess and hopeless romanticism, Mauvais Sang makes no apologies for privileging sentiment over sense. The improbable sci-fi plot is perfunctory pulp; it’s nothing more than an excuse to string together exhilarating bursts of movie-drunk moments. As in the other installments of the trilogy, Carax casts the remarkable Denis Lavant as his lead and alter ego, Alex (Carax’s given name). Young and impulsive, Alex is the quintessential Carax protagonist: a brooding and romantic obsessive searching restlessly for pure — and hence, fleeting — love. Paralleling this obsession is Carax’s own passion for cinema. If his whimsy and earnestness are redolent of silent film, his exploration of the expressive possibilities of the medium recalls the early French New Wave. The movie’s elliptical cutting, stylized mise-en-scיne, and sound-stage look cohere into a lyrical, pop-infused view of the world. Perhaps no scene encapsulates the movie’s spirit best than a rousing musical interlude. Carax’s tracking camera follows Alex as he staggers, limps, and finally breaks into a sprint on a deserted city street to David Bowie’s “Modern Love.” Anticipating a similar musical epiphany in his next film, The Lovers on the Bridge, the scene also captures the liberating audacity of Carax’s cockeyed romanticism.’ — Elbert Ventura, AMG


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Les Amants du Pont-Neuf (1991)
‘The 1991 film Les Amants du Pont-Neuf (The Lovers on the Bridge) was one of the most expensive cinema productions ever undertaken in France. Building on the success, and the themes, of his two highly acclaimed films, Leos Carax set out to make a grand cinematic opus that would complete his work on the subject of love. It was beset by myriad filming difficulties, delays and funding problems, and then it flopped at the box office – effectively derailing his career for many years. To look back at the film now, or to stumble across it without knowledge of the catalogue of disasters that beset the production, is to discover a very different film. The photography is beautiful, and there are moments of divine pleasure scattered loosely throughout the film, such as the stunning fireworks display, and the water-skiing on the Seine. It’s such a shame the film hasn’t received its due credit. It really is an eccentric, stylistic, avant garde masterpiece.’ — suite101.com


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Sans Titre (1997)
‘In 1997, for its fiftieth anniversary, the Cannes Film Festival asked director Leos Carax for a short film; a visual postcard addressed to the festival in which the director could give news of himself and of his current project, Pola X. This official explanation almost suggests some slight, vaguely conventional documentary-like film piece, in which the filmmaker could pay lip-service to the festival organisers and discuss some of the greater trials and tribulations involved in getting his project off the ground. Instead, Sans Titre (1997) is a film that not only works in its own right – drawing us in with an enigmatic story presented in an entirely visual way – but also complimenting the themes and ideas behind the underrated masterwork that is Pola X, in such a way as to make it entirely essential.’ — Shorts Bay


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Pola X (1999)
‘With Pola X, a noisy epic swirl of breast-beating, hair-tearing angst and portentous symbolism, the 39- year-old director Léos Carax captures the dubious title of French cinema’s reigning mad romantic. This sometimes intoxicating, often infuriating film about the frenzied downward spiral of a naïve young writer in search of ultimate truth was adapted from Melville’s 1852 novel, Pierre, or the Ambiguities. Like the replica of the Pont Neuf that dominated Mr. Carax’s last film, the notoriously expensive and hyper-romantic Lovers on the Bridge, the warehouse is this movie’s coup de cinéma. With its yard guarded by howling black dogs straining at their leashes, the place suggests a giant, festering Pandora’s box that harbors all the emotional, spiritual and political ills of the world. In the heart of this structure, connected to the outside world by a narrow metal bridge, a gaunt, wild- eyed conductor leads an orchestra in an ear-splitting symphony of industrial rock by the cult music artist Scott Walker.’ — Janet Maslin, NYT


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My Last Minute (2006)
‘Carax was asked for a one minute film, by the Vienna Film Festival. The last minute in a man’s life.’ — collaged


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Crystal, by New Order (2005)
‘Alternate video for the song Crystal by New Order done by Leos Carax. This was sent as a joke to the producers.’ — Spotnik


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Merde (2008)
‘One of the strangest anthology films of recent memory, Tokyo! unites the distinctive visions of three individualistic filmmakers: Michel Gondry, Leos Carax and Bong Joon-Ho. Each short explores Japan’s central metropolis through surrealist plots and alienated characters. Needless to say, it’s not your average tourist video. Leos Carax: Merde is not about Tokyo. I have no fascination with Tokyo. When the producers proposed that I write something very fast to be shot in Tokyo, I said yes, just to get back to work. The story didn’t have anything to do with Tokyo. It could have been any big city in the world. It’s not a filmmaker’s project; it’s a producer’s project. I did use some elements from Japan—that it’s an island, being repressed, having almost no foreigners. It’s a very racist, conservative country. It’s all about regression. Merde [the troll character] is a child. The whole society around him is childish. I think this came from a time of fear — of terrorism, of war, and how we all regressed around that to a bunch of children in the dark.’ — NYPress


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w/ Kenneth Anger, Asia Argento, Jonathan Caouette, Abel Ferrara, Rinko Kikuchi, James Franco, Harmony Korine, Gaspar Noé, David Lynch, Jonas Mekas, Zhang Yuan, Taika Waititi, Chan Marshall, Charles Burnett, Mike Figgis, Larry Clark, Tadanobu Asano, Sergey Bodrov, Brian Butler, Niki Caro, Yung Chang, Michele Civetta, Joe Coleman, Zachary Croitoroo, Chris Graham, Florian Habicht, Terence Koh, Lou Ye, Marcus Griffin, Ryan McGinley, Rajan Mehta, Chris Milk, Grant Morrison, Charlotte Kemp Muhl, Dee Poon, Matt Pyke, Carlos Reygadas, Lola Schnabel, Floria Sigismondi, Mote Sinabel, Arden Wohl 42 One Dream Rush (2010)
‘A film series sponsored by Beijing Film Studios in which 42 directors were commissioned to create 42-second short films dealing with and hailing from the world of dreams.’ — Filmmaker Magazine


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Holy Motors (2012)
‘Making movies is like playing a musical instrument—it helps to stay in practice. That’s why it’s such a wondrous surprise that Leos Carax’s new film, “Holy Motors” (which opens today at Film Forum and Film Society of Lincoln Center), seems at once so precise and so freewheeling, so exactingly conceived and yet so spontaneous. It’s the work of a filmmaker past fifty who hasn’t made a feature in thirteen years, and who at the start of the film, he dramatizes his own isolation and reëmergence in a scene that shows his hesitant, discreet return to a movie theatre. Despite or perhaps because of the passage of time, Carax has made a film of an extraordinarily youthful vigor. It’s all the more astonishing in that his subject is age, along with its inevitable frustration, degradation, disappointment, regret, and loss. It’s also a paean to a life in the cinema—not one devoid of sentimentality, but one in which the sentimentality is intensely and precisely motivated, like old war stories, by the price it exacts. It’s a movie that arises after the end of cinema, a phoenix of a new cinema. Few films have dramatized as wisely and as poignantly the art that, like the two reels at each end of the camera and the projector, gives with one hand and takes with the other. And few films give so harrowing a sense of staring death in the face and so exhilarating a sense of coming back to tell the tale with a self-deprecating whimsy.’ — Richard Brody, The New Yorker


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Gradiva (2014)
‘Galerie Gradiva, a swanky, new Parisian gallery, hired Leos Carax to fashion a promotional riff on Boy Meets Girl ahead of its opening on May 28th. Shooting within the newly furbished space, Carax crafts a cutely subversive portrait of man and woman as nude model (NSFW?) and legendary sculpture. Fed up with his status as gallery poster boy, Rodin’s “The Thinker” airs his grievances to his partner, as Carax animates the bronze with both dialogue and camera movement. The miniature of Rodin’s masterwork is just one of many notable pieces in the gallery that features Dali, Picasso, Kandinsky, Matisse and so forth.’ — Filmmaker

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Annette (2021)
‘With book and music by Ron and Russell Mael, Annette feels like the culmination of several unmade Sparks cinematic projects, blending the comic absurdity of Jacques Tati (in whose unrealised Confusion the brothers were once set to play TV executives) with the gothically inspired visual invention of Tim Burton (with whom they hoped to collaborate on an adaptation of the Japanese manga Mai, the Psychic Girl). Yet it’s hard to imagine any director other than the reliably unruly Leos Carax having the chutzpah to pull off such an audaciously bonkers project without postmodern mockery or sneering cynicism. Yes, Annette is an extravagantly ridiculous affair, a pop opera (like Ken Russell’s Tommy, with a touch of Julien Temple’s The Great Rock’n’Roll Swindle), shot through with the wry humour that has always characterised the Mael brothers’ music. Yet at the heart of its swirling strangeness lies something of real truth and beauty that left me unexpectedly crying at the sight of a marionette levitating above a vast crowd, operatically warbling her fairytale lament.’ — Mark Kermode


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Behind the scenes

 

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I … think I’ve tried to do a vomit post before, but I think maybe there wasn’t enough stuff to do a decent one, yet … I’ll try again. I will. Could be the best post ever. I do still want to read your chapter yes, of course. And I’ll even try to read it in a timely manner, which isn’t easy for me to do, but I will try. So, yes! And thank you. ** Jack Skelley, Call me Dennisio. Hi, Jock! The first three New Pornographers are so catchy they should be classified as deadly weapons. Do I know that or any GbV song? You can’t be serious. I know it by heart. I could sing ‘Chicken Blows’ to you right this second if blogs had microphones and speakers. I have to and will go find and read your ‘Short Takes’. What a good idea. Very happy to confer with you about publishing stuff. Should we zoom or something? Say the word. Exciting! And also that you went with ‘Myth Lab’!That’s a billion selling title if there ever was one. Love, me. ** Tosh Berman, Hi. Showing something you wrote to a film lunatic sounds kind of terrifying. You’re a brave screenwriter. Cool, your list. Happy to see the two Ann Quins in there among other things and things I need to track down for myself. Everyone, Master of so many forms and styles Mr. Tosh Berman has put together a list of his favorite books that he’s read in 2023 (so far), and it behooves you and he to go scour the booty. Here. ** Steve Erickson, I’m so, so sorry, Steve. That sounds so hard. Man, all the strength. Yeah, I’m so very sorry to hear that. I hope Beyonce whirls you away for a couple of hours. She seems capable. Hugs and love, me. ** Sypha, Hi. I do like statistics, I don’t know why. Even when I was a little kid, I subscribed to Variety and Hollywood Reporter so I could keep up on the film stats. And I used to be a big baseball fan, and that’s a sport that’s all about stats. For instance. I even like the sound of that game your dad and brothers play, to the point where I might even spring it on my local chums. Funny thing, our brains, you know? ** ellie, Hi, ellie. Your mom was an architect? How interesting. I have a probably very romantic idea of architects and how interesting their minds must be. Were her building designs ever built? Were they curious and interesting buildings that she thought up? Sorry to hear it/she went bad. Religion, ugh. I’m really not religious. There were aspects of my mom’s wackiness that were fun before she became a psycho alcoholic when I was in my teens. Like she believed there was a ghost in form of a large Halloween pumpkin that appeared above her bed every night and dictated poetry to her which she would dutifully write down in hundreds of notebooks. (They were just awful, dumb poems, unfortunately). And she was always seeing UFOs everywhere all the time. Yeah, I’ve always thought that if I ever got a tattoo it would be something completely mysterious and confusing. But then I thought about how tired I would get of people asking what it meant. Our film problems aren’t solved exactly, but we’re feeling less hopeless and more determined and confident at least. Ha ha, that is a good phrase. Maybe if was rapped or sung? Have a great one! ** Audrey, Hi, Audrey. Oh, your favorite Cronenberg? Okay, I will definitely find it. I think my fave is the possibly overly obvious ‘Videodrome’. I used to be fascinated by Emo, not the music but Emos themselves and their world. And I found this message board/site — I think it was called Emocore — that was dead but had been really active for years before it died. And I spent months looking thorough it starting at its early days when it was packed with Emos talking about cutting themselves and their horrible parents and being bullied and stuff to its end where there were just a handful of sad Emos desperately looking for the remaining few other people who hadn’t stopped being Emo because the trend was dead, and it was a super rich experience going through all of that. The interview was just a general interview for this site called Allium. It was nice. The guy who interviewed me was cool. And the class thing last night was very interesting, at least for me, hopefully for them. Yeah it is interesting when you finally hear or see something that was so hyped that you avoided it, and then it’s, like, yeah, okay, understood. I had kind of the same thing with Lana Del Rey. I avoided her, and then one day I was driving around in a car, and a friend started singing songs loudly to himself in the backseat, and I was, like, wow, did you write those songs, they’re cool. And he said they were Lana Del Rey songs. And thus I gave in. Surprises? Mm, I saw a really great art show yesterday that I did not expect to be great. The horrible person in charge of our film surprised me yesterday by being even more horrible than I had thought he could possibly be. So, good and bad surprises. What about you? Love, Dennis. ** Okay. The blog’s old Leos Carax Day was in bad shape with technological expirations galore not to mention being way out of date, so I fixed it up and updated it and hereby present to you again years later. See you tomorrow.

“I am not a gym.”

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Hi. I planned to stay there dead all night, but it got too cold.

Dandy – Nov 15, 2023
I’ll share this rather long story. Last month my brother’s teenaged son threw a Halloween party, and I let him use my house because it’s quite spacious. The place filled up with crazily dressed high schoolers, and as I have a taste for teenaged boys, it was pretty heavenly. I noticed this boy among them, covered with zombie make up and dressed in strategically ripped up, “blood” soaked skater clothes as though he was the zombie of a skateboarder who’d died in some skateboarding mishap. He was acting spazzy and jerkily like a zombie, and it was, well, quite a sight.

I thought this boy must know he’s driving me crazy, and, well, he did. Signals were exchanged, and I headed to my garage with him lumbering behind me. When we got inside, he was groaning and rocking around like a zombie, and I wasn’t sure how to start. Soon enough he started pawing at one of his jeans pockets and, with great difficulty, pulled out a toy gun and jabbed it in my direction. With a chuckle, I took it from him, put the barrel to his forehead and pulled the trigger. He instantly dropped to the floor, dead as a doornail. After a few seconds thought, I picked him up and draped him face down over the washing machine.

I took a couple of deep hits of poppers, pulled his jeans down and, going along with the “dead” act, fucked him as hard as I could and filled his ass with one of the biggest loads I’ve ever dropped, thought I was going to pass out, felt like about a dozen shots. When I pulled out of him my cum was running out of his hole like a river after a heavy rain. Afterwards I tried to rouse him, but he wouldn’t break character, so I thought he’ll sort it out and went back to the party. I didn’t notice him again, but the house was very crowded.

The party ended about three hours later, and I went in the garage just to check, and he was still there in the same position, hadn’t seemed to move a muscle. I feared he was actually dead until I saw him breathing. I had a moment of thinking, what if he was dead, and when I thought he looked so fucking hot dead that I buried my cock in his ass and went another round. After I unloaded, he still wouldn’t break character, so I wound up carrying him outside and sitting him in my porch swing thinking he’ll leave when he’s ready.

I woke up late the next morning and went out to check, half thinking he’d still be sitting there and what would I do if he was, and half wishing he would be there, but he was gone. Apologies for the long story, but I just thought I would reinforce what a master of his “dead” fetish this boy is.

EndMe (Owner) – Nov 12, 2023
You can do whatever you want to me as long as you you make sure I am thoroughly dead.

 

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Mike, 18
**ck by my father since years

Comments

FamilyMan – Nov 21, 2023
No bond more intense and beautiful than that between creator and creation.

Mike (Owner) – Nov 16, 2023
i do have a gf and i’m planning to talk to her about polyamory in the future

MikesFather – Nov 13, 2023
Living the good life: join us for awesome times


 

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bigmouthstrikesagain, 24
Proud gun play loving gay bottom. In these dangerous times in USA, I’m so happy so many men are carrying guns.

And if you are into guns (revolver, pistol, shotgun, rifle) and especially if you want to use them, put those key words in your message so I can find you! Just be halfway sane between your ears. There are alot of us out there that enjoy this and we need to not be afraid.

Ready to pull the trigger when you shoot your load in me? Or several times before? I am seriously looking for the ultimate fun.

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Dprivate77 – Nov 11, 2023
His name is Tim. Little about him. He works a very low paying job and is barely scraping by. He had two siblings one died in 2019 and the other he no longer talks to. He rarely talks to his biological mom and dad. He currently lives with a friend on their couch. He helps with rent and utilities, so don’t think he’s a bum.

bigmouthstrikesagain (Owner) – Nov 8, 2023
I’m so tired of talking to insecure gay weirdos. It’s SO FUCKING DEPRESSING. If I was straight I’d be married with kids because I’m a fucking man and I’d know exactly what I want in life! YOU SHOULD TOO!

 

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theboywiththehead, 19
Locked in chastity by my girlfriend for cheating on her all the time. She says I can only do it with dudes now so long she is never embarrassed by it. I’m ready to do it with dudes because I need to cum so badly. So yes I am a virgin but only to dudes. I have been with girls lots. Horny all of the time dudes.

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flyingbird – Nov 16, 2023
I played with his ass as if it were my precious treasure then went where no one went before while he shook and sobbed just the way I like it.

Letsseeokay – Nov 12, 2023
He’s 🔞⬇️

Rubberdonkey – Nov 8, 2023
Gay
Gay
Gay
Gay
Gay
Gay
Gay

JaneJuarez – Nov 2, 2023
Hey, i’m his gf. this app is hot! yes he has a heterosexual life for the first years of his life. time to time he has dirty fantasies, with males. he’s been can’t waiting anymore to get fuck in his round and perfectly formed ass and i can’t wait also for that. i know he can be a real womanizer in bed. i don’t know physical closeness with men, like kisses and i can’t imagined that. but he would have to be surprise.

 

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letmehaveit, 18
I don’t really have preferences for the person other than I like them a lot older, and I mean A LOT older. So if you’re in your 60s or 70s please meet me. Other than that not bothered just the older the better.

I have an elderly boyfriend, but we don’t have enough space for me to slut out in either of our houses yet.

I prefer to be a sex toy with little to no brain activity or movement so if you’re not very aggressive I’m definitely not the person for you.

If I haven’t tried something before let’s do it I want to try everything at least once if it goes badly then oh well.

Meetings with me must be super sex-driven. I’ll talk with you before or something if you insist, but that can’t be the reason we do things.

Comments

PeterTabbu – Nov 4, 2023
I would love to see a video of you jerking to his pics and screaming FUCK YOU HIMBO over and over as you fire your rapist ropes.

jessywixa – Nov 4, 2023
I had to come back to this profile because the hate boiling in this pervert K98 is so hot. We need to see more of his focused deep hate for this piece of shit. Get verbal. Get louder. Let it all out. You’re becoming an animal. We feel your hate.

Deathfuckboy666 – Nov 4, 2023
Kill the fukken butt whore, K98. Your desire to rape strangle and knife the pig would burn erotophonophiliac desires. Google lust murder for erotophonophilia description and jerk off to this hot murder shit and this himbo’s ultimate last journey with your killer dick pumping cum inside worthless butt whore. Do it to the pig, dead af.

K98 – Nov 4, 2023
I leave nice comments and sometimes hateful ones and send him creepy tributes, my walls covered in his selfies, me pissing on his selfie, cumming on his selfies. I fucking hate this himbo SO much. Look at his PORN ASS, what a fucking pig! I’m so addicted and obsessed with him.

jessywixa – Nov 4, 2023
Good K98, keep pumping to your own poison and making yourself grosser and more disgusting so it starts to feel even more intense.

K98 – Nov 4, 2023
I HATE HIM BUT MY COCK IS OBSESSED. HIMBO ASS SO FAT AND ASKING FOR HATE.

K98 – Nov 4, 2023
So obsessed with hate for this himbo, I stalk his social media 24/7.


 

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BloodyLover, 20
Love seeing pain? And a bloody boy? It used to have a normal life, but then its BoSS took it and showed it the true pain pig that it is. Its BoSS makes certain it stays fukd up to be a total pain pig. Its BoSS has lots of pics of it being tortured to share.

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BloodyLover (Owner) – Nov 17, 2023
Its BoSS has recently gotten it into Satanic worshipping as a means of coping with the hurt.

2diefor – Nov 13, 2023
The violence with him is intoxicating. Why is it so powerfully life-affirming and profoundly satisfying for to brutalise, torture and violate the sexually arousing boy? Because the overwhelming intensity of the victim’s suffering reduces him to mere erotic animal in my hands, isolates him, destroys his ability for rational thought as he drowns in the horror and pain that subsumes his existence, unable to string a sentence together, only animal grunts and disjointed words, begging and desperate; beyond this he can only squeal, scream, weep, moan and writhe in the abyss of his agony – all of which urgently reinvigorates my joyful attack on him as it nourishes my natural imperative to express my power over him through unrestrained violence. He is now mere flesh and blood, and that flesh is besieged, invaded and violated, just as his selfhood is degraded and dehumanised, finally forcibly stripped from him, so that his whole being is stripped bare before me. Retaining only the horrifying, inescapable ability to experience extremes of corporeal pain and pleasure, his body a sadistically guarded prison from which he longs desperately but vainly for release. As such, I assert total dominion over this object of my lust, empty him of agency and meaning while reinforcing my own; he is beyond submission as he no longer even has the freedom to allow him to submit, I have turned him irrevocably into my suffering object, my hollowed-out, abject, unrecompensed whore slave. The thing that his physical beauty condemn him to be, he is disposable fuckmeat. Just a thing. The bitch is mine, I’ll not spare him now. ALL men UNITE in the WAR ON BOYS.

BloodyLover (Owner) – Nov 9, 2023
No vanilla allowed.

 

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clownboy, 23
I would like to meet someone who is interested in clowns, puts on a clown nose while we kiss, foreplay & have funny sex!

I am deaf with Asperger’s, can’t read or write English, have lithe & gangly arms & legs, & can fit both small perky buttcheeks in a man’s hand.

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clownboy (Owner) – Nov 6, 2023
However I do like slapstick comedy where people get kicked in the ass and things like that.

clownboy (Owner) – Nov 6, 2023
You can get rough but not super duper rough.

SEEKREALITY – Nov 6, 2023
All schools should teach is how to rape and kill clowns, and how to be raped and killed if you’re a clown. That’s all society needs to progress.


 

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FatherOfSlut, 18
I’m the father of a slutty son who can be used hard by groups.

He’s the son of my ex-wife.

After our recent divorce I realised all my tastes are to fuck him.

We live about 18 miles east of junction 23 of M5.

He likes to binge drink and is hungover more than average.

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LondonJock – Nov 21, 2023
I’m 28 old weight 68 kilograms height 178 and I want to screw your burden.

josecordoba – Nov 18, 2023
It may be bad, but it felt good.

ccccccc – Nov 14, 2023
I learned things about myself that I never wanted to know.



 

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NewYearNewStart2024, 22
How are we all doing? This site still full of the usual timewasters that it always has been?

If you are not looking for a slave boy to live in a cage then we are not right for each other Sir(s). My cage can be outside, shed, basement or in the woods, does not matter. I should live there fulltime, no clothes, preferably hooded with no eyeholes. Thank you.

I have no interest in my own cum, so that part can be shut down. Turn off my pipes.

No family to worry about, so never seen again, not an issue Sir(s).

I do not really know if I’m concerned about an age group, but I would say over 50 up to 80 Sir(s).

Brainwashing is amazing thing, if you love it, then of course.

I see some of you think I’m hot, but no clue why or what that means, but thank you Sir(s).

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onlymagicjohnson – Nov 20, 2023
Lots could be said. Some things better left unsaid.

BoysNEEDDiapers – Nov 16, 2023
For the outside world we could seem a normal intergenerational couple, maybe they would notice that I’m a little weird.

BoysNEEDDiapers – Nov 16, 2023
I love boys in diapers. I think about it 24/7 and enjoy everything to do with boys in diapers. Boys in diapers are vital for me to have a healthy everyday life. A boy’s dirty diaper near my face can help me sleep better. I’m looking for you to have an intimate relationship with my diaper pail. Diapers.

NewYearNewStart2024 (Owner) – Nov 5, 2023
PLEASE THIS IS NOT ME BEING A FANTASIST. This is incredibly serious and all I can say is you don’t know how much I know this is my full life and want it more than anything and I mean anything.


 

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Downwardfacing, 19
only people with money I sell my body
sell not rent
it’s so scary but it’s all I think about

Comments

Downwardfacing (Owner) – Nov 17, 2023
have hair on your head not in your face

Downwardfacing (Owner) – Nov 13, 2023
sorry i’m too pretty to understand basic math

Downwardfacing (Owner) – Nov 9, 2023
don’t ask any personal questions about my life

 

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Twink_obeys, 18
How do I start this off?

I’ve had one relationship with a Master. He treated me with care and affection, as well as occasional sternness and sexual assertiveness, which I enjoyed. I was very much in love. It had to end, however, due to circumstances beyond his control. Sex with him was very violent and he was afraid he would kill me if we continued. I believe it was not an easy decision for him. Nonetheless, I was devastated for what I had lost.

I have tried to crawl out of that darkness in the past few months, but I feel that I am unable to do it alone. I’m again looking for someone like him. Someone who has a strong desire to protect me. Someone who has an overpowering desire to have sex with me. Someone who takes advantage of my very pessimistic world view. Someone who enjoys the companionship of an unconditionally loyal boy.

Comments

Twink_obeys (Owner) – Nov 18, 2023
Currently obeying the demons inside me and worshipping 7 Arab men 😓 on my whore knees.

pedaroo – Nov 2, 2023
Do they ever remove the cock?

killerjustin – Nov 2, 2023
You are a true friend.

pedaroo – Nov 2, 2023
I also have a question. I’m 18 and a really cute friend died recently and I wondered if his body was raped in the morgue. It seems like it probably would happen. I hope it did.

Outdoorsy – Nov 2, 2023
Cute young guy with a great hole. 4 inch diameter dildo is the biggest I’ve gotten in him as of now. I want to prolapse his hole so badly. Can anyone help?


 

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oranges, 22
I’m a cute ftm boy with a complicated duality
With males I’m into toxic personalities, getting degraded, emotionally abused, beaten and hatefucked ❤️
At the same time with members of my former gender I am a total, brutal sadist ❗️
I get on best with heavy dom Masters who can occasionally bring in girls and women for me to destroy 🙇🏾🙇🏾🙇🏾

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Here4SexNFun – Nov 12, 2023
It was weird. I was not sure if I was feeling something. I did want to fuck him but when I did it felt like my dick could not feel.

 

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16nProud, 18
Don’t write to me unless you like 16 yr old boys. I have candy that I’ve never had before, looking to take them just before coming to your place. I think they will make me do literally anything.

Comments

FuckYouSuckMe – Nov 17, 2023
Please note the date he made this profile (03 April 2013)



 

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IWillFightYou, 18
Hi, I’m Jakob and I love football.

I want you to put it in all my holes.

I’m new to all of this well sorta.

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fattopchub – Nov 19, 2023
Frisky firecracker

IWillFightYou (Owner) – Nov 17, 2023
Only hot men, otherwise I’ll ask $

Delivery – Nov 12, 2023
You don’t know it yet, but we’re the guys you’ve been looking for your entire life!

IWillFightYou (Owner) – Nov 8, 2023
I’m also a puppy, specifically a Labrador Retriever.




 

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Passivemobilecokeass, 21
Fuck me in my tight coked up ass.

Comments

Want2bpimp4whore – Nov 11, 2023
I’ve left my career to make a new one as this boy’s daddy/dealer/pimp all in one. Hit me up if you want some. His ass will be nursing on my cock when he’s idle. Btw it’s sweet and serious.

Rosebuddy – Nov 7, 2023
It’s not tight. That’s not a criticism. I like loose holes, and his drove me wild. I think it’s because it’s so soft inside. When I pulled out his anal mucus stayed on my dick, and it made a squishy plunging wet fuck flesh sound. ()

Passivemobilecokeass (Owner) – Nov 4, 2023
What harm can it do to fuck me and see if you still like me?

 

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stuffedwiththings, 24
You can call me Andrea X or Andrea High X. The first being my longest running used name given by those I consider chosen fam. High being my name given to me by men who know how deep the rabbit can go – how much of truly dirty twisted *,*,*,* slut I am 😈 Both names given as my “stage name” used in the escort & porn world. It’s stuck into my darker & deeper ventures as well. There appears to be a rebrand to encompass my full pigginess coming soon. Don’t ask me I’m just the nasty cute bottom who performs extreme sex acts – the brilliant minds who turned my “interests” into the money makers they’ve been. I mention some new filthy act that makes my pecker throb – they brainstorm how “legally” use it to make $. I’m 24 and been sexually active since (the 1st #2 plus the 2nd #4) you do the math. You don’t have to check again – the single digit number is correct. He was my grandfather but the love of my life- extremely horny & I worshipped his cock. Six years was the length of my passionate sexual relationship with him. You’ll notice the #6 repeats itself often. It’s my very very lucky number and also the length of my Cock – in inches. So when I was six my crazed sex life with my dad’s wife’s father was done. I’d serviced him plus 30 other men total by my twelfth bday. It’s was a lot of cock for premature as I was but fuck it was amazing and if I’d had my way even as a boy I’d have had 300 if left to my own devices. My grandfather called me insatiable, but mostly when he referred to his grandson – he called me the hottest slut on earth. Fast forward my heartbreak from the demise of my grandfather – so next came cruising for that daddy dick started in bathrooms, roadsides, parks, etc – letting complete strangers slide raw cocks and a lot more into my body, it was 2 years after the last fuck session with my grandfather that my cute boyish ass finally got me captured and sex trafficked by two drunk blue collar men I cruised in a park who chloroformed me and tag team bred my fourteen year old ass in one of their basements for three weeks before making me a business. Cue a few years of countless cum loads dripping out of my lucrative slutty boy hole before they got the bright idea of renting me for porn. Thanks to that my price skyrocketed for six (!) years and men flew in from all over the world to have me, and I’m talking billionaires and average dudes and sleazy studs and serious sickos who wanted to turn a mattress into my death bed. I was so high most of the time I probably wouldn’t have known the difference between a knife blade and a cock if they hadn’t asked me. BlanketStatement NEVER ask a drugged up bottom if you can do the ultimate extreme. If you’ve seen the porn ‘No Soul’ you know how far I go. So fast forward to me turning 24. My keepers think my body’s just about shot its hotness wad and my looks are almost at the point where age isn’t just number. If you still need a magnifying glass, I’m for sale, point blank. Permanent sale, retirement, owner takes all. Anything goes, including the unthinkable. Hint- if you filmed the unthinkable you’d probably make your investment back in one pop. Contact me for the price. I won’t say the number but, surprise (!), it’s in the six figures. Low six figures.

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Satyr – Nov 4, 2023
Hi, big fan. I would be willing to pay 6 figures for you under the following conditions:

🔥 Be willing to provide ass anytime I want it, for as long as I want, exactly the way I instruct. I always choke the guys I fuck, and I must continue choking you while I drain even if you vomit and black out.
🔥 Be willing to keep your ass smooth and douched all the time.
🔥 Be willing and eager to not like your penis and not enjoy cumming, and that doesn’t mean “anal orgasms” or “periodical milking” but no orgasms at all, ever again. Total erectile dysfunction.
🔥 Be willing and eager to provide one-sided monogamy. You only fuck me, but I fuck whoever I want.
🔥 Be ready to grow your hair past your shoulders and be willing to comb it or not comb it the way I like. Long hair is extremely important to me, and it is equally important that you want to please me with your long hair.
🔥 Be willing to relocate to Buenos Aires, Argentina.
🔥 Send me a clear and updated photo of your anus.

Amen – Nov 3, 2023
I just wanna have casual sex with you, is that totally impossible?




 

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VisitingFrench, 23
I’m a former user on here. I lost my confidence and retreated into my own world for a while. I’m now striving to get back into mental health after letting myself go. I don’t have my innocent boyish looks anymore nor the means to get them back but I’m still that boy. I would favor meeting someone for who this dimension is not a problem.

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VisitingFrench (Owner) – Nov 21, 2023
I am not a gym.

islander – Nov 18, 2023
More than a little worse for the wear but his saliva tastes great.

penguinlover – Nov 13, 2023
It has long denied its true being; it has been a major game player; led on many; followed through with a rare few but has never fully been taken. It has misled others in many shameful ways. Consensual is impossible for it. It has been bewildered, confused, struggling for years. It truly deserves punishment beyond belief.


 

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Donovan, 19
I’m exploring the world of submission for the first time, and my shy nature adds an intriguing layer to the journey. Behind my reserved eyes, a world of fantasies stirs. Picture a quiet young bookworm stepping into a realm where my whispered words are audible.

In the canvas of exploration, I am the untouched parchment, waiting for the strokes of dominance to paint desires unspoken. The anticipation sends shivers through my inhibited exterior. Each encounter will become a page turned, revealing a narrative written in the ink of my mind.

Please be hungry. I’m an emotional person 🦶❤️🤗

Comments

m0uRnInGsTaR – Nov 10, 2023
I’m looking for a boy called bastien
who had a photo of himself in the snow with his dog
who lives in Agde,
that’s you right?

dddvv – Nov 9, 2023
I never felt right with what’s between boys’ legs. I would like to do extreme CBT on you until you and I deem you no longer need what’s down there.

Boomboom – Nov 9, 2023
If you want the deepest feet loving you ever felt, you have found it. You won’t recognize your feet the next day.
I will never stop loving them even if you cry or ask for it. I live to eat boys’ feet so you won’t find another one as voracious as me who isn’t gnawing them completely off!

Donovan (Owner) – Nov 5, 2023
Poppers has made me see I hate thinking and so looking for someone to think for me.



 

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BarebackHeart, 22
I’m an uncomplicated surfer guy who likes to party my brains out with guys who think I’m hot.
Bareback is rule and I stand by it.
Ch*friendly 🚀🧪💊💉 in so many many ways
Proud to be a bottom 🍑 I am passionate about being passive and live out this passion.
Your cum in me, that’s good for me!
☣️I have been poz for years and stand by it.
I am also happy to poz men with my 🩸

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Minnesotan1998 – Nov 20, 2023
Holy Shit! You are gonna be VERY popular here.



 

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pieceofshit4faggot, 20
I want to have sex with a gay man and get strangled by a man during orgasm

After I am strangled, the gay man should keep having sex with my corpse
And all the process is recorded and posted on the Internet

I hope young strt men all over the world can be strangled to death during gay sex

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jeffreydahmer – Nov 13, 2023
i woulda done it.

redmccloud – Nov 13, 2023
I strangled a young man to death when he wouldn’t have sex with me.

StefanLaVoir – Nov 13, 2023
A cute guy’s life in my clenched, veiny hands caving in his neck is the best feeling in the world. Ughh just die already!



 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yes, I think that’s the culprit. Stuck in his ways. Love can be the deliveroo of the private safe and bank vault market, problem solved. I … think I’ve exiled the XTC song into the mulch at the back of my mind for the time being. Hopefully you too. Love hopes young strt men all over the world can be strangled to death during gay sex, G. ** Jack Skelley, Jackapalooza. Ah, you devil. I know we discussed not so long ago your letter to Andy Partridge about W. Blake and his surely disingenuous response. I think I seem to be stuck being Dennissy. Stay Jackiest! To help you, here’s a name-appropriate ear worm for you: ‘Jackie, Dressed in Cobras’. xo, moi. ** Tosh Berman, Hey. I recommend starting with the XTC albums ‘Drums and Wires’ and ‘Black Sea’ because those were their peaks, I think. I’m 100% positive there’ll be a producer who gloms on to your project whilst flecked with drool. Me, I’m the opposite. I hate showing my things to anyone for commentary until I’m sure it’s finished. The few times I did with that with novels it completely shut me down, when the response was positive or negative. Weird of me, obviously. You must know people who know of interesting, smart, adventurous producers, no? I one billion percent do not recommend ours. ** Sypha, Hi, James. Well, that was lovely, thank you, sir. ** _Black_Acrylic, Right. I assume you saw the little ‘Inside’ paean in the post. ** Charalampos, That’s a strange and interesting homily there about the open scissors. Good poetry to it. No, ‘Rocket …’ was playing over and over in mind unbidden. I did listen to it for real yesterday, and that seemed to kill the bug. Right, I remember someone made that playlist for my novels. That was cool of them. Huh. Maximally pleasant Paris vibe(s). ** ellie, Hi. My mom was kind of wacky in good and horrible ways, and she believed in past life regression, and she used to make me stand in front of a mirror holding a lit candle and stare into the mirror until I saw all my past lives distort my face into the faces I had in my past lives, which ‘did’ happen only because you start sort of hallucinating. Anyway, I was happy when I got old enough to tell her no, fuck off. I’ve never heard about that scissors under the pillow thing. That’s really kind of an exciting mental image for some reason. Wow. Oh, gosh, thank you for querying your boss. We have people here we want to work with, and they have facilities, we really just need to find the way to pay them, that’s the problem, but I think we’re sort of starting to figure out how we can do that. But thank you so much! That was better than a wish for sure. I’m kind of a logical type of guy. How’s everything in your head and hood? ** Misanthrope, One of these days I’m going to become good friends with millionaires who love to share their wealth. Well, except that millionaires don’t do that except in exceedingly rare moments, and that’s why they’re millionaires. I have a great pair of scissors but they’re only good for cutting paper, and, really, how often do you need to cut paper these days. ** Darbyy🐻, Um, I think there are better albeit sadly more expensive options out there, ha ha. Obviously I agree about the system. I like statistics. I’ve always been addicted to stupid things like TV ratings and weekend movie box office charts even though I don’t really gave a shit which films or shows fail or don’t. It’s comforting or something? Favourite bear? Oh, gosh, I probably have to be boring and say polar bears. I think if one attacked me, I’d be dead, wouldn’t I? I think that would be too late. If I saw one running towards me maybe I’d lie on the ground and look harmless or something? What’s your fave bear and attack survival method? ** Nika Mavrody, Hi, Oh, gosh, thanks, Nika. ** Right. The slaves up there will see you all safely into December. See you tomorrow.

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