The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“Every inch of my body is yours to edit however you want within the physical restrictions of my genetics.”

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putridboy, 22
Hey I’m Ant. I don’t judge and nothin u can say to me that will make me feel,think,say,or do anything any differently than I do today. I have no boundaries,any and all things are in my limits and I never say no or anything but yes sir and I don’t want to be to much for you to handle but I also have to let you know that I am sick in many ways, bring friends family , pets and weapons . No one unde 18 . I smoke I drink I drug I don’t want to say anything isn’t possible but idk if I is either but I can prob get ur gears turnin with my twisted up mind

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CodePandorumxGod – Jan 13, 2020
Inevitably, when cutting a person in half from testicles to skull, you will encounter factors that will stack against you. Even a super-sharp blade will succumb to friction, and the lack of leverage from the wrist and motion of the swing will cause the blade to inevitably stop.

Also, human biology comes into play, too. Between each segment in the spinal column is space, thus working like a sort of spaced armor in this rather specific situation. As the blade cuts through the spine, the gaps will cause increased drag against the blade.

jzillacon – Jan 13, 2020
yeah, at a certain point if the blade isn’t sharp enough, adding speed doesn’t improve cutting ability but just increases the blunt damage to the target. you wouldn’t be cutting through at that point, just turning them into a pulp. unless the blade is the sharpest frictionless thing, probably not. cyborg or robot assistance required!

That-One-Fur – Jan 13, 2020
Less about speed. More about sharpness. The answer being: hella.

lookingfortwink – Jan 13, 2020
How fast does a blade need to be slice someone in half vertically?


 

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EarBoy, 18
—LOVE—
• You to play with my ears. Flicking, rubbing, pulling, nibbling, kissing and more is very hot.

—LIKE—
• Your comments on my ears, call me names related to them. Italian words like ‘ricchione’ and variations. Spanish words like ‘orejon’, ‘orejudo’ or ‘maricon’ and variations.

—INDIFFERENCE—
• I prefer if you avoid the earlobe and play with other parts of the ear, to be honest. The earlobe does nothing for me.

—DEAL-BREAKERS—
• No clothes-pins and no gluing anything to my ears.
• I won’t dress as a priest and shove a crucifix up your ass, as someone already asked me to.

 

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johnny_duh__, 18
Sometimes it is very loud around you, but in due course everything will be more than silent.

If your abroad (not in Ireland) just say so first and don’t act like your gonna come over.

Anyone know any spots open during the lockdown where I can find a meth pipe?

I can assure you that u would like my facial features.

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Limez – Jan 14, 2020
i methed this bitch and stole his money

igivedick – Jan 10, 2020
・An energetic girl who seems to be 18 years old.
・The coolness is celebrity-grade.
・He’s very interested in sexually explicit things!
・ The blood vessels that come out of her body are beautiful and of the highest physical beauty
・The handsome, handsome handsome buttocks.
・A voluminous vagina that doesn’t suit the body♡
. It was a pleasure to see him spray into my abdomen.
. It would have been nice if it had smelled more dangerous, but he can only be a good, earnest girl.

johnny_duh__ (Owner) – Jan 7, 2020
Recently accepted myself as bi.


 

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Poolbusiness, 21
Wanna meet underwater? I love men in business suits completely submerged underwater. Also like wet business suits in general.

Business suits
Smart uniforms
Evening suits
Wedding suits
Tuxedos

Whatever the suit, the suit stays on.

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
“This guy is absolutely fantastic in every way, you’ll love him”
– anonymous

⭐️
“Hypocrite, insane, masochistic shithead”
– ex boyfriend

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bourgeoistwink – Jan 20, 2020
He may not be pretty, he is not beautiful either, he doesnt have a perfect body but he has a good suit that made of the best materials.



 

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Carsonsk8tr, 20
Just your average young skater boy looking to be a mummy over time… haven’t ever been one or had the chance. I have though always liked the thought of being one full time or even part time for when I guess I can’t be one. I guess like 70% time mummy and other just a regular guy or slave I guess.

I have seen a lot over the internet and follow some o mummy blogs and it just interests me every time and I feel like the longer I wait the more I regret. It’s a bit scary but I would get over it I’m sure after awhile.

So if you’re looking for a mummy let me know. I’m in the DFW area of Tx but that doesn’t matter as I’m open to relocate for the right person who knows what they’re doing and what they want in a mummy because I’m not even sure where to start.

Been on here before but wasn’t feeling it.

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Carsonsk8tr (Owner) – Jan 24, 2020
Please note I am now a Mummy and I am taking some time off to explore myself and get to know my Mummy.




 

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Balloonboy, 19
Hello everyone. I`m a 19 year old guy from London England with a belly inflation fetish. I`d love to meet guys who want to pump me up full of air and who will give me a huge balloon belly. And then make me go outside with it so everyone can see my Inflated belly!

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Oi8Oi8 – Jan 11, 2020
You should be more involved in the Skinhead way of life, you should hangout with White Skinhead lads.

Skinhead really makes you strong and proud.

This is your true identity.

English And Proud.

Stand For England.

Oi Oi 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

ENGLAND 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

ENGLAND 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

ENGLAND 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿



 

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snuffmeinrubber, 20
limited till 3rd of january 21! 100 % ready for my final suffocation – snuff in rubber and airtight bags. need real men who help me to achieve the goal. only focused on the final edge play: completly shaved, sealed in rubber, suffocated till the end with poppers .

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Anonymous – Jan 2, 2020
Bravo


 

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Jack, 18
I’m 5’2″, I would need you to get me and bring me somewhere cus i don’t have my kid ends but i’ll let you fuck me as hard as you want idc.

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Jared54 – Jan 17, 2020
I am only 16, Please don’t report me, I want to give you head, I want my booty smacked, and I want to fart all over you.

lolokaythen – Jan 12, 2020
So I have top this kid this week he ask
me to wash my hand with hand sanitizer
but it was a bb breeding and I didn’t wear a mask
so what is the point of hand sanitizer

Dolce_Gabana007 – Jan 8, 2020
We are a couple aged M20 and M21.
We are looking for a sex slave and what results from that 😉
We have various exciting hobbies, such as playing Monopoly with 6 people, chess, going for a walk and drinking alcohol.
M20 is a bottom so he will mostly just want to hang out with you.
M21 plays on the PS4 a lot and in his free time enjoys doing sports and fucking boys who look like you very hard.

HotAndSecret – Jan 8, 2020
he has a nice ass ..this much information is sufficient..

RyanRisky – Dec 23, 2020
I fucked this boy back in March. Saw him at the airport. He was coming to visit his parents. He was tiny, really cute. We made eye contact. I made it a point to quickly follow him. Made quick conversation with him. Asked if he knew where the toilets were. He said he also need to use them so to walk w him. After everyone left I motioned him to a stall. Got him up on the toilet seat in case anyone walked in. Had a perfect little hole. Licked him out and shoved my cock into him. Started banging him. Blasted my load and we exited the stall. We walked out and I just said thanks for the hole. It was sweet seeing him hug his parents knowing my load was swimming in his gut.

 

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Sam, 18
I’m Sam mcdearis I’m a freak for reek and I live in Gwinnett county I want to be a really gassy guy’s Fart Hoover Every reeking fart he lets out no matter how nasty I’d love to sniff it up I’m sure it will be hard to keep up with everyone who will be hitting me up non stop like grinder

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OppressedSoul – Jan 16, 2020
He only wants what he says he wants when he’s drunk so chat with him to be sure he is drunk before getting your hopes up on anything.

Sam (Owner) – Jan 9, 2020
Plz do not assume that I am a fem-bitch-whore-gurl. You will find me at the lumber yard, not a mall.

 

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Lifeisshort, 19
I’m a former high school jock, quarterback. I’ve always had beautiful girlfriends. On the down low, I’m also a 19yo HIV-POZ (also have syphilis) slam-slave cocksucking faggot bitch looking for 1 or a thousand HUNG OLDER CHEM-PIGS to pick me up at my place, blindfold me, take me wherever you want to, inject me with a hypo full of Tina and fuck me as BRUTALLY as they possibly can, FOR AS LONG AS YOU WANT AND BREED ME AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT until your faggot’s cunt is wrecked and looks like someone dropped lasagna on my ass. This should be done out of extreme hatred.

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Rijal_65 – Jan 6, 2020
don’t need to find out about the cave

chloroformguymumbai – Jan 5, 2020
Been free to do as i like when i like with this worthless for some time now

satanichooo – Jan 2, 2020
If a bottom states when slammed becomes no limit are more likely not to give fuck about him

BoyStrangler – Jan 1, 2020
I am mafia I love speaking psema and hurting men

LordKardry – Jan 1, 2020
Hi everyone, I had him today. It was a great meeting, he is honest, punctual and passionate about it. I felt immediately at ease. It felt like getting years of pent up shit out with a good friend.


 

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Metalmouthkiss, 20
I’m cute with a full set of orthodontic braces. I find my braces and why men like them interesting. Pump your semen on my braces.

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Metalmouthkiss (Owner) – Jan 19, 2020
I also like being driven over by ATVs or other survivable vehicles.

Metalmouthkiss (Owner) – Jan 18, 2020
I’m also very interested in spanking and have been spanked for nearly my entire life.

 

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BadBottom, 21
Quiet, lonely, always in my mind. Don’t have a social life. I go to work, play WoW when i come home and go to bed. I work late most days and don’t have any privacy at home. So can’t meet really. I’ve been fucked once and it hurt really bad. Other than that I’m very happy with how I pictured life as being gay would happen for me.

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Tghtfckhole702 – Jan 18, 2020
Hey MasterJerry, I’m getting kicked out of my house… for being a cumdump and poz chaser. If you’re in SF tonight, I’d love to be your cumdump! I heard you were in town.

MasterJerry – Jan 18, 2020
Best of luck to ya…sounds hot, but not my thing.

helpmeruinhim – Jan 18, 2020
@Master Jerry If you see this … I am looking for another Master who would be into helping me make this boy extremely thin and unhealthy and basically us taking control of his lifespan. Thought you might be interested.

It_wasnt_me – Jan 13, 2020
I’ve had him, he’s into stuck fetish (stuck in things like glue, tar, cement, etc) long term to permanently.

 

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i(heart)saliva, 24
aesxual saliva fetishist. yes i’m a bit of a freak. being spat on. droolled onto or made to drool, made to lick up spit, face licking, messy kissing, etc. drool into my mouth. make me messy. make me hold a banana or ice cream in my mouth so i have to drool. chew up food and drool it to me. plenty of things to drink and lots of sweets to stimulate saliva help. make me kneel and use my mouth for target practise. if its too easy, step back and do it from further back. bring friends and make it a game. only let me eat food you’ve chewed and spat into my mouth, or into my hands, even in public, or onto the floor. spit in my food or drink even in public. make me lick up your spit from the floor. or just put my tongue on it and hold it there. make me rub it into my face everytime you spit in my hands – only real men get soap and water. even in public. spit your used toothpaste into my mouth. spit on my face and hair in public. see how far you can spit and make me crawl and lick it up as fast as i can before you do it again. spit repeatedly in a glass then make me dip my food in it or drink it or gargle with it. open to ideas. i don’t mind multiple people. i don’t mind being filmed.

 

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whitewedding, 18
I have been obsessed with the idea of my body holding so many strong and courageous men’s DNA and letting AIDS develop as it feeds on my body. Is that sick? maybe. But I fuckin love it.

Hit me up if you ever need to put your death cum into me.

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whitewedding (Owner) – Jan 30, 2020
Let me know if u bred me last weekend. I took a lot of anon poz loads and enjoyed every cock, especially the guy who gave me a huge load on the bed. That you?

whitewedding (Owner) – Dec 22, 2020
My gender is dumb fucking idiot

A_Hole_For_A_Heart – Dec 19, 2020
Slammy hole. You don’t even have to ask.


 

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Abuseme1, 19
Hi guys I love abuse chats about me and my family . that turn me up . abuse me and my family with out limit….

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Abuseme1 (Owner) – Jan 23, 2020
Another idea is to find a disciplinarian to report to from time to time when the need for punishment arises… which would happen often because i’m a horrible person .


 

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subhumanpiglet, 20
I live in a house in a subdivision 1 hour south of Paris

GUILLOU Andre – 16 rue d’Petit soldat – 45300 PITHIVIERS

You have my address and phone number you sons of bitches

You do what you want with it, broadcast everything to your friends

I receive without flinching, without arguing because I’m a shit –

Your fucking crack will have to shut its mouth and suffer!

My meat (cock of a bitch), balls, ass, tank, mouth, nipples are yours

Come destroy me, larvae, loper, torture, slaughter me

Make me female, take care of me without limit

Humiliate me, break me, I’m a junk, a dick hole

A whore to be abused without limit, to be made female

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Unaccomplishedbottom – Jan 22, 2020
You know if you lost even 5 – 7 lbs. you could earn a decent living doing this.

MudoCock – Jan 21, 2020
Hey guys. I’m fisting this cunt and I’m having trouble propagating to the descending colon so I can get up it. I’ve gotten to the end of the sigmoid. I believe I am at the base of the descending colon, but having much trouble finding the way up. Over half of my forearm was up his ass, and that’s not including the hand obviously. So my question is, does anyone have any way to help us to understand what I am missing in regards to ascending the descending colon? The sigmoid was a real battle to surgically and patiently work through. Giving his ass a couple minutes rest, then I’m going to see if I can get through the sigmoid again and ascend the descending colon. I want it elbow deep. I don’t want to settle. Please help. Any info would be greatly appreciated.


 

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badboyturnedgood, 24
So I was a bit of a party boy wanting to kick the heavy chems and work out what’s what

You may have heard stories about me already

I m not sure what ill love, what ill like, and what isn’t going to work for me yet

The only thing i know i don’t like is one man broke my arm and i didn’t like that

I dont wanna boyfriend but if u hot idk

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extreme247boyfriend – Jan 16, 2020
If you want him to do something he doesn’t want to do threaten to keep his trainers his harry potter ones.


 

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AppearanceSlave, 18
I’m Gunner. I’m from Tennessee. Every hair, every inch of my body is yours to edit however you want within the physical restrictions of my genetics.

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AppearanceSlave – Jan 2, 2020
If you want sex I like Wheelbarrow position sex.

 

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beatmeupplease, 19
Really wanna be punched when you wish and how you wish with whom you wish

Talk to me about horror movies

Preference for black or Arab guys but not really fussed

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fireangel – Jan 26, 2020
Quiet at first, then very verbal when it’s time.

Emotaku40 – Jan 23, 2020
I have the same problem of hating my face. If you want to do something else instead of get punched, you take a red marker and angrily simulate self punching, it creates a similar feeling.


 

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Kidnaphim, 19
I’m here to get my friend kidnapped. He’s cute and gay and proud and tiny. You’ll not regret.

I know this bitch really well if you want to know more please get in contact.

This is a permanent thing he needs to disappear forever so serious enquiries only!

I don’t care about how old you are, you could be even younger than him, I don’t give a fuck.

No limits, the most depraved things the better, I want to freak him out (he has no idea yet).

Someone please for the love of god send me a message and just take this boy.

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Kidnaphim (Owner) – Jan 4, 2020
Fuck this is taking forever!


 

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Youngpermanentslave, 18
Google translation: I am an asian refugee boy. I came here with an adult but he was sent back. At home i was property of a man. I do not want to go to a foster family here. I am looking for a very sadistic man or male couple wanting to own me totally. I am a small and skinny meat. I am still very very young looking. It must stay a secret.

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MasterMax – Jan 22, 2020
this boy is owned by MasterMax from Brussels and is happy not to be free anymore

 

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rightYouAre, 18
God makes everything beautiful 🏵️

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rightYouAre (Owner) – Jan 16, 2020
I love everything that tops say

eggyolk – Jan 16, 2020
You’re ugly, fat, stupid, feminine and all the things I hate.

mharlee – Jan 15, 2020
ATTENTION SEEKER. DON’T TALK TO HIM HE’S NONSENSE. NOT WORTHY. DON’T EVER LOVE HIM, HE’S STUPID. THE UGLIEST HUMAN ON EARTH.

toncha – Jan 11, 2020
he’s such a fat slut after sex he smokes hams


 

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obeyyourlastOrder, 21
I once have a profile on here and thought i found a real honest Master who was serious about but i am so disappointed 90% of people on here are scum.
My content is way unique and my rabbit hole is too deep for most Masters on here to handle.
My profile photo already made it clear how i am capable of doing plus i can blend into any situation.
This one slave is worth 20 slaves.
I wear glasses btw.

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obeyyourlastOrder (Owner) – Jan 27, 2020
current status

obeyyourlastOrder (Owner) – Jan 21, 2020
I’ve got a maybe Master and im gonna disappear from here so hit me up at my instagram: alibris_kurt if you want to stay in touch.

obeyyourlastOrder (Owner) – Jan 8, 2020
I love the early 70s but I’m more into the music and fashion than the killers.

Master Noah-Joel – Jan 8, 2020
DNA can be gotten around- you can burn, disintegrate the body afterwards and so firth. The problem is their god damned motherfucking cellphones!

needahboyforcd – Jan 8, 2020
It’s not just you. I haven’t felt this much internal savagery since 1974. Damn you to hell DNA!

TheNotoriousChemPIG – Jan 8, 2020
Maybe it’s just me but I can’t look at these pics without fantasising a long crazy night after which his dismembered decomposing corpse winds up lying in some bushes along a freeway offramp in the 1970s



 

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ch6r9n, 20
tim / 20 / bottom / wasted

still hurts to fuck but i don’t care

FUCK ME HUNKS

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Phallarchist – Jan 16, 2020
Men have limited opportunities to ejaculate, so they tend to choose their targets carefully. You should try to find out why men find you undeserving of their seed. It might be some factor that you can improve.

ch6r9n – Jan 16, 2020
Hello… so yes… im very upsetting while typing this text… Yesterday, i went to a sex club here in my city… while there, i had no trouble finding a man to fuck me…. the problem?? NO LOADS!!! Yesterday i had sex with 10 MEN in a 2 hour period… holy shit, 10 men fucked me, my ass was sore, i felt like my stomach was drilled because 2 well hung men fucked me… but no loads!!! Out of 10 men, 6 were bareback and 4 condom. All of the 6 bareback fucked me, said i was delicious and bla bla bla… but they just stopped and go roaming. ALL OF THE 4 THAT FUCKED ME WITH CONDOM CAME INSIDE ME BUT WITH CONDOM, SO I DIDNT GET THE LOAD,!! one of them came so much i could make a popsicle with the cum… WHAT A WASTE of cum, it should be in ME 😞 im so sad, im so done, i cant take it anymore…. people in sex club just fuck and fuck but dont cum… IM DONE


 

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raven, 24
Been waaaay too involved in kink for way too long. I have no limits. I am the rare one on this site that actually means that. I am use to pain. Heavy sessions. Sub human-animal training. Strangling til I can’t breathe is a go. Blood and knives are on the table too. The more extreme stuff you have in mind for me, the better. All I ask in return is to be rimmed 4 to 5 times daily.

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dripdripdrip – Jan 8, 2020
Warning- his sexiness has been known to cause mental illness.

dripdripdrip – Jan 8, 2020
Something better would be pulling the trigger.

NotVeryChristian – Jan 8, 2020
nothing better than getting him drugged to the point there’s no tomorrow and then watching the barrel of a gun push its way up his hungry fuck hole


 

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exploringquarantine, 20
Inexperienced anal virgin. Had a lot of time since March to fester. Want to be murdered then savagely and brutally raped after death. You might think wanting my virginity taken in this way is not something I should want, but do not message me if that’s not something you can set aside.

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aleksmathias – Jan 10, 2020
I write poems and I write them about U and only U

exploringquarantine (Owner) – Jan 2, 2020
But on a more reasonable answer, I think dead eyes are so fucking hot and I dunno what it is about them just being limp and not moving but hhnngngng imagining my eyes being like that, now that’s hot.

exploringquarantine (Owner) – Jan 2, 2020
I guess in my perspective I’m tired of getting hurt by people so the fact that I could just be a body with no one actually inside able to be hurt emotionally/mentally works.

Anonymous – Jan 2, 2020
Now that’s a curious fetish.

 

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Steffen, 18
Look for the older man from yesterday who seduced me while fishing and sucked my bottom you said you were registered here was cool and want to do it again🤤


 

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RapeSlutForSadist, 21
I Have Eating Disorder. I’m Unable To Swallow Solid Food. I Have A Feeding Tube In My Stomach. Unfortunately I Will Have The Feeding Tube Forever. Life Sucks But I’m Ok With It. So If You Are Ok With Me Hit Me Up!

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SurprisedPikachuFace – Jan 24, 2020
I would refuse to meet you in person, but offer to leave a bottle of my piss outside for you to drink. I would send a pic of me in a black tank top and tight shorts licking a plastic bottle that says “drink this” on it. I would send you other teasing pix to totally torment you. If you are interested and need further reasons why, let me know….

RapeSlutForSadist (Owner) – Jan 22, 2020
I Could Disappear And Know One Would Miss Me I’m All Alone 4Real I Have Not Been Friends With Anyone In Over 10 Years.


 

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its_russell, 20
choke me daddyyy….

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its_russell (Owner) – Jan 5, 2020
I want to thank people for their nice been and so comprehensive

SecretlyCurious – Jan 1, 2020
He looks super gay but he is straight and weird and strange.

ASSdicted – Dec 26, 2020
His lungs are a vessel for popper vapor and his brain cells get totally destroyed.




 

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hornydumpy, 18
uhm don’t go near me, i’ve got trust issues. bye

 

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TransphobicTrans, 24
I have always thought that I am a girl; however, I have never had the courage to tell my family and friends how I truly feel about myself.

It is an incredibly lonely and empty feeling to spend your entire life pretending to be someone that you’re not.

I can’t spend the rest of my life believing, behaving, and having abhorrent urges to be a girl.

Please extract my femininity and toss it away.

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afterthought – Jan 21, 2020
You’re a goober that take yourself too serious.

1974 – Jan 19, 2020
I really want you tied up and my fist repeatedly rammed in your ass. I want it to hurt and you not be able to stop it. I want this for hours and hours. That should do the trick.

TransphobicTrans (Owner) – Jan 16, 2020
I am aware that this is too politically incorrect for most people, as this is a blatant perversion.


 

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trashyteen, 18
I am Harry. Im just a white trash country boy whos obsessed with Prince and the Pauper and other rags to riches storys as there called.

Whats stopping me?
I come from poor beginnings and live in poverty and I have no education.
I got the biggest Alabama accent and when I talk even people in Alabama dont always understand me.
I dont like sex but Im ok with having sex but it has to be classy sex like in a bed.

I want to be rich and have a good relationship so raise me and give me money every month.

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Rommie – Jan 1, 2021
IF ON NEW YEARS YOU GET LAID, ALL YEAR ‘ROUND U’LL HAVE IT MADE!!!
I hope u the best for this new year, specially hundreds and hundreds of mens and gallons of cumloads in u!

trashyteen (Owner) – Dec 14, 2020
My pictures give a wrong impression. They weer taken in the house of a man in the city and he put those nice clothes on me.



 

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indifferentsub, 23
Hey, my body is open for business.
Who wants to go shopping?
Can look Asian or white depending on your preference.

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Anonymous – Jan 19, 2020
you’re still alive?! cuz that’s not what i heard.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. I recently read a short piece of my upcoming novel ‘I Wished’ in the Poetry Project New Year’s Day Marathon, and the event has just been archived, and if you want to see me read my thing, click this and start watching the video at 35:05. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi. That’s good to hear, ha ha. Wow, BF Skinner, I haven’t thought about him in ages. He was kind of a thing at one point. I mean everyone I knew including me was reading him at some point. Potpourri guest post = thumbs up. Oh, yeah, eflux, that’s a great site. I’ll go look at the Raqs Media Collective thing before the deadline. Mm, it depends what kind of art show you want to curate. I mean if you have two artist friends you want to show, you’re more than halfway there. You just have to think about the space and the organisation and stuff. Mix their stuff up, separate, it, etc., depending partly on if they work on walls or do sculpt/installation or whatever? I love curating shows. I used to do it a lot. I’m always looking for a cool opportunity. ** _Black_Acrylic, Loveable or … evil?! Yay! Everyone, The new Play Therapy episode is up and ready to be spun and get spun by courtesy of its host with the most Ben ‘_Black_Acrylic’ Robinson! I.e., ‘Synth-Pop, Electro, Acid House, some heavily psychedelic Dub and all sorts of other stuff besides that as well’. Join me in my gyrations, won’t you? Here. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. This may sound weird, but it always weirds me out when people interpret pets’ attachment to their owners or to other animals as love. Everyone does it, and I probably have, but that interpretation seems so territorial. Who knows why they do that? It could be  caused by some completely other reason than the thing we humans feel that we have named love. I don’t know. Ha ha. Everyone, Mr. E’s FaBlog has taken on that monstrous new Qanon adhering US Congressperson if you’re interested. Here. ** Jeff J, Hi. Me neither until I found/made that post. Gonna hope to get that new Zorn on its way to me this weekend. I do like Susan Howe’s work, yes. I’m trying to remember books of hers I’ve especially liked. Ones that spring to mind are ‘Frame Structures’, ‘My Emily Dickinson, and a book of stories I think is called something like ‘Silent Wager’? Yeah, her stuff is tough. I’m not always in her headspace, but sometimes I am and her stuff is quite insinuating. It’s cool you’re investigating her. ** Dominik, Hi! Dogs are cool. I think I’m a dog person more than a cat person. That’s supposed to be a revealing preference, but I don’t know what it reveals. Mushrooms are so nice. At least for me, the trip always starts with a good hour or so of paranoia, which I hate, but then they make me feel amazing. I didn’t know that Jeffrey Lewis song, so I just looked it up. Trippy! Thank you! It’s not LSD, although watching it can make you feel like you’re on LSD, but, because she just very sadly died, I send you love in the immortal persona of Goddess Bunny, G. ** Misanthrope, Cool, thanks. Announcing that you’re going to a place to someone who can’t go to that place but wishes they could can be rubbing it in, yes. France just put off the decision of going into quarantine or not for another few days, which is good, but keeps the anxiety happening. ** Jack Skelley, Jack Black without the Black! Ha ha ha, if the earthquake doesn’t kill you the chihuahua will. And I will see/speak with you this very evening/morning, man. ** Steve Erickson, Or maybe the Nazi origins gives those dogs’ professions of love an excitingly unnerving edginess? Everyone, A Steve Erickson twofer for you this weekend. First, his review of PRESENT.PERFECT for Screen Slate, here, and then a Spotify playlist he curated entitled “Guided Tour Through a Dark Forest”, here. Ah, I see, about Zorn’s decision. Him vs. us and he wins. Makes sense, I suppose. The name Paul Marmota sounds familiar, but I can’t recall if I know his actual stuff. I’ll check that track, thanks! ** ae, Hi, a! My, of course, pleasure. You love cold sesame noodles too? Here’s a secret cool guy club handshake. That brunch restaurant sounds so incredibly magnetic. That could partly be because we have no restaurants at all here at the moment. Have you ever eaten at a Sikh restaurant? Mind-blowing. Oh, shit, that thwarted gig with Hiro Kone and Bookworms. Hm, wow, it’s weirdly hard to remember the last good gigs I saw before the gig mass murder. I saw a very good Container gig, Emptyset, Morton Subotnik performing ‘Silver Apples of the Moon’ live, Moor Mother. That’s all I can remember right now. I’ve been looking at/reading your site and really, really digging it. What a great find. I love what you’re doing. It’s exciting and a super pleasure. Thank you, thank you for setting those items aside. Any weekend stuff of note planned or accomplished? ** Brendan, Hi, B! I’m so sorry to have made you have to wait for them. Love you back. ** Okay. It’s end of the month so if you want to hang out here you’ll have to deal with a horde of hungry slaves. See you on Monday.

15 Comments

  1. David Ehrenstein

    Body Editing? What’s required here is a Queer Anne V. Coates (her masterpiece is “Lawrence of Arabia”)

  2. David Ehrenstein

    That clip of you readigg a poem about George Miles’ suicide is quite beautiful. It reminds me of Donald Cammell’s suicide in some ways. At the close t looks as if you’re about to burst into tears.

  3. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Considering the post’s title, your escort profile editing workshop might just be a bit more popular/successful as an escort editing workshop, haha. Today’s selection is pretty rough – there are the balloon-belly and underwater-suit guys we talked about. But my personal favorites are whitewedding (I like his dopey face) and obeyyourlastOrder. Maybe raven. Who’s your choice?

    I’m an all animals person, but if I have to choose (for whatever reason because I don’t know what it reveals to people who think it’s an important personal detail either), I’m also a dog person.

    I tend to get sick at the beginning of a shroom trip and even more antisocial than I usually am. I like knowing that there’re others I can trust somewhere around me, but I don’t actually like being with them. And like this, I’m overcome with profound peace and openness and oneness with myself. Most of the time, anyway. And then, of course, the hallucinations.

    I admire Goddess Bunny for her contribution to the art/drag world, she really had it brutally hard, but I still find this video very creepy. Love almost as perfect as lolokaythen’s poem-comment, Od.

    • broadway dave

      it’s been said that you have to be an above-average human to be a better friend than an average dog

  4. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Tfw slaves are the world’s best poets.

    Yeah, hahaha, I think I’ll keep rubbing it in to Riggers. He can handle it. Or I’ll just be like, “Man, been in this house for 3 months, I can’t take it any longer!”

    I skipped my blood test this morning. Will do it next weekend. Didn’t feel like it.

    Skipping the gym too. Don’t feel like it.

    That’s how I roll anymore. 😉

    Yeah, my one friend said your I Wished bit was chilling.

    That group, though, they’re not familiar with George Miles, so they were like, “Why is it GEORGE?” Haha. I explained it, of course, and it made it even more devastating for them.

    The anxiety, right? Even here, the governor will be like, “Big press conference at X:XX re: COVID-19” and everyone’s like, “Oh, fuck!” Then he just updates the case counts or whatever and encourages people to “mitigate” or whatever. Feel like he just enjoys being a marionette of our feelings. Ugh.

    Anyway, onward and upward, and it’ll eventually be over and we’ll be on to some new crisis like COVID-21 or something.

  5. JM

    HI D., congrats about the I Wished reading, I really enjoyed it and will of course preorder as soon as I see it’s available. Hilarious escort list this month. Just banger after banger of worthwhile jokes. Reading Don DeLillo’s Mao II and it’s intoxicatingly good, probably his best book that I’ve come across (TBC of course) and I feel guilty about reading it so fast because I’d love to just take my time with it. Getting busier and busier over here of course, as I see you’ve seen, so as ever in & out. Damien Ark’s Fucked Up should arrive on my doorstep tomorrow. Along with some coffee (yay). Have you read it? Got thoughts on it?

    J

  6. _Black_Acrylic

    RIP Sophie, a tragic loss. Certainly a future of pop music has been cut short.

    I too loved your I Wished reading, thank you so much for giving and then sharing that.

  7. Bex Peyton

    “Please extract my femininity and toss it away.”

    This gets to me. Extraction through insertion? Like a big part of sexual brutalization is really about reaching into the body and taking things away. It’s kind of sad. Reach in and take my innocence, my femininity, my humanity. I’m only happy when I’m a shell. But then, some are not even happy until the shell is dust and everything that was taken out is just on a pile of tissues in the trash, like when people jump off buildings, they just sweep the brains into a dustpan and put them in the trash, nothing special about it at all.

  8. Thomas Moronic

    Those lovely slaves. Prince and the Pauper? They never fail to ignite the imagination with their imaginations.

    Holy shit, Dennis. The reading from I Wished completely floored me. I can’t sum up adequately enough with words how excited I am for that book and how much I have loved what I have heard and read so far. I saw the front cover too, which is beautiful, of course. It says that it’ll be out in September, right? I’m wishing the months away.

  9. Sypha

    Dennis, you seen the new Coil book THE UNIVERSE IS A HAUNTED HOUSE? I pre-ordered it months ago and it finally came in a few days ago. It’s huge, not just in page size (400) but also dimensions (almost 13 inches tall). I’m quite enjoying it: some of the pictures in it I’ve obviously seen before, but the majority of the material is new to me, and it’s interesting to look at some of this archival material: drafts of song lyrics and mock-ups of album artwork, newspaper clippings (many of which seem to revolve around bizarre suicides), postcards from people like Derek Jarman and Kenneth Anger, a 1982 letter that finds Cosey giving Balance a right dressing down for releasing TG bootlegs, the photo of a boy’s corpse in a suitcase that inspired the song “Boy in a Suitcase,” a signed model consent form for the SCATOLOGY album (fun fact, the name of the model of the ass on the cover of that one is apparently Lee Archer… now there’s a JEOPARDY question!), notes for the “Tainted Love” video, lots of photographs (one of the best being Sleazy hanging out with the members of Hanson). I’ve even seen your name crop up in it a few times, mainly in a press release they did complaining (quite rightly) about not being acknowledged for the use of their NIN remix for the opening credits of the film SEVEN, where they also mention other films they’ve done music for, including the one based on FRISK (which I’ll admit I’ve never heard, because as you know, I’ve never seen the film). Anyway I’m about 250+ pages into it, have reached the TIME MACHINES/late 90’s era material (the archives are roughly arranged in chronological order). Anyway, it’s a really great-looking and well-designed book and I’d highly recommend it to any Coil/TG fans out there.

  10. wolf

    DENNIS! Awurrwoooo!! Christ on a 1-speed bike!! How could I miss a whole *day* of dogs saying I Love You?! Classic!
    Well, I have to completely disagree with your doubts about whether non-human animals feel love at all. I mean, leaving aside the issue that two people would very rarely be able to agree on a definition of “love” and that anyone would also (I hope) be able to feel many, many different types of “love” towards a number of living beings, all very distinct emotions, then… yes, many animals definitely feel love, both amongst each other and towards other species including us. Ask anyone who’s ever worked closely with animals and they’ll relate how complex the emotions they can feel are. It’s impossible to boil down those displays and proofs of affection to simply utilitarian behaviour, unless you consider that establishing close and lasting bonds amongst individuals is for the greater good of the species’ survival, which, I mean, sure, but in that case that goes for human love(s) too. My experience is mostly with horses, who are prey animals and therefore not likely to behave affectionately with a predator (us) for shits and giggles, and yet they do. The closeness of their bond amongst each other is also impossible to refute if you spend any time at all working with or simply observing them. Arguing about whether this is “love” might be more of a semantic hair-split than a conceptual one. But I honestly find it much more difficult to attribute with certainty an emotion like love to a human than to another high-order mammal: with a human you know there are elements of self-consciousness/delusion in there as well as a whole lot of projection. The human thinks they have a self, they think they have an identity, they think they have free will and they are navigating an absurdly complex web of social interactions and conflicting emotions at any given moment. That’s a holy mess. Unless your definition of love requires all of those as ingredients (which it might — and if so that would be a legitimate claim I think), if anything they will muddy the waters. A dog nuzzling you when you’re sad and sighing in what appears to be empathy, and resting their paw on your arm seems to me much likelier to be love than a large number of human actions and states we file under “love”. But maybe we basically agree and you’re saying “what we call this love thing is extrapolated from our experience as humans so fuck knows what the other animals feel”. I don’t think it’s territorial though. Basic displays of emotion or psychological states are remarkably consistent across even very different species (fear, aggression, submission, anxiety, excitement, playfulness, pleasure, pain, surprise) that I think a lot of what gets often unfairly labelled as anthropomorphism is simply a tenacious mystical belief that humans are made of different stuff. We’re not. We’re all just meat with a heart and basically the same neurotransmitters. And, uh, speaking of, much love to you buddy!! 😉

  11. Steve Erickson

    New York is getting hit with a blizzard tomorrow, which led to the biggest lines at grocery stores I’ve ever seen today. Maybe staying in my apartment and watching it snow will be enjoyable.

    I was devastated by SOPHIE’s death. Even with such a small body of work as a solo artist, she grew so much and obviously had lots left to say. Songs like “Immaterial” and “It’s Okay to Cry” are so compassionate and vulnerable, suggesting worlds of possibility. There have been a lot of leaks of unreleased music in the past year, so I hope that a respectful posthumous release can be curated.

    What was Moor Mother like live? She’s recorded so many different forms of music that I wouldn’t know what to expect.

    I really enjoyed the horror film THE EXTRA MAN. 20th-Century Fox produced it in 2018, then realized that most American moviegoers would hate it and kept it on the shelf till a brief theatrical release last fall and put it out on VOD a few weeks ago. It’s refreshing to see ambitious horror that’s not trying to be “elevated.” The direction is very elegant, reminiscent of David Fincher, and the film uses as few words as possible, with star James Badge Dale typically framed in isolated long shots. To use a cliche, it’s best to go in not knowing much about the plot, but it’s weirder, more Lovecraftian and more self-aware than the initial “grizzled ex-cop investigates teens who harm themselves by acting out an urban legend” storyline. It would’ve made my 2020 top 10 list had I seen it in time.

  12. chris dankland

    Hi Dennis!

    I just wanted to say how heartbreaking and powerful and beautiful that new excerpt from your new novel is. I listened to it several times in a row, and it had me tearing up at times. ur such an incredible writer, and I wanted to thank you for all your work and putting it into the world to share with us. I remember how emotional and raw u were when u started working on the novel several years ago, and the excerpt reminded me of that.

    this round of slaves was especially funny to me, especially the sawing in half logistical debate in the comment section. I feel like the stars of this slave post were the commenters. I’m curious to hear more of the story behind the fascination with guys in wet suits…

    hope ur doing well !! have a great morning !!

  13. Brian O’Connell

    Hi, Dennis,

    Just dropping in quickly to voice my appreciation for this month’s exceptionally bizarre, fascinating slave post—underwater suits! inflation! mummification!—which made for incredibly interesting reading as always. And I also quite liked the Honoré, Dlugos, and dog (!) posts; all tremendously enlightening and entertaining in their own ways. Good stuff. How was your weekend? Rewarding, I hope. I saw friends: we watched “American Psycho”, because it’s one of my friends’ favorite film; it was my first time seeing it and I had a good time watching it. I also finished “Steppenwolf”, which I quite liked. That was it. Et tu? Have to head to bed now because I must attend a class at an almost offensively early hour tomorrow morning. It’s snowing here, which should liven things a bit. Okay, good night. All my love.

  14. Bill

    Is this month’s slave lineup more wacky than usual? And what’s with the guy asking for advice with colons?

    Thanks for the clip from I Wished. We have to wait till November? Argh. Funny, I just watched Man At Bath recently, so you’ve been on my screen quite a bit!

    I was poking around worldscinema.org, and came across all their Werner Schroeter movies. Am watching Dress Rehearsal, messy and cryptic like Schroeter himself. Loving the footage of Kazuo Ohno, Kipper Kids, and (I think) Sankai Juku with the peacock. The site also has Tsai Ming-Liang’s Days, which I’ve been trying to find for months.

    Bill

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