The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“i am strung out on crystal meth and not a valuable person and i know if you are reading this you may well be.”

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Snuffmeout, 20
Hey I live in Mobile Alabama can I worship your cock and hole. Spend hours eating your hole. Use my mouth as a urinal. Use my face as your ass wipe. Beat me, rape me. I’m usually at the Midway truck stop around midnight, I’m always in the stall towards the end of the bathroom. My ultimate goal is to be taken out in the woods behind the truck stop and shot in the head. I am a devotee of Satan.

Comments

litang001 – June 24, 2022
Whoever shoots him, in the mouth please.

Snuffmeout (Owner) – June 23, 2022
If you take me out in the woods. I don’t want to playfully go along. I am looking for someone to put a gun to my head. A gag is necessary. This is my only other requirement. My biggest dream is to be pleading through a gag for someone to not do something, only for them to go through with it. Repeat with more fucked up things. I’ll be hard as a rock when you kill me but no obligation to do anything with it.

Snuffmeout (Owner) – June 22, 2022
I’ll do short sessions with stipulated and agreed time between both parties and that the dominator uses the time to force me, and I don’t give up, but I think it’s important to go to the end, as I proposed.

 

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ShirtlessFlogging, 22
Since I can remember I’m fascinated by historical flogging and whipping scenes.
Even as a child I was addicted to see them in movies, shirtless convicts, sailors or slaves enduring hard lashes on their bare backs in public. That made me longing to endure the same.
I’ve now had the chance to get a few severe floggings, sometimes I also flagellate myself. Being flogged on the bare torso is such a deep experience. I enjoy every lash.
I prefer knotted floggers and shorter single tail whips, but I’m totally down to feel the destructive power or the long bullwhip.

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A.W.O.L. – June 21, 2022
Urr, thats my boyfriend- HE IS NOT A WHIP SLAVE OR WHATEVER!
Jeesus.
1. I mean, if he was getting whipped i’m pretty sure i’d know about it.
2. He has a BOYFRIEND (ME) and is BISEXUAL
3. Those pictures mean nothing, everyone takes pictures like that.
4. He has way more to live for than this shit.
oh and 5. HES NOT A FRIKIN’ GOD!

gayworm – June 19, 2022
This boy is just a GOD! The body, his nature… EVERYTHING is perfect! Nothing and nobody gets there!!! The honor of whipping him is mentally orgasmic! Shredding this GOD! Then he has such blatant features!! The whole body is just perfect, EVERYTHING about it is perfect! For me it was the greatest honor that I could lash this GOD and I adored him!

ShirtlessFlogging (Owner) – June 16, 2022
Whip me up,
whip me down,
if you don’t,
Ur ass is gone!

And yes.. I am somewhat of a poet myself



 

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Memorable, 18
Looking for another daddy type to help disable my boy. Do not ask how rough. If you do ask that may result in a few questions of my own or I may say, “I don’t know.”

Comments

Memorable (Owner) – June 5, 2022
I don’t think he’s gay but sometimes the way he looks at himself in the mirror scares me. It’s that kind of look when some old pedo wants to screw you.

Memorable (Owner) – June 3, 2022
I’m fairly sure my boy looks like a male prostitute as people here keep offering me money to suck his ass. Suffice to say I’m sick of that shit.

Memorable (Owner) – June 3, 2022
He keeps failing to maintain a girlfriend and I feel he is small and useless and deserves this.

 

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ON_ANGELS_WINGS, 18
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Simple boy RICHI everybody’s favorite 🤤💍 ready to settle down 4ever $2000

Comments

–oliver – June 17, 2022
I had sex with KAI once. He was wearing a thick turtleneck sweater, a scarf, a plastic cat mask and chain smoking. Afterwards he pushed me off the bed, put out his cigarette, took off his sweater, scarf and mask and had sex with them. That was still going on when I left.

unclebill – June 17, 2022
I purchased LANCE. So far I love grinding on him, getting peed on by him, and peeing on him, eating his ass, smelling his body, and spitting in his mouth. I have not tried fisting him yet but intend to.

surprise_party – June 13, 2022
ON_ANGELS_WINGS used to be a prostitute ring in Pasay, Philippines called JUNIOR_KURT. I hired a number of their boys, very street kids, young looking but legal, very affordable. They seem to have reinvented themselves as a ring that sells the boys outright as longterm sextoys and slaves. I can’t vouch for this current incarnation, but their boys in the rental days were often hot little rats and cooperative but quickies at best.

ON_ANGELS_WINGS (Owner) – June 13, 2022
Special price depraved CEDRIC $250 makes stupid, idiotic decisions 🥴🤪 sexualises whatever twisted things you throw at him 😈🪢⛓🙇🧶🧵➰🍆🔞

 

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Honestly, 22
i hate this site and almost every one on it
all this site has every broght me is pain and sorry
the only good it has givin me is a boner
other than it i hate u all and this damn site !!!!
this is my last profile
the last time im ever comeing on here
i hate this place
i fuckin hate it

Comments

boredBOTTOM – June 9, 2022
No one leaves here alive.

slavefortpe – June 9, 2022
You need to teach yourself how to deal with life, or you will have to learn it the hard way. No matter where you run, the only “safe” place for you is your house. I know that it is a sad reality, but that’s life. In the words of Motorhead, “just remember, life’s a bitch!” No one have ever said it better.

daleslutts – June 9, 2022
“WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH~~~!!!! THE INTERNET IS BEING MEAN TO ME!!! I’M A WHINY LITTLE MASSOCHIST WITH SELF-ENTITLEMENT ISSUES!!! WAAAHHHH!!!”

youfunny – June 9, 2022
Dear god. Man up princess.




 

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illbetherein10minutes, 24
Ok so the best experience that I have ever had was with a 13 year old lol. The moment he got inside my house he kicked my nuts, cussed me out, made me open mouth his farts, spanked me, made me gag on his feet, pissed in my throat and told me what a fag I was the whole time. I’m pretty masc but I loved being degraded and humiliated by a kid behind closed doors. Now I am all about the transfer of power and masculinity from me to someone young, younger and more angry the better. But I’m not ageist lol.

Comments

Thumper – June 12, 2022
Real Deal holy shit dis is a dumb AZZ fag no bs

ImNewWannaTalk – June 10, 2022
I saw many bros my age beating up old guys and I really like that shit

Fabio382 – June 10, 2022
Cool, for example, he was sleeping (and then I tied him down, for example) and stomped him and things like that, you know what I mean.


 

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aFFected, 22
As a young trans couple we are looking for guys to throw a party where we get FFed all night until our assholes are turned inside out.

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aFFected (Owner) – June 22, 2022
Anyone going to Glastonbury this year we are looking to take your fists while we’re there. Let’s make some memories people.

MasterI – June 19, 2022
Eccentric old fashioned sissy master specialist in turn ducklings like you into swans.
No HOW’S.


 

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FuckTaxiVienna, 18
Get in & climb …

The new “FUCK TAXI VIENNA” is the first and only taxi in which you will experience hot sexual moments with the driver.

Simply book your trip via SMS, What’s App or email and let us surprise you.
The goal of the ride is to get you to your climax.

A ride costs €50 per passenger and lasts a maximum of 1 hour. (Sexual acts with the driver included.)

Your driver Felix wishes you a great trip.

CHEMSFRIENDLY

Comments

FuckTaxiVienna (Owner) – June 23, 2022
Sorry I occasionally get so stoned I forget to respond.

SONOFSATAN – June 18, 2022
THE WAY I EXPERIENCE IT, IS THAT HEAVEN AND HELL ARE RIGHT HERE. BEING A HOMO INTERESTED IN MAN TO MAN EXCHANGE MY TAKE ON THIS LIFE IS WE HOMOS ARE SPECIAL GIFTS FROM THE UNDERWORLD. EVER SINCE A YOUNG BOY, I HAVE BEEN TAPPED INTO THOSE FORCES OF THE UNDERWORLD. THERE I HAVE FOUND MY SENSE OF SELF, FREEDOM, POWER RELEASED FROM THE CONFINES OF SOCIETIES RIGHT AND WRONG, GOOD AND BAD, UNLEASHED TO EXPLORE WITHOUT RESTRAINT. THE BEASST RESIDES OVER THIS EARTH AND ALL ITS CREATURES. I WAS IN MY EARLY THIRTIES WHEN I EXPERIENCED THAT THIS IS THE REALM OF SATAN. LUCIFER AND HELL ITSELF. ALL OUR CARNAL DESIRES RESIDE WITHIN THIS REALM. THE POSSESSION BY SATAN IS LIKE TRYING TO SEPERATE ONESELF INTO PARTS. I SEE IT THAT HE IS WITHIN OUR DNA AND US HOMOS ARE HIS SONS FOR ALL OF MANKIND ITS US WHO CELEBRATE OUR DESIRES URGES AND CRAVINGS. FEEDING THEM AND THE MORE WE ALLOW THE PRESENCE TO GROW WITHIN. WE AT THE SAME TIME ARE ABLE TO SEE A WIDE EXPANSE OF UNDERSTANDING, WE ARE GIFTED AND PERCEIVE OTHER DIMENSIONS. ROOTED IN THE UNDERWORLD AMONGST OTHER BEASSTS WHERE THERE IS NO RIGHT AND NO WRONG. NO GOOD NO BAD, JUST WHAT WE CRAVE, THOUGHTS OF HAVING THE SHIT BEAT INTO US AND US DOING LIKEWISE TO OTHERS. THOSE FORCES ARE IN OUR NATURE, YOU DO NOT ATTAIN THEM YOU FEED THEM AND THEY GROW WITHIN YOU. BECOME MAGNIFICENT, POWERFUL. TOTALLY SURRENDER TO THOSE WHO YOU DESIRE WORSHIP, BECOME THAT LEATHER WHORE DOG. HEIL SATAN.

jamesbrowny – June 18, 2022
Feels like a lifetime since I fucked you hopefully things have changed.

markdiama – June 16, 2022
Eager beaver.

FuckTaxiVienna (Owner) – June 14, 2022
I used to let women use my taxi but I got a couple of them pregnant and realized nothing good comes from letting women use my taxi.



 

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youngdrinker, 18
LOOKING for men to give 🍑💩👅👅😋 my bf’s nasty teen hole attention
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LOVE men that let him get them shitty
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thoroughly enjoy men fingering/licking/sucking 💋💋💩 worshiping & playing in or with his shitty muddy hole
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bottoms++ tops++ dudes who like to get fed+++
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he’s full & haven’t gone yet🔥🤤
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horny…cute…piggy…brown giver…dirty hole…chill vibes
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make a U-turn if you are ⛔️↩️ unafraid of his poop

Comments

young drinker (Owner) – June 11, 2022
stoney light is like 15 bucks a 30 case we go for quantity over quality here and the hard liquor is reserved for special occasions like when the sun comes up

PREACHERMAN – June 11, 2022
Lol, light beer… you need whisky to put some hairs on your chests dear boys!

young drinker (Owner) – June 11, 2022
its a pretty awesome berr-amid

young drinker (Owner) – June 11, 2022
we cant buy beer, were not 21 my room mates not here right now to go grab more anyway i just cleaned up the cans and built a beer-amid ill post the pic of it and the 30 cases next to it filled with cans

PREACHERMAN – June 11, 2022
Solution: go to the store

young drinker (Owner) – June 11, 2022
i feel like you have drastically underestimated the amount of beer cans ill round everthing up and take a picture

PREACHERMAN – June 11, 2022
You can always just round up all the cans and put them in a bag, takes 5 minutes tops.

young drinker (Owner) – June 11, 2022
i have a problem my house is literally littered with stoney light cans and theres none left in the fridge i think me and my bf drink too much


 

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ThoughtfulfutureFatBoy, 19
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been turned on by the idea of being made very fat against my will. My chin doubling and growing, my chest softening, and my belly rounding out. I watch ‘My 600 Pound Life’ and secretly wish it was me.

So I’m here to explore whether to act on my desire to be fattened. Given the health implications, along with the fact that on one level I’d hate every humiliating pound, I’m looking for someone thoughtful and experienced who can help me navigate those pitfalls.

But if you help me do so, I could end up buried in hundreds of pounds of soft, smooth blubber.

Comments

ThoughtfulfutureFatBoy (Owner) – June 6, 2022
Yes, I am willing to have sex at my current weight but people please!


 

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getwasted, 20
Hello, I think about my boyfriend being killed at all times of the day. So does that make me crazy. Apparently my boyfriend thinks so. Actallly I have an explosive temper that causes me to smash my fist through walls all the time. So do you think I’m really crazy. I’ll give some examples.

1. I think it’d be so hot if my boyfriend was pulled over by police for some minor infraction, and then executed on the side of the road. I’ve also often imagined being there as well, maybe cheering them on. Perhaps even asking them to do it.

2. I’d love it if my boyfriends cock and balls were cut off and cooked for some dinner. He’d be jerked off, and then they’d be removed. Maybe they’d be placed on a cutting board first. Ugh! That’s just so hot to me. I’d love it if someone did that to him. Of course, the rest of him would be left to bleed out.

3. I’d love it if some guy broke into our house and snuffed my boyfriend in front of me, and used him sexually alive and dead any way they wanted to. In this case I’d love to talk to someone about doing this for real if anyone’s open to it.

It’s so hot knowing that people know this thing about me, so putting it out there always gets me going.

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GrayWave – June 20, 2022
Personally, I don’t think you’re crazy. I go weeks at a time thinking about nothing but killing my bf. I also had an extreme temper, and that doesn’t help. I don’t know about you, but I sometimes go up to him and tell him that one day I will kill him, shoot them, stab them, strangle him, etc. I also just updated my Spotify playlist with about 15 songs about killing people…and I’ve started holding a knife in my hand my bf and I have sex. So, I think a lot of people are like this.

Feelgoodjunkie – June 18, 2022
You can have my boyfriend. Tear him apart piece by piece. Hang him by my balls, hang him by his neck, use him as a punching bag, stretch him holes, do whatever the hell you want. I don’t want or expect him to die of old age so do your worst. I don’t think anyone will care where he disappeared to so you won’t have anybody knocking on your door looking for him. I’d want you to do this pretty quickly.

getwasted (Owner) – June 17, 2022
God, the more times I think about #2, I need it, I need it so fucking bad, just the gory sight of my bf’s genitals being torn off, the agony of it making him slam his stupid skull into the concrete floor, imagining the increasingly wet thudding of his deteriorating head against the floor as he crushed his skull into pieces like a smashed plate makes me diamond hard. Sheesh.

langsch – June 15, 2022
Sometimes I get so mad at my boyfriend, that I beat him up and the only thing keeping me from finishing him off is I hate cops…but that’s it, if I get over fear of jail I’ll definitely kill him…..;p


 

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AnalDelRey, 18
I am a slut. I am FtM, no breasts, with pussy. I am new in Netherland. I have been living with my new “family” for 2 months. I am Ukrainian, evacuated from Donetsk. I am a student not by choice. I only want to be screwed in my ass and pussy. I can come to your place or host when my “father” goes out of town for business trip sometimes. I mean that, it is up to my “father’s” being absent. I have no interest in gay men who need drugs or excessive alcohol to overcome their repulsion of vaginas.

Comments

devourerofsluts – June 9, 2022
Someone please make him drink gunpowder-flavoured water and eat out his pussy but literally and served on a plate.

HenryK – June 7, 2022
You are too busy being a majestic omni-dimensional stardust creature to subscribe to the gender binary!

1DomDude – June 2, 2022
Yes, I’m interested but I’m not going to chase you around the block.. if you want the fucking of your life get in touch with me… am sophisticated sensually oriented rather than crudely brutal and sadistic and I don’t throw a hissy fit if you say ‘no’… I just respond the way a true top should.

Interested? Contact me now… I WILL reply.

I don’t care if you are underage — you look it — as long as you are under 5’9″ and want to share my upscale life doing my dishes, tidying my 4 bedroom apartment, massaging my feet, polishing my shoes, washing my hair, manscaping my bod, manicure and pedicure, etc.. in addition to getting fucked.

Is that you? Then get in touch… I DO reply.

Are you balking because of my age? No need. It’s a diferent world. I am a healthy older male who has reaped the benefits of modern medicine and a healthy lifestyle and lived to the ripe old age of 78, which in 2022 terms is closer to 65-68…. anyone healthy and over 50 these days is at least 15 years younger in reality…

Still interested? Then you might be right for me… get in touch.

Lastly as my fuck you will be welcome to a fantasy life of your own but you will make the entirety of your body available to me, displayed as I say, getting fucked as I intend, and enjoying every minute of it.

Get in touch and spread your legs!!



 

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yourdopamin, 23
Well i am here for pain
i search a real violent man
i am strung out on crystal meth and not a valuable person and i know if you are reading this you may well be
Beat me good and make it last please
In progressive. No 10 minute plan. But 1 hour minimum or maybe double that. Heavy and progressive stuff. Slaps, small blows, then harder and harder, less and less pause between blows. You finish 5 minutes or 10 of total beating, unleashing of violence

Today, violence is no longer a crutch, it is a vital need

Comments

yourdopamin (Owner) – June 18, 2022
Oh, you just arrived here from the North Pole to work. Hallelujah.🍾🥂👍

bloonder_destroyer – June 18, 2022
I am iv
I am 23 years Old
i slap poeple Alone or with Friends
I love to destroy Poeple for $$$
I Just destroy poeple with out sexuelle Stuff
I only Like to damage poeple for $$$!

yourdopamin (Owner) – June 13, 2022
Also, I do NOT want sex, under any circumstances!!🚫

yourdopamin (Owner) – June 13, 2022
Dont forget the poppers, alcohol meth and others

Spankmaster – June 13, 2022
I love ANYTHING to do with spanking! I like to spank a boy on his pants, then underwear, then on his bare ass as he lays across my knees. After I spank him, I rub lotion all over his bottom. Corner time after that with his hands above his head.


 

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subdaymorning, 18
I guess I’m falling down the rabbit hole, downloading more and more illegal porn from the dark web that I shouldn’t have touched 🙁 help!

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subdaymorning (Owner) – June 10, 2022
I’m on Meth. :d Now that I am indeed on Meth, you should message, etc. me. Sounds good, doesn’t it? You know it does!

subdaymorning (Owner) – June 8, 2022
I’m new to everything (haven’t even kissed anyone yet).

subdaymorning (Owner) – June 8, 2022
I recently just started to let myself enjoy my deeper desires. I knew I liked too extreme stuff, but I didn’t know I wasn’t alone.


 

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Toetagged, 19
I’d like to do a morbid roleplay where we pretend I’m a dead body admitted to a morgue for u to strip and examine me head to toe.

I want my corpse to be stripped molested sexually exploited and photographed.

I live in northern NH. Thursday morning/afternoon.

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imyourmaster – June 17, 2022
I’m your master
You can’t run away from me leave your fucking keys here
I will see you at 6 in the morning



 

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youmakemehatethishit, 20
Got scammed and start from scratch
Need guidance to fix my stupidity and punish me for being an ignorant person
Found a bad path and i don’t know where else to step into it
Losing trust for everything

Honesty up front
got a scar on my chest from where an Alpha stabbed me with a pair of scissors.
got tons of scars all over my back mostly just from cuts and bruises and whatnot.
got a scar on my forehead from when an Alpha hit me in the face with an aluminium bat.
got a scar on my left leg from when an Alpha crushed it, dislocating my hip and breaking a piece of bone from my knee, which had a ligament attached to it, it’s about 5 inches long.
a bout with prostate cancer at age 15 left me with a flacid dick which spurts urine if it comes to climax.
got scars on both of my wrists, ’nuff said.
if that describes what you want, good times ahead.

Comments

juliansachs – June 11, 2022
His strong point is punctuality.

youmakemehatethishit (Owner) – June 9, 2022
was almost beaten to death at a party tonight.
a group of three older guys who said they saw my profile here started shoving and punching me.
was shouting i was on mdma and not in the mood but it was no use.
they eventually got me to the ground and kicked my face and head until i passed out.
awoke and paramedics were there and i got taken to hospital in an ambulance.
have a broken nose, jaw, swollen mouth, loose teeth, two black eyes and not a drop of cum in my ass.
people are great, aren’t they?

youmakemehatethishit (Owner) – June 6, 2022
sexually speaking having my mouth and throat licked all over and sucked dry while i watch hardcore porn out of the corner of my eye drives me crazy


 

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justcallmejohn, 24
There’s a thing called the ‘willing suspension of disbelief’ that is necessary for any fiction to succeed in the mind of the reader or viewer, and if the work fails to make it possible for the audience to suspend disbelief long enough to accept the basic premise, the work fails as an illusion of reality.

I’m a no limits bottom but, I’m sorry, even I just can’t buy into the notion that any of these guys on here asking to be snuffed are just guys with the perfect balance of suicidal depression and over the top sluttiness. I can’t get past my sort of meta-sense that y’all are being played by these phonies to accept what’s obviously pure fantasy bait. I mean, there are almost a dozen guys here with the screen name “SnuffMe” and that title itself is barely a step removed from street signs that hawk “Girls! Girls! Girls!” in red-light districts all over the world.

Or is there someone here who has consensually snuffed some guy from this site who can tell me that I’m totally off base and it’s completely legit? I’m totally open to being amazed, and frankly it would be refreshing to know that something in this seedy, corrupt area of life is for reals.

Comments

Anonymous – June 16, 2022
It just started with having too much to drink with my son one night. If you rape your son there’s no going back.

Anonymous – June 14, 2022
And yet you believe that anyone who’d done what you are so skeptical about would answer that question honestly to a complete stranger who expects him to believe you look like a broken wind turbine?

 

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not_a_sk8er, 21
#Intensive treatment and #confession of #private patient around the clock in the #chapel of the #sanctuary. Door to the #chapel in the photo on the left. 🙏📖

_Symbiosis_ #Artists are chronically broke, and with #money and other #good or even #useful #things I am often very #happy to be convinced. Fence post.. 🤫

Please fuck off people using gummies or PrEP. Covid and Hepa for everyone! 💉😇 Feel free to take a #deep #look into some #human #abyss.

~ For the very special people ~ If you absolutely have to lie, lie to me like a book, every night of my life.🧎🏾🧎‍♀️If you must steal, please steal my sorrows away from me. 👣

Comments

Blackhat – June 20, 2022
Today you will find out who really cares about you.

Mrfox900 – June 16, 2022
translation: tyler is a gobbledygoop mouthed impact play submissive that has not found its limits with pain. it also loves being strangled raped and fisted. in its non-kinky life tyler studies nursing and psychology.

Querficker – June 13, 2022
Bizarre Sexnut likes teh chems let the Situation win.



 

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WhimperingThundercloud, 18
If I was told I only had twenty-four hours to live, I would kill as many people as possible. Kill them dead, everybody I could. Loved ones, strangers, neighbours. Everyone.

Comments

DelicateSnowflake – June 12, 2022
I’d eat. So much.

blasted – June 12, 2022
i’d make machine gun kelly slobber on my dick while i watched porn

dwarf2513 – June 12, 2022
Yea

2Sw33t4U – June 12, 2022
Ooh lucky me. You got any pictures of him?

dwarf2513 – June 12, 2022
I’ll share him😉

2Sw33t4U – June 12, 2022
I want to rape your brother too 🤤

dwarf2513 – June 12, 2022
I’d rape my younger brother. Little bro drives me crazy.

NigrescentBlackHole – June 12, 2022
Do a fuck load of heroin, kill people and have sex. Then go on Insta and brag about it.

TorturedRose – June 12, 2022
This times a million. But before that I’ll get high, drunk, and fuck bitches before I go on a killing spree.

 

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K9KnotBottom, 21
You know what I’m looking for. Always been obsessed about it. There’s many dogs around me and I need a man to help me get as many of them hot for me as possible.

Tomorrow (I’ll write the Google Maps address (?) tomorrow). I will hide naked in the forest near Hanover. You can grab me or wa*** me and kidnap me. I HAVE A VERY ANXIOUS ASS. Needs to be calmed the fuck down. Turn into TOTAL CAVERNOUS DOGS’ WHORE. One dog at a time, then two, more, eventually many dogs. Until my hole is so huge that everything spews out and you say “we’ll do more”!

(This is an occasional thing that I’m into like a “hobby” it’s not my life.)

Comments

f153 – June 13, 2022
My dog’s dick is gonna make you walk sideways.

K9KnotBottom (Owner) – June 10, 2022
Please note that while I’m only into dogs, I’m totally gay, totally proud and totally love our rainbow family.

Timwayne – June 5, 2022
I had a sexual relationship with a dog 38 years ago we lived together and at home I was his slut out in public I was just one of the guys walking a dog but once we walked in the house I became the slut I would always be naked from the waist down so that anytime he wanted he could have his way with me it was a great feeling he told me that I was born to belong to a dog and be any dog’s slut on demand and he was right so I know where you’re coming from.

ButcherdogBlondi – June 2, 2022
The power of the uncastrated German dog.


 

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WaLdEnPoNd, 19
I am 19 M, looking for a kinky dom who’s into how I smell
Forced exercising, heat lamps, rubber clothes, whatever it takes to get me sweaty and stinky from head to toe
No sex the first time, but if you rhapsodise about my stench we can negotiate

Comments

WaLdEnPoNd (Owner) – June 8, 2022
I can make you cum in under a minute.. but I won’t.

RegularSizedMan – June 7, 2022
I enjoyed our 3 hours today. You smell better than drugs. You will be taken to the cloud.


 

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SistersBrother, 19
I’m on a manhunt for stranglers. By means of manual strangulation with gloved or bare hands, ligatures such as belts, ropes, leather straps, silk neckties/scarves, garrottes and nooses. Doesn’t much matter as long we both get off on it. I’m into repeated long, slow, prolonged erotic strangulation and extended unconsciousness sessions for a night or days or longer. Anyone want me to twitch for my amusement and pleasure? Want to find out what is strangled a blowjob is all about? Strangled kisses? Let’s roll! Once you get your hands situated around my neck, you lock in your grip across my throat, fingers and thumbs searching out for the pulse, feeling my pulse in every heartbeat as you tighten up, grip tighter and tighter until I’m gone. Have the patience of a python. Feel the euphoria set in. Nighty-night!

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SistersBrother (Owner) – June 21, 2022
Don’t send me a message that’s been copied and pasted 273628 times.

SistersBrother (Owner) – June 20, 2022
I call myself SistersBrother because I am a student and I have two sisters.

SistersBrother (Owner) – June 20, 2022
If you have “breath play”, or “friendly”, “romantic”, “safe and sane” etc in your profile then fuck off. I am a true asphyxiation addict who has been choked of life many times and is looking for more. Real strangling, definitely no safe words or such bullshit. I am not looking for Breath Play as some here say (breath play? Wtf)!


 

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DaveyDisasterous, 18
Where do you hide your snuff porn folder? I hide mine in: Documents -> Microsoft User Data -> Microsoft Messenger Data -> cache -> .untitled. On macs file names starting in “.” are hidden.

Comments

Capptanker – June 8, 2022
When you turn a folder or file into a “ghost” it means it cannot be searched for, it cannot be indexed, or detected, or anything. All it shows up on your disc as is just a block of memory used up by absolutely nothing. But it’s there, and if you know exactly the correct route to get to it, and can type it in perfectly, THEN you can find it.
Any file or folder that is a “ghost” is completely undetectable, unless you know how to find it. And when it’s hidden in a maze of weirdly labeled folders mixed in with regularly labeled folders, it’s impossible for anybody but myself to find.

Carlos111 – June 8, 2022
mine is in a separate HDD, then you go pictures-> stuff-> the stuff-> picture stuff-> you know what-> the stuff stuff-> porn-> pictures/ videos-> sn*ff
there is a labyrinth of sub-folders next to every folder, and if you go into one, you get a shortcut called “porn” which directs you to the “my documents” folder

TakeMyMoneySir – June 8, 2022
desktop -> S4 league

Immer_nach_Hause – June 8, 2022
I think I’m more likely to make it than buy it…

Barbarian – June 8, 2022
I have mine hidden with a blank icon stashed through out my various documents. Once inside the invisible folder, there is a single picture with a hidden file inside it (inside the picture) containing my snuff pornz. It has to be opened with winrar to access it, and it has a password.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. Thanks for the list, man. I’ve been meaning to watch ‘Censor’, and I will. ** Impossible Princess, Hey, hey. Oh, I have a really hungry brain. Always have had. And I don’t enjoy ‘down time’ at all. So I’m always either making things or watching/reading/seeing/listening to things. And I’m a fast reader. So I guess that’s the explanation? My previous post … oh, Delon, gotcha. And here are the slaves, although I think it might be a pretty dark bunch. I’m a bad judge of that, ha ha. ** David Ehrenstein, Hadn’t heard that about Woody Allen. His last film played widely here, as usual. That’s not actually true about Godard. He’s finishing a new film right now. ** Kat, Hi, Kat! A sight for sore eyes = you! How nice! I think that’s the first Kendrick album that engaged me enough to make my list, yes. Strange, I know. I don’t know They Hate Change, but I’ll track it down. Thanks! And I think I need to go investigate the discord server for Holiday clothing brand now. That does sound like fun. I hope you are doing super great, my old pal. It’s so lovely to see you! ** Thomas Kendall, Well, of course that’s a big ‘duh’, maestro. Killer! ** Tosh Berman, Hi, Tosh. Was that Lydia Davis this year? I still haven’t read it, and I need to. I’m really happy you like ‘Martian Dawn’. What a wonderful, very overlooked book. I should do a spotlight thing on it, in fact. Pavement made it. Yay! ** Conrad, Hi, Conrad. I watched ‘Benediction’ through, err, illegal means. I’m not sure if it’s available here otherwise. Your film list is impeccable, of course. You saw Alex G live, cool. I haven’t. I guess he has a new album out, I just read somewhere. Thank you so much, and happy week! ** Sypha, Ah, well, I’ll just hold my breath figuratively speaking until year’s end then. ** Steve Erickson, Excellent lists. Lots for me to check out. You like the Stromae? I haven’t tried it yet. He’s gigantic here. Quite a few shared films on our lists, cool. And some input by your imagination to boot. Everyone, Here’s Mr. Erickson: ‘I wrote a new song, “Cobalt,” intended as a teaser for an album I’ll drop next month.’ ** Misanthrope, Hi. Dude, you’re so behind. What’s up with that? Shit, I hope your tests keep coming back in the negatives. One can’t be too careful, they say and one presumes. ** Stephen M, Hey, Stephen. Thanks a bunch for the lists. I haven’t seen the Cronenberg yet for no good reason. There’s a new Soderbergh? I spaced on the Earl Sweatshirt when I made my list. Yeah, I liked that a ton too. You’re an intern with Dorothy? That is so fucking cool. What a great and completely impeccable press. Wow. I didn’t know about the Dennis Lim book. Nice, I’ll get it. I’m excited for the Peter Christopher, and awesome to hear it lives up. Hat tip to you, sir. ** ANGUSRAZE, Well, hi there! I figured you were probably super busy with all your stuff. My browser wouldn’t let me see your Twitter photo for some reason, but I trust you. Excellent stuff you hooked up with this year, I concur. Me, I’m still a bore of film funds chasing and related preparation and stuff, but I’m alright. You obviously are all that and more. xo. ** L@rst, Dude, take your time, no sweat. NJ! For some reason whenever I see the words NJ I immediately hear Springsteen playing in my head, which makes me a philistine. Have big fun out east, and check in when you can and feel like it please. ** maggie siebert, Hi, Maggie! What a super pleasure to see you here! Fussing with equipment sounds exciting to me, I don’t know why. And I miss my record collecting days, so some envy there too. I will definitely check out that short film and EP you mention. I wrote their names down and everything. Me too, re: NYC. It’s gotta happen somehow ere too long. You writing? Very excited to read new work by you whenever the lucky time comes. Take care. ** Bill, Hi, B. Thank you for the lists. I’m so happy you liked the RE Katz. I think that was kind of the year’s sleeper hit, and I don’t know why it hasn’t gotten more traction. I literally have ‘You Won’t Be Alone’ cued up for tonight. Thank you, thank you. ** fervorxo, Hi! I’m doing reasonably okay, and I trust you’re doing even better. Many thanks for the music picks. There are a handful I don’t know, and I’ll make fast work knowing them. Happy … what is it, Thursday! ** Derek McCormack, My list would have been a humiliating embarrassment if your book wasn’t on it. Big, big love! ** Jeff J, Howdy, Jeff. I think Blake’s novel is coming out right about now or very soon. It’s very different than ‘Alice Knott’. More dense/intense. It’s fantastic, very very recommended. The Carl Stone is kind of similar to his recent ones but more so. It’s very fun. I need to get the Elaine Radigue. I thought ‘Benediction’ was much stronger than his recent films, yes. A return to form? Maybe. I basically agree with you about ‘Memoria’ re: pretty much everything. I think there are a lot of problems in it, and I think him thinning his work out like that was a real mistake, but Swinton being such a dead weight is a big one for me. I think your friend Ross is extremely overreaching there, but that’s interesting. ** blake, Blake! How awesome! I felt so lucky to be able to get a look at the novel beforehand thanks to a kindly fellow fan. It’s so great! Is that the novel you were telling me about when I saw you in Paris last? I’m guessing so. Anyway, it blew me utterly away. Oh, man, I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you liked ‘I Wished’ so much. That’s astounding to know, thank you so much! I too really hope we’ll coincide in some place before very long at all. I miss you, man. Boatloads of kudos and affection from me to you. xoxo. ** Brian, Whoa, it’s Brian! I’ve been thinking about you and hoping you were far, far more than just doing okay out there. Welcome back! I’m good, just kind of a machine trying to get the last funding to make Zac’s and my new film. That’s kind of my life these days, and it’s exhausting, but hopefully we’ll get there soon. I’m glad you liked ‘Benediction’. I was surprised by it as I hadn’t been so into his last few films. But yes! Anyway, I hope to start catching up with you and sharing the current days with you again, your inclination and schedule willing. Excellent to see you, pal. ** Right. It is the last day of the month and the slaves get unleashed on you like clockwork. See you tomorrow.

11 Comments

  1. David Ehrenstein

    Nice to hearGodard’sstill at it, though I don’t like him at all, personally. Of his recent work “Film Socialisme” is a masterpiece.

  2. Misanthrope

    Dennis, I am behind. Here’s how behind: I just finished Ariana’s last poetry collection A Sand Book last night. Seriously. Bought it when it was released and just got to it. Ugh. Erp.

    Man, I was feeling so funny yesterday. Swore I had the ro. Another test, another negative. I feel normal today. Things get in my head and…BAM! I’m soooo psychosomatic. I’ll take another test Friday just to make sure. But I’m fine.

    Thing is, I’ve been doing this workout routine that’s quite intense, and I haven’t been sleeping well, always waking up to pee during the night and whatnot, and sometimes just waking up several times for no reason. I think I’m a bit rundown. After Saturday, I’m a switch things up and take it easier in the gym.

  3. Tosh Berman

    I love Martian Dawn and you doing a blog on it would be wonderful. The reason I picked up on that book is that I heard Duncan Hannah did a book cover for him on another book, as well as a collaboration between the two on a chapbook (?) Martian Dawn and Other Stories are three short novellas. Have you read the other two novellas that are in that collection? I was totally surprised to see Duncan and you as characters within the narrative. I wasn’t expecting it, nor did I hear about it. I think the Lydia Davis essay Two was released this year… but I’m often late with things like that. For me, it is what I read that year, not released a specific year. And yes, finally made it into Pavement.

  4. Suzy

    When I was about 22 and fashioned myself as some scary semilesbian domme, I went around to art galleries, clubs, parties, etc. with this long, plastic stick-whip that I carried in a cheap blue laundry bag. Deep enough into any night, it would inevitably make an appearance and people would line up to get whipped. Macho bottoms, straight girls and then their boyfriends, and anyone at all drunk would dare that they could handle 10 lashings across the ass, and none of them except for one or two particularly devout sadists (both of them the boyfriends of girls I had previously fucked, which probably had something to do with it) could stand the pain. It was fun, and irresponsible. I later found out (via Joe Rogan, somehow?) that the toy is called a sjambok and it was used by South African police as a riot control device during apartheid. I have since learned the welt on my (now ex) girlfriend’s ass has never fully recovered, 7 years since.
    The whip freak reminded me of this. The moral of the story is that BDSM is best done by irresponsible kids on drugs who don’t care about the people they’re beating up and have no concept of consequences.
    Also, I missed yesterday’s post til now; I truly don’t know how you do it, Dennis. I can barely keep up with new books/movies/music let alone dig into them. I can barely read a page without getting a wild hair up my ass and having to Google something completely unrelated. But this year, I’ve enjoyed Theo Thimo’s poetry chapbook “OMG THE DAY”, Brian Solomon’s nonfiction “Blood and Fire: The Unbelievable Story of Wrestling’s Original Sheik” and Emamouse’s theme songs for Item Label’s plush dolls, like “Peepy’s Theme,” “Peepy’s Secret,” “Dinkle’s Theme” etc.

    • John Newton

      That is hot. I wish I had been there. I would have gladly let you whip, spank, or paddle me. I used to love getting drunk and spanking men and women in bars and dance clubs. Once I let two male friends who are heterosexual tie me to a tree in my friend’s parents front yard and whip my legs with thin tree branches I selected. They immediately stopped when they saw I was enjoying it too much. But I was the one in control and I got them to do it to me by everyone’s consent.
      Are you also bisexual? My email is JRN158(at)GMAIL.COM

      Maybe Dennis drinks lots of coffee or black tea? I usually read 1-2 books per day, depending upon work, life, and trying not to start way too many books, projects, and geneology research and translations at once.

  5. Jack Skelley

    Gr8 list yesterday, Dennis! Today, RIP Kenward Elmslie. Amy told me via Michael S. I put this on IG; Kenward Elmslie brings down the curtain. (1929-2022) Each book & poem & letter is a sicko opera. Librettos: Lizzie Borden, The Grass Harp. Z magazine and press: Wack art-word collabs w Joe Brainard . Also Donna Dennis. Of the NY School writers he’s closest (in outer space) to John Ashbery who deemed him “mad scientist.” I got to share stage w him a couple times. He blurbed my book Monsters: “Skelley, wizard poem mogul.” Michael Silverblatt in Barney mag essayed Kenward: “perverse, funny, scabrous.” I took his libretto workshop and produced “Extra Strength!” based on the Tylenol murders. I was the only person in the class to actually write one. It’s around here somewhere… Onward…

  6. Bill

    SistersBrother is not a Patrick DeWitt fan, is he? Why is not_a_sk8er lit like he’s in a Gaspar Noe movie? Memorable does this slightly deranged monologue, like a Brian Evenson character. I’m not sure why I’m full of cultural associations today.

    Looking forward to the new Blake Butler. Will hunt down the new Carl Stone ASAP.

    Bill

  7. _Black_Acrylic

    Still making the effort to kickstart my writing. Back when I was doing the short story class last year, we were recommended this Ray Bradbury self-help book and I do find it quite helpful. Maybe dated in style and resolutely unhip but still, its enthusiasm is infectious. Any such literature you would recommend?

  8. Steve Erickson

    1DomDude sounds very defensive for a dom!

    Did you set out to seek out bondage fantasies for so many of these posts? A lot of them made me think of the cannibalism fantasy photos created by Canadian makeup effects artist Remy Couture.

    Stromae’s pretty big in the U.S. too. He recently headlined Madison Square Garden, although I’m not sure who his American fans are. He doesn’t get radio play here.

    I listened to Scott Walker’s STRETCH & WE HAD IT ALL for the first time yesterday. I know Walker hated these albums and, after a CD release in the ’90s, deliberately kept them out of print- they’re only available as YouTube streams now. STRETCH did not do much for me, but I’d return to WE HAD IT ALL. There’s something slightly phony about the country direction, and I can sense that even when covering songwriters as great as Randy Newman and Bill Withers, he’d rather have been performing his own songs, but the power of his voice still comes through, especially on ballads. I wish he could’ve made an album in this country vein with more control over the music.

  9. John Newton

    Thanks for the list Dennis. I want to read the John Waters novel, but I am patiently waiting for my library to finally let people borrow one of the twelve copies. I read lots of horror fiction, and all types of literature and poetry. That was surprising about Kevin Killian. He made himself seem like a major alcoholic or a binge/problem drinker. I know that events in the memoirs/short stories did happen to him such as him taking LSD, but the story about taking it multiple times a day and not eating for a week in a university dorm was fictionalized, if he and Terry were able to write on acid they had super low doses, or he would add in fiction or flesh it out more like Cookie Mueller did in her writings. Did you ever meet Cookie? John Cale, Warhol, Or Lou Reed? It is sad about Nico becoming an addict. Which biography about her is the best or well researched? I hope you never used heroin or opiates, they are insanely addictive. I did not like how they made me nod off, itch a lot, and feel super nauseous like I was going to vomit. What did you usually do when you would take cocaine? It is insidious and super addictive. I have lots of friends who used it on weekends and they became addicted super fast and for decades or the rest of their lives.

    As you can read above in another comment I love whipping, discipline, and bondage. My parents know and are fine with it, and even my medical doctor is fine with it. I need to see him for a checkup as I slacked off seeing a doctor and dentist due to the stupid pandemic. Green tea is good for your teeth.

    My friend who had the stroke is doing a lot better he can smile and understand speech, he is on Ativan or some benzo, ever use those? At sixteen I had severely impacted wisdom teeth and was given nitrous oxide which made me laugh and feel relaxed, and I did not feel the IV of Valium I was given. I woke up at home and remember only what I wrote here. Friends that would take any dose of benzo low or high said they would black out from them. One friend who I grew up with said that as a teen she would steal her mom’s valium and take so much that she blacked out for a week at a time. Thankfully she was not driving and I assume she slept most of the time or was sort of on auto-pilot, and come out of it when she would take uppers.

    Almost all of the gay and bisexual self proclaimed Satanists I have met online and in person in bars were into crystal METH, heroin, Ketamine/DXM/ANGEL DUST or PCP, crack/base. Many of them frankly told me how they were poz, not on meds, if they claimed to be neg they were bug chasers, and the ones who were pozzed said how they did not take any meds and wanted to get infected with as many strains/types of HIV and other sexual diseases/bacterial/parasitic infections as possible. The poz guys I know said how they just block bug/strain chasers, only have safe sex with condoms with other poz guys on meds, take meds daily despite the not so fun side effects, and they do not date or sleep with men on prep as in their experience the men on prep want it completely unsafe and they do not want to infect or possibly infect anyone. I asked my gay friend who sees ghosts about gay and bisexual satanists and he said that there are things and I guess entities or whatever-I wouldn’t know I never saw a ghost or anything paranormal, it would be amazing to but I doubt it will happen-that you do not want to invite into your life. I never used any of those hard drugs. PCP or angel dust is super popular and common where I live but it has been this way since the late 1960s. I grew up with lots of people who have used it, did you ever use it? To me it seemed scary so I avoided it completely.

    This is an old documentary about PCP or ANGEL DUST in Southern California in the early 1970s.

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ByIB5wlJJQY

    Here’s to hoping we all get lots of $€£ soon!

  10. Brian

    Hey Dennis,

    Seems like a rather morbid coterie of catamites today, or maybe I just have death on the brain. Glad to hear you’re well if exhausted: I can’t even begin to imagine the tedium of mustering film funding when you two have been more or less ready to go for months, if I recall correctly. May the near future bring all the final necessities. Prior to Benediction I’d only seen Davies’ two major autobiographical films and The Deep Blue Sea; having completed watching his entire filmography just today, I’d agree that he’s had some ups and downs over the past ten years (Sunset Song is his weakest by a wide margin, I think), but that this new one represents, if not exactly a return to form, a pretty ideal synthesis of a lot of the forms and themes he’s been playing with throughout his career. It sits alongside The Long Day Closes in the very upper echelon of his oeuvre, I think. There’s not much to share from the current day: only the numbing despair of our ever-worsening national nightmare, and the poor divertissement provided by the toxic goopiness of The Sound of Music, which I watched with my family today. Maybe this long weekend of the fourth will prove more interesting, ideally in a good way. How is your end of week looking? Starry-eyed and sublime, one hopes.

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