The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Watery

 

 

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Ryoichi Kurokawa Outfalls (2011)
It is an audiovisual installation consisting of 8 rectangular HD displays and 8ch multi sound hanging at different heights from the ceiling and arranged to form a circle. The screens project videos of various waterfalls in movement, whose sound echoes through the speakers in the Arsenale. The audiovisual performance has a duration of 8 minutes. Initially the visitor seems to be immersed in a dimension of peace until the showing suddenly stop and the screens start to alternate with each other in the reproduction of the video, creating a sense of anxiety. The movement of the waterfalls accelerates, stops, is reversed and finally restored in an aggressive or peaceful way, always emphasized through the use of the sound.

 

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Sun Yuan and Peng Yu Dear (2015)
‘A white silicon chair in a large plexiglass box, fit with a rubber hose that violently whips around.’

 

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Jo Broughton Ice Cave (from the series Empty Porn Sets) (2010)
In her series Empty Porn Sets, by recording spaces left behind after the human activity, Jo Broughton makes a strong statement against a voyeuristic or judgemental look at the processes of making porn, withdrawing from any moral discourse. The emptiness depicted has the effect of mainlining emotional reverb into the space.

 

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Finnbogi Pétursson Sphere (2003)
Icelandic artist Finnbogi Pétursson’s work combines sculpture and architecture with sound, using single repetitive tones, emitted at precise intervals from speakers throughout the installations, to create sound wave “sculptures” in the air. In essence, Pétursson’s work makes sound visible. Not surprisingly, he has built a reputation among jazz, classical and experimental musicians and throughout the arts community as a major innovator, blending high- and low-tech media to create sound sculptures that play upon sound, vision and the capture of light, within the context of the natural world.

 

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David Zink Yi Untitled (Architeuthis)
Untitled (Architeuthis), a massive sculpture of the ancient sea squid that since pre-historic times has dwelt at the ocean’s darkest depths. The subject of lore and fine art for centuries, the Architeuthis emerges to human view only at its death, when it washes onto shore and is deposited at the border where the opposing but interdependent worlds of land and sea meet. Zink Yi’s dying squid sprawls across the gallery floor, a body without breath. Its 16-foot, deflated, creamy pale form rests in a pool of glistening dark liquid. Looking like tons of dead animal protein, Zink Yi’s Architeuthis is in fact a 660-pound ceramic object achieved through a tremendously difficult process that pushes the material to the very limits of its potential.

 

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Greatest Hits Aquae Profundo (2011)
Being raised in the Soviet system, where tales of abduction by aliens or UFOs meant that you too may soon be taken by psychiatrists, I was not very keen on discussing my encounters publicly for years. When I looked at this work I thought there must be another tautology at play, a double or even triple cliché of familiarity. Together with predictability, here lies the essence of contemporary art: it has to be predictable enough and codified so that it can be consumed in one way or another. Yet the artwork faces a demand for newness, unscripted and unknown. This frozen creature represents a balance of forces (physical and ideological) that makes it possible as an artifice of contemporary art. This is indeed brilliant. But does this make me more curious than a discussion about the genealogy of Raelians? I don’t know. I don’t know if it teaches me any new ways of reasoning and perceiving. What it does do is push the status quo, and maybe there is a twist-at-the-end kind of moment when you suddenly realise that everything you took for granted is in fact something completely different. Maybe the fact that this sculpture will melt is enough. It may even encourage one to abolish the structures that preserve it — or to buy a more powerful freezer. If the work melts before we make conclusions about it — perhaps the best thing that could happen — it will allow us to have a continuing conversation, rather than put these ideas back on the shelf.

 

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Olafur Eliasson Riverbed (2014)
Described as a “stress-test of the Louisiana Museum’s physical capacity” the installation Riverbed by Olafur Eliasson is a staged imitation of a natural landscape within the walls of one of Denmark’s important Modernist buildings. Visitors can walk on the rocky surface, which slopes up towards the sides of a series of rooms that make up the museum’s south wing. A narrow path running through the spaces has been filled with water to recreate the trickle at the bottom of a dried river.

 

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Soo Jin Ahn Stereo Water Tank (2010)

 

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Roni Horn Doubt by Water (2003-04)
I am playing with the idea of a two-faced person, like Marilyn Monroe and Norma Jeane Baker or someone with a hidden or shady side to their personality. With “Doubt by Water,” one side of each of these paired images is a photo of the Skaftá in Iceland, a glacial river where the water is often heavily colored by minerals. It could be a beautiful anti-freeze green, turquoise, or, as it is in “Doubt by Water,” this mysterious, opaque cement color. On one side, the flowing river, on the other, other forms of water, like icebergs. And then you have the picture of a young person.’

 

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Rebeca Méndez At any given moment (2009)
Rebeca Méndez is a Mexican artist born in 1962 who works using various media such as photography, video and installation. A constant theme in her works is the flow of water in waterfalls and rivers.

 

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Chang Kyum Kim Water Shadow Four Seasons (2014)

 

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Beili Liu Thirst (2013)
During the autumn of 2013, the Chinese artist Beili Liu created Thirst, a site-specific artwork exhibited on Lady Bird Johnson Lake in Austin, Texas. It was a work created to denounce the severe water crisis which hit Texas after a drought that killed millions of trees. The installation consisted of a drought-killed cedar elm tree painted white and supported by a pole in the middle of the lake. The roots of the tree barely reached the surface of the water without touching it, thus increasing the tragic nature of the work: the tree was deprived of water, the element that gives it life. It was alone, decadent and thirsty.

 

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Cai Guo-Qiang Heritage (2013)
99 life-sized replicas of animals. Animals: polystyrene, gauze, resin and hide. Installed with artificial watering hole: water, sand, drip mechanism.

 

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Céleste Boursier-Mougenot Clinamen (2013)
In Clinamen white porcelain bowls float on the surface of an intensely blue pool. Circulating gently, swept along by submarine currents, floating crockery acts as a percussive instrument, creating a resonant, chiming acoustic soundscape marked by complexity, hidden patterns and chance compositions.

 

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Fabrizio Plessi Various works (1999-2010)

 

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Rúrí Vocal IV (2008)
In her series of works called Vocals, the Icelandic artist Rúrí wants to give life to the voice of the waterfalls through Video Art Installations. “A mighty waterfall has a mighty awe-inspiring voice. But if the water flow dwindles or the water disappears that voice will die” the artist says. Vocal IV is an elaborate performance created in collaboration with musician and composer Jóhann Jóhannsson with diverse elements- video, music, sound art, waterfall swish, nature sounds and texts from the international discussion that Rúrí has collected about water. This is the first time Rúrí has worked with a composer for a performance. Together Rúri and Jóhann have teamed up with an Icelandic choir, Matthias Hemstock, percussionist player, and a group of electric guitar players to create a vast soundscape.

 

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Gabriel Orozco Ping Pond Table (1998)
The Ping Pond Table is connected to this idea of a new space, a new possible space. When you have a normal ping-pong game, you have a net, which is enough space between two spaces. But when you multiply that space by four, instead of two people playing, you have four people playing in four tables. You open that space so the net is also open. And what you have there is a new space because it didn’t exist before. I’m thinking in a new game, when I multiply by four the knights in the chessboard, or when I made the pendulum and the billiard table. In this case, I opened the ping-pong—the net, that space in between two spaces—I opened it up. And I have a tri-dimensional space now, in between four spaces. So, in this case, it’s the net, the limit, and the border between two spaces. I opened that border, and it became tri-dimensional, a space in itself. And that’s why I decided to make the pond. I could decide to make anything I wanted. It could be a rug or sand or nothing. But then I liked the idea because the shape of the table has to be round. It’s round because you have to move; waiting for the bounce from three different tables, you have to move much more than in a normal ping-pong table. I liked the idea of the pond and the lotus. If you want to think in a metaphorical sense, of the lotus flower as the beginning of the universe, I think you can do that because it’s a new game. It’s a new space for a new way of playing with the universe, which is this game. I think every game is a universe, in a way, or every game is an expression of how the universe works for different cultures. Ping-pong is a game about the universe playing, or is a game about how the universe is so arbitrary and how it’s constant.

 

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Nicolas Consuegra The Water that you Touch is the Last of What has Passed and the First of that Which Comes (2013)
The La Central gallery dedicated all of its Art Basel space to Nicolas Consuegra’s 15 channel video installation The Water that you Touch is the Last of What has Passed and the First of that Which Comes. It chronicled the Magdalena river as it runs through a depressed small town outside of Bogotá. Presented as a moving ring, the river becomes a sensual emblem of rushing infinitudes and potential for a town that is in socioeconomic stagnation.

 

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Marie Toseland Being and Nothingness (2010)

 

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Shigeko Hirakawa Follow the Water (2014)
In Follow the Water, Hirakawa releases into the streams of Trévarez Domain park in Saint Goazec, France a mass of 1800 tons of water coloured with fluorescein and lets it flow down through the grounds into the pond.

 

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Sophia Collier Grand (2013)
Grand is a 22-foot sculptural portrait of the Grand River after midnight. The work is comprised of three acrylic blocks carved into a realistic section of the river. To create the surface of Grand I developed a software model of wind and current in the Grand Rapids’ area and incorporated patterns of sound waves from the region. The sounds came from various sources, including my own on-site recordings, oral histories and music, as well as those provided by the public. The work itself, while using sound in its design, is silent, reflecting the stillness of deep night when dreaming and rest are resolving all that has occurred.

 

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Olga Ravn The Employees (2020)

 

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Eric Tillinghast Rain Machine (2012)
Water is the inspiration, the medium and the subject inside the work of American artist Eric Tillinghast. His work takes the form of paintings, sculptures and installations where water becomes the protagonist. In Rain Machine, a large rectangular basin of water is moved by a pump while from the top a drip system makes the water fall on the surface.

 

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Jan Fabre The man writing on water (2006)

 

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Jeppe Hein Hexagonal Water Pavilion (2007)
The form of the water pavilion is deduced from the isometric view of a cube, composed of ten interior water walls surrounded by six perimeter walls, giving the top view the appearance of a cube nested in a hexagonal structure. The 2.5-metre-high water walls systematically rise and fall, delineating all possible configurations of the space in defined sequences before changing shape and appearance. Initially the pavilion looks inaccessible, but soon it becomes evident that the wall of water is divided into sections and the visitors are able to move between spaces within the structure. Visitors find themselves enclosed in ever-changing interior spaces or suddenly pushed to the exterior, without any means to control the confinement or exclusion.

 

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Tokujin Yoshioka Stellar (2011)
The chandelier is based on Tokujin’s attempt of creating an artificial star, but in a spherical form. Focusing on the beauty born out of coincidence during the formation process of natural ice crystals, ‘stellar’ is the result of Tokujin’s ongoing research development of growing ice crystals within an aquarium.

 

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Martijn van Wagtendonk Trickle Into a Lower Chamber (2009)
Suspended 6-feet and a couple of inches above the floor and pond is van Wagtendonk’s wooden boat. He built the 16-foot dinghy himself after finding plans he liked more than any craft he considered buying. Some 300 wind-up mechanical birds are stationed underneath the hull and await viewers, whose approaches trigger the random pecking. To accomplish this, van Wagtendonk gutted each of the birds and inserted his own mechanics, which are a mix of electronic parts that make up “analog randomness. The boat and bird are situated in a dim gallery space lit by a host of small bulbs that variously glow, depending on where the viewer stands. The lights reflect on a floor surface made of a solid black layer of water. The shallow square pond receives intermittent drops of moisture from above. But where the water comes from is unclear because of the ceiling’s darkness.

 

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Mary Ma Wind Water Wave (2016)
Mary Ma’s Wind Water Wave is a 50 foot long polyester fabric that cascades from the ceiling. This fabric is blown by high powered fans, causing a continuous series of waves that ripple to the ground. Video projectors mounted in the ceiliing light up the fabric with the imagery of moving water recorded on the shore of Lake Ontario.

 

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Urs Fischer The Trouble With Being Born (2015)
cast brass, stainless steel tubing, powder coating, electric pump, brass spray nozzle and rubber gasket

 

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Fujiko Nakaya Fog Bridge (2015)
Each time the haze appears its form and reach alters, twisting and dissipating on the quay’s incoming wind. Sometimes the pedestrian traffic is lost within it, silhouettes and ghosts. Other times the cloud is instantly lifted and forms a kind of crown around the gramophone horns. The piece is called—what else?—Fog Bridge. It’s a simple proposition and pedestrians using the bridge react in many different ways. For a moment you might be in an urban cloud forest, enveloped, lost. You might think about changing global weather or your place in the planet’s ecology. After dark, under the streetlights, those old enough to remember could recall the London smog. Or you could just get pissed off that your clothes are getting slightly wet. But Fog Bridge does feel modern, in its wry, open invitation—best experienced without justification, its meanings owned by those who stumble upon it.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** jay, Thanks, jay. Cool you’re on board with the monsters. And thanks about the reissues. I’m a lucky writer. Tout suite! ** Poecilia, My parents dragged me to a bunch of live action ‘Nutcrackers’ when I was a kid, and I never realised it was based on something written, but duh. Amazing that you live somewhere warm enough to have insects at this time of year. ** James Bennett, You would think so, and we’re counting on it, but we’ll see. Right, a pamphlet. Maybe they could do a pairing of Adem’s booklet and something else. They do that. Or it could be a Ssnake Press event in general? Hm. Sure, email me. I’ve heard of Rosny-sous-Bois, but I’ve never traipsed across its border, I don’t think. There are a lot od Bois’s around here. Anyway, score! ** _Black_Acrylic, ‘Cold as a witch’s tit’ is definitely something people say in the US, although not so much in recent years for obvious reasons. I just looked it up, and you’re right, it was first coined during the Salem witch trials. Gold star. ** Charalampos, Curative vibes towards your throat. I’ve heard no talk about reissuing the other Cycle novels, so I don’t know. Today’s my sister’s birthday. So close. The same vibes as stated earlier from Paris. ** kenley, For Pride! That’s my pick. I’ve been to London a reasonable amount. I’m actually not that into it. I mean, sure, it’s cool, and everything. I think it’s all the pubs and everyone going to the pub all the time. I don’t drink, and sitting around in pubs watching people get drunk bores me to death. I’m weird that way. The pomegranate portion of the pancake powder is separate. You can buy it in the odd health food store in LA. I can’t imagine it being an easy score here. Yes, I smoke. Just under a pack a day. I shouldn’t and all of that, but my only vices these days are cigarettes and caffeine basically, so I figure that’s not asking my health for too much? ** Carsten, Yeah, the gun for hire directors back in wilder movie days had what seem like enviable trajectories, although I think their work was heavily compromised by the producer types. Weird that you’r getting whomped by the sky while we’re just chilly and moist, but I guess you guys aren’t exactly next door, although it feels like you are. ** darbbzz⋆。°⋆❅*𖢔𐂂☃︎꙳, Ah, sucks about the snow delay, but, yeah, snow! We had a rare day here a few weeks ago where it snowed for about 7 hours. Usually it only snows here for maybe 4 minutes. I’ll go check my instagram messages, thank you! Agreed about your imagining of the Epstein scene being fascinating, but they all seem to be such boring, horny assholes chasing young tail for brainless reasons and just maxing out their privilege. At least the ‘Marbled Swarm’ characters were internally complicated. Maybe. I hoped so. I think your book is going to be infinitely more interesting than those jet-setting pedo wanna-be’s, but they’re imagination fuel, of course. Anyway, I like how you’re processing it. They should be so lucky. Wow, let me know how those classes are going. Don’t let them homogenise your voice. ** Steve, Heads up when that podcast is ready for our ears. Mm, I like the giant insect ones the best maybe. ‘High School Confidential’ is charming. ** Laura, Hi. Yeah, but what’s interesting, or to me, is/was that kids just needed the bare bones of an imaginative world to become enamoured of it. There’s some kind of lesson in that. Even before I went vegetarian as a young teen I hated fish and seafood. I wouldn’t put my mouth anywhere near it. Even the idea of vegan faux-fish makes me feel slightly ill. I grew up thinking that people who read the New Yorker were revealing their essential conservatism. That said, all kinds non-conservative people I know read it religiously. Zac is addicted to reading it. I’m always surprised when a bonifiably fantastic writer like Steven Milhauser gets published in there. I’m sure I’m being too hard on it, but it just seems like a gateway to becoming conventionally erudite and complacent. I’m getting script feedback today, but that just means I’ll go back to working on it and won’t want to talk about it for a while. But one of these days. luv! ** Bill, ‘High School Confidential’ contains instances within it that are quite fun. Word over here on Besson’s ‘Dracula’ is that it’s … really terrible. The new movie that I’m really curious about is ‘Iron Lung’. Hopes that it could be the ‘Skinamarink’ of its time. ** HaRpEr //, Oh, okay. I hope they pull you aside. Make sure you’re as pull aside-able as possible. (I have no idea what that would entail.) Thanks about the Rio. I just need a route inside. Wood seems really singular within even that director set, yes. ** Uday, Good professors think being quibbled with is a sign of respect, I think? I dream? ** Right. Today’s post introduces itself quite handily. See you tomorrow.

14 Comments

  1. Alice

    Hey there Dennis!

    Going to respond to the questions you gave a few days ago. The job I applied for is a general customer assistant. It seems that I’ll be expected to carry out ticket orders, clean up after screenings, and make food for customers. Interchangeable stuff and all that. By the time of writing this message, the interview will be in about an hour, so I’m all good to get going. I’ve been stuck in restaurant roles for the past 7 years, so it’ll be welcoming to step into a different environment. Not sure if my position relates to the actual screening of the films, but I’ll see what will be learned today.

    Poppy’s work is something I’ve only become familiar with in recent years. I remember this particular youtube channel I used to watch discussing his book Exquisite Corpse, and feeling intrigued by the elements described. Actually, I haven’t started it yet, but it’s on my soon to get to list because it relates to what I want to explore with my novel. Don’t think I’ve mentioned much about that, but it’ll be focused on an age gap relationship where one of the partners murders somebody. From there, I’m interested in exploring the time that follows before the older partner disappears. Yesterday I had a seminar, and I bought in a draft of the opening chapter. Right now I’m thinking of how to position the murder, because I want to enable myself to explore their perspectives. So, I see Poppy touching on similar themes and it resonates with me. So far I’ve only read his collection Swamp Foetus, but I’m really fond of “A Georgia Story”. Nice to hear that you had that correspondence with him.

    In relation to my novel, do you have any suggestions for works where murder is “the central focus”? By extension, I’m also interested to hear what may have informed your perspective when representing death through a book like Frisk.

    Also, me, Hugo, and my partner showed a friend of mine A Family Finds Entertainment. It was lovely to revisit as I haven’t checked up on Trecartin’s work for a bit. I’m always fascinated by his repeated deconstruction to reconstruction of identity, and I think there’s something beautiful about Skippy’s repressed plight in that film. If ever the chance came, I’d love to reach out to Trecartin about those aspects. I remember seeing an interview where he talked about the inherent constructive aspects of gender, and it felt eye-opening seeing that idea being engaged with.

    Best of wishes to you!

  2. _Black_Acrylic

    Would be interested to see that Urs Fischer artwork in the flesh. How unfortunate that the gallerygoer in this photo seems way more interested in perusing their phone. Sign of the times, I suppose.

    Saw a good film last night. Villain is a very old-school London gangster flick from 1971 that stars Richard Burton and an array of renowned British thesps. I feel the British do this kind of nasty hard-boiled criminal caper better than most.

  3. Steeqhen

    Hey Dennis,

    Moved up to working 3 days a week now, which I’m thoroughly enjoying; today I was sorting through the travel section, keeping one book on each country and/or city, and then going through 4 different crates of books, with everything not on the shelf being sent away to a different shop. Ended up finding and then selling a Southern Italy travel book from 1903, which was crazy to hold. I really enjoy that I feel myself using my brain and testing my general knowledge with this job, as I was always pretty good with countries and cities and this put that skill to use. Speaking of jobs, this one Irish press just advertised remote jobs (editorial and marketing assistants) with no experience needed, which I would love to get, especially as I do have experience with being an editor. It’s paid too, which is a plus, especially if I could potentially keep it up once I’ve moved.

    There’s a screening of Bugonia on tomorrow in the cinema (which I was hoping would happen as I still havent seen it) though I only just found out about it and I’m supposed to be meeting friends tomorrow evening, which is a bummer; I definitely dont have the energy to do a shift at work, go to the cinema, and then go out for the night…

    A new cafe has opened up in my job; the place is a Co-op that is a supermarket, book shop, two small shops (one furniture and one a wicca/crystal esque shop that has been around for years but relocated here) and this new cafe/restaurant is replacing the old one. All the food here (and perhaps also in the supermarket) is vegan, and it was pretty lovely. I’m trying to be a bit more vegetarian, one for like ethical and environmental reasons, but also because it’ll make me have to try new foods. I don’t think I can go fully vegetarian yet as I tend to have some issues regarding food, but have two or three days a week where I just eat vegetarian is a good start I’d say?

  4. Carsten

    @James Bennett: You’re looking for a book launch venue in Paris? So am I, or at least weighing the possibility. I noticed Dennis’s suggestion of a pairing & perked up. I have a poetry chapbook coming out this year from UnCollected Press. No idea if that would be a good fit thematically/stylistically, & I don’t have a fixed print date from my publisher yet, but mine’s a slender volume too. What do you think? And when are you looking to launch?

    @DC: Very fitting post for my neck of the woods, what with the deluge here & all. Conceptual art is my biggest blind spot, in that I usually don’t get it or its appeal—like it’s in a language I don’t understand. So I treat posts like today’s as an education of sorts, in an area that feels quite exotic to me.

    Yeah you don’t really feel the distance between our two countries until you’ve driven through them. And even when I did that I mostly shot through southern France. Just checked & you’re 1800 km (1118 miles) northeast of me, which is about 200 miles shy of LA to San Antonio for reference.

    Turns out it was a false alarm though, well at least in my region. There was rain, but nothing crazy. Some more vulnerable areas got the brunt of the flooding. I guess after the savage floods in Valencia a while ago (& the blame that came with them) the authorities try to err on the side of caution.

    Oh yeah, no doubt many gun-for-hire directors worked under the constant boot of interference & compromise. But I’ve also heard of certain B-movie/exploitation producers who’d basically give free rein as long as you came in on budget & schedule. Wasn’t Corman pretty lenient like that?

    Issue 12 (& 12.5) of Keeping the Flame Alive is out now, featuring two poems of mine. They actually do a local print run first (& may the gods bless them for that!), in the Columbus, Indiana region. I love the idea of someone out in Columbus picking up a copy in a coffeeshop & reading my poem—the simple, analog beauty of that.
    Once there’s a PDF I’ll share it here.

  5. Bill

    Fine lineup today, Dennis. The Sun Yuan/Peng Yu piece seems rather sexual. Or is it just me?

    Saw Albert Birney’s Strawberry Mansion. It’s nutty enough that even some of my friends grumbled about it. But I really enjoy this kind of scrappy surreal indie. Even better than OBEX.

    Bill

    • Laura

      it’s not you, it’s a down bad piece ^_^

  6. Laura

    hi Dennis!

    i’m too into Pétursson to think clearly or unclearly about the rest rn! i’ll have to get back to them. but ugh, w headphones on, obvi, way hot and like profound too, sainted jellyfish or whatever. it def knows more than i do, and it talks like shh lol. ty for sharing! <3

    not sure i got you earlier, re: kids becoming enamoured of a bare bones new world etc. like, if we’re talking sannyasins, those guys were def into the deep dive… they’d go to India and study their arse off, probably badly, make demands, it was the guru who was like ‘don’t ask me for a philosophy, weird twats, we don’t have one, what we have is ritual’ — and then the kids would throw themselves into that wholesale. which at least from the outside looked super intense, uh, those doomed primalscreaming orgies of theirs were trying to break on through maybe into the post-self, idk. but i def think most must have believed they’d been sold on more than a glimpse. as much as a glimpse of smth, anything not ‘this’, might hit you or i different lol. which yea, a lesson. but i might also be misreading you.

    hey, anyway… have you ever written smth which isn’t fiction (unless just writing it fictionalises it, whatever) and wondered if it will be the thing that makes readers go ‘yeah, right…’?

    i use myself as fodder whenever, and a while ago i wrote this chapter around a specific violent experience — the inciting event is part fiction to suit the context, the event itself is as true to fact as i remember it and the aftermath is an amalgam but largely fact. now, reading it over i’m like… no-one’s gonna believe this lol. i don’t mean i won’t be personally believed, which, not the point, but, like, literarily? unless ppl have been through the same thing and the thing feels relatively universal, which it might but who knows. idk. loads of ppl, writers in process too, have these weird takes on violence they’re v aesthetically attached to, like, ‘that’s obvi how it’d be if x happened’, and really it’s ‘you talk like one who's never been knocked the fuck on out’ lol.

    anyway. individual mileage may vary but violence tropes seem so pervasive that an honest account may even look like bad writing to a lot of ppl? esp if it doesn’t end up cathartic and stuff, which imo defeats the point of writing about this sort of personal bc, you know, fodder, not therapy.

    anyway, the weird shit time does, how intellectual and mundane and complicit closing in on stuff can feel… even just how emotionally complicated fighting is. i’m def not writing for people who’d chew me up over experience vs cultural expectation, and if i did ok then the thing’s got some internal coherence, but eh. what i’m trying to say is… eh. basically. =)

    anyway. promise never to fuck you up via vegetarian fish as far as it’s in my power to spare you, Dennis! =D and this wet post as a whole i’ll revisit tomorrow. gorge jellyfish, fr <3

  7. Steve

    What’s inside the balls of “Follow The Water”?

    I’m in the midst of mixing my next album. I doubt I will be able to complete it in time for Bandcamp Friday, but I’ll definitely release a few songs then.

    The courthouse where I had to go for jury duty is located in Chinatown, so I ate at a vegan Chinese restaurant that day. Although I didn’t order this, they served vegan jellyfish. (I ate real jellyfish once, but they have no flavor.)

    Conspiracy theorists have taken EYES WIDE SHUT as their model for sexual abuse by “the elites” and imagine all Hollywood celebrities and Democratic politicians going through sex magick rituals passed down for centuries by an underground cult. There’s a fucked-up glamour to the way they talk about it. If you read the details, they’re horrible but tawdry. Bill Gates cheating on his wife, getting an STI and trying to sneak her medication to treat it is just depressing. A bank manager in Toledo could do the same thing.

  8. HaRpEr //

    Hey. The tv thing will be happening tomorrow, today when you’re reading this. If I pretend I’m just playing a role (which is what everyone does on tv anyway) it’ll be a lot easier. My fear is that I’ll be outnumbered by right wingers. Well, actually, my real fear is that I’m going to be made to represent all trans people or something. What the hell have I gotten myself into? What have they done unleashing a mentally ill transexual on national television? I think I just have to think about it as little as possible until it happens.
    I want to be one of those audience members you see on chat shows who exclaims something like ‘She did not!’ when someone says something crazy. I also want to do some serious eye rolling. In reality I think I may develop a stutter. That’s the role I’m playing though so it’s fine.

    Drinking culture is actually sort of on its way out in the UK due to bars getting more expensive. I totally agree though. I knew people at uni who used to spend entire days at the pub watching muted tv half-interestedly. That would drive me crazy. Like, don’t you want to see this new film that’s on or see a band or some art?

    I watched the first half of ‘Castration Movie Part ii’. It’s even longer than the first, a full five hours! And not a minute that isn’t both thrilling and slow at the same time, like a great Rivette or Warhol film. There’s actually an incredible ‘Chelsea Girls’-ish split screen scene at a party too. I can’t wait to sit through the rest. They managed to get the second one out so fast by simply uploading it online. It’s truly stunning and really inspired me from its approach. It makes you think ‘anyone can do this’ and yet it still seems so rare and beautiful and singular.

  9. darbz (⊙ 0⊙ )

    Watery is the sound being made outside my door as I hear melted snow shedding + rain slapping the little courtyard roof.
    Did ya get a chance to look at the picture I sent you on instagram where your “closer” book cover is one of the many pictures embellishing my wall?
    What are you planning to do today? cant remember the last time I asked that question.
    What kind of cigarettes u smoke? I smoke spirits once in a while, sometimes one cig a day.
    I like the story you once told about the escort/prostitue(?) who snorted all ur coke in the bathroom.
    Hm, maybe that wasnt me u told, and I was just nosy. Funny regardless.
    Oh, I went to the library today after class with that nonbinary crush, we went by the saigon market and then I looked at the library while they were nonverbal because they lost their voice so they communicated thru their notes app.
    Kind like what we are doing now.
    Read some Edgar Allen Poe and a japanese art/music book section about Kabuki.
    I need to go the the university library more often! Its literally a walk away and it closes at 12am
    Imagine being super stimulated and just blowing thru the books at uncw library all day. Oooh sounds fun.

    • darbz (⊙ 0⊙ )

      Ooh btw I have been considering working with Horus the Egyptian god if anyone who is happens to be reading is interested in sharing some tid-bits and knowledge!

  10. Uday

    All the snow outside is melting so this feels veyr appropriate. I remember really feeling water when reading Chinua Achebe’s Chike and the River back in middle school when I was on a huge Achebe kick and reading quite literally anything I could get my hands on by him. Generally water to me comes from the sky and I don’t care for ground water (rivers, lakes, seas) quite as much but then you get to underground water (caves, wells) and it gets exciting again. Do you have an altitudinal preference?
    Had to read Charles Yu’s Interior Chinatown for class and I don’t like it very much; it’s been called experimental and doesn’t feel particularly so? But to be fair that’s not a label he seems to be working with. It also taps into this weird racial anxiety that I’m very much opposed to.

  11. kenley

    hi dennis!

    ahh—ill send photos come june!!

    im with you on just-caffeine-and-nicotine island! i personally overdo both, but better that than everything i used to put up my nose when i was 22.

    hmm. right, i do forget that london isnt just like…a cloud of pure grime and jungle vibes haha. hard agree, watching people get drunk is tiresome, esp now that im sober. university was brutal for that lolol.

    hmm, now im curious. how is paris for a non drinker?

    • kenley

      meep! forgot to mention, that white tree over the lake is really striking.

      hmm…i saw a piece last summer at the ubc anthropology museum (fascinating and harrowing place!) that was like a video projected on a flat surface of continuously falling water. im up past my bedtime now but ill hunt it down in the am if that piques your interest

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