______________

letsgetsickening, 20
Hey I’m an introvert boring bottom looking for some nsa fucking and nasty and stuff like that. I like older guys especially fat. I joke about suicide way too much. I like doing anything real for a long time when hooking up and I will do anything if you want me to.

Comments

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 22, 2018
Permanent imprisonment is music to my ideas.

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 20, 2018
I’m a Satanist and I like Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit.

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 19, 2018
Guess what my best ASSet is.

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 17, 2018
I realize I should have done this 10 years ago when I was adorable, but if you want a fairly cute 20 year old guy, then you’ve come to the right ad.

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 16, 2018
I also love being milked until I run out of sperm then the man dips a toothbrush in my sperm and brushes my teeth with it.

letsgetsickening (Owner) – Dec 10, 2018
I love pain. It gets me hard. I love to cry and scream.

 

_______________

RuralKidnappingBait, 19
Are you an evil, extremely controlling man, over 30, looking to take a young, virgin boy as your slave? I can host on Mondays in Clermont, QLD, for any examinations or tests of me you wish to do. Afterward you have the choice of either leaving without me, or leaving with me tied up in the boot of your car. As a faggot, I am obviously not worthy of standards or limits, and as such are open to anyone or anything for the remainder of my life.

Comments

RuralKidnappingBait (Owner) – Dec 12, 2018
My brain is fucked but I can muddle along with the help of google translate in text convos.

BLKALPHADOM – Dec 9, 2018
Tired of not being able to take your play to the brutal extremes you really desire? No problem. No-limits, sub-human object formerly known as RuralKidnappingBait exists to serve us to the most extreme and taboo levels without question. it exists solely for our guilt-free pleasure as no-limits bareback cum dumpster, extreme torture toy, punching bag, ash try for cigars and cigarettes, urinal, pale flesh for marking, full toilet, mutilation meat, and extreme taboo provider. Tell it what to do and it obeys … period. You will thank me for allowing it to exist for your pure pleasure. I will provide its number and/or email address immediately upon request.

RuralKidnappingBait (Owner) – Dec 7, 2018
Now owned bye BLKALPHADOM

RuralKidnappingBait (Owner) – Nov 16, 2018
BLKALPHADOM thank you for horrors SIR
day1 of 2week trial thank you SIR

 

_______________

AustinLivestock, 20
My father said….

“I have two rules for you: Question authority and always be interesting”

No SIR, boy will never question authority, and he will never be interesting.

Looking for a Master who wants a straight (irrelevant in my role as property) body for dehumanization and livestock ownership.

Comments

joe1710 – Dec 1, 2018
You aren’t him. Do you know how I know? Because he is my sister’s son and he’s with me right now and he says you aren’t and I believe him.

 

_______________

Sieve, 20
Think of my back as your canvas.

After some time away, I have decided to come back. I needed some time to put my thoughts in order and to realise how much I enjoy getting shredded. So hello again, I hope my back didn’t get too pretty after so long without somebody flogging it.

I am usually top in most of my relationships, boyfriends or casual encounters. However, this is not a relationship. I am here to get flogged and whipped until I am a bloody wreck.

If you care I’m a pretty nerdy guy with a good sense of humour ranging from silly to very dark.

 

_______________

AndreLucas4you, 19
I have been ordered by someone to admit that I am actually a dirty little slut fag, desperate for submission and humiliation, not the (dominate) top that I was in my porno.

Ass in action pics will be coming soon on my profile, If you want to make them, it’ll cost 1-2000€, trust me you wont regret it.

I have been ordered by someone to find men to push the limit of my being proud and become a full time himbo cumdump like a gay pornstar Ryan Cummings xxx.

Comments

AndreLucas4you – Nov 27, 2018
Gio I am scared but I will try to create heaven in your head.

MuraXglossy – Nov 27, 2018
There’s something very suspicious here. I’ve worked behind the scene on two porn shoots with “Andre Lucas”. As anyone who’s watched his porn knows, he only takes hand jobs. In my experiences, he’s so heterosexual and repelled by gays that even getting a blowjob makes him lose his erection instantly. I think this profile is a racket. But if it’s real by some miracle, “Andre”, it’s Gio, and I can take you where you’ve been ordered to go.

 

_______________

seriously, 18
all of me out of my body

 

_______________

ILikeYouBadBoy, 19
About me:
– very bottom
– 99% gay
– hard sex in nightclubs public or hidden
– Basel is my home, but I often visit ZH, BLN and Zermatt

I like:
+ eat, drink, talk, fuck
+ weed, chems
+ party (i am an electro-kid: trance, minimal, tech and more…)
+ hard and very kinky…

Parties/Locations:
BASEL:
+ Nordstern
+ Anderland / Viertel
+ La Messe / Borderline
+ Zischbar
+ Hirscheneck
+ Landstelle

ZURICH:
+ Heaven
+ Supermarket
+ Frieda’s Büxxe
+ Boyakasha
+ Offstream
+ Moustache Sauna
+ Rage

BERLIN:
+ KitKat
+ Die Busche
+ GMF
+ Tresor
+ lab.oratory
+ Tom’s Bar
+ Mutschmanns
+ ToyBoyBar

ZERMATT:
+ Papperla Pub / Schneewittli
+ Adler Findeln
+ Alt Hiischi
+ Cervo
+ Snowboat

 

_______________

YoungDogOldTricks, 18
I’m an Ageplayer who enjoys role-playing as a ‘Middle’ – a teenage boy who’s been babied his whole life and not allowed to grow up and kept in diapers by Daddy.

I’m into mental regression, brainwashing, hypnosis and tlc.

I seek a strict, yet loving Daddy who’ll put me back into diapers, erode my ability to articulate and treat me as the baby of his dreams.

I keep my pale skin all smooth and pubeless all over like a baby. I also have a small cock!

Comments

YoungDogOldTricks (Owner) – Nov 22, 2018
Skype is now a must before meeting due to huge amount of mentaly damaged people on this site.

RootDang – Nov 18, 2018
Why does everything has to be so Difficult? Just be who you are and be able to Express it!

YoungDogOldTricks (Owner) – Nov 18, 2018
Um……I’m not a woman.

RootDang – Nov 18, 2018
I’m seeking for Serious honest woman who is ready for long term Relationship someone I can trust and give all my heart to.

rockhardtony – Nov 11, 2018
Agreed to be chloroformed, or rather agreed that as a baby he couldn’t prevent that happening, had crazed sex with his unconscious body. Very hot! The annoying data is eliminated.

 

_______________

Sphinx, 21
Joined here to find unconditional love. Since I’ve had nothing but bad expierences with relationships in the past I currently do not believe in love. However, I will be patiently waiting for the right one to show me it truly does exist & if it never happens I’m used to being alone and wouldn’t mind dying that way either. I’m a guy for those who can’t tell & I’m only interested in guys. Introvert, recluse, gamer, pothead, music writer/singer, chronic masturbator. Btw I HATE (and I mean HATE) my cock being touched by anyone else, so mentioning my cock will tell me that you have NOT read my profile. Simples.

Comments

Sphinx (Owner) – Dec 15, 2018
That one I had broke but I’m still holding on to it bc memories & since it’s from Zelda.

PigFucker1802 – Dec 15, 2018
i think i have that same lanyard

 

_______________

FancyBottom, 18
i am a pussybottom in the 310 Inglewood area

Available Thurs 6th Dec 5.30pm-9pm

Comments

FancyBottom (Owner) – Dec 21, 2018
don’t judge you’re not in me shoes

FancyBottomISaFAKErrr – Dec 20, 2018
Pics are stolen from Instagram – This stupid guy doesnt know the difference between Facebook and Instagram!

 

_______________

HumanChristmasTree, 24
Christmas is approaching and many do not have a Christmas tree at home this year.
One of your personally decorated Christmas tree makes a lot.
Fairy lights, tinsel, garlands and of course Christmas tree balls. Everything your heart desires, you can depend on me. It does not matter if you pay more or less attention to some parts of my body.
However, there is no sex!

Want me to be with you as a Christmas tree in your living room, office, or even garden? Then write me and bring you a living Christmas tree home.

 

_______________

brattybarbie, 19
They really dont get much sluttier than me.

I am not for everybody. I am looking for men who get me. I am a very feminine and extremely slutty bitch.

Please, no lectures. I know what I want. I know my place!

I want to meet a random, perverted, twisted older men online and run away to a situation where I live as a trophy wife for my master and all of his friends. No mercy, No safeword, No way out. I want to be that innocent, spoiled brat that you and your friends totally demolish!

I have always looked like a girly boi. I have long legs that look great in heels and a bouncy bubble butt that is aching to be eaten, raped, and punished. I have been working on my look for a few years. I have worked so hard to look soooo pretty, now I need to find men who want to totally annihilate me.

Im looking for men who see me and want to slap me silly. I was born to be tossed around like the weak little bitch I am. I am looking for men who want to hear me scream!

Im ready for my pretty face to be ruined and for my perfect pussy to be torn completely apart.

Comments

vsrbijmm – Dec 10, 2018
You vanilla tops are just like dogs chasing cars. Go find another one.

OtterChris – Dec 9, 2018
Sorry to be old school, but I’ve tricked with this boy off and on for the past year, and he has a gorgeous face and a fresh, juicy little body, and I think it would be a crime to destroy that just because you and he share some mental problems.

brattybarbie (Owner) – Dec 3, 2018
Don’t stop when I scream, stop when you’re done.

MasterYesSir – Dec 3, 2018
make sure to do him somewhere remote cuz he screams his fucking head off

brattybarbie (Owner) – Nov 26, 2018
Ugly rumor.

Youneedkneepads – Nov 26, 2018
Any marks and modifications can be permanent, even if not permanently owned. SLURP!

 

_______________

Kidnapmeplease, 20
I am straight or so I think because my urges are all over the place. The one fantasy i cannot get rid of is being picked up in a van and being tied up in the back and taken away then raped and sometimes murdered and sometimes left in a remote place so i die of natural causes trying to find my way home. This is the ONLY thing i’m looking for on this site, don’t contact for any other reason.

Comments

SexWanter – Nov 7, 2018
Beware 🚨🚨🚨 The police is searching for him 🚨🚨🚨

 

_______________

psychocute, 19
I’m 19 years young. I’m a stoner get over it. 🐷🚬🍁
I want an awesome experience.
I want someone to work my body, mind and ass off.
Intellectuals turn me on.
Give me your best shot – literary.

The list from below are my yes’s and no’s for interest:

Yes
1.

No
1.

Available alone or with my friend Hungpervhot.

Comments

Hungpervhot – Dec 19, 2018
🔥#uwilllovemyass

 

_______________

Led_Zeppelin, 21
I’m a 21 year old bi male who is new to this scene. I’ve always been very dominant with women — arrested four times for battery and have two restraining orders against me — but have always wanted to be on the other end for quite some time now.

I am ready to leave my current job, girlfriend and family behind for this new life as a 24/7/365 sex slave. I will need to be abducted. I will need to be kept in a very secluded and remote location — a cellar, basement, barn, etc…the darker the better — so that no one will find me.

I want to do this as soon as possible and understand my life will be dramatically destroyed.

Comments

zach1870 – Dec 4, 2018
Hey I’m Zach and I’m just some random guy who loves Halloween and think you and your thing are hot and idk what else tbh I’m just kinda bored.

 

_______________

BoyBQ, 22
I want to be choked to death, butchered, cooked and eaten.
If you want sex before it’ll have to be forced.
I’m a (former) aspiring bass player who like(d) metal, jazz and strange metal fusions.
I am currently at home from University.
I’m also aspergic and currently going through quite a mental health problem. Apologies if this is a problem.
If you think I’m fake or assume I am then pls don’t waste my time, find somewhere else to amuse the dullness you feel.

Comments

Anonymous – Nov 30, 2018
His waist has no bones

PervGoat – Nov 28, 2018
You ask so much.

 

_______________

sammykardashian, 18
i used to live in Himachal, but i moved on to New Delhi , im 15 years old, i got black hair, hazel eyes, great skin , great hair, i want people to understand that our sexuality wont change our humanity.

Comments

sammykardashian (Owner) – Dec 13, 2018
i like to get drunk and paint.

TomasSuarez – Dec 13, 2018
you’re cute, what do you like to do?

 

_______________

Exit20, 20
1 Bow Boy does so
2 Head Boy moves this
3 Eyes Boy open closes these
4 Move Boy does so.
5 Come Boy does so.
6 Away Boy does so.
7 Speak Boy does so
8 Silence Boy does so.
9 Worship me Boy does so.
10 Drink Boy gives sir a drink
11 Feed me Boy gives sir something to eat.

Comments

Exit20 (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018

Zooey – Dec 2, 2018
It’s funny you should say that. Every since I saw his pix I haven’t been able to stop thinking about cutting his throat.

Evil – Dec 2, 2018
You read my mind

Anonymous – Dec 2, 2018
Split his neck artery while you’re at it.

Evil – Dec 2, 2018
I wanna split a whole lot more than your tongue

Exit20 (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018
I wish i could dance.

Evil – Dec 2, 2018
I’m serious. You dance and I’ll throw my money at you. If you let me personally tuck it in your waistband and socks and whatever, I’ll…
I actually have no follow up there so I’m just going to stop typing.

Exit20 (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018
Fuckin bet bc i really wanna get a game for ps4.

Evil – Dec 2, 2018
I will give you all of my money

Exit20 (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018
Pay up $$ because im real as fuck.

Evil – Dec 2, 2018
OMG you are the hottest boy in the world
$1000 says you’re fake

Exit20 (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018
Thank you, so far i have my tongue split but want to point my ears and get tattoos on my eyeballs upon many other things.

Zooey – Dec 2, 2018
FUCK. you’re extremely attractive wtf

 

________________

popperspainpig, 18
I want money 😼😼👅👅

Limit: no sex with my family or friends

Comments

Compressor – Nov 16, 2018
I have a compressed air fetish and need a boy who is “man” enough to let me fill his body with air anally. Ideally in conjunction with bondage, gagging, breath control etc., but not absolutely necessary.

N.B. I have been filling teenagers with compressed air for two years now without any injury whatsoever.

 

_______________

KillMyNuts, 21
I instinctively spread my legs perversely wide to give you access to my nuts. Use them. Knock them around. Tie them. Weight them. Stretch them. Smack them. Let’s get high and punch them. Party up til out of my head – hit the poppers. Bash my nuts until my eyes roll up in my head. Party up til out of my head – hit the poppers, cocaine, ketamine. Also like watching kinky, hardcore vids as my nuts are destructed. Would definitely like to find a guy into decimating my nuts, who can be integrated without suspicion into my life. I am not passive, passive to me sounds unimaginative and lame. MOVING TO PORTLAND, OR, AREA IN 2019 – ZIP CODE 98625.

Comments

KillMyNuts (Owner) – Dec 16, 2018
I guess.

saukerl06 – Dec 16, 2018
DTF?

 

_______________

SCREAMKING, 23
Please don’t make me apologize for who I am.

Not the boy next door for sure; let’s just say that I’m someone who can figure out a couple of hundred ways to have sex with a door knob 😝

I’m very hyper and I work really hard and long hours at a fast food outlet then spend the time I should sleep hooking up with guys and getting fucked into a retard.🐷

I’m into everyone and everything. Just ask if I’m into something so I can say yes.

Comments

SCREAMKING (Owner) – Nov 29, 2018
I loved every second!

gaynowyou – Nov 29, 2018
dressed him up as a school boy and walloped him – suited me fine.

SCREAMKING (Owner) – Nov 23, 2018
Me too babe, thanks

just4youASSHOLE – Nov 23, 2018
for the extreme lovers, this is the hidden gem. i’ve never been so crazy. my sex drive was in overdrive. my desire to be pig out was insatiable.

SCREAMKING (Owner) – Nov 7, 2018
That was wild!

builderbod – Nov 7, 2018
Throat fuck him until the slop is pouring down his chest to start with!

SCREAMKING (Owner) – Oct 29, 2018
Love you man.

SpermCocktail – Oct 29, 2018
spent a near-perfect 8 hours using him without interruption or hurry while he vacuumed up chems and poppers.

 

______________

Keith, 22
Hey, my names Keith. Uhh to start off, my names Keith, lookin for a big cock. Just lookin for a big cock to lie down in my ass ya know bro?

 

______________

Pleasesnuffme, 19
Regular boy looking to be kidnapped and kept high on meth 24/7 and snuffed.

Comments

Anonymous – Dec 10, 2018
Can’t elaborate for obvious reasons but you would be doing everyone who’s ever known this tiresome piece of human garbage a favor.

 

______________

Totalbottom20, 20
Hello world!
I love life love cock love cum from anything.
I’ve always been the centre of attention since my early teens been a pass around fuck doll at so many party’s I can’t even count how many.
I do one on ones through to one hundred on one.
I’m looking now to serve be bred by man and beast.
Here for the taking BB to serve just you and you and your pets and farm animals and friends and strangers and ultimately the whole world.
I’m doing a BA in literature but I don’t think I need high education.
My only turn offs are children but I will not say no.

Comments

Totalbottom20 (Owner) – Dec 21, 2018
Alternately I could be available as an exclusive to someone who can get me into a ballet company in Australia or England.

AndyGuy – Dec 16, 2018
one time when we were in junior high school together i fucked jerry while he lay on his stomach and ate an entire lasagne while watching an episode of Friends.

 

_______________

topherthegopher, 21
i am allone……somebody fuck me…

anyone who asks for my name is stupid….

i am fine!

Comments

kingkarl – Dec 5, 2018
I want to be your extremely violent boyfriend.

topherthegopher (Owner) – Dec 2, 2018
No, but I like to be nude and given prostate massages by an old woman while other old women watch.

captainkirk – Dec 2, 2018
We are a cute heterosexual male and female couple looking a boy to serve us both. You must be open to giving oral to a woman while you’re being fucked.

FattyMcFatFat – Nov 22, 2018
He’s arrogant, disrespectful and overbearing, but I fucked him on the sofa, on the back porch, on a dirty laundry pile, in the car, on the washing machine, in the garage, on the lawn, in front of a friend who happened by, in the woods …

chandelier-lover – Nov 7, 2018
I have drank my own urine and others before it had just been a long time since I’d done that. I drank his urine. The taste kinda scared me.

 

_______________

ineedfear, 18
Read PLEASE

I am BI Swedish boy, really a virgin, and i NEED to fulfill my deepest fantasy. I need to feel scared.

What you can do
1- call me and trick me to give you my full name. Use any excuse, but the one that will prbly scare me most is that you’re going to fuck me and probably use me as a fuckhole for a long long time.
2- you will write me a message here with the details of how you will fuck me ( if you chose that excuse ) and i will know i am lost. ( the one with more scary details will get to fuck me therefore be creative )
3- call me and scare the hell out of me. tell me the worst, dont be nice, dont tell me you saw my number here. just scare me to death and have fun.

my tel……..will be up on the 18th

If you are not into this DONT CALL ME

 

_______________

Shutandup, 18
Hello to all Guys here..
How’s Your Day???hope Doing Great.
First and For most..i would to like to introduce my self…everyone can call me CARLO,im 13 turning 14 is coming december.im Asain..someone like Asain??

Future Policeman.hope i will.??
im discreet..No one in my family can know that i like Men..i dont have any experince making date.kiss.hug and especially SEX in Men like Me..im so Curious about making Love in a men????

My Sex Fantacy is Like my Dad.. Im in love with my Dad, i want to have sex with him So Bad but he woud kill me..
im looking for a copy of my Daddy???
Hot and Sexy Daddy like mine or Old white men..
if you are Daddy??and interested to Baby..??
message me and send your picture..
Thanks everyone and enjoy your sex..

Carloxxx

Comments

swoleon – Dec 1, 2018
I have been stalking u for 2 weeks, please let me know if u r or r not still interested

Shutandup (Owner) – Nov 14, 2018
Hello Swoleon, (i’m hoping) you feel free to drive by stalking me at 746 Blair Street.. but NO surprise unscheduled stops, as my parents may be home..
i find that very kinky, the thought that you may be stalking & or spying on me, your next victim.

swoleon – Nov 14, 2018
I do have some interests in u that will most likely scare u off.

I’ll b blunt & open here is a summary of some of my fetishes for you, I’m sure it will scare u off:

I LOVE shiny clothing (pleather, latex etc) from head to toe including a hood on boys like u.

I can not even begin to explain how much the idea of shiny clothing on you drives me crazy.

I love the thought of role playing different scenerieos with you covered in shiny clothing like force encounters, stalking u, abducting u etc & many more.

I want to start slow.

 

______________

freeboy, 20
I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, and I’m unfortunately upset now

 

______________

InconvenienceMe, 19
I’m searching for someone I can share my radiance and sunny disposition with.
you may like to be older and bigger and mean.
It would be cool if I could talk to you about everything and you think I’m an idiot.
So how can I find being hated totally cool?
I deactivate my account every 5-6 days due to personal issues.

Comments

InconvenienceMe (Owner) – Dec 22, 2018
I’ve gained weight since my pix after being ill for a few months. Health’s much better but I’m really into eating and gaining weight at the moment. Maybe not forever but would like men to help me gain a lot more weight, watch me eat, make me gain much more until I’m obese.
We can have sex but I don’t think you’ll want to.
Also I’m 20 now not 19

dongj – Jun 4, 2018
Young, cute and incongruously insecure, will be soon just insecure

 

______________

YoungBlueCollarCunt, 22
Yeah, I got a cunt that I’m proud of. No one would expect me to be into men, much less be a sub boy. Always outwardly expected that I’m a top. I ain’t no pushover bitch…Make no mistake, I have turned the tables on more than one fake ass top who claims to be alpha..they end up swinging on the end of my 7.5 uncut meat. Facial hair is MANDATORY..and I ain’t talking about scruff you grew yesterday. REAL DEAL HERE….I ain’t some nerd…I work a blue collar job, got a big ol jacked up diesel truck. I never wear deoderant, shower when I feel like it. Keep your fake Alpha wanna be ass on the couch unless you are the real deal too. Yeah, I’m cocky, and confident..up to you to prove to me why I shouldn’t be. Oh I’m bi but the only way you’d know that is if you bring a hot girl around so I wouldn’t if I were you. Oh and I love a good Gin and Tonic…So I’m gonna set the rest of this up later cause my phone’s being a bitch 😡

Comments

Richmond7888 – Dec 13, 2018
The only problem I have encountered here now is you know we are never permitted to handle anything like this at the base camp, and then I have been asked by the senior commander to move the gold out home. I trust you so much, and I have nobody out there to assist me. I desire to send this gold to you to keep until I’m back home. I love you so much, and I want us to live a happy life when I’m back home okay. This is only between just you and me.

 

______________

Sealed4Freshness, 24
Aloha everyone, I am Brimstone.
I am both a Show Pony and Cart Pony.

I am looking for either of these things:
*Pony Play – Pony Play is not for sexual gratification but an emotional vacation. I love not having to worry about life, school, family, etc for a time. The first time my trainer took me under for 20 minute and I felt so refreshed like I was on vacation for week.
I prefer to be blindfolded and hooded. It helps me maintain my pony space.

*My other big fantasy is being abducted by someone in a van, taken somewhere and fisted so deep and rough that I urinate involuntarily.

 

______________

GoooodSlave, 20
Full slave, no limits, 20yrs shaved, location AbuDhabi. Buy him off the auction block and his body is yours. Contact for details.

Comments

Lookingtoteach – Nov 3, 2018
I’m tired of grappling with this lust for him. He will now assume a strong, sleek, slick form, a second skin, one of rubber, neoprene, Lycra, spandex, and all things besides. His body shall be installed into such suit, fused, assimilated.

Lookingtoteach – Oct 17, 2018
Now under new ownership.

MasterSkinbossdon – Sept 22, 2018
Slave is now in Kowloon, available in sling slammed with tina, tonite 9pm-6am, contact for price & location. Slave is thinner than in foto with shoulder length hair and nose ring.

GoooodSlave (Owner) – Sept 14, 2018
Sold.

 

_____________

Tallerthanyou, 21
I’m 6’5″ (196 cm)

In this life you can either want to have abs or want to publish a novel. The people who want to do both are the most powerful, but also the most tragically vulnerable.

Comments

DanielBradley – Nov 21, 2018
I have caught the pig getting fucked by a foreigner behind my back. Because his insistence on fidelity is a huge lie, he is now offered here as a human punching bag. Experienced punchers, boxers, wimps, beginners or just curious…all fine. All legal ages, all builds, all ethnicities welcome. Just don’t be shy about pounding the hell out of a cheating slut. We’ve got a flexible schedule.

Tallerthanyou (Owner) – Nov 5, 2018
I am now taken by a very hot gentleman named Daniel Bradley whom I love very much. As we are monogamous, I am available only to chat with other subs and slaves.

Tallerthanyou (Owner) – Sept 28, 2018
I do like freaky things being done to me and stuff, so okay, but I do want us to have something serious like a monogamous relationship or something, because I’m tired of guys who only wanna fuck me as fast as they can.

szknight – Sept 28, 2018
i’m a knight ,very small 5’1, need a tall and muscle slave。Mainly, for a pony ride,shoulder ride.

 

______________

David4Older, 22
I have discovered that I am very attracted to the elderly gentleman rimming me and therefore I hope to find the right, ideally more than 54y old, hole eater.
One who is at the same time my grandfatherly friend but also my intimate lover who enjoys an ass and for whom the anal/tongue union is only important if the hole is mine.
Are you here?

Comments

rudeornothing – Dec 12, 2018
Warning- musical theatre enthusiast.

RoyMan – Dec 3, 2018
Few months ago, I thought I was straight my whole long life. Then saw lots of vids and went to many local bars. Then someday I hooked up with David. I liked the way his asshole taste. Different kind of satisfaction came to me and I finally realized the side of me.

 

 

*

p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi, D! My Xmas was a total non-event apart from some buche eating, but that was fine. Cool that yours was really nice. Books are a perfect gift if you ask me. Marilyn Manson, huh. Well, I honestly have never liked his music, and, other than that kind of okay album where he went semi-glam, it just seems like he’s milking the same old thing endlessly. I can see that he can be a powerful symbol for a certain kind of young person looking for outre role models. I guess I see him more as cartoony transgressive celebrity. Years ago, when I was writing for Spin Magazine, one of the biggest rock music magazines in the US at the time, they asked me to do a cover story on him, and I thought that might be interesting, but he refused to let me write it because he thought I was too hardcore and would bust him as a fake or something, which is kind of funny. Anyway, yeah, I see his value, but I’m not very interested personally. How’s his autobio? No NYE plans at all. I’ve never liked NYE. And now that I almost never drink alcohol and don’t do drugs, I don’t see the point. I might wander down and look at the fireworks and the assembled Parisians. The script is turned in, yes! I’m free of it for a couple of weeks while our producers read and it and prepare their feedback. So I’m working on a gif fiction and getting ready to finish Zac’s and my new film script finally. Have a great night tonight whatever transpires! ** David Ehrenstein, Hi, David. HNYE! I did read that Rex Reed thing, probably because I saw it in your FB feed. Interesting to read him when he’s not being catty. ** Lynne Tillman, Hi, Lynne! A very, very happy NY to you! Well, of course, about ‘MsA’ on my list. It was a severe highlight. Yes, come to Paris, please! That would be wonderful! All the best of the very best! Love, me. ** RuKeaton, HNYE! Oh, that’s interesting, about the John Brown raid. Huh. I was only in Florida to go to amusement parks, but it seemed a lot more mellow than Texas. I’m so, so sorry about your friend. Hugs, man. That’s harsh. Enjoy(ed) the beach. Much love back. ** MANCY, Hi, buddy! I have very similar feelings to you about Deerhunter, and I can’t completely put my finger on what happened. I guess I felt that, up to ‘Monomania’, they were always pushing things around, and there was a recklessness or vibe thereof or something, but then things got too settled somehow, and they started to seem like a spookier Tame Impala or something. I’m not sure. I do feel like they could spring back. I have a lot of faith in Bradford. HNYE! ** Steve Erickson, I haven’t seen that video. I’ll chase it down. They were great live. I haven’t seen them live in quite a while. ** Kyler, It was a great era. I feel very luckily to have lived and moved and worked in the NYC performance scene in that time. Reza was a genius. As I think I mentioned before, he was interested in doing a collaboration with Ishmael and me, and we were excited to do that, but his health declined before we could. ** Observations of Deviance, Hi, welcome. You seem to have gotten caught in this blog’s mysterious, somewhat random Bermuda Triangle problem where some people can’t see that their comments registered. I’ve tried to get that fixed many times, but no knows why it happens. Anyway, all your comments showed up. Thanks a lot for playing my spoken word stuff. I’m guessing I can stream your show online? I’ll go try to find it. It sounds great. I’d love to become an addict. Thanks again. Please come back anytime, and maybe next time you’ll be able to tell you were here. ** Misanthrope, Hi. HNYE! Belated happy b’day to LPS. Funny to still use that name for him considering he’s quite the tall gent now. I firmly believe you should write what you feel passionate to write and let the writing be what it wants to be. Of course I’m very curious to get an overview of the whole shebang. ** Thomas Moronic, Hi, T! Sorry about the comments disappearing act. Like I said up above, it’s a strange and strangely random problem that effects some and not others. I have no idea what it is. But just know that, as far as I can tell, the comments do register even when you can’t tell. Hooray about your list. I’ll devour. Everyone, the great writer and dude Thomas ‘Moronic’ Moore, author of two, count them, two books on my best of 2018 list, has authored a best of 2018 list of his own, and it’s a guaranteed wise guide to last year. So hit it up. It’s called 2018: PAST TENSE. Thanks so much for including ‘Zac’s Coral Reef’. Love, me. ** _Black_Acrylic, HNYE, Ben! There is still a performance scene downtown, and some of the venues are still around, but most of the artists and people in the scene don’t live in the East Village anymore for the obvious reason of it being too expensive, so it is different, and I think there’s an expectation of more, I don’t know, professionalism from performance now, perhaps due to NYC’s general 180 away from all things bohemian. Very glad to hear your dad is swiftly upswinging. That’s wonderful news. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi, Corey. HNYE! Or maybe it’s already NY itself where you are? I have seen that Hapi Phace video. I love Hapi Phace to bits. Never been much of a Ru Paul fan, truth be told. Well, Marina Abramovic has certainly marketed her art-caked banalities far and wide successfully, so there’s that. I did see someone do a Human Cannonball once. I was hoping it was going to have something to do with the Butthole Surfers song, but it didn’t, but it was cool. The video guy’s was more spectacular. Thanks for that. That was very refreshing. ** h, Hi! I wish you the very, very happiest 2019 too! Yeah, it was wonderful to get to see you, and thank you so much for putting ‘PGL’ on your Desistfilm list. Take care! HNYE! ** Okay. It may be New Year’s Eve, but it’s also the 31st, which inevitably means slaves, and there they are. See you in 2019 aka tomorrow.

* (restored)

 

‘Terence Davies specializes in outsiders; his characters are often solitary, melancholy figures contemplat­ing a world of both immense sadness and intense pleasure. It’s a perspective this autobiographical filmmaker clearly shares, and one that extends to his place in British cinema. Thanks to a low profile that’s at once scrupulously self-maintained and a product of his industry’s never having known quite what to do with him, Davies has not achieved the household-name status he so richly deserves, despite widespread admiration from peers and critics (he’s “regarded by many as Britain’s greatest living film director,” wrote Nick Roddick in the London Evening Standard in 2008). Still, this modest Liverpudlian has, with only six features and three shorts over a thirty-seven-year career, staked out a unique spot in his national cinema, creating films that defy easy categorization. Do his wrenchingly personal works fit within the long tradition of British realism or stand in contrast to it? Are they of a radical or conservative temperament? Do they convey despair or elation? The answer—all of the above—speaks to the films’ rich, strange, and emotionally complex beauty.

‘Though Davies earned his reputation mainly for the poetically rendered autobiographical films he made in the first sixteen years of his career (from 1976 to 1992), his cinema has since come to encompass many forms, including adaptations of American literature (John Kennedy Toole’s The Neon Bible, Edith Wharton’s The House of Mirth) and classic British theater (Terence Rattigan’s The Deep Blue Sea) and documentary (his idiosyncratic, mostly found-footage Of Time and the City). In addition, he’s written a novel and produced radio plays, including one based on Virginia Woolf’s The Waves. The unapologetic classicism of much of this later work sits surprisingly comfortably alongside his more experimentally minded personal films—all center on social outcasts, and all use their narratives as a way of playing with the nature of time on-screen. Nevertheless, it’s Davies’s early work that bears the true mark of his singular vision. During those years when he was unwaveringly focused on the particulars of his own experience—his difficult family history, his tortured relationship with his sexuality, his fears and hopes and dreams—he burrowed to places in himself that most artists wouldn’t dare go.

‘The last of ten children, only seven of whom survived infancy, Davies grew up in working-class Liverpool, the introverted son of a kind mother, to whom he was deeply devoted, and a tyran­nical father, who died when he was seven. Davies has said that much of the abuse his father unleashed on his family was so unimaginable as to be untranslatable to the screen (“I couldn’t put in many things that happened, because nobody would have believed it. He was so violent,” he told me in a 2012 interview). This cruel man is a central figure, if at times as a specter, in Davies’s first five films: the shorts Children (1976), Madonna and Child (1980), and Death and Transfiguration (1983), which constitute what is now titled The Terence Davies Trilogy; Distant Voices, Still Lives (1988); and The Long Day Closes (1992). In the hauntingly austere, black-and-white trilogy, the first part of which Davies made when he was thirty and studying acting at Coventry Drama School, he reimagines himself as the closeted Robert Tucker, whose life he chronicles from abject childhood to miserable adulthood to lonely death. (In 1983, Davies con­tinued to dramatize the life of this surrogate character in his novel, Hallelujah Now, a devastatingly candid study of a frag­mented mind.) In Distant Voices, Still Lives, Davies removes himself from the picture, focusing on the lingering effects of his father’s violence on his mother and three of his siblings. But he returns as protagonist in The Long Day Closes, the culmination of this period of unbroken cinematic introspection, a mesmerizing memory piece on Liverpool in the 1950s that presents a subjec­tive, impressionistic experience of childhood.

‘Concentrated as it is on a fleeting era in his life—the years that Davies has called his happiest, after the death of his father and before the acute terrors of puberty set in—The Long Day Closes is all about the moment as it’s experienced. It offers a cinematic lushness—of cinematography, set and sound design, music—that constitutes a sort of constant ecstasy. Davies’s personal obsessions, forged during childhood, are on majestic display here: the songs of Doris Day and Nat King Cole, the escape of the movies, the enveloping comfort of friendly neighbors, the camaraderie of holiday celebrations. “Everything seemed fixed, and it was such a feeling of security that this is how it will be forever, and I really believed that,” Davies said of this period. Yet there’s an underlying sadness encroaching on those joys, an awareness that it all must end. In The Long Day Closes, we’re essentially seeing the world through the eyes of a child alive to its sensations, yet whose astonishment is bridled by the wisdom of a middle-aged man aware of its disappointments. The effect is an almost unbearable poignancy.

‘Davies may seem to be entering well-trodden generic territory in relating the experiences of young Bud (played by onetime actor Leigh McCormack, who has the mournful stillness of a Renaissance angel), living in harmonious grace with his beatific mother (Marjorie Yates) and jocose older siblings (Ayse Owens, Nicholas Lamont, and Anthony Watson). In outline, it could sound much like such other coming-of-age tales as Lasse Hallström’s My Life as a Dog (1985) and John Boorman’s Hope and Glory (1987). But unlike those more straightforward films, Davies’s unfolds in a highly unconventional narrative that collapses past and present; rather than a story, the film offers impressions and traces of childhood. Davies similarly forsook strict linearity for the trilogy and Distant Voices, Still Lives, but The Long Day Closes is his least orthodox, most visually and aurally layered work, a reminiscence with no discernible beginning or end, as given to flights of fancy as doses of reality. This, like his earlier work, is hardly the stuff of bleak kitchen-sink realism, despite the authentic working-class milieu; in fact, Davies has said that he finds the famed British New Wave films of the late fifties and early sixties, such as Look Back in Anger (1959) and This Sporting Life (1963), “dreary” and “drawn from the middle-class point of view.” Davies’s films seem made to attest to his belief that “working-class life was difficult, but it had great beauty and depth and warmth.”

‘With its purposeful lack of breadth, The Long Day Closes is all depth. Focused on a short period in a boy’s life, the film is less about events than the profundity of a child’s inchoate feelings. One is likely to take away from the film not a crucial narrative “moment” but an image or a sound—the fragment of a song, the odd audio clip from a movie wafting across the soundtrack like a radio transmission from some deep psychological recess. Still, this is not an anything-goes work that’s been assembled in the editing room; Davies always meticulously plans every camera angle and movement, cut, musical cue, lighting effect, and sound bridge as early as the first draft of the screenplay, and rarely deviates from this blueprint. To date, Davies has made only two films that move in strictly chronological fashion—The Neon Bible (1995) and The House of Mirth (2000)—although even these play with duration and temporal ellipses. He told me, “It’s not interesting to say this happened, then this happened, then that happened. When people remember, they remember the inten­sity of the moment and nothing else.” The intensity of the moment is what defines The Long Day Closes, which is as engrossed in the nature of time itself as in its maker’s own past.

‘Davies announces that preoccupation with time, in charac­ter­is­tically subtle fashion, in the film’s opening credits. The Long Day Closes commences with a beautifully composed still life of a bowl of roses, illuminated against a shadowy nothingness by a shaft of dusty sunlight. Though unrelated to the rest of the film in any literal way, the image is a natural one if we know of Davies’s devotion to T. S. Eliot’s Four Quartets, a group of poems concerned with the mysteries of time and memory, first published together in 1943. The first, “Burnt Norton,” opens with an evocation of mortality and decay, symbolized by “a bowl of rose-leaves.” For three and a half minutes, Davies allows the entire credit list to play out over what seems like a static image. But if we look closely, we notice that the roses are slowly wilting, an effect achieved through a series of nearly imperceptible dissolves. Finally, dead petals are scattered across the table. The film has scarcely begun, but already Davies has made us aware of our experience of time. There is a quiet message here: Look closely and patiently. This beauty will surely, sadly pass.’ — Michael Koresky

 

____
Stills

 

____
Further

Terence Davies Official Website
Terence Davies @ IMDb
‘The Inner Light of Terence Davies’, by J. Hoberman
‘Terence Davies on religion, being gay and his life in film’
TD @ TSPDT
‘A SINGLE CONSCIOUSNESS: THE CINEMA OF TERENCE DAVIES’
Terence Davies Filmography
‘Five sublime sequences in Terence Davies films’
‘Life And Truth: Director Terence Davies Interviewed’ @ The Quietus
‘Terence Davies: How This Gay Filmmaker Channels His Feelings of Ostracism’
‘Criterion Corner: Discussing Terence Davies with Michael Koresky
‘Terence Davies: Slow dissolve’
‘The Liverpool I knew has all gone now, says Terence Davies’
‘TERENCE DAVIES VISITS THE U.S. – AND US’
‘Sing, Memory: The Postwar England of Terence Davies’
‘QUEERNESS AND MELANCHOLIA: An Excerpt from Terence Davies’
‘A Lover’s Discourse: Terence Davies’s Films’
‘Exploring the melancholy early work of Terence Davies’
‘TERENCE DAVIES DIVES IN’

 

____
Extras

Terence Davis – In Conversation

Terence Davies on Ealing

‘2001- A Space Odyssey (Film Club intro by Terence Davies)’ 1989

Terence Davies: Reverse Shot Direct Address #13

It’s Personal: Memories of Terence Davies

 

_____
Interview (1988)

 

Are you still Catholic?

Terence Davies: God, no! I gave that up at 22. I suddenly realized then that it was a con. I was a very devout Catholic, I really did believe. But it gave me no succor. And when I realized I was gay, and was getting absolutely guilt-ridden about it and not doing anything, I knew something was deeply wrong. I prayed until my knees were raw and finally went to Mass one Sunday evening, and just before the offertory I thought: It’s a lie, it’s actually a lie; they’re just men in frocks. And I got up and walked out. And I never went back – it was that sudden. It was like the Emperor’s New Clothes. And I was so angry. I’m still very angry about it, because it wasted a lot of my emotional time.

Was this just an emotional rejection? Or do you think Catholicism is logically and intellectually flawed as well?

TD: Well, for me it’s flawed because it starts from the premise that we’re all sinners. I don’t accept that. I think original sin is a monstrous idea. I don’t believe most people are evil, though some undoubtedly are. The majority of people are basically good, they don’t go around killing six million people. But it’s all a question of belief or disbelief. If you look at it quite dispassionately, it’s as remote, as unmeaning, as the Egyptian Book of the Dead. It’s that remote to me now, and it’s as exotic, as theatrical. The Catholic Church, if nothing else, has a great sense of thea­ter. In a sense it’s like watching a film. After two minutes – if you believe, then that’s fine. If you don’t believe, forget it. No matter how good it might be.

Your Catholic background seems to have left one mark on your movies: they’re structured like altarpieces. Why is the new movie in two separate parts?

TD: Well, I feel they complement one another. All the terrible family history is packed into Distant Voices, which is about the nature of time and memory. But in Part 2 – Still Lives – life has reached an even keel. I wanted to make something interesting out of our lives as stasis. The first part throws the second part into relief. And in Part 2 we see the chains that bind this family to­gether beginning to loosen and the family drifting apart. Imperceptibly: they don’t realize it. And that’s why at the end, one by one, they go into the dark. “Dark, dark, dark, they all go into the dark.” A kind of metaphorical death.

How much of the movie is direct au­tobiography?

TD: Well, all the things that happen ac­tually happened. If not to me, to my family. They told these stories when I was very young, so they became part of my memory, almost as though they happened to me because they were so vivid. But some things I remember being part of. The Love Is a Many-Splendored Thing sequence was based on a visit to the cinema one hot Satur­day; my two sisters took me, and every­one was weeping away in the audience. And I wanted to have the irony of the two men falling through the glass roof in the scene we cut to. The idea is that life is much harsher than what you’ve seen on the screen. And it disorients you, which I think is interesting. You don’t know quite where you are. There are other things in the sequence. The umbrellas are a direct homage to Singin’ in the Rain. I was determined to have umbrellas with rain on them! And then you go inside and everyone’s weeping. And then – suddenly – their brother and Eileen’s husband have this huge accident. Out of the blue, you re­alize your hold on life is tenuous.

How closely do you structure the movie when you write the script?

TD: I write down everything as I hear and see it in my mind – every track, pan, dissolve, crane, piece of music. So the script becomes an aide-memoire, which is why I never do a storyboard. But con­tent dictates form, so I’m not conscious of how or why I structure certain things in a certain way. Mahler said, “One does not compose, one is composed.” And that’s what happens with a film: it will tell its story in the way it wants to be told. And, you know, you want to tell it in the most succinct way, because that’s always much more powerful. You learn how long to hold a shot, for in­stance – and how long not to hold one. There’s a two-minute take with a static camera in Trilogy, the boy’s bus jour­ney with his mother, which I always call my Angora sweater shot; because by the time it’s over you could have knitted one. There’s a point where a shot dies.

Did you decide ahead of shooting on a specific style for the film, an aesthetic?

TD: If there was an aesthetic, it was that I wanted to show life the way it was back then. It was much more gentle and polite; there was much more of a sense of community. England is very philistine today. Also, I wanted to show real people. The working classes of that time have always been used as comic turns, on the stage or in films like Brief Encounter. Noel Coward couldn’t tell the difference between compas­sion and condescension. It’s the same in This Happy Breed – chirpy cockneys, you know, chirpy cockney voice: “We’ve survived the war!” It’s about as relevant and as real as the Man in the Moon.

And so I had a specific idea of how I wanted the cast to act. I didn’t want them to act, I wanted them to be. And I said to all of them, you must see the Trilogy first and you must not act. You’ll get the script a week before shooting. Just read it twice, once for sense and once for character, and then don’t read it again. Learn the scenes we’re going to shoot only the night be­fore. We’ll rehearse for ten minutes be­fore we start, and then we’ll do it in under ten takes. Because after ten they get repetitive. And very often we got it in three.

What about the colors in the film? You use a very rich range of browns and earth colors.

TD: I knew I wanted a certain type of color, so we did a test with Kay Laboratories. I wanted tones of red and brown, but not sepia, because you can’t watch sepia, it’s impossible. So we used a coral filter and took out all the primary colors from the decor and costumes, except the red in the lip­stick. Then we used a bleach bypass process that leaves the silver nitrate in the print and desaturates the color.

Do you look at paintings for inspira­tion?

TD: I know nothing about art. I’ve never gone and looked at pictures, I have no vocabulary to discuss them. Obviously there are painters I like. I like the Im­pressionists, I like Modigliani, Seurat. I think Turner’s paintings of Venice are stunning. But I don’t like, for in­stance, Picasso. I can’t respond to some triangular woman with her tits on the side of her body. It may be great art, but it doesn’t mean anything to me.

Did you shape the visual sequences to the music, or vice versa?

TD: You never cut the picture to the mu­sic. That’s the mistake I made with the two-minute shot in Trilogy. If a scene is visually right, then you can use just a snatch of a song and it’s enough. For instance with Love Is a Many-Splen-dored Thing we did it without the end­ing chord. That was the editor’s idea. And because the phrase is not finished, your inner ear is waiting for the reso­lution. And what I’ve found – and it’s what I did here – is that you can resolve it visually with another shot, and then you resolve it aurally in the shot follow­ing that.

Are you part of the British cinema tradition?

TD: Well, I don’t feel part of a British tra­dition, because I don’t think there is one. I think every once in a while we produce films in spite of our lack of film tradition, like Powell and Pressburger or the Ealing comedies or Nic Roeg’s Bad Timing. But one problem is, we share a common language with the Americans, and they’ve always made films better than we have. They see film as film, they see the way it works. Our culture is centered on the spoken word, and the theater has always had more prestige. We’ve produced great theater actors, but we cannot produce good cinema actors. The same with writers. What you get, when your writers come from theater and televi­sion, is a record of the spoken event. And that’s not cinema.

Were you influenced by Dennis Potter – by Pennies from Heaven or The Singing Detective – in your use of pop­ular song as a substitute for dialogue?

TD: [Aghast] No. I saw one episode of The Singing Detective and I found it unwatchable. They’re records of people talking, and I just get bored with that. The music is not integrated into the plot. The best example of how to use music in a film is Meet Me in St. Louis, because everything arises from that plot. It is so perfect. You have to use that as a touchstone.

I heard you quoted as saying you wanted to be reborn as Doris Day.

TD: Well, I think she’s wonderful. Particularly in The Pajama Game. My great passion is Hollywood musicals. That and the symphonic tradition. I can’t sing or play an instrument, but I can recognize a symphonic argument, par­ticularly in Mahler, Bruckner, or Shostakovich. And so that really strong idea of how something should be organic, coupled with popular American music, which I was brought up with – that cu­rious combination has been very, very helpful to me. Because the thing one has to steer clear of is sentimentality. You can get away with it in America, for the simple reason that Americans aren’t the least bit embarrassed by sen­timentality. The English are terribly embarrassed by it. They think it’s vul­gar. Like passion, they think it’s vul­gar. What you do is find ways to use a song that negates the sentimentality. There’s something wonderful about songs as over-the-top as “Love Is a Many-Splendored Thing,” but you must use them with images that are not over the top: like Mum being beaten up to “Taking a Chance on Love.” I knew the scene would work as soon as I wrote it.

Why is passion vulgar in England?

TD: Because we’re a very odd nation. There is that innate reserve. I was talk­ing about this to a friend, and she said something I think is true: that the idea of English exoticism has turned in on itself. The reason we’re such a philis­tine country now, and a lot of the peo­ple are so horrible and the place is so dirty, is that we’re no longer a colonial power and we’ve turned our colonial­ism in on ourselves.

We befoul our own nest because we’ve got nowhere else to do it. I think, too, that the British think passion is a badge of insincerity, that it’s some­thing only “they” do, the dagos abroad. It’s the same as the 18th cen­tury ideal of the “gifted amateur.” To be professional is really rather vulgar. And it is exacerbated by our caste sys­tem, which is as rigid as anything in India or Japan.

It sounds as if America is the place for you.

TD: Well, you get welcomed in America, whatever class you come from. I re­member when Trilogy was going to be shown at the New York Film Festival, a girl asked me when I was coming over. I told her, and she said, “Come and stay in my flat, I’ll be away then.” And it was No. 1, Fifth Avenue, and there were real Matisses on the wall. Extraordinary hospitality.

But the thing I don’t like about America is that in Britain you can fail, and fail honorably, but you can’t over there. There’s a cruel competitive edge. I remember the first time I went to Chicago, I was in a restaurant sitting in one of those half-moon open booths. And I overheard the people in the next booth, who were talking loudly, and I thought they were planning a murder. I was literally on the verge of saying to the waiter, “Look, I think you’d better call the police.” By the time my food came, it transpired that they were opening a graphics office in the next state. I find the cutthroat attitude quite awful.

What films have influenced you?

TD: I can’t say that particular films have influenced me. There are films that I’ve been absolutely knocked out by. When I was 18, I saw Bicycle Thief. And then there was Rocco and His Brothers. Of course they were revelatory at 18, one had never seen anything like them. And then one discovered Berg­man and Kurosawa and Ozu, Les Quatre Cent Coups and things like that. But I can’t really say, “Oh, well I saw Donald O’Connor in Francis the Talk­ing Mule and it changed my life.” [laughter]

The reason I love American musi­cals, though I don’t know how much they influence me, is, one, that I thought America was like that. I thought, when I go I know I’m going to find a place where they all burst into song and dance! Just like that. And I know if I go there often enough, I’ll find it.

The other thing is, they gave me the most enormous pleasure I’ve ever had. When I play the soundtracks now, I can remember where I saw them. It re-creates my childhood. Every time I watch Singin’ in the Rain I cry. Because I re­member being taken to see it as a child and seeing this perfect world. Because that’s what the Hollywood musical cre­ated. When you grew up in a Liverpool slum and you saw these films, that’s what you thought America was like. Everyone was rich, everyone was beau­tiful. There was no want, no poverty; it was always summer. That’s very po­tent. It’s as potent as religion. In fact, for me it’s very much become a reli­gion.

Is Distant Voices, Still Lives the last autobiographical film?

TD: I want to make one more piece of au­tobiography. It’ll be a 90-minute film, in one part, and it’ll be about the three years that precede the Trilogy. So the story will come full circle. It’ll be about the children who’ve not been ex­plored, my younger brothers and sis­ters. It’s the three years between the time my father died and when I left pri­mary school, Those three years were just ecstatically happy.

Since you’re gay and you’re not going to have a family of your own, are these films, in a way, your children?

TD: Yes, I think these are my children. I’ve got nothing else.

Do you think that’s sad?

TD: Yes, I do, I think it’s pathetic. It’s far better to actually have a family of your own. Because at the end of the day most people don’t give a toss whether it’s a beautifully made piece of cinema. They don’t care. So you can pour your soul into something, and yes, some people care, but most people don’t. It’d be very nice just to be doing Rambo 27, because you’d make a lot of money and materially you’d have a very nice life. But (a), I haven’t got the talent and (b), I haven’t got the inclination. I’m very puritanical; I want the films to be good films, cinematically. But at the end of the day does anyone care? I re­member reading an article about the scherzo in Mahler’s Sixth Symphony, which is a miracle of the sonata form. But think of all the people in the world who’ve never heard of Mahler and don’t even want to.

When people see Distant Voices, Still Lives, what sort of feeling do you want them to leave with?

TD: I’ve no idea. I was constantly asked at film school, “What is your audi­ence?” I say, “I don’t know.” I make the films because I need to make them. I know that what I want from film is what I want from music: to be emo­tionally moved and intellectually stim­ulated. And I think all great art does that. Which is why one constantly re­turns to the late string quartets of Shostakovich, the symphonies of Bruckner and Mahler, to Citizen Kane. You go back and you rediscover something every time. And that’s a joy.

 

______________
11 of Terence Davies’s 12 films

________
Children (1976)
‘Davies wrote the script for Children (1976) while at drama school, and made the film with funding from the British Film Institute; Madonna and Child (1980) was produced at the National Film School as his graduation film; Death and Transfiguration (1983) was made three years later with the backing of the BFI and the Greater London Arts Association. Already in this early work, Davies shows adeptness and precision in his handling of sounds and images and in bringing an extraordinary intensity of emotion to the screen. While bearing the hallmarks of the personal, the evocations of the past – or of different pasts – throughout Children develop a cinematic language which expresses the universality of the experience of remembering.’ — screenonline

the entire film

A discussion between Terence Davies and Mamoun Hassan on his film, Children

 

____________
Madonna and Child (1980)
‘Between 1976 and 1983, before Terence Davies became the most heralded British filmmaker of his time with his films Distant Voices, Still Lives and The Long Day Closes, he made this Trilogy of short films. The first, Children, was made during his second year at art school on a minuscule budget and chronicles the life of Davies’ alter-ego, Robert Tucker, from a young adolescent at primary school where he suffers both unprovoked bullying at school and his father’s abusiveness at home, up to his young adulthood. The second, Madonna and Child, finds a middle-aged Tucker stuck in a wearisome, life-sucking office job, suffering guilt over his closeted homosexuality because of his Catholic upbringing. The third, Death & Transfiguration, finds Davies imagining himself as an elderly stroke victim, reminiscing over his life, especially the death of his mother, while preparing for death himself. Of all the films in the Trilogy, Madonna and Child finds Davies most distinctly exploring his central themes, especially those of Catholic guilt, his homosexual fantasies, his relationship with his mother, and his oppressive isolation and devastating depression. But Davies is also displaying a remarkable growth as a directorial technician, and Madonna and Child is full of mature, cinematic devices. One of the most notable is his pervasive use of high contrast black & white, which moves the film into a darker world than the more gradated grays of Children. The high-contrast galvanizes scenes such as when Tucker knocks on the door to an exclusive gay club, whose framing and look is echoed later during Tucker’s confession scene at Church.’ — Forced Perspective

Excerpt

 

_____________
Death and Transfiguration (1983)
‘The anguished finale of the Terence Davies Trilogy opens with the death of Robert Tucker’s beloved mother, jumping forward in time to show an elderly Robert bedridden in hospital (an astonishing appearance by Steptoe and Son’s Wilfrid Brambell). Fragments of his past – a school nativity play, male physique magazines, a tender moment with mum – build to an unforgettable closing scene.’ — bfi

Excerpt

Excerpt

 

_____________
Distant Voices, Still Lives (1988)
‘The relative scarcity of films by writer-director Davies – whether owing to lack of funding or the obstinacy of a vision that brooks no compromise – is one of the great tragedies of British cinema. His first feature, which traces the life of a Catholic family in 1940s and 1950s Liverpool, is widely regarded as being among the finest depictions of British working-class life on film. It is divided into two chapters: the first reflects the trauma of war and growing up under an abusive father, the second, the struggle of his children to achieve happier lives as they build their own marriages and families following his death. The film is bleached of primary colours so that the action unfolds largely in drab greys and browns, but is enriched by a backdrop of radio, film and musical samples that reflect the wider narrative of a city re-establishing itself after the war.’ — The Guardian

Trailer

Excerpt

Excerpt

 

____________
The Long Day Closes (1992)
‘The Long Day Closes is the most gloriously cinematic expression of the unique sensibility of Terence Davies, widely celebrated as Britain’s greatest living filmmaker. Suffused with both enchantment and melancholy, this autobiographical film takes on the perspective of a quiet, lonely boy growing up in Liverpool in the 1950s. But rather than employ a straightforward narrative, Davies jumps in and out of time, swoops into fantasies and fears, summons memories and dreams. A singular filmic tapestry, The Long Day Closes is an evocative, movie- and music-besotted portrait of the artist as a young man.’ — The Criterion Collection

Excerpt

Excerpt

Excerpt

 

______________
The Neon Bible (1995)
‘The evolution of Davies’s career up to this point would make one wonder whether fragmented memories were all he was capable of summoning. His next film, though a wild departure in many ways, did not provide easy answers. The Neon Bible (1995), adapted from John Kennedy Toole’s slim bildungsroman about a sensitive boy’s coming-of-age in the deep American South, represented a striking change of milieu for Davies, yet many of the director’s already established hallmarks were in full view: taciturn young male protagonist, colorful and more outspoken older relative, the tyrannies of bullies and teachers, the comfort of movies, the birth of religious skepticism. If this alien landscape introduced a new (and probably healthy) awkwardness in Davies’s filmmaking, it also resulted in a singular hybrid of Davies’s poetic British lyricism and stoic American gothic. Davies’s long, steady tracking shots and unbroken single takes register as dissociated and surreal when reconfigured into a Georgia-shot tale that features one character’s dramatic descent into madness and another’s violent, climactic killing.’ — Roger Ebert

Excerpt

Excerpt

 

______________
The House of Mirth (2000)
‘There are some films that are such pure, unpretentious exemplars of the medium—that are slavish only to their own being and rationale—that of course they were destined to be either forgotten or gently patted on the head before being sent away. Terence Davies’s The House of Mirth is such a film, one so exquisitely wrought and seamlessly shaped that it almost needs to be scrutinized with a magnifying glass as though a diamond. The problem with such subtle artistry is that you actually need to be looking at it to notice its flawlessness; that might have been too tall an order in 2000, when Davies’s film was released up against such flashier gems as Requiem for a Dream, Dancer in the Dark, and Bamboozled, all of which, for better or worse, were embracing and foregrounding new forms of moviemaking. The House of Mirth was hardly such a headline-maker: its greatest claim to fame outside of rarefied, art-house circles seemed to be its dramatic star turn from The X-Files’ Gillian Anderson. Otherwise this was merely the latest offering from a critically acclaimed British filmmaker whose difficulty in financing his few-and-far-between projects had hardly made him a household name with audiences, and for some the film’s origins as an Edith Wharton novel gave it the whiff of a high-school requisite.’ — Reverse Shot

Trailer

Excerpt

 

_______________
Of Time and the City (2008)
‘Of Time and the City is Terence Davies’ first documentary — although “documentary” is hardly an adequate description of this fierce and loving film-essay on his native Liverpool — and, more significantly, his first film in eight years. Any new film from Davies is an event in its own right given his status as arguably Britain’s greatest living filmmaker. Yet he’s someone who has been almost unable to work in a film culture that’s essentially inimical to the kind of filmmaking he represents. Of course, he’s not the only British filmmaker to suffer from this — whatever happened to Carine Adler (Under the Skin, 1997), or Lynne Ramsay (Ratcatcher, 1999; Morvern Callar, 2001)? — but the situation with Davies is a particularly bitter one simply because of the stature of his work. There is plenty for unsympathetic viewers to resist in Davies’ idealisation of the past. For one thing, he doesn’t hide his distaste if not disdain for subsequent decades. Near the end of the film he offers us some scenes of inner-city night life, of the nightclubbing, pub-crawling, binge-drinking contemporary leisure culture, scenes that are a clear rebuke to the world of the present. Even the footage he chooses from the seventies serves to emphasise the decline in civic life, with the demolition of the tenements of Davies’ youth and the move — keyed ironically to Peggy Lee singing “The Folks Who Live on the Hill” — of the working-class into high-rise tower blocks. Gone are the children at play in street or playground, the crowds enjoying themselves at the New Brighton seaside. Instead, lonely figures wander down empty streets, and the camera picks out the ugliness of the graffiti-strewn buildings and mourns the demolished old residences.’ — Bright Lights Film Journal

Trailer

Excerpt

Terence Davies talks about his film, Of Time and the City

 

_______________
The Deep Blue Sea (2011)
‘The agony and perverse ecstasy of unrequited love permeate Terence Davies’ The Deep Blue Sea. Adapted by the director from Terence Rattigan’s 1952 play and set in a dank, depressed London still recovering from the Blitz, it tells the story of Hester Collyer (Rachel Weisz), a 40ish beauty dashed on the rocks of masochistic passion. She has left her older husband, Sir William (Simon Russell Beale), a judge still under the thumb of his ironhearted mother (Barbara Jefford), and their life of stifling middle-class conformity to move into a dingy rented flat with the young lover, Freddie (Tom Hiddleston), a former fighter pilot, charming and exciting in bed, with whom she has become obsessed. Though not without glimmerings of conscience, Freddie is feckless and inconstant. He cannot reciprocate Hester’s romantic intensity, and when he spends her birthday weekend on a “golfing trip” she methodically tries to gas herself. That’s where Davies’ sublime evocation of amour fou, the hallmarks of which are self-confinement and humiliation, begins.’ — Film Comment

Excerpt

Excerpt

The Deep Blue Sea: Behind the scenes, on-set footage

 

______________
Sunset Song (2015)
‘What is most surprising about Terence Davies’ film adaptation of Lewis Grassic Gibbon’s Sunset Song is how close the director seems to his material. The novel, published in 1932, is the story of a sensitive young woman growing up in a rugged, rural community in the north-east of Scotland just before the First World War. It is a world away from the working-class Liverpool of the director’s own childhood in the late 1940s, so movingly depicted in his autobiographical Distant Voices, Still Lives (1988), and yet the two films sit together as companion pieces. They are both deeply felt family dramas with the same mix of lyricism and extreme brutality. They both feature abusive father-figures who terrorise their wives and children. There is plenty of music and communal singing in each of the films. The interior of the little farmhouse in which the family lives in Sunset Song isn’t so different from that of the home depicted in Distant Voices. Sunset Song may be uneven but it’s a film no other British director would have made in the same way as Davies. One of the reasons Davies has struggled to get his work financed is that he resists the pressure from interfering front-office executives to tailor his movies in the way that they demand. His films, whether they’re autobiographical or adapted from Edith Wharton (The House of Mirth) or Grassic Gibbon novels, or even if they’re nostalgic, newsreel-based documentaries such as Of Time and the City, always feel utterly personal. His new feature is entirely consistent with its predecessors both in its intimacy and in its ability to be lyrical and harrowing at the very same time.’ — The Independent

Trailer

Excerpt

Agyness Deyn and Terence Davies talk Sunset Song

 

_____________
A Quiet Passion (2016)
‘Just a few months after Terence Davies’ last drama, Sunset Song, premiered at the Toronto Film Festival, his new one, A Quiet Passion, made its debut at Berlin. How did he complete it so quickly? Maybe the trick was that he shot almost all of it in one location with just a handful of actors. The film is a biopic of Emily Dickinson (Sex and the City’s Cynthia Nixon), the great American poet who spent much of her adult life as a recluse in her parents’ house in Amherst, Massachusetts, so there is some logic to the action being confined to a couple of adjoining rooms and a sunny front garden. But Davies breaks several other rules of the literary biopic in ways that are harder to justify. The acting and camerawork can be stilted, the actors are decades older than the people they are playing, the dialogue is crammed so tightly with polished witticisms and epigrams that it sounds like Noël Coward arm-wrestling Oscar Wilde, and the choice of scenes seems so random that Davies could have picked them out of a hat: some of the most important people in Dickinson’s life, including her sister-in-law and a supportive editor, are reduced to blink-and-you’ll-miss-it cameos. But while there is plenty about A Quiet Passion that doesn’t work, Davies’ willfully demanding curio is so unconventional and sincere that it’s easy to admire, and it has a few moments of magic which make it all worthwhile.’ — BBC

Excerpt

Terence Davies. At work. On ‘A Quiet Passion’

 

 

*

p.s. Hey. ** JM, Hi. Well, thank you. I never even read the Bible, so you’re one up on me. He’s kind of like an evil Kardashian to me. The pedal’s to the metal on my end, but only for a couple of more days maybe. What are you squeezing out? ** David Ehrenstein, Hi, D. I personally have always considered Jesus to be a meta-Santa Claus kind of construct without Santa’s charm. Never saw that Pasolini. Maybe I should try to get into his work for the dozenth time via it. Thanks for the Jesus backstory stuff. I’m always curious about how such a superstar came about. Nice panning shot in that ‘Cool Hand Luke’ clip. And that was the dad on ‘The Waltons’ in there, huh. ** Robert Siek, Hi. Ah, West Hollywood, well, lots of places to eat within walking distance. Maybe you’ll find WH charming. I tend to try to drive around it when I’m out and about in LA, but you know me. Three days is definitely really quick for LA. Best in that case to stay on the move if you want to get a feel for the place, but hang time in Silverlake/Echo/Los Feliz remains a recommendation. That is a horrifying dream. Jesus looks scary in that kind of Charles Manson kind of way. I hope you have a most splendid day too, and I’d love to hear how LA treated you. We’re just going to miss each other as I’ll be there at the very beginning of Feb. to show PGL. Take care! ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Never saw ‘The Passion of Christ’. I tend to stay away from Christianity-milking films because I know next to zip about that religion. I hope it works out with Schroeder, obviously. I haven’t heard one good thing about ‘Vice’ other than props for my friend’s turn in it. Everyone, Want to know what Mr. Erickson thinks of that new Cheney-centric film ‘Vice’? Well, easy peasy. I don’t know what CBD is, so I would guess it’s not on sale every ten feet here. Roasting chestnuts are, however. I’m assuming CBD isn’t a nickname for roasting chestnuts. Chestnuts Burning Daily? ** Bill, Ah, you’re a Grinch-y guy. That makes sense somehow. I haven’t done a tree and presents in years, but I do like doing that, I don’t know why. There’s a little plastic Xmas tree with little fake presents underneath it in the entranceway to my building at the moment, and I do admit it does some kind of tiny, positive thing to my heart when I pass by it. Thanks about the crunch. It does seem to be doing what crunches are supposed to. I’ve seen that book on a table or two here. Perhaps I’ll lift it and flip around. ** Sypha, Yeah, I thought the ‘big’ guy seemed like post fodder of a certain timely sort, and it doesn’t take much for me to want to swipe hundreds of gifs and stack them up. That Doobie Brothers track is a cover version of the original by The Byrds which is much, much, much better. But memory’s coziness output always wins. ** KeatoV, Your new name configuration reminds me of something, but I can’t remember what that is for the life of me. Christianity is just one of the weirdest, longest lasting fads in the world to me. Are you reviewing what I think you’re reviewing, and, if so, how did you see it, and maybe I don’t want know how because that’s not good if it’s via the way I fear, but, all that aside, if I guessed right, thank you! ** _Black_Acrylic, Ben, sir, maestro. Oh, right, I remember you did an interview for that doc. They wanted to interview me, but I didn’t end up doing one for reasons I can’t remember. I suppose that doc must be on youtube or Vimeo. I’ll go look. Christmas wrapping? How particular and fetish-y are you about the wrapping you use and the precision with which you wrap things? ** Misanthrope, Hi. Oh, so CBD is related to pot? Okay, mystery solved. Hm. Maybe your body is desperately remembering the med’s effect and able to fake it for a brief amount of time. Either that or you’re cured. So unless I’m getting the news wrong over here, it sure does seem like you’re going to shut down, job-wise, starting tomorrow. If so, I hope for silver linings galore. Oh, wait, you’re ‘excepted’, never mind. I should read whole comments before I leap forth with my responses. Then enjoy the five days of freedom, buddy. ** Josh, Hi, Josh! Well, ditto! ** Nik, Hi, N. Yeah, like I said elsewhere, I honestly know nothing about the Jesus dude, but maybe ignorance is post-making bliss in that case. Satan, him, I do know a bit about him. Excellent if Conjunctions lets you have some kind of creative input! I will start crossing my fingers when late January appears on the horizon. Xmas plans … eating a buche. I think that’s entirely it. I’m going to the Xmas makeover — ‘Santa Claus is a Zombie’ — of Paris’s haunted house attraction on Saturday night. That’s probably the most Xmas-y things will get. You? Do you do the family getting together thing or an equivalent? Bon Friday! ** Right. Again, as is frequently the case, someone here or somewhere asked me to bring back the dead Terence Davies post, and today has  ended up being the day the restoration transpires. Enjoy it and yourselves. See you tomorrow.