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James Fotopoulos Day

 

‘The films of James Fotopoulos examine heady esthetic and existential concerns through a unique hybrid of contemplative, delicate avant-garde formal effects and brutal low-budget body-horror, set within meticulously plotted structures that eschew typical experimental serendipity in favor of calculated auteurist rigor. At age 24, he’s completed 12 shorts and two features that play like the unlikely progeny of Stan Brakhage and Richard Kern, set in dingy urban environments that would make Ed Ulmer proud. Obsessed with the philosophical problems regarding sex, violence, extreme psychic states and unnerving atmospheres, as well as the classic formal issues of 16 mm lensing, Fotopoulos’ films wed a youthful fixation with the overpowering nature of primal drives to an uncommonly mature certitude of vision and technique.

‘Fotopoulos grew up in Norridge, IL. His background was solidly working-class. His father was a policeman and his mother a hairdresser, and Fotopoulos himself currently works in a warehouse. He also happened to grow up just a few houses away from the razed former residence of John Wayne Gacy. “I don’t like to say that too often,” Fotopoulos remarked recently. “I know that people will say ‘Oh, that’s why.’ But when you’ve always known this empty lot, and what went on there, it can’t help but make you think.”

‘He displayed an early aptitude for drawing as a kid, but became fully devoted to filmmaking by 15. After doing a series of 16 mm shorts, he started shooting his first feature, Zero, at 18, in his first year of film classes at Columbia College in Chicago.

‘Hardly the typical film school fare, Zero is a 142-minute study of the inner and outer life of a young, sociopathic loner, less a narrative than a temporal portrait. The unnamed protagonist, a gangly lad in shabby, hickish garb, meanders through gentle wilderness, covers the walls of his bunker-like home with pornography and anatomical diagrams, dissects a cow’s head, masturbates violently to magazines and curses loudly to himself about Jews, blacks and women. Especially about women: the man endlessly laments his loneliness and lack of love. In a distinctly Dahmeresque move, he finds sexual satisfaction with a female mannequin, whom he begins treating passionately as his inanimate inamorata. All this time, a cancerous cyst grows on the man’s arm, increasing in size as his mental state further deteriorates.

‘The character’s life is both a grungily realistic depiction of the now-familiar psychological extremities of serial killer types, as well as a harsh metaphor for all heterosexual male desire, pathetic and pathologized. “I think Colin Wilson wrote something like, ‘Everything that Ted Bundy did, men do,'” Fotopoulos says, quoting Wilson’s History of Murder. “A lot of these people, they’re sexually obsessed, but not too different than most teenage boys. They just go further.”

‘The film is structured as a series of compulsively repetitive narrative slabs, interspersed with increasingly baroque experimental sequences that exteriorize the man’s hyper-masculine desires and mutated mentations. These range from relatively straightforward shots of meatlike, naked bodies to hand-painted, optically printed firestorms to ominous organic sculptures. Color plays a key emotional role, as it does in some of his more recent short films. The tinted monochrome stock shifts from sepia to orange to purple over the two-plus-hour run, broken up by bursts of thick painted-on color in some dream sequences. The sound design is equally concrete and expressive, including many of the staticky bad-signal fuzzes and neo-industrial electronic drones that provide the signature sonic atmospheres that permeate his works.

‘After completing Zero (shot in only five days over the span of more than a year), Fotopoulos showed it to a local film critic known for his support of avant-garde film. The critic, however, was less than supportive. “He couldn’t say it was bad, but wouldn’t say it was good,” Fotopoulos recalls. “So he just tells me, ‘You can’t do this.’ He told me that I couldn’t mix narrative and avant-garde techniques.”

‘Nevertheless, the feature garnered limited video distribution through the small label Provisional, run by noted rock writer Joe Carducci. Despite his genre-bending, transgressive film style, Fotopoulos himself isn’t a video-geek indie wannabe or trendy scenester. Conservatively dressed and socially reserved, Fotopoulos is less Film Threat than Film Culture. Once his interest is sparked, however, he passionately discusses his deep admiration for canonical auteurs like Welles, Ford, Hawks, Godard and Fassbinder, and expounds strikingy complex explanations of his own art. There are few other filmmakers his age who would assert in conversations that “color in cinema is a big problem today” or “the best actors understand themselves as objects,” but at the same time, his expectations of his own work are relatively understated. His own films, he explains, are “very insular, very interior things. I do them thinking that no one’s going to watch them. So what if it’s two-and-a-half hours long and people can’t sit through it? I can’t worry about that. If they even show in five good-sized cities, that would be great.”

‘Fotopoulos has received more recognition with Migrating Forms, which won awards at the Chicago and New York Underground Film Festivals and continues to play around the world. Migrating Forms reworks many of the same structural and thematic concerns of Zero, but in ways that are more subtle, controlled, abstracted and detached. The story takes place in the unremarkable urban apartment of a young man who is having an affair with a slatternly blonde. Most of the film consists of their awkward interactions before sex, interspersed with silent anamorphic dream images of women’s bodies, suggesting a vaguely unsettling, oceanic escape from crushingly mundane reality. As their affair continues, an impossibly large cyst grows on the woman’s back. Whereas Zero dealt with the problem of exteriorizing the main character’s sexual and thanatological drives, Migrating Forms takes these concerns and disperses them into the diffuse atmosphere of the film. At only 80 minutes, it feels like a pure, perfectly crafted object.

‘His short films vary widely in scope and purpose, sometimes feeling like working sketches for the features, but always done with a stand-alone integrity. A couple of very brief silent shorts, Two Cats (1999) and Breathe (2000), are each less than a minute long. These continue Fotopoulos’ interests in the exterior depiction of interior states, each fluttering moment seeming to capture the essence of a fleeting, perhaps oneiric memory. Other shorts play like cubist horror films, juggling images of meaty skulls, murdered corpses, and grotesque alien anatomies. One of the most powerful and direct shorts, Drowning (2000), plays with shooting images entirely off a video monitor. With colors shifted into electric blues, the film depicts a thin, smiling young woman taking her clothes off for the camera, and shifting around on a bed in various stereotypical porn poses. Her movements are sped up to herky-jerky silent film speeds, and the camera zooms in to focus on still video frames of her hair and eyes. The effect is profoundly antipornographic, perhaps even spiritual. It’s an attempt to force a glimpse of redemptive humanity out of the dehumanizing esthetics of pornography.

‘Working at a breakneck exploitation-style speed, Fotopoulos is currently editing a third feature, Back Against the Wall, set in the world of Midwestern “lingerie modeling”; shooting a fourth feature, Esophagus, which takes place over 500 million years; and beginning production on a fifth feature, Christabel, based loosely on the poem by Coleridge. His devotion to filmmaking is no less obsessive and overpowering than the psychic tumult depicted in his films, yet he’s fully aware that he’s living a kind of mystically monkish anachronism through his art.

‘”If I had to work in film in some other time,” he says, “I’d want it to be the silent era. It was all new. The notion that you were shooting in this way, that was new. You’re inventing everything as you go. You’re making like 400 movies in the middle of the desert.”‘ — Ed Halter

 

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Further

James Fotopoulos Site
JF @ IMDb
JF @ The Film-makers Cooperative
JF @ Letterboxd
JF@ MUBI
JAMES FOTOPOULOS (3PK DVD)
JF @ Underground Film Journal
Podcast: Cinemad: #4: James Fotopoulos
THE MIGRATING FORMS OF JAMES FOTOPOULOS
James Fotopoulos: An Interview
‘Ten Ways of Doing Time’ w/ Laura Parnes
JAMES FOTOPOULOS ON “THE GIVEN,” “THERE” AND MORE
FANTASMA: A JAMES FOTOPOULOS RETROSPECTIVE
Amy Taubin on James Fotopoulos at Microscope Gallery
Book: UNKNNOWN COLLLABORATIONS 1
Podcast: James Fotopoulos – Live from the Heartland
No Real Rules: An Interview with James Fotopoulos
Masks, Melanoma, Mutilation: The Haunting Films of James Fotopoulos

 

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Mapping the Obscure | Conversation in Film: James Fotopoulos

James Fotopoulos (AFA50) — watch it here

 

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Brian Frye: So, to start with, how about some background information? How did you get into film?

James Fotopoulos: I grew up in Norridge IL, which is right outside of O’Hare Airport. It’s a strange area, mainly because of the airport and the amount of activity passing through it. Combine this with the forest preserves, the factories, the hotels, and the attempt to have some type of normal suburb right on the edge of it, and it creates nothing but corrupt activity and a strange negative energy that fills the air. The area is mostly populated by suffocatingly close working class family, which would destroy your ambition and dreams if you didn’t have the will power to fight the “closeness” with force. In that type of situation the standard of what you can do with your life is set very, very low. And no one wants to deal with any outside challenges or criticisms. There is a great deal of fear and threat. Fear of being exposed. But as for filmmaking, I just grew into it for reasons I can’t explain. I didn’t one day say, “Here, this is what I’m gonna do.” My father was very interested in movies, photography, and history so maybe it comes from there. He is also very organized. My mother was always interested creating things and artistic stuff. When I was a child – in grammar school – I was interested in the filmmaking process. You know, makeup and puppets, acting these out in front of a camera and those types of things. And I was interested in still photography, drawing, science, all that stuff. And it just seemed like film – all those things were a part of it. I was into stop-motion, the Harryhausen type. I didn’t know what it was at the time, but I knew I guess insinctively that those interests were fragments of this larger meduim . So, when I got into high school the obsession intensified, and I started doing video work with the high school for their public annoucements.

B: So that’s when you started making moving images, in high school?

J: Yeah, when I was a freshman.

B: And that was pretty mechanical stuff, or you could do whatever you wanted?

J: No, actually I got fired. I went to a Catholic grammar school and a Catholic high school – they were private schools – basically under the assumption that you received a better education in a private school. Which is wrong because anything I learned that was useful, I learned myself. And when I was younger, my family and teachers at school, considered me a troublemaker and a person of low intelligence and with little ability. This I think was basically because I had no interest in school and wished to not participate in any of it. But now I am very glad I attended those schools, because of the religous element that I was able understand early on. But in that environment you couldn’t really say, “This is what I want to do. I want to make films,” because that was the furthest thing from anybody’s mind. Which it still is to some extent. Even with people writing about my films and them screening and being distributed, I’m still, in the eyes of many, not a “real” filmmaker. The response to my interest to film was very negative from many people around me. It was perceived as a phase and still is by some of the same people. But this was good because I think it forced me to be very strong-willed, very early on. I remember that at that time I was interested in the Super-8 my grandfather had – he had all the equipment – so I was leaning toward an interest in that. And then when I got involved in the actual school video things, the school would say, you know, “We’re gonna do a blood drive. Who wants to make a video for the blood drive?” And not that many people were really into it, I was the only guy. And then, I would collect my friends, and do these things. And then I started doing stuff, ah…

B: Well, what kind of tapes did you make for something like that?

J: There’d be – the blood drive would come up, and there would be people vomiting, it would be stuff like that. Someone would get shot, and there would be blood all over the place, and these type of things. I guess very childish, but never trying to shock the school. I never thought of it like that.

B: Yeah, I could see the school not being particularly thrilled with that.

J: Yeah, well, they were sort of confused for awhile, but there were two teachers and one in particular that actually supported me and thought that I “had something.” He is the one that told me to go to Columbia. I just fell into that school. No one in my family was really willing to give any direction or make much of an effort, so I was on my own. I was told “you have to figure out what you want to do.” I knew what I wanted to do, but had to keep quiet about it for a while and just “play around” with this film stuff. Filmmaking means maybe you’ll do commericals, the counselors in high school thought. So I asked this teacher, and he said “Go to Columbia. It’s a good school, there’s no admissions test.” So from sophmore on I didn’t think about college because that was where I was going to go. And maybe it is different now, but this is 1991, 1992 and the independant film phenomenon – or lie – really hadn’t hit too hard yet. In Chicago at least it hit after I was gone from Columbia. I believe their admissions exploded around 1996 or 1997 and then they started going digital. But anyway, back to the videos. I did one where I think a crippled guy was in a garbage can or something like that and a Physics teacher complained. And that’s when they said, “You can’t do this anymore.” So I was fired. So I started making videos with my friends. We started incorporating them into class projects. We did one hour and a half video of Dante’s Inferno. And they actually showed those at the school. But you learn pretty quickly. But this whole time I was thinking about film from a very techincal, psychological stand point. Like, “why in this film does that shot make me feel that way? and how do you do that?” or “there are only five people in this movie’s crew and the whole thing was shot outside”. And very quickly you realize that film is not video, not even close – but a totally different thing. It is too bad they can’t co-exist and one doesn’t have to replace the other, but as we know that is not how America works. They are not interchangeable, once you begin to break down film into that emotional and technical way. This was when I was a freshman or sophomore. When I was a sophomore I shot my first film. But I was basically trying to learn the tools and what they do.

B: So you were watching a lot of film then?

J: Well, yeah. And that was all part of the learning and growing and understanding the medium. Which is still the case today. Most of it was all pretty much out of necessity. Out of understanding what you’re doing in a very practical way, to get things done. So that’s how I started watching a lot of films. I was interested in certain things. My dad had the International Encyclopedia of Film. I’ve got it right over here. You know the book I’m talking about? You know, the blue one? A lot of the avant-garde stuff’s in there. And I remember that I just read through it. It went into the tinting and toning type processes, all the silents, everything was in this book. And I read through this book sort of out of curiosity. What is going on? And that just snowballed. I started watching a lot of stuff at that time. Just to understand what the history is.

B: So your first feature was ZERO, right, but you made short films before that?

J: Yeah, I made four short films, on film.

B: In high school?

J: I made two in high school, and then I made two while I was at Columbia before I dropped out.

B: So did these first films grow out of the stuff you were seeing at the time?

J: No, I think with ZERO that was more the situation. But with those shorts I think the good thing is that I did all that when I was really young. So I had already developed an ability to organize things pretty well. Because when I would shoot these videos in high school, I would have to organize everybody, get everybody together and make them do it. And I became very good at that. Because I remember when I got into college I realized that I had – compared to the other students, I was able to pull things together quicker. And part of it was also very instinctive. I was able to just walk in and say, “This is where it goes, this is how its going to be,” with a camera. And I noticed a lot of the other guys couldn’t do that. I think a lot of that had to do with the fact that when I was 13 I was trying to do it. And the thing was, I was never playing around. Those videos when I was 13, I was dead serious about them. Even though looking back on them now they were probably ridiculous. But I was dead serious. This was not just me screwing off with a camera, this was real. So, even the earliest things were that way. I always acted very impulsively and instictively. And it was all very much that way. Each short was different. I remember the first short was just learning how to do things, understanding. The second was a refinement on that and with that I was very conscious of the lens and perspective, probally because of Lang’s M. You know, “This lens does this, this does that.” And that was done in the woods, because I grew up by a woodlands area. There were forest preserve areas by the airport. And then when I got into college I did the other one. The first one, it did well at the school. It was in that best of the year-end nonsense they do. That had the mannequin stuff in it, from ZERO. And then, the one I did after that was the sync-sound one. And by this time I did not agree with or abide by anything that they were telling me to do. I had already seen more films that any of the teachers and more importantly, shot more footage than any of them.

B: It’s interesting that you were making these films while you were at Columbia, because especially ZERO and MIGRATING FORMS have a really distinctive stylistic quality, in terms of both the structure and this tension between a Warhol-esque documentary feeling and then these extremely distorted sequences. And I’m wondering where that came from.

J: I don’t really know. I mean, by MIGRATING FORMS, I was gone from school. And ZERO, by the end I was gone. The very beginning of it I started there, but no one knew about it, because there was so much talk and very little productivity, which I find embarassing. I was just doing it outside. And I wasn’t even taking film classes. I was too fed up even for that. I was taking a science course, I think. Columbia was also a complete joke. These teachers didn’t know anything. I meet teachers from film schools all the time and I can’t believe it, I can’t believe that some of these students are taking out loans or their parents are working two jobs, so they can go to college and this is what they get, and the students don’t know any better. Because the “film world” is a very tricky and sometimes evil place. Even at that level. But I hadn’t seen that much experimental stuff at the time. The majority of what I watched was studio films. And then it was taking things down to the very basic… ZERO came veryquickly. I wrote it out in a night. I know now it was all serial-killer stuff and all that, but I didn’t think of it like that. I just thought of it very impulsively as, “What is the extension of these types of emotions,” and I guess it’s fairly accurate in that way. I just saw a mannequin in a store window and the relationship in the film came to me. And if I may say so, there are very, very few films I have ever seen that deal with that subject matter properly. And sex crime, pornography and things related are a problem, mainly in America. I hear people say: “We do not need any more films about killers and hit men.” The answer to that is – you need films that do it right. People have said ZERO is juvenile – badly acted and so on. The type of people in ZERO are juvenile and their sexual obsession with the forbidden is like a time bomb. There is no healtly human interaction with that behaviour. It is self destructive. Some of them may be intelligent, but not emotionally mature. So these people are not reasonable, which an audience wants. And this nightmarish existence has to be translated into film. So the film must mirror those emotions. And in doing that it should be somewhat unbearable, static, childish, externally acted, repetitive, sterotypical, contradictory and illogical. And in terms of “good” and “bad” cinema, “bad” cinema is closer to the sociopath’s inner world. People like to believe that yo can rationalize this these actions and behavior. But if you take your one sexual and violent impluses and think about from in where in the soul do they emerge? What deep cave are they coming from? What magic? And think about the impluse of it, the power. It is unexplainable in a clear cut way. It can’t be boiled down. So these people are like out-of-control animals. Their impluses are like time bombs, in this quest to fillful these powerful needs. I feel a lot of people don’t want to know that. But in terms of the actual filming, I remember ZERO was a learning experience, there was an abundance of filters used, special-effects, forced perspective, puppets, miniatures, editing tricks. The printing was a little insane. It was like an explosion. This stuff was pouring out. There was a lot of footage shot that wasn’t used. A lot of scenes that weren’t shot. But part of that was like – you’re in a situation where everyone is telling you “you can’t do all this type of stuff.” At Columbia I remember a teacher heard I was doing this, and he said, “It’s a nice little exercise.” Because from what he saw of my shorts, being sexual and the special make-up and all that, to him I wasn’t interested in serious filmmaking. That type of mentality of, “You can’t do this.” So you have to develop the willpower to do it. And that’s part of the filmmaking process, not just with the first film, but every film. I remember with ZERO a lot of it was making it as real as it can be. Which I still try to do with everything. Try to keep it as close as I can to how things really are. Not the lie of objectivity, which doesn’t exist or a consensus reality, which changes, but the reality of how we “percieve” the world.

B: So was it based on something? I’m just wondering where the film came from, in terms of not just the story but also the aesthetic.

J: Yeah, I think it just sort of came from trying to tell the truth about those types of feelings. I think I had ideas, like images of what I thought things would be. I saw that basement he lives in. I had seen it a long time before. And the thing about it is, pieces of ZERO are in those two shorts I did. There are things that are literally in them, like the caged guy, the same actor, all those things. And those feelings and images are still there. So when the time came to shoot it, I was translating that into the film. Translating all of these perceptions into the image/sound language. Like saying, “I have these tools that could do this and that, and if I was in this world or parallel worlds, how would that be in a film, what would be the truth.” And also this is all in pursuit of a constant pushing forward, an evolution of your spirit. The religion of your life. And with these tools comes a quest to understand your relationship with God and understand the world or worlds we inhabit. I become very obsessive over things and my imagination has tendency to go into overdrive, so I’m always trying to take all of this chaos and control it with tools of cinema. Like putting all this confusion in a tunnel and contain it into something positive. Because what you don’t want to happen is allow your imagination to fall into depravity or laziness, becasue that is easy to do. So your job becomes willing your spirit and imagination into this communication with other people through film. People allowing their imagination to dwell in pornography, sexual activity and drugs are all trying to do the same thing I am with film: evolve to make sense of life and understand our relationship to God. But their way is a dead end. Because it is easy and feels good immediately and like anything, the obsession is intense, but it cuts them off from other people, from communication with the collective, because the moral structure of the world hasn’t changed and isn’t going to anytime soon, as long as we remain human beings, so they remain on the outside. ZERO was the beginning of my learning this. But it is impossible to explain your drive, obsession or abilities. You can try to think about it, but you can never understand it. It can never be rationalized. Why images and sounds pop into your head and why you’re compelled to make them into films, the core of that is a mystery. I don’t think you can fully understand your soul.

 

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10 of James Fotopoulos’ 61 films

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Zero (1997)
‘James Fotopoulos’ deeply disturbing experimental film paints a grim portrait of the psychological collapse of a young man drifting further and further into total isolation. In his solitude, primal fantasies of sex and violence transform into frightening visions and insanity, while a cyst growing on his arm suggests a physical manifestation of his mental breakdown. A shocking debut feature, told entirely through one character. “Heartfelt and creepy as hell” (Shock Cinema).’ — Facets


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MIGRATING FORMS (1999)
‘MIGRATING FORMS justly earns comparison to David Cronenberg for its psychosomatic representation of disease and body horror, as well as the uncanniness of the banality in the work of David Lynch. But, particularly in light of Fotopoulos’ subsequent profusion of work, one might also draw comparisons to ceaselessly prolific trash-row auteurs like Joseph Sarno and Andy Milligan, in comparison to whom the arthouse, experimental cinema, and gallery is Fotopoulos’s 42nd Street. For some, the greatest virtue of sexploitation is its hypnotic, drone-like banality, which is here consciously perverted into avant-garde extremes. Much is made of how the exploitation film dried up its techniques of sensationalism and salesmanship were assimilated by Hollywood; it’s less often noted that, without a market to concede to—this is the tail-end of the decade that saw the sanitizing of Times Square—the weirdness of marginal cinema truly broods in unremittingly weird movies like MIGRATING FORMS.’ — Spectacle


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Back Against the Wall (2000)
Back Against the Wall presents an atmosphere of ever-increasing doom, as a woman named June seems to engage in a grotesque personal experiment that involves hitching herself to defective men. Each of the film’s three chapters is devoted to one of them; Levey is a speed-reading rage freak prone to seizures and melancholy, pornographer or pimp Vince is friendlier but his professional contacts keep knocking out his teeth, and finally we encounter Ed, a truly singular creation who is stricken with a terminal disease and spends long moments whispering nonsense. The backdrop is a menacing and featureless Middle America with its shitty drugs, prefab motel rooms and mediocre towns. A generic mud-stained farmhouse is the depressing setting for a porno shoot where June and other women dress up as a sexy cowgirl, a sexy cow and a sexy child holding a teddy bear, respectively.’ — Spectacle


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THE ANT HILL, 2004
‘A merciless narrative about the inner world of a nameless cult, The Ant Hill continues James Fotopoulos’ recent foray away from film and into the possibilities of video. The results prove more materially degraded than even his best-known feature, Migrating Forms. As with all of his work, each low-grade esthetic decision feels utterly, pointedly intentional. The actions of a tiny band of devotees, led by a single, lurchingly unpredictable patriarch, take on the sparse structure of a Biblical parable. Extended sequences of colorfield-like image-layering recall the electronic longueurs of early video art. Fotopoulos shoots his actors in a single bare set, with a grimy immediacy that feels almost self-reflexive: the viewer inevitably comes to question how the filmmaker was able to compel such total trust and obedience from his actors, given the extremity of the acts they have been asked to perform.’ — Ed Halter


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ESOPHAGUS (2004)
‘The origins of the universe told through the lens of an experimental film and video sci-fi horror-show fusion: Alien women trapped in a colorfully hand-scratched film-textured hotel room, genetically mutated men slowly driven mad in a white digital prison, the high contrast landscapes of Mars, and a futuristic tribe of a giant, an elf and a witch in their decaying suicide-home.’ —JF


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THE SKY SONG (2007)
‘In the old west a man’s family is slain by his doppelganger: Mr. Lamb. The man’s quest for revenge takes him on a journey to reconcile the horrors of his past – illness, murder, lost love and war. The story’s action is told through stilted theatrical black box performances, crude CGI special effects, Halloween costumes and primitive drawings of animals, plants, sex, baseball, and sea life.’ — JF


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Progeny (2007)
‘Central to James Fotopoulos’ adaptation of the Epigoni is the fragmented artifact of Sophocles’ long lost play. Rather than adapt the myth, it is the surviving text—which for centuries has consisted of only a few fragments of dialogue between ‘speaker a’ and ‘speaker b’—that Fotopoulos has rendered digital. This translation from artifact to synthetic medium is a project of inclusion and exhaustion; Fotopoulos orchestrates Sophocles’ text into a framework of new structures and rules in order to represent in digital the remaining fragmentary and figureless voices.’ — nat.brut.archive


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Alice In Wonderland (2010)
‘James Fotopoulos‘ Alice in Wonderland! is is far from a traditional adaptation of the classic book by Lewis Carroll. The filmmaker will be in attendance for a post-screening discussion. Fotopoulos has adapted not the book, but the 1886 musical based on the book, “Alice in Wonderland: A Dream Play for Children,” which was written by Henry Saville Clark and Walter Slaughter. In addition, the filmmaker was also inspired by a 2003 Lewis Carroll daguerreotype exhibit.

‘Using sculpture, drawing, text and original music, Fotopoulos also examines the relationship between Carroll and the writer/art critic John Ruskin; plus, he incorporates the stylings of other artists and photographers of the same era, including Thomas Eakins, Eadweard Muybridge and Étienne-Jules Marey. It’s a trippy blend of modern digital filmmaking and classic art of the late 19th century.’ — Microscope Gallery


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DIGNITY (2013)
‘DIGNITY uses the minimal structure of a sci-fi B-film, the high artifice of painted backdrops, prosthetic horror effects, psychedelic noise soundtrack and early digital techniques to flesh out the philosophical ideas ranging from the stoic writings Marcus Aurelius to the fantasy prison drawings of Giovanni Battista Piranesi. “There is a strong case to be made that James Fotopoulos is the greatest experimental filmmaker of his generation. DIGNITY is a perfect example of his recent style. No body of work is more single-mindedly relentless in its programme of defamiliarising the familiar than James Fotopoulos’. This is what makes him such an essential artist.” — Maximilian Le Cain


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Two Girls (2018)
‘The story of young sisters in the American Midwest left alone with their increasingly unstable mother while their father is fighting in the Civil War. The film traces the girls’ naturally fraught sibling dynamic and the ways that their father’s absence ignites their imagination.’ — MUBI


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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi hi!!! I can’t imagine a US high school doing that at this point in time either. Mm, I definitely craved Kraft Mac&Cheese, and possibly Hydrox Cookies if they have them, and maybe Pixie Stix. The very second that Love finishes his book, I’m ready to do my blogger/publicist duties. Ah, inarticulate love, you know my taste in love so well. Love wanting to use his knife on everyone excerpt you and me while he’s high out of his mind on adderall, G. ** David Ehrenstein, And you are correct and/or psychic, sir! Carax presented Demy’s ‘Une Chambre en ville’. How about that! Oh, wait, she played Harriet? Obviously I remember her. My brain was on vacation yesterday, I guess. ** Tosh Berman, Hi. Me too. That whole album, ‘Goat’s Head Soup’, was where it all ended for me, where they stopped pushing forward and just starting making Rolling Stones-like songs and albums. That song ‘Dancing with Mr. D’ was the nail in the coffin. Whoa about your mom sharing high school with Dave Nelson. I think Ozzie Nelson is an unsung brilliant auteur using the TV show as his medium. As is Jack Webb. Bon day! ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. Oh, no, did they get him a bed? How insane that that should even be a question. I hope he’s resting and improving very rapidly. ** David, My guess is you probably cut your arm. Eek, stealing from an AIDS charity box? Did you have no shame, sir? ** Maria, Isabella, Camila, Malaria, Gabriela, Ha ha, hi! ** T, It’s probably more likely that he found a boyfriend than that he found the other stuff, no? I so hope the Le Clef people can get through this. For sure they’re super tough and resilient, but if the cops come, I don’t know what they can do. It’s ridiculous: they’ve lobbied the govt. hard to stay there, and they have the support of some major artists and cultural figures and the city still won’t intervene and protect them. It’s really shocking. No, I didn’t end up going to the screening last night, unfortunately. I’ll get over there in the next day or two, assuming they’re still in place. Thank you. I hope your Tuesday is warm and windswept. xo. ** Steve Erickson, Thanks on the dudes’ behalf. Ah, you on Miike, sweet. Everybody, Your Mr. Erickson side trips for today are (1) ‘My essay on Takashi Miike’s LESSON OF THE EVIL & AS THE GODS WILL is now available to read on Certified Rotten’, and (2) Steve’s aunt has published a book! Called ‘Black Boots’! And here it is. Have you read your aunt’s book? Do you and she have a special writer-to-writer inter-family connection? That’s very cool. ** geyyymmm, Hi! Yeah, hoping for cute, dreamboat-type guys among the slaves is always a gamble. They’re very content-oriented. Ah, well. Escorts in two weeks! As for me, it’s all filters, trust me, ha ha. But thank you. xo. ** Bill, ‘IV’ is really good. At least in my memory. That is a tough choice right there, ha ha. Truly, though. I hope your health blahs are heading for the hills. Far distant hills. ** Brian, Hey, Brian. Good to see you, buddy. Oh, right, you’re back in school! Time flies, jets by even. Um, it sure sounds like bailing on that class in favor of an independent Bresson research project is a no brainer. It’s not like you need instruction on how to be more queer. Yes, I just saw that James Bidgood died. RIP! Early very happy b’day! How are you planning to celebrate or at least mark your transference from teenagerdom to unpredictable adulthood? You should do it up somehow. Very bizarre and kind of nothing at all perfectly describes how my b’days feel at my technically unpleasant age. I didn’t get to the Carax/Demy screening unfortunately. I am supposedly going to meet him and have a coffee with him and Gisele (they’re friends) soon, which I’m excited/nervous about. Well, man, I sure hope Tuesday managed to erase a huge portion of your blues. Any chance it did? Hugs from me and Francophilic vibes from the big P. ** Okay. If you don’t already know the films of the super interesting filmmaker James Fotopoulos, the blog can begin to square you away in that regard should you let it. See you tomorrow.

“Stick your tongue right up my nose. Make love to it. Lick out my snotty nose. Show me what a gross disgusting hog you are for my nostrils.”

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LoserDiaperGoon, 20
Hi! I’m a looser! I wear diapers for incontinence but diapers have become my fetish. I’m really tempted to go outside and show everyone I wear one, which is why I need someone to catalyze all this horny energy I have! You wanna meet sure let’s arrange something!

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ABlonde – Jan 22, 2022
I’m bi with no real experience with guys but I’ve got a cage. You want to be in my cage?


 

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theproblemwithmoscow, 18
I’m not looking for the warmth of your embrace.
Scrap the PC BS and let’s be real.






 

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GothTrap666, 20
Dead but Delicious💋Mentally Ill Goth Thembo Coffin Cutie c:🖤Doing my Best to Stay Alive🌙Nights Only

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jon_b – Jan 7, 2022
In his post ddead man2 says “I really want to see guy with skinny belly, with his stomach ripped open and intestines spilled out of the stomach.”

GothTrap666 (Owner) – Jan 7, 2022
Sorry ddeadman2 I don’t speak Russian 😔

ddeadman2 – Jan 7, 2022
I am sorry. I not speak english. I be write to russian language.
Я очень хочу посмотреть реальные фотографии парней с волосатыми животами, которым вспороли живот, и кишки вывалились из живота наружу.


 

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FUCKFUCKMEEEE, 18
I love getting fucked by dogs but need a kind fella to help me source one

Pretty self-explanatory

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CigarPipeBull – Jan 19, 2022
He has handed over all his intelligence to my dog, so my dog can decide everything for him. He is totally loyal to my dog 24/7. His entire body is my dog’s, it decides what to do with him, whether it wants to lie on him, bite him, etc. His ass is my dog’s, it does what it want with it (it’s big). When my dog wants to introduce him to its friends, he has no problem with that. My dog has every piece of him. His cock is my dog’s, it decides what to do with it. At home he is naked all day so my dog can have control of everything. When I take my dog out for a walk, he is anxious for its arrival and when it arrives he shakes his ass with joy.

Aardwolf – Jan 13, 2022
I’m not a dog but I’m the hairiest man in town (you have no idea).


 

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Rape_me_tonight, 19
I want to be filmed being raped. There no cinema in my head, I want it.

I would like to leave my front door key under my mat – you come in and do whatever you want with me.
Tie me up, rape me and be brutal.
Don’t take pitty on me.

Somebody over 40 would be great who is not squeamish and takes what he needs.

Ready and able give all up you want. Make me life hell till i am nothing.

Access to me phone
Social media
Photos
Family number
Driving licence
Passport
Email account
College details
Friends

Show no mercy on this pedantic pig.
Please destroy me.

The language barrier is forcing me to shut up.

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FunHost – Jan 16, 2022
I can feel drool oozing out of the corner of my lips.

dontkillmyvibe – Jan 15, 2022
literally xanax by lindsay lohan

Rape_me_tonight (Owner) – Jan 13, 2022
Rape only. Love sucks😡



 

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satyr666son, 22
I love to 420 and trance and get taken by daddy demons into the Magic Woods for unusual and exciting action…

…Addicted to pot pot pot pot pot

…TRANSFORMING in wild satyric embarrassment!

…Diapered by pervy circus clowns as men laugh

…Humping big blubber grampa bellies

…Worshipping stinky stallion heinies in the barn

…Turned into a rump roast and glazed like a hog

…Drinking pee from a cup I put in the urinal and strangers pee in it

My interest in pup play is cursory at best. I like the idea, but the actualisation seems stupid and lame

I hope your day is as nice as my butt





 

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muscletits, 21
Pretty muscle boy here 👀 offering my nipples to breastfeed hungry men. Looking to get them licked, sucked, chewed, bitten, scratched, twisted, yanked and fucked rn. Hoping to breastfeed as many men as possible as I need constant regular sessions to grow the nipples bigger. Hoping to be able to produce milk one day. Hmu if you wanna start your year off right.




 

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ireallyliketoparty, 19
#fuckit #done #byebye #finished #today #maso #extreme #pnp #scat #vomit #kv #blood #theend

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010203Steven – Jan 15, 2022
superior mesenteric artery! <3

01000001 – Jan 15, 2022
He’s now a 19 year old corpse send your Skype account and I’ll add you

016345LDN – Jan 14, 2022
Tie him to a tree in a jungle, then drop a payload full of napalm on him from above using a plane.

01134world – Jan 14, 2022
Drag him against the asphalt by a rope around his neck being pulled by a car. Turn him into a meat crayon 🙂

009647505071765 – Jan 14, 2022
Could you keep his head alive while he helplessly watches his body being pulled apart and fucked?

000Bick – Jan 14, 2022
Lots of small wounds. For example, cigarette burns, staples, nails, knife wounds, bruises.. etc. So much that he looks like a mess unless you zoom in on him with a camera and see everything.

01000001 – Jan 14, 2022
Ok I’ve got him over here. Any suggestions before I start?

ireallyliketoparty (Owner) – Jan 11, 2022
cannot receive anal anymore, have a permanent ileostomy

zakko8 – Jan 9, 2022
He and/or his jokester friends are writing every comment here except this one.

01000001 – Jan 9, 2022
Need to think about this. Check back soon.

ireallyliketoparty (Owner) – Jan 9, 2022
limb removal is so fucking hot i wish it happened to me i’ll do anything

001mailbox100 – Jan 9, 2022
I’ve had him. He fights back. He’s not strong at all, but he fights like crazy.

ireallyliketoparty (Owner) – Jan 9, 2022
have heavy play pictures on request, sadly this site seems them a little too far



 

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1000faces, 19
Looking for someone who has a snake that will crawl over me while I am tied up.

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IAMYOURFATHER – Jan 17, 2022
I am your father


 

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Alexander, 19
As you already understood my name is Alexander. But you can refer to the abbreviated Alex. I’m 19. My hobby is to visit the pool. Have sex, read books.

I’m only looking for guys over 60 not under 60 🤷‍♂️
Anyone who writes to me who’s over 60 gets guaranteed sex and whoever writes to me who’s under 60 will not be read (because under 60 is taboo 🚫)

Those over 60 can ask for anything and I’ll do it 👍

Get started 🙋‍♂️

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20twenty – Jan 20, 2022
I’m a very haggard looking 47.

Alexander (Owner) – Jan 20, 2022
No, I’m not wearing glasses … I don’t need it.
I don’t have a big ass.
I’m in a trance, but for now, the big world doesn’t know that about me and until I look the way I want to, they won’t.
How old are you?

20twenty – Jan 20, 2022
Let’s Play Doctor.
I’m particularly interested if you have been told that you have or think that you have “perfect vision” yet haven’t had an eye exam in years or have never had one.
I’m even more interested if you’re one of those boys who are too shy, vain, or afraid to wear glasses.



 

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Hubert, 22
I will ruin my sexuality, destroy my brain, & gladly fuck up my entire life for scat by any means necessary.

Stick your tongue right up my nose.
Make love to it. Lick out my snotty nose.
Show me what a gross disgusting hog you are for my nostrils…and then I’ll eat your shit by the ton.

If you are near vancouver BC, canada sneeze and vomit in my mouth then make me swallow your shit!

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ButtercupBear – Jan 15, 2022
I am not sure why I keep going back to your place and shitting and vomiting in you, I guess it is a compulsion.

My wife doesn’t know, and I vacillate between intense need and abject shame.



 

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Tina-Vienna, 18
Hello..

I am Tina and I am chem friendly.
You can call me Crystal too if you like.
I am here only for those who want to use me.

👏 .̸̧̯͍̪͖̥̺̱̰̹̻̣̖̽͑̃̒̏͊̂̕̕͟͡.̷̪͙͕̬̺̲̲̣̲̙̪̈̔.̵̛̞̯̬͂́̀̆͑͊͋̂̀̚͘͡͝.̶̢̢̛̯͔̫͓̰̝͕̳͔̈́̀̈́̅̐͋̾͂̇̒̏̕͜ͅ.̶͕̝͖̙̠̫͎̫̫͒͛̏́.̵̛̠͍̭͇̺̰̏̏̋̃̀͐̓̔̇́̃͌͡ͅ.̸̢̢̛͚̯̪͓̠̟̲̇͒̈́̐̅̈́̐̒͂͑͂̈́̌̍͟͟.̷̨̨̢̞̭͕͍̖̣͖͍͍̺̙͂͑͋̄͌̄͌͛͌͗͒̏͋͘̚ͅ.̶̡̘̙͎̻̹̞̫̟̩͔̲̿̽̈́̔̽̿̑̉̓̕͟ͅ.̴̨̧̢̡̘̪̼̳̖̪̙̮̏̓́͑̇̅͑͘̚̚͡͠͡.̷̡̛̺͎͉͍̣̣̙̤̫̤͚̩̖̀͂̋́̾̈̒͆͝.̸̧̩͖̭̈́͂̓͗̈͊̎̀̕.̴̣̥̈̔̌.̴̧̖̠̪͎̲̹̤̪̝̪͕̓̅̎̀́̐͠ͅ.̵̧̛̹̱̗͔͎̇̒̓̐̃̐̉̇̐͛̂̈́̕.̸̧̩̜̦̠̦͓͎̘̘̔̇̆̈́̓́̂̀̀̍̊̚͜ͅ.̴̧̡̨̱̜͙̪̹̯̝̳̲̹͌̕͠.̷̯̼͕̜̼̠͈̯͎͓̗̞̟͓̀̎̌̄͗̾̓͗͟͝.̵̧̨̛̬̺̫̬̰̰̌̍͑̅̀̏͑̓̈̒͋͂͠͡͝.̷̡̛̲̮̮̬̮͇͎̲̖̗̯̋̂̽̉̀̈́̂͆̀͋͠͡.̵̧̞̗̲̻͚̮͂͑̍̀̆̆͊̈̚͘.̵̢̨̢̺̼̫͇̗̫̦͔̲̤͈̍͛̓̓̔͑͘͜͝͠👏

I can come to you… Deliver myself.
Or you can meeeth me somewhere.

Tina – Crystal – only me and my good quality time delivered to you…



 

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Alone_and_broken, 18
I get easily jealous seeing other depressed boys desperately pursuing their happy side through sex with old pervy dads and feeling good about themselves and I want to become one of them.

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objectkeeper – Jan 13, 2022
Perfect rubber object will be made available from 01/15/2022 to 01/26/2022 in Milan.

objectkeeper – Jan 9, 2022
Perfect rubber object now has more in common with a yard brush than it does with a human being.

objectkeeper – Jan 6, 2022
It has been selected for total power exchange transformation into a permanent rubber object.

On the first night it put on its latex suit, hood, socks, and gloves. I added its thick enclosure hood with deep nostril tubes and gag, then locked on its collar and rubber ball mitts. I suspended it and gave it its first whipping. I attached nipple clamps to its tits and electro to its dick. Soon it felt so overwhelmed, it could not stop itself from cumming. I allowed it to do so, then I milked and fleshlighted it again and again and made it to cum over and over until its orgasms were dry, its cock was sore, and its moans were pained. That’s when I locked its cock in its chastity device. The cage will be left on for the rest of its life.

On the second day I attached the urinal hood to its head and locked its head in the cage door, so the body was in the cage but the head was out. I poured its breakfast down the urinal hood and it was forced to drink. It then consumed My piss for the rest of the day. Once a lonely boy with no dream of ever becoming a rubber object, it was now locked, sore, plugged, caged, and forced to drink its Master’s piss.

Eventually, I inserted a catheter into its locked cock so I could recycle its piss into its own gaping ass and mouth. Then back to isolation. Earbuds in, it was lengthily brainwashed to want nothing but to obey.

To my surprise it made it through and discovered true inner peace as an obedient, perfect rubber object. It now sits proudly at My feet, shined up and on display. It eagerly drinks My piss and takes My cum. It will always be a perfect rubber object, fully transformed from the pathetic creature it once was.




 

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Brew115, 22
Curious about being fisted and would like to start the journey of anal destruction. A blown out hole is the goal. Can bend over and you do your work.
Visiting LA and feel an obligation to take plunges until the 26th.

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Brew115 (Owner) – Jan 19, 2022
Ok then I wanna feel my whole being stretched and blown out. I want both of someone’s fists to the shoulder plus his dick too (if possible😜🤤)

Huskular – Jan 19, 2022
Dude, your hole is already blown out. I don’t know what romantic notions you’ve cooked up about what having a blown out hole would be like, but your hole is blown out.


 

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ddead man2, 25
Hello guys!!
I many many years want video witch hardcore knife stabbing in deep belly ALLIVE cute skinny teen!!! And fully guts outside!
Help me wanted video!!
Sorry my english – i russian

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ddead man2 (Owner) – Jan 20, 2022
Hello guys!!!
Give the address of a site or page where there is a large video collection skinny teens eviscerated ALLIVE. Or hardcore deep stabbing in skinny boy stomach!!

I can’t find anything at all.
Please!!!!!
the teen’s belly needs to be something like in this photo …

ddead man2 (Owner) – Jan 18, 2022
Where this video?????????????????

ddead man2 (Owner) – Jan 17, 2022
I’ve been looking for a video for many years. Allive hardcore stabbing and eviscerated cute skinny teen.
Please help me find such a video !!!!!

ddead man2 (Owner) – Jan 16, 2022
Teen skinny stomach, deep navel, many blood and full guts out!!
Help me want video.

ddead man2 (Owner) – Jan 16, 2022
Or full autopsy allive skinny stomach cute teen/


 

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young_intellectual, 21
Newly on the market slave boy looking for 2022 to be kidnapped and made to cry. I don’t have any work or family or friends so it’s okay.

Looking to step out into something that’s for me and I want my brain to accept it for me and make me think it’s normal and my duty.

I am pathetic despite or perhaps because of high intelligence and it would be a great fresh start if I was to move elsewhere with no distractions.

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1Chainmale – Jan 24, 2022
Yep, he’s one cerebral fucktard.

MasterRobertt – Jan 19, 2022
I am a well known Master as well as the new owner of this slave, whom I have renamed “The Thinker”. I have setup this account purely to offer “The Thinker” up for use via a private basement on a biweekly basis in Tacoma WA.

How it will work:
We will meet at the basement once for discussion immediately prior to your first use of “The Thinker”. You need to be over 21 and will need to show me ID for your first visit – you can cover your name on your ID at this time but I will need to see your face and age. I will make a judgement call and you will be entered into a bcc email list. A email will go out twice weekly with an updated access code to the exterior basement door. If you violate any of the below rules, you will be notified and your email will be removed from the list.

Simple rules for safety and mutual respect:
Respect for me, my property and my rules.
Plentiful alcohol or drug use but only on premise.
Do not arrive intoxicated from any substance.
No weapons – other then your cock.
Come and go quietly without disturbing neighbors.
No loitering outside the basement – arrive after opening time, depart before closing time.
No fucking around with other guests unless you were both approved and arrived together.
Understand that STI risks will be high and that you are responsible for judging your own risk tolerance.
No filming or photography – in order to provide everyone with privacy.
No money or any “favors” will be exchanged for any reason.
Everyone is welcome regardless of race or body type.

About:
A dimly lit basement with a nice raunchy abandoned building vibe. Cum and piss are welcome down “The Thinker’s” throat, up his ass or all over him. He is not allowed to clean himself up, so you might be getting a slave covered in cum and/or piss. Others may be present getting sucked off/fucking “The Thinker”. Some nights will be just a mouth and ass for cock, other nights will also be for fisting, others for abuse, others for heavy abuse (in email). There are security cameras on the property but none will be facing the entry while the basement is open. No security cameras are inside the basement. Cleaner, fisting gloves, dildos, restraints, whips, clamps, and paper towels are provided. Bottled water is provided. I don’t want or need anything in return for “The Thinker’s” services that are being offered, this is purely for everyone’s private enjoyment.

Writing/drawing raunchy art on the basement walls (only) with provided chalk is encouraged, anything worth keeping will be protected with clearcoat.

young_intellectual (Owner) – Jan 11, 2022
Looking for Derrida. Looking to re-connect with Derrida. Let know if you can help.


 

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Evil_twink_femboy, 18
I heard this is where the freaks at.

I’m into a lot more freak shit then what you is, just ask.

Women have been warning their sons about me for centuries.

I’ve been turned into an addicted alcoholic by my 2019-2021 Master.

Idk, I’d wife me.

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Anonymous – Jan 23, 2022

Anonymous – Jan 21, 2022




 

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object4torture, 18
Hello folks. Unfortunately, nothing would turn me on more than watching as my body gets destroyed and my insides are scrambled by being fisted shoulder deep and my mind detoriate from excessive breath play, and I also know that slaves should be so lucky.

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badtom – Jan 16, 2022
Then sorry, that’s my favorite part.

object4torture (Owner) – Jan 16, 2022
I don’t have a car.

badtom – Jan 16, 2022
Every time I come across your profile, I get hard.
If I ever get to Chicago, I want to kidnap you, tie you up, gag you with duct tape, and put you into the trunk of your own car.
Drive you out to some lonely desolate spot. Fuck you silly then destroy your cock, anus and body with extreme play and fetish while strangling you with your own belt.
Then bury you in a shallow grave.
Then I would abandon your car in some rough neighborhood, and make my escape, clean away.

object4torture (Owner) – Jan 9, 2022
No.

sheikneedsbuffs – Jan 9, 2022
are you okay? coming from a normal person im genuinly interested in how necrophiles think



 

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ForSaleHAHA, 20
Last year, my girlfriend and I broke up (after being together since high school). It was mutual – we wanted to explore what life was like without each other.

Since being single, I’ve been working at an ice rink and absolutely love it. Besides that I’m pretty useless.

I’ve only had sex with girls but the only non-negotiable limits I can think of are along the lines of public humiliation.

I’m really good looking with a bouncy ass that’s been described as porn ready and I want to hear it churn.

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ForSaleHAHA (Owner) – Jan 21, 2022
Fuck, I’m gay! Fuck!!!!

 

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im_always_high, 18
i want someone to use a knife on me while i’m high out of my mind on adderall

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ddeadman2 – Jan 18, 2022
Я очень хочу посмотреть реальные фотографии парней с волосатыми животами, которым вспороли живот, и кишки вывалились из живота наружу.

im_always_high (Owner) – Jan 16, 2022
i might delete my profile for someone, maybe

Anonymous – Jan 9, 2022

im_always_high (Owner) – Jan 7, 2022
i’m gonna drop the weirdest loot when i die




 

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NoworNever, 18
I am looking for love but who the fuck knows at this point, am i right? Very shy, masc, internalised homophobia etc etc. Heavy metal enthusiast (death to false metal), favorite movies are deathgasm and scott pilgrim vs the world but yeahhh thats all i can think of rn lmao. OH AND major pothead.

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OrgasmMachine – Jan 19, 2022
Encounter forced orgasms even without erections

heyitsme – Jan 18, 2022
He loves shooting his cum and I love to swallow every drop. But there’s never enough!



 

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rapeme21, 21
looking for a guy to rape my brain out
this suppression and resistance to being gay is fkn my head up
rape me tons yeah
rape me forever
i get cold feet so let’s do it

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dontboreme – Jan 20, 2022
What songs/bands etc are in your rape playlist etc, or do you prefer to just listen to the sound of your screaming and moaning.

Personally if I’m raping a guy I like something with a decent rhythm to move to old school hip hop, Motown, soul & prodigy style dance music.

If fisting is involved I like nasty dirty hip hop and bands like Rammstein/system of a down put me into overdrive.

If it’s a lengthy rape with lots of torture etc then old school rock is the perfect soundtrack, especially Hendrix, cream, the Stooges etc.



 

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MysteryJourney, 23
Hi all,
I’m a passive straight skally male breath control/choking/strangling enthusiast into death-ressucitation scenes with faggots. CPR, defibrulation, cardioversion, chest punches. I’m looking for faggot suffocaters who are into this too. Get in touch with me via wickr (heartstop) if you want a straight guy’s heart and meat to switch on/off and play with. Let’s see how far we can go. I speak German too but I too lazy to write all this shit again.

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666onmeP – Jan 18, 2022
I like defibrillator play. I wonder what might happen if they pass that voltage through a guy’s head? Would it be like electroshock therapy but extra strong or would it just melt his brain?

MysteryJourney (Owner) – Jan 17, 2022
I will say I have very little interest in paying for this. I’ve been messaged by a few cardiologists on here suggesting I book an appointment. Even though I am sure it’s a service worth paying for, something about that just turns me off.

lifeisgoodbrother – Jan 12, 2022
As a retired nurse, I can tell you that there is a unique thrill to cardioversion or defibrulation! I have had the occasion to shock several cute boys and it is particularly rewarding to bring one back. It is also extremely interesting when a patient does not survive. Strange feelings indeed.



 

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TheMaximumm, 20
I’ve been having sex groups a lot of guys with different kinds of guys have gang bangs with me. I am looking for a Boyfriend rn. My phone number 315 457 8446 you can text me at anytime. I wanted to let you know that. I am looking for a serious relationship with someone. Same here. I am looking for a Boyfriend right now. I’ve been looking for a Boyfriend for very long time right now. I haven’t had any luck yet. I am still a gangbang fuck hole right now. I am looking for a Boyfriend right now. I’ve been having sex with lots of different kinds of guys all my life.

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TheMaximumm (Owner) – Jan 12, 2022
My apartment’s close to Montgomery, very easy to find a place for your car 🚗.

TheMaximumm (Owner) – Jan 11, 2022
Until I find a Boyfriend I offer my regular big come-come-and-go offer Saturday, January 22, 2022 between 4 p.m. and 9 p.m.
Come over – blow it off quickly in my ass – cum and leave. That for 5 euros.

DeeperChasm – Jan 4, 2022
I’m gonna make you feel like a delicate flowers stuck in a jungle. When am done you will feel like you rode a house for hours. You will be fucked in every hole my dick fits in. And if it don’t fit I’ll make it fit. Your nostrils, your pee hole, yours ear cannels belong to me, I will leave my kids in there if I wish. You will wear my underwear around your face while i proceed to force my dick through you and shred your guts like a meat grinder. When we’re done, you be part of the animal kingdom.

TheMaximumm (Owner) – Jan 2, 2022
What else can I say about myself. I am a young hot guy. I registered here to find true love here that I never had. This is my dream, in my whole life I have never had a relationship and love. This is very sad for me. I hope this site will help me find my love, with which I will be forever.

 

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Sliceslice, 18
Slice up my balls, make them bleed, tear them off.

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Sliceslice (Owner) – Jan 15, 2022
I’ll also give my bank info away, I don’t deserve momey.



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