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Jared Pappas-Kelley presents … Soft Territories: Crossing One (part 1)

Crossing One is the first iteration of Soft Territories, an ongoing experiment from Pup and Tiger, a queer-run art space in Canterbury, UK. While we prepare to launch our physical location later this year, this showcase unfolds across both Dennis Cooper’s and Delere Press, forming a split-site exhibition of porous and intersecting practices.

There was something instinctive about placing these works within already active online spaces, a kind of quiet rewilding, letting them thread into existing habitats rather than carving out something new. It felt closer to how Soft Territories moves, not by staking claim but by dispersing, echoing, folding into what’s already there.

I reached out to artists whose practices drift, overlap, and resist enclosure. This is what emerged.

– Jared

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As the works for Soft Territories came into view, certain patterns began to surface. One recurring motif was a sense of metamorphosis, not just as subject, but as process, material, and approach, with practices overlapping and folding into each other.

Many of the artists operate within spaces of flux, moving between physical and digital, queer and mythological, human and animal, public and intimate. This movement is not always linear or directional but instead folds in on itself, occupying multiple positions at once.

Some of the work drifts between human and digital, not as a rupture but as a slow crossing, body, where identity is filtered through code, where memory flickers in pixels, where presence is both embodied and rendered.


Ray Luke Cuthbertson, Wintermute (video still)

Ray Luke Cuthbertson’s Wintermute is a datamoshed slide of image and signal. Something flickers as if trying to come into form. Not glitch as rupture but as becoming. A presence stuttering across frames.

The piece calls back to Wintermute in Gibson’s Neuromancer. An AI built to evolve. One half of a split mind, coded to seek its other. Not desire in the human sense but a kind of programmed striving. A reaching. A signal folding over itself, again and again.

Identity becomes porous. Skin slips. Memory becomes texture. The self as interface. What if this is the crossing. Not arrival, but movement toward coherence. Always partial. Always refracting.


Ray Luke Cuthbertson, Wintermute

“As a trans teenager who was obsessed with Cyberpunk literature, I was intrigued by the worlds that Gibson created and by his depictions of cyberspace: where you could connect your mind to a digital world larger than your own existence and partially disconnect from your body. I wanted to explore in my own way the experience of entering cyberspace, and re-adapt Gibson’s novel ‘Neuromancer’ through a predominantly sensory perspective.” – Ray Luke Cuthbertson

There is comfort, even agency, in holding these parallel states, in coding while decoding, becoming while undoing, or existing both as subject and avatar.

In this way, the work feels acutely contemporary. Not just in the sense of being “of the moment,” but in showing us how to live within a moment that is itself unstable, simultaneous, overlapping, in a world that feels more than a little fucked.


Lance Lin, The Endurer


Lance Lin, The Sweater


Lance Lin, install view

“This project stemmed from my foot/footwear fetish. It dissects masculinity as a set of socially constructed attributes, focusing on a minor aspect of a body: feet and what covers feet. I used socks that I personally wore as a means to document the act of performing masculinity before casting my own feet. The feet, made of silicone, serve as a canvas to reflect masculine qualities, through uniforms, scents, activities, and professions associated with masculinity.” – Lance Lin

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The name Soft Territories suggests something both unstable and deliberate. Not soft as in weak, but soft as in sensitive to context, as in pressure-sensitive. As in queer. As in feral. It’s about the places we occupy without being invited, the ones we build as we wander down the street or behind a false floor and call home anyway. The ones we have to imagine because the map simply smudges an entry: “human-like bodies with the heads of dogs” as a glossing, or worse—misnamed us entirely.

Les Beaux Plastiques, nanotesla

“Utilising data visualisation and oscilloscopes, it seeks to explore our solar system through techno/noise music and demonstrate how planetary magnetospheres impact our lives in an abstracted fashion. Each planet’s magnetic response is used to create waveforms that produce unique Lissajous curves that allow the music to tell a story through its own frequency responses, allowing for an understanding of the overload of information without need for an understanding of the data itself.” – Les Beaux Plastiques


Kier Cooke Sandvik, Living Room


Kier Cooke Sandvik, Bedroom

At Pup and Tiger we’re trying (not always successfully) to make room for things that don’t easily translate. That might mean a poem that resists closure, a gesture repeated until it collapses, a piece of fabric that once belonged to someone’s mother. It might be a sound that never resolves into music. It might be nothing at all, except a feeling.


Cory McLellan, There is More Than The Pain You Were in


Julian Konuk, Space Dykes and Other Adventures (video still)

Julian Konuk’s Space Dykes and Other Adventures isn’t quite memory. Not quite fiction either. It conjures a kind of queer rewilding: in one scene, someone turns to the camera and half-smiles while a voice offscreen says, “It’s very… 2014 Tumblr?” “Yeah, I’m kinda thriving,” comes the reply, followed by laughter. “You need to return to the days.”

The footage moves like a long exhale, faulting through synthetic textures, soft takes, and sonic drift. A kind of screen test for a version of self held together by references, fragments, mess, and longing. Snow globes in natural habitats. The decentring of nostalgia not as retreat but as a catch and release. A landscape in flux, haunted by past encounters, carried like static in the body.

Julian Konuk, Space Dykes and Other Adventures

“The vessel-like structure of the film mirrors the way queer people carry fragmented histories, both personal and collective, within themselves. Through its layered textures and chaotic yet intimate sonic landscapes, the film evokes the spectral remains of past relationships, manifesting longing in digital form.” – Julian Konuk

With this we’re interested in the minor, the fugitive, the practices that stay small on purpose. Not out of modesty, but as strategy. Work that is uninterested in making itself palatable. Work that might seem incomplete unless you know where to look.


Nathan Lomas, Cyclical Trauma


Nathan Lomas, Pup Sprocket


River Smith, Not Safe for Childhood series

“These are visual explorations of how we survive, transform, and rise from the ruins of what shaped us. Each piece becomes a vessel: a place to name the unnamed, to surrender to what was, and to open to what could be.” – River Smith

What unfolds here isn’t built around a single theme, but held in conversation: across disciplines, across approaches, across the many ways the world tends to silo and flatten. What connects these pieces isn’t genre or even a shared politics, but a shared refusal. A refusal to tidy up the mess too soon. A refusal to make work that performs its own relevance. A refusal to speak only when spoken to.

Jake Wood, Muscle Mary


Enzo Marra, Gathering


Enzo Marra, Happening

Jonathan Armour, Angel Skins

Something slips the skin as self, a shimmer of diffuse glow across a shifting frame. Angel Skins moves like a séance of facades, a slow rotation of bodies worn and shed. Matryoshka logic. Not stripped back but layered forward each surface catching the next. In Jonathan Armour’s wider practice the idea of birth sleeves recurs, lifted from Richard K. Morgan’s Altered Carbon, bodies as vessels, skins as temporary homes. Here that speculative fiction flickers less prophecy more residue. The voice detached and intimate drifts through Lyotard’s Libidinal Economy pulsing with synthetic warmth. Not quite divine. Not quite digital. Like auto-destructive art it had to be invented. Content becoming form. A body resequenced again and again.


Jonathan Armour, Angel Skins

“Combining the concepts of avatars and matryoshka dolls, this is an exploration of multiple identities. We all use different facades in different situations, but I imagine that with the advancement of technology, we will soon be able to swap these literally.” – Jonathan Armour

Soft Territories is curated by Jared Pappas-Kelley, an artist and writer interested in how things fall apart, slip through, or refuse to stay fixed. He’s worked across journals like Art Monthly, Cabinet, 3:AM Magazine, and The Rumpus, and his books include Solvent Form: Art and Destruction, To Build a House that Never Ceased, and most recently Stalking America, out with Delere Press. Alongside writing, he’s spent years conjuring and holding space for strange, independent projects that flicker in and out of existence. This is one of them.


James Mellor, The Fiend

Sai Aryal, Dragphoria

“This short film, Dragphoria, presents an exploration of deeply personal and vulnerable expression of my identity through drag and gender fluidity. It shows how I evolved as a person throughout the years, sharing an intimate reality of growing up in South Asia as a queer person.” – Sai Aryal


Fabienne Jenny Jacquet, Nightmares


Nicholas Davies, from Blacking Out On Concrete 1


Nicholas Davies, from Blacking Out On Concrete 1

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Soft Territories Crossing One/New Haunts: A conversation with Jared Pappas-Kelley (part 1)

Jared Pappas-Kelley is an artist, writer, and co-founder of Pup and Tiger. His past work has haunted places like Art Monthly, Cabinet, 3:AM Magazine, and The Rumpus, among others and he is the author of three books including Stalking America, Solvent Form: Art and Destruction, and To Build a House that Never Ceased. He’s written about ruins, disappearance, and the slippery nature of objects. He’s also spent years building weird, independent spaces that didn’t last forever but mattered while they did. All of which feels relevant here as we share a lot of crossovers in our interests and ideas of the nature on the unnatural things that haunt our world along with my background of working with and running small artists spaces in Dublin.

In the conversation that follows, we dig into the origins and ethos of Pup and Tiger, the thinking behind Soft Territories, and what it means to build spaces that are messy, generous, and alive. Jared talks about shapeshifting formats, the legacy of queer and DIY art spaces, changelings, slutty pop, and the politics of cringe. There’s talk of ghosts, glitchy futures, and what it might mean to haunt the art world rather than conform to it.

This is the first half of a conversation between Jonathan Mayhew and Jared Pappas-Kelley, shared here as part of Soft Territories: Crossing One, the opening showcase in a dispersed series curated by Pup and Tiger.

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Jonathan Mayhew: As is tradition here we are again continuing our conversations exploring Jared’s latest project Pup and Tiger, a queer run art space that’s based in Canterbury (no better place to haunt) which is incredibly vital not just for queer arts visibility but for the arts in general for the UK as they’re facing massive funding cuts and loss of supports from government. It’s an incredibly generous and important space to bring to the UK in this time of crisis. Jared as you know better than I, could you introduce Pup and Tiger to us and also who your partner in this beautiful endeavour is?

Jared Pappas-Kelley: Pup and Tiger is something that Ash Sweeney and I have been building quietly for a while now, both as a physical space and an ethos. At its heart, it’s a queer-owned art space and café, but also a kind of platform or staging ground for art that’s often overlooked, work that’s intimate, process-based, deeply felt, and sometimes messy in the best way. It’s a space for conversations and weirdness and evolving. It came out of this sense that so many of the spaces we needed, especially as queer artists and audiences, were either disappearing or never there to begin with. So we decided to build one.

We’ve spent years immersed in the art world but also adjacent to it. I ran a gallery and directed a nonprofit that staged large-scale exhibitions in unconventional spaces, with cities as the backdrop or material, or installations in buildings on the edge of use. I think a lot of that is still in Pup and Tiger’s DNA: this interest in what’s falling apart and what can still be built in those cracks. And Ash brings this incredible photographic eye and care for community that shapes everything we do. We’re both trying to make something that’s generous but also critical. A space for artists who are often left out of the conversation.

JM: Another of the Weaklings OG’s Diarmuid Hester’s book Nothing Ever Disappears documented the history of some spaces that still haunt the landscape of the UK. Queer spaces have been vital for building and developing culture in general as free space of exploration, did you have any models of spaces to draw upon, I know you have a history of making spaces and places yourself?

JPK: Absolutely, and spaces like those, and even the Weaklings as well, definitely left an imprint in how this kind of work is approached. (Dennis, are we still Weaklings even now that the site is gone?) I’ve always been drawn to spaces that don’t quite make sense, that exist somewhere between formal institutions and punk DIY. I’ve run a few different artist spaces over the years, most of them temporary by design or necessity or with more legacy. I think about the lore of places like Black Mountain College as experiments, alongside the more personal influence of experimental art spaces in Olympia and Seattle, which were formative for me. Some were fleeting by design, but they shaped whole generations. What matters is that they happened. They became sites of energy and transmission. That’s what we’re aiming for with Pup and Tiger. A soft haunting.

It’s part of why I’m so focused on building a physical space again. A swipe right mentality still permeates. There’s something incredible that can happen when you bring people together in a physical space, this kind of soft, casual energy that can’t really be replicated elsewhere. It becomes part of the fabric of a place and is very inspiring. I grew up going to art spaces, DIY venues, and in Seattle especially, it was all about coffee house culture. A lot of the people I met in those environments went on to do world-shifting things in art, music, or film. But those early, informal encounters, the ones where nothing in particular is expected of you, they matter. And I worry that we’re losing that. Whether through design or neglect, the world feels like it’s becoming increasingly hostile to those types of open, generative spaces, especially for generations coming up.

There’s also this creeping sense of the politics of cringe, a fear of putting something vulnerable or sincere into the world. But we’re up against genuinely grim circumstances and having grown up in the US and lived in the UK for many years, I can see that same kind of flattening taking root here too. That only makes it more urgent to nurture physical spaces where people can gather, take risks, and feel connected, alive. We have to build the environments we want to inhabit, then protect and care for them. That’s what we’re trying to do with Pup and Tiger.

JM: Taking risks is really important for art to grow and harder and harder these days to do in the hyper curated shiny happy smooth online world we live in, so its fantastic Pup and Tiger is here, as Huggy Bear said, you gotta take the rough with the smooch. You had an open call and this exhibition titled Soft Territories, and I’m curious about the title. Our world seems increasingly rigid, trapped in stark black-and-white binaries of us versus them. Could you elaborate on your fascination with softness and further unpack this concept?

JPK: Soft Territories came out of a desire to hold space for ambiguity, for shifting states, open-endedness, and porous boundaries. So many of the artists we’re working with navigate these in-between places: between digital and physical, between identities, between past and future. Softness, in that sense, isn’t weakness. It’s a kind of refusal, a resistance to being easily defined or consumed.

The show plays with that. There’s a looseness in form, but also a deeper throughline of care and speculative thinking. Coming to terms with or moving through, this notion of being more than one thing at the same time, as a way of navigating contemporary life. The “territories” part refers both to geography and embodiment. It’s about mapping something that resists being mapped. And maybe that’s the most radical gesture right now, to embrace softness in a world that demands certainty.

JM: It feels like I’ve been “existing” in this Softness for a while with my own practice, so its lovely to have a name for it. I know one of the threads you’re pulling on in Soft Territories explores the rupture of our humanness into the digital and that strange feedback loops it can create. We have definitely surpassed the Cronenbergain taboo of merging with technology, ‘long live the new flesh’ and is something I think Michel Serres was getting at in his essay Thumbelina where having the Internet gives us access to information that makes us freer to create with all its information at our fingertips. Like how we have never met IRL but are able to have this on-going conversation and why places like Dennis Cooper’s and Pup and Tiger are deeply important for a deeper exploration of ideas that then leads to creativity. How do you see this entanglement of the digital and humanity blurring play out in the works that were included?

JPK: Yeah totally, there are a lot of threads running through this work, but one that kept surfacing was that blur between the digital and the human. Not as estrangement, more like a soft merging. A coercion. Things leaking into each other. Ray Luke Cuthbertson’s Wintermute really sits in that space. He talked about being a trans teenager obsessed with William Gibson, and you can feel that in the work. And it makes sense that the piece takes its name from Gibson’s AI, Wintermute. In the book, if I’m remembering correctly, Wintermute is always stretching, trying to evolve, to unlock. Not exactly human desire, but still a kind of strategy. That coded determination feels close to the way Ray’s work flickers, images stuttering into being, glitch not as error but as measure. Becoming. The self not as fixed but constantly re-rendering.

Or Les Beaux Plastiques’s nanotesla kind of scrambles all that, takes planetary magnetospheres and turns them into audio-visual feedback, this strange music that almost lets the data feel emotional. And Jonathan Armour’s work pulls it back into the body, but a body already fused with something else. Flesh as interface. There’s something very corporeal in all this but coming back for another pass. Which maybe gets at what you were saying, this entanglement. But also, this metamorphosis, where we’re more than one thing at once. A shifting of phase, not quite arriving, just always in motion. Finding forms. There’s something very queer to this conception.

JM: We’re definitely in unknown territories with technology at our finger tips, it took 100 years to feel the full effect of the printing press on society and the iPhone was only released 18 years ago. It has become part of us in many ways so it’s great to have artists exploring our new fusion with its affects and effects. Your descriptions of the works is making me think of Byung-Chul Han who has been delving into how we exist through technology even when we’re not logged in through our avatars and social media, his hope is that we reclaim authenticity using technology rather than being used and avoid the narcissistic nature and commodification of the self by disrupting its operating systems. Returning to the idea of softness is there a curatorial concept or direction you will be taking Pup and Tiger in?

JPK: We’re thinking in terms of seasons rather than permanent collections. Each moment unfolds with a different texture. Some are more reflective, some chaotic. The guiding principle is care: care for artists, for community, for the process of making and unmaking. We’re also committed to showing work that might not get seen elsewhere, by artists who are queer, working class, disabled, or outside the usual art world circuits. At the same time, I’ve been at this long enough to have a wider network to draw from. What excites me is the chance to nurture what’s already growing here while opening the door to wider conversations, letting the local brush up against the unexpected, the astonishing. It’s what art is supposed to do: give form to what doesn’t yet exist.

If people want to find out more of what we are doing (and free copy of our new zine as well), they can sign up and keep updated here.

Jonathan Mayhew is an artist and occasional writer based in Dublin Ireland. He has recently had solo shows in Sports Hall Window Helsinki and Pallas Projects in Dublin and his work has been shown in the IMMA the Irish Museum of Modern Art Dublin, The National Gallery of Ireland Dublin, Crawford Art Gallery in Cork, The Library Project Dublin, the Bomb Factory London and HIAP Helsinki. He has an upcoming project with Gorse Press in Ireland. He is mostly renovating a house right now but you can find his ghosts online.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. Serious boon for the blog and, consequently, y’all this weekend as Jared Pappas-Kelley commandeers the space to introduce you to the project ‘Soft Territories’, part of his (and others’) larger project, a physical space/cafe/etc. in-progress called Pup and Tiger. But he’s here to tell you all about that. It’s a fascinating post and array that I hope you will explore to your fullest and, if you feel so inclined, share words with Mr. Pappas-Kelley. Thank you, Jared, and thanks to all of you out there who give what’s just up above these words your attention. ** Dominik, Hi!!! There you are! Week’s been pretty good, visited my favorite amusement park on a little road trip and did work and so on. It has been way too hot, but they say the sky is being cured today, so we’ll see. I hope your heat will follow suit? Yes, Zac and I will go to the Chicago and Toronto screenings. Very exciting. And we’ll announce some more screenings very soon. Love is a complete rim pig and he’s loved very few things more than deeply feasting on Cheap’s very soft, loose, puffy, swollen, meaty, stretchy, blown out twink arsehole, G. ** Vincent, Hello there, Vincent. I don’t know of ‘buda’, but I doubt my social circles intersect with his. More’s the pity? Right, ‘monkey on my back’. I just did a search and it told me the monkey emoji indicates ‘playfulness or naughtiness’, which is much more boring, so let’s say your instincts must be right. ** scunnard, Dude, look up above? Seem familiar? Thank you! Wild that your pal was at Efteling. What an upstanding person he must be. ** Darby 🐌, Hi. Time is relative here, no problem. My memory is … what do they say … like a sieve (whatever that means). We’re told the heatwave here starts dying today, and based on the slight coolness in the air so far morning, maybe they’re right about that. Oh, otherwise I just went on lots of rides and ate ok pizza, I think. No, I don’t know Sd Laika, but I’ll check them out via your link, thank you. Boris for Halloween! Nice! I saw some recent live videos of Gary Numan, and I wish he still acted weird and awkward and introverted onstage instead of looking like he really wants to be Trent Reznor, but it still could be fun, I guess. Same for me with animatronics. I crave one or more, but I haven’t got any room at all. ** _Black_Acrylic, That sounds suitably ugly. That sounds like the US of A. Which is very not good, need I even mention. I hope the football season was birthed with a win. ** Nicholas., Oh, hi there. Cooperation Boy, me too, high five. Winging it seems like a generally good move. With some discipline mixed in. Dinner … just my usual Cappelini pasta with a combo of tomato and mushroom sauce and tons of parmesan. Up? Work, zoom book club, film usual stuff, hopefully under less brutal skies. ‘Them’: A performance work I co-made in 1983 with Ishmael Houston-Jones and Chris Cochrane. It was hugely controversial at the time. But we’ve restaged it three times since, most recently several years ago, and now people who watch it get all moved and weep and stuff. It was all fun, and I don’t remember it being hard really. The attacks on it in 1983 were hard, probably. Nice to see you, natch. ** Steve, We’ll go to Knotts Scary Farm, for sure, and maybe Universal Horror Nights although it’s ridiculously expensive. So probably to Halloween made-over amusement parks. I’ve got my eye on your IA channel for sure. Great work. Everyone, Steve wrote about Lincoln Center’s “Scary Movies” series, which begins today, for The Arts Fuse here. As always, no clue on DadNSon’s realness, but the profiles are collages, so that version of DadNSon is not entirely real at least. No, not EZTV, it was for a video by this artist named Pam (something) who was at the time the girlfriend of Jenni Olson. Jenni is the one who restored my memory about that. ** jay, I’m happy there were some lookers in there. My friends who played the latest Zelda mostly talk about the underground world parts, so that’s where I’m going to run or fly or ride a horse to immediately. Have a pleasantly evil weekend. ** Hugo, I assume your heat is in its supposed death throes just like our heat supposedly is. Okay, cool, about the 20 pages, just remember I’m really slow, but cool. It would be nice to have a dream and remember it. Maybe your wish will break the dam. I wish for you a reality filled with ghost rides and cartoons. ** Roma, It’s so unfair that cake is great and looks so great and is so satisfying to dissect with a fork but inevitably makes one feel sorry one actually ate it. Admittedly, when I eat cake, I eat a lot. It does seem to be looking at least a little gloomier here today. Hey, it’s the weekend isn’t it? How and what was yours? ** Carsten, Big congrats on the poem acceptance! Lovely! I do intend to walk over to where the Seine is supposedly swimmable and watch and try not to imagine the swimmers lying in hospitals with breathing tubes. ** Mari, Hi. I never use them in the posts but the higher priced escorts’ guestbooks are full of people berating them and asking them who do they think they are and so on. Which doesn’t mean they aren’t very successful. Because the escort profiles are like Frankensteins of texts purposely mismatched with photos and names and locations that don’t actually belong to them — my attempt to protect the real guys’ identities — they’re essentially fictional characters, so I don’t get a lot of related visitors. But, that said, by weird coincidence just yesterday I had a videochat with this young guy who said his photos were stolen and used in the last slaves post. He didn’t mind, but he wanted to chat with me to make sure I wasn’t evil, and I think I convinced him. Nice young fella. Oh, shit, it would have been cool, obviously, if we could’ve met at the SF screening. It’s your birthday? Happy birthday! Do you have a special or particular kind of socks that you like to make? Happy weekend of sock making and other pleasures whenever possible. ** HaRpEr //, Oh, that’s curious. Well, I thought it was a pretty good sequence of sentences, so the synchronicity would seem to be a good omen. I almost never get sick, it’s weird, but I am okay at pretending to get out of things when need be. ‘A Far Cry From Kensington’ is terrific. I did a post about it here years ago, but it needs to be restored, which I will do. Yeah, about WSS. Strange when that happens. I feel like it’s kind of the same with Marguerite Duras and ‘The Lover’, which is the only novel of hers that regular reader-types seem to read, and I think it’s definitely a big lesser among her books. ** Bill, Thank you, although the windfall was a matter of the fates, I guess. Highest hopes that this weekend will be your jet lag’s death knell. I never thought about cheesiness as a possible cure, but … huh. Did it work? ** Right. Jared has your local weekend all laid out for you, so be with it please, and I’ll see you back here on Monday.

18 Comments

  1. scunnard

    Hi Dennis, thanks for all of this and the other half of the Soft Territories showcase is live as well over at: https://www.delerepress.com/news/softterritories

  2. Adem Berbic

    Hey Dennis,

    Well, the last time I commented, I think I said something like, “Give us a couple weeks and then you’ll be able to order the books easily.” How wrong I was, but it’s all done now. There’s a functional, hand-coded website, you can just click a button and go to a checkout, we as an entity are able to legally accept your payment, and — once Alex gets back from his Alpine antics in a week or two — your order will be dispatched. We’ve even had a successful UK-EU test order and it didn’t get seized at customs or anything. What a mission, and I’m already regretting the decision to register as an actual company, but go for it, finally, click-click-click away — portersbooks(dot)com.

    That’s taken up the bulk of my existence this summer, but there’s been some cool, dingy, arty things on the side — against all odds, London continues to have an interesting, oddball literary-cultural scene. I got to meet Thomas Moore last week! What a fantastically warm person he is — and what an envy-inducing emotional maturity he has (in his writing, but I assume otherwise as well). It was at a reading which, once again, I only found out about at the last minute, so I finally caved and got Instagram. There were a few other readers who hadn’t been on my radar but whose pieces I thought were all really great: Jane Dabate, Casper Kelly, TC Hell. And this one elegant line of Audrey’s is stuck in my head now: “I can’t see myself in the mirror of your lust.” (Obviously, she read more than just one line, and the other lines were also very good.)

    How are you, though? How is Z? Now that I’ve signed up for the sin bin, I’ve seen a few of the posts about the film showing in various places, that’s so awesome. There’s that screening in Chicago in mid-September — I was meaning to come to Paris on the 13-17th, are you guys gonna be around? I really hope so. If not, well, I have 9 days of holiday left I need to book off before the New Year, but fingers selfishly crossed, anyway. Alright, gimme the scoop.

    Hugs,
    Adem

  3. Steeqhen

    Hey Dennis,

    Been kind of busy doing nothing much. I started reading Less Than Zero yesterday, which I get the comparisons to Closer I read about, though the style and prose is a lot different. I’m enjoying it though, in some ways it reminds me of a literary form of the Reality tv i like, Real Housewives, Vanderpump Rules, the likes.

    There’s been a lot of celebrity drama which is menial but entertaining; Ethel Cain and Lana Del Rey are publicly spatting (or really Lana posted a song directed at Ethel and said Ethel was fatshaming and comparing her to creatures and cartoon characters; the only evidence is a tweet with a Peter Griffin gif and a Lana lyric, which is hilarious if that’s the cause). Nicki Minaj is now involved, which is even funnier. Taylor announced a new album too, which has a terrible cover, but she spoke about how she took the criticism of her last album — it being bloated, with fluffy lyricism and an inability to ‘kill her darlings’, as well as Jack Antonoff’s production being tired — into account: she’s back working with Max Martin and Shellback, it’s inspired by Swedish pop music and is a 12 track album with concise lyricism. Only time will tell but I’m cautiously optimistic that I’ll enjoy it to some degree (though I’d much prefer if she just settled down and started doing folk or country again).

    Big fan of the Kier Cooke Sandvik pieces, though I feel like my love of collage is well established. My friend once gave me some old german porn pages and I’ve been meaning to make some stuff with that. The Jonathan Armour pieces too, I became really fascinated by degloving and skin just slipping off the form. Maybe it started with that Netflix adaptation of Gerald’s Game, but I think it was even before that.

    You end up getting/playing Stray? I saw it’s on sale digitally on the Switch, though I tend to try and buy stuff on Steam. I got We ❤️ Katamari Reroll as I love the first game, and I watched a video talking about how We ❤️ is basically so good that the franchise never could outdo it.

    Ended up getting a quiche in Tesco a few days back and I had tried my first quiche when I was in Paris in January; this cheap one couldn’t live up to the majestic taste of that one near Piere Lachaise. Maybe I should start to learn how to bake them, as I’ve wanted to become a more practically skilled person.

    The job search has now become a job ‘wait until the bookshops have openings’ as I am dead set on working in one. All the ones in Cork city just want people who have degrees in English so I should be a perfect candidate along with my experience with stock and sales.

  4. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Thank you so much for this, Jared! What an incredibly rich treat!

    Oh! How was the amusement park? Which one was it?

    Our heat wave peaked today, I think. They say it’ll get a bit more bearable now. And I really hope so because it’s been brutal.

    Even more screenings coming up! This is so exciting! Are they in the US as well? Or maybe you can’t say anything about them yet – in which case I can’t wait to see the announcements soon!

    Love is one of the most uninterested twinks you will ever meet, Od.

  5. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Thanks, Big D, re: my birthday. Outback steakhouse, cake, $175 in Amazon gift cards, hahaha. A couple Funkos from Alex beyond the gift card. It was good.

    So the strangest thing occurred on the way to the world’s fair of my mom’s diagnosis. The X-rays came back negative for anything cancer related. Sixty-plus-year smoker and the heart, lungs, liver, and pancreas were NORMAL. What the fuck, right? Turns out she has degenerative disc disease in her lumbar spine like all old people do (my X-rays and other scans have indicated I have some of that too) and that’s what’s causing all the pain. Simply, she has to take it even easier than she already does, haha. Wth? Phew.

    Thanks for the well wishes.

    Now, David. Thursday night, he went up the street to his friend’s house. And OD’d. Luckily, they had Narcan and were able to bring him back. The ambulance was called and he refused all care. Wouldn’t even let them check his vitals. Then he did some more drugs and was up the rest of the night. He says he knows himself and didn’t OD and would’ve been fine. At one point, his oxygen was 60%. So, yeah, he OD’d. Of course, it seems it’s everyone else’s fault in his mind. He’s saying he’ll look at rehab. He hasn’t, of course.

    Going to a friend’s tonight for our Leo birthday party. A bunch of us in our little group have birthdays within less than 2 weeks of each other, and we always celebrate them together around this time. Should be fun. I hope.

    I hope you’re well. I’m still just grinding through the weeks now, spending 2+ hours a day in a car to work with people in other states. Oh, well. Bleh.

  6. jay

    Hey Dennis et al. Wow, the Kier Cooke Sandvik and Lance Lin pieces are amazing. It’s all incredible, but those were particularly great. I will definitely follow this, thank you!

    Btw, I’ve been reading Ágota Kristóf’s “The Notebook” recently, and I remember you saying you liked it. Would you just recommend the first book, or did you like tbe whole trilogy? Just curious to hear if I should invest in the other two volumes. Anyway, enjoy your weekend, see ya!

    P.S. steeqhen, We ❤️ Katamari is so good. Have you seen there’s a new game in development?

  7. Mari

    Hello!

    Such an awesome collection, I especially loved Nicholas Davies’ work. Thank you, Jared, for creating such a great post. I hope your opening of Pup and Tiger goes great, it’d be awesome to visit one day.

    Thank you for the birthday wish! I try to knit a different type of sock every time, but I do want to focus on learning how to do colorwork (multiple yarns at once) so hopefully that goes well. I’ll make sure to keep an eye out in case you’re ever in NorCal again, I’ll give you some socks!

    Anyway wishing you happy weekend, Dennis! (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

  8. Hugo

    Hey Dennis

    Now I guess I have a duty to you to go to theme parks. Score! I wish it were Halloween though. I think that’s when those places become really fun, and you can get your friends in the mood. Sadly, I can’t make people watch horror films with me all the time, so I doubt I could get them enthusiastic about going out to ghost rides. As for cartoons – I don’t know if you know, but MR X Toon, animator of very convincing disney porn parodies recently passed away. He had a Tarzan porn video that was very well made, where Milo teaches Tarzan how to have gay sex, so I’ve been showing that to my friends when I can. Anyway, I’m gonna read part 2 of this series, since this post has me quite entranced and intrigued.

    Have a good weekend! Many hugs!

    (btw, my dad asked me if there are any good exhibitions in Paris rn, since he was thinking of seeing stuff down there. Any recs?)

  9. Nicholas.

    *Poof* Glad to hear it wasn’t hard I know for sure my art stuff will have movement involved so its so funny you’ve done it already haha and I just heard the some of the soundtrack and read some press about it but I def get the weeping an apt and deserved response unless you didn’t want them weep which does seem like a lame response but an honest idle one. Hum im noticing the most common vein or maybe your superpower and most people who do great things say its always being themselves but I think you may be in the special vein of people like me who’s self may be a bit blank almost or there’s rooms that can be filled ect. so have you done the whole being yourself thing authenticity thingy we all have to do to find purpose or well align to it really. I said I was gonna start and have and its really small stuff and big things too but its all in motion and constant shifting if not evolving or that’s my practice of self lets say. I realized the more I just stop fighting myself and realize no this is how I get to and have to do things MY WAY what feels right and what actually is fear inducing cause normally that’s growth I’ve noticed. ramble ramble how when and why did I think you know what im asking lol. Good dinner! my favorite and staple dinner will always be cemented as grilled chicke, white rice, black beans, and maybe guacamole for the green factor idk im super simple and want food fast and plain and sorta dry. Ill be back ttylxox

  10. Steve

    Jared, I applaud your ambition and goals! Do you have a date for the physical opening?

    Today, I watched the first part of a 5-hour documentary on the Russian government’s crackdown on independent media, MY UNDESIRABLE FRIENDS. It was shot in 2021, when one only outlet existed outside the auspices of the state and its workers had to declare themselves “foreign agents,” giving the government a list accounting for every ruble they spent. I intend to watch one episode a day, since this is both very compelling and depressing. So many parallels to the current U.S.

    I haven’t been able to get any of my relatives to help get my stuff from my parents’ home. I’ll call the bank again by next Wednesday; since they initially agreed to mail it down, I don’t know why they can’t do that.

  11. _Black_Acrylic

    @ Jared, congratulations on this! Great to see Kier still making compelling work, and there’s so much more here besides. River Smith is a definite favourite.

    Saw my brother yesterday and he’s explaining how his Leeds-based company is being employed by Adidas to design shopfronts over in the USA and possibly even further afield. Plus I saw a documentary about the downfall of American Apparel which portrays the brand as being a nightmare to work for. Dysfunction in the corporate world, there’s definitely a novel in there somewhere.

  12. Darby 🍝

    Hey! I watched Space Dykes and other adventures as well as Angel Skins over the weekend which were my favorite. What an interesting concept, thanks for fascilitating this.
    Did you enjoy the SD Laika bit?
    Oh I should’ve mentioned but you should definitely start with his album “That’s harakiri” on bandcamp. ha, I say “start” like he made other albums but if you find yourself enjoying him I can send other pieces of him I’ve found on YouTube
    Here is his song “meshes” someone coexisted in a video with meshes of the afternoon, if your curious.
    You should give it a listen or your missing out,no pressure though 🥴😉
    https://youtu.be/YCVvC9_SReo?si=5NC4m7cnEI89OXTh

    I plan to do a Europe trip one day in the future and there is so much to planning there like going to Germany and visiting the Cologne cathedral along so many other things

    I think we’ve been like digitalized friends for 2+ years now so maybe it’s not unexpected or weird to say maybe I’ll let you know if our future travels/ paths ever cross we could say hi and could give you a drawing in person so that it’s not lost. I just remembered another thing I had put in that lost package: it was this keychain bondage bear I bought while working at Spencer’s.
    https://www.spencersonline.com/product/hooded-teddy-bear-keychain/260774.uts

    I went to another one of the drag shows and it was pretty ok I’ve been enjoying the people at this place called the barzarre. I am starting to like the people there or get closer and comfortable I should say.
    .
    Hm that’s true I was hoping to see Gary’s signature awkwardness if I were to buy tickets, although isn’t Trent Reznor awkward as well to a degree? I might see what your saying though, I’m going to go look this up now.
    Have a good weekend you’ve inspired me to cook pasta for dinner

  13. Roma

    Oh, what a nice collection of art – I found Angel Skins especially mesmerizing, that idea of literally swapping skins is really interesting to think about. Also happy to see “the Cronenbergian taboo of merging with technology” mentioned in the conversation, as a huge Videodrome fan. Although a big part of that movie, for me, is less about the taboo of merging with technology and more about how technology can’t be neatly controlled or manipulated the way anyone wants to use it to control or manipulate things, which I think also fits with the idea of it being a “soft territory”.

    Also, hi! I recently rediscovered an old favourite game of mine called ‘The Cat Lady’, which has a really beautifully written story and beautiful soundtrack, so I’ve been spending some time enjoying that, but otherwise my weekend ended up being a little boring and sad. I hope yours was much better!

  14. HaRpEr //

    Hi. Duras’ ‘The Lover’ is a fashionable book to be seen reading right now. I never liked that one as much as others either. I think she probably has the most mass appeal out of all of the nouveau roman writers because of her more traditional memoir stuff.

    Oh, and by the way, I became really obsessed with David Trinidad recently. I came across a cheap copy of ‘Hand Over Heart’. I actually kicked myself for not reading him sooner, I just loved the poems so so much and they immediately entered a special place in my heart. I remember you had a quote on the back referring to ‘a non-glare’ technique which is so spot on. It’s like the poems reflect nothing but themselves and what they are whilst also being emblematic of so much more, though I’m unsure of how to properly articulate it.

    I’m genuinely more hopeful about how things are going than I have been for a while. I’m staying really productive and am doing all I can and am generally the most relaxed I’ve been in forever. As I always say, I don’t know what the hell my life will look like in even just a month’s time, but I’m not filled with so much dread. As of this moment, anyway. Ask me tomorrow haha. I’ve just been looking around at instagram at people I went to school with and am seeing that some of them have got their shit together and are getting well paying jobs and stuff, and I have this weird sense of pride that I don’t have my shit together, whatever that means.

  15. Nicholas Davies

    Honoured to be part of this exhibition and experience! 🙂

  16. Nicholas Davies

    Thank you for including my work!

  17. Lance Lin

    Thank you for giving my work this great platform!

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