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HolidayHam, 19
Reserve a seat at the table?
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Stevebron – Jan 23, 2025
Breathing is overrated.
whenwherehowhigh – Jan 21, 2025
Hello I’m Mark and I’m the owner of The Logistics Company. I am a hard-working and driven individual who isn’t afraid to face a challenge.
HolidayHam (Owner) – Jan 20, 2025
Only slide in my DMs if you want to eat him.
Goingunder – Jan 20, 2025
I once paid 100$ to eat his dirty asshole and drink his piss, so I’ll be there in spirit.
HolidayHam (Owner) – Jan 20, 2025
He was an escort who had several 5 Star reviews.
LiamScott – Jan 19, 2025
Well that explains more than a few things.
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ILikeYou, 18
I love to be next to my girlfriend to watch when she is fucked by another guy.
We are looking for an adequately hung and understanding person.
I also want to be fucked by him but don’t tell my girlfriend I asked for that.
That has to seem like it’s his decision.
We want to Skype with you before we meet so that we can be sure you won’t murder us.
We can do it at my place after 4pm most days.
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ILikeYou (Owner) – Jan 15, 2025
The date with rape_you_now did my head in a little, because it felt like the beginning of an exit strategy from my girlfriend and partly because she didn’t care that I was being treated like a piece of meat. It really did a number on my head. If I am honest I think it was her cowardly way to dump me.
rape_you_now – Jan 13, 2025
Ignore his innocent voyeur act, after you do his girl he’s a cock-hungry twink looking for hard sex. You can penetrate him recklessly and pump him full. His only taboo I could find is he won’t let you near his cock which nonetheless spurted three times on its own accord.
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ViolentAstrology, 19
Im very 1970s looking, quirky, different, emaciated, long hair, go with the flow, Doc Marten BOOTS, yea all dat stuff. Oh & butt slut rite.
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LetsDoSomeKidnapping – Jan 20, 2025
I’ve got him at my place and I’m giving him poppers every 2-3 minutes to keep him horny and dull and I want to turn him into something I’ve craved for him to be for over 2 years. Can someone help me?
SSAIDSPIG – Jan 18, 2025
SSieg heil pig get your kunt on Skype my name on there AIDS PIG easy.
ViolentAstrology (Owner) – Jan 18, 2025
Can we chat on Skype?
SSAIDSPIG – Jan 18, 2025
BLOOD SSlam BLOOD fucking NAZI AIDS STI pig wantS your kunt.
ViolentAstrology (Owner) – Jan 14, 2025
If I am not your type, no offense taken. I am not my type either, so I assume that anyone who acts interested in me is likely trying to play games with me, and I do not believe them until we actually hook-up. So if you are one of those people who likes to play games, you won’t get the gratification you are looking for. The only people that fool me are the guys that are actually interested. And though it does not happen often, it is a great way to be fooled.
Punishuinmycar – Jan 12, 2025
I’ve hooked up with him a few times. He’s tall, skinny. Fat urchin face. Tastes of cigarettes. Nasty fucker. Always rim his hole first. Kiss him so he can taste his arse on my lips. Shove my big mushroom head deep inside and move it around. And I always give him a hole full of cum and make him shit it out so I can eat it later.
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pingjingjian, 23
Chinese guy into beheading and dismemberment of Chinese teen boys. Anyone from China that shares the same interests, please leave your contact here. It’s really hard to find another one with such interests in China.
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sunzhongyuan – Jan 16, 2025
I just like the teen gangbang rape to death and impale the ass.
ww320617642165 – Jan 16, 2025
I like to dissect Chinese teen muscles
Crushh – Jan 16, 2025
I thing it will be fun I like it in poun bun never did anything like that before so I’m going to find someone to do it what do you guys think is someone going to snoff me
zhy1102 – Jan 16, 2025
I have gallery, we can exchange.
lvChina – Jan 16, 2025
I love death and alive of young China boy + behead, dismemberment + sentense to death young China boy. Beheading video of China boys are best!!
XiongTu – Jan 16, 2025
I’m XiongTu but i only like the teen body complete.
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acquiredmeat, 18
Oink! Me new piggy here, skinny and kinda dumb, but super eager to learn all the nasty pig tricks! Want BF or dudes to teach me how to be the filthiest, silliest pig on earth.
I love rolling in piss, sloppy spit, musk, piggy pubes, sloppy deepthroat, butt juices, making oinky noises, eating from bowls like a good pig, and snorting up all sorts of fun. If you like training a dumb pig to be even piggier, more disgusting, and the happiest, nastiest pig in the sty then you found your pig!
I know that isn’t very well thought out.
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londonenglishteacher – Jan 11, 2025
52 years old, British, live in London, qualified TEFL English teacher. Looking for boys aged 12-18 who want to improve their English. Only contact me if you are serious about improving your English.
acquiredmeat (Owner) – Jan 10, 2025
I say pspsps to trashbags bc my eyes suck oink.
Hitchwood – Jan 8, 2025
Things I have personally done to his cock: Crush it with weights. Use brushes on its head. Put it in a hot dog bun with mustard. Shake and twirl it fast and hard. Pour custard over it. Shove it in a cheesecake.
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weirdboy, 19
I’m a pathetic low life McDonalds employee ♡ it’s OK if people might recognize this lowly guy from the McDonalds.
Usually i’m shy & quiet in person, here’s whats inside my mind.
I’m mainly looking for guys to play out my dark morbid roleplay fantasies of being a corpse & photograph me acting like it (I can reimbur$e!)!
Go ahead & share photos of my performance after & denounce how truly pathetic this McDonalds employee is.
I’ll do deepthroating but my corpse wil gag & puke if you are fine with it ^///^
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wristfulthinking – Jan 13, 2025
His “corpse” has a very high sex drive and it’s not easy to satisfy it, so don’t wait for it to relax and chill out because it never will.
curiousbutnervous – Jan 9, 2025
Sorry to quibble but it’s more like he’s in a coma and has been taken off life support.
weirdboy (Owner) – Jan 4, 2025
I’m also an Epileptic so I don’t drive. I’d say my Epilepsy makes me very dependent, so it’s a good thing I’m cute. Also former smoker & alcoholic.
Alaska89 – Jan 2, 2025
I work 7-4 as an autopsy assistant and I thank him for letting me experience something that I had always subconsciously thought about and wanted.
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coupleofgoonypervs, 19
We like relationship between boys and father.
Strict, violent father.
Only looking for ages 50 and up
We love poppers a lot, we do not have any ourself because the effect is very powerful on us, no matter how many times we are made to sniff it, you will see, it is extremely effective on us. Extremely.
Will we ever find love again?
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URN4atreat – Jan 11, 2025
I’m not in love.
URN4atreat – Jan 10, 2025
Into my 5th hour with the remaining boy now, learning as I go.
Mydickinyou – Jan 9, 2025
I’ve taken ownership of the shorter one and no one will ever see him again.
coupleofgoonypervs (Owner) – Jan 6, 2025
We develop ourselves through self-development.
DrainYou – Jan 6, 2025
Looking forward to make you boys insane.
FlawedKing – Jan 1, 2025
These two bad boys need someone to teach them a lesson and absolutely blister and shred their behinds. They need to live the rest of their lives with horror movie props in the seats of their jeans.
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I_made_u_cum, 23
Just found out that an ex boyfriend called Bobby became a cadaver at 23. Strangled by a rough trick. Cute 80s rock star hair and face, big cock and perfect ass. I collect photos of guys who’ve died young and can’t believe I have his photos now in that folder although when we had sex I always imagined him dead. He was 18 at the time.
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itzzzdark – Jan 8, 2025
Dead but presumably still gorgeous.
I_made_u_cum (Owner) – Jan 8, 2025
That is the hottest thing I have read in my life.
ilovelonghair – Jan 8, 2025
i have been dealing with a bronchial pneumonia for over a week. i now believe–and i know this is the sort of stufff fundies say–that this came from God. i had been talking to some guys six months ago about whatever his real name was. van holein is what they called him. supposedly he was going to party and get fucked by them and then ‘crash’ at my place where i was going to snuff him. i was not going to do this, and i hope you will allow me to say something of my religious beliefs without disssing me.. i cannot get past the reality that murder is one of the ten commandments. i hope i would have felt this way 20 years ago when i did snuff another boy, but now, at 76, i am just not going to endanger my soul. again, i say all this mainly to tell you how i almost snuffed him.
AllNightBallsDeep – Jan 7, 2025
I remember Bobby. We used to call him Van Hole-In.
RodDallas – Jan 7, 2025
Getting fucked without getting snuffed is like food without taste, why bother.
I_make_u_cum (Owner) – Jan 7, 2025
Before he died one of his tricks seriously fucked up his legs, and he used a cane to walk, and he would say deal with it or F OFF.
partying.hard – Jan 7, 2025
Not really my type, but I get shivers through my balls and up my spine when I think of someone killing him!
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joshthebest, 20
hey! how y’all doing?🙃 i’m josh, i was studying to be a scientist but I was too dumb so now i have a master who makes my dick sooo hungry and loves seeing me losing all control of myself and controlling me to be a sex slave for the masses and to share me around as a public use slut and there are thousands of pics of me floating around somewhere so do the math, and i’m the motherfucking best, END OF THE STORY!
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aceinthehole – Jan 24, 2025
He is very, very much into being hooded like holy shit ga DAYUM
Uh
His dick kinda big lol
I wasn’t really into his body hair
That is all
The_SLAMMER – Jan 21, 2025
Would you like to host an SLAM party with joshthebest but have no experience with injections? I can help you and provide the service you are looking for. I offer support with injections and make sure that everything is done hygienically – without bruises, injection errors or other problems. You can rely on my experience. I just need a quiet spot where I can observe while the party is taking place and step in whenever the urge strikes.
Azaelyn – Jan 14, 2025
My name’s Azaelyn (not legally but I’d like to work on that lol) and ever since I sort of deep dived into my hornier side Josh (his real name is Pablo) has been a big part of that, though I can’t say a quality part.
alessandrolopez – Jan 13, 2025
Don’t message me unless you’re 6ish+ years younger than you say. It’s just not gonna happen. And you’re gonna need a safe word.
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straightboy, 21
Hello future Master, I consider myself to be 100% completely straight, but I’ve always been fascinated with the idea of straight boys being broken down into faggots. Ideally, I want to be broken down into a no limits total faggot object slave. If you are interested in this please reach out to me and I hope that we can set something up.
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Hornyg5618 – Jan 12, 2025
I was very drunk and ended up doing summat with this drunk boy that I shouldn’t ov
straightboy (Owner) – Jan 11, 2025
Now.
good4you – Jan 9, 2025
Just out of curiosity, when do you anticipate being drunk again?
straightboy (Owner) – Jan 9, 2025
Ok, I was drunk when I wrote that.
masseurforstraightboys – Jan 7, 2025
I PAY 150 PER HOUR TO YOU, AND I WILL GIVE YOU MASSAGE IN HOT OIL. THIS IS MY HOBBY. DURING THE MASSAGE, I WILL, AS PART OF THE OILY MASSAGE, BLOW YOUR BIG DICK AND LICK AND SUCK YOUR ASS, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING, JUST LIE ON THE BED AND ENJOY THE MUSIC OF YOUR CHOICE OR YOU CAN WATCH YOUR FAVOURITE PORN VIDEO ON THE BIG SCREEN NEXT TO THE BED. YOU GET THIS MONEY FROM ME, BECAUSE OF THE AGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME AND BECAUSE YOU ARE STRAIGHT AND LOOK VERY VERY GOOD. NO VIDEO, NO CAMERA IN MY APARTMENT, ONLY IN THE LIFTS AND CORRIDORS OF THE BUILDING, FOR SECURITY REASONS. I HAVE TIME ONLY AT 1.30 OR 3 AM ON MOST NIGHTS.
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IllBegYa, 18
Young skinny gay who hates his life, hates my parents who drink and like my perfect brother much better. I want a secret life where I can be sold for snuff porn. I get good grades in high school and know what I am getting myself into. I want an older mature dom who needs a slave to kill, or someone who can sell me to a cannibal or someone who is just crazy about murdering a volunteer. I know quite a few places here in Austin plus an older man who is also into snuff but as a spectator. We can still be with him with a large garden located out in a forest. If I am too young I have a friend online who is 30 and also wants the same as me.
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Drone – Jan 20, 2025
Drone Says Hello
commanderuk – Jan 18, 2025
The urination of a boy while being hung during his death throes is sexually arousing for many men. I would suggest forcing him to drink a can or two of beer to fill his bladder before ending his existence.
DeanStone – Jan 15, 2025
I am still searching…ready to travel. You won’t fulfill my dream?
DeanStone – Jan 11, 2025
I am SERIOUSLY searching for a boy that I can kill by headshot with a big caliber revolver while I’m fucking him. I am in Germany but ready to travel to Austin.
IllBegYa (Owner) – Jan 11, 2025
Maybe as a last resort.
DeliciousCock4U – Jan 11, 2025
Or you could run away from home and live with a man (me) who would have sex with you all the time and cover your expenses.
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idontknowdude, 24
Im a cute bi dude looking to get fed shit by a man. Sit on my face and use my mouth as ur toilet, feed me log after log, make me chew and swallow, wash it down with your piss, and when I vomit make me eat that too, and add your vomit if you want.
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idontknowdude (Owner) – Jan 18, 2025
Never mind I talked her into it and she loves it. Later.
idontknowdude (Owner) – Jan 17, 2025
I just took a break from this site. In the interim, I found a wonderful girl whom I absolutely love with all of my heart and who has helped me in so many ways. However, she’s not into feeding me her shit, so my offer still stands.
idontknowdude (Owner) – Jan 5, 2025
I’d also be into being brainwashed until my masculinity is nothing but a distant memory.
Jamie – Jan 5, 2025
I would freaking melt.
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VeryUsedBoy, 20
I’m bad. I drink, I smoke, I steal, I get high, I use people, I sell my ass. I need someone to get me high, tie me up, and beat the fuck outta me. Probably more than once. Think you can change me? Give it a shot. “Best bottom I’ve ever had” – some guy once.
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TossTN – Jan 23, 2025
He has a sense of humor that’s heavily influenced by The Three Stooges.
VeryUsedBoy (Owner) – Jan 11, 2025
Would need to hold off for a couple of weeks, my brother came home for school break and took over my room.
1hornyjohn – Jan 7, 2025
Normally 16.67% chance, but with this guy probably closer to 90%.
boldface – Jan 7, 2025
I went to a cum dump a couple of weeks back and nutted in this guy. He had had at least 5 other guys nut inside him before me. It was so fucking hot as I made out with him while I filled his ass with milk. I shot a load so hard my mind was blown. Anyway- I digress- What are the chances of my getting HIV from putting my dick in this guy’s ass with at least 5 loads inside him?
StepTooFar – Jan 7, 2025
This needs to be snuffed.
VeryUsedBoy (Owner) – Jan 7, 2025
My extinguishers just have to be open.
ManinMidtown – Jan 7, 2025
The most erotic moment of my life was when I actually brought this lowlife bullshit artist to tears as I verbally degraded him. Hotter than the hottest sex.
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Lex, 23
Hey Scotland! Awright? Fit like Glasgow!? After having a great time in the Granite City back in Glasgow. I also can get to Edinburgh, but we have to plan it in advance.
I really enjoy being used by new people, and I still get butterflies in my stomach when someone I don’t know wants to use me.
I’ve got a smooth, round, peachy ass that’s hungry like a lion. I’m about 5’6″-5’7″ tall, my body is soft and completely smooth, and I have a boyish face (also smooth, thanks to my parents’ genetics).
Scotland Let’s go! I adore you ❤️
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Lex (Owner) – Jan 12, 2025
Hey Dan! thank you so much for your generous way of describing me. I also think you are just as great & this is the reason we have a fantastic connection. Looking forward to see you again! with Love P X
Dan – Jan 12, 2025
Honestly my favorite thing I did with him was throat fuck and edge him mercilessly, take control of his orgasms and make him beg to cum until he was empty before tickling and polishing his cock head post orgasm until he pissing all over the place, all while fucking his throat and making him spew throat slime and vomit.
Lex (Owner) – Jan 8, 2025
Hey! First off, I’m so happy I managed to tackle your anger issues! I always tell people that once they use me, they’ll naturally feel less pent up. By the way, your abusiveness is getting better and better over time. I used to feel anxious and nervous about your violent side, but now I really enjoy it! It was awesome to see you again, and I can’t wait for next time!
hmmmsex – Jan 8, 2025
Dr*g him, force him to take however much parTy sTuff you want, r8pe him, plant your toxic sludge in him, he loves being h1gh out of his mind.
Lex (Owner) – Jan 3, 2025
Thanks for all the sex and abuse over the past 3 years, you are amazing!
fearthebeard – Jan 3, 2025
I hope Lex finds a very sadistic owner who can provide him the life of constant suffering he deserves.
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Itsthere, 22
Im leo the Pig, live in nova scotia. i just curious how it feel when a hand going deep inside my body. they said human body is a temple of god but wanna try to destroy the temple with your hand? I have a sweet datable side too.
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Itsthere (Owner) – Jan 17, 2025
Prefer emotionally mature guys who can hold a conversation before inevitably bouncing on your extremities in dead-silence.
Itsthere (Owner) – Jan 12, 2025
My 2025 goal is to be stretched beyond recognition by the end of the year.
Itsthere (Owner) – Jan 7, 2025
Pretty close to taking it to the elbow and doubles.
Itsthere (Owner) – Dec 29, 2025
new year eve hand party already full booked but all type of hand date possible again january 2.
Itsthere (Owner) – Dec 26, 2025
face of Pig on request.
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CallmeVincent, 19
Hello, I’m a teenaged MAGA conservative. I am proud of my race. I am looking for a MAGA Daddy to love and hold me and whip me so hard! I have been restrained to a bed and flogged, caned, and whipped for 14-16 hours at a time. I want to get put into a straight jacket, tied, flogged on a St. Andrew’s cross and choked out with big thick hands. As long as you are willing to let me talk to you about my day and work and school. I just want someone that wants the best for me and I can trust and rely on and will also completely bruise and scar my back, ass, chest, and legs for days on end. I hope you enjoyed reading and understand a little bit about me and maybe see yourself as a potential fit for both our needs! Again, I am Alt-Right MAGA. Not for everyone, but I like it.
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MeTarzanYouFAG – Jan 19, 2025
Hey I think we gonna like each other.
crateofdice – Jan 19, 2025
Small dick when flaccid, below average when hard. Not a warning, just a heads up.
CallmeVincent (Owner) – Jan 8, 2025
I have a girlfriend, she can make me orgasm better than any of you can so don’t even try anything sexual it won’t happen.
Romancegod – Jan 8, 2025
I love MAGA guy and much more 100% PLEASING ME ANYWAY I DESIRE SEXUALLY is what i enjoy! I know ill say alot, but pls. Even If we are alike (same desires, both MAGA) it can still work out nicely because i will take the dominant roll, “because it pleases me”. I hope u understand what im trying to say? Again, without scaring you off you will do anything i ask of you, (sexually) anything at all. All i ask of you is your friendship! So CUM ON lets talk, get to know each other, and start off on a journey that takes us to “TOTAL SEXUAL PLEASURE” for us both! Im very very MAGA too. I have alot of fantasies but that doesn’t mean we must do them all, but if we have enough time..we can try, lol. lets talk more please. Let’s give us a try cause you never know what might be cum of our friendship. I LOVE MAGA ❤️ GUY.
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noplacetohide, 22
Be evil to me. I want 1 or 2 or more guys to grape me. No chat just grape me if u got the balls. I want to be graped over and over and over again.
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noplacetohide (Owner) – Jan 14, 2025
I found a permanent grapist. He sees everything, and he has stripped me of everything.
stevend – Jan 7, 2025
I haven’t had sex in 16 years because my husband hasn’t had sex with me because he has performance issues and it’s left me with extreme resentment issues and chronic masturbation and an addiction to grape pornography that I can’t shake so I need a boy to overpower and receive my many orgasms and supplant my grape porn addiction and make me completely focused on graping him. Please help me, I’m begging you.
Jacob192873 – Jan 4, 2025
It’s a fuckin grape who doesn’t know what at the fuck grape is. It’s a fucking fruit. Starving kids in africa know what a grape is.
Shallwetalk – Jan 4, 2025
Grape?
IceCream4Crow – Jan 4, 2025
Graping him is a thrill. His legs in the air, my dick up his ass, my head leaning down towards his so I can hear every atonal sound.
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trueslaveinflesh, 20
Even as a child, I was fascinated by men in heavy leather with leather gloves and high boots with Muir caps on their heads. Their appearance was black and shiny and very frightening.
Until the 1980s, the breakthrough of these leather men seemed almost unstoppable – also thanks to the unsurpassable artistic work of “TOM OF FINLAND”.
But the catastrophe that struck “our”, the gay world, in the early 1980s also brought the “Old Guard” to its demise. AIDS raged not only in the diversity of the gay subculture that was just beginning to blossom, but also and especially in the gay leather scene – the “Old Guard”, which was never to recover properly.
So far, so good! But… WHY AM I WRITING ALL THIS?
I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE BEEN A SLAVE FOR THIS COMMUNITY, WHICH I UNFORTUNATELY WAS NOT ABLE TO DO HAVING NOT BEEN BORN YET!
It hurts my soul that this important part of the gay subculture will inevitably disappear or has been or will be watered down beyond recognition due to ignorance.
I WANT TO STOP THIS DEVELOPMENT AND – IF POSSIBLE – REVERSE IT!
I want to use my gifts as a slave to try to revive the “OLD GUARD” movement!
I don’t yet know HOW I could best do that! I also don’t know WHERE it will lead and IF I will even succeed!
BUT IT WAS NO DIFFERENT FOR HARVEY MILK AT THE BEGINNING OF HIS FIGHT!
FIRST HE WAS ALONE, THEN IT BECAME A WHOLE MOVEMENT!
Ask for my email address if you don’t have enough characters here.
Please make sure I know I’m communicating with a DOM. The correct form of address is important to me! I am OLD-SCHOOL 😉
And… last but not least ;-)… PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR MORE PICTURES OF ME!
This is NOT about me AT ALL!
I’m ONLY and EXCLUSIVELY concerned with the matter!
I MYSELF AM COMPLETELY UNIMPORTANT!!!
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Leffty – Jan 22, 2025
Your ass photos need to be red.
trueslaveinflesh (Owner) – Jan 23, 2025
What movie? Can I flip around in my socials instead? I have a short attention span.
cuteass_byebye – Jan 18, 2025
I’d love to dress you in a very skimpy outfit and watch you masturbate while covered in oil and striking humiliating poses. But first I’d want to fill your ass up with my pee and then I fuck you for hours until I shoot all my cream into that slutty ass while you watch a movie and relax.
sunsets177 – Jan 17, 2025
If you like nature and want to live surrounded with trees and singing birds then text me.
trueslaveinflesh (Owner) – Jan 13, 2025
What I hear regularly after dates is: “I never imagined that you would let someone do all of that to you and enjoy it so much. Your appearance is so deceiving.”
Bigfatboing – Jan 8, 2025
My husbro and I took him tied up tight out in the woods in the snow and used him for snowball target. Challenged one another to hit him in certain areas. Winner got to do what they wanted to him for an hour. Husbro won but from the grunts coming through the wall I think he was liked.
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Pleasebeolder, 19
I’m lost and I can’t find your bed. Can you tell me where it is?
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the46special – Jan 16, 2025
He found it.
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p.s. RIP: Marianne Faithfull. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi. Oh, nice. Everyone, Use the link just ahead to pop over and read a story by _Black (Ben Robinson) _Acrylic inspired by ‘The Great British Bake Off’ and published on the great X-R-A-Y site why don’t you? Link. ** Misanthrope, Hugs. Oh, man, David bilking your generous mom, not good. I hope she can armour up. ** Charalampos, DC’s offers verbal and pictorial shelter 6 days a week. There’s info on the Guyotat novels in French. I haven’t read any analysis of them or whatever in English. I believe those who say they can’t be translated, having accidentally written an untranslatable novel myself. I suspect 2025 is going to be one scary news item after another, but one can hope. Yes, RIP to her. There’s a total hole where she was. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yeah, not Black Sabbath at their best by any stretch of the imagination, but love was determined to mouth their wordage, and that was seemingly their only foray into the love thang. t.A.T.u., yay! No one could ever doubt my rapture, As you too will soon discover, No one will ever cross my love, Deadly consequence will rise above, G. ** Steeqhen, No idea, wouldn’t surprise me. You’re really barreling along right now, man, it’s good! Cool, you’re digging out the odd bits from MUBI. Jan Švankmajer’s stuff is really fun and peculiar and, yes, a bit of a slog too. Strange combo. I think you would/will/have been the only person I know who actually went to see ‘Wicked’, so … ? ** tomk, Hi, man! So good to see you! Thanks about ‘Flunker’. I’m chuffed like some of you guys over there say. And about ‘Ash Gray Proclamation’, one of my favorites of the things I’ve written. There’s talk of a Selected short fiction book by me, and it would be in there for sure. Hang on to that excitement while you forage through the distractions. You know that the excitement is, like, 90% of why it will exist. Excited on my end to hear that and imagine. Take care and it easy. ** Steve, Glad that got sorted at least. We’re looking into sales agents right now. That would be ideal, and then they could seek the distribution stuff. But we’ll see if we can land one. The total chaos at the top of the power chain in the US right now is almost unbelievable. I hope everyone over there is very alert and weaponised and immediately reactive. Vaguely about the wannabe Korean guy, yeah. ** James, Someday people will look back at this time period and before and see all the photos of wrinkled, balding people and think history is such a freak show. Lustrous feedback re: my blog but your coursework feedback is probably lustrous too. I love discordance, but my temperament is peaceful enough to take it. Oh, I don’t know, I haven’t thought about the dead/buried thing much. It would be nice if someone built a dark ride wherein seeing my coffin or tomb or whatever would be the grand finale maybe. Luck with whatever today is shaped like. ** Bill, Do people still get butt implants? That seemed like the weirdest thing. They never, ever looked real. ‘Piety’ looks very odd. Huh. Okay, maybe. Thanks, seemingly. ** jay, Hi. I read an interview somewhere with a mid-20s twink porn star who was going through this whole dilemma about whether he should surgically try to maintain his twink bottom status or hit the gym and go for hunk top. Wow, you wrapped on the filming. That was quick, no? Congratulations! When do you start the editing? It’s great how text can really convey a writer’s really good feelings like yours did. You gotta love writing. It’s so versatile. ** Darby☏, Fun at the library, yay. That’s what they’re made for. Or what I use them for. Does the Cape Fear Museum have anything to do with the movie? I guess there’s a real place called Cape Fear? Why is it fearful? It’s good to cathart, for sure, and here’s as comfy a place to do it as any, or so I hope. I’ll read your poem when I’m outta here. Awesome! Everyone, Here’s a poem Darby☏ wrote some years back about Dead from Mayhem. I read that Lady Gaga’s new album is supposed to be an homage to Mayhem and Black Metal, which just seems so desperate and embarrassing, at least in theory. With Rimbaud I would go ahead and read his masterpiece ‘A Season in Hell’. I’m certain Tim Buckley named his album after Lorca, yes. ** HaRpEr, Yes, it seemed clear that her death was coming soon, but still. She was/is so great in multitudinous ways. I have ‘The Invention of Morel’ in my sights, and hopefully it will gravitate to me. Ah, ‘Thomas the Obscure’, such magnificence. Yes, Robert Lamberton’s translation has a kind of odd, dead, awkward quality to it that took some getting used to for me, but I ended up really liking it. That photo of RP in his coffin scarred me for life, I think. ** PL, Hey. It seemed like the guy in the post was pretty famous in Brazil, so I guess it was him you were thinking of? But I don’t know. I’m curious about ‘Conclave’. Interesting, thanks. I’m not the hugest fan of Nicole Kidman. Honestly, I find it hard to even look at photos her now that she did all that work on her face. I thought she was really good in ‘Eyes Wide Shut’. I like this really oldish movie she was in called ‘The Others’. People used to use the term flick, but I don’t think so much anymore? I’ll try it out on people and see what their faces look like. Oh, nice, cool, about the ‘Sluts’ drawing and its power to accrue new fans for you. Everyone, Here’s a drawing by the great PL that incorporates the cover image of my book ‘The Sluts’ for you to take a gander at. Shrink … again, like flick, I think it’s maybe out of fashion? Or maybe not. Hm. I saw a psychologist for a few years in the 90s, and it helped a lot even though I could never figure why it was helping. Enjoy your birthday in São Paulo! How was it? And very happy birthday!!!! ** Joe, Hi, Joe. Thanks! Yeah, the visa thing is a drag and stressful. Everyone says I should be able to get it easily, but … I don’t know. I’ve never been very successful at getting approved of by official sources. The ‘Prostitution’ chapter was published as a chapbook. I think it’s still in print? It’s very worth getting. Hugs, man. ** Uday, I made through yesterday in one piece thanks to you. Oh, gosh, the entire 90s? I’m going to have to think about that. A lot of anecdotes to weed through. But I will. Vegan cheesecake … would that work? I guess it could. I like vegan cheese, but only when it’s melted, but maybe if it’s squished that could work too. May the first song you hear today be the best song you’ve ever heard. ** ellie, Hi, ellie! No problem, time is relative around here. Luck keeping your head above the overwhelming workload. Anything exciting in there? I hope you get a solid respite this weekend. xo. ** Dan Carroll, Hi, Dan. There’s this one guy who I don’t really know well and who I haven’t talked to in years who sends me links to every serial killer news story at a rate of about three times a week. So, yeah. Great about the acceptance into the art studio co-op thing! Awesome! That’s really exciting. Does it start soon? I’m happy for you. That should be a real boost to your artistry on some level or another. Link me up, yes, to your blog post. What a great idea for a post. I’m envious. Nicest Friday to you and yours. ** Okay, You know the drill. The month ends, the slaves rush in. See you tomorrow.
Hey Dennis! Wow, holy shit, that first HolidayHam image is incredible – obviously very grim, but so visually pleasing. I think it’s just something about the pallor/pinkness of the whole thing, and the extremely reflective surface of the skin, but wow. Definitely a visual I’m going to be a little fixated on for a while, thank you! Cool to see the drone stuff too, very interesting looking as always.
Yeah, I’ve seen that phenomenon of the twink bottom -> hunk pipeline, very strange. I’ve also seen some people discuss low-level doses of HRT, which is really interesting I think. The craziest thing is that those people are often incredibly transphobic/reactionary, which is maybe the capstone on that whole movement. I personally just can’t wait for my twink status to be revoked so I can have relationships I know aren’t build on a foundation of me looking young-ish, but I’m sure that’s what most people say until that happens. Filming was super quick, yeah! The director kind of slacked off for the last term, so I think he’s working on a very tight schedule to get the film done by the deadline. Thankfully I’m not involved in the editing, so my involvement is pretty much done!
Anyway, love from here, hope your week was okay. Is it warming up where you are?
Nice to see Lex bigging up the Scottish slave scene.
Speaking of, I did see via Instagram that the Generator and the DCA in Dundee have both just received big funding from Creative Scotland, securing their existence for another few years at least. Good times!
Dennis, Yeah, David’s like that. He’s doing fentanyl and that’s all that matters to him. I’ve said that to him and he doesn’t deny it. Thing is, he’s got Medicaid and several rehab places take that, but he won’t do it. We talk to him about it a lot and keep trying, but he’s steadfast in just keeping on doing what he’s doing.
Well, it’s the weekend. I hope yours is stellar. Going to my friend’s daughter’s 18th birthday party tomorrow evening. I think I’ve been to every one since she was born. It might be fun. Probably not. Kinda dreading it, hahaha. Young Elio, if you remember him, will be there.
Been sleeping like shit all week. Just can’t get to sleep. Ugh. Been taking Benadryl on top of my 10mg of melatonin the last few nights. I hope I can correct that tonight. I guess I’ve just got a lot on my mind.
Hi!!
Slayer? I really didn’t see this one coming from love! Now I’m gonna have to break our love song cycle for at least two days. The slaves (and their commenters) cannot be ignored. So: Love just found out that an ex boyfriend called Bobby became a cadaver at 23, Od.
Pathetic MAGA who wants to be a slave to a controlling master? Sounds like the general mindset of most MAGA losers. That guy who wants to eat shit reminds me of this story of a guy who became obsessed with the concept of being shat on, until he finally got a woman to do it and immediately realized he hated it but stuck it out, suffering.
Yeah, I feel like I’m experiencing such a powerful momentum of work and creativity, like it could be the start of something life-changing! Having a bit of rest day post the overwhelming week I’ve had, but I’ve still been doing little tasks.
I actually really enjoyed Wicked, partly cause I love the Wizard of Oz (both the 1930s Judy Garland musical, and the original novel and concept of Oz) and it did a good job at capturing the nightmarishness of Oz. I knew most of the songs going in, and a few I had really loved for years prior; I’m not a huge musical guy, but I feel that music really helps to amplify emotions in film (ala Lynch). Ariana Grande really wowed me. I knew she had Broadway experience as a child, and I remember watching her in Victorious on Nickelodeon as a child, but she’s actually a really good actor. She was able to convey so much emotion through simple facial expressions, and her love of the musical shone through in how well she captured the shallow, yet well-intentioned Glinda. The film does suffer from the usual modern drabness in lighting and production, but I felt it was ultimately a great adaptation of the musical (from the very brief experience I have had with it). Somewhat excited for Act 2 — this movie did the standard capitalist ‘split the movie into two parts’ shtick, though for Wicked it works as the play is two acts with a large time jump between and apparently Act 1 is a much better section than Act 2, which runs concurrently with the plot of Wizard of Oz.
Nicole Kidman, something about her is endearing to me. I think she reminds me of an aunt or something; distant and a bit weird but also strangely homely. I also liked ‘The Others’, I think it was the first film I’d ever seen with her in it. I’ve barely seen any of her filmography tbh since most of it is 90s psychosexual thrillers that don’t tend to intrigue me, she was always more of a name and a celeb than an actor to me. I would to sit down and have her tell me everything about her divorce with Tom Cruise, considering that photo of her post-signing the papers. I’m sure watching his descent into Scientology must have been wild.
ahh so excited I recorded my first cassette because fuck streaming it pisses me off with all the ads and general laziness!!! (I’ll excuse bandcamp though) Obviously the first album I recorded was Hello and Goodbye and the tape is one of those 90 length ones so I was able to record it all on one side. So im thinking if I’ll chose another album of his for the other side or i’ll do my own mix.
Very fun and zaps the fun back into discovering music.
OH you dont know? So the movie Cape Fear was called that because it was filmed on the Cape Fear River, and Cape Fear is in Wilmington. Theres actually a lot of film lore here in Wilmington, like that one Corey Feldman movie where he dances like MJ was filmed at New Hanover High School, which actually had a semi-shooting in the hallways a year or so back and then ofc the movie The Crow was filmed here, actually he literally fucking died here in Wilmington. I went to a film camp and one of the ladies worked on the set, she showed us some photos of the sets she built for the movie. Other mentions are Dawson Creek, Iron Man, The Blackphone, Evil Dead 2, Blue Velvet as I mentioned the other day.
I used to go to Cape Fear Community college. Alot of things called “Cape Fear” here. I dont actually know why the word fear is woven into it. Weird never thought of that.
I dont listen to Lady Gaga so thats news to me.
Have a good weekened,
End of the month. Slaves o’clock. Let’s do this.
Starting off STRONG with HolidayHam, blimey. I find it funny more than anything else, and the butt pic confused me, perspective-wise. whenwerehohigh – ‘hard-working and driven’ – sounds like he’s meant to be on LinkedIn.
I think ViolentAstrology is my favourite, very cute. I approve of his self-awareness – ‘I am not my type’ is a statement I’d apply to myself too. He evn holds his pone in selfies the way I do, which according to a friend is ‘obviously gay.’ LetsDoSomeKidnapping is the *perfect* username. I can only wonder what he’d invite one to do. Shame about the ostensible gay Nazi with SSAIDSPIG.
pingjingian’s being into beheading boys startled a friend of mine to whom I was talking about this post.
acquiredmeat is a great username. His hair isn’t dissimilar to mine, in that first pic, but mine’s longer.
weirdboy actually sounds really sweet, super cute. I’m humiliated by the act that ‘^///^’ is the kind of thing I have been known to type myself. These posts are smashing fuel for fiction, come to think of it.
URN4atreat’s comment – ‘I’m not in love’ – put the 10CC song in my head.
Poor ilovelonghair. Bronchial pneumonia doesn’t sound fun. partying.hard’s comment – ‘shivers through my balls and up my spine’ made me sniff in amusement as I read some of this post in my English classroom over lunch. I_made_u_cum’s hair is lovely.
As a very un-STEM guy, seeing joshthebest’s abandoning science for homosexual intercourse pleased me somewhat. aceinthehole’s comment is nicely colloquial – ‘ga DAYUM,’ indeed. Azaelyn as a name is a choice.
straightboy – who professes to be straight but wants to call a gay guy his master – sounds a lot like a guy I’ve met, who’s told me similar things. Interesting that such people exist severally. masseurforstraightboy’s all caps is VERY ASSERTIVE. That second pic of straightboy is pretty hawt.
Drone’s mask is spooky. I like those chest straps though, even if I don’t quite see the point in them.
idontknowdude gets my kudos for using his rhetorical skills to win over his girl when it comes to coprophagia. Pretty eyes on him.
Lex sounds like a bubbly guy, very nice and polite, as opposed to some of the other guys who are a lot more self-centred.
Having anyone ‘bouncing on your extremities in dead-silence’ sure sounds discomforting. I guess I wish ItsThere the best with his stretching goals.
Oh, CallmeVincent, an alt-right teen male with barely repressed homosexual urges. Sounds *terribly* familiar. SO many of his type out there. Fuck, he’s ridiculously toned. Implausibly so. Romancegod is very on-the-nose with his attempts at flirting. ‘CUM ON’? Really?
Hopefully noplacetohide is happy with his ‘permanent grapist.’ stevend is in a pitiful situation.
trueslaveinflesh has a commendable motive. Leather can look interesting but I’m not crazy about leather daddies or what have you. My friend said his haircut reminded him of a guy we knew, which made us both laugh.
That final Pleasebeolder pic looks like a screenshot from Half Life 2. Uncanny.
Once more, slavetastic post.
Time’s a bitch. History has an awful lot to it, so it can be very interesting at times. 20th century Russia, sheesh, what a time to be (barely) alive. I do wonder just what kind of rates of progress we’ll make as a species when it comes to mitigating aging.
Oo, goodie, lustrous feedback for all, hurray. Thank you. Today was another coursework lesson, but since I’m pretty much set for that it was mostly just 2 hours of talking with my friends, which was relaxing. We talked about childhood television, and books, and plans for the future.
Abuse of discord in music often just bores me, but everything in moderation. In the right place at the right time, it can make for good stuff. Which can be said of most things probably.
The Dennis Cooper dead body ride would have quite a niche appeal as far as theme parks go, possibly. It might prove a massive hit, I can’t say. I imagine legally it might get tricky, but there’ve been a whole bunch of rumours about dead people on theme park rides and stuff, haven’t there? So it’d slot in nicely with a lot of urban myths.
Cheers. Today was pleasantly enough shaped. Time with friends, food eaten, laughter enjoyed, Salinger read. I should probably, you guessed it, respond to an email at some time tonight/tomorrow. I require sleep. We stopped by a place for food which had a television on which a documentary on Chinese wildlife was playing. I was a bit hysterical upon hearing alligators snarl behind us as I ate fries. Byebye till tomorrow, when I’ll have more stubble.
Hi Dennis, I’m good! I’m in the United States so… Chaos reigns, I guess. It would be great if she made a comeback but I can understand retiring from the New York bar scene… I know you’ve been talking about America’s situation a lot on here. I find it comforting that you’re distraught. A lot of people my age (late 20’s) seem very comfortable with having Donald Trump be the President… Or on the other end of the spectrum a lot of people seem so anti-democrat, like they’re expecting the President of the United States to be a saint or something. It’s a weird, confusing time.
Hi Dennis, I’m actually heading to the studio tomorrow to meet everybody for the first time. So that’ll be fun. Tonight I’m going to a party at a friend of a friend’s house. I just finished that blog post, too, like one minute ago. Here it is: https://dangcarroll.wordpress.com/2025/01/31/lip-syncing-into-david-lynch/
I went on a bit of a Nicole Kidman kick last month. I watched Birth, Dogville, and Eyes Wide Shut (that one’s becoming a christmas tradition). I liked The Others, but I also remember being kinda disappointed that it set up so much interesting stuff with the kids being allergic to sunlight and everything needing to be candelit, and then the rest of the movie was just basic hollywood horror lighting. But very scary, and really fun twist. Happy February! Hope this month treats you well.
Hiii. Excited for the first slaves of the year. I forgot to finish up the Phil Ochs post but I’ll try to do it during the weekend if I can. I have to read a play for german class also this weekend which I’m procrastinating. ‘The Physicists.’ Do you know it? There’s so many books I want to read right now but I’m still making my way through ‘Eden, Eden, Eden.’ I’m actually really enjoying it now but it feels sort of torturous I’m so slow with it, and I sort of feel like I’ve understood what it’s doing (if it’s doesn’t change dramatically in the latter two thirds I guess), that I don’t really know if I should just drop. I never really drop books. I almost dropped ‘The Trial’ by Kafka for some reason last month, but I guess it was fine. Hope you have a nice weekend. Will you? xo.
Hi Dennis,
This is my first time commenting, but I’ve been reading the blog for a little bit + reading your other work. It’s helped me to sort out a lot of things in my own head, so far, so thank you. Very glad I stumbled upon this at this point in my life. I’m Bert, I’m in college, I don’t know how else to introduce myself, so question: have you seen Surrender Dorothy (the 1998 film)? I’ve been obsessed with it for a while.
Thanks again, hope you’re well
May CallMeVincent find Milo Y. on Grindr and have brain-erasing MAGA sex!
I spent most of the last week cooped up in my apartment, so I went to a movie in the theater today. My cold’s a little better, but I figured if I went at 2:30 in the afternoon, I could avoid bothering anyone by sitting near them. Unfortunately, the movie, COMPANION, was crap. It’s about a female robot who realizes her true nature and the fact that she’s being used by her human boyfriend. There’s also a queer Twink robot. I saw Scooter McCrae’s BLACK EYED SUSAN a few days ago, which has a similar but much darker premise (sexbots marketed to men who get off on beating women), and it made the Hollywood version look pretty wimpy.
Hope you have a good weekend. (My plans will depend how my cold progresses?) I spoke with my dad today, and he seems to be doing well, so that’s a relief.
One thing I forgot: MOMA just announced their “Documentary Fortnight” series. Errol Morris’ new film CHAOS: THE MANSON MURDERS, about conspiracy theories regarding Manson and the CIA, will play in March.
Hey, Dennis! Really humorous bunch of slaves today. I always look forward to the escort/slave posts because I’ve made habit of reading the highlights aloud to my bf while I make coffee first thing in the morning. Wondering if you’ve seen ‘The Girl with the Needle’ yet—I watched it a couple of nights ago and was impressed. Trailer here. I hope you have a standout weekend. I’ll leave you with this new song I’ve been enjoying today from Merivana, called ‘Pagan’. xoxo
Oops! Ignore that first link, I think YouTube auto-rolled into another video. Here’s the correct link!
Hey! Interesting how you characterize ‘Thomas the Obscure’. Yeah, you’re right, there is an awkwardness to it, but that’s kind of one of the reasons that I like Blanchot. I think the idea of the neutered voice is something I have especially been studying. And it’s interesting, I have to read this stuff over and over again to really nail it on the head. I mean, I guess what’s most important is that I take what I like out of it rather than the full extent of what Blanchot means. But Blanchot is exciting because his theory is filled with so many possibilities, and it will all probably mean something completely different to me tomorrow. So yeah, I guess my mission is to find out how the neutered voice works and what that means for me.
I found out earlier that my brother almost got kicked out of his dorm for smoking weed. The story goes that his idiot friend left their weed from the night before out in the kitchen on the day that the cleaner comes every week, and the cleaner called the police! Nobody owned up to whose weed it was and the police don’t really give a shit, but the university he’s at is scrambling to figure out what they should do. Apparently my brother said that this guy who’s weed it was is a good-natured idiot who would probably have this happen to him at some point anyway. I heard this all through my parents since I don’t really talk with my brother, he’s a total question mark to me. Anyway, it seems he’ll get away with it. My brother is extremely normal and as are his friends I’m guessing, and this stuff is par for the course so I’m sure they’ll let them off with a warning. I mean, it’s just weed.
Thanks Dennis, looking for Prostitution now. If France decided to drop all of Jean Genet’s criminal convictions on the strength of his literary talent, then she can surely approve Dennis Cooper’s visa, haha. But seriously, good luck.
Did you read Stevie Manning’s newest poems about murdering and oppressing male surrogates for themselves loosely based on various serial killers….
https://www.instagram.com/p/DFdvJmXoxx7/?igsh=aDhta3AwZGU1MHMz