The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“I may look young and skinny but there’s a wise saying that, The most dangerous drugs are kept in the smallest bottle.”

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ihateoldmen, 19
Father:🇹🇷 Mother:🇭🇰

I’m a comely little boy that likes making an old man go completely insane horny 🥵🥺

My fave part is when an old man kicks me senseless in my balls, body and head.

It’d be a plus if you like Ingmar Bergman’s films.

Comments

StephanKDod – October 27, 2025
Just a cute gay twink that cums too fast.

SirCumAlot – October 21, 2025
I don’t want to advertise him here like a piece of meat. He is extraordinary. Not only physically, but also intellectually. Everything about him is in some way different from what people generally think about Asian bottoms.

Intellectually, the conversations are advanced and diverse. You can talk to him about pretty much anything, which is very pleasant during dinner. There are no awkward silences. And he is not checking his phone.

Finally, there are the little things that make him so extraordinary. Yes, he will wipe the glass door of your shower with the scraper, yes, he will hang the towels back on the rack and not throw them on the floor, yes, he will put his dishes in the dishwasher and yes, he will give you that ass when you wish him a good night.

It’s not like having a slutty maso for a night, it’s much more like having a passive friend whom you haven’t seen for a while and whom you are rock hard to see again. And where you are looking forward to waking up next to him battered in the morning.


 

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NoLimitsBoy99, 20
i may look cute but i’m really a fucking disgusting pig who wants to jump into the deep end and just sink to the bottom and if you want to snuff me that is more than okay too just ask for my coordinates we have a lot to talk about and if you seen my profile before it’s because I got drunk and deleted it

Comments

JustinTimberlake – October 16, 2025
I am an American singer, songwriter, actor, record producer, and dancer and I accept your proposal.

Sketchfox – October 16, 2025
You come into the world as an orgasm and you leave as an orgasm.

UneNuitAvecToi – October 14, 2025
I’m looking for a boy with self harm scars to give piss on the regular. See how I said regular twice? I’m very obsessed with my mental image of your yellow gurgling mouth.


 

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skaterboy, 21
i want a dad. Not like just for sex but like a real bond. Dads are cool. Watch me skate and punish me accordingly for messing up. Open to chatting about other stuff. i’m bi so mommies are hot too.

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andersdotter – October 11, 2025
I walk in with a pretty face that makes them don’t realize how fatherly I am.
As a father, I don’t like chasing but I wait till you come closer to me until it’s too late to escape.
Spankings may make you obey for a minute but my glance, silence and pretty face will strike in to your mind which make you stumble.
Somebody starts with tie your body but I start with playing your mind first. I love to break your mind and your ego like I’m dragging you down to the hell.
If you think you are strong enough to be my son, come to visit me.

davesmith – October 11, 2025
If I’m your Dad I’ll treat you like a god and worship the ground you walk on. I’ll lick you clean from head to toe, no matter how dirty sweaty your body is. I’ll sniff and cherish every scent of you from your socks to your underwear. I’ll eat and cherish your liquids, from your spit, sweat, piss, cum. And getting to watch you skate is my reward.

OutChecker – October 11, 2025
I’ll be your dad but I’m also looking to take photos and videos of your ass and expose it on gay porn apps, pages, and groups, and also to do things to it.


 

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fuckmeimmatt, 20
I’m exclusively attracted to women, but I have very low self-esteem, and I have a difficult time getting hard while trying to please a woman to the extent that I’ve given up trying, and I’m taking that as a sign to enter into extreme gay slavery.
Not the type of thing a sane straight boy wants for their life, I know.

You: A sadistic psychopath who’d rather read a book to the sound of my screams than listen to music. Capable of seeing a slave as a human carving board and executing that. (And yes I like horror movies).

Me: Current hobbies while not dating women are video gaming and not much else.

Comments

Elicor – October 20, 2025
Order him to kill himself. It might work.

NoodMutt – October 17, 2025
He used to date my daughter so he’s clearly capable of topping if that would come in handy.

rickdoit – October 9, 2025
He does everything he can to make it impossible to sexually objectify him.

pigguy09 – October 7, 2025
I used to date him and he likes to be savagely choked and raped.


 

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worthlessFagBoy, 18
I’m a very skinny white blond boy.
I’m into: poking, slapping, punching, squeezing, torture, being tied up naked laying down legs up, hand jobs till cum dry with deeply hard punches and threats, being starved for a day or more before a beating.
I’m especially into: I write a codeword on a piece of paper and place it in a bag. You restrain me and beat me until I reveal it to you. You have a certain amount of time to get me to speak. You can only check the bag once: If you got me to reveal the code, you get to beat me more. If I lied and you check the code, I’m beaten to death.
Not into: Anything else

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TheArchitect – October 14, 2025
The catch is he lives in a small town in Poland 2 1/2 hours drive from Poznan.


 

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Holly_Shit, 18
I just want to get fucked, but Grindr requires me to show my ID now 💔
I am a “18” year old hyper sexual boytoy who loves the attention of older men and I absolutely lose it when they can’t keep their hands off of my body no matter where we are. MOLEST ME DADDY PLEASE.
Never been hate fucked, but I really want to be 😉

Comments

Holly_Shit (Owner) – October 20, 2025
I might like getting noisy, but sea turtles don’t. Pick up your trash.

ridemydickasap – October 20, 2025
At first, he is very shy and quiet; however, once his dick’s hard, he becomes VERY loud and opinionated. Proceed at your own risk.

Holly_Shit (Owner) – October 18, 2025
I very much love my girlfriend and she understands that this is outside her realm of expertise.

intoyoungerss – October 15, 2025
You will never forget his thighs.



 

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unprecedentedoccupant, 18
Hello, I’m 18 years old and looking for sex with jackals.

Consider that sentence a symptom of the rare and severe strain of autism that they’ll name after me.

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unprecedentedoccupant (Owner) – October 12, 2025
My metaphor for having sex is being the dough in a Chef’s hands. There’s a mirror on my ceiling that teaches me the geography of desire.

18tops – October 6, 2025
I do not appreciate boys even a day older than 18. Only worthless idiots don’t seem to get that.
If you’d have any other questions, just ask what you want to know, you have been given a mouth to talk, and fingers to type, not just for playing with your cock.
If you’re over 18, don’t be pathetic and still call yourself a boy, the boy in you died a long time ago, be a man, or get surgery to have it taken off.
Facial hair is a huge turn off, same goes for sboys outside my age limit, which is 18yo just so you know, apparently, it aint clear enough for quite a bunch of losers, even when it’s in my god damn headline!


 

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lostonthisshit, 21
looking for xxl looking for drugs looking for fists

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BigDaddyBen – October 18, 2025
Obnoxious, self entitled, delusional, demanding, bottomless pit spiritually dead Tina addict that can’t put his phone down, isn’t present and is nothing but a portal to the insatiable soul destroying darkside!

bennyatthediscoteque – October 10, 2025
He’s a masculine country boy that is also kind of goth. Make that make sense.

 

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iamabitch, 19
I may look young and skinny but there’s a wise saying that, The most dangerous drugs are kept in the smallest bottle.

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TruckerSkunk – October 19, 2025
Please with this picture you obviously stole off the internet. It could be anybody’s face behind that blindfold. And please don’t give me that same BS about not knowing how to take a picture like that. This isn’t the friggin’ 90s. We all have camera phones with timers on them nowadays. Figure it out. It’s literally not that hard. And furthermore, please do not make the excuse that your boss or grandmother might see your face pics. The chances of that happening are slim to none. Hate to break it you, but you aren’t really all that special for someone to specifically go searching the internet for weeks looking for your face pics. So stop being so paranoid. I am so tired of these lame excuses.

iambitch (Owner) – October 18, 2025
I also spend a long time on my hair and skincare because getting into the most useless sort of fuss over how I look is kind of an aphrodisiac for me.

Absolutemoron – October 18, 2025
hes rlly scrawny and short haha so yea

Idkwhattopick – October 15, 2025
hes 15 and needs someone not afraid of the police to teach him how to have sex

 

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Destruction-total, 18
Looking for a real, ultraviolent, perverted, sick master with no empathy towards me.
I want to be your toilet, your punching bag, I want to spew bile and vomit to the extreme.
Violent fisting and introduction of massive objects.
I am to be destroyed, real, outside and inside.
Whether it’s disgusting and gory, I want to suffer.
I want to be finished off like a real pig.
I want to become a piece of meat and eaten.
I know I won’t find it, but oh well.

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Beastneedsfriends – October 16, 2025
Fucked up, evil Psychopath human vivisectionist into horrifically violent torture snuff and having fun eating and raping the left-over chunks of dead mutilated Latino teens. Multiple personalities here:
#1 is a priest who enjoys his work way too much when it involves human sacrifice. He’ll take your Confession, rape every Hole, slit your throat, and then condemn your Soul to HELL. (And then he’ll join you there and start again.)
#2’s interrogations always end up with someone being tortured to death. You will tell him EVERYTHING before you die with his cum dripping from every hole.
#3’s therapies are very painful and frequently lethal. You may BEG for death at any time (but that will probably just get you raped).
#4 specializes in human meat dishes and firmly believes that the best flavor and succulence can only be achieved if the teen animal is butchered or cooked while it is still alive and screaming and filled with his cum.
Prisoner Pedro has been sentenced to death. His execution is pending, but his dead body will soon available for some fun. Yes, let’s not forget the dead bodies. Every sane person enjoys fucking corpses. And eating them. And ripping their arms and legs off. You can have almost as much fun with a dead body as you can with a living one! So give us shout.
Most important of all – we live to HATE. We HATE you Pedro, you devastated pig. Yes … YOU. We HATE YOU! FUCK OFF!

EndureMyClaw – October 12, 2025
We have all been through shit in our life that we want to forget and not think about, and I am no different. There are things that I have done to this boy that I know I’m going to hell for, but I am doing my best to keep that side of me as far from my mind as possible.

Mastersofchems – October 5, 2025
Tragically fresh

Icemanpain – October 1, 2025
I am in such a weird position in this kink community. I’m not a pedo but having a total crush on destroying young boys, making everyone else think I’m just a repressed pedo who destroys boys as way of punishing myself. But I am clearly not and exactly know what I like.


 

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heythereitsme, 21
im a human toilet with a sense of humor be my husband and make me a toilet 24/7 basically

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Equious – October 21, 2025
Boy’s in a care home. He lived with me as a toilet for 2 years. Sadly he has become very ill.

heythereitsme (Owner) – September 16, 2025
I ate yours too.

Shadow25000 – September 16, 2025
Sorry to intrude but I went to high school with you and one time I saw you in the boy’s bathroom kneeling over a toilet after Jim Fakas took a dump in it if you remember and you made a weird excuse and now everything makes sense. Whoa.

Genuineguy – September 8, 2025
I am a very attention seeking person, so if you like old guys bums then I am happy to give you full access for your enjoyment.


 

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LongPiggy, 23
Longpig twink looking for 🍽️
23, M, 72kg, Uk9 feet, 31 waist, 32 leg, 5ft11, Blue eyes, Blonde Hair, 38inChest, 7″ Cock

Ready for picking up 🍽️. No preference how u wanna do it. Happy to provide the meat.

If u want the meat let’s get it to u.

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ChainHart – October 9, 2025
He has the ideal balance of meat and fat, but he doesn’t have his ducks in a row.

thatmyth – October 3, 2025
I believe edibility is a great value in recognizing one’s inferiority. I learned that from my grandmother.


 

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DryFistee, 22
I’m looking for a dominant partner who won’t hesitate to dry fist me raw and rough. No lube, just pure, intense pain. I want you to ignore my pleas and continue until I’m screaming. Even if I beg to stop, you won’t. No matter how much I plead, you’ll keep going. My goal is to end up in the hospital, regretting my existence due to the agony.

Leave my ass so destroyed that I need to wear diapers for life or even a colostomy bag. I want to suffer, to be traumatized for life. I want to lose consciousness and wake up screaming while you continue to destroy my ass. I want the dominant to have so much blood on their arm that it drips non-stop. I understand the risks and this is my ultimate fantasy.

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DryFistee (Owner) – October 10, 2025
Sorry, when I wrote that I felt really depressed and angry at how men lie that they care about me but just want to fuck me in the ass.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. Tomorrow I’m going to Ghent for an overnight to show ‘Room Temperature’ there, so blog readers will have a long weekend, and the posts, p.s.es, etc. will return on Monday. ** Jack Skelley, Dodgers aren’t in their graves yet, as far as I can tell? Everyone, Hot tip from Jack Skelley: ‘Cumpunk is the filthy new omnisexual online anthology. Current edition has Charlene Elsby, Maddison Murray, Karina Bush etc. They are rounding-up new deviants for Cumpunk 2. People can read it and send material (writing and/or art) here. Happy Halloween! Whatcha doing? ** _Black_Acrylic, And another hot tip of a different nature from _Black_Acrylic: ‘When I was in Dundee there was a great artists’ space called Generator Projects that would hold this annual graduate show with the title They Had Four Years. In 2009 they displayed the work of an artist named Iain Sommerville whose sculpture resembled that of Unit 70 a great deal. So today I had a look here for his Instagram page and was happy to find that he’s still making bold, Halloween-adjacent material.’ julian, I would fill my abode with their props were I sufficiently moneyed and lived more spaciously. Greatest luck should it be needed on the presentation today. How did it go? Technically ambitious should be nothing but a plus, I can only imagine? ** James, Hi, James. I’ll look for your email. Hugs, me. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Asterix does a surprisingly good job of seeming almost American in its Halloween do-over. Should be fun without too many qualifications. Better to be relieved and unwise than wise and scared? Love is so thoughtful and handy. What a guy. Love trying to decide if this exciting and edible white chocolate ghost sculpture he saw at a chocolatier yesterday is worth parting with 57 Euros, G. ** Laura, This blog has a weird glitch where commenters sometimes can’t tell if their comments lodged or not, but all of your comments came through. Buggy place occasionally. I hope your eventual recovery involves a heavily foreshortened eventuality. Curious who I introduced you to, of course. You buy dresses through the post? Oh, I guess people do that a fair amount these days. Nice. Interviews were nice. Everyone mostly wants to ask about home haunts re: our film, and that’s what we did. Have the most scrumptious Halloween by whatever means. ** Steve, Nice about the car service and hotel. I think the main clients for Unit 70 are haunts, probably the more professional, moneyed kind. Yes, I just bought the new Wire yesterday down the street. No importing/exporting interference here as far I can tell. At least involving UK stuff. You may have to subscribe online? ** jay, Unit 70 is the creme de la creme of that industry. The real deal, etc. Oh, shit, so sorry about your crabby bf. He must be offloading other sourced life stress onto you? I hope he has already realised how lucky he is and made amends to you with … fill in the blank. Very, very excellent Halloween in whatever form you choose, my friend. ** Bill, From what I understand, the vast popularity of Spirit Halloween’s ‘cheap’ props has developed an elite class of prop aficionados who seek out the higher quality merchandise. You only just saw ‘Audition’? Right, the ending, yeah, I’m with you, but still. ** Carsten, Back when I hosted a big reading series in the early 80s, I hosted a reading by Rothenberg, and I think that was my only encounter with him. I remember he was very nice, duh. Cool, thank you! I’ll go check out what you sent and get back to you as soon as I’m able. Thanks, pal! ** BTG, Hi. Ah, someone told me she lived in Paris, so that was my mistake. Thanks for the correction. I was hoping to run into her here, but oh well. ** HaRpEr //, I sure know that state you’re talking about. And I always treasure the states that prioritise my writing, but life can sort of get messy in those phases. Urgh. Apart from wandering through an undoubtedly overcrowded spookified public park this evening, my Halloween will be pretty zip sadly. You might put mine to shame whatever you do. That is a great and terrifying pumpkin right there. Everyone, Go look at the pumpkin HaRpEr // carved and get suitably in the Halloween mood thereby. Here. Yes, awesome that Pilot is reprinting Derek’s book. Pilot’s saviour status ever increases. ** darbbzz⋆。°✩🎃✩°。⋆, Yay: pumpkin and its accompaniments. You’re moving, yay! When I first moved here, I lived in a really small room for, like, 7 years, and I could’ve lived there forever, so you’ll be okay, I reckon. And your competency test got aced by you, obviously no surprise whatsoever, but, still, another even bigger yay. Not to mention Boris playing ‘Pink’. You’re on a serious roll. I’m going to this for Halloween. That’s pretty much my only option. Oh, man, cheese grits … slurp. Thank, I’ll go peek at your Boris clip. Have an absolutely great one. ** Nicholas., As long as you have a script, the rain will pass. Nah, mashed potatoes >>>>> french fries, get serious. I’ve been vegetarian since I was 15. I kind of go back and forth from vegetarian to vegan. I’d be 24/7 vegan but I like cheese too much. I do partly credit my lifelong good health to my vegetarianism, it’s true. I don’t think I ever sold a book. Hm. No, I just give them away or lend them and the lendee steals them. ** Okay. Slaves for you, of course. You all have amazing Halloweens and immediate Halloween aftermaths, and I will see you back here on Monday.

18 Comments

  1. jay

    Hey Dennis! SirCumALot is nice, I have a really weird streak that finds that sort of heavy but socially constrained sadist appealing. fuckmeimmatt seems like he knows what he wants too, I think forgoing sexual desire like he does can make sex a much more profound experience. Anyway, enjoy Ghent, happy Halloween!

  2. Jack Skelley

    Dennnis hey — Zac posted one of the new Room Temp posters and it’s killer! REally good. So, guess what, I have a playwright/dramatist friend in Ghent. Nona Demey Gallagher. I alerted her to your screening. She is hot off Edinburgh Festival premiere of ‘Up Your Ass’, an adaptation of Valerie Solanas’ infamous play. We met via her appreciation of FOKA and Myth Lab. I’ll email you a bit more, and I’ll alert you if Nona alerts me that she is going to screening. YEs, tonite I’ll hand out candy to kids and brace for whatever the Dodgers have in store… heartbreak or final cliffhanger (They must win 2 in Toronto)… xoxox Jack

  3. Charalampos

    Hi
    I wonder where this bus Raittiusseura is is that weird
    Did you listen to the new GbV album? I think it dropped today
    Happy screening and weekend to you

  4. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Happy Halloween, Dennis, and have a great time in Ghent! I hope the screening goes well!

    How was the spooky amusement park?

    How kind of Justin Timberlake to accept NoLimitsBoy99’s proposal!

    I’m probably not the best person to give advice because I’m a fan of both chocolate and ghosts, so… I’ll definitely say the sculpture love saw is worth those 57 euros.

    Love believes edibility is a great value in recognizing one’s inferiority. He learned that from his grandmother, Od.

  5. politekid

    Happy Halloween DC!!
    my report:
    generally much quieter this year for some reason. my sister thinks it’s because of all the fascism everywhere. the rain might also be a factor
    seven boys all dressed as the scream, followed by an extremely bored (cheek resting on fist) boy in a wheelchair with one of those masks from the purge films on his head
    house with no visible halloween decorations but made a big evil laughing noise every minute or two
    a parent in a gigantic diplodocus skeleton costume
    multiple kids in costumes that looked like they were being carried by aliens. i thought i recognised the first one from the last three years (and noted that the costume was beginning to look too short on him) but then another three came along and i lost confidence in my identification
    a house with a device blasting harry potter music on the porch so loud that the people inside couldn’t hear the trick or treaters knocking on the door
    a parent in an elaborate honey monster costume, who seemed annoyed that his kids weren’t all that impressed by it
    a house with all the lights off but a more than life-sized skeleton standing in the living room looking out of the window
    lots of pumpkins but all with v trad faces, at most the silhouette of a bat or cat
    Halloween fireworks seem to be a thing now?
    and no hazbin hotel costumes, which surprised me cos a lot of people in London have dressed like that in the last couple of weeks
    i hope the park gives you a little spook and atmosphere for the season!

  6. Justin D

    Hey, Dennis! Happy Halloween!!! Sorry I haven’t commented in a while—life’s been . . . a bit chaotic, but things are finally starting to settle down again. Currently commenting in between answering the door to trick-or-treaters, haha. Loving the new poster art for ‘RT’, by the way. I saw something a couple of days ago that ‘RT’ might be released digitally (VOD) at the end of November. Is that true? What did you get up to for Halloween? Hope you have fun at the screening in Belgium! xoxo

  7. Carsten

    I hope the Duende Day is not too massive. I just turn into an addict whenever the drug is ethnopoetics. That day was supposed to be a cool little collage, & now it’s grown into a museum.

    Halloween here in Spain was surprisingly lively. Lots of dressed up & masked folks running around late into the night, mostly kids, but still a lot more joy & spirit roaming the streets than I ever saw in Germany. My night was laid back & spent in the company of friends from Alicante who are here for the weekend.

    Also, in case anyone here needs another reason to love Oregon, the latest issue of Cathexis Northwest Press just came out, featuring my poem “Dreamkeeping” (on page 18 to be exact): https://www.cathexisnorthwestpress.com/nov-dec-2025

    Hope you had a good Halloween & a welcoming reception of RT in Ghent.

  8. _Black_Acrylic

    Have just quit my reliance on audiobooks which I found were sending me straight to sleep at bedtime. Charlotte Northall – Practicing Dying is what I’ve chosen to wean me off and I’m enjoying it a great deal so far. Changing a daily routine is quite a difficult thing for me to do and when it works out, I do find it cause to pat myself on the back.

  9. Laura

    hiya Dennis!

    good Halloween? let’s call mine a bit hyperrealistic lol. my husband broke out all the relevant lights, tho, so our place now resembles some super private club scene in which he looks great. sheesh.

    now ok, are these blokes on yr latest post for real? i feel like there’s gotta be some tea to spill here, cause if real then wtf are such hilarious trauma-chasers even like once they’ve been booked? does it all come down to run of the mill s/m scenes with idk some freakier fantasy being verbally volleyed back and forth or, God forbid, are they the stuff of, yikes, la pianiste, who wouldn’t stfu like decimate me deconstruct me hang me off a hook by the bollocks (uh you get it) but then she couldn’t even handle the anteroom of a shag, poor thing. at the end of the day, we’re not built for pain or pleasure, not like we’re free to imagine them, and if we are, then we’re not meant to last. sad. sadish. anyway, this post was v entertaining to read, so cheers! hope everyone gets what they really want or smth.

    tomorrow i’ll tell you all about the one you introduced me to on here and how i’m sort of, eh, ‘fluttering ‘twixt frantic hope and frantic fear’ or whatever, if i went there today, it would be longer than Ulysses’s Gaze and we’d both want to rent ourselves to online sadists by the end, which i forbid (bc online).

    Hope today is treating you super well!

  10. Mitya Mayak

    Hi. Maybe just looking for people who still feel something real.
    The kind of ones who wear their sadness like denim, smoke too much, walk alone, and still dream.
    Some of you — like lostonthisshit or heythereitsme — have that strange fire I recognize.
    If any of you ever feel the same, you can find me on Telegram @Andmpa

    • Laura

      well are we talking rigid denim or stretch? cameltoe-prone tight hips or the sort of miniskirt which shows yr knickers when you bend? all of this is important

      • Mitya Mayak

        If we’re talking about denim, then definitely stretch. It looks much sexier. As for the skirt — that’s not really my thing.

  11. Steve

    Oh, the film Ingmar Bergman would make about ihateoldmen!

    What was Ghent like? It must’ve been a more positive experience than Hof.

    Was anyone celebrating Halloween there over the weekend? I didn’t spend too much time outside Friday, but no one’s costumes were particularly noteworthy. There were lots of loud drunks screaming their heads off at 3 AM.

    My latest “Radio Not Radio” episode is out: https://www.mixcloud.com/callinamagician/1122025-radio-not-radio/. This one features Pupil Slicer, Evoken, Sadness, Tzevaot, Atheist, Miss Grit, Black Eyes, Circuit des Yeux, Essential Logic, Maraudeur, Geese, Paranoid Style, Crass, Monaleo, TiaCorine, Sudan Archives, NMIXX, Zuchu, Michelle Ullestad, Ruth Mascelli & Mary Hanson Scott, Dexter in the Newsagent, Cici Arthur, Kali Uchis, Jazzz & Eye Traveler, D’Angelo and Rafael Toral.

  12. Bill

    Quite a few odd and specific backstories and fetishes today, Dennis. Love that “wise saying”!

    Hope you enjoyed Ghent, and it’s more Halloween-y than Paris. I spent a pleasant week there years ago, staying with a friend’s family. My friend flies to Ghent just a couple days after your screening, unfortunately.

    Bill

  13. Darby🦇🦇

    Oh did you enjoy your spooky halloween show/walk/event/or something? Haunted walks sound so fun french style. Am I wrong?

    Uh,yeah Boris was fucking amazing. So amazing so surreal cuz, like yeah I was stunned and Tetsua(the drummer) was handing out his drumsticks and my sister got two and I was standing watching (we all were pushed to the front( and he looked straight into my soul and kindve motioned me towards like “here” and I can’t remember if he said the words aswell but…omg.

    It was so captivating because he’s definitely my favorite member just his overall skill and style and demeanor is just so contributive to the whole performance, and I was just watching him in his amazing silk clothes and all that. And ofc the gong was there.
    How do you post on WordPress? I was going to send that Louis Wain post although it doesn’t look formatted like your posts are. It’s margins are very wide making the letters smuish together,

    It’s that time of weather to be listening to Labyrinth Ears music. Specifically “invisible” and *white gold”

    Id like to work with Kali as a deitie one day.
    I resonate with the spiritual concept behind her. That transformation cannot exist without the destruction of self. Or in other words suffering is necessary to live. It’s a way of accepting that life is cyclical rather than placating what cannot be suppressed and wanting to kill yourself because you can’t. So like understanding that what we make in our transformation period is caused and extracted from the abstractions of being in chaos state.
    Have u ever lit incense or a candle.?
    I am very much excited about living in a small space.Another cool fact is I’ll be residing very very very close to the Saigon market and metaphysical store and generally this favorite little area of mine I have ventured to in a minute . Need to buy a lighter hahahmine just died and I’m w bit tight on money.

    Have a good week! I’ll be doing some moving!

    🚬

  14. HaRpEr //

    Hey! Hope Ghent lived up to your hopes.
    My Halloween wasn’t all so bad, hope yours was somewhat better than you expected. It was cool to walk around and see so many costumes. I watched a couple of horror movies: ‘Bride of Frankstein’, which was really fun and weirdly beautiful, and ‘Cure’, a Japanese psychological crime drama from the 90s that I liked but maybe a tad overrated.
    I was also on trick or treat duty and it’s crazy how many kids don’t say ‘trick or treat’ anymore. I enjoyed it when the parents were at the door with the smaller kids and they all said I like your costume and I replied I’m not wearing a costume. I technically was, but I wear that outfit all year round anyway.
    It’s weird how Autumn is tinged with a new aura as soon as November 1st comes. Everything goes from orange to blue in my mind overnight. I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m a big Christmas fanatic, but before that in the UK we have Guy Fawkes night on Wednesday. There have been fireworks for the past week. As a kid the space between Halloween and November 5th seemed so huge but it was really just five days, strange.

  15. Nicholas.

    *Poof* Haha love this title lately I’ve been saying that while im 20 something closer to 30 my hole is only 10 cause im so inexperienced and tight Its a similar sort is sinister thought to the title which I really enjoy. Party was excellent stayed til the end then walked to my childhood home to reclaim it sorry to the people living there Im pulling a Beyoncé look into it haha. OH I was black suit Spiderman or Akasha depending on the dj at the time. Ive somehow stepped into the position of being exactly who, saying exactly what I want and seeing my intentions and heart and mind at peace and close to a sense of purity and forever gratitude haha I sound normalize but its all working! Omg I had and amazing gluten free bagel in also been years since I had a bagel so what’s your go to breakfast I normally eat leftovers from dinner so I always have a savory breakfast I hate sweets that aren’t baked goods early omg and a marshmallow dream bar from Starbucks that was amazing also overall amazing day so how ways the start of your November? TTYLXOXBRB

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