The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“Being so dumb that I am constantly panting and laughing to the point of snorting is something I NEED to achieve”

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carrunoverme, 21
What I’m looking for! What I love: CAR RUNOVER!

Meet only in the woods or fields. You should have a car with which you can brutally torture me.

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SuperTall – Sept 27, 2025
He’s a straight Christian lad who used to bully gays and bi people and is being Blackmailed.

Enjoymydick – Sept 20, 2025
Fuck this brainless twink nerd bitch so needs to get his body caved in and dismembered and his gory pieces found in a dumpster.

 

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ClowningAround, 18
I love the idea of being a bumblin’ clown that can’t think for itself. Personality change, mental reconfiguration, identity death are my personal biggest fantasy. Clowns laugh at everything and are a joke to everyone including themselves. I’d love to be a clown gooner who can’t even think about anything else except stroking its dick and shooting. The scenario of someone laughing at me as I stroke myself stupid makes my head spin. Being so dumb that I am constantly panting and laughing to the point of snorting is something I NEED to achieve, and this is a formal invite to anyone who can break my mind, honk my nose as I melt further and deeper into the spiral.

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Biggie_dicky – Sept 14, 2025
18 but old brain in young face.

FFballs – Sept 11, 2025
Once he’s done up as a clown he enjoys the full range of sexual expressions, from kissing and slow fucking with intimacy and connection to bruises and blows to the head.

ClowningAround (Owner) – Sept 8, 2025
I’m 1000% serious about becoming a total loser clown bitch!

 

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AllHoleNoSoul, 19
I’ve been resisting my submissive urges for a long time but they got the best of me… so after resisting a while i downloaded this app…

im an attractive young boy who’s been rlly ashamed of my submissive side and kinks so been wanting to bury them but haven’t been able to.

im extremely weak and fiendish for my own ass, its not even funny… so would love to plan a session where you cater to my asshole, take your time, and really enjoy every inch.

my biggest downfall and weakness that im ashamed of out of my mind is wanting to shit in someone’s mouth… its so disgusting but for some reason the thought of someone taking my shit straight to the mouth just does something to me…

anyhow, if ur a sane and normal person who would be into any of this with me u could hmu.

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Willing – Sept 20, 2025
Lot of good relationships start with shit eating, a man shit in my younger brother’s mouth in high school a few years ago and he fell in love with the guy, quit school and last I heard they’d adopted kids and were doing fine.🤷‍♂️

AllHoleNoSoul – Sept 20, 2025
Unless I pay for it, which gets expensive fast.

Lonelybear – Sept 20, 2025
If I were to put a label on him it might be bi-curious but for the most part he’s a straight boy struggling to find women to eat his shit.


 

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YoungPig2disappear247, 19
I’m scared. Always scared. Use it against me.

I don’t know how far I go. I do know there’s a lot of self-destructive shit I’ve done to please Men. I need more. A lot fucking more.

Beat me. Hurt me. Exploit me. Break me.

I know my place. Put me in it. With no escape.

Please.

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peachpies – Sept 9, 2025
He’s 23, not 19 … punish him for that 🏏

Danielson – Sept 1, 2025
I think the hottest thing ever is when you self destruct and side with your sadist over yourself and aid your destruction.

YoungPig2disappear247 (Owner) – Sept 1, 2025
I’m now owned by a heavy set White sadistic Dom. However, he does not get as extreme with me as he promised even though I urge and beg him to do more. I’m hoping to find some other Doms here that might be willing to go all out on me in a session with no limits and no safe word. This would be while my owner watches and hopefully learns.



 

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than, 22
I want to be a totally toxic whore with hiv aids hep c syphillis herpies, genital warts the lot. I am incredibly self destructive and never intend to take meds. I want my ass so fucked up it becomes the biggest rosebud ever to exist, fuck me up, gangrape me gangfist me. I want a rosebud so big it is out of my body permanently and at least 2ft long. I want to be tatooed pierced and my body abused and mutilated 24/7 and fed shit and piss all the time.

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Thelaundryman – Sept 17, 2025
You still un-aliving over there?

DirtyHarry – Sept 9, 2025
damn God gonna take u on a permanent vacay fr

than (Owner) – Sept 7, 2025
Some of you may already know me from when I was the slave of MasterCrush in Berlin.



 

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whateveryouwantdad, 22
I want to serve as many cocks as possible from now until 7:30 tomorrow morning.
That’s why… I am dosing myself with G, tina, ecstasy, ketamine, and heroin and throwing myself to the wolves. 🥴

Bochumer Str. 259
45886 Halle

Each participant pays upon arrival €50. IF 5 men use me at once (minimum number of participants at the same time), everyone gets their money back, like happy hour, or like free spins. If more than 5, you win the jackpot.

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Himawari Sarada – Sept 6, 2025
This is the truth of life ❤️

voices – Sept 6, 2025
me me too please!!!! please!!

Pedoluvr – Sept 6, 2025
Ugh omg yes

JackPackage – Sept 6, 2025
Is anyone taking a camera I really wanna see him die.

SickBoy – Sept 6, 2025
Fuck I love when girly boys get raped! I wouldn’t be able to resist beating the fucking bitch to death though.



 

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PetRaven, 19
I’m a 19 year old Goth boy! I haven’t had much experience with casual sex. I’ve only ever had sex with my father except for one time.

He was a leather sadist guy. He told me he was going to kill me but ultimately he didn’t. Thank God, right?

Other than my father I’m not currently in a relationship. There is a guy I love a lot and want to commit myself to, but I don’t think he feels the same so why should I save myself for him.

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JWC1202 – Sept 17, 2025
I know Raven’s Dad. He is a monster of dick-hardening proportions. There is no compassion or tenderness in him, for his son or anyone else. Even I’m shocked by his inhumanity. It is such a great detail that he went to prison trying to steal money to abort Raven, then, eighteen years later, set about systematically destroying his loser of a son. Not that it takes much: Raven is pathetic, a waste, just waiting to be controlled and manipulated and reprogrammed. The faggot snivels his way through life, making his abuse, from gang rape to castration, seem inevitable. One just knows that if Raven’s body is finally discovered beside a backalley dumpster, his Dad will shoot a contented load over his son’s long-delayed abortion. I long for that kind of happy ending.

Greatman – Sept 16, 2025
A good buddy and all around crafty bastard of mine created The Butt Bong Hookah™ A simple device cobbled from things found around his house: a birdbath water pump, a glass bong/pipe, vinyl tubing and a drilled out butt plug. Although it burns a lot of product, it makes a lot of smoke, like a butthole is getting fucked by a disco fog machine amount of smoke. Recommended for any Pig looking to turn Raven’s brain into a smoked ham 😈🔥

arrrr – Sept 12, 2025
Ideally you’ll want to hypnotise him and make him believe whatever changes you make are his totally normal reality.



 

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FarmBoy, 23
Hello everyone; I am a real-life farmer or rather the son of a farmer, who loves wearing coveralls, wellies and waterproofs and being outdoors and working on the farm in all weathers, from thunderstorms, heavy rain and wind. Passionate about farming, cows and tractors.

Yes, I am the type of person to say “look cows” or “look a tractor” if we are out and about. Bubbly and excitable nature and always try to be happy and upbeat. Love being grabbed and a white napkin cloth full of poppers held over my face. Poppers on white napkin cloth make me go absolutely crazy.

Never been on a site like this before, it is a new experience for me. I have always assumed there is a deep submissive side to me. Come to Montana and find out?

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Candycorn – Sept 10, 2025
XXL Arabs impress him.

BADASSDAD – Sept 3, 2025
Fart muffler


 

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KillBilly, 24
No one lets men go as hard as I do.

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SuitedCityExec – Sept 13, 2025
I participated in a mass gangbang of this guy last week. He was hooded but I recognise the tattoo.

Freakazoid – Sept 8, 2025
I wanted to slice open one of his arteries and drink until he was a deflated white balloon, but that’s where he finally drew the line.

KillBilly (Owner) – Sept 3, 2025
I want someone to fuck my throat until I puke heavily or puke in my mouth or both.


 

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ThisGuyBehaves, 19
I am so ready to give up all of life’s complications and just be a gay trailer trash pig that lives to parTy and just smoke and fuck life away. Anyone near Richmond VA?

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Bobby – Sept 14, 2025
I hate Nazis to the  depths of my soul and hooked up with this little fascist and proceeded accordingly but he’s so perfect that as sweat fell from his white body on to the floor I kneeled down and licked it up, it just seemed the right thing to do.

MrNasty12 – Sept 11, 2025
Would love you to becum my trailer trash pig!!! Especially since I love trailer trash boys so much anyway. I’m in eastern TN and surrounded by them!!! And, so far, it’s been REALLY easy to get in their butts! Would move to Richmond in a heartbeat. Have been there a couple times recently and met a pre-legal young white trailer trashy looking boy at Hardywood Park Craft Brewery West at a recent festival. I fucked him nasty crazy squalid in an upstairs restroom overlooking the fermenters. I have a photo but this site won’t let me post it because the file is too large and I’ve made the file as small as I possibly can.

ThisGuyBehaves (Owner) – Sept 8, 2025
Please god have a gigantic dick it’s not much to ask really is it?


 

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RetiredTwink, 18
I’m Tuffy, and I’m a horrific pervert.
Listing all the things I’m into isn’t possible bc there’s so many infinite ways.
I just fucking adore giving up my power to someone and feeling them get drunk off it.
I long to be a 24/7/365 TPE live in slave, no rights, branded, a fucktoy, a punching bag, red raw used and beaten, a urinal, pathetic, stupid and small, completely incontinent.
My ideal man looks like Tom Selleck.
I have some gear but a lots been lost to time. Bring everything you got.
Move me in and abuse the fuck out of me pleeeeeeease 🥹

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stevenhss – Sept 15, 2025
I’m in the midst of therapy dealing with prolonged sexual abuse I experienced as a child. Intimacy confuses me. In sessions where I’m abusing boys I often wonder whether I’m reinforcing the abuse or working through it. Not with Tuffy. He let me abuse him so unremittingly my brain went bye bye.

IwantJames – Sept 11, 2025
Before I fucked my cum fucked as deep into his guts as I could get it, I slapped his face, punched him in the head. Never knocked him out but he was dazed af.

Hereforgoodtimes – Sept 9, 2025
I whipped him with different leather whips as hard as I wanted to. Then my ladyboy wife fucked him.

NotFalse – Sept 4, 2025
Make him lay on the bed with my head over the side, wrap your hands around his throat and face-fuck him while “kill” strangling him. Mash your crotch against his face and keep your hard cock in his throat for ages. Just be ready for the cum to fly, because this position makes him shoot so hard he painted the ceiling.


 

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Animal4Sale, 23
Dad selling his curly haired twink son to the highest bidder. Slim, mildly gym enhanced shaved bod, 8” cock, gorgeous ass, cheerful, more bottom but can top awkwardly, learning disabilities, not very mentally with it. Good for breeding, using as meat or reselling. Cannot deliver but can arrange collection of the animal.

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BigD2727 – Sept 12, 2025
Done a few things with this lad and dad along the way this lifetime. Slept with him. Slept with his dad. Slept with him and his dad. Slept with him with 2 other men. Slept with him with 2 women and another man. Slept with him and another lad. Fucked him in a sling a few times. Nice lad. But his dad wants 100k for him and that’s way too much.

kinkyhairyguy – Sept 6, 2025
he’s immature and irresponsible and has a terrible temper.



 

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buttsweaty, 21
Shawn –
Must be into 🥚 🥚 ✂️
Must be into beatings
Chems are provided💉💉❄️❄️❄️
Thank you

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The_Prickliest – Sept 23, 2025
Attention.. slut is approved.

buttsweaty (Owner) – Sept 18, 2025
Have a bf but we will not be together anymore 🥲

 

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whenugonnacum, 18
looking for someone to send pics of my ass to on snap or insta

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whenugonnacum (Owner) – Sept 17, 2025
i hate my life 😎

Bonty – Sept 17, 2025
He is UNd3r A-g3d

TarzanBoy – Sept 14, 2025
It’s not that I craved seeing this boy’s butt but when it happened my dick stiffened and I felt at peace.

whenugonnacum (Owner) – Sept 11, 2025
also looking for a job or situation where i can earn a large income. i’m good with back door deals or any type of situation. or if anyone wants to use my ass to start a business

 

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p.s. Hey. ** jay, Hey. Thanks. Yeah, Halloween is a biggie in my head and life too when possible. Haha, your bf is such a gent. How did dinner go, and what made it elaborate? ** _Black_Acrylic, Relatively speaking, yes. ** Bill Hsu, I’m an idiot who gorges on deep dish and then am chastised by my stomach until further notice. So lucky you got to see the Fujiko piece. Zac and I have been mourning our inability. You probably know we started making a documentary about her work, filmed a lot of her pieces, but I think we’ll probably just donate the footage to her. ** Gabriel Hart, My pleasure entirely. ‘House of Psychotic Women’: I’ll definitely hunt that. No, very tragically I’m stuck here this Halloween because of a couple of film festivals in Europe that I need to attend for screenings. But it’s painful. What’re your Halloween-adjacent plans? If you want to send it to LA, I can get it in December when I’m there next. Otherwise, over here. I can you either address by email, I guess. Thanks! ** Stil, Hi, man. Oh, my anarchism kind of informs everything I do, and, with the film, I guess it plays out in how collaboratively Zac and I tend to work, especially with the cast who have a lot of power and responsibility to fill out their characters. And I guess how non-judgemental our films are probably is a result too. With the crew, they have their assignments, but I hope at least that their input is highly respected. Thanks a lot for the link to that film. Expectedly, I just eat that kind of stuff up. And I will as soon as I get out of here. I think Toronto tends to have a decent haunted house or two around Halloween unless I’m misremembering. ** Steeqhen, Hey there! The twins are very cool and actually affordable. Your dream reinforces my big regret that I don’t remember mine, although I’m pretty sure mine as comparatively colorless. That sounds like a plan or series of plans: family lodging -> London ensconcement. Luck galore. ** Jack Skelley, Ju-ju-B. Thanks, yeah, things went good. And I guess it was nice or at least interesting to feel the cray all around me. Biggest up! ** Carsten, Hey. I always survive flights by first reading magazines (usually The Wire) and then watching generally shitty blockbuster films one after another. With a patch on. It’s as doable as it’s going to get that way. We’re going to Hof for the screenings, yes. The film is submitted to two festivals in Spain, so we’ll just see if either of them wants it. Thanks, the jetlag is being fairly cooperative, and I’m just ‘praying’ that it dies out before the next jetlag stint starts on Friday. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yep, it’s Halloween officially now. The new SCAB didn’t feel slim at all. Its richness made whatever length it was superfluous. I’ve heard of ‘Arcane’, but of course I haven’t seen it. I’ll go look for screengrabs and see if I can spy your two addictive characters. Love has good animatronic tastes, of course. It’s tough to choose because I like them all, but maybe the Haunted Coatrack and the hearse and the stupid bear one and of course the zombie boy is hard not to love. Love’s so perfect that as sweat fell from his white body on to the floor I kneeled down and licked it up, it just seemed the right thing to do, G. ** julian, Hi, j. Totally. I would love to have the Hallway 2 Hell for the mechanisms but I think I’d redecorate it. Oh, I guess DM me on Instagram. That’s probably easiest, yeah. Is my email on the CUFF program? Weird. If it is, it’s probably mine, yes. Happy that you like Chris’s Andre song. I get it stuck in my head a lot. Part of the arrangement with Puce Mary to get her to do the score given our minimal financial resources was that she retains the rights to all of her music, so she would have to release it, I guess. Maybe she will? ** Corey, Hi, Corey. It says that paying for hotels in US for a week costs more than an international flight, or at least the lowish cost one we had to spring for. All I know about Abracadabra Rabbit is that it’s made by the company Scarefactory, who made a number of the best props in that post. You’re coming to the screening? Wow, wild. And cool. We’re figuring out our schedule right now, but ideally a coffee would be good. Let me see what the festival is asking of us pre-screening. I may have to give Mr. Trash Wheel a visit. Huh. Thanks! ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. Zac and I will be there, yes. Otherwise, the film will play in NYC, I’m just not sure when yet. So if it’s a hassle, it’s not curtains. ** Hugo, Howdy! Happy to spookify you and, well everyone. I’ve liked some of PTA’s films. I haven’t seen the new one. I think ‘Punch Drunk Love’ is my favorite thus far. The in-flight movies … let me see if I can remember. They don’t tend to stick. I saw ‘Sinners’, which wasn’t bad. I saw that last ‘Shazam’ movie, which wasn’t good whatsoever. Same for ‘Thunderbolts’ and ‘Captain America: Brave New World’. I forget the rest. Time passers, that’s all, basically. ** Steve, Hi, thanks. Yeah, I guess we either weren’t queer enough or experimental enough for MIX or something. No, I have no resources or storage space for those props, otherwise I would snap them up. Congrats on the lack of cockroaches. I think that’s happened in my place with mice. There used to be lots, but I think word might’ve gotten passed along that my apartment traps and exiles them. ** HaRpEr //, The coatrack is really nice, yeah. Almost subtle. Rejections just kind of define the turf, I think. I was eyeing the new Geese album. Okay, I’ll spring for it. Thank you! ** Darby🦇🦇, Hey, hey. And now you’ve followed me. We’re hooked. Obvious luck galore on the Halloween store. Whoever isn’t impressed by your new locs isn’t worth the trouble. Those vintage cameras are so exciting, or I guess I mean their imagined creations, although the cameras themselves are no doubt beauties. I played ‘The Dark Eye’! I might even still have it in dusty storage somewhere. ** Uday, Well, I’m at your disposal at least for a few days. Oh, for the wealth to buy those props. Capitalism sucks, although I guess the props wouldn’t exist as buyable objects if capitalism collapsed. I’ve been good, just busy with the usual. No, the film won’t play in NYC in December. I am participating in a reading there in December, but that’s it. Your professor knew Nina Simone, whoa! What a Halloween-appropriate thing for your friend to have done to you. When’s your first film club meeting, and what are you screening? ** Malik, Hi, Malik! Wow, you’re coming to the Baltimore screening! How great! For sure say hi, etc. It’ll be so cool to get to meet you. (I’ll be jet lagged, but I’ll perk up.) I know, if that hearse pop wasn’t 24k, my finger would be so on its trigger. Congrats on the publications! I’ll go find God’s Cruel Joke if it’s the last thing I do. Awesome! ** Eric C., Hi, Eric. Chicago is cool. I wish the ‘L’ didn’t move so slowly. That’s my only complaint. My only idea of Fargo is from the film, sadly. You have a film fest. Huh, maybe I’ll submit ‘RT’. You never know. Thank you for reading my things. And, yeah, let’s definitely hang when you’re over here. Do you know when? ** Nicholas., Hey. It is interesting to wake up in the morning and not have the blog there waiting for me to realise it, yes. But I do miss it too. And I don’t stop making posts whenever downtime is around even in other places. I’m relentless. You’re vlogging, nice! I’ll go catch up when, you know, this place is in its temporary resting spot shortly. I’m definitely going to start with ‘I was a PreTeen Pyschopath🤪🤠😅✅’, no surprise. Everyone, the lustrous Nicholas. has started vlogging under the moniker White Hot Room, and there’s just no way that’ thats not going to be awfully interesting, so please go join the array here. Sweet! As a little kid? I wanted to be a magician and then an actor until I figured out that I was just a writer and nothing more glamorous than that. ** ellie, Nice. Henry Flynt and in a location where you could smoke! Don’t stop the fun. ** Okay. I know you had to deal with the escorts only two posts ago, and now you’re faced with the slaves without the usual break in-between to take a breather, but time marches at its own pace, and the month’s over, and that’s how it goes. See you tomorrow.

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  1. Jack Skelley

    Take Me Down to Cooperstown — lit update from hellscape: A new anthology just published, edited by Blake Butler (author of ‘Molly’) & Ken Bauman. Title is YOU MAY NOW FAIL TO DESTROY ME. it includes new prose by me, plus peeps and perps such as Jim Ruland, Megan Boyle, Logan Berry, Charlene Elsby, Gabriel Hart. Subtitle is AMERICAN WRITERS ON THEIR MOST DANGEROUS BELIEFS, and the whole – as I read thru it – is subversively apt for our times. My piece is DAS NEUROKAPITAL. There’s a link to order PDF or paperback: https://failtodestroy.me/ I saw Amy read new verse — primo as ever –Saturday at Lily Lady’s monthly hang at El Cid on Sunset. Dang, sorry you won’t be here for Halloween… More soon… Jacktopolis Skelleyopolis

  2. Dominik

    Hi!!

    I wouldn’t expect anyone to guess, but my main obsession from “Arcane” is the character Silco. His younger version has, like, 1,5 minutes’ screen time, and that kicked off the obsession. Most of my hardcore obsessions come from unexpected places. 😀

    Excellent animatronic choices, obviously! Ah, and of course – the zombie boy! He was in very tight competition with “Kids Horde Attack.”

    Yeah, ThisGuyBehaves definitely seems like a boy worthy of worship, haha. Love is immature and irresponsible and has a terrible temper, Od.

  3. _Black_Acrylic

    Happy to say that I’m due to finish my 1st ever audiobook: Irvine Welsh – Skagboys has been a good choice. It’s a 2012 prequel to Trainspotting and is mostly told in a conversational style, so I have just been lying down in bed drifting away to stories of the Edinburgh junkie lifestyle. Cannot think of much other fiction that would be suitable for this format but I’m always open to suggestions.

    Going back to Gravity’s Rainbow shortly. Which is brilliant by the way, but I know that Pynchon is having a moment right now and is therefore something to keep quiet about.

  4. Malik

    I can gladly post God’s Cruel Joke to you here! It’s quickly become one of my favorite lit mags behind SCAB and others. Hopefully, this link format is the right one.

    And yes, I’d be glad to say hi and chat with you. Would it be your first time in Baltimore?

  5. julian

    Sometimes I wonder if one day I’ll see someone I know in one of these posts. I know that the pictures aren’t necessarily the same as the ones on the original profiles, so who knows, maybe I already have? There was an email with your name in it on the CUFF program, I just wasn’t sure if you had separate business and personal emails or multiple business emails or what. Let’s hope that Puce Mary releases the score. I could see myself listening to it while writing to help stimulate ideas. It would also be cool for the film version of “What Does the Weaving Do” to be released, not that Chris’s version isn’t equally great.

  6. Eric C.

    I’m thinking my 2026 trip to France/Switzerland will likely be late August to September. Ideally I’d like to spend three weeks or so. It seems like a good time to hopefully avoid tourist season, but also get some decent weather. Will totally reach out and see if schedules align!

    Best to you and yours!

  7. Misanthrope

    Dennis, It’d be kinda weird for you to be in my home state and I’m not there. Alex ain’t gotten nothing to do. Pretty sure he’s up for it. My only concern is parking, haha, but I can sort that.

  8. Carsten

    @Darby: I use “paganism” as the convenient catch-all term for the traditional sacred beliefs of societies across the world before the incursion of organized religion. This has nothing to do with playing dress-up & trying to recreate archaic rituals dug out of history books. Rather it’s a worldview, an outlook on things, an inner attitude: the recognition that there profound forces at work in the world (call them gods), & a life lived in tune with them. Honoring these forces can take on a ritualistic aspect, but mostly it’s a mental thing, a conscious relationship you cultivate. There are plenty of cultures out there who still practice their old ways in a long unbroken tradition & I’ve learned a great deal from them. Glad you’re digging into Buddhism too. Buddhism has taught me a lot as well—especially the Tibetan branch, which has so seamlessly incorporated the old shamanic traditions.

    @DC: Yeah bummer about my timing, cause I surely would’ve joined you for that Hof screening. But our paths will cross again eventually. Maybe a Spanish festival, & if not I’ll end up in Paris again before either of us know it.

    Do you stay alert during those in-flight blockbusters? I did that in the past sometimes, but only to put myself to sleep. It’s like that with TV for me too, 90% of it I find so dull it knocks me right out. Which is perfect for a long flight of course.

    Do you happen to know anyone over at BlazeVox? I remember you listing one of their recent publications as a mid-year favorite. I contacted them a while ago & never heard back & now I’m wondering whether they’re just busy or on the verge of shutting down as so many other cool publishers are.

  9. Steve

    Lots of daddy issues among these guys!

    “listing all the things I’m into is impossible because there’s so many infinite ways”- he hasn’t read Sade yet!

    The mice have stayed away from my apartment for the last 6 months. It hasn’t really gotten cold here yet – in fact, it’s still around 80 degrees mid-afternoon – but they tend to head for shelter off the street when it does.

    Tomorrow, I’m meeting with my parents’ bank to discuss closing out my mother’s IRA and savings account.

  10. HaRpEr //

    Hey. Queer Neo-Nazis are… I was going to say interesting, but they’re actually probably the least interesting people you can come across. It’s just plain ordinary attention seeking.
    I’m reminded of that gay nazi who killed himself and left cryptic videos on social media and set an audio file to go live on his website exactly one year after his death. The audio clip said something to the effect of ‘I am still alive’, but it was probably a morbid joke. His name was Sebastián Álvarez.

    Yeah, it’s easy for me to say sometimes that I’m losing interest in rock and then Geese or Cindy Lee come along and embody a lot of what I’ve always loved in rock music, and for some reason they feel like a breath of fresh air. That said, I don’t even know how to characterize what it is that I love about rock that I love.
    Unrelated, I was thinking of writing this ramble at some point for substack about why I like stupidity in music and how stupidity plus vision equals genius but then I didn’t realize what I was even talking about and I’m trying to figure out what I meant.

    I’m looking forward to ‘One Battle After Another’ being such a big Pynchon fan and liking what Anderson did with ‘Inherent Vice’. I don’t like ‘The Master’ as much as others seem to but the references to ‘V.’ were cool. I do actually like Anderson a lot though. ‘Vineland’ is probably Pynch’s weakest and most bloated in my opinion, so interesting source material for sure, and I’m happy that it’s not a normal adaptation.

  11. Nicholas.

    *Poof* Haha that one’s sorta ramble heavy and shifty as I try my best to be candid and honest haha! No lying on my channel! and Hum thats good you can tell every post is thorough and well researched/well written so that explains it but are they all planned out like you know exactly whats going up tomorrow cause you already did it or do you pull em out of a finished pile? also Magician = Writer as in both are in the field of creation and emotional manipulation so hey dreams com true and you can always write stories about being a magician now haha maybe thats your next book think about it. tired so short ttylxoxbrb

  12. Minet

    Hey dear friend

    Yeah, magazine was really fast and I’m glad they were. Got many messages calling it “historical” which is startling to hear but true, we really did something special there. Now trying to get some movement going with the book translations, but I’m sure there’s many steps ahead still.

    I’m feeling okay. Tired, honestly. Things can get heavy out of nowhere, I’m in that mid-20s space where I guess I’m supposed to survive and learn from all kinds of devastating shit and it turns out it’s definitely just as hard as they said it would be in all sorts of ways I couldn’t predict. Also different than surviving the devastating shit from before. What were you doing when you were 25? It’s strange cause I’ve always been somewhat precocious, against all odds. On my second book already and with a lot accomplished from the outside it would seem but everything is actually sooo fucking hard. I’m not one to whine but damn. I’ve even gone back to playing video games to cope. Now doing Shenmue. You know Shenmue? Dreamcast originally. Also binging Frederick Wiseman movies, you like him? Watched Juvenile Court recently and it’s now my favorite. Belfast, Maine too. His shit chills you out while always being so eerie, which is what chill actually is. Doing Meat tonight, I guess. I hope things get more peaceful and I meet some nice people for a change one of these days. Still got some haunted house darkness to wade through. The path can get so foggy.

    Sorry, that was depressing lol. How have you been doing? How was the trip?

    xoxo
    minet

  13. Stil

    Hey Dennis! Thank you for that great answer. Giving power to collaborators, especially actors, to form the characters and the story is really interesting to me. I love Richard Linklater’s “Before” trilogy, and the process he had with the two leads in developing and writing the films is so unique–it makes them feel really organic. They achieve an intimacy in those films that’s really beautiful to me, and it’s something that they probably couldn’t have done without that shared sense of power and responsibility in shaping the story, and the vulnerability they could express with one another because of that kind of collaboration. Also, you saying your films are non-judgmental is helping something click in my brain about “Room Temperature,” I’m gonna think on that…

    I love these escort profile posts, I’m losing it over ClowningAround! You really nail this kind of internet speech. I hope you’re enjoying your time to recoup before heading to Baltimore!

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