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4 books I read recently & loved … Cassandra Troyan Freedom & Prostitution, Edwin Stevens Seagulls, Stephanie LaCava The Superrationals, Joanna Koch The Wingspan of Severed Hands

 

‘I am a curious interlocutor wanting to watch and fervently consume everything to discover pinnacle moments in previously ignored spaces, and affective instability encountered through daily disturbances. My work develops out of a deep curiosity for uncovering situations of trauma in the everyday. To reveal the supposedly hidden structures of our desires by rendering visible how we find ourselves in relation to others. I like to focus on everyday spaces, places, and objects: the roads, architecture, furniture, or daily ephemera we pass by, touch, or live with on a daily basis as a way to investigate how the attention we give to the world, is the attention we return to each other. I demarcate these spaces for experience through exploration of myths, historical legacies, and cultural influence in site-specific projects as a means to re-organizing agency in the disorganization of daily life. I use this method as a cinematic framing device, and find inspiration through inhabiting and performing in highly charged personal spaces, everywhere from the bedroom to the suburban backyard, and creating tension by conflating the private with public realms. Who gets to have certain attachments and claims to history or culture?

‘Within this expansive web of knowledge I am drawn towards difficult, obscure, marginalized spaces in film, literature, philosophy, and music along with the artists and writers who engage with the production and consumption of this work. I seek to map new paths through the avant-garde cannon as an attempt to reclaim its vital impetus, rather than purely fetishizes the practices therein. As a desirous voyeur who wants to reanimate the most gorgeous impulses in the unlikeliest of places, I view myself as a trans-historical operator instigating an enlivened meshing of visual culture in everything from rap, popular culture, Gothic fetishism, 90s music videos, supernatural phenomenon, horror, and obscuring the lines between them.’ — Cassandra Troyan

 

Cassandra Troyan Site
CT’s blog
A Theory in Tears (ANNOTATIONS & CASES FOR FREEDOM & PROSTITUTION)
Cassandra Troyan @ goodreads
Buy ‘Freedom & Prostitution’

 

Cassandra Troyan Freedom & Prostitution
The Elephants

‘Cassandra Troyan is a writer and researcher whose work explores the intersections of gendered violence, radical histories of resistance, sex work, and capital. They are the author of several books and chapbooks of poetry, most recently KILL MANUAL (Artifice Books, 2014) and A Theory in Tears (Kenning Editions, 2016), and have presented, performed, or screened their work widely. They live in southern Sweden and teach creative/critical writing practices in the Department of Design at Linnaeus University.’ — The Elephants

‘Name the dead. Mourn the dead. Defend the dead. Sociality does not end at death. Cassandra Troyan’s Freedom & Prostitution asks survivors to avenge the dead by striking a blow to the patriarchal power structure that renders sex workers disposable. Here is a poetics of sex work against work, one that does not shirk from conflict but instead enters the scene of brutality to lay bare the violence that constitutes the category “woman.” By moving through that pain the poems are transformed into a guttural shriek that summons the chorus of insurrectionary whores to “strike from the sky.” Refusal takes the form of a swarm. To put it bluntly, this book makes me want to fuck shit up.’ — Jackie Wang

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87.4 13th March 2019 Cassandra Troyan


WHERE THE SUN NEVER SHINES, excerpt

 

 

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‘In a time of near instant possible exposure, it can feel surprising to experience the discovery of the out-of-leftfield musician. Though much of the money has been sucked out of the industry, there have never been more opportunities to create, produce and connect with an audience. Of course much of that is a myth and for every Youtube video that won over thousands of fans overnight, there are hundreds more artists still out there earnestly creating.

‘Wonderfully toiling away in his corners of Wales and Scotland, Edwin Stevens as Irma Vep might be Great Britain’s best kept modern secret. His latest album, Embarrassed Landscape mixes feelings of anxiety and assurance, depression and carefree ease – building and deconstructing over two to ten minutes, whatever that song needs. Just how good it is feels like a simultaneous confirmation of how rare – and at the same time everyday – great music is.’ — Off Shelf

Off Shelf: I hope you’re well in these frightening and uncertain times. How are you holding up?

Edwin Stevens: I’m doing fine, thank you. I hope you and yours are too! I’m pretty good at being by myself, I just worry for the people who aren’t.

OS: Are you under mandatory stay at home orders currently? I’m wondering if you’re writing any music in the midst of all of this and what you might be trying to get out musically.

ES: I guess, yeah, but the Tories aren’t helping by being super fucking weird and vague about it all. Me and Mattie have been staying home and watching films and cooking and that for a week or more now? Occasional bike ride but not going out or socialising or nothing. It’s weird.

 

Edwin Stevens/Irma Vep @ bandcamp
The Intrigue of Irma Vep
Edwin Stevens @ discogs
Edwin Stevens/Irma Vep @ allmusic
Buy ‘Seagulls’

 

Edwin Stevens Seagulls
Very Bon Books

‘A6, 270 pages, black and white printing, perfect bound with red handstamp image on the cover, edition of 100, 2020

‘A new major work from Glasgow’s Edwin Stevens. From behind the myth of musical outputs of Irma Vep, Yerba Mansa and countless other fine acts, Edwin has graced us with a piece of fiction which is stated as ‘NSFW’. Local regional stuff which is character driven, funny-not-funny- and funny again, add a little bit of dark. This comes extremely highly recommended. The first book from new Glasgow publisher Very Bon.’ — Good Press

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IRMA VEP – Standards (Official Video)


IRMA VEP – King Kong (Official Video)

 

 

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‘The Superrationals’ minimal plot is in some ways far less important than its structure, which plays fast and loose with time, certainty and perspective. Details, malleable as taffy, shift according to its mood. Narrators are not merely unreliable, but interchangeable: Gretchen, Mathilde’s best girlfriend, is another smart and skinny art-world chick with illustrious parentage, making the women difficult to tell apart. Both grow tired of their partners, bicker bitterly, make up in borderline-romantic ways and feel dwarfed by their family histories. When a character named Robert calls his love affair with Mathilde’s late, great editrix mother, Olympia, a ‘fantasy pas de deux’, he coins a phrase that is applicable not only to the relationship between Gretchen and Mathilde, but between Mathilde and the reader: since we read more about what she does and what she wears than what’s she’s actually thinking, we are left to guess the rest. As in David Lynch’s spooky and elliptical Mulholland Drive (2001), the Girl proves to be more emblematic than she is charismatic, illustrative of her gender more so than her actual self. Men are rarely called ‘mysterious’ because their thoughts and their opinions have for so long been the subject of all culture; women, frequently pegged as unknowable, remain so because it is easier for the consumer to devour them without the tiresome inconvenience of seeing them as people, flawed and needy and desirous.

‘Aside from its bitch-chorus of gallery girls, who speak in one voice and appear to share one mind, the novel’s wittiest conceit is its inclusion of various excerpts from Mathilde’s deliberately middling graduate thesis, on the subject of ‘Memory, Mannequins, and The Contemporary Reliquary An Exploration of the Unsaid, Unseen, Uncanny, Space, the In Between’ [sic]. ‘Success is found,’ she writes, riffing on Eve Babitz’s ideas about film stars, ‘when the projection of the audience can fit comfortably in the body of work or the pretty little body of the avatar.’ The Superrationals is certainly successful as a novel, both in its canny, uncanny figuring of a pretty little avatar and in its sly, slow-drip elucidation of its message through her academic paper.

‘In the last few pages of the novel, Mathilde is assaulted by one of the many men who finds her quietness and offbeat prettiness so captivating, a superior at work. ‘I get it, you’re a shy girl,’ he informs her, moments before unbuttoning his belt. Her blankness, previously her greatest asset, is mistaken for consent. It is the cruellest joke of all, an ingenious underscoring of an inconvenient truth: that the Platonic ideal of the young-girl heroine, much like an image in a magazine, is so inert and un-self-actualized that she’s incapable of saying no. The novel, already uncertain in its timeline, appears to return to its first page – a feedback loop that damns Mathilde to an eternity spent as someone else’s fantasy, an empty vessel for insertion.’ — Philippa Snow

 

Stephanie LaCava Site
Stephanie LaCava @ Twitter
 STEPHANIE LACAVA AND CHRIS KRAUS ON “THE SUPERRATIONALS”
Anagrams of Self
Buy ‘The Supernaturals’

 

Stephanie LaCava The Superrationals
Semiotext(e)

‘Over the course of a few days in the fall of 2015, the sophisticated and awkward, wry, and beautiful Mathilde upends her tidy world. She takes a short leave from her job at one of New York’s leading auction houses and follows her best friend Gretchen on an impromptu trip to Paris. While there, she confronts her late mother’s hidden life, attempts to rein in Gretchen’s encounters with an aloof and withholding sometime-boyfriend, and faces the traumatic loss of both her parents when she was a teenager.

‘Reeling between New York, Paris, Munich, London, and Berlin, The Superrationals is an erotic and darkly comic story about female friendship, set at the intersection between counterculture and the multimillion dollar art industry. Mathilde takes short, perceptive notes on artworks as a way to organize her own chaotic thoughts and life. Featuring a bitchy gossip chorus within a larger carousel of voices, The Superrationals coolly surveys the international art and media worlds while exploring game theory, the uncanny, and psychoanalysis. Written in the “Young Girl” tradition of Michelle Bernstein’s All The King’s Horses, Bernadette Corporation’s Reena Spaulings and Natasha Stagg’s Surveys, The Superrationals confronts the complexity of building narrative in life and on the page and the instability that lies at the heart of everything.’ — Semiotext(e)

Screenshots
from Garage

‘There’s a section in the novel where the main character, a girl named Mathilde, talks about her own writing, about having collected images, both pictures and scraps of text on her phone over the years. (“Sometimes they have been screen-shotted from the original, so that the time stamp of the digital file betrays its revisitation.”) She compares all the little squares to the childhood matching game Memory, but is careful to cite the difference: “these images do not match up objectively when laid on top of one another, rather they explain corollary phenomenon,” she says. “Gamer’s choice. Pick your story.”

‘It would be too easy to put together a grid of images of the art cited in the half-baked thesis that also runs throughout the story, a work in progress for Mathilde. Instead, here are [some] images that may have been found on her phone and some words on how they tell her story.’ — SLC

From Shuji Terayama’s film “Throw Away your Books, Rally in the Streets,” 1971
The spirited school girls here seem to be considering questions akin to the woman in the above painting. Still, they are protected by playing at adulthood while being part of a group. There’s an innocence to them and their sailor-like uniforms even though some have stripped off their shirts. I love the colors of this film too and its style, so saturated and quick.

Martin Kippenberger, “Dear Painter, Paint Me” (1977)
I love the knowing title of this painting, again about a kind of exchange, the promise of muse-dom?

Isabell Adjani shot by Hervé Guibert, 1980
This is one of many photographs taken by artist Hervé Guibert of his at one-time friend French actress Isabelle Adjani who he writes about in To the Friend Who Didn’t Save My Life. Another image from this series is on the cover of the book. They were taken in 1980, a year before Andrej Zulawski’s Possession came out. In the cult film, Adjani stars in as woman unraveling as she asks her husband for a divorce.

Still from Eric Rohmer’s “Conte de Printemps,” 1990
This picture makes me think of Mathilde and her best friend Gretchen when they go out to Saint Germain en Laye. Rohmer’s interest in looking at French life and sexual mores is echoed in parts of the novel.

Tina Aumont clipping on set, 1968
This is a picture of the actress on set of the film L’Urlo. The caption describes the plot of the film as “a girl takes off with a young man for a week before facing a conventional marriage—the ending is tragic.” Again, beautiful young actress in a story where her romantic desires lead to disaster. I saw another stock image of her once with one boot off, throwing her hair back and washing thigh-high stockinged feet in the fountain.

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An Extraordinary Theory of Objects by Stephanie LaCava


REALISM DEFICIENCY book trailer

 

 

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‘Stories, like hunger, drive us to fulfill them.

‘Outlining, researching, free-writing, and editing are tools we use to hunt for the story’s essence, but the joke’s on us. We’re constructing our own traps. We’re the prey. The story hunts and catches us.

‘I’ve become aware of the hunt as I’ve gained more experience writing. Story for me is more action than object. I want to go on a journey when I write, and the stories—the good ones—chase me out of my comfort zone.

‘I’m willing prey. I want them to come after me. I’m practically wearing a steak around my neck. …

‘Hunting started when pre-human primates on the African savanna left the trees. There’s a pretty good argument that hunting necessitated language because of the organizational and cooperative skills required to succeed. And by succeed, I mean not starve. Our ancestors had to compete with stronger, faster predators like hyenas and lions to survive.

‘Imagine planning a strategic group action without words. First, you might act out what you remember from the last hunt, or what you want to do in the next one. Then, you might draw pictures of your memories and plans to communicate them to others. These pictures and actions, and the noises you make while sharing them, become mutually accepted as specific names for things, and the development of language is off and running. Evolutionary magic.

‘I’m a bit romantic about it. I like to think the origin of all the arts (and religion) resides in the prehistoric drama of the hunt.

‘If story is the hunt, language is the weapon.’ — Joanna Koch

 

Joanna Koch Site
Joanna Koch @ Twitter
Joanna Koch @ goodreads
‘When Mona Lisa Speaks’
Preorder ‘The Wingspan of Severed Hands’

 

Joanna Koch The Wingspan of Severed Hands
Weirdpunkt Books

‘A world gone mad. Cities abandoned. Dreams invade waking minds. An invisible threat lures those who oppose its otherworldly violence to become acolytes of a nameless cult. As a teenage girl struggles for autonomy, a female weapons director in a secret research facility develops a living neuro-cognitive device that explodes into self-awareness. Discovering their hidden emotional bonds, all three unveil a common enemy through dissonant realities that intertwine in a cosmic battle across hallucinatory dreamscapes.

‘Time is the winning predator, and every moment spirals deeper into the heart of the beast.’ — Weirdpunkt Books

‘I’m awestruck by Joanna Koch’s nonstop spellbinding, almost paralyzingly inventive and yet propulsive, ultra-focused prose. The Wingspan of Severed Hands is a truly amazing find.’ — Dennis Cooper

‘Koch’s latest novella is what might have happened if Robert W. Chambers had been a surrealist with a penchant for body horror. A strange trip to Carcosa offered in thickly evocative language, The Wingspan of Severed Hands is a highly original hallucination.’ — Brian Evenson

Excerpt
from Fright Girl Autumn

Pink petal vomit, blue acid bile, bone ivory foam. The party thumped on the restroom wall while Adira sank in her stall. Convulsions came like clockwork, hours of labor that birthed tangible nothingness. An invisible entity emerged from Adira’s empty belly, stripping unnecessary flesh from inside. Something more than biological, it lingered in the yellow pall of the spotted dance-hall mirror, crept closer in the clenched anesthetic tingling that spread on her tongue.
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The angel revealed itself to Adira three hours after checking in at the hotel. Adira honeymooned alone with the toilet while the boy dozed off to porn. Emptied out, Adira’s gullet unburdened her. The opposite of feeding, she nurtured neither dragon nor mirror, but some innate, ineffable monster. Her body reversed, and a double formed from bloody mist. A red Hiroshima silhouette burned to life on the hotel bathroom wall.
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Adira divided. Angelic cells split inside her embryonic egg sac. Her double hatched: a nude, semi-transparent, red-tinted, skeleton girl. Shadows of bone haunted unfleshed holes within the figure’s outline. Suggestions of heart and vein pulsed first in silence, then in a soft murmur as rough sketches rendered substance under elastic skin. Arteries grew with slow deliberation, red roots seeking paths in dark soil, seedlings reaching high, craving light. The skull hung down with hair long and disheveled like Adira’s. Ankles crossed, toes hovering above the floor, arms bound behind her back, the twin’s shoulders sprouted enormous hands that spread open like owl wings. Fingers flared like feathers with open palms forward.
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Adira reached for the tips of the terrible fingers with her small, human hands, feet on tip-toes, arms spread. On contact, the double looked up. The skull sprouted flesh. Lips opened in a mute gasp. Adira flattened her breasts and belly against the double on the cool tile wall. Where she pressed her tongue, depth created a warm open mouth.
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More fullness erupted where Adira made contact. Vein, sinew, and skin wrapped the bones with life. The double clutched Adira with its powerful wings. Feathers threaded fingers, whispers wedded flesh. Twin tongues circled. The tile wall melted into a red silhouette seared into liquid with menstrual excess. Liquid sought liquid. Mouths and groins spiraled. In the morphology of their melded kiss, the wings slicked with gore and lost their grip. Adira fell to the floor. The bloody twin disintegrated; a myth of angel meat, an unstable presence, a quotient reached by imbalanced belief.
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The blood it left behind filled Adira with the rich, red, vibrant power of death. Red in every cell, hair thick and dripping dark; red in arms and thighs, in melted muscle and bone. Her dissipating liquid twin sloughed back into thought and left Adira alone with the blood and the boy. One hand in his boxers, the other on his slender chest, he dozed on the hotel bed. His lips lost their sneer when he was asleep.
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Adira climbed on top of the rapist and attacked with her mouth, copying his violence. The blood of twins poured onto the white hotel sheets. The boy struggled. She clamped him in her teeth. Slippery and stained, he was on top of her quickly, hands around her wrists, pinning her down. He didn’t care that she was awash in blood. He said it was time to teach her a lesson. The boy pushed Adira’s arms back and over her head and pressed his fingers down into her pale, putty-like flesh. Her arms squirmed like thick snakes, softer, softer. He crushed her wrists like wet clay.
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He squeezed. Her arms collapsed into stumps. Her hands hit the floor like dead fish.
Not screaming, silenced by shock, Adira heard nothing after the loud, sickening slap when her amputated hands fell off. Uncertain how to breathe, she struggled to see through the crawling static that clouded her vision.
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Behind the boy, wings spread. Monstrous hands opened wide, fleshy dragon wings that aimed an armory from the shoulders of a spatiotemporal anomaly. The angel-twin’s mouth hung slack. It dripped with yellow bile. An egg formed like a bubble in its mouth. The boy churned his cock inside Adira with his head thrown back. The egg dropped and cracked on the boy’s frontal lobe. His cranium fissured, and his spine split in half. Raw egg and boy innards slopped over Adira. Wings like hands closed over him as organs dropped out of the boy, bisected.
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When police responded to calls from the neighboring rooms, the boy was gone. They found the maimed girl unconscious in gore, and a snow angel of menstrual blood smeared on the bathroom wall.

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p.s. Hey. ** G, Hi Golnoosh. Oh, I’m so very sorry to hear that, my friend. It’s a rough time to be peaceful. While I’ve never been on meds, well, except antibiotics if that counts, I know lots of very good writers and artists who are on anti-anxiety drugs and/or antidepressants who flourish and seem to be doing great, art- and life-wise. I guess obviously it depends on the biology and the drug, but I know that it can be a positive thing. And you shouldn’t suffer, especially if relief is possibly as relatively ‘simple’ as a pill. It’s sad to hear you not feeling vibrant and excited. I hope all of that can get sorted for you in the best possible way. I’m happy to talk anytime you want. Love from wintery Paris and less wintery me. ** David Ehrenstein, Bug chasing is still around and still cult popular at least among the slave/master set, maybe even more so now that Prep has made it more fantasy based, that I can tell you. ** Milk, My pleasure, Milk. Very happy you like his work. ** Lawson Desrochers, Hi, Lawson. Welcome to here. It’s a pleasure. Well, I made that post some years ago, and I think that text I co-opted must’ve been way out of date even then, so I guess that explains it because, yeah, Raymond is no spring chicken. Thanks for coming in. Please do so again anytime. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. I agree very, very much that his videos are great and very underknown. ** Misanthrope, We did have some fine blog dinners there, or I thought they were fine. Or I mean I even thought the food was fine. If I were a billionaire, I’d throw some serious green at your body too. Wow, that sounded weird. From a respectful distance, I mean. Get that shit sucked out. Jeez, that sounded weird too. Well, well, well, I must say I figured there had to be the opposite of a silver lining to David’s newfound adultiness. At least those probs are solvable. Happy b’day to your mom a bit of advance. She’s really hanging in there. That’s something, that’s awesome. ** Bill, I’ve got no small number of them too, no surprise. In LA. Yes, that’s quite a very cool Colquhoun piece. Now I’m really on it. I need to go check the updates in my local illegal site’s horror section. ** Brian O’Connell, Hi, Brian. Glad you liked the Pettibon, I think he’s a seriously great artist. Mm, I can see why someone would compare ‘HotW’ to a horror movie in his context, yes. Its very him, but also a bit of an outlier. And short: only an hour long, if I remember. My least favourite Bergman is everybody’s big fave — ‘The Seventh Seal’ — basically for the reasons you mentioned. I found it really heavy handed. Well, please pass along to your brother that I highly approve of his list too, and all of his faves are high on my faves list as well. I don’t know if it works for everyone, but I learned and still learn a lot about how to structure narrative and use spacial stuff in my fiction from video games. I even wrote a novel largely based inside a video game: “God Jr.’ It’s a pretty incredible medium, but you have to enjoy the fiddling and hunting and bashing and general very time consuming nature of it. My Tuesday wasn’t bad. It’s getting more and more like winter here, and for me that’s a huge bonus. Enjoy Wednesday’s booty. ** Okay. As you already know if you’ve reached all the way down here, I’m recommending 4 books I read recently and liked a whole hell of a lot. Check them. See you tomorrow.

“Young guy looking to get mummified, starved and waterboarded for being gay. Yes I’m into old men. I have a thing for germans.”

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PlsBreakMeIBegYouToBreakMe, 19
Hello everyone. my name is vomit. Even though i am straight and only attracted to females, i have, at this point in my pathetic existence, realized that i can be good at something for the first time in life by providing pleasure for extreme sadists, by being a no-limits meat for the most extreme of activities like permanent damage and mutilation. i am working on having no opinions, no thoughts. i will simply show up–period. Then you can toss what’s left of me out like a piece of garbage without guilt, consequences or limits.

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PlsBreakMeIBegYouToBreakMe (Owner) – Nov 13, 2020
i’m 19 but i’m not an idiot.

michaeldom01 – Nov. 13, 2020
Sorry to disappoint you vomit but I am a proponent master of honest dynamics. What I mean by this is I, personally, am only interested in pushing a sub’s limits in a positive, beneficial manner. Most of what you would benefit from me are: less neurotic, more extroverted, more conscientious, less rejection-sensitive.

PlsBreakMeIBegYouToBreakMe (Owner) – Nov 13, 2020
i have found that men who hate me enjoy their time with me the most.

 

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oksureyeah, 21
I love big fat perverse unscrupulous juicy dick to suck on. Want a gay relationship and someone to meet up with so I can suck on their cock. I also want their phone numbers so I can call them and meet up regularly to suck their cocks. Be taller I like that shit.

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oksureyeah (Owner) – Nov 8, 2020
I am hoping to find a gay who can accommodate possibly with a small single spare room.
This paragraph I must point out he needs a very big horny cock.
The picture is of me taken when I used to have a GF but now I just stay with her and sleep on my own single bed.
She has moved on and is fully aware that I’m gay, but we remain good friends. I have moved away 3 times but she lets me back to stay until I can find another gay to suck.
You have nothing to loose other than to find out if you’re who I can suck.

suddenlyhappend – Nov 4, 2020
not all that hot and overly enthusiastic

 

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Tommy, 22
hi everyone, i am a straight guy who likes amputee fetish and cast fetish. I currently like to have my right leg cast, although I’m actually looking for someone who can operate on me to have my right leg amputated in the groin. If anyone knows who practices these operations in Italy or abroad, but still in Europe, contact me.

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Tommy (Owner) – Nov 25, 2020
I’m UGLY. Disclaimer. But i can wear a mask or bag.

Tommy (Owner) – Nov 25, 2020
I’m 99% sure i’m sane.


 

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🦌, 18
Looking to move in right away. I don’t drive, crashing at my parents apartment at the moment, please be able to pick me up quickly, I just need ten minutes to pack my shit. Contientious rational atheist here not into religion. I want to be monogamous and get anally ruined at least twice a day. I have limits but But don’t know what they are cause I want more.

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🦌 (Owner) – Nov 9, 2020
Further self-discoveries (thank you!):
-You don’t have to shower, I’ll clean you.
-If you want me to dress as a girl, and also if you want to change me through medical operations into a real girl, I am ready for it.
-Being fed shit is the most intimate and love making act one can do.
-I love you all❤

Jah45 – Nov 6, 2020
I know we are all into some messed up dumbasses on here.. but he is a quinntessential idiot.

🦌 (Owner) – Nov 3, 2020
Fun fact: 🦌 “Bambi” was a nickname given to me by a group of 🇩🇪 German sadists who kidnapped and raped me while I was backpacking with my parents across the 🇺🇲 United States over 10 years ago.

🦌 (Owner) – Nov 2, 2020
I have recently discovered about myself (thanks to some of you):
-I love to be locked up for extended periods of time and not know how much time has passed or what day it is.
-I am really into torture and would consider myself a huge masochist.
-I now consider myself straight but I suppose my true sexuality is slave.




 

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ifuckedmywholelifeup, 19
Young boy wants to join the skinhead subculture. Looking foor a dad type skinhead that wants to make a perfect skinhead out of me – if he has survived the pandemic! Nothing short of murder is too crazy!

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Comments

ifuckedmywholelifeup (Owner) – Nov 11, 2020
Fuck it, who wants to meet up and 🌿 and netflix?

rapist321 – Nov 7, 2020
If you ever get bored of porn
and you want to kidnap this boy
and take him home and tie him up
and film people raping him
there’s nothing stopping you

analysis – Nov 1, 2020
3 skin lads and i gang banged him last night until he farted a lot of large emounts of thick loads of warm gooey hot cum out his gaped open gay asshole

ifuckedmywholelifeup (Owner) – Oct 29, 2020
I’m not homeless, I have an intense stressful job. Need counseling, yes really, I know what I need. Apparently I am a total nightmare to work with, and am not liked.

ItsmeBigBoss – Oct 29, 2020
Homeless
Smokes cigarettes and weed all day
God loving Christian

 

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newphonewhoisthis, 22
Looking for a bull to fuck the hell out of me loudly while my partner is in the other room. He is really into humiliation and wants a guy to fuck me like a beast as a way to belittle him. The ideal guy would want to top me roughly and noisily at length and be able to make him feel like a pathetic cuck. He has a small cock and enjoys feeling like he can’t give me the pleasure I desire.

Comments

Pleaseaskforaphoto – Nov 21, 2020
i am the partner of newphonewhoisthis . he is a demon from the ninth circle . he needs complete and absolute destruction for his sins . there is no forgiveness for his mistakes , just eternal damnation and pain beyond pain ..

newphonewhoisthis (Owner) – Nov 3, 2020
OK things have changed. I am now serving my partner 24/7 as a sexual and domestic slave, and he wants me to find help to castrate me. We hope to find someone who can assist with this necessary next step in my life. He is also very interested in me becoming a eunuch or nullo bottom slave whore if he decides it pleases him. One month ago, my partner took me to Mexico to inject my balls and cock with something to make them dead weight and make me a permanent bottom. Please reach out if you’re able to castrate me or maybe worse.

 

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Fistmeim14, 18
Im a 14 yo fisting bottom looking for 15-35 yo’s to stretch my hole to infinity and conquer the world.

Comments

Wittyname16 – Nov 14, 2020
I’m 16 and just obsessed with ass. Seeing an ass gape is like my heaven. I’m so tired of jerking off. I hate being a virgin!

davisfamily8 – Nov 10, 2020
Im pretty lit and if we are hanging out we would be laughing our asses off.😂

Novembergetsmehorny – Nov 10, 2020
Ik its weird,but , i need a pic of yr ass cuz i made a bet with my bff, plz help me 🙃

 

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Straightlikeanoodle, 21
This is like super weird to even describe the phase I go through every freaking month. I am hoping that any Dom here might have some insight into this, so please do share it with me without any hesitation.

The issue that I wanted to discuss is that I am not a gay person. Or am I? I am not sure about it. I am a person who will masturbate 3-4 times a day watching gay porn when I get insatiably horny and sometimes I would go weeks without jerking off, thinking why the hell am I attracted to dicks in the first place. This issue has been with me for almost 2 years now and I am no where near to it’s solution. What makes the matter worse is that I am a virgin, never slept with any men or women. So I won’t be getting answers that way anytime soon. That’s why I am here, hoping that any Dom can help me understand the problem and how I can deal with this.
Thank you for reading my profile.

Comments

TheMagus – Nov 22, 2020

electrocbtpig – Nov 20, 2020
I want to see you scream as the sweat drips down your face

holecumslutneeded – Nov 18, 2020
you gay and you need fucked very hard

ThickDickGuy🍆💦 – Nov 18, 2020
Lemme tear that apart



 

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realgrandfatherandgrandson, 18
Kinky real biological granddad and grandson looking for a third
Granddad can spend hours having his mouth used to spit into
Grandson loves being choked while he’s dragged across the floor
Both love slaps kicks punches and that kind of banter

Comments

c_oppe_r – Nov 7, 2020
See you tomorrow in the hotel, then in the basement!!!!!XXX

Leonardo669 – Nov 3, 2020
Karl Lagerfeld & Tina Turner 💃

johnnyq – Nov 1, 2020
These two are not behind the profile. They are unwilling participants. The perpetrator is the son/father. He is present for the meeting and is enacting some kind of Muslim interfamily punishment on them. Don’t ask him for sex with the grandson. I did and almost got myself killed.



 

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thewayyouroar, 21
A simp for tops, born in the motherland grew up in Ireland. Essentially a functioning alcoholic who’ll die from alcohol poisoning soon, till then let’s make it worth it.

(Deleted my old profile and recreated a new one, didn’t like how it looked or how depressing it was)

Comments

ProjectX8400 – Nov 22, 2020
Yes, i’m old, Yes i’m ugly, Yes, i’m horny, Yes i’m sadistic, Yes i have a large cop fetish….Yes i want to you to live as my prisoner 24/7. Yes you can keep drinking yourself to death.

thewayyouroar (Owner) – Nov 19, 2020
I’m not picky (like a lot of people cough cough).

neworleans – Nov 17, 2020
His skin is hella more weird yellow color than the pic would suggest.

thewayyouroar (Owner) – Nov 12, 2020
“Brain, what are we gonna do today?” Brain: “The same thing we do every day.”

 

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ARDENTPREY, 22
FOR SALE TAKE AWAY 25000(euro) OR HOURLY RENT ON PROPERTY (ASK PRICE) CALL Mr TRELCAULT ARNAUD 45300 PITHIVIERS 06.02.59.58.95 DIRECT MAIL pathologue.86@gmail.com

VERY WELL ASSEMBLED AMERICAN FEMBOY 22 YRS REAL MASO WITH NO LIMITS – FOR SUFFERING, TORTURE, YOURS, TO USE, TO DESTROY

CBT PLAN, PROBES – CANDLE – CLOPS – BURN – BLOWS – ELONGATION – TORSION – GRINDING – ELECTRO – SERUM IN THE BALLS – ALCOHOL IN URETRE – NEEDLES AND OTHER EXTREME SEVICES

GOOD HOLES FOR COCKS, PUMP, JUICE MOUTH, URO, GAVAGE, PUNCTURE, RAPE, DOUBLE SODO, FIST BUT VIOLENT, TRASH, DEPRAVE, SLAUGHTERED, AND OTHER PUSSY BREAKING

GOOD FOR GUYS WHO WOULD LIKE TO BUST HIS ASSHOLE MUSCLES AND TAKE CARE OF A LARGE NO LIMIT PUNCTURE, WORK IT WELL AND TORTURE AND HAVE EQUIPMENT TO DESTROY THE CHEEKS.

POSSIBLE FOR SEVERAL SADICS WHO WANT TO TAKE CARE OF HIM FULLY WITHOUT MERCY, WITHOUT SOUL STATE, WHO HAVE NO LIMITS, WHO LOVE TO HURT, VERY BAD, WITH EQUIPMENT TO TAKE HIM DOWN

Comments

ARDENTPREY (Owner) – Nov 24, 2020
TO DEATH WITH BAD PEOPLE !!!

ARDENTPREY (Owner) – Nov 15, 2020
YES HE IS NOT CHEAP, I THINK RICH IS BETTER THAN POOR, YES I AM SUPERFICIAL


 

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Brainwashed_slave, 21
He was a gorgeous illegal Mexican, I would guess 21 or 22, looking for day labor construction work in the parking lot of my local Lowe’s, but now he is hypnotized and brainwashed until his identity/ego is completely destroyed so he can be rebuilt as a 100% faggot slave. I beleive he would be a great addition to your life as an object of pure use.

Comments

meatslaves – Nov 20, 2020
Interested parties should contact Slave Market Auction Farm


 

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torturetom, 18
Young guy looking to get mummified, starved and waterboarded for being gay. Yes I’m into old men. I have a thing for germans.

Comments

Anonymous – Nov 6, 2020
your bathroom looks like mine. Omg!

 

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Scarecrow, 19
Scarecrow ready for full use no limit use fix me up permanently in your field of crops to keep the birds ects off .
I will be your scarecrow stuff me with straw permanent fixed to a frame with arms out mouth sealed up ects

Comments

Anonymous – Nov 20, 2020
I’m sad.

 

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withouthesitation, 20
20 years, very little experience in both gay sex and BDSM
i am not unemployed or student i have a steady job as a worker at Terminal Bahia Las Minas
i always had sex with girls but june 2020 drunk i had sex for the first time with a man,
it was violent sex, very painful, humiliating, the next day I was terrified, scared, I decided that I would never do something like this again in my life, but even if I repeated it to myself every day every night I would go back to thinking about it and I had erections and nocturnal sperm loss.
after three weeks he called me back and despite all my good intentions not to do anything of the kind again, I returned to him.
the second time was much worse than the first time, for two weeks I had to hide the marks he left on me before they fucked, two weeks of telling myself that I was a jerk, crazy and sick, that that was the last time I did a similar bullshit.
AND THEN HE CALLED ME AGAIN, and I dickhead, invertebrate, went back to his door.
there have been other calls and after three months spent with him he left Panama but i have changed i can no longer have sex with girls and i can only get aroused by masturbating thinking about what i did with him.
Now I repeat to myself that over time it will pass but it is not passing on the contrary it gets worse, I do not sleep at night, I am always nervous, I have a violent reaction to any idiocy, I cannot concentrate on anything, I am always distracted, it seems to me to be a lived animal always in a cage who has tried freedom for some time and is now back in the cage.
I’m looking for someone who wants to point me on the right path, who makes me who I am meant to be, who I still struggle to write, a submissive perverted animal.

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logangayartist – Nov 2, 2020
I want to draw you.

French homoerotic artist who finds daily inspiration in the twink slave subculture. My characters are mostly lithe, slim, pretty faced (like you!) rocking their asses, bruises, open mouths, and puny cocks. They also feature extensive demeaning body writing and are heavily restrained, oftentimes wearing full body bondage and hoods. Whether muscled or thin as rails, my boys proudly represent the fantasy world of sexual freedom and filthy desires with every artwork. Evoking erotic arousal and opening one’s mind towards BDSM practices is one of the key aspects of my artistic expression.

Type of artwork: Indian-inked pen and pencil on paper



 

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Justcuminme, 18
I am not allowed to say what I am looking for here … but Im am a such a whore – I am so cheap – I am trying to 🅿️🅰️Y my rent come I will explain everything to you 🥰🥵

Comments

Anonymous – Nov 21, 2020
I did not regret my big cock in you. You are serious.

dontwannaknow – Nov 18, 2020
We got drunk, argued about drag race and then I fucked him and took a lot of photos I’m going to post on my Patreon for $100. It was an awesome night.



 

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JockSlave19, 19
I need to lose all agency over my life.

I realized a while ago that it’s my destiny to serve a Superior Man. Yes, I’m a straight gorgeous jacked jock. But mentally I’m pathetic.

I want and need to be a himbo. Get in my brain and destroy me.

I’ve been like this for 6 fucking weeks.

Comments

JockSlave19 (Owner) – Nov 17, 2020
I am now SpikeTheTyke, and I wear diapers.

HorseHungHans – Nov 9, 2020
I am 14″ deep in his hole right now. How are you doing today?

member12 – Nov 2, 2020
A noose around his neck really does it for him. As he rose to his tip toes, I attached his balls to the ground making him choose between air or his balls. Then I whipped him thoroughly front and back and told him how worthless he was trying to get his noose off with his arms tied behind his back until he came like a firehose.

imfat – Oct 30, 2020
I made him clean my asshole with his mouth and tell me it’s what he was born for I raped him I hit him with my fist in his slave face with my strong fist

Cursed – Oct 24, 2020
Masc acting but only until the jock garb comes off then he was so inferior to me and I reminded him of that, while he licked the lower half of my body.



 

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xxFxckMeOrMyLifexx, 24
Sand monkey knee-bender here to show HHonor in Respect to the only Maϟϟter it will ever.

A kkunt for Maϟϟter’s seed, and a Arab hide for Maϟϟter to hit, whip, burn and cut.

I has the body of MMA and Ju Jitsu fighter and the angelic beauty of a woman.

Maϟϟter’s regimen for it need never be disclosed.

It will always drop everything to come to you crawling and leave with a limp.

Comments

worseandworse – Nov 8, 2020
now in full captivity,transformation from human to object,it

xxFxckMeOrMyLifexx (Owner) – Nov 6, 2020
None I trust You will take good care of me.

worseandworse – Nov 6, 2020
limits?

xxFxckMeOrMyLifexx (Owner) – Nov 4, 2020
Also ready to grow a mustache if instructed.

 

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exitum, 20
is seeking to offer this pathetic thing that lives with me for extreme slavery to brutal Master with no mercy who can take it and dehumanize it in HIS basement with no return to society. have given up on any ideals about romantic gay love and marriage with it. is seeking for it to disappear from this society and end its life on this earth as a slave and prisoner.

Comments

exitum (Owner) – Nov 12, 2020
i see it serving evil, sadistic, perverted characters Like “The Riddler” “Catwoman” “Bookworm” in 1960’s Batman series but it can work with almost any body so long as the personality is repulsive.

slaveBilly – Nov 11, 2020
I regret ever meeting you

exitum (Owner) – Nov 11, 2020
it was a jock throughout high school and was with some of the hottest chicks in the past. i can tell you more about its good old days in private.

 

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chlorohypnodrugme, 20
+u
total bareback bottom zombie.
3 or 4 months, early 2021, will be fucking my way around vic, nsw, and s.e qld … on the hunt for any and all hypnotising, drug supplying total tops.
no one gets refused … ever. no matter how out of it you get me and long you fuck or how rough you and your mates get … and for FREE!

coming new years resolution : progressing towards as fuckable a state as possible.

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DevilsDraw97 – Nov 17, 2020
Bit of a long shot but I’d love to dose you with a chemical that slows down your sense of time so that one second feels like ten thousand years, dose you with a second chemical that amplifies all nerve sensitivity by a power of one hundred thousand, dose you with a third chemical that slows down the aging process so that you only age one second every one hundred years, then melt down glass and pipe it into your urethra while fucking you in the ass with a spiked bat set on fire, as I hang you with electrified barbed wire and inject a constant IV drip of concentrated salvia, datura, and LSD into your bloodstream for the next million years.



 

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username___, 20
I WANT TO BE THE DEVILS PIG!
WHIP THE DEVIL OUT OF ME!!!!
but keep in mind I have a girlfriend and she will want to meet you and hang out with us.

Also looking in Los Ángeles for a fucked up white dude to give me my first really short hair cut then take me out on a hike or to the beach.

Comments

GayManBigCock – Nov 10, 2020
Bring a syringe.

iBearU – Nov 5, 2020
Don’t fall in love with him, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.

 

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aslavecallednobody, 19
I am kind of young man that like man that date only one person if you can do that with me then we will have more time to concentrate on each other but let me know if you have anyone you are dating presently or if there is anyone you are seeing please tell me because i want this relationship we are trying to build with each other to be honest with each other please am pleading because i am very scared of getting hurt again.

Comments

Schmo718 – Nov 14, 2020
It’s been over a year since I was with you.
-I miss your nice tight delicious spankable ass.
-I miss the passionate kisses. Feeling of your tender lips and driving tongue invade my mouth.
-Having my big arms around you; consuming you, And drawing you closer, the feel gripping your ass as we embrace our naked bodies.
-My manly hands directing you to the floor as you drop to your knees.
-Taking my Manhood into your eager mouth and gently messaging every inch with your tongue and throat. Only looking up at me briefly to see my approval, as my hands hold your head, continuing to please my Hard Cock as you struggle to accept my meaty thick shaft.
-Licking and suck on my full sack and heavy balls as my hands grip your silky ass cheeks.
-Listening to my demands and obeying by bending over for me as I warm up your ass with my hands and belt.
-Feeling my thick fingers push deep inside your tight hole opens you up. My long tongue diving inside your awaiting boypussy, Driving you wild as I eat you out and lube you up for my soon incoming onslaught.
-My hands and tongue tease your small cock as my fingers work deeper inside you
-My Thick head of my Cock push against your tight hole, slowly stretching it open as My manhood penetrates your wet warm insides.
-My Thickness filling you whole as I push deeper-Engulfing you as my heavy strong body falls on top of you.
-Your legs spread wider and wrap around your body as I watch your lustfull eyes dive into my soul, causing me to need your kiss and embrace, But My strong hands hold your hands still above your head making you stretch painfully to reach my mouth.
-My throbbing Cock retracts as you feel the empty void leaving your body; Then quickly plunges back deeper, opening your tight canal, Causing the air to rush out of your mouth as My mouth covers yours- making you moan into my mouth as we kiss deeply.
-My hips driving my cock deeper and faster as I Fucks you Hard- Owning your Hole – taking over your body with every Thrust.
-Your hands finally released as you grab my ass and help push me Fuck you deeper.
-My body tenses and my muscles tighten as My engorged Manhood drives harder and faster.
-Your cock explodes onto My stomach, as My Cock Blasts inside you and fills your pussy with my cum- Breeding My boy.

If your interested in getting back together Let me know – know that i am married now and this will be occasional discreet encounters.



 

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Roughslut666, 24
Into anything extreme, twisted, violent and perverted. No limits at all. None. Zero.

Brutal scenes, pain, blood, body mods, broken bones, maiming, breath control, brain death, 666

Okay with being killed if there is someone around who thinks they are up to the job.

Excuse the sexy pics. It knows it is a meaningless object, but a boy has to put itself through college somehow.

Comments

Roughslut666 (Owner) – Nov 8, 2020
Bit of a quirk but I’m only into ass sex if I’m dosed, tied up and taken to an abandoned building and it happens there.

creditcardinfopliz – Nov 6, 2020
like 80% of 5th gradurs in Norway have watched a snuff video i read that in an article 1 year ago

Summers – Nov 6, 2020
Funnily enough, I told my son by accident. We were chatting online, the subject of people being decapitated came up (I forget how exactly), he said “beheading, so hot” or something, I agreed, he said it was a sarcastic comment and wondered if I was being serious. I was honestly worried about rejection, but when I told him my biggest fantasy was to decapitate a cute boy he took it quite well, and it honestly felt great to get it off my chest.

icecubeeee – Nov 6, 2020
Yeah. My boyfriend got annoyed when I tilted my phone when I was looking at a fake snuff photo so I just ended up showing him.
“I dont care about whats in your phone just show me the photo”
“I have porn in my camera roll”
“I don’t care”
“Its snuff porn”
“Really? can I see?”
He seemed a bit weirded out by it but he didn’t ask again after I showed him. I don’t think he minds that I look at it. He’s pretty open minded and we’ve talked about choking in the past but this was never brought up again. It was fake snuff but still.

PMMEDANCE – Nov 6, 2020
Yup, told it to my best friend, he told me it was alright cause he liked scat. So we didn’t judge each other. We still joke about it though

Grimskard – Nov 6, 2020
I’m aware of how fucked up it is that I’m jacking off imagining this guy getting killed, so I have a question: has anyone here who feels the way I do ever talked about this kink to someone they knew in person? And how did they react?



 

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TH3SLUT, 18
“Give me everything you got, for this wet-ass pussy💅 💸💸💵💵”

Hi, I’m Andy but call me AndySugarbabyboy. I’m a Pisces and a pothead, and I need money💅💸🍀

I’m a virging so lets make a licitation … who will offer more for this pussy 😋 Believe me I’m addictes.

Daddy let me tell you! I guarantee I am smooth and young and single, and you will nut out!

Comments

Leon___18 – Nov 22, 2020
Send me nude, I horny .

TH3SLUT (Owner) – Nov 20, 2020
Ok weird someone 👹here recently paid to hypno me (〠_〠), anyway i decided I really want to be brainwashed 😵by a stranger, would love to be in a haze 🌀🌀🌀most of the time and forget to cum. Mind flaying is what I need 🤯. If you are interested, change my life and break my brain 💣🧠●~*😈💦

AndyPutney – Nov 14, 2020
I hate your “hey. Hey. What’s up. Not much” bs.

TH3SLUT (Owner) – Nov 11, 2020
Also I would love to scat in someone’s mouth free of charge.

Bored2Death – Nov 9, 2020
You look like you’ll be a 5 star bottom … just sayin’ 😉

 

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druggedandraped, 23
Me: boy next door. Innocent looking. Science nerd.

You: dominant. Sadistic. No guilt.

Kidnapped, drug me, tie me, gag me, and rape me. Cock, huge dildos. Fists. No safe word.

Fist rape is the most intense, but I’ll take any rape.

Comments

druggedandraped (Owner) – Nov 13, 2020
Also I work in Clinical Trials so I’m your best bet at fighting COVID.

druggedandraped (Owner) – Nov 13, 2020
I also like watching the sunset and playing solemn music.

druggedandraped (Owner) – Nov 13, 2020
Ok but smoking weed before would be nice.

Needlesthroughdick – Nov 13, 2020
I like your dick. I’m looking to put needles through it.

OrgasmControlSwitch – Nov 12, 2020
looks especially hot in…
+latex & rubber catsuit with mask
+kigurumi
+onesie
+jumpsuit
+sweatsuit
+spiderman morphsuit
+shiny nylon downjackets, -pants
+denim overals
+shiny nylon trackies & windbreaker
+bicycle gear
+motocross gear
+snowboard pants
+wrestling singlet
+shiny nylon boxershorts

druggedandraped (Owner) – Nov 1, 2020
I am as confused as it gets. One of my sisters may have seen this profile by accident so I deleted it yesterday and here I am ALREADY which shows how addicted I am.



 

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NakedFoodExperience, 19
A smart, young and charming lad offering a different type of non-sexual experience for you during this wonderful lockdown.

What I offer:
Private Chef services for dinners 1 on 1 (you and me) or dinner parties up to 20 persons. A multi-course experience with a welcome cocktail and wine pairing, naked if wanted, until we all get fairly tipsy, menu to be defined in advance.

P.S. For any type of experience you choose I can be naked, but I don’t do anything sexual! But yes I do have a cute ass, however it’s just for watching.




 

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TaintedGravity, 18
My name is michael
Im passionate about what I am doing especially volleyball
Im here to practice bjs on someone
Im single
Im only attracted to men over 45 who are fat and hairy
I don’t know maybe something else

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Anonymous – Oct 31, 2020

Selectiveharddom – Oct 26, 2020
Looking for a live in boy to make my life easier. Very picky. I don’t care what you do in your off time. We’ll make a schedule for you where you get 20 or so hours a week to yourself. Otherwise you are having sex with me. You’ll pay rent and live in a guest room in the basement. I’ll monitor you 24/7 with a camera. I’ll have monitoring access to your phone. When my friends are over you’ll be locked in your cage. Depending on what friends I have over, they may eventually use your mouth or ass. Or you may be ignored for hours. At least a one year commitment given rent.

grabandgo – Oct 21, 2020
idk why i’m even bothering but i kinda have a fantasy where i skin a boy in warm and sterile room so neither hypothermia nor infection kills him then once i’m bored pour salt on him to kill him like a snail if you want to help with that

behemoth9 – Oct 14, 2020
You will be a smoker. You will be made to smoke Marlboro Reds and cigars and a lot. Dont waste both our times if you are not a smoker. If you do want to learn thats fine but you will be expected to smoke a lot so bear that in mind – it is non negotiable! Also I dont send money nor care about ur sick grandma. To sum up, HEAVY SMOKING reds and cigars, ASHTRAY – eg your mouth or hole, you provide a picture taken today of you smoking with clamps on your nipples, FORCED SMOKING.



 

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rockthehole, 20
I was traveling around and got stuck here in Belgrade because of the virus. If you are going to ask me, how do I like it here. It’s relaxing here, Many nice people, I visited many different and beautiful places. But the gay community is really weird, people are scared and not mean enough, many boring and miserable guys are trying to drag me down.

I really don’t want to say these but it’s really necessary to make it clear since it’s really hard to meet someone normal here. I don’t send meaningless dick pics. If you want to see dicks why can’t you just check onlyfans, their dicks look much better than mine. My asset is somewhere in that word I just typed.

Comments

EdgeVB – Nov 9, 2020
he’s got a prince Albert 10mm which i wanna keep as a Bug

rockthehole (Owner) – Nov 5, 2020
Keep in mind I am the whitest of guys and the most boring of boring white guys and I’m only into guys of other colors, black (or brown), peach, yellow, even whitish but not as white as me!

Anonymous – Nov 2, 2020
A message to be published in the face of time and with no hope of an answer, and then life did the rest … I had a great time with him, he was perfect from start to finish … and he loves himself Fist him …. ❤️



 

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godsnectar, 24
Looking for the ultimate and final HIV-Poz-Fuck as quickly as possible If you don’t have a high viral load and the convo doesn’t start with hello you’d look beautiful dead or something similar it won’t work

Formerly twink porn star Logan Stone

Comments

Anonymous – Nov 11, 2020
“Formerly” is putting it mildly.

godsnectar (Owner) – Nov 11, 2020
If you want me to cum my orgasm must be really unpleasant and ruined. Whether I need to be gagged, hypnotized/drugged, estimmed, etc. my cumming must be a real disturbing mind fuck for me where I crave the orgasm and dread the release.

 

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Autassassinophilia, 19
GOOGLE MY NAME FIRST

Comments

Autassassinophilia (Owner) – Nov 24, 2020
If you’re reading this, I’m deceased.

Autassassinophilia (Owner) – Nov 10, 2020
When someone is covered in blood it makes them 10x more attractive, this is a fact

evilvillain123456789 – Nov 10, 2020
What if I hurt and killed you? What then?

Autassassinophilia (Owner) – Nov 10, 2020
then that would be my problem

evilvillain123456789 – Nov 10, 2020
What if I killed you

Autassassinophilia (Owner) – Nov 8, 2020
A man who could successfully murder, disassemble, and eat me, who forces alcohol down my throat and starts to, but chooses to love me instead

 

 

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