The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Month: July 2020 (Page 1 of 14)

Meet CallYouByMyName, MothdemonDevil, OneYearofSALO, cheatingboyfriend, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of July 2020

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CrucifyMe, 20
I’m looking for a top that brutally whips me (especially shoulders, chest, ass) – and then crucifies as realistically (nailed through the palms and feet) as possible.

Above all, I want to experience the shortness of breath that comes with crucifixion as intensely as possible, which in my understanding starts from approx. 20-30 minutes on the cross and then becomes more violent every minute.

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Stepford – July 9, 2020
best served cold.

papahunk – July 7, 2020
Step forward feeble one & experience transcendence & GOD knows you’re available & let me guide you.

 

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CallYouByMyName, 20
My favorite book is “When you were me” by Robert Rodi.
A book about a 20-something year old guy and an older daddy type switch bodies.
My favorite movie is Like Father Like Son (1988)A freaky Friday type movie about a father and son.

I am just a son looking to find my own dad to switch bodies.
If you don’t get what i mean then this isn’t for you so kindly move on.
If you’re an older man who wants to switch bodies with his young son and you’ve always been aroused by the idea of switching bodies, then step into my office 😏

Comments

CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
Not if you were quiet.

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
No, technically you’d be having sex with you, but really you would be having it with me.

CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
Technically

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
But you would also have sex with me. How does that play into it?

CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
And then I have would sex with me and whatever else we wanted to do.

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
And then what? I mean let’s say we could somehow exchange physical bodies, and then … ?


 

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FuckMeUp, 18
I am David. I’m from Point Pleasant. I used to be on here when I was very underaged known as Kinksubchild. I took some time out for a mental breakdown and hospitalisation but back. I have no money. If you live in Centra NJ an d are able to send me an Uber to your place I would appreciate it. I want to be severely drugged for a days or months. I want POZ guys to cum in me. I want to be sold to others to abuse me. I have no more pics but if t doesn’t matter. If you kidnap me a would love. I want to be castrated. Enlarge my boy pussy by endlessly fisting me. Put a needle in my arm and drug me. PLEASE MESSAGE ME TO GET MY LOCATION AND KIDNAP ME. I want to be punched, zapped, told to eat my own shit, piss, vomit and enema water. My food is all bodily fluids and solids. I want to be covered in shit, vomit, piss. I want to be branded. I want you to put you cigar out as on my face. I want to be choked until my brain so dead t only power to scream. I AM AVAILABLE IMMEDIATELY TO BE BRAIN WASHED, DRUGGED, SHAVED, ABUSED. MESSAGE ME IMMEDIATELY. I’M YOUR FAG DRUGGED OBJECT. MESSAGE ME IMMEDIATELY MASTER, I NEED TO BE HURT.

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FuckMeUp (Owner) – July 1, 2020
Whatever you want very desperate

VictimHunter – July 1, 2020
Ok u will delete all ur social media and bring all ur electronics with u and turn up and be raped and slottered in wat ever way i see fit but everything that we do stays under my hat.

FuckMeUp (Owner) – July 1, 2020
Very close yes very close

VictimHunter – July 1, 2020
U don’t happen to live in Hamilton Township.

FuckMeUp (Owner) – June 30, 2020
I’m going through an extremely awful time right now. Had a vestibular migraine again lasting 6 days of complete hell(still in the post drome recovery) which caused me to have extreme dizziness,vertigo,spaced out vision,totally off balance,nausea,facial numbness,ringing in my ears loudly light/sound sens,throbbing headache at the temples. Spent the last 6 days since thurs laying in the dark doing absoletely nothing except feeling terrible. I told my only friend yesterday and he said he had to go in the middle of my convo.


 

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slumberboy, 20
There are two unique things about me — if you gently rub a certain spot on my head, I will roll my eyes and pass out in seconds. It happens every time, has since I was a kid.

I also am very photosensitive. Exposure to certain types of flashing lights/images will incapacitate me and cause me to piss myself.

You will surely like it when my gaze becomes empty and you realize that I am completely at your disposal.

Call me back.

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raspberry144mb – July 20, 2020
This reminds me of a story of a boy who was depressed so he went to India I think, to make him feel Better but he got raped and his head cut off instead.


 

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x_ly_x, 19
So, if I was able to shrink, by some method, ie a potion, or shrink ray, which made me immune from being hurt by stomach acids and able to breath in there, would you swallow me so I can find out what it would be like to go through the belly?

So I’ve probably just cut my response rate to 0, but lets hope not!!


 

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breakmyheart0, 18
hello i like my blonde bf to be plastic bagged strangled head wrapped in clingfilm i like someone to cut off his breath use him choke him like all the way out put him to sleep smother him use him hard suffocate him do what you like do anything

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breakmyheart0 (Owner) – July 17, 2020
i have dreamt dreams that have gone through me like wine through water and altered the colour of my mind (Emily Brontë)

Anonymous – July 11, 2020
techno is without singing

breakmyheart0 (Owner) – July 11, 2020
i will keep it simple and short so it doesn’t waste your time this thing i call my bf is not a human being he is worth nothing and only exists to accept any abuse you decide to honour him with i beg you to strangle and completely abuse him in any way you see fit his own desires and feelings mean nothing


 

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19yearsold, 19
Be my first sex. Only this. I would like to try. I’m scared but it’s my chance because I’m in big city.

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travelogue – July 10, 2020
Sorry, I’ve been having sex with this boy at least once a week for the past nine months but I guess that means nothing to him!!!!

travelogue – July 10, 2020
You lying little dog!!!!

nolan92100 – July 3, 2020
he wants 💶💶💶💶💶💸💸💵💵💶💵💸

 

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Antagonist4Protagonist, 18
it is the waste pile, a young it from Denmark looking for a sexual psychopath.

the pile of garbage has been obsessed with violent sexual usage since its earliest childhood: this shabby thing masturbates constantly and compulsively. its fantasies are so obsessive that it is a madman.

it is out of whack to such an extent that the reading of sexual words excites it to the point of masturbating.

so in conclusion the pile of garbage thank you for reading its pathetic profile.

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Anonymous – July 13, 2020
Me not sure what to write right now. Me no know. Me come back and do later.


 

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DJ_Sun, 18
Like the first time… not the tenth, fifteenth… I’m sorry thats all i need. All i want is love that lasts, Is all i want too much to ask? All i want is a good horny man. Are my expectations far too high? My fav colour is white.

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PietOH – July 21, 2020
It’s interesting you don’t mention you have a fetish for being tazered?


 

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DeusSexMachina, 21
Im a guy at 21 years living in stockholm, i wana meet a guy/ or several guys who torture me to death.

Don’t underestimate me because of my age, im experienced enough to understand the implications of what i wish to pursue.

The more disgusting u are, old, fat, unwashed the better, i don’t care if ur cock is big or small, i will die for anyone.

I want to scream the loudest i’ll ever scream and only u who is able to hear it.

I start chain smoking Tina at 19 H every night so u should contact me and do it after that.

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Bi_colano – June 22, 2020
DeusSexMachina is a gay online role playing game. Whoever made this profile drew the yellow Leather King card. He probably lives in Oklahoma and weighs 300 pounds.

DeusSexMachina (Owner) – June 18, 2020
U can be into whatever u want to be into, decide what, when, how, with who, arrange for it with no say from me, structured any way you want.

 

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Postmodernboy, 19
Very much into older men.
Would like to become one.
1. Extensive diet and exercise regime to become thick and fuller faced.
2. Stretch the balls to make them lower hanging.
3. I want to be a very trad / old-fogey / military type of gent so an over-the-lip moustache is essential
4. Definitely want male pattern baldness. Ideally Norwood VII so just have hair at the back and sides. This can be done with supplements or laser removal.
5. Lipo to remove underlying fat on the chest and get the dropped pecs look.
6. Minor surgery to get the eyelids to drop.
7. Insertion of disolvable clips to achieve a furrow down the cheeks.
8. Work on the eyes to gain lines and a degree of looseness.
9. Ditto for neck.
10. Deeper voice from herbs.
11. Change hair colour to grey.

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Anonymous – July 1, 2020
-Apply to set or break a record.
https://www.guinnessworldrecords.com/records/apply-to-set-or-break-a-record



 

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Sexslave4you, 20
ELECTRIC CHAIR: I know this will be hard to find but I want a master who when he finally gets tired of having sex with me to put me in an electric chair with anal probe and head leads and light me up. Just keep turning up the voltage. I wish to die that way but I understand that if it revives my master’s lust for me he must agree to fry me enough to have my head smoking from electricity and be numb in the mind forever after.

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Sexslave4you (Owner) – July 14, 2020
sweet thanks

ifuckyou5 – July 14, 2020
I don’t see how it could ever be possible to ever get tired of having sex with a cute guy with a sexy nose like you.

 

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puppyTPE, 20
Looking to be the best puppy out there!

I like the puppy lifestyle and want to become one, the best one. Ha. I haven’t ever been a pup or have pupped out but I have seen the whole lifestyle that some pups live and it make me sort of jealous.

I can also be a pony if I can’t pup out for some reason.

I haven’t ever been a pony in any way shape or for so I’d basically be starting from scratch.

Up to this point where I discovered puppy and pony I’ve been a human urinal.

My dream fantasy is to be someone’s puppy or pony urinal so all he has to do is pee and I’ll drink from him.



 

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ReprogramBoy, 23
Tony here looking for lord Master where I sign a contract with a devil. Surrender myself to him and become his slave and be sacrifice. I’ll have sex but you have to destroy me first.

Puke
Shit
Fisting
Bb
Heavy drugs
Maiming
Strangling
Stabbing
Dismembering
Necro
Cannibalism
Anything else give me a shout 😈

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Anonymous – June 18, 2020
17/06/20

ReprogramBoy (Owner) – June 6, 2020
Ok I have a serious authority problem, so if you are too aggressive, there will likely be a reaction I won’t be able to take back.

JoshMartinez – June 6, 2020
thinks being a fake satanist makes him not fat and ugly

ReprogramBoy (Owner) – June 5, 2020
The Masters on here are fucking shit bags, would start crying if I started on them. All talk no punch.

 

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worstboy, 21
“i drink, hence, i don’t stop” ~René Descartes

(still learning English so i may not understand what you mean and can’t express directly)

cum into my whirl

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rememberme – July 7, 2020
He likes to do the same thing over and over and over again. He never gets tired of it and he never says no.

dressedinblxck – June 15 9, 2020
You want to be co singer for my band, it’s a fantasy band so you don’t gotta live close.

Kliment – May 27, 2020
I LOVE WORSTBOY SO MUCH THAT THE AMOUNT OF LITRES OF CUM IVE PRODUCED FUCKING HIM COULDVE PRODUCED ANOTHER HIM BY NOW IF EACH LOAD WAS INSIDE A FEMALE


 

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Hypnotacoz, 24
Recently understanding just because I desired & seek submission to serve others in theraputic manners* that didn’t mean I didn’t & it cost my confidence due to not being in great health. Part of it is ASD issues not understood growing up leading to a lack of social skill development. To say the least I was hurt assuming theraputic appreciation existed without taking the time or effort to clarify it.

So with that reintroduction I’ll be clear:
Hypnotacoz is my dominant Pronoun and name.

These are Hollywood & Porn industry misconceptions pushed by the privaledged predators & immoral criminals of the communities attempting to groom the newbies &/or naive innocent chasing mainstream misconception of humiliation & abuse degradation play.

So sexual pleasure, taking control over another, &/or to take the hardest of abuse without complaint while being degraded without disagreement are taken out of context & glorified. As a result these misconceptions are spreading as seeking recreational sex & BDSM practices are becoming mainstream rather then considered as taboo.

That’s how such roleplay can safely happen while utalizing equipment that needs to be durable rather then whatever cheap crap bought at a porn shop down the street or Amazon. It’s part of the problem that’s allowing a tourist attraction not only to pervert, but take over the Bay Area kink community that was respectfully united diversely with peace, which didn’t happen right away.

Only those who have the money &/o health are allowed to have emotions in San Francisco these days. It’s part of the tourist attraction that’s driving out the community that actually lives the life by those exploiting it.

To conclude I hope to submit an article for everyone as soon as I can.

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Hypnotacoz (Owner) – July 19, 2020
I CANT HEAR YOU OVER ALL THE SEX I´M HAVING

thunderDick – July 18, 2020
i see this guy around sf all the time and he has weirdest looking ass i’ve ever seen in my entire life.

itNeedsAnAlpha – July 13, 2020
Nothing matters more in your life than ensuring every need, wish, want, and desire of us men and Gods are not only satisfied to the absolute fullest, but for any and all expectations from lucky fags like you to be exceeded through the total self-destruction and cripplingly painful self-sacrifice by those of you lucky enough to serve the select few olympic-level muscle Gods birthed naturally on what has become such a toweringly high echelon of unfathomable superiority and domination over the human race never before witnessed in the history of the world.

Grabs_Yours1 – July 13, 2020
It is possible to get action out of this insufferable egghead but you’ve gotta go at him with pure indifference and be mercilessly rough.

boom_2814 – July 10, 2020
Just pointing out that your asterisk lacks a corresponding footnote.

 

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Cum-Pussy, 21
I am a young man full of more cum than I know what to do with and a big porn star recognized in gay high places.

Find out where I’ve journeyed on the Map of Human Sexuality!
http://www.humansexmap.com/showmap.php?mapid=map5d02fc833a8ae3.60347935

I have my penis and balls hooked up to a portable electrocution device while I write this introduction, I find it makes me honest.

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Lbowdeeep – July 6, 2020
Put your cock inside your fist inside his hole…and jerk off!!

 

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CluelessClosetedStudent, 18
I don’t really expect anything from this platform. I used to.

I used to come here looking for love from a strong older man by pretending I was a passive sex maniac, but I’m through with lying. Unbelievable what kind of inner peace this can give you.

Now I’m here just stretching out my feelers, maybe you would like to fall in love with me?

I’m often don’t feel well, and often I’m worrying too much, and I can be a sarcastic bitch, sometimes very much. If you can appease me there without making me feel patronized or small, that’s great.

Sex doesn’t matter that much to me. That’s to say you can have as much of it with me as you want, and it’s fine, I’ll make do.

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CluelessClosetedStudent (Owner) – June 25, 2020
Paradoxically I’m in the best mental shape of my life.

SilverFoxDaddy56 – June 22, 2020
He’s now a disenchanted hurricane of a teenage human who’s constantly horny all day everyday all night everynight and he’s living 24/7 in my bed so back off!

SilverFoxDaddy56 – June 11, 2020
I am looking to love you!
You’d better be ready to give up your boy pussy every second of your life without complaining!
I have never done drugs I am not about to start now!!
I don’t smoke and never will and neither will you!
No idle chitchat I hate teenage bullshit, get to the point boy!
I don’t chase people so if you want me you know what to do if not, no love lost!
I don’t provide Parking!


 

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ooogybooogy, 18
Next experience I want to have: chemical castration as a trial before surgical castration.

I would love to find a future husband who keeps shrinking my cock, while making me serve him by sucking and pumping his cock, growing his cock as big as possible while mine slowly dies.

As you can probably tell, I’m not a top. I have a lot of dysmorphia around my dick, so if you’re looking for cock I can’t help you as using it makes me feel sick.

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davitt – July 17, 2020
all sperm tastes like chemicals. when guys talk about sweet loads or tasty loads they’re using hyperbole. every guy’s cum tastes like something you would use to clean a kitchen floor.

ooogybooogy (Owner) – July 12, 2020
It’s not so much how it looks, but how my sperm tastes terrible like chemicals.

kleanthis_ – July 12, 2020
i’ve been with this guy and it’s strange he has such issues with his cock as it’s quite attractive and sizeable.


 

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cheatingboyfriend, 20
always looking for someone to breed me behind my girlfriend’s back.

love going home to my gf having my arse sore and filled with spunk.

must have a conversation face to face in a public place first so I can make sure you’re not going to kill me.

basically always hard so just sucking me off is always another option.

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twodudes – July 21, 2020
If you have a wife or girlfriend put him in a pair of her panties and watch him squeal.

bringmeheavenn – July 18, 2020
If you want to make him forget he has a girlfriend lick his legs while you’re raping him.




 

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aboyonthefloor, 22
What is the slave looking for?
if your age of 50 – 70 years make me Your nonconsensual daily full service toilet and that be my only sustenance. Make me take anti nausea medication so i digest it all. if i miss any beat me senseless.

WHO IS THE SLAVE?
A REAL CUTE SLAVE SOUL who has been running into the wrong direction all its life without ever arriving.

WHAT ELSE ?
i love k9 movies with woman like Stray x cus there’s 8 dogs and cus she rims the dogs after copulation and eat their shit too.

…SO… :
i have passport and some enough money for some cheap rural land or in a poorer country.

… SCAT … :
is not a game for the slave, and therefore men who do scat only as “fun, fun, fun” are rather suspicious for the slave!

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TALLTOP – June 18, 2020
Not erotic but I enjoyed our 420-fueled discussion of life, the universe, and everything.

VictimlessCrime – June 12, 2020
Making the most of his sheer mediocrity.

ItsTheSubWay – May 25, 2020
Slave has a vision impairement and uses a “White Cane” and flashlights to help it compensate for its vision impairement. Thinks its vision impairement does not define who it is but it does.


 

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Brainwashingrequired, 24
I’m wanting to be rewritten and transformed through brainwashing and other medical techniques into something completely different and vanish off the face of the earth.

Physically I don’t really care what happens to me… even if i end up becoming start treks Borg in tng series.

Not into people with the mental age of a 12 year old or who speak like they dropped out of school at 12.

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Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 16, 2020
Cant believe you quoted that song by The Who that’s so lame.

SigmaStar – July 16, 2020
If you don’t already know ME then you already know of ME. If you know nothing about ME then catch up already and if you are that kind of swine then please be aware that I view MY infamy as one of just many gifts. One of the rewards of infamy is having to never care about answering retarded questions which I have given numerous clever responses to over the many years but which now I don’t have to so won’t.

“I ain’t seen nothing like him
In any amusement hall
That deaf, dumb and blind kid
Sure plays a mean pinball”

Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 9, 2020
Dream on sorry

Chihuahua – July 9, 2020
I would LOVE to rape your ass with cock, objects and fists whilst you squeal like a pig! Over and over and over and over!

Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 2, 2020
i don’t have time for u

Frannnnccciissssss – July 2, 2020
First off let me say I hate cute cocky boys like you. I find the thought of you being sexually aroused embarrassing, humiliating and it fills me with disgust. My challenge to you is this – I will devise a device or multiple devices, piercings, whatever that renders you unable to masturbate or able to receive any sexual pleasure at all for the rest of your life. Side note I am also big time into casts. Arm, legs, body, whatever. In addition I would put you in a permanent full body cast so that you become a mannequin after which I would control you completely forever. I’m excited to be here and hope you will agree.



 

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fuckmeup, 18
Half🇺🇸 half🇵🇱
completely 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

Recently freed battered teen slave looking for new master to serve.

Small bio:
2015-14 years old- first gay sex as bottom
2016 -15 years old – found my master
2017-2020 used by that master
2020 – 18 years old – dumped by master

If I could only pick 5 things I’m into I’d pick …
Be out of my present life and never want to ever have to think again.
Things in my ass I don’t care how big or long it is.
FF me if you can plenty have tried but given up.
Use a sledgehammer to turn my cock and balls into gore and then use my liberated ass forever for whatever.
Film me being abused and sell the films.

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jzillacon – July 11, 2020
… However if you want it to last longer, have the guy drug you with a muscle relaxant to slow your heart, as well as a sedative to block your adrenaline response, then suspend you upside down so gravity can’t draw the blood out. Also he should put a brace on your hips that will hold the fracture together and apply internal pressure. It wont be enough to save you, but it will keep you alive far longer.

fuckmeup (Owner) – July 10, 2020
Oh and I am obsessed with RuPaul’s DR and Harry Potter.

jzillacon – July 10, 2020
About the sledgehammer thing, realistically you would die moments after the hammer to your groin. Broken hips are surprisingly lethal because of the major blood vessels in the area, and it’s reasonable to assume those blows would rupture a major vein. You would go into severe shock in seconds and bleed out not much longer.



 

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CarlBeshrick, 24
To me it’s all about my butt. I’d like my butt to be the Trevi Fountain of someone’s whole world and not in the metaphoric sense! COME ON!!!!!

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CarlBeshrick (Owner) – June 16, 2020
Yes I have several accounts here it is not because I’m fake, it’s because because my butt rages on me.


 

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DepressedSlave, 23
Unsuccessful and hating myself. Giving up on unhappy life. Looking for bad experiences with someone with no respect for my well-being so that I can feel sorry for myself instead. Willing to give up everything. Limits are prepubescent boys and dismemberment.

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lalalandlalaland – July 4, 2020
I had a past experience many years ago of binding and giving heavy abuse to a depressed friend of my son’s that was initially of a nonconsensual and forced nature but also became voluntary on his part at times.

I recently had a vanilla sexual encounter with a depressed young man that brought a lot of memories to the surface and reignited a desire to relive that experience with you since you’re offering.

DepressedSlave (Owner) – June 30, 2020
Pending the final meeting I accept occasional sex but if I’m too depressed to, please don’t insist or as a last chance offer me a gift. I’m out of money.

cutut – June 21, 2020
Be Fish or Meat: Be or useful, or pleasure, or both!
I am useful!
My speciality is ‘Higher Understanding’! I deal with dreams, and I seek to make my dreams come true.

I have The secrets of the powers of Evil (not all of them of course, but a few – all handy knowledge).

The trouble of saying the truth is that you kiddos are babies, thus are afraid of the truth, and are scared away by real power – real power scares the Young mind!

Higher power is Real power – Lower power (which is violence of the body) is puerile (for children)!

A tattoo is the sign of a low worker – it is something permanent on something dynamic which is the body, which means that it is plain stupid – for you never know how your body will evolve. But some people like tatoos, and I accept that. Fair. Just. Honest. Rect.
– We are in the Abyss so let us enjoy pleasure Galore! No point suffering penury unless we have to!


 

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Boymeatpiglet, 23
Looking to provide you boy meat starting with my feet.
Butchered up to fit into a freezer or chopped up and cooked up for dinner…. You choose.
Ready to be collected for permanent one way trip into Your stomach.

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no_name13_ – June 26, 2020
Believe it or not he’s a pretty cool guy.

Boymeatpiglet (Owner) – June 17, 2020
I have the house to myself tonight and tomorrow (17/06-18/06) if you can get it done that quickly.

Anonymous – June 7, 2020
😈😈😈FUN😈😈😈

 

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StupidBOY, 21
Want a man with a superiority complex to slam the biggest white cock in me and bash my head in with a crowbar I deserve it! I live in downtown Omaha alone.

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Anonymous – July 8, 2020
The police are already informed!

StupidBOY (Owner) – July 8, 2020
ALSO
trample face
stomp
torture
ex.pain
bc choke
ashtray
cig burn
marks bruises cuts
knuckle-d
knives
bats
red
lot more before the crowbar

NO gay pantomime shit like gimp masks, fluffy handcuffs, whips, slides or nipple clamps, gas masks – all those types of things belong in a camp gay sauna!

Raposo – July 6, 2020
just a wittle bit damaged


 

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stupidtwink, 18
hi potential masters you should know i have a terrible background, but hey i always say “it could be worse”. Many times i remember as a child, crying waiting for the screaming to stop. Plus when i turned 7 i completely lost my whole childhood. 3 men who i later lernt were obsessed with me and stalking me broke into our house and molested and raped me for 10 hours, my parents had left me there alone. also when i turned 7 my parents lost their money, their drug addiction got worse. at that point they drove my sister made to commit suicide and everything. my father became abusive and his temper got worse, my parents got to where they do crazy stuff like sell me for sex just to get money for their drugs. they sucked my grandparents dry of money. today its just as bad but i’m still working for my future to be an artist/ writer/ photographer and forensic coroner, i gave up on the singing thing since my parents don’t give a sh*t about that, so i just stopped trying in that department, i even closed down my band, my dad sold my guitar for drug money so, why bother? but i still got everything else and i have so many things to lean on if finding a master doesn’t work out.if it doesn’t i’m going to college to be a coroner first, then i’ll go to college to be an artist.

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Anonymous – July 1, 2020
I’m a child therapist and adolescent counsellor who moonlights as a serial abuser and rapist. Based on your picture, I believe I had two counselling sessions with you a few years ago, and you attract me like a little fly.

Anonymous – June 25, 2020
come the right one, take all situation

 

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kill_my_s3lf, 22
First of all, I am REEEEAAALLY gay, and yes, I’m seeking right now. If you’re not into it until after the pandemic, please fuck off. It’s been WAY too long since I was last brutalized and desecrated.

You’re someone who’s turned on by my pain and trembling and struggling to get away. Leave all the bruises and welts and cuts you want. Even if they take days or even weeks to recover from. I’m not afraid of broken skin or broken ribs. I want men who want to hear me scream!

Ideas? bimboification (receiving), cum (everything to do with it), degradation (receiving), face slapping/punching (receiving), gagging/choked by cock (everything to do with it), gangbangs (everything to do with it), mind fucks (receiving), objectification (receiving), older men (everything to do with it), public humiliation (receiving), rough sex (everything to do with it), savage fucking (receiving), fisting (receiving), vomiting up… everything (everything to do with it), reckless violence (receiving), knives/whips/guns (everything to do with it), brain damage (receiving), harder, sir (everything to do with it), etc. etc.

I was born to be tossed around and broken and bloodied and savagely defaced and smashed from head to toe like the weak little bitch I am!

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PsychologicalSale – July 15, 2020
u are stupidly hot

SkinheadBiker – July 10, 2020
he bearly recognize from he pictures and the “joi de vivry” in his profille is cumpleetly gone and he make evry room feel like hosspital

GermanGuy86 – May 28, 2020
Astounding!
He doesnt do safe words!
The words no and stop do not exist in his world so if he ever says them, they have no meaning!
Can get skull fucked until he’s gagging uncontrollably, puking everywhere and unable to breath!
His arse is yours to do whatever you want to it! Eat it, fuck it, toy it, fist it, abuse it, hurt it or destroy it with whips or razors or cigarette lighters or whatever, it’s completely up to you!
He’s weirder and fruitier than shit so you feel no remorse!

addictedtobb – May 22, 2020
very clean puffy cunt lips on his sloppy filthy pussy. whore cunt lips to be licked, wanked, sucked, munched, fucked with poppers to loosen up and punched into a wrecked drooling wide open horse-pussy.

Anonymous – May 8, 2020
hardcore only if you have a secret soundproof room (he screams like a banshee)

Scorpio2021 – May 9, 2020
I don’t know if there’s a medical term for it (some variant of amnesia?) but this boy literally lives from orgasm to orgasm. If you ask him the simplest personal question he becomes befuddled and he can not seem to understand he’ll have a life beyond his next cum shot.


 

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IAmAHole, 24
I have frequently been called the most perfect, flawless human specimen anyone has ever seen. I have been offered opportunities that anyone else would fall to their knees and thank God for. Unfortunately for me, my only interest in life is having my ass heavily used (FF, Dildos, Plugs, Enemas, Fucking one-on-one or by hundreds, Speculums, Pumping, etc).

I have reached the conclusion that my only choice is to serve an ass obsessed Master on a 24/7 365 basis. Ideally, I would be kept 100% hairless from the head down to my feet 24/7 365, plugged 24/7 365, gagged/hooded 24/7 365, walk on all fours 24/7 365, never be allowed direct eye contact or be allowed to speak human languages 24/7 365, earn money by having my hole loaned out 24/7 365.



 

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CerebralandCraving, 18
As I slowly regained conscious, I noticed that I was lying on a bed that resembles a crib. I was surrounded by many animals stuffies, and the clothes that I was wearing were gone. I was dressed in an onesie with cartoon animals printed on it. As I attempt to get up from the bed, I felt a huge bulk in between my crotch.

My eyes widen in horror as I realized I was wearing a diaper. I tried to remove it but my hands were weak, probably from something I drank earlier. As I began to struggle, a strong urge to pee and shit started flooding my senses. I was trying my best to hold them back, there’s no way I am going to dirty myself in that diaper.

Someone entered the room in the midst of my struggle. He looked kind of familiar. Isn’t he the man who offered me the cup drink earlier? He walked towards me and let down the side of the crib I was in. He placed his hand on the front of my diapered crotch and whispered into my ears. ‘Let it go… be a good baby for daddy…’ As his words sank into me, I felt the front of my diaper became warm and back of them become packed. I was wetting and shitting myself helplessly in-front of this stranger.

Hit me up if you want to adopt me.

 

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MothdemonDevil, 18
nickname is moth because I’ll tear through your clothes like a moth

Comments

josep – July 23, 2020
I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DONT LOVE ME 😭


 

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ErichFoxxx, 19
MASTER’s will is all that matters, but I have no MASTER…

…as a singer

…I’m garbage at writing songs but willing to learn

I always perform better when I have someone else deciding what songs I sing…

I need to be molded into the world’s greatest singer…

I have $10,000 cash and I come with it. It’s yours

Sanity of MASTER not necessary


 

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Hardontastic, 24
I’m a 24 year old. I want relentless cock trampling, groin kicking, ball stomping, ball kicking, cock stomping, etc. if Master wants he can also have the pleasure to shred my worthless dick under his feet. I am willing to let my master trample my cock out of existence under his feet, just to see a smile on his face. it will be my first time trying anything gay.

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YourFutureBoyfriend – June 21, 2020
He is now owned and all body hair depilated and fattening from being kept from exercising and being brainwashed and conditioned into a baby forever with permanent diaper dependence.

 

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Turtleneckbro, 21
Straight guy into turtlenecks. Kidnap me and my turtleneck, humiliate me, and even better wear one yourself.

 

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blacksunset, 21
slave will keep it short and sweet so i don’t waste Your precious time. I have 2 offers or pleas or whatever:

a. Being in an underground basement (in red lighting, its dark and mysterious). I’m chained to the wall, tied, blindfolded with a gag ball in my mouth as I hear you slwoly comign down the stairs, knwoing somethings about to happen to me. Youd then fuck me blindfolded as i have no idea whos fucking me from behind before stranglin me to death, with me dyin having no idea who it was.

b. Being in a forest, you wearing a hoodie chasing me as im running away from you. Before dragging my legs into an isolated ditch, and taking off ur shirt and trousers as you look at me in the ditch before getting on top and fucking me. As soon as youve cum 3 times, youd slide out get up and get dressed and shoot 3 bullets into my head without saying two words to each other (other than u spitting on my corpse as u leave, like I was nothing.

The questions Ive asked mosst? How many guys have fucked me? Its just over 200 guys,and counting. How many guys have i asked to kill me? 7 guys or i guess 1000s now that im asking all of u.

Call me a dead body and you’ll give me an instant horn.

Comments

MousseAndCustard – July 17, 2020
From a logic standpoint, I think enjoyment of gore isn’t as rare as people believe; there are plenty of movies with it. And then a lot of people in general also are fascinated with sex. Snuff fans just happen to be fascinated by both and have discovered the creativity that comes from combining them.

raspberry144mb – July 17, 2020
Like everything else sexual, I don’t tell anyone within Meatspace.

inyourpocket – July 17, 2020
My boyfriend knows I want to snuff a guy and is supportive and would want to watch, so in my eyes, there’s nothing wrong with being into it.

antodotez – July 17, 2020
Shame? I have none. Stigma? I haven’t told anyone.

u/–Sarin – July 17, 2020
How do y’all who’d love to kill this guy deal with the shame and stigma of being into what you’re into?


 

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straightslavebottom, 21
Actually straight

My girlfriend left me for a lesbian and ever since I haven’t been able to get hard with women and it’s led me here I guess

Comments

Wes_Hugo – July 2, 2020
He’s not into anything serious just fifty shades of grey type shit.

 

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OneYearofSALO, 18
I’ve been in a relationship for the last three months with a homophobic straight boy my age which has taught me quite a bit about myself and what i crave and made me wonder whether someone a lot more homophobic could take me to the levels I need.

I’m a lot of things, I have a peculiar, sexual, twisted sense of humor. I have a deep understanding of star wars and freedom and it’s generalized roots. It is impossible for me to get intimate beyond the physical sense. If guys want feelings from me i put up a fight in physical and in every other way.

I watched Salo this morning and forced myself to be naked and not touch my dick despite my desperation to do so. The control those men had over the boys was extreme and intoxicating. I seek someone who is as dark and overwhelmingly sadistic as them, hates homos, and is just completely dangerous.

Comments

OneYearofSALO (Owner) – June 22, 2020
I now have a vagina and tits.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Oh, awesome. I’m surprised there hasn’t been a Higgins biopic. That’s an Oscar or BAFTA winning role if there ever was one. Big continued up on Leeds United. ** Nick Hudson, Well, well, well, hi Nick! Ha, I did not know that about Steve Davis, and that is quite the mindfucking career shift. I’m pretty good. It’s violently hot here today, but otherwise decent. Paris is very chill and almost life-as-normal (w/ masks and stand-offishness) re: the pandemic, so far. Super incredibly grateful to be here through this. Things sound weirder in your general realm. Yes, I downloaded ‘The Quiet Earth’, and I’m angling for a state wherein I can get immersed. Congrats on The Quietus interview. The was cool. Great to see you, bud. ** Misanthrope, Hi, oh, good about the post. It was a bit of a shot in the dark. Well, compared to our 104 degrees here today, 93 sounds … well, not heavenly but incrementally preferable. Okay, then, re: your gym plans. It’s a free country, or it used to be in a workable sense and may be again. ** David Ehrenstein, People who are great at what they do often can be messes, strangely or maybe not strangely at all. I liked the LARB piece. It’s a true honor to have someone spend so much time and thoughtfulness on what one does. Well, I don’t think any of you really understand me, which I guess I must like, ha ha. ‘Photo Ops II’? That was fast. I’m still waiting for you guys to send me stuff if you want to do the welcome post, but no big if not. ** Ian, Hi, Ian. I’m very happy it hit your spot. I was not at all sure what that post would do, it being quite an outlier re: the usual. Thank you a lot for laying out your process. I see. I did a lot of studying and imitating of writing I liked when I was trying to develop my voice as a fiction writer. In fact, the way I started ‘Closer’ was …  I wanted to have a style that was mine but divided into different voices, so I selected a bunch of fiction texts I liked and cut them up and then revised them until they kind of matched but retained the essential qualities of the original writers, and then I kept working on them until my voice ended up on top. So that sounds good. I think new writers’ fear that they will sound too much like the writers they’re influenced by is mostly a phantom fear. It’s hard, especially early on, to recognise your own voice, and it’s often right there dominating the influences, but you can’t really see that objectively. Or that’s always been my thinking. Mm, well, as a writer who tries to avoid the conventional like a plague, or rather to utilise only the things about conventional fiction that hold the reader’s attention and keep them wanting to read on/further, I of course would err on these of experimenting. At least to start. You can always revise the 3rd part later to bring in more story or whatever if the experiment proves too daunting or hard to read. Or, again, that’s how I tend to approach such things. Does any of that make sense? It sounds like you’re totally on track. It’s pleasure to hear about. ** Sypha, Pool and snooker are pretty different. Snooker is more complicated and structured, more ongoing rules and things. Yeah, I wonder what Jackie Earle Haley is up to. He made that come-back as an adult actor, and I thought he was really great in the films he was in. I’ll have to go check IMDb. ** Russell, Hi, Russell. Welcome, and it’s good to meet you. I did not know about that Burn book, and I would very much like to read it, so I’ll search it out. Thank you very, very much. ** JoeM, He could have. I think I just beat him to it. Shane, yes, he seems to be doing well. Boy, he had momentous parents, that guy. Interesting. Yes, that was my impression as a person who only knew the Higgins era, that he was yeah, McEnroe-like in a way, but much more strange and interesting, to me at least. So, as I understand it, the idea is to put Johnson in a situation where he kind of has to okay the referendum or else seem like a scaredy-cat fascist? Because it sure does seem like okaying that referendum would be the last-beyond-last thing he would ever want, no? ** Jeff J, Hi. I don’t know why I got so into it. It did seem like a cerebral sport, or a sport like baseball that one could get into in a complicated way, as I guess I did. I do think Higgins was fascinating and was a big part of the lure. Excited for the new JC EP. I didn’t go the opening. Being in a gallery packed with people is way too potentially COVID-rich a situation for me these days, so I bailed. I took some friends by to see the work in the afternoon. I think Gisele’s Walser play will end up being quite good. There’s a ways to go yet, but it doesn’t premiere until November so she has plenty of time, and her intentions re: improving the work are spot-on in my opinion. And I’ll be dramaturging along the way. One thing it has going for it is that Adele Haenel is amazing in it already, even at this early-ish stage. It’ll be interesting because this is the first time Gisele has ever had a famous actor in her work, so that’ll be a strange thing to deal with — how much the press/critics/public’s reaction will be shaped by Adele’s presence and performance no matter how hard we try to make the piece not an actor’s showcase. How’s your stuff du jour? ** Max B, Hi, Max. Yeah, The US doesn’t seem to like to tolerate athletes who are nuts/weird in their personal lives. When I was young there was a baseball pitcher, I can’t remember his name, who was a big acidhead hippie type, and everybody knew it, and no one seemed to think that was a problem, but that was ages ago. Cool about your MIDI collection. I hope others like them, but their liking is obviously not the be all and end all. Have a swell Friday. ** Okay. No surprise that the month’s last day brings out the slaves. I hope this batch floats your boats or whatever. See you tomorrow.

The direct hits and near misses of snooker genius Alex ‘Hurricane’ Higgins (1949 – 2010) *

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‘Alex “Hurricane” Higgins was snooker’s anti-hero, seeking neither acceptance nor respectability. A fast, flamboyant shotmaker in his prime, whose acute non-verbal intelligence instantly read the implications of any configuration of the balls, he constantly undermined his extraordinary talent with self-destructive excess. Higgins died on July 24th, aged 61, after a long battle with throat cancer.

‘His 16-15 semi-final win over Jimmy White in the 1972 World Snooker Championships provided the most often reprised item from the BBC’s snooker footage. Trailing 0-59 in the penultimate frame, Higgins produced, like a gunfighter down to his last bullet, a clearance of 69 to level the match and added the decider comfortably. This was the death or glory situation in which he revelled. His compulsive urge to live on life’s dangerous edge, stronger than any mere desire to win, was like an addiction to the thrill of gambling. Always at his most dangerous and most fascinating in a situation of peak emotional intensity, he accessed a similar seam of inspiration in the final when, from 15-15, he ran through a trio of frames to beat Ray Reardon 18-15.

‘Beginning when he won the Northern Ireland Amateur Championships at 18, tales of Higgins’ dashing centuries, bust-ups, punch-ups, drinking, gambling and women spread through the snooker world. His challenge matches against the late John Spencer, then the reigning world champion, packed venue after venue as he acquired an army of supporters who were to give him their unqualified support throughout his career. Even at that early stage many questioned how long he could last with such an uninhibited lifestyle. He drank heavily; only a boxer could have collected more black eyes than he did; he was thrown out of clubs; a tour of India lasted only a day before he was sent back to England in disgrace on the first available plane.

‘Umpteen fines for miscellaneous disciplinary offences were shrugged off until Higgins prevaricated over giving a urine sample for a drug test at the 1986 UK Championship. When the tournament director tried to hurry him, Higgins headbutted him. Higgins was at the centre of the ensuing scrum that spilled out into a corridor and resulted in his being fined £200 for assault and £50 for criminal damage to a door by Preston magistrates. A disciplinary tribunal chaired by Mr Justice, now Judge, Lightman fined him £12,000 and suspended him from five tournaments. On his return, he was again in the news after a row with his girlfriend, Siobhan Kidd, a psychology graduate he had met while she was working as a waitress. When she locked him inside her flat, he attempted to crawl round her building on a ledge only to plunge 25 feet to the pavement, breaking bones in his foot.

‘Siobhan was the love of his life but she departed finally with a fractured cheekbone for her trouble. Out of his mind with rejection, he threatened, backstage at the World Team Cup, to have his team‑mate Dennis Taylor shot the next time he visited Northern Ireland, reducing him to tears with vicious verbal abuse of his late mother. Disciplinary action was pending from this when, after losing in the first round of the 1990 World Championship at the Crucible, he punched the WPBSA’s duty press officer on his way to the obligatory press conference. This was nothing personal, simply an expression of his consuming rage against any form of authority. He was suspended for a year and docked so many points that his ranking fell to 120.

‘His last match on the circuit was in August 1997 in a qualifying event in Plymouth. He lost 5-1, became truculent, was escorted from the venue by police and was found at 4am sprawled on the ground outside a nightclub, the victim, so he claimed, of an unprovoked assault with an iron bar. Quickly discharging himself from hospital, he made his way to the Manchester home of a girlfriend, Holly Hayse, who stabbed him with a kitchen knife when an altercation broke out. Higgins declined to give evidence against her.

‘Sporadic attempts to compete on the fringes of the professional circuit were cruelly unsuccessful as he lived out his declining years in a small flat in sheltered accommodation. In his prime, he could play brilliantly in an imitable way even, at times, well enough to give himself the illusion of the omnipotence he craved to keep at bay the vulnerability he feared. When snooker could no longer serve as the glue to hold his life together he made no concessions, no pleas for sympathy.’ — The Observer

 

Alex Higgins Official Website

savealexhiggins.com

Alex Higgins: A Complete One-Off @ Snookerscene

The Alex Higgins Collection

Alex Higgins History & Stats @ Global Snooker

The extraordinary life of Alex Higgins

 

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Plays


From 1979 World Champs match against Terry Griffiths.


Some exhibition shots from 1975.


Century break by The Hurricane! from 1985 UK match against Jimmy White.


Angry Alex Higgins


Unusual shot by Alex Hurricane Higgins to beat Steve Davis 1987


1989 Snooker Irish Masters, Alex Higgins – Stephen Hendry, epic Final!


ALEX HIGGINS – FLASH SHOTS


Alex Higgins BBC Documentary – The People’s Champion


Alex Higgins’ Final Battle

 

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Jimmy White: ‘I’d have died if I’d beaten Higgins and won the world title in 1982’
Donald McRae

When we remember Alex Higgins, his fellow snooker genius and reprobate who died in 2010, Jimmy White suggests that losing their epic semi-final at the worlds might have saved him.

“I would’ve died if I’d beaten Higgins and won the world championship in 1982 because I’d just found cocaine and I liked to drink,” he says. “I always liked cocaine – whether drunk or sober. It was no one’s fault but my own. I’d just become famous, because we only had four channels in them days and, instead of queuing round the block to get into a West End nightclub, I was getting the treatment. I had such fun, even though I can’t remember much.”

Years of cocaine use led to the dark spiral of crack. “I’d knock about with Kirk Stevens [the former snooker pro from Canada] and he’d be on crack. One day I tried it. It’s the most addictive thing ever. Kirk had no idea how to get cocaine. But I’d come from the street, so I knew 20 dealers. For me to get cocaine was easy. So I became hooked on crack for a few months. It’s like being an alcoholic. The first hit is the best – like your first drink. When you’re smoking crack it’s pure but you never hold on to that first hit either.”

How did he kick crack? “I couldn’t get any money out one night. I had drained one account completely. I got the heebie-jeebies. I had a day trying to think and then I knew. I had to stop.”

Higgins, in contrast, could not save himself. “I first played Alex in an exhibition when I was 13,” White remembers. “He came to a working men’s club in Balham, which my dad ran, and tried to chat my sister up. So my brother wanted to knock him out. It was the most horrendous first meeting with your hero ever. I should’ve known.

“But the only time I fell out with Higgins was when I had a mansion in Surrey. Swimming pool, snooker room. Higgins came over and we went drinking. My friend drove us in a Mini Metro. We were drinking all day and I decided to drive after another two gallons of wine – for which I apologise. I crashed into a wall. The windscreen flipped out and Higgins, who never wore a seatbelt, flew out.”

White shakes his head. “Higgins stands up and he’s shouting: ‘I’ve got nine lives, baby!’ I’m feeling sober now and I drive to my house … the windscreen wipers are attacking us. I drive into the garage and the engine falls out. If we’d been driving we could have been seriously hurt. But Higgins is flying, saying, ‘This is great!’

“After I get my friend to pick up the windscreen, because it’s got my name on the tax disc, I feel safe. But I’m not ready for Higgins. He takes me to the snooker table and says: ‘Let’s play for money, baby.’ He wouldn’t stop. I threw him out. He knew the neighbour and I didn’t get on so he went next door and said I’d attacked him. That was Higgins.”

What happened when they next saw each other? “He said: ‘Hello, babes. How are ya?’ He had ways where you’d be fuming with him and then he’d say something and you’d forget about it.”

In the grip of throat cancer, Higgins barely ate in the last months. “It was horrific,” White says. “As much as me and his sisters done things for him it was no good. They did far more than me, obviously, but he fell out with them. So he wasn’t found for 10 days. He died of malnutrition. It was horrendous.”

White and the sisters had raised money to buy a new set of teeth for Higgins’s ravaged mouth. “We raised three chunks of money for him,” White says. “But you give money to a gambler it’s like giving heroin to a junkie. The money just made him eager to gamble more. I think Guinness kept him alive – the iron in it – because he wasn’t eating much. He was his own worst enemy.”

The funeral was delayed to allow White to return from Thailand. “When I got the call saying he had died, I was numb. It was evil.” White helped carry Higgins’ coffin and “4,000 people lined the streets. It was unbelievable – but so sad.”

Higgins’s last world championship title came in 1982 when, in that unforgettable semi-final, White was 15-14 ahead. White was 51-0 up in the next frame, which would have won him the match, when he gave Higgins, who had been drinking heavily, a chance. Taking on shots that needed outrageous courage and daring, Higgins cleared the table with a break of 69. “That was his best. There were three or four shots in there which – under the pressure – will never be repeated. The drunker he got, the calmer he got.”

White looks away, lost in the memory. “I was in awe of him. I was watching my hero playing. That clearance is the best ever made.”


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p.s. Hey. There’s a new, long, very thoughtful essay on Diarmuid Hester’s Wrong, my writing, and Permanent Green Light called ‘On Dennis Cooper and Becoming-Nothing’ just up on Los Angeles Review of Books if anyone’s interested. Here. ** David Ehrenstein, Especially Blanchot by far for me. ** Misanthrope, I always try to see people I meet as blank slates and disavow as many preconceptions based on looks or gender or race or age or the identity politic as possible and let them (with my instincts in tow) fill in whoever they are. It’s very rare that I’ve gotten bamboozled. I’m kind of disassociated from how I look. I don’t now what to do with how I look other than to maintain it in a basic way. Tomorrow we’re getting a murderous 104 degrees F day here, the first truly awful day of the summer, and I’m ‘praying’ it’s a 24 hour novelty act. Me, I say err on the side of being overly precautious re: the pandemic, and more power to places that enforce strict rules, especially over there in the US where the chaotic ‘guidance’ has been a complete fucking mess. So I guess just deal with it, is my advice. ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. ‘The Last Man’ is sublime, I think. What he does/pulls off there is unbelievable if you’re interested in what he does. Hope you like it. Yes, I listened to the Julian Calendar EP. Excellent! Especially the first two tracks for me. Congrats! Everyone, Jeff Jackson’s fine musical unit Julen Calendar … and here I turn the wordage over to Jeff … ‘finally released some new music. First of four EPs. Post-punk, sinister groove, dark lullaby. Really happy with how it turned out. You can download/stream it here.’ Highly recommend that you stream it. Glad the screenplay is going well. Me? Finished some new GIF wall works that actually open in a gallery show tonight. Doing some editing/dramaturging with Gisele on her new piece. We won’t have an official answer on the TV project until early September, but, barring an enormously unexpected turn, I think it’s dead as the veritable doornail. Gisele is looking into turning it into a feature film, but we will see. Fund-raising/strategising on the new film. There’s a possibility of bringing a great particular co-producer that would make the fundraising much easier and ease the issues of shooting the film in English and in the US, so we’re waiting anxiously to see if that pans out. My first attempt to turn the TV script into fiction was a bust, but, actually, in the past week I have a new idea of how to possibly revamp that in a way that could maybe work really well. So I’ll be trying that out over the next week or so. I think there’s a way that it can work really well, but I have the find the right approach. Great to see you, bud. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi. Well, ‘Death Sentence’; is my l=favorite, but ‘The Last Man’ is incredible. It’s a harder book to find, but Jeff Jackson says he found a downloadable pdf, so that might work. Oh, I see, about he storage, etc. Yeah, that makes sense because, yeah, really, who has any idea what your world or mine will be like in even a few months. Makes sense. Cool you got ‘Wrong(ed)’. ** Sypha, Hi. I, of course, don’t know the HBO show because I don’t watch TV. Weirdly, I’ve never read ‘Watchmen’. I remember sort of enjoying the film. Or at least thinking that Jackie Earle Haley and his character were great in it. ** Max B, Hi, Max! Oh, cool that Screen Slate reran that. I really love Benning. He’s definitely one of my filmmaker gods. His films are not easy to see. He used to have a kind of secret Vimeo account where most of his films could be watched for free, but either he’s taken it down or it has become even more secretive. My favorite is ’11 x 14′, but it’s super hard to see. ‘One Way Boogie Woogie’, another favorite, seems to be on youtube very unexpectedly, at least at the moment. Honestly, I love everything he’s made. So you can kind of just try what you find. Good to see you. You good, surviving, etc.? ** Damien Ark, Hi. Oh, that makes sense that you’re in guro, no surprise. I’ve been tempted do a commission with a few of the especially amazing artists for a project. Might still. I’m glad you had a feeling-filled birthday for Jon. Yes, indeed, I do love Sparks. Oh, whoa, congrats big time for your piece being on Hobart! That’s so awesome! I’ll, of course, go read it asap. Everyone, Excellent writer and fine fellow Damien Ark has his first novel coming out later this year, and there’s a preview excerpt from it just up on the Hobart site called OPANA, DYING, IN BALTIMORE: AN EXCERPT FROM FUCKED UP. Obviously, I’m seriously suggesting that you who are reading this go check it out. Right here. ** JoeM, All is right or re-right with the online world. Oh, that’s not too bad, your schedule. I mean … I don’t know if congrats are appropriate under the circumstances, but not bad. I feel way too outside of things to know what’s good or bad or right or wrong, but I do really hope that Scotland breaks off from the biggie UK. And not only because you’d still ostensibly be in the EU with us over. But that is an opinion influencer. ** Ian, Hi. Ha ha, not as often as you would think. It’s more like people would often say, ‘I bet you get called Dennis the Menace’ a lot more than anyone actually calling me that. I’m glad the guro nagged at you. It nags at me, obvs. I guess so-so is better than not-so? Hoping for steady if not speedy improvement. And I hope you can set up your writing such that you can dive in. How are setting it up? Is it something describable? (I’m a bit of a process junkie). Thanks, I’m good, or will be once the heat wave that arrives tomorrow dies a hopefully quick, painless death. Take care. ** Bernard Welt, No, you’re the only one, B. It’s touching. ** Steve Erickson, Eek. Trust/hope all is right throat-wise by this morning. Everyone, Mr. Erickson weighs in on the raging ‘cancel culture’ debate via think-piece called ‘Who’s Waging & Winning the Cancel Culture War?’ if you want to know. Here. Oh, really? My Facebook feed was stuffed with people mostly ripping Shane Carruth a new one yesterday or the day before, I can’t remember. ** Nik, Hi, Nik. Oh, awesome! It’s so insanely great, right? What an especially mind blow of a thing from the great mindblower. Enjoy the idyllic and natural. That sounds really nice. Things are still very good here. No huge change, still very reopened and chill, although the possibility of a downswing forever looms. But, no, things are really just fine here relative to most everywhere else from what I can tell. Really good to see you! Catch me on your stuff whenever you feel it please. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi. I’ll go hear your gig add, thank you. I think I’m sort of an oblivious to my home surroundings type other than very minimal cleaning. I’ve still never even put up a piece of art though intending to do so for years. But I’m an oblivious dresser too. Whatever covers the body and doesn’t give me an allergic reaction is my modus operandi. Other than ‘late next year’, I know zip about my novel’s release date. I’m assuming it’ll start getting nailed down maybe late this year. Bon day. ** Right. I thought I’d throw you blog readers a wild card today and restore this very old post about ‘Hurricane’ Higgins. Back in the mid-80s when I lived in Amsterdam, I had about a year where I was obsessed with watching snooker on TV, and Higgins was the fascinating snooker star for me. So at some point years ago I remembered that and decided to do a thing about him. And here it is. See you tomorrow.

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