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Spotlight on … José Esteban Muñoz Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity (2009) *

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‘The work of José Esteban Muñoz—as a student, a teacher, a writer, and a friend—was electrified by his desire to tip the world toward something joyous in the face of intense opposition to that joy, toward a place that is more just and generous, but also more ferocious.

‘José’s lifelong passion was to express the utopian gesture that responds to the awfulness of things as they are. The work of balancing hope against despair ran through his writings from the earliest to the most recent, and it was a work he associated with the queer, the minoritarian, and the brown. Under his attention, those terms became not generic categories but critical passageways. Queerness, for José, named the possible but also the “not yet.” The “sense of brown” (both the title and the subject of one of his books still forthcoming from Duke University Press, and first theorized in a seminal essay on the playwright Ricardo Abreu Bracho) indicated a form of discontinuous commonality, “not knowable in advance” but actually existing as a world, in the here and now. He mined a Marxist tradition that included Althusser, Bloch, Adorno, Fredric Jameson, and Jean-Luc Nancy, and used this radical tradition to show how the affirmations in his work required negations of and deviations from the status quo.

‘“The challenge here,” José writes in an essay on the LA punk band The Germs, “is to look to queerness as a mode of ‘being-with’ that defies social conventions and conformism and is innately heretical yet still desirous for the world, actively attempting to enact a commons that is not a pulverizing, hierarchical one bequeathed through logics and practices of exploitation.”¹ There was something heretical about his own work in the academy, the art world, and everything betwixt and beyond them. In making a world for himself in which to flourish, he couldn’t help but build one for others too.

‘Born in Cuba in 1967, brought to Miami by his parents as an infant, José Muñoz was always on the move. Leaving the Cuban-America enclave of Hialeah, where his youth played out to the sound of bands like X and the Gun Club, he studied at Sarah Lawrence College, where he first read Cherríe Moraga’s Lo Que Nunca Paso por Sus Labios (Loving in the War Years, 1983), which became for him a touchstone (especially its chapter, “La Guera”). José then entered Duke University’s doctoral program in Literature, which at that time was at a high point of prestige and influence. Under the guiding love and friendship of his mentor Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick, and among a precocious, brilliant cohort of fellow students, José, a rising star and only twenty-six years old, was hired to teach at NYU’s Tisch School of the Arts. He brought the “symposium of Eve” to “the broke-ass institute,” as his friend Fred Moten put it in a poem for José that appears in Moten’s 2010 collection, B Jenkins.

‘When he arrived in Greenwich Village in 1994, José planted himself at the center of a circle of influence that would expand over a short two decades. His home functioned as a true salon. The most ferocious personalities conspired amid stacks of comic books and philosophical treatises, surrounded by punk ephemera, the remnants of late-night sessions, toys belonging to one of his adored animal companions, piles of manuscripts, and friends’ artwork. “José had this endless stamina for socializing,” friend and dramatist Jorge Cortiñas remembers. “It was a wonderfully seamless way of engaging with art and with artists.”

‘José brought to the academy an archive of film, art, and performance that still astonishes readers of his first book, Disidentifications (1999). And he interpreted this archive using a sturdy theoretical apparatus that was never directed toward its own legitimation, but was instead devoted to the value of queer and minoritarian life, and to the mourning of queer and minoritarian loss. For José, experimental art, performance, and poetry were keys to “the practice of survival.” Prescient readings of the work of Félix González-Torres and Isaac Julien (attending to the forms of queer exile that shape the aesthetic practices of both) sit alongside groundbreaking writing on figures who, at the time, had received little or no critical attention. From the very beginning of his development as a thinker, he formed intense and collaborative relationships with artists. Vaginal Davis, Carmelita Tropicana, and Nao Bustamante figure heavily in his thought, and he figured heavily in their lives as an advocate, a friend, and as a critic. “José’s serious engagement with artists’ lives, practice, and work,” social theorist John Andrews observes, “has changed how many academics conceive the practice of theorizing. His work as a theorist countered the more rarefied modes of how academics and art critics use and produce theory.”

‘The list of other artists whose careers José supported through his advocacy, his intellect, and his friendship is vast: Wu Tsang, Justin Vivian Bond, Kenny Mellman, Marga Gomez, Tony Just, Miguel Gutierrez, Jorge Cortiñas, Michael Wang, Kevin Aviance, and Kalup Linzy to put names to some. José sought links among artists few had the capacity to imagine as part of the same world. His second book, Cruising Utopia (2009), an exciting antidote to both mainstream gay and lesbian politics as well as to the “anti-social” turn in queer theory, set LeRoi Jones’s play The Toilet in conversation with the philosophy of Ernst Bloch, the paintings of Luke Dowd alongside performances by Dynasty Handbag and My Barbarian or poetry by Frank O’Hara and Elizabeth Bishop. Some of the book’s most moving passages grow from his familiarity with a wide range of gay scenes in New York City and beyond, especially those off the white, homonormative map. Underground and experimental social spaces were as important to him as Marxist philosophy and queer theory. He encouraged people to follow him, as a thinker and happy participant, into those zones.

‘In José’s writing a performance, painting, photo, or literary text is not merely an “object of study” but a philosophical encounter, one that sits alongside other kinds of encounters, moments of collision and contact. For this reason, in his writing he did not lead with the information that facilitates the absorption of an artist’s work into the academy (a defense of the work’s relation to a canon, to art history narrowly imagined, to a disciplinarian articulation of “performance”). He offered instead a language that invites the artist’s work into the reader’s life, by way of his thinking. He drew other scholars into conversation about his muses, his Furies; his experiences of their work were not intended to be “his” but “shared out.”

‘José redefined the meaning of “academic superstar” in Warholian terms: He had a way of finding beauty in what others considered to be their own damage, recalls Jonathan Flatley, a friend and co-editor (with Jennifer Doyle) of Pop Out: Queer Warhol (1996). José quickly transformed the academy not only through his writing but through his mentorship of a generation of scholars, many of who now work at some of the country’s most dynamic and prestigious departments.

‘And so we met the news of José Esteban Muñoz’s death on December 3, 2013 with a collective howl. A constellation of artists, writers, curators, and scholars have spent the winter shaken by paroxysms of grief: José’s lifework as a philosopher/critic, which includes his practice of friendship, has been so integral to this community that we feel as if the very ground beneath us has disappeared.

‘On February 8, at a memorial gathering at NYU, Justin Vivian Bond and Kenny Mellman reprised Kiki & Herb’s rendition of “Total Eclipse of the Heart” in tribute to José. Later that afternoon, Carmelita Tropicana welcomed his friends to a Village basement bar, where filmmaker Guinevere Turner roused the crowd with a performance of her correspondence with José; the electronic duo Matmos staged a “Germ Burn for Darby Crash” in his memory; Miguel Gutierrez amplified a farewell “I love you” into a gorgeous sonic loop; Gus Stadler and Barbara Browning sang their cover of “Take Ecstasy With Me”; Kay Turner led a rousing reprise of Cruising Utopia as a punk anthem; and Nao Bustamante, wearing a nude body suit and veiled in the black cloud of a Vegas widow, planted herself face down on the stage and tore through “Lara’s Theme.” Nao peeled the skin off its lyrics (“Someday my love…”), marking out the distance between its sweet fantasy and the place we are in here and now. Then she rolled and crawled across the floor, from the front of the stage to the back of the bar.’ — Jennifer Doyle and Tavia Nyong’o, Artforum

 

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Extras


Tribute to Jose Esteban Muñoz


Jose Esteban Munoz’s Memorial at Poisson Rouge


2013 Feminist Theory Workshop Keynote Speaker José Esteban Muñoz


Dr Vaginal Davis in dialogue with Jose Munoz


JNT Dialogue 2013: José Muñoz and Samuel Delany


José Esteban Muñoz ‘Mark Morrisroe: Neo-Romantic Iconography and the Performance of Self’


Having A Coke With You, For José Esteban Muñoz


José Muñoz: Queer Utopianism and Cruel Optimism

 

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Further

‘Remembering Jose Esteban Munoz’ @ Social Text
‘José Esteban Muñoz, in Memory and Futurity’
TAP DOCK | Celebrating José Esteban Muñoz
‘José Esteban Muñoz (1967-2013): A Collage’
JEM ‘Revisiting the Autoethnographic Performance: Richard Fung’s Theory/Praxis as Queer Performativity’
JEM ‘”The White to Be Angry”: Vaginal Davis’s Terrorist Drag’
JEM ‘Ephemera as Evidence: Introductory Notes to Queer Acts’
JEM ‘Performing the Punk Rock Commons: Queer Germs’
‘Disidentification’
‘The Disidentifications of Vaginal Davis & José Esteban Muñoz’
‘Trading Futures: Queer Theory’s Anti-antirelational Turn’
‘Locating hope and futurity in the anticipatory illumination of queer performance’
‘Muñoz, Basquiat, and Warhol: how bringing in comics with theory makes me wanna do art activism’
‘Cultural Q’s: In Memory of Jose E. Munoz: Making Queer Future’
‘Who Was José Esteban Muñoz? 6 Things To Know About The Deceased Queer Theorist’
Buy ‘Cruising Utopia’ @ NYU Press

 

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Interview
from Bad at Sports

 

Tell us a bit about Cruising Utopia.

Jose Muñoz: In Cruising Utopia I considered the work and life of figures from the historical queer avant-garde. I will discuss the life and work of Warhol superstar Mario Montez. Montez collaborated with Warhol, Jack Smith, Ronald Tavel and many other key figures from that scene. But Montez dropped out of the art and performance scene in the 1970s. He has recently reemerged and has great stories to tell. I look to him as a “Wise Latina” which was a phrase used by republicans who attacked Sonia Sotomayor when she was nominated to The Supreme Court. I describe Montez as a Wise Latina because she made a sort of “sense” that I think is worth considering today.

The prose style of your 2009 book Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity is at once poetic and deeply rousing. In particular, I’m enamored of this statement from your book’s Introduction:

“We must strive, in the face of the here and now’s totalizing rendering of reality, to think and feel a then and there. Some will say that all we have are the pleasures of this moment, but we must never settle for that minimal transport; we must dream and enact new and better pleasures, other ways of being in the world, and ultimately new worlds. Queerness is that thing that lets us feel that this world is not enough, that indeed something is missing.” I love the radical openness of that idea. Can you talk a bit about the ways in which you want to re/define the concepts of ‘hope’ and ‘utopia,’ particularly when it comes to queerness and what you describe as a ‘queer aesthetic’?

JM: I was advocating an idea of hope that refuses despair during desperate times. I reject naive hope and instead offer a version of hope that is counter measure to how straight culture defines our lives and the world. I was trying to describe an idea of utopia that is not just escapism. Queer art or queer aesthetics potentially offer us blueprints and designs for other ways of living in the world. In Cruising Utopia I look at performances and visual art that are both historical and contemporary. But what all the work has in common is the way it sketches different ways of being in the world.

Which contemporary performance artists do you think best represent your idea that ‘hope’ can be more than just a critical affect, but can also present us with a viable methodology for mapping utopias?

JM: I am interested in so much work that happens under the rich sign of performance. For years I have been following the work of artists like Vaginal Davis whose performances always insists on another version of reality than the ones we are bombarded by. I could substitute Vag’s name in the previous sentence with that of artists like Nao Bustamente, Carmelita Tropicana, Dynasty Handbag, My Barbarian and so many other artists that I have encountered. I look forward to seeing more work that helps me glimpse something beyond the here and now.

 

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Book

Jose Esteban Munoz Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity
NYU Press

‘The LGBT agenda for too long has been dominated by pragmatic issues like same-sex marriage and gays in the military. It has been stifled by this myopic focus on the present, which is short-sighted and assimilationist.

‘Cruising Utopia seeks to break the present stagnancy by cruising ahead. Drawing on the work of Ernst Bloch, José Esteban Muñoz recalls the queer past for guidance in presaging its future. He considers the work of seminal artists and writers such as Andy Warhol, LeRoi Jones, Frank O’Hara, Ray Johnson, Fred Herko, Samuel Delany, and Elizabeth Bishop, alongside contemporary performance and visual artists like Dynasty Handbag, My Barbarian, Luke Dowd, Tony Just, and Kevin McCarty in order to decipher the anticipatory illumination of art and its uncanny ability to open windows to the future.

‘In a startling repudiation of what the LGBT movement has held dear, Muñoz contends that queerness is instead a futurity bound phenomenon, a “not yet here” that critically engages pragmatic presentism. Part manifesto, part love-letter to the past and the future, Cruising Utopia argues that the here and now are not enough and issues an urgent call for the revivification of the queer political imagination.’ — NYU Press

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p.s. Hey. ** jay, I’ll take your word for it about the air pistol thing, haha. At least in my searching, in the last 8 or so months, ‘side’ has become an increasingly popular alternative to top and bottom. Not among the slave set, mind you. Wow, very long time banner mystery solved, thank you. I’ll go check the context. ** _Black_Acrylic, ‘Saucy’ doesn’t seem to be in my media wheelhouse, oh well. There’s gotta be a torrent somewhere. ** Måns BT, Howdy, Måns! Yes, definitely really into the possibility of showing ‘Room Temperature’ there. That’s the film’s name. Generally speaking, the film is about a family turning their house into a Halloween haunted house attraction, but lots of other things happen. It’s in English, using non-actors as always, shot in the Southern California desert area. I’m excited to finish it so you (and everyone can see it). I’m really, really happy with it. Yes, if you decide to share ‘Papaya’ when you’re finished, I would love to see it! I don’t know Malaga. Actually, I really only know Barcelona and around there. I’ve been to Portugal more often for some reason. We’re having a heatwave right now. Generally Paris has a pretty mild climate year around. Summers used to be a breeze, but in the last severral years we get these really hot bursts for several days each summer. And hardly any AC here, so it’s kind of rough. I love ‘120 Days’, but even I do a whole lot of skimming when I read it. Sade is very blah-blah-blah. Right now I’m reading Gary Shipley’s new novel ‘Stabfrenzy’ which is quite good. And a graphic novelist, Josh Simmons, sent me a bunch of his books, so I’m reading them. Are you traveling around at all while you’re there or staying mostly still and reading/daydreaming? ** Lucas, Hi. Oh, cool. Guided tour, huh, but maybe that’ll come in handy when you go back autonomously. It’s really humid here. It’s really awful, but I think it’s supposed to start becoming more humane tomorrow. My week has been pretty lowkey because of the heat. Nothing very exciting, but I’m going to try to use the last two weekdays more wisely. ** Steve, Right. I’m glad the visit was effective, and safe trip back to the Apple. Why is it called the Big Apple, actually? Do you know? ** David Ehrenstein, Thank you, David! ** Thomas H, Hey. Oh, gosh, yeah, I have a few friends in that job/residency conundrum. It’s so stressful. Mostly Russian escapees living in LA, most of whom ‘secretly’ worked on Zac’s and my film. Great, thank you for the link! I’m on it. Everyone, Thomas H does a podcast entitled Flash In The Pan about ‘the animation that fueled the early Internet’, and there’s a new episode up featuring Ranged Touch’s Michael Lutz. They talk about ‘Bush-era political satire, the Fallout games, and the Homestuck phenomenon, by way of online cartoons’, and if that sounds as exciting to you as it does to me, click here and listen up. Awesome! I’ve never watched a moment of ‘Golden Girls’. I think the particular delighted squealing of my ‘GG’ besotted friends kind of warded me off. But ‘cosy but sharp’ doesn’t sound too bad. ** Joseph, I agree that those three were highlights. Those slave dudes can write. Goes to show you why MFAs are so overrated. Congrats on your car’s uprighting and the consequent writing. I will check Ni Nu Koni. Sounds good. ** Harper, Yeah, no car needed here in Paris either at all. The public transport is kind of sublime as such things go. As opposed to LA where public transport is kind of disastrous. It’s just too big and disorganised a city to be organised in that way, I think. I’m way down with the Gaddis quote. Writing fiction always feels like solving a puzzle, and I guess like inventing the puzzle at the same time. Happy ‘Out 1’ is panning out for you. Jean-Pierre Leaud makes anything highly watchable. I think I’d pay to learn how to talk like a mouse. Yeah, sounds like overcompensation to me. What’s that thing you Brits are so famous for doing … stiff upper lip? Until September, eek? ** G, Hi, G! Good to see you! Hm, I don’t think I have favorite this month. Mm, maybe Johnjohn in a pinch. I hope things are great and less roasted for you than they are here. ** Deisel Clementine, Hm, that was nice. I can’t absorb lit well when I’m barreling through the p.s., but I’ll go back to it when I’m freed. Happy the forum is proving useful to you thereby. Thoughts … I guess not? I think the heat here is turning my thoughts very passive, very bottom, and not power bottom. ** Nicholas., Hi. Boom! Uh, I obviously love Paris and live here, so Paris seems like an option. It’s not cheap, but it’s actually cheaper than NYC or LA or London apparently. I’m not big on Berlin, but people sure are. Amsterdam is okay, but it gets a little boring. Someone just the other day asked me if I was going to do another digital gif book thingy. Maybe not. I feel like I achieved what I wanted to do in that form with ‘Zac’s Freight Elevator’ and ‘Zac’s Drug Binge’. I’m not sure if I could go anywhere else. But they were super interesting and fun to make, so who knows. Right now my mind is really geared towards making films. There are still a lot challenges left there. Thank you a lot for asking. I am really happy with that gif work. Maybe you should make one? You mean today? I’m going to meet someone from here on the blog who’s visiting Paris, and I’m being interviewed later, and I’m going to try not to overheat. What about you? ** Darby😸, Great: writing! And exiting the classes. Did you get an A+? A pet supermarket job doesn’t sound bad. I don’t really think I have a favorite car. Cars aren’t really a fetish for me. They’re just like transportation slaves. I do think 60s era Corvettes are pretty attractive. You have a dream car? Happy birthday to your pal! It’s been really hot, so I haven’t been amazing. Good movies … no, actually. ‘Twisters’ was fun. Everything was kind of so-so. What about you? ** Dev, There’ve been a couple of Dennis slaves. Here, I mean. I mean Dennis slaves who wrote who interesting pitches. Good luck with the prep, whatever that involves. Have you had to buy a lot of books? Do they still use real books? I’m dying in our relatively wussy heat (36-ish degrees C), so, yes, I would be floating face down in the Mississippi River if I were there. ** Justin D, The slaves do have the gift of haunting. At their best. Or, wait, at their worst. Fall, winter, spring and even very early summer is A-okay in Paris. If you don’t mind rain. It rains a lot here, and more and more. That’s our global warming form of punishment so far. My ear is still not normal, but I think, knock on wood, that it’s heading there. Thank you for caring, pal. ** nat, Early enough that I was still asleep when you were here. And I get up pretty early. I’m glad the slaves caused a reverie in your mind and typing fingers. Maybe you’re not going insane, you’re going genius. You ever think about that? Sounds like lots of fun to me. But I like doing things until I’m crazy. ** Right. The post up there is a restoration, but I ended up changing it so much that’s also practically a new post. Anyway, whatever, it’s a fine book, do look it over. See you tomorrow.

18 Comments

  1. jay

    Oh, I remember the chapters I read from this on public sex being pretty fundamental in terms of breaking the respectability politics I used to be into, he’s such a wonderful writer.

    Yeah, you may be right about that side thing. I’m not anti anal or anything, I just feel like it’s a deeply constraining framework for dick on dick stuff to only inhabit the top/bottom world and not try anything else.

    Anyway, I should be going out with my friend who got me into your writing today, we’re going to look around a medical history museum so I’ll report back. Glad to have helped with that header, it’s pretty easy to access the HTML of wordpress so it wasn’t any hastle to find. Let me know what you think find in that Mysterious Ladybug search!

  2. Nika Mavrody

    “The whole thing” was not, but it was.

  3. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Alex says thanks for the birthday wishes.

    We didn’t do anything really. He came over in the morning and I gave him his presents and then he hung out with his friends the rest of the day and night. Long story but they’d planned this Airbnb weeklong thing before I met him and that’s what they’re doing this week. I’ve seen him for a few minutes each morning and probably won’t see him today at all. (And no, I wasn’t invited to visit, though it’s only 10 minutes away. His friends are cool with him dating me, but I get the impression they don’t actually want to meet me. I did talk to some of them on speakerphone the other night and they told him they really like me.) It’ll all work out, though. We’ve kept up with texts and a couple phone calls.

    Good about you feeling better. I hope the upward trend continues.

  4. _Black_Acrylic

    The Saucy documentary is based on this book that might be of interest. Keeping the British End Up: Four Decades of Saucy Cinema certainly has good title anyway.

    I have seen bits of these films as a teenager. Back in the 90s When Channel 5 first started broadcasting, they would screen stuff like the Confessions series late at night. This was before the internet so it was the only chance to see any kind of flesh on the screen.

  5. Uday

    This book was everywhere in LA, alongside Anais Nin and Sean DeLear. I do make my bed mostly; you were right in your judgement. I just got some beautifully block printed thin sheets so that the next time I have somebody over to my dorm room I don’t have to embarrass myself with grey Target sheets. Anyway, it’s the first day of the month and the last evening of 19 so I’m off to kickstart a 5 day celebration. Love birthdays. Great time to meet everybody. Hope the person who came over was suitably impressed by your having made your bed.

  6. David Ehrenstein

    Munoz is a real find. His remarks bring to mind and old late friend, Kiki who worked the counter at “Brentano’s” on Fifthe and would browbeat customers who came in to buy “Swann’s Way” for a class assignmwent to buy the whole book. Kiki was a very militant Proustian

  7. Diesel Clementine

    Written on bus home after psychotheraphy appointment, eating strawberries. Sent later, while waiting for a chinese takeaway:
             (( when i was meeting last week with my unofficial editor, we were in a studio space set up in an abandoned office floor (i used to have a painting space in an abandoned department store building (one of the floors had a big industrial fridge that i brought guys to hook up (used the availability of that as a pick up line more than a couple of times))) ((anyway)) I was pacing while my friend was reading one of the bits they asked to ooze more (this is p92 to p98 for reference) and i found ‘Cruising Utopia’ on some other artist’s bookshelf (also ‘Times Square Red Times Square Blue’ which i’ve had on a wish list for a while) – which was funny i guess, cause Castrato’s Aria is concerned with the future as “retrocausally” anti-queering the now.

    ‘A’ was a big advocate for “Queer Futures” – in some jobseekers allowance beurocratic form (or something along those lines) they were to fill out aims they had – they wrote “for a queer future” –  or maybe “for a queer utopia” – i can’t remember – its tattooed on a friend’s knee – i should check – i think i’m worried about how little i remember beyond some details – i rember the first time we got a drink together, i remember talking a lot about an idea in a comic book (Grant Morrison’s Invisibles) about the universe being an extradimensional being which was placed in time to grow – and at some point it’ll be done and all of time will exist in the same space and our lives will be tendrils of our movements in time. I don’t know. ‘A’ wrote a lot, spoke a lot about queer futures. I forget more than i’d like to admit. I feel like I’ve lost a map. I’m trying to remember what it feels like to feel that retrocausal influence of a queer future. Its easy to imagine the connection being severed with them. I feel like everything’s lagging.

    The parents wouldn’t let us say anything at the funeral until the ‘family’ left. I said something about how they’d always take pictures of the sun hitting the water and sparkling. And how if you look into the light while you’re crying it sort of looks the same. There was a good 100 at the wake. I read out a bit from one of their zines. I was gonna link to their zine website here but i think one of us forgot to pay for the domain. But I don’t really wanna upset anyone by asking. The text has been pasted here instead:

    ((THE BIG GAY CLUB BEYOND THE EDGE OF TIME

    in body-ody-ody-ody-ody-ody language you can say the same thing again & again & and it never gets boring. in the darkness & in the light & in the way the club swings backwards & forwards between them, we do it over & over & over again. with no words to tidy up the time, i can feel it all at once. with your drink dripped over me snd my sweat smeared onto you, love is osmotic and i’m in you and you’re in me (its all in meeeee). the record spins in a universal endless circle & heaven is a place where nothing ever happens. when i feel love, we become way greater than the sum of our selves. time gets looser & so do my lips & i’ll tell you any-thing you want to know, baby. i love you now so i’ve always loved you & yet somehow, we just met. do that again.))

    Which is to say, thank you for spotlighting Cruising Utopia. I’ve decided I’ll find a copy. I think its time for me to imagine the future again. It’ll be harder without ‘A’ I think. But worth doing. I think.))

  8. Lucas

    hi. yeah, the guide was the reason I got invited in the first place, it was led by someone I’m also somehow distantly related to tho who I haven’t seen in years, like since a wedding when I was 9 or something, maybe. it rained for most of the day though so I didn’t go to the museum again today. yeah, I get you on the lowkey week, do you have anything exciting planned for the weekend to balance it out? I’m planning to maybe watch ‘the story of marie and julien’ sometime these days: the only annoying thing about rivette’s films is that I have to plan ahead to check when I have enough uninterrupted free time to see them

  9. Måns BT

    Howdy!
    Oh right, ‘Room Temperature’, I remember that title now! Of the two movies you and Zac has made yet, I’ve only watched ‘Permanent Green Light’, which I absolutely loved. I really need to watch ‘Like Cattle Towards Glow’, I’ll try to watch it as soon as possible.

    I really am unfamiliar with most of Spain except for Malaga and the areas close to it. Never been to Portugal, how is it? Sweden has a very weird climate as of late, during the summer it’s completely different from day to day. One day it’s raining and gray and the other it’s boiling. Yeah, it’s a pain when the heatwaves hit in normally mild-temperature countries, at least here in Spain every store is freezing due to the AC. For most of my trip, the weather has been relatively bearable though, but today was rough. Me and my dad planned to visit the ruins of some castle, but not only was the road blocked but it was 41 degrees (Celsius, obviously haha)!!! We had to turn back, but it was an okay day.

    I change my mind every other page of ‘120 Days’. I find it interesting, especially due to the context it was written, but it feels very unfinished, which is something that’s hard to complain about because it quite literally is. Very repetitive at times. I feel like Sade uses the same two ways to describe every female character, either they’re like old and missing a limb, or they’re described as having “the most delicate behind one could ever imagine” haha! I’m not against his blabbering all that much though, my second favorite writer is Laszlo Krasznahorkai and he has to be the biggest blabbermouth of all time.

    I am unfamiliar with Stabfrenzy, what is it about? Haven’t heard of Josh Simmons either, I’ll look him up. And yes, I’m traveling around a bit here in Spain, not just reading! I visited Istán a couple of days ago. It’s this little town, nothing happens there, but its scenery is beautiful and they have a decent restaurant. I can recommend it if you haven’t been there! Hope you’re having a great Thursday, see you tomorrow!

  10. Harper

    Hey. Oh yes the old stiff upper lip expression. It is still a used expression unfortunately. I used to get ‘put your head down’ a lot from my parents when I was depressed, which is basically the same thing.

    I haven’t been feeling too good today and I’m starting to think that something may be properly wrong with me. My throat is kind of strange, not unbearable but sort of feels like it’s full with something, and my ears are clogged and I just feel generally exhausted. These sort of symptoms have been coming and going for me for the entire year so I’ve got the feeling that something is seriously wrong. I can be a hypochondriac in these cases, and start thinking I have cancer and that this is it. I went by my day as normal because I’m still well enough to do everything, but something ain’t right. It’s kind of painful to smoke so I’m doing zyn instead which is hip at the moment. If you don’t know, it’s a non-tobacco version of snus where you put a pouch of nicotine below your lip and it gives you a buzz. It’s gross but smoking is kind of painful at the moment, and I should probably give my throat a rest.

    I got my testosterone results back and they are very low. It says on the test results document that it’s more common for biological men to have low testosterone than to have high testosterone but still, I’m kind of confused as to what could be causing this. The only possible cause other than it just being my natural status is stress, which as you probably know i’ve had my share of this year. I honestly think that I’ve been so run down generally that it’s taken a toll on my body. Anyway, I’m hoping that this won’t mean anything in regards to my hormone prescription because they want my testosterone to go down anyway. Shouldn’t this be a good thing?

    How’s Olympic-crazed Parisian life going? There’s been a particular to-do from the typical media lunatics about this one going ‘woke’. The new thing is all these people claiming this boxer is trans but is apparently a biological woman with high testosterone, so her struggles are running parallel to mine when I think about it.

  11. Steve

    I’m back home! I hate to say this, but it’s a relief to be at a distance from my folks after the last few days.

    Tomorrow, I’ll be interviewing GOOD ONE director India Donaldson.

    I’d never given the phrase “the Big Apple” any thought till you asked, but I just looked it up. It originated in the 1920s, as a reference to the importance to the horse races held in the city back then!

    The new JPEGMAFIA is excitingly chaotic, though hard to get a handle on with one listen. Unless the credits are mistaken, it appears to sample former Artforum editor David Velasco!

  12. Jeff J

    Hey Dennis – Great talking with you yesterday (Wed) and catching up. Been thinking a lot about your film woes. Hope things improve profoundly on that front soon.

    Enjoyed this Cruising Paradise post. I knew Jose a bit when I was an undergrad. Nice guy.

    Have you checked out the new Syd Barrett doc yet? Does it live up to the accolades?

  13. Justin D

    Hey, Dennis! As a lifelong Oregonian, I’m quite used to the rain. So I suppose if rain is a punishment then I guess I’m a masochist. I just finished watching Bertrand Bonello’s ‘The Beast’. It’s visually stunning and Bonello definitely swings big, but it left me sort of cold. For a film about love and dread, it felt so emotionally sterile. There’s a club sequence soundtracked to Visage’s ‘Fade To Grey’ that’s particularly good, though. I really wanted to love it, seeing as it’s more of an auteur type of film, but… Have you had a chance to see it?

  14. Bill

    That statement about the “pleasures of the moment” is so wise. Then I remember the boy from yesterday who wrote he “wasn’t building a life for myself by placing pleasure above career. ” Hmmm.

    My local bookstore just told me they have Flunker. Of course I’m trying to minimize indoor activities with the co, but I suppose if I wear a mask it wouldn’t be that irresponsible.

    Look forward to your thoughts on Josh Simmons. I’ve read a couple of his books, and find them very frustrating. There are weird and wonderful sequences, but also bursts of over-the-top violence that I’m hardly ever in the mood for.

    All my European friends are complaining about the heatwave. Sorry.

    Bill

  15. Nicholas.

    Howdy! No problem you deserve it. And hum much to consider on location I’m gonna binge house hunters international for sure. Long day full of walking it was so hot everyone was going crazy all over today it was wild. Oh on films do
    You think it’s the ultimate art form it blends everything human and if done well becomes fantasy no matter how fictional or factual the content is. I need dinner ideas so tell me veggie that’s your favorite I rotate between butternut squash and green beans these days for ease of preparation and taste factor. TTYL and xoxo

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