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uselesstwink, 18
Guess u could say, i have a hard time accepting my sexuality and to cope with it, my mind wants me to have my gay Virginity r*ped even if i reject it. i’m not looking to be straight ever again. i’m making my slow way by car from AR to Portland OR but i can change course to any state. if u take me i’ll be gay for as long as u can keep me panicking and struggling- no escape- have me tied up on display or hidden in ur house or like ur attic or garage or something if u wanted me out the way for as long as u possibly wanted. limits are: no contact with my family, no dismemberment, no getting me sent to prison. thank u for reading.
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cosmic – April 24, 2023
I DO NOT recommend putting anyone into a coma, however the best way is to use a fast acting injectable insulin such as NOVALOG. A moderate dose will produce an apparently lifeless faux necrotoy. A higher dose will produce convulsions. With wrists secured behind the back you will mimic “death throes” and the anal sphincter will spasm with periodicity. The coma can be safely reversed by a glucagon injection (which many diabetcs have) or glucose gell, to be given as an enema or used on the mucosa inside the mouth.
Mummifyyou70 – April 18, 2023
This can be really easy if you let it.
Mummifyyou70 – April 18, 2023
Hi, I’m from Lake Tahoe and I’m looking to suffocate you rape you use you fuck you kidnap you tie you and do not let you breathe. If you would like to know anything else just ask.
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Evilllll, 18
I’m a pretty evil subby fem kid with a lot of charisma!
I have a thing where I hate human faces, mine especially, so I like people fully masked or helmeted, you can’t even have a picture of your face on your profile!
DM me and we can do anything you want, even meet up!
PLEASE SEXT WITH ME IF YOU GOT A MONSTER MASK!
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NeedsToTape55 – April 7, 2023
Ill arrived masked. I’ll bring duct tape, 6 rolls at least. Silver for that classic look. Black to match your soul. Olive green to go with my military fatigues. Once you’re wrapped and sealed, there is no escape. Leave your mouth untaped to tongue-shine whatever I want, and then press that duct tape so your lips are glued shut by the adhesive. Maybe I’d want my bare hands sealing around your mouth and nose so I can feel your hot breath against my palm. Maybe I’ll want to duct tape shut all your air holes and run my fingertips over your airless face just so you know that it’s my air you breathe.
I_have_no_idea – April 1, 2023
He’s so desperate to hide his face, he’ll do anything to keep his mask on no matter how degrading, repulsive, or violent 🤤
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Knock_me_up, 22
Just a lad who always wanted to get pregnant!
Hit me up if you’re in to it.
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Yourmouthhole, 24
Hi i am Logan i have been sucking dicks since i was 8 starting with my brothers and going publicly gay.
Your dick wont suck its self bring it to me.
Not looking for a relationship yuck.
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Yourmouthhole (Owner) – April 9, 2023
they/them
Explosivechris – April 9, 2023
He has ADHD and tourette’s syndrome and autism so he’s a bit different.
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your_cinderella, 23
I enjoy getting to know a guy a bit no matter how old he is before getting choked unconscious by him.
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your_cinderella (Owner) – April 20, 2023
I’m very lonely and tired of it. I’m tired of being alone. It’s a pity to be like this.
your_cinderella (Owner) – April 16, 2023
Sugar daddies are real or only in movies?
your_cinderella (Owner) – April 11, 2023
I can be enigmatic or straightforward.
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HatredTarget, 24
McDonald’s employee with no limits needs permanent captivity. It has been on here before, thought it found the perfect owner, had two weeks of heaven, hell, torture, sex, and it was everything it ever wanted. Bound 24/7, cut, fisted, sounded, toilet, enemas, water sports, breath play (a new favorite of it’s), rimming, tattooing, hard torture, and mutilation. It was the best two weeks of its life. Until its foot got infected because its owner didn’t have the proper skill when cutting off my toe. Once it got infected he freaked out, and kicked me out of his house. He seriously should have just sawed the damn foot off and moved on. If the infection progressed more, just cut more.
That’s what a torture pig if for isn’t it? Do whatever the hell you want, take whatever you want, as little or as much at a time as you desire. Anyways, now It’s recuperating from the infection and looking for a owner that has the skill, experience, and balls to keep a 24/7 pig that is looking for a lifetime of continuous hard use with no limits, no say, no rights, and most importantly no release, no matter what. It can’t travel right now, when it left, it left everything behind and my job won’t take me back so it needs to take care of that, get back on it’s feet (pun intended), lol, take it’s time and find a final owner.
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HatredTarget (Owner) – April 13, 2023
Also had a cranioplasty since those photos were taken which has slightly altered the look of my head.
LoadedPants – April 9, 2023
He needs harsh corporal punishment that leaves his bare ass red and ripped up.
He’s not into warm ups – strip him naked, get him strapped to the bench and then give the beating.
He can be beaten as hard as you can give it.
You’ll get a good reaction as each stroke lands – wails and groans plus bucking and writhing as the pain really gets to him – so you’ll know it’s really hurting!
If you want you can have a pre-agreed punishment schedule delivered 100% full force no limits, no mercy and no get-outs or safe words to completion.
HatredTarget (Owner) – April 4, 2023
Constant unyielding suicidal thoughts clashing with nymphomanic behavior and bam.
mischevious – April 4, 2023
Im just wondering, what got you into wanting what you want?
HatredTarget (Owner) – April 4, 2023
Everything involving minors, animals, and women is either expected or negotiable.
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mynamewastaken, 21
I’m in León, Mexico and I know what I’m looking for, do you?
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mynamewastaken (Owner) – April 21, 2023
Monday-Friday 8:30am-12:30pm in my car.
yourhero – April 21, 2023
I teach you Korean please
KinkCrazedPig – April 16, 2023
I’m looking for forced alcohol intox sessions where you are turned into a piggy who spins a game roulette wheel and does everything from raunch, cutting off your fingers with garden shears, etc.
Wallet – April 15, 2023
Ass is life, prove me wrong
lennon – April 10, 2023
I am 14 and want to be fucked by anyone
PunishmentinHell – April 10, 2023
I want to sentence you to punishment in hell. No not the one that God gives people.
Barelylegalteendick – April 10, 2023
Bf is my goal but sex would be fine.
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heythereyo, 18
I’m just your average high school loner who is neither too skinny nor too fat. I have all kinds of extreme fantasies about being slaughtered and eaten by a dominant chef. I am looking for a chef. I would also like to get in touch with like minded young long pigs and make some new friends.
Recently I am dreaming about having my head chopped off and having it brutally fucked by a master chef from both ends. It would be an honor if my head could be kept as a trophy for a handsome chef, and it would be my greatest pleasure that my obedient but lifeless head can serve as a sex toy and provide enjoyment for the chef.
Of course, most of all, I am looking forward to have my tender meat made into various cuisines. I bet it’s gonna be one of the tastiest meat my chef will ever have.
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heythereyo (Owner) – April 17, 2023
Take me into your stomach!
Iamthemistake9 – April 17, 2023
1 or 2 years ago i saw a video where a octopus like thing crawled into a boys ass and pushed his organs out. Im not into that stuff but im really curious about it, pls help me find it.
heythereyo (Owner) – April 10, 2023
Take me into your stomach!
EmotionalDistress – April 10, 2023
I have been jacking to your photos for three days, but figured it was time to say hello.
I think I could be defined as a gay homicidal necro cannibal. I love watching boys being snuffed by other guys – and honestly the more cold hearted and brutal, the better (No harm in watching then digging in when the deed has already been done).
Sharp knives, dull knives, machetes, beheadings, beatings, fire, electro etc. – all so hot. Then I have a special thing for guns – both hand and automatic. Not very common here – but watching a good massacre feels so good.
Not proud or glad to be a homicidal necro cannibal, but being what I am, I might as well enjoy it.
heythereyo (Owner) – April 6, 2023
Take me into your stomach!
Torture_is_awesome – April 6, 2023
Before you eat him shave off his head hair, then skin him from the waist upwards. Put his skin over his head like a plastic bag and use his hair to make a tight knot. Watch him suffocating.
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ToxicShiTeaTr, 24
bttm SEWER hungry, horned, and lookin För extreme shitplay now! Blend it in my blender and make shitshake to make me eat it while recording me. film me begging 2 chew ur shit. want to be mercilessly forced fed! Forced chem chemmed! 1000% True No LimiTs, completely broken toilet dump hole. No dump refused.
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ToxicShiTeaTr (Owner) – April 12, 2023
Wanna play with my ass? Yup. I’m down.
ifucklikehell – April 12, 2023
I smoke cigars and can I cut and burn your asscheeks and exiguish cigars on it while I shit on you to the point of exhaustion?
Enjoyer – April 11, 2023
Oh my God you are such a dirty filthy fucking twink! You are my wildest fucking dream!
CheckingTheMenu – April 8, 2023
I like your face 🤷🏽♂️ lol
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JamieTheSlaveboy, 22
At 18. I decided to enter a gap year before uni. In this year I embraced my true masochistic cumdump faggot self and let alpha males and superiors do anything they wanted to me.
2 years on and I have still not started my studies and have no intentions to either.
I want my life changed. I want the scariest men after me. I want to be in danger at all times!
Looking for a master who isn’t scared to permanently damage me. Body destruction is in my opiniom the only true way to give yourself to the slave lifestyle.
I’m complete utter trash and don’t deserve any happiness, I know my purpose in this word is to give up my body and let someone else empty and destroy it!
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JamieTheSlaveboy (Owner) – April 15, 2023
In the case of a life time commitment it would be best that my owner is younger than myself.
3xsearching – April 14, 2023
Heya Jamie! I’m a 44 y/o gay male, wanna make you a triple amputee wannabe (both arms, 1 leg). If you can’t dig it – that’s cool, just please, no judgement, right?
bornsadist1968 – April 10, 2023
i have an insatiable sexual appetite and i want to suspend you upside down and abuse your prostate with extreme force for your entire life
JamieTheSlaveboy (Owner) – April 4, 2023
I got my elbow broken in another hot scene as a teenager. Loved it!! Loved it because the guy noticed it of course, and went on anyway, he actually twisted it some more to make it really hurt. Best part was my older brother was watching and he came over and broke my other arm.
JamieTheSlaveboy (Owner) – April 3, 2023
ONE OF MY HOTTEST SCENES: I went to piss in the restroom at this gas station and a drunk nasty trucker came on to me and I told him to get lost. Instead he suckerpunched me in the face and my nose was broken and bleeding and then pushed and beat me into one of the stalls and choked the hell out of me while he raped my ass. Eventually he choked me out just when I was just cumming (<– I mean it!). I wish I had woken up a couple minutes earlier so I could get his number or marry him or something.
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politicallyconservativetwink, 19
I have never had sex with anyone but myself, yet I love to play with my body and any stuff I find. Buy me a dildo and I’ll be your slave for life. I’m always poppered up.
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politicallyconservativetwink (Owner) – April 8, 2023
When I’m not poppered up I am at University where I am studying to be a heart surgeon.
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WHORTHLESSTRASH, 19
My Master made an appointment to get all of my teeth pulled. He decided to trade my ability to talk and eat so that i can Gum loads outta dudes like a machine. Also To give awesome rim jobs. I am Getting multiple tounge, mouth, lip, gum piercings. My mouth will be customized to give Head and rim jobs to males. My Master said he will talk for me and sometimes chew up food and spit it in my mouth. I will Mostly be gumming loads of cum on a constant basis. So I will pretty much living on a cum only diet. I will have to ask straight dudes if i can gum a load outta of them just to eat.
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Hintyt – April 22, 2023
How did it go?
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lessthanlife, 20
I am a very skinny anorexic like boy, my arms are super weak and skinny no muscle
I also have autism, and am dyslexic
Since I’m so weak and sexy I’m a perfect boy
I am looking for someone who will wrap me completely in latex/rubber and keep me inside it for the rest of my life
Be someone near me within 5 miles
Location is Gorleston on sea UK
I would give up my entire sexuality to be locked in latex/rubber forever
The reason I’m so skinny is because of a growth problem
Winters are tough for me
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lessthanlife (Owner) – April 26, 2023
I lost my smile
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DavidBowieKnife, 19
i am a knife & sword collector
slim waist, nice abs
please don’t gut my belly 😝
please don’t harvest my organs 😝
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eatmybumbum, 18
As my name suggests, my ass, my rules, if you don’t obey my ass, I’m not interested.
I’m not a flirt, so people who think they’re giving me money to screw me will be blocked directly.
I’m not attracted to dudes, it’s just a sickness for ass attention even if its from a chick.
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ErosWired – April 22, 2023
The CDC has issued a warning about an increase in the spread of treatment-resistant Shigella bacteria that cause shigellosis. Transmission is generally along the fecal-oral route, so sticking your tongue deep into an ass is basically opening an express lane. Fatality is rare, but the symptoms are fever, abdominal cramping, and bloody diarrhea, and there are no recommendations for treatment if those symptoms become severe in the case of a drug-resistant strain.
aint_from_no_heaven – April 19, 2023
That’s interesting. Last week I was ordering a burrito at the local Speedy G. across the street from my office. As I’m waiting for my food, the very twink in those photos brushes past me. I must have cruised him unknowingly cause no sooner than that he motioned me over and handed me a card with a photo of what I assumed was his ass with his name and number and the words “want this or no”.
bearbandit – April 16, 2023
Perfect for the proverbial man with a twelve inch tongue and the ability to breathe through his ears.
DumbFuck7 – April 12, 2023
I am kelvin louse I want to show my style fertility for you my heart cold to know about as we going to rock your ass day after day and may like it thank you??
eatmybumbum (Owner) – April 12, 2023
Despite my slutty facade, I’m actually a really nice person. Not many people can say that so bluntly but I’m proud I have people that can vouch for that.
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Kickmyjunk, 20
I recently realized I liked to be hit in the balls when my friend sack tapped me hard as a joke. It fucking felt amazing and I told him to do it again. I now I crave it daily and fantasize about my friends smacking my nuts for fun but haven’t found any takers that wanted to me cry and beg haha
Being hit in the balls keeps me in a happy mood, especially if its done regularly. Ideally this wouldn’t be romantic or even sexual just one dude doing another dude a favor and make him happy. I struggle to hit my own balls that hard but I do want to see how violent I can go.
I want to work up to kicks and punches. Public scenarios interest me too. I’d love to be in public and pulled to a bathroom stall, balls pulled out and punched while trying not to make a sound. If we’re eating out, reach over and surprise me with a ball stomp as a joke. I’m not embarrassed if it and don’t care if my friends know or see. So go nuts.
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Kickmyjunk (Owner) – April 11, 2023
If it gets to sex I’m a top, shocking I know.
Cockcutting – April 9, 2023
Want your cock split wide open from head to balls. Want your balls completely exposed.
Bun0200384 – April 6, 2023
Ball Torture is the most popular in this world the love of the year is not as long as it could have been
Kickmyjunk (Owner) – April 6, 2023
I love when I feel a guy’s eyes undressing my crotch. Even better if a guy’s eyes were filled with disgust at my balls and his hands were mauling them into a bloody, shaking mess.
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Tastethemeat, 21
🐖🥩🥩🍗🍗 🐖 🐖🥩🥩🍗🍗 🐖🐖🥩🥩🍗🍗 🐖
An extremely twisted well developed piglet with two fine juicy ass cheeks 🍖🍖 to extract, roast and eat. Strictly older carnivores 😉 If murderous and hungry, eat me.
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Links – April 22, 2023
What up Mastermark57 how are you doing my fetish is cannibalizing butts and I’ve been into it every since I was a kid and it’s a very hard fetish to control even though I haven’t eaten a butt in years yes I can take a very strong death odor and I I enjoy being who I am and only the real me plus my favorite color is purple and always stay putting God first I am not perfect at all I make mistakes and have problems for now I will remain single until I am fully ready and I stay with family for now until I can get my own place plus I work for sterilite it’s a factory where you make containers and assembly parts plus lifting and moving and off every other weekend 7am to 7pm
Mastermark57 – April 20, 2023
Don’t be weird or creepy just text me if you’re interested and we just go on from there.
Tastethemeat (Owner) – April 20, 2023
So I joined a few hours ago and Mastermark57 has made it clear to me that my ass is now his groceries. If you wish to have a taste then please ask him.
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Extremsup4you, 23
Hey I’m not a slave, I’m a very fucked lil perv. I started smoking cigs and meth at 13, now five years later I am I’m an extremely demonic maso and I’m looking for a session in which I really have to suffer and lasting damage can also be caused with several extremely sadists who are looking to carry out their most cruel thoughts, the only condition is that I don’t eat any shit else everything is allowed, whether it’s red-hot irons or fish hooks, meat hooks in me or extreme whipping until I’m flayed from head to toe nothing makes this young dick harder.
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Extremsup4you (Owner) – April 23, 2023
I am now collared permanently; this means that I have a master. He wants to keep me in one piece for some reason. Most, if not all my conversations here will be showed to him or be spoken about while I’m around him. (Just a fair warning to those of you that want to have spicy conversations about cutting me into pieces)
ghoul – April 20, 2023
Anyone who complains about this little pig is either lying or has horrible taste in pigs.
Extremsup4you (Owner) – April 18, 2023
I have been maso all my life. However, I recently attempted to become a transvestite. As a girl I seem to lean Dominant Top. This is me seeing if I prefer the way I “used” to be.
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WinWin, 20
ok so i party ALOT. i absolutely love getting fucked up. :] but omfg weed isnt enough. lol shrooms, opium, ecstacy, heroin, kalonapin…. you’ll be rollin balls for daysss :] getting fucked up is my way of releaving stresss i guess,…. its better than attempted suicide..haha
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poshcityboi – April 15, 2023
A guilty pleasure of mine is to worship him orally from head to toe.
uguessedit – April 11, 2023
you can fist him if it feels right as long as you don’t care if 💩 happens
WinWin (Owner) – April 7, 2023
i know my teeth need fixing…it will happen soon.
WinWin (Owner) – April 2, 2023
you said you wish there was 2 of me
partyhardfuckharder – April 2, 2023
I fucked him for 7 hours straight and it was my pleasure if such a thing exists.
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IWantAWildOpenHole, 19
Total Fetish kitty almost no limits loving hypno, brainwashing and drug use. Don’t rlly like thinking and would love to lose my mind.
I like being fucked up. Consent is sexy but not a requirement for me. I like dark taboo situation. I like being drugged.
If you want get me drunk, get me high, get me huffing poppers more than air.
Make sure I’m dumb and drooling. Tie me up for hours and force me into brainwashing while fucking my mind and body.
I have a specific “very out there” wish that I’d rather share in dms, and I offer a decent amount of $$$ for any sickos willing to try it.
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MrSherlock – April 16, 2023
I will be eternally grateful to you if you allow me to turn your brain into a simple mechanism that opens and closes your mouth. My ethnicity is Jewish.
IWantAWildOpenHole (Owner) – April 12, 2023
I don’t have a passport but happy to runaway or be kidnapped and smuggled.
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Wanna_Be_Trans, 22
I’ve been doing sissy hypno lately and I think it’s working because now I feel ready to make the jump and be forcefully made transgender through surgery etc and then enslaved TPE, 24/7/365 for the rest of my life!!
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Scuzz – April 8, 2023
I already know him in real life before he created this profile. Really nice boyy with a gorgeous ass, but unfortunately not a girl. You can do it Patrick!
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walking_jukebox_, 18
Looking for serious killer somewhere in EU who would dismember my young muscular body.
I know what I want and what I like and I ultimately want and like one thing.
Okay to have sex in the lead up to but a very short timescale must be agreed.
My wikr alanriz
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walking_jukebox_ (Owner) – April 13, 2023
Just realized that wikr might not be suitable for everybody since it is being depricated.
So you can use a tox with same user name: alanriz
jackanderson1 – April 9, 2023
I am an artist who can destroy, burst and kill you if you’re willing to voluntarily participate in an art project which I’m planning. I would need to do with you what I want and how I want until the end. I have a place I can do it as long as I can cut up your corpse and burn it. It will become a photo series about the fetish of snuff in a very aesthetic way.
walking_jukebox_ (Owner) – April 7, 2023
I was a porn actor in Czech republic. I shot 2 months, but I don’t want to want continue.
fucktilldaylight – April 7, 2023
Fake! Those are pix of a Staxus porn star.
walking_jukebox_ (Owner) – April 7, 2023
If you are too small minded to think I have the right to exist to then go away. I’m rare cause I want to be dismembered and I’m not asking permission 🐸 this is a new profile cause some small minded idiot reported me for existing. Well I exist don’t care what you think of that.
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reallywantthistowork, 18
I’m 18 so I can’t host or travel often but I really want to be bullied and humiliated. Iv had more underwear ripped over my head than I care to admit and will probably go death by the time I’m 20 from all the constant showers I take cuz my head was dunked in a dirty toilet. While I’m waiting for that Id love to influence you to become angrier and more violent.
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Jesshamilton – April 18, 2023
looking ownership of you permanent lifelong make you brainwashed stupid pathetic fagg slave & keep you with me you born to be a slave use me your body must do use some medical treatment medicine chemical drugs to make you my total brainwashed stupid pathetic nonsense slave expecting in return just 2 times meal only what I left in my plates & for drinking must give you my pee it keep your brain fresh make me keep reminding you you’re nothing just a living being sex object to use sometimes i think you born by mistake as human why not i own you keep you with me use you whole life never ever return back to my normal life at last if you’re useless kill you you brainwashed stupid pathetic fagg slave 🐕🐕🐕
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ImBack, 21
Not that you would know even know me or anything… it’s been a year since I’ve been on the market again. I would really like to meet some freak and freak out. So that’s what I’ll do.
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69SAM69 – April 20, 2023
you can get creative with his balls
mesmerist – April 18, 2023
A guy who suffers beautifully.
Composite77 – April 11, 2023
turned on by situations where there is confusion or obliviousness
SunnyX20 – April 6, 2023
Hello friend, I was always interested in death since my very young age, when I’ve been watching horror films with my schoolmates I always felt that weird shiver in my body, later when I was teenager, I always had my dick hard from the bloody and painful deaths in the horror films, and then I’ve found snuff and started to discover how great and hot is the death of other people. Nothing makes me cum greater and powerful than painful, bloody and sometimes maybe pointless death of cute young people. My dream is to play and cum on the body or face of a dead teenager, so maybe you’ll let me get lucky 🙂
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satansjunkie, 20
I am a 20 year old that recently watched a snuff video that turned me on so I decided to make an account on this app. I aspire to whisper sweet nothings to each murderer that comes my way. All I do is play games! One moment we’re speaking and the next I’ll drop out of contact giving you silent treatment for days on end. I’ll gladly dish out insults and belittlement – I always enjoy speaking to murderers like they are gum on the bottom of my shoe – because that’s exactly what they are. I don’t take this community seriously. I believe its cheesy. Consent and Negotation? Bah! Those are dumb ideas.
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satansjunkie (Owner) – April 9, 2023
If you just wanna come and surprise me my add is Flat 8, 17 Andrew Road, Plymouth, Pl2 1ad.
sweetrigor – April 8, 2023
I know. Always believed in high risk = high reward though hehe
Bry666 – April 8, 2023
Watched it. Very hot but super dangerous he was really struggling and a little longer he would have stopped making breathing movements and gone straight to brainstem death. If you have more please share.
sweetrigor – April 8, 2023
Have a video of me using inert gas to make make him pass out for heavy play if interested.
satansjunkie (Owner) – April 4, 2023
Don’t want to do anything legal. Ever. So don’t ask.
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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thank you, and right back at’cha. I wish I could have shared photos from the rest of the shooting, like during the haunted house portion, and maybe I can sneak some out here once things settle. Wow, in a month! That’s so wild. I’m actually going to Vienna for a couple of days next week to do an event there around ‘I Wished’ and ‘Permanent Green Light’. I’ve never been there before, so it’ll be nice to get a sense of your impending new context. Oh, I’ll check my Facebook in a minute. I’m behind on messages there. Cool, thank you! My jet lag is still unpleasantly in play, but maybe it’s slightly better. I’m hoping it’ll be history by Monday. And that my mouth will taste like magic Pocky. Love sneaking you a haunted house photo, G. ** scunnard, Hi, J! How’s it going, man? My jet lag is taking its god damned sweet time to expire, but hey. What’s new? ** Golnoosh, Hi, Golnoosh! I loved your Neo-Decadent excerpt even with my foggy brain. I hope the book lands here soon, yeah. How are you? What’s been happening? ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey, hey, Ben! If it’s any consolation, I’m currently zonked out with eyes barely open by 7 pm and waking even earlier than 5 am. Ugh. Commiserations. Body clocks are pretty adaptive, it seems, or so they say, so best of luck to us both. ** A, Hi, thank you! I’m hoping to find a burst of wakefulness and write back to you today. Sounds good, thanks a bunch again. ** Charalampos, Hey there. We’re back! Yes, I’m really dying to start editing the film. Have to wait a couple of weeks, but then it’ll be full on. I’m behind on everything, but, yes, Expat 5 is on my list, for sure. The good thing about zines is there is no rule. They can look like anything. Great form. Good luck. ** Jack Skelley, Mr. Skell! Thank you, thank you, buddy. And I will see you this evening my time. Hope you got beaucoup sleep in the meantime. ** Tosh Berman, Thanks a lot, Tosh! Identity stolen? Yeeks, man. But I’m happy you’re back in recognisable form. Nice Duvert entry on your Stack. ** Sypha, Hi, James. My pleasure on the post, and I’m looking forward to the book itself. Covid, oh shit, hang in there. I have two other US friends who just got it after managing to evade it entirely up to now. Weird. ** Bill, Hi, B. Yeah, once my mind is cooperating again, I’ll try to spill filmic beans. Oh, wow, Jimmy Duvall will be there? What a sweet guy. Does he still act? Have big fun. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. That was like a FaBlog post in my commenting arena. Thanks! Did you know the recently deceased Robert Patrick? I never met him, but he was a lot of fun on Facebook. ** Steve Erickson, Thanks, Steve, tricking my body clock into accepting my current time zone is my weekend go-to. Zac and I need to put together an extremely rough cut by the end of June to apply for a French post-production grant. We’re hoping to have the film in sufficient shape this fall to submit it to Berlin and Rotterdam. We’ll see. I think we can. I look forward to your new album! Everyone, Mr. Erickson has new album out and online called PROOF OF CONCEPT that I, of course, highly recommend to you. You can stream and/or download it here. ** politekid, Oscar! I’m ultra-excited for you to see the film, and to finish making it, naturally. My lag is still a monster, but the weekend might just bash it on the head. That does sound intense, good intense: the conference. I am into video game photography, yes, of course. Wow, I’ll try to find that guy’s stuff. Very cool. Gotcha about the platonic crush. Yeah, hm, you never know, but it’s certainly true that being beset with a hard crush can be a total interesting person queller. The energy is nice though. And the feels and all of that. Nice reading, especially the Roubaud and Simon for my money. Right, the coronation. I’m so out of the loop. It’s kind of fun to watch that stuff from over here. Uh, I’m going to Vienna for a couple of days to do an event, and I’ve never been there, so that’s something. Other than that I’d like to work on some fiction before the film editing eats me up. We’ll see. And see some art and stuff. I hope your post phd deadline life is super rich. Sounds pretty much so so far. Plans on your end? Take care, sir. ** Okay. It’s the end of the month, or it will be tomorrow when I don’t post, so you of course get your slaves this weekend. See you on Monday.
Thank you DC, rest up and take good care of yourself. I’m totally understanding about the delay – also Zac sent me the producers email because when we spoke, I wanted to wire a donation for the project but my phone obliterated and I lost the email. Very frustrating. Can you either resend it to me when you write back an update or ask him to text it to me again? Lots of love!
Dennis– Some of these make good fiction fodder. I like how Hatred Object, with the pronoun “it,” identifies first and seemingly foremost as “McDonald’s employee.” See you in 3, 2, 1….
Hi Dennis!
welcome back! so exciting seeing all the photos from the film shoot and glad to hear it went even better than you and Zac anticipated, that’s really awesome. are you itching to get into editing? I missed the blog a lot over the past month so I’m pretty stoked you were able to sneak in a slave post before April ended, always a great read with my green tea in the morning.
things are good on my end, I’m a couple months into the new job now and it’s easy and low stress (might be cause I’m still new) and people are nice so I can’t complain. on a whim I signed up for a workshop with Blake Butler (which just ended) all about experimenting with form and process in writing. I think I needed a temporary shift away from my novel-in-progress after finishing the latest chapter. it was definitely the right move though cause I wrote a bunch of new short pieces I’m really into and now I’m thinking of turning them into a zine or ongoing series or something. lots cooking in the brain which feels energizing.
other than that just getting my garden set up for the season. mostly veggies and cannabis this year, some sunflowers too. fingers crossed your jetlag is banished by Monday. take care and enjoy your weekend!
Dennis, re: Covid, yeah, it’s weird, last year I got it (for the first time) in the first half of April, and now I get it again for a second time, this time in the second half of April. The only consolation is that both times it wasn’t me who brought it into the house (as you know, I live with my parents and some of my younger brothers). So far (knock on wood) it hasn’t been as bad as the first time, almost feels more like a head cold to be honest: progressing from mucus going down the throat/sore throat, then sneezing and a leaky nose for a day or two, and now at day 4 I seem to be at the congestion stage. But no fever or anything.
Pregnant twinks? What is this world coming to ha ha
I’m happy to note there are some zen-like exchanges today, like the Leon boy and the guest who wants to teach him Korean. And Satansjunkie’s foot-shot is quite fine.
Dennis, I’m surprised you’ve never been to Vienna. It’s an odd place, but I do enjoy the food (especially the cakes!), museums, and the active new music scene. Look forward to your report.
I see some very recent items in Duval’s filmography. They all seem to be micro-budget horror flicks. I remember watching some early Araki movies, and thinking Duval’s character just about walked out of one of your novels.
Bill
Hi!!
You’re gonna be in Vienna next week? Oh, wow. I wish I would’ve known sooner! Next time you’re around, you can stay with us! We’ll have enough space.
After seeing your love’s photo, I’m even more excited about the film! Gah! Thank you for the sneak peek! (And don’t worry about the Julian photos! I’m sure you’ve got approximately 8,000 messages waiting for you right now, and it’s not exactly a pressing matter, haha.)
I hope this weekend will be enough to cure your jet lag completely!
Love giving lessthanlife his smile back, Od.
приве́т! hello! I changed my name!
I think it was shadeoutmaps before idk. Sorry if that’s confusing. I think I was the one obsessed with Jeff Mangum and had dreams about. I think I mentioned that. Well, I just got out of a… hospital. It’s a long story but I don’t want to be depressing so I won’t mention it, well except for the good part. Oh, I don’t go to school in person anymore ha-ha oops! I really wanted to go back but my mom has this miserable guardianship over me which means that even though I’m 18 I can’t really make my own decisions! I can’t even get hormone therapy or other stuff because she thinks I’m confused which is cringe. I feel horrible about that but I don’t want to be sulky, so I’ll leave it there. There was this Ukrainian girl at the hospital who could only speak Russian and I befriended her by using a Russian dictionary hahaha. Before she left, she told me to love myself in Russian and gave me a bracelet. That was really nice. I still think it’s strange how I felt more heard by someone who didn’t even speak the same language as me than people who do.
The friendships didn’t work out I don’t think. Maybe its selfish but I was gone for at least 2 weeks and I was a little sad when the people I thought where friends didn’t really notice or text whatever. I guess it is selfish. Everyone seems so close. I don’t think there was room for me to fit in. My doctor told me no one would want to associate with me when my arms were so scarred. I think that makes sense now.
But I know I can get through this! I have this really big goal and it has to do with art and anatomy and cadavers and Ahhhhh!! I just need to escape this place!!
Oh btw I hope this doesn’t make me sound weird, but I was actually rereading the closer book at the hospital because I kindve forgot and it really made me laugh-wait no. It made me sad but near the end it made me laugh like idk why. I guess unexpected vehicle disasters make me laugh, like, “Get fucked.” I found it interesting that you described the blood as pink and blue.
I’m obsessed with Anatomy. Do you know the artists Peng yu and sun yuan? I really like them.
Oh btw I hope the shooting went well. :}
oh shoot …ok so I can’t delete comments…well um ok so sorry for being sort of a downer. I think it will work out hopefully. Things are actually kind of good. I was obsessed 3 years ago with the Gibbon sisters “silent twins” and one of them wrote a book that I have wanted to read for a long time but now the book is being rereleased!! I hope I wasn’t being scary or anything. I always have my hair sort of longish but last night I cut it all off and it felt really good! OH do u like 90s German techno etc? I don’t think I will write tomorrow but there’s this really good German electronic artist from the 90s I’ve been into and I think I’ll mention them when I come back next week i think? Du Wissen wo ich bin sprechen …uh about? I need to work on my Deutsche…and Russian ughhh once again sorry and
Poka!!
Further to HatredTarget’s text, I never knew what sounding was until just a few weeks ago. Happy to know now, thus preventing any awkward situations.
The other week I saw EO, the new Polish update of Bresson’s Au Hasard Balthazar and I gotta say, I thought it was pretty good. Its donkey was tearjerkingly sympathetic and Isabelle Huppert great as always.
Hi Dennis! How are you?
Wonderful to hear from you again! I hope everything is going well! I am doing well, myself. I’m about to graduate next weekend, the day before my birthday. I will be going to New Orleans for 3 nights! New Orleans is one of my favorite places and I’m very excited to go! I saw John Cassavetes’ Opening Night on Thursday in a theater and loved it. I watched Barbara Loden’s Wanda and loved it. I plan to watch Steve Barron’s Electric Dreams tonight. I’ve also been listening to a lot of Stephen Sondheim, Syd Barrett led Pink Floyd and Prefab Sprout, and I read James Purdy’s Narrow Rooms and am currently reading Peter Shaffer’s Equus. Have a good day or night, Dennis!
Oh, Dennis, I’m delighted to hear you loved the extract from my story! Well, that’s just the opening. I believe you’ll enjoy the whole thing – it does have a strong DC vibe, I think. I’m great! Things seem to be miraculously working out for me for once. My brother just moved back to L, and I’m extremely happy about it, and deeply relieved as you can imagine. Plus (sorry if this is TMI, but I need to tell you this partly because of your post) the universe has gifted me a very fine twink who wants to be my slave and he’s the same race and nationality as me. When I tell you my life is suddenly miraculous, I mean it. What can I say? Spring is my season. I’m also getting really good at reading Tarot and doing spells. Magick is my new hobby. And by hobby I mean obsession. Do you believe in magic? I think you do. You are so magical yourself 🙂
You should read the book Pop Magick
the plans on my end, which were reading & writing, didn’t quite pan out. lots of family stuff got in the way, and then i had a (now thankfully rare) retail shift. the Simon is helping me through the shifts though. what a writer! insane how little of this stuff is still in print over here; as far as i can tell it’s just Flanders Road, from the amazing (if ugly) Calder editions. Roubaud too, unless you can blow fifty+ pounds on a 2nd hand book. thank god i have access to university libraries.
i’m working on a script, which idk how happy i am about. i’m kinda sick of (trying to do) theatre. but i have friends who do theatre and want something new from me, tho they never put me on. i guess it’s nice to be wanted. i’m trying out this thing where i only write in notes on my phone, when i’m commuting &c., then piece it together in a scrapbook way afterwards. trying to bypass my research-centric brain a little. so far it’s made me a worse writer. but it’s also the most doable script i’ve written thus far. maybe that’s the pay-off.
i hope you had a rich (+ more successful than this) weekend!! what did you get up to?
Are these fictional posts, in the same vein of The Sluts? Where did Dennis find the images for these posts? My fav is by far Evilllll
Hey Dennis
Where do u get the pictures for these? Evilllll was my fav of this post