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‘Steve Buscemi doesn’t loom into view. He’s not a looming kind of guy. On an overcast day in June, as I waited on the designated corner of Union Square to meet him for the first time, I called his assistant. “He’s late,” I said. “Where is he?” Buscemi, it turned out, was standing thirty feet away from me. Round-shouldered and wafer-thin, in a gray work shirt, black chinos, and a weathered denim jacket, with a baseball cap pulled tightly over his forehead, he was virtually invisible in the crowd.

‘Five feet nine and forty-seven years old, Buscemi could be almost anybody-or everybody. Give him some tattoos and a mane of shaggy hair, and he’s the squirt-gun-toting heavy-metal doofus in Airheads (1994); put him in a blue sequinned dress, a red pageboy wig, and high heels, and he’s the world-weary transvestite taxi-dancer in Somebody to Love (1994); slick back his hair and give him a pair of brown loafers, like the ones he wore as Tony Blundetto in The Sopranos, and he has the gaunt, retro lounge-lizard look of the director John Waters. (In fact, the likeness is so uncanny that Waters used Buscemi’s image on his Christmas card one year.)

‘Nothing about Buscemi’s physical presence suggests the poetic lineaments of masculine film glamour. He is pale, almost pallid-as if he’d been reared in a mushroom cellar. In a certain light, he can look cadaverous. His eyes are large and bulgy, with a hint of melancholy. When he smiles, his mouth displays a shantytown of uneven, uncapped teeth. And yet that unprepossessing ordinariness is what makes Buscemi captivating as a performer. It gives him the unmistakable stamp of the authentic, and it helps to explain his emergence over the past two decades as an icon of independent films. (Buscemi himself understands the value of his rumpled looks. When his dentist suggested fixing his teeth, he told her, “You’re going to kill my livelihood if you do that.”) “Steve is the little guy,” says the director Jim Jarmusch, who cast Buscemi in his 1989 film Mystery Train. “In the characters he plays and in his own life, he’s representing that part of us all that’s not on top of the world.”

‘Buscemi’s persona is understated, opaque, bewildered, ironical. “You seem a little stoned. What are you on?” someone says to his character in Terry Zwigoff’s Ghost World (2000). He is in the hospital after having been betrayed, humiliated, and wrestled to the ground in a grocery store. “High on life,” he replies. “Steve’s a visitor in the world,” the director Alexandre Rockwell, who has worked with Buscemi on five films, said. “His body, his face-everything around him is whirling, but you always feel in Steve a stillness, almost a calm.” This stillness plays variously as anxiety, disconnection, and threat. Sometimes, a single character draws all three into a sort of trifecta of tension, like the silent hit man Mr. Shhh, in Things to Do in Denver When You’re Dead (1995). Buscemi’s look is deadbeat; his sense of humor is downbeat. He can play loss for laughs-in The Impostors (1998) he was Happy Franks, a suicidal cabaret singer sobbing his way through The Nearness of You — or he can play it for real.

‘All the characters whose stories Buscemi chooses to tell in his films share the same predicament: they are stuck in a purgatory from which they may or may not escape. The narratives compulsively return Buscemi to the unhappiness of his blue-collar youth; at the same time, they are a reminder of his triumph over it.’ — John Lahr

 

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Further

Steve Buscemi @ IMDb
Disney Princesses with Steve Buscemi’s Eyes
Video: Steve Buscemi Responds to the “Buscemi Eyes”
Steve Buscemi’s Top 10 @ The Criterion Collection
The Steve Buscemi Tribute Page
fuck yeah steve buscemi
’24 Times The Internet Professed Its Love For Steve Buscemi’>/a>
‘America’s Worst Tattoos: A Flat Steve Buscemi’
‘Steve Buscemi and Elvis Costello Went Trick or Treating’
‘Brief Encounters: Steve Buscemi’ @ Film Comment
‘Steve Buscemi no fan of city’s 25 mph speed limit’
‘Steve Buscemi Can Juggle’
‘Steve Buscemi Movies List: Best to Worst’

 

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Extras


The Many Deaths of Steve Buscemi


Dinner with Vampire Weekend & Steve Buscemi


Henry Rollins – Steve Buscemi


Grimes Gives Steve Buscemi The Brush Off

 

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Interviewed by Quentin Tarantino
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Quentin Tarantino Now, explain to the people how you came into acting. You were a fireman. When did you know you could quit firefighting and start acting full time?

Steve Buscemi It wasn’t until after Parting Glances came out and I was able to get an agent and then start to make a living.

QT You took a leave of absence and then decided not to go back? You put all your eggs in the same basket?

SB Yeah, my time was up and I had to go back, and the movie hadn’t been released yet, but I thought I just can’t go back. I really felt like Parting Glances was an important film. The character I played in that was probably the best character I will get to play. I just couldn’t imagine that this film wouldn’t get attention.

QT That happens in a lot of these independent films, especially if you have never heard of the people who are in them, they make the directors known, but the actors don’t get anything. No one’s ever seen those guys who were in She’s Gotta Have It again. No one’s ever seen anyone else in Parting Glances again.

SB That’s not true. Just because you haven’t seen them doesn’t mean they’re not getting work.

QT You’ve worked in low-budget independent films and big budget commercial films. In the Soup, cost $800,000 to make, but when you were actually shooting the budget was $300,000. And you had just come from doing Billy Bathgate, which was this $50 million production. What was the difference between the two?

SB In Billy Bathgate, Dustin liked to rehearse on camera, so we’d end up doing a lot of takes. Before we’d even do the take, we might discuss the scene for a long time. The crew would be waiting around outside and we wouldn’t even be rehearsing the scene, just talking about it. Not like I had a lot to contribute to these discussions: I was a fly on the wall. Dustin Hoffman, Robert Benton, Néstor Almendros, it was fascinating to be there. They really took their time. Of course, the sets were elaborate, the food was excellent, the dressing rooms were nice. But, I don’t know if all that stuff makes a better film. It makes it all more comfortable, it’s nice to have the time to do it. In In the Soup, we tried to get things done in two or three takes. We did all our rehearsals on our own before we got there. We had to work long hours, there was no going back. When you are shooting a film like In the Soup, it gives you this incredible energy, this excitement that comes from knowing that we have to get this now. Sometimes the pressure of that bothers me. But other times it inspires me, you can’t stop and think, you are just forced to do the scene and do it right. You are forced to go on instinct more. To me, it’s a valid way to work.

QT You have worked with a whole slew of directors, let me throw out some of their names and you give me little takes on them. Let’s start with the guy who more or less discovered you on film, the director of Parting Glances, Bill Sherwood.

SB Bill was a funny guy. He would give me very specific directions, almost line by line. And then say, “Steve, can’t you have a little spontaneity?” (laughter) Then we’d do another take and I’d be seething. It worked for that character. I don’t know if he was manipulating me intentionally, but it really did work.

QT Okay, Abel Ferrara’s King of New York.

SB I was the last guy cast for that. I remember calling the costumer to go over what I was going to wear. I said, “What do you have in mind for me?” and she said “Well, we had in mind that you were black.” I was like the token white. I would try on all these hats and Abel would come in and say, “Try on another hat, that’s not working.” We finally came up with something, but I don’t believe that he was ever really satisfied. As a consequence, I think he would position me in the back of the room.

QT Wasn’t there one shot in King Of New York that you didn’t know you were being filmed for?

SB Yeah, Christopher Walken’s character was just out of jail. I thought Abel had placed me on the side of the room so that I was out of the frame. I don’t even remember being in character. And then I saw the film and I was like, “Oh my God, I was seen that whole time?” (laughter)

QT How did he direct you and Larry Fishburne and choreograph the action?

SB He lets you feel it out for yourself. He says, “What’re you gonna do here? What’re you gonna do?” “Well, I thought I’d do this.” And he’d say, “Yeah, yeah, all right. Good, good. Do that, do that,” or, “Don’t do that. Do that other thing you were doing.” He’s always moving, he’s like a kid on the set. He gets excited. He says, “All right! This is gonna be great!” I mean when he first called me about doing the movie, I was on my way to LA to see what was happening out there. I had my ticket; I was leaving like the next day. He called me the night before and I hadn’t read the script. He described to me that first scene and that’s what made me want to do the movie. (laughter) It’s just the way he is. He’s just fun to be around, you know?

QT You’ve worked two movies with the Coen Brothers: Miller’s Crossing and Barton Fink.

SB I auditioned for Miller’s Crossing twice. The second time they said, “Well, you still say it the fastest.” And I was hired. (laughter) They’re really fun to work with. Joel always gave the first direction. But Ethan is right there and adds to it.

QT Does Ethan talk to you or does Ethan go through Joel?

SB He tells it to me with Joel there. The two of them are always together. I didn’t feel like I was getting conflicting information. They really complement each other. They get such a kick out of actors. In Barton Fink, I was doing this scene where I was picking up the shoes to put on the cart, you know, and then like I hear a noise and kind of stop, and then continue. They had me do that six or seven times because they enjoyed that scene: (laughter) “Well, we got it but let’s do it again.” And after that, “Let’s just do it one more time.”

QT Martin Scorcese.

SB I felt like I had already worked for him because on Last Temptation he brought me back four times. He had already cast that movie but there was a question of whether all the apostles were available. Each time he had me reading a different apostle. Then I did New York Stories. He gave me a lot of room. When people see New York Stories, they assume my character, a performance artist, is an asshole because of what Nick Nolte’s character says about him. But I didn’t play it that way at all, and neither did Scorcese. That whole monologue I did was something I wrote. I wouldn’t do my own material in a film if I thought it was going to be made fun of. It was funny, I never quite knew where Scorcese was on the set. I would hear him yell, “Action!” but I could never find him. He’d come over after each take and maybe say something and then disappear. Next thing I knew, “Action!”

QT Okay now, Jim Jarmusch.

SB He used to come see my partner Mark Boone Junior and I perform at these small performance spaces and clubs.

QT So you were already friendly with him?

SB Well, we weren’t really friends at that point. But he would come to the shows and we would hang out. Working with him on Mystery Train, I got to know him a lot better. He would make up scenes that weren’t in the movie for us to rehearse, to explore our characters. Stuff would happen in those improvisations that he would incorporate into the film. He trusts actors and casts people because he wants them to give more. He wants that input. Even on the set, we would do the takes as written and then sometimes have a take where he’d say, “All right. If there’s a line you want to change or something you want to add, do it.”

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25 of Steve Buscemi’s 158 roles

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Bill Sherwood Parting Glances (1986)
Parting Glances was the first movie about AIDS, made before Longtime Companion but around the same time as the television movie An Early Frost. But I never saw Parting Glances as an AIDS movie, just as a great character-driven New York film whose characters happened to be gay and living with AIDS. I didn’t see it as risky, because it was a wonderful part. I can’t see why anyone would turn it down just because the character, Nick, was gay. Nick is in a state of denial and shock about what he’s going through, and he doesn’t want to alter his lifestyle. It’s very important to him to keep working and not be treated as a sick person by his friends. At the same time, he feels his mortality and wants to re-establish that connection again with his former boyfriend, Michael, and let it be known that he loves him. This was an independent film and Bill had the creative freedom to do it as he wanted. Hollywood would have watered it down.’ — Steve Buscemi


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Jim Jarmusch Mystery Train (1989)
‘Like Jarmusch’s previous films, Mystery Train enjoyed a warm reception from critics. This was particularly evident at Cannes, where the film was nominated for the Palme d’Or and Jarmusch was commended for the festival’s Best Artistic Achievement. It was nominated in six categories at the 1989 Independent Spirit Awards: Best Picture, Best Screenplay (Jim Jarmusch), Best Director (Jim Jarmusch), Best Cinematography (Robby Müller), Best Actress (Youki Kudoh), and Best Supporting Actor (Steve Buscemi and Screamin’ Jay Hawkins).’ — collaged


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Abel Ferrara The King of New York (1990)
‘King Of New York was released during the most productive part of Abel Ferrara’s career so far. Arriving a year after 1989’s Cat Chaser – a filmmaking experience Kelly McGillis found so dreadful that she shaved her head and vowed never to act again – and the infamous Bad Lieutenant in 1992, King Of New York ranks among the best of Ferrara’s movies, and undoubtedly one of the most interesting gangster pictures yet made. King Of New York also arrived at a unique time in American filmmaking. It was among the earlier (but by no means first) movies to prominently feature a hip-hop soundtrack, and appeared in US cinemas a year before Boyz N The Hood and New Jack City – movies which dealt with similar themes such as crime and drug dealing to a much more lucrative effect. Aside from the obvious draw of Christopher Walken in the lead role, King Of New York is noteworthy for its extraordinary supporting cast, including Wesley Snipes, Laurence Fishburne, Steve Buscemi and David Caruso – all of whom were largely unknown before this film, but would later go on to forge hugely successful careers.’ — Den of Geek


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Joel and Ethan Coen Barton Fink (1991)
Barton Fink won the Coen brothers the prestigious Palme d’Or when it debuted at the Cannes Film Festival in 1991. Starring John Turturro and John Goodman, with smaller roles filled by John Mahoney and Steve Buscemi, Barton Fink tells the strange tale of its titular character, a playwright who has just had his first major success on the New York stage, who reluctantly comes to Hollywood to write a script for a Wallace Beery wrestling picture. Stuck in a dank room in an ominous hotel, he meets Charlie Meadows (Goodman), an insurance salesman who seems to embody the working class everyman whose story Fink is so anxious to tell, if not to actually hear.’ — examiner.com


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Alexandre Rockwell In the Soup (1992)
In the Soup is a charming pipsqueak of a movie, a playful film of ragged and shaggy appeal. All its virtues are small-scale except for one, because inside this little picture is the year’s largest, most robust pieces of acting, a performance that no one can resist, Aldolpho Rollo least of all. Aldolpho (Steve Buscemi) is Soup’s would-be hero. A timid, idealistic, embryo film director, he lives in a low-rent, walk-up tenement in Manhattan, a poster from revered Russian master Andrei Tarkovsky on his wall and dreams of glory in his heart. Someday he’ll make his movies, someday tour buses will visit his apartment and a plaque on the wall will commemorate his scuffling days. Someday maybe even Angelica (Jennifer Beals), the beautiful girl next door, will do more than snarl at him. But for now, with his erratic landlords, the Bafardis, on his case, what he really needs is money.’ — LA Times


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Quentin Tarantino Reservoir Dogs (1992)
‘Tarantino’s original plan was to make Reservoir Dogs on a minimal budget on 16mm film, using friends in the cast, with himself playing Mr. Pink and regular producer Lawrence Bender as Nice Guy Eddie. Tarantino was introduced to the late Tony Scott in 1990 by a mutual friend, one of the director’s employees, and Scott read both True Romance and Reservoir Dogs. Originally, Scott wanted to make Reservoir Dogs, but was told by Tarantino that he’d earmarked it for his own full directorial debut. Scott ended up buying the True Romance script for $50,000, which Tarantino planned to use to make Reservoir Dogs. However, Bender’s acting teacher’s wife was a friend of Harvey Keitel, and gave him the script. Keitel became interested, and ended up attaching himself to produce and star as Mr. White, enabling Tarantino and Bender to raise as much as $1.5 million for the budget. As a result, the young writer-director was accepted into the Sundance Institute in 1991 (see photo), and travelled there with actors including Steve Buscemi to perform scenes from the script in front of advisers including Terry Gilliam and Two-Lane Blacktop helmer Monte Hellman. Gilliam is, as a result, thanked in the credits, while Hellman was so impressed that he attached himself as an executive-producer to the film.’ — Indiewire


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Jonathan Wacks Ed and His Dead Mother (1993)
‘There are some actors who don’t have to try very hard to convince you that whatever they say is the truth and the things they do are not out of character. Steve Buscemi is an example of an actor with this ability. Regardless of whether he is playing Carl Showalter, Seymour, or Mr. Pink, one never doubts that he is a petty thief, a record collector, or a career criminal. In Jonathan Wacks’s film Ed and His Dead Mother, Buscemi plays a mama’s boy and we totally buy it. Buscemi doesn’t always alter the timbre of his voice or even his body language unless the role demands a complete transformation. Yet, he slides into his characters and makes it look effortless. Though I might not picture Buscemi wearing overalls and a red t-shirt on my own, he dons this very outfit at the end of the film and he doesn’t appear uncomfortable or incorrectly robed. He isn’t the only actor who is at home in his role. Ned Beatty and John Glover perform nicely as two individuals trying to influence Ed to the best of their abilities. With a strong cast and a “timeless” set design—half 1950s, half 1990s— Ed and His Dead Mother is an eccentric gem.’ — Film Threat


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Quentin Tarantino Pulp Fiction (1994)
‘Buddy Holly the Waiter is a character in Pulp Fiction, played by Steve Buscemi. It is a cameo in which he plays a waiter in Jack Rabbit Slim’s.’ — wiki.tarantino


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Michael Lehmann Airheads (1994)
‘A desperate rock band looking for a break, holds a radio station hostage in this youthful comedy. All the three Airheads Chazz, Rex, and Pip really want is a chance to play their quirky music. While they play club gigs, they have yet to drum up interest from any record companies. No one will listen to their demo tapes. After Chazz is tossed out by his girlfriend Kayla, he decides that desperate times require desperate measures and plans to break into station KPPX and play their demo on the air. The break in is successful, but they receive a cynical welcome. This drives Chazz to the edge and he pulls out a large semi-automatic and hijacks the station. The hostages are unaware that the band’s weapons are simply water pistols. They attempt to play their tape but it is destroyed by a temperamental machine. After the police and media arrive, the Airheads finally get their brief moment in the sun. A bit of a mess, but one of Steve Buscemi’s best performances before hitting the big time.’ — collaged


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Tom DiCillo Living in Oblivion (1995)
‘I wrote Living In Oblivion in a state of mind teetering somewhere between homicide and suicide. After the dismissive release of Johnny Suede it was extremely difficult to get my next script, Box of Moonlight financed. And so one night, after getting plastered on martini’s at my wife’s cousin’s wedding, I stumbled into the Idea; a series of events taking place right on the set of a no-budget movie. All the things that could possibly go wrong actually do. The film is really a love/hate letter about the mechanics of filmmaking. I love this business but at times it really does feel that the entire process of making a film is designed to drive you into an insane asylum. Just when some miraculous moment is blossoming to life in front of you the camera screws up and that fragile, fleeting glimmer of beauty is gone. Of course the opposite is also true. But on a no-budget film the “unhappy accidents” can drop you to your knees.’ — Tom DeCillo


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Robert Rodriguez Desperado (1995)
‘With this sequel to his prize-winning independent previous film, El Mariachi, director Robert Rodriquez joins the ranks of Sam Peckinpah and John Woo as a master of slick, glamorized ultra-violence. We pick up the story as a continuation of El Mariachi, where an itinerant musician, looking for work, gets mistaken for a hitman and thereby entangled in a web of love, corruption, and death. This time, he is out to avenge the murder of his lover and the maiming of his fretting hand, which occurred at the end of the earlier movie. However, the plot is recapitulated, and again, a case of mistaken identity leads to a very high body count, involvement with a beautiful woman who works for the local drug lord, and finally, the inevitable face-to-face confrontation and bloody showdown.’ — IMDb


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Joel and Ethan Coen Fargo (1996)
‘Beautifully shot and wickedly funny, Ethan and Joel Coen’s warped homage to their home state earned nominations for everything from the Palme D’or to the Independent Spirit Award for Best Film (won) to Academy Awards (won two). The film is at times quiet as falling snow, observational; then suddenly bloody and hysterical all at once. With pitch perfect performances from Frances McDormand, William H. Macy, Steve Buscemi and a silent but deadly Peter Stormare, Fargo is everything you could ever want in a black comedy.’ — pajiba.com


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Steve Buscemi Trees Lounge (1996)
‘An impressive feature debut from indie icon Buscemi, a serio-comedy and character study of a barfly (played by Buscemi) and the entourage that frequents the same working bar day after day; John Cassavetes would have been proud of this film.’ — collaged


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John Carpenter Escape from LA (1996)
‘Once again, our hero does the government’s bidding by dint of an implanted ”timer” (explosives in the original; a disease here). Plissken has to rescue the President’s daughter (A.J. Langer, from TV’s My So-Called Life) and retrieve a black box the feds need (like the audiotape in New York). Once in the city, he befriends a woman who is quickly, randomly killed (Season Hubley in New York, Valeria Golino in L.A.). There’s another tough guy (George Corraface), aided by another turncoat techno-weenie played by a hip actor (Harry Dean Stanton then, Steve Buscemi now). Zonked-out Peter Fonda has the Borgnine role, as a surfer dude who helps Snake out of a jam. If not for some jibes at political correctness and a wild cameo by Bruce Campbell (Ellen) as the surgeon general of Beverly Hills, the movie could just as easily take place in Schenectady.’ — EW


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Robert Altman Kansas City (1996)
‘When I worked with Robert Altman on Kansas City [in 1996], he said he didn’t care if the film made a nickel. If he wanted it to be successful, he wanted it to be successful on his terms. And then he immediately corrected himself and said, “On our terms.” To me, it meant that he cares about the films he makes and he cares about the people he makes them with. It was a philosophy he had that I think is really good.’ — Steve Buscemi


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Joel and Ethan Coen The Big Lebowski (1998)
‘Even I thought it was a weird follow-up to Fargo, and I didn’t expect anything from it. I just thought, “These guys made a really fun movie, a great character, kind of, genre, you know, weird genres that kind of mixed, and that it was really fun.” It’s probably the film that I’ve done that people have seen the most. I mean the number of times people have seen it. And I guess that started happening about five years ago, when people started to come up to me—usually it was like college guys that would tell me that they and their friends would watch it every weekend, or they had seen it five times. And at first, I didn’t really believe it, you know they say five times… or seven times. But so many people would tell me that now I believe it.’ — Steve Buscemi


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Michael Bay Armageddon (1998)
‘At one point during filming, Steve Buscemi mentioned to Bay that he was going to get dental work done. Bay convinced him that he had a “million dollar smile” and that he shouldn’t change a thing. Say what you will about Bay. That was a great decision.’ — Film School Rejects


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Terry Zwigoff Ghost World (2001)
‘I wanted to hug this movie. It takes such a risky journey and never steps wrong. It creates specific, original, believable, lovable characters, and meanders with them through their inconsolable days, never losing its sense of humor. The Buscemi role is one he’s been pointing toward during his entire career; it’s like the flip side of his alcoholic barfly in Trees Lounge, who also becomes entangled with a younger girl, not so fortunately.’ — Roger Ebert


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Pete Docter Monsters, Inc. (2001)
Monsters, Inc. is a 2001 American computer-animated comedy film directed by Pete Docter, produced by Pixar Animation Studios and released by Walt Disney Pictures. John Lasseter and Andrew Stanton were the executive producers. It was co-directed by Lee Unkrich and David Silverman, and stars the voices of John Goodman, Billy Crystal, Steve Buscemi, James Coburn and Jennifer Tilly.’ — IMDb


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Jim Jarmusch Coffee and Cigarettes (2003)
‘Parents need to know that this movie is nothing more than people sitting around drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes and talking about various things. This film has no plot and no story structure. It’s a series of vignettes, short scenes that are like little slices of life. There is no violence or sexuality and some profanity, but the content of the film is based on conversation of rather mundane experiences.’ — Common Sense Media


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Tim Burton Big Fish (2003)
‘After walking through a scary swamp, Edward discovers the hidden town of Spectre, where everyone is friendly to the point of comfortably walking around barefoot. Their shoes can be seen hanging from a wire near the entrance. When he enters the town he is greeted by the Mayor and his wife. The Mayor has a clipboard that says Edward was meant to be in their town but he had arrived early. He also tells him of the poet Norther Winslow (Steve Buscemi) who was also from Ashton. While there Edward has an encounter with a mermaid. She swims away before he could see her face. Edward leaves because he does not want to settle anywhere yet, but promises to the town mayor’s daughter Jenny (Hailey Anne Nelson), who developed a crush on him, that he will return. He believed that he was fated to be there someday.’ — collaged


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Steve Buscemi Interview (2007)
‘Steve Buscemi’s career is an American spin-off of the sea change in acting wrought by Alec Guinness 50 years ago. Buscemi’s sourpuss “full-on human rat mode,” as Variety put it recently, ratchets down mythic-sized characters to everyday guys working their humdrum psychopathic cons in plain sight. His characters are the alchemy of turning tragedy into dark comedy. Buscemi stars in two new films, both of which premiered at Sundance this past January: Interview, which he also directed, and, 11 years after starring in Living in Oblivion, Tom DiCillo’s Delirious. Both films are about media corruption, with Buscemi playing journalists at opposite ends of the food chain. In Interview, a remake of the Dutch film made by Theo Van Gogh, who was murdered in 2004 by a Muslim fanatic, he’s a serious journalist who’s been sent as punishment to interview a celebrity-fluff actress (Sienna Miller) and agonizes about being inside the room.’ — Film Comment


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Sally Potter Rage (2009)
‘Rage, or at least indignant annoyance, may also be what some auds will feel after having paid to see this lame black comedy-cum-indictment of the fashion industry.’ — Variety


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Walter Salles On the Road (2012)
‘There was one moment in the adaptation of the Jack Kerouac classic that probably deserved a little more ink than was given it: the scene where a nude Garrett Hedlund vigorously bangs 54-year-old Steve Buscemi. “I don’t know how honest I can be about this,” laughed Hedlund when we caught up with him a few days after the film premiered. “I did feel ridiculous because after [shooting it], I asked him if he wanted to have a cigarette. And he said no! He had always asked me for cigarettes before — ‘Hey, man, can I bum one of those?’ — and after the scene, I was like, ‘Hey, you wanna have a cigarette?’ And he said, ‘Uh, I’m good.'”‘ — Vulture


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Armando Iannucci The Death of Stalin (2017)
Q: I hope you take it as a compliment when I say you’re not the first person I would think of to play Nikita Khrushchev, yet you’re so good. Steve Buscemi: I mean, I had that thought, too. But after I talked with Armando, he reassured me that I could do it with minimal make-up and a little bit of padding and shaving my head. And he got me excited about the whole project. It was all sort of intimidating because it was such a powerful subject and the script was epic. At first, I really couldn’t see my way through it. And it wasn’t until we really started rehearsing that I kind of let that go and told myself it’s not a biography of Khrushchev, he’s one of the characters in this ensemble film. The key to him was that he was fighting for survival; if you messed up in this world, it could mean your life. I was a bit intimidated at first. But honestly, if something scares you, then it’s probably good to do it.’


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p.s. Hey. Welcome back. My brain is jet lagged and semi-functional, so a warning and apologies for the resulting fuzz. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi, David! Yes, indeed. ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. Nice to see you the inadequate amount I did in NYC. I hope you had fun the whole time. ** Steve Erickson, Hey. It was good to see you for those too few seconds. I look forward to reading your pieces once I have a absorbent brain again. Everyone, Here are some no doubt wise words from Mr. Erickson about some stuff. (1) An interview with Ryan Krivoshey of the great US film distributor Grasshopper, and (2) his review of Troye Sivan’s BLOOM. Your new script sounds most intriguing and promising! No, I don’t know of Dave Rubin, but I’ll do a hunt. ** JM, Hi, man. Wow, your friend’s farewell to film reviewing is intense. And, of course, rich, and thank you for putting it here. How are you? ** Damien Ark, Hi, Damien. I talked to your friend for a moment in the midst of the shebang, basically identifying that we both know you. He seemed nice. The guy he came with was obnoxious, ha ha, but that wasn’t your friend’s fault, obvs. Good for you and yours about quitting that job. I have no idea what that comment by your friend is describing exactly, but it’s funny, yeah. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey, Ben. I’m glad your talk went so well. The photo is charismatic. Primal Scream?! Huh. Nice that you got to see Mike’s piece. I’ve only watched the video of the truck moving through the city. Well, and pix of the rest. ** Shane Christmass, Cool. How’s it going, man? ** Alex rose, Big A! Ha ha. Yeah, I was there, and now I’m sort of back here in terms of technically sitting in my chair, although my brain is kind of lost some god-know-where. How are you? ** Bill, Hi. It was fun, the events were really good, it was boiling hot, NYC was agreeable nonetheless. Did you skip the festival in the end? ** Kyler, Hi, K. Aw, thank you so much for saying that, pal. I’m so happy you liked the film. Ouch = tooth. You back to normalcy now? ** Nik, Hi! The screening went really, really well. Great responses to the film. We were very happy. You too, re: the switch from blah to blooey? (Sorry, jet lag-affected wordplay or something.) Maybe there are people who are born already only into experimental stuff. It seems like being a baby looking at the usual must be pretty experimental. Wow, you’re reading Celine. That’s cool. That’s a toughie, that novel, but in the right way. Is school being conducive and good to/for you so far? Great, great about the Fahey Day! Yes, I’m banned from all Google products after their blog murdering act, so I’ll probably need the images by another means, but I can try. Thanks a lot! I’m excited! ** Jamie, J-ster! I’m quite jet lagged at this very moment, but I’m good! The trip was excellent. The film showing was great, and NYC was fun after it cooled down post-an initially boiling few days, and it was all good. Your week sounds to have been similarly if differently lovely. Yeah, it was awesome to see you here. Oh, you’re writing a screenplay? Anything you can say about it? My plans … Tosh Berman is here in Paris, so I’m coffee-ing with him today. Big TV project meeting tomorrow with a possible co-producer. Go to London on Friday to show PGL and read in a Artaud-related event. Mm, I guess that’s the plan and plenty. And you re: your next days? May your fortunate perkiness today grant you infinite wishes. Front of the bus love, Dennis. ** Quinn R, Hi, Quinn! Thank you! Let me see if Corey’s out there. Corey, Are you within range of these words? If so, Quinn R is in Berlin, and he’d be happy to hang out with you and/or give you advice. He gave you some initial ideas in the previous p.s. if you want to check back there. I guess maybe say something to him here, and he’ll see it, and you guys can take it from there? Yeah, definitely let me know if you come to Paris. I have some travels with the film, but I’m usually around. Cool about Amsterdam. It’s a nice place to visit. Where are you staying? The NYC trip was good. A lot of it was involved in the PGL-related events, and they went great. I read in an event for David Wojnarowicz at the Whitney Museum. Saw a bunch of art, wandered around a bit. It was nice. Very cool that you have something coming up on Fanzine. I like that place. Very nice. Alert me when it’s up, if you don’t mind. Guidance? Sure, you mean re: publishing? I’d like to read your work, yes, if there’s way. You could send me some, if you like. I can be slow with email, but I’ll try not to be. My fall is a bunch of film-related stuff, showings and festivals and so on. And I’m co-writing a TV series for ARTE, and that’s going to be a lot of — mostly very unpleasant, I think — work. My friend Zac and I are going to west Germany to check out theme parks later this month and hopefully a trip to Japan later in the year. Busy, good. I did very much like the Kevin interview, yes! Excellent work! Kudos! Thanks for the link to your comment. I’m going to wait until tomorrow when my jet lag has hopefully taken its claws out of my mind, but I look forward to it. Thanks a lot! ** Dominik, Hey, Dominik! Great to see you! The PGL screening went great. Yeah, the response to the film was really wonderful and heartening. We were really happy, and I think some cool things will result. I was pretty busy with that, but I looked at some art and ate decent food and stuff. It was extremely hot there, so that put a bit of a blanket on things. Ah, you had the hoped for amazing Amsterdam trip! So fantastic! That Hill Street Blues place looks beautiful. I didn’t know of it. I’m so happy it was so inspiring! It even sounds like a life kickstarter, which is the best. So great to hear, pal! Yes, Zac and I sent off two applications for grants for our next film, and we’ll see. And our producer will start seeking funding in the next couple of months. We have a big meeting about the TV series on the 20th, which we are very worried about. That’s when we’ll find out how bad or good the rest of the writing and everything is going to be. Eek. My jet lag is kind of miserable, but I think it’ll start easing up tomorrow. So good to get to talk with you again! ** Brendan, Hey, B, buddy boy! So awesome that you’re in an inspired, working wildly phase. Can’t wait to see it! I’m trying to angle to get to LA around Halloween time if possible, so maybe then? Take care, pal! ** Okay. We’ve caught up. I hope my weakened brain wasn’t too bleah. We return with a old but advanced post about the loveable Mr. Buscemi, if you’re into it. See you tomorrow.

Meet SexAmbulance, FucktheSmurfs, Hyperballad, Isthisnametaken, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of August 2018

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longpigtx, 20
Chef wanted.
extreme skinny teen pig has zero limits: castration, branding, burning, carving, heavy damage.
teen pig has zero desire to live.
teen pig has ∞ desire to be eaten.
teen pig is ready now.

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Merkabah – Aug 21, 2018
Death is an accident
Just do what you got to to stop feeling some way


 

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AcidSkyLSD420, 19
Hey all you crazy psychonauts and fellow stoners Welcome to my psychedelic world of crazy outta this world adventures that takes you beyond the rabbit hole where the dick size does not affect weather or not if your tripping balls or not

Comments

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 23, 2018
Yeah I gain a little because making THC infused foods the high last longer and I can deep throat dicks up to 11 ” without coughing my guts up lol

DankLink – Aug 23, 2018
You lose a little, you gain a little.

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 23, 2018
yes it’s a albuterol inhaler The heavy price I pay for being a stoner kinda sad The damage is already done now I have to make my pot into pot brownies so I can still take the THC in me it helps me suck dick without coughing and helps with my stress and panic attacks

CelestialCasket420 – Aug 22, 2018
Is that fuckin albuterol? Maybe I spelled that wrong.

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 22, 2018
Lol always ☮

sLAUGHter – Aug 22, 2018
Can we all fuck you on cloud 420 lol

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 19, 2018
Lol sorry I’m on cloud 420 right now and yes knight one hit and you will fill like you hit a power coin of being high that is haha

sLAUGHter – Aug 19, 2018
I was talking about the photo of your ass lol

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 19, 2018
Haha go for it spread the green love haha

sLAUGHter – Aug 19, 2018
I’m so stealing that smokin’ picture AcidSkyLSD420

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 18, 2018
Lol because it’s where I was born trust me bro if you lived closer I’d help ya out I always share the good green with awesome fuckers

LazlosDripp – Aug 18, 2018
Damn it Mann……why you gotta be in Mississippi! *shakefist* lol

AcidSkyLSD420 (Owner) – Aug 16, 2018
I got some bro I can put it in a bowl for you or roll it up in a joint with some other good mango kush I got and our bodies can rip.

LazlosDripp – Aug 16, 2018
I could go for a bowl full of kief right about now




 

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bodyparty, 18
i am a boy who need some _ _ _. i like fat guys very fat like superchubs. I want to be squashed or to find someone. if you want me, just send me a message and i will go to your home. oh yeah. i am 14 years old.

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bodyparty (Owner) – Aug 13, 2018
Plead call me I can’t writ massege

Anonymous – Aug 11, 2018
He gives good screams.

 

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Greg, 19
Greg here! I’m 19, 5’9”, and 161 lbs. Just trying to find the right Daddy for me. An ideal Daddy, in my opinion, would be burly and stocky, whichever, and have a belly gut.

In this hopefully long-term relationship, we’d have most or all of these things:

– Constant sex (I have a sex-drive WAY higher than another teenager so I jack off at least 6 times a day. I want to do stuff while I’m doing this)
– Constant Use of My Holes
– Cum (splatter and feed me and make me splatter and feed myself constantly, Daddy)
– Sharing (I really like to go to Universal Studios alone and when I’m there I always fantasise that every man there keeps stopping me and fucking me both one on one and in a huge, roiling mass)
– Humiliation (I’ve never been humiliated because I’m so fucking gorgeous, but I always crave it)

More about me:
I work as a model, but I finished college! I’m not crazy or have strong (or any) beliefs about anything. I am a VERY clean person. Honestly, I might be a little OCD since I want to clean up every drop of sweat I produce and organize literally every misplaced pubic hair of mine I see. Even when my body has a problem, which is like a 1 in a billion chance, I am very very good at analyzing and I have an eye for the smallest details about myself that could only be found with a microscope.

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Greg (Owner) – Jul 31, 2018
@Heuard It seems I like you.

Greg (Owner) – Jul 30, 2018
@Heuard Just send me a stomachpic so I’ll know if your ok or not, thx.

Heuard – Jul 30, 2018
could be into long term, but more interested in pounding and seeding you six ways from monday, grabbing a beer, etc. since let’s face it guys like you are rare as fuck.




 

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VictimBoy, 24
army ashtray balaclava baseball beatup bondage biker boxing cap choke choking cocky cons cropped duct tape ducttape edge excons ex-cons gag gagging gang gangs gangbang gob gym fights football boots footyboots ff hard hunting kickboxing knife knives motorbike motorbikes motorcycle piss rough scally shox skin skinhead smoking smokers spit squaddie thug thugs trackies violence violent

 

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SmellMyFear, 19
I am a straight boy obsessed with being forcibly molested at Starbucks. I hope you can get me down against my will.

So far thanks to this profile I have been molested 5 times and I recount them to give you inspiration.

1#: I was walking in the street at 3 am wearing dress shirt tucked in pants, a man grabbed my hands back, and used his hand to gag me. I tried to resist but he get me subdued finally. He put my hands back and cuffed me , and then used the duct tape gag me, pushed me into his car, drove me to a Starbucks. It was supposed to be open 24 hours but it wasn’t, so he raped me in his car in the parking lot.

2# : A man brought me to a mall, bought up some dress shirts, pants, and jeans for me, then we went into the Starbucks to the bathroom room and he locked the door. He pushed me against the wall, touched my cock, humiliated me..I said no but he said: you like that aha, straight boy? yes u like that! Then he raped me.

3# : A man and I met in a Starbucks, he put his hand to my crotch and I threw it away. Looks like I was insulted by a gay man. The more resistant, the more turn on for him. He continued to touched me and I went to the restroom. He followed me and locked the door of the restroom…gagged me n groped my all over by force and raped me.

4# : A man and I went to the bathroom of the starbucks, I was wearing tight jeans with dress shirt tucked in, followed me to the bathroom, pushed me into the wall against my wall, handgagged me, bothered me and raped me.

5#: I was tapped throatfucked until I puked and passed out gagged and raped wearing tight pants with dress shirt tucked in by the trashcans behind a Starbucks at 4 am.

To sum up, I like to be gagged/ molested/ bothered/ raped by FORCE in a Starbucks!!!

Comments

Changement_radical – Aug 2, 2018
Correct me if I’m wrong but I swear I see a vagina in your fourth photo.




 

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Isthisnametaken, 21
I need a grandfather.

 

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KidnapMe, 19
Just Quit Thinking About It And Kidnap Me Already!

You know you want to. I’m in a work uniform complete with nametag. I’m ripe for it. All I need is for you to package me for transport. What happens upon that decision is up to you. But take it into consideration delivering me to another captor instead then driving away and assuming the worst. I practice rhythmic gymnastics that has saved me from fattening. I live in the Hawaiin Islands but ultimately hope to be the hostage of a man from Palm Springs area. So go ahead and do it already. If only to shut me up lol.

I know I look really young but I’m not I’m just boy-faced.

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KidnapMe (Owner) – Aug 20, 2018
Only looking for men that are fucked up as this is what turns me on, no less, sorry.

crazylove123 – Aug 19, 2018
I live in Palm Springs. I really love the way you look. I would love to recreate my life around you. I am an active, handsome, fit, and cheerful man in my early 40s. I’m wealthy. I would love to share my wealth with you and make you happy. I am a sentimental person. I can laugh and cry with the characters of a book or movie. You would enjoy our life, take pleasure in every moment and in small things. Be mine?



 

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FucktheSmurfs, 18
Playing video games while I suck on your toes will make your dreams come true

 

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mylifeisdark, 20
I’m 5’5. 121lbs, 27 waist. Shoe is 8.

Want cage up good and never seen again. Sex and torture is fine but never part of the world – totally nonexistent – hooded and locked away.

YOU HAVE TO BE INTO CASTRATION. My balls must be removed before I agree. I’m a very bad boy. You make me not like me thus caged and castrated – whipped hard.

I’m also insist on having my teeth pulled out.

**I was on here for a bit before but I kind of freaked out and deleted everything.

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MasterTTTler – Jul 16, 2018
it is such a great lover!

MasterTTTler – July 14, 2018
thru means at my disposal he is now transformed into a nonhuman object n no point in contacting it it does not understand any more

mylifeisdark (Owner) – Jul 12, 2018
no idea where I am but trying to figure out who the people around me are . they didn’t confiscate my phone which seems weird

 

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RussianPartyBitch, 18
only offering a really totally free ass. well we all agree sex is great and bah me I want it.. are the headlines that came up to my mind.

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MAGICMATT – Aug 22, 2018
You know you’re not the first but do it anyway.

recsorangcounte – Aug 14, 2018
I fucked him like there was no tomorrow. So unlike me. I hate it when I feel like I’m not me. I honestly don’t even know why.



 

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Iwanttoloveyou, 18
I would like to make a profile of my friends, I love them because I love my password and messages and messages.

I am sorry to say that I am going to have a lovely movie and have a look at it. I am sorry to say that.

My face is the front of a shop.

Sex is a soup, and I am a fork.

HELLO STALKER!

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Iwanttoloveyou (Owner) – Aug 5, 2018
If you have a car that has an active shoestring or a car and is over 27 years old.

Minhyukkie – Aug 4, 2018
Can i just kiss u?

 

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MyMisstressToldMeToSo, 21
I am a petite thin Asian. I’m “straight”, but my mistress knows better than that, so she is forcing me look for muscular kinky daddies to co-top me on a regular basis. My mistress is a white BBW domme who is nurturing yet nasty as fuck.

My mistress wants me to be fisted, I’m scared because I’ve never even had a finger in it, but she wants a mans fist to be the first thing ever inside me, and I want to make her happy.

You must like women enough to be willing to top me while one of them is standing there.

 

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WestMidlandsSlaveService, 18
Friendly slave service in the West Midlands.

We have boys all aged 18 for pay-per-use slavery. Our prices are cheap and start at £10 per hour, going up depending on what you want to do.

We have very cheap prices as the majority of our slaves are Chinese/Pinoy and speak bad english. This means that we only do outcalls. You would have to pick the slave up from their location.

All clients are very welcome. We cater to any age, any race, any body size and any age. Our slaves love old creepy pervs and are able to do anything you wish for.

We cater to every fetish, including, but not limited to:

BDSM
Master/Slave
Pup play
Wrestling
Feet worship
Whipping
Sex in Public
Public humiliation

To book a slave text 07878302944 or message us on Kik.

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Anonymous – Aug 17, 2018
A poor person has no friends.



 

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DECIBELS, 22
~EXPERIENCED!????? NEED SOMEONE FOR ???
~VERY OPEN MINDED WITH FETISHES! ??
~VERY INTROVERT/SHY! ???
~I ENJOY SHARING & DISCUSSING FETISHES! ???????
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~ WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS ON HERE! ? THROUGH FETISHES THAT I LIKE! ???
~ WANT TO GAIN CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF AND EXPLORE AND EXPERIENCE VARIOUS FETISHES WITH SOMEBODY WHO IS OPEN MINDED!?
~ I REALLY ENJOY FETISHES BUT!!!! I WOULD LOVE IT IF I CAN SHARE MY PASSION WITH SOMEBODY! ???????????
~ I’M QUITE EXPERIENCED WHEN IT COMES TO FETISHES BUT I WANT TO GAIN MORE IN CONFIDENCE AND WOULD LIKE TO SHARE MY EXPERIENCES WITH SOMEBODY ELSE! ?
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~ I WOULD CONSIDER MEETING SOMEONE WHO IS PASSIONATE ABOUT FETISHES, ?? WITHIN REASONABLE DISTANCE TO WHERE I LIVE!????
~ I WILL SHOW AN ASS PIC, IF YOU ASK! ?
~ BECAUSE I AM EXPERIENCED WITH FETISHES I WANT TO GAIN MORE IN CONFIDENCE, ??????????????⚡??, BUT!!!!! I WOULD LOVE (?) TO SHARE MY EXPERIENCES WITH SOMEBODY ELSE! ????????????
I AM INTROVERTED AND VERY SHY! ??? BUT!!! I’M A HORNY GUY WHO LOVES FETISHES AND THEY BRING THE BEST OF ME! ?????????????????
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~I’M AN OPEN BOOK ??? WHEN IT COMES TO FETISHES!
~ I REALLY ENJOY DISCUSSIONS WITH OTHERS ABOUT THEIR FETISHES! ????
~ I REALLY LIKE PUSHING MYSELF AS WELL IN TERMS OF SETTING PERSONAL CHALLENGES! ???????
~ I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE A TUMBLR BLOG WHERE I POST PICS/VIDS OF ME. ??????????
IF YOUR CURIOUS AND WANT TO ASK ME A QUESTION I WILL ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS!

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harsh_master – Aug 13, 2018
He is mine now He bottoms me so hard I will not let him leave when he wants to for a long periodisation of time

Hobbyest-Beginner – Jul 26, 2018
He’s not in to long sessions, he is a smoker and 2 1/2 hours would be as long as he can stay in restraints before needing a smoke, unless he’s asleep.

 

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SexAmbulance, 19
Sex ambulance. Sexual Services take you where you need to go on demand. Tonight or tonight adjacent. High-speed.



 

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onlygodcantouchme22, 22
I have never had a partner before, sexual or romantic, so relationships still seem a little intimidating, but I am trying to experience it with an open mind. I have had romantic attraction towards men and women in the past, but struggle to see either gender in a sexual manner. Given this situation I think enslavement to an evil smooth twink who doesn’t care if I am into it or not might be the way to go.

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blehCAKE – Aug 18, 2018
im watching u Say hi and see if i’d reply~ Cold person? I’d buy it xD thank u for reading my poem

 

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Ex-slave, 23
It can happen to all of us to experience hard times to overcome, to feel sad or anxious. The help of the dominant sometimes is not enough to get us out of a situation of suffering or difficulty of a psychological nature. As an ex-slave now studying psychology, I know how this support can help to understand, make choices, heal.

When one remains stuck in the repetition of the same patterns, in the inhibition or in the feeling of incapacity, the psychotherapy can revive the psychic dynamics. Psychotherapy brings a liberating awareness, helps to overcome anxieties, blockages and undo the false self-representations that prevent self-fulfillment. Different approaches and therapeutic techniques may be appropriate depending on the problem.

In a benevolent and warm therapeutic bond, I accompany you in understanding your difficulty, what drives you, your emotions. I support you in developing your own way of changing your situation by building on your strengths. I offer you a listening space and psychological support adapted to your needs.

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dferr – Jul 4, 2018
I could totally dom you, you pathetic loser.


 

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Clem4You, 18
Height 174cm Weight 63kg Being made available in Romania and Bulgaria until mid September.


 

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hyperballad, 18
Hi I’ve just found out about this site.

I have been with abusive boyfriends before and I loved it and I need more.

I’m looking for an adorable asshole to own the shit outta me pretty much?

I’m hot. Idk if the pictures show that though.

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hyperballad (Owner) – Aug 1, 2018
You sound perfect! I’ll IM you my phone# now!

Devilman – Aug 1, 2018
To make a long story short, according to my therapist, I sexually molested a younger boy when I was the ages of 13 to 16. I disagree. I was young and just going through puberty. At first I gave him access to (gay) porn. This lead to him asking questions and me making him feel comfortable with his body. I made his being nude around me seem natural and he was soon encouraging me to jack him off and put items into his ass. This lead to him sucking my cock, swallowing my cum and me fucking him, almost daily, until my parents found out.

After one year of therapy, during which I was told my sexual feelings and desires had been warped by pornography, I was told I should start dating and interacting sexually with people again. I had several relationships with girls, most not very long. A lot would run after I told them my past. Those that didn’t I found myself thinking more about my past than being with them. I felt like I understood boys better than girls.

After many failed grinder meetings with other boys, I found one that seemed to be in a similar place. He was younger, dating (a girl) but want to experiment with being a submissive gay. It started slow and mild but when I let my barriers down my pent up top side came out in a crazy and destructive way. Abusing him felt so completely natural to me and, happily, to him. This lasted for about a year, until his girlfriend followed him to a hotel where we were staying, and I returned to therapy to try and sort myself out.

I’m now convinced that I’m really 100% abusive and the only chance I have for a meaningful and lasting life is to find someone who understands this and wants an lopsided relationship, and I would love it to be you.


 

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HalfaSlave, 18
I live with my family, but I’m near the metro and visiting colleges this year so if you have a good college near you maybe suggest it and meet up somewhere near it.

As a Master:
I love to be blown and rimmed by a dirty fucking faggot. Some older, white collar bitch that is in control in the boardroom but drops to his knees when I order him to.

As a slave:
Being bound, helpless, and getting put out in a blood choke turns me on. (“Blood chokes are a form of strangulation that compress one or both carotid arteries and/or the jugular veins without compressing the airway, hence causing cerebral ischemia and a temporary hypoxic condition in the brain. It leads to unconsciousness in a matter of seconds and require little physical strength”.)

I am doing this to control my huge ego and earn some karmic brownie points in that order.


 

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whathavewehere, 21
I’m a young boy who likes to have fun and I was told that serving a master with no limits is fun and I’m looking for something fun to do.

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NumberYou – Aug 15, 2018
He is now a slammer and a heavy druggie.

NumberYou – Aug 7, 2018
I have brainwashed and taken control of him.

 

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KickToCastrate, 22
I am from Japan, currently living and working in Cebu, Philippines. I am a nurse and I work here as a volunteer with the International Red Cross, improving the lives of Filipinos here.

I am looking for people/group who’d kick me in the balls with hard shoes on. Any master want to kick a young man’s balls until, ahem, he can’t have kids anymore?

Break my nuts with the toecap of your shoes? Let’s meet. Sadists are amazing!



 

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SoonNoVirgin, 19
I love Mexican food, punk rock, and The Office. I’m a student who lives with very overprotective parents. I’m looking to make friends with a man with a big cock. I would like to meet him on one of the rare occasions I can leave my house alone.

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Thefinalchord – Jul 27, 2018
“Sex that will stand the test of time.”

leather1012 – Jul 25, 2018
his cock is tiny and pathetic but i cant stop thinking about it

blowdaddy – Jul 20, 2018
He is very slightly overweight for his height.

 

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I’maslavefag4u, 19
I’m into anything you are, yes you the evil fucking monster reading this



 

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Foryouorother, 20
I am looking for a Taiwanese guy to worship and love on a regular basis. Give yourself my worship! You’ve worked hard for love and you deserve it!

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mrpsychorainbow – Aug 15, 2018
I don’t trust people who don’t love themselves and tell me, ‘I love you.’ … There is an African saying which is: Be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt

 

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Politico, 18
We marry? I like older, preferably black but it does not matter unless they are white or Asian. We marry? I like older men.

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JuanCOR – Jul 29, 2018
Yes a truly horrible boy.

Politico (Owner) – Jul 23, 2018
We got married? -We married? My other profile was hacked. My new profile is this one.

Anonymous – Jul 6, 2018
That is my finger in that one of his fotos He is the cutest boy in Bogota but he is a liar and sick in his head



 

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hanselhotassbigdick, 20
Hello. I’m at uni currently and will be finishing my final year in June of next year. I’m not out. Please be between 22-40, include enthusiasm and intellect in your message, and also remember that I’m a slot machine for pleasure, not a human.

I am totally into being reduced to a writhing mess of desperation, that’s exciting enough, but through years of introspection what really excites me is becoming a drone, a controllable body machine whose only human aspect is a sex organ pussy. Walking, pissing, sitting down, eating and sleeping only with the purpose of keeping my pussy alive.

I’d want a man who would “mould” me in to his pussy toting drone, rewrite my mind into a chip containing machine operational code and use the last serving human outpost of my hole to sink me into that all-consuming headspace because that’s the “best thing for me”. Ugh the ecstasy!


 

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olivertwisted, 19
I don’t consider myself as an emø but i do listen to emø music and act edgy i write poems and i like to cut myself with a pocket knife. I have adhd but i sometimes feel like it’s aspergers I put myself down and i sometimes feel sad for no reason but i don’t think i have depression i am also a very anti social person who doesnt go outside any ways this is my offer rawr XD :p

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olivertwisted (Owner) – Aug 11, 2018
Thanks.

AdamW – Aug 11, 2018
You were very talented, I’m sorry the actor thing didn’t pan out for you.

olivertwisted (Owner) – Aug 11, 2018
Yeah.

AdamW – Aug 10, 2018
Long shot question … were you a child actor in a popular Nickelodeon series?

olivertwisted (Owner) – Aug 2, 2018
Yeah, so.

Salmansex – Jul 31, 2018
When you are happy you enjoy the “music”, but “when you are sad, you understand the lyrics”.



 

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Lowkeyguy, 22
Want to meet someone to suck the life out of me then go home ? Want to have a really bad day


 

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YourFavorite, 19
I’m Wesley. I’m an artist, a dreamer, a boy who’s into magic and potions and Disney. I’m a bunny, I’m cuddly, sweet, and I love Carrot Cake.

Yes, I am seeking an Alpha Puppy. He must spoil me with love and affection. I want to be a Pup’s whittle bunny.

I love puppies, just I don’t know. I just think with my great cuteness that I should be a bunny.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. Artforum has published a nice piece about PERMANENT GREEN LIGHT that includes a short video interview with me, if you’re interested. It’s here. ** Amphibiouspeter, Hi, Ap. It was a mix of original lunchboxes from the lunchbox ubiquitous days and more recent ones from these days where lunchboxes are basically produced as collectibles. Understood about the US not being a high priority travel destination. Chicago’s nice. I’ve never been to Nashville, but it’s alluring as long as it’s not during the steamy summer. And of course Oregon is way pretty. I’ve never been much of a fan of London. There’s just something about it that makes me uncomfortable, I’m not sure what. But the culture there is obviously great and all of that. Make the best of it. I bet you do. Happy Friday to you. ** David Ehrenstein, Ha ha. ** Tosh Berman, Hi, T. Yeah, when I was a young thing, I had, mm, a ‘Man from U.N.C.L.E’ lunchbox like you, and I know I had ‘F Troop’ and ‘My Mother the Car’ lunchboxes. Maybe others I can’t remember. Since then I bought two just for fun or something — an ‘E.T.’ lunchbox and that ‘Weezer’ one that was in the post. I think they’re in my LA pad somewhere rusting. They still make lunchboxes, but they’re basically made as collectibles in ltd. editions. I guess there’s always a chance that they could a popular, vinyl-like comeback. ** Bill, I hope all the fires are put out now. I’ve never seen a French kid carrying a lunchbox, no. Nor have I ever seen one on sale in a store. So probably not. I think they’re a little too dorky for French kids, who tend to be kind of suave even at tender ages. ** Sypha, Makes sense you had a slew of lunchboxes. Me too. Yeah, I’m pretty sold on getting Shenmue now. At a glance, it reminds me of the computer games from the great, sadly defunct computer game company Cyberflix, best known for the games ‘Dust’ and ‘Titanic’. I was obsessed with their games back when. So, yeah, I’m going to score that and hope it doesn’t destroy my discipline. ** Steve Erickson, I think my favorite ABBA covers are Portishead’s ‘S.O.S.’ and Elvis Costello & the Attractions did a demo of ‘Knowing Me, Knowing You’ that never got officially released and is pretty great. I’ll take an audio peek at the Armand Hammer, thanks. ** Nik, Hi, man. Damn, I keep forgetting to break my old habit and check for comments on previous days’ posts. Really glad you liked the VanDerBeek show and the lunchbox totem pole. More sorriness at my slowness writing to you about your piece. I underestimated my work load. I will, though, thank you. You’ve arrived at Bard in one pristine piece! Being in the middle of the woods always sounds so dreamy when you’re not actually in the middle of the woods. No, I don’t think I know Mary Caponegro’s work, but you’ve made it sound (Gary Lutz!) like an absolute must-read, so I’m going to hunt something of hers down today. Sounds like a potentially really great class. As does the New York School class, of course, me being a major worshipper of those poets, but, yeah, go for the fiction angle, that’s very sensible. Wow, yeah, things sound very promising on your end. When do classes start? Are you living in a dorm? Sweet day! ** _Black_Acrylic, Really happy you liked the Dumont. Great! You have an awesome mom to ward you off taking a job in favor of your time and creativity. Moms like that are the veritable needle in the haystack maybe. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi, Corey! Well, of course I was hoping that you, of all people, would think the post was okay. Really happy to hear your US trip wound up registering on the fruitful end of the scale. Enjoy your last days there, and, if possible, tell the skies to get a whole lot less hot by Tuesday if you have a way to do that. Safe trip home! ** Shane Christmass, Hey, Shane. Oh, it did make the cut! Thanks a bunch. Yes, in fact, hold on … I just sent you my address. Have a swell day! ** Right. Today is your monthly slaves-inflected reminder to pay your rent tomorrow. And I’ll see you on pay day.

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