DieDieMaoMao is a semi-anonymous, loosely organized filmmaking collective whose most active/visible member is the Los Angeles-based filmmaker, Nick Toti. In addition to producing Toti’s recent work, DieDieMaoMao is also involved in DVD production/distribution and has hosted numerous screenings of work by DIY/underground filmmakers.

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5 New Works by Produced & Directed Nick Toti

#1 – KILL, KOBEK… KILL!

Toti: This project came about around the time I finished another collaboration with the author Jarett Kobek. He asked if I would be interested in documenting his attempts to pick public fights with right wing media personalities as part of the promotional efforts for his new book, Only Americans Burn in Hell. We spent about three months in the fall of 2019 reaching out to conservative pundits like Ben Shapiro and Candace Owens trying to find anyone who would be willing to have the Kobek on their shows. Would Kobek defeat his enemies on their own turf or suffer the humiliation of public defeat? Either way, it sounded fun to me. The end result is a self-deprecating exploration of the state of publishing in America, the death of democracy, and the theological values of failure. On a formal level, I was interested in making something that had the sort of dumb, self-consciously dark or “evil” aesthetic qualities of black metal. Kobek plays around with these ideas in his book too, so it seemed appropriate for this project. In fact, the whole movie turned into a kind of distillation/ rearrangement of the various themes and sensibilities of Kobek’s book.

 

#2 – Vive la fantaisie / Ceci n’est pas une fantaisie

Toti: My friends Lily and Simon are a married couple who perform around Los Angeles as a harp/cello duo called Strange Interlude. We had been talking about collaborating on something for a few months and eventually made this. The piece they’re playing is by Camille Saint-Saëns, though it was originally written for violin and harp. Apparently, in some classical music circles, switching instruments for a piece like this is considered controversial or iconoclastic, so I wanted to approach the video with a similarly subtle sense nose-thumbing. I liked the idea of taking imagery that’s stereotypically “French” (the colors of the French flag, the Pierrot figure from the commedia dell’arte, etc.) but then perverting it into something totally meaningless. The whole video also has this slightly disorienting quality because you can’t quite tell where the live music is coming from due to the dual screens. These little games make filmmaking (an otherwise unrewarding process full of countless disappointments, in my experience) much more fun.

 

#3 – JORDAN CASTRO READS 12 POEMS BY JORDAN CASTRO

Toti: This footage was shot the same night as Megan Boyle’s epic reading of her novel Liveblog. I happened to also record a reading by Jordan Castro (who was one of Boyle’s opening acts at the same event), which I found completely charming. I really love his deadpan delivery, and you can tell that he’s completely controlling the room despite the fact that he presents himself like he’s embarrassed to be there or something. For some reason, about fifteen months after shooting this footage, I got the idea to make this little movie. The screen-within-a-screen is actually the livestream that Megan Boyle was shooting all night from her laptop. I first added it in to help cover up some of the sound issues I had with my camera that night, but then I liked how it looked with the second screen in the corner, so I kept it. Jordan is also reading off his phone, so there’s actually three screens featuring these poems at the same time (which seems appropriate for these “alt lit” writers).

 

#4 – SO WHAT?

Toti: I went to college with a guy named Franklin Cline who’s become a pretty good poet in the time since I first knew him. His first book was published at the end of 2017, and we reconnected when he passed through Los Angeles on a reading tour. He lives in Milwaukee now, which is coincidentally a city that I’ve had to visit numerous times over the past two years while working on a documentary about the local musician Sigmund Snopek III. Franklin and I try to hang out when we can, and one of these times I interviewed him on a whim. At the end of the interview, I asked him if he wanted to recite a poem, which he did without hesitation. I made this short video from that footage while I was teaching myself the updated layout of a new version of Adobe Premiere (specifically, I was getting used to the changes in how one adds text to a video). It’s probably worth mentioning that Franklin’s book is titled So What and every poem in it is also titled “So What.”

 

#5 – RINGU: MEME ORIGINS

Toti: This is the outlier of my recent work because it’s the one that most resembles a “normal movie” (which is to say: it has actors playing characters from a script, a crew, decent equipment, etc.). We actually shot the movie three years ago, but it was only released online a couple months ago after an extremely underwhelming festival run (out of about thirty festival submissions, it only played one). The backstory of the movie is that a friend of mine–an incredibly smart/talented nonfiction writer with no prior screenwriting experience–decided to write a short screenplay. He sent it to me, and I thought it was incredibly funny in a very odd way that I had never quite seen before. I didn’t really want to make the movie myself, but I also felt certain that no one else ever would. So I decided to do it just because I wanted this thing to exist. My thought going in was that, in order to work, the movie would have to look as “competent” as possible (which clearly is not usually a priority for me). Despite my usual DIY working methods, I have a decent number of respectable film industry connections, and I exploited every one of them for this project. I love how the movie turned out, but making it was a complete drag–I much prefer keeping things as small as possible. As for the movie itself, it’s set in the same world as those Ring movies about haunted videotapes, but instead of a horror movie, it’s an absurdist comedy about memes–both in their popular online form and the more cultural/scientific usage (i.e. memetics). It has a twist ending that only a small minority of viewers seem to appreciate. This was another one of my little personal games: When the project began, the ending was culturally relevant; as time passes, the meme loses its meaning and falls into obscurity. The whole movie a a recycling of dead cultural objects.

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GLOBAL PANDEMIC BONUS PACK: 5 Older Works Produced by Nick Toti

If anyone simply can’t get enough content while under quarantine, here are some older works that Nick Toti produced (or associate produced) but didn’t direct. Most of these were made in Austin, Texas between 2012-2015. Chris Knudsen’s movie was made in New York City from 2015-2017.

 

#1 – YOU ARE YOUR BODY / YOU ARE NOT YOUR BODY
Directed by Matt Latham, 2014

 

#2 – MASTER CLASS
Written & Directed by Justin Wright Neufeld, 2015

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#3 – IT FELT GOOD TO HAVE THIS PAIN
Written & Directed by Matt Latham, 2012

 

#4 – DISENCHANTED
Directed by Galen Church, 2013
Produced by NeuSpaceChurch Productions

 

#5 – there is no god and he will kill us all
Directed by Christopher Scott Knudsen, 2017

 

 

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p.s. Hey. Those of you who frequent this location have come to know the work of the fantastic LA-based filmmaker Nick Toti given that he has generously had the world cyber-premieres of a couple of his feature films right here in my humble abode. Today he returns to give us a potpourri of short films, both his and ones he has produced, starring both total strangers and lit. superstars like Jarrett Kobek and Justin Castro. And that’s your cue to use today start working your way through the filmic gifts, and I hope you will. Thanks, all, and mightiest thanks to Nic himself! ** Milk, Hi, Milk. Well, it depends on what real means. Those profile texts and comments are real, written by them and just line edited by me in some cases for concision. On the other hand, having spent a lot of time in the slave/master sites gathering those profiles for the last many years, I think it’s very safe to say that, oh, 90 or more % of what they say they actually want and say they do or have done is just a bunch of guys fantasising aloud with and to each other because, let’s face it, if even a fraction of what they want/do/have done was authentic, there’d be tons of missing persons and dead bodies all over the place and all sorts of real world consequences, and those sites would not just be sitting out there with no outside interference. So there’s my educated guess. ** David Ehrenstein, Yes, a very magnanimous slave, that one. And, yes, that accusation is well known about over here. ** Bill, Talk about creative use of the pandemic! We could all learn a lesson from those wild-brained horndogs. May your ambivalence justifiably transform you into the blushing bride of your brilliant ideas! I’ve got a couple of streaming things on the agenda for today unless I decide to end up just wasting my time as per more usual. What were yours? ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Everyone, a two-bie from Mr. Erickson today. (1) He’s proud of this brief stab at writing horror movie soundtrack music. (2) He has reviewed Quentin Dupieux’s film ‘Deerskin’. Have at them! I’m telling you, the pandemic has turned the S&M set into Dostoyevskys. I’m excited for ‘Medea’. Hopefully today. ** Misanthrope, He wins yesterday’s prize for stick-to-it-ive-ness. If we don’t count the ‘successfully’ ‘snuffed’ ones. Well, what about you, George? Don’t you feel like being worshipped? Hm, dilemma there re: your invitation. Are there cops cruising the streets looking for excessively long distance drivers? Mozart! Or … Mozart?! ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. Yes, the slaves are using their lockdowns as golden opportunities to burst with creativity unlike us, or unlike me at least. They should do Zoom tutorials. Huh. About the print. Yes, several years ago that print was supposed to get a theater release here followed by a Blu/Ray DVD, and I don’t know what happened. I wish I was still in touch with Guillaume des Forêts, the star, who you might recall I met and had a long amazing talk with soon after I moved here. Anyway, I haven’t dug into the rarefilmm print yet. Today. Definitely way too early to know what the fiction idea would be or if it will progress past the interesting seeming idea stage. I’m working on it though. So far so pretty good. Are you working on your novel? Yes, RIP Tony Allen. What a big loss. A serious genius, that guy. I had the massively great fortune to see Africa 70 live in Amsterdam in the mid-80s, and whoa! ** Right. Nick Toti is your go-to for today, as I explained, and give yourself the pleasure, folks, and do pass along any thoughts, even slight, to Nick in your comments should any thoughts occur to you, thank you very much. See y’all tomorrow.

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slaveultra, 21
If you have huge feet wearing hard boots to slam in my face after a full night of fucking me senseless then step forward. Occasionally into fucking with easy going guys but I’m easily bored. I had a prostatectomy so I can orgasm but can’t cum.

 

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It’s_that_time, 22
I look for guys to finsih me off im a gay guy sory i bit new at this

I want my death to invove rape, torture, gore, cannibalism, mind break, slutification, cutting off body parts, beheading, absence of limbs

I do not want my death tp invove animal abuse, old people, scat, girls

Comments

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
Yes, genocide of all cute boys is the way to go. Fuck off with this “genocide isn’t moralistic” bullshit. It actually is full of truth and heroism.

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
Genocide is usually a good thing. Think about it. Let’s say a new law is passed in which there must be more ugly boys than cute ones. This would mean men would rise up and stand up against the evils of cute boys and reduce their population to not very much. They would not be seen as evil murderers or criminals, but heroes for purging the world of such evil and inferiority.

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
The (moral) difference in quality is that pretty boys do not think about the consequences of their acts while men are able to do so and therefore can be judged for those acts. Pretty boys are natural aggressors, but men can be sadists from a thoughtful point of view.

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
When I had a cute young boyfriend I just gave him a couple of punches a week and I felt good.
And now that we broke up I constantly dream of gutting him and cutting him up.
All the creepy thoughts people have because of the lack of something in real life. I may be wrong.. but I think that’s how it works.

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
My thoughts exactly. People can’t realize violence against cute boys and hatred against them is just normal. They have no power over us.

Anonymous – April 8, 2020
Is it just me? I absolutely fucking hate pretty boys to the point of where I hope they fucking vanish one by one. What are the reasons you guys want to kill this bitch?

 

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DickDeletion, 21
Hey guys, gay circumsexual here whose longtime fascination with foreskin removal eventually led me to the wide wild world of male genital modification. I’ve been very aroused by penectomy for a while and am seriously considering it for myself if there’s a guy out there who would also hugely get off by seeing or eating my last load then relieving me of my penis.

Comments

Fredy3 – April 21, 2020
You do realise if you do that without a trained surgeon and medical supervision there’ll be a spigot spewing blood where your penis used to be and you’ll die of blood loss whilst in agonising pain right?

katyazamo – April 17, 2020
bro this quarantine thing got you fucked up and me likey

PLAYBOY_71 – April 16, 2020
Could you even be a more blindingly obvious troll. No one who looks like “you” would ever want what you claim to want. If you were real you’d be looking for guys to worship you like the God you are.

 

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Ghosty, 19
Awwoooo!! Just a puppy here looking for TREATS to give me huge weight gain!! MORE AND MORE TREATS!!!

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Ghosty (Owner) – March 30, 2020
Been a while since I made this and I’m about 280lbs now, but that’s not anywhere near where I wanna get to.

 

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FrankBoy2001, 19
I am a submissive boy, maybe also a Femboy, who is learning disabled and tends to be thirsty …
So I was in tberapy because of anorexia, I am currently stable but I don’t really feel well.
My hobby is reading books like dictionary etc.
I live in a shared apartment with psychological support and am looking for a father type
in which I can be what I want since I’ve known myself.
Please if you come and meet me then please don’t try to escape I’m not going to kill or eat you.

 

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ethan, 18
18 year old bottom in se london looking for an older poz bb rough top man to stealth poz me, only men over 50, looks not important, like hairy big men but into anyone over 50.

want you to lie about your status, use fake or old test to prove your neg, start with a condom fuck then secretly bust it and shoot your sick deep in me.

stick a finger in me after, make a slice inside with your fingernail, rub your cum into the cut to get the sick direct into my bloodstream and ill marry you, im serious.

Comments

ethan (Owner) – April 3, 2020
please don’t be a retarded

Anonymous – April 3, 2020
We are on the way!
One million people will be infected in UK
Many people will not live through it
This boy will clearly not survive
He has not understood the severity
You and he will give each other death!

 

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homework4, 18
going crazy in quarantine

into fat men and fat women that make me do my homework even long time

i like being dared exept crazy dares like killing myself

when coronavirus is not ravaging our country I go to school in LA

Comments

Tuffdude4u – March 27, 2020
Don’t like your ass… Sorry, not my type.

 

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playswithknives, 21
looking for father..Im looking for a father that will treat me as his own and accept also my son as his grandson. Im young but alone. I Like being naked. Until I find a father feel free to take a test drive.

Comments

playswithknives (Owner) – April 19, 2020
sorry for my silence..just was depressed and attempted suicide so had to have brief break

ambpersand – March 31, 2020
I tried fisting him but I couldn’t get past the knuckles

playswithknives (Owner) – March 25, 2020
sorry to be so vague. i don’t think…I get cloudy on occasion, if thats a problem i get it. Im just here to get a father and get him off like he always wanted but could never do with another son..when im not sexing men, i play one in real life. I have a wife (i told you i don’t think) and my kid and working on making a second one.

 

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MindlessAbyss, 20
I crave S&M as a slapstick way of life. Sticks and stones may break my bones and they also may beat fascists.

I’m absolutely addicted to anything breath/strangle play and asphyxiophilia related. I love to be choked out then my flopping body squashed and smacked, kicked, burned with cigarettes, broken and battered and bled by Sadists with a cartoonesque sense of humor (I want to be able to feel like I’m one of those Chuck Jones characters).

I love being fisted and want fisters to feel they’re able to reach, caress and crush the heart of the unconscious boy that’s being penetrated. That needs a particularly mindset and maybe some barroque twist of narrative, but that’s my jam.

People ALWAYS think I exaggerate and they ALWAYS say wow I thought you were exaggerating but whatever. I leech fetishes off of others because it turns me on when someone else is turned on by me and the weirder, more insane the fetish the more I believe it. It feels so fucking good to me when someone praises me for something and wants it from me that suddenly I start wanting that from others too.

I’m looking for men who love everything about me, preferably someone a bit more stable in the head but also crazy enough to love how fucking insane I am.

 

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HURTme1, 21
Looking for guys into inflicting copious amounts of pain.

Comments

HURTme1 (Owner) – April 6, 2020
Now in a wheelchair as a heads up, but that won’t stop me though.

Anonymous – March 9, 2020
I love living in a fantasy head space as much as the next top but this young man is profoundly mentally ill. I couldn’t go through with it.

HURTme1 (Owner) – March 4, 2020
This is a deep need. This need is not out of desperation. I am a private person. I do not put my life out there for all to see. My reason can be furnished upon request. It will not happen in the first sentence.

Anonymous – March 14, 2020
It’s very tempting to just beat him to death since he deserves it and would let you but don’t do it guys, seriously, because he lives at home, has four siblings and tons of concerned friends who know what he’s into and text him “u ok?”, etc. on his phone every five seconds.

 

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slamjunk, 21
#escort #nrw #bareback #fuck #fist #passiv #Deepthroat #chems #sex #slam #party #Bitch #Tina #devot #exhibition #kokain #Junkie #dirty #filthy #load #cruel condom #pozload #pnp #meth #heroin #trash

I’m sexy and i know it

I need money really bad

Comments

JohnnyLambo – April 9, 2020
don’t fuck him if you don’t think with your dick

Richard0067 – April 2, 2020
I agree with Anonymous!!!!!

slamjunk (Owner) – April 2, 2020
I love to cum I want to cum so much

Anonymous – April 2, 2020
But I want him so bad.

PolishFitMan – April 2, 2020
You guys are insane to hook up with this virus slingshot at a time like this.

Bigger/Better – April 2, 2020
Eat his ass. TOP him in all 28 positions. Fill his hole with dildo’s. Continually Toy/Fuck/Toy/Fuck him. Note the scale, feel, taste and smell of his hole after each Toy. Eat and fuck and toy his ass until you explode! Keep exploding! Experience EVERYTHING!

 

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agustin_hahahah, 18
Looking to be a full daily toilet (scat, raunch, w/s, vomit, watersports). Would prefer that would be my only sustenance beside vitamens. How many times do you go a day?

Want a Master that will castrate and nullify and brand me if I don’t consume everything.

Into K9 beastiality and hoping that you live in a state or country where it’s legal. Love to walk the dog before getting fucked by him, love to get bred by 8 dogs in a day, love to finish up by givin the dogs a rim job, obviously love to ate the dog shit. Want to live in a kennel but all the dogs hate me and I’m only there to walk them, knot with them, and consume their excrement.

Love creepy snuff sex talk, especially from silver hair daddies with big tits and tons of body hair, I love butchers. Yes master, butcher me! Believe it or not, I’m also capable of having a normal conversation!

I also like paid sex if you just simply want to shove it in some cutie’s holes for an hour with no obligation.

Basically I’m all things to all horndogs and perverts, and you’re welcome to me, and I’m happy for you!

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Anonymous – April 14, 2020
Is it just me or has the quarantining and virus paranoia turned more subs than usual into reality challenged, erection addicted, bullshit spinning, cum/nitroglycerin juggling delusionals around here.

agustin_hahahah (Owner) – April 9, 2020
Ideally a Master who will do all of the above and who I can bring to family events so they’ll stop thinking something is wrong with me.

 

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christo_twink_00, 19
Wrapped me

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christo_twink_00 (Owner) – March 21, 2020
FULL DISCLOSURE
I SUFFER FROM SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS (EXTREME DEPRESSION AND BOARDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER. PLEASE BE PATIENT IF I GET ANGRY.

 

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thecutestguy, 18
I am a beautiful, elegant, highly educated young man with perfect manners who contrastingly loves to have my ass eaten, played with, spanked and mercilessly pounded.

I am the complete package in other words but with one important caveat that I am emotionally very childish. I cry a lot, am insanely jealous, am loving but totally overdo it, and much more …

When approaching me, please refer to anything you like or dislike about me and what effect I have on your wishes from the outset so I’ll know that you have thought about me.

And I’m not looking for an hourlong or even overnight. I am too clingy for that, and my body is too valuable to me personally, and I simply do not like it.

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thecutestguy (Owner) – March 14, 2020
I don’t want money for sex, I have too much money. I will pay you for sex if it comes to that, but please don’t offer me money. I have too much money.

 

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hhitmeuppp, 21
I have a deep tendency to sabotage, self destruct, and inflict pain upon myself. Something keeps bringing me back to it. The truth is, I am not meant to live a life with the freedoms of a normal person. What point is there in existing for my own sake? I have squandered virtually every opportunity given to me… and I don’t deserve another chance. There are a number of people who care about me for reasons I can not understand, but I have no legal obligation towards them.

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hhitmeuppp (Owner) – April 7, 2020
I understand that it may not be easy to find a 24/7/365 Master for life in today’s quarantine climate, but rest assured I currently have no flu-like symptoms whatsoever. I know it’s still a risk given this whole social distancing order; however, this couldn’t be a better time for me to disappear forever without a trace given the lack of traffic on the roads.

 

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someonetolove, 18
Idk what I’m looking for. I‘m comfortable with my sexuality and looks but I don’t want people around me to know how desperately I’m in need of affection. That’s why I didn’t publish a face pic. Ok bye

Comments

someonetolove (Owner) – March 6, 2020
Skip the small talk just tell me how affectionate you would be if we were to meet up.

Yoda – March 6, 2020
You a total fag slut urinal just need to drink.

 

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Ringo, 19
Just a guy who’s not gay and never will be who’s into rock music and most interested in Kurt Cobain and other rock musicians who likes dressing like a cat. Tail plug, ears, mittens, the works.

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DiaperedDrummer – April 8, 2020
Hi! I’m Casey, I am a musician, a drummer who loves Kurt too, and I am an ABDL. I wear diapers, plastic pants, and keep pacifiers in my mouth. I’m still trying to figure out what I’m interested as a baby but I know I like you.

Ringo (Owner) – April 5, 2020
The few who’ve seen it didn’t seem to have a problem with it why?

Saija – April 5, 2020
What’s your butt like?

 

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TAKEitAWAY, 19
First it writes:
“true story time. master called it at school and told it to come home. it made up some excuse to leave, stripped in the garage because his rule was that it always be naked. it entered the kitchen and heard two men talking in the living room. master came out and told it to clean up for play and then meet him in the basement. there, he hooded it and chained it to the ceiling. moments later another man entered master’s basement dungeon. he just started beating and punching it, picked up a whip and tore its chest and back to bloody shreds then fucked it, pounding away into it still beating and punching it and calling it garbage and dead meat. after he came, it was released, fell to the floor, could hardly move and started to crawl out of the basement. master told it it had never looked hotter and was not done yet and shoved his cock in its throat and pumped until he shot three loads in its stomach while the other man beat and whipped it even more bloody and broken. this is what it is and what it lives for.”

Now I write:
I own it and it is a worthless pathetic lowlife piece of shit to be raped, fisted, burned, isolated, force chemmed, bled, strangled, hung, cut, punched, kicked, branded, starved, maimed, tortured without limits or mercy.
Take it away, wherever you want, do whatever you want.

 

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tyler14, 18
may sound weird but im 14, now if your ok with that make my dreams come true.

im looking to have my brain fucked, minced, eaten, whatever, just have it completely destroyed.

i will also do short oneshot snuff if you prefer.

i half believe i might be immortal so i might survive at least for a little while.

try to contact me at night, after midnight, before 6 a.m.

i fucked up most of the time but im ok.

Comments

tyler14 (Owner) – April 10, 2020
thats easy, my victims would be everyone i hate and ill torture them with crystallized/self-spawning/infinitely-expanding omniverse machines.

Anonymous – April 10, 2020
Imagine this: you have died, and because you’re the kind of sick little fuck who gets off on getting snuffed, you are now in Hell.

Lucky for you, sick little fucks like you are exactly the kind of people that the Devil is looking to recruit. So instead of being tortured along with the rest of the sinners, you get to spend eternity doing the torturing. Transformed into a demon, you now have your choice of victims from all of human history, and the only limit is your fucked-up imagination.

Who do you torture, and how?

 

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FuckMyFullShitHole, 18
Cute twink with an ass full of shit looking to get fucked without douching because it happened once by accident and I gained an appetite for it I guess

Comments

FuckMyFullShitHole (Owner) – March 19, 2020
Ideal for you is fucking me early morning after night I chowed down on Taco Bell

 

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AllNew2Me, 22
I want to worship an American guy.

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GodsGift – April 7, 2020
I’m American and 13 years old but don’t be fooled by my youth. I’m a superior human and looking for a new hot guy to worship me. So, what can I offer you? That you will be nothing without me!

 

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SNUFFME, 18
Boy looking for a God for one of a kind experience ….

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SNUFF ME (Owner) – March 16, 2020
Please be courteous of the fact that im young, cute, busy, in school, have a job & am not able to just do whatever whenever i want

 

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trashy666fag, 20
im a sex slavejduzkenxiwlxoxjnsoxoaoeoocozownrizua
mmm i just want to get fucked and fucked and be turend into a sex slave you can pee on me or in me shit on me fist me i dont care my best features are my butt and lack of personnallity and just make me your sex slave daddieshejziwkeixisieidizieixis
keixiskeixizkencizisjxhskgitxitd8diyxitd9yxotx8txtoxotc9ydiyciydoyciyxototxoyc8txoyxitcoyzitzitzitxotxoyxitxoyco

Comments

trashy666fag (Comments) – April 11, 2020
next load please

cumextrudingfuckerpig – April 10, 2020
Just seemed to me that having someone to brutally anal rape should be considered essential in this time we’re in. If that someone had to be a stupid, chubby, cute/ugly piggy boy so be it.

I suggested he might like the security of a longterm host during this fuck knows how long lockdown and he jumped at it. In exchange for having to feed him and look at him 24/7, I got a no limits slave who’s going as low, dark, and savage as I can take him.

Anytime I want I smack him around. Tie him up or cuff him. Choke him until he fades. Spit down his throat. Make him my filthy, shameless toilet. Destroy his throat with my cock, hands, toys and make him gag up god knows what. Force his increasingly untight hole open with my cock, fingers, toys, fist, or anything else I’ve got around. Leave all the marks I want on him since no one will see them. I’m not afraid of seeing a bit of his blood, either, more than a bit.

I have felt fine ever since he got here, and he … who can fucking tell. But I don’t have corona-phobia. I’m in this for the hardest shit and the chips will fall wherever they may.

bitchbully – April 5, 2020
I had to dole out prolonged humiliation to this little fatty before he gave me an erection but then raping him callously for a short time was quite hot.

Mitis – April 2, 2020
Not a hole lot goin on

But there’s a hole lot that can go in

 

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without_stopping, 20
bass player who likes metal, black, death, and strange metal fusions

i’m also aspergic

so i’m to get my eyes rolled back in my head and my stare face on

i’m only looking within the metal region

as long as i’m having my brains choked outa me your limits are mine

ideally none

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Anonymous – April 13, 2020
Can you keep a secret?

 

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iwishyouwould, 20
Hello to you who goes by there, little humanoid (or big for that matter, where was my head). For me, it will be little humanoid, I measure 1m60, and I challenge you to tell me that you are smaller than me !

Me, it’s Louis and it’s young 20 years old, I still had the time to accumulate a certain experience so if you dream of a beautiful adorable, caring guy who will welcome you with open arms calling you “the love, the one love (of me, here present)”, well, know it: Flee!

To admit everything … I love my life Sometimes, it moves me so much how beautiful life is, how incredible the sex are that I cry with joy, and so many people forget how fucking lucky we are to be alive!

I am very politically engaged right now, often in demonstration to try to explain at best the LPPR, the pension reform and why this capitalist society, bah, me, I want some more and that, it fascinates me because every Wednesday, I go to debates, I meet people and even if certainly that I will die in a country still capitalist, I do not care, because I believe that one day, later, capitalism will capitulate (capitalism, capitulate, you know what I mean) and it doesn’t matter if it is in my life or that of future generations.

Currently, I am in L1 Letters and Arts, it is very interesting but I know that I do not want to do that, I like from time to time “but this damn analysis literary has no meaning and aaaaaaargh!” and it’s funny because I’m just avoiding a homework I’m going to have to do but I am delaying as much as possible. Even if I love to study for pleasure, my desire for dependence pushes me to really want to find the man that suits me and recently, I think I have a little idea in fact So, here I am for you to redirect as you can guess.

I work weekends in a store as a cashier at Naturalia, which I like: the social aspect with the customers. I love doing things that I have no right to do, like when there are two customer accounts (computer bug), if the customer asks me, I manage to hack the thing so that it removes one. .. If the client had a 10% and it is not displayed, I manage … I like to counter the rules which seem illogical to me and I am good at that. Then on Thursday, I attend a drama class, we prepare the play: “Eva, Gloria, Léa” by Jean-Marie Piemme but know one thing: There will ALWAYS be a place for you in my schedule! I bring a primordial importance to the people I fuck but that, I will develop it for you a few paragraphs further: Eh you saw, you saw how I try to keep you in suspense.

It’s been a while since I see Paolo (my sex friend, whom I consider my father) to have an incredible 3way with his companion Julien and I see my couple of sex friends Martial and André I met a year ago on a shooting photo. They fuck me a lot, I started young (14 years old) although my first time was not totally a choice, but let’s not lie: I loved it. Then, recently, I feel this desire to found something a little stronger. I want to give everything sexually with someone, I am at this point in my life when I am ready (I don’t like to think too much)!

So my little cock pushes me to conquer a man, one man, but it will not be difficult for you. I was taught that being naive and vulnerable was really (how to say?) the bottom of life, really big big shit, worse than shit. So I am worse than shit and easily fucked. So the next step would be: Why don’t we go for a drink and many drinks? Where to walk? Or whatever: Because if you have read this far, I believe that you and I know that there is something to explore, me, I love it! I watched Dora the Explorer when I was a child, by the way!

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Deity666 – March 20, 2020
It hasn’t been easy given his former freneticism and verbosity but he is now a docile vessel consisting of his physical attributes and nothing else, completely dependent upon me. His every word and physical motion is a product of my instruction. His thoughts are virtually my thoughts and he has become merely my figurative extension.

 

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imprettyinteresting, 21
Hey I’m a country boy from Alabama into, hell, just about everything.

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imprettyinteresting (Owner) – Jan 11, 2020
except that

ChefHVAC – Jan 11, 2020
Cigar smoking chronic masturbation addict HAVE TO masturbate my fat, ripe, stinky hairy cock & blow my load all the time & I NEED to smoke & stroke my fat, ripe, hairy cock while I’m sitting on a face getting my hairy ripe stinky trench cleaned I LIVE FOR IT so get your nose & tongue smashed in my dirty hairy buttcrack huffing & sucking while I beat my meat & I’d be so grateful.

 

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yesmasterimyourthing, 20
If I told you what I’m into you probably well think or tell me that I need help or I deserve to be in the asylum lol!!!!

 

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i_see_you, 18
I am 18 years old I am a Moroccan boy I taste like a brownie My body is smooth and soft like a brownie and I want to be raped by racist white high school students as onlyfans content I also play cribbage

 

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FistTwink, 23
I urgently need € 600 write me what you want for it.

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WascalyWabbit – April 9, 2020
I’d pay it to kick and stomp on your head.

FistTwink (Owner) – April 4, 2020
Aren’t you curious to know how my Galaxy looks like? ….for € 600 you can explore that mysterious Galaxy.

Anonymous – April 4, 2020
I’d like to suck and edge your cock until it’s about to cum then put in razor sharp fake teeth and start eating it alive and your balls

 

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BentheBunny, 18
Call me BentheBunny.
Vore is my thing.
In an open relationship with JacktheLion.
Like getting licked, bitten, chomped, etc. It’s my game.

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BentheBunny (Owner) – March 30, 2020
I seem to especially like bearacudas.

BentheBunny (Owner) – March 27, 2020
If you worry you can’t because of the virus confinement there’s a doctor who has his office in my building who gets off on treating my bite marks when I need it. He says you can lie to say you have an appointment with him.

 

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weedypuff4thug, 24
Bite my ass, Krispy Kreme! You triflin’, shady, outdated Fags!

 

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TinRibs, 24
Hi thanks for clicking on this. I’m a male writer looking for female penfriends turned on by fantasies to do with the abduction, rape, brutal torture and snuffing of young boys. The fantasy victim in this case will be my real life 7 year old son. I would share many pix of him to fuel your inspiration.

In these fantasies he would be subjected to the most perverse sexual depravities and brutal torture with absolutely no limits. They could involve such things as: anal, strangling, rape, piss, vomit, punching, beating, needles, branding irons, cigarette torture, burning, blow torches, caning, whipping, extreme genital torture, mutilation, cannibalism, tummy torture, blow torches, broken ribs, broken fingers, bone saws, electrocution and snuff. Obviously not all of these things have to be included in a roleplay or chat and there are probably plenty of other ideas that are not in this list but basically I’m open to everything.

I’m looking for women who enjoy writing and obviously enjoy very depraved and sadistic fantasies in which a young boy is the main victim. I’d ideally like something long term and would love a situation where we can excange emails and explore this fantasy in lots of detail with the possibility of either me or both of us together writing a story based on our most thrilling ideas.

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Anonymous – April 13, 2020
Apropos … Joeslist, a popular dark web version of Craigslist just posted a unique listing in their “prostitution” tab. A rather rare find amongst the many whores of different varieties and ages: ‘7yo boy, kidnapped, Virgin. NEVER USED’

The ad includes pictures of a rather terrified looking boy with brown hair and stunning blue eyes tied to a chair. Wearing a green t shirt with a dinosaur print on it and pair of jeans an black and white converse sneakers that seemed rather beaten up.

The ad links to a bidding site, with the starting bid already inordinately high, at least three times higher that some of the most premium whores. The boy clearly could only be afforded to the wealthy, someone willing to give up all their savings…or perhaps a few perverts willing to split the costs.

The ad also mentions that the boy must remain alive and unharmed, as they intend to continue selling him (alneit at a lower cost) once his virginity is spent. This also means no forcing him to eat shit…though pissing is fine as long as the boy doesn’t drown. Perhaps some fantasy fuel for you there!

 

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loveyou_men, 19
I’m a little PETITE WHITE FAGGOT with a deepthroat-puke fetish and I have NEVER PUKED WITH ANOTHER GUY BEFORE I look at gay black porn and I want my first time experience to be my ultimate ultimate ultimate ultimate fantasy fulfilled I want to be throat raped by 50 or more domaint aggressive rough and forceful blacks with their cocks and hands and dildoes non stopped puking literally 5 gallons of food and sperm and bile for hours and hours and days and I am so FUCKING horny for it

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loveyou_men (Owner) – March 23, 2020
ABSOLUTELY NO ANAL SEX OBSESSIVE TOPS!!!

 

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Punk&Rowdy, 20
I have a major desire to kill myself. It gets me really hard just thinking that one day I could go through with it, but… I just can’t decide how. These are my top choices.

Number one is the good old “erotic auto asphyxia”. I suppose I could go to some remote place so as not to be disturbed, get naked, and asphyxiate myself while masturbating in nature.

Number two, is seppuku. Yes, I know it is painful. But it also gets me extremely horny when I watch those japanese “fake harakiri” porn movies, and think I could do so much better if it was real.

But my biggest wish is being spitted from end to end, If I could prepare a reasonably sharp pole, and some way to get on it… I’m thinking either a monkey-bar that I could climb on, then lower myself onto the pole inserting it into my anus, and just let go, letting gravity do the work, and feel the agony as the sharp pole drives into my abdomen and towards my throat.

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Anonymous – March 27, 2020
If you sit on the sharp pole it will just come out of your belly unless you will be in some confined space which prevents you from bending.

Besides that, I would do your second idea but use explosives. stuff them in your ass and boom.

Or just tie a rope around your neck and jump from the building for easy spectacular decapitation.

For something more complex take opium and stab and cut yourself everywhere with the knife rip out your internal organs until you die to pretend that it was some assault to mess up with police which will later have a hard time investigating what happened. As nobody will believe you did that to yourself.

Anonymous – March 27, 2020
You’d need some pretty heavy weights on your ankles, probably arms and weight as well, to provide force in place of the speed or thrusting you can’t really engineer solo, else you’ll probably just end up with a spike halfway through your guts, unable to get back off OR go any further down, and experience a very painful, regretful, less-than-fun end. And it won’t be anywhere near as interesting a scene for whoever finds you. Remember to tilt your head back as well.

Anonymous – March 26, 2020
Seppuku / harikiri is a two player game. You need a Second who can lop your head off once you’ve disembowelled yourself. And that means someone who can make sure they don’t leave any forensic trace of themselves behind, or take any such traces away from the scene, and arrive/leave without being observed and tracked, else they will be in a whole pile of shit very quickly. Also come up with an entirely ridiculous yet believable reason for it other than “this gets me hard”.

Anonymous – March 26, 2020
Third option: shotgun up the asshole if you can rig up some remote trigger. Or for heightened suspense and reduced ability to back out, a flintlock pistol with a slow burning gunpowder fuse running into the breach instead of the normal hammer-and-splint setup.

Dynamite if you want to be really hardcore, one up the ass, another deepthroated. Doing a naked swan dive off the top of a high building a few seconds before the fuse runs out and the sticks explode. Set up a few dashcams around the site with decent memory cards in non-overwrite mode (or just running off batteries good for distinctly less time than the maximum rec time) at various angles to cover all possibilities of detonation time, including that of ground splatter followed by bang. Text, facebook, twitter, GC mass messages with the camera locations in sent just before the big moment. Hashtag ludicrous gibs.

 

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CuteandSketchy, 21
I’ll considered it as a crime if you don’t read my profile properly!!!!!

Not going to write long ass’s paragraph which I sure know you’re not going to care.

I’m looking for a man who can give me a lot of money, I’m just kidding but actually I do need a lot of money.

It’s a great time to stock up on meat to get you through this world health crisis you will agree.

Well I am happy to be your meat, to be sliced up or put over the bbq whole, your choice.

If you bank like less than 1,000,000 keep away from me, please don’t text me, it doesn’t make sense.

I also love my ass pleased but not into any type of reciprocation …I know, I know…selfish right?

Not gonna lie about the fact why I’m here but sometimes my testosterone doesn’t obey me which is all your fault!!!!!!!!

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Anonymous – March 21, 2020
Yeah but I think I have to.

DavidR – March 21, 2020
Don’t hurt other beings if you don’t have to.

mpfctn – March 21, 2020
Why kill this ginger bitch? It’s like every serial killer clishe. You don’t want to start with this shit.You need to level up first. You want to start with some rich young fucka instead. Pigs will think it was robbery, and you will earn some extra cash! Just find local young douchebag living 60 miles from you, and get dat biatch.

Biggest concern is the body. No body-no murdah, bois. The best way to hide bdi\\\eas as I’ve read in A\\a[]__=I=+;;\-\!!\\\s+ C3c…

Nothing is sick. It’s all cool. It’s your need. Your body. Your universe. It’s ok. You’re ok. That’s ok. (I love that quotte)

Onix – March 21, 2020
If you do everything right nobody notices you and you leave no evidence you will not get caught. But it is hard to tell what is going to happen and if some tourist will film how you bury him and post on internet.

MAXXX1818 – March 21, 2020
Phone location data isn’t just erased when you destroy the phone. If you want to do it, fucking go ahead and try. Don’t expect anybody to give you a step by step guide.

Anonymous – March 21, 2020
Assuming I tossed/broke the phone, made sure no cameras were around and buried him far away in the woods.

Onix – March 21, 2020
Considering the fact that there are cameras everywhere, you can expect that you will get recorded somewhere with him and then it will be trivial for the police to identify you.
You probably can plan everything to avoid getting recorded or try to change your looks but you cannot be absolutely sure.
Also, he most likely has a phone which is being tracked and you also have a phone so all that police need to do is to match 2 phones in that are that are moving in the same path

Anonymous – March 21, 2020
Do you think I would get caught if I hooked up with this boy, killed him, fucked him corpse, and maybe ate some of him? Like if I dumped the body in a lake or buried it in the woods?

 

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ItsDarkInHere, 18
My real name is not Dustin. But I don’t like my real name, so I prefer to be called Dustin.

I’m 18 still in High School. I’m kind of an athlete, obsessed with stand up comedy, and into anarchism and eating the rich.

I would love to be tied to a chair, forced to smoke and then be hypnotized to become who I really want to be. Dustin. … Yeah I don’t smoke, but if I become Dustin, I will.

If you have a dick smaller than like 5 1/2 it’s probably not gonna work out my bad.

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solitary – March 11, 2020
I’m a dangerous sex offender who should be locked up in prison in solitary confinement. If you have any intelligence, you will not interact with me. But we both know you’re a fucked up little cunt who likes playing games … so I dare you … talk.

 

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here2stay, 23
Hi there,

Can be gay or straight, but I don’t like labels, so I don’t call myself bi either.

LOVE being barefoot, doing all kinds of chores barefoot, hanging out barefoot. Love to be barefoot when it’s hot and when it’s cold.

Other interest of mine is steel. I like cold hard steel. Makes me hard.

Forced to pit fight. Woof! I love fighting. UFC is awesome.

Work as a corrections officer, so have to be a badass at work. Wish I was the one incarcerated sometimes though.

I don’t like to be completely naked. You get the idea. No, not into just full out naked. That’s too much into the fantasy world, and I like to keep myself grounded in reality.

I put up two pics of myself, showing my feet. Not to be a dick, but I know how it is. Guys want to see more photos. Not going to “prove” it’s me, take a pic with a paper with today’s date, that kind of bullshit.

I like pain. I start to panic, and it’s hot as all fuck.

Punishment is hot! Especially undeserved punishment (believe, me, I know something about undeserved punishment). I love it.

My ultimate unrealisable fantasy is some guy takes me to a factory late at night. He turns on the machines and throws me into them and feeds me into them until I’m totally mangled.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Indeed. ** _Black_Acrylic, Awesome. I hope/think you won’t be disappointed. As someone who perversely finds solace in the dark and bleak during this conducive time, that ‘Airless Spaces’ book sounds like just the ticket. Excellent about X-R-A-Y. Do tell because they seem to have stopped their Facebook presence, so it’s hard for me at least to keep up with their latest and greatest. The only hardcore track on your list that I think I know is the LFO. I’ll investigate. Thanks! ** Ian, Hi, Ian! Welcome to here! I’m happy to meet you. I’m glad you liked the post. How are you? How’s your writing going? Can it be seen/read anywhere? ** Bill, I do recall. High five, or high ten even. I think, based on what I read about how things are going in Germany, you might well be able to get into Berlin by then, maybe with a test, but it’s the US side of things re: travel that’s the gigantic question, obviously. How’s today looking, or, err, looked? ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff! I do think I recall you recounting that incident from your stint at that agency. Obviously, that is utterly shocking. And horribly telling. And I guess somehow comforting to those whose works deserve to be where they’re rejected. Really, though, that is mind boggling. Didn’t know that Zwartjes film is on Rarefilmm, Wow, I’m on it. And … really about that Bresson? An actual sharp print? One hears that a sharp print of that was finally struck several years ago, but I’ve never known it to be shown. As I think I mentioned, I saw ‘FNoaD’ at the Cinematheque a couple of years ago, and the print was a lot better than the bootleg available online, but it was still quite faded and scratchy. Okay, obviously I’ll head over there. Thanks a ton for those alerts. I’m fine. Nothing much changed at all on my front. Stuck here with short walks/shopping trips to barely break the tedium and doing stuff or trying. Fiddling with a new fiction idea, working on some GIF stuff, this and that. You? ** Mark Gluth, My pleasure, sir. The 11th news is, yes, about as good a set of news as was reasonably expected. Ha ha, yes, the luxury of being a fantasy homebody. I hear that. Excellent in the form of a day to you. ** Misanthrope, I have the hardback too. In LA, mind you. Well, you are awfully optimistic about how things are opening over there, and god love you for it. I am far, far less so, but I am way over here where we are being reopened in a far more mature, careful, coherent, and thought out fashion. And the truths of our respective matters will tell. ** Steve Erickson, Yeah, take your turn on the testing thing, I guess. I’m not sure how that’s going to work here. I think the govt. is explaining it tonight. I’m old enough to have lived through Biosphere 2. I even took a little visit of it whilst on a road trip after it was long over. Good luck with ‘Liberte’. Like I said back when, I found it extremely tedious and bullshitty and vapid. Have not heard that remix. I’ll seek it out and see/hear. Thanks! ** Right. Today you get your first batch of pandemic era slaves (and commenting masters). Find out how their usual imaginations have incorporated its overlay. If you like. See you tomorrow.