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Gérard Blain’s Day

 

‘It comes as a surprise when the cinema of a quite well known actor like Gérard Blain (a darling of the Nouvelle Vague, acting in short films by Truffaut and Godard, in Chabrol‘s Le Beau Serge and Les Cousins, in Un homme de trop for Costa-Gavras and even Hatari! for Howard Hawks) from a country like France is almost invisible abroad. How those disappearances come into place is out of my understanding. Especially when one happens to find out that Blain‘s films easily rank among the more interesting works French cinema has produced. And that means a lot. But whose responsibility is it to discover? Today almost any viewer has the possibility to search for unknown cinema. But we also live in an age where there are too many things flying around disguised as cinema when in reality there is too little cinema.

‘But now, who is Blain? Of course, we cannot tell. But we could see his films. His cinema often deals with personal experiences and memories of childhood and past. The most obvious formal influence seems to be Robert Bresson but this leads to wrong expectations. Of course, Blain like Bresson is very interested in the concept of minimalism. He tries to show only what is absolutely necessary. A good example for this can be found in the stunning beginning of Le Pélican. We see the birth of a son, his father, the child sleeps, grows up, just images like a dream, the moments father and son spend together in a zoo, in a tram for children. In retrospective we recognize these moments as a memory of harmony. Blain who plays the father himself really loves in those scenes with his actual son(s). But the filmmaker never strips down his images like Bresson did. He is more interested in the personal aspects of cinema which makes him a perfect combination with Eustache and Pialat. He will always choose the emotion before the image, his perception before form. There are some strong and some weak points about this, in general it creates an individual point-of-view and this rare feeling of having a human being behind (and in the case of Blain also before) the camera. Nevertheless sometimes it seems strange that we encounter with Blain a quasi formalistic approach that is ready at any second to throw itself overboard in favor of a certain scene or an emotion that the filmmaker wants to stress. A good example for such a lack of consequence can be found at the end of Le rebelle when Blain cannot stop cutting to the crying face of the abandonned sister of the protagonist. Unlike Bresson tenderness is not a question between the images, it is an obvious answer in them. Due to that it is not really Bresson who Blain is in relation with, it is Truffaut. That might seem strange in the beginning but thinking about it I came to realize that both directors are not only concerned with visions from the past, a strong faith in humanity, insecurities, moments where cinema and memories merge, but they also are both obsessed with the beauty and cruelty of dependencies.

‘Blain‘s characters struggle for freedom but their way to achieve it always brings them into situations in which they depend on the lust and money of other people. In Les Amis it is 16-year old Paul who struggles and who meets Philippe, an elderly business man who offers him in unbearable ambivalences a friendship and a little bit more. Paul like his namesake in Un enfant dans la foule goes for it but soon he will fall in love with a girl. The opposite is true for an amazing Patrick Norbert in Le rebelle. He denies the much more obvious seduction of money and does not prostitute himself so easily. But this leads to other problems. It is clear that in relationships like that lies a metaphorical potential for many injustices of the world, including what Blain, who always thought of himself as an outsider, must have encountered when making cinema. But those patrons have always something vulnerable and honest about them which makes their egoism and desire even more dangerous. Especially since Blain shows both sides in his filmography: The seducer and the seduced. What is a violent abduction from one perspective might be desperate love from the other perspective. Age difference and deformed tenderness play a huge role in Blain‘s cinema. We often see people kiss or embrace and freezing in a Fassbinder-like pose. Suddenly movement stops and something seems wrong. It is too close, too long, too wanted. But the wrongness is not a question of a calculated crime, it is one of human weakness. In Un second souffle Blain turns around the dependency and focuses on an aging man (played by Robert Stack who grew up part of his life in Paris and spoke fluently French, therefore acted in several French films) and his fight to stay young. He takes himself a much younger girlfriend and Blain does not shy away from irritating our gaze as sometimes we take his lover for his possible daughter. The naturalness of this kind of relationship presented in Fin août, début septembre by Olivier Assayas gets an existentialist alienation with Blain. Among those who visited the screenings of Blain I seem to hold an exclusive opinion on this, but for me Un second souffle is the best of the five films. Part of this owes to the amazing camera work of Emmanuel Machuel (who worked with Bresson, Pialat and Mr. Costa among others). Machuel also photographed stunningly Un enfant dans la foule and Le rebelle but in Un second souffle the way he connects movement with expectation and finally disappointment is on top of his game. The film opens and closes with the character of Stack running through the streets, a park and a forest. The camera travels with him and pans as he moves towards or away from us. In the beginning we see someone who comes out of the forest, there is a time he takes, a way he looks, an insecurity, a hunger whereas the almost same images in the end carry death and discouragement but also acceptance. It is a huge quality of Machuel to keep the right distance, one that makes us feel the movement of the camera as something that takes power, tenderness and time as opposed to many of those camera movements nowadays which more or less fly through the air. The emotions of this camera movement mirror in the protagonist. Stack‘s attempts to become young again carry the kind of hypocritical embarrassment we know from a filmmaker like Pialat. But there is an honesty about it that keeps us and the films moving. In a vibrantly delivered scene Stack talks to his younger girlfriend about another boy her age she knows. They lie in bed together, it is something uncomfortable but nobody would want to leave. There is sexual dependency and a constant impotence that forces the protagonists of Blain to stay viewers and listeners.

‘In Le Pélican a very long sequence just observes the family life the protagonist will never have again, in Un second souffle the protagonist observes the naked body he will never have like he wants to, in Un enfant dans la foule the young child looks at a photo of his mother he will never see like this again. Music gets repeated, records played and even a Jacques Tati-like music player gets used in Le Pélican. People disappear in Blain‘s films and they leave a gap. Blain makes us feel this gap with music or with a neutral observation. Even if a body still exists something other might disappear in the body. Sometimes the protagonists try to ignore other people and sometimes they try to remember them. Both attempts fail.

‘One could write a lot more about Blain but for now we have to stick with a last observation concerning the beauty of adidas-tracksuits employed by Blain‘s films. Yes, that‘s right. Adidas is even thanked for in the beginning of Robert Stack‘s-Wes-Anderson-would-just-love-it-and-make-him-a-Tenenbaum fashion-show during Un second souffle and I found many other incidents where characters were wearing old school adidas stuff. First it seemed rather unfitting for a self-proclaimed outsider to have deals with capitalism itself but on the other hand this way of clothing just perfectly talks with the way his protagonist and his films are: There is a certain style we can easily recognize but underneath is something different, something that needs this style, that is dependent on it. You feel younger, you feel like belonging when you look like it. By stressing clothing in such a colorful way Blain brings it in our conscience. He shows that there is a lie behind it, but also a necessity. The cruelty and beauty of dependency, the pain and joy of prostitution, the appearance of love in disappearance. The cinema of Blain brings up the painful subject of not being able to live like we want. Thus it lives.’ — Patrick Holzapfel

 

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Further

Gérard Blain @ IMDb
Rediscovering Gérard Blain
RADICALEMENT BLAIN. RENCONTRE AVEC L’ACHARNÉ GÉRARD BLAIN
JUSQU’AU BOUT DE LA NUIT DE GÉRARD BLAIN
Gérard Blain coupe le monde en deux
Adidas and Dependencies: Gérard Blain As Director
gerard blain, une oeuvre exemplaire par son authenticité
Gerard Blain obit @ Variety

 

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Extras


Trailer: Gerard Blain Retrospective


Spécial Cannes : Gérard BLAIN


Gérard Blain (1999) by Gérard Courant

 

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Interview
from MUBI

 

NOTEBOOK: When did you first encounter the work of Gérard Blain?

BRAD DEANE: It’s funny. I knew him as an actor from the Olivier Assayas films as well as [Chabrol’s] Les cousins [1959] and Le beau serge [1958]. I didn’t really know he made films. Then seven years ago, me and Mia Hansen-Løve were talking. She was like, “Do you know the films of Gérard Blain?” I’m like, “No, not really. I don’t know his films, really. I know him as an actor, but I didn’t know he made films.” She was, “Oh, he’s the most amazing filmmaker,” and she went on and on, and was like, “Oh, you have to see his films. He’s this amazing filmmaker.”

I said, “Great. Hopefully, I can see these,” but, of course, none of them are on DVD. It’s impossible to see his work. Then I did a retrospective of Mia’s work with the TIFF Cinematheque and for her carte blanche selection, she chose A Child in the Crowd. So I got see that one, and I was of course blown away by it.

Then we talked about the idea of a retrospective, but it just seemed kind of complicated. I’d done research, trying to find elements from prints, and things like that, but it just seemed like a longer-term thing. Then last summer Olivier Assayas came, and for one of his carte blanche selections he chose Le pélican, and through that, I got in touch with Paul Blain, who’s in Mia’s first film, Tout est pardonné.

I got in touch to clear the [rights for the] film and I just started asking him a bit more in an e-mail: “How many of the films do you have?” He said, “Yeah, I have all of the films. I have 35mm prints of all of them. The problem is, most of them never have been subtitled before. They haven’t been translated.” I thought, “Okay, well, I need to figure out a way of doing this series.”

Luckily, I was talking with Samuel La France, who worked with me, and fortunately he speaks French, and he said, “You know, I’ve only seen Le pélican, but I love that film. I would love to see the rest of his films. For that alone, I’ll help translate some of the films.” Paul had some subtitles for some of them, but Sam helped. He translated the remaining films, so a handful of them will be translated for the first time with English subtitles. We’ve created subtitles, and hopefully now we can bring these amazing films to audiences.

I think that’s one of the main reasons why they’ve been out of circulation in North America, at least, was the subtitles. But I think there’s many other reasons, too, why his films are probably not known.

NOTEBOOK: The 1970s, when Blain was most active as a director, was certainly a very tumultuous period for French cinema. The government really cut off funding for films because they were kind of ashamed of the culture they represented, post-May ’68. This was also a period when Cahiers du cinéma was barely even writing about cinema, but rather about politics. I wonder if that’s a reason for maybe, his work falling through the cracks.

DEANE: I don’t know if it was that was so much. I think Gérard’s personality maybe played into it somewhat. He’s such an uncompromising figure as an actor. He didn’t like compromise as a director, and he just really liked pushing the boundaries and pushing people’s buttons.

He is a real rebel, and his films are about that. From everyone I’ve talked to who knew him, he liked to cause trouble. He really was dissatisfied with a lot of aspects of society, and he had his own kind of morality in a way. I think he probably upset a lot of people at the time and was not the easiest person, necessarily, to work with.

I think he also falls into a strange generation; the post-New Wave. I think we see that with [Jean] Eustache, [Maurice] Pialat, and Blain. I think the three of them work very interestingly together. Actually, the Austrian Film Museum did a series with the three filmmakers, focusing on all three, and I think there’s this interesting link, in a way, between the French New Wave, and the following generations. But it’s funny, because those three filmmakers are probably the least well-known. Pialat finally has received the attention he deserves, but they were all these very kind of uncompromising, difficult characters.

The interesting thing about Blain though, is that he actually is a product of the French New Wave in a weird way. That’s how he got his start. He became famous as an actor in the French New Wave films. He knew Godard, Truffaut and he worked with all of these people.
But he did make films very differently. He didn’t make New Wave films, and if anything, the films he makes are probably closer to Bresson, who always kind of had his own way of making films too.

I think those were some major factors in why he’s not as well known, because we’ve seen the same with Pialat. Pialat’s a genius, as well, and only recently Pialat has been discovered. And Eustache didn’t make that many films, either. Of course, he made two masterpiece feature films, and a bunch of shorts, but, yeah—you wonder why these filmmakers didn’t make more.

NOTEBOOK: I think with Pialat and if you want to count Luc Moullet, the comparison’s interesting, too, because all three of these people, they intermittently put themselves in their own films, as well. You’d think that it would almost make them more recognizable, the fact that they’re presences within their own films.

DEANE: Yeah, and he was friends with Pialat, too. He knew Pialat quite well, Paul told me.

NOTEBOOK: How much is really known about his life?

DEANE: With Gérard, not a lot. I just recently interviewed his son in Paris, and got to learn a lot more, and also from talking to Olivier Assayas, who was also friends with him. I’ve gotten to learn a lot more about his life, recently. When you do a series like this and you’re trying to research it, it’s like, well, what do you find? There’s barely anything on him in English, and then, even in French, there’s not a whole lot written about him. There have been retrospectives in France, in Paris. I know, talking to Olivier, that’s how he discovered him.

Olivier cast him in his own film, Winter’s Child [1989] which was, as Olivier describes, a homage to Gérard’s films, because he was such a huge fan and he told me he went and presented the films when they would show in Paris. But even he was kind of baffled as to why he’s not better known, because they have shown in France, at least, and even in France, they’re not as well-known as they should be. But North America, it’s nonexistent, really, until now. We’re going to change that though.

NOTEBOOK: One of the quotes going around for this retrospective is that “he’s the real inheritor to Bresson.” It’s interesting, because I think Bresson really haunts this whole building and organization, what with the giant posters for his films hung up here and how he always pops up almost every season in the Cinematheque Special Screenings. Is this retrospective partly a realization of that?

DEANE: We have a long history at the Cinematheque with Bresson. James Quandt has put together these large Bresson retrospectives many times over the years, back when people weren’t doing this, and he’s done two books on Bresson. So, James has built this really great audience in Toronto for Bresson, and it’s funny, because we even get this from distributors in the US sometimes, when we want to show the films and they’re like, “Wow, you guys draw so much better for Bresson than almost anywhere else.”

I think we’ve built an audience, but I think Bresson’s reputation has increased over the years, too. I think it’s become much more widely recognized for what a genius and what a great filmmaker he is, and how genuinely unique he is in the history of cinema.
Gérard was friends with Bresson and I think his films very much follow in that Bressonian way of filmmaking. I don’t think they’re copies in any way. I don’t think he’s imitating him. I don’t think that would be very interesting. But I think, when you read something like Notes on the Cinematograph by Bresson, I feel like Blain is very much in line with that, philosophically, about the way he approached cinema, something that was about precision. It was very concise. The editing, the performances, were more subdued, which is all extremely cinematic, too.

 

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8 of Gérard Blain’s 9 films
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Les amis (1971)
‘The first film directed by the actor Gérard Blain has a touchy subject : an old-fashioned pederastic relation between a mature married man and minor of 16 (in France, then, the majority was of 21). It is filmed in very sober, minimalist style (Blain was a Bresson admirer), there is nothing shocking in sight, but plenty of delicate situations. And the boy is also in love with a blonde society girl. It seems that it is a near auto-biographical film : Blain had a tough childhood and found help and affection with older men. Later he married and had children, but directed this film and then others on this subject without shame or anything negative. And “Les amis” went to Cannes festival, got a prize at Locarno … So the past could be more tolerant than our present. It is an old-fashioned film with a daring content, which surprises because most of the time we see the opposite. As I thought, it is a bit disturbing : we know such things exist, but we never see them, usually. It is bold and courageous. Blain was not an easy character in life, and not a lot of people would dare to direct such a film, a film which never blinks, never give place to conventions and common moral, but is in its way, because of all this, gives a moral lesson : never judge, consider only facts and how people are inside. The last scene is the key and the morality of the whole film. Finally, it was worthy to watch it.’ — chrismass61


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Yann Favre Epstein – hommage – “les Amis” (1971)

 

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Le pélican (1974)
‘Blain’s achingly moving portrait of paternal love focuses on jazz musician and new father Paul (Blain), who, seeking to satisfy his wife’s upwardly mobile desires, takes part in an illegal scheme that promptly lands him in prison. Released many years later, Paul discovers that his wife has remarried to a wealthy man. Tracing them to their luxurious summer house in Switzerland, Paul spies on the new family, hoping to one day reunite with his young son. “Using a minimum of means with a maximum of precision, [Blain’s] portrait of Paul’s obsessive desperation in the face of inevitability emerges with shattering clarity.’ — Christoph Huber


the entire film

 

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A Child in the Crowd (1976)
‘Considered one of the great lost masterpieces of 1970s French cinema, Un enfant dans la foule takes place in Nazi-occupied France, where young Paul (César Chaveau) is forced to fend for himself after being abandoned by his parents. Struggling to survive and yearning for affection and acceptance, Paul is picked up by men on the street and performs small jobs for German soldiers, his emotional rootlessness leading him from collaboration into the Resistance. Partially based on the director’s own wartime childhood, Blain’s cruel story of youth employs Bressonian restraint in its vision of a world whose unremitting harshness places the film’s fleeting moments of compassion and connection in powerful relief; watch for Blain’s moving cameo in the final shot, a fusion of art and life that seems to promise a transcendence of trauma through the medium of film.’ — TIFF

Watch the film here

 

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Un second souffle (1978)
‘Fiftysomething dental surgeon François (Robert Stack) leaves his loving wife and three children in order to enjoy a life free of responsibility, beginning a relationship with a much younger woman, Catherine (Anicée Alvina), who confesses that she is also having an affair with Marc (Frédéric Meisner), a motorcycle-riding man her own age. Undeterred, François befriends Marc and gets his own motorcycle, but when he suffers an accident, he is forced to confront the limitations of his aging body and the reality of his waning youth, harsh realities counterposed to undying hope in this frank, human film.’ — Metrograph


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Le rebelle (1980)
‘After the death of his parents, Pierre (Patrick Norbert) is forced to care for his younger sister Nathalie by committing petty crimes. In a recurring motif of Blain’s cinema, Pierre is taken under the wing of an older gay man, Hubert (Michel Subor), who offers him work and financial security; but when Hubert makes advances to him, Pierre robs him and takes up with a group of radical leftists who are planning terrorist attacks. Without employment, Pierre loses Nathalie to child services and spirals into desperation, finally erupting in an act of horrific violence. “This sinister portrait of rebelliousness in times of economic and social hardship may betray some of Blain’s frustration — but it reveals even more about the true inner life of his era.’ — Christoph Huber


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Watch the film here

 

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Pierre et Djemila (1987)
‘Set in a housing project in the northern French town of Roubaix, Blain’s Romeo and Juliet redux chronicles the star-crossed love affair between sensitive French teen Pierre (Jean-Pierre André) and Djemila (Nadja Reski), the daughter of Algerian immigrants. Separated by both cultural barriers and racially charged bitterness — Pierre’s father is an Algerian War veteran, while Djemila’s older brother despises the French for their brutal repression in his homeland — the young lovers see each other in secret, until the intervention of a family member leads to tragedy. Co-written by Mohamed Bouchibi, a former member of the Algerian National Liberation Front (FLN), Pierre et Djemila became a lightning rod for controversy when it premiered at the 1987 Festival de Cannes, where Blain’s recognition of cultural divides within French society (“I am not making films to find solutions,” he said in an interview) led some commentators to accuse the film of being anti-immigrant and serving the cause of the right-wing Front National.’ — TIFF


the entire film

 

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Jusqu’au bout de la nuit (1995)
‘Following an eight-year hiatus as a director, Blain returned with this subversive thriller that, like Maurice Pialat’s Police, uses the genre format to create something much more: “not a gangster film, but a love story and a relentless tragedy,” as Blain described it. The director stars as François, a career criminal who is released after serving a 12-year prison sentence. He begins a relationship with a younger woman, Maria (Anicée Alvina), but his need for cash — and his uncompromising opposition to a “normal” society he detests — leads him back to his outlaw ways, and towards an explosive denouement. Employing Bressonian ellipses to enhance the emotional impact of its “action” scenes, Jusqu’au bout de la nuit is “halfway between an ultra-brooding polar [crime film] and Scarface [as] filmed by Jean-Marie Straub.’ — Olivier Père


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the entire film

 

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Ainsi soit-il (1999)
‘Doggedly uncommercial, and paying not a whit of heed to changing fashion, former thesp Gerard Blain climbs behind the camera again for his eighth feature, “Ainsi soit-il,” another austere, Bressonian exercise shot through with implacable logic. Though Blain sets himself up for a fall each time with his undisguised admiration for the Gallic maestro of minimalism, he generally succeeds in bringing it off — not least here, in a drama about a son solving the mystery of his father’s death that has a genuine power and spirituality for those attuned to reductive cinema. All the Bressonian hallmarks are there: fixed camera, simple but precise cutting, slightly stilted, formal dialogue, and dispassionate exteriors hiding grand emotions. As Regis, Paul Blain even possesses the same wounded-deer look of some of Bresson’s classic heroes (“Diary of a Country Priest,” “Pickpocket,” “A Man Escaped”), a moral martyr to a cause that’s higher than the law — represented here by a sympathetic but by-the-book cop — can ever understand.’ — Variety


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You have the honor of being selected by Master Toro (checks the slaves und sometimes allow them to treat his feet lovingly.

Master Toro sometimes plays soft or hard with the slaves’ nipples or the slaves’ manliness or female intimate parts and controls their ability to change shave, openness or colour.)

Latexgood – Aug 26, 2025
You must be a narcissist because the guy in the photos looks exactly like you.

13thWish (Owner) – Aug 24, 2025
Extremes aren’t my limits — they’re my prayers.

13thWish (Owner) – Aug 21, 2025
The guy in the profile pictures is not me, it’s a guy I have a crush on. I say this cause I’m a bit camera shy though I will send pics of myself if you promise not to share them with others.


 

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SabotageBoy, 21
I’m looking to be used as a human bin, fill my mouth with anything you can think of, spoiled food, bugs, dog food, raw food, etc. I can either willingly chew and swallow or you can drop the waste down a tube leading to my mouth where I will be forced to swallow. If I refuse or fail at swallowing anything then please punish me however you see fit.

Academic scholar,
Offers from Durham, York, other Russel Groups
Year of studying in Oxford
Currently studying at Scotlands Uni for sporting excellence
Track runner & cyclist
Internship in financial sector
Committee of two Uni societies
Student rep

I’ve built up something nice for myself, help me ruin it.

Comments

SabotageBoy (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
‼️ If you have by any chance a Gaga ticket for the concert let me know ‼️

SabotageBoy (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
My nickname is Smudge.

SabotageBoy (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
I was straight until I was 13 years old.

SabotageBoy (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
Another fantasy of mine is to find a well-hung Trans that could rub her tits on my back while fucking me.

 

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barelyhim, 20
Whoa, guys. I’m F and My bf and I have been in a relationship for 8 months that has entered more and more into an S/M kink dynamic. Since 01/08/2025 I’ve been the owner of a pig.

He was born an animal, of an inferior race. Everything about him (his body, his money, his apartment, his possessions, his mind) is mine. I control his life 100%. He has no free will.

He’s mine. I take care of everything, he suffers. Period.

He is fed mainly oats and urine. Well preserved.

I’m falling more out of love with him by the minute so my goal is finding some guys to completely and brutally destroy him in the most extreme and degenerate ways they can. We are at:

27 Birch Street, Milford, MA. Building 11, 3rd floor, Apt 1605.

To enter building use: 9O31661. To enter apartment: use 93two8211

F can either be present or not up to your preference.

Comments

barelyhim (Owner) – Aug 14, 2025
Bonus points if you’re into encouraging his transformation into a gay idiot.

upthehillbackwards – Aug 13, 2025
Hi I’m Marianne. I have recently started exploring my fetish side and I have recently acquired a boyfriend/slave that I now own and is under written contract to me. I’m 63 years old, my slave is 20 yrs old . So far everything going smoothly but if you have any tips or advice, it would be appreciated.

barelyhim (Owner) – Aug 8, 2025
Ok he has one hard limit: kissing dudes. Not going to do it.


 

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GetWellSoon, 19
All these pictures are of me!

I am currently rehabbing my way out of a drug rehab facility. I will probably spend the rest of my life in and out of rehab. I have been celibate for 1 year; prior to that I had been with many men. I feel intimidated by men who have been with women, so I am uncomfortable around those men. I myself have never been with a woman. I am pretty shy, apparently, and I don’t talk a whole lot until somebody wants me to and then I rattle on. I have a sense of humor that tends to come out as bitter, cynical, twisted, dark, sarcastic. I have a great butt in and out of tight butt hugging jeans, shorts, underwear, and of course, bare. I would also like to have an orgasm WITH someone instead of my hand, for the first time in a year. Granted, I will likely need Viagra and because of the drugs my ability to cum is questionable at best. But I would love it if someone made an honest attempt. I live in San Diego, come get me.

Comments

umwhatnow – Aug 17, 2025
I like insane/crazy/weirdos and bottom of the barrel subs. Let’s get loaded.

killerjoe – Aug 16, 2025
Personally I don’t really see getting snuffed as an issue with him. I just see a possible logistics snag.

hntnhole – Aug 16, 2025
Snuffing someone who doesn’t want it is against every humane quality we possess. Snuff is thrilling, it’s beyond fulfilling and magnificent when it’s consensual. When it’s not, it’s despicable.

ilovemojitos – Aug 16, 2025
Seriously that is ONE insanely hot faggot. Would love to 🔪 him into 🥩 after he’s been taking my loads for a few hours.

ifeeltherushhh – Aug 12, 2025
Looking to have my dick lead me into a situation with you that it can’t get me out of.


 

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BottomestBottom, 18
You can be nice to me or mean to me I don’t really care.

Comments

T_Iommi – Aug 25, 2025
Worst sex ever

NeedleintheHaystack – Aug 22, 2025
Single dad of 2 boys… I am looking for a boy who will help me through a tough situation. I have two sons 14 and 12 who I secretly and desperately hate/desire and they need a young role model to teach them. The only thing I can not do is if you want me to pay you. As a single dad I need to make sure I have money for my boys and I don’t earn a great deal.

ForeverKING – Aug 19, 2025
What am I into? Nothing pleasent. Deeply perverted twisted freak in a perpetual rage! My XXXL isn’t the only thing that’ll hurt you. Just surrender yourself.

Oldandalone – Aug 13, 2025
If you’re real, my interest in being mean to you is unquantifiable.

 

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Gooeyswamp, 20
Derailed from heterosexuality and trained to love yielding mouth and ass to men and serving cock exclusively.

To every woman I dated this came naturally.

I envied them.

Gotta figure out a way to get back on the bisexual track.

Yours
Luca

Comments

JohnBad – Aug 15, 2025
Haii, im John Bad looking for someone maybe you who i’m treating like a cat or something like that.

Gooeyswamp (Owner) – Aug 11, 2025
Hearing derisive male laughter is the only way I can reach orgasm.

MostlyGhostly – Aug 11, 2025
He likes to be:
– judged by the Dom on his looks
– made to sweat profusely
– bound in a chair naked
– intensely looked at
– put in front of a mirror to look at himself
– covered with gel
– facefucked

 

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NakedbutnotAfraid, 18
Ok I’ve never done this so I’ll make it brief and easy because nobody wants to waste their time skimming through someone’s bio.

I’m officially 18
06/13/2007
My ex bf started brainwashing me into thinking that I was a submissive feminine slut. We broke up months ago due to unrelated reasons but I think I could be finally transformed if someone can turn off what’s left of my brain.

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NakedbutnotAfraid (Owner) – Aug 27, 2025
I’m tired and confused asf.

OwnU4Lif3 – Aug 23, 2025
As of 08/21/2025 I have sold him to Master @ROUGH in Florida.

OwnU4Lif3 – July 26, 2025
You guys can look elsewhere because as of 07/21/2025 he’s mine. He has given up his life, moved in and serves me in the fullest capacity. He has absolutely no life outside of me. He no longer has friends or family. We share some relationship moments such as kissing and going out to eat. However this is NOT a love relationship and he is constantly reminded of this. Life is fairly easy going, but I treat him like utter shit. He is locked up most of the time and I am agro extensively and in his ass constantly. I am always an asshole.

Moosey – July 16, 2025
His feet are so pretty you want to knock him out and saw them off to take home with you.

MarsAttacks – July 8, 2025
Based on a single experience, he can get fucked at a moment’s notice. He is equally comfortable with intellectual conversations and spontaneous beatings for no apparent reason. He’ll suck dick until he cries and vomits.


 

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StubbornlyDesigned, 20
I’m a straight, well adjusted boy, but have developed a really severe bullying kink and really really enjoy getting bullied, mocked, called rude names, etc. and I think it’s infinitely more real coming from men than from women. I think the hottest thing ever is when you self destruct and side with your bully over yourself and aid your bully in destroying you.

London 6/30 – 7/3

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jayshairydick – Aug 16, 2025
He has everything any young guy would need to be some trillionaire’s trophy wife except mental health.

Bandaged – Aug 9, 2025
I know him and he’s consistently striving to be a better inanimate object.

StubbornlyDesigned (Owner) – Aug 9, 2025
Back story … At age 14 I was groomed by a Master and presented at a slave auction in front of “big money guys”. I was groped and poked and pinched and forced to open my mouth so they could inspect my teeth. My groomer announced that I would be a total slave and do whatever I was told to do for a full year, in return for which he wanted $1M. There were no takers but at least I found out what one man thought I was worth.



 

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Choke_me_pretty, 19
Bo here, 5’1 twink teen! And yes— I’m mentally unwell. Into very heavy asphyx, extremely risky, no consent, total knockout, as dangerous as possible. I also love having stuff secretly added to my food & drinks. If you can strangle me to death I will be yours!

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Bossishere – Aug 19, 2025
As your strength faded away your hands began to slide down from my arms, as stars swirled around your eyes & echoes were in your ears.

As you began to fall forward & slide down my powerful muscles, the darkness closed in & all the struggling was now over.

ToxicGun – Aug 4, 2025
You’re hot but I’d like a relationship with someone who’s alive (optional).


 

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heysup, 20
I have been suffering from heavy depressions all my life…

I think that my self destructive behavior could very well have a part in that.

I have extreme risky violent sex with men constantly.

When the men ask how I’m doing it’s like jumping out of a building and being asked half way down how am I doing…

“So far – so good…”

Comments

heysup (Owner) – Aug 10, 2025
Wonder where he’s buried.

gaynudist61 – Aug 10, 2025
I saw a video with this kid, one of the hottest vids i’ve ever seen. The top who fucks and breeds him is very seriously ill with full blown AID’s – looks dreadful – and he’s seriously pounding and loading him. Can’t believe he had the energy to fuck the kid. That’s the thing about the sex drive – it’s the last energy source to give up.

CodeRedPablo – Aug 5, 2025
Young dumb horny boy looking for Mr. Bad Idea.


 

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Skinnyboyfreeuse, 18
I’m just the average horny 18yr old self hating fagboy tbh. I like to drink alot and smoke alot of weed and then turn my faggot body loose. MAKE ME A CRACK WHORE. I’LL SMOKE THE PIPE. I want to be the skinniest boy, skeletal emaciated looking. Smoke me down to bones. Pick me up and carry me around like a broom handle. Make my ass a shrinkwrapped fossil. Take me out, show me around, scare people if you like.

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SHYdogPIG – Aug 1, 2025
Your profile is too long for his app. It’s a 12 second read which is WAY TOO LONG. Most guys on this app have a reading comprehension attention span of between 3 to 5 seconds. Shorten & use bullet points.


 

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Fire-Cracker, 20
Hey there so I lost a bet and need someone to pick my punishments. I need at minimum a haircut which can be anything you want to give me from south side fade to middle part to bald except for a spike of hair left anything at all as creative and fucked up as you want. Hair dye is also fair game as well as anything with my eyebrows (lines, shave them off, etc). Piercings (any piercings) and tattoos are also fair game anywhere(face, head, chest, etc) and of anything. You can also choose clothes that you want me to wear or not wear as well as anything else. You can also pick make up and shit that you want me to look like. There are no limits at all so you can do shit like make me wear a but plug/dildo/vibrator or pull out my teeth or branding me or shit if you really want. Anything you can think of that changes my appearance is all fair game.

DISCLAIMER: If you know or recognize me from outside this platform DO NOT approach me about this platform in person, unless it’s a a BDSM/kink event and then discreetly seek permission first to discuss it. No exceptions. Respect my privacy.

Comments

asymptotic – Aug 16, 2025
I would pay to bribe anyone who wants to gouge out one of his eyeballs and let me fuck the socket.

SuperSam95 – Aug 16, 2025
Divine epiphany or manic episode?

kodicrawford – Aug 16, 2025
If you like what you see fuck it before it’s gone.

 

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DazedCanary, 20
I own a young and attractive boy from Sweden 20yo, blonde hair, green eyes, cute petite face. (His body in the picture).

He’s hopelessly addicted to having his ass eaten and needs to have his ass worshipped regularly to function🙂‍↕️ I’ve made sure of that…

The longest I’ve ate his ass in one session was about 4-5 hours or 2 full movies length.

I’m here to borrow him out to hungry guys who’d enjoy eating him out so he can better fulfill his function in life😌

I get pleasure from seeing such an attractive boy reduce men to ass starved pigs, that’s why I thought to borrow him out, I have an approximate tally board of how many hours he’s been eaten out and it’s sitting at around: 917 LMAO.

Outside of this addiction, he enjoys the quietness of museums, paintings and the complexity of different music instruments.

Comments

Scottpaul – Aug 7, 2025
I’ll tell you what your boy needs. He needs to be spanked rough and mercilessly. Someone needs to take him over their knee, pull his hair and butcher his butt.

ropegrillet – Aug 7, 2025
Sigh.. Eating some kid’s poophole turns you into a poetry writing school girl and you call yourself a Master?! I yearn for the days when eating ass was a form of degradation.

MtlMasterM – Aug 7, 2025
With you, the deepest dreams of mine came true because your owner gave me space and security so that I could live out my most excoriating longings with your mega-sexual hind quarters completely freely. I want more from you … deeper, again and again, because you are a perfect specimen and your pristine delicious anal passage, so wild and unleashed, I will never forget … a very very intimate experience.

Horny35yo – Aug 3, 2025
Ate him for a few hours. It was extremely great. I don’t need to write an essay.

 

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dnt_fck_my_brain, 22
I have extremely brutal and horrific desires and i need help.

Comments

SirMystique – Aug 8, 2025
He’s a nice boy, even if he hasn’t yet recognized the truth (= Jesus), which can save us from our sinful, deadly bodies. If only he would realize that these words of the Bible are directly God’s words, then he would be spiritually revived and understand what I’m talking about.

dropped – Aug 6, 2025
Well, that wasn’t what I was thinking but sure okay.

dnt_fck_my_brain (Owner) – Aug 6, 2025
Really?!! Are you the right person i need? This is my lifetime dream i were dreaming. I want to be extremely tortured, i want to be amputated all my limbs and want to be Quad amputee, then after i become quad amputee i want to be tortured my dick, to be pierced by different needles, to be nailing down on board, to be brutally bitten, after all types of brutal torturing done on my dick then i want it to be cut off completely with the balls, then after i want to be blinded with eyeballs pulled out, i should have to live for days blind crawling by my four short stumps, i should have to be to live difficult and challenged life by doing things by myself without eyes limbs, etc., then i want to be to be embeded below my neck by cement or concrete and buried in ground and seen above neck only and like live monument forever, etc.

dropped – Aug 6, 2025
You look insanely hot! I would be happy to help you and do whatever you want.


 

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Hey_when_we_meet, 19
I’m just a stupid fucking faggot blondie boy with a breeding fixation that consumes my entire life that makes it so I have to take a cock and a guys cum at least one an hour every single day.

Comments

toxicpollinator – Aug 11, 2025
Pozzing has lost its meaning. Now everyone’s using pozzing cuz it’s a bad bad word, even in political comments on X or in rap. There was a time that when you typed pozzing it’d only be gay guys wanting to kill other gays with AIDS, but it’s over because the straights steal everything. We need a new word, how about AIDSkilling?

armstrong – Aug 11, 2025
My name is Mason. He is a public health major at Georgia State University. He wants to become a college professor when he grows up.

Stevebiker – Aug 7, 2025
Mmmm that’s hot. If you get AIDS and I’m still neg you could use me for a sacrifice to Statan while your AIDS cock pumps me full of your seed that He has blessed.

Hey_when_we_meet (Owner) – Aug 7, 2025
Any guys open to giving me stds and bugs? I would like to experience each one at least once .

BetaKuro – Aug 3, 2025
He’ll never meet you. He’s writing a college paper about the breeding phenomenon and your chats with him are his research.



 

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sendrapethreats, 18
Level 2 autism. has multiple mindsets. Looking to be kidnapped, tied, gagged, filmed, sexually assaulted, and treated like a little daughter. No ride. I am at a group home, the side I am on I have to myself, and I have my own front door, but I don’t want to be here.

Comments

d920 – Aug 20, 2025
There were times where his shrieks and groans turned into sounds from a whale mating documentary….🤣.

sendrapethreats (Owner) – Aug 16, 2025
I never tried that as I’m kind of scared not like wussy but it’s something new.

d920 – Aug 16, 2025
Is it possible for me to get my entire arm in you? I jerked off a little while ago looking at your profile photos and fantasizing that my arm fucked you up to my armpit and then I pulled out and shot three loads in your gaping cunt. Thanks for making me cum in any case.





 

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wildrice, 19
I would love to be full my hood my life. It who I am who I wanna be I hate my face. It so fake me mask is who I am I am not human. I accepted this looking for a forever owner help me become what I am mentally to be. Reality this is my reality.

Comments

wildrice (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
or f/su€/ for 💵

Exec – Aug 18, 2025
I have designs on incarcerating this boy for life, but go ahead and use him for now because that will take time.

wildrice (Owner) – Aug 9, 2025
Catch my attention by talking about crossword puzzles, 18th century opera, Greek tragedy, Hannah Arendt.



 

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imyourssss, 22
I love body surfing, singing horribly to my favorite songs, pretending I can dance, smoking cigarettes, and long drives to remote locations with kidnappers.

Comments

imyourssss (Owner) – Aug 19, 2025
Also, I am a very spiritual guy, and it’s for that reason that I can’t do 24/7 servitude, in my life, God comes first, no offense, but my life has had some struggle and some suffering and God was here for me when nobody else was.

daf0rce – Aug 16, 2025
I’ll lock you up and throw away the key. I’ll gape you so bad you’ll need diapers for the rest of your life. I will beat the shit out of you, stomp on you, take all of your money and whore you out. Etc etc you get the point.

Speak2Meat – Aug 14, 2025
What to write? I could yawn on about his smell and taste, but you can figure that out right?

imyourssss (Owner) – Aug 9, 2025
I’m not a femboy, not a lady boy or something like that. I’M A MAN, CIS-man! F**K YOU, I won’t be a girl for you.

howcomewhy – Aug 6, 2025
We had a couple beers. He smoked half a pack of cigarettes. Then I fucked the shit out of him.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** jay, Hi. The novel’s form varies a lot. Yes, there’s a screenplay-like look and build at times, but it mutates constantly, and it very much works like fiction not like a screenplay. Good that you’re making the most of your … well, I guess incarceration is too strong. Have laptop, be anywhere. Giving vague answers can be a formally creative learning experience maybe. Do you still have friends there from the past, I guess I mean apart from your ex-.? I trust you will get through your weekend with flying colors. (Strange homily, that. I wonder if ‘flying colors’ is a flag reference?) ** Steeqhen, Sounds okay, Dublin, despite the disappointment. Party was good? And also sad? ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yes, we’ll do Halloween up on the blog, for sure, and if there’s any spooky stuff in Paris, I’ll go pretend it’s actually spooky. The French distributors have final say on the poster (and the trailer) but I presume they don’t want us mad and upset, so it’ll likely be finessing a compromise that doesn’t make us depressed and vomit. Your friend needs a Xanax. Badly. The model store visit got delayed due to a necessary meeting thing. No, I just kind of love scale models, as does Zac, so the visit will be just for us to hopefully peer down in awe. I hope beaucoup sleep fixed love as of this morning. Love wondering why so many songwriters keep writing songs about him, G. ** _Black_Acrylic, It’s great and not hard to get one’s hands on, I think? Viz still exists? Wow. Good on them. ** Malik, Hi, Malik! Great to see you! Oh, wow, it might be my inadequacy on the coffee front, but no other novels with screenplay-like builds spring to mind, but they certainly exist, and some pretty good ones too. I’ll have to wake up a bit more and think about it. Weather has gotten dreamy cool here too. It’s so nice. And the summer wasn’t too murderous. Strange. Yes, use your solitude to write up a veritable storm. So lovely to get to visit with you. ** Carsten, Huh, I just read something about Charles Wright the other day. Saying how forgotten he is. Darius was very influenced by Ishmael Reed’s amazing early novels. Yes, the German festival is bringing us over for a few days. I think they announce in early October, so I have to keep mum-ish until then. I hope you’re enjoying the road. Say hey to Lyon for me. Not exactly an exciting city, but not the most boring one either. ** Mari, Hi! Darius’s book is with your time whenever/if-ever you have that time. No, I really don’t like the films of the director who made the ‘Queer’ film, so I’m skipping it. I can’t see how it could possibly have met its task. Oh, I like ‘The Sluts’ and am proud of it, but it’s basically me mimicking pre-existing voices and online forms and giving them a complicated structure and narrative through-line. I greatly prefer trying to create something new and unique with my actual writing, and that’s my only novel where I just borrowed and tried to subvert things that already existed. That’s probably why. I have interviewed people who weren’t as interesting as I’d thought they would be. I’m blanking on who. There are lots of people I would love to interview. I wouldn’t know where to start. Okay, I’d love to interview Wes Anderson, and he lives in Paris, so it should be possible, but he doesn’t like to do interviews. Yes, I do get asked to write non-fiction a fair amount, but I swore off writing non-fiction about 15 years ago, so I just have to keep saying no. I haven’t been offered any opportunity that made me change my mind. I wouldn’t mind interviewing people, if it was someone I’m extremely interested in. I was asked the other day to interview Isabelle Huppert, but I’m just not that interested in her. I’m ultra-picky, I guess. I like the name ‘Stats and Probability’. It would be a cool title for a novel or a poem at least. You don’t have nice weather right now? Even in NoCal? Wow. And, wow, do fix your anemia, etc. Beans! Mexican food! Oh, how I miss it. I hope your weekend is incredibly not sad. ** Steve, Only some short fiction. That’s his only novel. Courage re: the box opening. Intense. Excellent adds! Everyone, Great update/news from Steve: ‘I’ve added some more films to my Internet Archive page, including work by Kiyoshi Kurosawa, Robert Kramer, Barbara Sass, Ngozi Onwurah and Will Hindle: here. If anyone tries streaming one of these films and subtitles don’t come up as an option, you can download the file to view it with subtitles.’ ** HaRpEr //, Haha, that explains it. I see that Spiritualized is touring to play the ‘Pure Phase’ album live. I got kind of tired of them post-‘Ladies and Gentleman …’ but their early stuff is great, and ‘Pure Phase’ is up there, for me, so I’m almost curious to see that if they come here. ‘Talk’ by Linda Rosenkrantz: no, I don’t know it at all. It sounds very interesting. Huh. I’ll look into it. I’m a strange person who has a hard time with gossip. It rubs me the wrong way. Or maybe it’s more about the tone and attitude or something. There’s some kind of lack of courage in it or something that irks me. Or I see a difference between ‘gossip’ and truth revealing. It’s in the telling, I guess. Strange. Probably some childhood leftover thing or something. Huge luck if necessary getting your moving day(s) far behind you. ** Måns BT, Måns! Great pleasure for me too. Gotcha about the reason for Bob hund’s farewell. My ultra-favorite band Guided by Voices retired from performing earlier this year, I think for the same reason. Awesome that you got to meet and confab with the guy! I don’t really know Bob hund, but now I’m very, very curious, so my weekend will have a soundtrack. Yes, I really hope Zita will still be into showing our film. I’m writing to them today. Fingers bigly crossed. ‘Blue Jam’, no, but there’s another playlist item. Thanks! You have fun this weekend? Like big fun? ** Dev, I’ve had Sotos in posts, but not a focus thing. Very odd of me. I’m going to find a book of his I can spotlight this weekend. Get vast amounts of sleep this weekend, but don’t forget to wake up long enough to stay hydrated and nutrient absorbing. ** Hugo, It’s full on fall here too! Hopefully long term. Oh, I think we’re going to show ‘RT’ in Ghent. Is that near you? The LA music venue that springs to mind that seems maybe appropriate is Zebulon. Sometimes 2220 has interesting music shows. I’m sure there are others I don’t know. Most of the cool venues and events and stuff in LA are quite trans friendly. I can ask friends there. Easily half or more of my closest friends there are trans. No, I’ve never heard of 764. But of course I’m going to look into it. The coffee I drank while reading you could have been a little stronger, but my eyes worked and most of my brain seems to have followed suit. Good weekend to you! ** Jeff J, Hi. Yes, NYRB does seem to be on a great roll of late. James claims he’s writing, but I haven’t seen any evidence in a long time. He wrote the screenplay for a film, ‘Sammy-Gate’ (2020). I haven’t seen it, but I’ve heard interesting things about it. Weekend of excellence to you too, and, yes, I look forward to talking day after tomorrow. ** Uday, Surely there’s some living icon that you would feel gratification in putting out for. I have strong protective instincts too. But how one could protect someone from horny TikTok viewers, I have no idea. I don’t have a typewriter, but I do like the idea of having a typewriter ribbon. Thank you. I hope your settling is continue to settle. But not too much, of course. ** Nicholas., If you can make good happily gay art, you could pretty much own the genre, I think. I still haven’t listened to SSion, but it’s cued up. Working hard and diligently at art = happiness. If you can call it that. Rock it and everything (not to sleep). ** Darby🧟, Floor is better than rug, no? Or easier to keep clean at least. That makes total sense in fact. I can even picture it even though I don’t have a clue what your apartment looks like. Maybe I’m psychic. March ’26 is a healthy and seemingly quite doable goal. Nice. What I’d really like to eat is a hot fudge banana split, and I think I know a place. We only have waffle stands that sell Belgian waffles and usually crepes too, but no Waffle Houses sadly. Boy, I totally get the coffee beeline rush. Weekend: try to set up some film screenings aka ‘same old’, and I have my biweekly Zoom book/film club thing tomorrow. And hopefully a hot fudge banana split. Have a superb one yourself. ** Right. The month concludes, the slaves show up. See you tomorrow.

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