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Galerie Denis Cooper presents … Sharon Lockhart

 

‘As one of the very few contemporary artists equally talented and influential in both still photography and cinema, the work of Sharon Lockhart (b. 1964) has engaged a rich and fascinating dialogue between two media whose deep affinities are all too often misunderstood. Lockhart’s early work drew frequent inspiration from the Seventies art cinema canon so central to her aesthetic, restaging key emotional moments into abstractly theatricalized tableaux, from the first kiss of French school children in Truffaut’s Stolen Kisses (1968)—reimagined in Auditions (1994), her enigmatic serial portraits of Los Angeles youth—to the defamiliarization of late Cassavetes in her short film, Khalil, Shaun, A Woman Under the Influence (1994).

‘Favoring a static camera, and dynamic mise-en-scène that plays with depth and surface and renders ambiguous the distance between theatrical and natural gesture, Lockhart’s subsequent film work balances its polished, high art aesthetic and formal rigor with a keen and politically astute ethnographic attention to its arresting and markedly “foreign” subjects—the Japanese small town girls basketball team in Goshogaoka (1998) and the largely indigenous population of a tropical Brazilian hamlet in Teatro Amazonas (1999). Using nonprofessional actors these two films make bold, unexpected use of the overtly theatrical space of the basketball court and the lavish titular opera house to discover cinematographic majesty and mystery within the everyday.

‘Early in her career, Lockhart identified film as a medium through which she could explore the quiet and unremarkable. The meticulous yet quasi-formulaic construction of Lockhart’s films, characterized by rigorous stillness or minimal movement of the camera, often feature people, spaces, and events that might otherwise go unobserved in fine art. After meticulous study, Lockhart activates these subjects through choreographed movements and understated camerawork. In fall 1996, Lockhart embarked on a three-month residency in Japan’s Ibaraki Prefecture. During her time in this Tokyo suburb, the artist regularly attended the training sessions of a girl’s basketball team at a local junior high school. In her 1997 film Goshogoaka, comprised of six single-shot sequences, a curtain serves as a literal backdrop for the team’s movements, choreographed by Lockhart and dancer Stephen Galloway. As players run on and off screen, tensions oscillate between the fixed camera and the moving subjects. In an accompanying set of photographs, the variations in perspective that are so conspicuously absent in the film fix the players in static positions. In both her films and photographs, Lockhart elevates quotidian routines into events that are emphatically calm and subtle, yet completely mesmerizing.

‘In Lockhart’s 2008 film Lunch Break, a tracking shot, which has been slowed down digitally, brings viewers through a hallway of the Bath Iron Works factory in Maine and presents a structured visual experience of forty-two workers partaking in their midday break. Throughout the film, the camera’s deliberately measured movement allows viewers to concentrate on the hallway’s social function; during the break, workers converse, rest, and eat within the confines of this liminal space. Extending the lunch break into an eighty-three-minute film, Lockhart creates a detailed portrait of a group of people who are regularly united at a specific time and place and by a particular set of conditions. Lockhart’s choreography-and in the case of Lunch Break, the almost lethargic camera movement-transforms everyday spaces and events into poetic subjects.’ — collaged

 

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Further

SHARON LOCKHART STUDIO
Sharon Lockhart @ Gladstone Gallery
Tribute to Sharon Lockhart
Book: Sharon Lockhart ‘Pine Flat’
What it Takes to Be a Woman: Artist Sharon Lockhart’s Call for Female Empowerment
SHARON LOCKHART’S Milena Milena
Timestage. The Cinema of Sharon Lockhart
Video: Sharon Lockhart: An Interview
1000 WORDS: SHARON LOCKHART
The world of labour in Sharon Lockhart’s photos
SHARON LOCKHART IS A BIG DEAL IN EUROPE
Sharon Lockhart gives voice to Polish girls and Jewish orphans
The Films Of Sharon Lockhart
Q/A: Sharon Lockhart
Experiments in Fact and Fiction: The Films of Sharon Lockhart

 

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Extras


Sharon Lockhart | CI08 Life on Mars


Sharon Lockhart: Little Review / Polish Pavilion, Venice Art Biennale 2017


Artist Conversation: Sharon Lockhart

 

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Interview

 

James Benning
I’m sitting in the Country Girl Saloon in Castaic, California, with Sharon Lockhart. I thought we should start by defining a philosophy of life. Even though our work is sometimes written about together, there are some major differences, and I think those differences stem from a difference in philosophy. Just as I say this, a song comes on the jukebox. It’s a country and western song, and we hear, “God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy.” That’s perfect. There it is. I guess I believe in two of those things. Certainly, beer is good, but here is where we differ: I think people are crazy, and consequently my latest work features few or no people. Where does your interest in people come from?

Sharon Lockhart
I’m naturally inquisitive and trusting and have always been interested in how people live and think. My mother always said, “If everyone were the same, life would be pretty boring.” I feel I learn something from everyone. I’ve always been a social person, and I come from a very social family. What I like most when I’m making work is getting to know people and involving them in the project.

JB
How do you do that? How do you involve a community in a project?

SL
It’s different each time. But in general, I find an interest, approach people whom I want to invite to participate, establish a rapport with them, and develop the project. Then there’s an exchange at the end. Usually, people start out being hesitant, but also strangely intrigued. As they get to know me, I explain what I’m doing and I show them the things that are interesting me, and they see that it could be fun to participate. It’s important to me to have everyone feel that they are a part of the project.

For Pine Flat (2005), it was an organic process: the kids found me. Slowly, over the course of a year, I realized we had developed a unique friendship and that it might be interesting to make a film with them. By that point, I knew practically everyone in town, and the adults trusted me with their children. Many times, the adults suggested that I work through the school or the church, but I chose not to because I was more interested working outside such institutions. Not everyone agrees with them, and I didn’t want to exclude anyone.

For Lunch Break (2008), I had a very hard time gaining access to Bath Iron Works (BIW) because of strict government security. Prior to moving to the East Coast, I spent ten months having official letters sent to management explaining who I was and what the project was about. But they said “no access” each time. It wasn’t until I arrived in Bath and began to talk to people in town, who I met through family friends or friends of friends, that Local 6, the union, invited me in for a meeting. They loved the project and fought for my access. Once I had access, everyone, from management to the workers, was very friendly and accommodating.

Also, I should add that bringing in books of images throughout the course of the project solidified my relationship with the workers. I first brought books with images of workers, so that the workers could see that there were visual precedents for my project. They could see that the project included them in a visual history, and they wanted to be a part of it, which deepened their interest in what we were doing. I brought in books with photographs by Lewis Hine, by photographers employed by the Farm Security Administration during the New Deal, and by Chris Killip, who photographed at the Pirelli tire factory in England. I also brought in books showing sculptures of workers, as well as stills from the Lumière brothers’ first film, which shows workers leaving a factory at the end of a shift. Later, when I developed the idea of making the lunch box photographs, I brought in images of still life paintings.

JB
Some artists gain access by using money. How do you feel about this?

SL
I’ve always made it clear that my work is about a different kind of exchange. When I made Teatro Amazonas (2000), I chose to interview six hundred people to play the part of the audience members in the theater. Everyone told me to just pay these people, but not one person I interviewed ever asked about money. Instead, I created a relationship with the participants through the interviews. In all of my projects, I work hard to make the participants partners, so that the exchange is a personal one, rather than the abstracted exchange that money creates.

JB
Earlier, you said that you learn something from everyone. Being a mathematician, I have found that there is more variability within groups than between them. That is, I could conclude that the variability within the community of workers at BIW is greater than the variability between this community and, say, a community of Los Angeles artists. Did you find this variability among the workers?

SL
Yes, there is a lot of variability among the workers, even though most of them are from very similar backgrounds. For example, when you walk through the yard, you can see a range of political viewpoints. In the United States, the labor movement has engendered a strong left-wing tendency among workers, but a certain conservatism among working- class Americans counters this tendency. The diversity among the workers was clear to see on the stickers that they put on their lockers. Also, the workers at BIW are part of the defense industry. Many told me that they felt good about contributing to the nation’s defense—they saw themselves as working together for the betterment of their country. In fact, a number of them had served in the Marines or the Navy. This fact, coupled with a strong union, created an interesting relationship. But the political coalition that created this relationship is somewhat of an anachronism today. Everything is so much more fractured now—most of the guys see what they do as just a job, and they know that it is one of the best jobs in Maine. I should also add that, although during World War II, most of the workers were women, today most are men. Even so, there is gender diversity as well at the factory; not coincidentally, the first worker you see in the Lunch Break film is a woman.

Yet, I would say that everyone got along. They kidded each other about their different political or cultural beliefs, but they all seemed very social and worked well together. In the carpentry shop, one younger worker would spend his lunch break reading the Bible, while his co-workers gambled at cards next to him. Also, there were some really wild guys (and women) with long hair and tattoos who rode Harleys, and there were also conservative family guys—some of the long-haired bikers were conservative family guys as well.

JB
I’d like to know more about the workers. What kind of music did they listen to? What were their lunches like? What did they read?

SL
As I’ve said, they are a fairly diverse group. One guy had a lunch box that was like a filing cabinet, filled with every school picture of his daughter from kindergarten to senior year; after he ate, he’d go through and organize them. Many guys played cards and did crossword puzzles. More than anything, they all have a great sense of humor, and both told jokes and played jokes on one another constantly. The lunch box has been the home to a few surprises over the years. One of my favorites was when they tack-welded one guy’s metal lunch box to a bench.

I heard a lot of different music as people were working. Every building in the yard has its own sound- track. Heavy metal was always playing in the Aluminum Shop, classic rock in the Assembly Hall, and country and western in the Tin Shop. In fact, one of the supervisors in the Tin Shop was a country and western musician who had once played with my father. Walking through the yard was like listening to a radio as the tuner changed from station to station.

And, as you can see in the film and photographs, a lot of the workers read the newspaper. Newspapers were strewn around almost every work area. They know what’s going on. They understand their place in the economy and are sophisticated about media. One guy I photographed is a sci-fi enthusiast who was always reading novels at lunch. Others read technical manuals, photography magazines, as well as hunting and fishing magazines. All this reading got me thinking about how this workplace is tied to analog technology, which is shared in a different way than digital technology. A newspaper gets passed around; it’s social, portable, and exists in the world.

JB
In relation to this project, were you at all interested in music’s role in the labor movement in particular and politics in general? I’m thinking of your use of the Led Zeppelin song.

SL
Yes, I researched the history of work songs and labor music. The connections among work songs, the blues, and rock and roll played a part in my choice of the Led Zeppelin song. I thought about using something more esoteric, but I wanted a song that would be on a pop radio station and still carry the history I was thinking of (I also liked the way it mixed with the machine sounds). Also, even though today the political content of rock and roll is not as strong as it was in the past, there is definitely a “politics” of music that is still relevant in the context of labor. I’m thinking in particular of an incident I read about during the course of my research. Management at a General Motors factory once told the workers that they would no longer be permitted to listen to music during work hours because their radios used too much electricity. The workers responded by connecting their radios and huge speakers to car batteries that they brought into the factory. Management finally relented and permitted them to listen to music, a huge victory for the workers.

JB
You often work in both photography and film. For Lunch Break, how do the photographs and film work together?

SL
This is the first time I’ve made several films and several photographic projects to go together. Each one adds new pieces of information, giving viewers new ways of seeing all the other components. As portraits, the lunch box photographs engage the problem that I was grappling with in the film Lunch Break: how do you get around the clichés that riddle the representation of workers? Through their construction, their decorations, and their contents, the lunch boxes tell you so much about the people who own them and their culture—their rituals, personal choices, skills, and interests—as well as about all the trades that go into shipbuilding and about the ships the workers worked on.

One connection between different components of the project that I really like is how the film Exit shows the lunch boxes leaving the yard in the hands of their owners. I talked with some of the workers about the weight of a lunch box in the morning versus the afternoon—how it swings, and how that affects the way you move. We also talked about what they thought about when they were walking out each day, or the friends who always waited for them at the corner. These are simple aspects of everyday life and the moments that I was interested in hearing about. Besides being a document of the workforce—like the ratio of men to women, and how apparent that becomes when you watch everyone leaving the yard—more than anything else, Exit is a social film. I feel everyone can relate to it in a very direct way.

By contrast, the photographs of the independent businesses take the social nature of the factory to a different place. These tableaux allow you to see the development of an organic economy within the larger frame of industry. They also complicate any stereotype of the factory as a purely hierarchical, top-down structure. What really interested me in BIW was the way the surfaces of the factory were mediated from the bottom-up as well. Lastly, I printed a selection of the portraits we did of workers on their lunch break. These were inspired by Baroque paintings depicting groups of people sharing a meal or table. The social dynamics that lined the edges of the frame in the Lunch Break film are treated in a frontal way in these photographs. For the most part I tried to avoid the typical worker portrait in this project, and you don’t see workers in the other photographs. In this case, though,

I wanted to give the social relationships that initially drew me into this project a place of importance.

JB
Lately you have been presenting the film in both a theatrical space and as an installation. Each place has a very different feel and a completely different connection to audience. For me, they are entirely different works.

SL
I’ve always been interested in the social space of the cinema and the fact that, when you go to see a film, you are making a communal commitment to spend time. This was one of the reasons that Goshogaoka and Teatro Amazonas were made specifically for that kind of formal space and not for a walk-in museum space. At the time, I was reacting to certain video installations, which were not considering duration at all. Later, with Pine Flat, I wanted to make a film that commented on both viewing experiences—that embraced how little time one spends in a gallery and called attention to how we see both still images, like paintings, and moving images. I don’t think there are many people out there who actually sit through a film, start to finish, in a gallery. I figured twenty minutes was an average viewing time and worked from that. I’d been working with two friends, the architects Frank Escher and Ravi GuneWardena of the firm Escher GuneWardena, since 2000 on installation designs for my film work, and I had begun working with them more intensely at this point. For Pine Flat, we designed two identical viewing spaces that split the film into two equal halves, and screened one take from each half each day. That meant that you could not see the whole film in a gallery setting in one sitting. I hoped that the gallery version would be completed socially outside of the gallery—that people would talk about the parts they saw and in that way put together the whole film—or that they would choose to go to the cinema to see the linear version, or would revisit the gallery for a new experience.

With Lunch Break, I wanted to have the space echo the content. This time, Frank and Ravi designed a viewing situation that echoed the hallway in the film. I don’t really like the way light-locked or curtained rooms pretend to be small theaters. We wanted the installation of Lunch Break to call attention to the architecture as part of the piece, not merely its enclosure. This is why we came up with a freestanding tunnel, creating its own set of architectural relationships with the larger exhibition space. When viewers walk into it, they are not confined by the space. You enter it as you do a hallway; it feels like an in-between space connecting the space of the film and that of the gallery, a liminal space.

For Exit, we designed something different. While Lunch Break is about the movement of the camera (and vicariously, the audience) through space, Exit is about the movement of the people in the film through the static space of the camera. The brightness of the projection also allowed us to keep the architecture light, to reveal the room in which the film is playing. The box we built for this installation is a projection box, housing the projector and coming between the door and the screen, blocking the light. We thought of it as an inside-out version of the standard architectural intervention for showing video in a gallery. It also acts as an object you have to move around, and I like how that brings attention to your own movement in (entering) and out of (exiting) a work.

JB
When you finish a project, you often stay involved with the community. You seem to create an everlasting bond. Could you tell me more about this?

SL
Since Pine Flat, I have had more trouble ending a project and moving on, even after the exhibition is up or the publication is done. I am sure this is because my involvement with the communities is stronger now, in part because I am working closer to home and over a much longer period of time. After I finished Pine Flat, I worked for months on a slide show of the production with the snapshots I had made over the years and a soundtrack of music I thought everyone would enjoy. We had a big event, and one of the older children, who aspired to be a chef, made a meal for everyone in town. We also screened the entire two-hour film, along with the slide show, and had an awards ceremony and musical performance by Becky Allen. I worked as hard on that part of the project as on the original production, and I was more nervous about its reception than the screening of the film at Sundance.

For Lunch Break, I’m producing a newspaper, called Lunch Break Times, which I’m taking back into the factory around the time the exhibition opens at the Colby College Museum of Art in Maine. I see the Colby show and the newspaper as ways of bringing the project back to the workers who participated. Also, the Lunch Break exhibition at Colby will be accompanied by a selection of Maine-related objects from the museum’s collection combined with some crafts that the workers have made. They made all kinds of things, from the metal crafts you might expect, to glassware, paintings, and photographs. One guy even made his own lunch basket: he cut down an ash tree, planed strips to weave the basket, and made brass fittings for all the corners and hinges. I think my presence drew out some of the creativity of the workers, but I also think that the stereotype of the tough-guy worker was subverted at every turn. So, the entire top floor of the museum will be another curated aspect of the installation unique to its venue in Maine.

As for the newspaper, BIW has a rich oral tradition, and I wanted to expand on that. I went back to Maine this summer to record interviews, gather material, and also to distribute the 11 x 14″ formal worker portraits I made of everyone to the workers, along with two six-foot-tall photographs of the lunch group scenes, which they hung in the Assembly Hall.

I drove around the state, revisiting some of the locations where I had originally filmed and collected more stories, recipes, and jokes from people. I want the newspaper to include some of the people I was sad weren’t represented in the final project. I also thought it might be more interesting to the workers at BIW to read something other than their own stories. I thought they’d be interested in the stories of potato farmers, sardine packers, loggers, and others. I imagine the copies of the newspaper floating around the different factories for a few weeks until they all disappear.

I like the ephemeralness of the analog information flow. It seems to me more on the level of storytelling. Something that circulates and disappears.

 

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Show

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Eventide, 2022
‘In what is both a culmination and a departure, Sharon Lockhart’s latest film, EVENTIDE (2022), is a meditative, non-narrative long shot that uses choreography to explore landscape, communal relations, solitary searching, psychic endurance, and the play of light moving through darkness. Locating drama in the real-time shift of evening fading into night, this is perhaps Lockhart’s most optical and painterly moving image to date, composing figures, scenography, and soundscape into allegory and abstraction. The artist’s investment in forms of dance in previous works is felt here too as the initial appearance of an individual slowly builds into a culture and a gathering. An astounding number of stars emerge bright in the dusking sky, blazing as a distant corollary to the growing constellation of roving bodies scanning the rock-strewn beach by cell phone light for what we do not know. The streaking of shooting stars and gliding of satellites throws the otherwise measured pace into relief. Shot on the Swedish coast with a close-knit group of friends Lockhart has been involved with for years, EVENTIDE is concerned with grieving and the future.’ — Sarah Lehrer-Graiwer


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Mike, 2021

 

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Milena and Sebastian, 2020

 

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Little Review, 2017
Little Review is a precisely composed filmic portrait of the girls of the Youth Center for Sociotherapy in Rudzienko, Poland. Suggesting an abstract translation of the eponymous publication, the film comprises three acts and a satirical prologue performed by the young women evoking the resilient and candid spirit of Korczak’s newspaper. Set against a black background that refuses a single context, the scenes are resonant of the history of a diverse group of practices in both the visual and performing arts. Given this space to be seen and heard, the young women, like Korczak’s writers, command performances full of nuance and self-possession. The nearly hypnotic repetition of the English words “trust,” “hate,” “love,” and “hope” in the first scene is followed by a deconstructed piano solo. Considered together with the tableaux of energetic movement in extreme slow motion in the final sequence, the young women’s actions can be seen as allegories of adolescence, evoking challenges both individual and universal.’ — SL

Watch an excerpt here

 

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Ola, “AS THE HEART SPREADS JOY…,” National Library of Poland, Warsaw, February 3, 2017

 

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When You’re Free, You Run in the Dark, Klaudia, When You’re Free, You Run in the Dark, Selena, When You’re Free, You Run in the Dark, Bula, 2016

 

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Rudzienko, 2016
‘Sharon Lockhart’s film Rudzienko was shot over two years in collaboration with the residents of the Youth Center for Sociotherapy in Rudzienko, Poland. Building on the relationship she established in 2009 with Milena, who later moved to the center, Lockhart conceived of a series of workshops to empower the young women. The group worked together to develop dialog and movements to be enacted on camera based on their collective activities. The resulting film features a range of conversations, from the philosophical to everyday teenage concerns, and depicts actions both theatrical and mundane that voice the girls’ rich humanity. The Polish-language film proposes an innovative approach to the relationship between image and language by offsetting the spoken conversations with their written translations.’ — SL


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Antoine/Milena, 2015
16mm color/sound film transferred to HD

Watch an except here

 

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Untitled, 2014

 

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Pódworka, 2009
‘Sharon Lockhart’s new film, Pódworka, takes as its subject matter the courtyards of Lodz, Poland, and the children that inhabit them. A ubiquitous architectural element of the city, Lodz’ courtyards are the playgrounds of the children that live in the surrounding apartment buildings. Separated from the streets, they provide a sanctuary from the traffic and commotion of the city. Yet far from the overdetermined playgrounds of America, the courtyards are still very much urban environments. In six different courtyards throughout the city of Lodz, we see parking lots, storage units, and metal armatures become jungle gyms, sandboxes, and soccer fields in the children’s world. A series of fleeting interludes within city life, Pódworka is both a study of a specific place and an evocation of the resourcefulness of childhood.’ — SL

Watch an excerpt here

 

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Double Tide, 2009
Double Tide documents the work of a female clam digger in the mudflats of coastal Maine. Expanding the focus of Lockhart’s recent films Lunch Break (2008) and Exit (2008), Double Tide creates a portrait of a relatively unseen and singular form of labor. Filmed on the rare occasion in which low tide occurs twice within daylight hours—once at dawn and once at dusk—Double Tide takes as its subject a worker whose job is defined by the most elemental and unchangeable forces of nature.’ — SL

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Butch Greenleaf, Machinist, 2008

 

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Exit, 2008
‘Five static shots of workers leaving a factory. Filmed in the spirit of the Lumiere Brothers.’ — SL

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Untitled, 2007

 

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Pine Flat, 2006
‘Over the course of twelve shots, Sharon Lockhart’s masterful cinematography presents children, alone or in small groups, in a variety of lush exterior settings. Exploring the tension between documentary portraiture and narrative desire, Pine Flat is a singular film as complex as it is spare, endearing as it is demanding.’ — kinoglaz


the entirety

 

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Pineflat, 2005

 

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Pine Flat Portrait Studio, Sierra, 2005

 

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Untitled, 2005

 

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No, 2003
‘Filmed in a continuous take with a fixed-angle camera, NO captures Masa and Yoko Ito, a Japanese farming couple, systematically mulching a plot of land. For over half an hour, they arrange tidy piles of straw and then disperse them over a field with minimalist, almost sculptural precision. Lockhart presents, documentary-style, a temporal sequence of events, but the film resists any clear narrative. Viewers share in a sense of discovery by watching the performance, yet they are actually being offered a sort of hyper-reality: the artist creates expectations that do not seem to correspond to the disproportionate attention she has paid to her mundane subject.’ — Art Institute of Chicago

Watch the film here

 

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Untitled, 1999-2000

 

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Chronicle of Masonry Work in the Oaxacan Exhibit Hall, National Museum of Anthropology, Mexico City 1999, 1999

 

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Goshogaoka, 1997
‘Filmed in a middle school gymnasium in suburban Japan, Goshogaoka takes as its ostensible subject the exercise routines and drills of a girls basketball team. The film consists of six ten-minute takes, shot with a fixed camera at court level, in which the various cadences of chanting voices and bodily movements digress into distinct studies. Taken together they construct a subtle and multi-layered social portrait, a portrait framed within a study of choreographed movements (the routines, etc.) and therefore one in which documentary values soon become inseparable from aesthetic ones. And as there are no games, scrimmages, or barking coaches here, just the girls and their routines, the image is not so much one of contest and gamesmanship but of individuation within a scene of group cooperation. A scene, by the way, where shyness, camera shyness included, goes hand in hand with an odd sense of social comfort.’ — SL

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Untitled, 1996

 

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Untitled, 1996

 

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Audition One: Simone and Max, Audition Two: Darija and Daniel, Audition Three: Amalia and Kirk, Audition Four: Kathleen and Max, Audition Five: Sirushi and Victor, 1994

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** James Bennett, Hi, James. Kevin was a producer of dreams. No, I haven’t been to the new Palais de Tokyo show yet. I might go today. If not, maybe we can go together. There’s art stuff to see here for you. I hear the Minimalism show at Pinault is quite good, and the new Fondation Cartier just opened across from the Louvre, for instance. Bon jour (I presume). ** Carsten, Very nice read on Spicer, thank you. The new Cahiers issue with the review isn’t quite out yet. Our distributor got an advance look. No clue as to whether it’ll be online. ** Arno, Hi, Arno! Thank you so, so much for everything. We had an amazing time, and we’re still feeling very thrilled and grateful. So nice about that pilgrimage, and, yes, about American roads’ unfriendliness. I made a pilgrimage back in the 70s to Rimbaud’s grave. I still have a vial of dirt from it in my LA bedroom. I have long standing plans to do a pilgrimage to Pierre Clementi’s grave, which is a couple of hours drive from Paris, but the car needed to get there has yet to be forthcoming. Honestly, if that pizzeria had had my go-to pizza, four cheese, I would have gotten that far more boring option. So nice to see you! Get down to Paris! But only when I’m here please. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thanks. Hopefully the other French reviews will follow suit, gulp. I’m guessing love spent his latter hours of yesterday paging through that book with you hovering over his shoulder. Love trying to figure out a way to use the word ‘wallop’ successfully, G. ** Jack Skelley, Jacko, Yes, Collected Killian and Collected Ron Padgett to boot. The US had a real moment yesterday. Make it last. Bear hug, me. ** _Black_Acrylic, I’m happy that the Northall is sitting well with you so far. ** Laura, Hey. I have a couple of friends in Paris also with long Covid, and it’s a cruel motherfucker, I’m so sorry. Dodie’s doing good. There’s been plans to republish ‘Shy’ for years, but it’s never happened, which is a crime. My favorite voices are fucked up voices, just saying, but awesome that you’re writing prose, the best form maybe. ‘Pleasure Backwards’ is pretty good impetus, but, best case scenario, it’ll take me while to find my old hard drives, and god knows how I’ll hook them to my laptop since all the old connective slots have been removed, but I’m determined. Good lord, that dream, nice. As I’ve said, I never remember my dreams, so I’m doubly impressed. I’m not sure when that interview comes out, but I’ll let know when it does. Down to your waist! Wow! ** Steeqhen, Only two days? Quick. Ambitions curtailed. It’s wild how many people seem to have found my work through that Deerhunter song. Bradford used to be a regular commenter on the blog before Deerhunter got big. Luck on the deadline. I like your proposed narrative idea naturally. ** Tosh Berman, Hi, Tosh. Yes, the book got published, and Bill hooked you up to with a link as you probably saw. Majesties to you. ** Steve, Hi. I don’t speak French so I just had the Cahiers review described to me in shorthand. If it gets to a form I can copy and paste into a translation app, I should be able to share it. Yes, in fact there’s a Gig post here tomorrow. Yeah, I so extremely hope the very good news yesterday fuels the revolution whatever form it takes. ** HaRpEr //, Yeah, the practical, logical stuff is so often blahblahblah, but what can you do? A novel first draft in four months is very impressive. I think that kind of quickness only happened to me once. Me too, obvs, about ‘Padam Padam’. What a strange title. I wonder who thought that up. I saw about the new Death Grips. I wonder. Maybe they’ve rediscovered their early excitement again. I hope. ** Bill, Hi, thanks. No, I’m not a big Ozon fan. There has to be extenuating circumstances for me to seek out his stuff at this point. Maybe this time. Weird, I’ve been wanting to rewatch ‘Ms 45’ of late. Sounds like fate. ** Right. Today you are invited to stroll through my galerie and imbibe the works of the artist Sharon Lockhart. See you tomorrow.

Kevin Killian presents … Jack Spicer (1925-1965) *

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The American poet Jack Spicer, who was born in Los Angeles in 1925 and died, in San Francisco, forty years later, in 1965, a broken man and a drunk, interests today’s readers on many levels, and not the least of his interests was his theory of dictated poetry. He avowed that his best poetry was written by an outside force, a confluence of forces he hesitated to name, but sometimes called the “Martians,” or the “Outside,” and he compared the poet to the radio in Cocteau’s 1950 film Orphee, through which transmissions are heard from hell. Poet, or speaker, as radio. The way the sound amplifier in the stereo system is called the speaker. Spicer’s body of work collapses notions of self and agency with a greedy, brilliant flair for the absurd. Through his subconcious state, voices from the “outside” find human expressions, as he allows himself to be overwhelmed by the alterity of a will stronger than his own. The poet’s own voice thus has always a quality of abjection, for Spicer disclaims to having written the poems. “When someone praises my work I feel like they’re talking about my brother,” he said once. When he announced his “dictation” theories, claiming that his poetry was the product of “outside,” alien forces, he joined the mystical band of his heroes Yeats, Blake, and Rilke, but became a freak to the hard-edged, career-driven poets of MFA programs and prize committees.

I wonder if there are any biographers on Dennis’ blog, who have shared my experience, that the biographer and the subject change roles as the work goes on. What does that mean? It means that in 1990 I was totally on Spicer’s side (the biographer loves the subject, some kind of very primitive identification goes on in which, tracing a life, I step into the shoes of the man and ascribe the best motives to everything he does, or as it amounts to, I do). His enemies—like Lawrence Ferlinghetti—were my enemies. A few years later I passed into the intermediate stage, where I came to loathe Jack Spicer, and I began to suspect that people like Ferlinghetti were right. He was a sucky excuse for a human being and his writing isn’t all that great either. Finally at great length the biographer luckily moves into the third phase, which is really a combination of A and B. We’ve all read biographies of the Phase A type. Recently I read, with a mxiture of horror and fascination, Jackson Benson’s life of the California novelist Wallace Stegner. It was like—There but for the grace of God go I. And surely we know a lot of Phase B books too: I think Tom Clark’s life of Charles Olson was begun in Phase A and finished in Phase B, so that Olson gets worse and worse on every page and almost in every paragraph.

 

 

Anyway I’ve moved into the third phase, which is why I explain my diffidence, since I don’t any longer know if Spicer was a medium or not, but thinking about it, I know at least that he cultivated this image and may have believed it himself. The evidence is suggestive. First I wanted to back up a bit and explain Spicer’s life in general . . .

As a young boy Jack Spicer had a dream, one of those precognitive dreams that seem absolutely real and terrifying. It would not be exaggerating to say that this dream had some affect on the rest of his life, both as a poet and, you know, as a human being. He was dreaming about nothing in particular and then without a transition he was transported through the clouds into the darkest reaches of space, a space big beyond imagination, and strangely quiet, and he saw a murder being committed. I always think of this dream as “Murder in Space,” a cheap pulp type title, but that seems to be the way Spicer thought of it too, and perhaps his later addiction to science fiction and to detective stories issued from an attempt to try to clarify the nature of his dream—a dream, as I say, so vivid that he actually believed it had happened to him. The way that the survivors of space abductions really believe that they were chosen to be transported into silvery ships and probed with amazingly flexible steel rods in their rectums. But you notice the difference between this Whitley Strieber type of story and Spicer’s dream—generally speaking, nothing happened to Spicer—nothing touches his body, nothing clouds his brain: he’s there as a witness.

This episode was to color the rest of his life, the way Henry James’ “obscure hurt,” whatever that may have been, colored his view of social relations and human destiny. It was the implacable cruelty of the non-human beings that spooked him. As a young, sickly kind of boy growing up in pre-war LA, Spicer was familiar with the ordinary human cruelty—the petty dislike for anything different that drew him to Tennessee Williams’ early plays. But the cold cruelty of outer space seemed to leave its mark on Spicer’s inner self. The ghosts and voices that appear in his poetry are not sweet, they’re mean as hell, and strangely indifferent to human response. Like “Tak” in Stephen King’s books.

Anyway when he came to Berkeley in 1945, an intellectual, kind of gawky, kind of cute guy, six feet tall and about 120 pounds, kind of in the closet, but kind of confused sexually, not really sure but that he wasn’t, after all, as heterosexual as anyone else, he fell into the company of two other young poets, Robert Duncan and Robin Blaser, and in this company, which the three of them later called the “Berkeley Renaissance,” he began to practice magic in earnest.

He had already met, in Los Angeles, the British novelist and essayist Aldous Huxley, who introduced him to Hinduism, Busddhism, and Yoga. Spicer was a kind of seeker after truth, and the realms of the other world intrigued him. Of course they would, they intrigue any sensible child. A few years later he met Huxley’s friend Christopher Isherwood, whose experiments in automatic writing further intrigued him. As a teenager he hung around carnivals and circuses hoping to meet gypsies, and somewhere along the way, perhaps from the gypsies, he learned to read the Tarot cards. Not as popular then as they are today, where all of us know more or less what a Tarot card looks like. My point is that Spicer really hungered after magic. In Berkeley, in the company of Spicer and Duncan, he really went to town with it. I don’t know if any of you have ever done any drugs, but the whole time Spicer was in college he was living in this artificial paradise comprised of such a heavy-duty intellectual camaraderie that the participants all felt drugged. It was in this state of heightened consciousness that Duncan hit on the idea of the serial poem. Each night, around a wooden round table, in the kitchen of a rented Berkeley house, Duncan would compose a poem more or less in a trance. Ten nights later he had ten poems, the “Medieval Scenes.” There was also s series of domestic scenes. There were swans in the wallpaper in the bathroom that you could see while you were taking a bath: but not really see: you registered them in your subconscious and then forgot them, and they came out in your poetry.

 

 

You started to call all the cute new young guys you met yours “swans,” and you didn’t even know why. And then one day Duncan looked very closely at the wallpaper and saw the swans with his conscious mind, and this explained everything. This was their discovery, at the rooming house at 2029 Hearst Street, in Berkeley, that they were all living in a magical world.

Bruce Boone and I went to the house at 2029 Hearst and asked the people if they would let us come in, because this was the famous house where Duncan lived with Hugh O’Neill and Janie O’Neill, and they let us in and Bruce chatted them up and I asked if I could use the bathroom. So I got in there and you know, flushing the toilet and everything, I started to peel away the damp paint on the wall on the other side of the bathtub—which was one of those standing tubs, and I was looking for those swans, and instead just this kind of wet plaster goo stuff came off under my nails, so I ran the water in the sink and I imagine I looked so guilty coming out that those people probably thought, well, who knows what they thought, but it’ll be a cold day in hell before they let anybody in the house again, and Bruce told me he kept them occupied by talking about the Gnostics and about Bataille and S and M. No wonder they looked dazed.

Anyhow, I think part of the thing about magic was about sex, and about gay sex, and playing with magic was one way of actually playing with sex without actually having to come out and have it. Especially in the immediate postwar period when homosexuality was this incredible taboo. The way that many gay men would get drunk, have sex with each other, and then be able to say, “I was so drunk I don’t remember what we did last night.” This wasn’t true of Duncan who, Leonard Wolf said, was the “most out man he ever knew.” On the other hand, there’s out and then there’s out, and it means something different today than it did in 1946. James Schevill recalled that Duncan would go into bookstores with his book and depending on the store, sometimes he would bring in a woman friend with him and introduce her as his wife, if the bookstore owner was thought to be leery of selling the books of homosexuals. And indeed, of course, Duncan had been married, and lived a bisexual life throughout this period. Spicer too. He claimed to some to be a virgin, to others he let on that he had had sex for money as a teen with the aging and disgraced tennis star Bill Tilden. The gay men of Los Angeles knew him as a player in the bars. But to Duncan and Blaser, and most of the men and women of the Berkeley Renaissance, he represented himself as a virgin—a blank page, a untouched vessel. And it was at this juncture that Philip K. Dick came into their lives.

Some are surprised to hear of the link between Jack Spicer and Philip K. Dick. I gave one talk at the Art Institute in San Francisco, which is like slacker heaven, and a lot of people were raising their hands, jumping in, talking and yakking, but dotted across the room around the seminar table sat these young guys, their arms folded, it was summer so you could see the henna tattoos up and down their arms, sunglasses, slacker heaven. So I mentioned Spicer’s influence on Philip K. Dick and they came alive like—like black sunflowers: “Valis, yeah, Valis, Vast Active Living Intelligence Fucking System.” Anyway at the end of his life, Philip K. Dick was about to write another novel, this one to be called “The Owl at Midnight,” which would have been a memoir of the six months he spent at UC Berkeley, living in the same house as Duncan, Spicer, Philip Lamantia, all these crazy poets who sat up all night trying to scare themselves into poetry. But he died. In the meantime it was really a pathetic story, because here he was, right, the world’s greatest science fiction writer, he’d written “The Man in the High Castle” and all those other books, and he wrote to Robert Duncan a letter something like, “Say, do you remember me? I was just a kid in your house and I looked up to all of you and now I’ve written, you know, like 20 books and I wanted to tell you how much you meant to me,” and he never heard back from Duncan. And later Duncan said that he didn’t write back because no, actually, he didn’t remember him, and he still hadn’t read any of Philip K. Dick’s books. But Spicer had kept up with Dick’s career for sure. And indeed, right at the moment that he discovered dictation, he was reading not only Philip Dick, but William Burroughs, and starting to write his own masterpiece The Heads of the Town Up to the Aether, a book in four parts, and the first part is called “Homage to Creeley.”

And so I find that the atmosphere of Heads of the Town is just filled with all these references, or emanations, from Burroughs, Dick, another writer called Alfred Bester, whose two great novels The Demolished Man and The Stars My Destination were among Spicer’s favorites. It’s funny because, after Spicer’s death, Robert Duncan began a long introduction to his work, an essay he never actually finished, in which he speculates at some length on the amazing similarities between Spicer’s writing and Burroughs’ writing, and he says something to the effect of, but of course Spicer never read Burroughs. Luckily we now have the lectures Spicer gave up in Vancouver where a member of the audience asks him if in fact “Naked Lunch” isn’t indeed a dictated poem, and he says, no. And indeed he puts down Burroughs in this very dismissive nothing way, but that’s just defense, the way that I have sometimes been guilty of sneering at, say, hmmm, Djuna Barnes or Hemingway when the truth is that my writing couldn’t have existed without theirs. I asked William Burroughs if he knew Spicer’s writing and he explained the difference between their projects was that he, Burroughs, aimed at expanding the human consciousness and that Spicer seemed to be interested in narrowing it or blunting it in some way.

 

 

Spicer thought of himself as a real patron of the arts. And never hesitated before saying, So and so is good and so and so is awful. His voice had a lot of authority to it, people listened to what he said. He wasn’t a patron in the sense of someone who spends a lot of money on art and artists, no, for he wasn’t wealthy, or even most of the time especially solvent. What’s the name of that couple in New York who amassed that huge, huge collection of minimalist work by paying $25.00 a month to different artists? Spicer didn’t even go that far. He was the type of patron who just shows up at galleries, nods, or frowns, goes for the cheese and wine, then talks about the work to different people afterwards. He felt important, because the painters deferred to his judgement, but what was his judgement about art? You can see that a biographer wants to know about these things. Did he have good taste?

He seemed indeed to sneer at those who cared about art. The painters who loved him constantly wanted to give him their paintings. There’s a wonderful picture by Jess, which he gave to Jack Spicer, but Spicer turned around and gave it away to another friend, which is good in a way since it still exists, seeing that Spicer lived like a pig and prided himself in owning only two artworks, and these of declaredly awful taste, a terra-cotta bust of himself, hollow, in texture and shape like a flowerpot, which he had commissioned in Minneapolis by a local artisan, in the spirit of those tourists who come to Fisherman’s Wharf and pose beside those people who do your picture in charcoal and crayons in seven minutes with a backdrop of the Golden Gate Bridge behind them. There’s a photograph of Spicer kissing his own head. This head still exists too and it’s really terrifying. There are photos of Spicer and Blaser holding a seance in 1959, 1960, around the same time that Blaser was beginning “Cups” and Spicer “Homage to Creeley.” The other artwork Spicer owned was what he called his Egyptian frieze, a frayed hanging he also called “Uncle Louie.” Despite its down-home name, “Uncle Louie” was a gaudy piece of Orientalism, the representation of a pharoah surrounded by lines of hieroglyphs and Egyptian figures, created in Cairo during World War II by women artisans. The piece hangs four feet long, and eighteen inches wide, and its present owner described it in these terms, “It’s just a commercial piece of appliqué.” The representation of the Pharoah is so askew that others thought it was actually the caterpillar from Alice in Wonderland smoking a hookah.

One of the painters Spicer knew, Paul Alexander, remembered this work, asserting that “That was a purposely ugly image, hung over his bed, meant to offend.” Spicer, although gay himself, disliked what he thought of as the effeminacy, or should I say the effeteness, of the affectations of both collectors and artists, particularly the intriguing art collections of his two greatest friends, the poets Robert Duncan and Robin Blaser.

Let me now resketch some details of Spicer’s life and you can see where the magic fit in, or didn’t fit in. He was born in Hollywood in 1925 and died in San Francisco forty years later—in a way his career was much like that of Frank O’Hara, only in a humbler West Coast way of course, and the startling coincidence of their dates (both poets died at age forty, a year apart) is perhaps no more than a coincidence, but I sometimes wonder if their meeting in 1955 didn’t spur Spicer on to a greater interest in the visual arts. He nursed a stubborn feeling, almost a grudge, that anything O’Hara could do, he could do better. Duncan’s interest in Surrealism—he had, during the war years, lived in New York in the “View” group of Charles Henri Ford and Pavel Tchelitchev—inspired Jack Spicer; Duncan’s first-hand knowledge of the European painters who had fled their homelands for New York during World War II must have been a very good education in what they called modern art back then. And soon, once Duncan had met the painter Jess Collins a few years later, and moved in with him in 1950, Spicer was on the fringes of Jess’ wide circle of painter friends.

 

 

When you read The Collected Books of Jack Spicer, and particularly the long essay by Robin Blaser that concludes the book, “The Practice of Outside,” you get the idea that all of the work in the book was written under dictation, but that’s a little misleading. The book begins with Spicer’s first book, “After Lorca,” during the writing of which he discovered the concept of the serial poem—an entirely different kettle of fish. It was during the writing of “Homage to Creeley,” several years later (say, from November 1959 to the spring of 1960) that Spicer announced to Blaser that he had been writing his poetry through “dictation.” He was no longer “in charge” of his writing—some outer force was using him as a trance medium. For Spicer, dictation was a release from the responsibility of authorial intention and all it denotes. No longer was his “personality” to intrude. The days of dedicated poems were over. The spirits that wrote the new poems hardly knew the boys Spicer loved. The morning after he wrote “Dillinger,” he stumbled across a copy of the San Francisco Chronicle and discovered that the last of Dillinger’s gang had been shot down in a barber shop. He became convinced that he was in touch with—and perhaps had been in touch with for years—a great “Outside” force, as powerful and omniscient as the spirits that visited Blake and attended the seances of William and Georgie Yeats, or those who wrote the “Sonnets to Orpheus” through Rilke. He was now a radio, picking up transmissions from “ghosts.”

He began to speak of poems that “scared” him, such as this one, “Magic,” from “Homage to Creeley.”

—-Strange, I had words for dinner

—-Stranger, I had words for dinner

—-Stranger, strange, do you believe me?

—-Honestly, I had your heart for supper

—-Honesty has had your heart for supper

—-Honesty honestly are your pain.

—-I burned the bones of it

—-And the letters of it

—-And the numbers of it

—-That go 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

—-And so far.

—-Stranger, I had bones for dinner

—-Stranger, I had bones for dinner

—-Stranger, stranger, strange, did you believe me.1


His students would say to him, look, on the one hand you are telling us that your poetry does not come from your own mind, that you are only a vessel and that spirits or ghosts are speaking through you, like a Ouija board; and yet on the other your poetry is filled with exactly all the things that interest you. And Spicer explained this by his theory of the “furniture in the room,” itself taken and bent slightly from the essay “Le Roman Demeuble,” by Willa Cather, the novelist he admired. Cather’s thesis was that the 19th century novel had been overstuffed with things—descriptions, antecedents, clothes, jewelry, interiors, gesture, and that the modern novel was the novel “without furniture.” Anyhow Spicer changed the terms a bit and began to defend his dictation theories by arguing that the ghosts come into one’s brain and can only work on what’s there inside the individual poet to work with, like poltergeists, those earthbound spirits who can only communicate with the living by dragging furniture around. If you know two or three languages, that’s more furniture the ghosts can use to make their message clearer. If you have a rich and varied emotional life, that’s even more furniture. Everything you know and everything you’ve felt gets stored up inside one’s mind in a key Freudian interchange, and that’s what the ghosts use. Thus, Spicer argued, his knowledge of jazz, of linguistics, of baseball, of High German, would naturally come into his poetry. They might as well be the letters in a bowl of alphabet soup. The ghosts use what they can and in some poets, for example, Ferlinghetti, there wasn’t much there to use.

 

 

I interviewed Ferlinghetti a few years ago and he was very polite and so forth but after the interview was over he said, “But Kevin, what I don’t understand is, why write a whole book about Jack Spicer? He’s almost forgotten nowadays, isn’t he?” I said, no, actually there are many interested in his work. He said, “Waste your time if you want to, but I can’t imagine anybody publishing it.”

I drew myself up rather coldly and replied, “Well, maybe thanks to your help we can revive his memory. Thank you very much for your time, Mr. Ferlinghetti.”

I mean, in a way, the Beats, whom Spicer disliked so much, were, with their “first thought best thought,” “spontaneous bop prosody” awfully close to the idea of the poet as medium, except that Spicer scorned their misuse of mediumship, because the results, or so he thought, were in the interest of “self-expression.” The banality of self-expression was this hideous thing to him, perhaps because of his LA background, and besides, once you’ve seen a murder in space, one’s own self loses charm, and the selves of others are beneath poetry. I remember once, I was interviewing Allen Ginsberg, who knew Spicer very well, and he spoke very openly about their differences, until I asked him what he felt about Spicer’s very last poem, which in commonly read as an attack on him.

At least we both know shitty the world is. You

—-wearing a beard as a mask to disguise it. I

—-wearing my tired smile. I don’t see how you

—-do it. One hundred thousand university

—-students marching with you. Toward

A necessity which is not love but is a name.

King of the May. A title not chosen for dancing.

—-The police

Civil but obstinate. If they’d attacked

The kind of love (not sex but love), you gave

—-the one hundred thousand students I’d have been

—-very glad. And loved the policemen. Why

Fight the combine of your heart and my heart or

—-anybody’s heart. People are starving.2


So Allen said, “I don’t know if I know that poem. What book is it in?” Well, he continued to deny ever having heard of the poem, even after I sent him a copy. So about six months later he was in, I don’t know where he was, in Prague or somewhere, and Dennis Cooper and Mark Ewert were staying in his apartment in New York and called me up. I asked them to go through the books—which were in alphabetical order—and see if any of Spicer’s books were there. One stayed on the line and the other came back with the book—Spicer’s last book, the posthumously published Book of Magazine Verse. “Well, turn to the end,” I commanded and you’ll never guess what happened.

 

 

I see I’m running out of space and time and wanted to send you off with parts of a questionnaire I’ve been transcribing, a questionnaire Spicer was in charge of in his capacity as publications chairman for the Oakland chapter of the Mattachine Society in 1953. This was one of the first gay liberation groups in the USA and prospective new members were encouraged to answers as many questions as they cared to, for sociological purposes, while retaining their anonymity. There are dozens and dozens of questions and these are just a few…

18. I can __________, cannot __________, be spotted “a mile off”; two miles off and I don’t care __________; I do care very much __________, somewhat __________, a little __________; I watch myself constantly __________, a lot __________, somewhat __________, seldom __________, when I remember __________, never __________.

19. The item, starred “*” on the list in question 13 above, is the characteristic which I feel gives me aweay most often. (Star several if you feel there is more than one.) I am not aware of any give aways __________.

31. I am married to a member of the opposite sex __________, happily __________, unhappily __________, outwardly satisfactorily but inwardly torn between conflicting loyalties __________.

32. I wish I were married __________, “married” __________, living with a homosexual friend __________, living with parents __________, living with (other relations) __________, living with a lover __________, alone __________.

33. I am very good looking __________, fairly good looking __________, unusual looking __________, interesting looking __________, ordinary __________, plain __________, homely __________, ugly __________, some of each at times __________, don’t know __________, don’t care __________.

37. At work I hope to heaven they don’t find out __________, don’t care if they do find out __________, don’t think about it __________.

38. I hope my relations never find out __________, I have told them __________, don’t care if they do find out __________;

They found out accidentally __________, they have known all along __________, and are resigned to it __________, object to it __________, have cut me off __________, take it in their stride __________, they are rather proud of me __________;

My parents do __________, do not __________, know; if they find out they will take it in their stride __________, be proud of me anyway __________, cut me off __________, it will probably kill them __________.

46. I always dress to look my “sharpest” __________, to look masculine even if it entails studied carelessness and roughness __________, sometimes let myself/allow myself touches of the opposite sex __________, exactly the way I please __________, always conventionally so as not to be overly noticed __________, honestly don’t care about my clothes __________.

The general ensemble usually turns out masculine __________, more or less masculine __________, feminine __________, more or less feminine __________, startlingly bohemian __________, acceptably bohemian __________, acceptably intellectual __________, well-tailored __________, acceptably groomed __________, don’t know __________, don’t care __________.
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p.s. Hey. ** jay. Hi, jay! I played ‘The Witness’, and, yeah, it’s awesome. No, I didn’t know Porpentine likes my work. Wow, how amazing is that. I liked their games, and I’ll search out their writings. ‘Epigraph’: I’ll search it. Thanks, buddy. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Haha, I realised I could live without the chocolate ghost and that the money could be spent less frivolously, not that I’ll follow through on that. Love plucked a slave poem-ette that my love was ‘this close’ to plucking. Love feeling happy because his friend Dennis’s film ‘RT’ just got a very good review in the legendary bible/magazine of avant-garde cinema Cahiers du Cinema knowing that would cause Dennis’s younger self to pop the champagne, G. ** Charalampos, Dima did a lot of videos and photo shoots, but they’re mostly lost to the internet. Uh, sometimes I go down music video rabbit holes, yes. I’m not hugely into Mazzy Star. They’re good, obvs, but they’re a little soft and hazy for me. Big up from the 8th eme. ** Jack Skelley, It was good. I’m pretty sure there was some big Dodgers parade downtown. Everyone, XRAY just published Jack Skelley’s roundup of new bookz etc. Includes Amy Gerstler, Jerome Sala, Philippa Snow, Chris Kraus, other deviants. Voila.’ Thursday … that’s tomorrow. El Cid, legendary. Murder ’em. Signed, Accessory to murder aka Dennis ** _Black_Acrylic, In agreement. I hope the YNY meet up was as heady as it sounds. Any chance that project might be resurrected in some current-day-appropriate manner? So nice when old friends visit. I wish Paris wasn’t so expensively far away from LA. ** Carsten, One man’s overdose is another man’s appetiser. Ugly Duckling Presse is great, but, hey, next time. Sure, that happens to me. I don’t like Pasolini’s films much, and I keep going back and trying again, but the revisit never quite changes my assessment. ** Steeqhen, Smart friends and friendships. Glad you got through graduation with flying if non-jazzy colors. You’re off to London on Friday? Max it out. I don’t know how one maxes out that vast, weird place, but figure it out. ** julian, I’ve always wanted to make a video game, but I fear it’s even more difficult and lengthy a process than making a film. But, yeah, total dream. End of month, okay, lots to do. Exciting! Dima context: He was one of a bunch of Russian ‘twink’ porn stars in the early 00s when Russian ‘twink’ porn went kind of viral for a while. As far as I know/knew, that story was true, but I don’t know how anyone could find out if it is or not. But the story was based on what I was told was fact, so it didn’t have fiction in its intention at least. ** Laura, Hi. No, he was in … I don’t know … at least 10, 12 porn videos and a bunch of porn photo sets if memory serves. I probably have some saved on some hard drive somewhere, but I’d have to do a lengthy search to locate them. The guy who fed me info on the Russian twink porn stars disappeared. The email address I had for him went dead well more than a decade ago. Sorry, but I’ll search what’s available. I’m curious about this ‘Pleasure Backwards’ song. How can I hear your music? I played a few, maybe four of those games. Enjoyable to a one. I’m very into wild game aspirations, so that was enough for me. If you mean yesterday, let’s see … Zac and I got interviewed about ‘RT’, and then I started making an invitation list for the film’s French Avant-Premiere event, and then I made a blog post, and then I got interviewed about the film and my novel ‘I Wished’, and then I followed the American election news as best I could until I fell asleep. Yours? <3 in return. ** Steve, I’ll try the Rosalia. I liked your newest radio show episode very much. There’s no Russian twink porn industry anymore, just some OnlyFans and so on isolated incidents. Yes, I’ve been chomping at bit for the new Malick for years now. Mamdani won! As did a number of other albeit less exciting but better than the other option politicians. Not bad. ** Bill, I do seem to prefer the pre-AI wild games too. Ton managed to milk his twink porn stardom for such a long time. Heck, he might even still be out there showing off the matured goods somewhere. ** Barkley, Hey, Barkley! So good to see you, pal! Me too on the games. Beckett? I mean he’s a major dude. I haven’t read him in ages, but I was mightily impressed when I did. My email is denniscooper72@outlook.com. I’m good. My life is just film-related 24/7 these days, but it’s all good. My Halloween was a bust. That’s France for you. A handful of costumed drunk people on their way to some costumed club event. That’s about it. Sad, yes. How are you? ** HaRpEr //, Yeah, I give games with extremely difficult battle moments about ten tries and then I quit the game, and that’s that. ‘News From Home’ is one of Akerman’s very, very best, I think. If you ever get a chance to see her TV film ‘Portrait of a Young Girl at the End of the 60s in Brussels’, which is unfortunately very hard to see, it’s fantastic. I’m so sorry for the rough mental/emotional state you’re stuck in. That’ll shift, but I don’t know to advise you to cause the shift. Hang in there. ** Hugo, Hey! It was good seeing you too. I’m always a little out of sorts in those situations, having my stuff and myself on display or whatever. Very happy the film juiced you up. That’s the best. Thanks, man. ** Right. Today I resurrect an old post that the late, great Kevin Killian made for the blog to introduce the seminal poet Jack Spicer, about whom he was quite the expert. Follow his lead, please. See you tomorrow.

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