The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Alexander Hammid Day


‘Alexandr Hackenschmied (December 17, 1907 – 26 July 26, 2004). He was one of the most significant personalities of Czech film and photograph avant-garde. In the beginning of the 1930’s, he was a distinct promoter of world avant-garde movements and he organized one of the first avant-garde film projections in Prague, showing various films including those of Man Ray.

‘He was a leading photographer, film director, cinematographer and editor in Czechoslovakia between the two world wars. In 1938, he immigrated to the U.S. and became involved in American avant-garde cinema. He officially changed his name to Alexander Hammid when he became a citizen of the United States in 1942.

‘He is best known for three films: Crisis (1939), Meshes of the Afternoon (1943) and To Be Alive! (1964). Meshes of the Afternoon was made with his wife Maya Deren, to whom he was married from 1942 to 1947.

‘He also directed The Forgotten Village in 1941, a documentary examining the conflicts between the coming of modernization and the traditional culture of a small Mexican village. This film was banned for its depiction of childbirth.

‘It was in the United States where he met and married Eleanora Deren. He was the artist who later named her “Maya”, the name she became known for. Meshes of the Afternoon was a home movie made by the two of them. At that point, Maya had no experience in filmmaking.

‘On her Wikipedia page it states “Maya Deren was one of the most important American experimental filmmakers and entrepreneurial promoters of the avant-garde in the 1940s and 1950s. Deren was also a choreographer, dancer, film theorist, poet, lecturer, writer and photographer.” It was her collaboration and relationship with Alexander that set this in motion.

‘In 1965, Alexander won the Academy Award for Best Documentary (Short Subject) for To Be Alive! Hammid also worked in partnership with filmmaker Francis Thompson (1908–2003) for over 25 years, producing numerous “in-house” documentaries as well as several films for general viewership.

‘One of the most notable of these is the first IMAX format film, To Fly! (1976), which premiered at the Smithsonian Institution’s National Air and Space Museum (NASM) at the museum’s grand opening celebration on July 1, 1976. The film is a brief summary of the history of flight, from 19th century balloons through 21st century space probes, while simultaneously showing off the new Imax film medium. The evolution of flying technology is portrayed in parallel with the story of the westward exploration of America and the rural-to-cosmopolitan transformation of American society.

‘Hammid was the pioneer of multi-projection and IMAX films, with his work being shown at various world exhibitions. To Fly! was produced in conjunction with MacGillivray Freeman Films and it continues to play regularly at the Air and Space Museum.

‘Hammid lived to be 96 years old and his associates suggest his Buddhist lifestyle, which he adopted after making a film in India for his longevity. If you are interested in his life and work, we highly recommend Aimless Walk (Bezúčelná procházka): Alexander Hammid (1996) based on his life and work by Austrian film director, Martina Kudláček who directed the documentary.’ — Everything Czech





Alexander Hammid @ IMDb
Alexander Hammid profile @ monoskop
Alexander Hammid, Filmmaker Known for Many Styles
Alexander Hammid and the Avant Garde
the american dream of alexander hammid
Alexander Hammid: From Prague to New York – A Lifetime of Filmmaking and Artistic Collaborations
Maya Deren by Alexand(e)r (Hammid) Hackenschmied
Alexander Hammid @ Letterboxd
Negative Traces: Maya Deren and Alexander Hammid in Los Angeles
We Are Young!
Private Lives: and the Films of Alexander Hammid



Aimless Walk

Alexandr Hackenschmied (Fototorst)


Two Memories of Alexander-Sasha Hammid
by Jonas Mekas


Alexander Hammid died on July 26, 2004 at the age of 96.

Born in Czechoslovakia in 1908, he gained fame with two films he made together with Herbert Kline, Crisis (1939) and Lights Out in Europe (1940)—the two films in which he warned the West about the rise of Nazi Germany. In 1943, in Los Angeles, he married Maya Deren and was the co-maker of her first film, Meshes of the Afternoon. Later he made many important documentary films of musicians and dancers including Arturo Toscanini, Pablo Casals, and Martha Graham. He was known for his very direct style and great respect and love for the subject he was filming.


The year was 1953. I had just moved into 95 Orchard Street place. The rent was $14.95 a month. During the days I worked at Lenard Perskie’s Graphic Studios on West 22nd Street, doing camera work. We did work for the international edition of Life magazine. I remember making for Archipenko copies of his old photographs. But my real work was to catch up with the best of New York’s culture. Especially, from the day that I landed in New York—that happened on October 29, 1940—I submerged myself into the world of cinema. One of my universities was the MoMA and its 5:30pm daily screenings. Another was Cinema 16 and its monthly screenings of experimental films at the Needle Trades School on West 24th Street. I had to see—and did see—everything that was screened in New York and I had to read everything that had been published on cinema in English. One publication that was always mentioned with great respect, in special publications on film as an art, was a mysterious book entitled An Anagram of Ideas on Art, Form, and Film by a certain Maya Deren. I combed all the bookshops and libraries, but could not locate it. I got so frustrated in my search that I decided to locate the author of the book. I had heard that she actually lived here in New York on Morton Street. I was so obsessed with the book that I decided to call and ask her to lend me a copy of the book. And so I did.

A husky voice came on the line. She was Maya Deren, she said. I presented her with my problem. “Come, of course I’ll lend you the book,” she said. We made an appointment.

At the appointed time I arrive, ring the doorbell, and begin to climb up to I think the fifth floor. I arrive at the top of the stairs and there is this woman, Maya Deren, staring at me very weirdly. I expected to meet her very simply and normally. Instead, I found this woman who seemed sort of panicky. I looked at her strange stare and I didn’t know how to react. She was really panicky.

“Anything wrong?” I managed to stammer.

The silent panic continued another moment, then Maya said:

“I really thought you were Sasha. You looked so much like Sasha and I had not expected him.”

I was a little bit confused. But as she received me and we talked it became clear that Sasha was her recently divorced husband Sasha Hammid. Still in my old European Displaced Persons camp cloths, I was very European looking and when she showed me some pictures of Sasha I understood how close our resemblance was.

That’s how I met Maya Deren. Not as myself, but as a doppelganger of Alexander-Sasha Hammid. But we became very good friends immediately. And, of course, I walked out that afternoon clutching in my hands the thin volume of Anagram.


I met Sasha Hammid in real life in 1961. I was in the process of making my first “real” film, Guns of the Trees. Adolfas, my brother, thought we should get a car to help us move around. I don’t drive, but Adolfas does. We were told that Hammid had a car he was trying to sell. So we went to see him.

The first thing that we really appreciated was that the Hammids, Sasha and his wife Hella, treated us with a good meal. We were always hungry in those days; we put every penny either into our filming or Film Culture magazine. So a meal was always very welcome. Hella even gave us a big bag of food to take home with us. We especially liked her bread, which she baked herself. And of course we bought their old used car. They sold it to us for practically nothing. Their children called it Papacar. The Papacar served us faithfully during the filming of Guns. Whenever we visited the Hammids, the children always were asking us about Papacar. They were very attached to it.

Sasha helped us in another emergency. We had need of a tripod. When we told this to Sasha, he went to the closet and brought a beautiful giro-tripod. “Here it is, use it.” So we took it and used it for a lot of shooting. But one night we were stupid enough to leave it in the Papacar in the street. Next morning it was gone. Luckily, Adolfas was smart enough to insure it. For months we hid from Sasha the fact that his tripod was stolen. Then three months later, we got the insurance money, $300 of it. So we stopped to see Sasha at 1 West 89th Street, where he always lived, and we handed him the money, apologizing profusely.

Sasha looked at us in disbelief then he began laughing. “Yes,” he said, “thank you very much, but that tripod was worth only 30 dollars.”

We couldn’t believe it. We were quite ignorant about the prices of movie equipment. But we had to believe Sasha. So we had some good food and some good wine and we celebrated the stealing of the tripod. I think we split the money.

As years went, we had many good days and evenings with the Hammids. He was one of the nicest people I have ever met in my life.


14 of Alexander Hammid’s 20 films

The Prague Castle (1931)
‘Hammid bought a handheld camera Bell-Howell and made his second film, Na Pražském hradě [Prague Castle], in close collaboration with the composer of the sound track, striving for an organic intertwining of image and music.’ — letterboxd

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w/ Herbert Kline Crisis (1939)
Crisis is a feature-length documentary about the 1938 Sudeten Crisis. It was released briefly before the Nazi occupation of Czechoslovakia on March 15, 1939.’ — collaged

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w/ Herbert Kline The Forgotten Village (1941)
‘In this powerful 68-minute documentary is an unnamed, poverty-stricken Mexican community. In grim detail, the film records the life-cycle of a typical peasant family, from birth to death. The narration was written by John Steinbeck.’ — MUBI

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w/ Maya Deren Meshes of the Afternoon (1943)
Meshes of the Afternoon is the 14-minute avant-garde film that director Maya Deren made in collaboration with her then husband, Alexander Hamid. The film is silent except for snippets of added sound, such as the ticking of a clock. In 1957, the Japanese composer Teiji Ito, Deren’s second husband, added an ambient, dreamy soundtrack to the film. The action centres around a woman (played by Deren) who repeatedly follows another woman, the latter of whom is dressed in black, is holding a flower and has a mirror for a face. Every time this mysterious presence disappears around the corner, Deren enters a house. The second time she goes inside, her first version is still there; the third time, there are three of her. The film is black-and-white with sharp shadows and many diagonal lines, and was shot with a camera that follows the woman from striking angles. A knife, a telephone and a key return time and again and sometimes abruptly merge. Subsequently, a man (played by Hamid) enters this menacing, circular fantasy world. Born in Kiev, Ukraine, director Deren was a prominent experimental filmmaker in New York in the 1940s and 1950s. Meshes of the Afternoon won the Grand Prix Internationale at the 1947 Cannes Film Festival.’ — idfa

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w/ Maya Deren Witches Cradle (1943)
Witch’s Cradle, is a silent, unfinished film of around 12 minutes’ duration dating from 1943. When exactly in 1943 it was made is uncertain, but it would appear that it pre-dates even Meshes of the Afternoon, the film Deren made with Alexander Hammid in the same year which established Deren, previously known only as a dancer, as a vital force of non-linear filmmaking. That alone would prevent the footage from being a mere cutting-room curio, but it is her collaborator who also ensures this fragment’s status as an important document of filmic Modernism. Marcel Duchamp collaborated with Deren and Hammid on the film. Duchamp himself is seen briefly in Witch’s Cradle; Deren doesn’t appear in front of the camera (as she would in almost all of her later films).’ — Quasimodo King

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Valley of the Tennessee (1944)
‘U.S. Goverment film about the creation of the Tennessee Valley Authority in the 1930s and 1940s.’ — MUBI

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Hymn of the Nations (1944)
‘An American documentary, Hymn of the Nations, using archival footage from 1943 and 1944, includes a stirring performance by the NBC Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Maestro Arturo Toscanini, and accompanied by Jan Peerce and the Westminster Choir in New York City, which was broadcast nationally on the radio at 5 p.m. on Sunday January 31, 1943. This documentary film, directed by Alexander Hammid, presents the performance of Giuseppe Verdi’s overture to the Italian opera “Forza del Destino” (The Power of Fate) and also his Inno delle nazioni (Hymn of Nations).’ — Perry J Greenbaum

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Library of Congress (1945)
‘There’s so much to like in this Academy Award-nominated film, which celebrates reading and scholarship and humankind. The shots of patrons looking through the card catalogue speak — well, volumes. Watch too for other forms of beautiful technology and several musical surprises. Alexander Hammid directed. The narrator is Ralph Bellamy. The book that the boy is reading at the beginning and end is Lucy Salamanca’s Fortress of Freedom: The Story of the Library of Congress (1942).’ — collaged

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A Better Tomorrow (1945)
A Better Tomorrow is a documentary short that focuses on New York City progressive public schools. One of the more inspiring and hopeful movies ever made about American politics, in that it believes that devoted young people of color can bring about change.’ — m_hulot



w/ Maya Deren The Private Life of a Cat (1947)
‘A day in the life of a cat, filmed from a cat’s-eye view. This film was circulated in two versions: a silent version without narration and a somewhat longer sound version with a narration read by filmmaker Alexander Hammid’s then-wife, Maya Deren.’ — MUBI

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Angry Boy (1950)
‘Simple, affecting case study produced for social workers and psychologists and illustrating how counseling can help children come to terms with anger. Young Tommy Randall has been caught stealing money from his teacher’s purse and receives help from a psychiatrist. A psychiatric social worker enables his mother to better understand her relationship with her son. This sensitive documentary is filled with revealing behavioral details. Shot in the Huron Valley Child Guidance Clinic near Ann Arbor, Michigan. Also released in 16mm. Known for his avant-garde works, Alexander Hammid made other psychological films in the 1950s.’ — Old Reel Server

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The Gentleman in Room Six (1951)
‘With Hans Heinrich von Twardowski, Norma Winters. Cinematography by the great Boris Kaufman. Offbeat little drama about a bitter guy who lives in a hotel and (spoiler alert) is Hitler.’– unpopulararts

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Night Journey (1961)
Night Journey, the dance, had its premiere only two and a half years after Appalachian Spring, and it is a close cousin. It too has a stream-of-consciousness narration: Jocasta, as she is about to kill herself, remembering what has happened to her. It too contains soul-delving solos, broken up by ensemble dances. Here, however, the ensemble is a darker element. As the story was taken from Greek tragedy, so the corps is the equivalent of Greek tragedy’s chorus. They tell us how to feel: afraid mostly. In this piece Graham pushed her habitual economy to its limits.’ — Joan Acocella

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To Be Alive (1965)
‘Most of the exhibits of the New York World’s Fair were real: models and buildings that portrayed the future and the past. But one of the most acclaimed exhibit of the fair was the Johnson’s Wax pavilion – a short movie called to be alive!

‘Part of it was a gimmick. This was a few years after Cinerama brought the (mixed) wonders of a super wide screen to theaters, but the fad had not quiet died yet. To be alive! tried something similar, but instead of having three cameras projecting across one extra wide screen, it use three regular-sized screens separated by a foot of black. This was easier to deal with technically, and audiences learned to ignore the black space immediately.

The movie is the musings of a narrator, who, tired of the rat race,* starts to wax poetic about how things were when he was a child. The movie starts with the life of a child, and then follows a life span as it celebrates human existence.

‘The strength of the film is in its images, which show people from all over the world, doing what the love and enjoying the world around them. The three-screen format was a feast for the eyes.

‘The film was a sensation. The New York Critics Film Circle gave it a special award, unprecedented for a nontheatrical film. It was considered ineligible for an Oscar because of its format, so they cut it down into on single-screen version that played in LA and won the award for documentary short.’ — Chuck Rothman

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! God, I hope your heat abates. We’re being so lucky here in Paris. Velocicoaster was fantastic, very fast and inventive. Would definitely be in my top 10 favorite coasters. Did you get your tattoo? What’s ‘the figure’? What did your bro get? Ha ha, I spent a few minutes trying to unsuccessfully (but pleasurably) imagine what having his asscheeks as lungs would feel like. I finally got a full night of sleep last night, so I’m ready for your orgy love, thank you, and of course you’re invited. We can split the dungeon rental. Love inviting you along to a coffee I’m having in the next couple of days with a famous young pop star (whom I can’t name, at least not yet) and his boyfriend, G. ** Sypha, Hi, James. I expected to loathe ‘Tenet’, and I was so surprised that I didn’t that I might have given it more credit than it’s due, but I thought, Okay, a 200+ million dollar tricky, incoherent film is kind of cool. ** Bill, Hi. Those slaves made ‘The Sluts’ seem like a milk-fed puppy. I think my publisher is at least thinking of getting me to SF for a bookstore reading re: ‘I Wished’, and I’ll push for that. Would be very cool to see you! ** David Ehrenstein, Howdy, David. Okay … Everyone, Mr. Ehrenstein has a message/offer for y’all. Here he is to tell you about it. David: ‘Dear Dennisitas. I’m having a sale. LAVISHLY ILLUSTRATED FILM BOOKS FOR SALE. Martin Scorsese’s “The Irishman”, George Clooney’s “The Midnight Sky,” Audrey Hepburn $50.00 each. numerous books, CDs and DVDs for sale at bargain prices. Call me and come over ASAP. Cheers, David Ehrenstein.’ I hadn’t heard that use of that term before. I wonder if S.E. Hinton took the name of Ponyboy Curtis in ‘The Outsiders’ from that. ** Steve Erickson, God knows the world needs non-creepy executioners. I mostly admire Tim Hunter because of ‘River’s Edge’, but I remember thinking ‘Tex’ was quite good, and ‘The Failures’ was pretty interesting, as I recall. I have friends who think highly of ‘Control’, but I haven’t seen it. Ha ha, a ‘Meg’ sequel. ** _Black_Acrylic, Yes, the blog clock is functioning again. Excellent that you’re writing and going to take that short stories class. Love what you did when you were back in the heat of your writing prioritising days. ** Corey Heiferman, Very kind of you to hope Cargo would get to snuggle up in bubble wrap. Great about the poetry nights, and about the festival! You’re cooking. Oh, hm, I don’t specifically recall how doing the reading series at Beyond Baroque way back when affected my writing. I seem to have written a lot. I think the fact that I was doing a lot of readings myself back then probably had a big affect. Maybe not the same thing, but it took me quite a while to get my footing as a writer in the early years of doing the blog. It really ate up my creativity and rhythm for a while. But I eventually sorted it. Is that what you mean? ** T, A pretty penny, wouldn’t you think? Me too re: being so impressed and envious about the slaves’ (and escorts’) writing. Funny that. I do edit the texts a bit, but the meat and spin of them is all theirs. I always imagine they’re very emotional when they write their texts, and I think that’s where a lot of the force and maybe creativity comes in, but I guess they could be calculating bastards for all I know. Anyway, yeah, good stuff. Yes, moot your idea to him! He could be your gift horse (whatever that means). My weekend was basically a wash of sleep deprivation-related blah, but the bad spell might have broken last night. Life feels possible this morning. At least you got through the reunion with your wits intact? Oh, Nemours. I see that one can travel from there to Paris, to and fro, by RER in 1 hr 9 minutes. Only 8 stops. And your Paris arrival/departure spot is Gare de Lyon. Not bad at all. Let’s definitely hang. Yeah, keep me posted. And happy Monday! ** Misanthrope, Thanks, pal. What’s been going on with you? ** Brian, Hi, Brian! Yeah, a wilder than even usual bunch. Totally get the anxiety. Like I’m sure I’ve said, to me, moving homes is inherently really stressful, even if it’s just across town. But, yeah, the liberation once you’re in the new digs and arranging your stuff there can be quite heady. So glad you liked ‘Satyricon’. An all-time fave, and, me too, definitely my fave of his films. Nuts. Those sets. Those set pieces. It even makes Jodorowsky’s extravaganzas seem like high school productions. My weekend was just a haze due to awful, awful jet lag, but I think, hope, I’m in the clear as of today, but we’ll see. I’m raring to make up for lost time. Is your week dawning all right? Best of the best! ** Right. Alexander Hammid is best known, when he’s known at all, as Mr. Maya Deren, but he made some very interesting films both with and without her. Investigate the oeuvre, if you will. See you tomorrow.

“Hello I’m a pony artist. I wear a pony hood, collar, latex skin, tail and leash and my behaviour is very animalistic except for the artistic talent and one “deformed” human hand. I’ll come to your place and draw you naked. I’ll make three drawings and you get to keep one.”


sentencedtodeath, 20
Hello! I’m 20yo italian guy. I’m working to organize my execution, in Berlin, Germany, on the second half of July. We need to collect killers, witnesses, a doctor, more victims if someone wishes to die with me.

The scene will be set up about so:

I will be charged of murder and sent to a process. All killers will be witnes. The sentence is fixed: GUILTY. the convicted will be sentenced to death.

The execution should be made by firing squad or by stabbing, by all killers, to the bare chest of the convicted.

The general master and judge is already available, and he’s the person to contact to present our candidating: you can choose the role: killer, controller, doctor.

Place: Berlin, Germany – or around


TwistedFuck – July 29, 2021
i regret that I was not a member here early in the summer so that I could have executed you – slice your hard abs open & my pulled your intestines out. i would have done so without seeming like a creep, which I hopefully don’t appear to be!

SHANNETT – July 8, 2021

Whybother – July 3, 2021
Someone’s a little touchy. I wasn’t even being sarcastic. Kisses friend. Mwuahh!

sentencedtodeath (Owner) – July 3, 2021
Why this question, whybother? this is a group of people who loves killing, or loves real dead people… do u deserve your sarcasm for all other people who jerk imagining a real corpse? hahahaha

Whybother – July 3, 2021
Sounds really suspicious. Do you need a hug? No? I’ll give you a hug anyway. How do you say hug in Italian?



annoying_soul, 24
Whether you’re a hippie, a metalhead, a punk or a skinhead, etc. my body is a very safe space to share your fantasies, to not only express what you like, fulfill your wildest needs and desires, but to enjoy yourself and also laugh.

My style is different than other slaves: I’ll make sure to let you have fun, encourage you with clever quips, and also listen to you whenever you want.. It’s never a slash and burn with me.


funwiththisguy – July 19, 2021
You opened my mind and I’m everything I thought I would never be.

Anonymous – July 11, 2021
Omg so ugly. What’s happening in this world.

Patryk22WWA – June 30, 2021
if something is impossible it is possible with him

_God_of_Top_ – June 25, 2021
He is a reminder of what happiness you can achieve by simply trying him even once.



Cargo, 19
Only here hoping to be packed in a crate and shipped somewhere in the world. Don’t care where I’m shipped or how long it takes to get there as long as I’m packed and shipped safely. You or your agent can simply unpack me at the destination and abandon me or keep me as your prize. Your choice.

Stats: white, 6’3”, 32 inch waist, 12.5” feet, 6” cut cock, medium length blonde hair, blue eyes, STD FREE and HIV NEG (not currently on Prep), and shaved body hair.



ButtaliciousCrossdresserBoy, 19
Hey, I’m 19 years old, GAY and I love OLDER! (also really old and ugly) And I don’t want any money for it! ❤

Last night it was a deformed faced man, about 65, with a crooked eye, and best of all these hideous boils on his head.

I just love being with the really old ugliest people ever and am happy and satisfied with it .. ❤

I hope you will accept that!

I also like to dress woman with all the trimmings, nylons and mini etc. Maybe you like that .. ❤ (:

However, I’m a little intelligent .. I hope that’s okay with you too .. ❤


UglyDrunkenFag – July 21, 2021
I wish he was tens of thousands of feet tall.

SeniorSissitzen – July 14, 2021
I like to shove tomatoes up in his ass and pretend he’s a chicken.

Johnmcmurray – July 8, 2021
I’m 81 and I loved rimming him more than breathing

Snowglobe83 – July 5, 2021
I enjoyed him I don’t know what day.



ElusiveStarFish, 19
Please only if you are older than 50. I don’t even answer others. I’m not looking for a relationship or anything like that. Find someone who wants to explore my butt. I would like to know how it feels to be licked out. Not more.


ElusiveStarFish (Owner) – July 8, 2021
I got excessively sweaty.

420allday – July 8, 2021
so how did it feel?

artoffaggotry – July 7, 2021
Nervous guy with fine muscled buttocks that stirred a lot while I rooted around in them 🍑😋



WasStraight, 24
My wife is a nice person but she’s at her wit’s end and is encouraging me to live out my sick fantasy that I’d rather masturbate about than fuck her. She said I can stay until I find exactly what I’m looking for. Here’s what that is for me:

I’m looking for an older 50+ bear who would like to get me barefoot and naked in your car. My size seven smooth little feet on your dashboard. Tie my hands in front so I can sniff poppers. Then you sit in the back seat waiting for that moment. Just after me sniffing poppers, take your belt and wrap around my neck TIGHT and hard. Snap my head back as hard as you can, watch my feet and toes react, chest buck, feet trying to break the windshield. In a matter of seconds, I slow down, feet just twitch, then still. Mmmmmmmm. I have done this many times but the man always let go of the belt. This time, don’t let go. Finish it. Any bear want to do this to me? Hot show for sure.


bound696 – July 10, 2021
Yes you sure are.

WasStraight (Owner) – July 10, 2021
I can’t wait bound696. I’m pretty darn cute and hot! I know you will love it!!!!!

bound696 – July 10, 2021
Who cant find a private place to park ? Yes of course, I cannot wait to get to you.

WasStraight (Owner) – July 10, 2021
You think you could find a private place to park and do this?

bound696 – July 10, 2021
I fit your request. I will strangle you with a bag over your head then slowly decapitate you with a dull butcher knife. But in the end, you are really finished. Understand?



Itsmedavy, 24
Yo I offer everyone the opportunity to rape a boy in real life. I live alone, I am unemployed, no one knows about me, and I can always be raped.


Itsmedavy (Owner) – July 11, 2021
I now have a leg disability. I can still walk I just use a cane.

tornclean – July 6, 2021
his hole opens quite quickly and is not well taken care of!

kinkymaster69 – July 1, 2021
had a one-sided fistfight with him then dragged him in his bedroom for intense bestial sex without restraint

mrjbwants – June 23, 2021
Great back arch.

eddieLovesSubs – June 19, 2021
My only quibble is there wasn’t a moment when it felt believably non-consensual, and god knows I tried.



almostperfection, 18
Hello everybody! My name is Gene and I am from Columbus, Ohio. How’s your day going cause mine is great! Glad that you spent your precious time reading my profile. I am a person who loves to share information about myself personally and talk about myself. I talk so much you will not be able to ask me even the simplest questions. I think this is important information here. On this site I’m looking for an attentive men with whom we will have daily sex. Oh yes, I really want to find such a man here. Write to me soon. I am a 99% perfect person with lots to interest you!


Anonymous – July 15, 2021
No talk so much please

almostperfection (Owner) – July 12, 2021
Updating this with my experiences on this app 😌
-Meanest quote: “Are you competing with a chicken bone to see who’s thinner?”
– How are there bi people here (elite effect? 🤔)
-The people who find me intimidating 🌝
– Many people here with a basic education crisis 🤦🏻‍♂️
– The XL parade 👌🏻
– There are people here who are very scary 👁👁
– “Let’s exploit our superficiality” ✨
– If you have cool tattoos apparently I will bite them 😘
– Serial murderers … be honest please 😐
– I love anime but I don’t like to see pictures of anime in the slaves’ profiles, I just realized 😅
– Weirdest quote: “I want your asscheeks to be my lungs” 😅
– Make everything simple, do not send lots of sentence just like a novel with thousands of words 🌝🤦🏻‍♂️🤣
– People with fake profiles … All good in their lives? 😕

readyornot444 – July 6, 2021
he has a dreamy face and butt, but what a racket!



Punklonghaired, 24
Hi, I own an animal rescue farm & dog kennel in eastern Germany. To be blunt, I’m looking for guys interested to watch a young man being fucked by real dogs & other animals for a small fee.

Yes, he’s been brainwashed & transformed into believing he’s an animal. I understand that’s not everyone’s cup of tea, so if it’s not yours, please just move along.

But if it is, you’re welcome to watch a little degraded animal slut have his holes pumped full of interspecies cum. If you’re an early bird, the best shows tend to happen from 6 to 8 am.

Please note he’s thinner and dirtier than in the photos and has much longer hair.


Playsroughwithothers – June 24, 2021
Bring a cattle prod if you have one :-p



RIPAlexAnything, 23
I am sick to my stomach to inform you guys that the young sub/slave AlexAnything (also known by EnigmaLuxe) from Germany passed away from an intentional drug overdose a few days ago aged 23.

Little dude worked tirelessly every day to give lots of exciting sex and rough stuff to the community here. I know I’m not the only Dom whose mind was blown and dick fully drained by his cute and daring flesh.

Opening our chat conversations from the last few days is killing me every time.

I keep reading them over and over and wait for him to reply. Fucking hell Alex what the fuck happened why did you have to go so uselessly?


RIPAlexAnything (Owner) – July 10, 2021
Thanks all. He was here looking to get destroyed just hours before the croak still hard to believe.

anfieldroad – July 9, 2021
Yo! Glad to hear this! This is way overdue!

Richardforyou – July 8, 2021
He was a Marine w/ two kids.

the5oclock – July 8, 2021
Damn I had such huge plans for his cock. Mehh 😖😤

RIPAlexAnything (Owner) – July 7, 2021
He mentioned that incident in his suicide note unsurprisingly.

Tampachaser626 – July 7, 2021
There’s great vid floating around on the netherweb where EnigmaLuxe is “forced” to watch his GF get forcefully gang banged and snuffed as he’s bound and gagged and getting his ass gang banged by another group of guys.

User2012 – July 2, 2021
so sad. and so typically selfish of him. RIP Alex.

s123s123 – July 2, 2021
imagine that young sexy guy on cold morgue table (emoji)

metalmachine – July 2, 2021
So cute and sexy and now … so much more



need_a_real_priest, 21
Where The Evil Never Ends

Hello, desperately need to meet a real priest.


need_a_real_priest (Owner) – July 2, 2021
I detest sodomy.



pessimistic_alan_is_nonsense, 21
Love arrows knives spears etc piercing my bare stomach.
Would like to fall dead on top a pile of other dead guys!
Love mass battles with dozens of near-naked guys killing and being killed!
Don’t care don’t show emotion to me I cheated on every girl I date.


pessimistic_alan_is_nonsense (Owner) – July 14, 2021
I knew it before I even existed, way before I even became a fetus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I knew for sure when I was a spermazola

MilitaryOwnerOfHoles – July 14, 2021
When did you realize you want to be a corpse?

pessimistic_alan_is_nonsense (Owner) – July 11, 2021
You can sale my meat off

pessimistic_alan_is_nonsense (Owner) – July 11, 2021
I have friend who wants to dismember me but too squeamish to kill me any one interested



Juan, 18
I am in Piedecuesta, Colombia I look for whoever the hell wants me to buy my virginity and my ass forever after I do not care about the person or the country and I urge myself to do whatever it is I’m not bullshit.


JakeR – July 9, 2021
short twink that looks like a Victorian ghost



Best_Bottomever, 18
Looking for a sexual narcissistic, hypersexual psycho to kidnap me for good.

Gaslight me and program my thoughts into believing that my lifelong dream is to become nothing more than a sexual object and that you’re kind enough to fulfil my dream.

Believing that you’re kind enough to rip my clothes to shreds in public, to be molested and raped by you without condoms and lubes. Doesn’t matter if I’m with my friends or family, at school, working or sleeping, being raped by you is essential.

Honestly I’ve got some friends and family members who I know would like to rape me, and I would love to want them to, if you can coerce them. What better than to be raped by everyone I know over and over and over.


Best_Bottomever (Owner) – July 8, 2021
I’m back! How are you doing? I am vaccinated.

Best_Bottomever (Owner) – June 15, 2021
I made this when I was extremely mentally unstable. I no longer associate with this website and anything it stands for.

Pleasure_master69 – June 11, 2021
-The location where I held him captive was 86 miles away from his place but he never complained.
-By the time I got down to business it was long after midnight but he never complained.
-The location was filthy and smelled like death but he never complained.
-I did every fetish I’ve ever imagined on him but he never complained.
-I kissed him like there’s no tomorrow but he never complained.
-I fucked him whenever I wanted as hard as I wanted for 12 hours but he never complained.
-I choked and beat him for the whole night but he never complained.
-Kidnap him! And you’ll never complain! The best victim so far! 5 stars!

Best_Bottomever (Owner) – June 9, 2021
Hey kidnappers, I’m walking around in Soho NYC near Thompson Street right now (2:13 AM) too cute and sexy to miss wearing grey and black.



snatchedbydaddy, 19
I’m a sub inborn thing into being roughly gangbanged, fisted, degraded and used as a toilet by my superior blackmen. I LOVE EATING BLACKMENS FAECES, watch me chew swallow and film me.

I have been a bareback BLACKMEN cumdumpster my hole life since 5th grade and have always been a huge size queen who prides himself on being able to take ANY size cock in my pussy to the balls. BLACKMEN have fucked me 1,2 and 3 cocks at a time and with many objects, from fruits and vegetables to tools, baseball bats. now I really wanna get gangfisted by huge groups of BLACKMEN who wanna shove their arms up my ass and just destroy my fuckhole. l wanna get so loose that I can take 2 arms at a time.


I also love being covered head to toe in shit and fucked.

Be under 32.


xfrenchguyx – July 13, 2021
How does someone become like you? It’s a serious question. I’d be fascinated to know what you were like a year ago, three years ago, in junior high school, as a child, …

domatellaversace – July 9, 2021
While you have a hard-on, he’s really fucking hot, but once you don’t, he’s really fucking not.

Arcaner – July 6, 2021
get yourself a rosebud tube and vac pump. Push your meat out, then use the vacuum to pull more out. Repeat.

snatchedbydaddy (Owner) – July 6, 2021
I am good and loose and show huge gape and rosebud but I want the rose to fall out when I stand up or walk. Any one have tips.

DominusDannyDark – July 4, 2021
I shoved my arm up this skank and yanked it out until I had to peel him off the bed like a melted candle. But if you want a conversation that goes beyond ’uh’ and ‘stop’ get a bag of rocks.



Ben, 18
I stay in corsicana Texas. I go to a remote place on the country or wood, u make me stripe naked and take my clothes away, put them in a pile by ur car. Lead me to the spot u wished to use me, make sure its hard and raw and i please u well. Then u can choose to hang, or roast me, and dispose of what you dont eat of me after wards, or let me go. If u wish to roast me, please drug me and make it a slow process before the fire. Hit me up.

Or it be up to u but id also let u put me in a pre dug hole to use me raw and gave me a 50/50 chance of life or ect, and u could behead me, or whatever u wanted afterwards. Bury me, go over to ur car, start a small fire and throw my clothes in it and watch them burn as u drink a beer.


killmenow – July 12, 2021
Florida here. Hang me.

euroteenboy – July 11, 2021
19, forced castration , tortured and snuff me ..

joeslave – July 10, 2021
me too,
I am 21yo boy and sweet,nassau/queens border, you can castrated me and cut open my belly and pubic area..

BudapestMuscle – July 10, 2021
Sorry, honey, it’s spam. I got one too.

Ben – July 10, 2021
Serious? Yeh damn straiht, i take it, how i call u?

TreffPunktForBoy – July 10, 2021
Hello Ben, I offer you a beautiful apartment here in St. Gallen, Switzerland. The apartment is very big, bright, beautiful. There are 3rd rooms, each room is separate. I myself am the boss; I rent this wonderful location for boys to do sex work. If you need a work permit. I will also create this for you. Call me please. Or send SMS!

darkestblond – July 9, 2021
me too,
castration, whipping, blinding by eye removal, disembowlment.

cocksucker26 – July 8, 2021
same here
Los Angeles
cut open and my beating heart tortured in every way imaginable

preyforyou – July 8, 2021
I am the same. I live in Scotland

rubberapron – July 8, 2021
i know what you mean.
i am a willing victim with slaughter and snuff.
i live in Berlin.



QualityOffensive, 21
Hello I’m a pony artist. I wear a pony hood, collar, latex skin, tail and leash and my behaviour is very animalistic except for the artistic talent and one “deformed” human hand. I’ll come to your place and draw you naked. I’ll make three drawings and you get to keep one.



YouCanHaveItAll, 21
I wanna get a cheap motel room in a city like Vegas, and arrange an all holes open gang bang with a buncha skinny wimpy guys, do a slam and booty bump slam make sure the door is cracked open and get used by as many scrawny little dweebs as possible, after an hour get choked out, kept out with chloro, who knows what Ill wake up too

I don’t kiss man only woman and trans


freakyfrank79 – July 17, 2021
Roger that!

rockbbottom – July 17, 2021
MAN, that would be so fucking hot to have this muscle head strung up and rape his his ass and mouth and torture mutilate and castrate him with you freakyfrank.. i want to chop off one of his hands and one of his feet so i can stuff the stump up his ass.. cut out his tongue and shove it up his ass..

i usually cruise the parks for thug boys that are passed out or sleeping. I take my gun and cuff them, blindfold them, drive somewhere and saw their heads off while they ride my dick.. i get into those fucking hot white heroin boys that are usually passed out on the street with their girlfriends. I offer them $20 if they suck my dick and if they let me fuck them I tell them I will give them $50 – and if their girlfriend watches I will give her $50. Then when they are done, I pull my gun on them, execute and take off.

freakyfrank79 – July 17, 2021
Definitely love my hispanic muscle thugs as my personal playthings to torture, mutilate, and snuff but also don’t mind doing same to arrogant white punks like you either. Love watching a thug struggle as he realizes he’s about to be raped and castrated and gutted as he hangs 😉



Cleopatra&, 21
We 36a act & 21a pass
Me active, vicious, militantly addicted to small tight ass
He militantly passive, tight ass, addicted to large cock; code name: Cleopatra
(nickname for his “performances”)
We are wired 24 hours a-day. Always sexually horned. Always.
We smoke, drink heavily and live on Poppers but you don’t have to.



pozboy, 18
Gay EMO boy want to find a man who’d become ‘obsessed’ with me…. where can I find this?

I know myself very well and I realized that this is what I’ve always been looking for. I’ve always wanted to find a man who’d become ‘obsessed’ with me and everything about me.

I’ve been posting videos on YouTube for YEARS now and I always fantasied that one day a lonely obsessive man would stumble upon my videos and keep watching them over and over and listen to everything I say in them and become obsessed with me and my life story, then he’d want to find me and kidnap me.

I know that sounds kinda crazy but it’s honestly what I’ve always wanted. so please don’t judge.

Where do you think I could find this?

as in, where do you think i could post my videos and find someone who would react like that?

I know that sounds crazy but any advice would be appreciated…

I’m stick thin but I’m defo not Auschwitz.


DenverDanny – July 5, 2021
Emo is an understatement.

pozboy (Owner) – June 16, 2021
My MasterDanny doesn’t mention that he lives in Yemen. It is not easy being here as I see dead bodies and displaced women and children suffering. My life here is probably how you must have imagined.

DenverDanny – June 18, 2021
As of June 15 he is my Emo god. Drool over the smell of him.

gabbbbb08 – June 8, 2021
Try Chaturbate. I look a little like you and I used to do showoffy jerkoffs on there and I had to get three restraining orders against psychos before I quit.



KennytheSlave, 18
Hi guys, kinda scared but glad to be on here now I’m of age. I’ll try to do this all correct. I’m Kenny and I am like 90% sure I’m gay and perverted and I want to get there all the way and be what I feel inside me. I live in a military family so strict. I’m going to be senior in high school this coming Sept. I haven’t really done much other than kissing and that but want to learn and be correct in what guys want. I’m a real easy going guy, kinda shy and more of a follower I guess you’d say. I hope to get up courage to post sexier pix but since just joining today on June 2 I put one of my favorite poster signs about control by a guy over me, running things behind me, behind the curtain.

Long term I’m looking for a man who will cut my penis off.

I mean that I want my penis cut off.

Do you love scratching a boy’s body? I can offer you scratching. Are you interested?

Ps. Bonus points for anybody who wants me to shit in their mouth. If your a shit eater let me know. But don’t make a mess. If I’m shitting in your mouth I expect it to stay there.

I’m also into fantasy executions and stuff.


makemefeelgood82738 – July 20, 2021

callmecaleb – July 17, 2021
Feed it to an animal? What a waste! Unless the animal was me. Take your head and eat the face off. Scoop out your brains and gobble them raw. Rip off your scalp and lick the bloody skull. Then sleep with it. Fuck it. Kiss it. “Alas poor Yorick”

KennytheSlave (Owner) – July 17, 2021
Still looking for a man to take my head and either use it as a toy, or eat it, or feed it to your animals.

KennytheSlave (Owner) – July 12, 2021
Looking to find someone to bury me alive, hog tied on my back, torture me with the breathing tube and then let me go. and when burying me take and break my glasses so i can’t see.

KennytheSlave (Owner) – July 10, 2021
I have this fantasy of being brainwashed by an adolescent boy that I don’t know what to do with.

KennytheSlave (Owner) – July 10, 2021
Some things I have done so far that I really enjoyed:
1) Went camping overnight with some guys where I provided all the manual labor that was needed (putting up the tent, loading/unloading, tidying, clearing the site) and all personal services (urinal, toilet, spittoon, etc). I was given no food and minimal water.
2) I was pegged out outdoors, unable to move in the sun for a few hours, expose to the heat and also insects whilst a man had a BBQ/picnic and watched the entertainment of me suffering for his pleasure.
3) I was hung from a tree, chains by my wrists, feet not touching the floor while a man and his five friends sat around viewing as each one took turns thrashing with a whip (50 – 100 strokes for each guest present).



2die4, 21
Rent a secure location. Soundproof, ultra-discreet entrance and exit, clean up and disposal included.



dangerouus_man, 18
very very private guy here, masculine, come off straight naturally, I don’t have to “try”, into wedgies, indian sunburns, wet willies, tit twisting, snot rockets, lougies, and swirlies.

*** I cannot stress this enough. if you come off gay in any way, voice / demeanor / behavior / interests, whatever, I am not attracted to you or interested in you. Please respect that. NO GAY PEOPLE. No gay people that get off having sex with other gay people. You are mentally ill and I will block you immediately ***

I’m attractive, intelligent, great sense of humor, infinitely curious, sensitive deep down, and so full of love. I’m not a whore like most of the low self esteem gay weirdos on these websites.

I am a catch, and we are rare as fuck these days.


yngbear – July 18, 2021
I will hold my review until you make it up to me

Atlanticman – July 13, 2021
God you stink of saliva!

Anonymous – July 9, 2021
His farts sound like a dying elephant.



flawlessdiscord, 18
Suprise bitch, bet you thought you’d seen the last of me!


Anonymous – July 12, 2021
alcoholic, unemployed, crying, gay, mentally unstable, single, dead, addicted to chicken nuggets

DerTry046 – July 12, 2021
Not sure what this is about. As stated in one of the pix, he is dead, died in a car accident in April.



lonelycutter, 18
Cut 1 = epidermis, safe as long as you clean it. Cut 2 = dermis / “styro”, needs butterfly bandage at least. Cuts 3 and 4 = fat layer, needs stitches, high chance of infection, can be deadly. Cut 5 and beyond = muscle layer, go there don’t go back!!!

* I do 4 fairly regularly and dont get stitches I just disinfect it. Leaves the best scars.

** DO NOT start cutting if you haven’t already, it fucking sucks ass and is really hard to stop because it’s really addictive.


TheHandicap – July 22, 2021
I have Cerebral Palsy. but I can use a knife independently but sometimes need help because I have a walker. If this sounds good to you, swipe right.


Demise, 18


Demise (Owner) – July 9, 2021



caligula2021 , 23
ANYONE KNOW HOW TO DISPOSE OF A DEAD SCHIZOPHRENIC? I’ll fucking murder him – I mean it. He’s driving me as crazy as he is. I’m at the end of my tether, and he’ll be at the end of my tether when I put a rope round his neck and sling him out window. If you come and collect the poisonous little cunt you can do what you want with him. You can drape him over his gravestone and fuck his dead arse until the top of his poxy head blows off for all I care…


caligula2021 (Owner) – June 26, 2021
Funny, I just snatched one of those missing schizo boys six days ago. That was fast. Total lunatic, very cute, big cock and flying cum. I’ll let you know.

Deaf3279 – June 26, 2021
BTW, there are lots of young handsome abductable guys in Bulgaria who are schizo. Check the site lipsva.com, it’s for missing people. If you read the details most of the missing young cute guys are all suffering from schizo.

caligula2021 (Owner) – June 24, 2021
He’s been put on a section 4 and detained until this coming Sunday as a danger to other people, then he’s up for full assessment. He hasn’t a hope in hell of passing that. So he’ll be put on a secure ward till a panel decides he’s safe to be let out, like last time. He could be in there for the next couple of years. He’d be okay if he took his olanzapine, but he’s totally convinced it’s going to make him fat.

caligula2021 (Owner) – June 23, 2021
Cheers m8. He didn’t even look at me when they led him out.

Deaf3279 – June 22, 2021
You are doing the right thing.

caligula2021 (Owner) – June 22, 2021
He went totally apeshit and attacked me. I’ve slung him in the bedroom and locked him in. I can’t take any more of this, Deaf. I’m not going to kill him, I just wanted to share my feelings while I pluck up courage to ring the crisis management team and they’ll come and take the poor sod to a secure ward and he’ll be re-sectioned and probably never let out again. You warned me that he was evil but I didn’t want to listen. Well now I know. Right, I’m going to ring the team now.

Deaf3279 – June 22, 2021
OMG, what happened?




p.s. Hey. Warning: Jetlag at the helm. ** G, Hi, G! I’m happy you liked the kissers. Well, that’s very kind of you to say but I dare say your wonderful book needed no help from the likes of me. Wow, thank you for reviewing ‘I Wished’. I hope you like it, gulp. xo. ** h (now j), Hey, pal. Very good to see you! My vacation was very nice, thank you, despite my now being punished with jetlag, alas. Thank you, and will do, and you too. ** Dominik, Hi, D!! Despite requiring us to be outside all day every day in the most horrible heat and humidity, the amusement parks were a total blast. Great news about your brother’s return. I hope you guys get up to all kinds of mischief. A fired-up SCAB presence sounds very good, of course. Thank you for the anti-jetlag kiss. I hope its effect will kick in this weekend. Love with a mental acuity and razor sharp wit that I can only just barely glimpse through a thick fog at the moment, G. Have a great weekend! ** Bill, It only showed up once, you’ll be happy to hear. Or I mean read. As soon as my brain is no longer a bunch of mush, I’ll try to remember vacation-y stories of note. Oh, new piece! Can you characterise it? Or share it when it’s real if nothing else? ** Sypha, Hi, James, thanks. Plane movies … uh, let me try to remember. It was almost all old blockbusters I was catching up on. Mmmm … ‘300: Rise of an Empire’ (watchable, nothing much), ‘Aquaman’ (not as bad as I’d imagined), ‘Pacific Rim’ (ok), ‘The Golden Compass’ (strangely pleasurable), ‘The Meg’ (awful but funnish), ‘Wonder Woman 1984’ (pretty terrible), ‘Tenet’ (I expected to hate it, and I didn’t), ‘Spaceship Earth’ (interesting subject, so-so film) … There were a few more, but I can’t remember what they were. Jeez, good luck with the mouth stuff. Mine was a gum infection that is stable for now, but I have to get a bunch of work done on it longterm, ugh. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, B. I’m happy to know you’re making steady progress on the righting of the physical wrong, but it does sound very labor intensive. Your latest Play Therapy didn’t cure my jet lag, but it made me forget it existed for quite a while, which is relatively huge. Kudos! That Bobby Orlando cover is indeed nuts! ** Steve Erickson, Hi. My jet lag is pretty miserable, to be honest. Unfortunately I take Melatonin every night of my life, so it isn’t a big help right now. Melatonin used to be frowned upon in France, but now you can buy it in every health food store easily. I go back to the States, and LA, in September to do promo/readings for my novel, so hopefully Zac and I can make real progress on the film then. We’re kind of stuck until the funding is secured. There’s a feeling that it might be secured in September, meaning we can shoot in February, which is our hope, but we’ll see. We can’t do too much until the funding is there because that will determine our budget and shooting time, and we can’t start hiring people until know what we can pay them and when they’ll be needed. But we’re strategising and fiddling with the script and working with Puce Mary on the sound aspect. I’ve wanted to see ‘Smiley Face Killers’, largely because Tim Hunter directed it. That’s interesting to know. I’ll try to seek it out more aggressively. Thanks, man. ** T, Hi, T. I know that quote but I also can’t remember who originated it. Bataille wouldn’t surprise me, yeah. I’m happy if that post added a little mileage to your poem. That’s more than I hoped it would accomplish. I go back to LA to do a reading (and work more on the film) in September. If we do get to shoot it in February-ish, I’ll be spending a lot of time in LA this fall/winter organising everything. Your question about my ideal theme park ride will need some thinking time on my part, both because I’m jetlagged/brain dead and because I think about dream theme park rides all the time. For sure it would be some kind of elaborate dark ride with roller coaster elements/parts. I’ll think. Thank you for asking. Your idea for a ride sounds great. I would ride and ride it, even if it had a three hour long wait/line to get in, which it undoubtedly would. You accepted the Paris adjacent teaching job! Wow, that’s theoretically great! So, presumably we could hang out and have espressos and stuff. An hour away isn’t bad at all. Cool. What’s the name of the exact locale/city again? You are doing pretty well, yeah, I sure think so. Excellent. Have a wonderful weekend. ** Okay. This month’s slave contingent is yet another pretty wild and dark one. Survive. See you on Monday.

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