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Marguerite Duras’ Films Day

 

from Intense Vocalization: Marguerite Duras
by David Ehrenstein

‘ The Marguerite Duras retrospective at the Film Society of Lincoln Center this month—18 years after the celebrated auteur’s death—presents an ideal opportunity to contemplate her place in the history of cinema. For while Hiroshima Mon Amour, the screenplay she wrote for Alain Resnais to direct, became an international success in 1960 (and remains a touchstone of “art cinema” to this day), the films she subsequently created on her own, beginning in 1969 with Destroy, She Said, have been alas, for the happy few. …

Destroy, She Said unfolds in the garden of a country hotel adjoining a forest that threatens the soigné guests (Michael Lonsdale, Henri Garcin, Nicole Hiss, Catherine Sellers) in some strange, difficult-to-define way comparable to to the “something” that so unsettles the upper-crust swells in Edward Albee’s A Delicate Balance. Low-key in tone, it does not seem like the sort of “art film” designed to break new ground. But it does so, and by explicit intention: Duras described her text as “a book that could either be read or acted or filmed or, I always add, simply thrown away.” The key word in this is “book,” as literature is always primary for Duras—even in the midst of the seemingly resolutely “cinematic.” It’s not by accident that Lonsdale—soon to emerge as a key Duras interpreter—plays a character called “Stein.” His name is derived from Duras’s novel The Ravishing of Lol V. Stein, the most crucial work of her entire oeuvre. …

‘Duras had no hope of replacing “real movies” with her conditionally tensed ones, but she went on making her sui generis works anyway—aided by a curious “real-life” character named Yann Andrea. A fan of India Song, Andrea entered Duras’s world in 1980 when he helped her through a “rest cure” designed to stem her alcoholism. His account of this, in a 1983 book entitled M.D., was met with some degree of critical interest. Duras’s own interest in Andrea quickly became an obsession. He appears with Bulle Ogier in Agatha et les lectures illimitées her 1981 reworking of elements that first appeared in her early biographical novel Un barrage contre le Pacifique (aka The Sea Wall), filmed by René Clément as This Angry Age in 1957. While Anthony Perkins and Sylvana Mangano play characters based on Duras and her brother in Clement’s version, their emotional conflict doesn’t go so far as incest, which is frankly discussed in Agatha. As nothing in the film is conventionally dramatized (Andrea and Ogier are seen wandering about the lobby of a hotel on the Normandy coast that also served as a setting for her India Song variation avant la lettre, La Femme du Gange, in 1974), no acting in the conventional sense was required. …

‘Curiously, Duras ended her filmmaking career with something resembling the conventional. Les Enfants began life as a 1970 book she wrote for children entitled Ah! Ernesto, later filmed by Jean-Marie Straub and Danièle Huillet in 1982 as En rachâchant (a rendition Duras disliked; also part of the retrospective’s shorts program). The story concerns a little boy who doesn’t want to go to school lest he learn things that he doesn’t already know. Les Enfants expands this slim tale to feature length with the novelty of having Ernesto played by an adult actor, Axel Bogousslavsky. It’s wryly amusing in a way quite unusual for Duras. More importantly, it’s shot in a more or less ordinary style, with actors playing actual characters and speaking words on screen in the usual manner.

‘That Duras would conclude her filmmaking career in this manner must be regarded in the context of a career that was devoted to textual elucidation. One suspects that the success of her novel The Lover in 1984—an overwhelming hit with both critics and the general public—put her off from filmmaking. Jean-Jacques Annaud’s 1992 adaptation of this tale, which was another derivation from the Un barrage contre le Pacifique cycle and which related how her family pimped her out to a wealthy Chinese man, was served up in the plush “high-class” erotic style of the Emmanuelle films. In what you might call anticipatory retaliation, Duras in 1991 wrote The North China Lover, a “remake” of The Lover adding details that the first version of Duras’s original novel didn’t include, all folded into an explicit critique of the film she suspected (with good reason) Annaud was putting together.’

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Further

Marguerite Duras @ IMDb
Association Marguerite Duras
Société Internationale Marguerite Duras
Les Écrits de Marguerite Duras
‘La petite cuisine de Marguerite’
‘In Love with Duras’ by Edmund White
‘The obsessions of Marguerite Duras’
‘The Art of Fugue: on Marguerite Duras’s Film Aesthetics’
Interview avec Marguerite Duras
‘Yann Andréa, la dernière énigme de Marguerite Duras’
‘Initiales M.D. (Marguerite Duras) (+ DVD)’
‘Marguerite Duras, l’éternel retour’
Lettre de Marguerite Duras à Alain Resnais
Film: ‘Marguerite, A Reflection of Herself’
‘NOUVEAU ROMAN CINEMA: MARGUERITE DURAS’
‘The Film Society to Fete Marguerite Duras with October Retrospective’

 

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Extras


Marguerite Duras – “Écrire” (ARTE)


MARGUERITE DURAS À PROPOS DE L’AN 2000


Jean Luc Godard – Marguerite Duras

 

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L’interview imaginaire
from Versatile Mag

 

In 1996, you decide to stop everything, to not write a single line anymore. Do you feel like you’ve covered the subject, that you have nothing left to say?

Marguerite Duras: Sometimes you just get caught up in the game. Just before 1996, I had written a book called C’est tout. That’s it, there are events in life, kind of like a passion you can’t escape, and I could have kept writing, I could have kept reworking, making variations of my works, endlessly.

Few voices have spoken up about your writings, do you regret this lack of controversy?

M.D.: Nonsense! Bullshit! I’ve spent my life the target of controversies. I’ve always divided what they call ‘the literary world,’ I supposedly wore too many hats when the only one that suits me is being a writer. Writer, but not literature. Writer.

In 2014… 2014, the Pléiade… And otherwise, I’ve always been accused of self-indulgent gibberish, always, judged a limited vocabulary, people didn’t understand why Gallimard allowed one of my books to be published with so many grammar mistakes! And my stint in journalism, for Libération, that stirred up controversy. Like, for instance, over the Petit Grégory case. So, controversies: all the time.

These criticisms mainly concern your stage and film adaptations, which, on the other hand, have been challenged…

M.D.: So, there are two things. There are the films I made myself. That I wrote and directed myself. These are films that could now be called art-house films. It’s my way of talking about cinematic writing, of showing that it wasn’t necessarily narrative, that you could make films differently. After that, I did collaborate with cinema and it went very well: Alain Resnais’s Hiroshima mon amour is still a “classic,” after all. Then, there were certain adaptations that we all know about, like The Lover, which was adapted by Jean-Jacques Annaud. We didn’t agree, but he had obtained the rights… But it allowed me to make a book, and a good book, to revisit The Lover after a few years and release a book called The Lover from the North of China. A book where I wrote my film, that is to say, The Lover from the North of China is the film written of The Lover… which was much more successful than The Lover, the film.

Most of your stories are taken from your life, during the glory days of French colonialism. Is it a kind of nostalgia?

M.D.: Not nostalgia at all, it’s a setting. There was the setting of Indochina, what we called the Indochinese cycle, but afterward, there were other settings, other cycles in my work. There’s no question of nostalgia. I rather explain the flaws of colonialism. And otherwise, the themes of my work, the themes that supposedly I take up, modulate, and stretch, the relationship to the mother, the mother who necessarily is all-powerful, but who inevitably falls short. And then there is the romantic encounter, women, variations of women. I also talk a lot in my books about unique, humid, and hot seasons. I talk about social transgression. I often talk about colonialism, but not the flashy colonialism: I often talk about white people, the average little whites, and how they positioned themselves within colonialism. But I also talk a lot about the Holocaust.

Unlike your writings, which are decidedly focused on the past, you seem to appreciate youth, at least in your choice of companions. Is it a way of looking toward the future?

M.D.: The future? I don’t give a damn. Well, it’s easy to say that when you’re published in the Pléiade, but I’m more – and that’s why you’re asking me about the age of my companions – someone who is in the present. It’s not about the future at all; it’s about being in the present and about to soak up everything the present can contain.

What are you trying to forget?

M. D.: I write, so naturally, when you write, you don’t forget, you summon. It’s pretentious to say you’re alone in front of your sheet. I summon, and in a way, you could say I transcribe what I have summoned, so I’m not trying to forget: I drink more to face all those I summon, all those I can’t forget.

In your opinion, who could take up your torch?

M.D.: (Long pause) A torch to light what? Many people call themselves my heirs, but I think there are plenty of people who think they write, who think they write books, while they write nothing. You have to write as an absolute necessity, urgently: sure, why not? But the torch, no. I’m not a leader, contrary to what’s been said, I never belonged to the Nouveau Roman, I’m just Marguerite Duras, M.D. What would be the essential and eternal qualities.

About literature?

M.D.: As I said before, writing, writing with a purpose, with generosity, not pretending to write, but actually writing, convincing yourself that what you write is essential.

For you, what makes a good book?

M.D.: I don’t know.

If you were invited to dinner, what would be the ideal menu?

M.D.: Before talking about the content, let’s talk about the setting. It would be eating in Normandy, by the sea, at my hotel, Les Roches Noires. Or down near my place in Paris, in Saint-Germain-des-Prés. Peasant-style cooking. I cook myself like a peasant. In Saint-Germain-des-Prés, it could be at Les Prés aux Claires or Le Petit Saint-Benoît. I love peasant cuisine in Neauphle, in the house I bought with the money I made from Barrages contre le Pacifique… There, I really liked cooking, it took time. I would cook when my friends were either sleeping or out for a walk. I had the whole afternoon, I would cook in the kitchen, I used to make shopping lists. Shopping lists that were even found published in the Pléiade. You can’t mess around. That’s cooking that simmers a lot, that stews, as they say. If there’s no lemon in the kitchen, there’s nothing. And then, there’s the Vietnamese omelette. The Vietnamese omelette, along with peasant cooking, is what I love the most. After my death, my son published a cookbook: *The Cooking of Marguerite Duras*. Well, Yann Andréa had it banned. It’s true that it wasn’t very literary. With François Mitterrand, we talked a lot about food, even though I never saw him eat ortolans, hidden under his napkin.

During this meal, what topics of discussion should be avoided?

M.D.: None. None, except maybe literature or literary criticism, but otherwise, you have to talk. You have to stir ideas around.

What background sound would you like to hear?

M.D.: *Moderato Cantabile*. Moderate and singing. Music always connected to passion. What I especially love about these meals – and maybe what could be interesting about them – is that I love music when it disrupts the narrative flow, when you have to stop because you’re so intrigued or mesmerized by the music, and then you have to get back to the story. That’s what’s interesting. I love little songs: When the Lilacs Bloom, My Love… You know, all those pre-war things, or even more classical stuff like Bach’s The Art of Fugue, which I listened to a lot when my son was taking piano lessons. You’re aware. Aware of those stories where little boys take piano lessons while the mothers fall in love.

 

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15 of Marguerite Duras’ 22 films

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La musica (1967)
‘Marguerite Duras’ La Musica, which she adapted from her own short two-character play, is about a husband and wife who meet three years after their formal separation, when they return to the provincial town where they once lived to pick up their divorce decree. In the film’s longest sequence, which I suspect is pretty much the total of the play, He (Robert Hossein) and She (Delphine Seyrig) come together in the lobby of their hotel, at first acting like anxious, rueful ghosts. They circle each other in carefully choreographed movements; alternately each literally frames the other by his own person and by his mirror image. (Miss Duras loves to see things in and through glass—mirrors, windshields, windows). The revelations, though obliquely made, are quite specific. She was unfaithful. He once planned to murder her, She, unknown to him, once tried to commit suicide. La Musica is intellectually chic moviemaking of the sort that is quite entertaining while it is going on but practically ceases to exist, even as a memory, when it’s over. Hossein and Miss Seyrig read their lines with style and look marvelously unhappy, she, especially, in blond bob that evokes the 1930’s and the image of Lilyan Tashman.’ — New York Times


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Destroy She Said (Détruire dit-elle, 1969)
‘In a secluded hotel circumscribed by a dense forest Max and Alissa Thor meet Stein and Elisabeth. Max, a professor of future history and an aspiring author, is immediately attracted to the brooding wife of industrialist Bernard Alione, Elisabeth, who is recovering from a miscarriage. Stein, a German Jew and potential writer, is infatuated by Alissa, Max’s young wife and former student. During their sojourn the guests’ identities gradually meld. While playing cards, for example, each guest anticipates the others’ observations. Although her friends remain at the resort, the insecure Elisabeth leaves upon the arrival of her worldly husband. Destroy, She Said is a madhouse in its narrative and dialogue with contradictions within sentences. A triumph performance from Catherine Sellers sells the crazy with wonderful panics and confusion wayward bursts.’ — collaged


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Yellow the Sun (1971)
‘The whole film takes place in a single room where representatives of the two political forces and their enemy “the Jew” are gathered. A female character establishes the dialogue between these individuals and comments on the ideology of each, and then everyone seems to rally to a common idea.’ — MUBI

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Nathalie Granger (1972)
Nathalie Granger is aesthetico-philosophical opus-film. The strictest logic of its visual images step by step moves us, the viewers, to the feeling that we, while observing the still and harmonious life in a quiet and prosperous household, never expected to get – the feeling of the incompatibility between traditional (over-worldly) spirituality (as it exists and flowers in religious and/or ideological beliefs) and… children’s psychological needs. It is the one of the miracles of this film that the concept of traditional (above-worldly) spirituality is not defined but is impersonated by two profoundly intelligent actresses: Jeanne Moreau and Lucia Bose. They both incarnate over-worldliness with miraculous naturalness of complete immanency. They live eternity as if it is possible to breath when you are inside it. To watch Nathalie Granger is challenging as well as a stimulating and rewarding experience for all those who in their life and thinking don’t follow the authoritarian clichés and seductive songs of entertaining ads but are prone to try to make up their own minds about life and the world.’ — actingoutpolitics.com


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India Song (1975)
‘Marguerite Duras creates a sensual, yet abstract and enigmatic exposition on longing, isolation, haunted memory, and obsolescence in India Song. Duras integrates highly stylized, yet integrally personal (and relevant) impressionistic images of her youth in then-French Indochina and the radical nouveau roman structure that has come to define the novelist turned filmmaker’s mid-century avant-garde literature within the classical framework of tableaux imagery that redefines the syntax of traditional (and particularly cinematic) narrative. From the opening sequence of ambiguous, (but implicitly colonial) foreign landscapes, Duras establishes the dissociation between the visual and the aural through incongruous and aesthetically formalized tableaux juxtapositions that, in turn, reflect the film’s overarching themes of alienation and estrangement: exclusive use of non-diegetic sound to serve as a surrogate contextual (anti) narrative; visually distanced, non-confronting dialogue through mirrored angles (a technique similarly implemented in Alain Resnais’s Last Year at Marienbad); pervasive musicality through a slow rhythm waltz that conveys the film’s paradoxical sense of displacement and stasis through its languid pacing, recursiveness, and melancholic tone; repeated references to leprosy that ingeniously evoke an implicit association between isolation (through disease quarantining) and colonies (lepers and imperialism). Inextricably bound in the performance of the empty social rituals of their class, these aimless, privileged colonialists embody the adrift and inutile fleeting vestiges of a crumbling empire, reduced to the imperceptible glow of an anecdotal setting sun against an inherently sovereignless – and unconquerable – eternal landscape.’ — Strictly Film School


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Son nom de Venise dans Calcutta désert (1976)
‘The film is a sequel to her 1975 film India Song and features Delphine Seyrig reprising her role as Anne-Marie Stretter. The film premiered at the 1976 Cannes Film Festival in Directors’ Fortnight. Duras demonstrates that the disease and suffering of the Indians symbolically infects the Europeans as well. Thus, she asserts: One of the external signs of the fissuring of the seemingly watertight compartmentalized colonial society is the deep sense of malaise and maladjustment which is wearing out its white inhabitants. In spite of the vast paraphernalia of protective artifices, the Europeans find their presence in the colony quite intolerable.’ — collaged

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Entire Days Among the Trees (1976)
Des journées entières dans les arbres is a 1976 French film directed by Marguerite Duras, based on her novel. Prior to directing a film version of the novel, Duras had already modified it into a stageplay that had enjoyed a theatrical run.’ — found

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Baxter, Vera Baxter (1977)
‘Images of the seaside again at the beginning of the film, when Carlos d’Alessio’s music starts playing. This song will continue to play the entire 90 minutes of the film. It’s maddening! It’s exhilarating. Especially given the contrast between the catchy nature of the relentless music and the lethargy of the main character, a woman deciding whether to rent a very expensive villa with her cheating husband’s money. It’s supposedly the neighbours who are playing the music. But we never see them. A troubled testament to the eternity of love. Whatever happens, however many times we end affairs, we leave each other, we cheat, we lie, we abuse, love never ends. Part of us can never stop loving. Even if the rest of us is ill equipped to deal with it. And it is ultimately this discrepancy that causes us to hurt each other. Not the lack of love. But its eternal presence.’ — Tale of Tales


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Les mains négatives (1978)
‘The images of the film are Paris at dusk. A city far too great to comprehend on any level other than the superficial, a city that leaves one reeling in Stendhalism. It’s a blank Paris, before the stories of the day play out, it mirrors the “mains negatives” of the title, presence by absence, the hand-print revealed by the blank left when the area round it is covered in paint. The beauty of the city is revealed by the traces that people have left behind, murals, avenues of trees, monuments. Marguerite spoke of these images as images passe-partout, images that allow the narration to infuse them with meaning. It’s good to watch the film without sound first to understand how fully the perception of the images is informed by the narration. The parallel images you don’t see are of pre-historic petroglyphs, stencilled scuplted hand-prints which Duras describes as being in a cave by the sea. These were, in her interpretation, people simply recording their existence, in front of the immutability of the sea and the granite. What they have in common is that all the hands look the same, there’s an equality to each person’s existence implied.’ — oOgiandujaOo, IMDb


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Cesarée (1979)
‘Made up of stills of the Tuileries gardens and its statues by Maillol, Césarée is stamped with the memory of Berenice, queen of the Jews, and of her city of which nothing remains but the name, abandoned following her repudiation. There is this same confusion of time periods and resurgence of narratives in Les Mains négatives. Its dolly shots trace a slow advance through Paris, which is deepened by the reference to the drawings of hands found in many caves dating from the Magdalenian age. Thus comes to a head an ode to humanity, and to all its excluded ones, that daylight, only just risen over the city, has not yet forced into extinction. Its murmur resounds for a long time: “Everything is being crushed, I love you farther than you. I would love anyone hearing me shout that I love you.”‘ — Frac Lorraine


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Le Navire Night (1979)
‘A huge let-down to audiences at the time, Marguerite Duras’ follow-up to her lush and flamboyant India Song is a very different film indeed. Telling the story of two tragic lovers who never meet (the girl is dying of leukemia and daren’t risk face-to-face contact) Duras sets out to communicate this ‘faceless’ relationship to her audience by – and you really won’t believe this unless you see it – barely even photographing the glamorous trio of actors she has hired to star. So if your notion of sheer cinematic bliss is gazing raptly at Mathieu Carriere or Dominique Sanda (OK, I admit it, mine is) then be warned that Le Navire Night may give you a nasty shock. Long motionless takes of the three actors having their make-up put on or wandering – barely visible – round shadowy rooms. For most of the film, the camera pans along deserted Parisian boulevards, or pores over a luscious red dress hanging on a wall. At the end, Duras announces in voiceover that “the story was never shot.” True, on a purely literal level. Yet the sense of frustrated longing that sustains both non-lovers through their passionate non-affair…if we don’t experience that through the methods Duras uses here, why not? Are we incapable of feeling unless we are prompted by the prescribed visual image? Or are we (as Susan Sontag feared) so saturated by images that we can no longer feel at all? To try and put it more simply, why is Marguerite Duras’ way of telling this story any less valid than the conventional techniques that we, as a film audience, expect and demand? Our answer to that question says little about Duras and her film, and everything about us. Why do we feel the need to reduce an emotional tragedy to a visual image? Is it morally acceptable for a film to do that? At once a negation of cinema as it is, and a reaffirmation of what cinema might be, Le Navire Night is a film to be watched with heart and mind and senses wide open. Or not watched at all.’ — David Melville


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Aurélia Steiner (Vancouver & Melbourne) (1979)
‘As is the case with other experimental shorts by Marguerite Duras, the images, although beautiful are almost mood-setters, the main images are evoked in the mind of the viewer by the words of Aurelia Steiner, sometimes, though by no means always, synchronising with the images. For example the shot traverses Notre Dame de Paris, which is actually a white building, but here the stone is yellowed by the late-evening sun, and Aurelia talks about voices (“they’re speaking”) telling her of palaces by streams with thickets of nettles and brambles between them, of island temples, and for a moment Notre Dame is on the Ganges. This reminded me the ideas of writer Italo Calvino and his book The Castle Of Crossed Destinies, in which stories are almost exclusively narrated by the placing of Tarot cards in sequences, the evocative symbols (forest, castle, well, mountain, gibbet) being generators of images that are particular to each reader, Calvino accepting how very much of the story rests in just these small kernels. Aurelia Steiner then, will be a unique experience for whoever watches it. In this way it’s almost anti-cinematic, the viewer isn’t forced to see the fixed images that make up the fantasies of standard commercial cinema. In a special edition of Cahiers du Cinema Duras wrote that she was aiming for an ideal, which was of the “image passe-partout”, to use shots that were neither beautiful nor ugly, which would be exchangeable between a series of texts, images that would take their direction from the narration. If she was aiming for images without beauty she would have been better off not using cinematographer Pierre Lhomme, who shot Army of Shadows, and worked with James Ivory and Ismail Merchant. The collaborators do however create a sense of vacuum with the images on-screen, a cavern that Aurelia’s words fill.’ — IMDb


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Agatha et les lectures illimitées (1981)
‘This film was recorded in Trouville-sur-Mer, in the lobby of the building where Duras lived. She reads the female part of the text and her much younger lover, Yann Andréa, reads the male part. The dry way of saying the words that express such passionate feelings has inspired much of the tone of Bientôt l’été. Not to mention the views of the sea, and the atmosphere of an abandoned resort town.’ — Tale of Tales


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L’homme atlantique (1981)
‘An autonomy of the soundtrack, giving back to writing and to the voice of the writer its importance. A black screen with few images from rushes of the previous “Agathe”.’ — MUBI


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Les enfants (1985)
‘7 year-old boy Ernesto intrigues people around him for several reasons. Despite such a young age, he looks like a man on his 40’s and also seems a little more intelligent than any of his peers – and the latter fact is what causes him to quit school, refusing to attend it because he doesn’t want to learn the things he does not know. His family is very supportive of his actions, even though they don’t have any clue of what’s to become of him; at the same time the school headmaster and a journalist are concerned about Ernesto’s real motivations for leaving school.’ — IMDb

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p.s. Hey. ** Adem Berbic, Now that my world is relit, I’ll absorb ‘Reek of Putrefaction’, thanks. Being precise as a writer is probably more important than being talented, I think. You make the best mistakes when you’re hellbent on precision. I think music might be the most fruitfully studiable form for a writer. Of fiction at least. If you don’t feel the need to be conventionally successful. ** jay, Hi. Odds definitely are on fabrication in that case. I hope your forearms aren’t peeling. Unless you want them to, of course. I’m good, mostly just thrilled to have electricity, hot water, internet again and sooner than anticipated. ** _Black_Acrylic, He could be in a group show with Nicole Eisenman and Sue Williams. I believe England is still in the running? France too, but I guess duh on that. Derek Raymond, great stuff. ** Hugo, Maybe it could be argued that the more jerry rigged plot the better? Plot as roller coaster track? Deadpan can take the ick out of the lyrical, if you ask me. I think what you said makes sense, yes. ** Steve, Oh, I’ll go check. Bandcamp for his music offshoot, I mean. No, but someone knowing my interest in haunts and Halloween suggested to me that I should investigate forensic props if I hadn’t, and I did, and … voila. So much sympathy for your heat. I suspect NYC’s power grid is more prepared than Paris’s. There were more than 60 of those power blackouts I just went through in Paris this week. ** Carsten, Enjoy Zurich. I’ve never quite figured that city out. Or gotten past the impression that it’s very stiff and moneyed, I mean. ** Diesel Clementine, Hi. I only know Clavicular by what comes through my feed, but he seems very, very uninteresting. His reading Proust doesn’t dissuade me from that opinion, at least in theory. You’ve been busy. My power outage kept me from that possibility. I so hope that your best friend doesn’t relapse. Oil painting! Fancy! ** Charalampos, I’m still being force-fed Clavicular, but I can’t imagine that will last much longer. Gary was cruel to a lot of people. Even his good friends. My week sucked, but it’s bettering. In Amsterdam I’m also doing some kind of book-related event and our host is forcing Zac and me to be ‘special guests’ at a gallery opening/show by Gilbert and George, but I have no idea what that means. ** Bill, Outsider art projects perhaps, yes. ‘Rose of Nevada’ … do I know what that is? I’ll find out. Thanks, B. ** HaRpEr //, I hope so: the hot new fantasy. ‘Class Relations’, terrific. Zac’s very influenced by Straub-Huillet. That may account for that ‘PGL’ quality. A Bresson influence on them wouldn’t shock me either. Thank you! ** laura w, I’ve noticed that about the sky vs. hotness, but I haven’t in Paris, but it’s harder to look up and get a decent view here. They’re saying we might get another brutal heatwave starting next weekend. Luckily/hopefully weather forecasting here is almost always way off. I don’t get the Geese worship at all. I mean they’re okay and everything, but … ‘music for people who think that just kids by patti smith is the greatest book ever written’: haha, I think you nailed it. Thanks for the link to the maze store. I’ll go look around shortly. Stay as icy as you can. ** Dominik, Well, hi!!!! Welcome back! Fun: that festival. Wow, big names even. When my nephew was a little kid, he asked me to take him to his first rock concert for his birthday. I let him choose, and he chose The Offspring. That editing gig sounds scarier than it probably was. You’re out of the heatwave now, aren’t you, for a little while at least, like us? The weather is weirdly very pleasant here at the moment. Not for long. Other than the power blackout, which was kind of hell, things have been a little unremarkable but okay. I think we’re finally finishing the new film script today, the gods and Zac willing. jerking off from all the killyourself messages love’s getting, G. ** CS, Hi. I hope what’s keeping you away from here is bettering your life to the max. I’m always around. Enjoy everything. ** ⋆˚꩜。darbbzz⋆˚꩜。, Hi, pal. Are the donuts any good? I’m guessing the coffee probably isn’t. I do know. And it all sounds super sweet, honestly. I’m always incredibly shy when it comes to relationships. Or at least for quite a long time. I don’t really understand how you couldn’t be if it’s authentic. Heat here is down to actual pleasantness, but it won’t last long, that’s for sure. I don’t know Endless Dismal Moans. The name is very charismatic. And ‘psychotically unlistenable’ is attractive too. Have the best fucking time ever at Myrtle Beach!! ** nat, The power cables melted, but I didn’t. Well, as far I can tell. Thanks! ** Okay. Let’s see … oh, the films of Marguerite Duras! That’s a good one. Props to me. And to her most importantly. And to you just as importantly. See you tomorrow.

“ugh, he’s great.”

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Boop, 19
Extreme twisted mind that scares myself.

Comments

Themanyouneed – June 27, 2026
Wow, that’s exactly what I want to do to him! I thought I was alone.

Walter_White – June 27, 2026
What would you say to undergoing laser hair removal to make your body smooth and then having your entire body tattooed black and glossy as much fully blacked out as possible. I would then have the tip of your nose tattooed white or pink along with your hands and feet paws printed white or pink. Your penis and nipples would also be coloured. A permanent metal collar or with tags would then be added. You would then live as my dog 24/7 and be as much dog as I want although I would feed you human food.

BillyTakeMyWilly – June 22, 2026
mentally not there🤍

Sharp_guy – June 19, 2026
I am with him right now and he is making me speechless. I don’t tell too much when I say this is an amazing unbelievable very best experience I have had in my life. Will be hard to accept something less now than the crowning glory I have with him. You will understand after meeting him.




 

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ilovebigthings, 21
You may recognise me as the bottom half of the popular twink porn star duo Ken and Kim. My bottoming talent is globally accredited, nominated for awards consistently- Xbiz, Pornhub, Europa, Grabby’s, etc. Yes, after incessant requests by fans for a one-on-one meet and greet, my Rubicks Cube of an ass and I are now available to be plummeted. And yes it’ll cost you an arm and leg, but I’m not here to convince you. Take a look at my porns, run your wildest fantasies by me, and face the reality that I’m your perfect match.

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ilovebigthings (Owner) – June 13, 2026
He’s still around, he’s just bored with me and he wants to watch other guys use me to see if that’ll rekindle his lust. He’s charging for that because he’s a hyper capitalist.

ROUGHinFL – June 13, 2026
What happened to Ken?

megamaxxx – June 10, 2026
I craved for this ass for longer than a year and I finally managed to meat it. It took just 30 minutes to reduce it to something that makes me slightly nauseous to even think about.

journeyofme – June 8, 2026
Hey little fucker. By way of some very complex & arcane chemical mechanics, your ass doesn’t merely “bring out” the sex pig hiding inside me by dint of social convention, it’s deeper. It somehow triggers and then focuses the part of me that uses innate physical language-making, our instinctual capacity for signification, to sexual effect. I hate to sound all phony-psycho-babble, but I mean your ass doesn’t just work on my cock by way of my brain, it seems to work on my brain on the way back from my cock. I don’t just want to stick my cock in you when I might not otherwise be doing that; I want your ass to express THE FACT OF MY BEING in it. I don’t just feel “really horny” for your ass, I feel like I AM EXEMPLIFYING PENIS ITSELF. It doesn’t just cause arousal, it motivates CARNAL BASENESS. It does to the expressive-brain that same thing that makes me want to strain your gluteal cheeks for 6-1/2 hours and wrench my mouth into TWISTED SNARLING FUCKTUP CONTORTIONS.




 

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Johnny_duh, 19
I prefer to get choked with cock down my throat to the point I can’t breathe. If a top wanted to choke me with his hands or a belt during that I wouldn’t say no. Guys sometimes put a plastic bag over my head and fist me until things to start to fade. A few times guys have used a scarf tied to a door handle then raped my throat until I passed out. If I get snuffed, oh well.

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sameoldchris – June 21, 2026
🎶 Imagine there’s no Johnny, it’s easy if you try 🎶

greatsoul – June 21, 2026
I had a great time with u! You’re a beautiful strangling pig and Fire! Cant get enough off you, I will see you again soon! Next time I m in for the whole experience.

Johnny_duh (Owner) – June 20, 2026
Yes, I’m young, but I don’t want pity because of it.



 

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IwIllkIllmyself, 18
So my 16 yo son is in a sexual relationship with a friend of mine I’ve known for 20 years.. My friend is straight, married, kids etc. don’t know how I feel about it. Their relationship is intense. I keep hearing them upstairs having sex. I hear him being pissed on, shouting for it etc. I hear every word. I keep hearing my son scream. not sure how to handle it.

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SpunkJunkyPissHound – June 4, 2026
Boys need to learn to love their assholes as early as physically possible. No one can threaten you with violation once you know how good it feels to get it filled. My colon was shaped just like my grandpa’s cock long before I was old enough to go hunt cock on my own.

IwIllkIllmyself (Owner) – June 4, 2026
2 years ago I would have reacted with horror and disgust if somebody told me they were turned on by my son, but I have to admit there’ve been occasions where I couldn’t help noticing how incredibly sexy he looks and my trousers would feel a little tight in the front! But I quickly stop myself and remind myself that he is my biological son for crying out load!!

heyyjustgothere – June 4, 2026
Jealous?

Anonymous – June 4, 2026
I raped my son. I naively thought that would bring me a certain peace of mind, in fact, it is quite different.

 

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Prettyboy, 18
Very pretty boy seeking only for sex/live in relationship for fucked up period with Daddy.

Honestly and really dream requirement of my life is this:



When Daddy and bottom both are in love and starving for each other.

Think about me that I could be just for fun as prostitute or something like disposable.

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echothebunny – June 16, 2026
God give me even 1 hour in a remote secure phone signal impairing location with this Devil!!!!

saphir55 – June 15, 2026
These my viable seeds do to me the ass on it once viable in his baggy jeans from me swam and wriggled win it so infinitely sorry because these viable seeds from me just as much as they would have wanted to live out of his baggy jeans.i feel so srry for these viable seeds because they have now been killed by him and have died. How gladly would these viable seeds of mine have lived out of his baggy jeans and they are now deceased and dead;(

JohnWayne – June 12, 2026
I just creamed looking at you and didn’t even touch my cock. It’s too good to be true. You’re my fantasy exactly stuffed and stretched with Multiple huge toys buried in you to their handles from every end. I’m going to pass out if I think about this any longer. My Gawd! I’m so Hott and dripping with sweat standing naked right out of the shower.

Prettyboy (Owner) – June 7, 2026
Have recently had a man administer my first enema and drink it, very humiliating but also good to know how clean I was afterwards.


 

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WeakWeakWeaker, 21
I am Bi and i want someone to completely break my mind till my desire to top and my interest in women is literally fucked out of me.

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obligeme – June 20, 2026
he makes memories hard to forget

199X – June 11, 2026
Just so you know this guy went to prison for fucking two 12 and 13 year old girls. He didn’t tell me until after we had been together a few times. It doesn’t make any difference to me. I wont comment on the morality of what he did. He got caught and was punished as our laws require. He has a hungry ass and thats really all I care about.

Daddyhasatemper – June 11, 2026
OK.. So THIS one is seriously dangerous!! Twisted, raunchy, racist as fuck. Total sociopathic, depraved pervert. Perfect body – with a sixpack you could grate carrots on. Bricks up watching videos of shitheads his age suffering and dying without faking anything … so in conclusion: I am TOTALLY FUCKED.

WeakWeakWeaker (Owner) – June 6, 2026
I’ll obey, if you bring enough alcohol to make me do it.


 

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iwouldlike, 19
Need some real bad ass dudes that get turned on by the idea of ending the life of a “dude” (formerly my daughter). There’s ways to do this without getting in shit, just needs planning. Ya need to be bad boy look, hot body,  tattoos or piercings, big cock. You must be willing to get high as fuck with me and the “dude” and play around for awhile as we explore some hot things. Basically I will want you to start off feeding “him” drugs slowly then add more and more. Want this to make your cock hard and if you do it right I’ll become really into it and horny to the point I start asking you to go all the way. Once I say it, actually want you to drug the “dude” until “he” passes out then you keep going and don’t stop. If you follow exactly how I’d like this to go down (and want you to enjoy it too), you’ll also be getting a 60k dollar reward on top of it. Just need to follow my instructions and trust it because I want this done and “he” won’t be spending my money anymore so why not?

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tallslenderguy – June 11, 2026
Sexual murder is still murder, and by whatever name it’s still an abomination, and an un-negotiated (well in advance) scene including that kind of behavior just seems too fraught with unpleasant results for my taste.

iwouldlike (Owner) – June 10, 2026
Should also probably mention that I’m “his” mother.

iwouldlike (Owner) – June 9, 2026
Will admit I’ve had “him” 8 maybe 9 times. Always blast “him” with T (smoking, booty bumps, slam, snort) add poppers and G. Sometimes C (lines and buttshots) and Molly. Have had “him” on K, Acid, Addies and Heroin. And speedballs. So “he’s” a tough cookie.



 

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RedPillMeSir, 22
low life pervert, been on a journey to the bottom since grade school

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RedPillMeSir (Owner) – June 23, 2026
jerking off from all the killyourself messages i’m getting

PUMPSKIN – June 19, 2026
ugh, he’s great.

WorkMyShaft – June 16, 2026
This straight junkie boy has been coming over for about a year to shoot heroin n get his dick sucked and ass eaten. Thanks to my prodding it progressed to him wanting to be slammed with meth after he shot the dope and now I can fuck him while he’s fried. He still doesn’t kiss but now he’ll open his mouth and let me eat it out.

reverseengineer – June 13, 2026
Everything about him is made for you guys who wants to have a fucking good and intense hard moment of pleasure like in hell.


 

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SlavePorn4Sale, 19
Hello and thanks for your visit.

The young man in the photos is Justin, 19, my owned property. He has an innocent look, but also very kinky. He’s very potent and ejaculates at least three times a day.

I’ve made two long films with him: one 50 minutes, and the second is even 100 minutes long.

Both the films are high quality with original sound and each tells a story (plot) I created. Here are the descriptions of the individual films, including photos.

Film 1 (50 minutes):

A man Justin sexually rejected takes revenge. He hires two older skaters to ambush Justin on my way to school, tie him up, and kidnap him in the trunk of a car. Once they arrive, Justin is tied to the bed and abused. He has to give them both deep throat blowjobs until he vomits. He’s insulted, held down, verbally abused, raped in different positions, and finally impregnated with cum. Since the client and the skaters can’t agree on a payment for the kidnapping, they “kill” him (very realistic) and ejaculate heavily in his dead face. There’s also a bonus scene afterwards where one of the skaters gets aroused by Justin’s dead ass until he reaches ecstasy.

Film 2 (100 minutes):

Three older muscle men are horny and want to find someone young to rape. They notice the boyish Justin, who’s just leaving the cinema with his girlfriend Vanessa (18). The couple says goodbye, and they hatch a devious plan. While one man follows the girl and knocks her unconscious in a deserted park, the others approach Justin and convince him to come home with them. Once home, they perform sexual acts on the shy boy. He’s curious at first, but when he thinks about his girlfriend, he wants to stop and go home. But it’s already too late. The men for their burly colleague Ingo, who is hidden in the next room. Justin is tied up and taken to the next room. This is a BDSM playroom where Justin will have to hang in a sling and suffer for the next few hours.

They use dildos on him, insult him, and beat him with their fists and various implements. The man who had previously kidnapped Vanessa is back. He, too, is eager to take advantage of Justin. The poor young man now has to be raped and tortured by the four of them. Justin is told that his girlfriend is tied up in the apartment and that something will happen to Vanessa if he doesn’t obediently cooperate with their destruction. Justin continues to be tortured even more violently. Finally he’s put in a tub and drenched with the men’s golden-yellow piss. But the worst is yet to come for him. Bound and gagged, he has to watch as the men rape and “kill” his girlfriend.

All films were filmed with great care over three days each, followed by editing.

I’ve also filmed a short clip of 8 to 9 minutes showing me licking and eating out Justin. This is included free with the purchase of all three films.

My prices are as follows:

1 film of your choice = €29
All 2 films = €50
These are download prices.

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AbjectOmega – June 21, 2026
Seeing Justin naked is one of the wonders of the world.



 

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SIKKKOTWISTEDMOTHERFUKKKERSONOFABITCH!, 18
LOOKING FOR A PRIEST TO RECEIVE COMMUNION!
BRETT DEICIDE SATANIC METAL FAN!
ANYTHING GOES FROM BOOTS TO VOMIT!
ALCOHOL METH AND CHEM FUKKKIN ADDICT!

FUKKK YESS, WOULDNT A SATANIC DEATH METAL BAND COMPRISED OF TRUE SATANIC LOW LIFE TEEN TRASH THAT HAS KILLED FOR KIKKKS, FUELED BY METH, A NEED TO SEED, RAPE AND SLAUGHTER, KILLING ON STAGE, THAT IS A BAND I WOULD JOIN!!!

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maxthunder – June 19, 2026
You’re almost my son’s age, you’re 15 days older, pm me sometime.

GexTrick – June 17, 2026
I’m this lad’s dealer, filled him with Tina rn, he’s so high and looks such a bitch on heat, I’m selling him to customers (SE London, 5 min from Deptford Rail Station), it’s gonna be a long night, thanks Satan and Tina for surfacing his true colors.



 

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ontheprecipice, 22
Polish submissive masochistic Twink living in Malta. Love when you beat and rape me.

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WinkAndNod – June 12, 2026
By sheer coincidence, I loved when I beat and raped you too! It was quite the love fest!

chinese_whispers – June 3, 2026
NOTE: He has medically what is called a micropenis. (under 2″ in length). If that small size doesn’t infuriate you, you and he are not a match.

 

 

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