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Shoegazer (’89-’94) Midweekend *

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KtM407 said… I’m sorry, what what exactly does shoegaze mean? How do I know when a band is shoegaze? Is it just a dreamy, ambient, drawn-out style? I resorted to dictionary.com and it told me:

Main Entry: shoegaze
Part of Speech: verb
Definition: to play a musical instrument while looking at one’s shoes, esp. a guitar

I think I like shoegaze but I don’t really know… Explain this to me.

ejival said… Shoegazers were the fore runners to your indie Kids – they were the scruffy folk with a bone structure like Shaggy from Scooby Doo and in fact Shaggy may have been the first Shoe Gazer. Most ShoeGaze bands would play their music with a moody Dark attitude – staring at the floor and concentrating on the musical Atmosphere they were creating at the that time instead. The fans of this music could be seen in trench coats, loads of Black wool and messy hair.

Battlex said … Common musical elements in shoegaze are distortion (aka “fuzzbox”), droning riffs and a “wall of sound” from noisy guitars. Typically, two distorted rhythm guitars are played together to give an amorphous quality to the sound. Although lead guitar riffs were often present, they were not the central focus of most shoegazing songs. Vocals are typically subdued in volume and tone, but underneath the layers of guitars is generally a strong sense of melody.

Blessted said … The reason all those guitarists and bass players were gazin at their shoes, is because they had to, in order to create those wonderful sound textures while pressing the ‘flange’, ‘echo’ and ‘digital delay’ pedals on the floor. It was supposed to be a putdown and derogatory term for all those bands but for some reason it stuck and ended up staying and baptising a musical scene that always denied itself in being. If you are more interested in it’s history, please read Simon Reynolds enthusiastic “Blissed Out” book.

KevinShieldsShoe said … The name ‘shoegazer’ was coined in a review in Sounds of a concert by the newly-formed Moose in which singer Russell Yates read lyrics taped to the floor throughout the gig. The term was picked up by the New Musical Express, who used it as a reference to the tendency of the bands’ guitarists to stare at their feet (or their effects pedals), seemingly deep in concentration, while playing. Melody Maker preferred the more staid term The Scene That Celebrates Itself, referring to the habit which the bands had of attending gigs of other shoegazing bands, often in Camden, and often moonlighting in each other’s bands.

 

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Despite Lush‘s shambolic live sets, the music press caught on, and 4AD offered them a record deal. Their first three EPs were jangly, swirling affairs, but Cocteau Twin Robin Guthrie’s otherworldly production of 1992’s Spooky swamped the album in a hazy, golden mire. Their music subsequently became more pop and pristene, but they never manage to shake off the shoegazer fallout, and they dropped out of sync with the times. Their 1994 album Split plummeted in Britain, and Lush were deemed to be failures, has-beens, no-hopers. — Liz Evans, Select


Lush ‘De-Luxe’

 

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Slowdive was founded while its members were still in their teens. After sending in some demo tapes to various labels, they arrived at shoegazers’ heaven Creation Records – home to their contemporaries Ride and My Bloody Valentine – in 1990. The group released its debut LP, Just for a Day, in 1991. The band members pushed the envelope for 1993’s Souvlaki, a dense and swirling album that is generally considered their masterstroke. 1994 saw them progress in a more ambient, electronica-tinged direction, abandoning some of their shoegazing aesthetics. In 1995, Creation Records dropped Slowdive from their roster. The band called it a day, although two members, Goswell and Halstead, moved on to form Mojave 3.’ — rym


Slowdive “Souvlaki Space Station’, live ’94

 

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Medicine was a shoegaze/dream pop band from Los Angeles, USA. Formed in 1991 by guitarist and programmer Brad Laner, Medicine was considered the American response to shoegazing bands such as My Bloody Valentine, Ride and Chapterhouse. With a signature guitar tone, created by running Brad Laner’s guitar through a Yamaha 8-track recorder, Medicine’s music managed to distinguish itself from some of the more noisy and ambiguous endeavours of the shoegazing movement. — last.fm


Medicine ‘Never Click’

 

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Catherine Wheel formed in 1990, comprising singer/guitarist Rob Dickinson, guitarist Brian Futter, bassist Dave Hawes, and drummer Neil Sims. Hawes had previously played in a Joy Division-influenced band called Eternal. They took their moniker from the firework known as the Catherine wheel, which in turn had taken its name from the medieval torture device of the same name. The band was often included in the shoegazing scene, characterized by bands that made extensive use of guitar feedback and droning washes of noise, as well as their continuous interaction with extensive amounts of effects pedals on the stage floor. — Wiki


Catherine Wheel ‘Flower to Hide’, live ’92

 

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The 90s band Majesty Crush can be found on plenty of shoegaze playlists right now, at home alongside icons My Bloody Valentine and newcomers like Glixen and They Are Gutting A Body Of Water. With their swirling guitars, dreamy vocals, and cavernous production it is easy to understand why they have become a favorite among both shoegaze crate diggers and new converts. The Detroit band’s only studio album, 1993’s Love 15, plus a collection of singles, EPs, and rarities under the title Butterflies Don’t Go Away, have recently been reissued. — David Renshaw


Majesty Crush ‘Pretty Head’, live in Detroit, 1990

 

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The debut album by Chapterhouse was one of the finest shoegazer/ dreampop albums, though the little known Reading, U.K. band only made one more supposedly less successful follow up (Blood Music) before breaking up. In their sound, big drums that propel a propulsive rhythm, a jangly layered guitar melody, and of course dreamy vocals that mostly serve as another instrument rather than to elucidate concrete, readily identifiable lyrics. — sfloman


Chapterhouse ‘Whirlpool’

 

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Lilys are an immensely influential indie band from the 90’s, pioneers in the US Shoegaze scene with incredible records such as ‘In the Presence of Nothing’ and ‘Eccsame the Photon Band’, not to mention the wonderful tracks off their split with Aspera Ad Astra; UK Shoegaze god Kevin Shields himself cites this band as a favorite, and their ‘gaze and Indie work alike created massive ripples of inspiration that can still be felt today in many local scenes along the West Coast and beyond. — Impendin


Lilys “Your Guest and Host’

 

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In 1989, Jim Reid of The Jesus and Mary Chain heard a copy of Ride‘s demo that was in the possession of the DJ Gary Crowley, and this led to interest from Mary Chain manager Alan McGee who signed them to his Creation Records label. The band’s first album Nowhere was a critical and commercial success, reaching #11 in the UK, and the British media dubbed Ride “The brightest hope” for 1991. In February 1992 the band broke into the UK top 10 with the single “Leave Them All Behind”, and the following month saw the release of the band’s second album Going Blank Again. The strain within the band was already apparent, guitarist Andy Bell stating “By the time the second album came out we were touring too much. We were tired. We then took time off, but it was too much time off”. — Steve Taylor


Ride ‘Vapour Trail’, live ’92

 

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The band who brought the car song into the shoegazer era, Swervedriver was formed in Britain in 1990 by vocalists/guitarists Adam Franklin and Jimmy Hartridge. Initially associated with “shoegazing”, their heavier rock & roll style also related them to the grunge genre coming from the U.S. Pacific Northwest. The band’s mix of storming and swirling guitar experimentation often crossed into psychedelia, coupled with mystical lyrics that often praised the nihilism of sports cars, racing and the open road. — sodahead


Swervedriver ‘Rave Down’

 

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Ethereal pop band the Pale Saints formed in Leeds, England, in 1987. Categorized within the current shoegaze scene with My Bloody Valentine and Lush, their sound had just about all the features of the subgenre, as well as a bizarre experimental bent. Masters’ boyish vocals also stood out, not needing any production treatments to carry a wispy, levitational quality. the band called it quits prior to 1997. — Lucius Kwok


Pale Saints ‘Hunted’, live ’91

 

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Criminally overlooked as one of the best American shoegaze bands of the 90’s, Alison’s Halo formed in 1992 in Tempe Arizona, and went on to play shows with the likes of Half String, For Against, The Verve, and the Boo Radleys. — Manufactured


Alison’s Halo ‘Dozen’

 

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Nowadays critics argue that Curve were not really shoegaze, but rather the foreparents of the dense, crosshatched pop of the current day band Garbage, and while Curve’s influence on Garbage is so obvious as to seem borderline litigious, I say to them “pah, I was there in London at the time. I have the stagediving scars to prove it”. While the band became more commercial and suspiciously trend-hopping with every new release, during the height of the shoegaze era, Curve produced a cacophony of noise that still makes our ears bleed. — HistoryLesson


Curve ‘Horror Head’

 

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Moose have been credited by some as being the first band to be called “shoegazers” which was inspired by an early gig of theirs at which Russell Yates read lyrics taped to the floor. Despite a strong critical response, Moose’s albums sold few copies. Not so much underrated as unheard, Moose grew up in Britain’s distortion-heavy shoegazing movement of the early ’90s but soon shed the fuzzy wash of their compatriots to embrace a clean, acoustic-based style — inspired by ’60s icons Burt Bacharach and Tim Buckley as well as jangle merchants like the Byrds and R.E.M. — that still relied on the intense guitar effects which characterized the band’s early works. — slowconfetti.com


Moose ‘Suzanne’, live ’91

 

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Boo Radleys became the shoegazer success story in the mid-1990s by riding on the coat-tails of Britpop with the Wake Up! album, which featured among the most commercially successful Britpop albums of 1995. Subsequent albums C’mon Kids and Kingsize saw the band shed the new fans (and record company loyalties) overnight, before splitting up in early 1999, ending a decade together. Martin Carr now records as Brave Captain on Creation Records’ Dick Green’s Wichita label. — 3amMagazine


Boo Radleys ‘Does This Hurt?’

 

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The British group Cranes were often lumped in with the shoegazers during their early years but were more indebted to the industrial and gothic dream pop spectrums due to the childlike and almost creepy vocals of Alison Shaw and the sometimes brutal sounding backing tracks. The group’s 1991 album Wings of Joy received acclaim in Britain and American for its dark tone and Shaw’s distinctive voice. Their followup, Forever became known as their became known as their best work with its mix of shoegaze and gothic rock akin to bands like The Cure and Bauhaus yet filtered through a more melodic styling. — Alan McGee


Cranes ‘Starblood’, live ’90

 

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The Swirlies, a Boston shoegaze band, were founded in 1990. The band’s juxtaposition of noisy, chiming guitar and dreamy, floaty pop songs on their first albums, 1992’s What to Do About Them mini-LP, and 1993’s Blonder Tongue Audio Baton, was often compared to late-period My Bloody Valentine. Blonder Tongue Audio Baton added analogue synths and found sounds to the mix, however, making for sounds reminiscent of musique concrète. After a series of line-up changes, the Swirlies released 1996’s They Spent Their Youthful Days in the Glittering World of the Salons, sporting a new singer, Christina Files, and more electronic influences. — The Agit


Swirlies ‘Jeremy Parker’

 

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Starflyer 59 are hands down the best American shoegaze band of the ‘90s! Their first three albums are monumental – the heavy Sabbath-y riffs mixed with the catchy and dreamy choruses. I could listen to the outro from The Zenith on repeat forever and never get tired of it. Been a huge fan since sometime in the 90s when my guitar player friend turned me on to them and made me a mixtape. — yabs


Starflyer 59 ‘Monterey’

 

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Progenitors of the shoegazing scene, after the seminal and genius-like Isn’t Anything (1988) and Loveless (1991), My Bloody Valentine entered a well-documented and much-mourned period of silence, only emerging briefly in 1996 to contribute a track to a Wire tribute album. Kevin Shields lent his considerable talents to ex-Spacemen 3 frontman Sonic Boom’s Experimental Audio Research side project and J.Mascis’ post-Dinosaur Jr solo album More Light (2000), as well as taking on production duties on Primal Scream’s Xtmntr (2000) and Evil Heat (2002) albums. Debbie Googe, after a year of being a London cabbie, formed Snowpony with Katharine Gifford (ex-Stereolab), who released The Slow Motion Adventures of Snowpony in 1998 and Sea Shanties for Spaceships in 2001. Colm O’Ciosoig is now a member of the Warm Inventions with Mazzy Star’s Hope Sandoval. — 3am Magazine


My Bloody Valentine ‘When You Sleep’, live ’91

 

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A fiercely loved shoegaze band from the early 1990’s, Adorable formed in Coventry, England, in 1991. Although generally considered seminal shoegazers, the band often attempted to downplay the genre, despite their being a ferocious noise-pop group featuring the destinctive vocals of Piotr Fijalkowski. The band’s unusually brash behavior often led to bad press, and perhaps their ultimate downfall with the fickle English press. The band broke up in 1994. — Rick Taylor


Adorable ‘Sunshine Smile’

 

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Seefeel formed in 1992, when guitarist Mark Clifford and drummer Justin Fletcher met vocalist Sarah Peacock and bassist Darren Seymour. They released their first EPs on the Too Pure label in 1993. Stylistically situated at the intersection of dream pop/shoegaze and ambient electronic/IDM, their music has a distinctive sound. This might have contributed to the band getting a contract with the seminal electronic label Warp Records in 1994. Since 1996, the band has been on an open-ended hiatus. Its members, however, have continued to release new material under different aliases. — last.fm


Seefeel ‘industrius’

 

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The duo known as Loveliescrushing first came together in the early ’90s, when vocalist Melissa Arpin and multi-instrumentalist Scott Cortez decided to try their hand at the emerging shoegaze scene. They began to send out demo tapes of their bizarre, heavily layered music to labels until Projekt finally contacted the band about releasing a single. 1994’s “Your Eyes Immaculate” was the result, a single that so impressed the label that a year later they released the full-length Bloweyelashwish. The album was a mix of ethereal textures, wordless female vocals, and repetitive droning that set them apart from many of the label’s gothic artists. Cortez would speak out loudly about how the music was all formed from guitar sounds, something that he was proud of if only because he was accused so much of using keyboards on the album. — Bradley Torreano


Lovesliescrushing ‘Crushing’

 

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While exiting a Ride and Lush show in 1991, Eric Shea was handed a flyer that read, “Band seeking guitarist and singer. Influences include Slowdive, Cocteau Twins, Xmal Deutschland, The Byrds, Lush, Pale Saints.” Not even a week after calling the number listed below, Shea brought his Rickenbacker over to Mike Prosenko’s home. After admiring his vintage Fender Jaguar and talking about music, Shea and Prosenko plugged in and began creating the music that would become Ozean. As with many young bands of the early 1990s, Ozean disbanded too soon. But an accidental rediscovery of these 1992 recordings begged for a reissue. Unfortunately, the original DAT master was nowhere to be found. — juvan baldeo


Ozean ‘Scenic’

 

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Like Catherine Wheel, Revolver were always coincidentally members of the shoegazing set, although the band had more worldlier aspirations. Their second album, 1993’s Cold Water Flat (named after the minor US band of the same name, fronted by the brother of Buffalo Tom’s Bill Janowitz) attracted favourable reviews. The band did not survive much further past that point however, as vocalist Matt Flint joined with ex-Drop Nineteen Paula Kelley and future Jack Drag frontman John Dragonetti to form Hot Rod, who released the Speed Danger Death album on Caroline that year. Flint later took up bass duties with electronica duo Death in Vegas. — 3amMagazine


Revolver ‘Cradle Snatch’

 

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On their early singles and records, The Telescopes helped forge the sound that would later be termed Shoegazer, but they were by no means somnambulant Brits of a feather. Their songs, although vaguely dreamy, were hardly soothing, and much more in the vein of early Jesus and Mary Chain or Spacemen 3’s barely reined cacophony. During their tenure at Creation Records, they gradually stripped away the feedback walls, leaving a psychedelic core smoked over in unexpected layers of jazz. By 1992, the Telescopes had broken away from any tangential connection to shoegazing by becoming a band Marlene Dietrich could take drugs to. — Pop Matters


The Telescopes ‘The Perfect Needle’, live ’89

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominick, Hi!!! Oh, I think I like to read sitting mostly. In a chair, or I like reading on trains. I do sometimes prop myself up in bed and read, but I’m the sort of person who uses a bed only to sleep and never go near it otherwise, I guess. Ugh about the bookkeeper. The producers did finally get back to me, and we’re doing a Zoom on Friday to try to hash things out. Love will look insane on a morgue table, G. ** Tosh Berman, Victoire! ** _Black_Acrylic, Ha ha. You’d be a tough master, Mr. Robinson. PTv2 is going to be my May Day celebration modus operandi today. Excited. I hope your meeting with the neurologist was the smooth bit of sailing you predicted. I’m of course looking forward to your end of May. ** Sarah, Hi, Sarah! It’s great to see you! Thank you about ‘TMS’. No, I didn’t know about the anti sex subreddits. Huh. Well, I will definitely go anonymously check them out. Maybe I should a post about those people for a refreshing change. Thanks, pal. I hope you’re doing really great across the board. I know, time does seem to be in hurry of late. Hm. xo. ** Darby🍵🧆, My eyes can’t see what’s on that platter, but I’m going to hope it’s a pile of donut holes. I know Austin Spears, yes. I’ve studied their … work. They are wild, and they look great. Absolutely. So, I’m on your side in that debate. A piano? You got one? Where did your put it? Sure, I’d dig seeing it. Congratulations on the self-friendly month. I’m, of course, very happy to hear that. Your hands are needed. Uh, it’s May Day, so everything is closed today, so I will eat what’s in my refrigerator, which means a chunk of seitan, a kind of nutty veggie patty thing, and some microwaveable mashed potatoes. What descended into your belly? ** jay, Hi, jay. Welcome! Drone has become quite a common and popularly used term in the sorts of sites where I search for those slave people. Seeking mindless lack of control has long been a favored slave goal, but now they have a way to ask for that without getting too wordy. There are about four S/M hook up sites where I find the slaves. I can’t remember which one that slave came from. I never make a note. How are you? ** Harper, My guess based on my years of experience searching those sites is that the great majority of the slaves are fantasists with their hands in their crotches. Or I should say the slaves I select are. Most of the slaves on those sites are just looking to get spanked and fucked and so on, and I guess those are probably real or real-ish. I admire the slaves’ literary talents quite often. I’ve even been known to swipe some sentences and phrases. I haven’t heard the Cindy Lee, but I’ve been reading a lot about it in the last days. I’ve been meaning to test it out. I’ll put that plan in motion, thanks. Sounds pretty cool. ** Steve, There are slaves who seek the kinds of things you suggest, I just skip them, although I think a Taylor Swift reference might get me to grab the referencer possibly. But, no, I haven’t thought of doing a vanilla slaves day. I honestly think thats a better concept than something that would play out interestingly. What’s the name of that lesbian separatist cult if you remember? ** Justin D, There definitely is gold in them there slave hills. On the better or worse question, I think it’s a tie? That doc about me was online for a few years, but I think it’s completely gone now. It was made by the Dutch art/culture TV channel VPRO. Summer’s inevitability is so depressing. I maintain a great curiosity about what Paris will be like during the Olympics, especially in my neighborhood, which will be at very active center of the shebang. Apparently I’m going to need a pass to even be able to walk down my street. ** Dev, It caught me off guard too. If there’s a way to jump up and down whilst sitting in desk chair, I was doing that when I found it. I really don’t think ‘Princess Mononoke’ will be a waste of your time. New Orleans it is! The future is generally described! Congrats! I’m a great fan of Togawa Jun, yes. She’s amazing. And Yapoos. I keep waiting for something new from her/them. The last thing I have is ‘Suspicious Behavior Of Yapoos The 1st Year Of Reiwa Era’ from 2019. Is there anything newer, do you know? ** Bill, Hi, B. I love puzzles in video games. I wish there was video game that was just puzzles to solve set in some highly rendered, mysterious explorable real-ish world. I hope Jeff sees your recommendations. I guess he’s there or in transit now. Thanks, pal. ** Oscar 🌀, Hey x 100 to you! It’s a rare day when it doesn’t rain in Paris, even in the summer. I’ve been exploring those fetish sites for years, and I had never come across a BIID fetishist there before, or even heard of that condition before I found that guy. It was a big score, as such things go. There are about four sites where slaves seek masters and vice versa. You can probably find them with a search. The biggest one is called recon. I find most of the slaves there, push comes to shove. Happy May Day! ** Okay. A couple of people here requested that I restore the blog’s Shoegaze post from about 10 years ago, and I was happy to do so, and today’s the day. See you tomorrow.

“I’m isn’t your average teen. I suffer from BIID, which makes me want to have my body limbs amputated. Don’t be surprised if I brings up BIID (body integrity identity disorder) over brunch.”

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Dismal-Property, 20
I love getting hit, fisted, tied up, overstimulated with drugs and raped. I fall into a self hating, masochistic space very hard so I need men who are okay with that. * I mean you MUST be okay with that. ** I am lonely.

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dookieonyou – Apr 24, 2024
Blow your pile of man 💩 on his 😮

Wants2TryBeingDom – Apr 20, 2024
Strangely the thing I liked most was using his sneakers as my pocketpussy.

M4RVIN_XXL – Apr 16, 2024
Inferior in EVERY way. He is not a MAN. NEVER will be. He is a 20yo fag. Fags philosophy. Men fuck. Fags are fucked. Face & ass. I found the act of gay sex with him to be one in which I taught his inferiority to HIM. It was the best experience I’ve had in a long time. It made me feel an ecstasy in my body that I don’t think I have felt before.

astronaughty – Apr 14, 2024
This is my younger brother Louis. We have the same father but different mothers. We grew up together and at some point we started “playing” together. Louis is gay and mentally challenged and stutters and I’m very proud of him. Unlike me, he really has a pretty ass. Even as a brother I’m weak… 😉

sctbbkr – Apr 12, 2024
He’s a filthy bleating piglet. I’m on and off with him, mostly on.




 

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aproposal, 23
Hello people, last year I was the victim of serious sexual extortion where images and videos of me being used and abused at an S/M event were released to work and family members. This experience left me completely broken and I removed myself from the only life I had ever known totally.

I have thought several times about which way was best for me to die. The person whose house I’m currently staying at thinks that being hanged or strangled or even drowned might not be bad for me in terms of the pleasure it would give to another person too.

I put 4 of the extortion photos of me and possibly if you have other ideas for proposals for how I should die you can contact me by the methods indicated on my profile.

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EdsbeGores – Apr 11, 2024
You will look insane on a morgue table.

babyyy222 – Apr 11, 2024

Highasfuck – Apr 11, 2024
Less so in person.

ithinkurhot – Apr 11, 2024
My God you look like a cute Seventies teen idol! How about if you die from me adoring and loving so much your heart explodes from joy?

aproposal – Apr 9, 2024
Believe me I was.

skooorb – Apr 9, 2024
You look so happy in the photos.

Highasfuck – Apr 8, 2024
I’m the guy whose house he’s staying at. In the last couple of weeks, I’ve tapped into a well of kinky desires with him that have stirred my soul.




 

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jeffthepunk, 18
fresh piece of filthy punk fuck meat, owned and shared by STEFFdSEXGOD

bi … maybe completely gay … lately anyway

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blankblankblank – Apr 13, 2024
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GrumpySpoons – Apr 13, 2024
Big into your looks, but I haven’t yet decided if I can be bothered with all this again, so bear with me while I have a think about it I guess.

STEFFdSEXGOD – Apr 10, 2024
If you’re not a cokehead with stamina and a huge cock who can blast as much of your superior dna and piss into it as possible then you and it are not a match.

PeterXL – Apr 10, 2024
THE BEST IN ASS make u Go in hell and Haven in the same time.


 

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Gay_amputee_wannabe, 18
Hello

I’m isn’t your average teen. I suffer from BIID, which makes me want to have my body limbs amputated. I’m a quiet boy that likes exploring a new places and its food scene. Don’t be surprised if I brings up BIID (body integrity identity disorder) over brunch. With me, expect lively discussions and maybe some fun with a saw (surgery too, of course!). I wouldn’t has it any other way.

I’m single by the way 😉

Comments

rando0550 – Apr 3, 2024
Nothing surprises me anymore.

Gay_amputee_wannabe (Owner) – Apr 1, 2024
You have to be into going for it and be able to both talk the talk and walk the walk. Let me know by telling me how quickly you’d get my limbs removed after I walk through the door.

 

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ONEEXTREMEGUYHERE, 18
I AM BACK MY ORINGINAL PROFILE SOME THING SCREWED ON IT

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ONEEXTREMEGUYHERE (Owner) – Apr 16, 2024
WHO AM I?

ONEEXTREMEGUYHERE (Owner) – Apr 15, 2024
I deleted it out of my paranoia & overthinking about getting away from the all toxic grindr cunts but that was not part of the case of anything after all



 

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ExtremeSonBeatings, 20
I will never do pictures on demand, that is so stupid. I want a Dad not some performance art project.

We want each other so let’s make this happen with no games.

Let us get the hell off this app as fast as we can.

I want a Dad into extreme punishments and extreme verbal mental physical abuse.

Beat the living shit out of me and throw me in a closet and leave me there until I heal, that type of Dad/Son relationship.

Comments

Mister (Owner) – Apr 17, 2024
I have a boyfriend but open (he won’t beat me due to something about loving me …)

CacklingCobra – Apr 16, 2024
Someone please destroy him. Please hurt him. Please do terrible things to him. He needs to be sexually assaulted and exploded.

Mister (Owner) – Apr 9, 2024
I’m a very attractive guy. I take care of my body. I just don’t take care of my mind.

OnTheEdgeToNowhere – Apr 9, 2024
When I look at your photos I see someone who’s Grade-A beef status. I’d love to pound you into ground beef so to speak.

Mister (Owner) – Apr 7, 2024
I am neurodivergent. I might as well get that out of the way. I do not think or act like what would be considered normal behaviour all the time. I can be irrational and highly insecure, full of anxiety for no reason at all, very introverted, and may be hard to understand at all some days. If that’s a lot for you, we would not be a good match.



 

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friendszone, 19
19 bi cute slim athletic boy with 2” long pencil thin boner n i love being humiliated for it n even my mother can’t stop me

music: jobim, stan getz, astrud gilberto, yma sumac, the dead, herb alpert, dvorak, saint-saens, shostakovich, mystic braves

Comments

friendszone (Owner) – Apr 19, 2024
if you want to get to know me better i invite you to argue with me

MFsNachos – Apr 16, 2024
He’s desperate to be loved and makes no bones about it.

StarMan – Apr 7, 2024
He’s a weirdo but he’s not a slave. Not interesting either.

Sadico92 – Apr 3, 2024
His tiny lil pp can handle a lot (hot sauce, Tabasco…) so mush it if you’d like.

 

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ConfusedMale, 19
Confused about sexuality

Think I need to be kinda nonviolently raped, forced entry and all

Have given two bad bj

Anal virgin

Gf and no she doesn’t know

You know who you are

Don’t have to say anymore

Comments

Hiddencontent – Apr 18, 2024
Hey, I wanna show you something.

ConfusedMale (Owner) – Apr 15, 2024
Think I could be pulled to the gay side if someone put his fist as far up my ass as possible

liquidreality – Apr 12, 2024
He likes Heavy Metal and weed // He should go to the gym💪 // He’s easy to get sex from // He’s sometimes mean, but mostly he’s nice🙃 // Pictures of him turn out cool // He can wear a red jacket with a cross on it for work.

ConfusedMale (Owner) – Apr 8, 2024
Been on and off from this site cause some people gave me the icks but this is like a toxic relationship, just keep on coming back for some reason.



 

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LikeAVirgin, 19
I was confused a lot whether I am bisexual or gay so I researched alot about it and came to a conclusion that I am actually into skeletons. I’m a huge fan of Mary Roach, she’s the blueprint. Like who wouldn’t be obsessed with someone who spoke of the joy of being a skeleton in a classroom. On the off chance that an afterlife exists, and that it includes the option of home planet visitations, I’d love to be able to pop by the med school and finally see what my bones looked like. I liked the idea that when I’m gone, my skeleton will live on in some sunny, boisterous anatomy classroom. I want to be a mystery in some future medical student’s head: Who was this boy? What did he do? How did he come to be here? So that’s I’m into. If you want sex I’ll be pretty nervous and probably not very entertaining.

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Tyson – Apr 10, 2024
I will happily turn you into a skeleton. But before I do I must have a picture of your penis. And I need to know if you are circumcised or uncut.

LikeAVirgin (Owner) – Apr 9, 2024
I’ve been thinking about this a while. I know it will be rough, but big deal, who gives a damn? I don’t.

LikeAVirgin (Owner) – Apr 6, 2024
I have a chromosominal syndrome called Klinefelter’s XXY. I lack the normal amount of testosterone that a normal man gets. Making me less muscular. But I’m all male even though I have an extra female chromosome. If I live long enough I’m going to see a doctor about testosterone replacement therapy.

SwissRapist – Apr 6, 2024
He is super flawed.

 

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sickofdaylight, 20
I’m into bdsm and very weird experiences.
The mask stays on during sex😶‍🌫️ I⛓️🔩

Comments

Heymoveit – Apr 19, 2024
If you go the escort route, an hour is more than sufficient.

sickofdaylight (Owner) – Apr 17, 2024
For those over 40 I am an escort. 180/H 1200/NIGHT

iamcalledBrian – Apr 16, 2024
He’s very good at pleading for his life. We got to a point where I couldn’t think of a single reason not to snuff him, but he managed to talk me out of it.

sickofdaylight (Owner) – Apr 12, 2024
If it isn’t clear from the photo I come with my own Dungeon in the center of Amsterdam. It belonged to my Master until he died in late 2023. He would love that I have continued his work.



 

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NeckToSqueeze, 22
Young guy into many things but my main thing is kissing while being strangled in a car, in bed, or on a couch.
Strangling me while my brain flickers out makes my tongue go wild in you.
I also like to kiss a man while I’m strangling myself.
Talk to me about the personal and financial benefits of having a strangle boyfriend.

Comments

KissMeDeeply – Apr 16, 2024
Save the best for last.

ConversionPig – Apr 8, 2024
Charged boy suffering with tough meds trying to enjoy what he can before it’s too late but his ass… wooof.

NeckToSqueeze (Owner) – Apr 2, 2024
Not denying a life of partying did a number on me but I don’t look motherfucking forty!

Anonymous – Apr 2, 2024
The photos have been enhanced with beauty. He looks very old in person. He’s probably in his late forties.



 

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Otto, 21
If you like what you see of my ass so far, don’t be shy to get to know it a lot more!

Comments

Otto (Owner) – Apr 21, 2024
Yes I’m that twink on netflix 👀

Hard4butt – Apr 17, 2024
Wahoo! I’m 60 years old and I just had the most beautiful sex of my life!

 

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memoryFoam, 19
Norwegian Abdl, 19 yr, Padded 24:7, Pronouns he/him/bud/buddy

No desire for anything other than a bottle full of formula, you get full control of everything else.

You must be super excited for me to take off my diaper, your dick will need to be very hard.

Note: as of 1:PM eastern (March 19, 2024) I am under consideration and should be treated as owned. I will need my owner’s permission to answer messages.

Comments

Florian – Apr 13, 2024
Really just crap! Just a huge amount 💩💩
Diaper after diaper full of brown liquid poop
How about walking on those baby legs into the toilet?
Parasite! 🦠

💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
Don’t change the diaper of this bastard.
💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
How much crap do you actually have in that little body?

💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩

💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩

To the 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

smoothoperator – Apr 8, 2024
He may act infantile but don’t be fooled, he knows the power of what’s in the seat of his diapers.

Masterofdestruction – Apr 4, 2024
Best is to tie him up, gag him, rip his diaper off and rape him over and over and leave him tied and crying till you want another round of rape.




 

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ExProfessionalTwinkPornStar, 24
Masochist. I love extreme pain, I could die doing scene.

I love and respect sadists. I mean men who consciously think of themselves as sadists. Imagine going around all the time with bruises, cuts, burns on your body because your “boyfriend” is a sadist! This is what I dream of.

I am a former Twink Porn Star. If you don’t believe we can make fast videocall on WhatsApp then you can see that I’m real and still okay shape.

Comments

ExProfessionalTwinkPornStar (Owner) – Apr 18, 2024
I stepped away from drugs for a while because a guy spiked my drink with LSD and brainwashed me into being a total drone and that devastated my porn career but I’m an idiot and the pull is too strong.

find91 – Apr 18, 2024
If you followed his porn “career” from its vanilla twinky era as the go-to Asian bottom boy through its nosedive into sketchy SM accounts up to its last few shockfests on a site that shall not be named (I too assumed he was dead), this will not surprise you.

14horny – Apr 18, 2024
You are my favorite Asian bottom of all time. Although, you never reached that final level of depravity where you were a blown out worthless cumdump in your porns, I DO wish that I could have you at that level of degredation. Honestly, I’m surprised you are still alive, knowing the life expectancy of bareback cumdump gutterslut bottoms like you.


 

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thetoiletnamedjuan, 19
Hi everyone! I dreamed all my life of being force fed shit with no choice but to consume everything that comes out of my Daddy. Now I’m engaged and I’m in an open relationship! I’m engaged to my shit feeder Daddy! He ties me down so I have no way of moving or running away until I have consumed everything that comes out of him. Haha
I’m/we’re looking for 3 of us… me, you and him. Possibly you and him shitting in me! At most you shitting in me and he watches! He still gets excited if I get shit in. We are an open minded couple. Shit shit and shit at least zero boredom. I hope I was clear.

Comments

thetoiletnamedjuan (Owner) – Apr 20, 2024
One last thing, age mostly isn’t a issue but if you’re older 60 that’s maybe where I draw the line, but then maybe if your good at wowing me and such… Other than that 20-50 mid to late 50s is also acceptable.

Hifunnow – Apr 18, 2024
The filthy freak has returned!

FilthyDom – Apr 17, 2024
I made him a smoothie with my shit spit cum pubes and armpit hairs and sweat and forced him to drink it all.
I made him a shit sandwich pissed in a glass and spit in it cummed on a cream cake and forced him to eat it all.
I wiped my arse with a pancake then forced him to eat it.
I pissed over bread cummed and shit over some chicken and salad then stomped on the sandwich and forced him to eat it and clean my feet.

thetoiletnamedjuan (Owner) – Apr 14, 2024
Autistic so if I come off as uninterested or weird probably why lmao.


 

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MEFORYOU, 18
Hi again, I was on here but my stepdad stopped all of my social media because he found out I had gay feelings and gay thoughts. I am back on line because I need to connect, I need to know what I am is OK, it’s OK to be attracted to men, guys who are alpha to me, who are more than me, more powerful and control me. I am a senior in high school in North Las Vegas, Nevada, right outside Las Vegas. I’m shy and a follower, I like feeling controlled or ordered or commanded. My stepdad’s military police so I’m used to following orders. I just finished doing hypnotherapy that my stepdad signed me up for and paid for to not be gay but my Dr. knew I was gay and instead planted things in my mind, my subconscious he says to be open, submissive and attracted to gay guys. He’s Asian Dr. so he says I’m especially attracted to Asian men and will be open with no limits to be used and owned. I also like black guys but am open to all ages and types of guys. I’m still kind of confused and everything by this feeling and attraction but I have to be open and honest and trusting. I will give my email and my cell phone to Masters, that’s what I was taught by Dr. I’m very sorry I was gone but I had no choice. My stepdad is very controlling and shut me down from all social media. If I was talking to you before I’m very very sorry and apologize for going away. I had no choice. OK, thank you for listening to me. I’m 18 and like guys.

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WilliamNelson – Apr 21, 2024
Hi How is this app?
New here.
Are you by chance a muscle worshipper who’s kinky and wants to become a muscle ape like me and act like animals?
Don’t know how this app works 😂 help.

MEFORYOU (Owner) – Apr 16, 2024
I’m on the Strip, in front of the Bellagio looking at the fountain. Anyone nearby want to feel me up rn? Going to MGM Grand in about 10m — touching consent given.

1234mat – Apr 9, 2024
👍 if your looking for someone yong who can keep there mouth shut.

PAT0202 – Apr 5, 2024
He won’t be as cute when that hairstyle finally goes out of fashion, but for now … slurp.


 

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pleasebuyme, 18
I am for sale for $100,000.

The money goes to a man here who acts like he’s my father but he’s just related to my dead mother.

I’m from Vitosha, Bulgaria but I’m in the USA with a tourist visa valid until September. I learned from my “father” that in the US many kids disappear without leaving a trace and my expectation is to find an owner who will do that with me.

I’m not stupid, I know what I’m being asked to do, and I know that this isn’t my decision, and it also just makes me really nervous so please be patient!

Also I’m very sarcastic and that plus a monotone voice doesn’t do me any favors.

I live in Jackson, Alabama but hopefully not for long.

Comments

Tonguearound – Apr 18, 2024
Do you have a foot fetish? Buy him.
Do you have a fetish for smooth butts? Buy him.
Feet 👣
Butt 🍑
$$$$

PaddyCakes – Apr 17, 2024
He is a stupidly submissive boy. He is extremely attracted to toxic or unhealthy attributes in a relationship. And he also cant help it. Make him feel stupid and inferior. Gaslight him. Play games with his head. Be as creative and sadistic as you want. Torture him psychologically and physically. Humiliate and degrade him. In public or in private. Stalk him, follow him, survey him. Constantly harass him. Never let go once you have made up your mind. Forcing him into accepting his place as worthless boy meat. Eventually he’ll stop making your dick hard, but you can’t have everything.

ploopy – Apr 10, 2024
I can imagine this being a very solid purchase but I’ve only had him once or twice.

jojo – Apr 6, 2024
I’ve had the immense fortune of having sex with this breathtaking boy, this angel sent from heaven, to enjoy his presence, his beauty, so like Gustav von Aschenbach`s Tadzio in the novel “The death in Venice” (Thomas Mann). To enjoy his appearance drives you crazy and brings you into ecstasy. He makes you the happiest person alive! 100k to have this gift from god eternally is a pittance. He is priceless.




 

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ObedientObject, 21
I was born in a beautiful town called Yeosu-si in South Korea. I have lived in the UK since I was 12. Each day since age 12 I have trained my body in the pool, at the gym or in performing martial arts. I have become an object and feel so blessed as men use me in ways that are painful and scary.

Having this body, I love so much to see how much pain it can take. I have known many Masters and Doms in my life who were truly creative in making me suffer. How much would you enjoy having me naked and my muscled body shaking and convulsing and screaming in pain?

The world is so splendid and there are so many things that I am excited by.
I am interesting, some may say simple minded.

Comments

ObedientObject (Owner) – Apr 5, 2024
Let it BE KNOWN that it would be impossible to consider myself a fag. Nothing against those who are fags, just to be honest. Not to sound full of myself either, but for me to be a fag would be a huge waste of my potential which is why I won’t be a fag, but I am still open to being dominated by fags.

awcastle – Apr 5, 2024
hiiii new here! Lemme suck u dick HAHAH just kidding😋



 

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BoundSnuffBottomSlave4Sale, 19
No-longer allowed to talk to other men as of 6:09pm, March 22, 2024.

Got my acc erased various times because of fucking good samaritans

Want to be fucked til death

5 foot 6

Ready to move into your house and walk to the end of my last breath for you.

I am serious, but hard to find a real man into something like this. NO LONGER LOOKING, I have been purchased.

You can also remove any body part you want, deep electrocution punishments, teeth pulling, blindness and so forth. You get the point.

If you have personal fetishes about breaking bones and putting them in casts or just breaking legs you are not what I am looking for.

I am extremely heavy into being depressed and suicidal, so you have to be an expert. You love a depressed suicidal slave, you want that.

Comments

daveehrlich – Apr 22, 2024
I have a faint memory of getting into a wrestling match with Bill when we were really wasted and throwing up in his mouth. (There’s a video of it, maybe he’ll show it to you.)

Neversaynotome – Apr 22, 2024
This past monday, I came accross this profile. Thought he was super cute and hot and I wanted to destroy him bad. I had a feeling that his pictures looked familiar… In a second, it hit me! The pics looked familiar because they’re pics of my nephew! The stupidest boy in my family! No job, no money, dropped out of high school, nothing! All he’s done in his life are some bartending extras, smoke tons of pot and lay … girls, I thought! My brother has thrown him out of the house six times!

I was in shock! I was totally turned on by idea of fucking and fucking up this douche. Since thursday he’s here, and holy shit, I only think of him! Totally obsessed. My brother thinks Bill, that’s the son’s name, took off again, and he’s relieved. I’m totally in the clear. What’s going to happen? Am I gonna kill him? I’d love that and I fear that at the same time! Would anyone care? Would he? I’m totally thrilled!




 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Tosh Berman, Hi, Tosh. I think everything was working fine on this end yesterday. Did you sort out the problem? ** Dominick, Hi!!! Glad you liked it. Lucky Anita. I don’t even like lying on my bed and reading. Antsy, I guess. Any chance love coerced the bookkeeper to pony up? Love making our fucking film producers who I’ve sent three emails and two texts to in the past week ago finally get back to me, G. ** Pieter, Hello, Pieter. Yes, I don’t believe I’ve ever made a post about Ffycken Smeinckx. But perhaps I should. Good luck. ** _Black_Acrylic, Very happy the post intrigued. As usual PTV2 is taking me a day or two to get to luxuriate in, but its horizon is very close. ** Bill, Hi. The post was from about 7 or 8 years ago, and I did revise it because a few of the artists in the original version had taken their videos offline since then, so I found replacements. It was originally occasioned by a Performance Cinema event at SF Cinematheque, actually. I’m very happy it interested you. SF seems to be a hotbed of Performance Cinema from what I can tell. Great about the Warmerdam post, thank you! I’m interested in Escape Rooms, but I’m not very drawn to do them, I think because the whole group participation with strangers is not so appealing to me. The best one I’ve done was in Japan, Osaka, and involved trying to escape from a Ninja Training School with ninjas popping up mysteriously all the time and trying to cut you to pieces, and it didn’t require group participation, and it was very Japanese, and it was fun to make it out alive. Are you interested in them? That article you linked to looks very interesting. I’ll read it post-p.s., thanks! ** Steve, Hot and humid already?! That’s scary. Everyone, Steve’s review of Camera Obscura’s new album LOOK TO THE EAST, LOOK TO THE WEST came out yesterday, and it’s here. I’ve been obsessed with home haunts since I was a kid, so the only difference now is that I don’t have the excuse of doing research for our film. I’ve never heard of WAX, OR THE DISCOVERY OF TELEVISION AMONG THE BEES, but I will for sure seek it out. Thanks. I get like that with writing sometimes. I suspect your first, more positive instinct re: the track is the correct one? ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. Thanks on both counts. Yes, Gilles has a quite passionate following and high reputation amongst the cinema serious set here. Whoa, nice trip, enjoy that. I’ve never been to Naples. Rome is amazing. I don’t know any particular tips. I always just walk around in the center and happen upon famous and sometimes not so famous ancient buildings/things relatively constantly. You’ll have fun. Great! I’m behind on new cinema apart from some things I’ve watched related to the blog posts. I’m about to watch a film by Crystal Moselle called ‘The Wolf Pack’ for my Zoom club. There’s a sneak preview next week of what is being billed as Godard’s actual final film before it world premieres at Cannes, and I’m definitely seeing that. The script is still quite early. I’m drafting out some possible characters/through-lines, and soon I’ll show them to Zac to see if he thinks I’m on the right track. But I’m excited about what I’m coming up with. Have an incredible trip if I don’t speak with you before, and, yeah, let’s Zoom when you’re back. ** Harper, Hey. Yeah, the word has always been that ‘Vineland’ is mostly missable, so that makes sense. I do want to read it just so I’ve read everything by him, and that’s the only thing left. You make it sounds interesting enough to page through at least. Thanks! Insane that Netflix turned down a new Lynch project, yes. I know he has gotten a lot of his funding and support here in France, so maybe he’ll get it green lit with local help. I’m sure someone will go for it, for Christ’s sake. Passive aggressiveness and guilt tripping are the two behavioural patterns that make my blood boil. Fuck them. Easy to say, I know. ** Dev, Hi. Yakushima is really pretty. As you probably read, it was the inspiration for Miyazaki’s ‘Princess Mononoke’. Osaka is close to Kyoto, which is really terrific. Osaka’s fun, but it’s not especially beautiful or anything. I do like Blake. I have a couple of friends who are huge fans, and I can’t say I go that far, but he’s great, singular, I really get that. I believe you about the Bible. I’ll take your word for it. ** Justin D, Hi, J. Really happy you got titillated. Me too, obviously. Um, many years ago there was an hour-long documentary about me made for Dutch television, but that’s all, I think. No, I don’t think I’ve been approached about being the subject of a documentary otherwise. There’ve been three books about my work/me, but that’s it. How are you? ** Uday, Oh, okay, let me know if you ever want a whatever from me. I’m good with whatevers. Doxx you?! Gosh, I hope they’ve gotten over that or been stopped or something. Sorry. You alright? ** Oscar 🌀, Thanks, Oscar! My weekend … uh, I saw a visiting LA friend. I hung out with Corey from right here on the blog who’s visiting Paris. I helped submit our film to a festival. I worked on some writing. Not a whole lot. Ugh, deadline meeting, yeah. My next one is imminent. Enjoy the post- period, and I hope it lingers and lingers. Warmnest Tuesday vibes back from Paris but without the currently falling rain (unless you want some rain). ** Right. It’s last day of the month, and so … guess what? You’re right. Slaves at your ‘service’. See you tomorrow.

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