The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Meet doctorfrankenstein, PUNK_IN_DRUBLIC, rainbowithoutcolors, thegloaming, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of April 2019

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SpanishPig, 21
It can not fit in here.

Who wants to be my biographer?

Comments

ThisPigsExOwner – Apr 17, 2019
heavy drinker; two pack a day smoker; no dreams (other than an orgasm); no plans (other than an orgasm); go with his dick’s flow type; difficult; arguments; demanding; needy 24 hours a day; pushy; forces himself on everyone; no sense of humor; boring; can’t be taught anything; doesn’t inspire anything; had sex behind my back; chat with sleaze behind my back; gay bar addict; acting inappropriately in gay bars (out of control drunk, hits on everyone); naggy; annoying; moody; no anger management; easily gets irritated; diagnosably psychotic; many mental issues; can’t feel contentment; entertains suspicious gay when he thought i’m out for the day; online looking to get topped on all gay apps including this one (pathetic); liar; fake sincere; breaks every promise; always annoying; looks are fading and wasting fast. cheers!



 

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slaveandy, 19
My name is slave andy. I am looking for two different things at the moment and if you fill both of them great!

I’m currently looking for a place to live. Preferable isolated but close to here (Denver).

I am also looking for a master to continue my training as a choke and rape slave.

My top fantasy is a master who can’t control himself and ALMOST strangles me to death.

Comments

slaveandy (Owner) – Apr 15, 2019
Sir1957, my apologies for correcting your comment, but “like” isn’t the right word.

sir1957 – Apr 15, 2019
he like to be aspyhx and suffocated and smothered and he lile asphyxiation extreme roleplay rope around his neck and suffocated with clingfilm and plastic bags latex rubner he like be facesit on his head he like be fist up his ass suffocate him extreme no limits i can do anything to him

slaveandy (Owner) – Apr 12, 2019
Hands off, I have just been pwned by Master Fred, Id sir1957.

Anonymous – March 28, 2019
« Die with memories, not dreams »

Anonymous – March 28, 2019
Danger! He doesn’t know when to stop! He wants you to decide when! And he’s not cute and quite chubby and that only makes it harder for you to want to stop!


 

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Thierry, 22
Who am I ?
An actor in training, a goblin at work, a bard who breaks windows and frolics in life.

What can I offer you?
A tale, an emotional hug, a delicious vegetarian meal (to your specification), games, riddles and stories, a son for a night at a social event, a little dream. Or even a visit from a real green goblin, pointed ears included; or a body-painting session!

What am I not doing?
Anything that relates to sex and the erotic. I invite you to wish for that, cruise me with your eyes, but you must knock on another door than mine.

If you have read all of this, thank you for letting me know by starting your greeting with “Good evening dear leprechaun”


 

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BoyloverBB, 18
I’m very, very, very bottom and I really, really, really like attention, it’s a combination that often lands me in some pretty sticky situations!

Also, through my studies and job know a lot of young gay men who are also interested in getting bred by mature men, and I’m happy to help you couple with them, I think that so great.

Also, if you need your balls or anus shaved, and don’t mind paying $15, I can do that too.

Comments

BoyloverBB (Owner) – Apr 21, 2019
Any of them.

SebastianXXL – Apr 21, 2019
which one of the boys are you?

 

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TheNippleSucker, 19
Hey. Just looking for some muscular guys. I wanna suck some nipples. Just nippleplay. Nothing below the belt. And I got no place. Also, im a graphic designer. If you need a logo or some other designy shit.


 

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bimbo-candy, 19
Thanks for reading! 🙂 I am new, very new, join on 13/03/2019! Where can I start with the situation as you can see I’m not the overly masculine boy but it is. There is no need to stigmatize immediately. At idle I behave normally but when I get “on” then I’m completely feminine. I don’t know why I’m really calibrated or I was ready for a girl. 🙂 I love the female role! In the passive role, I think there is no better thing in the world. : DDD I’m very experienced, so I’m sorry but I can’t pretend you’ll be teaching me any things and I love “porn style” pretty much. : ‘D Really like a woman I want to worship a man. I need this. I love a mean man. I need my face slapped purple! I am already trembling from the thought of kneeling in front of a man and getting banged in my throat feeling his most precious treasure plip plop in my little stomach. 🙂 I really love the huge tools but if someone has a big disadvantage I can do well with the average too and thank you. But I love the way my little ass whistles and blows when a huge one saws in and out : D I’m not thankful. : D Unfortunately, my kitty will be small but immediately stiff about any sexual stimulus so it shows how much I enjoy the role of a girl. 🙂 Very rarely does the thing come in handy then. Sorry girls … 🙂 Otherwise I’m a little nympho and I can’t keep myself in check. 🙂 Completely tight at first my ass gapes in seconds and then half the city can get in me. And have! 🙂 The use of condoms is possible :(, but I love it if someone gets more serious and barebacks because absolutely because I love it. 🙂 Yeah and a little bit of coin.

Comments

bimbo-candy (Owner) – Apr 25, 2019
Sadly monogamy is not my thing 😢

Braco9 – Apr 25, 2019
I want to make you grotesquely fat. I want to forced feed you a lot of food 24 hours a day, make you an obese hog. I want to make you drink alcohol until you’re a depressing alcoholic. I want to make you a toilet, sit on your face and feed you my waste. I want to make you the most disgusting human on earth.

G-37-NOW – Apr 13, 2019
Kiss, screw, sperm, eat he ass, swap sperm, deep kiss, suck me dick, sperm, screw, shoot sperm, eat he ass, sperm, nice sex.

top4degredation – Apr 10, 2019
Bring leather gloves if you have them. There is something about receiving harsh actions from a pair of soft, tight leather gloves that really does it for her.



 

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thegloaming, 21
ideally looking for fit dudes who like me are a bit stale in the right places after a day’s work outdoors and enjoy fighting and fucking in bogs or woodlands

Comments

thegloaming (Owner) – Apr 14, 2019
no sensual hugging

 

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CumPaintMyFace, 19
Sissy CD teen Polo player who works in a barn.

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CumPaintMyFace (Owner) – March 29, 2019
@Autocrat247 I can be on the next flight to wherever you are.

Autocrat247 – March 29, 2019
Seeking chattel aka you to OWN and CONTROL 24/7

Traditionally, historically slaves were taken by their MASTERS by force to exploit, subjugated with physical and sexual abuse, whipped, beaten and kept in shackles and chains, degraded, sold at auction like animals. No hope of escape or release. To live and die a slave.

Today a slave has a CHOICE. You can CHOOSE to SUBMIT and SERVE of your own FREE will without force or coercion. Once however you have made you CHOICE you will have NO CHOICE! NO CHOICE. NO RIGHTS. NO LIMITS. NO CONTROL. NO PRIDE. NO PRIVACY. NO LIBERTY. NO DIGNITY. NO SELF RESPECT. NO MERCY. NO ESCAPE and NO RELEASE.

I offer you only a CHOICE. The CHOICE is YOURS!

IF you desire to liberate yourself of ALL decisions, choices and responsibility and be FREE to do only as you are told without question, hesitation and complaint for the rest of your life then…

Sell yourself!

sau-cum – March 14, 2019
just want to say its good you finally came to your senses and ended up here where you belong. bye, fred



 

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fartslave97, 21
21 year old college student with a fart fetish; looking for a boyfriend who will use me as his nasty dirty slave in bed, but his loyal companion in public. I really want to be his stinky fart slave and sniff all of his hot farts while eating his dirty asshole. I also really love kissing. I would love for me and my boyfriend to go on a romantic dinner, then we come home and he orders me on the bed where he sits on my face unloading his farts. Then he fucks me raw all the while telling me how much he loves me.

 

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holyshit, 20
Hi I’m straight. Or at least i always have been up until now. But I guess since I’m writing this I have to question who I really am.

I know I need to know what its like to be controlled by a man. Maybe then I’ll know more about who I am.

I’ll be in LA from 4 April for three months and want someone to blow my st8 mind and fagify me – even if that means pain or disgust for me.

I want someone powerful. That can be mind or body. It can be any age or look because im not after getting hard looking at him.

I have fought junior MMA for a while and so know i can take a beating too.

I can’t do much until the 4th. That’s my line in the sand. But from the moment I walk of the plane I want life to change.

Comments

holyshit (Owner) – Apr 17, 2019
Property of BeastJock201

MichaelBox – Apr 8, 2019
Peter is now gay.

MichaelBox – Apr 1, 2019
His name is Peter and he is still straight bitch for the moment. You can have sex with him in North Hollywood as long you want. Once you have finished and left if he still says he straight I will then beat him.

 

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Train4NoLimitSnuff, 24
Born to Die. Looking to be trained slowly but progressively towards recreation. Seeking a Master/God. I’m not daft, I can’t do my wish list in a week. However, since puberty I have envisioned being a dead body. I believe this but need a man to employ this purpose. I hope to find a Master that will slowly train me to crave to be made dead. First I hope to slowly be trained as a full toilet. I have done toilet but not enjoyed it, I want to crave it. I hope to find a Man that is a Superior but also an extreme Sadist, consistently increasing my tolerance for horror. One day I want to give my life completely. I know this is crazy to most but snuff to me is beautiful; dedication to the fullest for self and their God. Like I said, this would be a slow process, several months at least. I hope to find a Master who wants what I want but is patient enough to give me enough time to crave what I know I was meant for. I got more, pics just ask.

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Anonymous – Apr 10, 2019
Shitface drunk on 71% isopropyl alcohol tryin 2 tell me wit 2 do gawd wut a posir

 

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MakeMeADrone, 21
Currently at Fort Gordon for AIT. Being chaptered out of the Army due to mental issues. Willing to relocate after I get out.

Obsessed about becoming a rubber drone, completely encased in rubber. Hypnotized and brainwashed to be a mindless rubber drone.

Update Dec 4: Forget the rubber drone thing, that was stupid. Realised I’m looking for a dude under 35 and in decent shape. Sometimes consider up to 42. Realised I love whips, especially with those metal bits that shred and flay skin. No limits. No worldly attachments. Drug free. Insane. You be all those things too.

Update Dec 10: I now have FUCK ME tattooed on my ass!

Update Dec 18: Also opening my ass. Even better if you’re an experienced fister who can do it to your elbow, in case I want to go that far some time.

Update Dec 22: Can be fisted very deep. Slowly rearrange my intestines to your liking. Then rip your arm free and turn me inside out.


 

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GoodInvestment, 23
Stripper / Erotic Dancer / Whore / Future Educator / Future Historian

Only For Men Ages 25-50 into Techno (Or Someone Rich With A Heart Condition)

Comments

Mrclint – Apr 22, 2019
I have no teeth I want to see what it is like to f

 

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YoursOrNothing, 22
live alone, sleep and cry all day
looking 4 hookups and deth

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YoursOrNothing (Owner) – Apr 3, 2019
then coud u spare me some 💵

felixx1 – Apr 3, 2019
Life is so beautiful and has a lot of colors. I wish from my heart you could draw your life only bright ones like the rainbow. I could go on and on.

 

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AnalEmoSlut20, 20
Ummm, a guy on Grindr saw what I’m into and asked if I had a profile on here… so I made a profile and still haven’t given him an answer.

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AnalEmoSlut20 (Owner) – Ap 8, 2019
I come from a religous background so my body says yes but my brain says no.

Anonymous – Apr 8, 2019
suicidal = snuff?

AnalEmoSlut20 (Owner) – March 24, 2019
Ok, sorry I was feeling suicidal when I wrote that before. I’ll make this quick and simple. I’m not just on grindr, I’m on multiple sites, and I have been looking for awhile now.
I need a mean boyfriend with a huge sex drive — I guess you would say “a master” — who doesn’t get emotional with me. Ever. Who won’t care about me, feel things about me, love me or anything remotely like that, and who can commit to being with me permanently.
The only thing I can and do offer is continual sexual use. I won’t clean your house, run your errands, act like I care about your bad moods, act like your boyfriend around your friends, bring in any outside income.
I only promise to always tell you the truth, never to ask for help, and to always give you sex.
If you’re here to chitchat and socialize that’s fine, but it’s not for me. I want what I want, nothing less.

AnalEmoSlut20 (Owner) – March 20, 2019
I’m into self harm, darkness, blackness, hatred, blood, darkness inside of my body, darkness on my body, cutting myself, staring at the mirror into my black eyes and black nails, which express my nocturnal soul. I was born with boy skin but my heart is of ice, yet colder, and my wrists are of the darkness, slashed.

Kickstandinyourmouth – March 20, 2019
and so for those of us who aren’t on grindr what are you into?


 

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TickleMeSenseless, 18
I’m a guy with a very cocky and bratty personality which means I have an uncontrollable need for being tickled. I want to meet a guy or couple who want to ruin a lad through tickling. When I say ruined I really mean it, I want my legs to be jelly and my brain to be mush when you’re done with me.

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plowyou – March 12, 2019
Do it somewhere private cos he brays like a donkey. Won’t have sex but tolerates being nibbled on while he gyrates and guffaws.



 

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SoHappyTogether, 18
First I was born in France, lived in a family (in France) (adopted) and stuck, they used me as a servant and gave me coins. So I do not remember really being wise. 🔽🔽

One day in lycée, I made two sprains on my arms and a teacher took advantage of it, he stuck me and profiled me to plot and suck and rim me, it was hot and delicious but risky … Next he said to me, – you say no thanks?

And I kissed him. But he dropped his head, I had not seen such a beautiful sex in my life. I quickly understood what the men wanted. And my reputation was made. For some asian boys are just good girls to do your maths and sex .. Grr .. But how to resist them? ” ..

Right now I’m in la fac, and three teachers have fun with me and make me I’m in love with one of them. Life is a tepu, as one of my half-brothers says. I would like to take control of my life and my body. I’m looking for a friend who has lived a little bit the same as me.

Comments

SoHappyTogether (Owner) – March 5, 2019
Hell is empty and all the devils are here.




 

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doctorfrankenstein, 21
An artist slowly losing his sanity.

Comments

Moon6 – Apr 6, 2019
I’m God

doctorfrankenstein (Owner) – Apr 6, 2019
what makes you think that?

Moon6 – Apr 6, 2019
No it’s not

doctorfrankenstein (Owner) – Apr 6, 2019
yes it is

Moon6 – Apr 6, 2019
Is that you getting your throat cut in your drawing?


 

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loveme23, 23
I value Gods presence in my life very much. Life is too short for games and drama, I am a fun loving Christian boy who takes each day as a gift from God. Im a kind, thoughtful, sincere, respectful person with moral virtues and Christian values. Im a happy person, ok with being me, but it would be nice to find that special person to love, cherish, and complete me. Sick and Tired of these lonlyness and sleeping alone and going to dinner alone and doing everything alone. i need a man to complete me and spend the rest of my life time with and make him the happiest man on earth and grow old with.

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FinnDomm – March 19, 2019
I love the way you look, shit. It’s no doubt that you’re an ideal tool for me. Every day there’s more ways to lose your little fag brain again and again and again. If you’d like to get your brain fucked, get in.

Anonymous – March 7, 2019
Can ANYONE open a slave profile here? As a really interested master I am really annoyed seeing such vanilla, sentimental bullshit on this channel. What a sad excuse for a person!

Fatmaster – Feb 25, 2019
I have never been a master before but want to try.
I am young, tiny but fat. I want to sit on your face and force you to sniff my ass.
Please note that I am fat and not such a smart guy.


 

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bottomlookingfordad, 21
I’m a kid borned 1998th from Germany who just arrived the city Sydney.
Would you like to have a smooth and stoned young bottom boy underneath you? 😏
Do you wish someone to give your crotch the explosion of cum you deserve?
Even if you like to do it so rough and hard sparks fly from your head.
If you’d like you can get baked with me before we fuck … or … not. 😉
Now its your turn Mr. 🙂
Just leave me a text message or whatsapp me and I will be underneath you groaning immediatley which I would love.
(I live in a youth hostel which also means I can’t host even when I’d love to sneak you in)

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XBOND – Jan 26, 2019
He’ll do pretty much anything in return for a place to smoke and crash but he giggles constantly and says “Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!”. I pissed in a glass, had him drink then pissed in his face and then took him to the bed and throat fucked him as he gagged, gasped for air then shot in his butt. Whoa!

hairyhangers – Jan 13, 2019
Expect to spend a coupla hours watching him hit a bong before the nookie starts.


 

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AnonymousCuriosity, 18
Hi I’m new to all this not sure what to write but here goes… I’m an 18 year old curious guy very shy and obviously nervous never really been in this situation. I’ve been watching hardcore gay porn for years in particular “illegal” dark web stuff and I’m here to learn more about it and hopefully possibly one day doing something like this. I’m a cross between a nerd and a teen idol type so I’m not ugly even below the neck but you’ll have to just trust me on that for now.
Anyway if you’re up for having a chat with me it’d be appreciated just please don’t be a creepy old fat guy. I get that you guys need to see an ass picture but I’m just not ready to share that stuff yet but who knows in the future it’s possible. I’ve had no sexual experience so take it easy.



 

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ITSJUSTMR, 19
– No chit chat, bullshit, only real thing
– No face pic, I don’t want to see you
– Preference given to wealthiest, horniest, most smitten with me
– if you are hairy or ugly you need to share your wife or GF with me
– My biggest turn on is to vomit, it’s like an upper body orgasm for me
– if I can deal with you we may live together as roommates
– First try out, 200€ handling fee, my place Mon – Thursday (10am to 6pm)

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ITSJUSTMR (Owner) – Apr 13, 2019
If you see me on the street or are nearby me (193 N Middleton Ave, Mishawaka Indiana 46544) Text me 574-249-3285 and make me to go to a secluded area. You can then chain me up to take away as your slave for life. You can track my current location on my GPS tracker www.greenalp.com/RealtimeTracker/index.php?viewuser=michael-wilson

ITSJUSTMR (Owner) – Apr 12, 2019
Fuck you. Tired of you. Tired of your bullshit. Tired of myself. Tired of not being hot enough. Tired of my life. I want to disappear from it. I need to be taken into slavery. 24/7/365. This will mean a actually kidnapping. I realise what this means.

BrixTon – Apr 3, 2019
Does the 200 Euro cost include a beautician or do we have to pay extra for that?

FagBeater – Apr 1, 2019
Made me share my girlfriend with him -lucky she thought he was nice- but then let me throw his comfort zone out the window and stomp the shit out of him.

Anonymous – March 27, 2019
Pimplier face than in his fotos



 

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Youngdreamer, 20
The true dream, having someone “break in” to my apartment and tying up my girlfriend and making her watch me get pounded by a man making my dick cum while I cry.

 

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imsogay, 24
THE SITUATION: I’m currently attached looking to leave everything behind including my family and my job and my wife and baby son for a new life as a sex slave. I want a master that will abduct me from my home after killing (or having someone kill) my wife and baby. I do understand this will be irreversible.

YOU/MY MASTER: Left-of-center, nerdy type: Film Buff, Theme Park Nerd, Gaymer, Music Obsessive, Hot Geek, Hairy Art Fag, Fellow Expatriate from the Island of Misfit Toys. Just have a passion… I don’t care what it is.

LOCATION TO KEEP ME: I want to be kept in a very secluded and remote location where no one can find me or hear me scream. I have not committed any crimes to want to be hidden but don’t want my family or anyone to ever find me.

DRESSED LIKE A SLUT GIRL: I want to be dressed like a slutty girl 24/7/forever.

ALSO: I’m a proud, outspoken and confident liberal snowflake. A message for Trump supporters, climate change & science deniers, alt-righters, fascism apologists, “both sides are at fault” and “all lives matter” guys, “crisis actor” proponents in the face of unspeakable tragedy, privileged “fiscal conservatives” who turn a blind eye to social & civil-rights issues, gun fetishists who immediately dismiss any notion of reasonable & responsible legislation — go fuck yourselves.

 

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rainbowithoutcolors, 20
I am a very dark individual. I have a great capacity for love, but a great capacity for evil at the same time. I like heavy metal music, if you want to know more just ask. I’ve been through a lot of abuse, I’ve been beaten for seventeen years by my parents, molested by my biological parents, abused by my ex-boyfriend, it all turned me into the dark person of rage and anger and hate that I am now. If I choose to accept you as my master don’t lie to me and don’t fuck me over or I will make you wish you were never born.

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rainbowithoutcolors (Owner) – Apr 22, 2019
pfft, that’d be a first. ok, if you want, that’d be nice.

verykindhumanbeing – Apr 22, 2019
I just want to worship your ass, tongue fuck and suck your butthole.



 

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averagewhiteteen, 18
hey i am here for incest chats i i wanna talk about my dad and older brother and younger brother and even my younger sister i am also lookiing for sexxxx

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coach0068 – March 27, 2019
Attention very dangerous Attention

coach0068 – March 11, 2019
I want you be my 18 yr old son. Im older guy, 68 yrs who looks much younger, somewhat nervous about this. Like very young and hairless 100% passive guys. Interested in a obsessive, doting father-Stockholm Syndrome son relationship. Like movies, watching you play video game, and fucking you.

 

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Jonas_Model, 19
I currently live in a small tourist town in the Alto Adige in the family villa with my mother, but I will soon be maturing and I can finally leave home too and from this place full of false and gossipy people where only money and false appearances count. I will reach my sister in Turin, where she has been attending the University for over 2 years, and I will be able to start a new life, MY LIFE. And by this I mean also and above all my sex life, because at 19 years old yesterday, March 15th, sex for me is basically a taboo that I want and I have to overcome. My shyness and shame and disorientation prevent me even from uttering words that allude to sex and I blush if someone tells them in my presence. The night just passed though, thanks also (or above all) to alcohol, to marijuana and another substance never tried before that makes inhibitions vanish, for the first time in my life I managed to let myself go with my help sister and her friend/lover Sandra. The details of what happened I will tell them eventually in private, but what really matters is that I DECIDED that I can’t and I DON’T WANT to repress what torments me for over a year, that is, since during last Easter’s holidays year I saw with my cousin in Florence a DVD-porn that showed a master and two young boys in women’s underwear who carried out all the orders they were given. At the beginning I also laughed like my cousin did, but after about 10-15 minutes I noticed that I was experiencing completely new sensations for me. From that day on I started dreaming, thinking about wanting to have a master, a real expert and self-confident man who would give me orders and make me discover myself and what I WANT and I AM really. I tried in every way not to think about it anymore, I swear, but I got the opposite effect, impulses, attraction, “dirty” and perverse thoughts (so mum would call them) they become more and more frequent and stronger, the ONLY thing that remains to do is ACCEPT THEM, VERIFY THEM, and finally LIVE THEM, also because the night just passed made me realize that I MUST live certain experiences. My sister and her friend encouraged me and helped write this confession. Now it’s up to me to publish it where everyone can read what I’ve denied and hidden even from myself until yesterday.

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Jonas_Model (Owner) – March 20, 2019
YOU’RE the one WHO SAID I was god NOT ME, I just said MAYBE.

my_name122 – March 20, 2019
sweet boy who considers himself god (disgusting)



 

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PUNK_IN_DRUBLIC, 22
Thats not me in the picture

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Anonymous – Apr 22, 2019
Wow, so much passion, creativity, intelligence, trouble gone to in a slave profile! Great! Say no more, I’ll take you 24/7/365 this very minute, and I’ll draw up a will leaving you every penny of my vast fortune. You have proven how great and exciting you are … Congratulations PUNK_IN_DRUBLIC! You are a genius-level, irresistible slave portal. Your self-promotion skills are top notch.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. I’m on a train returning from Cherbourg to Paris, and I will see you tomorrow.

7 Comments

  1. David Ehrenstein

    When you’re an “International Male Slave” no one can hear you scream.

    Here Comes The Sun!

  2. Nate Dorr

    Hi Dennis! Just wanted to say hello and that in advance of your Skype appearance at Spectacle Theater this Sunday when we show Permanent Green Light (!) we’ve done a bit of a survey of soundtracking related to your work mixed into this week’s Spectacle radio show: the soundtrack of Permanent Green Light, Coil & Lee Ranaldo’s score for Frisk, songs that play during the action of Guide and Try. Every episode is a bit of a collage, but your work is a throughline this time around.

    https://www.mixcloud.com/SpectacleTheater/spectacle-radio-ep34-042819-by-the-time-your-idea-is-on-the-screen-its-already-dead/

  3. Dominik

    Hi!!

    First and foremost: how was the Avant Premiere?

    Thank you so much for your words and optimism. It’s really strange that you compared it to the artist’s seeking of originality and authenticity because I often describe what I’m going through as trying to turn myself into my masterpiece – artistic and personal, both at the same time. I feel really… isolated with this mostly because most of the trans* people I know don’t have an artistic side to their experience. They need to align their bodies with their identities so that they can go on with their lives like “normal” people. I don’t mean to diminish anybody’s experiences at all, it’s a fucking tough and yes, admirable, journey either way, it’s just that I feel kind of alien even among trans* people. I have a very well-defined and specific vision of this… muse I crave to create and embody and he’s a boy or at least not a woman but it’s so thoroughly complicated – I don’t think I can resolve all these feelings and desires, etc. by “simply” starting hormone replacement therapy, for example. More so, I don’t really want to “resolve” them, I want to give them flesh and live in them for the rest of my life. Maybe this is why I’m so drawn to drag, I just haven’t figured my own way out towards it yet.

    Shit, I’m sorry to hear about the rating! I find it especially sad and irritating because it doesn’t only affect the actual release of the film – it’s based on the quite ignorant misunderstanding of the whole work and it communicates this exact misunderstood concept as “truth” to the general audience which might not have a previous knowledge about your (and Zac’s) work or PGL itself.

    I have to admit, I haven’t seen Satyricon but I have it on my computer and have been eyeing it lately, never quite finding the right time or mood. Maybe it’s my cue to finally watch it. Especially since May 1st is a national holiday here so I’ll have a day off tomorrow.

    Will you be in NYC for some (or all) of the screenings there? Or is your rest-of-the-week mostly gonna consist of TV script work? Anyhow, I wish you all the very, very best, Dennis! See you soon!!

  4. Steve Erickson

    loveme23 is refreshingly vanilla in this context. Are there any interesting profiles from slaves over 30, or do the boards you look at only really attract youth?

    It’s a shame you don’t have the option of rejecting the rating and going the unrated route in France. It’s too bad that your work can’t get away from the “transgressive” label for once, especially since PERMANENT GREEN LIGHT tries so hard to avoid the usual cliches about teenagers and self-destruction. The French ratings board is there to put them back.

    Have you heard Alvin Curran’s CANTI ILLUMINATI? I saw that it has been recently reissued on vinyl and as a download and listened to it today on Bandcamp. It mixes choral and solo vocals, tape loops, synthesizer and piano to disorienting effect.

  5. Corey Heiferman

    I like to believe that imsogay is onto this and tailored his “master” description to a stereotypical reader of this blog.

    One of the others hit a nerve, like he’s the type who could could actually ruin me if so inclined. It feels strangely important to regard myself as vulnerable in this way, whether or not I actually am. Reminds me of Nietzsche’s thing about passions turning into virtues.

    I can’t fucking stand “The Umbrellas of Cherbourg.” I hope you had an equally magical but in no way nauseating trip to the real city, that is unless you regard vomiting as an upper body orgasm.

  6. _Black_Acrylic

    Alex and I have been working hard on The Call website, and it’s now so close that I can almost taste it!

    I was full of the cold yesterday, having picked up my mother’s recent bout with sickness here in Leeds. Thought I would have to call off the Glasgow PGL trip and all… but I’m now on the mend and will journey up with my dad to Dundee tomorrow. So far so good then.

  7. Calleb_

    How can I get in touch with the slaves and how to know more about their work?

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