The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“I want to become nothing but an empty solosexual shell who can’t think of or do anything but watch porn and jerk.”

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18and2months, 18
My fantasy is to be caught jumping into a man’s backyard then be held prisoner permanently by the man as punishment for trespassing.

If you have any other questions, just ask what you want to know, you have been given a mouth to talk, and fingers to type, not just for playing with your pathetic cock.

Comments

Cumfindout – Sept 24, 2023
Wish fulfilled.

18and2months (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
I can drink alcohol as long as its not potently strong, but have been told I can drink a fair amount.

 

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slave4theextreme, 19
I fantasize about fucked up shit. I’m isolated inside a heavy hood with a frontal zipper so that my captor can access my face when ever they feel like it.

Under hood my head is already wrapped in plastic bag. That bag also has a front zipper so it can open and close whenever. So that my captor can zip open my hood to access the plastic bag and zip that one shut. And watch as the plastic shrink, wraps and stick around my pathetic loser face as I asphyxiate.

My owner just wanks and watches as I run out of air. Pissing on my bagged face. But I’m grateful because that’s really all a loser like my deserves.

No one will miss me. I have no friends, no family.

Then as air is running out, my encased body is put in a concrete manhole. My bagged face sees my owner pouring wet concrete to fill the hole I’m in. I’m being buried alive as I asphyxiate.

I feel the wet concrete covering, as I know that I’m just going to disappear. All alone and miserable. But watching my owner, stroking his cock as I suffocate and disappear under the concrete is pure satisfaction to me. That makes it all worth as everything goes dark.

I’m real? Yes.

Does a part me want this? A big part of me want this. Yes.

Do I have any friends, family that would care if this happens to me? No. I’m really just a lone loser with no life or prospect.

So there you have it. Me. The honest me.

Comments

slave4theextreme (Owner) – Sept 5, 2023
Good times.

averageguy – Sept 5, 2023
Fascinating- before he lost his mind, I was addicted to his bare torso. It’s an artwork of nature. He should be always shirtless. I made him do hard work in my backyard shirtless under the burning sun. Then I would bring him inside and flog him. I felt very connected with him when the whip crashed on his bare back. For the floggings I used bullwhips and other singletails and knotted floggers. He would endure this punishment for hours stoicly like a man.



 

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chairboy, 21
It was put on this earth to serve as a chair for a mans ass. Its only source of pleasure is sniffing farts and ass so that a HUMAN doesnt have to. It is NOT a human it is a chair. Farts are its oxygen.

Comments

chairboy (Owner) – Sept 21, 2023
No that’s not its cock, it’s a belt.

chairboy (Owner) – Sept 19, 2023
Please be real and have some gas. Sicked of those fakers, chickens, and those spoke so much about gas on message but all was gone during the session. COWARD!

SilvioFarts – Sept 14, 2023
I love farting: in addition to having a passion for it, I have a physical predisposition for doing it. I love to fart on people, on things, and if you make me pay you, I fart even more vehemently.

 

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Filthy4Kinky, 18
I am a little boy trapped in a teenager’s body. In 2020, I met two people in Las Vegas, NV who turned my life around. The primary father was Rob, and his husband was Dennis. Rob, who understood my love of diapers, died last October. I am still living with Dennis, and we do have lots of sex, but we are not emotionally involved. Rob and Dennis got me through the last two years of high school, I lost Rob just two months after graduating.

In essence, I want to get to meet people who like the fact that I love to wear diapers. I wear them all the time. I do love to wet and mess. Dennis has a variable voltage ac transformer that he likes to use to electrify my wet diapers. He also has a large number of dildos, which I he has rigged up with vaping coil wire to be electrified dildos that he shoves into me.

I absolutely love Paw Patrol, and kids movies. I also love violent movies, especially with violence against children, so I watch those types of movies too. Rob was into very heavy S/M movies, and I have a pretty good collection of those. I would like to figure out how to have a relationship with someone who could deal with this. I really don’t know what to do or how to do it, but let’s see what happens.

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woodlandtherapies – Sept 11, 2023
Hello! I’m Kenneth. I am a hung unbridled sadist, poet and essayist, and I’d like to offer you a ‘Different’ type of life deep in the woods.

merciless – Sept 11, 2023
He talk too much but just put a ball in his mouth.

mattg – Sept 9, 2023
Have any of you tops cum up this boy’s nose and made him snort it all and swallow it that way? I think is would be so hot to see this boy have a big cock pressing hard into one of his nostrils while the top pumps his load into his nose! The top would be ordering him to keep snorting! Or try to get two guys with good cum control to cum up his nose at the same time. One for each nostril! Wouldn’t that be fucking hot!


 

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artobject, 22
Hey, I have become obsessed with eating cum from other men who have fucked and loaded my boyfriend’s hot hole. I send him off to local cruising grounds, sauna/bathhouses, etc and he returns when he’s done. I sometimes say come back in an hour, or sometimes only after a certain number of men have been inside him. I have recently started getting him to record the sound on his phone so I can hear them fuck him. I tell him not to say anything about it, until I ask. I usually make him slip off his underpants and let me smell them for cum as he climbs into bed next to me. Then I get him to play the recording while telling me every detail of his adventures, how many men, what ages, types, how big and hard, how they fucked, what he did, when they came etc as I wank and eat his hole out. Is anyone interested in adding to the stockpile and if so, I’ll tell you how to do it.

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Deus – Sept 14, 2023
when i was in junior high school i had a 65 yr old daddy. and yes, he owned me. he did so many hot/horrible things to me. one day he sold me to a 85 year old man in Qatar for $20,000.

Gerontophilia<3 – Sept 14, 2023
The biggest charm of old people is old, don’t feel ashamed of getting old, there is no need to emphasize you have a young mind and heart in the aging body, your ass counts most.

Senior4Asian – Sept 14, 2023
Amiable grandpa here your boyfriend captures and touches my heart, even just look at him.

artobject (Owner) – Sept 14, 2023
I was chatting with a guy who asked if I had considered selling my boyfriend as a slave for senior citizens. He told me he trains young bottoms as slaves then sells them to senior citizens for a good amount of money. Apparently some senior citizens would pay very, very well for my young, attractive as my boyfriend once he was trained as a senior citizen liking slave. This guy seemed legit to me, but I realize it could all be a bunch of bullshit. Has anyone heard of this sort of thing? Has any senior citizen bought a slave or been paid to train a slave for some senior citizen?



 

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Whoismydad, 24
I was at a gas station someday, in a 2015 Toyota Camry which he got me shortly after we met. (If I remember correctly it was a month after we met) by him I am referring to my former master.

In that moment I was the happiest boy on earth, a few months passed life was great. Good car, lots of fun and I was lucky to be with the man who took my virginity. I guess that’s why he was so nice to me.

So enough of that let’s go back to my story which brings us back to being at the gas station.

Out of gas, stuck In the middle of nowhere. No money ! I tried to pay for gas with his Card because I had exhausted the cash I had for the trip and I also didn’t have any money in my account since he took care of all the bills and also gave me his card sometimes to use for emergencies)

After filling my tank. I tried to pay for gas with the card but it got declined, not because there wasn’t any money on it, but the card company didn’t allow me make that purchase because they had already found out my master was dead and their policy is to freeze his account in the time of demise to prevent loss of asset.

Then I heard a voice in my head saying, what did you gain from all of this. Just be happy that you can still pick your self up and start all over. It then occurred to me that I wasn’t building a life for myself by placing pleasure above Career. Just maybe if I was working I would have been able to pay for gas.

But I found a way out of that situation and from that day in April 2022 I have committed myself to becoming better and I am currently unemployed but I finished my auto apprenticeship in February this year. For now I just work on cars when I can to survive.

Judge me all you want, maybe this isn’t a type of job you would want a boy to have but it puts food on my table and it’s a skill that will be very useful to me in the future. Who knows I may just own a shop in a few years.

I graduated high school but haven’t attended college yet.

Looking forward to finding a new home here.

Comments

Filthyevildemonhunk – Sept 9, 2023
Last year I took him fishing and fisted him on the river.

Meow – Sept 8, 2023
Been curious about you a while and now want to do something about it.

hellraiser – Sept 3, 2023
he likes pain. he enjoys delivering as much as he enjoys receiving. he is a masochistic sadist fucker. consider that your warning.


 

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virgin_on_a_trip, 18
I plan to come to Berlin for a few days and thought this would be a good opportunity to be deflowered, preferably without my consent.

My name is Julian but I’d rather be called Julia.

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virgin_on_a_trip (Owner) – Sept 19, 2023
I am no longer a virgin. I’m back home in in Lacey, Washington and working at Walmart.

virgin_on_a_trip (Owner) – Sept 7, 2023
I am very nervous on approaching this since most of the messages I have received sound very extreme to me and it’s worrisome.

Iwillhelpingyou – Sept 2, 2023
Really just want to get a hotel room so I and my friends can run a train on you.



 

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KindaBasic, 21
it was Andy, it was a theatre and live events technician, it is in a dark place, it is conditioned to fall into its depravity, so deep, and it loves that, that’s how it feels love through degradation, it has been programmed to be a mindless slave, it did it to itself, it seeks an extreme controlling Owner for total control, please contact it, to be live-in property for your benefit, a pathetic faggot, inferior human being, not a MAN, a liar, not a theatre and live events technician, a male appearing thing.

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KindaBasic (Owner) – Sept 16, 2023
It is not ready to get fucked by its Owner yet. It doesn’t want to disappoint its Owner, so it is currently in training so that it can get fucked by him. It’s not quite there yet, so it’ll let you know when it’s more confident, it apologizes.

Blacksails – Sept 16, 2023
I wanted to fuck you when you were the tech nerd in my son’s high school theater department and I still feel the same way.

AVERSIONISM – Sept 12, 2023
He says he’s not into pain but he loves his nipples being hurt. I find it strange that he doesn’t enjoy any slapping or any beating of him in other forms of pain but hurt nipples sends him into heaven. I twisted them to the point of being bruised then bit them so hard I almost took them off, and he was in bliss and I have never seen anyone cum so hard.



 

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threesomesearch, 19
Bottom 18 and Dom top 42 seek 1 or 2 extra Dom tops

Comments

Human72 – Sept 12, 2023
He was very hungover and got irritable quickly.

Apollo – Sept 10, 2023
He is slim but can take anything bring your own poppers because if you don’t have them I hope you have some because if you don’t his Dom top will beat the shit out of you

SouthAsianGuy – Sept 7, 2023
Looking through this site and some of the shit you fags do makes me wonder why most women aren’t the same (or more sluttier)….. unlike you fags they’re literally designed to take dick.

jacobandrews – Sept 5, 2023
The way he looked at me while I fucked him made me melt every time he looked at me.


 

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maximumintelligence, 22
Hello Sir I hope your are doing well. I’m desperately craving some discipline and more importantly guidance. I kinda downloaded this app and started looking for a Dom because I’ve been acting a little arrogant and entitled and it is really starting to effect my personal life so I was hoping someone on here could take me down a peg or two. I feel like I’m kinda drowning in expectations that I will probably never reach in my personal life should it would nice to find a Dom on here that will actually discipline/punish me and help me learn from my mistakes to become a better submissive/person. I’ve always had trouble making decisions for myself, but lately it’s been getting really out of hand. Even the tiniest decisions are so draining nowadays. I know I can’t have someone make all of my choices in my life like that but it would just be so nice to not ask every single one of my friends on their opinion and just instead kinda be forced into a choice so when I found out about T.P.E. I knew that was the type of relationship I wanted to pursue.

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Leon-Fuck-You – Sept 14, 2023
On a scale of 1 to 10 1 being receiving anal and 10 being raped tortured and snuffed where u fall kid?

maximumintelligence (Owner) – Sept 11, 2023
I prefer guys who’re not into my dick.

electroscreams – Sept 11, 2023
Hey there! I’m looking to tie you up then attach my Electro unit to your cock and control the ampage and light you up like a xmas tree while I skull fuck you.

maximumintelligence (Owner) – Sept 9, 2023
My ass is just an ass. There’s nothing special about it. Quit trying to lionise it.

maximumintelligence (Owner) – Sept 9, 2023
If the only things on your mind are genitals, ass and the typical sex things every generic gay talks about, I am not interested.


 

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someonehehe, 18
Hi, I’m 18 and I have a serious problem with masturbation, so I have decides that I want to find someone to move me in and tie me to a bed surrounded by a bunch of old men who suck me off constantly, so that’s what I’m looking for here.

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someonehehe (Owner) – Sept 2, 2023
Unfortunately I also have to say that I can’t speak or I can only whisper because my vocal cords don’t work anymore.

someonehehe (Owner) – Sept 1, 2023
My friends tell me I’m funny, attractive and intelligent and why are you single. I pull away from people who encourage me to date or find a husband. They do not see.



 

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Findthispointless, 21
I can take a vast amount, but I really want to get into dark twisted disturbing things that I can’t take.

Here is a list of some of the things I am into. I am into way more than is listed here.

Fear
Snuff
Weapons (knives, guns, bats)
Murderous abuse
Death threats (followed through)
Breath control (choke holds, bagging, noose play, garrot)
Body punching (break stuff)
Face punching (break stuff)

There is so much more to add to these lists and will if I live long enough.

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Findthispointless (Owner) – Sept 17, 2023
Things I would love to happen would include having my ass stretched out by horse cocks, dildos, fisting, feet, huge objects that cause massive damage when removed. Cock and ball torture, needles or skewers pushed through both with electricity surging through for extra agony. Hooded, eyes and ears with extra padding so I would never see or hear again. Cock spilt in two or removed all together. Nipples clamped, stretched, vacuumed, drilled, screwed, weighted, cut off eventually and force fed to worthless me. Skull fucked until I pass out repeatedly until my brain has almost no wattage left. Teeth pulled, tongue cut out, tattooed everywhere, pierced, branded, cut, scarred, burned, anything and everything to give pain. Urinal, toilet, hooked up to a sex machine and forgotten about or dumped in a barn for hardcore non consensual animal rape. When my ass is used up the ultimate sacrifice or give me the means to do it myself. Hopefully you will see the benefit of this to your pleasure as well. Definitely not for the timid or those with even one limit.

caskofamont – Sept 16, 2023
He is as many forms of art as possible.

Findthispointless (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
One example…3 way with a Dom and another slut bottom…Dom raped me choked…punched me in the face…yelled at me…wrapped a cord around the other slut’s neck and suffocated him till he passed out and shit himself…Dom fucked the slut’s shitty ass…after made me eat the cum and shit from the slut’s ass and clean up his hole… then Dom beat the other slut to death as i watched… etc.

 

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offloadingproperty, 20
20 y.o thai boy for relocation and 24/7/no way out slavery

after relocation slave can be completely dehimized on object level

slave/object is suitabule feeding with dog food

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OPERATOR – Sept 20, 2023
Boy is now owned and will know no peace.

 

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Deepwetasshole, 20
In my job, I help abused people tell their stories. In the meantime I’ve been creating a few 100 of my own.

I’ve enjoyed a long secret kink life over my 20 years. A few snapshots:

When most of my classmates were reading YA books, I was drawn to the Marquis de Sade.

My first real experience at age 10 with a 17-year-old babysitter. He probably thought it was cute that a precocious boy had a bag full of ropes to play “cops and robbers”. 2 hours later he didn’t think it was so cute.

My first experience being kidnapped was at 13 with a leather man in the San Francisco area. Spent two days getting raped on a houseboat in Sausalito, CA.

At 14 I had my penis caged and shrunk down permanently to the size of a tiny dot unable to fuck anything or even be masturbated.

At 15 I started dressing in clothes that turned every man into a raging nymphomaniac every time they even glanced at me.

At 16 I made men forget what it was about other boys that turned them on and fuck me constantly and continually in private and in public.

So I’ve managed to find many, many BDSM playmates over the years – men, women, kids my age, straight, gay and lots of those who hadn’t made up their minds until they met me.

Shoot me a message if you want to be the next.

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Indulger69 – Sept 25, 2023
Before the brainwash he was a sweet and kind boy. Very often he was sad. From the fact that he did not have enough attention. He dreamed that he could have sex in the car during the rain. He liked to listen to music and walk down the street. He read books, most detective. He watched TV shows and films. He loved getting lost in the fictional worlds.

Indulger69 – Sept 19, 2023
I spent most of a day brainwashing him into just a mumbling and drooling mess then had my fun. Now I want him to go, but I can’t seem to reverse the brainwash, and he can’t leave like this. Any advice please?

bigcockcameron – Sept 18, 2023
i am straight idk if this is a gay site or if your a woman im looking for a kinky woman\\


 

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WANTS2BEACORPSE, 21
We meet up. You tell me to strip naked. You have whatever sex you want with me. Then you wrap my arms and legs in plastic wrap. Then you start to wrap me in PVC duct tape, head to toe. Two small nose holes for air. I become an object as tightly wrapped and immobile as possible. Then you seal up the nose holes for suffocation. Then you quickly pour gasoline all over the object and light it on fire to prepare it for an eternity in the fires of Hell, which is where everyone on this app is going.

Comments

Brownbear – Sept 17, 2023
You are hot but scary.

WANTS2BEACORPSE (Owner) – Sept 15, 2023
FYI I am a division 1 college diver.

PedroCortez – Sept 15, 2023
I’m looking for I think I’ll have a great time hiking with you, in the mountains or somewhere there are almost no people. I prefer privacy when I kill. I hope you understand that.

WANTS2BEACORPSE (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
Should happen at your place unless you want to do it in my dorm room.

JohnnyRiot – Sept 11, 2023
Nothing beats a corpse with cute face.

WANTS2BEACORPSE (Owner) – Sept 10, 2023
I am not a social media person. I am not addicted to my phone. I don’t watch the news.

adobo80 – Sept 7, 2023
Never be embarrassed to ask any question on this site. Or express any opinion or desire. We’re a community of sick fucks.

css4870 – Sept 7, 2023
I’m really, really curious, and I’m asking, why do men want to have a dead body??
Is it that dead bodies are their type or is that they like to see what’s not there anymore like with abandoned amusement parks??
I’m asking this because I’m really, really curious, so please don’t take it too bad!! Hah, hah, hah.



 

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freeheroin, 18
i am a very masochistic boy for a sadist over 50 years old. i live with my parents so it’s hard to meet at my house. i have a ymca pass so we can use the locker rooms if you have a ymca pass too. ONLY SADIST OVER 50 YEARS OLD. ONLY SADIST OVER 50 YEARS OLD. ONLY SADIST OVER 50 YEARS OLD. ONLY SADIST OVER 50 YEARS OLD

Comments

freeheroin (Owner) – Sept 4, 2023
lana has a song called heroin

metalmachine – Sept 4, 2023
Something I would like to do with an AI is to be able to turn you into a corpse.
Give the necessary data and content to the AI and be able to see you dead in various ways, run over, in a car accident, hanged, beheaded… and in a very realistic way.
But for that I think that the AIs should work with graphic content, and I think that for now it is not possible.

freeheroin (Owner) – Sept 4, 2023
it’s funny really, as i get older and see the freedom of adulthood all i wish is to shackled and have none. maybe it’s all part of God’s plan.


 

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ilovemyass, 19
slave momentarily still owned
soon I will be free again without property constraints
I am looking for a New Master
my name is Vova, current work kiln for the production of bricks, i have already given notice of termination at the end of September
when I was 8 my mother enrolled me in a gymnastics federation (partly because I was too thin partly to not have to be in charge of me all the time)
at 12 my gym teacher never misses an opportunity to touch me, he follows me in the shower to make sure I wash well, he gropes me, helps me get dressed, any good excuse to touch me
at 14 it goes beyond touching with sexual intercourse, kisses, licking, at that time my mother with shift work and a new boyfriend can no longer manage me, and so my gym teacher proposes to leave me at his house from monday to friday, go to school and gymnastics and come home to her on weekends
two more years go by with explicit sex and iron discipline in my teacher’s house
at 16 he beats me for the first time, and then it becomes a rule of the house to beat me, my teacher believes that I masturbate too often, (true 3/4 times a day) and begins with the first physical punishments to correct me, whip, anal invasions, drugs, fasting, left out in the cold naked (no useful result)
at 17 the relationship changes from sexual, authoritarian to sadist/masochist with heavy punishments to me sexual, physical and mental
he continues like this until i am 19 when he informs me that I have become too old for him and that we are terminating the relationship
partially closed because he still occasionally calls me

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ilovemyass (Owner) – Sept 21, 2023
change of plans, my former/current master wants to get me completely emasculated. he’s bringing me to thailand to be a t-girl slut, suck a ton of cocks and get fucked and bred by hundreds of men from all over the world.
upon arrival in thailand i will be getting my cock and balls removed, no idea who will be the last person i use my cock with but i thought i would offer it to someone before i leave poland with my cock for the final time



 

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stranglethings, 19
I’m a young skinny femboy in McKinney, Texas. I need a Master to help me become a mindless, dumb, stupid masturbator. I’m trying to become fully addicted to porn, jerking off. I want to become nothing but an empty solosexual shell who can’t think of or do anything but watch porn and jerk. Any Masters good with brainwashing, etc please hit me up. Please help me achieve my dream.

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stranglethings (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
My user name is just a play on Stranger Things.

stranglethings (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
Conversationalist par excellence.

stranglethings (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
If bottom doggy or pretzel dip or flatiron or Cowboy or missionary are my favorites.

stranglethings (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
Bottom if it absolutely has to get to that.

 

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FistGapeRepeat, 21
I don’t charge, but if you want to give me money I have no problem, I am looking for men to turn my butthole into a punching bag, I like that they take photos and videos while they do that, I want to always be fulfilled sexually and mentally, I think doing the first will lead to the second.

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FistGapeRepeat (Owner) – Sept 9, 2023
As long as I’m attracted to the person in one way or another even if it’s just their fist then definitely so long as T and some food.

Sharp-edge – Sept 9, 2023
Nothing better than a really cute boy lost in the drug world. I know it sounds bad, but theoretically I’d love to have him at my place for some time fisting him constantly and offering him all the T he needs and eventually make him completely dependent on me.

FistGapeRepeat (Owner) – Sept 8, 2023
No fist -> no fuck

norefusal – Sept 8, 2023
this boy hit me up on grindr a while back. i agreed to host. we met. he was nice, cute and intelligent but something seemed off. he admitted to being homeless. then explained he was recently made homeless by getting kicked out of a post-rehab sober house for relapsing. i agreed to let him smoke T in my house although i didn’t partake.

the T made getting hard difficult for him but i fucked and fisted his ass like i’ve never fucked and fisted ass before or since.

i agreed to meet a few more time and often gave him hand me down clothes or small amounts of cash for the bus etc. he was interesting and well read and one of the sweetest guys i ever met off grindr. but in addition to struggling w addiction he also struggled with mental health. the two combined made him volitile and super paranoid and he could go from mr adorable to a raving lunatic in a heartbeat. it was too much and i had to stop contact.


 

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imhungryyeah, 19
Tired of being a twunky boy. Ready for my twunk death. Ready to become an obese pig. Hoping to pile on the pounds with some encouragement from a cruel feeder. Who knows, maybe I’ll like it.

Comments

LexLuthor – Sept 19, 2023
He is not very smart.

BigLad – Sept 14, 2023
Christ I bet you taste good.

AshHawk – Sept 12, 2023
Daddy issues and many many other issues.



 

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DownerKing, 19
I just got out of a 2 year relationship with a girl and need desperately to indulge my gay fetish fantasy before I find another girl. I’m bored out of my mind. I want to be turned in to a toilet in absolutely radical manners. My first sexual experience was eating the shit of a man who kidnapped me every day for six months before he was killed in a shootout with police. So I’m looking for a masc hungry, horned, aggressive shitpig God! I love begging to chew your shit and you can live stream it. Force chem and blood slam me, I’m into shitshake, shitfuck, shitkiss, smearing, subhuman, vile, sewer filth NO CONSENT extreme shitplay. But hurry because there’s already a new girl I’m interested in.

Comments

nyShiTeaTnNigger4whT – Sept 21, 2023
I want YOU no interest AT ALL in ANY others.

Hardrock101 – Sept 18, 2023
You’ve always been a passive, submissive person and it’s high time you started expressing who you really are.

DownerKing (Owner) – Sept 13, 2023
Will gladly have a few hard drinks with you at a bar first.

Kenny – Sept 8, 2023
He doesn’t say so but he gets off being told his dick is tiny while he’s being shitfucked.
Lavish him with praise about how pretty he is then tell him the truth when you’re shitfucking him.
I have been in two relationships with tiny ditched boys and my experience has been I didn’t want to offend them so I said their size didn’t matter.
It did and I ended up shitfucking other hung boys. Only recently have I found myself with a desire to shitfuck small dicked boys.
Getting hard typing this.


 

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YouDecideFagsFate, 20
Attractive young drag entertainer and apprentice landscaper, but more importantly a faggot available in Melun, France not far from the Train station to be demolished without limit or pity from Wednesday 1 p.m. to Thursday 2 p.m.

I love being beaten up, being force raped even if it means choking and strangling me, being viciously insulted, having my pretty face used as a punching bag, being strangled, being tied up sequestered and my asshole used til it bleeds and wrenches apart and turns inside out, also love being destroyed in a local cellar, a stairwell, a hall, an underground elevator

Big love for the city guy scum violent guy macho bastard who doesn’t hesitate for a second.

No matter what state I finish in do not care, you can go as hard as you want, I’m here for that and I shut my mouth.

Comments

Dupytrens – Sept 19, 2023
Just sayin’

Dupytrens – Sept 17, 2023
He is currently under this EMG trigger: “Quarantine File a Day project. In this hypnosis session a trigger was placed in his mind so that if someone he knows sends him a command surrounded by brackets [ ] he immediately and subconsciously follows the command. This works in email, text or chat but only if they are addressed to him. He does not remember the commands that were given, or even listening to the file.”

YouDecideFagsFate (Owner) – Sept 8, 2023
Oh I have a pink collar with bells that I like to wear during sex but that’s about it for my requests.

Jose – Sept 6, 2023
To my fellow total top brothers … I’m just curious how you guys see yourselves and your penis. For me my dick controls my life haha not in a bad way but more in an extension of my primal being. When I go on a hike I’ll stop in a clearing and jerk off, same for if I’m staying in a hotel. I need to leave a piece of me everywhere I go. In everyone I fuck. I would genuinely fuck anyone and anything, and I fucking love doing it. If the aliens came to earth tomorrow I’d probably want to shoot my load in their alien cunts haha.


 

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Food4thought, 18
Look closely at the face of this young man. What he has in common with the majority of people who have lived on the earth is he is dead, having been strangled, stripped nude by a male with an erect penis who took him forcefully before, during, and after death, and enjoyed his nude body, playing with it like a fucktoy, using his lips on every part of this young man’s body. He lived his entire life to be part of a single man’s fantasy, who enjoyed telling him he would die, and savoring his death throes as the life-force left him, with a rock-hard penis thrusting deeply unto his asshole. He was butchered afterwards as his butcherer sniffed cocaine and drank bourbon. Did it matter against the canvas of human history? Did his killer ensure he endured a painful death? Did this slut achieve orgasm in the seconds before he died? Was there any real reason for his killer to feel regret or have pangs of conscience? Did his killer take souveniers? Or keep swatches of pubic hair? Did his killer’s tongue explore his asshole after death? How long did his killer stay hard shoving his hard penis all the way in and half way out. Again and again and again. Do you envy him? How long did his killer keep the carcass after death? Young men have been killed for sexual enjoyment by males since the beginning of time with no penalties. Think of the odor as he decomposed. Think of the look on his face as the life-force ebbed. Did he scream? What were his last thoughts before his existence was terminated? Questions to ponder. I am not saying that such behavior is good or bad. But in the final analysis, in many ways humans are no different than ants on an anthill, or the fish we catch by the millions to be gutted, cooked, and eaten.

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Anonymous – Sept 16, 2023
and your point is … ?

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Oh, thanks a lot for that, Ben. The Jlin is out? I’ll get it. Though poor me without a turntable. Enjoy the spins. ** Dominik, Hi!! I think Zac said he was glad he went to the dino show. All he talked about were the animatronics so maybe focus on them? My mouth is still slightly parted in anticipation for the cookies, but I’m sure love will come through, especially if I help him out with a trip to the supermarket. I turned off notifications, so that stopped the fake alert, but hopefully now I won’t miss a real alert that an asteroid is speeding towards the city. Oil mopping up is the worst! Even worse than spilled coffee grounds, although it’s a tight race. Love going back in time and making the cool snow globe that a friend of mine in the US sent me as a gift not arrive after having been smashed into a thousand glass shards by the fucking post office, G. ** Steve Erickson, I’m actually on the hunt for evidence of ‘Ollie’s’ music videos, and, if I find some, I’ll share them. Yes, I saw footage of the flooding there on the news. Holy crap. That’s crazy. I need to try ‘Stop Making Sense’ again. At the time it came out, it was the death knell of my interest in Talking Heads. I thought the turn towards artsy theatrics and choreography and all of that destroyed what was interesting about them. But the seemingly entire world disagrees with that assessment, so I should test myself, I guess. Everyone, Steve has written an overview of the LGBTQ contingent entries in the New York Film Festival, which should be quite interesting, so read up. ** Ollie 🐡, Wait, Darby🐡. Right, Ollie as in Oliver as in ‘Oliver Twist’, but … what’s wrong with sounding like a beggar boy? Thanks a bunch about the art show. Really glad you liked it. Think positive: more time to write! And, you know, exercise too! What did your meal consist of? Right, you get discounts on spooky stuff at the store. Use it, for sure. What do they do with the unsold stuff? I guess they probably just send it back or trash it? Last year Zac and I went on closing day to a big Halloween Spirit store because they had this great, crazy castle construction in the store. We were hoping they’d just give it to us so we could use it in our movie. But they absolutely refused. They said they had to destroy it for some official reason. So we went out back of the store and watched a huge truck drive over and over that beautiful castle until it was a thin, ragged layer of cardboard. Wtf?! Those wonderful links you tried to share with me didn’t work for some reason and only delivered code, but I see the objects’ names, so I’ll just go be my industrious self and hunt them down solo. No problem. So, thank you! And … good morning? ** Okay. Just as a side note, when I started this blog ages ago, I had a few rules. One of the rules was that if there was ever a day when not a single commenter referenced that day’s blog post, I would stop doing the blog. I’m not going to stop doing the blog, obviously, but I do think it’s interesting that it’s taken all these years for that to actually happen as it did here yesterday. And otherwise, can you believe September is already over? I’m shocked. But here are the slaves to prove the month’s conclusion is the case. See you on Monday.

18 Comments

  1. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Did you find chocolate chip cookies that lived up to your expectations?

    I, of course, forgot to ask my mom what she’d done with the ever-present virus alert. I’m glad you found a solution, though! Maybe love will be kind enough to alert you to the possibility of any asteroids speeding toward the city while your notifications are turned off!

    Spilled coffee grounds are a nightmare to clean up, too, so, yeah, the race is tight!

    Oh, fuck, no! I’m so sorry about the snow globe! That’s really sad and infuriating. Are postal services generally crap in France? They’re horrible in Hungary but seem to be a lot better in Austria.

    Love informing you that lana has a song called heroin, Od.

  2. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Well, I hope your brother is okay and on the mend. I think I know which one, but still…yeah, tough situation there.

    I have to say the Kardashian/Jenner thing bums me out too but is no surprise. It’s one of the things about Timothee that I don’t like. He really loves to sit at the cool kids’ table. Ugh.

    I worked with my co-worker the past two days. Her sister’s stepson was 26 and schizophrenic. He shot himself in the house while everyone was there. Her sister freaks out every time she hears a loud noise now. Really terrible situation. Seems, too, he’d said something the day before that they now realize was a bit of an omen. Schizophrenia is a devastating disease.

    I’m going out with friends tonight. We’re going to the Calvert County Fair to see my one friend’s daughter in the singing competition there. She’s in the final 6 and has a good chance of winning. Then we’re going back to their house for a bonfire and some games and shit.

    David is four weeks in working and still hasn’t missed a day and has been late only once. Fingers crossed.

    Hope the rest of your weekend is stellar.

  3. Bill

    He posts about wanting to be deflowered in Berlin, and is concerned about all the extreme responses? That’s too funny.

    I wouldn’t say SF is closing bit by bit, though the mainstream media certainly seems intent on portraying it that way. The neighborhoods I spend time in are pretty healthy, and there are a pile of new music events this weekend and next week. I don’t know what Pier 24’s story is. They’re run by a foundation, so maybe the foundation got a new board that isn’t interested in supporting it or something.

    I’m still having trouble with denniscooperblog.com, with several browsers and devices. Clearing the browser cache did not help. Maybe all the DLs use the Facebook page.

    Hope you New Yorkers are staying dry in this craziness.

    Bill

  4. _Black_Acrylic

    Haha I love the text for Food4thought and the comment makes for the ultimate punchline.

    I’m sorry to hear that you got no replies for your Abbas Kiarostami Day. His stuff is quite freely available so Taste of Cherry has been added to my DVD rental list.

  5. Steve Erickson

    The rain died down to a manageable level yesterday evening and ended around 1 PM today. It was pretty nice today, although rather grey. But I went out expecting flooded streets, and they’re all gone by now.

    WFMU’s 6-9 PM DJ tonight played a set where every song had some connection to rain. (At one point, she laid a scientist’s lecture about increasing rainfall over ambient music.)

    Did you find anything else cool at the Halloween store?

    I learned about Talking Heads by hearing “Burning Down the House” on top 40 radio and seeing the video, so I never really knew a version of the band that wasn’t somewhat theatrical and visually oriented. FEAR OF MUSIC and REMAIN IN LIGHT are steeped in severe anxiety, and even when the bands performs these songs in STOP MAKING SENSE, they sound so joyful. Have you read Keith Kahn-Harris’ piece in the Quietus, which suggests that the concert film from their 1980 tour is better? I’ve seen portions of that and plan to watch the whole thing next week.

  6. Darbiiiiiiiiiiiii

    Hello. Dont think im into the name, besides, I saw a name resemblance and I got like super paranoid. Its weird.
    Honestly I go by a bunch of different names, changing whenever the right crowd because I dont think I really have an identity so I’m just a concoction of a character I built in my head.
    I think I’m quite sarcastic and non-talkative in real life but ya know I just kind of do my own thing. I think i come of very disorganized here, writing wise. Really I dont know, im just a flux of a person? But maybe i’ll figure it out.
    Have u ever had a nickname, or, i don’t know, some different identity.
    Anyways, that “Spirit Halloween” sounds super pretentious ugh, where was it? No we don’t association with them. Here when we start to close up they let us keep the cardboard decorations that label the costume sections.
    I think im becoming very attached to this stuffed animal (Arsenic.) I have this weird obsession with giving everything names. Everything. I wont be suprised if he begins to say my name haha.

    • Darbiiiiiiiiiiiii

      OMG ok but the meal I ate, sorry forgot to respond to that but it was pasta like a cup but it got me through. Love pasta.🍝

      • Darbyyyy :O

        HEYY. Have you read this? https://www.amazon.com/Fallen-Boys-Novel-Psychological-Horror/dp/099945191X
        Just started after the mall scene and already I think I know/am afraid where the book is heading.
        Sorry for all the responses, been bored this week.
        I think its a shame I cant readmy book in the hospital. Because its a thick hardcover. I think. So things have been silly and im thinking I cant really hold it that much longer but I think it will be ok because I dont have work for another week and if I get better quickly prob they will discharge me less or about that. I think my manager will understand because the more I try suppressing it its just gonna go BOOM.
        But yeah have you read that book? If so will it destroy me? I have like a soft-spot when weird little kids take their life’s in books. Weird.
        Im also in a very messed up silly dilemma. I left my phone somewhere so I cant really call a crisis line. The good news is I live right next to the the hospital building so I could probably just walk in and they’ll see blood n be like ok yep. So yeah, regardless, See you maybe (hopefully!) by next Monday? I will probably sitting in a static room with a book in my hand wearing really ugly scrubs haha, but hey, at least they have cute little therapy dogs!

      • Darb

        ugh did the third thing send? I kind of hope it didnt I dont see it. In case it didnt
        https://www.amazon.com/Fallen-Boys-Novel-Psychological-Horror/dp/099945191X
        Have you read this? If the third comment showed then you probably heard what I already had to say about it. Thats all I kind of want to know!

        • Darb

          OMG NO THE THIRD ONE DID SEND. Damn I was hoping it didnt. 🙁 maybe a delete button would have worked in my favor. I think I’m gonna wait ti’ll morning because im not walking in the dark. So maybe, just maybe I can see your opinion on the book before then??
          Ok sorry last one!!!

  7. Kettering

    Mr. Dennis– Actually there was a post yesterday that referenced the Kiarostami– it just got erased– but perhaps that still counts in a way? As a palimpsest, ghost-in-the-blog notch in the electromagnetics of the panopticon? There’s still a sound being made (trees falling in the woods and all.)… Sail the boat, its still a life.. So, do please keep blogging, Sir. –

  8. Corey Heiferman

    Whoismydad should work as a wilderness firefighter. He’s got the right build and inclinations, it’s a growth industry, the pay is great, and it’s an ideal way to meet sadists who live off the grid. He can fix cars in the offseason, if there still is one.

    The other night I picked up a waif at a techno club. Good dancefloor chemistry, nice chat over a cigarette, onward to the toilet stall. He takes out a bag of ketamine, politely offers me some, I decline. He snorts a bump. I take out my cock, politely offer him some piss, he gives me a dissociated look that means no, I piss in the toilet. We leave the bathroom. We didn’t touch each other at all in the stall. He goes off to find his friends. What an anticlimactic and silly experience.

    What were/are the other rules of the blog?

  9. OneTime

    Greetings, Mr. Cooper! My name is Nick Vazquez. I’m an assistant editor for Allium, A Journal of Poetry and Prose, and an undergraduate creative writing student at Columbia College Chicago. I once replied to a “mine for yours” post with a list of my favorite albums, and have been lurking around the blog ever since. I wondered if you might like to be interviewed about your artistic interests for Allium’s website. Other writers featured in Allium include David Trinidad, Elaine Equi, and Jack Skelley, among a host of established and burgeoning talents. I’d be honored to bring you into the journal’s history, and more personally, I’d cherish the opportunity to pick your brain.

    If you’re interested and available, let me know. Allium favors email interviews, so you’d have ample time to construct your responses. You can reach me at [email protected]. I understand, however, if the interview isn’t in the cards for you right now. Thank you!

    Best,
    Nick

    • Kettering

      — A few years ago I read David Trinidad’s interview in Allium- great! Sorry to jump in, just wanted to telegraph the positive!

      • OneTime

        David’s the best! Thanks for the comment.

  10. Matt N.

    freeheroin and WANTS2BEACORPSE could be cute in another life.
    Hi, Dennis. Late reply (I was gonna ask you if you mind me replying days later in the newest post), how was the amusement park? Last night I dreamed with you!!! Actually it was you in a screen-life film interviewing a blonde boy and acting kinda shady with him. Very excited to read your collection ASAP! I hope it all goes right with the other projects, you’re very busy til February or March I suppose! I’m kinda into true crime, but I can’t distance myself completely from other people’s tragedy so I’m not always reading about it. There’s one that haunts me very much about a scout boy here that disappeared in a mountain (80s case…), they’re making a new investigation and I’m accompanying it.. some people talk about aliens, a crazy man that lived near the woods (I believe this one!), a cult, a pedophile scout leader, etc. I usually tend to find this local stuff more disturbing (like another one called the Witches of Guaratuba) than foreigner true crime, maybe its because I live here but I don’t think so. My stomach has turned into a friendly non-entity at this point, fortunately. Its 7 p.m. here and I’m editing a short film for a museum and ordering an used copy of Elfriede Jelineke’s “Lust”, do you like her?… Forgive me from being nosy, but is Zac and your partner the same person? Asking because I remembered you mentioning wanting to go to Japan together. Have a nice week.

  11. Jessica

    hello dennis, i have been a reader of these ads for almost as long as you have been publishing them. upon finding them in college they played an immediate and definitive role in turning me away from the many confused notions i might have had that i was actually a man. though over the years i have tried to locate the forums for their original context, i’m afraid i’m not attuned enough to this world to find them. i have also wondered how many of them might be products of your own imagination. yet now that i’m older i find i can’t give an honest account of my development without talking about the role they played in it. if it turns out you are willing to reveal where you’ve found these ads, whether in some dark corner of the web or your imagination, i’d be grateful. if you’re so inclined i can be reached at [email protected].

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