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ReluctantlyUp4Grabs, 21
Took a year hiatus from these apps, especially this, as they were my Daddy Mark’s favorites. After he physically disabled me and dumped me I wanted nothing to do with kink or sex for a long time. 1 year sober in October. Miss you Daddy Mark! ❤️
– Yes, I can walk indoors. I only use my wheelchair outdoors.
– Yes, I can get hard.
– Yes, I have sense of touch.
– No, I am not paralysed.
– Yes, I do take medications.
If you have a spare room with lots of restraints and other instruments where no one would be able to hear me scream or ever be able to find me if you decided to never release me, then throwing me in there may be a great idea.
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UltimateDespair – Aug 25, 2024
He didn’t say a word but his introversion was unrestrained.
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PunkNeedsDoc, 19
Hi, I am a punk boy who is looking for a Cardiophile.
A Cardiophile is one who enjoys the sound of a human heart and wants to listen to one.
I want a man who will listen to my heart/lungs/stomach with a stethoscope.
I also like a little bit of CPR. Cause being saved by someone a la medical drama can be fun. (This is optional.)
Why? I dunno ¯_(ツ)_/¯
No, I don’t like sex, been there done that.
Any other possibility I’ll consider except love.
I need this to happen here in the OC cos I’m in a band.
I will be taking questions at this time.
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Mephistopheless – Aug 10, 2024
🎹🎸🎤🎮 🧠🧛🏻♂️🤓😈👊🍑⛓ 🐷🐷🐷🐷🤩🥹🥵🕹️👽👹
When you know, you know.
PunkNeedsDoc (Owner) – Aug 6, 2024
OK, list of what I hate (read hate) and will never do –
Sex (No, can’t you read? You can’t have sex with me, understood? Jesus Christ)
Suck (No, I will not even suck your tiny dick as well as you won’t suck my Moby)
Scat (BIG. FUCKING. NO)
Piss (Go use toilet)
Blood and other gore (Nuh uh lmao :D)
Fisting (:DDDDDD I don’t judge anyone, but please, no)
Sounding (??? What’s that even about)
RECENTLY I WAS ASKED FOR SNUFF AND I WAS LEFT SPEECHLESS. CRAZY SHIT.
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CrazyBunny, 22
As much as I struggle with internal shame about it, nothing gets me going quite like a man talking to me like I’m 3 years old. I’m looking for people that I can share that side of me with, because it’s been bottled up (🍼) most of my life. I am currently in month 4 of my 1 year journey back into childhood, and I have had 0 regrets so far. Now that I’m 3 years old, I like to be bound up, gagged then strangled while my little ass is pounded flat as a pancake.
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Hungdouchebag – Aug 9, 2024
I hope you like jockstraps, mine is yellow.
WhiteMan57 – Aug 8, 2024
I’m a 32 y/o white male I’m looking to come fuck your ass I am not gay or bi this is a one time thing. I’m not attracted to guys I just wanna get my dick deepthroated by a lil kid n I’ll prolly fuck the hell out of you just be prepared to deepthroat cause I wanna skull fuck a lil kid.
trulyclashing – Aug 8, 2024
I am in love with him which shouldn’t happen with a 3 year old but he is so sensational I can’t help it.
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ImAMinor, 123
i hate faggots
I HAVE A 12 GAUGE SHOTGUN AND I WILLL SHOOT AT ANY FAGGOTS WHO SEE THIS😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈
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Tooexist – Aug 15, 2024
My name is Alex and I’m experienced in giving traditional spankings. My spankings hurt, as a spanking should.
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nootheroptions, 21
Hi my name is ricardo in tijuana and im a cock taker cocks control my brain i worhsip them. I love hot, juicy cocks, no matter whether they’re young, old, shaved, hairy, big, small, cut or uncut. I always spread my ass and always deep throat. I’m open to everything and am mobile and can be visited
Cocks make me weak any on here with one please messge me would to bow down i let anyone, anywhere, fuck me.
Looking for a permanent owner in Los Angeles just tell me where you are in Los Angeles and ill come submit to u willing to live anywhere in Los Angeles to be ur cock bitch
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lustisblind – Aug 16, 2024
Sorry to barge in but if there are any real snuffers reading this I want this boy killed asap. His name’s James, he’s 19, he’s a homophobic bully, and he lives in central Florida.
AnonymousGlovedAssailant – Aug 13, 2024
Hey, Enrique …
nootheroptions (Owner) – Aug 9, 2024
I dont respond because i live in Los Angeles now so whats the point.
EnriquePedrosa – Aug 9, 2024
I want someone to snuff this Mexican boy. Reason why is that when I first met the guy he was very cool. We video chatted, I went to his place, and I fucked his throat on numerous occasions. He became distanced a month or two in and I started to get sad and depressed. He and I would sext sporadically and he would sometimes ignore my messages by leaving it unread or reading it after several weeks. Two weeks ago he removed me as a friend on Facebook and within the last 12 hours removed me on Instagram even though we haven’t spoke in nearly two weeks. I know I should get over him, but I can’t. At this point I want him dead. I want someone to go to his place secretly and execute him in order to bring me peace. I have hot photos of him I can send if you wanna. I can send you more details too.
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generaldepravity, 19
I am an aspiring Conceptual Artist looking for people to fund my ideas so I could stop struggling and continue with my artistic work.
I have the head of a TikTok dreamboat Influencer, the body of a young boy in Caravaggio paintings.
I like submitting myself to very conceptual and mind-oriented games (simulacrum of my execution, and a lot of other stuff…), but I do not like pain itself, just its image and its impression.
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generaldepravity (Owner) – Aug 20, 2024
From August 25 I’ll be at Burning Man. No guarantees on my hygiene.
EtherealVenom – Aug 3, 2024
Bullshit, Rex is a pretentious, talentless asshole, intentionally making bad choices that hurt everyone around him. He’s cute (it sucks), but he drinks too much, smokes too much, steals others’ ideas for his so-called “art”, and lies about it. He’s rude to girls, and intentionally breaks their hearts. He backtalks and demeans his daddies and boyfriends, even in the midst of being “executed”. Someone’s gotta finish him off 4real. Read the room.
Blitz – Aug 1, 2024
Rex is a unique human being, charming like none, intriguing, encyclopedically cute, darkness and light, not a slave but something that will magnetise your soul, waterboard your libido, and you cannot do without! He can drive you mad! Pay attention! He is more addictive than meth.
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Smashed4life, 20
I started having gay sex last year and after taking my first loads, I had to do it again, and again, and again. I’ve always liked girls romantically, but crave cocks, and since I started barebacking all I can think about is cocks pumping sperm into me by the buckets. Since starting this journey I immediately got on PREP, so I could become a total cumdump. I wanted to do this badly, but now that I’ve started, I realize I’m taking at least 40 loads a week, and I can’t stop. Literally, I cannot go two hours without craving it, and it seems that the more loads I take, the more it takes to satisfy me. I always wanted to get married eventually and have a normal life, but this is so addicting I’m not sure I could ever stop. Is this forever, and to everyone that started this, was it worth it?
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Saudomite-Saudomite-Sodomy – Aug 17, 2024
Category: Buttocks
When the smoke takes effect it infiltrates my thoughts
GreedyFeedee – Aug 12, 2024
I used to be like you but my Master took control of my eating habits and turned my skinny twink body into a disgusting obese slug 🐽. Hope that helps.
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YoungWhore, 18
A young whore waiting to get raped somewhere anywhere.
Just pick me up take me wherever and rape me.
I will just publish my address and you guys can rape me.
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YoungWhore (Owner) – Aug 17, 2024
That’s better.
sarcasticnomad – Aug 14, 2024
On his way to the Mojave Desert
YoungWhore (Owner) – Aug 3, 2024
Rapists, where are you? No, because between old dudes who are only interested in licking your body and who treat you as a princess and buying you gifts afterwards, it’s starting to get a little boring.
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MikosFantasy, 22
Miko is exploring his fantasies
lmk which one you can help him check off the list
Hmu for details of the fantasy youd like to help Miko fullfill
Below are emoji codes that tell you what each fantasy requires.
#1 Hitting me during any fantasy💯🎭⭐️🤔
#2 Slammed Slumped Cum Dump⭐️🎭🕺🏽😈🤑😬
#3 3 Tops 1 bottom✋🏿🍆🎭🎥
#4 Pimped🤨
#5 Guns🎥🤨
#6 Rape🤨😈🤐
#7 Kidnapped and bondage🤨😈
#8 Used and Abused🤨😈
#9 Porn⭐️🎭🤨🤑
#10 Weird or bad enerygy-👀⭐️🤑
#11 Sugar Dad🤑
#12 Delicate🤯
#13 Gang Gang😬🤨😈💯
#14 Jake🤐⭐️📱👀🤨
#15 Public😬
#17 Make a movie🤔🎥
#18 Naked maid🕺🏽🤑🥵
#19 Lying for no reason🤑📈♾️😃
#20 Knowing who i am before knowledge🍑🤯
IF YOUR FIRST MESSAGE IS ONE OF THESE 💸 THAT MEANS YOUD LIKE TO BUY A FANTASY.
FANTASIES HAVE A BUY OPTION WITH A PRICE DEPENDING ON WHAT THE FANTASY IS.
ITS CALLED A “Fantasy Pass”
HOW TO BUY A FANTASY PASS:
Step 1. INBOX ME THE EMOJI CODE AND NUMBER OF FANTASY
Step 2. RECIEVE PRICE FOR MIKOS FANTASY
Step 3. DEPOSIT INTO ONE OF MIKOS ACCOUNT WITH NO QUESTIONS ASKED AFTER RECEIVING THE PRICE
Step 4. MEET IN PERSON TO HAVE THE FANTASY YOU PURCHASED
FANTASY PASS ACCESS
-AUTOMATIC ACCESS TO HELPING CHECK A FANTASY OFF OF MIKOS LIST OF FANTASY
-FANTASY PLAN AND DETAILS
-PERSONAL INFO DEPENDING ON MIKOS FANTASY
-NUDES OF MIKO
-MIKO NUMBER
-MEET MIKO WHEN YOU DECIDE TO GO OVER
-YOU HAVE THE OPTION TO REQUIRE 🤐
SAFETY
tap out action-SUDDEN ENDLESS HUMMING
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PsychiatricHospitalBoy, 19
Tbh just here to take ownership of another person.
Never gonna consider being owned. Dont text me trying to get me to convert. Fuck off.
IM Under Apple GrapE.
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Helladeep – Aug 8, 2024
“Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option” – Maya Angelou
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Snuffingme, 19
Attempted hanging, almost finally went but barely managed to free myself. Want to finish what I started. Want to be watched while I go in person.
Also have vid of my actual hanging death attempt if you’d like a preview.
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JustMeNewJersey – Aug 13, 2024
I’m looking for trouble. You it?
Snuffme (Owner) – Aug 11, 2024
I may look too young but I just have a baby face.
Snuffme (Owner) – Aug 10, 2024
I know what death is, my whole family is dead.
lucafistsoffury – Aug 10, 2024
He doesn’t seem to understand the full implications of what he’s asking for.
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Putasmileonyourface, 23
Definitely not normal.
Classical musician (clarinet, bass clarinet, violin and any saxophone), needy, addicted to Mexican coke, Kretek mint cigarettes and weed.
My dream is to be an orchestra conductor.
The only things I need are musical instruments and a lotta weed.
If I don’t respond quickly, I probably deleted this app in a moment of post-orgasm clarity. Trust me, it’ll be back on my phone within hours if not minutes.
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Putasmileonyourface (Owner) – Aug 9, 2024
If you want me based on that guy’s videos of me when I was younger know that I now don’t do drugs, drink or smoke.
Also my metabolism is a little slower and I like to eat.
Giordano – Aug 8, 2024
I have dozens of videos stashed away on my HDD of this boy in very compromising situations, to upload them for irreversible exposure online.
I need maximum and permanent exposure with no option for deleting the videos at a later date. I need his future life to be irreversibly doomed.
You can upload the videos wherever you want, how often you want, to whatever site you want, preferably accompanied by a suitably humiliating description that I am happy to provide. All the videos will be available via email or a file-sharing website. Most of them are less then 300MB in size.
If you’re interested in this sort of power-play and control-via-video over this young man then DM me.
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WeakGirlyBoy, 20
Take the time to learn me well enough to know me better than I know myself and what I’m thinking, and then think for me.
I’m maybe a gay boy, maybe a trans girl. I don’t know.
I never want to use my penis, or get hard, or cum. I hate having it. I want my hole to get big for my man and we call it pussy.
I need someone who understands what I think and replaces that with what he thinks so I can be myself, a weak boy, a weak girl, whoever I have always been.
You can beat me, I know I deserve to get hurt, but I only want to get hurt by one person, but he will protect me from everyone else who beats me, and there have been many.
Nothing is off limits if you’re knowledgeable enough.
I have a therapist, you should as well.
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womanizer – Aug 19, 2024
I so want to tell you something that will excite you! You’re definitely a trans girl but until then you’re a dumb sexy fuckable fag boy loser. Anything else?
Letmetakeaselfie – Aug 14, 2024
Dancing King
Feel your dick in his tambourine
OH YEAH!!
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markwyatt, 19
Hi just got told to go on here so here it goes
I like basketball 🏀
I’ve always had this fantasy but like Tom Cruise would stand up and I’d put my face between his cheeks and he’d strap my face in his arse so he can just walk round the house and like sit and watch tv do whatever and just keep my face trapped in his ass the whole time
I’m a fan of gay people
On another note German beer is great
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PoetandPen – Aug 21, 2024
I just want to say I really enjoyed reading your profile. I totally understand and identifed with the observations you make.
I’m about to embark on an area of ownership with a twunk not entirely unlike you and found your profile statement really very helpful and humanising.
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LeukemiaBitch, 21
It is unlikely I can do this much longer. My health does not permit. As I have grown frailer, my hunger for suffering, service has begun to haunt me, and it keeps growing deeper. All we drug mess ex-porn performers reach that point eventually, I suppose. Either that or you won’t mind if I (hopefully) die in mid-orgasm.
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LeukemiaBitch (Owner) – Aug 6, 2024
4 months ago…
LeukemiaBitch (Owner) – Aug 6, 2024
People were often surprised that I could immerse myself in your mind so that you could reach ecstasy, that’s why some people in the porn world called me God.
Qban – Aug 6, 2024
I must admit I was addicted to your porn. I watched it every day and just about everywhere – at home, on tv, at work and the gym on my phone.
hellomrperfectlyfine – Aug 6, 2024
Your face still matters.
LeukemiaBitch (Owner) – Aug 6, 2024
I can no longer drive a car but I am VERY okay with being picked up and never coming back home again.
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DontGiveAFuck, 24
Filigree form, smooth, terror prone, supple, acts cute, curls up (squeals like a tranny) or lets it happen (screams if you’re old people who brutalize me), macho perverted domi hard evil ++++, Hyper sensual, give my toes to cuddle, love big tongues all over and inside my body. Drool, spit, piss, cum squirt(!) everywhere (external-internal) +++, max passive, alone, with you, with a hundred people, I love extreme cock! I love feel pain, homophobe bullies front of the q
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Apatheticfag – Aug 22, 2024
He was a cutie but the little slut made life hell for everybody around him. That he was found beheaded and dismembered in the Mexican desert is no surprise. Death is a form of pesticide. A lot of people are happy the little fucker is dead and wished they’d been there to watch and jack off.
sometimesyou – Aug 19, 2024
He’s got guts.
Anonymous – Aug 12, 2024
✋🏻🛑⛔️Cartel🚨⃠🛑
HungLatino – Aug 8, 2024
Currently only available early Sunday mornings & his pickup times between 4:30am to 6am.
Poz50something – Aug 1, 2024
this is the scumbag who made me relapse to smoking meth after 28 years. everyday i miss the scrumptious twink i used to fuck but that guy is dead. i can’t even talk to the meth head he’s become because that guy has proven over and over again how willing he is to repay my orgasms by destroying my life.
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BrianGraham, 19
Lot #4F67D
Auction 08/09/24
Bidding starts @ 20k
Dm for details
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INCONTRASTX – Aug 10, 2024
He’s perfect for someone who’s rich as hell and wants to take things from the computer world into the human world.
Mihailmihailov – Aug 7, 2024
Highest possible recommendation.
heyboybabyy – Aug 3, 2024
To save you time, there’s warrant out for #4F67D’s arrest (murdered his “best friend” and “girlfriend”)
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voresubprey, 19
Cute sick and twisted prey boy here looking for ruthless dom Preds wanting a quick snack or full meal. Eat me, swallow me, digest me😋. I wanna leave the earth as a dump in ur toilet after a long feast.
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voresubprey (Owner) – Aug 18, 2024
I am now a growing roided muscle slave with shrinking balls ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Cumquat – Jul 27, 2024
You have unrealistic expectations and will be looking forever. I don’t mean for my tone to seem negative; it just is what it is.
ImForYou – Jul 27, 2024
I chickened out, but from the back of his neck down to the back of his knees is potential food if I ever saw it.
voresubprey (Owner) – Jul 21, 2024
I should say I’ve never done anything with a guy, but it only feels right under this context.
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BloodBank, 22
Looking for red play. Experienced giver for experienced taker.
I am only looking in a 50 mile radius of Lagrange Ohio 44050.
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BloodBank (Owner) – Aug 13, 2024
This website, along with every fucking gay website/app in existence, is filled with nothing but deranged psychopathically horny fags. It is SO FUCKING DEPRESSING. I am not into the gay scene or “gay culture” whatsoever. It is repulsive and disgraceful. If you come off gay, go to gay bars, enjoy watching drag, partake in orgies, or ANYTHING WEIRD & TOXIC like that, WE ARE NOT A FUCKING MATCH. Got it asshole?
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MakeMePretty, 22
Hello! I’m a writer in China.
I would like to share with you some beautiful dead body of boys from Asia who were killed by women and their stories.
If you like Dead boys killed by women, I’m happy to communicate with you.
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MakeMePretty (Owner) – Aug 5, 2024
I don’t think I’m a bisexual. Im 22 years. Actually, I prefer women. But I like boys who have been killed by women.
lovesmess – Aug 5, 2024
Welcome how old are you? Nice intro. So you are bisexual? Looking forward to see what you have to share.
MakeMePretty (Owner) – Aug 5, 2024
Third was the youngest one 14 years. Although he is the youngest one, he got his murderer Ma Zheng (age 51 years) pregnant. All the wounds were near his neck. His head was almost chopped off. The murderer must have wanted to chop off his head, but she failed.
MakeMePretty (Owner) – Aug 5, 2024
Second victim Li Xiaolong was the most beautiful boy. He was born on August 2, 1994. He was only 20 years old when he died. He is thin and tall. His friends said he loved dancing. He is really beautiful, if he were alive I would probably marry him (even if he was dead).
MakeMePretty (Owner) – Aug 5, 2024
The first victim was 17. Colleagues say he loved beauty and often wore girl clothes. I think he was also a beautiful bitch when he was alive. The murderer Ms Mao stabbed him multiple times. You can see a lot of wounds on his body. I think he must died in great pain.
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p.s. Hey. So, a number of people have told me they’re having trouble leaving comments. The main culprit seems to be a fucked-up verify/Captcha function. I didn’t know that verification thing had been instituted. I’m not sure if you noticed, but yesterday the blog sort of crashed and went down for several hours before I got the host to restore it. I’m not sure if that restoration somehow improved things? I’m going to look into the problem this weekend. If the host allows me to disable the Captcha thing, I will, but I don’t know. In the meantime, I’m sorry for all the problems for those who have had commenting trouble. I guess just keep trying, and I’ll do my best to right things on my end if possible. ** Cletus, Hi. Yeah, commenting issues. I’m glad you got through. That 66 short poems project sounds really interesting. ‘Jesus Freak’ is a really nice, itchy title. Having had no religion growing up, that lens is always quite fascinating to me. Good weekend! ** David Ehrenstein, The first ‘Alien’ is by far the best one, I agree. There are things to like about the Cameron one, for me at least, but it’s still a shadow of the Scott one. Nice Cal Culver story. I used to hang out at this kind of high end hustler bar on Sunset Blvd. next to Greenblatt’s, and Richard Deacon was there hunting prey all the time. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thank you in advance. I still bite my nails. My parents did the same thing to me! One time they used this very old expired anti-chewing liquid on my nails, and it was toxic and seeped into the flesh under my nails, and I was in so much agonising pain they had to take to the ER. After that, they let me chew. I never chewed my toenails though. A bridge too far. Hm, I was interviewed by Irvine Welsh once, and he seemed very nice, but I wasn’t a cat or dog, of course. Love making pencils as indispensable and widely used as I think they must have been at some point in the past, G. ** James Bennett, Hey. Reassembling and re-finding your rhythm, I certainly know what that’s like. You probably already know, but the gift and impetus always comes back, sometimes strangely easily once you start. It’s a talent/habit that a writer never really loses, I think. Great luck though, should you need any. The Oasis reunion seems to be so 100% about the money that there’s no lovely spiritual aspect at all, it seems. I remember liking ‘Wuthering Heights’, but it’s been ages since I read it. It’s true, I’m not much of a re-reader. Sometimes I’ll pick up books I love and kind of page through them a bit to get back into why I liked them and get a little bit of a rush from the writing, but that’s usually it. Are you a re-reader? Exciting: the Water From Your Eyes gig! I’ve never seen them or have much of an idea of what they’re like live, but I love their records. Cool. Report back, if you don’t mind. I’m going to see Kali Malone on Monday, and I’ve never her play live, so I’m pretty excited about that. Thanks! ** _Black_Acrylic, Right? Oh, a cricketing phrase, no wonder I don’t know it. Cricket is pretty much a total unknown to me. I tried watching it a couple of times, but the very, very gradual tempo kind of warded me off. Give ‘breaking the duck’ the old college try, man. ** jay, Hi. Yeah, I don’t really know why I fastened into the ‘Final Destination’ train so much other than, I guess, them having apparently consistently good credits. Yes, Von Trier and I are like cheese and chalk, if I’m using that homonym correctly. I think the fake bloody meat is a US-originated thing. Avoid like the plague, I say. Linda McCartney makes/made fake meat? That I did not know. I don’t think her brand has made it across the French border. I will, I will, re: The Sims when I dare dip in, and all thanks to you. ** Lucas, Hi. Oh, cool, Barlett was a serious weirdo in a good way. So sorry about the down days. You sound like you’re rising above though. Balzac, interesting. Hm, you know, I don’t think I’ve ever read him. Let me know if there’s a reason to if you end up digging in. Your writing will recapture you probably sooner than you think. It’s an inescapable gift. I never expect my writing to be smooth when I’m writing it. My first drafts are really quite terrible. I do all the smoothing later in the editing phase, and I don’t worry if the first draft reads shittily as long as I can tell it’s not shitty inside. But everybody’s got their own methods. The main thing is not to worry in advance. That’s a writer’s only real enemy, I think. Like I said, I’m going to see what’s going on with captcha thing. I don’t know why that’s suddenly there. ** Dom Lyne, Howdy, Dom. Glad you were taken with it: the post. I especially like the … is it the second? — ‘Halloween’? The one with the evil TV commercial. I’m looking for a chance to see the new ‘Alien’ in 4DX. If I can find that opportunity, I’m there. Thanks for the catch up, pal. Stuff’s okay here. It’s finally fall. That’s the big and happy local news. xo, me. ** HaRpEr in Blogland, Hey! Oh, Jean Rhys is so great. ‘After Leaving Mr. Mackenzie’ is also really incredible. ‘Saragasso’ is actually my least favorite. But ‘GM,M’ and ‘ALMM’ are astoundingly good. Cool. My memory of ‘Variety’ is that it wasn’t so great. Kind of a Downtown NYC celeb-packed thing. I actually watched it in the theater where it was filmed, which just down the block from where I was living in NYC at the time. Obviously, huge luck on getting your room nailed down. Or luck getting it nailed down ASAP. ** Joe, Hey! Dare I ask why you were studying Cassevetes’s head? Odd because I just re-watched ‘Faces’ last night, which he didn’t appear in but might as well have. Yeah, I don’t know if a tumble blogger like myself can get the inner machinations of my blog fixed, but I am going to see if the captcha thing can be deleted. Annoying. So sorry for the trouble, and thank you a lot for persevering. I hope the film thing will start getting righted now too. We’re on our way to finding out. I hope life’s peachy on your side. ** Okay. Well, yes, it’s the end of the month, and the slaves have been unleashed into your eyesight as always. See you on Monday.
Hmm, Miko might be my favourite of these ones, lol. I’m so enamoured with the like, emoji-heavy all caps texting tone, in terms of weird online sex talk. It’s either that or the heart emoji heavy compliment stuff, like “😍😍 Hello gorgeous wonderful” etc etc, those always kind of tickle me, particularly with how insincere they feel.
Yeah, I know how you feel about Von Trier, I always feel like there’s a quite sensitive artist in there, that’s trapped in the body of a teenage boy who thinks shocking people is the coolest thing ever. I did love his latest one, though, with Matt Dillon, although I have a huge weak spot for slightly vulnerable serial killers.
Hmmm, I basically only know Linda McCartney from her vegan sausages. Yeah, they’re really good, I really recommend them if you can get your hands on them, hopefully they’re not just a Brit thing. Anyway, I’m heading back up to college on Monday, so I’ll probably try and finish Flunker on the train. Marbled Swarm went down super well with my bf, btw, we finished it at like, 3 in the morning and we’ve been talking about it since then. Anywayy, see you!!
PS, for anyone struggling to comment, just try using a VPN or different browser.
Hi Dennis
I hear you about the blog, there will always be technical gremlins so no worries.
The reason I was studying Cassavetes’ head, and will continue to do so, is because I’m currently writing a description of a man I used to work for as a teenager who resembled Cassavetes from the neck up. This impression was most pronounced in the mouth and the shape of the head, which I am now coming to terms with as in fact being the shape of his (their) hair as an older man (men). I guess I have a kind of awkward romantic relationship with Cassavetes’ head and face, partly because of this man I used to work for, but also just because of how they look and make me feel anyway. I’ve never seen Faces, but have recently watched or rewatched Killing of a Chinese Bookie, Gloria, Husbands, Love Streams and Woman Under the Influence. I know he’s not in all of these, but this whole affair has gotten me into him beyond my interest in the mere physical appearance of his head. I always liked Killing of a Chinese Bookie. Is Faces good?
Joe
hey Den:)) incredible slave day, some of the writing on these always totally bowls me over. like the food from the neck to the back of the knees thing. felt like my soul was gonna float up to heaven when i read that, it’s too incredible. very nice horror movie credits day yesterday too! i love the ginger snaps one, it’s a great film. have you seen it?
i hope your ear is back to its unnoticeable self really soon. my ears are totally fine now, i’m just a bit tired, but have been doing more normal stuff again since last week. but yesterday and today i’ve had a sore throat again so i’m worried this thing is gonna stretch out for even longer, and i’m soooo tired of not being like fully functional:((( and bored! taking it easy just in case.
the application is for money for my solo show in january here in oslo, i’ve mentioned it i think, it’s just gotten pushed from november to januar (which i’m thrilled about.) sending in another money application tomorrow so i’m at the studio now to work on it. i hope they will give me just a tiny little something, it doesn’t have to be much although i need the money, but it’s mostly such a downer to be rejected.
what’s going on hmm… i’m like majorly trying to figure out how to be more functional and less sad on a regular basis. i’m really not sad in general, i’m pretty happy, but life is hard and i just regularly have these dips of not managing stuff and it’s depressing. so i’m working on it! i feel hopeful about it. i have really great friends that help me. otherwise i’m just trying to work towards my show, working at the 2nd hand store, and seeing friends. i talked to my friend who’s living in sweden on the phone yesterday, she’s living on this great little farm outside gothenburg and she said i could come have a residency at her place, so i’m gonna go there for a week in october which i’m really looking forward to. i’m in a little group show in copenhagen at the end of september, it’s just up for a weekend, but i’m gonna go stay with my friends there for it so that will be fun.
what about you? what do your days look like? sending a wave of love xxx
Hi!!
Ugh, that sounds awful about the expired anti-chewing liquid! I guess I was lucky, then; the one my parents used only tasted disgusting, as intended. I’m incredibly inflexible, so even as a kid, I couldn’t reach my toes with my mouth. Once again, lucky, I guess. At some point, I stopped chewing my nails, but I do still catch myself chewing the skin around them from time to time.
I love Irvine Welsh’s books, but they almost always at least refer to some form of animal cruelty, so I was wondering.
I love both pens and pencils, both as tools and as mere objects, so I support love’s efforts wholeheartedly! Love hopes you like jockstraps, his is yellow, Od.
My friend (and Yuck ‘n Yum founder) Andrew paid a visit to Boleskine House in the Scottish Highlands at the weekend. This was the home of Aleister Crowley and later Jimmy Page. Andrew is no Crowleyite and he says they have found no evidence of a secret tunnel between the house and the graveyard as the locals insisted. In case you were wondering.
The new episode of my show Play Therapy v2.0 is online here via Tak Tent Radio!
With Ben ‘Jack Your Body’ Robinson it’s as if you’re being shot out over millions, billions of years. Time simply obliterates.
hi. yeah, I’m trying my best to rise above everything awful right now. I hung out with my friend today which was nice but in general things outside that are still pretty terrible and maybe worse. things are so boring on sundays here, it made me miss paris really badly. only two more months until the xiu xiu concert though! I guess we’ll see anything happens in between that. thank you for the advice and you’re right about worrying the worst thing, I overdo that so much sometimes. but how was your weekend? did you do anything exciting?
Woah, greetings! I’m in Amsterdam right now, and very pleased to inform you that on occasion the tram displays have been flickering from “7: Slotermeer” to “(: hey, Dennis!” Real blink-and-you’ll-miss-it moment. I’m hoping that this important message doesn’t get snatched up by the blog gremlins.
Agree with Jay about Miko being an interesting one — ‘#14 Jake’ really tickled me. Funnily enough, the pics are actually of a guy called Felix from K-pop band Stray Kids. You ever wonder what percentage of the slaves/escorts are stolen pics? Gotta be high.
Saw a really cool exhibition at the Eye Filmmuseum!! Albert Serra thing, it was totally pitch black other than screens showing ‘Liberté’, and you were walking over gravel and branches and there were all these empty carriages everywhere. How was your weekend?? Hope everything is on the up and up and up again!
(No post on Sunday means that by the time this gets to you it’ll be Monday, and after around 9:15 am or so I’ll officially be twenty-four! Wild. I wonder if it’ll feel any different (doubt))
Hi! Hope you had a good weekend. Yes, ‘Good Morning, Midnight’ was amazing. I own ‘After Leaving Mr Mackenzie’ but it’s unfortunately in storage at the moment. I did also read ‘Voyage in the Dark’ this weekend and it was also pretty great. GMM is very dark but has a playfully ironic voice which I liked, VIND was similar in that way, but I like that GMM completely disregards plot, and disregards any logical sense of time as well. I remember John Waters saying that Jean Rhys was the greatest alcoholic writer. So yes, fuck Bukowski that pitiful wretch, Jean Rhys forever!
I’ve been doing ‘screen tests’ or something to get used to myself on camera for my youtube project. I do want to do some stuff that’s kind of out there. I remember there used to be all of these creepy videos on youtube that people thought were bad omens, and I kind of like the idea of posting something wordless and contextless every now and again, but not all of the time. I’ve come up with some gimmicks, and I’ll get to filming them asap. I just need to fully ‘design’ the channel and the name of it etc.
I’ve become interested in Jacques Brel, who wrote these theatrical ballads covered by the likes of Scott Walker and David Bowie. ‘Jackie’ and ‘My Death’ are personal favourites. I’ve always been captivated by things kind of theatrical but in a non-theatre setting if that makes sense. (I think I’m kind of rambling about my ideas for the youtube thing). I remember when I was a kid watching Bowie in the ‘Ziggy Stardust: The Motion Picture’ Pennebaker movie miming to ‘Width of a Circle’ and thinking I want to do this but with writing. I think it’s the mix of poor taste with good taste which really made glam great, and making youtube videos is as frowned on as anything today so I figure it’s an interesting thing to work on alongside my writing. The writing is the bread and butter of what I do, but I guess the idea of marketing myself is kind of interesting, and the ideas of creating personas for the things I write. Anyway, sorry for the ramble, I just needed to say this somewhere, even if I do sound insane. I know Gaddis said that thing about how writers should be read and not seen, but I don’t know, I want to adapt.