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Dontyoudare, 19
Since early childhood I fantasized about becoming a full time, 24/7 dog. Completely regress to an animal state. Be kept in a cage, locked in chastity, eat and drink from a bowl, pee in the garden. In the end my thought about that damaged every normal gay relationship I’ve ever had. Today I know more than ever I know deep down if I don’t get the chance to be a dog it’s going to be something I’ll regret on my Deathbed looking back on life.
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2guysinnorfolk – May 25, 2025
In due time.
Dontyoudare (Owner) – May 16, 2025
Also can still have sex normally I think.
redzone – May 13, 2025
I think dog boys have One of the Saddest Constant Mortality reminding Kinks.
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UnassumingType, 21
Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. Goddamn us all if you won’t.
Just a young eunuch exploring the world. I started the journey from a young age and have lost quite a few things along the way, including my gag reflex and any resistance in my second sphincter. Maybe you’d like a souvenir.
TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU WISH YOU COULD SNUFF ME, I LOVE THAT 🔥
Selfies…before and after
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stonedpervert – May 21, 2025
Let’s meet by the big tree.
UnassumingType (Owner) – May 21, 2025
I’m newly in out patient drug rehab and I might be a little argumentative and antsy.
Whosnext – May 9, 2025
WOOF! Your dead body would be HOT! Craving It!
UnassumingType (Owner) – May 7, 2025
Just shaved what used to be my balls.
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Heterofuck18, 18
Do you like it when he screams and cries?
Straight boy offered for deflowering the hard way
02-04/05 Central Hotel Hamburg Hbf
1. He signs a consent form
2. You tie and gag him
3. You pin him down, rape him like the stupid straight bitch he is as you beat him black and blue and unconscious.
4. You leave, I’ll untie him
If you want to be alone with him, I need proof
Photos & videos possible
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Heterofuck18 (Owner) – May 22, 2025
After 8 June I will sell him as is (no refunds) to any other master who is interested in having him 24/7. Only for TPE. He can get buyed as SM slave, whore or longpig.
Heterofuck18 (Owner) – May 18, 2025
He’s extremely sick right now and won’t be available for the foreseeable future, I’m sorry it’s been so long, I thought he would’ve gotten better by now.
Heterofuck18 (Owner) – May 16, 2025
I’m sorry for being MIA these past couple weeks, he got pretty sick and has been recovering, he will start being available again soon!
Heterofuck18 (Owner) – May 5, 2025
I’m sorry for going MIA last week, I swear every time I get him back on track his body decides to get sick haha.
Heterofuck18 (Owner) – April 28, 2025
I’m sorry for not getting back to you this past week my phone got stolen, I’m still trying to get a new one.
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TheDoctor, 18
Some straight boys I’ve fucked. Drunk and full of pills.
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TheDoctor (Owner) – May 9, 2025
They all had really tight cunts and I always feel guilty when I have to struggle to get in. Although it’s amazing when the sphincters give way and accept that they have lost the battle.
IknowIrathernotsay – May 8, 2025
Heads up bro. I recently dosed my best friend until he was human meat and it was heaven on fucking earth.
TheDoctor (Owner) – May 4, 2025
His parts were my parts. No, that touch wasn’t too inappropriate, he didn’t give a shit! He was my friend and then he was my naked sex toy! I stripped him, I made out with him! I randomly approached him as he snored and grabbed those special places without asking! It’s what I wanted & he couldn’t stop me!
LetsFuckNow – May 4, 2025
Anything you care to say about the yummy boy in the purple shirt?
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DaddyIssues, 20
tina calls you i had it
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DaddyIssues (Owner) – May 23, 2025
i ready for ga she kick me out
PIGGYFKR – May 20, 2025
i had tina and pissing in you mouth licking you ass a experience in ohio we live together damm i own you all night my cock shootin load in you every 20 min it got
freshscatthug – May 14, 2025
aye im looking for them logs out yo ass and piss thank you
MasterViciousLord – May 13, 2025
sorry dint check this b4 parade but still want you to giv you my black babies punk
DaddyIssues (Owner) – May 11, 2025
are you going to parade
MasterViciousLord – May 7, 2025
near k & A holler back
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Faded, 18
I am Sebastion newly 20yr fag cum slut from Las Vegas who’s allergic to surface-level shit. Therapy’s working, but I’m still a mess.
I am looking for a severely alpha man who will drug me, throw me in a trunk, drive to the middle of nowhere then rape me while strangling my neck until I become unconscious and limp. Rape me while I’m unconscious and limp, too. Hit me in the face, kick my ribs, stomp on my cock, crush my balls, whip my back to shreds, piss down my gaping throat, ram huge toys down my throat and up my motionless cunt, show the unconscious me no mercy.
I want to stay a sexy unconscious body for the rest of my life woken up occasionally and told what I missed and only be given piss intravenously to survive.
If you’re the right kind of person, there’s a lot going on in here.
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Faded (Owner) – May 23, 2025
This fag cum slut is now Fully Owned For Life By MASTER CARL. MASTER CARL Is The Epitome Of Superior Perfection And This rape slut Loves, Worships, And Thanks MASTER CARL For Forcing it To stay Awake.
BodyPainHunter – May 19, 2025
Having been the caretaker for my comatose husband for two years I can tell you that having an unconsciousness body around 24/7 that you can fuck whenever you want gets uninteresting pretty quickly not to mention it gets flabby.
Faded (Owner) – May 14, 2025
Please be a psychopath and stay out of the gay scene.
Mafioso – May 13, 2025
If you don’t want to strangle him put a pair of headphones on him and hit play—He’s gone, dude. Hypno loops, weed clouds make his brain melt. The more he drools, the harder he throbs.
Faded (Owner) – May 9, 2025
I play guitar (heavy metal) to a competent standard.
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Twink2breed, 19
Hey, I am Tony 45 years old. I am obsessed with the thought of my 18 year old boyfriend being married. So I am looking for instant marriage to him. If you don’t want that don’t even bother. I want him to be the perfect wife for eternity. Locked up in basement, never get out, no food, just eating shit, never see daylight or another person than you or me, animal sex, torture, choke, aggressive, knife, needle, shit, fire, gun. screaming, crying, no limits or rights, no phone, no escape, FOREVER. I am dead serious.
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Twink2breed (Owner) – May 19, 2025
He smokes 420 all day everyday. He can finish off 14g in one week easily and would smoke even more if I let him dip into my stash.
Twink2breed (Owner) – May 17, 2025
He listens to lots of K-pop: TAEMIN, SUPER JUNIOR, NU’EST, SHINee, ATEEZ, MONSTA X, GOT7, f(x), EXO, BTS, and BIGBANG.
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Justdontcare, 19
🐷 slut 👀 for Slam rn
Only for guys in Idaho for now
Fry my brain if you can
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YourCageAwaits – May 17, 2025
Can you make me feel something?
Love_on_tour – May 14, 2025
Are you tired of trading sex for the drugs you need?
Then you’ve come to the right man.
Have psychosocial problems?
Have HIV, STIs, AIDS?
Having trouble with the police or authorities?
ARE YOU PIRATICALLY INTO EVERY KINK?
I’ll take you.
Justdontcare (Owner) – May 12, 2025
I’ve been asked is what’s the round disc on my ankle bracelet? Well it’s a GPS tag so my parole office knows EXACTLY where I am 24/7.
Oink🐷Oink🐷Oink🐷 – May 10, 2025
In his OnlyFans fem twink utility bottom era
make_me_hot – May 8, 2025
Buddy and I ministered the needle. Jeans to his knees then … rawr. Never cummed so much like that, endless jets in and on his ass, and my buddy also put a quart of juice in him. We couldn’t see his ass anymore, so much cum.
Justdontcare (Owner) – May 6, 2025
I also sometimes do porn but would be genuinely be surprised if anyone here knew me
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knifeboy, 19
I like sharp things shoved up my hole. Cut me deep. Yeah I know. It can only happen once. Whatevs.
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knifeboy (Owner) – May 11, 2025
Once you’ve shoved it in just go ahead and keep slicing north.
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Silva, 22
I can do everything scat uro anal deep throat bondage torture blood all the craziest things that come into your head when you look at my pictures.
It makes me so fucking pumped.
Maybe fist me too but if your arm is like Popeye’s it’s a definite NO sorry.
I have a unused butt.
I am despicable.
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FunsizeDriller – May 18, 2025
I know this guy, he’s really hot, Spanish, straight, and doesn’t know his pictures are being used on this site.
DarkHorse – May 14, 2025
Bury you alive sealed up in an inner wall bricked up forever chained stretched out tight and concealed up for ever.
But before use you beat you up spit roast fuck you gang bang then once fully half dead drag you via the neck to final destination resting place hung up nailed up tight brick by brick up in front to last brick goes in gone for ever.
Ideal for all despicable bitches raped knocked out taken away bricked up in wall never heard of ever again.
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forevernotyours, 18
Haircuts get me hot. The sound of clippers, the weight of the cape, the surrender to the chair—it’s filthy in all the right ways.
Sit me down for a humiliating head shave or a slow, degrading buzz. Exhibitionist? Absolutely. Let them watch as the hair falls. Got a mirror? Even better—I love looking at myself.
There’s no safe word between barber and degradee when I’m in the chair—just breathy moans, fresh cuts, and filthy control.
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TinyDinkyDaffy – May 10, 2025
I’m 20 years old and live thousands of miles away from you tragically but I thought I should tell you I would kill my entire family to cut your hair. If I could sit you down and cut away for hours and hours I would kill my extended family. And I’m Hispanic so I have a giant family.
forevernotyours (Owner) – May 7, 2025
My dick got amputated because I slammed too much chems in it.
SleazySam – May 7, 2025
Didn’t you used to be in porn?
crueltwink – May 5, 2025
I live for the earthy, lingering smell of well shaved teen head — that tart, primal stink after his hair’s been offloaded, a smell that speaks before words. His made me leak like a fountain.
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likelynot, 22
There is a surgeon in Mexico who specializes in surgery to achieve both urine and fecal incontinence. It’s permanent, no reconstructive surgeries possible. It involves separation/removal of the levator Ani (especially the puborectalis). It will result in the inability to contract the external anal sphincter. It will remove the muscle “sling” internally so everything “flows” all the time as well as being unable to contract/clench. I want that beyond measure and I seek an extreme Daddy who’ll drive me there for the surgery and back in return for … whatever. I’m sure you can think of something. I live in Bristol Va, off exit 7, about 5 minutes or so from Walmart and Sams Club.
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Dessert-is-served – May 21, 2025
Cmere boy
Robby234 – May 20, 2025
Wow, he is somehow like Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio) in the film Titanic – his face and his movements; not here on the pics but in reality.
likelynot (Owner) – May 18, 2025
I do not have any tattoos, I do not drink alcohol, I have never tried any kind of drugs, and I do not want to.
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BeatAndDelete, 18
I am Pepe. My Master Carlos has some bad shit going on and needs to offload me. I need some macho bastard who’ll use me, subjugate me, humiliate me, and either screw me all the time or traffic me. I’m already a brainless fucking whore.
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HoosierMVP – May 2, 2025
Needs to have his balls ruptured, his ballsac obliterated, fucked with a hair brush and pozzed.
BeatAndDelete (Owner) – May 2, 2025
To Whoever kept reporting Pepe for being underage, he is of age and I have the ID to prove it. He’s just blessed to look this young.
Dadnotdaddy – May 2, 2025
I am brand new in this world but I would like to fingerfuck you again. Your asshole’s so hot it cooked my fingers like mozzarella sticks. I did it 2 times and I liked it.
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Sammy, 21
I don’t like my chances.
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BeMyWallet – May 19, 2025
If you aren’t already in extreme pain, please find me.
MrHasItAll – May 16, 2025
My name is Dylan and he doesn’t agree with me but he needs to be turned into a no limit no escape total object gimp permanently sealed in rubber except for the nostrils. I know that this will be a long journey and it will be very boring and depressing for him, but I do truly believe deep down that this is what he was meant for.
Piir4te – May 13, 2025
His anxiety level is so freaking hot!
hairygreg – May 9, 2025
I was in a relationship with Sam in high school. Decided to part ways as I wanted something more extreme or how ever you want to put it. Jumped the gun I guess.
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SnowCold, 19
I’m a sicko gaymer fag, looking for extremely mean, selfish, Sadistic old (50+) pervs who want to torture a fag as we play games together, but I’m into anyone who wants to abuse and torture me whether you play games or just watch me play the game and torture me it doesn’t matter.
I unfortunately don’t it at my place anymore due to past stalking issues.
For those of you who are interested in gaming I’m currently obsessed with marvel rivals and would love to be tortured as I play it. Besides that I also mainly play Nintendo games like splatoon and smash bros, but I’m also willing to play any game you want.
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Loosegoose – May 20, 2025
Mission accomplished, and while he played Marvel Rivals to his initial delight. I used a Cruel Condom. It has a pointed sharp end and rough mesh. Its primary purpose is to permanently destroy the hole. Sensation-wise, it is a weird one like having hundreds of pulsing pin pricks in your cock head with each thrust). It leaves my cock with very fine scratch lines and looking generally beat-up (but not bleeding). It takes a couple of days for the redness and scratches to disappear. As for the boy, as twisted as he may have been, he was in absolute screaming agony as his hole was torn completely apart.
SnowCold (Owner) – May 14, 2025
Look I get that I’m cute but if I just wanted to get fucked I’ve got plenty of friends for that.
SnowCold (Owner) – May 7, 2025
Well I hate to be back on here, but my regular got too old and had to go into a nursing home with alzheimer.
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Palimpsest, 23
When you just want some trick to put a gun in your mouth and blow your brains out but have to act all mysterious and nonchalant.
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ChunkeeMonkee – May 14, 2025
Warning, left-winger!
Palimpsest (Owner) – May 7, 2025
I’m not really into puppy play cos I don’t understand that.
willthejerk – May 3, 2025
Don’t ask him why, it kills the vibe.
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p.s. Hey. ** James Bennett, Hi, James. Great about the successful event and your shining there. Yeah, it seems like a really nice scene they have going on there. Strange how cats are so suave but they lack propriety. Only one night left now, right? You can do it. Week’s been ok. Lots of film stuff, of course. Meeting with ‘RT’s’ French distributor tonight, which should be exciting. Saw the new Wes Anderson film which I loved. Temperate, still cooler than not weather. All in all, highly doable so far. xo, moi ** horatio. Cool. Glad Kluge might’ve snagged you. That is your real name! Amazing! Big luck with the submission. We just submitted ‘RT’ to a third Chicago area film festival, so it’s starting to seem like one of them should take it, if that’s how odds work. Yeah, I’d love to see your film once its surface is polished to your satisfaction. Forced Exposure was key, for sure. Always read it. Learned so much there, and bought so many records due to them. Amazing you get to stockpile them, and, yeah, they should assist with your project. I don’t know that Athens festival. I think Ryan Trecartin is an incredible genius. I’m totally in awe of his work. He and I had a rambling Zoom conversation for Artforum a few years ago. Let’s see … here. He invited Zac and me to come visit his compound, and that festival could be the excuse. I’ll look into it. It sounds like must try. Thank you! Great day to you and yours. ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff! Great to see you! My total pleasure on the Kluge shebang, of course. ‘News from Ideological Antiquity’ is amazing. I saw ‘Nachrichten vom Großen Krieg’ at a museum, and it was wonderful. Nice you’re hitting LA. Let’s see … you just missed a really good Alice Coltrane show at the Hammer unfortunately. Marciano is worth visiting. Building’s great and their permanent collection is top notch. For galleries, use the Artforum Artguide app. It’s good. Sure, re: Zooming. I’ll be here until mid-June, then we go show ‘RT’ in SF. Yes, I’ve been very happy with the response to the film so far. Things look good. I’m doing well and I’ll pass your love onto Zac. ‘RT’ is getting a theater release in France, amazingly enough, and we’re meeting with the distributor tonight, so I’ll see him then. Hugs and love! ** Misanthrope, Sorry about the ‘hot’ dad question, haha. Of course over here in mighty France even your average person has a high chance of knowing those writers. ** _Black_Acrylic, Cool, so glad it interested you. As is often the case, sadly the ‘Twin Peaks’ marathon is not available on French MUBI. Alas. ** Steeqhen, Hey. Hm, in my world, social media is not primarily a negative force, annoying, sometimes for sure, re-inventive/disruptive, sure, but that’s good to me, so I don’t know. I’m not a doom-y type, and I would say it’s done more good than bad for people I know? Adjusting can be a growth thing. ** Jung ieon, Hi! Good to see you again. Your school projects sound very interesting as school projects go. Are you making a short movie? Is that what you meant? Awesome about the festival and its featuring of faves of yours. I’m excited for you. ** Steve, It probably will be okay, but the worrying is part and parcel, I guess, sorry. I know of Lucy Liyou, but I don’t … think I’ve heard her, if it’s a her. I’ll go investigate, Thanks, Steve. ** pancakeIan, It’s always so heartening when artists are still going full board at, say, his age. As one begins to approach that age, it’s very hopeful. Yeah, I think the Arthur Miller connection was my justification. I know Don Bachardy a little, and, strangely, I think we even talked about autograph collection once unless I’m tripping. Ha, I would be surprised if I’m in Christian’s ‘VG’ character, but I did strongly encourage him to accept that role, so … ? ** Carsten, I came across that autograph book about 20, 25 years ago somewhere, so I guess it might still exist, but fuck knows where. In some storage facility maybe. Oh, man, thank you so much about ‘PGL’. That really means a lot coming from you. Really, thank you. Wow, and hugs. ** Bill, What happened to your internet? If I lose internet even for an hour, it freaks me out. That signed ‘Baby Leg’ could score you a mansion someday if you’re patient and if books hang in there. ** Alistair, I wonder if super famous people feel like they’re handing out money when they sign things. That title ‘Hi Too Loo Rye’ is very familiar. I’ll go find the song. ‘I Saw the TV Glow’ isn’t boring, Jesus, what a boring thing to think and say. Congrats on the poem, of course. What would you do at the bakery? Bake? When I was a kid, my school always took us kids on a field trip to this big bakery in LA, Helms Bakery, long defunct, but it was dreamy and still is in my brain. So fingers stranglingly crossed! I get sunburned very easily too. I slather on SunBlock if I even take a lengthy walk on a cloudy day. Ouch. ** julian, It does sound New Zealand-y, doesn’t it? Ha. It’s a shame my The Same band didn’t pan out because we used the name thoughtfully and in a conceptual way, like, what we’re doing is ‘the same’ as everybody else. But, you know, better, at least in our heads. I’m mostly listening to the new Sparks album right now. I’m not sure if it’ll inspire anything. What about you? ** Uday, Sorry about the insane sickness. An insane sickness is intense to imagine. But you can still think and type at least. I’ve never read Ngũgĩ wa Thiong’o, and his dying made me realise I really need to. Do recommend anything of his in particular? ** HaRpEr //, Yes, one can dream. Amazing about scoring that signed Ashbery by accident. Mine is a signed copy of ‘The Tennis Court Oath’. Okay, Carroll’s short stories, I’m on it. Thanks! Makes sense about Carroll’s influence there. A friend of mine recently tried to make the case that Dickens is the secret huge influence on post-modern fiction. I’m still trying to wrap my head around that. I just simply can’t accept a world where John Waters or David Lynch can’t make whatever film they want to. ** Hugo, Hi, Hugo. Welcome! A cover letter … you mean the kind of letter you write to approach an agent or a publisher or something? I’m rotten at those. They seem to need a very delicate balance of humility and assertiveness that’s tough. Let’s see … don’t make it too long, just long enough that whoever can tell that you believe in your work. I always go with being very grateful at the opportunity. But you need to express confidence even if you don’t feel confident? I don’t know. Honestly, I’m not good at that stuff. I do honestly believe that the part of you that tells you what you wrote is shit is a liar. Besides, you can’t be the judge of that yourself. All the more reason to get the work out there so others can give you positive feedback that you won’t be able to believe is untrue. That’s probably not much help. I can’t really say too much about Michael’s situation because I’m asked not to, but, in terms of his health. he’s not doing well at all, I’m very sorry to say. Your comment is great and not at all rambling. Please do comment further if you feel so inclined. It’s a pleasure for me. Thanks! ** Darby 🐈⬛, You have a dog, or, well, your name does. Nice about those magazines. I’ve never heard of ‘Lowdown’. I suspect there were a lot of those kinds of magazines back then. I only really know magazines from the early-60s onwards because that’s when my brain became independent and useable. When I was a kid I was really into magazines. Like when I was 10, 11 I was obsessed with television for some reason and subscribed to TV Guide, Variety, Hollywood Reporter and these industry trade magazines, I don’t know why. And edgy satirical magazines like Mad, Cracked, Sick. And horror magazines like Famous Monsters of Film Land, and those kinds of things, So I get it. I liked your video mix. It streamed and perked my day up. You take care too, my pal. ** Okay, it’s last day of the month, and the boys show up like clockwork, and do have at ’em. See you tomorrow.
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Hey Dennis! Very interesting crop of slaves today. forevernotyours is definitely an interesting character… I would’ve thought that kind of “real-life” abstract fetishism would’ve been eliminated by AI image generation allowing you to create a perfect piece of personalised pornography, but I guess not. likelynot is cool too, even if that procedure probably won’t be conducive to his future as a slave/boyfriend/whatever.
Speaking of bizarre abstract fetishism, me and my one remaining flatmate have been watching this insane anime called “Kakegurui” about a school that’s “run on gambling” (this doesn’t ever get elaborated on/fleshed out), and the protagonist’s sexual fetish for, like, betting millions of dollars on games of random choice. It’s definitely just aiming to be softcore pornography, but it’s got this interplay of very complex gambling game rules being explained and jarring still frames of like, fluid leaking between the protagonist’s legs. Anyway, sorry for the ramble. Hope all’s good on your end, see ya!
Dennis, Hahaha, no worries. I thought that question was funny. As you well know, it takes a ton to offend me or whatever you want to call it. 😛
Yeah, the N-Ds were talking one time about Pynchon and some others and seem to think they were household names here like, say, Michael Jackson or Madonna or whomever. So, I did a little Misa experiment. I went to the gym and asked several people if they’d ever heard of Stephen King. Of course they had. But they’d never read him. Then I asked what they thought of Pynchon. They had no idea who he was. I named some of his works. They still drew a blank. I even tried Cormac McCarthy. Of course, they knew some of his works because of movies, but they’d never read the novels and didn’t even know he’d written them.
It’s totally a cultural thing, though, right?
It’s Friday. I hope you have a good weekend. Me, I’m looking for an orthopedist. I have a neck that’s killing me and has been for a couple months now. I have a kind of knot or lump or some shit on the side that hurts. I thought it was just a strain and would go away, but it hasn’t. I need to know what it is at the least. Otherwise, I’m a chill. My sleep was shit all week.
My pleasure, brother. It was very heartening to see how seamlessly you’ve transposed your aesthetic & concerns onto film, & that’s not easy. Respect.
Technical question: the scene near the beginning with the building rubble, was that real or effect-work?
Room Temperature is getting French distribution? Fantastic, congratulations! Hope all goes well with the distributor.
Possibly a long shot: Do you know any musicians/bands in need of lyrics? I have a poem-turned-song I’d like to see performed & eventually filmed, as part of that film project. Just putting my feelers out there.
Got my own hair cut this week but never obtained any kind of kick from that I’m afraid.
Saw part 1 of the Pee Wee Herman doc last night and would 100% recommend it to anyone. Despite my being a major childhood fan of his, I knew approx nothing about Paul Reubens and it’s quite the eye-opener. Interesting that the guy moved in such heavily fine-art-performance-advant-garde circles. His early stand-up routines reveal him to be a nailed-on genius.
Thank you for the response and the kind words. Sorry to hear about Michael, but I guess that’s what I expected(?) — I dunno, I wish him all the best even though you say he’s not doing well.
As for positive feedback on my own work. Well, the first time I realised that I might be onto something was when I read a draft to one guy and he ended up having a panic attack. An odd response, (a weirder response I had was the guy thinking I was ESL. I am Belgian by birth, but English is my first language. Maybe I just don’t speak “British.”)
But that was during my (short) time in university, where I was very disassociated and just writing very vicious bile, and coming out of that really helped me push forward to finish the thing. I didn’t know what I wanted to be, but I did want to write, so I suppose that’s something. Another friend (an ex-boyfriend of mine) said the book made him cry. Which made me happy, even though I felt bad for making that happen a bit.
Anyway, I’m no good at talking about myself (which is why cover letters are so hard) — the new Swans album came out today. Have you heard it yet? I haven’t put in the time to give it a full listen, but I would be interested in your thoughts.
Attentively yours.
Hi Dennis. Slave days are usually 50% fascinating and 50% scary for me . Dontyoudare has an interesting look. Although I’ve never seen any dogs with magenta hair and a nose piercing. Wonder if UnassumingType is really a eunuch, and if so, how the hell he lost his balls. Heterofuck is a cutie, but his handler sounds like a scam artist if ever there was one. And no idea what a ‘longpig’ is ! Ok, TheDoctor’s stable of fuckboys is very appealing, but can’t tell if he’s hiring them out or just bragging. DaddyIssues is quite toned, but the chat there is confusing……not sure how ‘tina’ fits into it all. Faded has a pretty face; too bad he ruined the rest of him. Twink2breed’s ‘boyfriend’ sounds like a hardcore sadist. Feel sorry for Justdontcare, being on parole and stuck in Idaho. knifeboy has my empathy, as well. Apparently , DarkHorse is an E A Poe fan. Since he wants to wall up Silva, ‘Cask of Amontillado’ style. Geez, forevernotyours is skinny and hairless . I have yet to be erotically attracted to someone cutting my hair. But, they say never say never. likelynot sure has medical knowledge under his belt. He’s also the 3rd slave to use the term ‘sphincter’ on this post, oddly enough. BeatAndDelete Pepe gets the adorable award, IMO. And LOL, about his hole being ‘ so hot it cooked my fingers like mozzarella sticks’ . Guy knows how to use a simile. I don’t like Sammy’s chances, either. SnowCold’s blond buddy in the middle pic is actually cuter than him. Wonder if he comes with the gaming package. Go Palimpsest, with the esoteric screen name. I like his nose.
Well, that was fun ! I dunno Dennis, I doubt I could direct anything if I reach my 90s, let alone a film. But more power to Mr Kluge and Clint .
Ugh, I realized after I posted yesterday that I spelled Don Bachardy’s name like the rum. I need to spell check more often. The doc about him and Isherwood is good . Neat that you know him…….I wondered if you do/did . I guess he’s a fairly well known painter in the LA area. I love the novel&film of ‘A Single Man’ .
As you can prolly tell, I’ve been a film nut since my age was in the single digits. I’d say, if C. Bale wanted your opinion on the ‘Goldmine’ role, you had at least some influence on his character portrayal.
I like hearing you say that he (Bale) is a decent guy. There was a moment when I wondered about that, back around ’09 , because of some altercation he had during the filming of one of those ‘Terminator’ sequels. I heard it was with some onset photographer who was being very inconsiderate. But I’m not one to trust what’s reported in the news these days.
Later….
“My name is Dylan and he doesn’t agree with me but he needs to be turned into a no limit no escape total object gimp permanently sealed in rubber except for the nostrils. I know that this will be a long journey and it will be very boring and depressing for him, but I do truly believe deep down that this is what he was meant for.” forevernotyours looks like a twinkified version of one of my friends. Had to look up the Cruel Condom. The ones I could find didn’t seem anywhere near as extreme as what Loosegoose describes. I haven’t listened to the new Sparks album yet, but now I will. Last night I listened to the new Swans album. I think it’s their best in years. I’m not sure if that’ll inspire anything either, but maybe the next time I write I’ll put it on and see. Do you like Swans? I know you mentioned them in Closer, but I couldn’t tell if you were making fun of them or namechecking them as an influence.
Hey Dennis,
Yeah, I can definitely see the good from social media, a lot of my friendships (even in Cork) happened because of social media. I think my fears and grievances come from having (relatively) grown up with it, how people my age have serious addictions and struggle to keep up basic hobbies. I hear of so many people who seem to hate how they’re living, and wish they could do things, but they’re stuck in a dopamine addiction chokehold.
I’ve been trying to do a bit of a dopamine detox, but mainly I’ve just been trying to keep to myself. Sent a text yesterday to someone basically drawing boundaries, and reestablishing our relationship; it was fairly tough for me, but I did it. There’s a huge culture here of avoiding and not feeling that asserting yourself is rude, and it’s my biggest gripe with living here. I’m someone who prefers directness than white lies, and Ireland’s culture made me feel like a horrible person for needing honesty. It made me struggle to put myself first for a long time. I guess that’s why I’m also trying to avoid social media: I realized I love having my business private, and knowing others’ business just makes me insecure about things I didn’t even know I could be insecure about!
Hey. Dickens as a postmodern model? Yeah, not really, but I have a special place in my heart for people with unorthodox theories about art that probably only they believe. In my eyes, it’s writers like Sterne and Cervantes, even, who are the archetypes of that kind of writing with the whole stories within stories thing. Dickens’ books are only long and winding because they were serialised and he was paid by the word.
I’m reading ‘The Robber’ by Robert Walser which is blowing my mind. It’s one of the wildest and most difficult books I’ve ever read. Many have called it outsider art as a backhanded compliment, given that he wrote it in a sanatorium and was his final book, but this sort of ignores that his experiments could just possibly have been intentional. The blurb describes it well: ‘with a protagonist who sweet-talks teaspoons, flirts with important politicians, plays maidservants to young boys, and uses a passerby’s mouth as an ashtray’. It does a fascinating thing where the third person narrator is and isn’t the protagonist. And the whole book is just a series of diversions and tangents. ‘Pleasures postponed’ as William H. Gass called it.
I’m guessing you’ve heard about the French smoking ban. Italy did it (more extremely), and now France too. In the UK there are already so many restrictions that I doubt they’d do it as well, but you never know. I can’t shake the feeling that this whole smoking policing is a way for governments to signal their moral virtuosity rather than actually doing shit.
Hi Dennis,
First time writing, love your work.
Is there anything behind the archaic preposition “ere” you use a lot in Try? I thought it was cool but it’s a choice. Were you reading something at the time that influenced that? It’s kind of quaint and at odds with everything else about the book. Also: any bands that missed the transition to Internet Hype you would give the Duster treatment and canonize out from relative obscurity? I’ve always felt like more people should listen to Royal Trux although I guess I completely understand why they don’t.
Thanks for all the great writing and keep it up,
Maggie