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Trip, 19
Im Trip and i want ur drips
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jaycummins – Dec 27, 2024
Ok, but you’d have to drive to where I’m at and it would only last for less than half an hour.
Snafu – Dec 27, 2024
I have gf I wan to try sex with guy first time I m vry homofobbic I might beat u up.
Trip (Owner) – Dec 20, 2024
Sorry I was away from the account, pretty stupid of me actually. I just wanted a weird master so bad. Took the chance and got beaten and tortured so badly i was in a hospital for a month. It’s fine. Am back in the game.
Sparkycamp – Nov 16, 2024
I had him come over. I had him change clothes into some loose silk boxers and a pair of shorts, one size smaller than he would normally wear. I pulled the back of his boxers up very high and told him to leave it there. Not only did this tighten the front area and give me preview of his cock it also revealed the length and depth of his asscrack, which was important. He was told if he got an erection while he had these on there would be punishment. I handled and mouthed his cock through the boxers for a few minutes and he successfully stayed soft. Then I put on some hot porn. Within a minute and a half he had failed. I studied his erection for a moment then had him switch into a pair of PVC see-through shorts I acquired off ETSY. Then I turned up the heat. I tied him up, watched him struggle until he had no energy left and then cut the PVC shorts off him using scissors, dyed his hair blond and raped him for hours… which turned into days, each day more extreme than the last.
Trip (Owner) – Nov 11, 2024
Only looking for weird men, the weirder the better. Be weird please!
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realdumbstupid, 20
Healthy young man looking to get corrupted and ruin my body. By the time I reach 30, I wish to be nothing more than a lowlife, cigarette smoking drug addict. To know that I could create such feelings of disgust in men excites me beyond measure!
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realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 15, 2024
Gladiator 2 is awesome ha ha
realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 12, 2024
I love my armpits.
realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
My only and bold request is to make me cum. I can cum multiple times, non stop.
realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
If you’re interested message me, can start this week and sign a contract.
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Sane_and_unselfish, 23
Not to everyone’s taste, I know, but I have photos and video of the boy in the photos dead if anyone’s intere$ted. I have to apologise that he was dead three days so I hope he is not too disgusting to look at as a corpse. I mean he was very cute and you do not see that too often.
He was an escort who died of a heart attack while having sex in a hotel room and was abandoned by his frightened client. Rigor mortis is developing. His arm and legs are completely stiff already.
Rotting away while in a hotel. The observer is now the one being observed, staring like a fish in the freezer with his dull eyes which cannot let any light into the pupils because there is no human anymore, just dead eyes rotting away.
He is already living in heaven. Yes, cute dead escorts are welcome in heaven. That’s why they call it heaven :D.
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isinkships – Dec 2, 2024
He was going to college to become a paramedic.
PerfectAdickshun – Dec 2, 2024
That was Tom. He was somehow like Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio) in the film Titanic – his face and his movements; not here on the pics but in reality. Fucking him was great!
RealSinister – Dec 2, 2024
By the time this happened he was aged out and trash.
BigBroSmokePig – Dec 2, 2024
FUCK MAN HE WAS STEAMY FUCKIN HOTTER ‘N SHIT BRO ☣️🐽☣️
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Knifeslut, 22
Cutting to the chase, I live in Baker Louisiana and looking for someone under 30 to carve me up with a knife.
PLEASE BE IN LOUISIANA AND DO NOT MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE NOT IN LOUISIANA ONLY PEOPLE FROM LOUISIANA.
If you have a Buck 120 knife and a ghost face mask then please go to town on me.
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Knifeslut (Owner) – Dec 18, 2024
Yes, I’m successful in my professional life, but dealing with immense decision fatigue.
EnjoyLifenow – Dec 18, 2024
You’ve appeared in a fair number of porn videos, haven’t you?
MikeB – Dec 13, 2024
I’m presently locked up at Eastern Kentucky Correctional but I’ll be out soon.
Choke_Me – Dec 7, 2024
@meatchuck – 19, Long Island here, I don’t get to Louisiana too often, but if you’re ever in NY hit me up… Guys love my neck.
meatchuck – Dec 7, 2024
Looking for victim in Louisiana. Will strangle you to death. Contact me here.
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besexyatmyfuneral, 20
On a layover in Miami for 24 hrs chloroform me and make me miss my plane.
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besexyatmyfuneral (Owner) – Dec 23, 2024
My excuse is it seems spiritual.
Rawjack – Dec 23, 2024
I have just a question, no judgement. What is the sexual attraction of getting chloroformed? Even to the point you’ll quite likely never leave Miami?
mikeyroulette – Dec 23, 2024
Hell yeah! I once had a teen hustler ask me if I liked having sex with a passed out underaged slut? I sure did!
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Here_goes_nothing, 20
Hi, I have arrived to London from Manchester with my 20yo slave.
I can send him to you to train.
Completely smooth masc twink (laser).
9/10 body
equipped with hot ass and 8in cock
7/10 face
stern, dead eyed, dyed blond hair
He’ll be wearing a hood at all times
I send him to who will:
– Respect my property
– Train his ass for depth: he’ll have toys
– Follow my scenario/script
– Take pics of him with ass gaping
– Take your pleasure with his body but not his mouth
– You’ll want to upholster your couch with his anal membranes but you can’t
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Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 16, 2024
He also smokes a lot and is willing to talk about smoking or I can send videos or pictures of him smoking.
Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 13, 2024
For bi couples who want children, I voluntarily give his sperm for a pregnancy. Of course I will force him to help finance the child if you want, but only for a maximum of 3 women.
spongy047 – Dec 9, 2024
Hello Sir, I have dreamt and craved fucking your slave for as long as I can remember … I have tried to put that feeling aside, but it always comes back stronger than ever. It is at my very core!! I NEED to fuck your slave … no limits, no safe words … true and absolute hedonism. It’s time … i am beyond ready to take this step. PLEASE consider me.
Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 7, 2024
He used to be a slave for a Black Master when he was 11. It was complicated.
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CursedLeon, 19
I’ve learnt how to do self mummification with plaster casting. Still need help with my head. Human sculpture anyone?
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Homie777 – Dec 16, 2024
He is pointlessly well hung.
CursedLeon (Owner) – Dec 7, 2024
I have been looking for this for months and months but every one plays too much games I swear to god.
CursedLeon (Owner) – Dec 5, 2024
Just in case you have any funny ideas of killing me a security camera is placed in the corridor for my own safety.
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huff, 21
I’m a popper huffer. No sex. I am not a boy who sparkles. Only interested in being a no limit popper huffer. Be ruthless. Be mean. Fry my brain 🧠😵💫 and watch me turn full Tard ♥️ I drool a lot. 💯 Drop your address and I’m there.
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huff – Dec 19, 2024
Could’ve fooled me.
Stradivarius – Dec 19, 2024
If you wait until he’s unresponsive to finger snaps and want to fuck him, and I strangely did, it’s not like he’ll ever know.
huff (Owner) – Dec 3, 2024
I don’t care about my personality.
The-Masked-Master – Dec 3, 2024
If it’s not obvious from his photos he’s already pretty low wattage upstairs so it’s not like you’re making him a retard from scratch.
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cuteboyalways, 19
Probably another app the sad local pathetic snitches will get me banned from as they have nothing better to do with their sad pathetic judgemental lives.
(Should say I identify as straight when it comes to romantic relationships but with regards to bdsm i would say sexual orientation for me doesn’t exist.)
Capturing/using/abusing a certain young guy (son of a friend, pictured) has been something I’ve wanted to do for YEARS but have never had the courage to go for it. Some advice would be great on how to finally say fuck it and do something I desperately want to do.
To avoid guilt I would make him a GIMP, kept covered in latex/leather/rubber, hooded, blindfolded, have his holes plugged but also easily accessible, strip him of his identity and looks and train him to serve as a faceless object. I could literally cum just from the mental image of that alone.
Are you being asked to advise on an illegal act? Technically yes. Would my friend care if his son was enslaved by me? I seriously doubt it.
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Andrea – Dec 9, 2024
He’s a bunch of Taylor Swift’s lyrics glued together.
Klein – Dec 6, 2024
He’s one of the moderators of the Reddit group taylorsupremacy so …
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WhoAmIToYou, 20
Hi. Welcome to the ultimate submissive. Here is a list of how I serve. If interested please message me:
Thank you for contacting Lewis Services. Please choose which option you’d like today by stating the name of the representative.
Adam (for administrative assistance)
Axel (for ass play)
Bobby (for adult baby)
Boy (for domination)
Charlie (for chores)
Cunt (for cum control)
Eddie (for errands)
Faye (for female play)
Freddie (for foot worship)
Greg (for group use)
Harry (for hostage)
It (for objectification)
Jorge (for hypnosis)
Taylor (for torture)
Tommy (for toilet)
Zero (for branding, piercing, tattooing, selling, bondage, rape, shaving, punishing with or without reason, putting in chastity, using as a toilet, enduring extreme pain, beaten up and punched hard everywhere including his face)
I uploaded a photo to make you erect.
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Andreyyy – Dec 20, 2024
If I were more into hairless smooth twinks to fist and milk dry and eat mouth with no mercy Axel would be my favorite find of all time.
annn – Dec 15, 2024
I have had fun with Jorge gay to gay and it was very awesome.
StraightToFemme – Dec 8, 2024
I recommend Boy and Tommy. I don’t recommend Faye.
thefrog – Dec 1, 2024
I have had some absolutely amazing times with the amazing Greg.
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Ticklemetodeath, 18
I want someone to tickle me to death 🥵
Here are my starter ticklish points on a scale from 1 to 10. 🥵🥵🥵
7- upper inner thighs
7- lower inner thighs
5- under knees
9- ankles
70-heels
6- ears
6- chin/neck
8-nipples
9- pits
80- stomach
8- hips
11- groin
Here are my death spots 😵ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ⚰️
100☠️- dick/head
100☠️- urethra/pee hole
100☠️- inside urethra/inside pee hole
100☠️- inside asshole
100☠️- inside rectum
100☠️- inside colon
100☠️- underneath my toenails
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Ticklemetodeath (Owner) – Dec 12, 2024
Please stop trying to psychoanalyze this and make it a bigger deal than it has to be.
IDG-AF – Dec 11, 2024
Your profile text is just disgusting and abhorrent 👎👎👎
SuspiciousMe – Dec 4, 2024
Young and no plans for the future, what went wrong in his life that he puts a profile like that online?
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DumbBlonde, 21
I’m DumbBlonde. I’m from a small town in Denmark. I’m every dumb blond boy you’ve ever wanted. My body doesn’t belong to me. It belongs to the world and to everyone I meet. I don’t do bondage, but faceslaps and very rough sex is great. I don’t do fisting, but I take other objects like dildos, bottles and vegetables, etc. On the neg side I have mild autism, shaky hands, back problems, migraines. Please don’t hate DumbBlonde.
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batman – Dec 20, 2024
I say pspsps to trash bags bc his eyes suck
ed_thatsmyname – Dec 17, 2024
I got so bored, I played a game with his balls. Do you know morse code? I hit his left ball for a dot, hit the right ball for a dash.
ScottishRubberBear – Dec 12, 2024
Thanks to me his pathetic ass now holds the hottest pussy in town.
DumbBlonde (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
Where’s the gamers.
hornybatman – Dec 4, 2024
He has two holes and likes to be bred. What more could you ask for?
DutchGuy1977 – Dec 4, 2024
What a disappointment this boy’s ass is! Shameful really.
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iknowyouwantthis, 22
Looking for some cooking. Slave I’m gripping in the photo is the food, you’re the stove. He’s also an olfactophiliac. He’s 20. He’s one helluva guy, yeah.
Had to make a new account cause my other one was freaking people out.
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iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 26, 2024
Move on, folks. Nothing to see here.
iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 22, 2024
Gone fishing.
iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 17, 2024
Angst – Nov 16, 2024
True. Refrigerated human meat should be eaten within four days.
whatdoesntkillyou – Nov 16, 2024
Question: I’ve heard refrigerated human meat is safe to eat for four days.
iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Nov 16, 2024
You’re not into eating him keep scrolling.
jaylove – Nov 16, 2024
Give love a chance.
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ChaseTheDream, 18
Looking to be a gay pornstar one day but for the time being I am a slave in Stoke-on-Trent for bdsm or other kinks 💉🩸🐷😈.
Also if anybody wants to own me as a slave do contact me and I will set a price.
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ChaseTheDream (Owner) – Dec 19, 2024
Lost all interest in daily life.
MasterIvan – Dec 14, 2024
I have thoroughly mind controlled and brainwashed him to perfection. He is a loyal sex object of pure, unthinking obedience that is utterly pervasive and complete, so deeply conditioned that disobedience is not just impossible but unimaginable. There is no longer any independence in him and he is completely docile in every way. I’m interested in sharing him with dominants who have no fear of exploring these lack of depths with me.
ChaseTheDream (Owner) – Dec 2, 2024
Now the owned slave property of master Ivan but he wants me to get fucked by 3 to 6 other alphas every day.
BiGuyBreeder – Nov 30, 2024
I loved this boy’s slutty hole, I really mean it. I loved shooting my babies in a place where hundreds (or even thousands) of other men have shot. It got me into that primal mode where I don’t view the holes I’m fucking as people. I blocked out the rest of the world and totally focused on the hole. Fingers, fist, tongue, dick, toys. Bonus points to him for being someone I especially didn’t give the tiniest shit about.
schlonggg – Nov 26, 2024
I raped his boy pussy until his brain was gone and he was nothing but rape meat.
HAAF – Nov 22, 2024
I paid him $50, got him fucked up on drugs and raped him.
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your_mind, 19
I like relationship between boy and father
Strict, violent father age 50 and up
Make me scream
Give me a new experience that I won’t ever forget or be able to stop coming back to
Make it hurt
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your_mind (Owner) – Dec 18, 2024
Started wearing panties
Superiorlord34 – Dec 13, 2024
it ll be an honor for you bastard. i ll also write on ur body with marker pen. now slut, show me that u have some brain, even though small, and give me ideas: 10 bad words to write on ur body. u ll wear rubber. i wont let u wear leather, it is for real men. i can wear both leather and rubber but u ll wear only rubber as a pig.
i know ur now wanking that useless faggot cock, admit it boy.
yeah of course bitch. my fucking dirty socks and when we return home after walking outside, u ll prepare ur cocktail by using them and i ll add cum, spit and piss too and put it in the fridge. after an hour, u ll beg me to drink it and wank ur cock and cum.
good bitch, from now on everyday u message me and ask for my orders and beg me to humiliate you fucking cunt.
now faggot, ur allowed to cum, use ur socks like a condom and fill them with ur worthless cum.
your_mind (Owner) – Dec 3, 2024
I love duct tape
My favorite color is silver
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Notimportantnow, 18
I was sexually abused for many years as a child by my father from the age of 6 to 13. Due to a recent new incident as a victim of sexual abuse i started counselling. One of my biggest frustrations is that i cannot recall having any negative feelings during my abuse as a child. This makes that i cannot place the abuse within my life. My counselor insists on how my long-term treatment is going to fail if I don’t do that. Are there other guys out there with the same experience? Can you help please.
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BBBxCumDumpster – Dec 17, 2024
Abuse is in the intent, not the act.
Dart – Dec 7, 2024
I Am So Very ALONE. 😶🌫️ NO Friend, No Family, No Meaning, No Motivation. I’m not doing good at all. 😖😓😥😐😑🔋💀 So i have NO More Care, to be that Morally inclined Man. Now I just want to put you in severe Pain, and make you all feel the agony of what’s in my head.
PigLookingForLove – Dec 16, 2024
You’re a big talker, and good for you, though what may have seemed rough and intense for you may have been less than that for him. Either way, I hope he got what he needed.
Notimportantnow (Owner) – Dec 16, 2024
My father would fuck me until I couldn’t stand it anymore then show me how it felt when he fucked me way beyond that point until he had ALL he wanted, and any resistance from me was met with deaf ears. He would put on a shoulder length rubber glove, lube it up, put his arm as far as he could up my rectal passage, then pull it in and out several times cleaning the shit out with each stroke, until he could get shoulder deep. Sometimes he would pause and give our dog a taste.
hntnhole – Dec 16, 2024
A son receiving sex from his father is one of the most thrilling ways they “connect” with each other imaginable – at least to me.
Bimarried001 – Dec 16, 2024
Negative feelings? Sexual abuse is more a reward for being a good cute, sexy son. At least in my opinion.
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p.s. Hey. ** Steeqhen, Congrats on finishing your game. I should have mine finished in a day or so if I can manage to destroy a bunch of flying kamikaze origami planes before they destroy my origami plane which I have not being able to do yet. I really should at least poke my head into a gym one of these days and see it looks like. Is it the Graham Robb Rimbaud biography? That one is quite good, as I remember.. Everybody seems to be liking ‘Nosferatu’ — well, not everybody — so have fun. My weekend wasn’t much to write home about, but it passed the time. I’m pretend NYE isn’t happening other than remembering to buy food for tomorrow today. It’s very cold here, and the forecast predicts even colder next week, but the French weather forecasts are the epitome of unreliable. ** jay, Hi. Oh, cool, glad it hit you. ‘Autoportrait’ is way up there, for sure. His ‘Suicide’ is also very, very good if you haven’t read that one. ‘They don’t like the idea of hetero women being into gay sex’: !?!? That’s some serious control-freakdom right there. ‘Empusium’, no, but I’m guessing I should? Nice sounding level that you’re in. Mario is trying over and over without success to destroy fast approaching origami jet fighters and protect origami Bowser’s flying castle before it explodes, and I’m this close to giving up, but he won’t let me. HNY, pal. Do anything raucous? ** Misanthrope, If you’re trying to get me to feel sympathy for Bezos, you have failed, sir. All I know is we had to raise just over 400k to shoot our film, and it didn’t get even the slightest bit easier once we’d managed to raise 200k. Happy late birthday to David! Can I infer from your tone that he’s doing at least somewhat better than he had been? Please tell me you took that poor mouse somewhere sufficiently distant outside and released it to pursue its innocent, relatively harmless life. Or don’t tell me if you didn’t, I guess. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, B. She is prolific, and I guess it goes to show you that being prolific isn’t necessarily the road to popular success. All power to your immune system. Don’t take NYE as a license to go all willy-nilly. ** James, Writing can be mentally orgasmic. Even when you’re writing about the opposite of sex. Trust me. I’m so sorry, man, about the dripping nasal thing or post-dripping. What does that mean: ‘post-nasal drip’? I mean the drips are post-nasal because they’ve left your nose, but there must be more to the term than that. I think my transpositions from film -> literature have been successful, yes. The makers of the films I learned from might not agree though. It’s not imitation, it’s mutation. Uh, I don’t think of film vs. novel in a hierarchical way. Films have given novels stiff competition, I guess. I think if anything has reduced the novel’s reach, it’s non-fiction. People want to read non-fiction much more now. And they seem to want fiction to be autobiographical aka non-fiction. Hence, the whole ‘autofiction’ boom. It was International Donut Day a few weeks ago, and I missed it. I’m in relative, occasional touch with my sister. I don’t speak to one of my brothers because he’s a complete prick, and my other brother is a far right conspiracy theory dude these days, so we don’t exactly get along. I know you seem to get along with your brother albeit via withholding certain secrets. Gide. I assume you read ‘The Counterfeiters’? That’s the #1 Gide in my book. I hope that however you choose to party tonight it’s a hell of a party. ** Daniel, Hi, Daniel! It was very lovely to get to see you even briefly at the Church or former Church, I guess. You, of course, have the best resolutions. I don’t even have one. But I still have hours left to think of one. Or several. Blahblah, always a sparkling treat to see you, sir. Big night for you tonight, I infer. ** Lucas, Enjoy your friends and even the scariness. Scariness = adrenaline, which can feel really good if controlled properly. I hope you woke up all perky. It’s really cold here. My feet are freezing. I need to put on socks. Excuse me. ** Steve, I hear people talk about Car Seat Headrest on occasion, so I guess they’re still a potent cult force. Hm, is that true about there being more out queer female artists than men? I wonder what it means? I wonder if the ratio is different in, say, film? My guess is … yes? Tomorrow? I’m seeing a visiting friend who’s also one of the ‘actors’ in ‘Room Temperature’. I think just for coffee since I think Paris will be pretty shut down tomorrow otherwise. No, I’m not interested in ‘Nosferatu’. After suffering through ‘The Lighthouse, Eggers has become filmmaker-non-grata for me. I figured it’s 90% cinematography. And completely unoriginal cinematography. But that’s mostly what the buzz film chasing set wants, so … ** HaRpEr, Yeah, I really love how the act of writing and the act of reading are so close to being the same experience with the only difference being that one outputs and the other inputs. I feel like no other medium is equivalent in that sense, but I don’t know. I was insanely lucky to find in Zac someone who wants and is interested in almost the exact same things I do. I think that must be unbelievably rare. With Gisele, it was always her work and my contributing its language element, so the collaboration had that organisation, and I found it comfortable. When I thought up the title ‘The Sluts’, I was absolutely certain that there had to have been one or even many books titled ‘The Sluts’, but I searched far and wide and, as far as I could tell, there had never been a book called ‘The Sluts’. I couldn’t believe it. ‘The Melancholy of Resistance’ is amazing, yeah. Tarr’s shorter films are really worth watching to try him out. I’ve still never managed to sit through the entire ‘Satantango’, but I will one of these days. List making is a great fall back. Yeah, I mean, let that complicated sadness hit you if it makes you write. Or that’s my policy aka George Miles. ** Tyler Ookami, Hi. Very interesting: ‘I really have trouble “seeing” through one libido without having it tainted by its counterpart.’ Do you feel that with visual erotic/porn too? I don’t know ‘A Field in England’ but maybe I’ll watch it as an antidote. HNY! ** Darby𓃱𓃱$$$, Giraffes and dollar signs are almost like identical twins, or, well, fraternal twins. ‘PLOT’ sounds kind of maybe useful. No, I’ve never thrown up after a roller coaster, but I’ve definitely felt like I was going to. But only after roller coasters where you lie flat or where the cars spin. I will not do those anymore. You? Oil pastels sound promising. Mm, when I sign books I sometimes make a skull and crossbones, and I think that’s the only times I draw anymore. Sad. I thought I had done a post on Louis Wain, but I just checked the archives, and I haven’t! Okay, self-assignment thanks to you. Keep your eyes peeled. I 100% agree with your idea and reasoning for why we should all reunite! Have a good or even great Eve of 2025. ** Right. The slaves and I wish you a very happy and wild New Year’s Eve, and I’ll see you on the first day of 2025.
Hey Dennis,
The Rimbaud biography is by Benjamin Ivry, but I’ll check in the library for that Robb one.
My two friends who I used to do everything with and have seen each other much less due to life and college were planning on seeing Nosferatu on Jan 1st so I guess I’m seeing it tomorrow. I’ll give my review once I see it, but I tend to struggle with formulating opinions on films straight after seeing them so I’ll probably just say something along the lines of “it was pretty”. I’ll give the original a proper full watch today so I can have something to compare it to.
I think going to the gym could be an exciting new thing for 2025! Maybe you might find yourself enjoying it, and it becomes a new hobby. Most people find it intimidating at the start, from my relatively small knowledge of you, I don’t think you’d be the type to be intimidated by it, I feel you’d be more likely to just get bored by it. For me, the worst part about the gym is actually going and dedicating that portion of your day to it, but being in there is enjoyable as I can bump into people, exercise, and listen to music or podcasts for an hour or two whilst still feeling productive.
The weather is shite here, wet and windy today, so I’m firm in my stance to stay in today. I have some shit to read, some films to watch, and some pieces to write. I’m not much of a new years resolution guy, but I do like to set up plans and aspirations for the year. Part of me has this irrational belief that the way you start a year dictates the year, and in some ways it’s been true; spent New Years 2020 alone, and then Covid lockdowns happened. New Years 2023 I was severely ill with mono and i spent that year being physically ill and mentally unwell. Last new years I hung out with people whose relationships with me had been strained during the year, and this year I’m on great terms and back to normal with everyone. Maybe spending this New Years reading and writing will mean I will have a prosperous and inspired year of creativity? Or maybe it means I’ll just be a hermit! Either way, I’m looking forward to the new year and whatever it means for me. I hope 2025 brings us both good fortune and good time.
Hi Seeqhen . FYI in case you don’t already know — Werner Herzog did a very noteworthy remake of “Nosferatu” in 1972, so that could be another good basis for a comparative review.
*Steeqhen
‘I m vry homofobbic I might beat u up.’ – at least snafu’s honest.
‘got beaten and tortured so badly i was in a hospital for a month.’ – ouch. I wonder how much of these kinds of statements are true or just exaggerated fantasy. Being hospitalised doesn’t sound very erotic. Trip’s face is a distinct shape.
‘to know that I could create such feelings of disgust in men excites me beyond measure!’ – I love statements like this. They read like they’ve been translated into English, it’s such a weird tone.
It must be quite the feat to be quite as hairless as some of these guys.
Knifeslut’s haircut looks silly.
‘You’ll want to upholster your couch with his anal membranes but you can’t’ – what the fuck does this even mean? ToT
‘For bi couples who want children, I voluntarily give his sperm for a pregnancy. Of course I will force him to help finance the child if you want’ – aw, nice. Generous.
‘I’ve learnt how to do self mummification with plaster casting.’ – quite the party trick, that.
‘he’s already pretty low wattage upstairs’ is a funny insult. Huff’s use of the trollface is a blast from the past.
With WhoAmIToYou, Zero is just showing off. Really cute hair.
‘Your profile text is just disgusting and abhorrent 👎👎👎’ – People can be so judgemental. Including me. I’m amused by this comment.
Poor DumbBlonde. ‘back problems, migraines.’ – join the club.
‘Do you know morse code? I hit his left ball for a dot, hit the right ball for a dash.’ – OW.
Trying to respond to a slaves post can be tricky when family won’t leave me alone, ugh.
Sigh, more buzzcuts…
ChaseTheDream being in fucking Stoke-on-Trent is hilarious.
Superiorlord34’s confidence is most impressive.
Notimportantnow’s family dynamics are saddening to hear about. I hope it’s just fantasising.
your_mind is my favourite. He wins best butt and hair.
Another great catalogue to end the month – and year with!
I have yet to reach writing that is akin to any kind of gasm. Guess I’ll keep at it till something hits the figurative spot. I place my trust in thee.
Post-nasal drip 101, delivered from a long-time sufferer in partnership with Google: ‘Postnasal drip is when more mucus than normal gathers and drips down the back of your throat’
See attached for symptoms, feat. illustrations: https://www.verywellhealth.com/thmb/Jc6c7Nhl9RWN_nYNGlnEPQnKDtk=/750×0/filters:no_upscale():max_bytes(150000):strip_icc()/what-causes-post-nasal-drip-1191969-bdd70dce08b94c539e58221718e55018.png
It’s simultaneously blocked *and* runny nose, and the constant need to swallow, and each swallowing hurting, and the only relief being temporary from drinking liquids, and the inability to breathe properly through my nose. And you just have to wait for it to go away. I’m feeling better today.
Mutation, not imitation, yus, that’s a good way to put it.
Non-fiction is something I struggle with if it’s not theoretical. I got like 100 pages into a Himmler biography when I was dead bored (probably said this before), and I’ve read the Junger memoir, and a biography each on Henry VII (Chrimes) and Henry VIII (Wooding) for A Level stuff, as well as some essays on the Reformation.
Non-fiction is so boring compared to fiction.
The debate regarding, like, to what extent can all fiction be considered autobiographical is one that evokes thought.
Here’s hoping you don’t miss Doughnut Day in 2025! I need to mark that on a calendar somewhere.
Thoughts on what being an only child might’ve been like?
Sucks that your brothers sound like they suck. Oh well. Family can be disappointing.
Yep, my brother’s okay. He is currently in the same room as me, totally unaware of the slaves post I have just devoured with my eyes. I am *so* covert.
I have *not* read The Counterfeiters, but I want to, but I told myself I need to stop buying books for like, at least 3 months, because I’ve spent quite a bit already.
I don’t plan on a New Year’s party. I’m not a party person. Maybe I’ll finish the Gide and squeeze in one more novel read this year. I think I could manage that.
And then it’s putting up with non-stop fireworks late into the night.
I hope 2025 is better than 2024 and that good things happen.
Obligatory:
See you next year, D-Dawg! xp
Ach, shit, image link doesn’t work. Oh well 😛
ChaseTheDream’s living as a slave in Stoke-on-Trent must be grim. I spent a year there before moving up to Scotland in 2001, and that was surely the best decision I ever made. I was an art student, not a slave though. Stoke never did seem like a BDSM sort of place, but hey what do I know?
Looks as though I successfully managed to avoid catching a cold, which I’m very grateful for. Think that my getting out to see the world briefly yesterday must have done me the power of good. NYE will be spent hiding away indoors!
Hihihihi Dennis! “Suicide” is on my bedside table, and waiting for me after I come back from my New Year’s Eve party! I think Blue of Noon’s whole bachannalian finale is a little too vivid in my memory for me to be totally immersed into the kind of party I’m plannning to attend, but I’ve been so starved for, like, cokehead twink/doll dialect and terrible club music that I’ll probably end up having a good night. I’m going to a party that streams the London fireworks thing via projector – which sucks in person, and is amazing on film. Almost all the fireworks/lightshow shit is designed to be viewed from TV, or at least from a view that’s reasonably good, which is basically impossible in London, so if you view it “live”, you just get occassional flashes of light and an overstimulating crush of people around you.
Yeah, the whole “fujoshi panic” thing is mental – and so obviously resolves into this weird anxiety about trans guys “fetishising” gay men, it’s crazy. I kind of get the anxiety – I can understand not wanting someone who you find unnattractive to be into you, even if that’s something I sort of love. I think it’s just evolved into this bizarre moral panic that kinda bugs me. I’m totally, totally with Tyler Ookami here, what he said yesterday is an eloquent way to express my relationship to porn/erotica. Yeah, my two Mann-superfan friends said “Empusium” was a really fun riff on “Magic Mountain”, but I haven’t read it.
Anyway, have a very very fun NYE! Yeah, my videogame level was crazy fun. Lots of cool perpetual sunset vistas, and a misdirected sniper leading to a nasty accident. I hope that Mario solves his conundrum, or that you end up going out, or that Mario solves his issue while you’re out. Don’t give up!
Ticklemetodeath has a variation of the nose shape I love and nice lips. I think of this nose shape a lot and I have it only a little not entirely but these things are weird to describe
I thought for a second to go see Babygirl tonight but I felt so bored to do that, I can always listen to this amazing song Leash by Sky Ferreira that is featured there but I am fan of her anyway and all she does. This song I recommend that you listen to has a very anthemic relentless power pop kraut rock elements vibe, in fact I will go out now to listen and do my strut and perform but nothing is visible vibe
I am very curious if this message will be posted if I cracked the code by posting here through the Facebook app
I told you before how big lover of The counterfeiters I am. So it’s by far a fave but what else is there to read by Gide that you would recommend?
Love from Crete and HAPPY new year early wishes to you
Dennis, Haha, no, I’m not trying to get you to feel sympathy for Bezos or any of them. Just pointing out the fact that early on he physically worked his ass off. Until he didn’t have to. I mean, I don’t like the guy, but his history is what it is.
Well, I think with the exponential money-making, it’s more about personal wealth and probably has a lot to do with hustling, investing, networking, et al., and that it’s probably easier to do that with $100k in your pocket than with nothing. That’s how I took it.
Hmm, that mouse was stuck on a glue trap, his whole body, and taking him off of it would’ve been death anyway, so…
David is not doing better. He’s as bad as ever. He’s been applying to jobs but hasn’t had any luck. I felt bad for him regarding one of them. He went in for the interview and the guy was like, um, I don’t really have time for an interview but I can’t hire you because I have too many English-speaking people here already. Thing is, the ad he applied to had nothing about languages or being bilingual or any of that. We do have more Latinos here in our county but not so many that you need to be bilingual, and all the ones I know or run into are bilingual themselves. David was really down about that one. But he’s still applying. However, the drug problem is worse.
David, Alex, and I saw Nosferatu Saturday night. It was good. Not bad. We didn’t waste our money. But I understood barely a word of what Nosferatu said, and not much more of what the others (British accents) said. Sound is so terrible in films these days. Everybody fucking whispers and the music is so much louder than the voices and is always in the background. Ugh.
Yeah, I do prefer stuff made by women (or in the case of someone like Nagabe) a male artist who works for publications for female readers. I really can’t get off to live action porn for whatever reason but yeah manga stuff done by gay men is always built around leaning really hard into fetishizing secondary sex characteristics like fat, muscle, and body hair in a distorted way and I don’t really like that stuff too much to be honest.
I never took to Carseat Headrest at all but I have a certain degree of overlap in social media world with his circle. I have a few online acquaintances who know Will from CSH from fursuiting and it seems like has been spending more time on that than CSH these days. He has sometimes been playing on the down low in the fursuit band I Made Too Much Pasta these days but it doesn’t seem like CSH fans really know about that at all.
I think A Field in England is proof that certain films were just meant to be made for British public television on half a million. I haven’t watched much else of Ben Wheatley but I know his reputation is hit or miss; his adaptation of Ballard’s High Rise and his version of Rebecca are supposedly awful. It’s funny, the only other thing of his I’ve seen is The Meg 2 and I really enjoyed it, but that’s likely attributable to having seen it in 4D. It really is 2 full hours of total nonsense cobbled together to showcase 4D effects and can’t imagine watching it at home. I do sometimes revisit this scene on Youtube just due to the degree of absurdity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBeSYNdtCG8. Like as kitsch as it is, you can kind of feel that it’s coming from someone with a background in experimental stuff.
Hey, happy new year! I’m very confused. This has been the quickest but probably also the worst year of my life. Friends have been telling me to not say that, but the way I see it is that it will be hard for this year to be any worse, so it’s good to have low expectations. Anyway, wishing you, everyone here, and the slaves an eventful year!
I read ‘Tropisms’ by Nathalie Sarraute today. So so good. So pure. It was like reading things that I know happened to me somewhere but I can’t remember when.
I also got a couple of books in the mail today: ‘Disquiet Drive’, the John Wieners ‘Solitary Pleasures’ book and ‘A nest of ninnies’ by Ashbery and Schuyler, so very excited about having these to quell my New Years confusion.
By the way, in terms of what you were discussing with Steeqhen, I read Graham Robb’s Rimbaud biography not long ago and thought it was great. Robb certainly gets Rimbaud, which is kind of what you can hope for in a biography. I haven’t read Enid Starkie’s biography which is supposed to be the most critically lauded one, I should at some point. Robb does get a lot of his information from Starkie, such as the fact that I believe it was her consensus that Rimbaud wrote ‘Illuminations’ after ‘A Season in Hell’ and was also able to track his travels after the writing of that and what countries he visited, but Robb does have his own interesting findings as well, and the prose is really good so I recommend it.
Hii happy new year! My NYE celebration was fun, I made a new friend I think, she seems like a genuinely great person. I’m home now, thankful for the warmth, and I’m hoping I dont feel too groggy tomorrow. Though I should be fine. I wasn’t feeling much better this morning but it got progressively better during the day. Even made a list of art exhibitions I want to visit next year: really looks like as if I might go to Vienna. That would be amazing. How are you feeling your first morning of 2025 haha?
Hey, Dennis! Happy New Year! Notimportantnow’s backstory and its fetishization by the commenters is quite heady—haunting, but fascinating. Did you get up to anything for NYE? Like last year, we’ve decided to stay home, get cozy, and probably watch a film or two. Let’s hope 2025 will be a good one! xoxo
Morse code on the body, seems so obvious, why have I not thought of that before? I’ll have to work it into my next sailor fantasy.
So far my Hanukkah donuts have been lackluster. I’ve just been grazing on whatever they give away at the office, which is less fun than the ones I told you about.
When you signed my copy of “I Wished” you drew a skull and crossbones and also these blob figures that look like the bad guys in Pac Man to represent yourself and me.
Had one of my best nights out ever in Tel Aviv a few nights ago. Nico Teen, extremely talented indie musician who attracts very cool yet personable people into her orbit, especially my new dancer friends.
https://nicoteen-inthehouses.bandcamp.com/
I also thought of you while putting together my dance events calendar for January. I got into a trance copying and pasting event details, enjoyed it very much. I imagine you feeling like this when you work on more mundane aspects of the blog and your other projects.
What do you wish to be in store for you and your film in 2025?