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Please welcome to the world … Succubations & Incubations: Selected Letters of Antonin Artaud (1945-1947)

Translated by Peter Valente & Cole Heinowitz
With an introduction by Jay Murphy
Illustrated by Martin Bladh and Karolina Urbaniak

Hardbound, 220 pages, 190 x 148mm
ISBN 978-1-9160091-4-1

https://www.infinitylandpress.com/succubations-and-incubations

 

 

Artaud writes he “was never born,” and “will never die.“ But in this exact period of missives, collected and translated by Peter Valente and Cole Heinowitz, Artaud is also overwhelmingly aware that, at least in this form of life, that he has put in question from his earliest writings, he is about to die. So this is the penumbra cast over these ‘late letters.’ Often refused opiates in the asylum for intestinal pains Artaud complained of, the doctors thinking Artaud was merely gaming for drugs, these were likely the first symptoms of the rectal cancer Artaud developed. Not told of this eventual medical diagnosis, nevertheless Artaud realized an end was near. One of Artaud’s very closest confidants, one of his filles du coeur, naître, Paule Thévenin, claimed Artaud died when and likely how he wanted. This doesn’t mean Artaud didn’t see his death as a major defeat. As he frequently alludes in these letters, there is no death that is not a result of someone’s will, or malevolent magick. Artaud realized he, too, was succumbing:

And they have pushed me over
into death;
there where I ceaselessly eat
cock
anus
and caca
at all my meals,
all those of THE CROSS.

This fuels an extreme urgency: it is as if each letter, fragment, exclamation, dictation, gris gris or drawing, not only relatively ‘finished’ works like Artaud’s remarkable radio broadcasts, are not only a stance of counter-sorcery, while constituting a sort or spell themselves, but are an ongoing dynamic last will and testament. Artaud conveys this is a final battle, as he envisages defenders converging from across the world, since a “small army is necessary”, even as he describes this as a cosmological conflict that has already gone on for aeons. Like the rest of Artaud’s enormous corpus of writings (the 24 volumes of the Gallimard complete works being left unfinished), his letters herein careen from the eminently practical and precise, to the visionary and fantastical, to paranoiac and mystifying, no surprise given such threatening views incurred psychiatric retribution. Artaud consistently claimed all poetry, even “all language/is untranslatable”, yet Artaud against all odds often produces a communicable world, certainly a contagion with his close associates, still uncannily projected to us some seventy years later.


 

The world we inhabit is an unrealized world where the person you greet on the street turns out to be a double who from a distance appears like a blind wall; jealous, he bewitches you because he thinks you have more genius, consciousness, personality, soul, and physical density than he does, and he works by all necessary means to abduct your being and consciousness for his own. This was not commonly known until recently but now it has become a fact that no one can ignore, yet which the full force of wickedness and universal criminality still works to prevent from being publicly acknowledged. It has been a long time, Jean Dubuffet, since these have been individualized maneuvers, reduced and confined to a few specific individuals who practice black magic at home; these are public maneuvers in which the whole population of Paris participates, in Paris, and in the countrysides and fields of France, under the influence of these waves of bewitchment cast from Afghanistan, Turkey, Burma, Bengal, and Tibet. —And the masses of all the Catholic churches of the earth are used to support these bewitchments which sweep over, at times, and asphyxiate all conciousnesses: yours, Jean Paulhan’s, René de Solier’s, all my friends’, that of all those like you and me who want to defend their personality against intrusion by the petit-bourgeois rapacity of the priests, the shopkeepers, the employees of the administration, the clerks, the workers, and all this horrible vomiting of wickedness, jealousy, selfishness, and utter stupidity which comprises the whole of humanity and which assembles at all hours of the day in groups in the streets of Paris, on the forecourts of churches or cathedrals (Saint-Augustin, Notre-Dame-des-Champs, Notre-Dame de Paris) like other populations that congregate in the streets of Delhi in the Indies or on the slopes of the Himalayas etc., etc. I do not have to hide from you the fact that I am the reason for all these bewitchments whose secret aim is to make me lose my personality and my consciousness, to take over my body and replace it with a soul other than my own, one as cowardly and vile as that of all beings, that is to say, given over to all base acts, which is a stupidity, an absurdity, an idiocy, and on top of that, plain muck. I do not even know by what absurd villainy all men on earth, just about, have come to take me for the central object of all their impure desires and their suggestions to be vile, dishonest, messy, as without honor or consciousness as they are, but it is a fact that I am surrounded day and night by an obscene horde of recriminating jackals, black magicians, succubi, and incubi who masturbate the soul, who are not the demons of Martin Schongauer or of Brueghel the Elder, but of Mr. Durand, Mr. Dupont, Mr. Cop, Mr. Priest, Mr. Abbot, Mr. Monk, Mr. Doctor, Mr. Rabbi, Mr. Imam, Mr. Brahmin, Mr. Lama, Mr. Everyone, etc. We are all suffering from this state of things and all the more since it is protected by the police who are under the thumb of these black magicians, except for some agents who quit out of disgust.


 

The so-called Jesus Christ whose real name was, I believe, Antonin Nalpas, was a magician like his father and mother and I had to fight with him many times. —Because morally he was an utter coward and I surprised him more than once, just as I see his shadow here in Rodez enter my body in dreams to magnetize my testicles or bewitch my excrement.
I cannot elaborate at length on all this because time is running out and it is important that this collection of letters be published without further delay, but just yesterday I recalled, to my horror, a final memory of my life in Jerusalem two thousand years ago. —I know I was already called Mr. Artaud there, that everybody took me for a simpleton and a crackpot, accused me of hearing voices, of ranting and singing at the top of my lungs, of speaking to myself, and because I wrote and declaimed poems, of being an idler and a good for nothing.
One day I tried to get something to eat by going to work in the shop of a locksmith, but on seeing me talk to myself and laugh at my dreams, he showed me the door the same day. I did not eat every day at that time, and I went by certain roads searching for a house of fate where I could lodge; one day a woman pretended to be interested in me, but when I understood what she wanted from me and at what price of prostitution and shame I would have to purchase the food and shelter she offered me, I turned back and did not enter her house. —Judea and especially Jerusalem were at that time infested with magicians and sorcerers who never stopped harassing me to take the last strength I had left, I who had no shelter and who ate when I could, which is to say almost never. —I succumbed at times to terrifying rages that made me burn everything and imposed silence on the pack that surrounded me. —I have the same pack now in Rodez, but I strike it from a distance and not up close as in Jerusalem because it is known as all of humanity with few rare exceptions, those of the friends of my works, I mean the true friends of my works, whose account would be quickly made. In any event, the police and the rabbis of the time decided one day to get rid of me and arrested me at night in a garden of olive trees where I slept under the stars, not having a roof to shelter me. I went to trial, but although I was recognized as innocent of any crime by a certain Pontius Pilate, the people, filled with imbecility, rose up to demand that I be crucified. I remember a place where, sitting on a stepladder, a crown of thorns was placed on my head and a cane of bulrush was put between my hands to replace the cane that had been stolen and which assisted me, with its 200 million fibers, in crushing all of my sorcerers. And on the threshold of the door open to the afternoon sun the rabble approached in order to spit on me, to beat and to curse me. I also remember the vile torture of the crucifixion in a place called Golgotha and the cry which tore out my entrails as the cross was straightened and planted in the ground, and that my entire body plunged all at once toward the earth under the nails that held it by the hands and the feet. —I will spare you the details of all that followed until the middle of the afternoon.
Once dead, my corpse was thrown into a heap of manure and I remember stewing there, I do not know for how many days or how many hours, waiting for them to wake me. Because I did not realize right away that I was dead and I had to resolve to understand this so I could lift myself. Then some friends who had at first completely given up on me resolved to come embalm my corpse and were astonished, but not rejoiced, to see me alive again.
One must believe I bothered them.
But sensing my hands pierced and leaking with blood, the stench of my body, and my face dried up with bird shit on the corpse that lived on, I was so horrified by my state and by things that a shiver of fury overtook me, an earthquake which made me overturn everything, and all of us fought for more than a day in Judea. —Will it be the same once again in Rodez?


 

In saying that I am not of this world I wanted to say that I am here, but that I come from somewhere else than this world’s morals, its religion, its mystifications, its physics, its metaphysics, its science, its medicine, and also its anatomy and physiology. —I am not formed like other men because it is I who made my body and not a father and a mother. —I work ceaselessly with the powers of my breath, which I may call innate since I do it myself without the intervention of a god, a jesus christ, or a spirit. I don’t know if Henri Thomas showed you my letter, but I am that man who, in Jerusalem two thousand years ago, was quartered on a poorly hewn tree trunk crossed with a plank to suspend me there with nails, and whose body when I was dead was thrown into a heap of manure. And on top of that a shepherdess came to insult me by pissing on me when I was dead in my manure. And I remember thinking in the manure that I had to wait, being already dead, to be finally dead in order to manage to stand up and walk. But I heard death chuckle and tell me: It is you who exist, I do not exist, and I thought since that’s how it is all I have to do is get up and I will walk. And when I succeeded in believing this I began indeed to walk. But when I remembered having been whipped till I bled by the cops of the day, stripped naked as in Rodez for electroshock, my skull torn to shreds by a strong rose branch full of thorns that had been driven into my head in the shape of a crown, I burst into such a rage that the soldiers who had seen me rise up from my heap of manure all fled. As did the head mechanic and the steward on the “Washington” who tried to assassinate me with a monkey wrench.
This is how the events in Jerusalem occurred and I was already called Artaud at that time, and there was a Jewish priest, a pederast, who believed he possessed the spirit of Jesus Christ and was called Salem or Nalpas. I remember all this as I remember the battles of the Coupole and these memories came back to me for the first time one day when under the spasms of electroshock I collapsed on the corner of a table, scratched my nose, and lost my last golden tooth. You too, Colette Thomas, are a poor girl martyrized over the course of centuries whom the priests have never left alone because you are a great soul and a great being.

I have always been martyrized for being always in revolt

1st against the idea of God,

2nd against the idea of the universal spirit of beings,

3rd because of the weapons of my breath that everyone has tried to take away from me, because you too, Colette Thomas, by spitting all your breath onto the guilty consciousness, you can impose silence on legions of evil beings. Not all men can do this. But you are one of the rare few that can and the nuns who martyrized you knew it when you didn’t quite know it yet but they were duplicitous enough not to tell you anything in order to avoid awakening your consciousness on this point. Magic is quite simply to impose silence upon beings by the power of the breath, will, and thought; black magic consisted to this day in binding the flow of breath in another’s thighs, uterus, or anus, or in obscenely swallowing consciousnesses in one’s tongue or palate. This is what numbers of people gathered in sects or in isolation everywhere on earth do not cease doing and it is to prevent me from denouncing them that I was locked up during 9 years in a lunatic asylum. —I got out, but all these people still live and as long as they do not disappear this earth will no longer be viable. For there are men who bewitch not only by the sex or the throat but by the feet. And there are millions of them all over the earth who take what they call the spirit of others’ pain to give themselves a consciousness, a self, a soul, a duration. Fighting them is an immense endeavor and a small army is necessary.
I have a certain number of female and male friends throughout the world who think like me on this point and want to fight. I will introduce you to them.


 

So that everything that rebels is declared insane, poisoned, imprisoned, pushed to suicide, paralyzed.
It is Baudelaire’s lucidity that one day got him struck with aphasia. It is the tragic impossibility of getting rid of a heterogeneous spirit that made Edgar Poe sink into alcoholism and that caused him an attack of delirium tremens the day he discovered that this spirit was retained in him by a certain number of human wills, which were men of flesh and bone, who saved themselves from being magicians only by provoking in Edgar Poe the attack of delirium tremens that killed him.
Bewitchments are what made Gérard de Nerval go mad and forced him to commit suicide the day when, in a crisis of lucidity, he realized he could never get rid of his madness because all the earth was interested in it.
As for me, it has been years since I realized that only maneuvers of obscene magic, scrupulously carried out against me without respite day and night as always, have caused the difficulties I had writing at a given time, and those I have always had in living normally, that is to say, as a man in physically good health who would not need opium to be able to recover himself (to manage to maintain himself as he is).
The interest that society and the actual world may have in applying this magic on me, I know it, but it is a thing that, at my stage, can no longer be proven with words.
In any case, nine years of internment, three years of secret detention, five months of systematic poisonings, two years of electroshock, a sudden aggression on a ship, two stabs in the back with a knife, a blow with an iron bar to the vertebral column, are sufficient proof that there is in my case something odd going on and that destiny is pursuing a man with quite singular relentlessness for reasons too little explainable in themselves for folly and persecution and delirium to serve them any longer as covers and as […].
The true explanation is not a thing that can be given in speech or in a book, and it requires wholly different means.
As for me, whom a doctor forbade during three years to talk about bewitchment or magic under penalty of a treatment designed to remove memory, I have only one last thing to say, and that is that it has become impossible, physically and materially impossible, for me to go on living with, on my stomach and under my testicles, armies of succubi and incubi who are live men, very much alive, taken from all nations and all races of the earth, and who spend their nights sinking their tongues, their lips, their uvulas, their glottises, their clitorises, into my organs,
and oblige me to awake ten and twenty times a night, drunk with a deathly


 

What I want to say, André Breton, is that, like a formidable yeast of obscenities, the mass of consciousness elevates itself at times, outraged, in the atmospheres, and not as a supposition but as a being, as some kind of immense thinking vagina that speaks, a vagina with a thousand million heads that threaten Gérard de Nerval, Charles Baudelaire, Edgar Poe, the Marquis de Sade, the Comte de Lautréamont, Arthur Rimbaud, André Breton, and Antonin Artaud.
For me, it has been 10 years exactly since my journey to Mexico that I have not stopped seeing it, sometimes on one side, sometimes on the other, sometimes with a certain shape, sometimes with another, at every hour of the day or night.
I had seen it but I did not want to believe it. I saw men lying on the ground, on the slopes of mountains, in Mexico, in strange positions. I asked my guide what it meant, he began laughing and said to me: Don’t you see they’re masturbating to prevent us from advancing.
Because this is how it is from the beginning of life and not “consciousness,” the sacrosanct consciousness, but mr. such-and-such, madame such-and-such, just as they fart, shit, belch, drool, fuck or get totally fucked while getting a kick out of it on the sly, so they masturbate also while thinking of all they hate, and that is how I, Antonin Artaud, see their figures advancing in slits of space not internal but truly spatial, and this too is scientific, space is not just filled with dust particles which in all the rays of the earth swirl in the sun, there are also palpable animalcules, like little hateful gobs of spit, like the drizzle of rainy droplets which are not water but other ponderable states of bodies, where the body is no longer inert, but where it already assumes that form, enough to hate and to bully.
And so this is, André Breton, what I saw and what I believe and I remind you of the words of my New Revelations of Being:
and whoever will say that I did not see what I saw, I’ll tear his head off right now, for all that I accuse is real.


 

My dear Marthe,
No, what you tell me in your letter only confirms my certainty that it is no longer Anie Besnard who lives at 45 Quai Bourbon, but a double.
Anie Besnard was assassinated between Paris and Rodez during the night of October 14 to 15, 1944, and her body was buried in a field, just as the remains of Colette Prou, butchered with an axe in a cell adjacent to mine in September 1937, were buried in a garden in the suburbs of Le Havre. There may also be a Colette Prou in Paris at this moment but she is not the one I knew at the Dôme and who was assassinated. —Just as Sonia Mosse was incinerated.
I wish you felt as I do, Marthe Robert, the extent to which life is criminal and sinister.
The one who lies in my bed
and shares the air of my room
may play dice on the table
the very sky of my spirit
Life, Marthe Robert, is rigged, and it is rigged by a morbid police of which the intelligence service, the G. P. U., the general security, etc., are only façades.
Anie Besnard was assassinated and to conceal this infamy of initiates a young girl resembling her was put in her place and her being was magnetized by the subtlest operations to make her believe she was Anie Besnard, but it is not her: I have neither recognized her writing, nor her style, and I saw her assassination from a distance.
Marthe Robert, if you love me a little in the way of true love you must help me regain my strength. I am very strong but not as much as I should be for things to return to the way they were with my cane, which I must also retrieve. Because it does not suffice to accuse destiny, one must act, with hand and with hammer.
I have two friends whom Anie Besnard left behind (and it is because she betrayed that she was assassinated) and who for a year have wanted to join me to bring me back the means to act.
One is named Elah Catto. She translated Art and Death in Kabul in 1939. And I know she left Kabul to join me around Easter in 1945, but where is she now?
The other is named Mlle. Seguin. She was the nurse for a doctor from Bagnères-de-Bigorre in 1918 under a different name than Seguin, then she named herself Mlle. Seguin and was a nurse at the Hospital Saint-Jacques in Paris in 1932, ‘35.
In 1935 she published poems in the N. R. F. under the name, I believe, of Catherine Chilé. And took her diploma as doctor of medicine in 1938.
I know that she also left Paris in 1945, around Easter. But where is she now?
Dissolved by sorcery? Assassinated, strangled, magnetized, demagnetized, portioned into slices, metamorphosed, replaced in her body and in her own consciousness by some disturbing theory of the self, I mean of supplanting egos. And she wanders like a golem in her body for having tried to bring me a forbidden metalloid and something like the obscure stone of a forever-lost Graal.
There is a mystery in my life, Marthe Robert, whose basis is that I was not born in Marseilles on September 4, 1896, but that I passed by there that day, coming from elsewhere, because in reality I was never born and in truth I cannot die. For medico-legal asses this is sheer madness, for some it is poetry, for me it is the truth just like a beefsteak with French fries or a glass of white wine at the counter across the street. But all the earth has ganged up in the subterranean vaults of its sects of Initiates to prevent me from erupting and striking.


 

About the author:

Antonin Artaud
Antonin Artaud’s work has a world-renowned status for experimentation across performance, film, sound, poetry and visual art. In the 1920s, he was a member of the Surrealist movement until his expulsion, and formulated theoretical plans across the first half of the 1930s for his ‘Theatre of Cruelty’ and attempted to carry them through. He made a living as a film actor from 1924 to 1935 and made many attempts to direct his own film projects. In 1936, he travelled to Mexico with a plan to take peyote in the Tarahumara lands. In 1937, preoccupied with the imminent apocalypse, he travelled to Ireland but was deported, beginning a nine-year asylum incarceration during which he continued to write and also made many drawings. After his release in 1946, he lived in the grounds of a sanatorium in Ivry-sur-Seine, close to Paris, and worked intensively on drawings, writings and sound-recordings. He died on 4 March 1948. His drawings have been exhibited on several occasions, notably at the Museum of Modern Art in Vienna in 2002 and at the Bibliothèque Nationale in Paris in 2006.

 

Biographies:

Peter Valente
Peter Valente is the author of A Boy Asleep Under the Sun: Versions of Sandro Penna (Punctum Books), which was nominated for a Lambda award, The Artaud Variations (Spuyten Duyvil), Let the Games Begin: Five Roman Writers (Talisman House), The Catullus Versions (Spuyten Duyvil), two books of photography, Blue (Spuyten Duyvil) and Street Level (Spuyten Duyvil), two translations from the Italian, Blackout by Nanni Balestrini (Commune Editions) and Whatever the Name by Pierre Lepori (Spuyten Duyvil), Two Novellas: Parthenogenesis & Plague in the Imperial City (Spuyten Duyvil), a collaboration with Kevin Killian, Ekstasis (blazeVOX) and the poetry chapbook, Forge of Words a Forest (Jensen Daniels). He is the co-translator of the chapbook, Selected Late Letters of Antonin Artaud, 1945-1947 (Portable Press @ Yo-Yo Labs). Forthcoming is his translation of Nicolas Pages by Guillaume Dustan (Semiotext(e), 2020), and a collection of essays, Essays on the Peripheries (Punctum, 2019). In 2010, he turned to filmmaking and has completed sixty shorts to date, twenty-four of which were screened at Anthology Film Archives in NYC.

Cole Heinowitz
Cole Heinowitz is a poet, translator, and scholar based in New York. Her books of poetry include The Rubicon (The Rest), Stunning in Muscle Hospital (Detour), and Daily Chimera (Incommunicado). She is the translator of Mario Santiago Papasquiaro’s Advice from 1 Disciple of Marx to 1 Heidegger Fanatic (Wave Books) and Beauty Is Our Spiritual Guernica (Commune Editions), and the co-translator of The Selected Late Letters of Antonin Artaud (Portable Press @ Yo-Yo Labs). She is the author of the monograph, Spanish America and British Romanticism, 1777-1826: Rewriting Conquest (Edinburgh University Press, 2010), and is Associate Professor of Literature and Director of the Literature Program at Bard College. Heinowitz’s translation of Mario Santiago Papasquiaro’s Bleeding From All 5 Senses was awarded the 2019 Cliff Becker Book Prize in Translation.

Jay Murphy
Jay Murphy is the author of Artaud’s Metamorphosis (Pavement Books, 2016); he has contributed to CTheory, Art Journal, Deleuze Studies, Parallax, Culture Machine, Frieze, MAP, Afterimage, Parkett, Art in America, Metropolis, and Third Text, among many other publications. He has thrice been a finalist for the Sundance Screenwriting Labs, and his collaborative Internet projects have been shown at the Sundance Film Festival. He edited the alternative journal Red Bass and the book anthology For Palestine (1993). In 2009, 2011, and 2014, he organized exhibitions and programs of film and moving image work from the Middle East and North Africa for venues in Aberdeen, Dundee, Edinburgh, and Glasgow; in 2011-12 the film series “First Person”​ for Inverleith House/Filmhouse Cinema in Edinburgh; and in 2008 gallery exhibitions in New York and Edinburgh. He is currently working on a creative nonfiction web project on the Middle East and other environs called Baraya/Perimeter.

Martin Bladh
Martin Bladh is a Swedish-born artist of multiple mediums. His work lays bare themes of violence, obsession, fantasy, domination, submission and narcissism. Bladh is a founding member of the post-industrial band IRM, the musical avant-garde unit Skin Area and co-founder of the publishing company Infinity Land Press. His published work includes To Putrefaction, Qualis Artifex Pereo, DES, The Rorschach Text, The Hurtin’ Club, Darkleaks – The Ripper Genome and Marty Page. He lives and works in London.

Karolina Urbaniak
Karolina Urbaniak is a visual artist and co-founder of Infinity Land Press. Urbaniak’s published work includes To Putrefaction, 2014, Altered Balance – A Tribute to Coil, The Void Ratio, Artaud 1937 Apocalypse, and Death Mort Tod – A European Book of the Dead.
Her recent multimedia projects include the audio-visual installation On The New Revelations of Being, 2018 inspired by the work of Antonin Artaud, and Sandmann, a short film commissioned by the Sigmund Freud Museum. She lives and works in London.


 

 

 

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He cums so violently I half thought an alien was gonna burst out of his chest like in ALIEN.

Rascal – Jan 30, 2020
I hired him for an overnight. I spent the early evening flattering the poor nervous ninny with lots of oral and edging until he was hot and bothered. Then I put a butt plug in his ass and took him out for a few drinks at my favorite bars. Once he was tipsy I took him back to my place, popped out the plug and used his own hand to wreck his hole until he buried it inside. He fisted himself while I edged him until I decided after about an hour he had earned cumming, that he was worthy of cumming. We flipped a coin to choose who got to eat his cum, and I won, and I sucked him off and it was delicious.

Anonymous – Jan 24, 2020
The heavy ‘tude he throws around in his profile is pure defence mechanism, it becomes quickly apparent in person that he’s sexually inexperienced.

He came to my hotel on the Strip, was very nervous at the beginning, which also meant extending our date an extra hour as it took quite some time before he could deal.

For a beginner he sucks cock well and with a little practice, the depths of his throat seem primed to join the fun.

Gorgeous, tight, smooth ass! When the licking commenced and fucking took over his carefully tamped down femminess escaped and he went relatively nuts!

Levi has loads of potential and when I’m next in the hotel and he’s had a little more experience, I’ll book him again.

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Little hair
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position Versatile
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 200 $
Overnight On request

 

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blond_narcissus, 19
London

“If Superman, Spiderman, the Hulk and Thor would have a child, it would be me.”

⭐️ Living my best life
🌈 Plucky, self-assured, empathetic
🤝 Work in HR (so behave!)
🤳🏻 One of those millennials
🌍 Realpolitik spectator
👽 Horror, true crime
👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻 Engaged
📰 Tortoise & Atlantic reader
🏠 Tower Hamlets voter

“Tell or guide your partner around your body. Don’t worry about losing control … ” 😈

✅ Giving anal
✅ Kissing
✅ Receiving oral
✅ Giving oral
✅ Receiving anal

❌ Squoval shaped nails

Dick XL
Orientation Bi
Body Muscular
Body hair Shaved
Piercings No
Tattoos Yes
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position Versatile
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 120 £
Overnight 600 £

 

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Venerable, 21
Budapest

I’ll pull you off, fuck you if you ask, if not.
You can be old or new, friends, acquaintances, enemies, or clients I don’t give a shit!
The point is, the more I can pull off and fuck you!

Guestbook of Venerable

Unkutslut82 – Jan 24, 2020
I fucking LOVE your face blow yr load in me

james66666 – Jan 20, 2020
Take yr cryptic bullsh*#t and get fu*#ked!

Nadim_ – Jan 18, 2020
You pump you get pumped …cut the shit!!

Dick XL
Orientation Bi
Body Slim
Body hair Some hair
Piercings Yes
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks Hungarian, German, English
Position More top
Kissing No
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 150 €
Overnight On request

 

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Textmebro, 18
Plymouth

I’m down for 3 some and I’m bi curious about being gay so I would take all the dick in the ass and have my mouth filled with cup to the point where there is that much in my throat untill I can’t breathe, i would be a rag doll

Guestbook of Textmebro

Textmebro (Owner) – Feb 4, 2020
I wanna be fully shaved from head to toe but I’m too scared. I’m also 16

Textmebro (Owner) – Feb 3, 2020
If I’m honest, being a whore is something I struggle seeing myself as.

Textmebro (Owner) – Feb 2, 2020
Still a virgin so please stop asking me if I’m good in bed, idk

Textmebro (Owner) – Feb 2, 2020
I’m not good at small talk or any kind of talk

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks English
Position Bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour 120 $
Overnight 700 $

 

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🐈🐈🐈🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️, 20
Madrid

🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁

Guestbook of 🐈🐈🐈🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️

🤜🏻🍑🤛🏻 – Feb 6, 2020
(_._)
(_o_)
(_0_)
(_O_)

🍺🍻 – Feb 4, 2020
🚬、

🏗 – Jan 26, 2020
🚧(Baustella)🚧

Dick XL
Orientation Bi
Body Athletic
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Socially
Speaks Spanish, English
Position No answer
Kissing No answer
Oral No answer
Fisting No
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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meandmywife, 21
Zurich

Bored of jerking off and watching computer porn? 😉 If you prefer to watch a private fuck show with smell and sweat drops that might hit you in the face, feel free to contact us. Me and my girlfriend fuck in front of you! Patiently waiting for you to fix our money problems!

Dick L
Orientation Hetero
Body Athletic
Body hair Some hair
Piercings Yes
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks English
Position Top only
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Active
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 150 €
Overnight On request

 

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BoySickCockHole, 24
Rotterdam

I got asshole to fuck looking for some cocks right now!
Small, beautiful, enema, waxed for hardcore tearing.
Big cock? I like it! More big cocks? I love it! #GANGBANG
Duo, Trio, Quatro and GANGBANG. 5 THINGS WHAT I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW!
Tranny/Sissy sex with they is my dream.
Im escort boy. DAP maybe TAP if my gape hole gonna take this.
Deeptroat, facefuck, bare, forced. BBC’s Im here haha! Fisting (easy baby a long time doin that)
Im missing one hand, and who cares, I’m sorry.

Guestbook of BoySickCockHole

BoySickCockHole (Owner) – Jan 24, 2020
It wasnt a smile.

bighandedfistfucker – Jan 24, 2020
I’m heavily into anal sex of all kinds – rimming, felching, fucking, fisting. Have been into FF for a long time – I know what I’m doing. Unfortunately, with huge paws (11-12″ circumference) and a taste for skinny little twinks, finding boys who can take intense punching and genuinely deep play is very difficult. Too many abortive sessions over the years, with boys panting and screaming like they’re giving birth (= waste of everyone’s time..).

Which brings me to BoySickCockHole who let me really stretch him hard. Punch, pistoning, two-hander, elbow-deep, rosebud, prolapse, wanked off inside his guts, felched his hole after it was turned inside out – loved the feeling of those huge lips around my cock. I worked his hole and him to exhaustion – “like sitting on a huge fucking shovel”, is how he put it after, with a very big smile on his face.

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Shaved
Piercings No
Tattoos Yes
Smoking No
Speaks Dutch, English
Position Bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 60 €
Overnight 400 €

 

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Sisyphus2020, 20
Edinburgh

My first sexual experience was very, very early and was giving blowjobs to someone close to me over several years. It eventually ended with me running out of the room feeling shame and regret for it all. Looking back, I’m certain it was caused by my unfulfilled need for him to be more dominant and fuck me. When I ran out of the room I was hoping he would come after me and fuck me but he didn’t. Since then, I’ve spent years failing to bring pleasure to girls. I’m attracted to them but mainly because I see them as objects of pleasure for men and due to my passive nature I can only imagine being in their place and that a young man who looks weirdly like me is fucking me instead, if that makes sense. I still experience feelings of shame after masturbating sometimes. All of this is kind of random, but I guess I just want to show that I’m a real person.

Guestbook of Sisyphus2020

BradT – Feb 12, 2020
No session with him feels successful without the exchange of at least three body fluids.

Lobo0927 – Feb 11, 2020
I’m a mutt who go nuts for butts. Woof! And let’s face it you have the best butt in the world! I have some large toys. I’d love to share my toys with you. I like toying, fisting, eating butts …. I’ll add more as I remember LOL.

I AM an animal, but I’m also educated and enjoy butts whose boys are also educated and can withhold an actual conversation like you.

I’m REAL HORNY (probably thinking about wrecking your butt as you are reading this), but also REAL HUMAN.

Love and Respect.

Dick M
Orientation Bi
Body Average
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position More bottom
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour 100 €
Overnight 750 €

 

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paulette, 19
Iasi

I’m just CD no real boobs no vigina only ass

I want to go to Switzerland to practice escort work who can help me

I tolerate pain in ass coz its low as compare to pain in love

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks Albanian, Romanian, Portuguese, English
Position Bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Active
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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happy2getfucked, 22
Yverdon

Hi 🙂

Young guy kindly and cool, not haired on body. good in his head and minded. with hyper flexible joints and a complete negative STD test may I say ?

I like to fuck with men not under 35 years old. You can’t be too old, just don’t be too creepy.

I am someone who takes care of those who fucks him ! I work hard so I can shop harder !

Don’t ask me a lot of questions neither. It’s a BIG turn off. Nothing replace a meaningless fuck after few drinks.

Guestbook of happy2getfucked

Idontmind – Jan 31, 2020
Very sexy guy who is cool with a scroungy hole that doesn’t match the impeccable rest of him. It really does the job, but if you don’t have a sling to do him in it might be too scroungy.

xXBulgeTOP92 – Jan 25, 2020
Holy fuck, his face, his bod, his ass, his (black) hole (from outer space) …if a pack of hungry lions had a bank account they’d empty it to eat him for dinner

guywithbd – Jan 19, 2020
Hey if u want to have the best sex of your life rent him.
He can give you what your body really desire.
He want your desires to be his pleasure and that you do not make it live.
He can give you an incredible blowjob.
Or if you want you can give him one.
You can fuck him like you never fucked before.

Dick L
Orientation Gay
Body Athletic
Body hair Shaved
Piercings Yes
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks German, English
Position Bottom
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 130 €
Overnight 600 €

 

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TheBusiness, 24
Boise

Looking for men that are interested in watching me and my friends shooting up drugs and having raw, crazed frysex for all your fantasies. Live and uninterrupted. You pay and get what ever you want. Any detail can be discussed!

Dick XL
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Shaved
Piercings Yes
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Socially
Speaks English
Position Versatile
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Active/Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 400 $
Overnight 1500 $

 

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redhairedluis, 19
London

Gay probably but totally unexperienced.
Just made this account after confessing my Money problem to an Person which introduced me with this Website.
It would be really nice if someone could explain what to expect when exploring this side of me.

Guestbook of redhairedluis

dudevirgo – Feb 12, 2020
Fire on the head means fire in the bed

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Little hair
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position No answer
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 120 £
Overnight On request

 

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Glugglug, 24
Leeds

Profile pic = me. I’m a specialty escort into being held underwater and “drowning” and being “brought back to life” with mouth-to-mouth and anything related. Message me if you fancy that!

Guestbook of Glugglug

Glugglug (Owner) – Jan 12, 2020
I don’t like sex 😠 so no one ask me for sex I’m looking for “drowning” 😊

Dick L
Orientation Hetero
Body Athletic
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position No answer
Kissing No
Oral No answer
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 200 £
Overnight On request

 

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Icanfeelsounsexy, 18
Helsinki

I’m half Finnish and half American,my dad is from Finland and mom is from the state side.My dad was a business man and my mom was working in the medical field of the Air force.
I was born and grew up in Finland and later relocated to the state with my mom when I was 6 years after the lost of my dad and I really miss him cause he was so caring and understanding man and I’m the only kid for my parent,I don’t have siblings.
My mom later met a man who claim to be her dream husband,they got married and later relocated to UK and I have not heard from my mom since she left with her new husband I’m praying for her to be safe anywhere she is.
I have been through a lot after the lost of my dad and that made me who I am today cause I believe everything happens for a reason and there are always obstacles in life and always try hard to overcome the obstacles and I’m glad for been overcomer.I really don’t know much about my dad’s relatives cause I was young when I left Finland and thinking of going back there if someone pays for it. I am open to all suggestions.

Guestbook of Icanfeelsounsexy

Icanfeelsounsexy – Jan 26, 2020
I need support and I do what you want dear.

pig541 – Jan 26, 2020
€500 to rim your ass no matter what for as long as my jaw can hold up

_Higinia_ – Jan 22, 2020
i love the fact u have no beard

Jinx_Deadly – Jan 22, 2020
what a baaaaaabe 🥵😛🤤

Aditobaidya – Jan 22, 2020
u, r not just sex u need good good friend

Hebert – Jan 21, 2020
Common life does not belong to you. You need a life surrounded by art and beauty alone.

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks Finnish, Danish, English
Position More bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 200 €
Overnight On request

 

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abdulrahman.akkad, 21
Potsdam

Syrian Blogger #LGBTQ+ Rights Activist, Atheist #EX_Muslim based in #Berlin working between Middle East & Europe #10 types of blowjobs

Dick XL
Orientation Gay
Body Muscular
Body hair Some
Piercings No
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks German, Arabic, English
Position Versatile
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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joshua_wood, 19
Los Angeles

I really like romantic, loving clients… which can be difficult to find. Often, the client/escort relationship is mistakenly perceived as a power imbalance with no reciprocal affection, which I think is tragic. When a escort gives themselves over to a client for an hour or a night, a client has to express appreciation and affection for being presented such a gift. Cuddling, kissing, holding hands is wonderful. It keeps reiterating that special bond and affection between client and escort (not mutually exclusive). And the escort’s gift can be taken away from the client just as easily as it’s given. Therefore the escort has equal standing in the escort/client relationship. Its just that the roles are a bit different 🙂 Thanks for sharing.

Guestbook of joshua_wood

joshua_wood (Owner) – Feb 8, 2020
If you read this, then I’m still looking for an interlocutor for myself.

joshua_wood (Owner) – Jan 16, 2020
I realise I didn’t say much about myself so I’m loud, cheerful, direct, open, curious, always laughing, always talking, have had acting classes for seven years, tired all day, hyper in the evening, have been paying for my gym for a year but never go there, eat often and so much until I feel sick, only eat Fastfood shit, but complain that I have gained weight, love my office job, always up for a Harry Potter marathon, and should you ask me how I am my answer will always be “I’m fine and myself?”

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Athletic
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position More bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 250 $
Overnight 700 $

 

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fuckhimup, 24
Berlin

I’m looking for a genuinely sadistic and brutal guy who’s willing to pay to unleash his violence on my boyfriend. Blood is fine.

Comments

fuckhimup (Owner) – Jan 23, 2020
You want his soul? Just take him, destroy him and dump him.

Dick M
Orientation Bi
Body Average
Body hair Little hair
Piercings No
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks Czech, Russian, English
Position Bottom
Kissing No
Oral Top
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 500 $
Overnight 2000 $

 

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uDontKnowMeBitch, 18
Sakyo-Ku

anyone ok. i’m actually 17. i’m a fukin masochist. i’m a creampied shit. i’m just learning English. i’m gonna give you a bunch of reasons why you should date me. here they are…

raid
maltreatment
rape
Bare
creampie
Face fuck
puke
Beat
Physical violence
Psychological violence
KO
Unconscious
Ko drops
Clorophorm
To step
Dirty
piss
Scat
snot
torment
injections
catheter
tie up
toys
Torture
wax
clinch
choke
Underwater torture
humiliation
demonstration
Publicity
Dog play
Dog food

I use a wheelchair but it is not a problem as I can crawl on the floor.

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings Yes
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks Japanese, English
Position Bottom
Kissing No
Oral Top
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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purewhiteboy, 22
Mildenhall

student seeks an additional source of income to eat something other than plain pasta

i can suggest fellatio, they eat my ass, 69, butt plowing, etc!

Guestbook of purewhiteboy

purewhiteboy (Owner) – Feb 9, 2020
turns out i need chems to enjoy this shit

purewhiteboy (Owner) – Feb 1, 2020
i need to get a smoke session in before any dates. if you’re into it, let’s do it. if you’re not, that’s cool, i’ll smoke before i get there

Dick L
Orientation Gay
Body Athletic
Body hair Average
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Socially
Speaks English
Position More bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour 80 £
Overnight 400 £

 

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ForceMajeure, 24
Székesfehérvár

Oi Metalheads! I’m looking for a paying date/companion for Nova Rock 2020 Festival during June 10-13. I’d like to share my tent with a gay or bi man beetween 45-65 who also loves heavy metal and live music!

Attracted to:
Long haired masculine men, tattooed and pierced, with long facial stubble and mustache, or beard, especially full beard, or yeard even better, VIKINGS!

Most excited for:
Deichkind, Korn, Disturbed, Steel Panther, Heilung, Black Veil Brides, Battle Beast, Liedfett, Skillet.

About Sex:
I am mostly fuckable type, but sometimes also fuck. Depends on where the beer and drugs and Metal take us!

Dick L
Orientation Bi
Body Slim
Body hair Little hair
Piercings No
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks Hungarian, English
Position Versatile
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Active/Passive
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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lastbutnotleast, 19
Milton Keynes

I am a simple, sincere young man who enjoys simple things like the sun, the moon, the stars, the mountain, the sea, the moon and everything that belongs to the beautiful, I am alone, independently in my decisions and broke, very very broke, really needing something from a daddy, I will do anything you want no matter how crazy try me

Guestbook of lastbutnotleast

Stuffnjack – Feb 4, 2020
He has a angel ass with lots of room inside that you can move into like a house or at least like a hotel.

1wildcat1975 – Jan 30, 2020
His measurements are:
6’0” 170lbs
31” waist
5” cock
Size 11 foot

waitingforitnow – Jan 26, 2020
I just wanted to give a blowjob to a normal dude and I did.

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Average
Body hair Some
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position Versatile
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 180 £
Overnight On request

 

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AllYours, 19
Bangor

I’m Alex!! I had an account a while back but some bitch thought I was underage and reported me. IM 19 EVERYONE. Now that that’s out of the wayyyy, hi I am a bottom to the extreme. I will not top! Ass just isn’t my cup of tea. I have never done anything before. I have social anxiety so give me some time. And I get nervous so again I just need time. Ok ily all byyyeeee!!

Guestbook of AllYours

AllYours (Owner) – Feb 6, 2020
If I don’t respond, it’s most likely because I’m drinking beer.

Dick XL
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Shaved
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position Bottom
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 150 $
Overnight 1000 $

 

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Millioneuromouth, 21
Fulda

Hi everyone (: i don’t like monotone things, i like to be different then anyone. mind blowing young boy. and i do aswell speak 5 languages. I also love long kisses. you can suck andchew my mouth right off from my face. + lots of cum … multiple splashes .. lots of splashes. cock size is relatively no matter the main thing it comes out neat what.

Guestbook of Millioneuromouth

TheHungerArtist – Feb 8, 2020
I honestly hired him too just try and find a bottom who’s easy going and is totally down too let me bareback him! I’d only been in a guy once with condom and the whole experience was extremely disappointing.. I’m not super kinky I don’t think just have a fetish for giving my bottoms load as often as possible alhto I did depossit five load in him before we finish, I also like him giving me head but prefered too finished in his booty! He accidently shit, it happens, but it’s not a huge downer for me, I just stop fucking for one seconds and taken care of it and keeped going.

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Shaved
Piercings Yes
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks Latvian, German, Italian, French, English
Position Bottom
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour 50 €
Overnight 400 €

 

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John-Blitz, 20
Oakland

Me watching humans being tortured, dismembered, brutally killed etc. : 🤩🥰🔥 Me watching animals being hurt, shouted at or even just touched meanly: 😤🥺😡

Guestbook of John-Blitz

MisterChen – Feb 3, 2020
Cold but innocent-looking.

John-Blitz – Jan 28, 2020
Why if I want to shoot ? 😭

zerofilthshit – Jan 28, 2020
Took me a sec to notice the gun
Please take your booger hook off the trigger

John-Blitz – Jan 27, 2020
I like to have sex in my mask, I like to see people who can’t see me.

John-Blitz – Jan 27, 2020
Burlap

zerofilthshit – Jan 27, 2020
what material is that?

John-Blitz – Jan 27, 2020
yup

zerofilthshit – Jan 27, 2020
You make that mask?

Dick M
Orientation Bi
Body Average
Body hair Some
Piercings Yes
Tattoos Yes
Smoking Yes
Speaks English
Position No answer
Kissing No answer
Oral Versatile
Fisting No answer
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 500 $
Overnight 3000 $

 

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FuckBuddyReno, 18
Reno

FIRST OF ALL don’t hmu with that “hey” or “hru baby” bs. If you’re going to text me pleasse tell me about yourself, address me as the slut I am, and send some hard dick pics so I know you’re a legit top who can satisfy a slut, etc. Anywayssss hi I’m Alex! I’m a bisexual looking to have a real crazy fuck and earn some dough. And not just one. I want to be very busy etc. I’m into hardcore. My limits are armpits, kissing/making out, and incest. Other than those I’m an open book willing to get paid to do almost anything! I have NUMEROUS nude pics and vids so if u want some just ask! In conclusion, I love u all, and hmu so I can get my tight hole and mouth compensated!!

Guestbook of FuckBuddyReno

FuckBuddyReno (Owner) – Feb 8, 2020
If you want to get into a relationship with me be sure you can sleep well knowing I’ll be out getting fucked hard regularly.

Dick L
Orientation Bi
Body Muscular
Body hair Shaved
Piercings Yes
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position Bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour 250 $
Overnight On request

 

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DeLuxeBoy, 20
Vienna

Boy avaialable16-18h/7 discreet’s
DeLuxe garantated 100% cute😻😎
DeLuxe garantated 100% fuck 👉🏼👌🏼 😏🤩
DeLuxe garantated 100% clean and sexi holes🔝💕
DeLuxe garantated 100% good investition🤑🤝

Guestbook of DeLuxeBoy

ethical_amour – Jan 16, 2020
he give what i ask for. he can swing the way i want. for the pleasure and satisfaction which i seek. we lose some calories together with the dripping essence of life. the cock is small.

Dick M
Orientation Bi
Body Athletic
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Socially
Speaks Czech, German, English
Position Versatile
Kissing Yes
Oral Versatile
Fisting Active/Passive
Safe sex Sometimes
Rate per hour 300 €
Overnight 800 €

 

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Shyandhorny, 19
Thun-Interlaken

“Hetero-Boy” with great weakness for cocks and swallowing sperm is looking for straightforward blowjob dates in your car

Guestbook of Shyandhorny

Anonymous – Feb 10, 2020
I don’t recommend it to anyone and it’s very, very crap

Dick M
Orientation Hetero
Body Slim
Body hair Average
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks German, English
Position Bottom
Kissing No
Oral Top
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 40 €
Overnight On request

 

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Uare4Me, 21
Paris

I’m Daniel. I am a solitary and introverted young man. I love walking in the park and in the forest. I sometimes write poetry. Walks in the park inspire me to write new poems on love. I visit the pool several times a week. I have been engaged in swimming for some time. My hobby makes me happy. I like to listen to music, famous genres, pop, jazz, blues and classical music. Sometimes when I listen to music, I dance. I am not a sociable young man, so I can speak reluctantly on any subject.

Guestbook of Uare4Me

Uare4Me (Owner) – Jan 28, 2020
I guess I am kind of not into a lot of weird stuff.

hungmonkeybear – Jan 28, 2020
He didn’t seem to mind if I wanted to play with his dick, but he seemed to prefer to think it’s not there. With his ass, his dick got small and soft when I played with it, and when I got too familiar he clenched his cheeks and accidentally urinated.

Dick M
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking Socially
Speaks French, English
Position No answer
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour 100 €
Overnight 500 €

 

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ben_meyerowitz, 20
Tel Aviv

Ey, what’s up to all those who take an interest in me. I don’t know anything about prostitution other than the intense feels I get about just the thought of people liking me so much they’d pay to do the deed with me.

That’s why I got this account, surely there are men who know where I’m coming from.

Guestbook of ben_meyerowitz

ben_meyerowitz (Owner) – Feb 13, 2020
I think I’m starting to get the hang of this 🤘

Anonymous – Feb 5, 2020
Know that “liking me so much” means he expects you to like that he chain smokes cigarettes and thinks it’s “stupid” to shower or change his clothes or brush his teeth more than once a week

Dick XL
Orientation Bi
Body Slim
Body hair Average
Piercings Yes
Tattoos No
Smoking Yes
Speaks Hebrew, English
Position Versatile
Kissing Consent
Oral Versatile
Fisting No
Safe sex Let’s talk
Rate per hour 380 ILS
Overnight On request

 

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PoodleBoy, 20
Manchester

I want to be dressed up as a pink fluffy poodle and lead around town on a leash. Please remind me that I’m not a person, but a fluffy, pathetic poodlefag.

If you’re not interested please use Paypal and tell me why in the cruelest way possible.

Guestbook of PoodleBoy

happyy – Jan 31, 2020
hello you. soon alive, bye

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Smooth
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English
Position No answer
Kissing Yes
Oral No answer
Fisting No
Safe sex Always
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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travelinghole, 19
Montreal

So crazy idea that I’d like to discuss. I have a fantasy where I’m housed, fed, and financially supported in return for being psychologically broken down systematically until I can’t function as a normal person anymore or live in the outside world. While being turned into a mindless, dead on the inside sex bot.

I mean to the point where it’s literally nonconsensual. Like if I want it to end too bad and it doesn’t stop until I just accept this is the way things are.

All my hopes are crushed and I’m suffering from some weird mix of Stockholm and learned helplessness.

Eventually brainwashed into thinking that I like it and was born this way and never had any other purpose. Like a forced belief system that makes me a completely obedient slave.

Actual punishment for thinking for myself. Cut off from the outside world and “bad influences who don’t understand *what* I am”.

Until it’s so ingrained that I can’t shake it off or bounce back. And I’m so mentally crippled that there’s no way I could ever be normal again.

Totally made helpless and kept in a position of dependency that I eventually can’t shake free. Just take whatever is dished out and be too afraid to even think twice about it.

When I’m totally broken keep me forever. Want it to keep going forever, not be thrown out when it’s done.

Anyone open to really following through on this or the closest version possible within the confines of reality, please hit me up.

Dick S
Orientation Gay
Body Slim
Body hair Shaved
Piercings No
Tattoos No
Smoking No
Speaks English, French
Position Bottom
Kissing Yes
Oral Top
Fisting Passive
Safe sex Never
Rate per hour On request
Overnight 8000 $

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David Ehrenstein, Yes, I remember that chapter well. And, yeah, so fortuitous that he had Candy Darling in his work since she’s not in a lot of films, sadly. Happy Valentines Day. I forgot all about it until near-bedtime. It is celebrated here, but not enough to be inescapable. Everyone, Mr. Ehrenstein has reviewed the new documentary film about Bill Cunningham, and it is sure to be very helpful and useful. Here. ** Bill, Hi! I did do a kind of limited post about him years ago, but it wasn’t up to the snuff of my current standards, so I made a new one instead of hoisting it from the ruins. I didn’t get to 1909, but I’m going to try to go today ‘cos I’m going to a book launch in that vicinity. There are still new, really good bookstores opening here quite frequently. Quite astonishing that there’s the readership to support that here, but, ah, France! ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. Yeah, I was surprised to find that short online. ‘Eika Katappa’ … I don’t think I’ve seen it, no, but I might be spacing on the title. I’ll try to find it somewhere. Still computer shit?! Jesus. You need a tech exorcism or something. You sound very productive and busy despite that trouble. Good news about the gig and sculpture installation and, of course, re: your new novel! I love the finessing the charisma part. It’s kind of like the religious part of the writing process or something maybe. No, no actual publishing news, or only in the sense that the novel’s many months of being a static, stuck thing seems to be finally ending, and it’s in motion again, which I’m relieved about. But, yeah, this lag-time has been driving me nuts. I haven’t pursued my fiction idea yet. I’ve been finishing the new GIF novel, which is now finished. I might try to get into fiction before the TV script becomes a hands-on issue again. Great to see you! ** Quinn R, Hi, Quinn! European art cinema is an amazing, huge world to explore if you ever get the jonesing to and the access. It’s pretty much my bread and butter, as they say. Ah, you’re coming to Paris! Have you been here before? Very cool in any case. It’s highly likely that I’ll be here, yes. Pretty for sure, so let’s meet and hang. I’ll have a think about what’s best that’d going on here then. If you’re still here at the end of May, you can see Gisele Vienne’s and my theater piece ‘This Is How You Will Disappear’ which is having a return engagement. But I’ll look ahead and make notes for you. Paris is super easy to get around in. The metro system is fantastic, and the center is small enough that you walk a lot of places if you like walking. I’m good, thanks. I’m thrilled and honored about Diarmuid’s book, and I’m only very into it being contextualised in academia, if that’s even possible, ha ha. It’s his perspective and filter on my work, not mine, so I feel sanely distanced from the book and just excited and curious to see what it does. So, I look forward to seeing you here, and I trust I’ll get to interact with you in the meantime. ** _Black_Acrylic, Awesome you managed to see those films. You definitely have a good DVD provider. Happy weekend! ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Everyone, if you’re sitting there torn as to whether you should buy/download the new Mhysa album, Steve can help you out. And his helpfulness is located here. Obviously hoping the professional decluttering works. House-cleaning can have a pretty inexplicably magic effect. I saw that about the Ottinger retrospective. Pretty cool. ** Misanthrope, Hi. Right, his co-founding of The Paris Review is the big theoretical feather in his cap for me. I have to say I don’t find that TPR/CIA supposed connection plausible at all, but, hey, what do I know. Ha ha, I’m weird. When I see something described as a ‘page turner’ my interest wanes. Enjoy your three-day weekend and even the orthopedist appointment part. There must be a way. ** Right. Yep, mid-month and they’re back again to tempt or appall or amuse or depress you. See you on Monday.

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