The blog of author Dennis Cooper

Author: DC (Page 982 of 1103)

Meet ?Bambi?, HideMeSomewhere, Car4sale, Thanks4nothing, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of August 2017

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IamBad, 22
My name is Ian GafFway. I’m obsessed with deathcore. Also when I was in high school I raped a girl by the name of Brit Housman and forced her into sexual submission. I also told her to relax, it’ll all be over soon. And, I’m still friends with her. I’m a real role model who lies about myself to be cool, and I also whine about my life like it’s something special. I’m suicidal about 20 days out of every month. The other 10 days I want to rape a girl named Natisha Baxter. Also, I think I’m gay.

 

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AssSub, 18
Feed me?

I prefer that the ass is under 50.

 

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FREELIKETHEAIR, 22
I’m looking for someone with whom I can speak about them toping me. I feel like I would be quite the submissive / passive type but I’d like to overview the specifics.
Transgirl identified and planning to have her vaginoplasty one day, I don’t think I can top at all. I love to lie on my stomach and to have a lot of fun, I’m scared of almost nothing!
I have fantasized about wearing a hood for someone, not sure what will happen after. Is there someone on here who would make me wear a hood? Not sure who is on here.
I really like to please my lovers so your fantasies have big chances of becoming reality! What else…? I like knowledge.

 

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Antichirst666, 18
Just a young guy looking for the Antichrist. I suffer from depression (like, who doesn’t right?). My name is Jeffrey Donner. Not Dahmer. Also i know my name is spelt wrong hahah, I was jacking off while I was making this.

 

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tilltheend, 18
destroy me. i want to be destroyed and murdered. there is a very good reason. i m not german, i m russian, but i live here now. i m small boy at 159 cm. i m looking for something extremely painful, torture, violence and so on… until dead. only for real deparaved men with no fears. we need to discuss how to dispose of my body before meeting. be brave. hell is going to be lit.


 

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LostDog, 23
— yeah i’m affraid like i’m scared as a dog

Comments

DreamFucker – Aug 11, 2017
I have poppers to make you feel better.

 

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?Bambi?, 22
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Oɴᴄᴇ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴀʙʏ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡɪsʜᴇᴅ ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇsᴛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀɴᴅ. Tʜɪs ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜɪs ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡᴀs ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴜʀɪᴏsɪᴛʏ ᴀs ʜᴇ ᴇxᴘʟᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ʙɪɢ sᴄᴀʀʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜɪᴍ. Hᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜɪs ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡᴀs ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sʜʏɴᴇss﹐ ᴛɪᴍɪᴅɴᴇss﹐ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ… Oʜ﹗ Aɴᴅ ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss﹗ Aᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss ᴡᴀs ᴀɴ ᴀᴡғᴜʟ ᴇᴘɪᴅᴇᴍɪᴄ﹐ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɢᴜᴇ﹗ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ sᴡᴇᴘᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀɴᴅ﹐ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴜɴғᴀᴛʜᴏᴍᴀʙʟᴇ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟs ᴏғ ʙᴏʀɪɴɢɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇsᴘᴏɴsɪʙɪʟɪᴛɪɴᴇss… Tʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴄᴜʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍsᴇʟғ﹗

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Nᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ Dɪsɴᴇʏ﹐ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ʜɪs ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴀᴅ sᴜᴄᴄᴇssғᴜʟʟʏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴡғᴜʟ ᴘʟᴀɢᴜᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴛᴜғғɪᴇs﹗ Hᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴏʀᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ʜᴇ sᴛɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙɪɢ ʙᴏʏ… Sᴏ ʜᴏᴡ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛ ʜɪs ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss﹖ Wᴇʟʟ﹐ ғɪʀsᴛʟʏ﹐ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ… Hᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ Dɪsɴᴇʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪs ᴍᴏsᴛ ғᴀᴠᴏᴜʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟ ᴡᴇʀᴇ Dᴇᴇʀ… Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜᴇss ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜɪs ɴᴇᴡ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ﹖ Tʜᴀᴛ·s ʀɪɢʜᴛ﹗ Iᴛ sʜᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ Bᴀᴍʙɪ

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Tʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ɴᴏᴡ ɴᴀᴍᴇᴅ Bᴀᴍʙɪ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇʟᴏɴɢ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴇ ɪs. Tʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜɪs ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟs ʜᴇ·s ᴍᴀᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs﹐ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ sᴛᴜғғɪᴇs﹐ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏsᴛ. Hᴇ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴʟʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇs﹐ sᴘᴀɴᴋs﹐ ᴏɴᴇsɪᴇs﹐ ᴅɪᴀᴘᴇʀs ﹙ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ﹐ ᴡᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇssʏ﹚﹐ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇ ғᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢs sᴜᴄʜ ᴀs ʀᴏᴘᴇ﹐ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀs﹐ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ sᴛɪᴄᴋɪᴇs. Bᴀᴍʙɪ ɪs ᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴅɪsᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Hᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʜɪs ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛɪɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇss﹐ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇ ɪs﹐ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴏᴡ﹐ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ﹐ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪɴᴋʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs﹐ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ sɪʙʟɪɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴇɢɪᴠᴇʀ …

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Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʜɪᴍ﹖

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18yogayslaveboy, 18
Greetings all masters allow me to introduce myself my name is mike. I am an 18 year old high school senior living in wichita kansas. I graduate in may so june 1 i am looking to become a fully owned and controlled gay sexslave. i am or was straight since puberty and have been enduring hardcore training to be gay since my 18 th birthday in december. I currently have a man that is training me but doesnt want to keep me because now that i am basically gay he isn’t attracted to me anymore. It has been a huge adjustment going from being a free straight teenager able to do what i wanted and fuck who i wanted due to being very good looking i am told to being a fully controled worthless gay. I no longer get to decide what i wear or anything. According to my trainer I have few if any limits so i guess i really am a gay bottom slut now. So weird.



 

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ageist_slave, 19
Dear future master, I like horror movies, weed, and video games; I’m into legit everything but what I really love is guys on PrEP. I am a pathetic and inferior college student with mild Asperger’s syndrome. I don’t think I deserve the ability to request a particular kind of master, but if you are under 30 and not fat I exist for your pleasure and if you are older than 30 or fat you better be packing something massive.

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ageist_slave (Owner) – Jul 20, 2017
I could not give a flying fuck of what people over 30 think of me, all you ancient shit heads can leave me mean comments and it’s not gonna do shit to hurt me so go fuck off.

xxlmch – Jul 18, 2017
I wouldn’t do you even if I was in your fascist age range cuz without that haircut you’d be UGHLY.

piggymichael – Jul 11, 2017
i suggest lying about your age (i’m 38). fist him, fuck him and forget him. i did.

MasterMan – Jul 8, 2017
I’m 36 but hung (very, I’m told) on PrEP and I’ve been told I look like Mike Birbiglia. But would this stuck up piece of sub shit make an exception? No.

 

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PrivateGay, 22
Yes that is indeed a crocheted harness (yarness) I made for myself in my pic! I think it’s pretty rad. If you want me to make you one message me and we can talk about styles, sizing, and pricing.

 

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Indescribable, 18
I’m a little hard to describe sometimes.

Sexually, I’m submissive. I’m also a masochist. My limits are almost nonexistent when it comes to pain, but, talk to me about it.

Outside of sex I’m one of those weird artsy types you meet. If you wanna know more about that, feel free to ask. I’m still getting a feel for this site, so I’m not sure if people are interested in knowing me or just want to beat the shit out of me.

I’m kinda fine with either.

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Anonymous – Aug 10, 2017
You are a young boy a looking for someone to control every aspect of your life 24/7. You want to have no choice over anything in your life, because you don’t deserve it, you are a useless human being.


 

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LoaferLover, 23
Hi! I’d love to worship your shoes. Text me even if you’re from far far away – I live in Wadowice, Poland — traveling isn’t that expensive in Europe after all 😉

Looking for: worshipping your shoes, texting about it.

 

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andersonlee, 24
About Anderson Lee: The need for authority runs deep in this one. Things are lining up in my mind and life now for me to become full property. Instead of giving the list of kinks, I’m just gonna say I respond like a human light switch to authority. I will jump off a high cliff if a strong man tells me to and I will smile at him all the way down to the splat.

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andersonlee (Owner) – Jul 27, 2017
are you talking to me?

worldcruiser86 – Jul 27, 2017
I am GOD and you are nothing!

1. you are it and it surrenders itself completely to GOD.
2. you will never wear underpants.
3. you will only speak when given permission to speak by GOD and GOD never will.
4. you will always address GOD as GOD, in public you will act normal.
5. you fully understand that it is no longer allowed to offer its body for the use of any other human being.
6. when ordered to get fucked you will immediately stop what it is doing and strip naked then bend over facing away from GOD.

 

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cutevictim, 19
I’m really nervous about joining this site. I consider myself straight, but about a year ago, I was raped by two men who dragged me into their flat then raped me for three days.

At the time, I hated it and pressed charges but ever since, I haven’t stopped thinking about it and I want something like it to happen again.

I’m looking for rapists. Ideally I would like to be raped every day for the rest of my life. I would like to make my life one that has no meaning except rape.



 

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BlackCockSuperiority, 21
Interracial newly post-teen sperm bank that specialises in the pleasures of the superior black man. I’m blind as a bat, so age and look have never been a problem. I have no limits or gag reflex and a cute ass that men are shocked to discover they could drive a train through. Already taken hundreds of black men raw worldwide. Brooklyn dude. Clean as a feather. Determined to make an impact in life.


 

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HideMeSomewhere, 24
Leave something for the imagination. Lose my shit completely for men in loose fitting speedos.

Experienced, even very. But still not as experienced as I want to be. VERY HORNY. But not desperate.

Registered sex offender. So while extremely submissive I can also be a top but only for male children under the age of 13 if you have any.

Cash slave for the right guy. Rinse me.



 

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Car4sale, 18
I’m a human car aged 18 or straight off the showroom floor in car years. I love being driven very fast, or as they call it, drive it like you stole it. I’ll show you my apholstry in pm over Kik or else where.

 

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Skylar, 19
Hi there,

I’m Skylar and I’m a 19 year old femboy/twink tickle slave, who prefers female pronouns and I currently live in the Netherlands and I’m married to my Master who is also my biological father and lives in the United States. While we are trying to deal with immigration I would like to be able to stay with someone with a tickle kink in the Netherlands or somewhere close by. Someone who is able to provide food for me and a place for me to sleep. In exchange you would be allowed to tickle my body without limits and with not too much care about me.

My Father is okay with it as long as he is able to have talked with you either through Skype, Discord or Telegram and he would like to know the address of where I would be staying and he will need to be able to get access to me at all times, because he is my father and he has the right to do so if he desires it.

 

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EmphaticBrat, 19
I go to Texas A&M University and I’m majoring in Electrical Engineering. I’m also a part of the marching band up at college. I want to get explored and I’m really easy to explore. I’ll try not to get too attached as it seems everyone who explores me leaves me eventually.



 

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Thanks4nothing, 21
Lived most of my life pretending that I was a girl, but have finally recognised that I’m a fag yesterday.
I know that fags do what they’re told – that was the first lesson I learned by default last night.
As you might have figured out by now, I’m into being a slave – I spent this morning reading up on how that works.
My limits are pretty simple: Don’t make me break any laws – but whoever’s in charge can break them all.

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jshane – Aug 2, 2017
I like stomping ?? asian boys like they are insects and choking them tooo almost as if i was killing them and raping them afterward ?? i know thats kinda weird but i will literally do anything i want to them:)) no matter what it is? literally anything!!! Just try me!!

 

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MyNightmateScenario, 21
Need a good hard drilling fuck, found out boyfriend is cheating recently so I’m gunna get some bigger cock than his tiny inch.

Comments

sametxxx – Aug 9, 2017
“Gay face” is such a strange condition, isn’t it? He’s so close to beautiful, and yet there it is, “gay face”, lurking and spoiling his beauty’s earmarks, a relatively minor condition in his case but as unmistakable as “downs syndrome”. What’s the saying? “Close but no cigar”.


 

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Scottish&Bored, 18
I’m so tired of this meaningless back and forth junk people do when meeting someone.,, I just want to get fucked up. I’m not the tallest guy and weigh like nothing.


 

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twink2use, 21
I’m a smooth twink in London. Looking for dominant masc guys around 50 to use me. Bareback is an definite option. Fairly recent experiences that turned me on a lot:
– thrown down a flight of stairs naked after a day of being fucked nonstop – broke my left wrist, right leg, left foot and jaw.
– met with a guy from grindr who tied me up, had 5 guys over and they gang raped me for three days. 1 guy wanted to shoot me in the head execution style after but the other guys stopped him.
– strangled unconscious by a guy who kept me out for an entire weekend with chloroform and raped me 18 (his count) times.
I prefer not to be allowed to cum.
I’m open for long-term relationship, but only if there’s love.

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FurryBeast – Jul 21, 2017
1st of all, and I will never say this again, you are staggeringly perfect for me, physically and in every way but …

Don’t say yes if you haven’t had the word “no” conditioned out of you.

If you’re not ready to make my life look better than yours. I expect you to be available 24/7 and at my bed ready for whatever I needing from you. I will own you eventually if you don’t turn into a bitch with limits in which case I’ll kill you.

That means I control your head, soul, bod, vehicles, bank accounts (ohhhhhh scary this one is the most difficult but those the rules), who you talk to, who you fuck (me only).

If you aren’t in complete submission from when you message me until the moment I throw you out, kill yourself or move along and annoy someone else.

Let me know what you have to offer and that includes what I get out of letting you communicate with me. Think I’m joking? Ok then kill yourself or move out of the way for a lesser shit because I don’t care how perfect you are, you are not worth it.


 

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livvandletlivv, 19
Up in the area taking care of my dying parents and need a distraction.



 

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ghost-in-progress, 19
If I’m going to be honest with you and myself, this is really about destroying the lives and hearts and psychologies of everyone I know right now or have known who love me and care about me because I DESPISE THEM ALL AND WISH THEM SEVERE WORRYING AND TRAUMA.

So basically an abduction and objectivication and forced slavery kinda permanent secret life on earth. >w<

Only thing that needs to be made sure of is that I be kept at least long enough that the news reports and buzz about my disappearance gets too trickling for me to get off on, so for at least months or a year maybe.




 

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BECUZUSAYSO, 19
in real life m a super active sch transboy ftm who wun go quiet, bt on de other side i hv been tinking of tis slave thing like sum1 owning me for a long time. often hv fantasies like sum1 kidnapping me straight frm sch, throw me into car, tie me up, put me in sum big box, drive for hrs, pull me out into hse, n then anithin. i tok a lot too so ned to do sumthin on tat oso. 😛

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im now an owned slave of Master Wavedon. Master nw hv taken total control of me wif rites 2 access any parts of me anitime. i hv willingly grant even de rites 2 my life 4 my Master, Master Wavedon. m nuttin bt Master’s human.

Comments

Giveallofyoutome – Aug 8, 2017
What kind of Master would let his slave continue to write in this annoying, nails on a chalk board cutesy-cutesy way.



 

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tinkygoo, 21
I’m currently a student doing honours in biomedical science, but you’re probably not too interested in that

Things I enjoy: Wedgies noogies swirlies headlocks full nelsons pink bellies wet willies purple nurples shoving in trashcans dead legs pushing ruffling hair

Names I like to be called: shrimp squirt kiddo wuss sissy little guy dork geek wimp frosh

I annoy a perfect human but I can

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TOPRules – Jul 18, 2017
In return I am not going to waste your time rambling on about my sexual life, punk rock, and working out because you probably don’t care.

Instead I’ll only discuss my main interest which is humiliating twinks and tweens to bring them pleasure! I guess you can say my skills at giving young men screaming orgasms through humiliation have been perfected. Send me a message and I will show you.

Don’t misunderstand me though, I always make young guys feel pathetic and miserable, but there is no bigger turn on for me than giving an orgasm to you worms.

Any man that debases and humiliates young men without satisfying them “in bed” is not a real man. They get theirs, I get mine & we are both happy every time.

 

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TheNeighborhoodBicycle, 20
Young slave here but with enough experience to know that slavery is not some nonstop sex fest with me at the center. I’ve learned that no one, not even me, can make someone else horny 24/7/365. I’m happy to try, but life tells me that idea, and I love it too, is a pipe dream.

I am a natural slave. It is how I have always felt. I am a slave to my parents. I am a slave to my friends. I am a slave even to every pet I’ve ever owned. It is simply the way it is and I accept my fate.

 

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HiddenNature, 19
I am a proud young guy that projects an air of confidence and dominance. I command the highest respect of my peers and friends. Most would even say that I am overbearing, arrogant and cocky.

But recently by accident I met someone far superior to me, and all my pride and cockyness melted away. I realise that I have been a fake and a fraud all along.

Since then I have become an actor in my daily life. I have managed to seem my old cocky self so far, but it’s getting harder every day, and I can tell my friends are starting to suspect something.

After considerable thought, I have decided the only option is to change my life abruptly. I am looking to be relocated or kidnapped and quickly so I can leave my local legend behind in tact.

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HiddenNature (Owner) – Jun 2, 2017
That would be acceptable.

Groovelord – Jun 1, 2017
New life 24/7/365 no limits no way out permanent in Dubai?



 

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luke_warm, 22
Just a guy. Only done this once or twice. Wasn’t sure what I thought. Looking for a third time to take it slow. Very low key. Don’t like being completely naked. Usually in a relationship, but modernity comes in realizing everything is empty. Interested in doing anything you want but slow and not emotional.

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luke_warm (Owner) – Jun 19, 2017
Myself.

CannableDog – Jun 19, 2017
What are you running away from? And don’t say “myself”.


 

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BBttmYoungIllegalSSlave98, 20
In school, I was really bad in sports. And good in all other disciplines (art, humanities, science). Typical nerdy fem, I would say.

But 2 years of gay SM sessions have taught me that sports is more important than I thought.

I enjoy extreme bondage, severe whipping, electrocution play, heavy rape and fisting, “inch of my life” beatings, bleeding, puking, .. you name it. I also love and essentially need to be plied with alc, chems, injectables in an irresponsible way.

But the thing that’s currently turning me on most is sports drill. I’ve started walking places instead of taking the bus so … my legs are okay, my arms are not. Do you want to change that?

I even thought about buying a home-trainer and upgrading it with magnet contacts that would signal to the control unit that velocity fell below a certain level, and activate the e-stim connected to my cock and balls. I didn’t realize I could do that one yet.




 

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2astoundu, 19
Young very high quality slave with a flawless body and heartbreakingly sweet face now available exclusively and without measure for a marriage with benefits to a nonpareil, aristocratic master. Elite-high level-vip proposals only. If you dont know what the high level-elite-vip means dont expect from me to explain you. Know yourself.

Can look me in a video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mBBjd3hnJM

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Gdc75 – Aug 22, 2017
Mentally ill.



 

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Mikey, 20
Hi there.

My name is Mike and I hope I can find some like minded guys here.

Im 20 and discovered I was as kinky as I am about 6 years ago. My ex girlfriend and I started dating at 14 because we had the same sex drive. Well over time things got kinkier and kinkier with her that eventually I became the sub and she would dress me in her clothes and use all of our toys on my ass. That’s when I got addicted.

She started setting me up with guys from our high school, mostly straight guys who had repressed gay rapist fantasies, and before I knew it I wanted cock in my ass always. Now I want both coal AND fists in my ass.

My biggest things I want from you:

Blowing out my ass (I.e. Fisting, large toys, prolapsing)
Extreme feminization (I’ve noticed that when I’m dressed and made up as a girl, guys go a hundred times more crazy)
Wearing and using diapers and pooping my pants



 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Fingers crossed on the Ebert possibility. Curious what film it is. Huh, interesting that you think those two suit my novels. I can see why. I tend to be more drawn to abstract music, I guess, but I’m always thinking about form, or I feel like I do. Weird. Sounds like the shoot went quite well, little hard-to-avoid issues aside. Will you have the option to do a sound mix and hopefully tune out the unwanted external noises? Do you hope to one day make ‘Far from Syria’, or have you moved on? ** Tosh Berman, Hey, T. That novel and her work in general are very worthy. ** David Ehrenstein, Ha, it does, doesn’t it? ** DC, I never know what to say to you. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey, Ben. Not that I know of. I had kind of forgotten about that novel until Jeff brought it up the other week, but things influencing things unconsciously is always an interesting factor. ** Armando, Hey. Oh, man, just accept a sincere compliment. It’s real, and it doesn’t have or need a dark side. ** Misanthrope, Hi. Gotcha, yeah. Well, music artists have tried to fight or go without Ticketmaster every once in a while. It never seems to make the slightest bit of difference. Ticketmaster is like the NRA. ** Sypha, Hi. You might like the novel, I’m not sure. Right, I remember the song’s unfortunate timing with Sandy Hook. I also read somewhere that she said she had been forced to record that sing against her will or something, but that was in the heat of her battle with her evil guru. ** H, Hi. Thank you. It’ a very beautiful novel. Post-move fatigue makes total sense to me. It’s a heavy action, and not just because boxes of belongings weigh so much. I hope that and the mysterious concerns cease weighing on you as soon as possible. Oh, interesting that you met the guy who wrote that GIF work piece for The Believer. It was so good and smart. I was very happy about that. I take the GIF fiction very seriously, and it’s pretty joyful and kind of a relief when someone seems to get and appreciate what that work is doing. No, I don’t know anything about him, but, when I’m next in NYC, I’ll try to find him at McNally and say thank you. I’m happy that you and he had such a good meeting. ** Okay. It being the last day of the month, slaves rush in as always. I think they’re a pretty entertaining bunch this month, if that’s not a weird thing to say. See what you think. See you tomorrow.

Gig #117: Of late 27: Sparks, Pan Daijing, The Dream Syndicate, Total Leatherette, Kutmah, Broken English Club, Nosaj Thing, Nadia Sirota, Couch Slut, Bergsonist, Odwalla1221, Reverorum ib Malacht, Destroyer, Shiva Feshareki, Guided by Voices

 

Sparks
Pan Daijing
The Dream Syndicate
Total Leatherette
Kutmah
Broken English Club
Nosaj Thing
Nadia Sirota
Couch Slut
Bergsonist
Odwalla1221
Reverorum ib Malacht
Destroyer
Shiva Feshareki
Guided by Voices

 

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Sparks Hippopotamus
‘“There’s a painting by Hieronymus Bosch … in my pool,” Sparks plead in the week’s most relatable bit of art. You know that moment when there’s a “book by Anonymous” in your swimming pool? And “a ’58 Microbus” too? Sparks are just trying to make it through those same piscine nightmares in this crazy mixed-up world. This kicks off the Mael brothers’ first new album since 2009 – and while it’s hard to “miss” a phenomenon as eternally out of place as Sparks, it’s still good to have them back.’ — Gavin Haynes

 

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Pan Daijing Act Of The Empress
‘Perched on the cutting edge where Berlin’s music and art scenes blur into one another, Pan Daijing’s music is steeped in dark noise and cinematic atmospherics, drifting into eerie Morphosis-esque drone and twisted beats. The Chinese-born artist has crafted sonic installations for exhibitions and live scored art performances and dance shows; recordings-wise, there’s a tape on Noisekölln and a new EP with Bedouin Records. Daijing is currently collaborating on a sound performance project centered around her vocals and three mobile speakers as well as making soundtracks for film and fashion shows. Influenced equally by 1980s industrial music, philosophy and Chinese minority and Tibetan music, field recordings in temples and ritual practice are all in day’s work for this blade runner.’ — Sonar

 

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The Dream Syndicate Glide
‘At one point during the making of our new record I said to my bandmates, “hey, you only get the chance to make a first Dream Syndicate album in 30 years once in your life.” It’s a strange statement but one that’s hard to refute (unless we end up making one at some point in our late 80’s–which, well, you never know). But that was the attitude we brought to the project. Either the record was going to be great, everything we hoped it would be, or we would just shelve and write it off, both financially and publicly, as a bold experiment that didn’t work out. We felt the odds were in our favor. The 50+ shows we’d played since we reunited back in 2012 had been among the best the band ever played, the perfect mix of agile improvisation, wild abandon and rock solid grooves that had always been the band’s hallmark. The only 21st century addition to the band, guitarist Jason Victor who had played with me for years as a member of my solo backing band the Miracle 3, silenced any doubters within minutes of every show. He was the perfect and undisputed heir to the Syndicate axe-slingers who had come before–raw, mercurial, knowing and skilled.’ — Steve Wynn

 

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Total Leatherette Faux Fox
‘Glaswegian duo Total Leatherette excel at unease. Listening to their second album For The Climax Of The Night induces the feeling of being stalked through unfamiliar streets. The album is built on rising anxiety, driving belligerently onwards towards the darkest dancefloor you never dreamed of, climaxing with throbbing machine music. Reverberating, irregular beats from the drum machine are layered with creeping vocals that you can’t quite catch but paranoiacally understand. This is dark disco, mutated EBM, queer industrial music that deserves its face wrapped in latex.’ — The Quietus

 

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Kutmah Cooler Of Evidence (feat. N8NOFACE)
‘Justin ‘KUTMAH’ McNulty was born in Brighton, England to an Egyptian mother and Scottish father. Moving to the United States when he was twelve years old, KUTMAH grew up in Hollywood, California and ultimately made a name for himself as a talented underground artist & DJ. Intrinsic member of eclectic Los Angeles-based music collective “dublab”, in 2004 KUTMAH launched the seminal club “Sketchbook”, which forged fundamental roots of the now-infamous LA beat scene. In spring 2010 without advance warning no any provoking criminal activity, armed US Federal agents entered KUTMAH’s home, incarcerated him for two months at a New Mexico detention center under immigration charges, and ultimately deported him to the UK where he currently resides. Since then KUTMAH has toured Europe, playing shows with Saul Williams, The Gaslamp Killer, Flying Lotus, Gonjasufi, Dabrye and others.’ — Outlook

 

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Broken English Club Country Life
‘Dungeness, a headland on the Kentish coast of England, is a strange place. It’s home to two nuclear power stations, one of which remains operational. The site is also a protected nature reserve and a residential area, complete with a couple of pubs and a “mystical” gift shop. Most of the houses are wooden and ramshackle, home to fishermen. Rusted railway tracks stretch into the distance. Broken-down boats and debris are strewn across the shingle and scrub. You’ll also find the “listening ears” of Denge here, a set of alien concrete structures, or “acoustic mirrors,” erected in the 1930s as aircraft detection systems. (They failed miserably.) Walking around it all feels terribly remote and deserted, like some apocalyptic scene straight out of a JG Ballard novel. It’s easy to see why Oliver Ho was drawn to the place. The English Beach is an abstract portrait of Dungeness, written by Ho during time spent living there. The album, Ho’s second as Broken English Club after Suburban Hunting, is a response to the psychogeography of the place—the narrative, both real and imaginary, hidden beneath its geology. The eerie ambience and the contradictions of Dungeness, along with the conflicting metaphor of the British seaside itself—a place at once filthy, ruinous and comforting—are all in play across the record.’ — Resident Advisor

 

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Nosaj Thing All Points Back To U (feat. Steve Spacek)
‘Hip hop was Jason Chang’s first musical passion, which soon led him to program rhythms and create his first mixtapes with a rudimentary home set up. His first material as Nosaj Thing arrived in 2006, although it would not be until 2009 that he would release his first album, “Drift”, for which he became internationally recognised. Connected to the innovative Los Angeles Leisure label, he has continued to release his own material while also producing beats for hip hop artists including Kendrick Lamar and Chance The Rapper.’ — Sonar

 

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Nadia Sirota Letter O
‘Out of composer Donnacha Dennehy’s and Nadia Sirota’s union arises Tessellatum, an album-length collaboration with accompanying animated visuals by Steven Mertens, an animator whose done darkly whimsical work for Regina Spektor and Dan Auerbach. Nadia Sirota plays the viola, Liam Byrne plays the viola da gamba, and between the two of them, they build up 15 tracks that swirl thickly around you. The music blends into a kind of tabula rasa, pulsing drone, a shifting mass that is meant to smudge the edges on your perception of passing time. It isn’t quite a drone, though: the 15 multi-tracks of strings played by Sirota and Byrne peel off from each other in long, moaning strands, like someone planing clean strips from a board of wood.’ — Jayson Greene

 

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Couch Slut Company Picnic With Dust Off
‘If only every band that went out of its way to be shocking took notes from Couch Slut. The world would be a more disturbed place, mind you, but it would be all the better for it, too. Heavily steeped in the late-1980s/early-1990s work of pioneering noise abrasionists like Swans, the Jesus Lizard, and Today Is the Day, Couch Slut show a like-minded, almost compulsory drive to provoke. As if to broadcast the message “we don’t pull punches,” the cover of the band’s first album, 2014’s My Life as a Woman, was graced by an illustration of an erect penis ejaculating onto a woman’s face, her tongue extended for added effect. In Couch Slut’s case, though, there’s much more going on than just provocation. Even frontwoman Megan Osztrosits’ description of her own lyrical content—which the band sums up as “anger, depression, terror, drug abuse, mental illness, violence, the surreal, longing, and loss”—doesn’t quite capture the hair-raising impact that she and her bandmates make.’ — Saby Reyes-Kulkarni

 

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Bergsonist Ressentiment
‘Derived from Deleuze’s Bergsonism, Bergsonist uses intuition as a method to deliver her/his instinctive psychoanalytic theories. A blend of different audio sources and samples are used as a way to capture the essence of the ‘present’ moment, manipulating found sounds along with self-concocted digital fragments to combine in in the span of a set, given time. Bergsonist allows inspiration to come from anywhere, yet she/he limits themselves by the gear/tools that are used. The approach consists of inhaling all the energy of the city — influenced by trips to museums, galleries, shows, talking to people and sensing nature — and exhaling it sonically. Bergsonist reacts to this energy and inspiration without any specific rules, styles or genres — extending the array of possibilities by always pushing preconceived uses of the tools.’ — Resident Adviser

 

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Odwalla1221 live @ Communiversity
‘After meeting at school in 2009, Chloe Maratta and Flannery Silva became inseparable. “We play drums and samplers and speak over them,” says Maratta of the music she makes with Silva as Baltimore duo Odwalla1221 – an unassuming way to describe their unique meld of mantra-like spoken-word and abstract electronic loops. Signed to Brendan Fowler’s label VR/DM8H493, the pair count everything from “ballet” to “the sound of the machine when you’re inside getting an MRI” as inspirations. Between new wave, riot grrrl and noise, it’s debatable as to which category their music falls under – but it’s clear that they’re intent on breaking the mould. Lyrics such as “be you and do your own thing” from their track “What the” and “live, laugh, love” on “My Window Ambience” mark them out as musicians on a mission to empower.’ — Lakeisha Goedluck

 

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Reverorum Ib Malacht 1 Antiquius Celo et Chao
‘Reverorum ib Malacht is Roman Catholic black metal. There is a lot to unpack in those seven words: definitions, belief, assumptions, religious upbringing, and, perhaps the most glaring… black metal. Black metal’s preoccupation with religion has been a long one. There are many who still abide by the single, antiquated rule that the only “true” black metal follows the Left Hand Path, but Reverorum ib Malacht’s own religious ascension follows an unlikely path — one to the right hand of the Christian God. With roots in the gnostic heresy of first-era Dödfödd, which continued with their first demo as Reverorum ib Malacht (whose title is a Gnostic tenet in itself) What Do You Think of the Old God, We Call Him Judas?, Karl Hieronymous Emil Lundin and Karl Axel Mikael Mårtensson’s conversion to Catholicism was an unexpected story, precluded only by former Mayhem member Kittil. Unlike Kittil, whose name has been lost to history (or, to those who know, relegated to joke status), Lundin and Mårtensson’s decision to stay within (and expand) black metal which added a new, brazen chapter to the genre’s ever-flowing story.’ — Invisible Oranges

 

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Destroyer Sky’s Grey
‘“Sky’s Grey,” the first dispatch from Destroyer since 2015, opens with the sound of a chintzy old drum machine with its tempo knob turned all the way to the right and then some, skittering along far faster than any human could muster. If you thought for a moment that Bejar might finally be embracing frenzied blast beats to match the death metal-ready name of his long-running songwriting project, the joke is on you. Soon, we hear stately piano chords, operating at a fraction of the speed of the rhythm track, and the hyperkinetic opening begins to evoke something like stasis. It’s as if the mechanical drummer is caught in a Parkinsonian loop, constantly moving but never actually getting anywhere. “Bombs in the city,” Bejar repeats like a playground chant. “Plays in the sticks.”’ — Andy Cush

 

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Shiva Feshareki live @ the Amersham Arms
Who is she? A brilliant young composer, who’s just turned 23. She was born to Iranian parents, but raised in very un-exotic Chiswick. Was she one of those composing prodigies? She started improvising pieces when she was three or four, on her elder brother’s Casio keyboard. “I had to wait until he went out, because he didn’t like me using it.” But it was being taken at the age of 10 to the exhibition where Tracy Emin’s unmade bed was on display that fired her up. “I stood there and stared and stared at this amazing thing, and knew that I wanted to do something just as personal and intense.” What was her big break? It came when she was at school, where she was the only person studying A-level music. “My teacher told me about this BBC competition for young composers, so I thought, ‘why not?’” She won, and became the National Youth Orchestra’s resident composer. “It was great for me, because I was surrounded by all these people who were much more sophisticated than me, and I wanted to learn everything they knew in two weeks.”’ — Ivan Hewett

 

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Guided By Voices Just To Show You
‘Hot on the heels of the smothered-in-plaudits double album August By Cake comes this hot and heavy fifteen-tune long player, a melody-dense thwack to the earholes that will both energize and deplete your body of its remaining music-appreciation enzymes. Recorded by the band in New York, and by Pollard in Ohio, How Do You Spell Heaven capitalizes on the current incarnation’s tour-buffed shine without sacrificing eternal verities such as but not limited to: off-kilter rhythmic jolts; krazy chords; purposefully imperfect harmonies; and fragmented structures that start and stop on a coin of small denomination and go somewhere else, and quickly.’ — Mid-Heaven

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dóra Grőber, Hi! Oh, it was very cool to start laying in the subtitles. We’re doing that roughly now, and then we’ll have to go into a proper studio to place and time them exactly. But, yeah, it’s nice to see the English there. We got about half of the subtitling finished yesterday. So … did all of your friends make to the meet-up yesterday, I hope? Yay, you’re really far along with SCAB! Do you have the overall design in place and everything? Is the order of the works easy to decide? I hope your day was most awesome! ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. Yes, RIP Mirielle Darc. That was sad news indeed. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Ah, the streaming issue, gotcha. It’s hard for me think of a case where a band moving to a major label wound up being a good decision. Or at least since maybe Sonic Youth who managed to get their way despite the overhead, but I can’t imagine a band having their degree of freedom in the ‘big leagues’ now. Hard rock hit singles that aren’t novelty items or faux- or fronted by very photogenic singers/bands are a rare thing du jour. Back in the freeform FM radio days, if a DJ played a whole album side, it was clear that he or she was either baked or lazy. Thornton’s work in general is very strong, I think. I think you would be interested by the two ‘Peggy and Fred’ sequels. I think I always admired what Soderbergh did more than loved his movies barring two or three. I do really like ‘The Limey’. And of course I was heartbroken that he never ended up making the ‘Cleo’ musical penned by Jim Greer and using Guided by Voices songs as the score. I hope the filmmaking bullshit is no longer bullshit. ** Bill, Hi, B. She is great. Steve who runs SF Cinematheque and who you dinnered with when Zac and I were out there loves her work and screens her films sometimes. New toy, work progress, … music to my ears, it goes without saying. ** Jamie, Eimaj! Hm, that doesn’t work as well in your case, shame. Yes, email me your number. Basic scoop: the bus to Parc Asterix departs the Louvre at 9 am and then picks us up at the Parc for the return at 6:30 pm. We should try to meet around 8:30 am to be safe ‘cos we have to venture into the bowels and buy bus tickets, etc. So maybe just outside/at the top of the stairs of the main entrance/exit of the Palais-Royal metro station. Lines 1 and 7 go there. But let’s do the detailing via phone or text or something. Rain, they do say. Hopefully very scattered showers, if so. The subtitling is going well and is a great pleasure. I really like the presumed feel of that empty (but you) building, no surprise. Oh, shit, the top video must have been passworded since I put the post together. Sorry. You come here tomorrow, right? Just in time to miss the shitty little heatwave we’re having, or so it is promised. Oh, jeez, okay, if it is easy and technically possible to bring me a scone in one piece, that would be lovely, but no anticipation. May today spare you like the poppy field spares the Tin Man in The Wizard of Oz. Subtitled love, Dennis ** _Black_Acrylic, Cool, glad her work intrigued you. Dundee-ensconced again, eh? ‘Twin Peaks’s is nearly over? Damn. Time for me to start organizing a viewing somehow. ** Misanthrope, Hi, G. Every junkie I knew who died young of an overdose was a completely great person. They just got trapped. You’ve got some serious arms there, buddy boy. Many have tried and filed to defeat and destroy Ticketmaster. One of these days. France has some kind of law that prevents a thing like that existing here. ?? ✌️ ** Armando, Hi, man. Things with the movie are great. Yes, we’re amidst subtitling, then on to the titles and end credits. Today: subtitling and hopefully seeing my visiting friend and d.l. Thomas Moronic at least. ‘The Damned’ is awfully good. I will tell Stephen. He’s on tour, but he gets back soon. Yes, he lives in Paris. He and Gisele Vienne are a longterm couple. Charlemagne Palestine lives in nearish-by Brussels, which I think explains his regular presence here. Damn, I’m glad the doctor visit is over and did the trick. I’m so sorry about your battling with depression, my friend. Keep it your enemy. You made noise! I’ll go listen to that the first minute I get! Everyone, artist, writer and d.l. Armando made some ‘noise’ that is now available for your listening pleasure on bandcamp. Please go check out his work. Hereabouts. Uh, I have hard time remembering disaster movies. Which I kind of like, I don’t know why. I think I enjoyed ‘Poseidon’, and … I’m not remembering ‘Pompeii’ clearly. I’ll have to watch a little clip or something to jog my opinion. Chances are I liked it. Honestly, I rarely meet a disaster movie I don’t like. Bon day to you! ** Okay. I made you one of my gigs of music I’ve been listening to and being interesting in enough to want to pass long some tracks. Hope you guys like a thing or more up there. See you tomorrow.

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