The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“You can put things in my butt when I’m dead if you like that sort of thing.”

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SorryNotSorry, 19
U cut my arms w ur boxcutter

I put my butt in ur hands

 

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IDONTKNOWSLUT, 20
Basically, I am essentially the gross stereotype of a gay person. An extremely effeminate, EMBARRASSING boy who never got his man card. I walk with a limp as though I’ve just gotten anal even when I haven’t. I hiccup with an “uWu” sound and put “desu” at the end of sentences all the time. I am everything that makes straight guys want to hate crime gay people lmao. I’m just the most obnoxious effeminate twink ever.

And so basically I want to invite someone over who seems normal at first. But he ends up being a psycho who tortures, rapes, and kills me.

My kinks? They don’t matter. I do NOT want to die for sexual pleasure. You might get sexual pleasure out of it, I don’t give a fuck, but I literally want to die this way because I think it’s HILARIOUS and legendary.

That said, I do have three suggestions that you can take or leave …

•Literately feeling the snap of my consciousness as it breaks off into the darkness of my skull. The world I know folding in on itself while my grey matter liquidises itself from my head being smashed repeatedly off the hard concrete wall that I’m pinned to, hearing the cracks in my skull, open mouthed with long lines of continuous drool seeping my lips, soaking my chest as I take my last breath and creating a river between my ribcage.

•Feeling my cheek coated with my own saliva as I am grated against the wall, drool cascading down my front, locked in between the concrete wall and the sweating body crushing my snapping, cracking, breaking form. Brain sliding out of my ear hole down my neck as a picture frame rattles from impact.

•My arms dangling lifelessly besides me as a throbbing hot meaty rod is forced with great pressure into my ear hole, ripping up my drum and crashing through my squishy pink brain, slipping between my gooey hemispheres and raking chunks off. Each pounding reduces my mind to a mushy messy soup, leaking out of my other ear and nose.

Comments

horizontaldarkness – Feb 18, 2022
This is the first I’ve ever heard of Proctectomy but already I’m it’s biggest fan.

USSJ307 – Feb 18, 2022
Does any know … is there any snuff vids of boys getting their anus cut out, either for sadism reasons or preferably cannibal reasons? I believe the technical term is Proctectomy.

IDONTKNOWSLUT (Owner) – Feb 16, 2022
Worth it.

DogJizz_ – Feb 16, 2022
you and me

torroboots – Feb 15, 2022
Hello there. I’m Torro. I’m into dead teenagers in boots, severed teenaged legs in boots, and beheaded teenagers. Would love to meet people here who can supply me with booted teenagers.




 

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InflatableBoy, 20
twink who loves to be inflated w/ air, from slim cutie to confusing nine months pregnant eyesore; if you’re not interested in inflation/inflating please do not ask about why it turns me on, why i do it, and how inflating works – it gets tiring to explain it all the time… i just love the pressure and swelling up like a balloon, feeling my gut getting more taught and tight like i am going to explode!

once inflated regular sex is great!


 

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MysteryHole, 18
I love to have men stare at my chest like they do women. Please pin me down and force me to wear a padded bra while you fuck me

I want this life

Thanks for being attentive to the young people

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MysteryHole (Owner) – Feb 22, 2022
If you want to kidnap me I’m available Saturday morning from 8am to 9am as I’ll be jogging in my local area


 

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naughty, 18
Hello, I’m searching for a new master!

Taurus: Ideal lithium cross ID All-Over

I am selling this sexy sucking station (vacuum cleaner, 40€) because I am not able to keep the relationship going and need to split up. So it’s searching for a new owner/master.

I still have the original packaging and the bill. It’s actually wireless.

So if you need a new sucking station slave, text me.


 

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Nudefightingboy, 21
I offer that I just chill completely naked at your home for a morning or afternoon, we can do sports, gamble etc. or have a fist fight if you like that kind of thing. You are also welcome to film me. Just one condition, I’m rather bi to straight and don’t really like older people, that’s why I’m the only naked one, you stay dressed even if you sex me. I know it’s fucking weird lmao.

Comments

Nudefightingboy (Owner) – Feb 17, 2022
I wanna go to mars 🛸

Fries1966 – Feb 16, 2022
Am I horny for younger and is 21 still young enough who knows if you are for me or you the one I am looking for and we will quickly make an appointment at my home.

PVLV – Feb 13, 2022
Just here to jack off to your photos. Thought I’d say hi.

geodesic – Feb 11, 2022
Hot 🙂 with a very cute 🍑 and pink 🕳.
I tried it is very 🧠 deep and wet ☺️.
But ⬅️ + ✊❓= 👎🏻 + 🖕🏻 sadly 😢

khalediop – Feb 7, 2022
I just want a gay boy who is white which you aren’t and has an ass which you do.



 

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Aidsbait, 22
I like to get choked HARD, strangled HARD, and hung from my neck until I eventually pass out. Not just once, multiple times, while men take turns using my unconscious buddy to get themselves off. I want it to feel like I am being gang raped by men who don’t care if I live or die, men who think I am a worthless whore and get off on hurting faggots like me while using us. I love men who wrap a belt around my throat and fuck me doggystyle while pulling the belt tight around my silky faggot throat. I love men who take a turn breeding me while I lay there blindfolded begging men to wrap their hands around my throat and strangle me as hard as they can and tell me what a fucking whore I am

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manux32ccs – Feb 19, 2022
I LOVE YOU … How I wish to travel just to strangle you as you deserve. Unfortunately I separated from my slave, he loved me to keep him spun for days, keep hanging him from a tree over while a lineup of the most poz men I could find take turns breeding his hole full of various hiv strains and STDs. I also used garbage bags to drown him better fistfuck his unconscious fuckhole so deep that my entire forearm went up his ass. I made him get full-blown AIDS with a few med resistant strains of HIV and a pile of STDs in his destroyed loose sloppy fuckhole. I got him hooked on meth and then had him get his cock and balls removed in exchange for drugs.

XLXXLforSlutty – Feb 16, 2022
The Ass That Ate Manhattan! (Maybe not all of Manhattan, just the entire East Village & most all of The Upper East Side & part of Brooklyn)

Faggotuser – Feb 9, 2022
Nice. Disgusting whore like you should be getting hung on a regular basis for the entertainment and enjoyment of men. How often do you get strangled unconscious faggot? l can tell you are a special kind of trash. l bet you get used in ways that make most trashy street hookers look conservative. Message me and tell me all about what a worthless piece of trash you are. You look like a subhuman collection of bugs. l bet you are absolutely toxic. l bet so many men have used you as a toilet. lf you belonged to me you would be getting choked out multiple times a day by multiple men every day. Not just sexy fuck choking. Hard aggressive strangulation by rough men who think you are a worthless one dollar whore. Men who actually want to hurt you, bruise you and absolutely destroy whats left of your gutter whore looks and absolutely destroy your fuckhole with their entire forearms, one or two at a time. And you would be such a drugged out trash hole that you wouldn’t even have any idea who or how many pigs were trashing your hole, and choking you unconscious all the time, only to wake up with some new guy doing something just as bad or worse to your worthless, disposable body. You would be walking the streets with a visibly bruised throat from all the hands, belts and ropes men choke you out with, and one or two black eyes from men who use you to get out their aggression while using you to get off. You are one faggot who definitely lives up to its potential.

BoyStrangler – Feb 9, 2022
i loved wrapping a belt around this faggots throat and pulling hard while i fuck it from behind.i could fuck nuclear hard like that and when it passed out the cunt loosened right up but nothing beat wrapping my hands around its throat so i could feel it struggling to breathe and looking into its eyes while it loses conciousness. i love that look in a young faggots eyes when it wasnt sure if i was going to let it live.then for a finale.i put it unconscious on a fuckbench and hung it with an actual noose while i fisted it. just had to let it breathe once in awhile lol


 

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rowdy, 18
18 years old and looking for something fast and awesome

have a very skinny concave stomach

love laying on the floor and having my skinny concave stomach destroyed for hours

daddy come and get your son

visiting las vegas staying at the Luxor

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Mckenzi – Feb 15, 2022
I have been in a bad relationship with him before and I don’t want that to happen to me anymore.

StomachPlayer – Feb 11, 2022
I’m just an ordinary guy but stomach is my game. Since a young age I played with male stomachs in all forms.

I’d like to sit on it while strangling you nippels, I’d like to stand on it or even walk over it as many times as I please. I’ll even stomp on your stomach while watching you please yourself.

I am sane and have brains. I know the human body very well and I can injure your stomach and not leave scars!


 

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lifeisgoingon, 23
My name is Douglas,I am seeking for the Master to own me and control my life,I have been slave since 7years old and i served My ex master in Alabama U S, but the fact that my ex master has relocate to his family and no more in the lifestyle, Ever since then i have been living here in Illinois with my friend , so I have been looking for another master to own me and control my live. I’m looking for Master to serve 24/7 till end of my life time, I’m looking for master will take good care of me and take me as he property till end of my life time. also been a sex slave and doing house hold work since 7 years old, What you see is what you get about me.

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lifeisgoingon (Owner) – Feb 10, 2022
Beards are like a tequila they make my clothes fall off.

Scratch – Feb 8, 2022
HE CAN SUCK THE VIEW OFF OF A WINDOW!

lifeisgoingon (Owner) – Feb 2, 2022
Thanks, weirdo, how’s it goin’?

MasterLuci – Feb 2, 2022
Experience his presence in all its different facets! He will drag you into your bizarre realm of perversions – step by step. Every glance, every touch will let you deep-dive into a great new undiscovered world of the senses. Follow my lead and yearlong experience as his Master to turn your most inner hidden desires into vivid reality. He will make his new position as your own obedient toy feel so enticing to you, there will be no escape. His presence will leave you totally enamoured – not only by his bod, with your attention fixed on his radiant erotic charisma.

 

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nice2022, 19
I have a terrible fear and panic of bondage so naturally I would like to be gagged, blindfolded and bound in a straitjacket for an extended period of time. I also have a congenital heart condition so there’s the risk I might have a heart attack. I probably won’t but it’s possible you might end up with a dead body for a while before you realise it.

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morticianwithamullet – Feb 13, 2022
Honestly since he’s the one who brought it up I think if he didn’t end up dying it would get my pedantic nitpicker instincts boiling.

retrol – Feb 13, 2022
I was going to put ‘I don’t care’ but when I think about it I’d prefer if he was dead, like, permanently. If I was going to accidentally snuff some cute guy, I’m sure that the best part by far would be desecrating and destroying his corpse to unrecognizable proportions.

gutterkc – Feb 13, 2022
well, i have both aspd and sexual sadism disorder so yeah i like the depersonalization of someone dead and i hate humans beacuse i’m technically a sociopath and because of that my sexual fantasies are like these.

DreamonX – Feb 13, 2022
I’m ashamed of it but I’m finding this discussion so hot. I’m starting to not get turned on by any normal porn anymore- and I just- it terrifies me cuz I have a cute boyfriend irl (surprisingly I know) and it scares me when I think of him snuffed and cut up, but it turns me on, and I know it shouldnt

morbid_alt – Feb 13, 2022
Death is necessary for me because living boys scare me. So I have to see them dead, and necro is the way to “talk” with them again. Maybe I’m just an idiot, idk.

oxxenjam – Feb 13, 2022
I know it’s unpopular but i’d prefer a combative victim, idk just the idea of a guy like him who doesn’t seem to care if he dies would turn me off I think.

prince_andrew – Feb 13, 2022
This guy’s profile raises a kind of existential question for me. If you were doing a scene with him and realised he’d been dead for a while, would that improve your satisfaction with the experience?


 

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hellokitty, 20
The cold water won’t get warmer if you jump later!

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AmberWaves – Feb 6, 2022
Wise words.


 

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Whowantsthis, 21
VERY femmy, ULTRA faggy, enthusiastically slutty femboy here. Slim and shaved smooth at all times with pale skin and a very girly demeanor. Creative, intelligent, “good boy.” I always get perfect grades. The only problem is that all I ever want to be is a mindless bimbo fukpig for abusive, perverted, older men…

I currently live with my very religious, extremely strict parents who are in complete denial about what I am. They refuse to accept me and I am VERY desperate to escape into the arms of an older, devious man who wants to help me get a little nasty revenge. I want to be brutally gangbanged by a VERY large group of perverted, abusive old men and film it like a documentary style porn. I want to be filmed screaming into the camera about how I love being a mindless fukdoll. I want to send a copy of this scene to my parents so that they will FINALLY see who their “perfect son” really is.

I know it sounds intense. PLEASE no lectures.

No mercy, no safeword, no way out, slap me, choke me, beat me, pull me around by my hair while I scream, and beg, and PLEAD for more. Gag the fag, destroy the boy, NO LIMITS non stop abuse. I want to be your trophy gangbang cumdump. A mindless bimbo boi doll for you and your friends to take your frustrations out on whenever you desire. I want to be known by my parents as the boy who got totally DESTROYED. Im ready to be RUINED, Daddy. DECIMATE me!

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Whowantsthis (Owner) – Feb 17, 2022
Btw, I also got covid rn🎉

Whowantsthis (Owner) – Feb 15, 2022
I was raised by a Catholic priest, Fr John, after the death of my granny and father. My dad told me before his death that my mother died on the process of given birth to me. After the death of my father, my uncle John took me in as his son but the wife Janet hated me. He was like a father to me. After his death, I was so so devastated. I had no one in my life anymore. Janet remarried a religious fanatic asshole and they adopted a Malaysian refugee boy when I was 13. He was like a brother to me. But I lost him 8 Years ago as a result of cancer.

huxbrayy – Feb 15, 2022
You’re been posting a new profile with the same photos, age, and essentially the same text then deleting it days later every six weeks for almost five years now. Who the the fuck are you and what the fuck are you doing?

Whowantsthis (Owner) – Feb 12, 2022
Holy fuk! Oink!🐷🐷🐷

helloagain – Feb 12, 2022
you need your ass whipped and scarred up, horribly abused, burned, beaten, stripped of its skin, then left to heal before being fucked hard by my huge cock and finally cut off your body with a pocket knife and eaten raw!



 

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futureheadlessboy, 18
I want my head cut off.

My new Wickr is Mitchswanson9. If you want my head hit me up there or on Telegram @Gay_And_Ready_To_Be_Killed

You can put things in my butt when I’m dead if you like that sort of thing.

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futureheadlessboy (Owner) – Feb 17, 2022
Now in peril

Anonymous – Feb 8, 2022
I wouldn’t say “aren’t a turn on for men” as though it were some sort of absolute. If there’s one thing that nearly 40+ years in the snuff community has taught me, it’s that there are men out there into snuffing just about everyone.

Now, that doesn’t mean that some sorts of partners aren’t much more universally appreciated than others; and yes, being little and fem are things that appeal to fewer snuff tops than, say, a swimmer’s build twink with a really firm butt. And because you are a “specialized” interest, you may well have fewer guys willing to take the risk than some other guys.

On the flip side: you apparently live in Pittsburgh, which is a pretty good sized city. While the city itself is only about 68th in population, the Pittsburgh metro area has about 2.4 million people and is the 27th largest metro area in the US, which means you have a lot more options than someone living in, say, the Texarkana metro area, which has about 150,000 people. So you have an advantage that many snuff seekers in your situation may not.

Best of luck to you!

futureheadlessboy (Owner) – Feb 8, 2022
Maybe it’s because I’m very short and fem but I can’t seem to find anyone who wants to behead me. Maybe girly boys aren’t a turn on for murderers?

futureheadlessboy (Owner) – Feb 3, 2022
Just to add I grew up wanting to have my head cut off.

I’m totally gay, however, when it goes to being beheaded, I am bisexual! <3

If you have a thing for medical autopsy aftermath of my death, I’m sure I will be huge turn on!

futureheadlessboy (Owner) – Feb 1, 2022
Don’t be empty my hand hurts I can’t deal with it.

Betterthanyou – Feb 1, 2022
You probably don’t remember but one time I fisted you while you puked your guts out and it made me hard as fuck!


 

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ENOUGHALREADY, 23
Henchman Serving The Arch Criminals Of Gotham City!!! 🖤🙇🏻🖤

Mission Is To Protect and Honor The 🖤🐱🙇🏻🐱🖤 Catwoman 🖤🐱🙇🏻🐱🖤 and The 💚❔💚 Riddler 💚❔💚 From The 1960’s “Batman” Television Series.. Enjoy How They Befuddle and Confound The Caped Crusader.
The Enchanting Catwoman In Her Sleek Tight and Shiny Black Form Fitting Body Suit With Cat Ears, An Eye Mask, Clawed Gloves With A Cat Medallion Hanging From her Neck. Shiny Little Delicious Black Ankle Boots With Heels Made For Worship. 🖤🐱🙇🏻🐱🖤
The Riddler In His Green Jumpsuit With A Large Question mark In The Middle. Also, A Green Suit With Question marks All Over It, A Bowler Hat and White Gloves.

Give Me Your Most Sadistic, Cruel, Savage, Self-Centered, Evil, Merciless, Brutal, Fiendish and Perverted Version Of Yourself. 🖤🙇🏻🖤

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MindlessJockBruhMaker – Feb 22, 2022
I have successfully brainwashed him completely mindless, he is just an extension of my will. You’re welcome.


 

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eaterboy, 18
looking for older men (40+) that want to feed me shit. I really want my stomach full of an older man’s shit. like don’t hold back, let me have it all, tie me up, make me eat it.

i’ve eaten my own shit before and can get down all my logs whole. fucking love it.

hmu i wanna be turned into a human toilet that devours older men’s poop. I’m open to all types here as long as you can fill me up.



 

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ATorturedMind, 19
I am the anti christ ✌🏻

I’ll change your life forever!

If anyone wants to shove their face in my ass, please do!

Total head fuck!

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ATorturedMind (Owner) – Feb 16, 2022
Everyone I have sex with falls in love. Do not be deceived.

NubMaker – Feb 16, 2022
I got him tipsy and shrunk his dick with ice cubes to a nub/worthless tiny piece of meat.

youdontgetit – Feb 9, 2022
I got him tipsy and raped him.

dadinsocal – Feb 2, 2022
I got him tipsy, pulled his jeans down and spanked him over my knee using my hand & hair brush while he cried, kicked his legs & acted like a 12 yr old.



 

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bitchturd, 20
Hi, here you can follow my training and evolution from what I did think I was (foxy twink, total top), but I am turning into a cum loving heavy slave for men only🤩

I have a big cock and an ass like a greeting card envelope. I’m a former twink who did porn with Helix and other twink porn companies but I’ve gotten very weird and Jim Carrey-like in the past few years. I was really embarrassed about this. But now I’m increasingly turned on by my weirdness and love men who enjoy it. I still have a boyishly cute face – I’m a weird freak but I don’t look like a monster. 🙂

2021 update:I have now only been watching gay rape porn for several years and I love it😍 I makes me extreamly horny😜 Any good pages or clips I should watch please share👍

2020 update:
Gags are awesome. Nose hooks are awesome. Nipple clamps are awesome. Anal dilators are the best. 👍

2022:
I have just discovered I love being a medical patient naked and vulnerable on the operating table being dominated for hours by surgeons in tight latex gloves and surgical masks.

2022:
Right before I take a dump, I love to snort poppers and jack off as I’m shitting. Anyone else find this hot?

2022:
Now working as a prostitute. Feel free to contact as this trash whore is always available for use.

2022:
Honestly if you could rivet me to the floor that’d be perfect.



 

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reallifeslave4life, 20
I enjoy being forced nothing better than be forced being pushed toward death slowly no limits

I meet sadist
He beat me into pulp
Body raped forever
Cock balls ass burn cut stomped
Body whipped till I cry and continued forever
All in a menacing silence

This my reality

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Mepatter – Feb 21, 2022
This kid is a total tool. Clock watcher doesn’t want to do shit and is very annoying.

Twixx – Feb 18, 2022
Incredibly aloof and unfriendly.

Vlite – Feb 14, 2022
Somebody completely different from the picture showed up.

Anonymousr – Feb 9, 2022
He lied and wasted my time

DavidNYNY – Feb 6, 2022
It was awful

 

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Weezer, 18
Curious, clumsy, cute, wannabe cool but very insecure, and also full of dark and strange thoughts that sometimes find their way out through my expressions on paper. Every Monday at 1 p.m. in the Bremerhaven public library in the audio book listening booth you can fuck me without talking and without taking pictures, with or without a condom, I don’t care. TODAY SOMEBODY IS ALREADY THERE BUT NEXT WEEK IS FREE.

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CallMeBabe – Feb 25, 2022
You will someday be remembered as the great Cumdumpster fire of two thousand and twenty two.


 

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fag4owner, 19
I own it. It is 19 brown hair and eye 6/1 165 lb cut cock 4 in grower 10 out of 10 ass. If another master wants to claim ownership of it 24/7 for life for $20,000 I will give it over without question. My telegram is dforester2012.
Number +1 (360) 655-1898.

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unlawfulawful – Feb 8, 2022
Derrida and dicks. Heidegger and hedonism. Kant and kink. Sartre and sadism.

torroboots – Feb 7, 2022
I just like dismembered boy in boots, and I love severed legs in boots as well.

piggyguy – Feb 7, 2022
I might be interested but why boots remaining on it? Curious about that.

torroboots – Feb 7, 2022
I’m looking for anyone interested in chipping in with me to buy it. You would need to be into dismembering it alive and decapitation like Mexican cartel style, while its outfit and boots are still on. You could DM me if you’re interested.


 

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Need2Belong, 19
Wow this site is like a candy store! So many evil men to choose from!

But seriously, I am a total long term brainwashing and torture junkie. I desire to be owned by an evil man and to devote my complete and full life to him. With that being said, I do want to point out that I am effectively a person with no real home at the moment. I’m staying right now with my elderly grandmother who I love dearly but she is likely to go into a nursing home soon. I also have a father who is in jail so I have no support from him at all. With that bring said, until I find an owner you non-committal types should know I live to smoke weed and I’ll take dick for bud.

I hope to one day be able to fist myself secretly.

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Ponystallion – Feb 10, 2022
I love an analytical mind, hot!

Need2Belong (Owner) – Feb 10, 2022
Highly, highly unlikely. Let’s assume my sexual life goes on for, say, fifty years – from my current age 19 to age 69. That would mean 16,99 fucks per year, or 45 times every day, 365 days a year. Even if you assume each fuck only takes ten minutes, start to finish, and maybe ten minutes to recover in between, that’s still over 15 hours a day dedicated to fucking me and getting hard again. Every day, day in and day out, for fifty years. Every “sick day” you took would put you farther behind. Stopping to eat would put you farther behind. Doing anything else – showering, shopping for food, earning a living – would put you further behind.

Ponystallion – Feb 10, 2022
I want to fuck you a million times. Has anyone fucked this boy or anyone a million times yet? I want to meet you if you have.



 

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AngelicFFilth, 24
I absolutely love getting fisted. Guys sucking on my rosebud and eating my guts is on the top of the list of shit that gets me off. I’m obsessed with my assflower and any kind of sexy activity that gives it a good-looking aesthetic is always a plus. Want to pull my guts out into the open and get demented with them? Then hit me up!

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Kenzie – Feb 19, 2022
Run for your life in the opposite direction.

menow2022 – Feb 12, 2022
He can be securely tied with legs wide open n fed drugs and alcohol n his inside out rectum shared or loaned out to your hungry mates.



 

 

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p.s. RIP Nick Zedd ** Dominick, Hi!!! I’m so pleased it spoke to you. Yeah, David’s brilliant. I hope he sees the restoration and takes his deserved plaudits. Somewhere in the world some kid is collecting eraser dust at this very moment, and I wish we could hug them. Ha ha, yes, I will allow you to switch your chandelier choice. Your weekend love is inspiring a really cool bad horror movie in my head. Thank you. Love giving Lady Gaga the horrible idea to give a surprise concert at a Goth convention and making the Goths’ resulting boos so loud they shatter every window in every window for blocks in every direction, G. ** David Ehrenstein, I remember stealing a Harold Robbins novel from a drugstore book rack when I was 12 because I heard his books were hot and steamy and being so, so disappointed. Yes, RIP Gary Brooker. There was a shortish time when I was a teen when I was famous at my school for always wearing a t-shirt with the words ‘Procol Harum is God’ printed on it. ** Ry, Hi, Ry. I like claustrophobic films. I’m increasingly sold. I’ll look for it today. That makes sense about that Madonna album. I should retry it. My collaborator Zac Farley and I directed a music video for Xiu Xiu several years ago. Jamie was in it. But the record company rejected it, so it was never released. 6 foot 9 inches! Wow. I don’t think I’ve eaten Turkish food because I’ve been vegetarian since I was 15 and, yeah, I always imagined it would be full of meat for days. But how was it? Good weekend generally? ** Misanthrope, I had a brief email exchange with David a few months ago, and he seemed totally good. When I passed TC on the street, it struck me how French he looks in real life. He just blends in with all the other good looking young French guys. I think the only other thing I thought was that his nose looks bigger in person. Aging is a bitch, man. Wait, actually, aging doesn’t feel like much of anything, if I think about it. Not so down with what it does to one’s appearance, but hey. Hope your sinuses are being more cooperative. ** s, Hi, s. Really nice to meet you. Thanks for coming inside. I’m very happy that David’s post spoke so thoroughly to you. Yeah, he’s a fantastic thinker and writer. I hope he sees your comment, it would mean a lot to him. How are you? What’s going on? Obviously, feel free to come back anytime. It would be a pleasure. ** _Black_Acrylic, They allow dogs in restaurants there? Hm, I … don’t think they do here. Oh, man, I’m sorry that things are going so south for your team. And its theoretically great coach. Really seems like a cut throat business, being a footie coach. Hugs, buddy. ** Connor, Hi, Connor, Welcome! Oh, sure, I’d be happy to talk with you. You can write to me at this email – [email protected] — and we can figure out how best to do it. Thanks so much for the kind words. Look forward to speaking with you. ** David, My grandfather was a self-styled joker. He thought it was funny. He was from Texas. Maybe it’s funny there. No, there was no financial recompense. I think he thought my screams were appreciative or something. Your eat biting is/was something else entirely, need I even say. ** Maria, Isabella, Camila, Malaria, Gabriela, My pleasure, y’all. Maybe a chateau! ** Verity Pawloski, Ha ha. You’re most welcome, and good morning you! ** Brandon, Hi, Brandon. Yeah, it was a super lucky break for me, for sure: accidentally being in London at the right time to see her live. Oops, did you hit the Pasolini tonight? Right, Starbucks, gotcha, time killing, practical job. What are you studying in college, or maybe I mean what are you enjoying studying in college? The bookstore was cool, very transgressive bent, very small, very limited selection, but a very cool enterprise. I didn’t up seeing a film. I ended up needing to do some writing work. But soon. I hope your weekend did the polar opposite of disappoint. ** Steve Erickson, I’m glad you’re feeling better and got out/about. We’re very yellow and blue here too, naturally. I actually have ‘Hellbender’ as my next film to watch online, probably today. That sounds very interesting. I found this interesting young filmmaker recently, Jason Laray Keener, based in Alabama. I have a post on his stuff coming up. Kind of in the realm of early Harmony Korine/Herzog but very Southern US, if I had to describe it quickly. ** T, Good morning to you, T! Thanks, man. Hm, no, I’ve never heard of Palais Ideal. I’ll investigate. I know about this kind of crazy looking art project/venue near Lyon called La Demeure du Chaos that looks very intriguing. But I’ve never been to it. Obviously, I’m a billion percent in favor of that Monday you wished for me. I’ll wish you a Monday that is the 24 hour equivalent of whoever Annie is. xo. ** Brian, Hey, Brian. Thanks. Ha ha, I did think of your Phantom thing when assembling those chandeliers, and, in point of fact, I think your Phantom thing is very likely what inspired it. Another reason to backpedal ‘The Worst Person in the World’, and, yes, I’ve heard that about ‘Promising Young Woman’, and I believe you about ‘West Side Story’, and, duh, agree wholeheartedly about ‘Les Dames du Bois de Boulogne’. You’ve discovered ‘Notes on Cinematography’! Kind of changed my life, that book. My weekend was all right. Saw a on old friend visiting from the USA. Worked on some stuff. Dallied about semi-productively. Etc. How’s your week looking from its entrance? ** Right. It being February aka ‘the short month’ you get your allotment of slaves just a wee bit earlier than usual. Lucky you? Hm. See you tomorrow.

15 Comments

  1. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Ah, RIP Nick Zedd, indeed.

    Yes, I found myself thinking about certain parts of David’s post over the weekend; it really moved and stayed with me.

    I’d be very curious what bitchturd (this name is A+) means by getting “very weird and Jim Carrey-like”. Also, InflatableBoy’s photos are very disturbing. Just looking at them makes me physically uncomfortable.

    Haha, I’m sure Lady Gaga expected a very different reaction. Thank you for this love! Love who can suck the view off of a window, Od.

  2. David Ehrenstein

    It never fails to impres me how many of these escorts seek abuse

  3. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Probably the cutest group of slaves in a while. Not that I’m superficial or anything. 😉 I still contend that the comments add a dimension that elevates these posts to almost sublime.

    Yes, the French look, no? I get it. I see it in his pics. I see it in his father’s pics. The nose…doesn’t surprise me. My mom is always going on about how terrible his nose is, haha. I don’t think it is, but I can imagine it looks bigger in person, yeah.

    Right? About aging. Not much of anything, except for the little aches and pains and shit and what it does to your appearance. I mean, look at somebody like Jack Lalanne, who took really great care of himself…still pretty much looked like an “old man” when he got old. Erf.

    Thanks, yeah, I think I’m coming round on the sinuses. Or I hope I am. I decided to go with the Mucinex Sinus-Max and some saline flushes. So far, so good.

    Weird thing that happened last night was that I was sitting there and got up and for some reason my wrist was just fucking hurting like crazy. Still is. I can’t think of anything that I did that would’ve caused this. Well, maybe when I replaced the shower head in our bath tub? Twisting the fuck out of that thing? Maybe it’s something I ate? The salmon? A little gout? Oh, well, hahaha.

  4. _Black_Acrylic

    It’s good the way ENOUGHALREADY is into the silly 60s Batman rather than the usual Christopher Nolan bilge.

    Just been listening to podcasts all day of Leeds United fans mourning the downfall of Bielsa. It’s a tough one to take. The club already have a new guy lined up, a USA manager named Jesse Marsch, and he has some impossibly big shoes to fill. Truly, football can be a cruel sport.

    Finally finished watching the Succession season this weekend. It’s been the writer Jesse Armstrong (previously of the excellent UK sitcom Peep Show) who came up with this and it’s quite the achievement. Not just Brian Cox, but the whole cast put in some major acting shifts here. IMO all the awards should be going to these guys.

  5. Ry / angusraze

    Oh wow! The Xiu Xiu thing is super interesting! Which song was it if you don’t mind me asking?

    And yeah it was a nice weekend, my brother went home yesterday the Turkish food was nice I got this kebab thingy with cream in it and it was actually really nice but incredibly filling hahaha
    My weekend was fine, today I found out I was either severely underpaid or overtaxed for this job I started earlier this month so I’m going to talk about it at work tomorrow, it sucks coz it was going to go towards some vinyl for the ep I released recently (it’s on bandcamp for free if u want to listen) I was gonna press some cassette too, if I sort it and and get it pressed I’ll be sure to send you a copy if u have a vinyl or cassette player etc

    Do you enjoy directing? How do you think it differs from the other art forms you have created within? I have no idea why the label rejected your video! I mean, I can’t imagine your treatment was too insane or explicit especially since one of the Xiu Xiu albums has a nude guy on the front of it hahahah

    Anyway yes, lots of love, I’ll keep u updated

    Ry

  6. Bill

    I’m impressed people post their phone numbers on these sites. And telegram info! Can’t remember the last time I got one. Some of these profiles could be (ahem) a little shorter.

    Good to hear you’ve located Hellbender, Dennis. Look forward to your thoughts.

    Steve, good to hear you’re feeling better, and you enjoyed Hellbender.

    Making my way through a collection by the Scottish writer Janice Galloway. Maybe Ben knows her work? There’s some cruel and cutting prose, but I keep hankering for a bit more narrative.

    Bill

    • _Black_Acylic

      Hi Bill, I’m not up to speed with Janice Galloway but will defo check her work. Thanks!

  7. Steve Erickson

    I looked up Keener on Vimeo and YouTube. I haven’t had a chance to watch any of his films, but they sound worthwhile. Is he still working as a director? The most recent film I found was made in 2016.

    I dug back in the Adams family’s filmography to their fourth feature, HALFWAY TO ZEN, and realized they made a big step forward after it. HALFWAY just seemed like an amateurish attempt to make the sort of family drama which could play Sundance. The mystery often embraced by horror films has helped them.

  8. Maria, Isabella, Camila, Malaria, Gabriela

    Coops I am chickens burning this evening
    In oven

    Maria, Isabella, Camila, Malaria, Gabriela is then without roast for dinner

    I am very upset!! And the tears!

    This I believe means there will be a significant flood before the week is out

    I go

    • Verity Pawloski

      Fuck right off Maria! Dennis I apologise for my fowl language I truly do

  9. Shane

    THOSE PHOTO APPS IS GIVIN ME THE HEEBIE JEEBIES THE ONE TO MAKE YOU LOOK MUCH YOUNGER DAMN JT LEROY HAS HAD A MISCARRIAGE OR WHAT??? I GOT THE BURN FROM THAT ON SEEING IT! I DON’T LIKE THAT AT ALL! I MUCH PREFER THE ONE THAT MAKES FOLK LOOK LIKE A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET’S FREDDY! AND THE ONE THAT GIVES YOU HORNS NO WAY DUDE! IF YOU WANT THE HORN, TAKE VIAGRA! AND IF YOU WANT TO LOOK LIKE SOMEONE ELSE, TAKE AN LSD TAB, I TOOK ONE ONCE AND FOUND MYSELF LOOKING LIKE A MELTED CANDLE, I STAYED A LIGHT FOR 14 HOURS!! NO JOKE!

  10. Duarte

    Hey Dennis!

    Huge fan here ever since I read Frisk back when I was 15, and I’ve been following your Male Slaves and International Escort series for years now – huge fan of them!

    But for ages now, I’ve wanted to know – on what site do you get these for? I ask because I myself want to use it haha. Could you tell me, or is it an unrevealable secret?

    Greetings,
    Duarte.

    • Bob Murduck

      Did you ever find out? I’m curious too!

  11. Brian

    Hey Dennis,

    This is one for the books. ENOUGHALREADY is especially topical with yet another iteration of Batman coming out this week. But I think “Thanks for being attentive to the young people” is the loveliest line here. And Misanthrope’s right: a lot of real cuties today, too. Nice. I wouldn’t necessarily backpedal “Worst Person” but no, I don’t think you’d like it, and it hasn’t left much of an impression. That said, my father put on “CODA” tonight because it won big at the SAG Awards yesterday, and while I didn’t watch the whole movie, what I saw was so banal and generic that it made “Worst Person” seem like a masterstroke of imagination and invention by comparison. Also it was very funny to watch the SAG Awards while reading “Notes sur le Cinématographe”. That’s a beautiful and amazing and yes, life-changing book, obviously. Maybe the most coherent and convincing philosophy of filmmaking I’ve ever read. You really understand why he thought this was the only way to do it. (Which it isn’t, I’d maintain—I can’t think of any people who do, though.) I can perceive some of the ways it must have influenced your own writing, too, despite literature being such a completely different medium. “Bois de Boulogne” continues to linger. That’s a really wonderful movie. Very odd to watch the early gestations of his style cross-pollinate with a classy conte cruel. Like narcotized melodrama. And for someone who later totally rejected Dreyer and even produced the definitive anti-Dreyer “Joan of Arc”, that big close-up at the end is so intriguingly Dreyer-esque to me. Lot to think about. My week began by shooting that film exercise my group had to do for class. It was a nightmare. Our first time using the equipment, and I’m completely consumed by the fear that we did something wrong with the F-stop or focus or lensing or frame rate or something and that the images will come back looking like mud when they get developed. I really really hope that won’t happen. Not that I had much control over the actual shooting, anyway. I was just the producer for this assignment, and the director and the cinematographer seemed weirdly blasé/formless about what they were looking for, and I don’t know if it’ll add up to an actual workable film in the end. But I’m abstaining myself of responsibility for this one. It’s a learning process, anyway. Maybe your week started less stressfully than mine did? Fingers crossed.

  12. Brandon

    Hey Dennis, Glad the bookstore lived up to it’s promise, lots of great little bookstores I used to go to closed down in recent years near me so I’ve been cherishing all that are left or that I can find. I’m studying film theory and criticism currently, in a slow semester right now with only three classes so it’s nice because it gives me more time to draw and write and dance. Speaking of dancing, funniest thing happened, I was dancing and jumping around in my room to the song Drunk Walk Home by Mitski and I accidentally punched my light fixture. There’s maybe an inch long gash on the side of my wrist with a big chunk of flesh missing, not lots of blood though. Had to get five stitches, and I’ve never had stitches before so I’m kind of stoked haha. I made it for Theorem but I was so exhausted from the day I decided to go home before the second film started, they’re adding a bunch of his movies on criterion channel soon I think though. Your week off to a good start? Hope you have a nice, enjoyable evening. More later.
    -Brandon

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