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4 books I read recently & loved: Gary J. Shipley Warewolff!, Eileen Myles Afterglow (a dog memoir), Ella Longpre How to Keep You Alive, Matthew Rohrer The Others

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David Hoenigman: Who or what has influenced your writing?

Gary J. Shipley: A love of solitude and the study of philosophy.

DH: How has your environment/upbringing colored your writing?

GS: C^0 is set primarily in the small seaside town in which I was brought up, and is peopled, in part, with individuals that have at one time or another inhabited the place. The rest of my books deliberately exclude almost all reference to locations you’d find on a map, or people that’d bleed if you cut them.

DH: Is there a message in your work that you want readers to grasp?

GS: Borrowing a fragment from Heraclitus, I’d say one of the key messages is that “[t]he hidden attunement is better than the obvious one.” I am celebrating enigma as an end in itself, an all-pervasive telos: the tangled spine of metaphysics, morality and aesthetics – enigma as driving force and (hidden) end. Like Heraclitus, I too write in the hope that my words will not be taken only in one sense (that which is most apparent), but that their variant senses will open up new, and possibly more rewarding, territories. C^0 and Theoretical Animals are the two novels in which this desire is expressed most concretely, as both books feature their own warped duplicates.

DH: What do you mean by warped duplicates?

GS: I mean that in both cases the text of the first half of the novel is used again, its original message manipulated and distorted, constantly taking the reader back into the work.

DH: What book are you reading now?

GS: In addition to various philosophical texts, I am reading the book I am always reading: Fernando Pessoa’s The Book of Disquiet.

 

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Gary J. Shipley’s articles @ Fanzine
Gary J. Shipley, Four Texts
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Gary J. Shipley Warewolff!
Hexus Press

  • ‘A lyric, sick-humoured and immoral morass of a novel told through reportage from the least-illuminated corners of the human condition, Warewolff! is a lexicon-in-pieces. Amalgamating nuclear warfare, Paris Vogue, and ‘lavish deformities’, it merges bold experimentation with a literary sensibility and a pitch black, plague-bearing playfulness.’ — Hexus Press

‘Beyond horror or the fictional… these convulsions and reassignments called up from dark time can be thought of as twenty-first century probabilities: those current realities of public dreaming that we accept as our present conditions’ — David Toop

‘JG Ballard on crack — Stewart Home

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Excerpts

FLAK MOUTH

I flirt with the dogs without teeth. I don’t run so fast. I walk as fast as that. I masturbate my message across pictures of women I see on the street. Pictures of women whose cone cells are made from pictures of other, different women. Women born folded down the middle. I troll my own disintegrated hunger. Its laser beam’s a gag. The drains are shouting. The airway’s open and empty and polluted that way. I have all the composure of a ballgown stuffed with birds.

 

INSTAGRAMMING LANA DEL REY’S BRAIN

We were underweight and filled ourselves from their fridges. Found some Third World vanity in the proliferation of mirrors. And it was fun for a while, ventriloquizing the head – working that fabulous mouth with our unsanitary hands. We had it lip-synch to Video Games. Some of us fans sang along. Knew the words like we knew now how 3-D was paraplegic. For one of us, finding her dead was a balcony job. He’d delayed it a few seconds to take off his shoes and socks. There by the edge, toes in line with the railing, off-white socks spilling out the tops like pig offal. She was a new kind of dead. A bit much to take at first. The eyes undiminished: tasered eggs of jet-lagged light. Her thin arms embalmed in soft furnishings. Not a single contusion on her. The victim of a planned kidnapping waiting to be set free. They were all gone in that block. The ballooned faces, the rods and cones of their eyes dead: a frozen sitcom of pearlized PoWs inflated with advanced kidney failure. The rich still put to sleep in different ways. For all its seeming blindness it knew the difference. But she was different still and barely dead. Hers was a Pixar death. A death lived out in pap-shot frescoes and aborted sex tapes. Like her soul had been adopted by the dream of some found footage confirmation of God. A death that stayed warm, that needed feeding and watering. A death with its own version of sleep. Worried about the onset of muscle waste, we got her up on her feet. Dragged her through chicanes of sofas and low tables. The girls force-fed her liquidized croissants through a straw. We all examined her for signs of recent surgery. Lacking reasons to leave, we stayed a week. Got down beneath the wetware of humans. Found her skin spray tanned on the inside. Her skull made of clear Perspex, its folded contents custom-made for a series of square frames. The cortex gleamed like glazed cow intestines, and it was a while before we saw the need for filters. Once we started we did them all: X-Pro II, Lo-Fi, Sutro, Toaster, Hefe, Inkwell, 1977… Some of us thought we saw a smile emerge from the evicted contours of her face. By the end we noticed her fingers becoming stiff like Barbie legs.

 

SQUELCH LIGHT

He came to us blaming the light. And we listened. He said he had no stories. That stories murder now to feed tomorrow. He had the proof of himself, he said. He warned against its given source. But no need to live like grubs in the earth. There were acceptable funds of illumination: refractive and artificial. He measured the room’s many mirrorings and passed for satisfied. He removed his gloves and showed us the arrested rot in his fingers. We were told to cultivate our hair. He took us back to the blood spill of Aztecan myth. He’d rather worship, he said, something he could control. Powerlessness and prayer were not coextensive. He’d done experiments and now all the cats he kept outside were made of wolves, the rats all spoiling in dogs. Even the lost women of Srebrenica got solarized in the spiel. We waited on North Korea, Somalia, and Syria, and they arrived, their fallen dismantled by the sun. And before any of us could come back we had his tactics for battle: rituals of bagheaded sodomy and localized cutting. There was a lag as he presented the fetus, plucked and reassembled, we were told, from 100 tins of corned beef. By its size we guessed it not long shy of full-term. Its eyelids stitched together with fishing line. To protect its sight, he said, stop it going blind. The skin was so pale it seemed to glow. In his gloved hands a miniaturized mass of squirming light. We became suspicious about the integrity of its rays. One by one our hands became blindfolds. We could hear him laughing. Its pitch began to spike. There was a gurgle that became a cackle. When I opened my eyes I could see the fingers inside my fingers.

 


Paul Cunningham ‘The Face Hole by Gary J. Shipley’


The Tongue-Tied Mystic: Aaaarrrgghhh! Fuck Them! Fuck You!


An asemic poem by Gary J Shipley & MK JCBSN

 

 

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‘If you’ve read Eileen Myles before, you know that her new book, “Afterglow: A Dog Memoir,” is surely not going to be “Marley & Me” or “The Art of Racing in the Rain.” You’ll laugh, and you’ll cry, yes, but you’ll also think hard, as you work to pull together the many disparate, cosmic, and charming notions Myles sets forth.

‘In other words, this poet-novelist isn’t taking a bath in sentimentality about the loss of Rosie, the pit bull whom she rescued as a pup in the East Village of New York in 1990. Instead, with her quicksilver intellect and her whimsy fully engaged, Myles explores the parallels between “Dog” and “God,” whether Rosie, who died in 2006, is her father reincarnated, the existential strangeness of receiving a cement paw print of your dead dog, and how Rosie may have envisioned her. “Afterglow’’ is a challenging read that spirals up into big and little thoughts all inspired by her beloved companion, bringing in seemingly unrelated topics along the way such as the “self-war” of Kurt Cobain, libraries, gender identity, Abu Ghraib, George W. Bush’s farts, and, at some length, sea foam.

‘The book is structured as a series of essays, each somehow linked to the bond between dog and owner, many written in unconventional memoir formats, including science fiction, poetry, and interview. My favorite chapter, “Goodnight, Sweet Queen,” is an annotated list of Rosie-related things that Myles plans to toss in the aftermath of Rosie’s passing, including a plastic cone, dog painkillers, and a dog raincoat that still smells like her. The objects trigger memories, such as a blue food bowl that reminds her of throwing tomato sauce over Rosie’s food: “[B]ecause your face was white the orange sauce would stain your maw and you looked stupid plus beautiful. Sauce is makeup around these parts.” Throughout the book, Myles’ punctuation plays by its own rules, forcing us to sound out her sentences as we read them.

‘Humor is embedded in all of these chapters, not least of all the one named “The Rape of Rosie.” It’s an uncomfortable story about the time Myles tried to breed 2-year-old Rosie with a dog named Buster in her New York apartment. “It was sex that was impossible to ignore, yet bureaucratic somehow,” she writes. The scene, followed by Rosie’s nonstop gas, is indelible. Likewise the scene in “The Order of Drinking (3-D)’’ of Rosie disappearing at a meeting of what Myles calls “the club,” Alcoholics Anonymous. Myles is in the audience pondering just how brilliant her response to the speaker will be — “Surely I will be lauded and since I am true poet my language nature will inevitably vibrate on a higher subtler plane” — when she realizes the missing Rosie may well have pooped somewhere in the room.’ — Matthew Gilbert

 

Eileen Myles Site
Eileen Myles @ Twitter
Eileen Myles: ‘People just have to blow it up. That’s what I’ve done for 30 years’
Shining a Light on Eileen Myles
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Eileen Myles Afterglow (a dog memoir)
Grove Press

‘Prolific and widely renowned, Eileen Myles is a trailblazer whose decades of literary and artistic work “set a bar for openness, frankness, and variability few lives could ever match” (New York Review of Books). This newest book paints a kaleidoscopic portrait of a beloved confidant: the pit bull called Rosie.In 1990, Myles chose Rosie from a litter on the street, and their connection instantly became central to the writer’s life and work. During the course of their sixteen years together, Myles was madly devoted to the dog’s well-being, especially in her final days. Starting from the emptiness following Rosie’s death, Afterglow (a dog memoir) launches a heartfelt and fabulist investigation into the true nature of the bond between pet and pet-owner. Through this lens, we witness Myles’s experiences with intimacy and spirituality, celebrity and politics, alcoholism and recovery, fathers and family history, as well as the fantastical myths we spin to get to the heart of grief.

‘Moving from an imaginary talk show where Rosie is interviewed by Myles’s childhood puppet to a critical reenactment of the night Rosie mated with another pit bull, from lyrical transcriptions of their walks to Rosie’s enlightened narration from the afterlife, Afterglow (a dog memoir) illuminates all that it can mean when we dedicate our existence to a dog.’ — Grove Press

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Excerpt

A dog shakes her way on a leash up a path and now she is gone. We see the empty path now with the wiggly hurricane fence coming up on the right and a green clump of bush frogged by lighter green leaves and below it all across in the dirt where paths and slopes meet but it’s light. Light meets everything and it’s where the color goes. It’s what’s left when it’s gone.

The dog is pooping now and it’s rude of us to watch the dog and the arched all fours of her state. The video is grainy so it’s hard to see detail, but we see the troubled look on her face: this is mine, so go away. Her tail uplifted is black, its tip is white.

Almost out of politeness the camera bounces and soon it is bouncing away. White and tan straw is surging like fireworks. The walk is melting away in the jangling camera work. And soon we’re on the path again and a common dark grey rock is as prominent and seductive as a jewel or a breast. We see dark green bushes and then we’re at the gate of the park. The dog stands in profile. Trees block her head. Her tail’s in the air, her shadow falls right next to her. Her entrance, her area is covered in light and the grass is bright green almost yellow and all that came before, the bushes and the way have cast an enormous shadow like the path we’ve just left and the past which is always gone.

The dog’s sniffy and we take this as an opportunity to look up: the trees of the park and the enormous possibility of day. We’re close on the dog, just her legs and her hind parts now. And then she’s further from us, turning left, her head slightly bowed (with age), her back sloped, and she drags her dark leash between her legs. The leash reminds us she is a reckless untrained and impetuous dog who does what she wants. She’s freely moving, sniffing and walking slow but it’s all one kind of jangle, like a rolling awkward dance, and we look up again to see the whole park. The houses and the hills looking down, the tall whitish trees and the explosion of green for smaller ones furthest away so the layered natural world holds us in this place. We examine the park in a circle like this is a crime. Everything is smoky and dusty which is another thing light does on a hot day when everything appears like mist.

It breaks for a moment and the shadows of the trees on the bright green grass look like a spidery hand. Puffy trees bob behind the houses, the whole complex of telephone poles and wires the houses just arched and arched and now the dog crawls past a couple of skinny trees and she dunks her head. She’s found a bit of food. Looks like a big clump of chicken, she’s eating it business-like like old people do; looking up for a moment her white face gazing. Suddenly a big mottled tree is jumping around. Flaying we see an aqua painted picnic table and we’re high on the delirium of shadows paint pot wild splashy dark grey no green like it’s lace all over the grass—tree to grass to tree to grass we’re bobbing finally landing on the stolid innocence of the stone picnic table framed in the valley of sun in the partially shrouded park. This is her throne room and she is either dog or day. We’re forced to look at that table again after prowling away for a moment. The older trees are speckled flecks of grey, a grey brown. And higher up what we call limbs tentacles and the full mushy cascade of leaves and some hazy stuff something dead. We go up and up and the browner and bluer and skinnier the tree goes it seems to darken in the pale blue sky. And single strands wave and flare out like, well, hair, or first I thought of a cat’s stray whiskers the unruly ones but these are heading for the sun. Then there’s nothing but blue a box of it and back to the fence. Where’s the dog. We’re examining the beige real estate behind the chain-link fence, evidently thinking about them and what they’ve got. Not even a walk. They live at the park.

We get her close now. In her animal print collar. We’re right on her dipping head, the rippling muscles behind her ear, the loose hair of the older dog. It’s her view: a flash of pink tongue and a lot of grass, soon there’s only grass a crew-cut, and it’s black and yellow and white you can see the grade, by the sunlight and shadows flashing off-on as she, a waving tail and a beige butt and those loopy legs are negotiating an excited run on a good day and she circles the tree itself; it’s ringed, its color and depth. For a moment you can see the marked slope of her back, its weakness but quickly cause why not she’s dipping into a female pee, an entire existence is making the letter, a mailman’s granddaughter she is.

She smiles because she’s happy galloping off jaw slack and the slopes of the park are a sea its variety enabling her watery legs to dance—with her rear legs getting a pass as the front does all the work and her ears in the air. The mottled tree blocks her and a surging carpet of grass fills the rectangle now cause we’re walking along following the dog I think.

 


Eileen Myles | Afterglow @ The Strand Bookstore


In Conversation: Lynne Tillman and Eileen Myles


Eileen Myles reads “My Revolution”

 

 

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Some of your work has involved that kind of play with texts, like your created dialogues between artists (Elliot Smith and Edna St. Vincent Millay or Joan Didion and Hunter S. Thompson); can you explain what you find so appealing about ‘the dialogue’ as a form? Is this a new genre, or are there underappreciated classics of the dialogue?

Oh yes—Manuel Puig was a huge influence. Camus’s one-sided dialogue in The Fall. And Beckett seems to be always speaking to someone else in an empty room. The dialogues usually begin as an internal conflict, or a really heated imaginary argument with a friend—or when I come across texts that speak to each other, like the Smith and Millay “essay.” I wrote that one morning, reading Millay while listening to Elliot Smith; I realized that they sounded like two lovers on the way out of a relationship with their teeth bared a little.

You’ve also written that reading is itself a sort of dialogue, a collaborative effort between readers and writers. How much work should readers have to do to meet their authors? Is there a unique pleasure in trying to read something very opaque or demanding?

I think of reading as an archaeological activity. Uncovering something that’s been dormant for some period of time. But also because reading began, for me, as something you did on the floor in the hallway when a movie was on, or in a park after lugging a backpack of books on your bike. Reading can be physically arduous, even while it’s an unprecedented pleasure.

What literary strategies do you use in your own writing to help readers with challenging or unfamiliar territory?

I usually write for readers who are willing to do a certain amount of work. Sometimes I try to write pieces of cake or something very pleasurable and beautiful and it doesn’t really work—writing that feels right for me usually feels like doing math. But I do try to make some kind of offering or gift for the reader, because the acts of writing and of reading are really one continuous activity that requires both reader and writer as collaborators.

Are there common braids running through everything you write, or themes you find yourself constantly revisiting?

I don’t envision a theme for my writing, but I usually end up writing about loss, something that’s been lost. I’m getting fatigued by it, actually, and try to write things that are more fun, or angry, or obscene. But it works better for me when obscenity is a backdrop for loss. God, I hate that.

Obscenity is an interesting concept. When Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart was asked to define obscenity, he wrote that he “could never succeed in intelligibly doing so” but “knew it when [he] saw it”; can you give us that intelligible definition of obscenity, at least as it relates to your work?

Obscenity isn’t just, “you know it when you see it”— it’s also, “you know it when you say it.” Obscenity, to me, is almost sacred. It’s a powerful tool that is often all the powerless have, or it’s what the powerful deem the words of the powerless to be.

 

Ella Longpre Site
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THE EVENT VANISHES
Ella Longpre @ goodreads
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Ella Longpre How to Keep You Alive
Civil Coping Mechanisms

‘How does one stay alive? This book asks the impossible question of how one maintains a separation between past and present, memory from self, and inheritance from present body. As objects and gestures from various chronologies collapse and conflate, as in dreams, one might then ask, what do our dreams tell us about our lives? Blurring the boundaries of fiction and nonfiction in a way that mirrors the attempt to capture what it is like to survive and to persist, How to Keep You Alive absorbs and sees the world through a lens of violence and trauma while struggling to maintain a present life in a body that continues to resist, to touch, to create rituals, to see, and to render the unseeable visually brilliant so the unsayable becomes a prayer. This book is that prayer.’ — CCM

‘I’ve never read a book like this in my life and I love that so much I could scream. Ella Longpre’s How to Keep You Alive is a genre bomb love letter to identity dissolution and reformation. I think I held my breath a few times when I felt lyric language kissing the fact of a body, meanings coming apart but then reassembling kind of like the dance that creation and destruction make. Or, more precisely, when we go to tell the story of our lives and our bodies we find that what can be storied can be destoried and restoried. That’s the beauty and terror of memory meeting body meeting language. This storymaking will undo you in the best way, and restory you toward a difference you didn’t know lived in you. We could use that right now. It could save our lives.’ — LIDIA YUKNAVITCH

‘Like a lucid past life learned of through aura photography, Ella Longpre’s exquisite fragmentation unearths the liminal locations that mediate our psychic being, mapping out a haunted pyramid-like map of what exists between the ephemeral and the timeless, technology and fiber, life and death. How To Keep You Alive indeed recovers a mystic, arcane air we by now need front and center more than ever.’ — BLAKE BUTLER
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Excerpt

A house wrapped in contact paper. This rag is ten years of dust. Stacking cans of salted pork from the government in the cupboard. Rooms cleaned everyday by noon, someone might want a tour of the trailer.

This poverty distinguishes from the other kind: there are friends’ houses where I can’t go because bugs, because disease. is poverty insists itself a temporary lapse: it doesn’t belong to the other kind, at least not for long. The myth of this lapse, of poverty’s limited duration, articulated in our gaze outward, our aspiration to acreage. e weekly expansion / contraction of a savings account. The three piece suits haggled over at Salvation Army. Wheels on a house hidden by sheet metal skirt. e skirt torn, the myth disproven. Disproven by transgenerational inertia: the bitterness, illness, malnutrition, injury accumulated in the body, surfacing later, poking out through decades of second-hand clothes accessorized by education, gauzy at the seams.

They will reverse the trajectory a er the farm fails, we will nd ourselves behind the counter at a dry cleaners, a smoke shop, a Burger King. Desperation: sliding bills out of a register when no is looking. Paranoia: slowly feeding them back in. Fist slipping into a deep fryer, skin floating in a tub of water, stamped, She will never be able to wear a watch over the pink and white tattooed sleeve.

We wear our poverty and no is so distinguished by what she wears as a woman, that is, someone who is hunted. I am wrapped in contact paper, I am clean.

 

A piece of paper, ripped in three. Edges curling, the back is red. Writing hidden behind red. Some substances identified only by their response to heat.

 

You thought you were like your grandmother, her collection of madonnas, filling a room.

 

Often on the edge of escape I stay to protect the smaller bodies that haven’t yet been marked. Then something followed me down the hall this morning. The vent in the kitchen, inflating my skirt with warmth, in the hall a demon or some guide compressing the hairs behind my knees, compelling me toward the bathroom.

TV theme songs pulsing, concentric rings emanating through walls to my bed. Incomprehensible drone, a litany of threat. What remains of a song stripped of melody.

Sleeping under the pull out couch, sleeping on the trundle bed, an aerosol can (hairspray) hidden under the pillow. A hammer hidden under the pillow. Brothers sleeping on cushions. In the dream, the Mother has no eyes, I peel her egg shell covering. Morning, shadows moving on the oor. Something follows me down the hall. The locked door at the far end. Reaching the same point, and returning.

A concrete porch that bulges in winter. Peeling stairs. Something that could be a pipe or a bell, emerging from a broken tile. Stones dotted with weeds, cigarette butts. Wires everywhere, bisecting the lawn, delineating trapezoids part aluminum siding part sky. The clearing: I stop here, and wait. A broken light post, taped. Tape peeling. Edge moving, slightly. Trembling.

 

 

 

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Elsbeth Pancrazi: Why a novel in verse/long poem? What writers do you consider the masters of this form?

Matthew Rohrer: One reason, and maybe the best reason, for ‘why a novel in verse’ is why not, right? I mean, I’ve written some other books. I’ve written lots of poems. I also love stories. I think there’s no question that I was thinking of the way people accepted things like this from poetry in the past. Byron’s Don Juan, or Coleridge’s “Kubla Khan” or “Christabel,” or Keat’s “The Lamia” were all things on my mind. Someone recently told me that one of the sections reminds him of the long Shelley poem “Julian and Maddalo,” which couldn’t make me happier. Part of what I love so much about those books is the sheer imagination invested in them. I also love more modern long poems too, of course—Bernadette Mayer’s Midwinter Day—I read that all in one sitting on Midwinter Day by the way—or Whalen’s Scenes of Life at the Capital—but the difference is, those are much less imaginative in the old fashioned sense of storytelling, and that is what I wanted to do with The Others, to tell stories.

EP: How did you start The Others?

MR: I started it with what is now a scene in the middle—oddly perhaps for a book whose structure is a day-in-the-life. I started with a real-life experience I had in the workplace, which I think at the time I thought was so boring and un-imaginative that it would definitely demand my full attention to get it going.

EP: Is there something about storytelling and poetry combined that gives you extra power? In other words, what can stories do in poetry that they can’t do in prose?

MR: Well I think it’s just more surprising now to see stories in poetry. We expect it in prose of course. But people don’t expect to pick up a book of poetry and get an exciting adventure story, for instance, like they did with Byron’s “Childe Harold.” So I think ironically there’s a sort of revolutionary excitement to going back to that—to putting story and poem together in a way that used to be unquestioned, but has dwindled away.

 

Matthew Rohrer @ Poetry Foundation
Writing as a Kind of Improvisation: Matthew Rohrer in Conversation
Two Poems by Matthew Rohrer
AN INTERVIEW WITH MATTHEW ROHRER
Buy ‘The Others’

 

Matthew Rohrer THE OTHERS
Wave Books

‘A gripping, eerie, and hilarious novel-in-verse from poet Matthew Rohrer. In a Russian-doll of fictional episodes, we follow an entry-level publishing assistant over the course of a day as he encounters ghost stories, science fiction adventures, Victorian hashish eating, and robot bigfoots. Rohrer mesmerizes with wildly imaginative tales and resonant verse in this compelling love letter to storytelling.’ — Wave Books

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Matthew Rohrer reads


Leo Chang: “Dog Boy” by Matthew Rohrer


Matthew Rohrer, “Poem”

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Paul Cabine, Hi, Paul! Thanks a lot for coming in! Ah, yes, if it’d been a snake, it would have bit me, as my mom used to say, Thanks, man. Take care. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. It is indeed, i.e. Steve’s piece. Your costume is a little scary for me, and nothing usually scares me. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Yes, your Argento piece is extremely fine. Your pride in its deeply founded. Kudos. It enriched and reshaped my thinking re: his work. Thank you. I really hope the Village Voice gig pans out. Even with the canceling of the print version, I think a lot of the writing at the VV is really top notch these days. Curious about/wary of the new Todd Haynes, as always. How is it? Oh, I was mistaken about the new Godard opening here today. What’s opening today is a long lost film by Godard from the mid-60s that only showed once on TV and hasn’t been seen since, so that’s plenty exciting in and off itself, but apparently his new film is not quite ready. No, I never dress up for Halloween. I’m a looky-loo in that sense. No, when you do a general search for celebrity/Halloween costume images, the controversial ones come up on top for, I guess obvious reasons. ** MANCY, Hey, S! Yeah, it makes a lot of sense to me that you would appreciate Grandrieux’s work. I think he would really like your work too. There’ve been longstanding vague plans for he and I to meet, and I’ll alert him to your work when that happens. Yesterday I saw some of the raw footage from Mark G’s and Kiddiepunk’s recently shot film, and it looks amazing. Take care, man. ** Dóra Grőber, Hi! Yeah, in the real world that costume party would be my idea of hell, which made it it a cool thing to throw in unreality. Well, yeah, having confidence in something you’ve made is the best. I hope the reaction doesn’t put a dent in that, fingers crossed. Thanks for the mss. report. Good, it’s still looking for its home. Obviously, don’t let yourself get too stressed about the rejections, if you get any more of them. As I always say, my first novel ‘Closer’ got twenty-something rejections before a publisher accepted it. My day was, hm … Well, I am writing from my new laptop, which is very cool. This new thing which I guess they put on all new laptops where when you hit a key it makes a fake ‘click’ sound is odd. Typewriter nostalgia or something? Otherwise, we did the sound work we needed. I went to Michael Salerno (and Bene’s) place and looked at some raw footage of his new film, which he just shot in Switzerland, and it looks gorgeous. Not much else. I realized I’m super tardy in buying my plane tickets to go to California for that literary conference and reading I have to do, so I stressed about that and will force myself to buy the tickets today. Stuff like that. I hope that whatever Wednesday offers you, it feels like a grand prize. How was your day? ** Sypha, Hi. No surprise on your faves, ha ha. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. No, it’s not just you. When I was putting it together, I kept thinking, ‘Why am I doing this?’ Very, very best of luck on getting that award money! ** Corey Heiferman, Hi, Corey. Welcome, hello! Ha, my thought was that if I pretended I was Buzzfeed, my sensibility would magically imbue my picks or something, so cool. I almost pick that Conway/Trump image, but my nausea got the best of me. Yep, you nailed the ennui very well. Ha, wow, that UCLA party that I brushed by in that article. Much more the speed, but I did feel touristy. Thanks, Corey. Please come back as often as the mood strikes. ** Misanthrope, Thanks, G. That makes sense re: George Hamilton, right. ** Right. Today I present you with four more books that I recommend to any of you who are looking for awesome things to read. See you tomorrow.

Meet NaughtybutGhastly, GodBod, Analinguist, TheChrist, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of September 2017

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1FinalChance, 18
Looking for a youngish guy 20-35 to emotionally break me for real and permanently, bring me to uncontrollable tears and mental disarray and verbal babbling from which I will never recover through physical, emotional and mental abuse. I want to become someone who needs to be committed to an insane asylum for life, but I want the asylum to be your house. Been running away from my insanity all my life and I think I can’t run away any more.

Comments

dehumane – Sep 18, 2017
hi, first you are the cutest boy i have ever seen in my entire life, and second the fact that you are insane makes you so perfect for me i feel like i can hardly breathe.

got that out of the way, my interest in capturing and keeping a cute, mindless boy has been getting stronger and stronger, from studying hypnosis to stockpiling sleeping pills to slip into a boy’s soft drink to learning witch curses and incubus to wanting to take a boy at every opportunity. am a realist though i realize that cute boys will be reported missing and there would be police searches and so on but still can’t get the thoughts of having a boy, and now you and only you, to rape and torture all day and night for rest of our lives while you babble incoherently out of your head in a state of constant confusion and delirium.

will try and add more as i immerse myself deeper in this uncontrollable desire to have you, but if you want to chat say hi!


 

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NaughtybutGhastly, 22
I’m new to being around a bunch of Pervs. I have similarities, but I think I qualify as a “Baby-Perv” for now.

I’m going to need a little money for whatever happens, but the money I earn here will be used to improve my appearance.

I am, considering my age and despite how much care I put into my appearance, quite naive and somewhat immature.

More importantly, I always get pretty excited before sex and a bit afraid, and I am very anxious about how I taste.




 

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ConcerningTeenSlaveAdam, 19
i am here looking for the right daddy and lover to serve and share my life with for the rest of my life, i am not into game or cyber please you need to understand the fact i am only seek for a daddy that is ready and willing to love me forever.

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Anonymous – Aug 24, 2017
Adam committed suicide on 19.07.2017




 

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Humblemanservant, 18
I am looking for a position as a butler and valet in a formal household, serving a distinguished gentleman. I am Julian and already 18 years. Probably. You might think I’m too young for a valet and butler, but I have it.

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BLACKDIAMONDS – Sep 3, 2017
What if one day you wake up and all this happening are just a dream and you are actually a whale?

 

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formerghost, 23
look and think and talk like a cute young guy with dude tendencies. but i’m not. yep my vagina is an ass. as is my old fashioned ass. so make do.

no kissing! kissing is something female. i have left it behind.

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formerghost (Owner) – Sep 22, 2017
doubt it man

FEEDTHESADIST – Sep 22, 2017
I’m just looking for sexy people like you, I’m a heterosexual guy. Borostàs and my hands are furry I do not shave! Hairy hairless.you are virgin or you are having sex with a guy who is absolutely heterosexual! And I guarantee you will not do it. In a message and what i am in it and youl probably fall in love with me (happens a lot) and why not for some reasons.

formerghost (Owner) – Sep 20, 2017
deff man

Mister_INsanity – Sep 20, 2017
We should get together, I’d love to fist you.

formerghost – Sep 20, 2017
not yet man

Mister_INsanity – Sep 20, 2017
You into getting fisted?



 

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GodBod, 19
Looking for a feeder to take me from my skinniness to hugely fat. Interested?

I’m not going to shave my body. You want a boy or a girl? A boy.

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mafood44 – Aug 31, 2017
Food is good for gay. I like gay.

 

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Analinguist, 24
I’m a Uni student in Melbourne Australia just coming to realise that the things I enjoy are kinks! Coming here and discovering that there is language to describe these sensations is tremendously empowering! Checking out the profiles of all you lovely people and discovering Fetishes I never thought could even be possible has also been an eye-opening experience! Like … Voyeurism! This is a new one for me. I’m just realising this is the name for what I’ve felt for a while but maybe misidentified as curiosity or nosiness!

I’ll probably have a million questions for you people, but for now I just have one to start. Am I bear? I’m not fat or hairy at all, and I don’t want to get fat, so does that mean I can’t be a bear even if I really want to?

 

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DragonButt, 20
I like to describe myself as a wierdo kinky furry twink dragon bottom and professional annoyance. I’m easily entertained, but not easy or entertaining. I am currently under a hypnotic spell put on me by a sicko who has since disappeared so I think I will be like this forever. I was a college student with a passion in the medical field before. Feel free to ask to do anything. It never hurts to say yes, unless you have anxiety… like me.

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TOpsam – Sep 14, 2017
hey this is sam i. m having fun in my life call me



 

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TheChrist, 19
**** IM GIVING AWAY MY TEEN SLAVE FOR A 24/7 LIFE AS SHORT A LIFE AS POSSIBLE. IF YOU ARE A REAL MASTER LOOKING TO TAKE A TEEN TO THE END…ASK ME FOR MORE INFO..
DON’T WASTE MY TIME IF YOU ARE FANTASISING

It is in Brazil with me and must be picked up. 2 hours drive from Rio. It has disrespected me for the LAST FUCKING TIME. You must guarantee VIOLENCE, TORTURE, SACRIFICE, FINAL, LONGPIG. IT MUST NOT SURVIVE.

In Brazil no one gives a fuck. It’s just another piece of garbage. It’s got nothing, no one, zero. YOU GOT NO RISK.

YEH ITS A CUTE BOY, FUCK OFF!!! IF YOU WANNA SEX..HIRE A RENT BOY, THIS HERE IS JUST FOR VIOLENCE AND EXECUTION.

 

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Icicle, 18
A curious boy who is obsessed with being cold. I like to wear short shorts especially during the dead of winter. It is perfect to be frozen by the strong winter wind. I love to tolerate cold, after all – Cold showers in winter, lie in the snow wear skimpy clothes, enjoying chilling with no central heating on! I also love standing in heavy downpour!

During sessions: No ’emergency’ heat! Nearest clothes at least 1/2 hour walk. No photos.



 

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LittleWilly4inch, 22
Careful Small Content.
Currently owned, my master understandably isn’t interested by what’s in the front of my underwear so he allows me to share that and that only. Sorry that it isn’t much…
My guess is my master made me create this profile because he wants men to humiliate me but I didn’t ask him.
Could be he’s using me instead to bait masters who are into little penises to get horny about mine.
He tells me he’s not looking to share my little junk for real but he’s lied to me before.

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ac00911145 – Sep 21, 2017
Imagine: you tied up in every which way possible with an explosive cock ring on, drugged with Viagra. Me, the villain putting you in that predicament. Or, maybe the hero. Untying you will set it off. Taking the tape off your mouth will set it off. Trying to remove the cock ring will set it off.

Yeah, I might be evil, but I’m creative.

jay72 – Sep 16, 2017
kind of a shy dork until someone flips my switch and you just did. expect a message.

roguefo – Sep 11, 2017
Never seen a dick I didn’t want to suck. Lick around the head and then suck it into my mouth. I think you will like it.




 

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tryingtobeagoodboy, 24
My foot hurts

Otherwise tell ya later bro



 

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torturevictimkid, 19
Love the feeling of the handcuffs clicking around my wrists.

Love the taught rope binding my body immobile.

Love the intensity of the blindfold and gag being put into place.

Love the sound of my own screams.

I cannot host, so you must or we can find a shitty motel room.

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Shape007 – Sep 8, 2017
You only for me!!!!!! You are here for me!!!!!!!!!

Slapyourface2017 – Sep 2, 2017
Hello slave!
I love giving slaps on the face the most. I am a master with a unique pair of hands. Intensity, sharpness, force and sting of the slap varies based on the interest of my hands and the technique used. I’d love to have your hands tied behind and slap your face mercilessly while you keep begging me to stop. Of course, you will suffer and cry and snot and tears and blood will streak your face but that’s what BDSM is all about.


 

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TracyWayneGacy, 24
Hereby I hope to make sure that you do not play your time when I have advised you in advance that this profile text is aimed at people who, like myself, place emphasis on finding the right to immerse themselves stuck together in an event where the black universe dominates.


 

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littlestitch, 19
Hi there (*・ω・)ノ

I’m stitch.
Welcome to my profile ^^

Big boy life
I’ve been playing the piano since I was 7 years old. I mainly play classical music :).

I’m a college student in Tourism. I like traveling, foreign cultures, and not to be forgotten, languages! I speak quite a few but still like to learn new ones ;3.

I am often shy at first, but that’s over in no time if I feel like I can trust you and if you’re a fun person :).

I’m very loving and caring but I easily get either very excited or very depressed. I’m not kidding about that, it’s a giant hassle for me and everybody around me.

Babyboy life
I’m age fluent, and really like regressing to either babyboy or toddler :D.

In littlespace I like watching cartoons and Disney movies. Other than those activities I might be coloring some cool drawings :D.
As a babyboy I like being fed, and really enjoy padded time (in my diapers).
But that’s not sexual to me ^^. It just feels right.

Cuddles and snuggles are great!! (≧◡≦) ♡ .
I keep big boy things away from littlespace, so please respect that.
(づ ◕‿◕ )づ

Pup stitch
I’m an Akita doggy, named Stitch :). I’m a stray omega.
I experience the ‘puppyplay’ as a real side of me that should be treasured!
When I’m Stitch I’m often very alert and playful, but I easily get tired…

It’s fairly easy getting into puppyspace (just a hooman’s scent can be enough) but difficult to get out, so it can take some time before human me is able to speak again ^^.

Dom/sub
I’m very submissive, but at the moment I’m unowned and cry a lot.

My main kinks depend on who I am at that time. Each of me is different and we don’t switch around ever.
Big Boy likes assplay, bondage, sensory deprivation.
Little Boy like mummification, serious blackout breath play.
Baby Boy likes rape and and fisting.
Pup stitch likes being beaten, tortured, giving head.

I’ve had many experiences already, but sadly enough not all good ones!


 

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iFyOuSeEkOnMe, 19
If you have a hairy arse I wanna eat it

*simples*




 

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IWantRevenge, 18
Disappear me. Give me tears, suffering and horror. My limbs amputated and my face maimed beyond recognition. When finished dump me on the doorstep of my ex-boyfriend. He’ll be sorry.

 

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smallchicken247365, 22
Seriously, every time I walk into a room full of my family members, I secretly hope that everyone there, grandparents all the way down to nieces and nephews, will pounce on me, strip me, insult my “ugly” body, rape me relentlessly, give me multiple enemas as if my insides were as much theirs as the rest of me, insert giant things into me and make me to push them out again according to some convoluted rules, and do anything else to me without any self-consciousness.

 

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VGLWM, 24
Make me unusable. New to this way of life and want to be used once and wrecked so bad I can’t be used again. Don’t say hi or hello I’m not worth that.

(As you can tell I change my profile once and while to coincide with my ever changing interests. I’ve gotten to the point where the more I explore myself the better I understand myself as a human.)

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195819271928 – Sep 1, 2017
I am a trained pro wrestler and want to step into the ring with you for a match with no rules. In my matches I wear black wrestling boots & black leather thong. During the match I will literally & severally beat you up and brutally rape you raw and fist you just to start. For me the more brutal the more sadistic & the more violent I am in a scene or wrestling match the more I absolutely love it. I guarantee you will be a permanently ugly piece of shit when I’m done.

Hamburger-Lover – Aug 28, 2017
i want to make whats inside you uninside you

Abrutalmaster – Aug 24, 2017
I AM YOUR WORST FUCKING NIGHT MARE!!!!!
white boys I TORTURE AND HUMILIATE THEM.
BEAT AND USE AS IF THEY WERE A TOILET
I NEED A WHITE HOUSE BOY AS WELL WHO CAN COME CLEAN MY APT
YOUR REWARD IS MY SIZE 11’S ON YOUR FUCKING NECK
THE white boy SHOULD BE BEATEN, HUMILIATED AND TAUGHT TO SERVE HIS SUPERIOR ARAB MASTER!!!!!
THE non Arab boy SHOULD BE GRATEFUL JUST TO BE IN MY PRESENCE
THE ONLY GOOD A white boy CAN DO IS SERVE HIS ARAB MASTER!!!
THERE IS NO MERCY TOWARDS THE white boy ever!!!!!
THE WHITE BOY IS THE DEVIL, HE IS WICKED AND IS IN NO POSITION TO EVER RECEIVE MERCY.
WHAT IS A WHITE BOY?
AN ARAB MANS BITCH!!!!!
24/7 CONTROL!!!!!
GET ON YOUR BACK DEVIL I MUST TAKE A SHIT

poco – Aug 14, 2017
I am a total fascist in the bedroom/house. I want to treat you like shit 24/7. Just not into any other kind of relationship, short or longterm.

Sexy, ex-mil guy. but I have my own life, and obligations, and that shit will have to be taken into account until my life solidifies around you.



 

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dunceboy, 24
Hi, i am a lazy, adult school boy dunce. Looking for any heavyset Grandpa/ Principle/ Headmaster over 60 yrs old to help me live 24/7 as a regressed, uniformed schoolboy, subject to punishments and kept busy doing elementary school work. I will do everything possible to be the best student except suck and fuck. NO FUCK NO SUCK! I have no time!

?? U.S. SOLDIER, International ??


 

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RicheyRich, 22
I’m a perverted little faggot that has become pass around slave from 13 yo. Taken punishments, extreme hard sex, taken in chain/cage, tortured, animal. Tired of the randomness, I must surrender to one superior master for total and irreversible programming to become extreme slave for no limits/no condition/forever. Travel, sign contracts, relocable all over the word in maximum 15 days. Can be whipped, modified, permanent damaged, subjected to severe brain drain till master is happy. No conditions. No limits. Extreme sadists welcome, slave traders welcome, perverted scientists for experiments welcome, lowlife fag bashers who crave no holding back welcome. No age limits, open to live like animal/prisoner/torture victim/death row inmate. Hope be relocated with no more connections to outside, also in very far countries. Beg for permanent body modifications, de-humanize, isolated, brainwashed till no return to normal life is possible. As inferior object i never write first.

Comments

RicheyRich – Sep 13, 2017
No.

timwla – Sep 12, 2017
I am so sick of all the slaves on this site proclaiming that they have no limits and then when you chat with them it turns they have more limits than a twink on OKCupid. You seem to think that’s a successful strategy to get enslaved but it’s not. It makes you no less pathetic than the guys in their 50s who put their age as 18. You seem particularly enthusiastic in your claim of no limits, so let me test you right here where everyone can see. If I invited you over and the minute you walked in the door I put a gun to head and blew your brains out, you would be into that?

 

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WorrierNOTWarrior, 18
Just an asexual Cosplay addict looking for a safe space to be me









 

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ihatemylife, 21
my life is yours
i have to organize my life if you want it

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justaboy – Sep 25, 2017
Im in high school. I really want you, but I don’t know if I want your life. Message me with what your life is like and Ill give my thoughts on it.

Azban – Sep 23, 2017
I’m scared to love because I’ve been hurt so many times.
I want a boy who will spend 24 hours a day with me until I learn to trust you.
It would be nice to have someone who would enjoy having sex with me, and of course with yourself.
If that’s not your bag, maybe we could dress up in superhero costumes? Or maybe you’ve got a better idea, since you’re so cute.
Most of all I don’t want someone to hear me, I want someone to listen to me.



 

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YouCanTakeThem, 22
If you want them I have some to give you.
I am a young but mentally sharp guy with irresistible cravings for castration preceded by severe CBT. I am also interested in feminization although I suspect that once I am un-boyed I will lose this interest.
I seek an aggressive, determined, persistent, laid back, perhaps a bit devious surgeon, amateur or pro, who really, really gets off on removing testicles after torturing them (especially) and cocks, and also if possible strapping, whipping, etc asses.
I want a Dad.
Ideally looking to do this tonight – after 10pm.

I have a girlfriend so absolute discretion is necessary.


 

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RavenousAss, 21
Name says it all.

Also looking for someone to deck me.


 

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Captive000, 20
I no longer hold a good connection with family who have rejected me for being too horny and good looking. I have no real friends for the same reason. I no longer trust anyone.

I believe the only way out for me is to become an isolated, totally helpless, sensory deprived permanent prisoner, but don’t expect me to ruin my life unless you demonstrate that you are also ready to ruin my life.

Please, no chat with other slaves. I’m bored by myself and everyone like me.

I almost forgot, I’m only looking for a very old, very fat man.

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Marshmallow – Sep 21, 2017
You never know the Unexpected turn in your life, Hence every decision u make should be thought over Thousand Times!

Life is too short & never know when it’ll end so fucking every one who wants us is something we should do..♥

To make the Change we need to Accept the Change & Change ourselves according to it. Then only the Change can be brought !

What goes around comes all the way back around

Why fall in love when you can fall asleep


 

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MummyBoy, 22
Hello to anyone I like to be mummified I want to do it with no air holes I know what that means I like I people with blonde hair and blue eyes. I know that I am a temptation so please make an attempt.

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THETRAGEDY – Sep 5, 2017
IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP AND SUFFER FROM MENTAL HEALTH LIKE DEPRESSION SUICIDE ANYTHING PLEASE REACH OUT TO ME IM HRERE FOR YOU YOUR NOT ALONE


 

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BoySwag, 20
I’m a young boy how maybe got one or the other kink(?) and how is eggier to try out many other kinky things, but sadly u don’t meet enough interesting and interested people in real life so maybe one of u guys can help me with my dilema? I’m a more slut kind of person
and I always kind of wished to try out some new stuff☺️(with wich I mean everything from ropes, wips, gags, giant toys?, etc.), so i thought this is the right place?? and I’m actually kind of open for everything, so just f*cking surprise me? (and I ain’t got no problem with stuff getting stuck inside me if u know what I mean?)
I’m very cute☺️??✨ and loyal if u treat me bad ? and rough ? and I always wanted to try out something like fist but never really got a opportunity to do so? maybe one of u can help with that ?

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SirJACZ – Sep 14, 2017
Dam, girl, you are the hungry bitch of my dreams ?.

Give you a used creamy loaded hole to eat and destroy.

Gonna make you a cum filled sloppy wrecked boy. Gonna FF your greedy hole and suck on your raw rosebud.

Surprise daddy with the raunch ???

MasterSpiritual – Sep 9, 2017
I am Married with a man, hiv pozz undetactable. I do hypnosis and i am a spiritualist.
I do reckon that many people in this life and particularly in this sexuality they have got attached a negative entity.
I can make this entities to leave and prepare ourself for a nice new way of undertanding these relatioship in positive.
I do no want to destroy you but just the oposite

YueVolfie – Aug 29, 2017
Wanna turn this angel into a pure blood werewolf.

Looking to turn him into a hell hound by force. Destroy the good in him and claim him for the forces of darkness. Watch as slowly he becomes the beast of my fantasy. Inject him steroids, growth hormones and wolf blood. Destroying his body so that his hell hound will come out to please me. Turn his teeth into fangs, etc.

I like to read dark and mythological books and stories. Also Zodiac Knights is my favorite anime. Sailor Moon, Card Captors, X-men, Yu-Gi-Oh!, etc. My hobbies is that I studied the stars in a astrological way.



 

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Attack_Me, 21
I occasionally get out to a local park to walk a mile or two. I can be found walking at Vista Del Camino park located at McKellips and the Indian Bend Wash in south Scottsdale.

 

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killmesuffocateme, 24
I like be hand smother and rubber gloves smother I like plastic bags over my head i like my head clingfilm and I like my head tape up I like strangle I like extreme no limit noose play hang me no safe world I like my face and lips turn blue and ⚰️

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Anonymous – Sep 13, 2017
that doesn’t quite explain it.

killmesuffocateme (Owner) – Sep 13, 2017
“The more I think about myself the more I’m persuaded that, as a person, I really don’t exist. That is one of the reasons why I can’t believe in any orthodox religion: I cannot believe in my own soul. No, I am a chemical compound, conditioned by environment and education. My ‘character’ is simply a repertoire of acquired tricks, my conversation a repertoire of adaptations and echoes, my “feelings” are dictated by purely physical, external stimuli.”

Anonymous – Sep 12, 2017
simple question: why?


 

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HomeworkServant, 18
I’m a submissive high school egghead and teacher’s pet type with a huge IQ who can provide free homework service for dominant men in colleges/universities. Homework? Essay? Research? You bet I will work my little ass off to make sure you get the grade you deserve. Why bother with this stuff when a lesser boy will gladly do it for you so that you may relax, enjoy yourself and get the best in life?

Please no “fake” assignments. Real students and real assignments. It turns me on to see my work graded and see you pleased with the result.

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HomeworkServant (Owner) – Aug 28, 2017
Because I’m that lame

loved_and_hated – Aug 28, 2017
why are u doing this?

HomeworkServant (Owner) – Aug 28, 2017
Thas meh

loved_and_hated – Aug 28, 2017
tyler?

 

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buffalo_boy, 21
I love watching porn and i am bi and love guys tying me up and fucking and playing with my bum with lube while i wank and think about my girlfriend and people i know.

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skinhead4u – Aug 22, 2017
I am a skinhead in finland. When I look at u i dream of kidnnapping u to van and driving away. No more u walking ever only crawling on floor/ground if that sounds ok ? My other dream is keeping u captive in some old building where no1 knows ur there only me and maybe one of my mates. I am an sexaddicted guy that on the outside live a normal hetro life but inside i scream.

buffalo_boy (Owner) – Aug 16, 2017
To clear up some confusion my name is because i live in buffalo, ny not because i am attracted to the animal buffalo.



 

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ieatfromurinals, 19
have plenty of wants but wont write a list of wants as no one cares what i want.


 

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2masters4slaves, 18
Hello i am a slave of 2 sadistic masters looking to add another slave to their collection it can be gay or straight doesnt matter they are wanting a slave between 18 to 19 (not a day older than 19) they are extreme this is for a permanent no way out position we all live in a home that is a torture chamber in kansas

(THEY WILL COME AND COLLECT YOU THEY HAVE AN OLD SCHOOL BUS REDONE INTO A PRISONER/SLAVE TRANSPORT IT EVEN HAS BARS ON THE WINDOWS) EXCEPT ON THIS TRANSPORT WE FOUR PRISONERS ARE KEPT BUTT NAKED AND WE SUFFER INSURMOUNTABLE HELL THE TRANSPORT DOESNT HAVE TINTED WINDOWS SO PEOPLE CAN SEE INSIDE OR NO A/C IT HAS 12 HEAT LAMPS IN THE BACK THAT THEY CRANK TO MAXIMUM EVEN IN SUMMER THE WINDOWS ARE SCREWED SHUT WE ARE TORTURED ON THIS TRANSPORT IT ALSO HAS ON BOTH SIDES SLAVE TRANSPORT WITH CONTAINS LIVE ANIMALS ON BACK THEY HAVE DIGITAL SIGN THAT READS WORTHLESS MALE SCUM IT WILL GIVE FIRST NAME AND LAST INITIAL AND AGE OF SLAVES AND WHEN THEY STOP AT REST AREAS WE PRISONERS ARE TAKEN INTO RESTROOMS NAKED AND FULLY SHACKLED NO MATTER IF PEOPLE ARE AROUND OR NOT

2 OWNERS
DAVE 47, KEN(SON)25

4 SLAVES
BRANDON that’s me (18 slave)former straight boy
CHAD (18 slave)former straight boy- in process of being sold to former sadistic high school coach for snuffing sale will be finalized 7/14/17 (why owners need new slave 2 replace him)
BRAYDON(21 slave) bi-sexual former college football player for D1 school
KARL (19 slave)gay cute look like a girl

Profile pics are of us slaves not the Masters. They chubby

THE FOLLOWING ARE THINGS WE OBJECTS ARE BEING SUBJECTED TO
BEATINGS(single tail,bull whip,flogger,crop,cane,paddles
SOLITARY CONFINEMENT
FULL PERMANENT BODY HAIR REMOVAL FROM HEAD TO TOE
HARDCORE ASS RAPING
24/7 SNUFF TRAINING to accept the inevitable
FORCED SUICIDE ATTEMPTS(ASK US ABOUT THIS)
FORCED DESTRUCTION OF ALL CLOTHING
FORCED SELLING OF ALL BELONGINGS
Water boarding
Extreme,painful and prolonged stretching on RACK
OBJECTS ARE EXPECTED TO DRINK PISS,SWALLOW CUM AND ON OCCASION EAT SHIT
ALL GAGS THEY OWN ARE ALWAYS SOAKING IN STALE PISS
EQUIPMENT THEY OWN
MID EVIL RACK (STRETCHES ARMS AND LEGS AND BALLS)
STEEL ELECTRIC CHAIR(COMPLETE WITH STEEL PUT PLUGS)
4 SOLID STEEL SLAVE CAGES BOLTED TO CONCRETE FLOOR
HEAT BOX
SOLITARY CONFINEMENT CELL
CATTLE PRODS
AUTOMATIC HOISTS
LASER HAIR REMOVAL MACHINE
SCAFFOLD WITH NOOSE AND DROP FLOOR
AND OF COURSE MANY OTHER THINGS OF PAIN AND TORTURE

The masters are not douchebags and they’re not crazy or insane.





 

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SacrificialLamb, 18
I’ve spent four hours with a wonderful dungeon master and discovered to my astonishment that I like being tied up, blindfolded, gagged, fucked, flogged, electroshocked, and borderline drowned in water.

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FlaggMan – Sep 18, 2017
Let it be felt from a handshake from you, that you want good one and you clear you are good.

Let a look of theirs spread it with you, for a beautiful thing you live, and you for you worthy to live.

 

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br0therFucker, 18
Incest is my kink for as long as I can remember. Brothers, cousins, father/son, uncle/nephew… Bros being my fav of course! My older brother and I started fooling around when we were little kids and it continued on for years and years… Until I was 16 and he went away to college. It was the best time of my life and the hottest sex I’ve ever had!!!!

Since he left I’ve become an experienced fake little brother. And all my fake older brothers until now had the same opinion which is that I was the greatest little brother they ever had!!!!

 

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R3HAB, 20
Interested (ONLY) in architorture. Looking for an architorct.


 

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Bottomwife, 22
HI! GOOD MORNING! GOOD AFTERNOON! GOOD EVENING!

Where to begin… I am here to find a husband. Like my name gives you guys a hint, my ultimate dream is to be a housewife. To have a traditional, dominating husband.

To some I may come out as being oldfashioned. But I dont care. People have different dreams, different ambitions. Mine is to love my husband. Wifes take care of their men and attend to their needs. Period. Always!

Bottomwifes like me, we can voice our opinions and be frustrated about something. But the ultimate decision lies with the MAN OF THE HOUSE. And it does not matter if I am frustrated or happy with his decisions. I will follow them.

This is a Man’s world. I am not a real man. And I fully accept that. I will never say no if he wants my ass. And if I ever say no, it is certain from day 1 that he is allowed to fuck it with force, extreme force if needed. A husband has a natural right to use what is rightfully his heavily and continually. It is not rape when it is your wife.

One last thing regarding pain. The thing that I most appreciate is the feeling, not just the pain, the feeling of my husband punching me in the face. It is one of the greatest feelings I can experience. Yes it is painful to some degree, but it is my husbands masculinity in its 100% form and his power over me. How can anybody not appreciate that. Love that?



 

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HypnoTrapped, 18
Make me forget what was and remember what wasn’t.

I have always wanted to go under, but have so far let doubts and anxiety stand in the way.

I am looking for a hypnotist, aged 40 or above, wishing to covertly penetrate my psyche and move its component parts around as he sees fit and for his own benefit.

I am hoping to withstand changes to my identity and memories, in the service of my future.



 

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Puptart, 19
Not really a slave… Not a pup. Just a username I’ve liked -.- I’m more of a terrible conversationalist who likes being outwitted then anything else…


 

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Robin, 23
Holy Kidnapping!

Got a huge bit of a an obsession for being captured and tied up as ‘Robin’ completely at the mercy of some devious villain who wants to take unchecked advantage of the situation! Who hasn’t had a fantasy of having ‘Robin’ captive in your lair getting raped by you and whoever else you decide and completely at your mercy right?

 

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Pinched, 19
Every year on September 18 I celebrate the anniversary of being raped at aged 12 and seeing my future life ruined forever. Since that day I have been terrified of intimacy and remain celibate except on the night of the anniversary. On that day I choose one man to make me relive that traumatic night. I will cry and scream very loudly. I work as a swimming instructor so any injuries you give me will need to look like something that could be caused by falling off my bike.



 

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Lookwhatyoumakemedo, 20
I’m a slutty bottom but I charge 100E for it, sorry. I don’t trust nobody!

Attention: if you are huge you have the right to discount!
-10% if cock between 19 and 20cm
-20% if cock between 21 and 23cm
-30% if cock between 24 and 26cm
-70% if cock more than 27cm

??TREES :))

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Lookwhatyoumakemedo (Owner) – Sep 27, 2017
Update- I’m about to be castrated, so updating this profile in preparation for me being a eunuch, I’m excited.

Lookwhatyoumakemedo (Owner) – Jul 12, 2017
Update- I am now only looking for a year round client (sorry if that’s the wrong word). So year round only and available just on weekends. We can negotiate the tariff but it will be around 9000 dollars.


 

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Lovemyself, 21
I’m a pretty wimp into being bound and blindfolded and being rough fucked and bred all day and all night by one to 40 men and getting filmed but I don’t like being killed and what not.

(I am a student in a prestigious university. I am a model as well and if you’re doubtful, I can show you my calling card.)

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Lovemyself (Owner) – Sep 2, 2017
Hi Joe ?

Joe – Sep 2, 2017
I ve fucked him for 3 years and wouldn t miss one of his free for alls
from day 1 this kid has been the biggest fuck whore I ve ever seen
i once watched him get fucked and abused for hours on before he was thrown naked, dripping in cum and tied up into the trunk of the car of a master who had rented him for a few hours of more sex slavery I d assume

So much looking forward to Saturday night Kiddo

4stupidfaggots – Aug 31, 2017
Stupid faggot with very low self esteem, yum.

MarcoFatDick – Aug 29, 2017
I fuck only rare because at many it is not possible to take my huge fat gigantic dick without terrible damaging but I want it with you because I don’t care!



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SickCunt, 18
Looking for a fag to spend all their money on me. Might get something in return but not promising anything.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. If you discover any good VR stuff, let me know. Everything I’ve seen in that genre/format has seemed very primitive/tricky. ‘The Hateful Eight’ is the only Tarantino I haven’t seen, but I’ve liked all of his films to one degree or another except ‘Death Proof’ which seemed kind of tossed off, but, even so, which has a terrific Kurt Russell performance. I don’t know, my instinct is that him doing the Manson family is promising, depending on the angle of course. I think he can very good working with an ensemble cast of oddball characters, and that grouping and the Spahn Ranch and the celebrity encounters and so on seems well suited to him assuming the film is more about the ‘family’ dynamic than about the murders themselves, which is my guess. I miss the days when Wong Kar-Wai was making really exciting films. He was on such a roll there for a while. ‘Fallen Angels’ is my favorite, I think. Gosh, when it rains it pours, etc., on the personal stuff for you. Well, very nice, man! Obviously looking forward to your Argento piece. Unsane was cool. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. I’d like to see that Weegee doc. I’ll look for it. Thanks! ** Bill, Hey. I had this feeling that you might like that show, cool. *pats self on back* Oh, that event tonight, how exciting! Damn, I wish it had been a couple weeks later when I’ll be there for the New Narrative conference shebang. Do you know what you’re going to perform yet? That’s fantastic! Please let me know how it goes, and, of course, if there’s any video documenation, do point me there. ** Sypha, I can see that. Like I said to Steve, ‘The Hateful Eight’ is the only Tarantino I haven’t seen. One of these evenings. ** Dóra Grőber, Hi! Oh, I’m very happy you liked the show, awesome, thank you! Yes, it was misery making that stupid short version of our film. I mean, our film is very particular, and it’s what it is, and I’m extremely happy with it, but, in any case, whether people find it to be an experience they want or not, one thing for sure is that it’s very carefully and meticulously constructed. Its structure and rhythm and poetic and etc. are very precise and thought-out. It can’t be torn apart and truncated and work at all. It’s ridiculous to even try. But we had to, and we made something that doesn’t work but at least stays somewhat true to our intentions. Our producer came by to watch it and sign off on it, and he didn’t like it any more than we do, and he wanted us to work more and make it work, and we had to explain that it could never work, and it was very unpleasant, but he finally gave up and said, Fine. So it was a big drag of a day, and I’m just glad it’s finally over. Now we just have to do the final touches on the actual film next week for a day or two, and then our film will then be complete at long, long last. I’m glad you at least got your errands done. That’s basically what I was doing too. And now I hope the weekend will reward both of us handsomely, or at least you. And how was it? Have excellent days! ** B, Hi, Bear! Nice to see you, man! You’re in Santa Fe. I was there once, but not for very long, basically a short stopover because I was going to the Rainbow Gathering, which was taking place that year in the mountains near there, as I was writing about it for Spin Magazine. All I really remember is that the buildings were really white. Anyway, you sound like you’re having an awesome time there. How was Burning Man? You went, right? My world is full of not much other than finishing Zac’s and my film right now, but that’s mostly very happy making. Take care, bud, and I hope to see you again soon. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. Yeah, Mat Collishaw’s cool. I’m supposed to meet him sometime soon, as he’s a friend of a friend, and I guess we’re mutual admirers of each others’ work. Should be interesting. ** Joseph, Hi, Joseph! Always a true pleasure! Oh, dang, about the silly job loss, but your attitude rules, and yeah, it’ll work out, right? I have a few alarm-free days ahead. A few. Here’s a toast to un-preordained awakenings. Take care. ** Armando, Hi, man. If I’m remembering correctly, yeah, Von Trier’s ‘Medea’ was quite good, but I haven’t seen it since his work took the severe downturn for me, and it would be interesting to see if the stuff I can’t stand about his work was lurking there unnoticed. Which I guess is kind of a recommendation? Uh, I don’t know, I guess I just thought ‘John Wick 2’ was a total blast of pleasure. I didn’t think too much about it. It just seemed like it did exactly what it needed to do, and it cast a little spell on me. Oh, I see, well, yeah, if I was trying to make films here without Zac who is French and a French citizen, and if our film wasn’t in French, it would likely be very hard. On the other hand, I think non-French directors like Lynch, Herzog, Jodorowosky, etc. get a lot of their funding in France. Thanks a bunch about the post. Have a swell weekend. ** Right. End of the month + slaves = ? See you on Monday.

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