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Sergei Parajanov Day

 

“In the temple of cinema there are images, light and reality. Sergei Parajanov was the master of that temple.” — Jean Luc Godard

‘One of the greatest masters of cinema, Sergei Parajanov created two masterpieces in a row, Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors (1964) and The Color of Pomegranates (1969), had such legendary fans as Fellini, Godard, and Tarkovsky, and was imprisoned three times. His artworks, and particularly his Mona Lisa collages, put him in the company of Picasso and Warhol. At least four countries – Armenia, Georgia, Ukraine and Russia – claim him as their own, and major directors from Hollywood to Iran, fashion designers from New York to Brazil, Pulitzer Prize winning scientists and superstar musicians like Madonna have all created work influenced and inspired by this genius.

‘Sergei Parajanov’s unmistakable films are rarely watched, often admired, and usually regarded as some of the most important movies of the 20th century. While equally important, Sergei Parajanov is significantly less known than his peers: Fellini, Tarkovsky, Antonioni, Godard, though, at various times, these great filmmakers have called Parajanov a “genius,” a “master” and a “magician.”

‘Sergei Iosifovich Paradjanov (Сергей Иосифович Параджанов) was an Armenian (Սարգիս Հովսեփի Փարաջանյան) who was born on the 9th of January 1924, and raised in Tbilisi, Republic of Georgia, Soviet Union, by his Armenian parents, the merchant Iosif Parajanian and Siranush Bejanov. Paradjanov (სერგო ფარაჯანოვი) studied violin,voice and ballet, and then, in 1951, graduated from the world’s oldest film school, the Institute of Cinema (V.G.I.K) in Moscow, where he was taught by the likes of Dovzhenko.

‘In Dovzhenko’s homeland, Parajanov created his first masterpiece, Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors (1964), which brought him worldwide fame. The Soviet authorities blacklisted him for his support of the Ukrainian dissidents and nationalists and all his projects in the Ukraine were jeopardized, notably the unfinished “Kiev Frescos” (1966).

‘Paradjanov next came to his ancestral homeland Armenia to direct Sayat Nova and met the noted recent V.G.I.K. graduate Mikhail Vartanov, a classmate of Aleksandr Antipenko who had lensed “Kiev Frescoes”. Impressed with Vartanov’s comments about the screenplay and style of Sayat Nova, Parajanov became close friends with him and considered his candidacy as the film’s cinematographer. Armenfilm Studio assigned Vartanov to save several failing projects at its documentary department, however, and Parajanov brought from Ukraine the great cinematographer Suren Shakhbazian, also a close friend (who had lensed his first feature Andriesh). Even though Sayat Nova (1969), better known as The Color of Pomegranates, turned out to be Parajanov’s second masterpiece in a row, it was recut by the Soviet censors, but not merely because it was misunderstood.

‘Parajanov paid a heavy price for his outspoken criticism of Soviet cinema and the authorities: Soviet movie studios rejected all his projects after The Color of Pomegranates, and he was arrested in 1973 and sentenced to 5 years in a Ukrainian prison in 1974. A wave of international protests by the likes of Truffaut, Bunuel, Pasolini and Antonioni followed — in Europe and the United States, but also in the Soviet Union itself, where it was actually dangerous. Notably, his close friend Mikhail Vartanov, who had been blacklisted for portraying Paradjanov in the documentary “The Color of Armenian Land” (1969), was fired from Armenia’s only film studio (four months after Parajanov’s imprisonment) because he petitioned the Prosecutor General of Ukraine to release Parajanov, as evidenced by the recently declassified documents obtained by Parajanov’s wife Svetlana. Finally, at the initiative of poet Mayakovsky’s lover Lilya Brik, the French communist poet Louis Aragon personally petitioned the Soviet leader Brezhnev who released Parajanov in 1977.

‘Paradjanov returned to his hometown of Tbilisi, Replublic of Georgia, but remained unemployed. During this time he created a large number of artworks, notably his extraordinary Mona Lisa collages. At last, 15 years after The Color of Pomegranates, thanks to the efforts of the Georgian intelligentsia, Parajanov was permitted to direct. He created his Georgian masterpiece The Legend of Suram Fortress (1984), but had to share the credit with the renowned actor Dodo Abashidze (who starred in but didn’t direct the picture). Not coincidentally, in 1983, Paradjanov’s friend Mikhail Vartanov was also assigned his first film as a director in nearly 10 years (which was one of the reasons he couldn’t accept Parajanov’s renewed offer to be his cinematographer).

‘Gorbachev’s reforms allowed Parajanov to leave the Iron Curtain for the first time and he attended the prestigious Rotterdam International Film Festival where The Legend of Suram Fortress won the Best Innovative Film Award. The next feature Paradjanov directed was his Azeri masterpiece Ashik Kerib (1988), which he dedicated to his friend Andrei Tarkovsky (who died in 1986, and whose Ivan’s Childhood had inspired Paradjanov to break free of the sanctioned Socialist Realism style in 1964). Ashik Kerib was also selected by prestigious festivals, Venice and New York, and won the European Film Academy Award.

‘In 1989 Parajanov began the shooting of The Confession, an autobiographical picture, but it remained unfinished due to his hospitalization. That same year, Parajanov assigned his sceenplay of The Treasures at Mount Ararat to an Eastern-European producer and instructed him to hire Mikhail Vartanov to direct the film, but, after preparatory work, the producer failed to meet his contractual obligations, and that project also remained unfinished. Vartanov independently produced Parajanov: The Last Spring that included the original camera negative of The Confession. Shortly after receiving the honorary titles of the People’s Artist of Ukraine and the People’s Artist of Armenia, Parajanov passed away on July 20, 1990. “Cinema lost one of its magicians,” wrote Fellini, Tonino Guerra, Moravia, Rosi, Masina, Mastroianni and Bertollucci, who, with the rest of the world, mourned Parajanov’s untimely death at 66.’ — parajanov.com

 

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Further

PARAJANOV-VARTANOV INSTITUTE
Sergei Parajanov @ IMDb
Notes on Shadows of Our Forgotten Ancestors, by Sergei Parajanov
Where to begin with Sergei Parajanov
Three Short Films by Sergei Parajanov
The Other Sergei Parajanov: The Collages of the Magician of Cinema
Book: ‘ The Cinema of Sergei Parajanov’
Sergei Parajanov Speaks Up
Sergei Parajanov Museum
My dear Parajanov: what Armenia’s greatest auteur taught me about creativity during quarantine
Parajanov @ MUBI
Sergei Parajanov’s Differential Cinema
Parajanov @ Letterboxd
A Tribute to Sergei Parajanov
SERGEI PARAJANOV: TEMPORARY REJECTED, CONTEMPORARY ALIVE
Sergei Paradjanov: film-maker of outrageous imagination
Today marks renowned filmmaker Sergei Parajanov’s 96th birthday
Meet Sergei Parajanov
He Made the Most Beautiful Films of All Time and They Put Him in Prison For It
Sergei Parajanov: You want a spark? I`ll give you a spark!
Death Of A Poet

 

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Extras


Parajanov – A Requiem (1994)


The Films of Sergei Parajanov


The Isle Parajanov


SERGEI PARAJANOV MUSEUM YEREVAN ARMENIA

 

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Interview

 

Ron Holloway: Sergei, how did you become a film director?
Parajanov: I believe you have to be born a director. It’s like a child’s adventure: you take the initiative among other children and become a director, creating a mystery. You mould things into shape and create. You torment people with your “artistismus” – scaring mother and grandmother in the middle of the night. You dress yourself up like Charlie’s Aunt, or as (Hans Christian) Andersen’s heroes. Using feathers from a trunk, you transform yourself into a rooster or a firebird. This has always preoccupied me, and that is what directing is.

A director can’t be trained, not even in a film school like VGIK (Soviet All-Union State School for Film Art and Cinematography). You can’t learn it. You have to be born with it. You have to possess it in your mother’s womb. Your mother must be an actress, so you can inherit it. Both my mother and father were artistically gifted.

What was your diploma film at VGIK about?
It was a short children’s film: Moldavian Fairy Tale (1951). After (Alexander) Dovzhenko saw it, he said: “Let’s see it again.” For the first time in the history of VGIK, the examination board decided to watch a diploma film twice. (Rostoslav) Yurenev, now a successful film and art critic, said: “Parajanov has copied Dovzhenko. It is monumental and epic. Parajanov has seen Zvenigora (1928).”

Dovzhenko said: “You loudmouth! Sit down and listen to me. He hasn’t seen Zvenigora.” Then he said: “Where are you, young man?” I stood up, and he asked: “To tell the truth, have you seen Zvenigora?” I said: “No.” “See, that’s just nonsense!” Yurenev wasn’t very well known at that time. He was a slim, slightly built young man, who ran from director to director.

Probably, my diploma film was pretty close to what I was prepared to bring to expression as a film director.

But your diploma film is lost…
No. It’s at home.

Then why it isn’t shown here in the retrospective?
I simply forgot It. Only Andriesh, the longer version was shown here — not to children, unfortunately, but to an adult audience.

What was it like in the courses conducted by Alexander Dovzhenko and Igor Savchenko?
Dovzhenko and Savchenko were enemies. They were always fighting, didn’t get along. Both were talented, prominent, exceptional. One worked in the style of the Polish painter (Jan) Matejko, experimenting with Renaissance styles. The other depicted an apple, an old man death, a stork that comes and flies away — his art drew upon his epic childhood. And the clash of this aesthete with that archaic god-of-the-prophets provoked conflicts in Dovzhenko’s studio.

Savchenko died young: he was only 43 years old. And lying in his coffin he looked like an old man. We have now survived him by 20 years. His students are older than their teacher was: (Vladimir) Naumow is 60 and I am 64. We’ve outlived him by 20 years. The loss of Savchenko grieved Dovzhenko to the depth of his soul. He took charge of our examinations and signed our diplomas. He was very generous. He was particularly enthusiastic about (Alexander) Alov and Naumov and the late (Felix) Mironer.

It appears that VGIK was packed with talent at that time.
There were several interesting people among us — including, of course, Dovzhenko. I grieve for the dead, my fellow students. Four are no longer with us. We recently gathered together, set four empty plates on the table, like four candles, and thought of our friends who have left us: Alov, who spent his life filming with Naumov; Mironer, who made with (Marlen) Khutsiev Spring on Zarechnaya Street (1956); Grisha (Grigori) Aronov; and Seva (Vsevolod) Voronin. Four friends have left us, and who knows who will be next.

We were chosen by Savchenko, a gifted man. He loved and idolized us. And he inspired us. He waited for the day when we would perform a miracle. He was very happy when Khutsiev and Mironer signed a contract with GLKVK (Soviet All-State Film Distribution agency) for their first screenplay, Spring on Zarechnaya Street (1956). He drove with them in his “Mercedes” down Gorky Prospekt with the top down. They bought new socks, Khutsiev said. Savchenko made them take off their ragged socks, right there in the car. They threw them out of the car and put on new ones. Not only were they students, but filmmakers with money too.

Alov and Naumov co-directed Restless Youth (1958) and Pavel Korchagin (1957), also The Wind (1958). They pioneered the Avant-Garde.

What is film direction for you? Real life? A dream? A mystery?
Directing is fundamentally the truth as it’s transformed into images: sorrow, hope, love, beauty. Sometimes I tell others the stories in my screenplays, and I ask: “Did I make it up, or is it the truth?” Everyone says: “It’s made up.” No, it’s simply the truth as I perceive it.

Your first films were made in a realistic vein. What made you change your style?
I could work pretty much to my own satisfaction in those days. The times were realistic: the generation, the background, the canvas on which I worked.

I worked and suffered, under three despots. The despots were in the Kremlin. And today perestroika is seeking to become the cardiogram of the times. Perhaps, one day, a book will appear dealing with all those years, something like a cardiogram. As Stalin was on his way up, he lowered the price of socks. And people were content; socks were two kopeks cheaper. Every six months he would drop the price of socks and undershirts. But the price of bread didn’t change. A cardiogram…

The Soviet films of that era — and not just mine — are like a cardiogram of terror. They are cardiograms of fear. The fear of losing your film, the fear of starving. You feared for your work

Are you a filmmaker? Or a graphic artist?
I’m a graphic artist and a director who seeks to shape images. Savchenko, our mentor, encouraged us to sketch our thoughts — and give them plastic form. We all had to draw our thoughts at the film school. For the entrance examination we were brought to a room and told: “Draw whatever you like…”

Are you pleased with the reception your graphic work received here at the Filmfest München?
I’m very happy they are showing some of my work here in a workshop exhibition: my style of wall-exhibition, some wall-plates. I brought along about 20 works — not very many, but enough to form an opinion. Among these is one with a bouquet of flowers, a collage dedicated to the mothers of Munich who lost their sons in the war. It’s a bouquet of flowers placed upon a mirror — a rather uncommon motif. For mothers who, like Soviet mothers, suffered terribly in the last war.

I’m taking some pictures, some really remarkable pictures, back home with me. I was invited to the Greek Orthodox (Ukrainian Uniate) church here in Munich. I attended the service and talked to the priest — and on the wall of the clubroom they had a small exhibition of drawings by children. They had drawn the royal couple Prince Vladimir and Princess Olga. All the drawings dealt with this theme: wonderful, primitive drawings. They break the rules of Socialist Realism. Even Prince Vladimir is shown the way he was: lame and short-legged. They are delightful drawings. They are my best souvenirs from Germany, these children’s drawings.

What do you mean by “artistismus?”
I can’t help it: I idolize Lenin. As a director, I have to admire his artistismus: his artistic impulses, his abilities as a speaker. His brain was magnificent, gigantic like that of a prophet. The world wasn’t large enough for him. His artistismus once compelled him to climb onto an armoured car, as if it were a stage. He stood there like a monolith; he was a born actor. I appreciate artistismus, artistic talent. Politicians, friends, anyone can have talent.

I don’t like sleepy people. Brezhnev tried to act on my behalf, he tried to set me free, but he was asleep. We need gifted speakers. We like artistismus. We like politicians who speak without using notes. We like it when their wives stand by their sides. But certain circles dislike it if a woman stands at a politician’s side. An intelligent and gifted woman. Our leaders were not used to that, they used to hide their wives away. These women were monsters, pathological monsters. I know what I am talking about.

Look how lovely and attractive the foreign minister’s (Eduard Shevardnadze) wife is, although she’s only present and never says a word. She comes from the Caucasus. This woman knows how to wear a hat. As a director I pay close attention to things like that. A hat is a sign of quality, of artistismus, an indication of artistic leanings. Above all, it’s a sign of etiquette.

What does Socialist Realism mean to you?
Socialist Realism can’t really be defined. It’s not an encyclopedic concept. It exists only in our books. How can Socialist Realism be used as a label for films such as (Sergei and Georgi Vasiliev’s) Chapayev (1934), for (Grigori Kozintsev and Leonid Trauberg’s) The Youth of Maxim (1935) or The Vyborg Side (1939), for (Mark) Donskoy’s Rainbow (1944) or She Defended Her Country (1945)? What about our stirring documentaries? Was that Socialist Realism? That was our film renaissance to shake the world!

But the Personality Cult put a halt to it. We had to extol to the heavens the imperium, the regime of the evil despots. Talented directors sold their souls making such films: (Mikhail Chiaureli’s) The Vow (1946) and The Fall of Berlin (1949), were submissive works by court artists. The time has come to condemn them outright.

Why did Mikhail Chiaureli, who was recognized as an exceptional Georgian filmmaker, become Stalin’s screen bard?
Some artists could sell themselves, as Chiaureli and (Vladimir) Petrov did. Others were in official positions. They were the “brain-power” people who filled offices, like (Mikhail) Bleiman and (Grigori) Zheldovich did. Although talented, they nonetheless ran our cinematography into the ground — and our leading film personalities along with it.

So the great (Sergei) Eisenstein died with only an iota of his potential fulfilled. The great (Mikhail) Romm died, intimidated and shattered. Even Donskoy, the founder of the school of Soviet neorealism, who made Rainbow and The Unvanquished, could not develop his potential. That’s a terrible tragedy.

Socialist Realism as a term is well known, but Soviet Neorealism? There are no books or journals or conferences dealing with those times. Everyone is silent. And it may all be forgotten by the next generation. Or an enthusiast will write about it, drawing upon this period in the archives. Should I ever open my own archive, you will find there three prison sentences stripping me of my freedom. And a court condemnation of me as a surrealist who sees the social structure as a chimera. As if I were a chimera perched on top of Notre Dame, with a huge snout and massive hooves, who looks out over the city of Paris. I was such a chimera, who looked out and envied the coming of a new day.

How many films did you make in the Ukraine?
I had made eight films in the Ukraine. My ninth film was Shadows of Our Forgotten Ancestors (1964). That’s when I found my theme, my field of interest: the problems faced by the people. I focused on ethnography, on God, on love and tragedy. That’s what literature and film are to me. After I made this film, tragedy struck.

What happened at the office of the Soviet film ministry when they saw Shadows of Our Forgotten Ancestors?
When officials saw the film, they understood it broke the principles of Socialist Realism and the social rubbish that ruled our cinematography at that time. But they could do nothing because it was too late: two days later, (Mikhail) Kotsyubinsky had his jubilee. It was his centenary. So they said: “Let him go ahead and show his film.” The film was released. They could ban it later on. And then they would somehow be finished with the whole affair.

But when the intelligentsia saw it, they were moved. The film caused a chain reaction of unrest. The ministry asked me to make a Russian version. The film was not only shot in the Ukrainian language, but it was also in the Hutsul dialect. They asked me to dub the film in Russian. But I turned then down categorically.

Then you left the Ukraine to make Sayat Nova in Armenia…
I like that film very much. I am proud of It. In the first place, I am proud that it didn’t win a Golden Lion or a Silver Peacock.

That’s one thing. The other is that I had to make the film under the most difficult conditions. I had no technical pre-requisites, no Kodak material, no processing of the film stock in Moscow. I had absolutely nothing. I had neither enough lighting, nor a wind-machine, nor any possibility for special effects. Nevertheless, the quality of the film is indisputable.

The results were the appearance of a primitive realistic milieu, like in a typical village or the average steppe. Little turkeys made to look like little turkeys… a fairy tale moulded from a real situation… different ways to give the impression of “hyper-realism.” If I needed a tiger, then I would make a tiger out of a toy — and it would have more effect than a real tiger would have. A rag tiger to frighten the hero would be more interesting.

Would you agree that Sayat Nova (1966) is a “film of the Caucasus?”
I think Sayat Nova is like a Persian jewelry case. On the outside its beauty fills the eyes; you see the fine miniatures. Then you open it, and inside you see still more Persian accessories.

It’s like this: My hero’s mother made 15 Kurdish skirts for us. She’s a Kurd who works, who clears the streets, who works as a housekeeper. These frilled skirts are first drawn over the head and then draped over the arms. The effect is like a Pasolini film. I don’t want to hide that, I want to underscore it.

Your Sayat Nova does appear to have been influenced by Pasolini.
Many like to imitate whatever is fashionable. But as soon as they begin to imitate something, it turns out that they are poor and miserable creatures reduced to beggary.

However, one does follow in another’s footsteps. If someone said: “Your films resemble those of Pasolini,” then I’d feel larger than life. I could breathe easier. For Pasolini is like a god to me, a god of the aesthetic, master of style, one who created the pathology of an epoch. He surpassed himself in costumes; he surpassed himself in gestures. Look at his Oedipus Rex (1967). I believe it’s an absolutely ingenious work. His actors, his feeling for femininity, for masculinity..

Pasolini is not just a god. He is closer to God. He’s also closer to the pathology of our existence on earth, to our generation. I have just seen his 1001 Nights (1974). For me, this is a powerful interpretation of the bible. It’s struck from the same composition, moulded from the same plastic form, as found in the bible.

Do you admire Fellini’s films?
The magic in Fellini’s films surprises. His incredible gift for fantasy is astonishing. But it only goes in one direction — towards mystification. He possesses a headstrong passion to make his characters larger than life. Look at his E la nave va (And the Ship Sails On, 1984), a great film about the tragedy of time… about an opera singer (Edmea Tetua)… about war (World War One). Everything happens on the deck of a ship: this dispersing of the ashes of a famous singer from La Scala — ingenious! How can people say he’s burnt himself out? On the contrary, it’s one of Fellini’s best films. Look at his Casanova (1976)!

Is the national, ethnographic character of your films after Shadows of Our Forgotten Ancestors what got you in trouble with the authorities?
Nature delivers us, and she takes us back to her bosom. You have to worship nature: her truth, her ideal, her motherhood, her homeland. Nature crates both patriotism and fanaticism, in order to defend the principles of its government, to love a country with tenderness.

I was an Armenian in the Ukraine, dealing with Ukrainian issues. I was awarded 23 gold medals for Shadows of Our Forgotten Ancestors — the first in Mar del Plata, the last in Cádiz. I was known and recognized in the Ukraine. The Ukrainians loved me. My wife was Ukrainian, my son was Ukrainian. But this was not liked in certain circles. I was arrested and imprisoned for five years. A harsh sentence.

What happened in prison? How did you manage to survive?
The isolation in the prison camps of the Soviet Union was hard to bear. But the real tragedy was that I could have gone to pieces and lost my profession. I could have become a criminal in this milieu. There were prisoners with long criminal records, backsliders, dangerous people. I fell into this milieu, and then my art saved me. I began to draw. After four years and eleven days, I was released. Thanks to Louis Aragon and Elsa Triolet, to my good friend Herbert Marshall, to John Updike, I gained my freedom. I was pardoned eleven months and 18 days before serving the full sentence.

Besides that, the prisoners liked me, I took up the mission of hearing their confessions. Each criminal’s confession, the tragedies and crimes whispered in my ear, was like a great screenplay or a great novella. They are presents given to me. I received a hundred novellas and six screenplays — four of which will be filmed in the near future. The rest remains my secret. They may be published someday, they may appear upon the screen, or they may be buried with me forever.

The time in prison was hard. But instead of falling apart, I left the prison richer as the author of four screenplays. One of these is going into production. The director (Yuri) Ilyenko will film Swan Lake — The Zone (1990), my screenplay about the backsliders’ milieu. It’s about the criminal milieu and its pathology, the isolation that makes people pathological. They lock you up for ten days, and you become pathological, mentally and sexually, just to survive. Because isolation is gruesome. If you put 2,000 people in isolation in a prison camp, in a “zone,” tragic things happen. Tragic situations and pathologies.

So what did you do?
I began to draw. I turned to graphic art. I created and brought back with me some interesting material, drawings which I created in this isolation. And my friends believe that in the midst of all that filth I achieved an amazing purity in my work, and in my spirituality.

When I fell into the worst possible prison conditions, I understood I had a choice: either I would go under, or I would become an artist. So I began to draw. I brought with me out of prison 800 works. Much of my prison work was recently exhibited in Yerevan. The exhibition ran for three months. On May 15, when the exhibition closed, there was a queue a kilometre long.

Your last film, Ashik Kerib, is a children’s film — like your first, Andriesh.
Yes, Andriesh stands very close to Ashik Kerib. But they’re different. It’s a question of know-how, of experience, of the times. Back then, there was the innocence and the flame of youth. I had to make Andriesh in a hurry.

How did Ashik Kerib come about?
When I was seven years old, I was sick with angina and my mother read to me Ashik Kerib, a fairy tale by (Mikhail) Lermontov. It’s not very well known; they don’t treat it at school any more. A Turkish woman in the Caucasus told this fairy tale to Lermontov, who was as great a poet as (Alexander) Pushkin. Lermontov moved me deeply when I was a child. I remember I cried. I cried because Magul Migeri was waiting for her beloved. She had to marry another man and wanted to kill herself. She exposed herself to sword and poison not to betray her love. But then Ashik returned. It ends like an American movie: it has a Happy End.

I began looking for my Ashik Kerib, this Muslim minstrel who wanders around the world to earn enough money to buy Magul Migeri’s freedom. I found just such a young man, a Kurd, my neighbour. At 22, he was a ruffian: he beat up a policeman. He thrashed a caretaker because of a leaky roof. He stole cars and got into brawls, then I met him, I asked: “Can you quit being a ruffian for a year?” He said; I can quit forever, it all depends on what you offer.” Kurds are not Muslims. He’s a Christian, but he plays a Muslim on the screen.

The music is remarkable in Ashik Kerib
It’s Muslim music. It’s not music from the Trans-Caucasus. It’s the Muslim muram, an ancient rhapsody song. A Muslim minstrel tramps around the world, singing rhapsodies. The Muslim comes to the Christian world, to Georgia, in the episode called “The Ruined Cloister.” Here’s the idea of a “God Is One” — there’s only one God. That’s the meaning of the Georgian leitmotif: the Georgian choir, the Georgian children who rescue him from his own kind when he’s being beaten by Muslims to prove that “in the land of the enemy you’re the enemy.” Perhaps you’re our brother who’s trespassing the land of the enemy, but that makes you our enemy. Essentially that’s what the music conveys.

I hired a talented Azeri composer. His name is (Lavanchir) Kuliyev. He understood what I wanted. The wok was very challenging. I presented him with a number of difficulties but he mastered them all. We even used European music: an “Ave Maria,” Schubert, Gluck, motifs from the “Passion.” The music flowed beautifully, giving it a modern touch. We wanted European audiences to link the “Ave Maria” with the Muslim world.

But I thought I also heard church music in the film score…
Yes, organ music, Christian church music. It’s in the episode “God Is One” — in Georgia, where multi-chord a cappella church music is heard. The rest is Muslim muram. Whether the public will understand the film is something else again. Children from an orphanage sing in the film. Children come to a school from the provinces, from the mountains, from the steppes, just to learn how to sing the muram. Singing children can add emotional depth to a film.

Only a few films stride the border between two worlds, and only a few directors. Yilmaz Güney was one of them. It is astonishing how he, someone from the East, could make films for Europe. This culture straddles the border between the Orient and the Western World.

Do your last three films — Sayat Nova, The Legend of Suram Fortress, and Ashik Kerib — form a trilogy, thematically or stylistically?
You tie together films into a trilogy in order to win a Lenin Prize — and enjoy public acclaim! This happened to (Tengiz) Abuladze and his three films: his outstanding Prayer (1969), The Wishing Tree (1977), and Repentance (1986) — but they are not really connected at all. They have nothing in common. They were linked together as an excuse to award him the Lenin Prize. They tied them together because of their similar styles, because of their graphic strength of expression.

I don’t need that kind of superficial tribute. My films have only one thing in common: a similarity in style. My life is testimony enough. I didn’t want to found a school or teach anyone anything. Whoever tries to imitate me is lost.

We have an army of talentless young directors, young parvenu types, who come to the cinema and wait to become directors. Rather, they should consider how they can become a director for a lifetime.

You’ve been planning your new film, Confession, for a long time.
I owe Armenia a cinematographic confession, a sort of personal bible. It’s about my mother, my father, my childhood, my isolation in prison, my vision of dreams. And the tragedy of a cemetery being torn up to allow for a cultural park in honour of (Sergei) Kirov. The cemetery must give way to honour the Communist Kirov. The Soviet patriot arrives, and the ghosts are cast out. They don’t know where to go, so they seek shelter with me, their living heir. But I can’t take them in. I’m obliged to report to the local police that they are spending the night with me. I, who have no electricity, who is not an insurance agent. They know no evil. Their generation, back then, was kinder. They only want to stay with me. And I must die before their eyes to prove I love them.

It’s my duty to my people. I am an Armenian from Georgia. I’ve made films in the Ukraine. I’ve suffered behind bars in Georgia and the Ukraine. Sometimes I wake up at night, and I imagine I am being attacked by lice. You may enter prison clean, but they swarm all over you. Within two hours you are covered with lice.

What are you planning to make next? A film on Faust?
Yes, but before I make a film on Faust, I would like to go to America to make a film on Longfellow’s The Song of Hiawatha.

It’s a great work. It is still widely known in Russia to our generation. But it’s hard to find a translation of the book; unfortunately, no one takes the trouble to reprint it, I want to shoot it in America, against the landscape found in Longfellow. I need nature, Indians, feathers, horses, brown-skinned maidens, handsome heroes. In America it can be filmed quickly and for very little money. A clever producer would know where the possibilities lie, how to make good contacts, Nature takes care of the rest. Nature has already created a lovely set, and Hiawatha costumes already exist. I have only to determine the number of feathers for the chief’s costume. My film would be a kind of biblical tale, The Song of Hiawatha is a variation on the biblical theme. Ashik Kerib is also a Muslim biblical variation with regard to the hero’s attitude towards nature, humour, women, evil, and beauty.

And Faust?
Faust is the issue for Germany, for the governments in East and West Germany, in the GDR and the FRG. I believe the Germans are a great people. Despite the wall separating them, they share the same history, and a common future. I hope the film will be well thought out. It shouldn’t be viewed as a commercial project. The film should be made for its artistic value.

Faust is important for the coming generation. The current generation can’t be re-educated. TV rules their lives; they like to chew gum; they wear certain clothes. But the next generation will do without all this. We artists, directors, politicians, must ensure the upbringing of the coming generation. And the Germans of tomorrow are still in the womb. They, the “little Germans,” need Faust if they are to grow up to become “great Germans.”

 

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11 of Sergei Parajanov’s 18 films

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Andriesh (1954)
‘The first movie of Parajanov, “Andriesh” is the long version of his “A Moldova Tale,” which he shot when he was a student and was lost afterwards. Adapted from a book by Yemelian Bukov, the movie’s hero is Andriesh, who is a shepherd and who goes on a journey to the castle of the evil wizard he has to tackle with a magical flute he was given.’ — daily sabah


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Golden Hands (1957)
‘A traditionally presented short form documentary on the rise of Ukrainian folk art in the mid 1950s. A sort of who’s who of artists in the scene at the time and a beautiful look at a myriad of different works and styles such as clay sculpting, embroidery, blown glass, textile weaving, and so on. It’s very much a product of its time in both content and execution, but there are moments of visual surprise through unique cuts and rhythm editing to seeming as if some of the creature like sculptures have come to life and are on the prowl as a spooky folktale is being told in reflection of a certain artist’s childhood memory.’ — Joshua Parmer


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Dumka (1957)
‘Documentary showcasing popular and folk songs performed by the Ukrainian State Choir.’ — letterboxd


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Little Flower on a Stone (1962)
‘Sergei Parajanov actually directed only a portion of the 1962 film The Flower on the Stone. Anatoly Slesarenko, began shooting the film under a different title, but the lead actress Inna Burduchenko-Kiriliuk (who played the character Christina) was killed in August 1960 while shooting a scene involving a burning building. Slesarenko went to prison and the project was shelved. When the Dovzhenko Film Studio decided to finish the film, Parajanov agreed to take on the challenge, shooting new footage and editing everything together into a “coherent” story.’ — Dreams and Pomp


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Ukrainian Rhapsody (1961)
‘Though it’s often dismissed as apprentice work, it’s anything but – though it definitely has one foot in Soviet filmmaking practices in a way that Parajanov’s subsequent films are able to better disguise. Ukrainian Rhapsody is basically a flimsy melodrama telling the story of two music-loving villagers, Oksana and Anton, whose romance is forestalled by World War 2. But in Parajanov’s hands this typical plot is a pretext for some stunning images: Anton thrums out some Beethoven to a crowd of dejected soldiers in a bombed-out theatre, Oksana sings to inspire morale in the troops as aircraft zoom by overhead, the sails of a windmill turn in the foreground as soldiers advance on a village. On the strength of its imagery alone, Ukrainian Rhapsody is a hypnotic and beguiling film.’ — Sax Von Stroheim


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Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors (1965)
Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors is a boldly conceived and astonishingly photographed blend of enchanting mythology, hypnotic religious iconography, and pagan magic. And although its unsentimental depiction of the harsh realities of Russian regional history forced visionary director Sergei Pararadjanov (The Color of Pomegranates) into direct conflict with bureaucrats then controlling the Soviet film industry, the film became an international sensation when it was released in 1964. “There is no devil in church, only among men.” Deep in the Carpathian Mountains of 19th-century Ukraine, love, hate, life, and death among the Hutsul people are as they’ve been since time began. While young Ivan’s mother mourns her husband’s brutal murder, Ivan is drawn to Marichka, the beautiful young daughter of the man who killed his father. But fate tragically decrees that the two lovers will remain apart. Unhappily married to another woman and cursed by a sorcerer in this life, Ivan’s obsession with his lost love lures him ever closer to a reunion with Marichka in death.’ — kinolorber


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Kivski Freski (1966)
‘A collage of fragments from Parajanov’s other films that were demanded to be destroyed by the Soviet Government. Despite its fragmentary appearance, it is ripe full of rich cinematography and striking poetic imagery, definitely things that are great about Sergei Parajanov (i.e. at the time I’ve written this, he is my second favourite director behind Tarkovsky). This seems to be an experimentation of his style, a transition from Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors to much more tableaux orientated films The Colour of Pomegranates, The Legend of Surami Fortress and Ashik Kerib. Whilst this maybe for strictly fans of his style, viewers could be rewarded with the imagery presented in this, despite being nowhere near as good as his other films. This is a sad reminder that Parajanov’s career (at least when he started delving into his unique filmmaking and rebelling against Soviet Social Realism which ended him being penalised) is perhaps too short.’ — Luke Whittle


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Hakob Hovnatanyan (1967)
‘With a playful associative montage, Parajanov offers an overview of portrait paintings by Hakob Hovnatanyan, the ‘Raphael of Tiflis’. Combining sights and sounds from both Hovnatanyan’s paintings and 19th century Tbilisi, Parajanov’s short documentary can be seen as a direct precursor to The Colour of Pomegranates (1969), his masterpiece.’ — IFFR


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The Color of Pomegranates (1969)
‘A breathtaking fusion of poetry, ethnography, and cinema, Sergei Parajanov’s masterwork overflows with unforgettable images and sounds. In a series of tableaux that blend the tactile with the abstract, The Color of Pomegranates revives the splendors of Armenian culture through the story of the eighteenth-century troubadour Sayat-Nova, charting his intellectual, artistic, and spiritual growth through iconographic compositions rather than traditional narrative. The film’s tapestry of folklore and metaphor departed from the realism that dominated the Soviet cinema of its era, leading authorities to block its distribution, with rare underground screenings presenting it in a restructured form. This edition features the cut closest to Parajanov’s original vision, in a restoration that brings new life to one of cinema’s most enigmatic meditations on art and beauty.’ — The Criterion Collection


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The Legend of the Suram Fortress (1985)
The Legend of Suram Fortress is a film made after fifteen years of silence, during which Parajanov was imprisoned and kept from filmmaking due to political and aesthetic disagreements with state authorities. The audacious experimentation with cinematic conventions and national themes (as well as the filmmaker’s idiosyncratic and transgressive behavior), which were not tolerated fifteen years earlier, 4 were now generously accepted. This change was possible thanks to both the loosened censorship during the Perestroika period, more generally, and the favorable conditions at the Georgia Film studio, in particular. 5 To protect a controversial director like Parajanov and the studio that hired him from potential criticism by the centre, a prominent Georgian actor, David “Dodo” Abashidze, was assigned as a co-director of this film. Abashidze, who played Osman Agha and Simon the Piper in this film, again appeared as a co-director and actor in Parajanov’s next and last film Ashik Kerib (1987).’ — Senses of Cinema


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Aşıq Qərib (1988)
Ashik Kerib (1988) is Sergei Parajanov‘s last completed film. It is based on an Azeri love story, a fairy tale by Paradjanov’s favorite Russian poet Mikhail Lermontov. Ashik Kerib was selected by Venice Film Festival, New York Film Festival, and won the European Film Academy Award (Felix). Ashik Kerib is dedicated to Andrei Tarkovsky.’ — The Boy With the Camera


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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Wild. Oh, thanks for the link to his set, I’m very curious. But more importantly by far … Everyone, _Black_Acrylic aka Ben ‘Jack Your Body’ Robinson has this great radio show, as you may well know, and … Ben: ‘… the new episode of my show Play Therapy is online here via Tak Tent Radio. This one’s a tech-infused selection of Hi NRG, Rave, Acid House, avant garde stuff and all points in between.’ The last episode was killer if you didn’t catch it, so lock some time in this weekend for Ep. 2 if you know what’s good for you. Awesome, can’t wait, man! ** JM, Hey, Josiah! Whoa, the slaves collaborated with your muse. I’m sure they’d be thrilled to know that, or one or two of them at least. It’s a beauty of a piece to boot. Thank you for clueing us in. Everyone, If you go back to yesterday’s comments, there’s a poem by the mighty author Josiah Morgan that was inspired by the month’s slave contingent that’s in there near the top and well worth the treasure hunting. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. I woke up to a big batch emails from you and B that look as though they’ll do the trick. I’ll get the post set up and write to you. Thanks very much to you and Mr. Bill! ** Misanthrope, There is definitely a taste for self-styled ‘brat’ slaves. Oh, hurricane derived rain is the best rain. Well, for the rainy parts. Shame about the walloped parts. Our heat has dropped a bit today, thank fucking god. Yesterday was literally like death from the skies. May your wisdom sink into that wide young head. ** JoeM, Hi. Well, Shane may say the Nilsen thing means nothing, but it’s not like he hasn’t worked it in his writing and performances and stuff, so … Here’s hoping re: May 21. Long time away. Fuck knows what tomorrow will be these days. It’s the strangest time ever. Have a swell weekend, sir. ** James, Hi, bud. I’ve been pretty good considering everything. I’m sorry you’ve been down in the mouth and, I guess, in the soul too. You’re not the only one right now, as little comfort as that is. A new project is a potential mood disruptor, obviously. Luck supreme thereby. Reading? I just put together a ‘books I read recently’ post. Don’t want to spoil the surprise or whatever. I will say that one of the books has a section by you in it. You’ll see. You? Any recommends? Feel much, much better, and love back to you. ** Bill, I do sometimes wonder if certain slaves know my stuff, or ‘The Sluts’ at least, but then I think, ‘Nah’, and I probably should drop the likely candidates a little note and say, ‘Hi, I’m so-and-so’, but I don’t because that can of worms seems very wormy. I’m almost finished with the new Blake Butler. I like it a lot. Youtube is definitely much easier. Cool, thanks, a bit of my weekend is called for. What are you up to over the next couple? Yes, as you discovered, you were 7th. Close but no cigar. ** Steve Erickson, I too was very impressed with that slave’s verbal outlay. No, not Dock Ellis. Damn, I’m blanking. I’ll try to remember his name for next time. He had a goofy nickname, hm, … A few NY School poets wrote homage poems to him back in the 70s. Anyway, … Yet more of my weekend is now squared away. Everyone, Mr. Erickson, and I quote, ‘just made an 131-minute end-of-the-month playlist for July on Spotify’. Here. ** Okay. This weekend the blog devotes itself to the great filmmaker Sergei Parjanov. At the very least, if you haven’t yet seen ‘The Color of Pomegranates’, it’s one of all time sublime films in my opinion. See you on Monday.

Meet CallYouByMyName, MothdemonDevil, OneYearofSALO, cheatingboyfriend, and DC’s other select international male slaves for the month of July 2020

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CrucifyMe, 20
I’m looking for a top that brutally whips me (especially shoulders, chest, ass) – and then crucifies as realistically (nailed through the palms and feet) as possible.

Above all, I want to experience the shortness of breath that comes with crucifixion as intensely as possible, which in my understanding starts from approx. 20-30 minutes on the cross and then becomes more violent every minute.

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Stepford – July 9, 2020
best served cold.

papahunk – July 7, 2020
Step forward feeble one & experience transcendence & GOD knows you’re available & let me guide you.

 

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CallYouByMyName, 20
My favorite book is “When you were me” by Robert Rodi.
A book about a 20-something year old guy and an older daddy type switch bodies.
My favorite movie is Like Father Like Son (1988)A freaky Friday type movie about a father and son.

I am just a son looking to find my own dad to switch bodies.
If you don’t get what i mean then this isn’t for you so kindly move on.
If you’re an older man who wants to switch bodies with his young son and you’ve always been aroused by the idea of switching bodies, then step into my office 😏

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CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
Not if you were quiet.

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
No, technically you’d be having sex with you, but really you would be having it with me.

CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
Technically

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
But you would also have sex with me. How does that play into it?

CallYouByMyName (Owner) – July 19, 2020
And then I have would sex with me and whatever else we wanted to do.

sexyman123123 – July 19, 2020
And then what? I mean let’s say we could somehow exchange physical bodies, and then … ?


 

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FuckMeUp, 18
I am David. I’m from Point Pleasant. I used to be on here when I was very underaged known as Kinksubchild. I took some time out for a mental breakdown and hospitalisation but back. I have no money. If you live in Centra NJ an d are able to send me an Uber to your place I would appreciate it. I want to be severely drugged for a days or months. I want POZ guys to cum in me. I want to be sold to others to abuse me. I have no more pics but if t doesn’t matter. If you kidnap me a would love. I want to be castrated. Enlarge my boy pussy by endlessly fisting me. Put a needle in my arm and drug me. PLEASE MESSAGE ME TO GET MY LOCATION AND KIDNAP ME. I want to be punched, zapped, told to eat my own shit, piss, vomit and enema water. My food is all bodily fluids and solids. I want to be covered in shit, vomit, piss. I want to be branded. I want you to put you cigar out as on my face. I want to be choked until my brain so dead t only power to scream. I AM AVAILABLE IMMEDIATELY TO BE BRAIN WASHED, DRUGGED, SHAVED, ABUSED. MESSAGE ME IMMEDIATELY. I’M YOUR FAG DRUGGED OBJECT. MESSAGE ME IMMEDIATELY MASTER, I NEED TO BE HURT.

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FuckMeUp (Owner) – July 1, 2020
Whatever you want very desperate

VictimHunter – July 1, 2020
Ok u will delete all ur social media and bring all ur electronics with u and turn up and be raped and slottered in wat ever way i see fit but everything that we do stays under my hat.

FuckMeUp (Owner) – July 1, 2020
Very close yes very close

VictimHunter – July 1, 2020
U don’t happen to live in Hamilton Township.

FuckMeUp (Owner) – June 30, 2020
I’m going through an extremely awful time right now. Had a vestibular migraine again lasting 6 days of complete hell(still in the post drome recovery) which caused me to have extreme dizziness,vertigo,spaced out vision,totally off balance,nausea,facial numbness,ringing in my ears loudly light/sound sens,throbbing headache at the temples. Spent the last 6 days since thurs laying in the dark doing absoletely nothing except feeling terrible. I told my only friend yesterday and he said he had to go in the middle of my convo.


 

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slumberboy, 20
There are two unique things about me — if you gently rub a certain spot on my head, I will roll my eyes and pass out in seconds. It happens every time, has since I was a kid.

I also am very photosensitive. Exposure to certain types of flashing lights/images will incapacitate me and cause me to piss myself.

You will surely like it when my gaze becomes empty and you realize that I am completely at your disposal.

Call me back.

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raspberry144mb – July 20, 2020
This reminds me of a story of a boy who was depressed so he went to India I think, to make him feel Better but he got raped and his head cut off instead.


 

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x_ly_x, 19
So, if I was able to shrink, by some method, ie a potion, or shrink ray, which made me immune from being hurt by stomach acids and able to breath in there, would you swallow me so I can find out what it would be like to go through the belly?

So I’ve probably just cut my response rate to 0, but lets hope not!!


 

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breakmyheart0, 18
hello i like my blonde bf to be plastic bagged strangled head wrapped in clingfilm i like someone to cut off his breath use him choke him like all the way out put him to sleep smother him use him hard suffocate him do what you like do anything

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breakmyheart0 (Owner) – July 17, 2020
i have dreamt dreams that have gone through me like wine through water and altered the colour of my mind (Emily Brontë)

Anonymous – July 11, 2020
techno is without singing

breakmyheart0 (Owner) – July 11, 2020
i will keep it simple and short so it doesn’t waste your time this thing i call my bf is not a human being he is worth nothing and only exists to accept any abuse you decide to honour him with i beg you to strangle and completely abuse him in any way you see fit his own desires and feelings mean nothing


 

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19yearsold, 19
Be my first sex. Only this. I would like to try. I’m scared but it’s my chance because I’m in big city.

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travelogue – July 10, 2020
Sorry, I’ve been having sex with this boy at least once a week for the past nine months but I guess that means nothing to him!!!!

travelogue – July 10, 2020
You lying little dog!!!!

nolan92100 – July 3, 2020
he wants 💶💶💶💶💶💸💸💵💵💶💵💸

 

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Antagonist4Protagonist, 18
it is the waste pile, a young it from Denmark looking for a sexual psychopath.

the pile of garbage has been obsessed with violent sexual usage since its earliest childhood: this shabby thing masturbates constantly and compulsively. its fantasies are so obsessive that it is a madman.

it is out of whack to such an extent that the reading of sexual words excites it to the point of masturbating.

so in conclusion the pile of garbage thank you for reading its pathetic profile.

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Anonymous – July 13, 2020
Me not sure what to write right now. Me no know. Me come back and do later.


 

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DJ_Sun, 18
Like the first time… not the tenth, fifteenth… I’m sorry thats all i need. All i want is love that lasts, Is all i want too much to ask? All i want is a good horny man. Are my expectations far too high? My fav colour is white.

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PietOH – July 21, 2020
It’s interesting you don’t mention you have a fetish for being tazered?


 

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DeusSexMachina, 21
Im a guy at 21 years living in stockholm, i wana meet a guy/ or several guys who torture me to death.

Don’t underestimate me because of my age, im experienced enough to understand the implications of what i wish to pursue.

The more disgusting u are, old, fat, unwashed the better, i don’t care if ur cock is big or small, i will die for anyone.

I want to scream the loudest i’ll ever scream and only u who is able to hear it.

I start chain smoking Tina at 19 H every night so u should contact me and do it after that.

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Bi_colano – June 22, 2020
DeusSexMachina is a gay online role playing game. Whoever made this profile drew the yellow Leather King card. He probably lives in Oklahoma and weighs 300 pounds.

DeusSexMachina (Owner) – June 18, 2020
U can be into whatever u want to be into, decide what, when, how, with who, arrange for it with no say from me, structured any way you want.

 

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Postmodernboy, 19
Very much into older men.
Would like to become one.
1. Extensive diet and exercise regime to become thick and fuller faced.
2. Stretch the balls to make them lower hanging.
3. I want to be a very trad / old-fogey / military type of gent so an over-the-lip moustache is essential
4. Definitely want male pattern baldness. Ideally Norwood VII so just have hair at the back and sides. This can be done with supplements or laser removal.
5. Lipo to remove underlying fat on the chest and get the dropped pecs look.
6. Minor surgery to get the eyelids to drop.
7. Insertion of disolvable clips to achieve a furrow down the cheeks.
8. Work on the eyes to gain lines and a degree of looseness.
9. Ditto for neck.
10. Deeper voice from herbs.
11. Change hair colour to grey.

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Anonymous – July 1, 2020
-Apply to set or break a record.
https://www.guinnessworldrecords.com/records/apply-to-set-or-break-a-record



 

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Sexslave4you, 20
ELECTRIC CHAIR: I know this will be hard to find but I want a master who when he finally gets tired of having sex with me to put me in an electric chair with anal probe and head leads and light me up. Just keep turning up the voltage. I wish to die that way but I understand that if it revives my master’s lust for me he must agree to fry me enough to have my head smoking from electricity and be numb in the mind forever after.

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Sexslave4you (Owner) – July 14, 2020
sweet thanks

ifuckyou5 – July 14, 2020
I don’t see how it could ever be possible to ever get tired of having sex with a cute guy with a sexy nose like you.

 

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puppyTPE, 20
Looking to be the best puppy out there!

I like the puppy lifestyle and want to become one, the best one. Ha. I haven’t ever been a pup or have pupped out but I have seen the whole lifestyle that some pups live and it make me sort of jealous.

I can also be a pony if I can’t pup out for some reason.

I haven’t ever been a pony in any way shape or for so I’d basically be starting from scratch.

Up to this point where I discovered puppy and pony I’ve been a human urinal.

My dream fantasy is to be someone’s puppy or pony urinal so all he has to do is pee and I’ll drink from him.



 

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ReprogramBoy, 23
Tony here looking for lord Master where I sign a contract with a devil. Surrender myself to him and become his slave and be sacrifice. I’ll have sex but you have to destroy me first.

Puke
Shit
Fisting
Bb
Heavy drugs
Maiming
Strangling
Stabbing
Dismembering
Necro
Cannibalism
Anything else give me a shout 😈

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Anonymous – June 18, 2020
17/06/20

ReprogramBoy (Owner) – June 6, 2020
Ok I have a serious authority problem, so if you are too aggressive, there will likely be a reaction I won’t be able to take back.

JoshMartinez – June 6, 2020
thinks being a fake satanist makes him not fat and ugly

ReprogramBoy (Owner) – June 5, 2020
The Masters on here are fucking shit bags, would start crying if I started on them. All talk no punch.

 

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worstboy, 21
“i drink, hence, i don’t stop” ~René Descartes

(still learning English so i may not understand what you mean and can’t express directly)

cum into my whirl

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rememberme – July 7, 2020
He likes to do the same thing over and over and over again. He never gets tired of it and he never says no.

dressedinblxck – June 15 9, 2020
You want to be co singer for my band, it’s a fantasy band so you don’t gotta live close.

Kliment – May 27, 2020
I LOVE WORSTBOY SO MUCH THAT THE AMOUNT OF LITRES OF CUM IVE PRODUCED FUCKING HIM COULDVE PRODUCED ANOTHER HIM BY NOW IF EACH LOAD WAS INSIDE A FEMALE


 

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Hypnotacoz, 24
Recently understanding just because I desired & seek submission to serve others in theraputic manners* that didn’t mean I didn’t & it cost my confidence due to not being in great health. Part of it is ASD issues not understood growing up leading to a lack of social skill development. To say the least I was hurt assuming theraputic appreciation existed without taking the time or effort to clarify it.

So with that reintroduction I’ll be clear:
Hypnotacoz is my dominant Pronoun and name.

These are Hollywood & Porn industry misconceptions pushed by the privaledged predators & immoral criminals of the communities attempting to groom the newbies &/or naive innocent chasing mainstream misconception of humiliation & abuse degradation play.

So sexual pleasure, taking control over another, &/or to take the hardest of abuse without complaint while being degraded without disagreement are taken out of context & glorified. As a result these misconceptions are spreading as seeking recreational sex & BDSM practices are becoming mainstream rather then considered as taboo.

That’s how such roleplay can safely happen while utalizing equipment that needs to be durable rather then whatever cheap crap bought at a porn shop down the street or Amazon. It’s part of the problem that’s allowing a tourist attraction not only to pervert, but take over the Bay Area kink community that was respectfully united diversely with peace, which didn’t happen right away.

Only those who have the money &/o health are allowed to have emotions in San Francisco these days. It’s part of the tourist attraction that’s driving out the community that actually lives the life by those exploiting it.

To conclude I hope to submit an article for everyone as soon as I can.

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Hypnotacoz (Owner) – July 19, 2020
I CANT HEAR YOU OVER ALL THE SEX I´M HAVING

thunderDick – July 18, 2020
i see this guy around sf all the time and he has weirdest looking ass i’ve ever seen in my entire life.

itNeedsAnAlpha – July 13, 2020
Nothing matters more in your life than ensuring every need, wish, want, and desire of us men and Gods are not only satisfied to the absolute fullest, but for any and all expectations from lucky fags like you to be exceeded through the total self-destruction and cripplingly painful self-sacrifice by those of you lucky enough to serve the select few olympic-level muscle Gods birthed naturally on what has become such a toweringly high echelon of unfathomable superiority and domination over the human race never before witnessed in the history of the world.

Grabs_Yours1 – July 13, 2020
It is possible to get action out of this insufferable egghead but you’ve gotta go at him with pure indifference and be mercilessly rough.

boom_2814 – July 10, 2020
Just pointing out that your asterisk lacks a corresponding footnote.

 

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Cum-Pussy, 21
I am a young man full of more cum than I know what to do with and a big porn star recognized in gay high places.

Find out where I’ve journeyed on the Map of Human Sexuality!
http://www.humansexmap.com/showmap.php?mapid=map5d02fc833a8ae3.60347935

I have my penis and balls hooked up to a portable electrocution device while I write this introduction, I find it makes me honest.

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Lbowdeeep – July 6, 2020
Put your cock inside your fist inside his hole…and jerk off!!

 

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CluelessClosetedStudent, 18
I don’t really expect anything from this platform. I used to.

I used to come here looking for love from a strong older man by pretending I was a passive sex maniac, but I’m through with lying. Unbelievable what kind of inner peace this can give you.

Now I’m here just stretching out my feelers, maybe you would like to fall in love with me?

I’m often don’t feel well, and often I’m worrying too much, and I can be a sarcastic bitch, sometimes very much. If you can appease me there without making me feel patronized or small, that’s great.

Sex doesn’t matter that much to me. That’s to say you can have as much of it with me as you want, and it’s fine, I’ll make do.

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CluelessClosetedStudent (Owner) – June 25, 2020
Paradoxically I’m in the best mental shape of my life.

SilverFoxDaddy56 – June 22, 2020
He’s now a disenchanted hurricane of a teenage human who’s constantly horny all day everyday all night everynight and he’s living 24/7 in my bed so back off!

SilverFoxDaddy56 – June 11, 2020
I am looking to love you!
You’d better be ready to give up your boy pussy every second of your life without complaining!
I have never done drugs I am not about to start now!!
I don’t smoke and never will and neither will you!
No idle chitchat I hate teenage bullshit, get to the point boy!
I don’t chase people so if you want me you know what to do if not, no love lost!
I don’t provide Parking!


 

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ooogybooogy, 18
Next experience I want to have: chemical castration as a trial before surgical castration.

I would love to find a future husband who keeps shrinking my cock, while making me serve him by sucking and pumping his cock, growing his cock as big as possible while mine slowly dies.

As you can probably tell, I’m not a top. I have a lot of dysmorphia around my dick, so if you’re looking for cock I can’t help you as using it makes me feel sick.

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davitt – July 17, 2020
all sperm tastes like chemicals. when guys talk about sweet loads or tasty loads they’re using hyperbole. every guy’s cum tastes like something you would use to clean a kitchen floor.

ooogybooogy (Owner) – July 12, 2020
It’s not so much how it looks, but how my sperm tastes terrible like chemicals.

kleanthis_ – July 12, 2020
i’ve been with this guy and it’s strange he has such issues with his cock as it’s quite attractive and sizeable.


 

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cheatingboyfriend, 20
always looking for someone to breed me behind my girlfriend’s back.

love going home to my gf having my arse sore and filled with spunk.

must have a conversation face to face in a public place first so I can make sure you’re not going to kill me.

basically always hard so just sucking me off is always another option.

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twodudes – July 21, 2020
If you have a wife or girlfriend put him in a pair of her panties and watch him squeal.

bringmeheavenn – July 18, 2020
If you want to make him forget he has a girlfriend lick his legs while you’re raping him.




 

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aboyonthefloor, 22
What is the slave looking for?
if your age of 50 – 70 years make me Your nonconsensual daily full service toilet and that be my only sustenance. Make me take anti nausea medication so i digest it all. if i miss any beat me senseless.

WHO IS THE SLAVE?
A REAL CUTE SLAVE SOUL who has been running into the wrong direction all its life without ever arriving.

WHAT ELSE ?
i love k9 movies with woman like Stray x cus there’s 8 dogs and cus she rims the dogs after copulation and eat their shit too.

…SO… :
i have passport and some enough money for some cheap rural land or in a poorer country.

… SCAT … :
is not a game for the slave, and therefore men who do scat only as “fun, fun, fun” are rather suspicious for the slave!

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TALLTOP – June 18, 2020
Not erotic but I enjoyed our 420-fueled discussion of life, the universe, and everything.

VictimlessCrime – June 12, 2020
Making the most of his sheer mediocrity.

ItsTheSubWay – May 25, 2020
Slave has a vision impairement and uses a “White Cane” and flashlights to help it compensate for its vision impairement. Thinks its vision impairement does not define who it is but it does.


 

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Brainwashingrequired, 24
I’m wanting to be rewritten and transformed through brainwashing and other medical techniques into something completely different and vanish off the face of the earth.

Physically I don’t really care what happens to me… even if i end up becoming start treks Borg in tng series.

Not into people with the mental age of a 12 year old or who speak like they dropped out of school at 12.

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Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 16, 2020
Cant believe you quoted that song by The Who that’s so lame.

SigmaStar – July 16, 2020
If you don’t already know ME then you already know of ME. If you know nothing about ME then catch up already and if you are that kind of swine then please be aware that I view MY infamy as one of just many gifts. One of the rewards of infamy is having to never care about answering retarded questions which I have given numerous clever responses to over the many years but which now I don’t have to so won’t.

“I ain’t seen nothing like him
In any amusement hall
That deaf, dumb and blind kid
Sure plays a mean pinball”

Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 9, 2020
Dream on sorry

Chihuahua – July 9, 2020
I would LOVE to rape your ass with cock, objects and fists whilst you squeal like a pig! Over and over and over and over!

Brainwashingrequired (Owner) – July 2, 2020
i don’t have time for u

Frannnnccciissssss – July 2, 2020
First off let me say I hate cute cocky boys like you. I find the thought of you being sexually aroused embarrassing, humiliating and it fills me with disgust. My challenge to you is this – I will devise a device or multiple devices, piercings, whatever that renders you unable to masturbate or able to receive any sexual pleasure at all for the rest of your life. Side note I am also big time into casts. Arm, legs, body, whatever. In addition I would put you in a permanent full body cast so that you become a mannequin after which I would control you completely forever. I’m excited to be here and hope you will agree.



 

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fuckmeup, 18
Half🇺🇸 half🇵🇱
completely 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

Recently freed battered teen slave looking for new master to serve.

Small bio:
2015-14 years old- first gay sex as bottom
2016 -15 years old – found my master
2017-2020 used by that master
2020 – 18 years old – dumped by master

If I could only pick 5 things I’m into I’d pick …
Be out of my present life and never want to ever have to think again.
Things in my ass I don’t care how big or long it is.
FF me if you can plenty have tried but given up.
Use a sledgehammer to turn my cock and balls into gore and then use my liberated ass forever for whatever.
Film me being abused and sell the films.

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jzillacon – July 11, 2020
… However if you want it to last longer, have the guy drug you with a muscle relaxant to slow your heart, as well as a sedative to block your adrenaline response, then suspend you upside down so gravity can’t draw the blood out. Also he should put a brace on your hips that will hold the fracture together and apply internal pressure. It wont be enough to save you, but it will keep you alive far longer.

fuckmeup (Owner) – July 10, 2020
Oh and I am obsessed with RuPaul’s DR and Harry Potter.

jzillacon – July 10, 2020
About the sledgehammer thing, realistically you would die moments after the hammer to your groin. Broken hips are surprisingly lethal because of the major blood vessels in the area, and it’s reasonable to assume those blows would rupture a major vein. You would go into severe shock in seconds and bleed out not much longer.



 

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CarlBeshrick, 24
To me it’s all about my butt. I’d like my butt to be the Trevi Fountain of someone’s whole world and not in the metaphoric sense! COME ON!!!!!

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CarlBeshrick (Owner) – June 16, 2020
Yes I have several accounts here it is not because I’m fake, it’s because because my butt rages on me.


 

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DepressedSlave, 23
Unsuccessful and hating myself. Giving up on unhappy life. Looking for bad experiences with someone with no respect for my well-being so that I can feel sorry for myself instead. Willing to give up everything. Limits are prepubescent boys and dismemberment.

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lalalandlalaland – July 4, 2020
I had a past experience many years ago of binding and giving heavy abuse to a depressed friend of my son’s that was initially of a nonconsensual and forced nature but also became voluntary on his part at times.

I recently had a vanilla sexual encounter with a depressed young man that brought a lot of memories to the surface and reignited a desire to relive that experience with you since you’re offering.

DepressedSlave (Owner) – June 30, 2020
Pending the final meeting I accept occasional sex but if I’m too depressed to, please don’t insist or as a last chance offer me a gift. I’m out of money.

cutut – June 21, 2020
Be Fish or Meat: Be or useful, or pleasure, or both!
I am useful!
My speciality is ‘Higher Understanding’! I deal with dreams, and I seek to make my dreams come true.

I have The secrets of the powers of Evil (not all of them of course, but a few – all handy knowledge).

The trouble of saying the truth is that you kiddos are babies, thus are afraid of the truth, and are scared away by real power – real power scares the Young mind!

Higher power is Real power – Lower power (which is violence of the body) is puerile (for children)!

A tattoo is the sign of a low worker – it is something permanent on something dynamic which is the body, which means that it is plain stupid – for you never know how your body will evolve. But some people like tatoos, and I accept that. Fair. Just. Honest. Rect.
– We are in the Abyss so let us enjoy pleasure Galore! No point suffering penury unless we have to!


 

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Boymeatpiglet, 23
Looking to provide you boy meat starting with my feet.
Butchered up to fit into a freezer or chopped up and cooked up for dinner…. You choose.
Ready to be collected for permanent one way trip into Your stomach.

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no_name13_ – June 26, 2020
Believe it or not he’s a pretty cool guy.

Boymeatpiglet (Owner) – June 17, 2020
I have the house to myself tonight and tomorrow (17/06-18/06) if you can get it done that quickly.

Anonymous – June 7, 2020
😈😈😈FUN😈😈😈

 

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StupidBOY, 21
Want a man with a superiority complex to slam the biggest white cock in me and bash my head in with a crowbar I deserve it! I live in downtown Omaha alone.

Comments

Anonymous – July 8, 2020
The police are already informed!

StupidBOY (Owner) – July 8, 2020
ALSO
trample face
stomp
torture
ex.pain
bc choke
ashtray
cig burn
marks bruises cuts
knuckle-d
knives
bats
red
lot more before the crowbar

NO gay pantomime shit like gimp masks, fluffy handcuffs, whips, slides or nipple clamps, gas masks – all those types of things belong in a camp gay sauna!

Raposo – July 6, 2020
just a wittle bit damaged


 

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stupidtwink, 18
hi potential masters you should know i have a terrible background, but hey i always say “it could be worse”. Many times i remember as a child, crying waiting for the screaming to stop. Plus when i turned 7 i completely lost my whole childhood. 3 men who i later lernt were obsessed with me and stalking me broke into our house and molested and raped me for 10 hours, my parents had left me there alone. also when i turned 7 my parents lost their money, their drug addiction got worse. at that point they drove my sister made to commit suicide and everything. my father became abusive and his temper got worse, my parents got to where they do crazy stuff like sell me for sex just to get money for their drugs. they sucked my grandparents dry of money. today its just as bad but i’m still working for my future to be an artist/ writer/ photographer and forensic coroner, i gave up on the singing thing since my parents don’t give a sh*t about that, so i just stopped trying in that department, i even closed down my band, my dad sold my guitar for drug money so, why bother? but i still got everything else and i have so many things to lean on if finding a master doesn’t work out.if it doesn’t i’m going to college to be a coroner first, then i’ll go to college to be an artist.

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Anonymous – July 1, 2020
I’m a child therapist and adolescent counsellor who moonlights as a serial abuser and rapist. Based on your picture, I believe I had two counselling sessions with you a few years ago, and you attract me like a little fly.

Anonymous – June 25, 2020
come the right one, take all situation

 

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kill_my_s3lf, 22
First of all, I am REEEEAAALLY gay, and yes, I’m seeking right now. If you’re not into it until after the pandemic, please fuck off. It’s been WAY too long since I was last brutalized and desecrated.

You’re someone who’s turned on by my pain and trembling and struggling to get away. Leave all the bruises and welts and cuts you want. Even if they take days or even weeks to recover from. I’m not afraid of broken skin or broken ribs. I want men who want to hear me scream!

Ideas? bimboification (receiving), cum (everything to do with it), degradation (receiving), face slapping/punching (receiving), gagging/choked by cock (everything to do with it), gangbangs (everything to do with it), mind fucks (receiving), objectification (receiving), older men (everything to do with it), public humiliation (receiving), rough sex (everything to do with it), savage fucking (receiving), fisting (receiving), vomiting up… everything (everything to do with it), reckless violence (receiving), knives/whips/guns (everything to do with it), brain damage (receiving), harder, sir (everything to do with it), etc. etc.

I was born to be tossed around and broken and bloodied and savagely defaced and smashed from head to toe like the weak little bitch I am!

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PsychologicalSale – July 15, 2020
u are stupidly hot

SkinheadBiker – July 10, 2020
he bearly recognize from he pictures and the “joi de vivry” in his profille is cumpleetly gone and he make evry room feel like hosspital

GermanGuy86 – May 28, 2020
Astounding!
He doesnt do safe words!
The words no and stop do not exist in his world so if he ever says them, they have no meaning!
Can get skull fucked until he’s gagging uncontrollably, puking everywhere and unable to breath!
His arse is yours to do whatever you want to it! Eat it, fuck it, toy it, fist it, abuse it, hurt it or destroy it with whips or razors or cigarette lighters or whatever, it’s completely up to you!
He’s weirder and fruitier than shit so you feel no remorse!

addictedtobb – May 22, 2020
very clean puffy cunt lips on his sloppy filthy pussy. whore cunt lips to be licked, wanked, sucked, munched, fucked with poppers to loosen up and punched into a wrecked drooling wide open horse-pussy.

Anonymous – May 8, 2020
hardcore only if you have a secret soundproof room (he screams like a banshee)

Scorpio2021 – May 9, 2020
I don’t know if there’s a medical term for it (some variant of amnesia?) but this boy literally lives from orgasm to orgasm. If you ask him the simplest personal question he becomes befuddled and he can not seem to understand he’ll have a life beyond his next cum shot.


 

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IAmAHole, 24
I have frequently been called the most perfect, flawless human specimen anyone has ever seen. I have been offered opportunities that anyone else would fall to their knees and thank God for. Unfortunately for me, my only interest in life is having my ass heavily used (FF, Dildos, Plugs, Enemas, Fucking one-on-one or by hundreds, Speculums, Pumping, etc).

I have reached the conclusion that my only choice is to serve an ass obsessed Master on a 24/7 365 basis. Ideally, I would be kept 100% hairless from the head down to my feet 24/7 365, plugged 24/7 365, gagged/hooded 24/7 365, walk on all fours 24/7 365, never be allowed direct eye contact or be allowed to speak human languages 24/7 365, earn money by having my hole loaned out 24/7 365.



 

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CerebralandCraving, 18
As I slowly regained conscious, I noticed that I was lying on a bed that resembles a crib. I was surrounded by many animals stuffies, and the clothes that I was wearing were gone. I was dressed in an onesie with cartoon animals printed on it. As I attempt to get up from the bed, I felt a huge bulk in between my crotch.

My eyes widen in horror as I realized I was wearing a diaper. I tried to remove it but my hands were weak, probably from something I drank earlier. As I began to struggle, a strong urge to pee and shit started flooding my senses. I was trying my best to hold them back, there’s no way I am going to dirty myself in that diaper.

Someone entered the room in the midst of my struggle. He looked kind of familiar. Isn’t he the man who offered me the cup drink earlier? He walked towards me and let down the side of the crib I was in. He placed his hand on the front of my diapered crotch and whispered into my ears. ‘Let it go… be a good baby for daddy…’ As his words sank into me, I felt the front of my diaper became warm and back of them become packed. I was wetting and shitting myself helplessly in-front of this stranger.

Hit me up if you want to adopt me.

 

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MothdemonDevil, 18
nickname is moth because I’ll tear through your clothes like a moth

Comments

josep – July 23, 2020
I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DONT LOVE ME 😭


 

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ErichFoxxx, 19
MASTER’s will is all that matters, but I have no MASTER…

…as a singer

…I’m garbage at writing songs but willing to learn

I always perform better when I have someone else deciding what songs I sing…

I need to be molded into the world’s greatest singer…

I have $10,000 cash and I come with it. It’s yours

Sanity of MASTER not necessary


 

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Hardontastic, 24
I’m a 24 year old. I want relentless cock trampling, groin kicking, ball stomping, ball kicking, cock stomping, etc. if Master wants he can also have the pleasure to shred my worthless dick under his feet. I am willing to let my master trample my cock out of existence under his feet, just to see a smile on his face. it will be my first time trying anything gay.

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YourFutureBoyfriend – June 21, 2020
He is now owned and all body hair depilated and fattening from being kept from exercising and being brainwashed and conditioned into a baby forever with permanent diaper dependence.

 

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Turtleneckbro, 21
Straight guy into turtlenecks. Kidnap me and my turtleneck, humiliate me, and even better wear one yourself.

 

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blacksunset, 21
slave will keep it short and sweet so i don’t waste Your precious time. I have 2 offers or pleas or whatever:

a. Being in an underground basement (in red lighting, its dark and mysterious). I’m chained to the wall, tied, blindfolded with a gag ball in my mouth as I hear you slwoly comign down the stairs, knwoing somethings about to happen to me. Youd then fuck me blindfolded as i have no idea whos fucking me from behind before stranglin me to death, with me dyin having no idea who it was.

b. Being in a forest, you wearing a hoodie chasing me as im running away from you. Before dragging my legs into an isolated ditch, and taking off ur shirt and trousers as you look at me in the ditch before getting on top and fucking me. As soon as youve cum 3 times, youd slide out get up and get dressed and shoot 3 bullets into my head without saying two words to each other (other than u spitting on my corpse as u leave, like I was nothing.

The questions Ive asked mosst? How many guys have fucked me? Its just over 200 guys,and counting. How many guys have i asked to kill me? 7 guys or i guess 1000s now that im asking all of u.

Call me a dead body and you’ll give me an instant horn.

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MousseAndCustard – July 17, 2020
From a logic standpoint, I think enjoyment of gore isn’t as rare as people believe; there are plenty of movies with it. And then a lot of people in general also are fascinated with sex. Snuff fans just happen to be fascinated by both and have discovered the creativity that comes from combining them.

raspberry144mb – July 17, 2020
Like everything else sexual, I don’t tell anyone within Meatspace.

inyourpocket – July 17, 2020
My boyfriend knows I want to snuff a guy and is supportive and would want to watch, so in my eyes, there’s nothing wrong with being into it.

antodotez – July 17, 2020
Shame? I have none. Stigma? I haven’t told anyone.

u/–Sarin – July 17, 2020
How do y’all who’d love to kill this guy deal with the shame and stigma of being into what you’re into?


 

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straightslavebottom, 21
Actually straight

My girlfriend left me for a lesbian and ever since I haven’t been able to get hard with women and it’s led me here I guess

Comments

Wes_Hugo – July 2, 2020
He’s not into anything serious just fifty shades of grey type shit.

 

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OneYearofSALO, 18
I’ve been in a relationship for the last three months with a homophobic straight boy my age which has taught me quite a bit about myself and what i crave and made me wonder whether someone a lot more homophobic could take me to the levels I need.

I’m a lot of things, I have a peculiar, sexual, twisted sense of humor. I have a deep understanding of star wars and freedom and it’s generalized roots. It is impossible for me to get intimate beyond the physical sense. If guys want feelings from me i put up a fight in physical and in every other way.

I watched Salo this morning and forced myself to be naked and not touch my dick despite my desperation to do so. The control those men had over the boys was extreme and intoxicating. I seek someone who is as dark and overwhelmingly sadistic as them, hates homos, and is just completely dangerous.

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OneYearofSALO (Owner) – June 22, 2020
I now have a vagina and tits.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Oh, awesome. I’m surprised there hasn’t been a Higgins biopic. That’s an Oscar or BAFTA winning role if there ever was one. Big continued up on Leeds United. ** Nick Hudson, Well, well, well, hi Nick! Ha, I did not know that about Steve Davis, and that is quite the mindfucking career shift. I’m pretty good. It’s violently hot here today, but otherwise decent. Paris is very chill and almost life-as-normal (w/ masks and stand-offishness) re: the pandemic, so far. Super incredibly grateful to be here through this. Things sound weirder in your general realm. Yes, I downloaded ‘The Quiet Earth’, and I’m angling for a state wherein I can get immersed. Congrats on The Quietus interview. The was cool. Great to see you, bud. ** Misanthrope, Hi, oh, good about the post. It was a bit of a shot in the dark. Well, compared to our 104 degrees here today, 93 sounds … well, not heavenly but incrementally preferable. Okay, then, re: your gym plans. It’s a free country, or it used to be in a workable sense and may be again. ** David Ehrenstein, People who are great at what they do often can be messes, strangely or maybe not strangely at all. I liked the LARB piece. It’s a true honor to have someone spend so much time and thoughtfulness on what one does. Well, I don’t think any of you really understand me, which I guess I must like, ha ha. ‘Photo Ops II’? That was fast. I’m still waiting for you guys to send me stuff if you want to do the welcome post, but no big if not. ** Ian, Hi, Ian. I’m very happy it hit your spot. I was not at all sure what that post would do, it being quite an outlier re: the usual. Thank you a lot for laying out your process. I see. I did a lot of studying and imitating of writing I liked when I was trying to develop my voice as a fiction writer. In fact, the way I started ‘Closer’ was …  I wanted to have a style that was mine but divided into different voices, so I selected a bunch of fiction texts I liked and cut them up and then revised them until they kind of matched but retained the essential qualities of the original writers, and then I kept working on them until my voice ended up on top. So that sounds good. I think new writers’ fear that they will sound too much like the writers they’re influenced by is mostly a phantom fear. It’s hard, especially early on, to recognise your own voice, and it’s often right there dominating the influences, but you can’t really see that objectively. Or that’s always been my thinking. Mm, well, as a writer who tries to avoid the conventional like a plague, or rather to utilise only the things about conventional fiction that hold the reader’s attention and keep them wanting to read on/further, I of course would err on these of experimenting. At least to start. You can always revise the 3rd part later to bring in more story or whatever if the experiment proves too daunting or hard to read. Or, again, that’s how I tend to approach such things. Does any of that make sense? It sounds like you’re totally on track. It’s pleasure to hear about. ** Sypha, Pool and snooker are pretty different. Snooker is more complicated and structured, more ongoing rules and things. Yeah, I wonder what Jackie Earle Haley is up to. He made that come-back as an adult actor, and I thought he was really great in the films he was in. I’ll have to go check IMDb. ** Russell, Hi, Russell. Welcome, and it’s good to meet you. I did not know about that Burn book, and I would very much like to read it, so I’ll search it out. Thank you very, very much. ** JoeM, He could have. I think I just beat him to it. Shane, yes, he seems to be doing well. Boy, he had momentous parents, that guy. Interesting. Yes, that was my impression as a person who only knew the Higgins era, that he was yeah, McEnroe-like in a way, but much more strange and interesting, to me at least. So, as I understand it, the idea is to put Johnson in a situation where he kind of has to okay the referendum or else seem like a scaredy-cat fascist? Because it sure does seem like okaying that referendum would be the last-beyond-last thing he would ever want, no? ** Jeff J, Hi. I don’t know why I got so into it. It did seem like a cerebral sport, or a sport like baseball that one could get into in a complicated way, as I guess I did. I do think Higgins was fascinating and was a big part of the lure. Excited for the new JC EP. I didn’t go the opening. Being in a gallery packed with people is way too potentially COVID-rich a situation for me these days, so I bailed. I took some friends by to see the work in the afternoon. I think Gisele’s Walser play will end up being quite good. There’s a ways to go yet, but it doesn’t premiere until November so she has plenty of time, and her intentions re: improving the work are spot-on in my opinion. And I’ll be dramaturging along the way. One thing it has going for it is that Adele Haenel is amazing in it already, even at this early-ish stage. It’ll be interesting because this is the first time Gisele has ever had a famous actor in her work, so that’ll be a strange thing to deal with — how much the press/critics/public’s reaction will be shaped by Adele’s presence and performance no matter how hard we try to make the piece not an actor’s showcase. How’s your stuff du jour? ** Max B, Hi, Max. Yeah, The US doesn’t seem to like to tolerate athletes who are nuts/weird in their personal lives. When I was young there was a baseball pitcher, I can’t remember his name, who was a big acidhead hippie type, and everybody knew it, and no one seemed to think that was a problem, but that was ages ago. Cool about your MIDI collection. I hope others like them, but their liking is obviously not the be all and end all. Have a swell Friday. ** Okay. No surprise that the month’s last day brings out the slaves. I hope this batch floats your boats or whatever. See you tomorrow.

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