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“The fact that God was so much more lavish when He designed the lowly human mouth than the asshole makes me think must He have been a Marxist.”

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diamondthroat, 18
Charlotte

Smoke me out. Wanna get stoned and make lots of porn while my bf watches and get paid.

Guestbook of diamondthroat

diamondthroat (Owner) – Oct 11, 2021
This is such a dumb name.

diamondthroat (Owner) – Oct 10, 2021
If that’s not your thing, that’s perfectly fine, just don’t be a prick about it.

diamondthroat (Owner) – Oct 9, 2021
I take a long time to cum.

Dick Size M, Cut
Body Type Average
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dirty No
FF No
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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cantthinkofaname, 19
Berlin

I just found this site, and I really like it. Wow this seems to be the place I have been looking for my whole life. I never knew there was such a place and it opens up money earning options I never knew I had.

Guestbook of cantthinkofaname

Pesimistic – Oct 8, 2021
don’t put your dick in that

Anonymous – Oct 2, 2021
What a despicable comment. The commentator below should be ashamed. This comment is just his own human inadequacy. Yes, to be born and raised in Germany is pure happiness. It does not give anyone the right to look down on others.

Anonymous – Oct 2, 2021
nothing to eat in ukraine then the whores come to germany and think they could cheat the people here and eat our caviar

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Socially
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages Ukrainian, English
Position Versatile
Dirty No
FF Active
S&M Soft
Kissing Depends on person
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 120€
Overnight Rate 380€

 

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bounceboy, 18
Paris

Hey hi I’m brand new to Paris, I’m from the provinces and I haven’t had the opportunity to have gay sex there, so this is where I came to find out who will be the one to deflower a young guy like me and take my virgin juices deep inside they’re mouth:) I did not put up a price so that I can talk directly to the most interested gay or bisexual man who likes nice buttocks.

Guestbook of bounceboy

bounceboy (Owner) – Oct 8, 2021
What does anal chlamydia feel like?

bounceboy (Owner) – Oct 5, 2021
Have now tried some stuff here and there, interesting.

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Some
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages French, English
Position More bottom
Dirty No
FF No answer
S&M No
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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annoyedmusician, 18
Tampa

im a twitch affiliated streamer and zombie bottom just wandering around. im a bit of a masochist when it comes to my cock as i love to feel a bit of chewing on it. im also very hyper sexual and can cum multiple times. you can use me lots anytime and anywhere but i don’t like going to others houses, more like a car sex deal

Guestbook of annoyedmusician

man_could_bi – Oct 3, 2021
Good. I’m currently in need of a personal assistant that will be receiving and distributing mails, sit for delivery, pick up document at post office to my business partners around your location and some times you will be attending meetings on my behalf with my clients, hope you can handle the position diligently?

Dick Size S, Cut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Consent
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate 80$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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tattedsecret, 24
Palm Springs

Entertaining people is one of my many passions, friends always accuse me of making them fall in love with my many stories and own infectious magnetism. I can’t help being myself – I’m open hearted, playful, good looking and endearing. I am currently stuck down here in Palm Springs due to my ex wife being in the hospital. Its a long story but to cut to the chase I got the crap end of the stick and lost everything. I’m a upcoming rapper and freelancer trying to make some dough here so I can get the things I need to get back on my feet. I appreciate you very much and I have a good heart and my intentions are pure. I just need assistance and closed mouths don’t get fed, straight up. Speaking of closed mouths, I’m gonna need those of you who help me out to keep yours shut. Nice to meet you hope to entertain you soon.

Guestbook of tattedsecret

einsam10 – Oct 2, 2021
Hello

Graham – Oct 1, 2021
When are you gonna grow up, Noah?!?!
(Noah’s like one of those rich kids who knows his parents will always rescue him except he’s a freeloader who treats the gay world like a pawn shop and knows his ass will always bail him out.)

loads4RoundBooty – Oct 1, 2021
Two fridays ago, I spent a very drunk couple of hours making his ass make loud noises. It made my heart sing.

ASAPBrocky – Oct 1, 2021
my🧠is so sexy😻 i prob dont like u at all😁

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dirty Yes
FF No
S&M Yes
Kissing No
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 50$
Overnight Rate 200$

 

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fellanamedsam, 20
London

i am especially drawn to having sex. they can be male or female. my preference is female but males do at times seem to have more idea when it comes to doing my ass which is one of my favorite experiences. i have tried many things over my young life and always go back to things being done to my ass. i like to do things with females all the time but constantly doing the same thing day in and day out looses my interest very quickly. i would like my ass to be engaged by a female and not just by males intermittently for the rest of my life. i know that’s not very possible but it’s who i am. 😂

Guestbook of fellanamedsam

fartsandsharts – Oct 7, 2021
i’m male but very fem if that helps and i would love for you to rip farts and sharts down my throat so i can’t taste what you had to eat

driptoohard – Oct 7, 2021
Hello! I am an eager woman who loves young men’s asses. Have dabbled in many asses over the years that we can discuss, but I believe I am ready to begin taking my interest in ass seriously and start a relationship with one. That’s so shallow I know but just being honest.

fellanamedsam (Owner) – Oct 4, 2021
Got my ass tongued from a guy whose mouth kind of hurt from him eating too many bugles

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Soft
Kissing No
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 100£
Overnight Rate 700£

 

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thomaschristopher, 21
Munich

I have strong listening and communication skills, and a developed emotional intelligence that any gentleman across Europe can benefit from. With my caring ear I support each of my companions’ need for emotional support and serenity. And if they need physical support, they can eat my hot clean ass. I have quite the ass. I think it would make a great addition to someone’s face.

Guestbook of thomaschristopher

Beowolf – Oct 13, 2021
You are a very, very good whore.

thomaschristopher (Owner) – Oct 10, 2021
I believe that societal collapse is occurring/near. When men begin to form communal groups, they will require therapeutic concubines to service their basic requirements. This is a niche position I would covet.

Dick Size M, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Little
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages Korean, German, English
Position Prefer not to say
Dirty No
FF No
S&M No
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 80€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Xenofancy, 19
Minneapolis

I am a xenosexual. My human body does nothing for me, but when I have all manner of sci-fi & fantasy creatures’ bodies I get excited. Particularly those of the male persuasion.

In layman’s terms dressing up in rubbery alien gear and letting my imagination out to play in close proximity to a human being is my idea of a hot time.

I have included a reference picture of the “real” me, but you will never see that. You are welcome to download the “real” photo to your phone and bring it with you as a reminder.

Guestbook of Xenofancy

zamix – Oct 4, 2021
Before you get too excited, in the reference picture he’s the one getting the blowjob.

Dick Size M, Cut
Body Type Average
Body Hair Little
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty Yes
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Consent
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 200$
Overnight Rate 1600$

 

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Scarednerd, 21
Virginia Beach

I completed my high school, my GPA was 3.5. I grew up with my grandma. I was never close to my mom or dad so I was mainly grandma’s boy. I would like to get a fist up my ass not too deep though. I’ve never been fisted but I can handle my fist but I can’t reach very far so I gotta get someone to work his way up there. If you take your time you can fist me till I can’t even speak.

Guestbook of Scarednerd

Scarednerd (Owner) – Sept 27, 2021
Last night I went out to a gay club, and got picked up a 24 year old stud who I bought home. We got skunk drunk and he fisted me at least five times. I woke up this morning with his fist up my ass again. I made us breakfast then we went for a shower and once again he fisted me, pinning me against the shower glass and just pistoning my insides like there was no tomorrow. After that I went down on him which got him so excited he pushed me on the bathroom floor fisted me again. All of which is to say I have a boyfriend.

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Athletic
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Consent
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 200$
Overnight Rate 500$

 

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spunk_me, 21
Minsk

if you want until death relationship its me.. i will care you loved you and fuck yuo until death but if you want to fuck for funny fuck yourselve and keep your money.

don’t be old.

Guestbook of spunk_me

JIMBLO – Oct 2, 2021
I’ve never sucked a cock, I don’t know how to start, but I am desperate to try to suck you to completion.

a-family-can-be-seven-husbands – Sept 30, 2021
This fucking twink straight up rearranged his pj top so that more of his collarbone was showing on one side and he reALLY THINKS HE’S SLICK?????? id die for him

fle-2 – Sept 21, 2021
A kind a caring boy that is willing to do what a bear wants.

Dick Size M, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Belarusian, Russian, English
Position Versatile
Dirty No
FF No
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 50€
Overnight Rate 200€

 

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N3M4Nj4, 20
Novi Sad City

Hello our fellow LGBTQ+ community
We are gym bros (friends, not brothers lol)
N3M4NJ4 are about to cause quite disturb in the alley
The gays loves us and we love them
Shout out to our gay friend Jovan who is gay

Guestbook of N3M4Nj4

boytoyskype – Oct 8, 2021
Hello there guys. I am a 23 year old Canadian and I have been tasked by my boyfriend to please men over Skype in one on one cam sessions. This is all part of his plan for me to become a hyper sexual boytoy. In order to do this he wants me to play with and use my cock as much as possible on a daily basis. And so he came up with this idea for me do so while having sex with hot men over Skype through one on one cam sessions. During these one on one cam sessions, you would have complete control over my cock and can instruct me to do whatever you want with it. If you are interested in taking part in this then feel free to send me a message. I can then give you my Skype contact and then we can take things from there.

Piss4Faggots – Oct 6, 2021
You guys are way too expensive but if you want to earn some pocket money hit me up and lets make a plan when and where to make you drink my piss.

Dick Size XL, uncut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Serbian, English
Position Versatile
Dirty No
FF Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Prefer not to say
Hourly Rate 400$
Overnight Rate 3000$

 

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Schizophrenic, 18
Berlin

Hi my name is Schizo! My company and/or ONLY my ass, at your home, for you! (I legally cannot drive so you would have to pick me up). Regularly available, mainly Thurs/Fri through to Sun (or Mon/Tues if the Tina is good).

Guestbook of Schizophrenic

Bruce999 – Oct 8, 2021
His ass is ker-azy! It’s like the Mariana Trench! And it’s poz as hell! It made me go insane. Now I am post-sane!

Bruce999 – Sept 23, 2021
Thanks guys!!! I will start filling him with loads from this Thursday.

PupLucca – Sept 23, 2021
7 days and you’ll be protected as long as you take it daily

Bruce999 – Sept 23, 2021
I just started PrEP, how many days do I have to wait for the PrEP to take effect? I’m in my 5th day, and I need to dump my cum in this escort ASAP.

Schizophrenic (Owner) – Sept 22, 2021
I am ok with food being shoved up my ass. With eating food or drinking liquids out of my ass. My greatest wish is to eat my own ass. And much more!

leader666 – Sept 18, 2021
There’s a porn of him getting plowed on UKMonsterDick’s OnlyFans that is gold standard, in my view, with a shot that capture that massive cock actually pulsing in the act of delivering the load. Hard to arrange cinematically, no doubt, because the camera has to be at just the right angle, the lighting has to be perfectly set, and the anatomy has to be at the sweet point where just enough of the right area is visible so that we can see it swell and contract as it pumps fluid. Rare to see, but when it happens, it’s exhilarating, because there’s absolutely no way to fake that. You’re watching a breeding take place.

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position Bottom only
Dirty No
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing No
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 120€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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Fuckingfuckingfuckfuck, 21
Reno

I enjoy getting fucked but I never, ever make it easy. I make you tops work for it. I’m the hardest fuck you’ll ever get. I won’t get fucked by just anyone. If you want to fuck me, find a way. And I mean now and not in two weeks.

Guestbook of Fuckingfuckingfuckfuck

MitchiBabexxx – Oct 9, 2021
I need to see a face pic – unless you are a headless torso, in which case you have my deepest sympathy.

Dick Size L, Cut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty No
FF No
S&M Yes
Kissing No
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 50$
Overnight Rate 200$

 

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RuinMe, 19
Macon

Coming to term with the fact that I am a short, skinny, pathetic excuse for a man and can’t get hard. I want to be you. Cocky and self assured. Takes what you want and feels a sense of entitlement. But I never can. I don’t have any self respect. Hence I’ll let someone cruel fuck me up for $5000. As long as there’s no marks left on my face you can punch me, kick me, burn me, whip me, degrade me, piss on me – anything you want. The older, weirder, and more hateful you are, the better.

Guestbook of RuinMe

CC2596 – Oct 9, 2021
You are so cool💁‍♂️

RuinMe (Owner) – Oct 7, 2021
I’m also a horny lustful, cock and cum crazed bitch, with a watery mouth, long joystick legs, balls like a chew toy, hungry for as much cocks as my gaping ass could take, taking double and triple anal penetration, getting my nasty hole madly torn apart, being brainwashed into the most boring-ass brainless cock pocket who’s not even aware how under control he is (because realizing would not be productive).

RuinMe (Owner) – Oct 5, 2021
Make that $10,000

RawDoctor – Oct 4, 2021
Im neurosurgeon
Wealthy I have my own clinic
Love to beat the shit out of boys then give them gifts to shut them up
My dick has never been harder

RuinMe (Owner) – Oct 4, 2021
I have anxiety disorder so socializing is impossible for me. I’m also a leftist.

gzook – Oct 2, 2021
Pain is weakness leaving the body.

Dick Size S, Cut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dirty Yes
FF Passsive
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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ElliottDanks, 23
Norfolk

I learned when I was age 12 that my asshole is my main entrance and my mouth is just the servants entrance for food and water. The fact that God was so much more lavish when He designed the lowly human mouth than the asshole makes me think must He have been a Marxist.

Hi my name’s Elliott Danks and as you can from my pictures I’m always baked and horny and I have an OnlyFans account called FuzzyTrunk. I’m being forced transitioned into a female by my homophobic thug BF and I like huge black dicks but not only.

Guestbook of ElliottDanks

thehumblebrock – Oct 10, 2021
I’m the BF. Every hire helps pay for the future operations that will let him blossom into the woman I deserve to have. Thanks for your support.

ElliottDanks (Owner) – Oct 10, 2021
Guys like you are why I stopped fucking white men.

TheTwinkTrouncer – Oct 10, 2021
I had Elliott Danks last year before he started growing tits and ever since I’ve had this recurring dream where I’m having the buccal mucosa surgically removed from my mouth and replaced with his anal membranes.

Dick Size XL, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dirty No answer
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate 60$
Overnight Rate 90$

 

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hereforthe, 18
Malmo

My partner recently came to understand that she’s asexual and wants me to have sexual interaction with third persons to meet my needs and I’m straight but hey what the hell my guard’s down.

Guestbook of hereforthe

hereforthe (Owner) – Sept 28, 2021
Btw I think you might need to give me something to drink first. I might need to spend all afternoon with you first and swallow every drink you can give me.

hereforthe (Owner) – Sept 27, 2021
Straight my ass. We have prostrates too you know.

Fuck_strong – Sept 27, 2021
Straight my ass.

thosesummernights – Sept 26, 2021
If I see this fucking twink it’s on sight

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Swedish, English
Position Versatile
Dirty No answer
FF No answer
S&M No answer
Kissing Depends on person
Safer Sex Prefer not to say
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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Seductive_Force, 19
District Of Columbia

Get your ass ready for my big hands. Red is my favourite skin color!

Horny twink who likes to spank to slap & to spit on an ass, also pissing on an ass drives me crazy horny.

At my spankings we take the time to chat, have a drink, smoke, all that before the evenings become 100% ass.

It is my absolute number one life love to see an ass red like an apple 🍎

CHEMS is completely expected, but if I see a syringe it goes in my arm right away hehe

**Previous applicants need not apply**

Guestbook of Seductive_Force

AmenableGuy – Oct 8, 2021
Well, I hired him and I didn’t die and I still have a boner so here we are.

Robim – Oct 4, 2021
Mentally ill dysfunctional. Lives about 40 mins from the city. Creep trying to fulfill the vacuity of my existence. Unscrupulous. You get me, I am a mess.

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Average
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Top only
Dirty No answer
FF No answer
S&M Yes
Kissing No
Safer Sex Always
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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i_am_cute_but, 24
Abilene

Not ever sure what to stay here but I’m a Straight boy who’s very very interested in forced FEMINIZATION!!!! This HAS to be real and understand im ONLY looking for girl/bitch/sex. You are chilling maybe smoking and drinking beers and blowing smoke in my face and I will be your to do with a your PLEASE. I will sign over may boy stuff to allow you to do a you wish with it. I have planned for this for years!!!

Guestbook of i_am_cute_but

i_am_cute_but (Owner) – Oct 9, 2021
Please spare me your damn blow job requests. As if I spent two hours doing my hair to experience something that would take me 5 minutes with my hand!

Dick Size M, Cut
Body Type Average
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty No answer
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing No
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 60$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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secret-personality, 23
Darmstadt

I have been made to do a series of hardcore hypnosis sessions to serve gay men better and proudly: no shame, no heterosexual centricity, no self respect. The hypnotist was someone I thought was heterosexual and a good friend who told me hypnosis would help me concentrate on schoolwork. I’m still very angry at him for the deception, but I’ve come to fully accept the new me and am grateful for the mind programming. That said, I’m still happily engaged to my girlfriend and we have great sex.

Shorter story: My cock is a slob and I need some *money*.

That’s my bio.

Guestbook of secret-personality

25cmhuii – Oct 8, 2021
I normally like guys with nice beautiful buttocks. But after hiring this guy I can say I also like bland buttocks.

secret-personality (Owner) – Oct 3, 2021
The other sad part was I looked up the pornstar. The State of Florida listed his address on their website. When I looked it up on Streetview it was really sad. If you think famous pornstars are all living the high life – it’s not like that.

RawTop – Oct 3, 2021
Word to the wise – no one pays to do porn (other than maybe paying your way to get there). And none of the websites pay anywhere close to $3,500 for a scene.

secret-personality (Owner) – Oct 3, 2021
This morning a guy hit me up and conned me into paying $750 up front to be in a porn scene with a famous twink porn star on the promise that I’d be paid $3,500 when the scene was done. The guy had even sent him a pic of the pornstar’s driver’s license as proof. But when I got to the hotel, no one was there.

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Average
Body Hair Some
Smoker Socially
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages German, Polish, English
Position Versatile
Dirty No
FF No
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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ThingsChange, 23
Paris

We are two transsexuals, we are born with a vagina and we identify as a man, we are a trans man. We are totally different from what you can see in other places. We have a natural vagina that will make you explode and authentic style male voice.

Guestbook of ThingsChange

Elijah – Oct 10, 2021
Pronouns: pay/me💳💸

UNiiQORN – Oct 10, 2021
Lets blow up the cis-teme 🔥 💥

Dick Size No answer
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages French, Czech, Spanish, Italian, English
Position Bottom only
Dirty No
FF Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate 400€
Overnight Rate 2000€

 

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Guhh, 19
Essex

Me dad a mayor of grays Essex
He homophobic
Know that i whore or gay he don’t know

Guestbook of Guhh

Guhh (Owner) – Oct 9, 2021
I love cooking (especially meatloaf and cake)

openyours – Oct 5, 2021
Real

kay2k – Oct 5, 2021
Fake

Dick Size M, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Little
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty Yes
FF No answer
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 90£
Overnight Rate 180£

 

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BrokenPerson101, 22
Manchester

I’m basically a completely broken and messed up person.

My job is to be my broken self and unable to care for myself or function at all.

Your job is to take me in and firmly keep me down so I don’t get better.

But nothing too heavy I just can’t do the hard kink anymore.

The rest of the time I’ll just be unneeded and out of the way.

Keep me down but don’t make me worse.

Sorry if this is weird but it’s just the reality of the situation and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Guestbook of BrokenPerson101

Cumswap – Oct 2, 2021
I’m a lawyer and if he signed a contract I’m afraid he’s going to have to eat it. Btw I’ve seen the video, and you can tell him I’m sorry for his troubles but it is very, very fucking hot.

JohnWestmoore – Oct 2, 2021
First of all I have moved this boy into my house and he is off the market. Secondly, and I’m sorry if this is a bit of a downer but I’m wondering if anyone might have any ideas or advice. About 3 months ago, the boy filmed a porn scene when the video shoot basically turned into sexual assault. He was extremely intoxicated, to the point where he believes he wasn’t able to consent to continue. The scene was brutal and abusive and he has no memory of the events themselves, just the way they made him feel.

At first, it didn’t seem like the scene was going to be released but then a week after filming, he received a call asking where to send the check. He was homeless at the time and although he was horrified that the worst experience of his entire life was going to be released on video for people to jerk off to, he didn’t feel like he had the option to say no. After all, he had signed a contract.

Last night I watched it. It was horrifying. This is a video of a boy who was going thru the most difficult period of his life being raped while people with cameras facilitated his on-screen sexual assault. I want to take legal action on his behalf but I don’t have any idea how to even go about taking them to court. What sort of attorney would even take a case like that?

BrokenPerson101 (Owner) – Sept 26, 2021
I’m not very hairy but yes I do have a little hair on my body. Which is very normal for a human, why do most people always expect me to be 100% smooth?

Dick Size L, uncut
Body Type Slim
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M No answer
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 80£
Overnight Rate 350£

 

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Iammeyouareyou, 20
Puerto Padre

1: I seek marriage with a submissive billionaire between the ages of 18 and 40 years !!!

2: Female behavior and female clothes are unacceptable !!!

3: His clothing style must always be heterosexual !!! In spring when it’s warm enough and in summer every day he must wear fresh boxer shorts, fresh t-shirts and fresh short pants. In autumn and winter every day he must wear fresh boxer shorts, fresh sweaters and fresh jeans !!!

4: Body hair is undesirable !!! Exception are arms and legs. However, arm and leg hair must be shortened !!!

5: He should be very ticklish. On a scale of 1 for almost not ticklish up to 10 for extremely ticklish he must be at least 8 !!!

Guestbook of Iammeyouareyou

Curvymale – Oct 5, 2021
Suck my cock, lick your butt, twist and suck your nipples. Lick and suck your feet and hands. Sniff poppers. Get fucked. Be a piggy bottom. Open your ass completely. Explore your rectum. Kiss with me and swallow my load. Smell like a gas pump. Let go. Moan. Let your body be noisy. Keep your tongue hanging out. Thank you.

Dick Size XL, uncut
Body Type Muscular
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages Spanish, English
Position Top only
Dirty Yes
FF Active
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Jeffrey Coleman, Hi, Jeff. Totally agree. I just wish Darius had written a lot more. Here’s hoping re: your friend. ** Jeff J, Howdy, Jeff. I haven’t quite finished the Joy Williams novel yet but I think it’s incredible, and, yeah, could be her best. An absolute dream read. I’m waiting until I can see ‘Titane’ with subtitles. I should check the ‘illegal’ sites, maybe it’s there by now. Yeah, very curious and wary, as it’s  super divisive among my trusted friends. Gisele loved it. Another chum here utterly despised it. I’ll tiptoe towards it. I think, as far as I can tell, that the event Rachel went really well. She was great, and super smart like she is. It was an actual real pleasure to do for me, if that’s any indication, and people have said good things about it. I assume it’s archived? Maybe not, I haven’t checked. ** David, That an SM club did a memorial thing about Princess Diana seems to say something about Brits, but I don’t know exactly what. I mean it made me think, ‘Yeah, that makes sense’, rather than ‘How weird’. ** T, Hi, T. Cool. That the Mirbeau snuck in. Oh, yeah, let’s try to meet. How do we connect? Do you have my email? denniscooper72@outlook.com. I love that kind of fake real ending, so thank you. I went to the Architecture museum here yesterday to see a survey of inflatable buildings and art and stuff, including clips from 60s movies where hipsters and spies lived in inflatable pads with inflatable decor, and it made me miss ambitious, innocent hope, so I’ll hope you stumble into some today. xo. ** David Ehrenstein, Chapelle as Hedwig would certainly be an unexpected and media friendly move on his part. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Glad you liked it. Mine too: coordination = shitty. But isn’t love supposed to be the ultimate cure? Love goes old fashioned, cool, thank you, pal. Love on his Kerouac-ian road trip almost running out of gas late one night in the middle of nowhere and anxiously watching the roadside for any place to sleep when he, with great relief, spots a motel, G. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. I haven’t listened to ‘Squeeze’ since it first came out, but I do remember thinking it wasn’t as useless as almost everybody else did but also quickly shelving it and listening to the same era’s Reed and Cale albums a million times more. **  Florian AF, Hi, Florian. Online’s okay. I only listen to music online the moment. I don’t have any working music players of any kind here. Gisele’s off in Eastern Europe touring her new piece, but I’ll ask her as soon as she checks in. I am enjoying Halloween so far now that France is giving Halloween a big hug at long last. Yours too. ** L@rstonovich, Whoa, dude, it’s so, so, so good to see you, my old pal! Thank you reading ‘I Wished’, and I would obviously love any kind of catch up on you and yours if you ever feel like sharing stuff. Lots of love to you, big L! ** Cal, Hey, Cal. Looked at the new ‘120 Days’ translation, but I haven’t picked it up. I will out of nerdy Sade interest and completism. I do love the old florid, smutty translation even if it’s somewhat wrong. But, yeah, I definitely am curious to know ‘the truth’ if that’s what the new version portends. Cool, I’ll answer your email. Happy Friday! ** Okay. It’s the 15th of the month, and the blog does what it always does when that happens. See you tomorrow.

Spotlight on … Octave Mirbeau The Torture Garden (1899) *

* (restored/Halloween countdown post #8)

 

‘Written at a time when all authoritarian “laws” of aesthetics and morality were being challenged (and breached) by anarchists, Decadents, Naturalists, Impressionists, and pre-Surrealists, The Torture Garden appended its vision of terminal outrage to the final year of the nineteenth century. The author, Octave Mirbeau (1850-1917) was an exceptional writer who combined intensity of vision with a lifelong commitment to attacking arbitrary, unjust authority. As a journalist Mirbeau railed against conservative art and political opinions as well as hypocritical public figures–which caused him to fight numerous duels. Till the end of his long career as a critic, novelist and playwright he was dedicated to permanent, sardonic, and vociferous rebellion against the status quo. He and his wife, a former actress and herself a luminary of wit and independence, held host to some of the most radical artists and writers of the day. After his death she made their estate a retreat and haven for indigent writers, artists, poets and sculptors possessing dreams and vision but little else.

‘As a critique of society The Torture Garden is an enduring inspiration: “You’re obliged to pretend respect for people and institutions you think absurd. You live attached in a cowardly fashion to moral and social conventions you despise, condemn, and know lack all foundation. It is that permanent contradiction between your ideas and desires and all the dead formalities and vain pretenses of your civilization which makes you sad, troubled and unbalanced. In that intolerable conflict you lose all joy of life and all feeling of personality, because at every moment they suppress and restrain and check the free play of your powers. That’s the poisoned and mortal wound of the civilized world.”

‘Solely on the level of literary achievement, The Torture Garden’s beauty of language and imagery ensures our transport into a realm not of this earth. Its recitation of the names of exotic plants and perfumes lures us into an erotic dimension of limitless possibilities, conjured into being by the repressed underside of the human spirit–the reward at the end being the same as in the mythical Garden of Eden: self-knowledge…

‘Once described as “the most sickening work of art of the nineteenth century,” The Torture Garden is one of the most truly original works ever imagined. Beyond providing a richly poetic experience, it will stimulate anyone interested in the always-contemporary problem of the limits of experience and sensation. As part of the continuing struggle against censorship and especially self-censorship, it will remain a landmark in the fight against all that would suppress the creation of a far freer world.’ — V. Vale and Andrea Juno

 

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Covers

 

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Media


Guitry, Portrait d’Octave Mirbeau


Trailer for the film ‘Torture Garden’ (1967)


Europe’s largest fetish club, Torture Garden of London UK

 

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Further

Website of Société Octave Mirbeau (French)
Octave Mirbeau Society
Introduction to ‘The Torture Garden’ by Tom McCarthy
UTOPIANISM AND PERVERSION IN MIRBEAU’S LE JARDIN DES SUPPLICES
Octave Mirbeau’s ‘The Love of a Venal Woman’
Octave Mirbeau’s ‘Ravachol’
Octave Mirbeau’s preface to ‘Moribund Society and Anarchy’
‘The Torture Garden’ @ goodreads
‘The Torture Garden’ @ Satanism Community
Buy the book @ Amazon
Download the eBook for $1.00 @ Olympia Press

 

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Octave Mirbeau, Anarchist

by Nick Heath

 

At the end of the 19th century, many French writers were attracted to anarchism. Some of them were fascinated by the bomb attacks of “propaganda by deed” anarchists Ravachol and Emile Henry, and wanted to write a book that would be a literary bomb, destroying the foundations of the religion, the family and the nation state. For example, the Symbolists celebrated “free verse” as “anarchist verse”. Many, after achieving fame, abandoned any notion of anarchism.

One who did not was Octave Mirbeau. For him, anarchism was not a fashionable phase, or part of a misspent youth. He discovered the ideas of anarchists Proudhon and Kropotkin quite late in life after having been a writer for Bonapartist and anti-Semitic newspapers. From 1883 he began to change tack, editing Les Grimaces, a biting satirical journal. From 1885, he began to adopt more and more openly anarchist positions. He gave financial aid to anarchists in difficulty. He used his position as an influential writer to popularise the ideas of anarchism. He wrote The Strike of the Voters in the daily paper Le Figaro, where he called for abstention at the ballot box.

For Mirbeau, anarchism did not just mean revolutionising literature, but giving himself, his time and his money to it. He was the main financial supporter of the anarchist newspaper Les Temps Nouveaux, whose contributors included Paul Signac.

His works were the reflection of his anarchist commitment. Many of his works describe deprived lives the absurdities of bureaucracy and the corruption of power. L’Abbe Jules and Sebastien Roch were two extremely anti-clerical novels. The Diary of a Chambermaid is not just the tale of the corruption of the upper classes but of the rise to power of an anti-Semite. Luis Bunuel, the Spanish filmmaker understood this, and in his film of Mirbeau’s novel, he shows how the rise of fascism is linked to the ideas and values of the ruling class.

Mirbeau’s most notorious novel The Torture Garden is often dismissed as nothing more than a decadent novel of sado-masochism. In fact, this misunderstands its political message. Its dedication “To priests, soldiers, judges, men who educate, lead and govern men, I dedicate these pages of Murder and Blood” give the game away. Why are certain crimes illegal and not others? Mirbeau lists industry, colonial commerce, war, hunting and anti-Semitism as legal forms of murder.

Mirbeau often deals with power in his books. Not just how it is exercised over the individual but how it is internalised and how it is used by those who govern us. A passionate writer, he was one of those rare individuals who were able to reconcile social commitment with a total freedom of creation.

 

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Edy Legrand’s illustrations

 

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Book

Octave Mirbeau The Torture Garden
Olympia Press

‘Following the twin trails of desire and depravity to a shocking, sadistic paradise – a garden in China where torture is practiced as an art form – a dissolute Frenchman discovers the true depths of degradation beyond his prior bourgeois imaginings. Entranced by a resolute Englishwoman whose capacity for debauchery knows no bounds, he capitulates to her every whim amid an ecstatic yet tormenting incursion of visions, scents, caresses, pleasures, horrors, and fantastic atrocities.

The Torture Garden is exceptional for its detailed descriptions of sexual euphoria and exquisite torture, its political critique of government corruption and bureaucracy, and its revolutionary portrait of a woman – which challenges even contemporary models of feminine authority. This is one of the most truly original works ever imagined. Beyond providing richly poetic experience, it will stimulate anyone interested in the always-contemporary problem of the limits of experience and sensation. As part of the continuing struggle against censorship and especially self-censorship, it will remain a landmark in the fight against all that would suppress the creation of a far freer world. Written in 1899, this fabulously rare novel was once described as “the most sickening work of art of the 19th century.”‘ — Olympia Press

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Excerpts

This young man had so authoritative a manner and so bitter a tone, that it made us shiver slightly.“I was returning from Lyon,” he continued, “and I was alone in a first—class compartment. I’ve forgotten what station it was, but a traveler got on. I admit that the irritation of being disturbed when alone can bring about very violent states of mind, and arouse you to peevish behavior. But I experienced nothing of the sort. I was so bored with being alone that the chance arrival of this companion was rather a pleasure to me from the very start. He settled himself across from me, after carefully depositing his few bags in the rack. He was a bulky man, of common appearance, whose greasy ugliness shortly became obnoxious to me. After a few moments, I felt something like an insuperable disgust in looking at him. He was stretched opt heavily on the cushions, his thighs apart, and at every jolt of the train his enormous belly trembled and heaved like a disgusting mass of jelly. As he seemed hot, he took off his collar and sloppily mopped his forehead—a low, wrinkled and bumpy forehead, raggedly framed by a few short, sticky hairs. His face was merely a lumpy mass of fat; his triple chin a slack flap of soft flesh, spread on his chest. To avoid this unpleasant sight I pretended to look at the countryside, and forcibly tore myself away from the presence of this irksome companion. An hour passed. And when curiosity, stronger than my will, had drawn my eyes back to him, I saw that he had fallen into a deep and unprepossessing sleep. He slept, sunk into himself, his head drooping and rolling upon his shoulders, and his huge, bloated hands lay open upon the slopes of his thighs. I noticed that his round eyes bulged beneath creased eyelids, and that a bit of bluish pupil showed through a slit, like an ecchymosis on a scrap of limp veal. What insane idea suddenly flashed through my mind? Truly, I don’t know. For though I had been frequently tempted by murder, it lay in me in an embryonic state of desire,. and had never as yet assumed the precise form of a gesture or an act. Is it possible that the ignominious ugliness of this man alone was able to crystallize that gesture and that act? No, there is a more profound cause, of which I am ignorant. I arose quietly and approached the sleeper, my hands spread, contracted and violent, as though to strangle him.”

With these words, being a story—teller who knew how to get his effects, he paused. Then, evidently satisfied with himself, he continued:

“Despite my rather puny appearance, I am gifted with unusual strength, exceptional muscular agility, and extraordinary power of grip, and at that moment a strange heat unleashed the dynamic force of my bodily faculties. My hands alone moved towards this man’s neck—by themselves, I assure you—burning and terrible. I felt in me a lightness, an elasticity, an influx of nervous tides, something like the powerful intoxication of sexual desire. Yes, I can’t explain what I felt better than to compare it with that. The minute my hands were about to close upon this greasy neck, the man woke up. He awoke with terror in his eyes, and he stuttered: ‘What? what? what?’ And that was all! I saw that he wanted to say more, but he couldn’t! His round eye flickered like—a little light sputtering in the wind. Then it remained fixed and motionless upon me, in horror. Without saying a word, without even seeking an excuse or a reason, by which the man would have been reassured, I sat down again across from him and nonchalantly, with an ease of manner which still astonishes me, I unfolded a newspaper which, however, I did not read. Fear grew in the man’s eyes with every moment; little by little he recoiled, and I saw his face grow spotted with red, then purple, then it stiffened. All the way to Paris, the man’s stare retained its frightful fixity. When the train stopped, the man did not get off……” The narrator lit a cigarette in the flame of a candle, and from a cloud of smoke his phlegmatic voice was saying:

“Oh, I know well enough. I had killed him! He was dead of cerebral congestion.”

*—What is this rat torture?… my friend asked… And how is it that I do not know it?
—A masterpiece, milady… a pure masterpiece!… affirmed in a ringing voice the big man whose flaccid body was drooping in the grass.
—I understand, but how so…?
—A masterpiece, indeed! And you see…… you know nothing of it… nobody knows… What a pity!… How could you expect me not to be humiliated?…
—Could you describe it?…
—Could I? Certainly I could… I shall explain it, and you will make up your mind… Follow me well…
And the big man, with precise gestures that described figures in the air, spoke as follows:
—You take a convict, charming milady, a convict, or any other character—for it is not necessary for the success of my ordeal, that the patient be sentenced to anything—you take a man, as far as possible, young, strong, and whose muscles are well resistant… on the principle that more strength means more struggle, and more struggle means more suffering!… Very well… You undress him… Very well… When he is naked—is that right, milady?—You make him kneel, his back arched, on the ground where you hold him down by chains, riveted to iron collars that encircle his neck, wrists, knees, and ankles… Very well! I am not sure that I make myself understood?… You then make a small hole in the bottom of a large pot—a flowerpot, milady!—You put inside a very large rat, which should have been deprived of food for two days, in order to excite its ferocity… And this pot, inhabited by that rat, you apply tightly, like a huge suction cup, to the buttocks of the condemned man, with solid straps, attached to a leather belt, which encircles his hips… Ah! Ah! it takes shape!…
He glanced at us maliciously, from under his lowered eyelids, to judge the effect that his words had on us…
—And then?… said Clara, naively.
—Then, milady, you insert into the small opening in the pot—guess what?
—How would I know?…
The man rubbed his hands, smiled horribly, and continued
—You insert an iron rod, heated to a red glow by the fire of a forge… a portable forge that is right here, near you… And when the iron rod is inserted, what happens next?… Ah! Ah! ah!… Imagine yourself what should happen, milady?…
—Go on, old chatterbox!… ordered my friend whose small feet angrily kicked the sand of the alley…
—There!… There!… soothed the verbose torturer… A little patience, milady… Let us proceed methodically, if you please… So, you insert into the opening of the pot, an iron rod, heated to a red glow by the fire of a forge… The rat wants to flee the fire of the rod and its searing light… He panics, dashes, jumps and leaps, turns on the walls of the pot, crawls and gallops on the man’s buttocks, which he first tickles and then he tears with his legs and bites with his sharp teeth… seeking a way out, through the scrambled and bloody flesh… But there is no exit… or, at least in the first few minutes of panic, the rat cannot find any exit… And the iron rod, wielded skillfully and slowly, constantly approaches the rat…… threatening it… scorching its hair… What do you say to this prelude?
He took a few breaths, and calmly, authoritatively, instructed us:
—The great merit in this, is that this initial exercise must be prolonged as much as we can, because the laws of physiology tell us that there is nothing more horrible than the combination on a human flesh of tickling and biting… It may even happen that the patient goes insane… He screams and struggles… his body, formerly free in the midst of iron collars,, quivers, lifts, twists, shaken by painful shudders… But his limbs are held securely by the chains… the pot, by the straps… And the movements of the condemned man only increase the fury of the rat, which will soon be augmented with intoxication by blood… It is sublime, milady!…
—And in the end?… said, in a soft and trembling voice, Clara, who had slightly blanched.
The executioner clicked his tongue and continued:
—In the end—for I see that you are eager to know the outcome of this worthy and merry tale—in the end… under the threat of red-hot rod and excited by a few well-timed burns, the rat eventually finds a way out… a natural exit, milady… and how vile!… Ah… ah!… ah!…
—How horrible!… cried Clara.
—Ah! you see… I do not make you say it… And I am proud of the interest that you take in my ordeal… But wait… The rat penetrates, you know where… in the human body… by expanding it with its paws and his teeth… the hole… Ah… ah!… ah!… the hole he frantically diggs, as if in the ground… And it suffocates, at the same time that the patient who, after a half-hour of unspeakable, incomparable torture, at last also succumbs to blood loss… if not to excess of suffering… or a stroke of terrible madness… In all cases, milady… and whatever the final cause of this death, believe me that it is extremely beautiful!…
Satisfied, with a triumphant look of pride, he concluded:
—Is this not extremely beautiful, milady? Is this not truly a prodigious invention… a wonderful masterpiece, in a way classical, and one that makes you seek, unsuccessfully, its equivalent in the past?… I do not want to appear immodest, but grant me, milady, that the demons that once haunted the forests of Yunnan, never imagined such a miracle… Well, the judges did not want it!… I brought to them, as you perceive, something infinitely glorious… something unique in its kind, and capable of inflaming the inspiration of our greatest artists… They wanted nothing more… nothingmore!… The return to the classical tradition frightens them.… Not counting also all sorts of moral quibbles, quite painful to state… the intrigue, the extortion, the competitive venality… the contempt for the righteous… the horror of beauty… what do I know?… You would think, at least, that for such a service, they had made me a mandarin? Of course you would!… Nothing, milady… I received nothing… These are the characteristic symptoms of our decay… Ah! we are a nation done with, a dead nation!… The Japanese can come… we are no longer able to resist them… Farewell to China!…
He fell silent.
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p.s. Hey. ** David, Hi. Oh, I haven’t checked FB closely in the last couple, I’ll go find it. Gotcha on the reading aloud thing. I’m kind of the same way, but I don’t have a choice, alas. Later gator. ** Tosh Berman, Hi, Tosh. Oh, course you met him. You met all the vintage greats, or so it sometimes seems. Amazing. Thanks about haunted game thing. It sure is fun. Maybe we can bring it to LA. I’m sure we’ll try. ** David Ehrenstein, Yes, your book. Everyone, The first chapter of David Ehrenstein’s very key book ‘Film: The Front Line 1984’ is about Jack Smith and highly recommended. And, while we’re on the DE topic, his FaBlog briefly takes on Dave Chapelle. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Well, yeah, best of luck to the lad, but Willy Wonka seems like a very massive stretch, but who knows, I guess. When’s the next full moon (?) a.k.a. thank you for that love! Love teaching everyone in the world to execute a flawless pirouette, G. ** Bill, Yeah, strange. No problem on whatever time it takes to do the post. Is the Joel Lane reissue from Serpents Tail? They seem to be doing some kind of ‘golden age of ST’ reissue campaign which will include my ‘Closer’ at some point. ** T, Hi, T. Juan Munoz, nice book, awesome guy, RIP. Thanks for being interested enough to get ‘Flaming Creatures’ under your belt. That’s the thing: I always have to fight off an allergy to massive books. It doesn’t make much sense, but allergies don’t. ‘2666’ is a definite read for some point. Ah, yes, control freak landlady. Urgh. But, hey, that is quite an ultra-sweet monthly rent you have there. Wow. Your wished for Thursday is now my goal in life. Beautiful, thank you. I hope your Thursday smokes a lot of 420 with your landlady. xo. ** Jeffrey Coleman, Hi, Jeff. I like Ira Cohen’s stuff, yeah. Especially his film ‘The Invasion of Thunderbolt Pagoda’. And his cover art for Spirit’s ‘Dreams of Dr. Sardonicus’ album. I hosted him once for a reading at Beyond Baroque back in the early 80s, and I thought he was kind of a creep personally, but no big. Yes, ‘Negrophobia’ is so great! ** Billy, Hi, Billy! Welcome! Oh, awesome, is your dissertation readable anywhere? I’m good, thanks, and I hope you are too. ** Okay. Today my blog’s Halloween celebrations turn bookish in the form of this restored post. See you tomorrow.

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