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TheWrathofParadise, 19
Moscow

Hi! i am a young emo metalhead & not going to lie with a 9.8 inch dick that needs to be drained.

I will be rude, regardless who is present.

I am a cow, I can give 100% pleasure off my semen production.

I know exactly what I want and who I want.

So if you have the wealth, ability & dick sucking experience to be “THE LEGENDARY SUGARSWALLOWER” you’re more welcome!

Guestbook of TheWrathofParadise

DarkestParts – April 10, 2022
I believe with my whole heart that you are human merchandise.

game_of_phones_ – April 9, 2022
Excuse my naiveté, but nothing about this makes logical sense. Why would someone want to swallow what comes out of another person’s cock when it has nothing to do with regular food or drink?

UndisputedU – April 5, 2022
Once you get him flowing, you’ll be amazed how much comes out.

LeonBerlino – April 1, 2022
He makes the best toast with mayonnaise 😉

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Russian, English
Position Top only
Dick XXL – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF No
S&M Yes
Safer sex PrEP
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 15000RUB

 

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depressedbutsweet, 20
Kiev

A victimized boy of circumstances of war 😭
my life have being through worst so i don’t need any more drama and all that i dream and wish for is a host in EU for little period with the right man to who i offer anal in return because i have nothing else to loose knowing the most important people in my life are all gone and now i’m all alone in this cold world 🙁 
please if you know you have no value or care for life or any kindness in you,don’t bother to write me!!! Thanks

Guestbook of depressedbutsweet

FunwitholderRussian – April 2, 2022
Let’s be friend if you are interested in gut punching until vomit of a nice boy.

depressedbutsweet (Owner) – April 2, 2022
also i’m socially incompetent,no idea how to have conversations, and if i manage to get along with a person, it still goes down in flames eventually.

depressedbutsweet (Owner) – April 2, 2022
If the sex is too hot i do get overwhelmed and can shutdown, and that will mean after the end i will need to be alone. I am working to minimize the shutdowns, but be prepared for that outcome please.

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Gay Man
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Ukrainian, Russian, English
Position More Bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Soft
Safer sex PrEP
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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wellnessboy, 19
Queens

Hi Guys, Jack here. 19 and studying in Sports Fitness and Wellbeing and alternative therapies. Covid has made me re-evaluate a lot of things in my life. I might look tough physically but deep down I am very fragile so I have moved to NYC and worked hard on myself. Now I need to take the next step and (1) find a wealthy benefactor to grow my muscles further, be brainwashed, lose all my braincells and become unable to function without you, or (2) meet on an hourly basis with generous older men who like my looks as is, and are from 40 to 85 years old.

Guestbook of wellnessboy

lawhip032022 – April 4, 2022
Please send me a bare chest photo neck to knees.

iiyam – April 3, 2022
shave your underarms my darling!

timetooccur – April 3, 2022
After hiring wellnessboy my whole life changed and also my values. It made me change the way I connect with escorts into a subject-subject encounter instead of subject-object as I was doing.

Attaboy – April 1, 2022
It’s paradoxical not to want to be a sex object and come to a sex site that loudly asserts the hiring of asses. If I had to establish a relationship with a young person I would start with the ass and over time a relationship can be established.

Pimpon42 – March 23, 2022
“One of the world-leading intellectuals” Washington Post

needmydickinahoe – March 21, 2022
He only does accompaniment without sex. And I quote.. “I am a being to move emotions, memories, culture, values ​​and compassion.” Attention pigeons!!

Body Type Athletic, shaved
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Prefer not to say
Dick M – Cut
Dirty No
FF No
S&M No
Safer sex Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 800$

 

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Cuminmyass, 19
Boise

I’m only do public. I work at a truck stop and I have fun there if you wanna have fun I work at the gatson petro.

I have no friends. I haven’t had any friends since childhood. But there are truckers who I talk to only at work.

I’ve been doing this since I was 12, if I don’t know what I’m doing now I never will.

Guestbook of Cuminmyass

jakewantsassnow – April 13, 2022
He’s obviously on the spectrum, but he does ok.

meet5 – April 12, 2022
I am grateful to God that i crossed paths with you because you have made me happier than i ever was my whole life.

TinyLittleShrug – April 8, 2022
you will love his ass, it is really interesting and you will not regret it.

codeman729 – April 8, 2022
Great at making straight guys question their sexuality.

Body Type Athletic, little hair
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Cut
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Soft
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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slutboyblond, 20
Verwaltungsgemeinschaft Bruchs

THE NEW YORK CITY PARTY PACKAGE, 100% NYC SOURCED

Let me bring you that one-of-a-kind Party experience you can only find in New York !

Germany may know how to party, but NO PLACE parties like NYC.

You can feel it when you breathe, there’s something in the New York City air.

You can feel it when you take a drink, there’s something in the water there, too.

A pure vitality, taking you HIGHER than you’ve ever been before.

Have a crazed, mindblowing ball with me today in our own, private NYC.

Guestbook of slutboyblond

TieAndDisplay – April 8, 2022
If you meet up, def take a selfie with his hole ;P

Cabin_Crew – April 1, 2022
Don’t fasten your seatbelt.

slutboyblond (Owner) – April 1, 2022
I now have tattooed eyeballs and devil horn implants in my forehead (can unscrew if needed).

Necklove1 – March 27, 2022
We did a shit ton of things, but the only thing that truly turned me on was climbing him again and again and fucking his soul out.

Fernando – March 25, 2022
He is the best in everything he do, specially on bed, uffff….

inneedofjustice – March 22, 2022
I love to lick destroyed holes and I was able to learn from his that a diamond can be found in the worst garbage can.

fucksjuicyass – March 20, 2022
The best game of your life, grab him by the hair and rape his mouth as if it were an ortho – this cunt does everything! The ass was flushed perfectly – Reassemble your dick, his legs on the shoulders, slammed up against the wall and just smash his ass in all the poses you want with all your might for hours nonstop and splash all over the whore’s guts!

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Trans Gay Bisexual Hetero Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages German, Slovakian, English
Position Bottom only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Never
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate 1100€

 

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SpiderBoy, 19
Etterbeek

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖕 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖞 𝖜𝖊𝖇 🕷️🕸️🕷️

I WRITE THIS IN ALL CAPITAL SO THAT THE OLD GENTLEMEN CAN READ BETTER

Guestbook of SpiderBoy

TheWhiteTigress – April 10, 2022
The White Tigress engages in two primary sexual acts. In the first act, Congealing the Dragon’s Jade, it makes use of male semen to restore its physical appearance. In the second act, which is of greater importance than the first, it focuses on the absorption of male sexual energy, referred to as
Absorbing the Dragon’s Breath, for developing a heightened state of hypersensitivity during sexual stimulation of the male penis. Absorption is the ability to mentally and physically induce the energy of the male orgasm into itself, whereby it then uses that dominant (yang) energy to both fortify and enhance its own submissive (yin) energy—the transformational use of sexual activity. It is the practice of Absorbing the Dragon’s Breath that leads to the spiritual achievement of Illumination—the experience of seeing numerous, small, lantern-like lights swaying gently inside the head. The White Tigress needs to experience this illumination in order to produce sufficient energy to create a “Spiritual Fetus”. In every sense it is like a spiritual pregnancy where upon it gives birth to the spiritual fetus within itself, much like a caterpillar shedding its cocoon and emerging as a butterfly.

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Asian
I am a Trans Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages French, Japanese, English
Position Versatile
Dick S, uncut
Dirty No answer
FF No answer
S&M Soft
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 75€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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Hugo, 19
Rome

it’s not exactly the site I wanted to sign up for but I decided to give it a try.
I’ve never had paid sex and I’m the classic good guy; many call me a nice (or very nice) guy, and i’m nice, kind, and smart enough – know i like to talk a lot, about everything. I tend to be liked by my peers, but also by older men. And I’ve always had a lot of sex (since I was little more than a kid).
I think I’m a good lover, I’m very dirty (about sex I’m open to anything, just name it). I am versatile and more passive, but I do not disdain a little tongue job between the buttocks (I have beautiful teen buttocks, no a single hair, never had to shave, pure nature).
I have not put any rate because I have never entered into the perspective of having to have paid sex, but I’m pretty easy, let’s discuss it.

Guestbook of Hugo

Hugo (Owner) – April 9, 2022
Thank you! The excitement I caused you gave me an ego boost that I will take to my grave.

Daniel10128 – April 9, 2022
There is nothing like having super raucous sex with this innocent looking piggy then hugging and snuggling in bed marinating in all of his sweat and B.O.

Hugo (Owner) – April 7, 2022
Shit that’s a lovely comment thank you so much! Apologies for my late response I’ve been visiting family, truthfully I thought you were a lovely genuine guy, I also loved how carefree and insane you were with my ass like a psycho with a heart of gold? I enjoyed it thoroughly and hopefully we can meet again

ARE_ESS_FREE – March 30, 2022
I had him stripped in seconds and I saw that bod with my own eyes. Yes he’s very slim. Yes he’s very smooth. Yes he has an ass like a 12 year old’s. Yes I have huge 11″ cock. Yes he looked at it like a deer in the headlights.

I threw him on the couch, pushed legs back behind his ears and and all I could do was feast my eyes on was this perfect tiny boipussy. And Christ what a boipussy it is. Smooth as anything but fucking tight. I spit on my rock hard monster cock and slugged it through his boipussy ring balls deep, and the pure bliss his boipussy walls were giving me was hard to describe.

He instantly transformed into this ravenous animal telling me to fuck him harder and harder still, pound his cunt and begging me for my spunk. So it wasn’t too long before my balls were sending load number 1 on its merry way up my cock and firing rope after rope of powerful cum shots deep into his twink guts. What followed was four more very violent fucks, in every positions and his guts got a big paint job from me every time.

I need to add that his boipussy also gapes so fucking attractively I had to turn his ass to the light and just gaze in awe at down into that incredible purple maw of pulsing tissues and I couldn’t be a fucking tourist anymore and clamped my mouth to that boy cavern and inhaled so long and hard I’m surprised his internal organs didn’t end up in my stomach.

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Italian, Danish, English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No
FF Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Safer sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 50€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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Fffffffffffffffffffffffff, 21
London

Im a goddess pretty Cute All time

My ass is your dream pussy to cum

My ass that can makes men feel in wonderland

Everyone fuck me will always fuck me again and again

Guestbook of Fffffffffffffffffffffffff

white4chink – April 8, 2022
What Illchangethislater said that powermax80 said.

Illchangethislater – April 5, 2022
What powermax80 said.

powermax80 – April 4, 2022
He has best Asian Ass in the world!!!
His Asian Ass is the best thing that ever happened to my white cock.
His Asian Ass put me in a horny frenzy.
I stuffed his Asian Ass with food and ate it.
I miss his tight smooth silky beautiful Asian Ass!!!

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Asian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Korean, English
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Cut
Dirty WS only
FF No answer
S&M Soft
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate £80
Overnight Rate £600

 

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Undercover_playboy_, 23
Madrid

I am a 23-year-old universitary student

I have big dick but in the picture it is still not hard yet

Guestbook of Undercover_playboy_

enzox97 – March 17, 2022
Be kind bro everybody has their own war.

4SIDI – March 17, 2022
It’s not big, you liar, go fuck yourself. 🖕👉🚪

JustMeandYou – March 13, 2022
If those pix are accurate and you’re as dumb as you look and you got financial problems, I’m the sugardaddy who you are looking for.

Body Type Athletic, little hair
Ethnicity Spanish
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages Spanish, English
Position More top
Dick XL – Uncut
Dirty No
FF Active
S&M No
Safer sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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oldmanisthebest, 18
Toronto

I just really skinny, even tho i might look anorexic i’m not, I been this skinny since childhood, My Nick name is Fool, i been having sex with men who like skinny boys since I was 10, I was fucked and bribed to keep my mouth shut by a babysitter when I was 7, the older i get, the more sex i crave, my worst sex was about over two days of fucking and i was starved before so my ass became more skinny before pounding it.

I’m near Weston and finch, i’m tall and very skinny, my bones stick out, my bellies very hollow, i can’t host or drive, but since i’m very skinny i can walk long distances.

Guestbook of oldmanisthebest

Benchmark – April 9, 2022
Caution – Even normal sex with him hurts like hell and I woke up the next morning covered in bruises.

hungwanderer – April 5, 2022
Needs a guy not afraid or creeped out by seeing a skeleton in great detail!

cl4ww – April 2, 2022
I cabt wait to have you beside me and share so much money so do you allow repugnant tops to cum deep inside you?

oldmanisthebest (Owner) – April 2, 2022
Unfortunately, I have to add that I have a speech impediment, so I can’t speak because my vocal cords don’t work anymore, many people can’t handle it, but I hope it doesn’t bother you.

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Never
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate 500$

 

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Beatlesfan, 23
Leeds

💼 I’m a Qualified Pilot who used to fly chartered flights. Due to illness I can no longer do it. I’ve also been a Emergency Planning, National Sec & Counter Terrorism advisor for 2 years. Now studying Psychology & Counselling and Volunteering as a Facilitator at the RNIB, none of which brings in money so I’m currently pricing my ass which is just 🙌🏻.

Guestbook of Beatlesfan

WhoIfuckwithcum – April 6, 2022
I say go ahead and fuck him, I guess. Maybe you’ll enjoy it. Hard to say.

Lucifer – April 2, 2022
A little geekier than in his photos, not too much, but it has him.

Me33801 – March 29, 2022
This guy was my one male lover. With a 4.5″ penis. He and his wife moved. So it’s been months.

IAmPigMan – March 26, 2022
Jaw dropping Beatles collection but in every other way an utterly ordinary boy with slow wits and a monotone voice whose dulling effect starts almost immediately. That can be circumvented to some degree if you blow tina clouds in his mouth as you kiss him.

Body Type Slim, little hair
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF No
S&M Soft
Safer sex PrEP
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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AndrogynousCuteBoy, 18
Jianhu County

Hi, PaPa
Son Of Rainbow 🌈 is here
In my future, I will find a true love💘
Stupid OLD PaPa made me sad💔
LooKing new OLD PaPa To See This Beautiful Era
I Love OLD PaPa
i Don’t have Any Problem
if You are Saintly Or Boring or Evil✨
i’m sure you will like it💘
Because,
i am Androgynous Cute Boy 😝🙈
You will see my difference, stranger💙

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Asian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Chinese, English
Position Versatile
Dick S – Uncut
Dirty No answer
FF No answer
S&M No answer
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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ourlittlesecrett, 19
Brooklyn

Hello! I am an Ass-Worshiper, and I am expert of worshiping a Superior Male’s Ass with the fullest extent of my passion, which is considerable. I will dig my tongue so deep inside that it will scrape the inner walls of the Fine Ass that I am worshiping. I am my own person, very well-developed in my mind, and I eschew the more superficial, Communistic aspects of gay culture, and I have a profound disdain for gay bitchiness and sourness. As such, I am seeking generous males who are very grounded in their masculinity, and who seek to have their asses fully explored within the parameters highlighted therein. Bonus if you’re homophobic.

Guestbook of ourlittlesecrett

Eric – April 12, 2022
it was not exactly what I had expected because it disturbed me significantly.

ourlittlesecrett (Owner) – April 9, 2022
I’m so sorry if I’m not responding to your messages. Just don’t hold it against me and block me. I don’t block people… I’m introverted and that’s what I am. Plus, if I cannot hold a straight conversation and if I’m awkward, I’m sorry. Please lead the conversation cause I’m not good at it. And please don’t be too pushy, please be respectful. Yes, I eat ass but I’m not a pervert. And if you want to meet and I can’t I’m sorry too. There are so many reasons. One is I’m just not used to meeting (yeah, this is true cause I’m introvert), and 2nd I cannot explain my whole self or personality in just this text but the bottom line is I’m introverted and probably conflicted. I have so many problems with myself that I cannot explain in one go (confidence issues, trust issues, confusion on my sexual identify, etc etc). I’m just so obedient and suffocated. Sorry If this turned out edgy like a teenager and turned you off (this is one of few times I’ve vented out). But at least you have a grasp of who I am. Ps. And yeah I’m straight but my face is gay (or my mouth at least), and I know that sounds insane. I’m sorry.

Wayne – April 2, 2022
loved opening my hole over his mouth and getting it tongued open, deep, huffing on poppers to get it wide, clean/dirty – either seemed to work.

Body Type Slim, average hair
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Cut
Dirty No answer
FF No
S&M No
Safer sex No answer
Hourly Rate 160$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Nooselover97, 20
Manchester

Straight male looking to be hooded, noose around my neck and hung for $$$. In a monogamous relationship with a girl so not looking for sex or sexual meet ups. I’ll do it barefaced for those who want to get to know me.

Guestbook of Nooselover97

CollyerBat – April 2, 2022
Him gurgling with a British accent gave me goosebumps.

Nooselover97 (Owner) – March 31, 2022
Hit me up if you want to see videos of me being hung.

MRBELTER – March 25, 2022
I am Mr Belter and I enjoyed hanging this bad boy.

Nooselover97 (Owner) – March 23, 2022
I’m not going to be naked, I only get hung in my clothes. Also if your not up to filming it then I won’t be interested. I know this might seem stupid, but I want decent long footage of me being hung. I have my own camera and tripod. I also have extra balaclavas for those who don’t want their faces exposed.

Body Type Average, average hair
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Hetero Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position No answer
Dick No answer
Dirty No
FF No
S&M Yes
Safer sex Does not apply
Hourly Rate 120£
Overnight Rate On request

 

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hotterthanyou, 20
Cologne

If you’ve always dreamed of sleeping with a girl but find breasts and vaginas yucky and think trans girls and crossdressers are freaky looking …
I am a girl who lives secretly and comfortably inside a real boy’s body.
I am not operated and I do not intend to be.
I’ve got a really juicy ass and just want someone to give it a good time hehe.
I also love a good juicy ass too hehehe.

Guestbook of hotterthanyou

anonymous – April 8, 2022
Loud gush rubber ball

richardkalb – April 5, 2022
I love this guest book, especially the slob with the penthouse and Porsche (really awesome). By the way, I have a castle in Tuscany and I threw lots of money in this boy’s ass and it was very entertaining. Good luck everybody.

bemyfem – April 5, 2022
I would have gladly paid 500 or 600/hour for this small, charming diva with her great ass. I drive a Porsche and live in a penthouse, so why spend my time with a cheap hustler? When I look at the clock I’m looking at a gold Rolex, when I look at who’s in my bed I’m looking at a gold boy.

Anonymous – March 27, 2022
If he’s really a girl then he should keep her tongue in his face and deactivate himself!

78467KN – March 27, 2022
YOU POOR BUMS GO ON TO THE RAILWAY STATION TO BUY A DIRTY DRUG ADDICT FOR A BAG OF FRIES!! IS HIS ASS MADE OF GOLD? I DON’T CARE!!!! I LICKED EVERY CM OF HIS BEAUTIFUL BUM AND RECTUM ……TASTED MEGA DELICIOUS!!!!

Anonymous – March 27, 2022
200€ is a very steep price. This boys will soon have a very difficult time due to the inflation rate and the war in the Ukraine. Money is no longer so loose. Soon enough he’ll charge 20€.

Anonymous – March 25, 2022
The hottest girl I ever saw! I was speechless! The ass is as you can imagine in a dream! I miss it so much! I could write a whole novel here about how much she squeals as she takes it up the ass… but then I would take away the surprise from her next customers!

FFunUli-Arnstadt – March 20, 2022
I don’t know this brave young girl and I won’t meet her because I think we’re on the same wavelength. But you who scold her so badly here should be struck by lightning while shitting.

luciouslarry – March 20, 2022
in a nutshell: an arrogant gender dysphoric idiot whore who wants to get the big bucks. But he then spreads his legs and … he blew my mind 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽😍💦. But he is an arrogant chick.

Anonymous – March 13, 2022
200,- EURO! Well, if I want to sleep with a woman, I’ll take a woman. If I want to sleep with a boy, I’ll take him. You are neither.

SuperSmall – March 13, 2022
He seems to be a kind of answer to the luxury whore of the economic miracle: Rosemarie Nitribitt. She waited for customers in the Frankfurter Hof: in a fur coat with nothing underneath. Her end in 1957, however, was terrible. So: let him keep dreaming of the rich savior in the children’s room near the Swabian Jura.

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Spanish
I am a Bisexual Gay male Trans woman
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages German, English, Spanish
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty No
S&M Yes
Kissing Consent
Fisting Active/Passive
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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KyleDoesntSayNo, 19
Baltimore

I’m wasted a lot of my life pretending to be straight. I had a girlfriend but was a slut sleeping around. I only cheated on her twice in 2 years although she would consider me watching gay porn and shoving dildos my asshole cheating I didn’t. Yes she cought me once and was pissed. Should have been getting pounded by cock. Ive never been fisted or double penetrated so I want to be broke in. I’ve missed out on a whole lot of slutly sa whore shit. I don’t ever see myself settiling down. I’m want to do what my asshole was made for. To be ass raped like the faggot that I am. I need destroyed for trying to be straight. I need beating if I ever stick my useless dick in pussy again. I am a faggot sodomite who forced myself to be bisexual.i must be punished for that. If my profile suddenly disappears Ive most likely set it to private, I get anxious about being on here sometimes, so please don’t take it the wrong way.

Guestbook of KyleDoesntSayNo

KyleDoesntSayNo (Owner) – April 10, 2022
To summarise your comment, I’m really hot.

MonsieurNasty – April 10, 2022
Imagine sitting on top of him. Putting a rope around his neck and pulling tighter and tighter until the light from his eyes start fading away, then let it go ever so slightly to let him gasp whatever little air he can take in. And then start again. All night long. Imagine how his body would squirm desperately while he fought for his life. His smooth young legs slithering and rubbing against each other. Her delicious abdomen tensing and flexing to desperately pull in air. And the pathetic almost pityable look on his face as his brain cells are culled to a handful.. I would love to lick the sweat off of his lifeless body afterwards.

KyleDoesntSayNo (Owner) – April 8, 2022
These are my drawings and they are for sale. And yes, I’m still an escort but trying to quit and start making a living only with my art. I really hope you like them. The size is 42×59´4 cm and I send them with certificate of authenticity. Message me for more information. I accept PayPal.

AdamUncut – April 7, 2022
Two problems. Firstly, faggot here has a small dicklet which is short even when erected. Secondly, faggot can’t seem to shoot out any cum instead it’s just dripping from his dicklet when he is getting pounded. Otherwise 👍

Anonymous – April 5, 2022
Boy has a lot courage, I’ll give him that – all respect

KyleDoesntSayNo (Owner) – April 3, 2022
I don’t believe in long term relationship anymore please dont bother to write me, just a waste of fucking time.

callbycall – April 2, 2022
Very cool date – I put the money in front of his face and pissed over it then shoved it into his mouth. He chewed the bills and swallowed them.

Body Type Athletic, smooth
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English, Spanish
Position Bottom only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Never
Hourly Rate 50$
Overnight Rate 300$

 

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Loveandhelpandfuckmesohard, 18
Banská Bystrica

Can you imagine helping someone you find attractive and likeable to get out of the crisis situation financially?

I give back a lot. I’m open to a friendship plus and something solid. Of course a large amount of sex is part of it.

Maybe I can find you this way?

By the way: I really exist.

Guestbook of Loveandhelpandfuckmesohard

Loveandhelpandfuckmesohard (Owner) – April 9, 2022
Anyone who criticises me is a frustrated degenerate psychopath.

HairyScot – April 9, 2022
Sexy and arrogant with zero manners and an inferiority complex that seems curiously misplaced at first but becomes understandable as everything about him but his ass grows boring. Period.

HairyScot – April 8, 2022
Standing at 5 feet and 10 inches tall with smooth skin equate to refined ivory, I found myself losing track of time while savoring the sensations of his porcelain flesh and profound sense of self-awareness that stripped me of any worries and the humdrum of everyday life.

Joshua_Big – April 5, 2022
immaculately surfaced sour puss who likes being eaten out by guys with short beards then fucked stupid until he gapes and i only know this because he is a talkative man.

ArabStud – April 3, 2022
Depending on what you do to him he’s tiresomely irreverent or an unknowable cryptid.
Slightest physical contact drenches him in sweat because of general social ineptitude.
He’s the non-flopping kind of epileptic.

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, Russian, Slovak, Ukrainian
Position More bottom
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Rarely
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate 450€

 

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notdrunkimjusthorny, 18
Detroit

Oh, my life is pure torment! One night of crippling depression after another. Crying, sobbing, screaming. I want someone in Michigan to come pick me up and I’ll come and be their sex slave for the rest of my life. It’s like, get me out of this internal chaos already!

My annoying personality is usually the first thing people notice about me, followed by my stunning ass. My friends say I’m very attractive, with lovely ass (though they’ve never seen it except through my pants) and luscious lips, but what do I know? I just exist in this heap of garbage known as “my body.” Okay, haha! Some of them are not true except for my stunning ass and luscious lips. I’m a complete psycho and I didn’t cry when E.T died! Maybe the first time I watched… But my sister was crying, so I had no choice!

Guestbook of notdrunkimjusthorny

WhoreMakerDD – April 8, 2022
You probably can’t even count to 10, but I’m dying to breed you – congratulations!

notdrunkimjusthorny (Owner) – April 3, 2022
YES, I AM SUPERFICIAL. IT’S EMBARRASSING BUT I CAN’T HELP IT. PLEASE CRY QUIETLY AND ESPECIALLY SOMEWHERE ELSE!

notdrunkimjusthorny (Owner) – April 3, 2022
If you’re one of those guys who absolutely needs at least 25 pictures with my finger in my asshole before we meet, don’t write to me! I don’t feel like going to kindergarten!

notdrunkimjusthorny (Owner) – April 1, 2022
Oh wtf, do what you want to me, I literally have 0 fucks to give anymore. Do whatever you need to do, I can’t find love so what’s the fucking point.

Psycholunatic9 – March 31 10, 2022
He knows what he is and doesn’t shy away from it in the slightest. However, I must warn that he is always excited no matter how often he cums and most guys will find his insatiable nature and obnoxious personality intimidating or off putting. My response was to feed myself Viagra and chems in order to make my hunger grow out of control. The goal was to eventually sustain a mindset that was completely devoid of all thought except sex with him. I got a good 60 percent there.

notdrunkimjusthorny (Owner) – March 27, 2022
I cannot just meet a stranger and instantly move into a pig role. We would meet as equals and gradually I would become an extension of you as my ego shrinks to nothing.

Body Type Average, smooth
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Cut
Dirty Yes
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Never
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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hivneg, 18
Berlin

give me hiv
it would be best if you send a picture of your penis right away
drunk right now

Guestbook of hivneg

Michael12345 – April 7, 2022
WELL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY HERE

hivneg (Owner) – April 7, 2022
but i don’t think i have many braincells left

hivneg (Owner) – April 7, 2022
although i am not many years old but in my heart i am more than in reality

Body Type Average, some hair
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Uncut
Dirty No
FF Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex Never
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Josh_Cavalin, 21
Prague

Hey guys, I am Czech porn actor Josh…Mom is Swedish, Dad is from Turkmenistan (I can hear you scrambling for your atlas!). I’ve decided to take a little step outside the porn world and meet some of the “little people” who’ve said such hot things about me and have money to burn.

While I am widely available, I would say I would best match with very wealthy men with high societal status over 50. They would have fierce sex drives and be more on the easily impressed, push-over side.

I’m willing to lie about how we met.

Guestbook of Josh_Cavalin

best-mouth-fucker – April 9, 2022
He said I couldn’t film the sex because he’s under contract with some studio, but I fucked him hard and fast enough to make his head snap back and forth uncontrollably, and his face was never still long enough for the camera to get a clear shot of it. 😀

KreativerMensch – April 6, 2022
Here’s a little challenge for you: If you want me to hire you, come up with an idea for a short story or film and write it to me….I’m looking forward to your ideas😊

Mohammed – April 4, 2022
Big plus if you have a huge ass in which his whole face can disappear.

KJ – April 2, 2022
Josh made several porns for my company, and the best thing I can say about him is he’s a total utility player and work horse – dad-boy, twink-on-twink, bi, straight, SM, interracial, dirty, gangbang, … he’s game for anything you throw at him. I intended to shoot one video with him and a dad type but wound up shooting four videos with him in one afternoon one after the other, and he still had the stamina to have a three-way with my partner and I on his way out the door.

Body Type Slim, shaved
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Bisexual Man
Smoker No
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages Czech, English
Position Versatile
Dick XL – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Safer sex PrEP
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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boynextwhore, 18
Melbourne

I’m a really small twink (4’11” and 80lbs) who likes big men. Literally if you tell me what you are gonna do to me and agree to come pick me up and pay me afterwards… you can do whatever you want to me.

Pin my hands above my head and fuck me?? Sure
Tie/Chain me up?? Sure
Dress me up?? DEFO
Make me your slave?? Sure
Eat my ass?? Sure
Kiss me?? Sure
Bite me really hard on my neck?? Sure

My only rules are that it leaves no lasting damage and if you draw blood I can stop it with a Bandaid… other than that all okay 🥰

And to repeat… you can do WHATEVER YOU WANT TO ME, just tell me what you are doing and paying first and you have to come pick me up as i dont like public transport ❤️

Guestbook of boynextwhore

Frazeeme – April 5, 2022
I prefer him unshaved. You can brush the pubes and even get sparks from static electricity!

iiswhoiis0 – April 5, 2022
I’ve hired him several times. Sometimes his crotch was shaved and sometimes it was natural and bushy, and WOW, his little dick looks so much BIGGER without pubes getting in the way, and I greatly prefer not getting any hairs in my teeth when I eat it.

karma – April 4, 2022
Twinkle twinkle little star I fucked him in my car

seemedisappear – April 2, 2022
2 hours spent with this teeny cumdump, it cost me just $600, so I booked three nights to get a wholesale price of $5000… it was wonderful.

boynextwhore (Owner) – March 28, 2022
I haven’t been fisted, but lemme tell you what, I watched another whore get fisted and I have never seen a look of ecstasy on a human face as I saw on his, and I knew then, at some point I am gonna experience that kind of pleasure!

DRE – March 27, 2022
Nothing beats a tongue swirling inside him.

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 300$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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needbrain, 21
Paris

pretty boy looking for a lucrative sweet and long lasting monogamous relationship
i have been through a lot so now i just want to be with my forever caretaker who will tell me im pretty and make me yummy foods
i love video games and in my spare time i draw, sing, compose music and more!
my favourite authors are definitely HP lovecraft as well as fyodor dostoevsky!
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please dont be gross in my dms

Guestbook of needbrain

needbrain (Owner) – April 7, 2022
i prefer not to get intimate with other artists. “don’t sh*t where you eat,” basically.

dylanweston – April 6, 2022
Don’t ask him what he likes to do because he’ll say tickling and when you start tickling him he turns beet red and looks very unpleasant.

DaBFr – April 3, 2022
Tiny human from south of France

Body Type Slim, smooth
Ethnicity Caucasian
I am a Gay Trans Man
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages French, English
Position More bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
FF No answer
S&M Soft
Safer sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 120€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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BilliMoers, 21
Bratislava

The term “trans man” denotes a trans identity, where a person who was not assigned male at birth identifies as male. The abbreviation FTM stands for ‘female to male’, but this term is often rejected by the trans community; the term trans man makes it clearer that I am a man.

Guestbook of BilliMoers

asoka – April 4, 2022
Hi I’m Micheal I’m 19 and I was straight now I think I’m bicurious but I’m not sure and I think fucking u would be a safe way to find out cuz I can still get just enough of a chick vibe from ur pictures. I’m DOWN TO DO EVERYTHING with u just don’t act too male with me cuz I’ve never done anything with a guy before and I think I’d freak out.

Fuknfun – April 3, 2022
I’m broke and can’t afford you but had a ftm bf for 2 years and know how to fully please you to multiple orgasms. If you spot me the [price] your front hole will be squirting like a garden house as well as am a huge multi cummer that can fill your butt with at least 6-8 big juicy loads over 3hrs tops, I will totally go to the mat with you.

KINGGUY – April 3, 2022
I am 100% a gay guy but ever since I saw your photos all I can think about is getting you pregnant. I have not been able to talk to anyone about it since there are others guys I know that curious about fucking an FTM, but getting one pregnant is something they all are not interested in. Even my best friend who drooled about your photos got grossed out when I mentioned wanting to knock you up. You can abort the kid, I just need to deposit one in you. Seriously the idea of impregnating you has pushed me nearly to the verge of insanity! Name your price!

skalter – March 27, 2022
My first time with a FTM. I wasn’t sure I could get into it, but when I realised his pussy was a VIP entrance to his ass, I shot loads in it like they were going out of style.

Body Type Average, some hair
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Trans Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages Slovakian, Spanish, English
Position Bottom only
Dick no answer
Dirty WS only
FF No answer
S&M Soft
Safer sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 200€
Overnight Rate 200€

 

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imperturbable, 19
London

Name Luke
Age 19
From Bollate Italy
Sexuality Only gay out of been raped and family abandonment
Willing give all up for ownership Love it be legal by marriage ain’t god choice on Thi

Guestbook of imperturbable

imperturbable (Owner) – April 13, 2022
No longer looking or available

Anonymous – April 9, 2022
horrible teeth, many missing, and laughs like a hyena

Topheart77 – April 7, 2022
I have so much love to give and I’m looking for someone who is ready for it. I can be top and bottom sometimes. So no problems at all ok.

Body Type Athletic, shaved
Ethnicity Mixed
I am a Hetero Man
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages Italian, Spanish, English
Position Versatile
Dick XL – Uncut
Dirty Yes
FF Active/Passive
S&M Yes
Safer sex PrEP
Hourly Rate 200£
Overnight Rate On request

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. I don’t know that bloody Stardust tune. Dare I? ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. You might be right about Gilliam’s best. I think I’d maybe go with ‘Ed Wood’ as Depp’s. ** RYYYYAN, Hi. Oh, link, sure, hold on … Here. Later, gator. ** Dominik, Hi!!! All props to Brian. Exactly, about the Disney pastry. Although, in actual Disney parks, the food, sweet and otherwise, is miserably bad, sadly and inexplicably. I’m sorry to ask Love to take on such a hugely difficult task given how hard it can be to smash a single mosquito, but, hey, Love conquers all as they say. I swear there are few things better than driving through the desert on LSD, I’m not sure why. The heat, the nothingness in every direction, … yum. *Screech* (that’s the sound of my tires as I stomp on the brakes of my car when I see your hitchhiker). Love giving BilliMoers a much more appreciative and respectful clientele than they appear to be accruing, G. ** Misanthrope, Our skies are being very schizo at the moment as well. Thus far it has a kind of roller coaster effect on my mood and constant changing of attire that’s kind of mildly exciting. ** Bernard, Hi, B. Indeed, I agree, although I am no doubt far less well read in the area. Of course, on your fellow Recollets inmates. Just to give you a little prep, they are my friend and art writer and collaborator (on the ‘Haunted House’ video game project) Sabrina Tarasoff, and my friend and amazing electronic/noise composer and Zac’s and my collaborator (on our new film) Puce Mary aka Frederikke Hoffmeier. Yes, I’m very excited to see you too! And thank you for bring the book, and I can scribble in your ‘I Wished’, and you are so very kind that you are making me blush, promise. It’s true you’ve been talking about a ‘Sandman’ project for forever. Excellent! Cool, safe travels if I don’t interact with you before, and just give me a shout as soon as you’re up for a bit of me. Love, me. ** Jack Skelley, A blast! Yay! No doubt! Book covers?! Pray tell, or, I mean pray show when we’re tete a tete! ** l@rst, Hi. Tripping in Vegas was a memorable thing to do. Kind of scary and freak-me-outable in my case. It’s weird, the Dead playing Vegas, but then where didn’t they play? ** Steve Erickson, I totally get getting off social media, but then you start to value that often horrible venue when you realise you have no clue what your distantly placed friends are doing anymore. Everyone. Mr. Erickson has reviewed the Romanian film ‘Poppy Field’, which, according to the review’s headline, ‘illustrates the violent self-denial of a Gay cop’ here. Yes, the word ‘suicidal’ set off FB’s bot and, I was told, crossed their policy of excluding talk of suicide, bullying, and the like. I am now being punished by my posts being given less prominence in the feed for 90 days. Which is a very strange policy, i.e. if I had been someone who was announcing I was suicidal, Facebook’s response is to punish me?! What a place. ** Okay. I don’t need to tell you that since it’s the 15th of the month you will be spending the local portion of your day with a bunch of weirdo escorts and their peanut galleries. See you tomorrow.

 

We all know it doesn’t get any hotter than a gorgeous rebel Kentucky boy. This day is dedicated to Hunter S. Thompson, sports writer, Rolling Stone columnist, counter-culture icon, journalist, writer, madman, dope-fiend, Dr. of Journalism, an American original.

For those of you who by some unfortunate stroke of luck are not familiar with HST’s work, hold on to your hats, Bubba. For those of you who have heard of him, but not read his works, I insist you read one of the most powerful, possessed, critical, clear, truthful, and peculiar talents of late 20th century/early 21st century journalism and literature. His first book “Hells Angels” is one of the most interesting and frightening journalistic accomplishments imaginable. Hunter Thompson was a self-confessed “Political Junky”; writing endless letters and articles on the subject, and several very fine books. No potato salad recipes here: grit and bone.

His book Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas is a counter-culture classic and an essential of freedom-literature. Hunter Thompson is a legend.

“It was the Law of the Sea, they said. Civilization ends at the waterline. Beyond that, we all enter the food chain, and not always right at the top.”

I remember first reading Hunter Thompson. I was fifteen, a young man with many interests, but quickly becoming a Burroughsian nightmare. One of my good friends suggested I check out this insanely depraved writer. I was walking around the old bookstore, there was music then, so long ago. Hungry for knowledge, experience, and fun! Searching for the weekend fix. What was the name of that author? Think machine-guns, I said to myself. Thompson! Something, Thompson. Politics? And there on a low-shelf, behold! The gloved enigmatic smile of a drunken Buddha. “BETTER THAN SEX”?! What is this craziness? This would surely require some acid. So, that night I went on to roll and laugh my way through the beginning pages of a literary obsession. Hunter Thompson, the man, the myth, the GONZO! The doctor will see you now. Enjoy!

 

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Further

Guide to the classics: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
How Las Vegas Locals Really Feel About “Fear and Loathing”
“Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas” still bites, 50 years on
Fear and Loathing At 50: What Does It Mean To Las Vegas?
The True Story Behind ‘Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas’
What “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas” Owes to Oscar Acosta
Why’s This So Good? Hunter S. Thompson and “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas”
Digested classics: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S Thompson
Was Hunter S Thompson really as bizarre and unhinged as he is portrayed in Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas?
Fifty Years of Fear and Loathing
FACT AND FICTION IN FEAR AND LOATHING
Mind-Melting Drugs Of Fear and Loathing

 

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Extras

Hunter S. Thompson Interview on Gonzo Journalism (April 16, 1975)

Hunter S. Thompson interview (1997)

Tim Russert interviews Hunter (11 september 2001)

Hunter S. Thompson: The Final 24 (The Story of His Final 24 Hours)

 

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Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas: the movie

Terry Gilliam has claimed Hunter S. Thompson was a “pain in the ass” on the set of ‘Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas’. The late journalist made a cameo as himself in the 1998 cult film, which stars Johnny Depp as Hunter and is based on the writer’s novel of the same name. And the ‘Monty Python’ star, who helmed the movie, recalled how Hunter – who took his own life in February 2005 – threw bread rolls during his brief appearance and also “refused to go on set” after being told to “sit down”.

When asked if he was on set much, Terry told HeyUGuys.com: “Thankfully no. Just the one day, and we hoped never again. “It was the day we did the ‘Matrix’ club scene. Hunter comes in and it’s suddenly not about making the film anymore. It’s about him. Hunter had to be the centre of attention and he was being an a**hole; throwing bread rolls everywhere while we were filming. After being told to sit down for his cameo, he started saying ‘I wouldn’t sit there, I’m a journalist. I’d be out there!’ I said, ‘We need you there! Because the camera’s there!’ Then he refused to go on set.”

The 79-year-old star – whose previous credits include ’12 Monkeys’ – also revealed that the crew tried to use “the best looking female extra” in a bid to persuade Hunter to film the scene. Terry explained: “The producer, Johnny and I were like three dogs trying to get this recalcitrant sheep into the coral. In the end I had to get the best looking female extra and sit her on the table where Hunter was supposed to go. On the first take he didn’t even look up when he was supposed to because he was too busy talking to her. He was such a f***ing pain in the ass, but we got there in the end. That’s the price you pay when dealing with Hunter Thompson.”

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Interview
from The Atlantic

 

Matthew Hahn: The Internet has been touted as a new mode of journalism — some even go so far as to say it might democratize journalism. Do you see a future for the Internet as a journalistic medium?

Hunter S Thompson: Well, I don’t know. There is a line somewhere between democratizing journalism and every man a journalist. You can’t really believe what you read in the papers anyway, but there is at least some spectrum of reliability. Maybe it’s becoming like the TV talk shows or the tabloids where anything’s acceptable as long as it’s interesting.

I believe that the major operating ethic in American society right now, the most universal want and need is to be on TV. I’ve been on TV. I could be on TV all the time if I wanted to. But most people will never get on TV. It has to be a real breakthrough for them. And trouble is, people will do almost anything to get on it. You know, confess to crimes they haven’t committed. You don’t exist unless you’re on TV. Yeah, it’s a validation process. Faulkner said that American troops wrote “Kilroy was here” on the walls of Europe in World War II in order to prove that somebody had been there — “I was here” — and that the whole history of man is just an effort by people, writers, to just write your name on the great wall.

You can get on [the Internet] and all of a sudden you can write a story about me, or you can put it on top of my name. You can have your picture on there too. I don’t know the percentage of the Internet that’s valid, do you? Jesus, it’s scary. I don’t surf the Internet. I did for a while. I thought I’d have a little fun and learn something. I have an e-mail address. No one knows it. But I wouldn’t check it anyway, because it’s just too fucking much. You know, it’s the volume. The Internet is probably the first wave of people who have figured out a different way to catch up with TV — if you can’t be on TV, well at least you can reach 45 million people [on the Internet].

MH: Let’s talk about your inclusion in the Modern Library. You are now sandwiched in between Thackeray and Tolstoy. What does that mean to you? Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, twenty-five years after it was published, is in the Modern Library.

HST: That’s a little faster than you’d normally think it could occur. You know, most of those people in [the Modern Library] are dead. No, I’m not surprised to be there. I guess it’s a little surprising to be here still walking around and shaking people’s hands.

It tells me the Modern Library’s catching up. But everything has sped up now. Instant communication. Instant news.

MH: When you were starting out, when you were eighteen and you started writing these letters in The Proud Highway, did you think your work would ever be considered classic?

HST: I never sat down and thought about it and stared at it. Obviously, if you read The Proud Highway, I was thinking somewhere along those lines. I never lobbied the Modern Library to include more living writers. I’ve always assumed it was for dead writers. But what I did assume at that time, early on and, shit, every year forever after that, was that I would be dead very soon. The fact that I’m not dead is sort of puzzling to me. It’s sort of an awkward thing to deal with.

MH: You wrote in 1977, in the introduction to The Great Shark Hunt [a collection of HST’s journalism], “I have already lived and finished the life I planned to live — (13 years longer, in fact)….” Thirteen years earlier would have been around the time you wrote Hell’s Angels. Now it’s twenty years since you wrote that introduction. Do you still feel the same way? What was behind writing that?

HST: Oh, sitting alone in an office in New York, the day before Christmas Eve, editing my own life’s work — the selection, the order — because I couldn’t get anybody else to edit it. Somebody pulled out because he wouldn’t publish that poem, “Collect Telegram from a Mad Dog.” I guess he was using that as an excuse. So I ended up having to do it myself. It was a little depressing, sitting up there having to do it myself. One of the advantages of being dead, I guess, is that somebody else can edit all this.

For quite a while there I had to assume that I would never be in anything, much less the Modern Library.

MH: How is your health? How are you feeling now?

HST: I haven’t started any savings accounts…. I tell you, you’d act differently if you thought you were going to die at noon tomorrow. You probably wouldn’t be here doing this. I just figured, “Bye, bye, Miss American Pie, good old boys drinkin’ whiskey and rye, singin’ this’ll be the day that I die.” Yeah, I just felt that all along.

MH: Live every day like your last, because you don’t know what tomorrow’s going to be like?

HST: Well, there’s no plan for it. It’s like going into the 27th inning in a baseball game. You’re like, what the fuck am I doing here, man?

MH: There’s a lot happening for you these days: Fear and Loathing, the movie; the Modern Library; twenty-five years of Fear and Loathing: On the Campaign Trail. Can you compare this time with anything prior — the excitement, maybe, of running for sheriff, or covering Nixon — now that you are sitting here looking back on it all?

HST: I got more of a kick out of running Nixon out of office than I have with these author parties.

You know, Gonzo Journalism is a term that I’ve come to dislike because of the way it’s been cast: inaccurate, crazy. And in a way it might sound like, What am I complaining about? But there’s a big difference. What I called Nixon is true — just a little harsh.

MH: If you were doing it again today, do you think you would go at it the way you did?

HST: Would I do it again, is that what you mean? I’m talking about the word “gonzo.” Yeah, I’d do it again. And that’s the test of everything in life. You know, the way you look back on it. I use this a lot, a great measuring stick. I’d like a good war, a good fight. I get lazy when there’s not one.

In journalism, one of the reasons I think I get the pleasure I do is the political factor. It’s the effect you can have, with journalism. It’s like writing a poem in the woods … you know that old thing about if a tree falls in the woods —

MH: If nobody heard it, did it happen?

HST: Yeah. Technically, no, there’s no sound unless it’s heard. [With journalism,] it’s the effect, it’s the sound, you know, when it’s heard.

MH: It’s the effect? And in that context you would call yourself —

HST: Successful. I don’t need any prizes or parties to shore up my self esteem. When I see Nixon getting on a plane, then I’m there. And he’s headed west and I’m not.

MH: So that was it? Nixon getting on the plane?

HST: Yeah. That might have been the peak of effectiveness.

MH: What were you doing that day? Do you remember?

HST: Absolutely, man. I was in the White House Rose Garden. I was at the end of a red carpet that stretched from the stairs to the helicopter which landed on the lawn. There were some Marines to my left, but I was the last human being in the line. Annie Liebowitz was right beside me. And yeah, just being there and watching him get on, it was — not total victory, but it gave me a sense of being very much a part of not just my reality but everybody else’s. There’s a big difference between railing against some oppressor for twenty years and then ending up in the Bastille, or fighting a twenty-year war and watching the enemy vanquished.

MH: What were your thoughts when you saw him getting on the helicopter?

HST: I felt sorry for him. He hit his head. Right after he did this thing [makes the v-for-victory sign] at the helicopter door, he turned and lashed his head on the top of the rounded door, staggered sideways, and he was so — in some jurisdictions we might have called it “luded out” — he was tranquilized. There’s a civilized word for it: sedated. He was almost led up the stairs. Yeah, I felt sorry for him. Can you imagine that ride west? Jesus Christ, they flew to Andrews Air Force Base, I guess, on the helicopter, and then they had like a six-hour flight to San Clemente. Whew. That must have been a really dark flight.

MH: Did you have a relationship or correspondence with him after that?

HST: No. I was urged to, and I thought about it, but no, I didn’t. I guess that’s a political technique: the war’s over, the game’s over. I don’t want to make it into a game, although I guess it is in the same sense that getting elected President can be seen as a game. It’s a deadly serious game. It’s a very mean thing.

I don’t know why people think that the Mafia is merciless and badder than you know — and yet they don’t assume that the President of the United States is in a position of such power, and that of course he’s going to use the same fucking tools as the Mafia.

MH: The last we heard from you on politics was in Better Than Sex, and that was a couple years back. What do you think about the state of politics today?

HST: I would say that I am more into politics now than I was in ’92. Yeah, I was mesmerized a little bit by the access [Clinton] offered me — like total access. “Come on down,” you know? “Go out drinkin’ with Hillary.” Yeah, they did a good job on me. But I was set on beating Bush. I thought we were going to beat Bush at the Iran-Contra hearings, and I worked overtime. He was guilty as fifteen hyenas, and he got off, and it really bothered me. So I would have been for anybody in ’92, just to beat Bush. And that’s a dangerous trap to fall into — you know, the lesser of two evils.

MH: There’s a lot of apathy today. People don’t want to go out and vote.

HST: And why should they? I felt that way, and I didn’t vote for Clinton in ’96. I voted for Ralph Nader. There’s a terrible danger in voting for the lesser of two evils because the parties can set it up that way.

MH: What do you think about the current two-party system here?

HST: I don’t think it is a two-party system. And I think the reason Clinton was re-elected is that he understands the same thing. He took the crime issue away from the Republicans, and now he’s taking the tax issue away. He’s proposing a lower capital-gains tax than the Republicans already had. So now the Democrats are champions of big business. He’s an extremely skilled fucking politician.

The Clinton people all had e-mail, beepers …

MH: They were wired in.

HST: Yeah, as opposed to the [Bush] White House. [The Clintons] moved into the White House, and it was like they moved into a cave. [A good friend] called me — a photographer, very close to the Clintons — telling me, ye gods, we move in here, and they still have a phone system that Abraham Lincoln would have appreciated.

MH: Clinton had wanted to be JFK. That’s who he talked about in his campaigns.

HST: You tell Mr. Bill there’s a reason that Jack Kennedy was shot, and he hasn’t been. There’s a very good reason that Jack Kennedy was shot, and Clinton hasn’t been.

MH: What’s that?

HST: There’s no reason to shoot Clinton. They didn’t hesitate when Kennedy seemed to be going against them. They shot him. And they shot Bobby.

MH: They?

HST: They. If you are going to shoot the President of the United States, plan it and do it, you must be extremely well-connected and smart and organized. Anybody who can organize a three-position, triangulated shooting at the President of the United States is very good.

MH: Your theory on the JFK assassination is what?

HST: That it was carried out by the Mob but organized and effectuated by J. Edgar Hoover.

MH: If popular culture holds up JFK as something good that could have been — and Nixon is seen as the opposite extreme — where does Clinton fall on the spectrum between JFK and Nixon?

HST: Well, Clinton will be lucky if he rates above Ulysses Grant or Warren Harding on the great scale. And he will, as long as the economy’s good. Carville was right — it’s the economy, stupid. And Clinton finally took that to heart. I think there are only three occasions in the history of American presidential elections when people have not voted obviously with their wallets.

MH: What are those?

HST: Oh, boy. I walked into that one, didn’t I? I believe one was the JFK election, in ’60. I can’t scan it back that fast now. But in every case there was — Woodrow Wilson may have been one — there was an instant, passionate issue. How the fuck Kennedy ever made Nixon a bad guy in 1960 is beyond me. That was real politics. A crazed Catholic playboy from Massachusetts, rich father supported the Nazis in 1940 — I was against [JFK] at first.

MH: The Proud Highway contains some letters you wrote on November 22, 1963 [the day JFK was shot], to your friends Paul Semonin and William Kennedy. In the one to Kennedy you wrote, “There is no human being within 500 miles to whom I can communicate anything — much less the fear and loathing that is on me after today’s murder…. No matter what, today is the end of an era. No more fair play. From now on it is dirty pool and judo in the clinches. The savage nuts have shattered the great myth of American decency.” According to the book it was the first time you wrote the words “fear and loathing.”

HST: I was amazed that it went back that far. I was not aware that I was accused of stealing it from Kierkegaard. People accused me of stealing “fear and loathing” — fuck no, that came straight out of what I felt. If I had seen it, I probably would have stolen it. Yeah, I just remember thinking about Kennedy, that this is so bad I need new words for it. And “fear and loathing” — yeah, it defines a certain state, an attitude.

MH: Clinton had a vision for a Great Society when he was elected. What do you think has happened since then?

HST: Well, the things that Clinton has been accused of are prima facie worse than what Nixon was run out of office for. Nixon was never even accused of things like Clinton is being accused of now. Bringing the Chinese into the political process, selling out to the Indonesians, selling the Lincoln bedroom at night, dropping his pants, trying to hustle little girls in Little Rock. God, what a degenerate town that is. Phew.

MH: How will history remember Bill Clinton?

HST: I don’t know about history. I don’t get any satisfaction out of the old traditional journalist’s view — “I just covered the story. I just gave it a balanced view.” Objective journalism is one of the main reasons American politics has been allowed to be so corrupt for so long. You can’t be objective about Nixon. How can you be objective about Clinton?

MH: Objective journalism is why politics have been corrupt for so long?

HST: If you consider the great journalists in history, you don’t see too many objective journalists on that list. H. L. Mencken was not objective. Mike Royko, who just died. I. F. Stone was not objective. Mark Twain was not objective. I don’t quite understand this worship of objectivity in journalism. Now, just flat-out lying is different from being subjective.

MH: If you found yourself teaching a journalism course — Dr. Thompson’s Journalism 101 — what would you tell students who were looking to go about covering stories?

HST: You offering me a job? Shit. Well, I wouldn’t do it, I guess. It’s not important to me that I teach journalism classes.

MH: But if you did, what would your reading list be?

HST: Oh, I’d start off with Henry Fielding. I would read writers. You know, I would read Conrad, Hemingway, people who use words. That’s really what it’s about. It’s about using words to achieve an end. And the Book of Revelation. I still read the Book of Revelation when I need to get cranked up about language. I would teach Harrison Salisbury of The New York Times. All the journalists who are known, really, have been that way because they were subjective.

I think the trick is that you have to use words well enough so that these nickle-and-dimers who come around bitching about being objective or the advertisers don’t like it are rendered helpless by the fact that it’s good. That’s the way people have triumphed over conventional wisdom in journalism.

MH: Who’s writing that way today?

HST: Oh, boy. Let’s just say, who’s been arrested recently? That’s usually the way. Like in the sixties you look for Paul Krassner, I. F. Stone. I don’t think that my kind of journalism has ever been universally popular. It’s lonely out here.

A lot of times I recognize quality in the enemy. I have, from the very beginning, admired Pat Buchanan, who’s not even a writer. He knows how to use words. I read something the other day, and I totally disagreed with him. But you know, I was about to send him a note saying, “Good!”

MH: If you were going to start a paper, and you were editor, who would you hire on? Who’d be on your writing staff? Living or dead.

HST: Whew! That would be fun. We’re thinking of starting a paper here. These are not abstract questions.

If I were to surround myself with experts, I’d hire P. J. [O’Rourke], Tom Wolfe, Tim Ferris. I’d hire Jann Wenner, put him to work.

MH: For this publication you’re thinking about putting together now, what would be your mission?

HST: I can’t think in terms of journalism without thinking in terms of political ends. Unless there’s been a reaction, there’s been no journalism. It’s cause and effect.

[A bottle of Wild Turkey is introduced.]

HST: Aw, man. I drank this like some sort of sacrament for — I mean, constantly — for I think fifteen years. No wonder people looked at me funny. No offense. This is what I drank, and I insisted on it and I drank it constantly and I liked it. Jesus. I laid off it for six months and went back to it — an accident one night, in a bar — and it almost knocked me off the stool. It’s like drinking gasoline. I thought, what the fuck…?

 

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Book

Hunter S. Thompson Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas: A Savage Journey to the Heart of the American Dream
Vintage

‘Heralded as the “best book on the dope decade” by the New York Times Book Review, Hunter S. Thompson’s documented drug orgy through Las Vegas would no doubt leave Nancy Reagan blushing and D.A.R.E. founders rethinking their motto. Under the pseudonym of Raoul Duke, Thompson travels with his Samoan attorney, Dr. Gonzo, in a souped-up convertible dubbed the “Great Red Shark.” In its trunk, they stow “two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half-full of cocaine and a whole galaxy of multicolored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers…. A quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of Budweiser, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls,” which they manage to consume during their short tour.

‘On assignment from a sports magazine to cover “the fabulous Mint 400”–a free-for-all biker’s race in the heart of the Nevada desert–the drug-a-delic duo stumbles through Vegas in hallucinatory hopes of finding the American dream (two truck-stop waitresses tell them it’s nearby, but can’t remember if it’s on the right or the left). They of course never get the story, but they do commit the only sins in Vegas: “burning the locals, abusing the tourists, terrifying the help.” For Thompson to remember and pen his experiences with such clarity and wit is nothing short of a miracle; an impressive feat no matter how one feels about the subject matter. A first-rate sensibility twinger, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas is a pop-culture classic, an icon of an era past, and a nugget of pure comedic genius.’ — Rebekah Warren

Excerpt

We were somewhere around Barstow on the edge of the desert when the drugs began to take hold. I remember saying something like “I feel a bit lightheaded; maybe you should drive. …” And suddenly there was a terrible roar all around us and the sky was full of what looked like huge bats, all swooping and screeching and diving around the car, which was going about 100 miles an hour with the top down to Las Vegas. And a voice was screaming: “Holy Jesus! What are these goddamn animals?”

Then it was quiet again. My attorney had taken his shirt off and was pouring beer on his chest, to facilitate the tanning process. “What the hell are you yelling about?” he muttered, staring up at the sun with his eyes closed and covered with wraparound Spanish sunglasses. “Never mind,” I said. “It’s your turn to drive.” I hit the brakes and aimed the Great Red Shark toward the shoulder of the highway. No point mentioning those bats, I thought. The poor bastard will see them soon enough.

It was almost noon, and we still had more than 100 miles to go. They would be tough miles. Very soon, I knew, we would both be completely twisted. But there was no going back, and no time to rest. We would have to ride it out. Press registration for the fabulous Mint 400 was already underway, and we had to get there by four to claim our soundproof suite. A fashionable sporting magazine in New York had taken care of the reservations, along with this huge red Chevy convertible we’d just rented off a lot on the Sunset Strip … and I was, after all, a professional journalist; so I had an obligation to cover the story, for good or ill.

The sporting editors had also given me $300 in cash, most of which was already spent on extremely dangerous drugs. The trunk of the car looked like a mobile police narcotics lab. We had two bags of grass, 75 pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers … and also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of Budweiser, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls.

All this had been rounded up the night before, in a frenzy of high-speed driving all over Los Angeles County – from Topanga to Watts, we picked up everything we could get our hands on. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can.

The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge. And I knew we’d get into that rotten stuff pretty soon. Probably at the next gas station. We had sampled almost everything else, and now – yes, it was time for a long snort of ether. And then do the next 100 miles in a horrible, slobbering sort of spastic stupor. The only way to keep alert on ether is to do up a lot of amyls – not all at once, but steadily, just enough to maintain the focus at 90 miles an hour through Barstow.

“Man, this is the way to travel,” said my attorney. He leaned over to turn the volume up on the radio, humming along with the rhythm section and kind of moaning the words: “One toke over the line … Sweet Jesus … One toke over the line …”

One toke? You poor fool! Wait till you see those goddamn bats. I could barely hear the radio … slumped over on the far side of the seat, grappling with a tape recorder turned all the way up on “Sympathy for the Devil.” That was the only tape we had, so we played it constantly, over and over, as a kind of demented counterpoint to the radio. And also to maintain our rhythm on the road. A constant speed is good for gas mileage – and for some reason that seemed important at the time. Indeed. On a trip like this one must be careful about gas consumption. Avoid those quick bursts of acceleration that drag blood to the back of the brain.

My attorney saw the hitchhiker long before I did. “Let’s give this boy a lift,” he said, and before I could mount any argument he was stopped and this poor Okie kid was running up to the car with a big grin on his face, saying, “Hot damn! I never rode in a convertible before!”

“Is that right?” I said. “Well, I guess you’re about ready, eh?”

The kid nodded eagerly as we roared off.

“We’re your friends,” said my attorney. “We’re not like the others.”
O Christ, I thought, he’s gone around the bend. “No more of that talk,” I said sharply. “Or I’ll put the leeches on you.” He grinned, seeming to understand. Luckily, the noise in the car was so awful – between the wind and the radio and the tape machine – that the kid in the back seat couldn’t hear a word we were saying. Or could he?

How long can we maintain? I wondered. How long before one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family. Will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so – well, we’ll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere. Because it goes without saying that we can’t turn him loose. He’ll report us at once to some kind of outback nazi law enforcement agency, and they’ll run us down like dogs.

Jesus! Did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me? I glanced over at my attorney, but he seemed oblivious – watching the road, driving our Great Red Shark along at a hundred and ten or so. There was no sound from the back seat.

Maybe I’d better have a chat with this boy, I thought. Perhaps if I explain things, he’ll rest easy.

Of course. I leaned around in the seat and gave him a fine big smile … admiring the shape of his skull.

“By the way,” I said. “There’s one thing you should probably understand.”

He stared at me, not blinking. Was he gritting his teeth?

“Can you hear me?” I yelled.

He nodded.

“That’s good,” I said. “Because I want you to know that we’re on our way to Las Vegas to find the American Dream.” I smiled. “That’s why we rented this car. It was the only way to do it. Can you grasp that?”

He nodded again, but his eyes were nervous.

“I want you to have all the background,” I said. “Because this is a very ominous assignment – with overtones of extreme personal danger. … Hell, I forgot all about this beer; you want one?”

He shook his head.

“How about some ether?” I said.

“What?”

“Never mind. Let’s get right to the heart of this thing. You see, about 24 hours ago we were sitting in the Polo Lounge of the Beverly Hills Hotel – in the patio section, of course – and we were just sitting there under this palm tree when this uniformed dwarf came up to me with a pink telephone and said, ‘This must be the call you’ve been waiting for all this time, sir.’”

I laughed and ripped open a beer can that foamed all over the back seat while I kept talking. “And you know? He was right! I’d been expecting that call, but I didn’t know who it would come from. Do you follow me?”

The boy’s face was a mask of pure fear and bewilderment.

I blundered on: “I want you to understand that this man at the wheel is my attorney! He’s not just some dingbat I found on the Strip. Shit, look at him! He doesn’t look like you or me, right? That’s because he’s a foreigner. I think he’s probably Samoan. But it doesn’t matter, does it? Are you prejudiced?”

“Oh, hell no!” he blurted.

“I didn’t think so,” I said. “Because in spite of his race, this man is extremely valuable to me.” I glanced over at my attorney, but his mind was somewhere else.

I whacked the back of the driver’s seat with my fist. “This is important, goddamnit! This is a true story!” The car swerved sickeningly, then straightened out. “Keep your hands off my fucking neck!” my attorney screamed. The kid in the back looked like he was ready to jump right out of the car and take his chances.

Our vibrations were getting nasty – but why? I was puzzled, frustrated. Was there no communication in this car? Had we deteriorated to the level of dumb beasts?

 

 

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