The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“Meet me at The Betjeman Arms pub on Euston Rd near Pancras at 3:30 pm today I have a secret to confide to you.”

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InThisEconomy, 20
20 year old barista here to fulfil my following fantasies:

1. Bring me baked goods with your cum baked into them or cupcakes pulled or frosted with cum watch me eat them in public.

2. Go to a restaurant you take my meal to the bathroom cum, piss, sit on, spit in, do whatever to my meal and make me eat it. For extra thrill do it under the table. Anonymous part: I say a time and place we both eat at the restaurant you know who I am I don’t know you. I leave to go to the bathroom you mess with my food I come back and I eat it not knowing who or what happened

3. Public bathroom. We meet in adjacent stalls you make me strip down and slide you my clothes. I am forced to complete 5 tasks in the stall then I get my clothes back. Maybe you swap my clothes and give me something sexy, tight, kinky, or feminizing. What tasks will you make me do in the stall?

4. You control my hygiene. The only toothpaste, shampoo, soap I am allowed to use is your cum. You fill a cologne bottle with piss and I must use it each day before leaving. You control when I shower and shave the little bit of body hair I grow. Maybe you cum in my armpits every morning since I’m not allowed to use deodorant.

Comments

realwillie – Dec 19, 2022
something about art

FuckYeah – Dec 14, 2022
Doing #2 makes his small dick press against his pants very hard with arousal.

InThisEconomy (Owner) – Dec 12, 2022
On balance, perhaps.

Redshark – Dec 12, 2022
Number 4 is your favorite, no?



 

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peacefulwilderness, 22
i sick, help me?

Comments

peacefulwilderness (Owner) – Dec 3, 2022
i different now because i sick now

HE_STEAL_FROM_PEOPLE – Dec 3, 2022
I have no reason to dent anyone image as I’m only here to protect other before meet this guy,this guy in this profile is a desperate theif, he will steal everything you have if you meet him and note that he might go as far as drugging you if he didn’t get his way, if you use the shower just know all your stuff are gone. I’m only here to protect others from meeting him unless you want to regret it or get drugged.

 

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eye_sore, 18
Hello out there. I’m a 46 year old single mother of a one living in New York City.
I’m an artist – a photographer, to be exact, and an aesthete in general, seeking conversations with other aesthetes and intellectual types who would be curious to dive deep and learn all about my life.
I welcome an interview, but for the love of all that is holy, please be able to form grammatically correct sentences.
We can start with the basics of my life and then move into more personal areas. When we get there, it’s important that you be comfortable discussing:
incest (I have a longterm sexual relation with my 18 year old son)
scat (I eat his shit and sell it to gay shit eaters)
heavy torture/gore (My son is an insatiable masochist)

Comments

eye_sore (Owner) – Dec 9, 2022
Both have their merits but I lean towards the former.

KQM – Dec 9, 2022
Nitsch or Salo ? Which one inspired you , if none then which of the two do you enjoy the more (artistically talking) ?



 

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SchoolboyFor, 18
What do I want? I want a strict sir to give me a schoolboy life. I’m small and look young and in uniform can pass as a 13 year old. I want a sir to make me wear uniform, do school work, PE, give general discipline. Introduce me to others in public as a 13 year old boy. Nudity is fine. But no sex please! I am a schoolboy!

Comments

_NoFab_ – Dec 17, 2022
Meet me at The Betjeman Arms pub on Euston Rd near Pancras at 3:30 pm today I have a secret to confide to you.

WolfByTheOcean – Dec 16, 2022
If anyone wants to go round and piss on him then just msg me I’ll give you his address.

SchoolboyFor (Owner) – Dec 11, 2022
I get told I’m cute a lot then when they find out I don’t have sex they say what a waste and how gutted they are… Please don’t be that guy, it’s not exactly pleasant.

 

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Meat4Sadist, 18
I slipped drugs in this prickteasing teen’s Diet Coke and have him tied up in Ventura California.

I want sell him into sex slavery!

I want his life ruined!

Only for real extreme dangerous men!

Comments

Meat4Sadist (Owner) – Dec 3, 2022
Never mind, he finally put out. I paid him to keep his mouth shut and we’re good.

Looking4me – Dec 2, 2022
I think you’re looking for me.

thafinemf – Dec 2, 2022
Experienced snuffplay master that possibly would like to progress to the real thing. I’m seeing if this act would suit me so I’d like to acquire your meat for a trial period to get to know me a little bit better before making the big decision. Message me and we can sort out details, at the moment I’m thinking sometime in January.


 

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RapeDamien, 21
First of all: sorry to all. I have trust issues but I am never going to delete my profile ever again.

I chronically crave being used as nothing but a means to an end. My ideal would have to be being bound to a bed, given a safe word that sounds similar to “harder” and then being gagged, so when I attempt to say the safe word what you and maybe even your friends hear is me asking you to go harder, until I have to give in to what’s going on, and take whatever’s dished.

I just want you have a good time.

I drink too much.
I smoke too much.

Comments

hulkkim89 – Dec 15, 2022
My favorite is seeing a teen cut in half at the waist and his guts spilling out… Make me really horny

ddead man2 – Dec 15, 2022
Actual!!
I Many years wanting video!!!

Youngspring – Dec 15, 2022
i don’t know where can find that kind of video or photos, but i did that to a little basterd like the teen of these pic, deserved to finish liket that. I fucked him before gut him from his dick to his chest very slowly. It was fun and cool, i also tu cut off his dick to keep a souvenir…

ddead man2 – Dec 15, 2022
I would like to look at a video where to a teen who looks as on this teen (a thin stomach with a deep navel (not thick and not thin) rip up (or open) his stomach (in an ideal only from the bottom border of the navel prior to the beginning of the pubis) and the intestines fall out of teen’s stomach. I VERY WANT SEE REALITY VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!!


 

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Thirsty_Bottom, 24
With everything going on between me and my girlfriend over past 2 years we are just together nothing happened anymore I still love my girlfriend but open to have no limits anything goes extremely as you like do what ever you want but I meet with 1 condition. Served more than 30 so far.

Comments

Thirsty_Bottom (Owner) – Dec 14, 2022
I still love women.

cocaineclem – Dec 10, 2022
I can recommend throat fucking him over a toilet while he pukes.

Thirsty_Bottom (Owner) – Dec 7, 2022
My girlfriend and I sleep in different beds and sit different chairs very rarely we eat together my girlfriend had gallbladder removed and then came down with a permanent bladder infection that never go away so I don’t have any infection.


 

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KillMyDick, 22
Blondy very hung boy in Riverside CA
Want my cock extremely tortured and cut off
I’m on HRT and my libido is very lowered and I mew alot
If you don’t like arrogant boys, go to bother someone else
I’ve never tried fentanyl and I’d like to

Comments

KillMyDick (Owner) – Dec 12, 2022
So far I have met two people on this site who want to cut my cock off and one of them lives in Bulgaria and the other one I knew wanted to cut my cock off but never would before I even joined. I wanna die.

Dustyisweird – Dec 6, 2022
While you’re waiting to get your cock cut off I would love to worship you physically and mentally.


 

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youngsleazyperv, 20
Thank you dear friends and acquaintances! Thank you for being there on Saturday to memorialise our Florian who was taken from life months ago. It was good to meet you… ! The many candles and the silence. Pure goosebumps!

“I’m an easygoing guy. I never tell anyone where I am going when I meet up with guys online. It would be very easy to make me disappear without a trace.”

…… That was the text of my partner and lover Florian. Fate played badly on him and an evil gay man sent him to hell.

Now we thought of our Flori on Saturday and honored him again after all these months.

Thank you all. You are great!

It was weird activating Flori’s profile again and seeing how popular he was.

Everyone stay alive and have a nice time.
Thanks again!

Cinnamoninmyteeth, Flori’s partner.

Comments

EnormousDesmond – Sept 19, 2022
Been away in prison for a couple of years. Hoping to reconnect with you.

 

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ihatechrismas, 22
Break my anal for $600 need help get plane ticket home tonight family member died

Comments

ihatechrismas (Owner) – Dec 20, 2022
Yes i’m stupid and so are you


 

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BreathlessBoy, 22
Offer me as an Extreme breath control fem slave with plastic bags for 💰. Both meetings with individuals or with several.

Located in Palm Springs, California and always willing to host a scene! From beginners who want to “try the bag” on a boy to extreme doms who wanna bag me to KO and beyond… I ejaculate or not, I just love the scene.

Think you can Dom me in an airless suffocation scene to the ultimate outcome? Mmmmm, would love to find one that can circumvent my fight, attitude and begging! I have been suffocated into ERs at the hands of the infamous James Bond (RIP you sick mother) so if you think you match or top those skills … contact me and the stars (and your boner) could be the last thing I ever see!

Comments

BreathlessBoy (Owner) – Dec 17, 2022
Thank you for covering my cock.

Anonymous – Dec 17, 2022
16/12/22 3h38 “dead”, 3 1/2 minute mark

BreathlessBoy (Owner) – Dec 13, 2022
If your idea of “friends” is to talk with random idiots for 20 years on a website about how much you want to strangle twinks to death, don’t contact me.


 

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Boy_with_ass, 20
My ass up for grabs, eat, beat it, and you know you need it.

Comments

Hotstudassfucker – Dec 14, 2022
Wow, that almost rhymes. Almost! And if you say beat with a ‘d’, it does!

Lastweekend – Dec 12, 2022
it is with great pleasure that I leave here my opinion on this absolutely incredible ass, perfect ass, an ass like I had never seen

DONTSTOPMEBABY – Dec 8, 2022
The sex was simply fantastically gigantic from the first to the last second. There was pure lust in the room and we were both excited about my extreme orgasms.

PoetryLover – Dec 5, 2022
What a great ass… and launched!! It’s so great, you don’t have to tell him anything, he already knows 🙂




 

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Tommmmmmmm, 19
I’m a sweet boy and I’m 5’0 which is I’m really tiny, also I’m a shy type as well at first but when you get to know me you’ll see my inner self which is chaotic 🥲 So talk to me, my ass doesn’t bite or something 😉

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TallDomDaddy – Dec 13, 2022
I have almost no complaints except his feet. They are gross and I don’t want to talk about it. Everything else was good. I’m a big dude and he’s about the size of an 8 year old so I fucked him up no problem.

UnD3r – Dec 8, 2022
I’ve only had him once but I loved biting him.

Tommmmmmmm (Owner) – Dec 4, 2022
I should mention I don’t use my hands to interact with people due to mental issues.

Kinkster9000 – Dec 4, 2022
An artist who loves to paint with every body fluid.

Tommmmmmmm (Owner) – Dec 1, 2022
I currently work at Tesco so I can guarantee free stuff if you end up being my boyfriend haha

 

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sTraight_hOmeleSs, 23
rather [un-] voluntarily here

Comments

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
Well then why are we having this argument?😭

Gasfunblasoubroken – Dec 16, 2022
It was obviously not an actual switch I know that.

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
And you just said it was a brick💀

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
But a switch isn’t so big. I have one myself they’re very slim

Gasfunblasoubroken – Dec 16, 2022
are you colour blind, not an insult it’s a genuine question because there are 2 different colours on that brick.

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
Were we even looking at the same picture? What are you talking about?? A switch wouldn’t even be able to do such damage to a skull

Gasfunblasoubroken – Dec 16, 2022
Nah bro, look again at the top and bottom, their both it of a red with a noticeable colour outline.

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
Where? It was literally just brown

Gasfunblasoubroken – Dec 16, 2022
Nah bro it got the different colours on each side like a switch.

DegenerateDude69 – Dec 16, 2022
I did too and I’m pretty sure that it was a stone brick

Gasfunblasoubroken – Dec 16, 2022
This bro got his brains bashed in with a Nintendo switch. I saw the crime scene pix.


 

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TakeMyVirginity, 18
I need a girl to lose my virginity. Please find a girl and help me accomplish my dream.

Comments

TakeMyVirginity (Owner) – Dec 8, 2022
Though my photos may suggest otherwise I do have self-worth.

naughtyIan – Dec 7, 2022
I’m not into you no offence to anyone

daddy78 – Dec 3, 2022
I’ve used his 👅 as 🧻

DUMBFUCK – Nov 29, 2022
I’ll get you a girl, but I’m going to fuck you. I may not fuck you for long, but I’m going to sample your hole.

TakeMyVirginity (Owner) – Nov 28, 2022
I made a decision to recreate myself for my future girlfriend. First I get clean cut for the symbol of new me a week ago and from three weeks from now I will start gym training to build body that girls will like a lot.



 

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cotton_brain, 20
I want to feel love and energy escape from a guys cock not just his cum

Someone who doesn’t want to leave after being inside but will stay and urinate in me holding me

A man who when had a bad day doesn’t argue or get upset but destroys my body to feel happy and stable

Who wants to kill me and me kill them

Who prefers candle light

Collared choked raped beaten caressed and not worry

Fucking fucking and more fucking the longer we go the better we go

Smelling and tasting old used underwear

Blowing our noses and urine on each other

Comments

ZADOMTOP – Dec 17, 2022
Like wow, you’re a loser! You’re gonna kick my ass huh?… I’d blow up on you! you balless pussy idiot. And if I ever see you I’ll shoot you with a gun. I’ll empty an entire chamber of bullets on you. So put up a picture of you so I know what you look like, you bitch!!!

FemBoySlaveyPie – Dec 17, 2022
Go fucking kill yourself ZADOMTOP, piece of shit. Hitting a helpless slave boy? You’re fucking pathetic and a coward. I promise you, if I ever see you. I’ll make sure you breathe through a fucking tube for the rest of your pathetic life.

Kane! – Dec 17, 2022
I’m always violent so there is never a noticable change.

ZADOMTOP – Dec 17, 2022
I just want to know what other Masters’ violent reactions after or before your slaves break off relations with you because this slave (cotton_brain) told me he’s dumping me and I want to break every bone in his body that I can get my hands on.

CockSizeContest – Dec 2, 2022
Think you’re hung? Come and measure up and we’ll see who’s going down 😜 Winner takes a piss on the loser. Yes, it’s a gamble. There’s a risk you’re gonna lose, but think how epic you’ll feel if you win.

brandyourass – Dec 2, 2022
Holy fuck you’re cute I want dive in hard. First I’ll fuck you until your ass breaks then I will then use a red hot iron brand to mark your ass forever. Limited time often as I’m sure many boys will jump at this once in a lifetime chance to get their naked white asses a red hot coals brand.


 

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FORCED, 24
Torture dog, hilarious plot torture to submission
My english so bad

Comments

MasterLee360 – Nov 30, 2022
There is No point me trying to think of some long paragraph going into details of what I did to him because there are things you can fantasise aloud about in words to other people but not when you’ve actually done them.

CaptiveMentality – Nov 22, 2022
The only hard limit he’s got is 🩸, though blood is okay if it’s a side effect of something you’re doing just as long as he doesn’t know it’s *the point*.


 

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BruhMoment, 21
This is my hot blond roommate drinks himself to sleep every night passed out like a log (trust me) so-so hygiene but a great ass.

I’m looking for guys to just walk in to our flat his bedroom is on the left find him asleep push your cock in his ass use his ass cum inside wipe your cock on his face and leave.

Parking B647JD – private car park or the pavement is large enough for a car or if late at night early hours you can park directly outside our front door.

Please don’t compliment him, you’ll be ignored.

Comments

jesuschristy – Dec 12, 2022
I’ve occasionally used him as a medication for anxiety and depression.

dealwithme – Dec 10, 2022
There was a stick of incense burning in his room but I could still smell the chloroform.

BruhMoment (Owner) – Dec 8, 2022
Yes he’s in a wheelchair, NO he’s not paralyzed lol, just getting that out of the way.


 

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Chihuahua, 22
I’m a simple human who wants to be bullied like I was in high school, ya know wedgies and swirlies, degradation, pee on me, change the flavors of it with different food, shit on my chest, the whole thing.

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uptome754 – Dec 11, 2022
Not sure he was the same guy in the photos because he was wearing a Porky the Pig mask when I arrived and he wouldn’t take it off.

CamoNoose – Dec 9, 2022
Back in college theater our recipe was Karo syrup and red food coloring or Red Dye #40 depending on the color we needed (whether bright or duller red).

Outlawbiker – Dec 9, 2022
OK guys. Anybody here have a concoction for fake blood? I want to put it in this bitch’s mouth so he can spew it out all over the front of his Kenzo Kotora Tiger bomber jacket. So what do you use?



 

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lessthanlessthanzero, 22
I’m a no limits bareback filthy enslaved sissy bottom pig looking for filthy satanic covenant to revel in evil with in this time of discord. I NEED this like the air I breathe. The covenant will own a piece of meat with no past, no one will know where I am, no one will come knocking, and they can do whatever the hell they want. No bullshit, give me two weeks from the word go and I’ll be pulling into their city ready to start my final chapter. I will completely surrender my will and cut my worthless balls off and give them to Satan. I will turn my ass into a Roman Colosseum and let my hole be destroyed to cheering and Satan’s thumbs down. I will also sacrifice my life on the pentagram face down ass up to satisfy Lillith. I know I will be asked how do I know I can handle this and the answer is I can’t, no one could. Please help me.

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lessthanlessthanzero (Owner) – Dec 21, 2022
The percentage of fake, scammer Satanists who turn out to be just sex pigs with a few Heavy Metal albums on their Spotify has made me make a decision. I don’t really want to but I am going to anyway. I am ending my constant search. It’s become a waste of time as far as I am concerned. I have packed all my stuff that has anything to do with Satanism. I don’t think I am ever going to open them again.

ChristopherMaster888 – Dec 2, 2022
Dude, the only way your asshole could be more destroyed is if someone cored it like an apple.

Lacerator – Dec 2, 2022
go there please to play with his lubed up fistfucked hole now. do it and get his boner to nut.


 

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Hang_me, 20
I’m still alive

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IyournewMASTER – Dec 16, 2022
Ummm no you’re not


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** CAUTIVOS, Hi. Yes, I know Blake Butler’s book ‘Nothing’. I don’t dislike long novels, I just prefer short novels, but there are always exceptions like the ones you mentioned, for instance. I did a post about Bruno Schulz, but it might have been on my former, dead blog and not yet restored. I think Corvo was in some post or other at some point. I’ve never read Mrozek, should I? Happy NYE whatever you’re doing to mark the occasion! ** Dominik, Hi!!! Wow, you line edited ‘Purgatory’? How wild. Well, you did a very excellent job. My guess would be that people like reality contest shows because they feel like they should be rewarded and become famous for the good things they do and those shows enact that fantasy? I really don’t know. For some reason I can enjoyably watch those shows when they’re about using your wits or creativity to survive/impress or maybe your strength/skills or something although I really hate all the shows where what it takes to win is singing in key and “passionately” and acting like an overly melodramatic version of, like, Beyonce or Aretha Franklin or whoever. There are so many millions of celebrities nowadays that I’ve totally given up figuring out why. Love changing the name of New Years Eve to This Years Death, G. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey. I’m happy and sorry to have swiped the pounds from your bank card. HNY, Ben! ** alex, Hi, alex! Okay, your novel definitely sounds interesting and excitingly roomy. Sure, I know what you mean. I tend to try to sort graph out a novel in my head before I write it because I seem to need a structure to think about, but once I’m writing I let myself reinvent a novel at the drop of a hat’s inspiration. So I think the evolving is actually a really good sign that it’s alive. I’ve been to Toronto a few times, mostly to do readings and/or visit friends. The great writer Derek McCormack lives there. Do you know him? I want to go back there. It’s been ages. Zac and I were going to screen our last film there about a year ago, but it fell through. Wow, the ‘Safe’ zine thing looks amazing! I’d love to have a copy if you really don’t mind. If you email me @ [email protected], I’ll give you my mailing address. Thank you so much! My favorite film of this year was James Benning’s ‘United States of America’. Unfortunately, it’s quite hard to get to see. What’s yours? I very rarely remember my dreams, but, when I do, they’re always about me trying to get away from someone who’s going to kill me. Weird. Do your dreams stay around once you’ve woken up? This is kind of boring, but I try to make at least one new blog post everyday. Otherwise I get behind, which stresses me out. What’s your hoped for ‘go to’ thing every day? Thanks! Great talking with you. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Well, I guess it’s good that his comment made your opinion passionate and cogent? Optimistic me. ** ellie, Hi! Well, tell dagan to give me a heads up if he/they see me around. I’m friendly. Wow, Theo Cholbi is a super awesome guy. How cool. I haven’t seen him in a long time. I miss him. If you go back and look at my favorite things of this year post, most of my music choices are kind of in the experimental area I was talkng about so you could try them? It’s here. There wasn’t a lot of Kathy’s stuff that was unpublished. She pretty much published everything, so there weren’t huge surprises or discoveries, no. Actually, her flipping out on me was kind of funny and great. I didn’t mind. And it was basically her putting on a show. As soon as the panel was over we hung out as usual like nothing had happened. When people talk trash about my heroes, I can get pretty livid, so I get it. Coolest thing that happened to me yesterday? Hm. I saw Lizzo walking out of the Dior store carrying a bunch of bags. I don’t care about Lizzo, but I suppose other people would think that was cool. Otherwise, I had a good Zoom meeting with someone who I think is going to be the costume designer for Zac’s and my new film, so that was cool. I’ll pass on your tip! Cool! Everyone, ellie says ‘kenji [siratori] just dropped the latest contributor list for the mag [he’s editing]! he’s still looking for collaborators and ik all of you on here do wild, amazing things so it would mean a ton to me personally if some of you got involved! like if it seems like your vibe at all? anyway here’s a link‘. That’s very thoughtful of you pal, thanks! How was your NYE? ** l@rst, Thanks for explaining that. That does sound really interesting and like a potential inspiration/confidence booster. Even if it sucks, but I doubt it will? Big up! ** Nick., Hey, Nick! Awesome, glad you like the post/press. Yes, you really, really should go to Japan if the opportunity ever, ever arises. Ha ha, I too have eaten those Haribo Rainbow Gummy Worms with the exact same result. My pal Zac and I took a tour of the Haribo factory in southern France, which wasn’t as fascinating as we had hoped, but they had a store there that sold every variety of Haribo candies that are available in every country in the world. I bought a giant Haribo gummy bear, but it was summer and it melted before I got to tear it apart. I had two really bad LSD freak outs in my teens, and, after the second one, I stopped even smoking pot because even it would give me flashblacks and little nervous breakdowns. IOW, I definitely would not try LSD if you’re anxious. When LSD really worked for me — I did a ton of it in my early-mid teens — it was great because out made my brain feel like it was completely activated and that I understood the secret meaning of everything. I could spend, like, 5 hours looking at a leaf and being amazed by its complexity. It really changed the way I thought, and I think that’s why I became a lifelong experimental writer for better or worse. I’ve never liked alcohol. It just doesn’t suit me. I only drank it when a drug felt too intense to kind of calm me down. Best gift ever? Hm. Honestly, and this is kind of embarrassing, but in the early 80s this boy I was hopelessly obsessed with named Mark Lewis, who I had written my first novella ‘Safe’ about, let me have sex with him as a birthday present. Silly but true. Your best gift is much more understandable. I’m happy to give boy advice if that can help, no problem. Heck, I just talked about my own boy problems two sentences ago, ha ha. HNY to you if tonight’s event means anything to you. ** Toniok, Hey, T! A very happy New Years to you too! Your idea of a perfect celebration hits home! ** Bill, Hi, Bill. Cool. Ah, they are into our ridiculous occasion marking. Me too: if I do go watch the Eiffel Tower fireworks, it’ll be out of boredom and insomnia only. In fact, you were almost last! Happy anti-New Year! ** tragickal, Hey! Oh, no, thank you! It was an honor and a total pleasure. That’s the end of your project? That’s sad to hear, but I do understand and respect concise projects. Thank you for all that you did. Its impact is very felt. All the ultra-best to you. ** Okay. If you know how the blog works, you are not surprised to learn that the slaves are here to help you usher 2022 out the door. See you on Monday.

23 Comments

  1. CAUTIVOS

    Hello, good post along the lines we are used to. I was wondering if you had read Adam Haslett, he published this book years ago and the truth is that I loved it, or Bernard Quiriny’s book, Contes Carnivores, The difficult life of Slawimir Mrozek or DBC Pierre’s book, Vernon Dios Little. Nothing else, Happy New Year and lots of happiness.

    • CAUTIVOS

      Why is food and drink in Spain so cheap and books so expensive?

  2. Sypha

    Okay, finally, some of my favorite books that were released this year:

    The Ironic Skeletons (Colby Smith)
    The Texas Chainsaw Massacre/Road (Josiah Morgan)
    Agitation (Alexandrine Ogundimu)
    Heqet (Brendan Connell)
    Lazy Eyes (James Nulick)
    Catholica: The Visual Culture of Catholicism (Suzanna Ivanic)
    Stricture (Isabelle Nicou)
    Instagrimoire//Fax Screen Sect: The Cancellation of Graham Greene, Volume 1: Tales from Orthographic Oceans, or: A Room with a View (Self-Portrait in a Concave Mirror with Interior Landscape & Key to the Scriptures) (Justin Isis)
    Luda (Grant Morrison)
    Generation Bloodbath (Paul Curran)
    The Passenger/Stella Maris (Cormac McCarthy)
    Cinema Speculation (Quentin Tarantino)
    Autumn and Spring Annals (Quentin S. Crisp)
    The Killing God (Stephen R. Donaldson)

  3. ellie

    oh great yay! yeah i’ll let him know but if he sees you he’ll probably geek out and come talk to you anyway. theo seems mad chill, i had a little crush when i first saw the movie. got into his music a little bit after hearing from my friend actually, it’s pretty cool. he’s on instagram if you ever feel like sussing him out? tysm for resharing the list, i mostly focused on the books and art and stuff the first time through but i’ll defs dive into the albums too. really into the locrian so far! (were you into diamanda galas’ latest at all btw? it’s my latest obsession, i’m sure i’ll find more in this too.) yay okay it was a fun flip out, that makes a lot more sense for my impression of her. it sounds pretty awesome! do you remember the thing you said about genet, i’m sort of curious. lizzo’s cool, my friends from hs were super into her. not really my thing either, but i’m not mad about it. soooo excited for your next film! can you say anything about it or is it still super secret? i’ll just geek out in my head if it’s the latter (already am). thanks so much for boosting the tip, i’m grateful af! hope to see some of you guys in the zine 🤍 my nye’s going to be uneventful i think i’m just going to listen to a lot of goregrind and try to write. i’m starting this new thing that’s going to be really guro, but with like code aesthetics? basically trying to write snuff in python, i’m doing some glitch remixes of stills from the guinea pig moves for it too. idk coding at all though so who knows, this could definitely be a disaster. i even pirated a textbook to teach myself and it’s already turning my brain to mush 🫠 might try to go see one of my boyfriends too if i find the energy to get spruced up? hbu!

  4. _Black_Acrylic

    @ DC, HNY! Here’s wishing you a 2023 full of fabulous success. Since moving to this new flat I have been keeping crazy hours, like going to bed at 7pm and waking at 5. So it means I won’t be doing much for NYE this year. Still, I pledge to make the new year a good one.

  5. Misanthrope

    Dennis, Always a nice way to end the year, no?

    David’s birthday was yesterday. Just regular stuff. Dinner, cake, ice cream. A couple gifts. My brother would’ve been 50 today.

    Yes, the Philadelphia Eagles! Oh, man, you’re so French now. 😉 I’m kidding, of course.

    Anyway, a 3-day weekend bc of New Year’s.

    I wish you a happy new year’s and I hope this one is great. I have a feeling it’ll be a’ight.

    I’m a start mine working on some stuff. Or working some more on some stuff.

  6. alex

    Hi Dennis! yeah that’s kinda how I’ve been approaching it too – I started writing with a lot of structural ideas in mind and as I’ve gotten further some have clarified and others I’ve just dropped. I’m not even done a first draft so you’re probably right that shifts and changes mean it’s got some life in it.

    I don’t know Derek but ‘Castle Faggot’ has been on my to read list for a little while now. I didn’t even know he’s from Toronto so that’s cool! I’ve been reading some of my poetry at these open mic nights at the black eagle here and some interesting writers have shown up so maybe I’ll run into him there. you and Zac should definitely come back, maybe even for a screening of your new movie once it’s out.

    I’m glad you liked the zine! yeah I’ll send you an email and get it mailed off to you in the new year.

    ‘United States of America’ looks neat, I’m guessing it’s silent based on the description? I’ll try and hunt down a way to see it. I didn’t see a ton of new films this year but I really liked David Cronenberg’s ‘Crimes of the Future’. Did you see it? I know a lot of people thought it was a rehash of his 90s body horror stuff but I thought it was actually quite touching. As for new to me movies, my favourites this year were Olivier Assayas’ ‘Demonlover’ and Bresson’s ‘Four Nights of a Dreamer’ (I made it a project to try and see all Bresson’s films this year, only missing ‘Une Femme Douce’ now).

    I tend to dream a lot but don’t always remember the details well. If I do it’s usually a vague sense of what I was doing in the dream or how I was feeling, with maybe a couple vivid images left over. By the time I’ve eaten breakfast I usually forget it all though. I’ve heard from some friends that the dreams they remember are always violent or ones where they’re in danger so yeah, weird but maybe common?

    I don’t think that’s a boring answer, I mean your blog is a behemoth so I can see how daily posting can be both grounding and stressful if you miss a day and feel behind. I try to meditate every day, just 15-20 mins. Enough time to watch my thoughts without almost falling asleep. But if I skip a day or two I start to notice my mind needs that time out.

  7. Philip Hopbell

    Happy New Year, Dennis!!
    I haven’t looked in on this site for well over 3 years and I am happy that you are still thriving. I did a quick run through of the 2022 posts and I missed a lot. I was happy to see a repost (?) of Hervé Guibert–a great writer. I was in Paris this year for 14 weeks starting in September and had a great time wandering around again now that I feel I can travel. I’ll be back in the spring and again in September for three months.
    Hope 2023 is a good year…I hope for the best. —Ph/H

  8. Ian

    Hey Dennis. Thanks again for hosting tragickal. I am back home for a few days with the baby and my wife.
    Take care,
    Ian

  9. Nick.

    Hi! Happy new year it’s just a normal day to me but I at least hope you did something fun for it. Thanks I’m really gonna try to go now! Omg that’s a really sweet present like you said there’s a lot of boys I would have loved to get that from I was just way too shy even let them know I existed let alone when my birthday was.
    I know what you mean about understanding I’m
    Working on that all the time!

    • Nick.

      And maybe one Day I’ll try people say nature helps with the anxiety a lil also which I love so why not lose my mind in a forest once maybe? Omg boys well I was just over thinking about seeing this boy I likes DJ set and trying to make friends l just think he’s special and that drives me crazy sometimes. No good question yet but I’ll think on it more. maybe some general advice sometimes I get wrapped in boy frenzy what’s a good way to manage I guess?

  10. h now j

    Hi, Dennis!! Happy new year to you! Wishing all the finest things for you and your loved ones. (So busy in working nowadays, but I will return here in late January or early February to hear everything, if you may, about what you are doing & thinking.) Thank you for your gifts here every day and support to me this year. Miss you! jean* (with a little angelic star of jean cocteau’s…)

  11. Nick.

    That’s all for now my days been good so far! So thanks and I hope yours was too HNY just for fun again.

  12. Robert

    Happy new year Dennis! There was a pretty neat fireworks show over the lake down here in Chicago, but I bet Paris must’ve been super cool. I hope these guys all have good nights tonight, whatever that entails for them.

  13. Paul Curran

    Happy Mega Mega-ness, Dennis and everyone!! xx

  14. ShadeoutMapes:O

    Hey yes, I just read the mayhem thingy link you sent me it was ok!!! but thanks for sending it anyways I’m sure they worked hard on it!!!(I’m glad the picture of dead’s body didn’t load or whatever I would’ve been sad haha)
    i wrote two poems about him the other day I’m very proud of them and I think I might add them to that book I’m working on!!!

    No i don’t know that band!!!! but I listened to them, and I enjoy it, very atmospheric. they formed in Seattle it says, and I adore Seattle (that’s where my script takes place where the boy jumps out of his parents’ apartment ledge hoping to become an angel!!!! I’m actually working on that script right now!!!)

    Oh you guys didn’t make any money off the movie, oof, well I would love to see it eventually To support it and experience it!! :))) Uh so do you speak French? The movies in French if I’m, correct? What was that like was it difficult to direct?? I would love to know

    yesterday was very difficult I’m sorry I couldn’t respond quick enough but I’m back and I’m sorry if I didn’t answer a question, I can’t remember them!

    OMG there was a possum on our front door last night I think it was Gerlad because every so often at 3am I go on a walk, and I see a little possum scattering across the street and it’s a small neighborhood so unless he has children or a wife or idk, I am 100% sure its Gerald!!!

    I was reading this manga, something like watamote?? im enjoying it so far how did you get into manga?? I feel like that would be a funny story but idk.
    I sometimes wish I was still talkative and more sociable with people at school but then I realize how long it takes me to text people back and how often I come off as overly sensitive and I realize maybe it’s better that way lol. Its fine, I sort of like living as a hermit. Anyways sorry for that melodramatic sulky vent but idk I just had to throw that out somewhere.
    Sorry if I don’t ask any interesting questions, I’m a really boring person sometimes but take care!! 😀

  15. Nick Hudson

    Your new film sounds, of course, amazing, beguiling – I’m psyched to see it.

    Happy new year Dennis! I saw out 2022 by watching Tarkovsky’s Nostalghia and writing a 2022 précis for my blog:
    https://www.theacademyofsun.com/post/i-burned-at-the-feast

    I wanted to humbly ask if I might send you my novel manuscript? It would mean a tonne to know your thoughts on it.

    How’re you spending the first few days of January? I’m gonna fly back to Georgia via two days in Poland – and when I get back it’ll be Georgian Christmas and NYE as they still operate on a Julian calendar haha.

    Here’s to a kick-ass 2023!

    Nick xoo

  16. Steve Erickson

    Yeah, I got heated when I read that paragraph.

    Perhaps I’ve already mentioned this, but alongside Patrice Chereau’s L’HOMME BLESSE, Anthology will be showing Herve Guibert’s documentary about the last year of his life next weekend.

    Due to rain, I think there were fewer people out last night than usual for NYE, but I also saw long lines forming outside nightclubs as early as 5:00. We got fireworks steadily from 8 PM – 2 AM.

    I’ve been listening to Alice in Chains’ JAR OF FLIES a lot lately, which made me think about your Spin article on heroin imagery in music videos. I was disgusted by the “Angry Chair” video, especially the image of a literal monkey on Layne Staley’s back. It seemed like they were turning his real problems into a marketing gimmick and romanticizing their grimness. I’m a lot less judgmental these days, since he was never able to get over his problems with drugs and that was the life experience he had available to write about. But JAR OF FLIES is their only album I like – it’s a direction grunge could’ve gone in but didn’t. If Green River sounded like the Stooges with Jimmy Page on lead guitar, this is more like Page and Nick Drake writing songs together on acoustic guitar around a campfire deep in a Washington state forest during late fall.

  17. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Happy Death of the Previous Year, Dennis!

    Yes, I’d line edited an early version of “Purgatory,” before it got picked up by tragickal. It’s so lovely to see it in print.

    Agreed about reality shows. I’ve always loved the ones where the contestants need to rely on their own skills, abilities, and creativity to win, even if the challenges are stupid or completely unrealistic (as they usually are, I guess). I dislike the ones where I feel like they have to meet too subjective or generic criteria – dating shows and stuff like that. “Drag Race” too, lately, which is sad.

    Love picking InThisEconomy’s second offer because it makes his small dick press against his pants very hard with arousal, Od. (But my favorite detail is how BreathlessBoy thanked the Anon for covering his cock in the photo.)

  18. Bill

    Those Nintendo switch comments have to be the most impressive I’ve seen here in awhile.

    Did you venture out to see the fireworks, Dennis? As usual, I stayed in, thought about a piece, watched a Shu Lea Cheang short (light, with cute boys), and went to bed.

    Happy 2023, everyone!

    Bill

  19. Prune

    Hello Dennis, I know one of the boys you put profiles of. This feels strange. Especially since I’ve been following your work and your blog for some time.
    I’ve been meaning to ask you, if you know Anne Charlotte Robertson. Very few information on her work on internet and almost only one video she made is on vimeo, ” reel 22 A Short Affair & Going Crazy ” from her Five Year Diary. https://vimeo.com/340521179

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