The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“I’m wondering if anyone would hammer a huge nail into my chest?”

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r0ttingc0rpse, 18
I have credible information that necrolord has leaked a morgue sex video on the dark web of this Polish teenager dead and getting fucked by two guys. Pix r from his escort profile since deleted.

Does anyone have a connection?

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spunk_not_dead – December 24, 2021
I’m going to delete my history now.

spunk_not_dead – December 20, 2021
omg I’m in love.

spunk_not_dead – December 18, 2021
He looks fresher at the beginning but by the end you really notice the lividity.

spunk_not_dead – December 18, 2021
He is very dead in the video.

spunk_not_dead – December 18, 2021
Silentwhisper on goregish has the link.

spunk_not_dead – December 18, 2021
He overdosed if your conscience needs assuaging.

spunk_not_dead – December 18, 2021
He was traveling in Europe, got only as far as Croatia.




 

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Just_Me_but_not, 21
Okay first of all if you ask me what am I doing here is a good question.
I mean just want to write without a goal or ulterior motive.
And I wouldn’t even talk about myself on a date because I always have to fake emotions.
I don’t feel any more emotions or pain.
Just emptiness.
I really just want my feelings back because I don’t feel anything.
And yes, I have no sexual experience, I never showed any interest in it.
The only thing that still gives me pleasure is to see others happy.
No matter how difficult or exhausting it is, I do everything to make others happy, no matter what.
I know that sounds weird but I cling to any spark of emotion or happiness.

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Ryanchesters – December 15, 2021
Don’t take him to theatre, concerts, opera, museums, church, any events, etc. They are way over his head and will bore him to death.

jordan654 – December 11, 2021
Small and thin penis, in my opinion.

MaximumPunishment – December 7, 2021
My view of him is that he is a worthless ant whose only purpose is to be on on knees serving and worshipping. When he dies he will be worshipping and kneeling before God. In the meantime he should be serving a Master on earth, the bible says that slaves should obey their earthly masters as they would their master in heaven. I believe he was born to be a slave, God has given me many signs of this over and over in the hour I was with him.


 

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takeandkeep, 19
Lately been fantasizing about how nice it would be to disappear “for a while”

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dcguy00 – December 19, 2021
DISAPPEARED as of 12/18/21, 4:27PM

NocturnalFrequencies – December 7, 2021
Highly Suggestible. Words.

takeandkeep (Owner) – December 2, 2021
I only made this account to piss off someone I am in a relationship with.


 

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TwinkAnimal, 19
Hi Sir I want to thank you for reading this and will tell you where I am in the kink scene.

I’ve never liked being human so when I was 15 I became a dog and now have multiple animal sides all behaving as close as possible, it’s difficult to explain but to sum it up I like being an animal 😅.

My dog side is identical to a dog, walk on all fours and bark or whimper, this also includes bowls, a dog bed, collars and muzzles etc.

And yes I do love getting knotted 🐕 Yes, I do mean by real dogs. Often a few at once. I put some pup mitts on me and a hood and let them go to town! 😈

Happy to chat and if things work out we could tailor something to work for the both of us, I can be a pig, cow, dog, goat or whatever works out 😅

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Armpit1maniac1 – December 6, 2021
I live for armpits

Bust_McNutty – December 6, 2021
As for me I can’t imagine a scenario irl where “oh hey babe, I was driving home today when I had this awesome idea of pouring molten metal into your asshole” becomes normal between two people.

rapemeat-cocksleeve – December 6, 2021
yes! it’s a long story, but i met such an amazing boy through here. i thought my username would make that impossible, but it was quite fitting.

cutetoilet (Owner) – December 6, 2021
I know it’s a weird question, definitely on a fucked up site like this, but has anyone found love here?



 

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HypnoSlave, 21
On the way between Leipzig and Hamburg.

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HypnoSlave (Owner) – December 19, 2021
Update- ATM I love being flamboyant and wearing f*ggy clothing, I’ve thrown out my current wardrobe and replaced it with totally flamboyant things.

HypnoSlave (Owner) – December 12, 2021
Update- ATM I am a public urinal with a pretty face.

HypnoSlave (Owner) – December 3, 2021
ATM my identity is that of someone who wears diapers and babyish clothing, is incontinent and unable to sleep without a teddy bear.




 

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funnystory, 22
He who holds the soap holds the key.

I’m a young flight attendant who is especially fond of mouthsoaping. From a jock in yellow kitchen gloves holding a bottle of Palmolive and a sponge, to a daddy in leather gloves holding a bar of Irish Spring, I love it all. What is your preferred method for washing a mouth out with soap?

I don’t mind if your bf, gf, next door neighbour or whoever is there.

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MasterofAll909 – December 8, 2021
I’m Joe
I’m a professional Dominant Master with 12 years experience
I’m into every type of kink in existence
Except yours


 

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evilevan, 22
I’m evan I’m an evil guy looking for a sadistic psycho to help hurt my boyfriend. Message me if interested It’s been hell.

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evilevan (Owner) – December 9, 2021
I don’t know what’s the matter. I just want to be loved or something.

TherapistRoleplay – December 9, 2021
Ever fantasised about putting yourself in the care of a therapist, only to have them abuse that trust? Lay back on the couch, talk to me about your problems, as I try to coerce you into sexual scenes that I assure you are there to help with your inner conflict.

Issues and problems are a natural part of life and through personal counselling and psychotherapy I support people in improving their emotional wellbeing, breaking old habits and introducing new coping strategies, developing new skills to make successful life changes. But mainly I just want to make you talk about your filthiest fantasies, and see what I can talk you into doing, all in the name of ‘therapy’.

I can help you with issues including but not limited to:
Depression
Anxiety
Stress
Personal Development
Relationship Issues
Emotional Abuse
Sexual fantasies
Phobias

In your message please briefly outline the issues you would like to cover in your session, as well as any hard limits that must be adhered to.

 

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Ibowdowntoyou, 19
My name is Sam; I’m 19. I have all kinds of health problems and need 24/7 care so I am looking for a kinky P.A – someone that would fuck me whilst they are on shift (it’s a win win situation)

I have always wanted to get fucked. I get a boner every time I think about it.

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Ibowdowntoyou (Owner) – December 14, 2021
I’m also a crochet enthusiast. Taught myself tunisian crochet this year. Working on my first blanket. I love it but it takes forever!

Ibowdowntoyou (Owner) – December 14, 2021
I cant control my own asshole and privates.

Ibowdowntoyou (Owner) – December 13, 2021
I believe I was meant to be a scientist but just never made it there.

 

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mykal3, 22
Yesterday Russian fashion model Nikolay Gubenko was found dead hanged on a tree in a park in Kaliningrad. Police believe he killed himself. People taking a walk in the park found the body.

He was only 22 but standing at over 190 cm tall with a super lean body he was a top model and frequently appeared in fashion magazines in Russia and Europe.

Nikolai has been taken to the forensic morgue in Kaliningrad for a full autopsy today. If you’re in Kaliningrad you might want to get over there. And take some photos!

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PERVbitch – December 19, 2021
There are some morgue photos of him floating around out there, and all I can say is beauty never dies.

yeahimtrashuwu – December 18, 2021
God why did i join this site i regret every life decision I’ve ever made god help us

TechGuyWM – December 18, 2021
He had four sugardaddies, that was the problem.

FATcigarCHUB – December 18, 2021
Nikolay’s sugardaddy was one of Putin’s Kremlin henchmen. Coincidence?

TechGuyWM – December 18, 2021
This happened in 2012 btw

gibing – December 18, 2021
agreed

Deathdude – December 18, 2021
Still boyfriend material. Until he started to stink.






https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7u7xjHpUvdo

 

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j-132, 19
For reasons that are my own and will remain my own I need a very wealthy man of high social stature to take me in as a ward or son or whatever the hell and pay for all of my expenses and get paid back by having sex with me in any form or style you wish as much and often as you want. I am uninhibited without the use of drugs.

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Manum321 – December 20, 2021
Hi!!! I am here to dispose of you.

j-132 (Owner) – December 11, 2021
I am most likely smarter than you and if it’s the case, I’ll know it in a few minutes. In the rare case I figure out you are smarter than me, well I’m fucked.

j-132 (Owner) – December 10, 2021
One thing about me is I do NOT play with safewords but don’t worry, I’m a psychology major.

j-132 (Owner) – December 7, 2021
No poppers. If you feel lost without them, huff on my underwear, I think they’ll get you high.



 

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Bikedeliveryboy, 23
Deliver food to you then serve while you relax.

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railmehardpls (Owner) – December 8, 2021
GRANDPAS WILL GET A HEART ATTACK WHILE FUCKING ME




 

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BanishedCrystal, 24
Former Boynapped performer Calvin Croft will be auctioned online to the highest bidder by his current owner on December 27, 2021 at a location to be revealed on December 21. This is for full ownership and sequestration with maximum security only. No baggage, no limits. What you’ve seen in his videos is the tip of what you deserve. Serious and qualified bidders can state their interest in participating by submitting appropriate vetting materials and their starting bids (in the mid-five figures is recommended) by return message.

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BrandingMaster – December 14, 2021
I am Sheikh Hamdan bin Mohammed bin Rashid Al Makt. Sell him to me or I’ll brand you in your face.

Muscleoval7 – December 1, 2021
Mid-five figures seems like an awfully high starting bid for a used up piece of garbage like Croft.





 

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Arnie, 19
I’m straight, looking for the answer to the question of why I am better with men than women.
I’m not vaccinated.
I’m not averse to be being paid a lot of money for it.
Arrive.

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Arnie (Owner) – December 9, 2021
I’m leaving and won’t come back here!
but I really liked you!

DingDong – December 4, 2021
He can handle it if you’re ok with him lying facedown, limp dicked, with his eyes averted.

blackbeansauce – December 4, 2021
I think he genuinely thought he could handle having sex with older men but he can’t.



 

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Fattenmehardcore, 18
I’ve been into the idea of gaining tons of weight for a while but I’ve been holding out until I have a feeder to share the journey with.

Ideally I could meet someone on here who likes making people obese.

I’m 5’4” and my minimum goal is 300lbs, but I’m definitely open to gaining much more after that!

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Fattenmehardcore (Owner) – December 11, 2021
I live with my dad but he knows about it so no worries about having a big bald guy answer the door.


 

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yessiriswhatisay, 20
I’m wondering if anyone would hammer a huge nail into my chest?

Would be really interested in being contacted by an owner who has already hammered a nail into someone’s chest and has a photo of of that. Then it would be clear that this is not fantasy.

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powerguy – December 12, 2021
If you’re sane and just want to fuck him he escorts on GayRomeo under the name DiscountHole.

Kuro00 – December 9, 2021
I looked at this profile with my hand on my cock, but after reading the comments I’ve put the hand on my conscience to think.

69troaway – December 6, 2021
If it was mid projection it would probably shoot out of the tip, dribbling out of the back of the tip, and the second pump of cum would be coming out of the gaping wound.

Anonymous – December 6, 2021
what are you saying, like they got bluetooth cum or something?

SignificanceLonely58 – December 6, 2021
curious: if someone is cumming, and u chop their dick off, do they come from their penis tip or from the place where their dick is chopped?

Cntlvr – December 4, 2021
You have a beautiful chest… one or two good swings with the hammer should do it.


 

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Ruinmythroat, 19
Use my mouth and throat. Gag me. I gag easily. Make me throw up and piss myself. Ruin it. Just a hole to fuck and do what u like with. Dildos down my throat, snake dildos. What ever… just a fag, just a throat, just a hole.

I am so excited.

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Parklawn – December 6, 2021
Nyah nyah nyah nyah!

Parklawn – December 3, 2021
Please help me my cock runs my life

Anonymous – December 3, 2021
Parklawn just went through a rough divorce n his wife lies.

Parklawn – December 3, 2021
Let’s get off this stupid site and have some bro time



 

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Toetagboy20, 20
I’ve had a wish that seemed like it could never come true. This seems to be the only hope that I have. I’m seeking a mortician, age doesn’t bother me, to strip my dead young body and put a tag around my toe. After this I want to be autopsied on a table with my penis being exposed. I’m all a bit new to this so please bare with me guys lol. I want this to take a few hours and lots of details added. I want to lie on a table in the morgue with my tag tightly tie around my big toe. Hope to see some reply’s thanks.

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Toetagboy20 (Owner) – December 10, 2021
And my feet?

gm1967 – December 10, 2021
I would finish cutting your chest open and then saw open your rib cage ……. start pulling your guts out of your dead body and place them on your cold floppy penis.

Toetagboy20 (Owner) – December 10, 2021
I’m lying on the cold autopsy table, the mortician removes my pants to expose my cold floppy penis then he moves onto remove my ankle socks my dead bare feet are out! He proceeds to attach a tag round my big toe. I can feel him tying it so tight to my toe shortly after I feel the scalpel drag down my chest over my nipples… tell me how you’d finish?

BiManHoleLicker – December 7, 2021
I’m a huge fan of Cole! I vouch for him. So hot, and death will only perfect him. Would make his mortican very happy and excited.

The6ixx – December 7, 2021
My boy Cole! he has played dead for me many times! BUT – whats truly amazing about Cole is – he can play dead and I can fuck him, choke him, slap him, even fist him – and he just lies there dead and has no reaction at all.. probably the closest I will ever get to fucking a true dead person!!!




 

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InMemoryOfRicko, 21
It was 2016 when I first met you thru the post office. You had answered an ad. Master Ricko (Ricky) P. was the name, Philly was the place. You were an architect, and I was so fascinated at the portrait you drew of me at the time. I was only 16 at the time, grew up in small town. I remember some, your friends Snake and Gary, but others have faded over the years. I remember your first, Tony who died in an motorcycle accident, when you confided in me to tell me, and how terrible you felt. I was a very shy kid, though you would not know it today. I was taken advantage of by several different men when I was an adolescent. I was very recluse growing up.

I fell hard when we met. I thought you were the one, but then things just progressed and never went anywhere. I used my real name, told you real thoughts, really confided in you. Your name however, still remains a total mystery. I search it, I know you had Leather titles, but never find anything, but though some I am not sure of so I search more. I remember I wrote to 18th street, with a zip of 19148, and I visited there to leave you a ring I worked hard to get you, and left it at the door, but you just sent it back to me.

Today, occasionally, I think or dream of you even 5 years later, even last week, it seemed so real. Sometimes, I get so lost in searching again thru records, but have not found anything. Just a hint from the Bike Stop, Leather/Motorcycle club, or an old photo of you, but nothing. I leave my Facebook page open to everyone, if case you ever want to write me, it is listed under my hometown of which you know.

Today, I have had many challenges. I found out I had a heart condition from birth, and have had a pacemaker since April, I am due for another replacement shortly, as my first one has kept me alive for the past 8 months, and I am hoping a second will for many many more. This condition has left me weak but I go on. But I may not get to say all the things I want to say, so I wanted to say some of them now.

 

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meetrightnow123456NOW!!!!, 18
no siblings, no friends, just my mum
i work but recently got layed off
i’m neurodivergent and chronicly ill desperately trying to not be living with my mum
y’know the drill

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SilentSwordman – December 20, 2021
Once he’s tied up, dangle him from the ceiling and flap his junk around.

xer_jump – December 16, 2021
I’d be happy to. If you accidentally died, would you allow me to fuck your butthole while you have a plastic bag over your head? I would put you facedown.

boy2torment (Owner) – December 15, 2021
i’ve been getting really into self hanging. it has gotten a little serious. would be good to have some partner with me when i do it to keep an eye on me.

 

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JOSHdavistheslut, 21
I AM LOOKING FOR HOSPITALS IN THE AREA

I am only looking for what is written above, different proposals DO NOT INTEREST ME

I have small and dead cock

After one terrible experience after another, I am hoping that there is a doctor I don’t repulse

I do with spots and a whole lot of space stuff

Add me on snap

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InitialD – December 8, 2021
Don’t look at my comment.

Now do 50 times push ups because you are not obey me you dirty slut!!!

JOSHdavistheslut (Owner) – December 5, 2021
I’m hungry. Who wants to take me to the restaurant?


 

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lukas17yocutme, 18
Pimply 17 year old here, looking for someone to come, rape, tie me down, and cut my sac open reach in and pull out my nuts and remove them and the sac however they want. Nice and slow. Anyone?

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lukas17yocutme (Owner) – December 20, 2021
I’m up for having them crushed and watching the mush fall out at the end

kr424791 – December 20, 2021
I’d enjoy castrating you. But rather than cut them out, I’d torture your cock and balls, let it drag out and be as painful as possible, until eventually I end up destroying them completely. When your sac is cut open, all that’s left is a pile of mushy remains to fall out.

lukas17yocutme (Owner) – December 16, 2021
Id enjoy it caleb. Im willing.

caleb – December 16, 2021
I would put my mouth to your open sac and suck a nut into my mouth, pull it out as far as possible, sever the cord with my teeth, and enjoy chewing your nut. Then I would suck the second ball into my mouth, pull it out, but this time, chew while still attached. Pure ecstasy for me. Hideous pain for you.

attudepica – December 16, 2021
Best sensations are not when you are forced but when you stay whitespred legs and enjoy every cut and all sprought of blood . Of course you kiss your cutter when he cut a vein or a resistant fiber


 

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Slavest, 21
I’m nothing important
I have no feelings or emotions
Destroy my ass
Drop a shit in my mouth
Drain my 🩸
Are your slaves good?
Who cares.. I’m Slavest
Wish me luck

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Slavest (Owner) – December 17, 2021
The ironic thing about me is that I major in human rights

Slavest (Owner) – December 9, 2021
I am Bi and i am quite pushy with girls


 

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Slaves4Sale, 21
My name is Master Leonard. I am a Theistic Satanist and owner of sub slaves. I run a slave farm in Texas. A few years ago I started helping Masters like myself find their ideal slaves. I know how tedious the process can be and have elected myself to bridge a gap between slaves and Masters. Here are the current slaves that I have available.

Slave Lobo for sale. 21, blond, ftm, Dallas, speaks French, willing to relocate within the US to be owned permanently as a near-limitless live-in sex slave. Its two cunts are perfect for snacking and fisting and it desires to be owned as a prostitute/whore for all men.

Slave Thomas. 20, white, Nevada, relocatable August 2021. Rather metallic/punk style but can also put on makeup skirt lingerie as he is aware he’s effeminate. Can care of men with his ass for a very long time but also knows how to satisfy women. Be somewhat near his age.


Slave Nick. 19, located in Milan, Italy. Zero limits, devout Satanist. Its holes are open for anything and everything. His mind goes from normal to extreme self-destructive piggy within seconds (even worse when you give him poppers). Ready to find a final master

Slave Rick. Age 18, looks younger, UK, long petty criminal record, combative. Recently lost his previous master in a car wreck. Stuck fetish (eg, having his feet stuck in tar, cement, quicksand, glue, etc) No limits, seeking indefinite maximum security sex slavery.


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Slave_Thomas – December 22, 2021
I have changed my mind and I have left the slave farm … They do not help anyone is a lie, Master Leonard is a drunk, it is a group of anarchist and communists and ayatollahs politicized by the left who do not seek more than their financing and receive a lot of money … It is a sect that takes advantage of the despair and the pain of homosexuals like me … Therefore goodbye even though I am about to jump out the window.

Bones29 – December 11, 2021
Hi Deathangel, that’s james elliott otherwise known as jejames. He went insane. in 2018 he was put on the front page of his local newspaper as he was caught masturbating fully naked in a public park while also having sex with a blow up doll in public and uploading the video on the net. and it got worse. Just google the name ‘jejames porn’. He’s dead. i think he jumped off a bridge.

Deathangel – December 9, 2021
Hi all , i’m looking for semoine who was in this site but he deleted his account , this is the only this i found for him , does any one know him or does he still alive ?

uncutbear4fun – December 7, 2021
hello everyone, ive have fantasy about torture a muscle guys dick since i was a kid.And as i grow up,this desire also grow stronger and stronger. i like extremely penis band, stuff nasty things in the peehole, scorch shaft with blowtorch, nothing gets me harder than look at a muscle guy’s dick getting ruined and cut off plus cooking all of it for dinner. anyone here have the same interest and like to chip in w/ me to buy slave nick becaus he is too expensive!

Hotwheelz – December 5, 2021
I purchased Slave Rick. He is now in South Florida. I am converting his life from soccer, skiing and Gatorade into diapers, pacifiers and juice. I am deciding his new favourite foods, movies and hobbies as well as reorganising his entire wardrobe and training him to adopt new infantile mannerisms.

 

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boyfromfuture, 18
Looking for an arrogant, self assured, confident, fit looking alpha male 30+ to take the piss out of me. This scenario to take place at my parents’ home and will include Matthew, 24 year old lad who will be completing some carpentry/handyman work for my parents at a date to be confirmed. I’ll be dressed like a total dickhead, (further info provided if you decide to get in touch). To state the obvious, there is no sex involved, however, I can’t speak for Matthew although I have no reason to think he’s bi/gay.



 

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I_problem_, 22
Master Rich! Letting you know you and I are both okay. Sorry I blew up on you. <3
Gotta let you know what happened. I had a stalker/hacker on Facebook. Just want to let you know everything okay now. Still a psychic as a job. Had some weird woman from my old work messing with me at one point before i met you. Weird data file tracer on my facebook recently before I met you. Was thinking I was being tested by you or your other slaves. That’s what I was picking up on off the energy. Somebody was using your pic Master Rich on Grindr and messaging me a phone number from michigan.

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beastslave – December 17, 2021
One time I allowed Master Rich’s beautiful ass to smother my face. I cracked a molar in half given the vacuum pressure between my face and his ass. I wear my crown with pride.



 

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LilBlackRag, 21
So. I don’t care how big your dick is or how round your ass 🤮
whore doesn’t care I won’t care even if you care
Like we know each other ?!
This hysterical cunt should be avoided from afar …
Nausea when I cum and I don’t cum again within 5 minutes what’s wrong …
Also, I hate when they want to rape my phone number …
I know how sick you are .. 😊

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Anonymous – December 21, 2021
Beautiful cheeks, sparkling in the light of an LED bar

LilBlackRag (Owner) – December 18, 2021
Never again will be able to smell intellectuals in Berlin
I’ll never be able to associate hot sex with Berlin again
Never again will be able to associate Berlin with attractive fagots
After three months looking for an easy-to-find substance in Berlin, I haven’t found a dealer
Dead city, heaps of shit by the Spree, I’m fine if I never see you again

miloblush – December 15, 2021
You’re shit, you completely stupid asshole…. Fuck yourself idiot !!!! 🤮🤮🤮🤮


 

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KnockedOutLover, 23
For fans of sleeping Asian boys: I am dead to the world! :drool: Can’t host, on dL: I have woman

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nico – December 3, 2021
That`s so rudeee!!!!!!! I`m Asian and i hate your guys desecrate us!!!! ☠️

KnockedOutLover (Owner) – December 2, 2021
The reason we’re easier to get drunk is because of our slim bodies. Alcohol travel faster through our bodies. However Asians have easy access to a tasteless odorless drug called GHB and that stuff will KO anyone.

necrophi – December 2, 2021
are asians especially easy to get drugged? why are there so many of you?



 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** David, Hi. You could write by hand and get one of your fans to transcribe it? One thinks you would remember had you gotten off with Hawking. But one’s memory isn’t yours. Enjoy London’s refresh. Me, tonight? Nada, buddy. Nothing at all. Zip. ** David Ehrenstein, Yes, the impact of the Soviet Futurists is there for sure. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Wait, I’ve been thinking everything in SCAB was secretly a metaphor for birds and flowers. It’s not? Oh my god! I have to rethink everything thatI thought about SCAB now. Ha ha. My thought exactly about yesterday’s love. ‘Get on your knees and hold still, love!’ Love impersonating the one doctor who JOSHdavistheslut doesn’t repulse, G. ** _Black_Acrylic, Happy his stuff struck a nerve, man. Are you doing anything to mark the occasion tonight? ** Dom Lyne, Hi, Dom, good to see you. My Xmas was a big fat nothing. Just the way Like it, ha ha. Okay, your 2021 is ending with a bang. Holy shit, how very, very strange. Jesus, man, that’s seriously nuts. One of my brothers thinks aliens are going to teleport everyone on earth who believes in aliens into some perfect alien dream world at 1 minute after midnight tonight, but that’s chickenfeed compare to your bro. Well, clearly I hope the conclusions you’re facing are the best kind. It sounds like you’ll have a nice tonight and few days at least. Love and hugs back, and I’ll see you next year, as they say. ** T, Hi, T. Oh, that’s interesting. Have no idea what the ‘Frisk’ book designers were thinking. I don’t even know who they were. Well, you must be back in good old France by now. Welcome! I can’t sleep siting up either. Traveling overnight by plane, train, or anything is always hell on earth. Thanks about the meeting today. Yes, it’s in a couple of hours, and it’s about the funding, and I’m anticipating he won’t have raised any, whereupon it will be a very ugly conversation, but, hey, it is remotely feasible that it won’t be. Very remotely. Iow, thank you. Every molecule of luck is much needed. You doing anything at all out of the ordinary tonight, not that France is making anything inordinate very possible this year? ** Joseph, Hi, Joseph! A true pleasure to see you, sir. I seem to be hanging in there within this mess of a world, strangely and happily. Dude, that laptop of yours deserves a fiery death, assuming the PC works out. Any friend or even stranger who’s into Banjo Kazooie and Conker’s BFD is a great friend or stranger in my honest opinion. Thanks for sharing my thing with them. So, I’m happy that you’re writing, obviously. And I hope the New Year is inspiration central for you. Take good care, maestro. ** Bill, Hm. I don’t know. Wouldn’t surprise me. Supposedly Zwart is quite the giant influence on graphic design, at least in Europe, at least to hear those who know that field. I have to pick a NYE movie too. Hm… what did you choose? ** Okay. The slaves wish you a very happy New Year whether they like it or not. See you tomorrow.

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  1. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Fuck, I’m sorry I ruined SCAB for you, haha! But now that I think about it… it COULD be argued that it’s a sweet, ongoing metaphor for the birds and the bees and all that.

    I have some doubts about love’s professional integrity there, haha. Thank you! Love screaming “Fine, see you next year!” dramatically and slamming the door behind him, Od. (And I’ll be back with a slave love tomorrow. Of course. There’re some… interesting characters above.)

  2. T

    Ah right…well here’s holding out for a pleasant surprise from your producer, even if the odds are slim. Thanks for the welcome back! I’m sat on my train waiting it to go out of Gare de Lyon right now, and yeah, it’s a beautiful morning, as if Paris has turned up it’s charm special. And uhh, my new year’s plans. Well, given that I was handed an extremely legal-looking document-cum-order as I crossed the border which says I have to quarantine for at least 48 hours, plus I only got 2 30-minute stretches of sleep last night, I’m probably gonna submit to the pleasures of unconsciousness and let myself be delivered thusly into 2022. Maybe I’ll be up at midnight, but yeah, not too fussed about the usual NYE shebang, and given the circumstances going out would be a whole lot of unnecessary effort. I think the most appropriate way to see out this long and strange year is by hanging out with the slaves being their scary and strange (but also endearing selves). Weird that they seem to have been getting very excited about morgues this time round. Wishing you a day that has two options (a) your producer comes through or (b) where BanishedCrystal makes a killing from Calvin Croft’s auction, only then deciding to donate 100% of takings to the production of your film. Your choice. xT

  3. David

    Yep… lest I forget… ‘remember remember it’s still December but only for another few hours… until January’s arse shows it’s teeth and devours….’

    Here’s a portion of my poem ‘Whore king’

    “I’m rewriting the book of dirty to put an end to the world and me,
    I’m putting a dress on an old idea,
    My finger tips are going to start world war three…”

    And a portion of ‘Mc Queen’

    The old grandfather clock reckons,
    The resolute wardrobe beckons,
    Through endless furs, bereft,
    Ever after, stage left,
    The unremitting blizzard denotes…
    CS Lewis wrote…
    The betrayed albatross squawks,
    Worn around the neck on the splattered catwalk….

    I once sat in a large room with a ticket… waiting with others as numbers were called out in order… when it got to my turn I walked to a large wooden box… some guard dressed as a doctor opened the door and I went in… seated inside was a naked geezer with a huge gash across his belly… he was pleasantly surprised to see me…. I sat down and chatted for my allocated time…. saying this and that… until the doctor guy opened the door… I said my goodbyes and made out….

    I knew the guy he was a friend… revisiting those memories can be alarming…. not for me but for the ‘other’…. imagine all those folk over the years waiting to enter ‘the room’ interrogations etc… waiting for ‘results’ for this and that…. the collective fear and experiences converging in a common circle…. I have imagined sitting in that room with ‘Sum Jon’ ticket in hand… going to the box…. he’s very frightened…. as the door opens we go in… and the geezer inside grins showing his metallic shiny teeth…. and within seconds… he knows he has absolutely nothing to fear…. ironic…

    Happy new year to you Dennis you slag XX

  4. David Ehrenstein

    The harsh words ofthe “Escorts” and “Slaves” is belied by theur soft supple bodies. Oh how I long for that period back in my college days when classy beauties had slutty souls and bodies that were indescribably delicious

  5. _Black_Acrylic

    HNY Dennis! Nothing planned for tonight but was out with my brother at nearby Roundhay Park earlier for coffee. First time I’d been outdoors in literally months so I did enjoy it very much. Still hoping to get the booster jab next week sometime, we’ll see.

    Finally received the new MK-themed Frieze magazine today so will be settling down with that later on.

  6. Thomas Moronic

    Woah – what a haunted bunch of slaves this month! That’s how it feels anyway – heavier or darker than usual, or is that just me projecting whatever is going on in my brain? Who knows? I definitely enjoyed reading these.

    Dennis! Just popping in to wish you a Happy New Year. I’m aiming to be a lot more present on here in 2022, just because it seems fair with the amount of work you keep putting in. I’m always reading but I’m gonna try and find more of a routine of freeing up time to chip in.

    Oh and a random note. Because of me being scatty and not posting enough this year, I never told you how fucking great I Wished is. My words don’t come near enough, but here is a note I put on Instagram about the book:

    “Dennis Cooper – I Wished

    I’ve been trying to work out what I can write about this book. I’ve read it five times since it was released a month or so ago.

    Dennis Cooper changed the way that I think about writing. It was like when I first heard Sonic Youth – my understanding of music changed – just like that. Things were legitimised, things scared me, excited me, confused me, inspired me. The fact that I still get that every time I read a new book from Dennis Cooper says it all really. Here is writer who continually creates something that no one else will create in fiction.

    I Wished is a completely overpowering book in terms of its emotion. George Myles appears for the first time without the magic tricks, and disguises, and composites and versions that were inspired by him in the five novel George Myles Cycle. This time this is as close to the real George Myles that we are going to get – with Dennis detailing their relationship in a way that helps to explain why this beautiful and special person inspired the heart of Cooper’s writing and art for decades. The ideas of love, devotion, memory, obsession are all dissected in a way that’s as tender as it is raw and painful. There are lines in here that brought tears streaming down my face, which isn’t something that happens that often.

    This is not to be confused with a memoir however, this is very much a novel. The formal inner workings of prose feel like Cooper at his strongest. He’s able to pull in serial killers, Father Christmas and other devices that left my brain buzzing and whirring in the way that only the best art can, show why Cooper is so revered by those who know.

    And insanely beautiful book from the greatest that we’ve got.”

    Like I say – just a short summary that doesn’t even come close to getting into how much is going on in the book, but I just needed to let you know how much it blew me away and that it was my favourite book this year. Actually, my favourite piece of art overall this year, too.

    OK.

    Tomorrow is like today, but symbolically – happy new year. Loads of love and I hope to see you in 2022 in the flesh once travelling and covid are less of an irritation.

    Thomas xoxo

  7. Bill

    Russian TV news will show footage of dead boys? Wow. Some of these fetishes are pretty specific. Mouthsoaping? Stuck? (When I see Stuck, I think of the Stuart Gordon movie.)

    Pretty funny to see the therapist flogging his wares. Kind of like an ambulance chaser, I suppose. (Forum chaser?)

    Haven’t picked a movie for tonight. Hmm.

    Hope good news arrives in the New Year!

    Bill

  8. geymm

    You weren’t wrong when you said this is going to be darker than usual… and the most beautiful ones seem to be dead? [shocked (but interested) emoji]

  9. rafe

    Always interesting to see the comments on the slaves’ postings… brr
    I hope you have a good start to 2022, and I also wanted to randomly mention that Ben McFall of the Strand in nyc passed away— I used to go into the the store all the time to buy used books and he’d always have good suggestions for me. in fact, he gave me a battered copy of Closer a couple years ago, so I’ve got to credit him for showing me your work—which totally opened up the way I thought about art and writing as a young teen invested in making / process [explosion sound effect]. I think I’ll always be sappy n sentimental about that even though the store is pretty cheesy now. He organized the fiction section, where I also first came across the work of acker and a few other heroes. Anyway, yeah, weird… nye !

  10. Brian

    Hey, Dennis,

    There is no way I’d rather ring out this shitty year than by spending it with these boys. And what a remarkable, frightening, wonderful coterie of fellows they are: with the most moving and memorable in the person of InMemoryOfRicko, whose entry is the saddest thing I’ve read all day. I hope he finds what he’s looking for someday soon. I similarly hope that this missive finds your New Year’s Eve celebrations, whatever they may be, going as well as can be. Mine have been a little destabilized by the fact of my dad catching COVID a few days after Christmas, since which we’ve all been socially distancing and more or less confined to our house (though as of yet he’s the only one who’s tested positive). It’s a depressing end to a depressing year, but it’ll be over soon, we all hope. In the meantime we’re marking my mother’s birthday (which happens to be today) with necessarily modest celebrations. And also I finished reading Delany’s “Hogg”, a remarkable novel, I think, and quite the literary bookend for 2021 (considering I finished “The Marbled Swarm” way back on January 1st). So it’ll be a quieter, glummer New Year’s Eve than usual, but it was that way last year too, so it isn’t a huge deal, really. You’ll be reading this on the other end of the dividing line. Let’s toast to the hope that 2022 will break from the decade’s two-for-two tradition of awfulness. All the best.

  11. David Ehrenstein

    Back i the 1960’s (and I’ more than olde enouh to rememeber) THE musical group wasn’t The Beatles or The Rolling Stones, IT WAS THE KINKS And here they are in concert

    HAPPY NEW YEAR!

  12. roro

    Ahah great post; Those teasers are so ridiculous. Laugh and pity for 2022 !

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