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Whoshungry, 23
Oink, just a piggy waiting to be someone’s lunch.
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š¹š¶š¦š¼š°šØšµš±š¦š»š·š® – Aug 24, 2023
WANT TO BE MY BOILFRIEND?
Whoshungry (Owner) – Aug 20, 2023
Eat me while I’m young and hot.
Sexualmachine – Aug 20, 2023
Sure, wtf, I’ll do anything to learn and do do stuff I never did.
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Prisoner, 19
No sex. No edging, no bjs, kissing, anal, etc
Strictly into being put into prison uniform, handcuffed, shackled, tortured etc and permanent incarcerated.
again No sex.
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Prisoner (Owner) – Aug 8, 2023
I’m on this site because my 5 years girlfriend cheated on me. Also my best friend of 8 years died of poison.
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destroymenow, 22
You like howling boys?
Iāve tried everything so nothing will scare me off.
I hate safe words. If I say no, donāt listen. Slap me in the face, shove a gag in my mouth and go even harder.
Iāll gag and choke and vomit all over your cock.
I have to keep my face okay due to work, but from the neck down is yours, punch me, flog me, break my bones, slice me up with a knife. Whatever you want.
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slitneck1 – Aug 9, 2023
Welcome from a fellow sadist who’s had him, I think you will like it.
ScorpioStrangler – Aug 9, 2023
Thought that I would say hello to everyone as I am new to this site. I love to strangle and to maim boys as well as many other fetishes and rest assured they are all brutal. I also love to get into a boy’s mind and fuck with what is or isn’t there. I’m seriously considering this boy here. Any thoughts?
destroymenow (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I do struggle a lot with my mental health, and it’s something I’m slowly working on, sorting out through therapy and stuff, so sorry if I dip off the face of the earth. I try to be as upfront as possible, but sometimes it’s quite hard for me.
destroymenow (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I have little urges of getting snuffed, but they hardly last, but any fanciful threat to snuff me and I’ll be putty in your hands.
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writeifyouwant, 18
Hey y’all I’m Tim from Macon GA. I play fb in high school and love to get fucked in my gear. I do charge 40$.
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writeifyouwant (Owner) – Aug 15, 2023
I want to understand all gay men.
Socialism – Aug 13, 2023
He’s an open book once you crack the spine a bit. Just so there’s no confusion, I’m more kinky than he was, which is fine. Just fact.
CallMeByYourDadsName – Aug 11, 2023
For almost a year now, I have been fucking him in his football uniform and I really like it.
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SexandChaos, 21
There is a way to turn any boy from slut to 100% straight into an apparently lifeless fucktoy to move from point A to point B or to use as a faux necrotoy. And NOT kill them. The way is to use injectable insulin.
Injecting him through the jeans will initially make him appear hopelessly drunk, before lapsing into unconsciousness. In a matter of minutes.
A moderate dose with produce a limp fucktoy. A higher dose will produce convulsions. With wrists secured behind the back you can mimic “death throes” and the anal sphincter and the cunt muscles will spasm with periodicity.
The coma can be safely reversed by a glucagon injection or glucose gell, to be given as an enema or used on the mucosa inside the mouth.
Chloral hydrate (knockout drops) and chloroform causes liver failure. Opiates induce respiratory failure and are likely to contain Fentenyl, and you will end of committing murder, which is not a desired outcome.
An insulin coma produces the perfect limp fucktoy.
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CynicalUndead – Aug 6, 2023
Being a sadist is so exciting! Always so much to experience and so much to learn.
Woofywolf – Aug 6, 2023
Hit me up to claim a lean, young, shaved dead body from Seattle for your pleasure.
CaseZone – Aug 6, 2023
MysterySOCKS – Aug 6, 2023
Talking about nasty fantasies, mine is to stop my meds on purpose and stealth poz my very homophobic and serophobic 16 year old brother. Not to mention that he makes me crazy-hot. I’m 20.
Giving him some substances to make him sleep then having my partner filming me while my brother is senseless but his face is clearly visible on video.
Attack his hole till he bleeds copiously then slide in with a single thrust, my partner encouraging me to poz my own brother and after breeding him I write on his back “poz slut”.
Lock him in permanent chastity and when his flu hits, he becomes a slave for me, my partner and whoever I decide he has to be fucked by. Always on videos spreading around his straight friends while we beat the shit out of him everywhere.
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t3enagepigboy, 18
I am 18. I want my ass devastated by you, make sure that you have everything you need.
I LOVE butt plugs, huge toys, fists, household objects, weaponry, and the Grateful Dead.
I do not do scat unless you want mine.
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Raindrop789 – Aug 12, 2023
As a side note, I work as a nurse. One of my patients was a well known former twink porn star who had gotten to a place where he could no longer reach back and digitally replace the prolapse and we had to do it for him.
MasterKenneth – Aug 11, 2023
He has a prolapse that is several inches long. He has so much control of it that, while I am rimming him, he can push it into my mouth and retract it back into him. Fucking my face with it. I love to do it — especially after I have shot a few loads in him. It tastes like flesh, like copper, and like blood. Makes sense due to what it is.
BEMYTOY – Aug 11, 2023
I have a question for Master Kenneth. My kinks have always had to do with gaping ass, I love to taste it and get my tongue as far in as possible, which is never far enough. But i have yet to be with a boy that can truly prolapse. I want to fuck one so bad, just let it unroll over my cock like a fuck sleeve and let it milk my dick. I want to suck on it, and just do every sexually deviant thing i can think of! I’m just taking a wild guess that you’ve sucked on this boy’s prolapse? Fucked his sleeve? Etc? How big is it? What does it taste like?
t3enagepigboy (Owner) – Aug 10, 2023
Iām now an owned cunt. Iāve been a slave since June and Master Kenneth has been in love with me the entire time. I have tried to escape but he says he is the love of my life and I have to give him everything. My money my mind my soul. He doesnāt care who knows. He is a sadist. He is a Republican. Republican is great. Whatever he requires of me I have to do. Ended all my relationships. Moved house. Left my job. Prostitute myself. He made me build a bed box with a lockable door where I am jailed when not in use. It turns out I’m quite handy with my hands and it looks awesome all painted black and screws hidden. Most importantly I have convinced him the Grateful Dead are great.
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Trumpwon, 19
I think Trump won
it was probably from a lab two. It came from a lab.
Wuhan is it is the sick
Hereās the thing, Trump one. This much we know. I eat diapers
He won.
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backmeup – Aug 8, 2023
Shove his head in your booty and feed him some shit.
Meffistofeles – Aug 4, 2023
Don’t give him chems. It’s never a great sight to see.
Mrhijacker – Aug 4, 2023
I’m a Democrat and my fantasy is to cut your testicles off during an insane drug fuelled sex orgy.
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sadvulnerable, 18
Hi my big wish is to meet an evil old sadist here in Denmark who wants to facefuck me until I suffocate to death during sex or after without my bf knowing.
Before I lost my will to live I liked moody memoirs 80ās punks Gregg Araki had a big heart and a deep butt.
Welcome to disturb everyone.
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Beeffranco – Aug 20, 2023
Ok but I hate sheep who tries to be the wolf, so donāt be stubborn bitch.
funwithlazers – Aug 18, 2023
You still have a deep butt.
sadvulnerable (Owner) – Aug 17, 2023
I’ve already gotten rid of my dick mentally.
Laird – Aug 16, 2023
āFind what you love and let it kill youā – Charles Bukowski
NecroHeadfucker – Aug 14, 2023
I have some questions for anyone here who might know the answers. If I were to do as he asks then decapitate him, how long would his head last? How long would the mouth be kissable? How long would the mouth be good for taking dick and cumming inside? If the mouth got dry, how much cum would make it wet again? Do you think spit, precum, cum, and blood all in a head’s mouth would make the inside incredibly fuckable? Why are women’s heads so fucking gross? Why are women so gross?
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imdeadinside, 19
Iām 19 and Iām a stoner and need something different in my boring ass life Iām very anti social but I really like to get stoned.
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imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 12, 2023
That was only because I was in a good mood.
IdRatherBeHereNow – Aug 12, 2023
I raped his throat, took his phone and drained his bank account as I had my dick in his throat. When I was done draining his account, I made him clean my house.
imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 9, 2023
Not everything needs to end with me having a bruised neck.
WillemVerhelst – Aug 9, 2023
Taste of Hell in my soundproof basement seeking you to dance with the devil in it.
imdeadinside (Owner) – Aug 6, 2023
My hobby is building/painting miniatures for tabletop wargames.
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Twiggy, 19
i need someone intellectual to worship me and pay me and i will tell you what you can and canāt do.
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Gaucho – Aug 19, 2023
What’s the catch LOL
Twiggy (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
at a young age i realized that i am very attractive and i need accept my role in life and face the reality of what i am and what i have be been put on this earth to be.
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Alan&Jon, 19
Cuck me (overpower me and fuck my bf, make a video blah blah blah). But tie me up tight cos I’m insanely jealous and possessive and if you don’t I’ll fucking kill you.
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Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 8, 2023
We were monogamous for the first six months of our relationship and it was an exhilarating and terrifying and period of my life. He then started fucking around and I decided I needed to place my possessiveness on hold in order to proceed in an āopenā relationship. But I canāt push my jealousy and rage down any longer.
Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 7, 2023
For instance torture and destroy his big cock while you fuck him or while he sucks me off.
Alan&Jon (Owner) – Aug 7, 2023
Go rough on him or go home.
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LOOKINGFORDOGKNOTT, 19
Wanting to get fucked by a real DOG on film (no role play, I want real Zoophilia/ BEASTALITY). If you own a k9 msg me. Not really interested in the owner but you can lube my hole before your dog puts his KNOTT in it.
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mortalcoil – Aug 23, 2023
Watching my dog fuck him was an intense and interesting experience that lit up undiscovered and underutilized neural pathways.
boynextwhore (Owner) – Aug 19, 2023
I’ve sucked human dick before but it was so small it wasnāt even fun.
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rapegaymer, 18
Good morning !
I introduce myself, my name is ****, 18 years old, follower of the vicious and black fantasy. As you may have guessed, my trip is being kidnapped.
The trick is simple, I am looking for one or more (preferably several) kidnappers for a long, meticulous plan.
The game is simple at the beginning, I give photos of me, information, and of course location and the kidnappers then decide how to disappear me without a trace and whack me on the head then do what they are worth carte blanche!
Looking forward to being whacked on the head and tied up in your trunk.
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rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 12, 2023
Iām willing to be sold as well!! I bet I could make a pretty penny for you guys!
LoveBeingaBastard – Aug 8, 2023
I held him captive for five days one time and he is completely no limits with the exception of asking him to kill someone.
rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I did have a device that shocked my self but something happened to it.
Tacticaljoe – Aug 3, 2023
I like kidnapping gay boys and I own weapons š«š«šŖšŖšššš
rapegaymer (Owner) – Aug 3, 2023
I want my life to always be on edge! PLEASE PUT ME IN DANGER! For all eternity!
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freshcutgrass, 18
Hi there Iām Jeremy! Iām a very open young person and go for what I want. I love kidnap scenes, and I fancy myself a new school Hardy Boy, as I love the idea of being a boy snoop who gets captured and tied up and … Truthfully I’ve never had sex at all, but I’m scary curious.
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ExpandingHorizons – Aug 18, 2023
Sex with him is ridiculous; letās accept it.
freshcutgrass (Owner) – Aug 9, 2023
I may seem like your run of the mill boy, but donāt let my goony exterior fool you when I am in Hardy Boy mode I am IN.
beautifulmaster – Aug 9, 2023
HE’S JUST A BOTTOM. I am SICK of horny bottoms pretending to be a slave because they are desperate for rough sex!
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ifdestroyedstilltrue, 22
I have been training this boy’s body and mind to become a perfectly mindless slave and it has completely changed his outlook. He currently has no limits at all so long as it’s gay. He’s still got a long journey to becoming the perfect slave but I know he can do it.
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ifdestroyedstilltrue (Owner) – Aug 17, 2023
He’s up for most things just not stuff which massively damages him ahah you can whip his juicy bod as hard as you want but no knives nothing more than that for him so far ahaha. Sorry I’m a little drunk.
SixtyThreeCamels – Aug 17, 2023
Whats left on his journey?
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SatansDeathPerv, 18
I want to be abducted and forciably taken to remote location where I will raped and killed by cutting throat wide open to continue on cutting my head off and dismembering my body before gutting it and removing my organs. You and whomever else is there will have your meat ready for the grill and eating all my remains. I want to live long enough to observe my butchery before cutting my head off.
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SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
Existing for eternity as the ROTTING DEATH SPAWN I AM.
Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
SATAN OWNS YOU AND YOU’LL BE HIS SLAVE FOREVER BURNING IN HELL
SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
HAIL BLOODY BUTCHERED DEATH FOR SATAN
Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
Looks as though we’re all to meet the same fate and probably meet up in Hell afterwards.
SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
I want my death and slaughter to be slow enough so that you can chew my bloody neck stump before I die.
Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
In the middle of the night as I’m high as fuck, crowds watching … FUCK YES
SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
Do you seriously find me that enticing and hot that you would fuck and breed me then cut me up and eat me?
Daemon66688 – Aug 5, 2023
Hundreds of men as they watch me naked grunting fucking crawling sniffing eating you
SatansDeathPerv (Owner) – Aug 5, 2023
It’s all I have left to offer. I was born for this moment.
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Wierdguy, 20
straight most of the time but a butt fuck would be nice
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gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
But he needs to be super baked on weed while huffing deep hits of poppers.
gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
First need to prove to him that you’re the Man in the room and that taking his hole is your right.
gaytwinksneedit – Aug 24, 2023
Skinny dude with a firm booty capable of wild multiple round action for a stamina-charged dude.
Grant7801 – Aug 21, 2023
420 over friendly, gets very excited about cookies
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Facingthefloor, 19
So many evil horny men with so many ways to enjoy using a boy like me!!
Men have been using me since I was 13. Some play rougher than others. Something about having a slim, pretty piece of fluff gets them all fired up! A pair of strong hands forcing me down, hot breath and sweat on my naked skin, spreading my cheeks…
I’ve a sugar sweet ass that takes fingers, tongues, toys, fists and fucking for as long as you want. Hole is still tight enough to grip your cock and ride you hard. When you grab me tight and I feel your huge cock shredding my hole, my ass will be starving.
I have been so lucky that a large number of super horny men have taken real care to show me just what I’m for. Being kept as a naked toy, collared and gagged, turned into a thing, hung up, tied down, mounted on the wall and from the ceiling.
If you want to any of this with me, I just need the word. Loving how being made into a true object is so freeing. Being displayed is something I adore! It’s so freeing! Being naked, perfect butt on show, tight body and sexy cock will give you so much pleasure. Just an object for you to look at, feel, taste, manhandle and exploit to the maximum.
My mouth has been trained to take a finger, a few more, a whole hand! Nothing is so raw as having my mouth stretched and my throat filled. It’s scary as well. When a man forces all the way and presses his powerful fingers into my tonsils, stopping me breathing, that is intense. Gagging and retching like a bitch as vomit fills my throat and pours from my gasping mouth! Then having him rub his vomit covered cock over my face and down my throat and made to swallow every warm sticky drop!
So much has happened to me and I want it never to end!
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Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 18, 2023
I just donāt want to die, not my thing š¤·š»
canIlickit – Aug 16, 2023
Gentlemen, I think it’s safe to say Jesus has finally returned to the earth.
Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 13, 2023
Your huge thick hairy daddy dick made my little blonde pussy so wet.
dirtyskeptic – Aug 13, 2023
That was me. I’m glad you remember.
Facingthefloor (Owner) – Aug 13, 2023
With just one guy? That would be my first Meth-Daddy. The first time I was introduced to T with a slam. He fucked me from ten oāclock in the morning until eight the next morning. There were three further slams at different points and some GHB. I came 5 times during with out ever touching my self and never got hard at all. The entire experience was incredible.
jXslut – Aug 13, 2023
What was your longest fuck session with a single guy?
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WhatsOnHere, 19
Tim, 19, perfume collector:)
I like slow deep kissing for a very long time, slow direct spit repeatedly into my mouth. Especially I really enjoy my lips and face to be licked.
I like being kissed when I’ve eaten something, especially when what I ate is very smelly.
I love when a man is sitting on my face for a long time and then licks my face slow for a long time.
I would love to be injected with a drug so I am numbed and not be able to move and have my face licked and mouth eaten out while I am numb. I really enjoy contact eye contact while that is happening š
When my face is being licked and my mouth’s being eaten I like the men to gently pet my numbed body like Iām his little cat.
If men have a long tongue or long fingers to make me choke while kissing drooling lots of bile into his mouth is a hot plus.
After you finish I like you to make me vomit then roll me over face down in my vomit and inject me with something that makes me go to sleepš¤
I have a place but more into visiting yours.
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Alvin66 – Aug 20, 2023
He is able to talk about various subjects, or on the contrary, be silent or shout.
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YourSacrifice, 20
BDSM cutting or scribing šŖ
For health reasons, I can at the moment only cut myself live in front of other people
Except: genitals, nipples, forearms, head and neck.
That should just about cover it.
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jimmycontour – Aug 14, 2023
I caved.
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AssistedSuicide, 19
I am not sure when I am planning on doing it, but anyone interested enough perhaps will drop me a line? I want to die. I’ve been drinking myself to death since age 11 and I’m not even 20, so somebody out there let me know!!
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AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 25, 2023
I provide you drink and rape me, kill me.
AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 21, 2023
Still open on the suicide if anyone wants it. You have to drunk with me though whiskey gallons please.
AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
I have zero crypto my apologies, I need to get into it.
YourFaceKicked – Aug 16, 2023
Can you work with crypto? I would like to put some money in your account that you can leave to your loved ones.
AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
Thank you for the kind words. But just the idea of a bloody death gets me off so hard, a disgustingly young life ended at the hands of a psycho gets me so insanely intimate in my mind.
Brightlight – Aug 16, 2023
Baby you so cute and in great shape so fucking young you have so much to live for even if it just for your looks.
AssistedSuicide (Owner) – Aug 16, 2023
That would be very hot yes, weeks? Maybe. Months? That would be a little long.
Anonyymist – Aug 16, 2023
Can I rape and torture you for weeks possible months before you are killed.
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Damagedgoods, 19
Hi, I come from the gutter, and me and my brother taught ourselves to survive. He’s my twin (not identical). Inspired by him, I want to become something more and think if I had the right mentor I could have more choices than McDonalds. I’m hoping that someone here wants a protĆ©gĆ© to mould. I’m cute and smart, funny and obedient. I guess most of those are things people say about you rather than something you say about yourself but this is a bit of an interview so I feel I need to try to sell myself.
I’m not really looking for any pay-per-meet encounters anymore thank you. I’ve been around that block too many times. I want whoever picks me to have a long term opportunity to help me and support me, and I know he will need to have full power over me, and I offer it fully.
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Orion395 – Aug 7, 2023
You really could have done this six months ago when you still looked like your photo.
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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yeah, I’m okay with getting by in stores and simple things, and I can read French a bit, but it’s still pretty sad. I would say my friend’s obsession is majorly with Ledger’s looks for sure, but I suppose he also likes the way his personality affects his surface. I think probably at least the great majority of taxidermists aren’t murderers, no, but … who knows, really, to be honest. Oh, maybe the American food store has salt water taffy, yes. Great suggestion, I’ll check. It’s really kind of dreadful stuff, but I’m craving it for some bizarre reason. Probably one nibble will be enough. Yes, tell me what the American candy store has. Oooh! Now I want cottage cheese dumplings too, or at least your leftovers. Love helping Zac and me figure out how to make the haunted house section of our film work right because it’s being very, very stubborn at the moment, G. ** T. J., You too, cool. ‘Little Buddha’ isn’t good. Looks nice if you like that big epic looking kind of film, which I don’t, but it’s pretty leaden, and Keanu is, sad to say, truly terrible in it. ‘Drop Edge of Yonder’ is my favorite Wurlitzer novel. Someone must’ve confronted Jarmusch, but it’s true I didn’t find a peep in my search for that post’s stuff. My fave Jarmusch is ‘Ghost Dog’, I think. ** Dee Kilroy, Okay, if he does dunk on it, at least you can reassure him and yourself that I dunk on it a bit too. That is a consolation. Ouch. How nosey! Yeah, wtf happened to Cox. Man, serious drop off. Oregon’s to blame? Ha ha, interestingly posited. I hope you got through the flying deluge. I think I read that it hasn’t been too murderous? ** _Black_Acrylic, High five. Congrats on the tone arm renaissance! I’m eyeing that Jlin myself. Race you to it. ** Tosh Berman, Wurlitzer’s novels are wonderful. I think you would appreciate them. Jack Smith, the prosecutor? ** David Ehrenstein, Very nice. Very, very nice. ** Cody Goodnight, I’m ok. The film editing is a bit intense and hard right now, so I’m a little tired and anxious. But I’m ok. I enjoyed ‘Holy Mountain’ until it starts the pilgrimage for the mountain itself, and then I think it gets very silly-hippie. I agree the 60s ‘Batman’ is up there with the great TV series of all time. I’m personally a huge fan of ‘Green Acres’ from the same period. You have a very, very, very good one, Cody. ** Steve Erickson, Hi. Well, at least he used the word ‘mild’. But, yeah, sounds most unpleasant. I read a little about EDGLRD. Very curious. I’m very happy that he seems to be all inspired and aggressively experimenting again. I sure hope his new film is good. Look forward to your single. Capturing writer’s block in a song sounds pretty experimental in and of itself. No, I don’t know Ferrante. The culprit’s name is escaping me. I’ll have a think. We’re editing the film madly. It needs some more shaping and finessing. It’s hard because, as I’ve mentioned, our piece of shit producer has completely stiffed us on post funds, and we have zero. And the film needs serious color correction and basic sound work before we can submit it in a few weeks, and we’re having to try to call in favors from skilled acquaintances to just get the basic things we need. It’s an infuriating situation, and we’re just doing everything we can to make the film at least decent enough looking/sounding that we don’t completely destroy our chances. Thank you for asking. ** Ollie :D, Oh, hi! Ollie is nice. Well, it’s true that we didn’t take any preservation moves on the animals, but then she didn’t tell us too, or maybe she told my parents and they just blew it off. That would make sense. I’m sorry the hospital is possibly looming. I know you’ll ace it, but, yeah, I can’t imagine there’s much to look forward to there, if that happens. Sorry. Fingers strangling crossed. For someone who writes about what I write about, you’d be amazed at how squeamish and wussy I can be about that stuff. I think it’s because it affects me deeply whereas friends of mine can just turn themselves off and enjoy the superficial shocks. Getting back to your story sounds good? ** Right. If you didn’t realise it’s the last day of the month, you do now, thanks to your pals, the slaves. See you tomorrow.
Dennis, Yeah, ol’ Franzen. I remember those (not) heady days. š
Thanks. He’s down 8 pounds so far. Just getting in there and doing it, which is the only way to…do it.
Three-day weekend this weekend because of Labor Day. I’m a just chill. Might actually “play” tennis with Lil D. That’ll (not) be fun. Haha. He thinks he’ll do better now that he’s watched a lot of tennis with my mom and me. We’ll see.
U.S. Open tennis is happening this week and next. So far, it’s been fun. Lots of players are having stomach issues. Something’s going around. John McEnroe has covid. It’s possible some of these players do too. Or could just be a bug.
Still busy af at work. There’s a push on to get things finished earlier, so I’m hoping this means the end of the year will be lighter. We’ll see.
Hi!!
Yeah, that makes sense ā about your friendās obsession. I donāt think my obsession with Richey primarily stems from his looks, but the way he presented himself in different situations and eras certainly isnāt an inconsequential element, either.
The pictures of salt-water taffy made me imagine a type of candy that has that inexplicably attractive plasticky artificial taste and gets stuck in your teeth like crazy. But I might be completely off the mark. (And yes, Iāll definitely let you know about my adventures in the American candy store!)
Oh. Does it make any sense for me to ask what the difficulty about the filmās haunted house section is? I mean, can it be explained without me having actually seen any footage? If so: whatās happening ā or not happening?
Love asking you, āYou like howling boys?ā, Od.
Good Gawd! I meant Harry Smith, not Jack Smith. I get my Jacks and Harrys mixed up; sorry about that. The book I just finished reading (as of last night) is “Cosmic Scholar: The Life and Times of Harry Smith” by John Szwed. Just came out and a very enjoyable read.
Back in LA – our Athens adventure was rad! It’s a cool city on the mend – you can see the hangover from all the austerity measures they’ve been through. There are weird imperial and colonial paradoxes at work there for me. With its 3000+ year history of conquerer and conquered, it’s steeped in a malaise of political, intellectual and cultural appropriation by the “West” manifested today in a national economy where tourism directly and indirectly constitutes about 20% of the GDP. Fascinating… We went to a great book store https://www.hyperhypo.gr/. Andreas, the owner, is super cool!
We hope you got the ‘For the Love of Dennis Cooper’ zine, and that we contradicted the chatGPT blurb! I’m planning on selling zines at the Tom of Finland Art and Culture Festival this October https://www.tomoffinland.org/artfair/ Let me know if you are aware of any interesting queer zine makers I might approach about consigning. Our focus is more on emerging and lesser known makers.
Have just finished watching Respectable: The Mary Millington Story, a documentary about the UKs first porn star in the 70s. She first found fame modelling for Whitehouse magazine which gave the Power Electronics band their name. It’s a very sad tale ending in drugs and suicide. Something very sleazy and uniquely British about that world I think.
Deadheads missed out on selling tie-dyed butt plugs in the parking lot!
I watched another Jean-Paul Civeyrac film, YOUNG GIRLS IN BLACK, last night and was just as impressed. Several people on Letterboxd have written that all his films are ghost stories, and that’s true of this one, about two teenage girls who set out on a suicide pact.
If you’re unable to make the fall festival deadlines, would waiting for Cannes and Locarno next summer be a possibility?
I got an advance copy of the new Armand Hammer album, and it might be their best yet. It’s very abrasive, drawing on free jazz and 20th-century classical music, but it uses live, acoustic instruments and also sounds rather soft and fragile.
Hi Dennis.
How are you? Iām ok. I bet the editing is intense. I had to take an editing class in college and I did not enjoy myself. Itās much easier to edit things you shot than other peopleās work. I agree with The Holy Mountain. It really peaks when they begin their journey. I just love that show. Iām binging the first season and it is endlessly charming and fun. Pure comfort food. Iām also watching it with Daria as a strange double bill I suppose. Daria is one of my favorite adult cartoons. Today I had some lovely tacos and cinnamon rolls. I listened to some Kinks, Shaggs and VU last night. Good vibes so far! You have a great day yourself, Dennis!
Speedrun comment!!!
(Yes Ollie is not a new name to me but sorry if it inconveniently makes things confusing. here.)
Yes im hoping that doesnt happen. I have good self awareness when I have those “things” kicking, which is why I’m still alive, and when I feel a fatal episode coming…yeah.
But theres a lot going these next two months so I’m hoping it doesnt get to that cuz it would f everything up.
I applied to work at this Halloween store that I worked at last Halloween. I have Canine bite piercings’ which are like 4 piercings’ around the mouth. I’ll send you a pic because if you look up “canine bites” on the internet you just get a bunch of poor people who were mutilatedby dogs.
https://www.google.com/search?client=opera-gx&q=canine+bites+peircing&sourceid=opera&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8#vhid=–j53HKu7bGcKM&vssid=l
eh. But yeah, I’m going to wrap string around them to make it look like a stitched mouth and then I’m going to be a scarecrow for Halloween and go to haunted houses-OR WAIT I just had an amazing epiphany right at this moment: maybe I’ll do my own haunted house?
I was going to say say something about Halloween masks but i’ll tell you Monday gtg.
p.s what is a halloween costume you remember wearing? Could be the lamest/coolest or whatever.
might be going to community college to learn how to build things. I want to make physical art.
BTW
Major brownie points to the Gregg Araki/80s punk fan, of course. I can’t imagine Hardy Boys being a thing with youth these days.
Saw a terrible new Japanese horror movie, hit some bookstores. A typhoon is coming through, good time to catch up on reading and streaming movies.
Bill
Hi Dennis Thanks for telling me about Wurlitzer’s Nog. I ordered a used copy of it.
You mentioned Denis Johnson’s Jesus’ son. I told so many people to read this collection in the 1990s and early 2000s. I bought used copies of it and gave it away to friends. I liked his other novels. I didn’t know that he died. I used to know the actor in the film Jesus’ son the guy who runs into the post. He tried out for a football team here.
I love Mexican food as well. I have avocados I will use this weekend and make something with them.
I found most hard drugs to be boring or stupid. Did you ever use PCP or angel dust? I personally never did but I know many people who did,none of them went crazy or got violent. Confused and unable to move, yes but nobody went to the hospital, most decided to never use it again, only some smoked it when people had it, and very few people smoked it with regularity or daily. I always worried I would get it on marijuana or in hashish but my friends who had used PCP said it was on marijuana that made Acapulco gold sativa pot with seeds look super high quality and it really smells of super harsh chemicals.
My friends that went into mania or psychosis would get paranoid, stop sleeping, and some lived in complete alternative realities. One friend said she would change the universe, world completely, and her art would sell for millions of dollars only she started 100s of art projects but never finished or tried to sell or show any. She would also get extremely cruel and mean when manic and stop eating, bathing, staying hydrated, etc.
These twink slaves are crazy. When I was on websites I was messaged by them all the time. I never dated or met up with any as almost all of them wanted unsafe sex or a “dream master’.
Hi! Yes totally boring I’ll believe you on both fronts! And slightly less bored really excited for the blue moon and did a bunch of tidying up so its passing slowly. And omg it seems ridiculous but a bed time and wake up time really do make a world of difference I’m simply obsessed. Hum ill need to formulate the question to get an answer but the long thought is I think there’s something to the invisible thread of camaraderie connecting us that if examined would iron out a bunch of kinks in my life really fast instead of having to learn them the hard way. I guess I just trust you and don’t usually trust most to many other people which makes me pretty prickly by accident it seems. But I just don’t feel any of the normal overthink bad vibes I get sometimes talking to you and like maybe two if I’m counting right other people probably just means I think you’re actually cool or I don’t have to lie to you or something weigh in on the blabber if you want talk soon!
Facingthefloor’s prose has a GPT-like corniness, at least to my ears. The way each paragraph starts with a focused topic sentence and continues with cheerful filler.
The early Markopoulos film looked generically artsy and homoerotic to me. He re-used some of the images from the film in Eniaios (the film shown at Temenos). I wasn’t floored but enjoyed it and gleaned a better understanding of where Eniaios came from. I plan to see some of Beavers’ films, Amy Halpern’s films, and many other experimental films for the first time at the exf f. festival next Thursday-Sunday in Frankfurt. Maybe you can take a break from editing and come over for a day or two?
https://exff.de/en
I read “I Wished”. I laughed out loud a lot and felt inspired.
I hope and almost expect that something good will come out of editing your film with no money.