The blog of author Dennis Cooper

“I am a tennis player and I want to come back to England to continue my tennis career. Thank you.”

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EndMylife, 24
fetish on the username
looking for a male capable of it
i don’t have any mental health issues or childhood issues

Comments

InvisibleAlex – July 24, 2022
i can’t believe i actually downloaded this app

BrainsDeep – July 22, 2022
Prefer my meat a bit more aged

uncutlog – July 22, 2022
Reading up on it
Learning from videos
Thinking about it
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EndMylife (Owner) – July 21, 2022
sex addicted idiots can save themselves the cover letter
for sex search → one door further ►other victim
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ohmygash, 19
Hey im lewis. I want you to do horrible things things to me that you like. Commit unknown atrocities.

(Sadly my last profile got hacked. I lost more than 200 positive comments from satisfied men. But feel free for yourself to check if they were right.)

Comments

djwolford – July 15, 2022
Maybe I would take you to a mountain to where a monster is said to live. You’d be tortured and then disemboweled to lure the monster out who would then proceed to continue gutting you and maybe eat you.

The_cure_isnt_new – July 15, 2022
I’m pretty sure you already know my thoughts on you.
Do I want to kill you? No.
Do I strongly dislike you because you are annoying? Yes.

ohmygash (Owner) – July 15, 2022
If you had the chance to kill me, would you? I don’t know why, but i just wondered. Not like your opinions really matter, but i was just wondering.

The_cure_isnt_new – July 13, 2022
I would like to dress you in gymnastic leotards then bearhug and wedgie and frontal reverse bear hug you too then wedgieplex you off, so your legs are dangling in the air, in the wedgieplex position. I would like to wedgieplex you up and down, dangling in the air by the butt end of your gymnastics leotards, so that your butt end covering of your leotards turn into a thong, turning your gymnastic leotards in to an aerobics leotard. I would like to use your wedgieplexed body as a human weight, to build up my biceps, by wedieplexing you up and down but your toes would not touch the ground. I would then like to grope around for your balls and grab and squeeze and crush them and twist your cock one way and twist your cock head the other way like opening a bottle top through your gymnastic leotards!



 

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wortthetrouble, 20
Dog looking to meet a genuine owner who wants to own a human dog.
I want to meet someone serious about owning a dog and understands what owning a human dog is all about. Someone able to keep me as their dog and get amazing pleasure from having a dog.
As a human I’m 20 psychologically influenced is also called borderliner or complex post-traumatic stress disorder.
Also into the idea of being a dog completely encased in latex, polished and on display when my owner has guests.
I used to be a gay human so never loved a relationship like that.
I’m not a racist, and I can very well imagine a life in Africa, I don’t need luxury.
I have some money, which certainly enables a much better life for a dog in socially weaker countries like Africa, so my owner could always afford to buy me meat.
I’m a very talkative dog. I’m very clingy also. People say I’m a Femdog, but I am notttt.

Comments

Rexjack – July 17, 2022
I hate naughty people

TheLastBell – July 12, 2022
It has taken me a long time to get here. I’ve been so back and forth in my head because my heart couldn’t settle on a truth about what I want, what I need, and why it’s you. Yes, I am driven by a compulsion that — were it not for your existence — I would truly believe is a mental illness. It’s scary to buck social conventions, and also okay. But each time over the past ten days I’ve inched toward owning you, the end goal I’ve known since the start it would somehow inevitably come to, I fear I will surely come to fail you one day, if I’m not what you want, and the fear of being rejected by a dog who eventually decides I am imperfect is something I don’t think I could recover from.

wortthetrouble (Owner) – July 8, 2022
If your message says “get on your knees dog” I’ll write back to you on my knees with a dildo in my mouth.


 

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LighterFluid, 20
NOTICE: I am now the property of BoysOwner
Contact him for any usage
I am no longer able to say yes or no to you

I am a sub abdl diaper boy from Belarus looking for Daddy.

Necessities:

Age restriction (early bed time, dressed by Daddy, outfits chosen, baths given, soother, plushy)

Little time (colouring, watching little movies or shows, playing with cards or toys)

Mobility restriction (forced to crawl, high chair, feedings via airplane)

Potty restrictions (frequent diapering, stuffers, enemas, no potty privileges)

Chat restrictions (only referring to daddy as Dadda, tinkles not pee, forced little speech)

Discipline (corner time, spankings, no treats, washing mouth out)

As a cradle to grave Catholic, i only have a religious medal around my neck, my rosary, and my bible.



 

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YoweiTheBoyWithTheMagicHole, 23
Famous, super horny, slutty, assilicious slave boy porn star.
European summer tour: Berlin, Munich, Zurich, Paris, Brussels.
MOST IMPORTANT 👉🏻FIST ME.

Comments

Whynotnow – July 20, 2022
Dein arsch ist kaputt

Awaythrow1289 – July 16, 2022
One of the best ways to use a cushiony pair of Asian butt cheeks. They also work wonders as knife holders.

fuckfuckfuck – July 11, 2022
You can reach his third hole.




 

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esotericTwink, 19
Indulging in my floccinaucinihilipilification by mankind.

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anewworld – July 19, 2022
Force him. Force him while he sleeps. Force him while he’s high. He’s high now.

_MasterMind_ – July 18, 2022
For this obedient thing, ecstasy is not primarily ejaculatory.
Somatic rather than phallic.
His cock is just not very important, except as a zone for torment.
His precum and prostate fluid matter far more than his cum.
Writhing, retching, tears, shaking, panting, drooling are unavoidable.
Scream in his face while his pussy grips that fist.
He opens to the beauty and intensity of that truth.

esotericTwink (Owner) – July 14, 2022
My hair is now bleached by chlorine.

WaspHunter – July 2, 2022
If you need a quick nut, please know that he will bore you long before you ever get there.

 

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Tallerthanyouthink, 21
I’m a sick perv looking to become sicker. Message me if you’re sick.

For instance getting fucked in a wound in my stomach is one of my favorite fantasies.

Just an idea. Full of ideas.

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Youngadventurous – July 21, 2022
Me too, that’s why I ended up here.

Tallerthanyouthink (Owner) – July 21, 2022
I used to love myself. I don’t know what changed that I don’t anymore.

Tallerthanyouthink (Owner) – July 16, 2022
You just need to open up the belly a little more I think, slice through the omentum and release some of that tension in the abdomen, maybe try a shallow angle. When I imagine my guts getting fucked, it’s always at an upward thrust, in a slit made somewhere between my pubic bone and navel.

MeatSlut_Xyd – July 16, 2022
Wont be as easy at it seems. Organs are tightly packed. Will feel nothing like pussy or ass. A knife on the other hand…. I’d much prefer to fuck the belly with the knife while fucking the ass from behind while using the other hand to maul the balls.



 

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Let’sPlaythePainGame, 20
Despite my young age and thin build, i have a great butt: small, firm, round, plump with deep crack.

my skinhead Husband says it is built for and begs for a beating. He beats it and uses it as a target for darts or paintball daily.

Now He is interested in having my butt shredded by a martinet or single-tail whip. He feels He does not have the skill with a whip to do it correctly and directed me to find a skilled man to shred my butt raw.

By shredded raw, He means every inch of my butt, including the buttcrack and butthole, covered with cutting welts and bleeding torn flesh tears until it literally rips apart.

i will send private photo of the butt in response to Your message.

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Let’sPlaythePainGame (Owner) – July 6, 2022
Those of you who are assuming my butt is so great and want to protect it, maybe kidnap me. If you do want to kidnap, don’t tell me. Make it a surprise.


 

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policearrest, 18
Looking for a police officer.

If you’ve seen pulp fiction it’ll help understand me.

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SgtRodgers – July 19, 2022
I cut the ziptie when I was done having my fun, but by that time, he was long gone.

policearrest (Owner) – July 11, 2022
If you come off gay in ANY way or do any toxic gay shit we are not a match.

If you want to “fuck” me, you are a motherfucking sociopath and one day, I promise you, you will reap the grotesque evil karma you have put onto others. You will be arrested or better yet, some “gay” guy will fucking castrate you, and you will deserve it for being a fucking monster. People like you make being straight a NIGHTMARE and I promise you your day will come.

I’m really not that angry but holy shit the amount of literal gay psychos on this website is truly mind boggling.


 

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adorableyoungpussyboy, 19
I just went through a really rough time in life and am clean and sober five weeks and very skittish at the moment.
I had an owner for 8 years, now I’m alone because he said I’m too old for him.
I hate small talk, I have plenty of friends that’s boring.
I like walking trails and wooded trails with my zipper down.
I hike at least 3 hours every day typically to complete exhaustion.
I really would like to meet a guy hiking at the end of a day who takes advantage of my exhaustion to slowly cut off my shirt, then my jeans and socks and then my white tighty whity briefs then ties me from a tree limb and does what ever you want.
Ever want to find a guy with a pussy out in the woods and do more than hurt him a little? Now is your chance.
So you could fuck me up then fuck me up.
I had an account before and I deleted it coz I was mad at someone.

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adorableyoungboy (Owner) – July 17, 2022
So turns out I relapsed.
I’m going back to rehab.
I decided to drink a 40 of vodka, and they found me passed out in the woods.
I was covered in blood.
Someone tried to kill me by smashing a rock into my head, I needed 17 stitches in my forehead.
I have a concussion, and my liver is totally shot.
So farewell again.
Hopefully this time, it will be for real, and they wont release me until i’m fully functioning.
Goodbye.

ingaylienable – July 13, 2022
It’s like this girl was deliberately trying to get me to do things to her that would get me arrested.



 

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desperatetype, 18
I used to kinda cut myself a lot… i couldnt find anything that could make an actual cut so i would just have a lot of small scratches all over my wrist. I thought that cutting wasn’t the way to go so I stopped. Then, yesterday, I cut myself on some sharp glass. Out of all places, I cut myself on the wrist, right where the vein is.
I have to admit it felt amazing.
Am I screwed?

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Gqguy – July 10, 2022
For me, the only way to go is Cutters!!!! Oh baby!

xander1208 – July 10, 2022
fucked 17 cutters this year
ask me to name them…
i’d be fucked.

desperatetype (Owner) – July 10, 2022
What’s occurring?

SanR – July 10, 2022
Boring, I once slept with an cutter boy, he just lay there like a corpse, didn’t even make a sound and I was like “come on…. move a little… at least moan… let me know your awake….” it was ridiculous.

Angeal – July 10, 2022
Over rated when you’ve done nothing but fuck cutter boys for the past 2 years. [x

Electric_Emu – July 10, 2022
is hot end of
if its overrated your doing it wrong

Angeal – July 10, 2022
Sex with cutter boys, overrated tbh. Discuss.

desperatetype (Owner) – July 9, 2022
You’re very old but if you have a good dick that should be fine.

my-fucking-mind – July 9, 2022
I just feel like smashing your head into a wall.

xxavier30 – July 9, 2022

desperatetype (Owner) – July 9, 2022
Yes one going down the center of my chest from a Heart operation. one from where a man bit me on my arm until his teeth hit bone. 2 on my hand where my ex boyfriend burned me with a lighter. various burn marks on my other arm where another ex burned it. one on my left middle finger where another guy bit it almost off. little ones where my piercings used to be on my face and ears. and i’ve got a lot of bruises but thats not the topic. i think thats all.

Mr.Hahn – July 9, 2022
You have any scars that aren’t from your gay cutting pish? I love scars **slurp**

 

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destinyofshame, 20
I’m an emotional masochist looking to have my entire life turned upside down! I’m hoping I can get myself into an extremely dark side of the human psyche. PLEASE RUIN MY MIND! I know my place is the garbage. I’d be willing to get forcefully shamed, humiliated, degraded, terrorised, made miserable, anxious, stressed, insecure, given a total nervous breakdown, etc then taken anywhere in the world. It means a lot to me. My name is Messy but you can call me Mess for short.

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destinyofshame (Owner) – July 14, 2022
In that case my dream love would be emo gothic and punk. His aesthetics would be dark purple dreamcore weirdcore or vintage pink and kawaii. He wouldn’t just think about sex and such. He would like to go to cafes or bubble tea shops. He wouldn’t be fat, but he wouldn’t be thin either. It wouldn’t be a problem if I took random photos of him. It wouldn’t cause him any problems holding hands outside. And he would not be too perverted.

Gayestman – July 13, 2022
I was going to say, your photos are like early morning light filtering through the trees, are you absolutely sure about this?

Cuddleslut – July 12, 2022
I am interested in doing the exact opposite of what you’re requesting, namely I want to elevate you to the status of a young god, regarding you as the epitome of human perfection and worship you with every molecule and resource in my body. I have never before in my life seen photographs of a young man who is more worthy of that absolute position.

idontlikehim – July 7, 2022
You don’t look the part.



 

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torquewrench, 23
Looking for a master to help me get my life back together after falling into a deep depression due to the loss of a loved one. Willing to provide for all your desires in return for the type of guidance that will help me make it through this time.

Currently not suicidal, but if after a few months my internal situation hasn’t improved that may be negotiable. For now if you’re interested in helping me stick around this rock a little longer, I will be in your debt in an inexpressible way.

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torquewrench (Owner) – July 16, 2022
I’m not fat, more like skinny fat

nostalgicbattle – July 13, 2022
Sex not necessary, he just wants to eat your shit. Done it once with him, best experience of my life.

torquewrench (Owner) – July 9, 2022
Forgot to say one of my balls cut out surgery, other ball killed by alcohol injections until totally atrophy. This ball still inside but dead. Take now testosterone undecanoate soft capsule to keep a little testosterone level. Penis still can get erected

torquewrench (Owner) – July 4, 2022
Whether you wanna talk video games or cars or whatever or whether you wanna skip the talking and get straight to the point either way is fine by me.


 

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007, 19
Not looking for a master because it’s already there.
Enter here only because of my master’s orders.
To admit that now I’m a sex slave, coquettish and also a transvestite.
The way my young, smooth toned body writhes as it is played with is truly beautiful.
I used to be the one who didn’t like the same sex but now I’m my master’s slave (even though he’s coquettish).
My name was alex Lee.
Sorry if you’re disgusted.
Thanks.

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Johnnyeckert – July 20, 2022
Hhhhhheeees gggaaaayyyy. He’s soooo gayyyyyyyyyy.

neontrees – July 17, 2022
Sorry but Satan requires you take all loads in your ass. Cum is power. All cocks will be accepted in your ass. Fuck you for the glory of Satan! All cocks will be emptied in your ass for the glory of Satan. Sin is your lord!


 

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KaaFan, 18
I’ve been fascinated with the hypnotic serpent Kaa the Snake ever since I was a kid. Hoping to find somebody who looks and acts like him.

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KaaFan (Owner) – July 15, 2022
Itsa me MARIO.

krisbrown – July 13, 2022
He went from an anal virgin to a power bottom in seconds flat.


 

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slicemynutsoff, 19
Nick here, smart, very good looking and well presented college boy. Ever since puberty showed up and ruined my life I’ve fantasied about a man with a knife slicing my nuts off after sex. Apparently it is not that uncommon a fantasy. Anyone want to do it? Around the age of 25 would be good.

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slicemynutsoff (Owner) – July 19, 2022
No rear skull strikes. No gouging out my eyes.




 

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Ragdoll_In_Havana, 19
Pretend like you won’t kidnap me. Ask me to meet you, feed me alcohol and make me sniff amyl then right as I am a ragdoll take me. I will never be seen again.

I’ve been getting turned into a ragdoll since I was 7 years old by many guys from experienced to clumsy idiots, I’m not sure why.

I don’t tell people where I am going, and I don’t call the cops. Do with that what you will. Just a random fact about me 😜

Sorry I do not like getting naked!! Not my thing and that’s what Grindr is for!!

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MegaDestroyer – July 11, 2022
They have the internet in Cuba!?!?!?!?!?!

 

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SherlockHol*es, 20
Hi,

For many years, trying to explain my kinky side had been hard, which has done no favours in getting me anywhere of course. Now seems, with having been able to reflect during the pandemic, a good time to get out where I’ve found myself:

For me, being a sub is a very psychological thing. I need to feel molded in ways that, within morality, betray my true personality. I remember when I was becoming an adult, having thoughts of simultaneously being unnerved, but also fascinated, by the idea of either being drafted into the military or sent to prison, and over time, this grew into rather fantastical scenarios that mixed sex, austerity and humiliation into a potent brew.

Basically, all of the kinky things I’ve longed since for were rooted in the same kinds of themes, just varying situations, and any master that is interested in exploring such themes can expect me to give as much obedience, time and loyalty to them in return as I can give.

This is all of course quite the break from my day-to-day presence, which tends to involve more bright shirts, internet browsing and drinks than the above scenarios broadly do.

Present limits that come to mind include: excessive saliva when kissing, scat, being forced to smoke cigarettes, penetrating others with my penis (in any way). Forced feeding is a touchy area as I am highly vain about my appearance – so discuss with me what I can and can’t do in that regard.

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SadisticLeatherMan1 – July 14, 2022
I love it when cute boys get so scared they shit themselves and piss themselves so hot

Winemedineme69me – July 8, 2022
Blahdiblahblahblah… Christ! Once you gag him he is a whore fag slut whose only limit is that any bruises you leave all over him need to be covered by clothing. But… that’s it.

DoAsISay – July 3, 2022
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idesiresuccess, 18
i’m willing to come out as gay but i need someone to take me, use me, make me a whore and act in porn and give me psychodelics to reprogram me into a hyper sexual boy who is horny all the time but can still listen to instructions in such a state because if i have to be gay then i want to be most desired and greatest and badly wanted piece of ass in the world.

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itstheassforme – July 18, 2022
I am dreaming of putting as many fingers in your ass as humanly possible.

idesiresuccess (Owner) – July 15, 2022
I want to be strapped in this chair.

MisterActor – July 9, 2022
he has a such a good ass but that fuckin mind🥵 with him it is not some 24/7 sex fest with him in the center it is hard work.

idesiresuccess (Owner) – July 6, 2022
It make’s me horny if i get aked out a lot.





 

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Oceanandearth, 19
NOTICE: I am now the property of BoysOwner
Contact him for any usage
I am no longer able to say yes or no to you

I just realized I hate women.

Using my mates phone based on Surry Hills/Darlinghurst. I gave up on mobiles a few days ago please pray for my forgiveness.

Today is Saturday the 2 July I’m going to head to King Slappy if the staff members admits me without telling me off “you’re always off your face” but let bygones be bygones and I may have had to have said that. I’m being monikered by fanatics and their sick bandits! Wild I know I may get a foot up my ass!

Otherwise P.S. you may prob find me at some bar called The Den, a legend of a place who will admit me without regard to tactility on my own dew. Otherwise see you around the area or Oxford and please mind the pretty face it’s been happening so much better now.

Pix of me are from this foot fetish instagram page of some mates of mine. I got paid $50 and a bj and it’s been watched +850k times, I shit you not!

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druggercandy – July 17, 2022
I don’t like indecisive bitches, be clear and precise in what you take.

Grzz – July 9, 2022
if you can handle a big cock straight from the fly and not fail to swallow everything, whether it’s piss or juice, and that you agree to stay blindfolded, I’ll take you on as my traveling companion this summer. We’ll go to other traditional guys that you won’t see, but who will be happy to host us in exchange for your services. Our first stop will be tonight at my neighbor’s where we will be joined by his brother-in-law – they hope your ass and throat will live up to their expectations, because, living in the middle of nowhere, it would be very convenient to to be able to count on the presence of a submissive teen on his knees whenever they want to pee or make their juices swallow, or to show the old friend from the area who is a retired policeman that he too would be entitled to it. policeman has already warned that he will speed up whenever he wants to piss, no more, but if your mouth doesn’t waste anything then he’ll be happy to tell other traditional guys around – especially if you remain on your knees blindfolded and have your mouth open – there’s even a few Germans in the area on vacation, former colleagues, more traditional you die, to whom the gendarme would like to present their new urinal. They’re at the hotel on a family vacation, but I’m sure they’ll find a way to come and entrust their juice to you several times a day. The ex-policeman promises that if you mouth behaves well, then they will often drive together – I know a lot of people, he says, and I know where to find all the traditional guys who have been caught get pumped in the area, and so I know exactly who will be happy to lock you up in his home for regular use without fear of being arrested, and moreover he will bugger you in front of others by showing them that he doesn’t undress. I’ll come back tomorrow morning, he’ll say, be ready for the local farmer, he wants to lick your ass licked and he’s bringing you a little chair for you to sit on. He’ll be lying on the floor under the chair, you’ll be blindfolded and hands behind your back, and you won’t stand up until I give the order. Don’t lose sight of the fact that these guys only have you to ensure a regular oil change, and they’re going to want to make the most of it. Other guys do as they please, but as a traditional good guy I will always stay dressed, my big cock will always be limp and the average time my cock will be out of my fly when I piss will only be 30 seconds every 2 hours. – but, you would comply with it wherever we are and in front of anyone, without saying a word, and without protesting when I announce that I am leaving you for a few days this weekend at the local butcher who is installing a sling in the basement for you for the use of delivery men, himself and a few regular customers: you have to obey everyone, that way you better appreciate your master, the retired policeman. Do your job well and your policeman will take you on vacation with his whole family – separate room of course, and absolute discretion guaranteed apart from the owner and the brother-in-law, both oversized where it interests us, says the policeman. I hope you’ll be with me here on vacation, kid.





 

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Hyperkody, 18
I’m only on here in how’s that I can find someone close to me who would fulfill my fantasy of letting me try inside their vacbed before I die!

I also like Spiderman as you can see in my photo, so there it is.

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Hyperkody (Owner) – July 11, 2022
Ok that was really boring and I got horrible leg cramps. See you later.

 

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BlondeTwinkOnTour, 22
I’m Henry, 22 years of age. I was born in UK so I was brought to Jyväskylä, Finland to leave with my grandmother. I am a tennis player and I want to come back to England to continue my tennis career. Thank you.

Comments

trickyhunter – July 10, 2022
You make my imagination huuuge.

 

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BoysOwner, 19
I am a NY- based Master with two fags under my ownership and in training. As part of that training I am now looking to share them for extended sessions with extreme tops. These connections are intended to confirm their submission and hopefully increase their sexual range and usefulness to me.

Boy 1 is LighterFluid

Boy 2 is Oceanandearth

Check their profiles.

Let me know if you are interested in a session with either of these obedient fags. I loan them out only for longer sessions from 3 hours up to full-on weekends to test their stamina and willingness.

Preference given to experienced, brutal BDSM tops who will use them very hard and raw. Heavy SM, perversions, scat, hoods and masks, public use, dungeon, breath control, large groups, bb, drugging, beating, all a big plus. Very few limits. POZ guys very, VERY welcome.

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BoysOwner (Owner) – July 19, 2022
I think you’ll find that will have changed.

whatucallthat – July 19, 2022
I was chasing a great rape experience with Oceanandearth ever since the first time I raped him about a year ago and just never seemed to have much luck.

BoysOwner (Owner) – July 19, 2022
Hardly.

stooge – July 19, 2022
So … LighterFluid is not a diaper wearing daddy seeking fake infant anymore?



 

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snuffboy, 22
I accept my fate.

I’ve had knifes up my ass, been choked out so many times I cant count to 100, and have been tied up for days in a basement and fucked by over 60 guys.

I’m a fuck toy that exists to die.

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BenToast – July 18, 2022
oh great the guy was only unconcioisisiisisisisss (can’t spell) my masters snuffing him again. damn. lol. oh well.

ultraRIsub – July 18, 2022
Hopefully your master is having some rough times and just relieving his stress.
Either way…sorry bro.

BenToast – July 18, 2022
blah its over now, hes dead i guess. but im scarred for life. this has never happened in my 17 years of existence. lol.
but yeah my master came in and hes like “turn your volume down its shaking stuff off my dresser!” and i was like “whatever” and turned it up louder.
I love subwoofers.
I gots 4 of them in my room

BenToast – July 18, 2022
well see i cant sneak out because im on probation… and i have a curfew of 10:00
and since im an adult, its not juvenile probation. its adult probation. which means i get caught and i go to jail for AT LEAST 3 months.

ultraRIsub – July 18, 2022
that is nasty. While its happening your master wont be able to hear you sneak out, so just maybe walk around outside. Off Topic: What kind of speakers you got?

BenToast – July 18, 2022
oh fuck my master is snuffing the guy in this profile in the next room!! he has been going at it for like, 45 minutes or so now.
oh fuck someone help me!!
this is disgusting
i got my music cranked (some of you know how big my speakers are too) and i can still hear them! ewww!!

snuffboy (Owner) – July 1, 2022
I’m into having my cock jacked off violently as i scream from you killing me.

snuffboy (Owner) – July 1, 2022
I’m 6’5″, lot of meat if you’re a cannibal.

snuffboy (Owner) – July 1, 2022
EN/NL – here in Amsterdam or wherever in the world.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Michael Faltskog, Hi, welcome, and thanks! Wow, ‘Loom’, I spaced on that one. Yes, really really good. Thanks again, take care. ** Misanthrope, CD-roms were kind of the only option when you wanted an immersive looking and playing game back when consoles hadn’t caught up technically yet. I hope you ace the blood test, man, and I’m sure you will. Weekend … work, see friends, stress out the last pre-deadline fund-raising worries. Shouldn’t be too great. May yours be. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thank you about the film stuff. Ha ha, it’s funny or sad how horror movies can be so imaginative except when it comes to the dialogue. I’m having a strange but intense craving for Ritz Crackers so all love has to do today as far as I’m concerned is hand me a box of them, G. ** _Black_Acrylic, Is that true about Dundee? That’s interesting. I’ll search to see what stuff originates there. Have the best weekend possible, friend. ** Steve Erickson, We’ve been delaying the shoot for more than a year hoping for additional funds, and they’ve never come, and there’s no clear route to get them, so, no, we’re done. Waiting to make this film has eaten up more than two years of Zac’s and my lives, and it’s time to figure out how to do it and do it. I’ve had the same problem with the Archive.org games. It’s very annoying. So close and yet … I’ll check out the Don Bradshaw-Lester album, thanks! ** Bill, Hi. Yeah, those games were really interesting. I think their playability would probably be too trudgey in the current day to have the same effect, sadly. I saw your email. I’ll write back to you today. Ace! ** Happy Prince, Well, that’s a hopeful name. And interesting about the princess -> prince switch. I have a lifelong problem with fighting games. I just don’t like them. Even in adventure games, which are more my speed, I usually ask a friend to fight the fighting parts for me. I just like games with lots of exploring and puzzles and complicated environments and stuff, I don’t know why. Well, I guess considering my work, that’s not a surprise. Happy weekend! ** Robert, Hi. Yay, glad you think so. ‘Dust’ was awesome. That same company, Cyberflix, also did the first Titanic game, which was fantastic too. I never played Marbleblast Gold or even knew of it. I’ve heard of Nanosaur. Oh, wow, it’s available. I’ll go try it out. Thanks so much! No, it’s really only when I watch people eat living things that retain the form they had when they were alive. Burgers and steaks and stuff don’t really bother me unless the smell is really strong. Nice reading plans. ‘Frolic’ and ‘Man Without …’ are fantastic. The latter is especially an undertaking. Law school, speaking of an undertaking. I mean, dude, it sure seems like some big part of you will need to actually want to be a lawyer to put yourself through all of that, no? ** John Newton, Hi. There’s a post somewhere in the blog’s archives of my all-time favorite video games that includes a bunch of N64 titles. I never used Commodore64 or Atari. I’m mostly a Nintendo diehard except for a few games I played on borrowed friends’ Xboxes. Wow, yeah, I played some of those games you played. I forgot all about the Carmen San Diego games. Boink. Pretty impressive that you knew a guy who helped design Myst. That game was like ‘2001’ when it first came out. No, we won’t push back the shooting any longer, and there is no professional funding source available to us, unfortunately. I’m not sure what to say about the guy I mentioned who killed himself. Too long a story. ‘Love Come Down’ wasn’t about him. That was about a friend of mine in the early ’80s. I’m far enough away from the L.A./J.T. debacle to see it as a learning experience, yes. Not sure what I learned though. ** Right. This month ends on a Sunday, and I don’t post on Sundays, as you know, so Saturday constitutes this month’s end for all intents and purposes, and that means … slaves. See you on Monday.

10 Comments

  1. Corey Heiferman

    Hi Dennis, good to be back here, what’s new?

    Here’s an illustration of WedgiePlex for those who like me weren’t familiar:

    https://twitter.com/hashtag/WedgiePlex?src=hash

    Kaa the snake is about the only Disney character fetish I could get on board with. The exception that proves the rule is always fun to think about.

    Since returning from Temenos last month I’ve been juggling projects, trying to make everything work with the day job etc. I’ve been taking very distorted digital video and sound recordings (field recordings and acoustic instruments) and editing them to be even more distorted. I’ve never done anything abstract like this before. As soon as I started editing I realized that it can actually resemble storytelling. For example, even if the only thing you see on screen is flashing shapes, the speed of the flashes can create a rhythm like a conventional story. I’m just going to edit it into whatever I like best, maybe a few different versions, but I’ve been surprised by how narrative expectations can lurk underneath.

    I’ve gotten interested in Substack, looks like a good way to launch a new blog / newsletter. I’ll let you know when that’s up and running.

    Are you familiar with the Israeli choreographer Ohad Naharin, director of the Batsheva Ensemble? I just started going to dance classes in his Gaga movement language. It’s about moving in response to prompts, usually metaphors. The participants range from professional dancers to super clumsy / inflexible people like me. I enjoy it as a meditative activity and way to meet people, makes me feel like an Out 1 character:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGPG1QL1vJc&ab_channel=danceconsortium

  2. David Ehrenstein

    Blow-Up

  3. Misanthrope

    Thanks, Dennis. I’ll try to make this weekend at least a little fun.

    I decided against the blood test today. I’m gonna do it on my first day off on the 5th. It’ll be a work day for most people and it shouldn’t be as busy as it can get on a weekend. I’m sure the results will be fine.

    I’m going to Alexandria that day to hang out with my friend of 30 years, Erin. Will have a swell time.

    Man, I wonder if we’ll ever get a monkeypox edition of one of these escort or slave days.

    That funding stuff sounds just awful. Ugh. Good luck.

  4. _Black_Acrylic

    The Dundee games industry was never a part of my social circle up there. But those guys invented Grand Theft Auto so they’re richer than God anyway. Minecraft has also been developed by 4J Studios in Dundee for consoles including PlayStation, Xbox and Nintendo. It’s a whole separate world that exists quite happily by itself.

  5. Bill

    EndMyLife’s first pic looks like an early Brian Weil, no?

    I’m reading some mixed reviews for Nope, will probably find out for myself in a few hours.

    Will look out for your email, Dennis. Enjoy the weekend!

    Bill

  6. Iain Banks the 3rd

    I wanted to thank you… I was feeling very angry on and off and you are part of the reason why I am no longer feeling angry.. I used you so to speak… I made you my slut Dennis if that were at all possible…
    I’m now in bed and I’m OK… but I wasn’t… I bit at myself a number of times… etc.. then I did a thing connected to ‘you’ and it snapped me out of it… so thanks… i have so much anger at times….

    I was recently in a huge converted barn… a few days ago.. there were countless wasps… I found at least 30 dead as a result of spray on the side where I slept and fashioned them into a number 50 for someone’s birthday.. i added some that were still alive… I killed them with my fist and positioned them appropriately… a couple were twitching as I took the photos.. later that evening I masterbated that I forced live wasps into a slave’s clear plastic pants.. and I used two guys as dogs on leads to do terrible things to… the orgasms were very intense…

    There was this massive deer’s head with antlers looking down at me hanging on the wall.. something I am very much against… although it reminded me of this handsome killer I have a thing about.. an English guy with one eye called Dale…

    At dinner someone told me I looked really young in my recent pictures… a very sweet compliment as I am not at all… (this was real and not part of the wank fantasy… it was actually a woman who told me that)

    and breathe…. there have been some great events in the news over the past few months… folks I admire enormously doing this and that…. some guy swam the channel…. all of the channels in actual fact…. if I was a third of what he is…I would be very happy indeed! I loved it when he was ‘the news’ …ok ‘that’s a rap’…. oh no it isn’t… I’ll finish on a joke… What type of disco biscuit does a political correct twat take on the dancefloor Dennis? ANSWER is ‘Etiquacy’… you know like ecstacy.. but an etiquette version…

    X cheers

  7. Iain Banks the 3rd

    I wanted to thank you… I was feeling very angry on and off and you are part of the reason why I am no longer feeling angry.. I used you so to speak… I made you my slut Dennis if that were at all possible…
    I’m now in bed and I’m OK… but I wasn’t… I bit at myself a number of times… etc.. then I did a thing connected to ‘you’ and it snapped me out of it… so thanks… i have so much anger at times….

    I was recently in a huge converted barn… a few days ago.. there were countless wasps… I found at least 30 dead as a result of spray on the side where I slept and fashioned them into a number 50 for someone’s birthday.. i added some that were still alive… I killed them with my fist and positioned them appropriately… a couple were twitching as I took the photos.. later that evening I masterbated that I forced live wasps into a slave’s clear plastic pants.. and I used two guys as dogs on leads to do terrible things to… the orgasms were very intense…

    There was this massive deer’s head with antlers looking down at me hanging on the wall.. something I am very much against… although it reminded me of this handsome killer I have a thing about.. an English guy with one eye called Dale…

    At dinner someone told me I looked really young in my recent pictures… a very sweet compliment as I am not at all… (this was real and not part of the wank fantasy… it was actually a woman who told me that)

    and breathe…. there have been some great events in the news over the past few months… folks I admire enormously doing this and that…. some guy swam the channel…. all of the channels in actual fact…. if I was a third of what he is…I would be very happy indeed! I loved it when he was ‘the news’ …ok ‘that’s a rap’…. oh no it isn’t… I’ll finish on a joke… What type of disco biscuit does a political correct twat take on the dancefloor Dennis? ANSWER is ‘Etiquacy’… you know like ecstacy.. but an etiquette version…

    X cheers

    I wanted to thank you… I was feeling very angry on and off and you are part of the reason why I am no longer feeling angry.. I used you so to speak… I made you my slut Dennis if that were at all possible…
    I’m now in bed and I’m OK… but I wasn’t… I bit at myself a number of times… etc.. then I did a thing connected to ‘you’ and it snapped me out of it… so thanks… i have so much anger at times….

    I was recently in a huge converted barn… a few days ago.. there were countless wasps… I found at least 30 dead as a result of spray on the side where I slept and fashioned them into a number 50 for someone’s birthday.. i added some that were still alive… I killed them with my fist and positioned them appropriately… a couple were twitching as I took the photos.. later that evening I masterbated that I forced live wasps into a slave’s clear plastic pants.. and I used two guys as dogs on leads to do terrible things to… the orgasms were very intense…

    There was this massive deer’s head with antlers looking down at me hanging on the wall.. something I am very much against… although it reminded me of this handsome killer I have a thing about.. an English guy with one eye called Dale…

    At dinner someone told me I looked really young in my recent pictures… a very sweet compliment as I am not at all… (this was real and not part of the wank fantasy… it was actually a woman who told me that)

    and breathe…. there have been some great events in the news over the past few months… folks I admire enormously doing this and that…. some guy swam the channel…. all of the channels in actual fact…. if I was a third of what he is…I would be very happy indeed! I loved it when he was ‘the news’ …ok ‘that’s a rap’…. oh no it isn’t… I’ll finish on a joke… What type of disco biscuit does a political correct twat take on the dancefloor Dennis? ANSWER is ‘Etiquacy’… you know like ecstacy.. but an etiquette version…

    X cheers

  8. Dominik

    Hi!!

    Do you have a film meeting on Monday – to discuss the funding situation and what comes next?

    Can you buy Ritz Crackers in France? I do hope love delivered!

    Love turning into somebody who looks and acts exactly like Kaa and knocking on KaaFan’s door, Od. (Also, it was alarmingly easy to charm me with the introduction, “My name is Messy but you can call me Mess for short.” And snuffboy’s photos…)

  9. Billy

    The KaaFan guy sounds really interesting. Can I be blunt and ask what site you saw him on?
    Hope you’re good, man
    Xxx

  10. Robert

    wortthetrouble’s thread is an interesting one. And something about that last picture really weirds me out–like he’s got an erection and that super innocent boyish smile at the same time? He’s got that super ingenuous face on, but secretly he’s horny.

    Yeah, let me know what you think of those games if you get a chance, I was horsing around on Nanosaur a little bit yesterday after I posted it here.

    And yeah, the law school thing is sort of a conundrum. I hate to bore you with that since it seems like the only thing I ever talk about these days, but I dunno, I’m sort of in a weird position when it comes to making long-term plans. Some days you wake up and every option seems repulsive and bad, and then on other days you just want to understand every single parcel of knowledge there is to understand, you know? I mean today for instance I sort of feel like I could just spin the wheel of PhD programs and be happy in whichever one I ended up with. But yeah, I dunno, the uncertainty of this sort of purgatory-phase I’m in now freaks me out, and it seems interesting enough, but the worry is that the time commitment starts to expand and then writing and reading all the books I want to read becomes impossible. But I’m more productive under extenuating circumstances than elsewhere anyway. [I guess there’s a question there with respect to the extent of an interest in something–like the idea of doing mathematical logic sounds super fun, but could I sustain two years in a mathematical logic program? Who knows. ] Anyway, sorry about that.

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