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Spotlight on … José Esteban Muñoz Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity (2009) *

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‘The work of José Esteban Muñoz—as a student, a teacher, a writer, and a friend—was electrified by his desire to tip the world toward something joyous in the face of intense opposition to that joy, toward a place that is more just and generous, but also more ferocious.

‘José’s lifelong passion was to express the utopian gesture that responds to the awfulness of things as they are. The work of balancing hope against despair ran through his writings from the earliest to the most recent, and it was a work he associated with the queer, the minoritarian, and the brown. Under his attention, those terms became not generic categories but critical passageways. Queerness, for José, named the possible but also the “not yet.” The “sense of brown” (both the title and the subject of one of his books still forthcoming from Duke University Press, and first theorized in a seminal essay on the playwright Ricardo Abreu Bracho) indicated a form of discontinuous commonality, “not knowable in advance” but actually existing as a world, in the here and now. He mined a Marxist tradition that included Althusser, Bloch, Adorno, Fredric Jameson, and Jean-Luc Nancy, and used this radical tradition to show how the affirmations in his work required negations of and deviations from the status quo.

‘“The challenge here,” José writes in an essay on the LA punk band The Germs, “is to look to queerness as a mode of ‘being-with’ that defies social conventions and conformism and is innately heretical yet still desirous for the world, actively attempting to enact a commons that is not a pulverizing, hierarchical one bequeathed through logics and practices of exploitation.”¹ There was something heretical about his own work in the academy, the art world, and everything betwixt and beyond them. In making a world for himself in which to flourish, he couldn’t help but build one for others too.

‘Born in Cuba in 1967, brought to Miami by his parents as an infant, José Muñoz was always on the move. Leaving the Cuban-America enclave of Hialeah, where his youth played out to the sound of bands like X and the Gun Club, he studied at Sarah Lawrence College, where he first read Cherríe Moraga’s Lo Que Nunca Paso por Sus Labios (Loving in the War Years, 1983), which became for him a touchstone (especially its chapter, “La Guera”). José then entered Duke University’s doctoral program in Literature, which at that time was at a high point of prestige and influence. Under the guiding love and friendship of his mentor Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick, and among a precocious, brilliant cohort of fellow students, José, a rising star and only twenty-six years old, was hired to teach at NYU’s Tisch School of the Arts. He brought the “symposium of Eve” to “the broke-ass institute,” as his friend Fred Moten put it in a poem for José that appears in Moten’s 2010 collection, B Jenkins.

‘When he arrived in Greenwich Village in 1994, José planted himself at the center of a circle of influence that would expand over a short two decades. His home functioned as a true salon. The most ferocious personalities conspired amid stacks of comic books and philosophical treatises, surrounded by punk ephemera, the remnants of late-night sessions, toys belonging to one of his adored animal companions, piles of manuscripts, and friends’ artwork. “José had this endless stamina for socializing,” friend and dramatist Jorge Cortiñas remembers. “It was a wonderfully seamless way of engaging with art and with artists.”

‘José brought to the academy an archive of film, art, and performance that still astonishes readers of his first book, Disidentifications (1999). And he interpreted this archive using a sturdy theoretical apparatus that was never directed toward its own legitimation, but was instead devoted to the value of queer and minoritarian life, and to the mourning of queer and minoritarian loss. For José, experimental art, performance, and poetry were keys to “the practice of survival.” Prescient readings of the work of Félix González-Torres and Isaac Julien (attending to the forms of queer exile that shape the aesthetic practices of both) sit alongside groundbreaking writing on figures who, at the time, had received little or no critical attention. From the very beginning of his development as a thinker, he formed intense and collaborative relationships with artists. Vaginal Davis, Carmelita Tropicana, and Nao Bustamante figure heavily in his thought, and he figured heavily in their lives as an advocate, a friend, and as a critic. “José’s serious engagement with artists’ lives, practice, and work,” social theorist John Andrews observes, “has changed how many academics conceive the practice of theorizing. His work as a theorist countered the more rarefied modes of how academics and art critics use and produce theory.”

‘The list of other artists whose careers José supported through his advocacy, his intellect, and his friendship is vast: Wu Tsang, Justin Vivian Bond, Kenny Mellman, Marga Gomez, Tony Just, Miguel Gutierrez, Jorge Cortiñas, Michael Wang, Kevin Aviance, and Kalup Linzy to put names to some. José sought links among artists few had the capacity to imagine as part of the same world. His second book, Cruising Utopia (2009), an exciting antidote to both mainstream gay and lesbian politics as well as to the “anti-social” turn in queer theory, set LeRoi Jones’s play The Toilet in conversation with the philosophy of Ernst Bloch, the paintings of Luke Dowd alongside performances by Dynasty Handbag and My Barbarian or poetry by Frank O’Hara and Elizabeth Bishop. Some of the book’s most moving passages grow from his familiarity with a wide range of gay scenes in New York City and beyond, especially those off the white, homonormative map. Underground and experimental social spaces were as important to him as Marxist philosophy and queer theory. He encouraged people to follow him, as a thinker and happy participant, into those zones.

‘In José’s writing a performance, painting, photo, or literary text is not merely an “object of study” but a philosophical encounter, one that sits alongside other kinds of encounters, moments of collision and contact. For this reason, in his writing he did not lead with the information that facilitates the absorption of an artist’s work into the academy (a defense of the work’s relation to a canon, to art history narrowly imagined, to a disciplinarian articulation of “performance”). He offered instead a language that invites the artist’s work into the reader’s life, by way of his thinking. He drew other scholars into conversation about his muses, his Furies; his experiences of their work were not intended to be “his” but “shared out.”

‘José redefined the meaning of “academic superstar” in Warholian terms: He had a way of finding beauty in what others considered to be their own damage, recalls Jonathan Flatley, a friend and co-editor (with Jennifer Doyle) of Pop Out: Queer Warhol (1996). José quickly transformed the academy not only through his writing but through his mentorship of a generation of scholars, many of who now work at some of the country’s most dynamic and prestigious departments.

‘And so we met the news of José Esteban Muñoz’s death on December 3, 2013 with a collective howl. A constellation of artists, writers, curators, and scholars have spent the winter shaken by paroxysms of grief: José’s lifework as a philosopher/critic, which includes his practice of friendship, has been so integral to this community that we feel as if the very ground beneath us has disappeared.

‘On February 8, at a memorial gathering at NYU, Justin Vivian Bond and Kenny Mellman reprised Kiki & Herb’s rendition of “Total Eclipse of the Heart” in tribute to José. Later that afternoon, Carmelita Tropicana welcomed his friends to a Village basement bar, where filmmaker Guinevere Turner roused the crowd with a performance of her correspondence with José; the electronic duo Matmos staged a “Germ Burn for Darby Crash” in his memory; Miguel Gutierrez amplified a farewell “I love you” into a gorgeous sonic loop; Gus Stadler and Barbara Browning sang their cover of “Take Ecstasy With Me”; Kay Turner led a rousing reprise of Cruising Utopia as a punk anthem; and Nao Bustamante, wearing a nude body suit and veiled in the black cloud of a Vegas widow, planted herself face down on the stage and tore through “Lara’s Theme.” Nao peeled the skin off its lyrics (“Someday my love…”), marking out the distance between its sweet fantasy and the place we are in here and now. Then she rolled and crawled across the floor, from the front of the stage to the back of the bar.’ — Jennifer Doyle and Tavia Nyong’o, Artforum

 

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Extras


Tribute to Jose Esteban Muñoz


Jose Esteban Munoz’s Memorial at Poisson Rouge


2013 Feminist Theory Workshop Keynote Speaker José Esteban Muñoz


Dr Vaginal Davis in dialogue with Jose Munoz


JNT Dialogue 2013: José Muñoz and Samuel Delany


José Esteban Muñoz ‘Mark Morrisroe: Neo-Romantic Iconography and the Performance of Self’


Having A Coke With You, For José Esteban Muñoz


José Muñoz: Queer Utopianism and Cruel Optimism

 

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Further

‘Remembering Jose Esteban Munoz’ @ Social Text
‘José Esteban Muñoz, in Memory and Futurity’
TAP DOCK | Celebrating José Esteban Muñoz
‘José Esteban Muñoz (1967-2013): A Collage’
JEM ‘Revisiting the Autoethnographic Performance: Richard Fung’s Theory/Praxis as Queer Performativity’
JEM ‘”The White to Be Angry”: Vaginal Davis’s Terrorist Drag’
JEM ‘Ephemera as Evidence: Introductory Notes to Queer Acts’
JEM ‘Performing the Punk Rock Commons: Queer Germs’
‘Disidentification’
‘The Disidentifications of Vaginal Davis & José Esteban Muñoz’
‘Trading Futures: Queer Theory’s Anti-antirelational Turn’
‘Locating hope and futurity in the anticipatory illumination of queer performance’
‘Muñoz, Basquiat, and Warhol: how bringing in comics with theory makes me wanna do art activism’
‘Cultural Q’s: In Memory of Jose E. Munoz: Making Queer Future’
‘Who Was José Esteban Muñoz? 6 Things To Know About The Deceased Queer Theorist’
Buy ‘Cruising Utopia’ @ NYU Press

 

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Interview
from Bad at Sports

 

Tell us a bit about Cruising Utopia.

Jose Muñoz: In Cruising Utopia I considered the work and life of figures from the historical queer avant-garde. I will discuss the life and work of Warhol superstar Mario Montez. Montez collaborated with Warhol, Jack Smith, Ronald Tavel and many other key figures from that scene. But Montez dropped out of the art and performance scene in the 1970s. He has recently reemerged and has great stories to tell. I look to him as a “Wise Latina” which was a phrase used by republicans who attacked Sonia Sotomayor when she was nominated to The Supreme Court. I describe Montez as a Wise Latina because she made a sort of “sense” that I think is worth considering today.

The prose style of your 2009 book Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity is at once poetic and deeply rousing. In particular, I’m enamored of this statement from your book’s Introduction:

“We must strive, in the face of the here and now’s totalizing rendering of reality, to think and feel a then and there. Some will say that all we have are the pleasures of this moment, but we must never settle for that minimal transport; we must dream and enact new and better pleasures, other ways of being in the world, and ultimately new worlds. Queerness is that thing that lets us feel that this world is not enough, that indeed something is missing.” I love the radical openness of that idea. Can you talk a bit about the ways in which you want to re/define the concepts of ‘hope’ and ‘utopia,’ particularly when it comes to queerness and what you describe as a ‘queer aesthetic’?

JM: I was advocating an idea of hope that refuses despair during desperate times. I reject naive hope and instead offer a version of hope that is counter measure to how straight culture defines our lives and the world. I was trying to describe an idea of utopia that is not just escapism. Queer art or queer aesthetics potentially offer us blueprints and designs for other ways of living in the world. In Cruising Utopia I look at performances and visual art that are both historical and contemporary. But what all the work has in common is the way it sketches different ways of being in the world.

Which contemporary performance artists do you think best represent your idea that ‘hope’ can be more than just a critical affect, but can also present us with a viable methodology for mapping utopias?

JM: I am interested in so much work that happens under the rich sign of performance. For years I have been following the work of artists like Vaginal Davis whose performances always insists on another version of reality than the ones we are bombarded by. I could substitute Vag’s name in the previous sentence with that of artists like Nao Bustamente, Carmelita Tropicana, Dynasty Handbag, My Barbarian and so many other artists that I have encountered. I look forward to seeing more work that helps me glimpse something beyond the here and now.

 

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Book

Jose Esteban Munoz Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity
NYU Press

‘The LGBT agenda for too long has been dominated by pragmatic issues like same-sex marriage and gays in the military. It has been stifled by this myopic focus on the present, which is short-sighted and assimilationist.

‘Cruising Utopia seeks to break the present stagnancy by cruising ahead. Drawing on the work of Ernst Bloch, José Esteban Muñoz recalls the queer past for guidance in presaging its future. He considers the work of seminal artists and writers such as Andy Warhol, LeRoi Jones, Frank O’Hara, Ray Johnson, Fred Herko, Samuel Delany, and Elizabeth Bishop, alongside contemporary performance and visual artists like Dynasty Handbag, My Barbarian, Luke Dowd, Tony Just, and Kevin McCarty in order to decipher the anticipatory illumination of art and its uncanny ability to open windows to the future.

‘In a startling repudiation of what the LGBT movement has held dear, Muñoz contends that queerness is instead a futurity bound phenomenon, a “not yet here” that critically engages pragmatic presentism. Part manifesto, part love-letter to the past and the future, Cruising Utopia argues that the here and now are not enough and issues an urgent call for the revivification of the queer political imagination.’ — NYU Press

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p.s. Hey. ** jay, I’ll take your word for it about the air pistol thing, haha. At least in my searching, in the last 8 or so months, ‘side’ has become an increasingly popular alternative to top and bottom. Not among the slave set, mind you. Wow, very long time banner mystery solved, thank you. I’ll go check the context. ** _Black_Acrylic, ‘Saucy’ doesn’t seem to be in my media wheelhouse, oh well. There’s gotta be a torrent somewhere. ** Måns BT, Howdy, Måns! Yes, definitely really into the possibility of showing ‘Room Temperature’ there. That’s the film’s name. Generally speaking, the film is about a family turning their house into a Halloween haunted house attraction, but lots of other things happen. It’s in English, using non-actors as always, shot in the Southern California desert area. I’m excited to finish it so you (and everyone can see it). I’m really, really happy with it. Yes, if you decide to share ‘Papaya’ when you’re finished, I would love to see it! I don’t know Malaga. Actually, I really only know Barcelona and around there. I’ve been to Portugal more often for some reason. We’re having a heatwave right now. Generally Paris has a pretty mild climate year around. Summers used to be a breeze, but in the last severral years we get these really hot bursts for several days each summer. And hardly any AC here, so it’s kind of rough. I love ‘120 Days’, but even I do a whole lot of skimming when I read it. Sade is very blah-blah-blah. Right now I’m reading Gary Shipley’s new novel ‘Stabfrenzy’ which is quite good. And a graphic novelist, Josh Simmons, sent me a bunch of his books, so I’m reading them. Are you traveling around at all while you’re there or staying mostly still and reading/daydreaming? ** Lucas, Hi. Oh, cool. Guided tour, huh, but maybe that’ll come in handy when you go back autonomously. It’s really humid here. It’s really awful, but I think it’s supposed to start becoming more humane tomorrow. My week has been pretty lowkey because of the heat. Nothing very exciting, but I’m going to try to use the last two weekdays more wisely. ** Steve, Right. I’m glad the visit was effective, and safe trip back to the Apple. Why is it called the Big Apple, actually? Do you know? ** David Ehrenstein, Thank you, David! ** Thomas H, Hey. Oh, gosh, yeah, I have a few friends in that job/residency conundrum. It’s so stressful. Mostly Russian escapees living in LA, most of whom ‘secretly’ worked on Zac’s and my film. Great, thank you for the link! I’m on it. Everyone, Thomas H does a podcast entitled Flash In The Pan about ‘the animation that fueled the early Internet’, and there’s a new episode up featuring Ranged Touch’s Michael Lutz. They talk about ‘Bush-era political satire, the Fallout games, and the Homestuck phenomenon, by way of online cartoons’, and if that sounds as exciting to you as it does to me, click here and listen up. Awesome! I’ve never watched a moment of ‘Golden Girls’. I think the particular delighted squealing of my ‘GG’ besotted friends kind of warded me off. But ‘cosy but sharp’ doesn’t sound too bad. ** Joseph, I agree that those three were highlights. Those slave dudes can write. Goes to show you why MFAs are so overrated. Congrats on your car’s uprighting and the consequent writing. I will check Ni Nu Koni. Sounds good. ** Harper, Yeah, no car needed here in Paris either at all. The public transport is kind of sublime as such things go. As opposed to LA where public transport is kind of disastrous. It’s just too big and disorganised a city to be organised in that way, I think. I’m way down with the Gaddis quote. Writing fiction always feels like solving a puzzle, and I guess like inventing the puzzle at the same time. Happy ‘Out 1’ is panning out for you. Jean-Pierre Leaud makes anything highly watchable. I think I’d pay to learn how to talk like a mouse. Yeah, sounds like overcompensation to me. What’s that thing you Brits are so famous for doing … stiff upper lip? Until September, eek? ** G, Hi, G! Good to see you! Hm, I don’t think I have favorite this month. Mm, maybe Johnjohn in a pinch. I hope things are great and less roasted for you than they are here. ** Deisel Clementine, Hm, that was nice. I can’t absorb lit well when I’m barreling through the p.s., but I’ll go back to it when I’m freed. Happy the forum is proving useful to you thereby. Thoughts … I guess not? I think the heat here is turning my thoughts very passive, very bottom, and not power bottom. ** Nicholas., Hi. Boom! Uh, I obviously love Paris and live here, so Paris seems like an option. It’s not cheap, but it’s actually cheaper than NYC or LA or London apparently. I’m not big on Berlin, but people sure are. Amsterdam is okay, but it gets a little boring. Someone just the other day asked me if I was going to do another digital gif book thingy. Maybe not. I feel like I achieved what I wanted to do in that form with ‘Zac’s Freight Elevator’ and ‘Zac’s Drug Binge’. I’m not sure if I could go anywhere else. But they were super interesting and fun to make, so who knows. Right now my mind is really geared towards making films. There are still a lot challenges left there. Thank you a lot for asking. I am really happy with that gif work. Maybe you should make one? You mean today? I’m going to meet someone from here on the blog who’s visiting Paris, and I’m being interviewed later, and I’m going to try not to overheat. What about you? ** Darby😸, Great: writing! And exiting the classes. Did you get an A+? A pet supermarket job doesn’t sound bad. I don’t really think I have a favorite car. Cars aren’t really a fetish for me. They’re just like transportation slaves. I do think 60s era Corvettes are pretty attractive. You have a dream car? Happy birthday to your pal! It’s been really hot, so I haven’t been amazing. Good movies … no, actually. ‘Twisters’ was fun. Everything was kind of so-so. What about you? ** Dev, There’ve been a couple of Dennis slaves. Here, I mean. I mean Dennis slaves who wrote who interesting pitches. Good luck with the prep, whatever that involves. Have you had to buy a lot of books? Do they still use real books? I’m dying in our relatively wussy heat (36-ish degrees C), so, yes, I would be floating face down in the Mississippi River if I were there. ** Justin D, The slaves do have the gift of haunting. At their best. Or, wait, at their worst. Fall, winter, spring and even very early summer is A-okay in Paris. If you don’t mind rain. It rains a lot here, and more and more. That’s our global warming form of punishment so far. My ear is still not normal, but I think, knock on wood, that it’s heading there. Thank you for caring, pal. ** nat, Early enough that I was still asleep when you were here. And I get up pretty early. I’m glad the slaves caused a reverie in your mind and typing fingers. Maybe you’re not going insane, you’re going genius. You ever think about that? Sounds like lots of fun to me. But I like doing things until I’m crazy. ** Right. The post up there is a restoration, but I ended up changing it so much that’s also practically a new post. Anyway, whatever, it’s a fine book, do look it over. See you tomorrow.

“Psst … Cuff him to your bed. He’s obsessed with Bride of Chucky and the scene where Damien’s cuffed to the bed.”

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KillaBoyslut, 20
I’m looking for a perverted man in my area who wants to mutilate, amputate and kill anonymously.

JUST English, NO German.
JUST arround Berlin, +/- 100 km

Comments

whiskeyanddonuts – July 27, 2024
Devon has been gone for a long while now, most likely reduced to nothing more than mere fertilizer for the plush grasses that grow over his grave. Alas, many fantasies of his death live on.

lnthemoodfornow – May 16, 2023
You will enjoy his Asian style deference.

Toetagu – Apr 21, 2023
Hey immup for it, i will pm you

KillaBoyslut (Owner) – Apr 16, 2023
No I don’t want to be your motherfucking slave!!!!

 

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NotFeminine, 20
One day, I was at a gas station in a Toyota that my former master bought me shortly after we met (about three months later, if I recall correctly). At that moment, I was the happiest boy on earth. A few months passed, and life was great. I had a good car, lots of fun, and I was lucky to be with the man who took my virginity. I thought I had found my safe haven. But life had other plans for me.

Now, back to the gas station. I was out of gas, stuck in the middle of nowhere, and had no money. I tried to pay for gas with my master’s card because I had exhausted the cash he gave me for the trip. I also didn’t have any money in my account since he took care of all the bills (the card was meant to be used for emergencies).

After filling my tank, I tried to pay with the card, but it was declined. Not because there wasn’t money on it, but because the card company had found out my master was dead and their policy is to freeze his account upon death to prevent asset loss. (I should say I didn’t kill him, but it’s true I buried him in his backyard and didn’t report his death and lied about it.)

Then I heard a voice in my head saying, “What did you gain from all of this? Just be happy that you can still pick yourself up and start over.” I wasn’t in that relationship for materialistic reasons, but I thought I had found my safe haven. Maybe I was wrong.

It occurred to me that I wasn’t building a life for myself by placing pleasure above career. If I had been working, I might have been able to pay for gas. I found a way out of that situation, and from that day in February 2024, I committed myself to becoming better. I am currently unemployed but finished my auto apprenticeship in January this year. For now, I work freelance whenever I can.

I joined here with the hope of finding a safe haven. I need to do this within a month or two because I’m being asked to leave where I am currently staying. I still don’t have a plan for the future, but I am hopeful it will involve a new home and lots of happy memories. I don’t any limits. I am of the opinion pleasure necessarily includes pain.

My ideal relationship/situation would be a Master & sex object type. I believe that servitude revolves around satisfying my sexual needs; I consider it a way of life. If done right, it can help build a life I can look back on when I am much older and be happy that I managed to achieve something, or at least a career, and not just a loose butt hole with several body injuries.

Comments

Alphachristopher – July 18, 2024
I knew your late Master and I hope you get struck dead by lightning while taking a shit.

Dominant_Subconscious_Master_with_the_Effect – July 18, 2024
Put it fears behind it back and roll under my spell for no more pleasure anywhere

JUMMP – July 17, 2024
Psst … Cuff him to your bed. He’s obsessed with Bride of Chucky and the scene where Damien’s cuffed to the bed.


 

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painaddict, 20
Blow my mind with pain. It’s the only way I can get off.

Comments

theeliminator – July 18, 2024
I branded him and put him on a public swing at Hillside Campground. Don’t tell my Bitch 💋

painaddict (Owner) – July 11, 2024
My only limits are death and emotional attachment.

VerySadistMAN – July 11, 2024
Maso meat for EXTREME sadists. What turns him on will probably scare you. Sick fuckers get your hands on him and make him feel it. He never says anything, but I wonder what he would say if he did.

painaddict (Owner) – July 8, 2024
I have almost 14 years of experience. After being orphaned as a North Korean refugee in China, I began most of my younger life as a slave to a series of extremely demanding and sadistic masters throughout Asia and SE Asia, kept for most of my younger years in China, Thailand, Cambodia and finally was an owned slave boy in Macau until I aged out.

 

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TheMagnificentBottom, 20
I live in Kensington with my slave and can host at my place in a discreet and well equipped flat.

My slave is kept 24/7 fully encased in rubber and hooded with a gag in his mouth. Photo of him was the last taken before his submergence into a permanent human shaped rubber thing.

I am very interested in having someone help me torture his mind to the limits and beyond. I’m so fucking horny that I need his last input gone. Use the keyword “brainwashing” and I will be instantly friendly.

As far as the toy collection goes, there is a lot up to about 9.3 cm in diameter. If you like, we can smoke meth while we use them.

Comments

TheMagnificentBottom (Owner) – July 23, 2024
I also love to fuck girls up the arse.

TheMagnificentBottom (Owner) – July 23, 2024
Who wants to take me to the Alanis Morissette concert 8/16? You can ravage my slave head to toe as a thank you.




 

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gymboyJew, 19
Looking for older daddies to serve, I’m a fit young gym Jew boy in to anti-semitic play, if you’re not keep it moving, I’m just into anti-semitic play.

How I know if you read my profile.

Answer me this:

One of my biggest weaknesses is that I don’t have a father how would you exploit that?

Nothing personal, but I’m not into Jewish guys, sorry if that’s you.

Comments

HungBiGuy – July 5, 2024
Talk about great timing!

idrc – July 3, 2024
you don’t deserve to be happy and i think you should be miserable.

LittleRascal – July 2, 2024
New to anti-Semitism, but it felt right.



 

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dancingfagpig, 19
my bf died by suicide in march and now i don’t give a fuck anymore you tell me
he choked or bagged or hung me everyday
he liked me to to bag myself on cam knowing that guys watching me hoped i’d go too far so they could watch my naked body convulse in death spasms
i have gone to unconscious many times
he pushed needles through my cock and balls and nipples on a regular basis
sometimes i let him throw darts at my butt
sometimes i let him bag and hang me and strangle me as i came
one time i let him wrap and encase me in plastic wrap head to toe and then a few layers of duct tape leaving only two small nose holes for air that he then took away to watch me suffocate
it’s only my biggest memory that i think about every single day

Comments

dancingfagpig (Owner) – July 22, 2024
however once you’re done please cuddle me in your arms and tell me everything is going to be okay

 

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LostBet, 21
So I lost a bet and need to get my haircut and color and eyebrows done. Piercings and tattoos are also fair game. It can be anything you want from buzzcut to middle part to south side fade to pompadour to mohawk to even like reverse mohawk or old man cut and anything from nothing with the brows to shaving them both off completely to random patches literally anything. For the color same as the other things you can do whatever you want from one full head of regular or a random color or poka dots or stripes or random patch’s of color or whatever. Piercings and tattoos can be anywhere and I mean anywhere from my entire face to anywhere in my body or the entire body.

Comments

LostBet (Owner) – July 13, 2024
Fuck egalitarianism!

drysimon – July 13, 2024
You and your profile are an ever evolving manuscript that one day someone will look back upon aghast, and they shall forever need to burn their bloody eyes out from the verbiage that spilled out of your mind.

 

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homewrecker, 18
Boy next door, kidnapped, traceless, clean bill of health, Latvia, 20k or best offer.

Comments

homewrecker (Owner) – July 21, 2024
WARNING due to a recent “accident” he only has one eye.

brutalrules – July 9, 2024
He’s not the boy next door no matter where you live.

Xill – July 6, 2024
He is not fit for anything else in life other than captivity and abuse. I believe that because an earlier experience I had with him has showed me that to be the case.

homewrecker (Owner) – July 4, 2024
I am providing him with shelter and food.
When he is not being used he is chained up in my garage.
HE DOES NOT HAVE A CURRENT MASTER, BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, PARENTS HE WANTS TO GO BACK TO!
He’s got a wonky schedule but am willing to arrange for cam inspection if you’re flexible.
No political correctness crap that stifles free speech! This is after all a MASTER/slave forum. If you don’t like it move on!
DON’T contact ME unless you able to travel to MY place to pick him up within 2 weeks.
BUY HIM OR NOT BUT DO NOT WASTE MY VALUABLE TIME WITH BULLSHIT!!


 

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loveemquiet, 19
I am selling 8 videos showing the pictured young man being sexually used and abused while asleep. The young man is straight. It began as a plot by the young man’s gay stepfather to take his virginity and potentially blackmail the young man and quickly evolved into an addiction. The videos were shot in Germany between August 2022 and February 2023. I was the videographer and verify their authenticity.

Comments

loveemquiet (Owner) – July 16, 2024
I’d have to schedule another week or two of vacation, but it will have to be after my hip replacement.

blushwhoopsy – July 16, 2024
Hey there I’m a Latino father of 16yo here in Hamburg area. I regularly have sex with him when he is drugged and I’m very eager to let someone film that. If you can have sex with him too even better. Serious.

loveemquiet (Owner) – July 8, 2024
He moved in with his girlfriend.

sleepmeplease – July 8, 2024
Why did it stop in April ’23?

loveemquiet (Owner) – July 8, 2024
I’m just the videographer and wasn’t there for the dosing, so I’m not entirely sure, but my understanding is he was given snacks laced with GHB and prescription sleeping medication.

Goodfriend – July 8, 2024
The videos are incredible! What is the boy taking to pass out? Just curious. This is all so new to me, and i think it’s hot.

stony – July 5, 2024
Hi
I m a german too. (surprise ;D )
My interests are all kinds of sex from unconscious young males and last but not least cannibalism play.
A short time ago I “ate” a boy in Belarus and had start to write the story but only in german, at this moment my english is not good enough by half to write the story in english ).
The story I have nearly finished, the grammar is not yet perfect.
regards stony

BlushingBear – July 5, 2024
Hello, I am new here and looking for contacts in Germany where you can pass on sleeping boy. Like to lick the ass of sleeping boys. I made ​​it with my younger brother when he was in a coma until his death. I also fucked him and hosed him down. Now I am looking for contacts where I can do something. Sends a personal message.


 

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Crucifier, 24
I am Master Fucker. They call me the Crucifier. I can make the toughest guy, straight as they come, my bitch. My powers of persuasion are unrealistic. My attractiveness is universal. Guys have fought back, but they’ve never said no. Do you have a guy you want fuck or punish or destroy who seems impossible? Friend, co-worker, relative, guy you see around at clubs, …? They’ll be your/our cunt if I’m there. Let me get you your dream. It’s what I live for.

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Joeblow – July 9, 2024
Crucifier agreed to accompany me to a techno club I frequent. There’s a snotty twink regular who never gives me the time of day. Sure enough, one look at Crucifier and the twink was gaga. Within 20 minutes we had him back at my place, poppered stupid and duct taped to the floor. We fucked him, pissed on him and fisted him! FUCKING HOT. THX SIR!

Crucifier (Owner) – July 2, 2024
Sex without pain is like food without taste.

Dirtyfuck – July 2, 2024
Soo unspeakably hot to let Crucifier turn my consensual Dom/sub relationship with my boyfriend into to the far more satisfying no consent/no limits situation. Especially when I invited the bf’s ex over for dinner. Seeing the ex’s look of shock and disgust at how far the boy has fallen was fucking glorious.

Crucifier (Owner) – Jun 26, 2024
No problem, hit me up. No fuckin bloody morals here!! Morals are for that fuckin looser shit Xrist and its fuckin filthy whore mother!

luca17yocutme – Jun 26, 2024
Hey, I’m Luca. I’m a 17yo sick, twisted, hot, dark, fucked up, freaky, piggy pig, extreme, fucking filthy, ultimate young super perv. I’m looking for a butcher or cannibal into cannibalism, butchering, castration and organ donation. I’m interested in making myself available to you as a victim and meat.


 

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TatterhallJail, 20
My name is Dazed and this is where I live.

You can live here too. It will give you nightmares.

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TatterhallJail (Owner) – July 15, 2024
I don’t have any pics of me because I’m living in a homophobic country.
I don’t wanna go to jail hahahaha.

TatterhallJail (Owner) – July 14, 2024
I am the only child of my parents. My parents are the most wonderful family i have had and I enjoyed. Unfortunately, my Mom was run over by a motorist and my Dad passed away due to respiratory related problems. To me I lost the backbone of my life. I was only 11 yrs by then. I grew up with my uncle not knowing other members of the family. I live in his jail. I’m close to my uncle since he’s gay and a pedophile. I see this as a sort of meditation and genuinely do not want to escape. That all seems extreme I know, I’m honestly not this weird in ‘real life.’




 

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Chasing_personal_growth, 20
I know I look about 15 but I am 20 somehow. Please don’t ask me if I’m underage because I’m not. I’m so fucking tired of it. The following was written really fast to be completely honest … but maybe also not super structured.

I used to be an extremely shy person, lookup introvert in the dictionary and you’ll find my childhood picture there. At best my shyness could have been called awkward, at worst (and probably more accurately) it could have been described as debilitating.

I’ve always been the smallest boy in class, in the team, in the group. As a young teenager, it bothered me always being the shortest one, but this changed fundamentally when I first experienced men’s desire for my body and my tiny ass. The feeling of being ‘fuckable’ in the eyes of a man meant everything to me, filled my entire body with an immense, warm feeling of pride and meaning. I became grateful for being who I am and grateful for my small body and my tiny ass.

Since discovering my ass and my boy hole as my sex, since gradually finding out that such a shy, short boy guy like me can in fact be even more sexy than those ‘heteronormative’ guys that surrounded me all day, since I first had a man’s cock deep inside me and experienced a guy’s raw manly lust for my ass, I’ve stuck to this body positive way of thinking, being proud of my body, just as it is, and especially proud of my tiny ass.

My ideal lover is absolutely a total top – physically, emotionally and mentally – to fuck your boy, to lick his ass, stretch his boy hole and fill him out and pound him long and hard isn’t merely a preference, it’s what really defines you as a man. You’re not afraid to live out your porn fantasies with an ass, and if you demand that IRL sex with a boy’s ass to be like what you see in porn, then you’re my ideal!

Comments

Satanicperv – July 9, 2024
I’m looking to sell his soul and his piss.

Satanicperv – July 3, 2024
I suggest that you write your preferences and limits on paper and provide them to me in person, that way I can wipe my ass with it.

VariousNames – Jun 27, 2024
I’d describe him as a very horny young man.

Chasing_personal_growth (Owner) – Jun 20, 2024
I’ve had to age verify like 3 times and every time I do and get my account back it bugs so that’s why I’m back on a new account and have half my face obscured. I do have face pics in my private gallery but I look underage so I can’t have them on my public one.

NoPantsNoProblem – Jun 17, 2024
He’s got an empty head and he’s just a lot of fun.


 

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asschurch, 19
Name is Enzo, a tasty little 19 year old maso from Sweden, not much into conversations, love death metal, favorite hobby is to shove my fist and toys up my hole and break my O-rings and watch it prolapse. I don’t want anything romantical, don’t want kisses and getting fucked by a dick, only want to get my hole stretched and yanked out, want bowel incontinence, need help please, HMU if you like worn out young hole.

Comments

asschurch (Owner) – July 18, 2024
What is love????

vanquish – July 18, 2024
I loved proving that your pretty ass is just gift wrapped internal organs like every other ass.

asschurch (Owner) – July 16, 2024
See I used to top, had a threesome with a bottom and another top, we were fucking this bottom, suddenly the other top started touching me, said I had the perfect body for a bottom, grabbed me by the neck, threw me to the bed, put my legs behind my head, the bottom grabbed my hands so I couldn’t move, he started to eat my pussy, so I feel that’s what broke me into all this.

Thebest – July 16, 2024
Do his hole, yes, but make time to swallow his Milky Way and let the salty cream baste your larynx. It’s thick gooey and best of all not asparagus scented.

asschurch (Owner) – July 9, 2024
Thanks for talking to me. I feel flattered about that :3!

Kinkytwink04 – July 9, 2024
Not just an inside-out hole also sane enough to hold a convo.

asschurch (Owner) – July 7, 2024
When I was a child i wanted to be a doctor, but the world had different intentions for me.



 

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BeRightBack, 19
On the outside, I’m a happy, sweet Tgirl who’s good at school, great group of friends and understanding family, and activities I enjoy. But earlier in the year, I explored being hypnotised, behaviourly changed into a twink boy and remote tracked by online old men, and I realised that I just do better with someone else in control. So I’m ready to be claimed, move away, be kept male, twinky, naked and completely exposed and vulnerable, and start a whole new life with someone old (only 60-99).

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BeRightBack (Owner) – Jun 30, 2024
I am now disabled which means I’m always free.

BeRightBack (Owner) – Jun 23, 2024
There is always a empty space in my head. I can’t help to feel the loneliness and the void from time to time.

BeRightBack (Owner) – Jun 19, 2024
I am now a drone. I will always expect to gave the word no respected.

BeRightBack (Owner) – Jun 8, 2024
You might recognise this profile pic and sorry if you were speaking to me yesterday before about 11 pm and wondered where my account went. Just woke up after drifting off to sleep for an hour or so to find somebody who asked for my email hacked my newly created account and has now deleted it. People have been messaging to say they’ve seen 2 of me so think they’ve also copied my account. So I’ve no idea what messages have been sent “from me”. I’m terrified.



 

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nicktyler, 20
i have recently been released as an owned slave after three years as personal property and looking to be permanently owned again.

i am biologically male. However, my previous owner made physical modifications to me during his years of ownership…he had small breast implants and nipple implants inserted in my chest as he was a firm advocate of TT and abuse. He had my testicles removed to keep me focused on him as owned property (now i am an impotent Eunich) along with him having all my teeth removed so as to provide him pleasurable suction and no teeth sharpness during me giving oral sex (i now wear full dentures when in public.)

i realize i sound like a freak but actually with dentures in place and baggy shirt or jacket covering chest… i really am quite normal looking when out and about in public.

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nicktyler (Owner) – July 21, 2024
sorry i’ll be deleting this ad in one week. i’ve joined one of the churches in Utah. i confessed all my sins yesterday. i can’t go down this road, my fear is that there will be nothing at end of journey, just a dead end. i waited too long. i have acquired many spiritual gifts that few even in my church have obtained. i’m sure many may say unkind words to me after reading this. i will not answer those messages. i am not in a position to judge anyone. ive been attracted to Men since I was four years old. it took a long time for me realize that there nothing wrong with myself. it’s just the way I am. i am in no way attracted to women, i can recognize a beautiful woman, but i would never look twice, not interested. if this is a sin, then it will follow me to the grave, i can’t change, if i could, i still would not. thank you and good luck one and all.

nicktyler (Owner) – July 17, 2024
i would most like to experience:
– hypno
– brainwashing
– brain deterioration

HumourlessGuy – July 13, 2024
I have bipolar and need my medications which btw Im no lunatic I just get super depressed if I don’t have my meds.

guythatsonline – July 8, 2024
I won’t describe his looks, but let’s just say it’s worse than you imagine. It is very bad. I bailed when I saw it.

nicktyler (Owner) – July 5, 2024
sorry about the non-revealing photo but most people stop talking with me when they know what i look like.

 

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Comeandgetme, 20
I want a man who scares the shit out of me. I want him to be totally obsessed with me and what I do. I want him to stalk me, come up behind me, put his hand over my mouth, chloroform me, take my belt off my shorts, strangle me out, take me somewhere far away, tie me up, strip me of all my bad habits, break me down completely until I’m no longer me, use me as a 🚽 for one month or 6 or more, then send me off to live the rest of my life as whatever is left of me. I want that bad.

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iluvmascochistictwinks – July 10, 2024
He cuts hair at a mens hair salon in east Houston and he has two dogs.

Comeandgetme (Owner) – July 8, 2024
I also want vivisection scars I think it’s a cute idea walking around with scars that remind you of what you will become


 

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nothinggood, 22
I’m a male who loves basketball and older women but I’m always horny and women who like me are scarce so hmu if u want a bj or to get fucked or eat me out.

Comments

nothinggood (Owner) – July 12, 2024
I might be open to an older man who’d teach me how to love.

nothinggood (Owner) – July 9, 2024
I am locked in chastity with my keys in a bag full of water in the freezer.

nothinggood (Owner) – July 6, 2024
I can wear my neighbor’s daughter’s used panties I stole.

nothinggood (Owner) – July 6, 2024
I have sometimes watched wrestle porn to get off. Something about naked sweaty guys going at it until one wins and fucks the loser is sexy to me.



 

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Johnjohn, 18
im not 18 im a little bit lost i never had sex yet i feel not confident in the free life im in roaring spring pennsylvania its my first time with a guy and i gotta hide it from my parents cant drive cuz i suck at driving so i need someone to pick me up and we can go somewhere to fuck

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Yeshellohyes – July 22, 2024
Stupid faggot … drinks too much acts stupid and takes dick in its shithole. Please share these photos everywhere and tell him u saw him on telegram. Tell him his life is ruined forever.


RoughRider – July 19, 2024
I cannot describe the feeling when having my cock inside him. But I it felt as if half of my body had gone missing after I pulled out.

Omar – July 15, 2024
I’m Omar and I love spanking boys severely. I spank violently for pleasure as it’s not about punishment to me though I realise the effect is out of my jurisdiction. I can fuck you if you insist. It depends on your butt. Spanking is my only fetish so I hope you’re interested.

 

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destroymycock, 19
I’m a young heroin junkie who is too much of a wreck to get what I deserve but who wants to be shot up with dope and treated like useless little garbage and blackmailed into being owned and abused make sure you degrade and destroy me the one thing I truly want is you to destroy my cock in any way you see fit I’d like to be left with just a stump so I don’t have to think about if I’m into it my balls can stay or go your choice then to be doped up and raped endlessly I want to be high on dope and filled with piss and cum choking on your cock and puking as you thrust into me beaten and used as a cum rag every minute every second forever and ever and ever.

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mandown – July 20, 2024
Disclaimer, he’s a bad influence.

upieceofshitfaggot – July 16, 2024
My temperament bipolar, I choose violence.

destroymycock (Owner) – July 13, 2024
I should say I am in a committed relationship but going crazy due to my boyfriend dying of cancer and being in the hospital for extended periods of time and he’s busy with that and won’t care.

JosephMitchell – July 9, 2024
I dated him for six months and he never said no to getting fucked and beaten and bladdy bladdy blah.

destroymycock (Owner) – July 1, 2024
I forgot the most important part I would like to find a master willing to “euthanize” me before he passes so I can follow him into death.

Theriver – July 1, 2024
I’m sure someone here can give you what you deserve 👀 I wonder who.

 

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Gunaddict, 21
I am looking for a killer who snuffs me by headshot. Dream is to be raped at gunpoint several times and then get my final fuck. When you unload in my ass, you pull the trigger while the barrel is deep in my mouth and blow my brains out.
I prefer big caliber revolvers with short barrel such as Taurus 444 or S&W 627.

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Gunaddict (Owner) – July 13, 2024
I am a 21 year old male, shaved body hair, some tattoos, german, vgl and always had beautiful girlfriends, living in Iceland. Wow, I actually put the truth in a bio!

blurryx – July 13, 2024
describe youself; gender, age, physical features. Where do you live?

Gunaddict (Owner) – July 8, 2024
I am open for all suggestions as long as I have a gun at my head.

Imsogoddamhorny – July 8, 2024
Whoever does this, I beseech you to extract the ass from his corpse when you’re finished. I had it when he was escorting in Prague last year, and it’s beyond perfect. It should be preserved and dissected and studied for the sake of science.

Gunaddict (Owner) – July 7, 2024
That famous porn star who snuffed a boy was caught on Telegram or something, so you guys into apps, no thanks.

Satansdeathperv – July 7, 2024
FUCKKKKKKK … WANT YOU COLD DEAD AND DECOMPOSING IN MY BED FOR A COUPLE DAYS!


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Måns BT, Hi, Måns! Wow, crazy that you work at that cinema. I remember the FilmForm people saying it had excellent programming in general. Gosh, we’d love to show our new film there. We still need to put a little final post-production polish on it, but then, yeah, maybe I’ll hit you up for the contact. Thank you a lot! I like the sound of your short film. The premise is very charismatic. Do you have collaborators you’re working with, I guess I mean to do the sound and lights and so on, or is it more of a one person plus actors thing? I’ll be very interested to see it when it’s finished and watchable. You’re I’m Spain. When I think of Spain right now, all I can think of is the heat. Not a fan of the summer. Maybe it’s more exotic or pleasurable to you coming from up north. My week, other than the terrible heat, has been okay. Seeing friends live and on Zoom, which is nice because Paris is kind of emptied out of locals right now because of the Olympics. Have great fun. Enjoy the reading and the surroundings? Where are you in Spain? ** jay, I did see that Tesla artwork. I only didn’t include it because it seemed like everyone has probably already seen it. Good old Tesla, always thinking ahead, not. Oh, right, ‘power bottoms’ need a particular kind of top, don’t they? Lots of potential interiority there. Makes me want to make a porn. ** Thomas H, Hi. Sorry about the dreadfulness. Me too. Fuck the world. I may have already said this, but get a fan and turn it on and point it at the bed while you sleep. Mosquitos can’t fly in even the lightest breeze, and you’re safe. Good luck on the applications, or with one inviting one at least. Nice, the podcast. Let me/us know when it’s hearable. I’m hoping for a vastly improved Wednesday for you. ** _Black_Acrylic, In person much more than in images, Charley’s car wreck is definitely one of the greatest ever artworks. Very lovely if you do some writing, obviously. But no pressure. I should restore your saucy seaside postcards post. And I will! I wonder if ‘Saucy’ is on my go-to illegal movie site. Only one way to find out. ** Charalampos, Huh. Well, she did write that old west novel. There must be a haystack or two in it. That kind of made sense. I don’t know about Antonio Orlando, but David commented right after you, so I’ll ask him. Hi from horribly muggy Paris. ** David Ehrenstein, Hi. Here’s a question to you from a fellow d.l. that he thought you might have the answer to? ‘I wonder if info exists on the actor Antonio Orlando. He was in a bunch of Schroeter films and Salo too. I think he died after Magdalena did after the film The rose king but I am curious to know more. Maybe @David Ehrenstein knows? I am sure he does.’ Do you? ** Deisel Clementine, Hey. Thank you for the ultra-sparkling prose poems or experimental short (non)-fiction or both. I think it’s perfectly okay for anyone to butt in on any discussion here, or that’s my thinking. I’m going to wrap my head around the dog top for a moment before it becomes useful to my grasp of submissive bottoms, but that does feel like a working lobby. ** Bill, Hey. Me too, err, no surprise. And the very, very slowly self-demolishing car. I think that was my fave. It was brutally hot here yesterday, and the Barrett doc got rescued from that and put on hold until the heatwave is a corpse. ** Uday, Glad it rained there. It’s raining here today after yesterday’s death by air-level heat, and now it’s a little less hot but unbelievably muggy. Kill me. I’m not obsessed with cars, but I grew up in LA where you absolutely need to have one, and I fell a little in love with driving itself, although I don’t really care what the vehicle is. Nice Hardwick quote. I should reread her. So nice that you adore your parents. I never had that. Too complicated. But my friend Zac adores his, and that seems to make life a lot easier. Uh, I think I only make my bed when people are coming over. Actually, someone is coming over today, so I’d better go make it. With the current heat here, all I want is a beautifully thin sheet. Okay, do you make your bed? I’m betting so. ** Lucas, I did and still do! Oh, wild, that that background is from that film. A lot of ‘that’s there. Yesterday was awful, then it rained and the temps lowered, but now it’s so muggy while still hottish that I hope my sweat doesn’t short out my keyboard. Enjoy the Roni Horn. It should be nice and chilled inside the museum at least. I got your email. I’ll read it as soon as I can and the heat allows. Thank you! xo. ** Misanthrope, As someone who’s had a couple of significantly younger boyfriends, I am definitely not your judge. I do hope I’ll get meet Alex, yes! Happy birthday to him, in fact. What’re y’all doing for that? I’m still gradually upswinging, at least health-wise. ‘Deadpool …’ is definitely a planer for me. ** Joseph, Oh, right, about the raccoon bath. At least he wasn’t a filthy porcupine. I am going to read Massman. I’m on the hunt. You know, I don’t know were the banner comes from. I just saw that gif and thought it did enough and not enough to be something people could look at every day without being driven batty. ** Jeff J, Hi. Thanks. Do tell me about that novella. How did I miss that? Wow. I don’t think the Korine is going to play here, but it’s downloadable now, so I’ll finally see it. Michael Salerno was just completely raving about it, Talk to you in a bit. ** Harper, Precisely. For me, given the material I work with, finding R-G when I was in the last stages of figuring out how to write my Cycle was a major revelation. His films are really excellent too, if you haven’t seen them. It was very miserably hot here yesterday too. Shockingly so, even. All the luck on the test results. ‘Out 1’, yay. I won’t say anything. I’ll let you find out. If you ever go to LA, you’re gonna want to save up a bunch of Uber funds. ** Justin D, Hi, J. Glad you liked them. I did not manage to stay cool, although, thanks to a rather pathetic quasi-air conditioner thing I have — basically a fan with a slight cooling function — I didn’t faint or anything. You must have AC. AC is still considered decadent here. ** Huckleberry Shelf, Hey, Huckleberry! I know, I’m really excited about the new Joy Williams. It just kind of snuck up on the world. As you no doubt know, the too busy and exciting periods of a writer’s life are to be highly cherished since the work always eventually pulls you back. So, enjoy. Anything exciting or busy worth commenting about? Well, other than those you just did, I mean. I haven’t seen ‘Blonde Death’, but I know James Robert Baker’s stuff. He and I were friendly. Very complicated guy. Mm, ‘Tim and Pete’ is kind of his best known novel, and it’s quite good. ‘Boy Wonder’ is less ‘transgressive’ and nice/fun. My pleasure on the cars. A lustrous today to you and yours! ** Right. End of the month always brings out the slaves, and this month ends no differently. See you tomorrow.

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