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MANCY presents … “CRIES, SCREAMS, TORTURE, ETC: RAW BLACK METAL” *

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Akitsa est un groupe de black metal québécois fondé en 1999 à Montréal par O.T. et Néant.

Montreal-based black metal duo Akitsa are one of the many overlooked gems in the Canadian metal landscape that come as a breath of fresh air once found. Akitsa are masters of loft, punk/garage rock influenced black metal that also occasionally borders power electronics and harsh noise (especially on tracks like Les Ruines De La Modernité), with downright primitive, ceaseless shrieks from O.T. (the vocalist) that really bring a sense of unquenchable bloodlust and anger that characterizes their work. Whether their song structure is reliant on pretty simple, alternating, almost doomy riffs, or extremely complex instrumentation that completely overwhelms at times, Akitsa does it so, so right- a hard thing to do when driving through multiple tempos, atmospheres, and various types of experimentation in my own opinion.

-fucked by noise

Imagine being able to peer into an underground room with some of pretty bad recording equipment, and a few guys who want to creative very raw and antihuman black metal. Akitsa are that band and Goetie is an album that is about twenty years archaic, though the lofi black metal sound is a fifty/fifty wager on either being incredibly atmospheric or downright abysmal. Though there are moments where the production hampers the experience, Goetie is one of the better examples of underground black metal where atmosphere trumps the choice production. Though it may either take ears accustomed to the sounds of Haine et Vengeance, or repeated listens to understand Goetie the album is a voyage into the murky realms of underground black metal.

-metalreviews.com

Heavily in the Burzum way! One of the most raw and primitive bands emerging from the canadian and the quebecers true underground black metal scene.

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AKITSA GOÈTIE (FULL ALBUM)


 

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For most listeners this music is almost unlistenable: unrelenting and mostly unchanging basic flickbeats through a drum machine trot past a fiercely, cheaply, grossly distorted guitar power chording riffs built of the same basic ideas and reacharound counterpoint tendencies. Barring that aesthetic restrainer, a careful listener will find the insecurity of a will behind seemingly random, simplistic music; with interpretation, one can see why this music walks heir to the throne of Hellhammer, Bathory, and Burzum: it breaks down in order to show melody and structure in the cracks of an aging order, and retaliates with a virulent nihilism and ideological anti aesthetic textural synthesis. Where it is brilliant it is, and where else it is nonetheless reflective.

-deathmetal.org

Ildjarn’s chief claim to fame is briefly being a live Emperor bassist, but the mysterious Norwegian also had a self titled project. And, amidst various albums, mostly ambient, deep in the band’s discography lies this deceptive little bastard, armed with a name and artwork which suggests some Bergtatty stroll through gentle, kind trees, perhaps with a picnic. As you’ll know if you actually play it, the Forest Poetry experience is nothing like that. Imagine yourself in a forest at night in a blizzard, being chased by some mad snarling goblin with an axe, frequently running into trees and knocking yourself senseless – whereupon everything goes quiet as you pick yourself up and start running again. The production is very raw, the drumming is a primitive racket, the bass is loud and obnoxious, there are no songs, just count-ins and abrupt endings.

There’s no melody or structure, and the instruments form one deranged DIRNGA-DIRNGA-DIRNGA-DIRNGA-DIRNGA that makes Venom’s Black Metal sound like the lushest Nightwish song in existence. I’d forgive you if you listened to a single track and declared it the worst garage band in the world at rehearsal.

-metalreviews.com

For the most part, Forest Poetry appears to be composed of the same riffs, the same monotonous drumbeats and the same amount of fuzz and static that you expected from the last two records. While the drums actually sound much better here than on the debut album, only the fact that Ildjarn started to compose traditional song structures makes it a little better than the debut. There are no electronics or experimentation on the record either, as it sounds very basic and that might be its greatest downfall. Perhaps I don’t quite understand the notion of kvlt, but the same song with a slight variation for an hour’s length isn’t in any way noteworthy; and comes off as pretentious and lethargic to say the very least. When listening to an album becomes a test of patience, you start to wonder what odd textures roil about in the minds of those who consider this work to be genius. (Eric May)

-new noise

ILDJARN FOREST POETRY (FULL ALBUM)


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The disc is composed of two pieces , without major differences between them, the length of 25 minutes each . We are talking about a piece of music is difficult to define in words that embodies the pioneering spirit of Black Metal, made of screams, distortions, extremism , the typical gait reflective (although here the term seems to be out of tune) of Ambient music: we could talk quietly Dark Ambient if this term were not so overused nowadays be understood another thing (i.e. Ambient played with synthesizers but especially by extreme music exponents). The Abruptum: namely the Bauhaus struggling with the experimental suite “cacophonous” The Soft Machine Third … rumorismo the extremes of the first and dilating ominously structures of seconds (of course I am referring to the most jam-session of the English pieces) . Their music has neither head nor tail, has no real purpose, since it eliminates the shape song that would tie this kind (and any other) to the canons of the Rock / Pop (of which the metal is sound evolution).

-debaser

The line up for the album is quite simple. IT performed the vocals, and Evil took care of the guitar, drums, and noise. The track list, is not even worth mentioning. As there aren’t any. The entire album, is one hour long audial trip to and from Helvete. Each section of the record lasts twenty five minutes.

And it is within this hour, that you will experience a dark awakening and experience. Many listeners to that of Abruptum’s work, especially of this, and of their second full-length Umbra Malitiae Ambulabo, In Aeternum In Triumpho Tenebrarum, have noted that listening to their noise causes violent thoughts, vomiting, and even seizures. That, as well as hallucinations make this a noise like musical drug.

I would speak about the instruments, and the music itself, but there purely is none to speak of. While the guitar and drums are present, they are but there for an effect every now and then. This recording is nothing but loud, blaring, thunderous noise.

As for IT’s vocals, they are absent. All that you have is his screams, as he tortures himself. This, coupled with the demonic noise, makes you feel like you’re in Hell, and are listening as Satanas speaks in tongue.

-unbalanced ramblings

Vocals are nothing more than demented and tortured howls and shrieks, as well as some painful moaning. The question regarding whether or not there are actual lyrics here is up for debate. Again, everything sounds quite improvised. If there is an overall structure to these two pieces, I haven’t yet discovered it. Due to the length, I’ve only listened to this recording about a dozen times in the past few years. Whenever I need an Abruptum fix, I’m much more likely to go after the Evil E.P.

-rise of the black moon

ABRUPTUM OBSCURITATUM ADVOCO AMPLECTERE ME (FULL ALBUM)


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Dutch black metallers Urfaust carry the blackened torch of ultra cult, totally personal, and weird as fuck black metal into infinity with this record. Imagine an opera singer, wandering drunkenly down the street, ducking into a Karaoke bar, only to discover that the back up band is Burzum or Woodtemple or some other stumbling droney black metal outfit, and thus proceeds to CROON maniacally atop their grim fuzzy midtempo buzzing backing, in a ultra dramatic warble that is equal parts Ethel Merman, Devil Doll’s Mr. Doctor and Tom Jones. Sometimes the music kicks up a notch into a pounding Viking style shanty, and the vocals follow right along, spat out in belligerent slurred shout / growl, and punctuated by occasional grunts and wild warbling wooooooaaaaahhhh’s. The vocals occasionally get even weirder, becoming a wild banshee like falsetto shriek before slipping back into that campy warbly croon. Sounds goofy and it is, but it’s also totally compelling and emotional, dark and weirdly wonderfully creepy. And these songs are strangely catchy and will totally get stuck in your head. Every once in a while since we got this in, I’ll find myself humming something to myself trying to figure out what it is only to realize it’s Urfaust! Holy shit! How often does that happen? With some demented BM band?! As if that wasn’t enough, toward the end of the record things get REALLY weird. The second to last track is an extended mournful epic, just minor key strings, majestic and sorrowful, a slowly shifting doomscape, and the vocals fit perfectly here, like a damned and doomed heartbroken shell of a man, standing alone at the edge of the world, staring into the abyss wailing and moaning his anguish, in that by now unmistakable hyper dramatic caterwaul. Then the final track comes out of nowhere and finishes things off with a tranquil swirl, an instrumental new age swoosh, all warm and dreamy and blissed out, like the Orb or maybe Labradford, What the fuck?!

-aquarius records

While they may technically not be good at all, his wailing has some sort of depressing, sad undertone that is mesmerizing from start to finish. And to top it all off, he occasionally boasts out a shriek that sounds more mentally unstable than Nattramn (Silencer) will ever be able to. His performance is impressive, as he comes frighteningly close to how a fanatical Devil worshipper would sound. All fuses are blown, and IX is lost forever, dancing and praying in the woods, singing loud his unholy worship. Endless solitary worship. A very chilling experience to say the least.

-metal storm

URFAUST GEIST IST TEUFEL (FULL ALBUM)

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The bulk of the music is built around extremely dreary guitar riffs and tormented screams. This possesses an atmosphere similar to early Mütiilation or Burzum, with the focus on conveying pitchblack negativity to the heart and mind of the listener. Things are often carried out at a brooding pace. Even when the drumming speeds up, the guitar melodies carry on in a hypnotic manner, never really approaching anything that could be called intense. Feasts is the sort of album that would serve well as a soundtrack to a nightmare. There is something downright unsettling about some of the riffs, giving you the feeling that you have been pulled into Hell. The songwriting also includes elements that are similar to the works of Vlad Tepes and Belketre, such as some of the old school rhythms and more traditional passages. Good examples of this can be heard in “Deadsex” and “The Last Supper”. This adds to the unique feel of the material, while also helping it to be that much more memorable.

Feasts is one of the better releases from the LLN, in every way possible, and is definitely essential for fans of Vlad Tepes, Mütiilation, Belketre, Torgeist, etc. Even those into I Shalt Become will, most likely, appreciate the bleak and miserable content of this album. This recording cemented Black Murder as one of the most important bands to ever emerge from the French underground and I, for one, feel as if I have been robbed for not hearing it sooner. Avoid the same horrible fate and seek this out now.

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Vorlok Drakkstein still performs those deranged screams. They sound even more deranged on here than they did on the first demo. His crazed nature pierces through the loft production with utter ease. As for the guitars, they too show a greater deal of complexity. Wlad Drakkstein plays a lot of midpaced riffs that, thanks to the tone and reverb, sound ominous and foreboding. The spine chilling atmosphere is present right at the beginning. He also plays a lot of vicious tremolo riffs that demonstrate pure raw supremacy. Some of these riffs even display a hint of catchiness. He even plays a few creepy acoustic guitars, such as those on “Interlude”.

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What the demo lacks in originality, or even technical skill for that matter, it makes up for in unrepentant ferocity with buzzsaw guitars, powerful drumming and vocals that honestly cannot be explained in words. Surprisingly this demo also manages to create a rather unnerving atmosphere at times, similar to that found in the work of projects like Silencer.

-grim lord of misanthropy

BLACK MURDER FEASTS (FULL ALBUM)

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The music is low quality run of the mill Black Metal; nothing stands out in the album. The production is horrible; I enjoy raw and difficult listening production a lot in Black Metal, but the production in this one is simply not enjoyable; first mistake is the vocals; they’re extremely high in the mix, plus Para Bellum’s growls are terrible, in an attempt to sound original and fresh he simply sounds annoying. The guitars sound dull and the riffing is simply far from being good; one or two nice riffs thrown here and there but overall they sound sloppy and plain boring. As for the drums the only thing you’ll hear is a constant snare beat; I thought drums had cymbals too, but it looks like Blackdeath hadn’t discovered them yet in 1997.

-metalreviews.com

Yes, the production kinda sucks, even by Black Metal standards. The synth drums are terrible, and the vocals suck beyond belief, they sound like someone’s screaming and moaning random Russian obscenities over a broken phone or something. Anyway, whenever in need of decent BM from Russia, stick to the Blazebirth Hall bands (Branikald, Forest / Vargleide, Nitberg, Ravendark). Far from essential, and nothing terribly original, but generally better than this disappointing album.

metalreviews.com

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BM_DM, December 18th, 2007
There are motifs in the third full-length Blackdeath (Rus) release, ‘Bottomless Armageddon,’ that you may initially imagine denote the band as no more than early Darkthroneworshippers. The guitar tone and song structures are cases in point: the former is typically reverbdrenched, sharp and thin, whilst the latter often revolves around sequences of riffs, with little or no repetition. Opening track ‘Baphomet’ would be a typical example. Areas where the similarities end are the pleasantly fuzzy and clearly audible bass and the vocals, which are higher pitched and more rasping than the trademark Fenriz / Nocturne Culto croak. The ‘spoken rasp’ passage towards the end of the third track, ‘The falling of gold Jerusalem’, is supported by a halting bass line and nothing else. It is an interesting device, jarring in a good way and serving to refocus the listener’s attention on the rest of the track. ‘Bottomless Armageddon’ features other elements that set Blackdeath (Rus) apart. The synchronised bass and guitar line underpinning the simplypicked riff in ‘Under the spell of the black moors’ reminded me of similar passages in King Crimson’s ‘Red’. This three minute track drones on without a great deal of development, but is pleasingly hypnotic. In particular, I enjoyed the fact that its lack of complexity is a thoughtful counterpoint on the composers’ part to the barrage of twisting riffs in the track immediately preceding it.

Blackdeath don’t stint on the ‘metal’ on this release. The fourth track, ‘Dominus dusk hammer’, sees the guitar, bass and drums coalesce around the 1:30 mark for a nice head banging break before splitting up to go their separate ways. However, it’s not all good news. The curious ‘three blind mice’ motif which is repeated several times towards the end of ‘Seven towers of Satan’ is disappointingly bland after some of the exotic riffing that the listener has been treated to in the first two thirds of the release. It should be noted that, atmospheric though it is, the final track (‘Apocalyptic dream’) is really just an outro, with a little guitar work over wind sound effects. Other bands have called releases of similar duration EPs, but no matter.

Darkthrone have clearly served as a template for Blackdeath (Rus). However, this release is not merely the slavish reproduction of a blueprint, but more in the manner of a Wittgensteinian ladder: a means of ascent to a plateau upon which the band has created something distinctively their own.

BLACKDEATH BOTTOMLESS ARMAGEDDON (FULL ALBUM)


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The one thing that is problematic about Strength & Honour is the drum production. The bass drum is very loud and punchy, which, compared to the rest of the music, seems like it nears dance club levels. This big and boring bass kick is especially troublesome on track one, “Raging Winter” (which is maybe the worst song on the album), in which the simple, constant eighth note bass drum plod makes for an unpleasantly banal hammering experience. In a more practical sense, the loudness of the bass drum gets in the way somewhat of being able to hear the rest of the music, but it’s not so bad that you won’t be able to hear anything else. Overall, a good raw and basic black metal album.

-maelstrom zine

After the first riff hits your ears you have the scene set for the rest of the album, lowfi, dark, depressing and brutal. The way in which Satanic Warmaster are able to instantly switch from brutal black metal to depressive ambient guitar riffs is quite astonishing. There is also a sense of a dark atmosphere which inhabits every track on the album. Although the drums are typical of the black metal genre they are nevertheless crushing to your ears and effective at piecing this soundtrack together.

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The most negative aspect of Strength and Honour is the production. Underground Black Metal is supposed to be raw, and this is no exception. In fact, the sound on this record is very much preferred over the horribly slick and soulless vibe of Horna’s Sudentaival. That said, the drums are far too high in the mix, with the bass drum being particularly distracting. The songwriting is fairly generic and there is nothing here that had not been done much better a decade earlier; nonetheless, for those people that want to hear more of this style, a more guitar oriented sound would have been beneficial. For the majority of the album, the riffs are nearly stomped out by the percussion, which is something that should always be avoided. The vocals are a bit too prominent as well, though the problem may actually be that they sound oversaturated in effects. The cheap microphone did not help matters, as certain puffs of air come through far too much and add to the unprofessional quality that permeates this L.P. Strength and Honour is a fairly mediocre release, though it is actually one of the better albums to bear the Satanic Warmaster name, ranking just below Opferblut. There is nothing about this record that makes it essential for fans of Black Metal, as there were plenty of other bands doing the same style in a much more impressive manner, around the same time that this came out. It is doubtful that it even drew that much attention from fans of the early Horna material, that may have wondered what their exvocalist was up to, since Nazgul’s style is not very distinguishable. If you do not demand a high level of quality from musicians, then this may be for you. Otherwise, you may want to stick with originators, while ignoring those that tried to emulate them.

-rise of the black moon

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This album surprised me… what happened to this band? Whereas the other two Judas Iscariot albums that I own (‘Heaven in Flames’ and ‘Of Great Eternity’) seemed to be mainly illustrating Akhenaten’s conflict between ‘traditional’ black metal and the compositional experimentation he obviously wanted to undertake, this record does away with the trepidation or instrumental hesitation that I hear on those earlier releases and instead decides to go straight for the listener’s throat with a strong sense of conviction and determination. Between ‘Heaven in Flames’ and this record Akhenaten must have reached something of a crisis point in his career, as the music here demonstrates a mastery of tone and obscure melodicism that was only hinted at before it’s as if the man went through a trial by fire, and emerged whole and victorious on the other side. Perhaps it is only his musical ‘maturity’ that I am feeling here, the ease with which he now approaches composition. Perhaps it is the sound of a reconciliation he had with his own aims within the genre. I can not be sure. But I am sure of one thing: this is not the Judas Iscariot that I knew from earlier recordings.

-encyclopaedia metallum

I guess I can’t say that any of these songs are bad per se as they’d probably be perfectly adequate coming from another band, but for Judas Iscariot they’re mediocre and phoned in. The first two tracks are conventional blast and tremolo numbers with decent riffs but no real surplus of inspiration, ‘Journey Through Visions Of War’ provides ‘variation’ by being slower than the first two, and ‘March Upon A Mighty Throne’ is a guitar only track because, well, Judas Iscariot does guitar only tracks! The only reason this sounds like Judas Iscariot is because it’s MADE TO SOUND THAT WAY, not a natural outgrowth of Akhenaten’s style. I’m not really sure what went wrong here but it really feels like a case of an artist believing his own hype. This is a pretty unnecessary release and even though it’s not really awful its lack of inspiration is so clear and massive that it’s kind of uncomfortable to listen to. Stick with the project’s earlier output and pretend this didn’t happen; if you get what Judas Iscariot was really about, you’ll be disappointed.

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Of course, as Judas Iscariot’s music is only about the minimalistic style popularized by Darkthrone, the rhythms and pace of the songs remain pretty much constant, so Akhenaten really only has to work on one type of playing. But man, this is some great stuff. The production and feel of the songs are just right. This is the fastest material Judas Iscariot has done to date. While the best album of this US black metal frontrunner is still Heaven in Flames, I have no doubt that any fan of necro black metal will eat this up.

-maelstrom zine

JUDAS ISCARIOT DETHRONED CONQUERED AND FORGOTTEN (FULL ALBUM)

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Ashdautas belonged to the Black Twilight Circle. Disbanded in summer 2011.

“Ashdautas has nothing to do with that pathetic bullshit spouted from the mouth of Edward/Volahn in the [Phoenix interview],” Naeth wrote in a forum on the Nuclear War Now Productions site. “I am not Mexican and I started Ashdautas which is the first of all of the bands that have to do with what has been labeled ‘Black Twilight.’ Since that interview/statement was released I have ended Ashdautas as I and our other members can not be aligned with a person who is a lying, delusional, pseudo racist, wanna be brown power attention whore who grew up and still lives in the whitest part of the entirety of Orange County, CA.”

Naeth was evidently referring to a portion of the Phoenix interview in which Volahn claimed to have been involved in a violent altercaton with neoNazis, and spoke about the group’s solidarity with the Mexica movement. “Being brown in LA is hard,” Volahn told the Phoenix in last week’s interview, “especially dealing with cops and immigration. Settlers on the land of my ancestors want to govern my life. Fuck white occupation of my sacred land! We are to be governed by our own people. I’m an indigenous revolutionary for my people and our struggle, and we’re the true representatives of our culture today.

On another message board, Naeth elaborated on his reasons for breaking up the group: “I ended Ashdautas because Edward/Volahn is against me and my people racially as I myself am Russian/German and not Mexican. If that shit had been posted by a white person ANTIFA [an antifascist network] would be all over it and he and all related persons would be added to their list of hateful groups.”

In a separate email, Naeth added, “He [Volahn] talks about how people around him ‘fell into gangs and prison’ but there is only ONE person he knows who is in a ‘gang’ and served time in prison and guess who that is? It’s me.”

-thephoenix.com

It wasn’t long ago that the words “American” and “Black Metal” in the same sentence would produce laughter and scorn from many staunch supporters of deep Satanic art. Nowadays it would seem that some of the most interesting and violent Black Metal comes from the states. It’s difficult to peruse the pages of the metal mags and miss all the accolades thrust upon bands like Xasthur, and Leviathan. Los Angeles’ Ashdautas may not get the attention of the aforementioned hordes, but their 2005 album Shadow Plays Of Grief And Pain is so harsh and so mephitic that it demands to be heard. Most noticeable are the tortured vocals of Naeth. The guy seems torn apart from within, and combined with the fumbling, discordant chaos of the band, Shadow Plays is a noxious cocktail of pure, unabashed agony. Ashdautas received a bit of attention some time back for their hardline stance against “MySpace bands” and their threats of violence to other bands and individuals in “the scene.” This all makes for interesting threads on the interweb forums, but also serves as a distraction from Ashdautas’s real appeal, their brutally stark and manic cacophony. Ashdautas belong to a devout subject of Black Metal bands calling themselves The Black Twilight Circle. Other bands in this rigid group include Volahn, Aresmenda, and Kallathon. Ashdautas is no joke. If your interest in Black Metal is only an ironic gawking concern to be tittered at between rides on your fixed gear and lines of coke at Pop’s then turn back right now. This is the genuine article, you are not.

-cosmic hearse

ASHDAUTAS (LIVE)

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Nefarious Dismal Orations is easily more album-focused than their previous record Magnificent Glorification of Lucifer. Where that album had plenty of individual standout tracks, this album is best experienced as a start-to-finish piece of work. Between the melodically-inclined riffs and Dagon’s distinctive (and equally divisive) vocals, I’ve always thought that listeners needed to make a conscious choice between whether they wanted to take Inquisition’s atmosphere seriously or not. Those who choose to see the sound as legitimately eerie and evil will get what they’re looking for. I never understood a lot of the flak Dagon’s monotonous croak has received from detractors; it’s certainly unique, but no less outlandish than Atila Csihar’s vocals. The casual jokes are for nil; the strangeness gives Inquisition a sense of alien Otherness that would seem to contradict the instantly gratifying “hook” factor of their riffs. If you’d heard much of them before, nothing on Nefarious Dismal Orations should come as much of a surprise. Dagon’s riffs are hooked on the same melodic grooves. Incubus demonstrates himself again as one of black metal’s great (and underrated) drummers, launching into fills and intricate playing where lesser drummers might have settled for pure blasting.

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Overtly Satanic & subtly violent without even treading into misanthropy, depression, fascism, mindless homicide/genocide or confabulated Nietzsche-inspired themes, this album like all others is entirely dedicated to the worship of The Supreme Lord of Nature.

-mehta kya kehta?

What makes the storming black metal of this Seattle duo so special? Certainly not just their love of Satan, though they do seem more sincerely devoted than most. No, they’re just different from the hordes of hordes out there. For one thing, Dagon’s vocals aren’t the usual high-pitched anguished rasps, nor are they deathly grunts. They’re more like droning cryptcreakings, layered and insidious, truly “nefarious dismal orations”, an integral part of Inquisition’s trance-inducing doomic atmospheres along with the varispeed velocity of their attack, seemingly simultaneously plodding yet blurred with speed. Then there’s the RIFFS. You can’t argue there.

Inquisition understand old school heavy metal hookiness without being overtly retro, y’know? And this stuff oozes METAL as much as it gives off a sinister shine of actual originality and serious Satanic faith. Pure metalness plus weirdness (in the arcane, occult sense of “the weird”), yeah! We’re spellbound. And what the heck is going on with the buried, backwards masked munchkinisms we think we’re hearing at the end of the amazing title track?

-aquarius records

INQUISITION NEFARIOUS DISMAL ORATIONS (FULL ALBUM)

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p.s. Hey. ** Steeqhen, Hi. I don’t know the Ivry bio. Maybe it’s better. Alain Borer’s ‘Rimbaud in Abyssinia’ is good if you end up wanting to read more about his post-writer life. No pressure on a ‘Nosferatu’ review. I seriously doubt I’ll go see it any case. No, haha, no gym for me. I definitely don’t have the patience, and I don’t really have much impetus to reward myself. I used to do yoga daily years ago, but I got so bored and antsy I bailed. I spent NYE doing what I pretty much always do, so that seems like a safe bet predictor of this year. I hope whatever you did felt momentous. ** James, Nice, digging through the dudes and pulling out all those great lines. One could write a very good Burroughsian cut-up novel just sticking to the slaves profiles as a source. So thank you! Hail to you! Oh, drips down the throat, so … post-nasal in that sense of the head’s architecture. That does sound really unpleasant. I’m sorry, and I just hope the upswinging is still swinging. I prefer fiction too, obviously, but I fear we are a rare breed. But fuck popularity. I was an independent, keep-to-myself kid, but it’s true my siblings were around. I think being an only kid would have been horrible because my parents’ attention would have been wholly on me and not scattered around. That sounds like a nightmare. Me too: I’m whatever the opposite of a party person is. Fireworks might’ve been nice though. I’m a fan. Anyway, here we are in 2025 and the future is ours! ** _Black_Acrylic, Interesting. The name on Stoke-on-Trent has a bit of mystery to it, at least if you don’t know what ‘stoke’ or ‘trent’ are, and I don’t. Great that your immune system did its bodyguard number. As presumably did the indoors. ** jay, Top of the year to you, jay. Ah, what a coincidence: ‘Suicide’s’ physical but hopefully not psychological proximity. I need to find me a generous cokehead friend or bypassing stranger. Maybe that’ll be one of my resolutions. I think with visual porn, I kind of feel rather interested in the particularity of the cameraperson’s curiosity and like to compare what they want to see and from what angle and how closely or far versus what I would want to see if I was at the location. Mario was left stewing in his cockpit yesterday, but I hope to advance him towards the game’s presumably fun conclusion today maybe. May the sun be bright and your spotlight today. ** Charalampos, I have a favorite kind of nose too, but none of those slaves had it. Your comment made it safe and sound, obvs. The other Gide novels I remember quite liking are ‘Lafcadio’s Adventures’ and ‘The Immoralist’. HNY, emphasis on the H, from slightly too chilly but not painfully so Paris. ** Misanthrope, I don’t know, it’s even worse if he started out working his ass off and then became what he is today somehow. Humane mouse traps in the future, dude, what do you say. I’m obviously sorry to hear that about David. Is the ballied about idea of him -> military off the table, not that it shouldn’t be? Happy Newest Year, Big Boy. ** Tyler Ookami, That makes sense: your thoughts on how manga/porn manifests via women vs. guys. Yeah , interesting. I don’t know ‘I Made Too Much Pasta’, but now I’m very curious, obviously. Is there, like, a whole genre of furry bands? I’ll find out, I guess. Huh. I watched one of the ‘Megs’, I can’t remember which, on my last plane flight. It definitely wasn’t #2 because that clip looks infinitely more fun than whatever ‘Meg’ I saw squeezed out. Cool. ** HaRpEr, HNY to you too, pal. ‘Tropisms’ is so great, yeah. Sarraute is very underrated, I think, and so little of her work is in print in English these days. I highly recommend ‘The Golden Fruits’ if you ever find an affordable copy. Nice book haul. ‘Nest of Ninnies’ is lovely. Schuyler’s novel ‘What’s For Dinner’ is really worth reading too. Starkie’s Rimbaud is very good, but Robb’s is preferable because a lot of information re: Rimbaud was discovered between the time Starkie wrote hers and Robb wrote his, some of it kind of disqualifying of what Starkie knew/presumed. Happy hopefully fresh feeling day. ** Lucas, HNY, buddy! Nice that the party paid off, with a new friend no less! Vienna is nice. Dominick aka SCAB’s mastermind lives there. As of 9:11 am, i.e. now, I am feeling … no different than I felt yesterday, which I guess is good, right? Considering the alternative. Hope your AM wasn’t groggy. ** Justin D, And New Year Salutations to you, J! Nah, I did nothing-ish last night. Listened to slew of GbV songs to make myself happy, so I treated myself well in my otherwise surrounding normality. Good films? Happiest morning or whenever! ** Corey, I think one can swipe from the slaves without being morally questionable. From their texts, I mean. Those blobs were supposed to be ghosts, but, yes, they were too blobby to be ghosts, I know. I know the name Nico Teen, maybe from you? I’ll listen. Nice name, of course. I’m surprised it was free to be employed. I wish for our film to have a successful birth, whatever that means, and then criss-cross the world gathering fans along the way at a reasonable pace. And me? Write something. Get decently into making a new film. Not get creaky. That’ll do. You? ** Okay. I thought I would start the new year off with a big crunch by restoring a beautiful and informative old post made by MANCY who is better known as the artist Steven Purtill. Eyeball it, crank it up, and luxuriate. See you tomorrow.

“He’s a bunch of Taylor Swift’s lyrics glued together.”

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Trip, 19
Im Trip and i want ur drips

Comments

jaycummins – Dec 27, 2024
Ok, but you’d have to drive to where I’m at and it would only last for less than half an hour.

Snafu – Dec 27, 2024
I have gf I wan to try sex with guy first time I m vry homofobbic I might beat u up.

Trip (Owner) – Dec 20, 2024
Sorry I was away from the account, pretty stupid of me actually. I just wanted a weird master so bad. Took the chance and got beaten and tortured so badly i was in a hospital for a month. It’s fine. Am back in the game.

Sparkycamp – Nov 16, 2024
I had him come over. I had him change clothes into some loose silk boxers and a pair of shorts, one size smaller than he would normally wear. I pulled the back of his boxers up very high and told him to leave it there. Not only did this tighten the front area and give me preview of his cock it also revealed the length and depth of his asscrack, which was important. He was told if he got an erection while he had these on there would be punishment. I handled and mouthed his cock through the boxers for a few minutes and he successfully stayed soft. Then I put on some hot porn. Within a minute and a half he had failed. I studied his erection for a moment then had him switch into a pair of PVC see-through shorts I acquired off ETSY. Then I turned up the heat. I tied him up, watched him struggle until he had no energy left and then cut the PVC shorts off him using scissors, dyed his hair blond and raped him for hours… which turned into days, each day more extreme than the last.

Trip (Owner) – Nov 11, 2024
Only looking for weird men, the weirder the better. Be weird please!



 

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realdumbstupid, 20
Healthy young man looking to get corrupted and ruin my body. By the time I reach 30, I wish to be nothing more than a lowlife, cigarette smoking drug addict. To know that I could create such feelings of disgust in men excites me beyond measure!

Comments

realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 15, 2024
Gladiator 2 is awesome ha ha

realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 12, 2024
I love my armpits.

realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
My only and bold request is to make me cum. I can cum multiple times, non stop.

realdumbstupid (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
If you’re interested message me, can start this week and sign a contract.

 

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Sane_and_unselfish, 23
Not to everyone’s taste, I know, but I have photos and video of the boy in the photos dead if anyone’s intere$ted. I have to apologise that he was dead three days so I hope he is not too disgusting to look at as a corpse. I mean he was very cute and you do not see that too often.

He was an escort who died of a heart attack while having sex in a hotel room and was abandoned by his frightened client. Rigor mortis is developing. His arm and legs are completely stiff already.

Rotting away while in a hotel. The observer is now the one being observed, staring like a fish in the freezer with his dull eyes which cannot let any light into the pupils because there is no human anymore, just dead eyes rotting away.

He is already living in heaven. Yes, cute dead escorts are welcome in heaven. That’s why they call it heaven :D.

Comments

isinkships – Dec 2, 2024
He was going to college to become a paramedic.

PerfectAdickshun – Dec 2, 2024
That was Tom. He was somehow like Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio) in the film Titanic – his face and his movements; not here on the pics but in reality. Fucking him was great!

RealSinister – Dec 2, 2024
By the time this happened he was aged out and trash.

BigBroSmokePig – Dec 2, 2024
FUCK MAN HE WAS STEAMY FUCKIN HOTTER ‘N SHIT BRO ☣️🐽☣️



 

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Knifeslut, 22
Cutting to the chase, I live in Baker Louisiana and looking for someone under 30 to carve me up with a knife.

PLEASE BE IN LOUISIANA AND DO NOT MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE NOT IN LOUISIANA ONLY PEOPLE FROM LOUISIANA.

If you have a Buck 120 knife and a ghost face mask then please go to town on me.

Comments

Knifeslut (Owner) – Dec 18, 2024
Yes, I’m successful in my professional life, but dealing with immense decision fatigue.

EnjoyLifenow – Dec 18, 2024
You’ve appeared in a fair number of porn videos, haven’t you?

MikeB – Dec 13, 2024
I’m presently locked up at Eastern Kentucky Correctional but I’ll be out soon.

Choke_Me – Dec 7, 2024
@meatchuck – 19, Long Island here, I don’t get to Louisiana too often, but if you’re ever in NY hit me up… Guys love my neck.

meatchuck – Dec 7, 2024
Looking for victim in Louisiana. Will strangle you to death. Contact me here.



 

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besexyatmyfuneral, 20
On a layover in Miami for 24 hrs chloroform me and make me miss my plane.

Comments

besexyatmyfuneral (Owner) – Dec 23, 2024
My excuse is it seems spiritual.

Rawjack – Dec 23, 2024
I have just a question, no judgement. What is the sexual attraction of getting chloroformed? Even to the point you’ll quite likely never leave Miami?

mikeyroulette – Dec 23, 2024
Hell yeah! I once had a teen hustler ask me if I liked having sex with a passed out underaged slut? I sure did!


 

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Here_goes_nothing, 20
Hi, I have arrived to London from Manchester with my 20yo slave.
I can send him to you to train.

Completely smooth masc twink (laser).
9/10 body
equipped with hot ass and 8in cock
7/10 face
stern, dead eyed, dyed blond hair

He’ll be wearing a hood at all times

I send him to who will:
– Respect my property
– Train his ass for depth: he’ll have toys
– Follow my scenario/script
– Take pics of him with ass gaping
– Take your pleasure with his body but not his mouth
– You’ll want to upholster your couch with his anal membranes but you can’t

Comments

Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 16, 2024
He also smokes a lot and is willing to talk about smoking or I can send videos or pictures of him smoking.

Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 13, 2024
For bi couples who want children, I voluntarily give his sperm for a pregnancy. Of course I will force him to help finance the child if you want, but only for a maximum of 3 women.

spongy047 – Dec 9, 2024
Hello Sir, I have dreamt and craved fucking your slave for as long as I can remember … I have tried to put that feeling aside, but it always comes back stronger than ever. It is at my very core!! I NEED to fuck your slave … no limits, no safe words … true and absolute hedonism. It’s time … i am beyond ready to take this step. PLEASE consider me.

Here_goes_nothing (Owner) – Dec 7, 2024
He used to be a slave for a Black Master when he was 11. It was complicated.



 

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CursedLeon, 19
I’ve learnt how to do self mummification with plaster casting. Still need help with my head. Human sculpture anyone?

Comments

Homie777 – Dec 16, 2024
He is pointlessly well hung.

CursedLeon (Owner) – Dec 7, 2024
I have been looking for this for months and months but every one plays too much games I swear to god.

CursedLeon (Owner) – Dec 5, 2024
Just in case you have any funny ideas of killing me a security camera is placed in the corridor for my own safety.

 

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huff, 21
I’m a popper huffer. No sex. I am not a boy who sparkles. Only interested in being a no limit popper huffer. Be ruthless. Be mean. Fry my brain 🧠😵‍💫 and watch me turn full Tard ♥️ I drool a lot. 💯 Drop your address and I’m there.

Comments

huff – Dec 19, 2024
Could’ve fooled me.

Stradivarius – Dec 19, 2024
If you wait until he’s unresponsive to finger snaps and want to fuck him, and I strangely did, it’s not like he’ll ever know.

huff (Owner) – Dec 3, 2024
I don’t care about my personality.

The-Masked-Master – Dec 3, 2024
If it’s not obvious from his photos he’s already pretty low wattage upstairs so it’s not like you’re making him a retard from scratch.


 

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cuteboyalways, 19
Probably another app the sad local pathetic snitches will get me banned from as they have nothing better to do with their sad pathetic judgemental lives.

(Should say I identify as straight when it comes to romantic relationships but with regards to bdsm i would say sexual orientation for me doesn’t exist.)

Capturing/using/abusing a certain young guy (son of a friend, pictured) has been something I’ve wanted to do for YEARS but have never had the courage to go for it. Some advice would be great on how to finally say fuck it and do something I desperately want to do.

To avoid guilt I would make him a GIMP, kept covered in latex/leather/rubber, hooded, blindfolded, have his holes plugged but also easily accessible, strip him of his identity and looks and train him to serve as a faceless object. I could literally cum just from the mental image of that alone.

Are you being asked to advise on an illegal act? Technically yes. Would my friend care if his son was enslaved by me? I seriously doubt it.

Comments

Andrea – Dec 9, 2024
He’s a bunch of Taylor Swift’s lyrics glued together.

Klein – Dec 6, 2024
He’s one of the moderators of the Reddit group taylorsupremacy so …

 

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WhoAmIToYou, 20
Hi. Welcome to the ultimate submissive. Here is a list of how I serve. If interested please message me:

Thank you for contacting Lewis Services. Please choose which option you’d like today by stating the name of the representative.

Adam (for administrative assistance)
Axel (for ass play)
Bobby (for adult baby)
Boy (for domination)
Charlie (for chores)
Cunt (for cum control)
Eddie (for errands)
Faye (for female play)
Freddie (for foot worship)
Greg (for group use)
Harry (for hostage)
It (for objectification)
Jorge (for hypnosis)
Taylor (for torture)
Tommy (for toilet)
Zero (for branding, piercing, tattooing, selling, bondage, rape, shaving, punishing with or without reason, putting in chastity, using as a toilet, enduring extreme pain, beaten up and punched hard everywhere including his face)

I uploaded a photo to make you erect.

Comments

Andreyyy – Dec 20, 2024
If I were more into hairless smooth twinks to fist and milk dry and eat mouth with no mercy Axel would be my favorite find of all time.

annn – Dec 15, 2024
I have had fun with Jorge gay to gay and it was very awesome.

StraightToFemme – Dec 8, 2024
I recommend Boy and Tommy. I don’t recommend Faye.

thefrog – Dec 1, 2024
I have had some absolutely amazing times with the amazing Greg.

 

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Ticklemetodeath, 18
I want someone to tickle me to death 🥵

Here are my starter ticklish points on a scale from 1 to 10. 🥵🥵🥵
7- upper inner thighs
7- lower inner thighs
5- under knees
9- ankles
70-heels
6- ears
6- chin/neck
8-nipples
9- pits
80- stomach
8- hips
11- groin

Here are my death spots 😵ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ⚰️
100☠️- dick/head
100☠️- urethra/pee hole
100☠️- inside urethra/inside pee hole
100☠️- inside asshole
100☠️- inside rectum
100☠️- inside colon
100☠️- underneath my toenails

Comments

Ticklemetodeath (Owner) – Dec 12, 2024
Please stop trying to psychoanalyze this and make it a bigger deal than it has to be.

IDG-AF – Dec 11, 2024
Your profile text is just disgusting and abhorrent 👎👎👎

SuspiciousMe – Dec 4, 2024
Young and no plans for the future, what went wrong in his life that he puts a profile like that online?

 

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DumbBlonde, 21
I’m DumbBlonde. I’m from a small town in Denmark. I’m every dumb blond boy you’ve ever wanted. My body doesn’t belong to me. It belongs to the world and to everyone I meet. I don’t do bondage, but faceslaps and very rough sex is great. I don’t do fisting, but I take other objects like dildos, bottles and vegetables, etc. On the neg side I have mild autism, shaky hands, back problems, migraines. Please don’t hate DumbBlonde.

Comments

batman – Dec 20, 2024
I say pspsps to trash bags bc his eyes suck

ed_thatsmyname – Dec 17, 2024
I got so bored, I played a game with his balls. Do you know morse code? I hit his left ball for a dot, hit the right ball for a dash.

ScottishRubberBear – Dec 12, 2024
Thanks to me his pathetic ass now holds the hottest pussy in town.

DumbBlonde (Owner) – Dec 8, 2024
Where’s the gamers.

hornybatman – Dec 4, 2024
He has two holes and likes to be bred. What more could you ask for?

DutchGuy1977 – Dec 4, 2024
What a disappointment this boy’s ass is! Shameful really.



 

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iknowyouwantthis, 22
Looking for some cooking. Slave I’m gripping in the photo is the food, you’re the stove. He’s also an olfactophiliac. He’s 20. He’s one helluva guy, yeah.

Had to make a new account cause my other one was freaking people out.

Comments

iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 26, 2024
Move on, folks. Nothing to see here.

iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 22, 2024
Gone fishing.

iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Dec 17, 2024

Angst – Nov 16, 2024
True. Refrigerated human meat should be eaten within four days.

whatdoesntkillyou – Nov 16, 2024
Question: I’ve heard refrigerated human meat is safe to eat for four days.

iknowyouwantthis (Owner) – Nov 16, 2024
You’re not into eating him keep scrolling.

jaylove – Nov 16, 2024
Give love a chance.

 

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ChaseTheDream, 18
Looking to be a gay pornstar one day but for the time being I am a slave in Stoke-on-Trent for bdsm or other kinks 💉🩸🐷😈.

Also if anybody wants to own me as a slave do contact me and I will set a price.

Comments

ChaseTheDream (Owner) – Dec 19, 2024
Lost all interest in daily life.

MasterIvan – Dec 14, 2024
I have thoroughly mind controlled and brainwashed him to perfection. He is a loyal sex object of pure, unthinking obedience that is utterly pervasive and complete, so deeply conditioned that disobedience is not just impossible but unimaginable. There is no longer any independence in him and he is completely docile in every way. I’m interested in sharing him with dominants who have no fear of exploring these lack of depths with me.

ChaseTheDream (Owner) – Dec 2, 2024
Now the owned slave property of master Ivan but he wants me to get fucked by 3 to 6 other alphas every day.

BiGuyBreeder – Nov 30, 2024
I loved this boy’s slutty hole, I really mean it. I loved shooting my babies in a place where hundreds (or even thousands) of other men have shot. It got me into that primal mode where I don’t view the holes I’m fucking as people. I blocked out the rest of the world and totally focused on the hole. Fingers, fist, tongue, dick, toys. Bonus points to him for being someone I especially didn’t give the tiniest shit about.

schlonggg – Nov 26, 2024
I raped his boy pussy until his brain was gone and he was nothing but rape meat.

HAAF – Nov 22, 2024
I paid him $50, got him fucked up on drugs and raped him.



 

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your_mind, 19
I like relationship between boy and father
Strict, violent father age 50 and up
Make me scream
Give me a new experience that I won’t ever forget or be able to stop coming back to
Make it hurt

Comments

your_mind (Owner) – Dec 18, 2024
Started wearing panties

Superiorlord34 – Dec 13, 2024
it ll be an honor for you bastard. i ll also write on ur body with marker pen. now slut, show me that u have some brain, even though small, and give me ideas: 10 bad words to write on ur body. u ll wear rubber. i wont let u wear leather, it is for real men. i can wear both leather and rubber but u ll wear only rubber as a pig.
i know ur now wanking that useless faggot cock, admit it boy.
yeah of course bitch. my fucking dirty socks and when we return home after walking outside, u ll prepare ur cocktail by using them and i ll add cum, spit and piss too and put it in the fridge. after an hour, u ll beg me to drink it and wank ur cock and cum.
good bitch, from now on everyday u message me and ask for my orders and beg me to humiliate you fucking cunt.
now faggot, ur allowed to cum, use ur socks like a condom and fill them with ur worthless cum.

your_mind (Owner) – Dec 3, 2024
I love duct tape
My favorite color is silver



 

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Notimportantnow, 18
I was sexually abused for many years as a child by my father from the age of 6 to 13. Due to a recent new incident as a victim of sexual abuse i started counselling. One of my biggest frustrations is that i cannot recall having any negative feelings during my abuse as a child. This makes that i cannot place the abuse within my life. My counselor insists on how my long-term treatment is going to fail if I don’t do that. Are there other guys out there with the same experience? Can you help please.

Comments

BBBxCumDumpster – Dec 17, 2024
Abuse is in the intent, not the act.

Dart – Dec 7, 2024
I Am So Very ALONE. 😶‍🌫️ NO Friend, No Family, No Meaning, No Motivation. I’m not doing good at all. 😖😓😥😐😑🔋💀 So i have NO More Care, to be that Morally inclined Man. Now I just want to put you in severe Pain, and make you all feel the agony of what’s in my head.

PigLookingForLove – Dec 16, 2024
You’re a big talker, and good for you, though what may have seemed rough and intense for you may have been less than that for him. Either way, I hope he got what he needed.

Notimportantnow (Owner) – Dec 16, 2024
My father would fuck me until I couldn’t stand it anymore then show me how it felt when he fucked me way beyond that point until he had ALL he wanted, and any resistance from me was met with deaf ears. He would put on a shoulder length rubber glove, lube it up, put his arm as far as he could up my rectal passage, then pull it in and out several times cleaning the shit out with each stroke, until he could get shoulder deep. Sometimes he would pause and give our dog a taste.

hntnhole – Dec 16, 2024
A son receiving sex from his father is one of the most thrilling ways they “connect” with each other imaginable – at least to me.

Bimarried001 – Dec 16, 2024
Negative feelings? Sexual abuse is more a reward for being a good cute, sexy son. At least in my opinion.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Steeqhen, Congrats on finishing your game. I should have mine finished in a day or so if I can manage to destroy a bunch of flying kamikaze origami planes before they destroy my origami plane which I have not being able to do yet. I really should at least poke my head into a gym one of these days and see it looks like. Is it the Graham Robb Rimbaud biography? That one is quite good, as I remember.. Everybody seems to be liking ‘Nosferatu’ — well, not everybody — so have fun. My weekend wasn’t much to write home about, but it passed the time. I’m pretend NYE isn’t happening other than remembering to buy food for tomorrow today. It’s very cold here, and the forecast predicts even colder next week, but the French weather forecasts are the epitome of unreliable. ** jay, Hi. Oh, cool, glad it hit you. ‘Autoportrait’ is way up there, for sure. His ‘Suicide’ is also very, very good if you haven’t read that one. ‘They don’t like the idea of hetero women being into gay sex’: !?!? That’s some serious control-freakdom right there. ‘Empusium’, no, but I’m guessing I should? Nice sounding level that you’re in. Mario is trying over and over without success to destroy fast approaching origami jet fighters and protect origami Bowser’s flying castle before it explodes, and I’m this close to giving up, but he won’t let me. HNY, pal. Do anything raucous? ** Misanthrope, If you’re trying to get me to feel sympathy for Bezos, you have failed, sir. All I know is we had to raise just over 400k to shoot our film, and it didn’t get even the slightest bit easier once we’d managed to raise 200k. Happy late birthday to David! Can I infer from your tone that he’s doing at least somewhat better than he had been? Please tell me you took that poor mouse somewhere sufficiently distant outside and released it to pursue its innocent, relatively harmless life. Or don’t tell me if you didn’t, I guess. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, B. She is prolific, and I guess it goes to show you that being prolific isn’t necessarily the road to popular success. All power to your immune system. Don’t take NYE as a license to go all willy-nilly. ** James, Writing can be mentally orgasmic. Even when you’re writing about the opposite of sex. Trust me. I’m so sorry, man, about the dripping nasal thing or post-dripping. What does that mean: ‘post-nasal drip’? I mean the drips are post-nasal because they’ve left your nose, but there must be more to the term than that. I think my transpositions from film -> literature have been successful, yes. The makers of the films I learned from might not agree though. It’s not imitation, it’s mutation. Uh, I don’t think of film vs. novel in a hierarchical way. Films have given novels stiff competition, I guess. I think if anything has reduced the novel’s reach, it’s non-fiction. People want to read non-fiction much more now. And they seem to want fiction to be autobiographical aka non-fiction. Hence, the whole ‘autofiction’ boom. It was International Donut Day a few weeks ago, and I missed it. I’m in relative, occasional touch with my sister. I don’t speak to one of my brothers because he’s a complete prick, and my other brother is a far right conspiracy theory dude these days, so we don’t exactly get along. I know you seem to get along with your brother albeit via withholding certain secrets. Gide. I assume you read ‘The Counterfeiters’? That’s the #1 Gide in my book. I hope that however you choose to party tonight it’s a hell of a party. ** Daniel, Hi, Daniel! It was very lovely to get to see you even briefly at the Church or former Church, I guess. You, of course, have the best resolutions. I don’t even have one. But I still have hours left to think of one. Or several. Blahblah, always a sparkling treat to see you, sir. Big night for you tonight, I infer. ** Lucas, Enjoy your friends and even the scariness. Scariness = adrenaline, which can feel really good if controlled properly. I hope you woke up all perky. It’s really cold here. My feet are freezing. I need to put on socks. Excuse me. ** Steve, I hear people talk about Car Seat Headrest on occasion, so I guess they’re still a potent cult force. Hm, is that true about there being more out queer female artists than men? I wonder what it means? I wonder if the ratio is different in, say, film? My guess is … yes? Tomorrow? I’m seeing a visiting friend who’s also one of the ‘actors’ in ‘Room Temperature’. I think just for coffee since I think Paris will be pretty shut down tomorrow otherwise. No, I’m not interested in ‘Nosferatu’. After suffering through ‘The Lighthouse, Eggers has become filmmaker-non-grata for me. I figured it’s 90% cinematography. And completely unoriginal cinematography. But that’s mostly what the buzz film chasing set wants, so … ** HaRpEr, Yeah, I really love how the act of writing and the act of reading are so close to being the same experience with the only difference being that one outputs and the other inputs. I feel like no other medium is equivalent in that sense, but I don’t know. I was insanely lucky to find in Zac someone who wants and is interested in almost the exact same things I do. I think that must be unbelievably rare. With Gisele, it was always her work and my contributing its language element, so the collaboration had that organisation, and I found it comfortable. When I thought up the title ‘The Sluts’, I was absolutely certain that there had to have been one or even many books titled ‘The Sluts’, but I searched far and wide and, as far as I could tell, there had never been a book called ‘The Sluts’. I couldn’t believe it. ‘The Melancholy of Resistance’ is amazing, yeah. Tarr’s shorter films are really worth watching to try him out. I’ve still never managed to sit through the entire ‘Satantango’, but I will one of these days. List making is a great fall back. Yeah, I mean, let that complicated sadness hit you if it makes you write. Or that’s my policy aka George Miles. ** Tyler Ookami, Hi. Very interesting: ‘I really have trouble “seeing” through one libido without having it tainted by its counterpart.’ Do you feel that with visual erotic/porn too? I don’t know ‘A Field in England’ but maybe I’ll watch it as an antidote. HNY! ** Darby𓃱𓃱$$$, Giraffes and dollar signs are almost like identical twins, or, well, fraternal twins. ‘PLOT’ sounds kind of maybe useful. No, I’ve never thrown up after a roller coaster, but I’ve definitely felt like I was going to. But only after roller coasters where you lie flat or where the cars spin. I will not do those anymore. You? Oil pastels sound promising. Mm, when I sign books I sometimes make a skull and crossbones, and I think that’s the only times I draw anymore. Sad. I thought I had done a post on Louis Wain, but I just checked the archives, and I haven’t! Okay, self-assignment thanks to you. Keep your eyes peeled. I 100% agree with your idea and reasoning for why we should all reunite! Have a good or even great Eve of 2025. ** Right. The slaves and I wish you a very happy and wild New Year’s Eve, and I’ll see you on the first day of 2025.

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