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4 books I read recently & loved: Niven Govinden This Brutal House, Juliet Escoria Juliet the Maniac, Michael Crowe An Attempt At Exhausting a Place in GTA Online, Gary Indiana Vile Days

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‘The morning after a flock of camp-ified celebrities descended upon the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York for Vogue’s annual Met Gala, author Niven Govinden is contemplating whether there is still political power to drag, camp and queer culture. “Drag remains really really subversive,” he says with enthusiasm. “Not even just drag, but gender identity more broadly and how you want to present yourself. It remains subversive because people still fear it. There is a beauty to drag and it has a showbiz element for sure – the queens from Drag Race are pretty much the new pop stars – but underneath that there is still subversion. How you present yourself to the world and how you find community through it is still a powerful tool.”

‘Queer culture as a powerful social tool is what Govinden explores in his new novel, This Brutal House. The title – a wink to the Nitro Deluxe song, “an old vogueing tune back in the day” – also perfectly captures the novel’s tone and subject matter. In This Brutal House, brutality and domesticity, cruelty and safety, aggression exteriority and stable interiority rub against one another as a group of house mothers (the drag queens who preside over their ‘houses’ as mentors and carers) sit in silence on the steps of City Hall, protesting the lack of action by city officials and the police over the deaths and disappearances of members of their community in the 1980s and 90s.

‘Much of the book came from Govinden’s own experience of New York’s drag scene in this time. “It’s very much a product of lived experience and going out and consuming culture,” he explains. “So while the book is set in the present, it’s about a community looking back at what they feel was their era of the 80s and 90s when they felt they had the most power. I primarily wanted to write a novel about protest, and one about queer experience and [people of colour’s] experience. So much has been written and made about the beauty of the ball community and vogueing and the glitter and good times. I wasn’t interested in writing that. I was more interested in what happens afterwards.

‘“So the novel’s not a social primer and it’s not a historical document,” he continues. “The beauty of fiction is that you create your own world and, for me, it feels like it’s rooted in the protest culture of now and the ability of people to drive forward social change and how we need that more than ever. The beauty of writing fiction is that none of it is real and none of it has to be accurate. If I carry you in that world and make everything in it feel believable and credible then I’ve done my job.”’ — The Skinny

 

Niven Govinden @ Twitter
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Niven Govinden This Brutal House
Little Brown

‘On the steps of New York’s City Hall, five ageing Mothers sit in silent protest. They are the guardians of the vogue ball community – queer men who opened their hearts and homes to countless lost Children, providing safe spaces for them to explore their true selves.

‘Through epochs of city nightlife, from draconian to liberal, the Children have been going missing; their absences ignored by the authorities and uninvestigated by the police. In a final act of dissent the Mothers have come to pray: to expose their personal struggle beneath our age of protest, and commemorate their loss until justice is served.

‘Watching from City Hall’s windows is city clerk, Teddy. Raised by the Mothers, he is now charged with brokering an uneasy truce.’ — Little Brown

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Niven Govinden interviewed by Courttia Newland


LDM100 London – 05 – Niven Govinden

 

 

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Bustle: The book is separated into short chapters that read like diary entries written entirely in past tense. Why did you choose to write the book that way?

Juliet Escoria: I’ve had other people comment that the chapters are diaristic, which is funny because I disagree! It makes me wonder if people are responding to the content — a teenager, a girl, a series of events that aren’t appropriate for polite conversation. A fair amount of the book is habitual time, but the majority is written in-scene.

Maybe the other thing is I want the writing to be as short as possible. I don’t see the point in describing things like hand gestures, or having any more dialog than is absolutely necessary. This mostly has to do with stylistic preferences — I find it so boring when books linger over meaningless details in that very “literary” way — but it was also practical.

Adult Juliet tries to separate herself from teenage Juliet at the end of the novel. Yet, in order to do so, she throws herself completely into the story. Why is that?

JE: I guess it’s in the tradition of metafiction, with the traditional concerns of metafiction — a way to highlight the relationship between art and life, and life and memory. Juliet the teenaged narrator is not the same person as Juliet the adult narrator, who is not the same as me, the person, but they are all mirrors of each other. In order to write this book, I had to let this teenaged girl occupy my brain and life for years. It felt like an invasion, which felt similar to the onset of my bipolar disorder, which seemed interesting to me, and therefore like something important to add to the book.

 

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Juliet Escoria Juliet the Maniac
Melville House

‘Voted by both Bustle and Nylon as a most anticipated novel of 2019, this portrait of a young teenager’s fight toward understanding and recovering from mental illness is shockingly honest, funny, and heartfelt.

‘A highly anticipated debut—from a writer hailed as “a combination of Denis Johnson and Joan Didion” (Dazed)—brilliantly captures the intimate triumph of a girl’s struggle to become the woman she knows she can be.

‘Ambitious, talented fourteen-year-old honors student Juliet is poised for success at her Southern California high school. However, she soon finds herself on an increasingly frightening spiral of drug use, self-harm, and mental illness that lands her in a remote therapeutic boarding school, where she must ultimately find the inner strength to survive.’ — Melville House

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WHY I’M SCARED OF BIRDS

I always took a shortcut through a vacant field. It had been undeveloped for years, a blank square behind the mall at the top of the hill, before you got to the stucco apartments. Once the plants in it had been green and pretty, tall grass with bushes and wildflowers. It didn’t look like that anymore. Everything had turned chalky and gray. The dead grass crinkled when I stepped on it. At the far end of the field, there was a whole flock of crows, dozens of black marks like a pox.

I expected them to fly away as I got closer, but they didn’t move. They were black, black, black all over, claws to beak, and I felt their black-bead eyes following me.

I decided to sit down in the dirt, try to get the shadows to go away by willing myself solid and impassive like a tree. But the shadows caught up with me, and there were more of them now, shifting from shapes into pieces of people. Disembodied limbs, screeching mouths, long rotted hair. Ghosts. Wanting something from me, for me to do something, as if I could break their suffering and deliver them to heaven. They were saying something but all talking at once, and I couldn’t make out what they said. The crows were still watching me. They began to caw. They were all trying to tell me something. They were all trying to tell me what to do. The sun shone through the thick clouds, a yellow blob in the sky.

My heart beat faster, faster until it was just one long thrum. The molecules around my head buzzed, the crows cackled, the shadows clung at me, and all of it was cloaked in doom. The poison in me was spreading, burning like bile in my veins, dismantling cells and becoming contagious. It would spread into my parents, into Nicole. The only way to get the evil out, to exorcise the ghosts, was to choke it. To choke myself. It was the only way. I stood up and it began pouring rain.

When I got home, I was soaked. My parents were getting ready to leave for dinner. They seemed surprised to see me, surprised that I was soaking wet. “I didn’t know it was raining,” my dad said.

A new Mexican restaurant had opened up near the gas station. “Do you want to come?” my mom asked. I told her no. “Are you OK? You look sick,” she said. I said I was fine. I was just tired, I was just cold and wet. I said I would take a hot shower. They left.

The Other Thing took over, pushing me into the bathroom. I watched my hand take out my medicine—Tegretol, Wellbutrin. The pills poured onto the counter in a neat pile. It didn’t seem like enough. I walked into the kitchen, the tiny cupboard where my mom kept the vitamins and headache medicine. There was a big bottle of Tylenol from Costco. There was a smaller bottle of Benadryl too. I set both of them down on the counter. I grabbed one of the kitchen chairs. I dragged it in front of the fridge. There was a bunch of liquor bottles on top. I grabbed the gin. I stepped down, got a tall glass. I poured the gin into it until it was full. I didn’t put the bottle back. I took the glass and the pill bottles and went into the bathroom. I poured the Tylenol and Benadryl out next to the other pills, threw all of the bottles in the trash. They looked pretty—the white of the Tylenol and Tegretol mixed with the bright pink and red of the other pills. I grabbed a handful, shoved them in my mouth, swallowed them with the gin, until it was all gone. They went down my throat so easy it was like they belonged there.

I went into my bedroom. The lights were off and the room was very dark. I lay down on the bed. My eyelids grew heavy and I closed them. Everything felt thick and dumb. I think I fell asleep. I dreamt I was tied, my hands behind my back, my feet together. Someone had lit me on fire. The flame that burned me was very white and very hot, but it didn’t hurt. I couldn’t see anything else but flames. I lost place of my body. I became the fire.

And then my dad was shaking me. I opened my eyes and the fire was gone. He was sitting on the bed, over me. It looked like there were three of him. My mother was over his shoulder. There were three of her too. Her face glistened, I think she was crying, and the tears glowed, brilliant as stars.

The next thing I knew, I was in the car. My mother was in the backseat with me. My face was against the window, the glass cool on my cheek. She kept on saying my name over and over, her hand grabbing my arm. It seemed too difficult to answer her and so I didn’t. We were on the freeway and the other car lights went by in streaks and blurs, like lines of fire.

 


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‘>Between the 18th and the 20th October 1974, Oulipo BAE Georges Perec – a Pisces – sits in a Parisian cafe on Place Saint-Sulpice, meticulously recording in his notebook every detail of the busy life of the square. His eyes are alert to ‘what happens when nothing happens’. The more inconsequential the particulars he manages to pick up on, examine, or classify, the more excited he seems to become:

‘Means of locomotion: walking, two-wheeled vehicles (with and without motor), automobiles (private cars, company cars, rented cars, driving school cars), commercial vehicles, public services, public transport, tourist buses.’

‘>The conceptual/obsessive experiment in cataloguing is a response to a writing prompt of his own devising, published about a month before in a collection of essays on public and private spaces (the adorably-named Species of Spaces and Other Pieces). Perec’s practical exercise calls for the reader/writer to carefully observe the street around them and note *everything* down: one must set about it slowly, ‘almost stupidly’; forcing oneself to see the space ‘more flatly’. ‘If nothing strikes you’, says Perec, then ‘you don’t know how to see’. As it turns out, Perec himself is really good at seeing: after 3 days on Place Saint-Sulpice, his notes are over 50 pages long – mainly one-line annotations about buses, passersby, pigeons, gestures, more buses. He calls it An Attempt at Exhausting a Place in Paris.

‘>Perec made of this modality (a dry and neutral encyclopedic gaze at the unnoticed) a manifesto. In both writing and living, he called for a shift of attention from the exceptional to the ordinary, for an abandonment of the charmingly exotic in favour of the invisibly unexceptional – according to a philosophy he labels ‘anthropology of the endotic’. In the essay ‘Approaches to What?’, in a somewhat self-referential aphorism, he remarks that ‘railway trains only begin to exist when they are derailed, and the more passengers are killed, the more the trains exist.’ That the ordinary, in other words, only lives in our attention as soon as it stops being ordinary.

‘>If this statement is true as it sounds, then, the virtual world of Grand Theft Auto Online must without a doubt be more real than the one we live in. The game’s universe is expansive and hyperrealistic to the extent that navigating its space is an experience of an undecidable quality; the abundance of detail is so accurately mimetic and uncannily convincing it that the digital artifice both disappears into an ambient background, and never leaves the centre of the stage. The minutia of IRL city-walking, and of existing in a world that follows its own will (flecks of dust dancing in the wind, catching the sun; overheard fragments of strangers’ phone conversations; the gas station attendant’s body language in between serving customers), are alienated from us, digitally re-engineered, and presented back to us in the guise of a crime-ridden fictional world. In this sense, the GTA series is one of the most Perecquian exercises to ever exist. (Of course, amusingly enough, Perec’s aphorism is also appropriate here on a more literal level: the game franchise is entirely built upon the premise that derailing trains – but also provoking car accidents, and especially murdering innocent pedestrians – is recommended if not required).’ — Denise Bonetti

 

Studio Operative
Tinkering with the Code of Reality
How to Exhaust a Place: Paris, Grand Theft Auto, ???
The Future Perfect: Tomorrow’s Thoughts Today on Urban Possibilities
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Michael Crowe An Attempt At Exhausting a Place in GTA Online
Studio Operative

‘Michael Crowe’s An Attempt At Exhausting a Place in GTA Online takes George Perec’s serene 1975 conceptual exercise in Paris as its starting point, reenacting it within the chaotic and excessive virtual world of Grand Theft Auto Online. Giddy murder, Fassbinder lookalike contests and amber lights twinkling in the far distance all dance together as Michael Crowe attempts to exhaust one location in the world’s most popular video game.
With an accompanying essay by Jamie Sutcliffe, this edition playfully explores the discursive spaces of online games and questions their relationship to our current material world and potential immaterial futures. With an accompanying essay by Jamie Sutcliffe.’ — Studio Operative

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‘After it was announced in August that The Village Voice would cease publication, New York School poet and current New Yorker critic Peter Schjeldahl reminisced about his years as the paper’s art columnist: in 1966, 1980–1981, and again from 1991–1998, after which Schjeldahl left for his present gig and Jerry Saltz, now at New York magazine, took his place. Schjeldahl had wanted to return to the Voice in the mid-1980s, but, he writes,

the fabulously acerbic Gary Indiana (who ended one column with this direct address to his readers: “Fuck you”) held the art-critic post by then. It seemed like every time I ran into Gary he said he was about to quit, but he didn’t quit — playing dog in the manger, in my exasperated view.

‘Indiana wrote for the Voice weekly from March 1985 through June 1988, a period which spanned the second term of Ronald Reagan’s presidency, the expanding onslaught of the AIDS crisis, and the “Black Monday” stock market crash. Against this backdrop, the art world suffered the death of Andy Warhol, alongside countless artists who died during the epidemic; the metastasization of the art market; and with it, the gentrification of downtown Manhattan. Though Indiana never ended a column the way Schjeldahl remembers — the address is included as numbered paragraph three of 16 in his February 2, 1988, column, “Blood and Guts” — Indiana consistently approached his job with the confrontational gusto of the Voice’s co-founder, Norman Mailer, who once defined “freedom,” Indiana recalls, as “being able to say shit in the New Yorker.”

‘For three years, Indiana’s column provided a weekly antidote to bullshit in an era when the business was thriving — in museums and galleries, but also at the Times, where The Art of the Deal topped the “Best Seller” list for 13 weeks. Collected in one volume — as Semiotext(e) has, in its recent publication of Vile Days: The Village Voice Art Columns, 1985–1988 — the columns could be read as a first-person report from the end of history, a bleak and hysterical “chronicle of life under siege,” as editor Bruce Hainley describes it. It’s true that Indiana’s column documented the demise of New York’s avant-garde and the victory of consumerism, bad taste, and financial speculation, personified by Indiana as “Planet Debby” in homage to the “debutantes” he reviled for opening galleries on his block in the East Village. This history is the raison d’être Semiotext(e) offers for rescuing these Voice columns from the archives. Ironically, it is largely the purveyors of archives — scholars and their ilk — who will find Vile Days engaging as a portrait of the artist as a youngish critic, working a day job he clearly despised, but which provided him with much of the literary material — as well as the practice, discipline, and stability — necessary to become one of contemporary American literature’s most astute if unforgiving prose stylists.’ — Andrew Marzoni, LARB

 

GARY INDIANA COUGHS UP SOME ‘HAIRBALLS OF INSIGHT’ ABOUT NEW YORK CITY’S VILE DAYS
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Chronicling the Last Days of Old New York
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Gary Indiana, edited by Bruce Hainley Vile Days: The Village Voice Art Columns, 1985–1988
Semiotext(e)

‘In 1985, the Village Voice offered me a job as senior art critic. This made my life easier and lousy at the same time. I now had to actually enter all those galleries instead of peeking in the windows. At times, the only tangible perk was having the chump for a fifth of vodka whenever twenty more phonies had flattered my ass off in the course of a working week. — from Vile Days

‘From March 1985 through June 1988 in The Village Voice, Gary Indiana reimagined the weekly art column. Thirty years later, Vile Days brings together for the first time all of those vivid dispatches, too long stuck in archival limbo, so that the fire of Indiana’s observations can burn again. In the midst of Reaganism, the grim toll of AIDS, and the frequent jingoism of postmodern theory, Indiana found a way to be the moment’s Baudelaire. He turned the art review into a chronicle of life under siege.

‘As a critic, Indiana combines his novelistic and theatrical gifts with a startling political acumen to assess art and the unruly environments that give it context. No one was better positioned to elucidate the work of key artists at crucial junctures of their early careers, from Sherrie Levine and Richard Prince to Jeff Koons and Cindy Sherman, among others. But Indiana also remained alert to the aesthetic consequence of sumo wrestling, flower shows, public art, corporate galleries, and furniture design. Edited and prefaced by Bruce Hainley, Vile Days provides an opportunity to track Indiana’s emergence as one of the most prescient writers of his generation.’ — Semiotext(e)

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Gary Indiana, “Janet Malcom Gets It Wrong—Part I”

When Janet Malcolm commenced research, two years ago, for a New Yorker profile of Artforum editor Ingrid Sischy, she let it be known that she knew nothing about the art world: it was, for Malcolm, exciting new territory. The profile has at last appeared, in two consecutive New Yorker issues, October 20 and 27, and perhaps its most impressive quality is how ingeniously Malcolm has protected her ignorance over such a long period of time.

Ostensibly, Malcolm’s intention in Part I is to show how Artforum has changed under Sischy’s direction. She calls on a number of the “old guard,” by whom she is frankly intimidated. Rosalind Krauss, for example, the Zhdanov of October magazine, is depicted in her home environment, which from Malcolm’s description sounds like a display window in Conran’s, yet “is one of the most beautiful living places in New York.” “No one,” according to Malcolm, “can leave this loft without feeling a little rebuked….” This may be perfectly true. One feels further prepared to believe that Krauss is “fearlessly uncharitable,” though whether her unpleasant characteristics make “one’s own ‘niceness’ seem somehow dreary and anachronistic” surely depends on the degree of submissiveness, or obsequious niceness, one brings to the encounter.

Grumpy Krauss has nothing but disdain for Artforum in its current incarnation. Even back in the glory days when she and Annette Michelson sat on the editorial board, they had to endure the importunate existence of other people and their bothersome opinions: “Lawrence Alloway was forever sneering at me and Annette,” “Max Kozloff…was always very busy being superior,” “Neither Annette nor I would buy into this simplistic opposition that they set up between formal invention and the social mission of art.” After the Lynda Benglis Scandal of 1974, when the magazine accepted a sensational ad distasteful to most of the editorial staff, it seemed clear to Krauss and Michelson that Artforum and its editor, John Coplans, were pandering to the art market, favoring commodity objects like painting and sculpture over the more ephemeral, “advanced” art enjoyed by Krauss and Michelson. “Yes. That’s how we felt.” Krauss and Michelson are full of unanimous sentiments and thoughts about the old Artforum: “one of the things Annette and I have done,” “our theory,” “which was certainly why Annette and I thought,” “various projects of ours.” But Krauss reserves her fiercest lack of charity for the new Artforum and its writers: it, and they, are stupid. This verdict is so unequivocal that it’s surprising Krauss could formulate it without assistance from Michelson, but perhaps in matters of stupidity we can assume they are as one.

For the Westchester County audience the thrillingly Minimal decor of Krauss’s loft is probably enough to establish her credentials as an important thinker and art swami; nothing she actually tells Malcolm rises above petty spite. (“On the one hand, you had Rubin and Varnedoe sounding like complete assholes…McEvilley doing his hideousness…never been able to finish a piece of McEvilley…seems to be another Donald Kuspit.…”) Actually, Malcolm’s technique ensures that anyone with sufficient floor space and a reliable cleaning service will sound more credible, or at least more “intellectual,” than those who live amid the squalid clutter of normal life. Malcolm’s gaze sweeps over the surfaces or people, places, and things, calmly categorizing them according to the inner logic of an intractable bourgeoise. Poor John Coplans—his home “has the look of a place inhabited by a man who no longer lives with a woman.” You know already that Coplans will be an affable old geezer who loves spinning tales about the past, that he will seem less decisive, more conciliatory in his opinions than Krauss, and therefore slightly…well, pathetic. Robert Pincus-Witten, former art buyer for collector Emily Spiegel and professor of art history at Queens College, is spared the trial-by-interior, having been encountered at a cocktail party. He provides pregnantly diplomatic hiatus between Coplans and Malcolm’s next imperious loft dweller, Barbara Rose.

Like Krauss, Rose senses Decline—not just in Artforum, but in the art world generally. Like Krauss, she seems to have made out quite handsomely for one so embattled. Her place “looks more like a Park Avenue co-op than a downtown living space.…” But she is forlorn, haunted by memories of bright laughter and happier times, when people like herself were taken seriously. She wistfully recalls those halcyon days in the ’60s when, with then spouse Frank Stella, she entertained “major intellectuals” like Barnett Newman and Ad Reinhardt. “There’s nobody like them today,” Rose opines. Today’s art world, well, “it’s middle-class, it’s bourgeois.” Not like it was when it was all about “the agony and the ecstasy.” Which is to say, not like when it was like the title of an Irving Stone novel.

If truth be told, Rose’s rueful blather about the high standards of the past is something of a running joke in the art world. It has only become more vehement each time that Rose has failed to interest her vanishing constituency in “new art.” Here, she attributes the decline of cultural discrimination, and perhaps of Western civilization as a whole, to the influence of Harold Rosenberg and Susan Sontag, of all people—and, with an air of disinterested exasperation, feebly tries to settle scores with Rene Ricard over a few withering sentences about her he published years ago in Artforum. Malcolm doesn’t mention that that’s what Rose is doing. Perhaps Malcom just didn’t know; if she didn’t, she should have.

More to the point, one of the two redeeming presences Rose spots in an otherwise hopeless Sischy-run Artforum, critic John Yau, happens to have lived with Rose’s daughter for years. Since Rose is quick to accuse other people of lowering standards, it might also have been useful for Malcolm’s readers to know that a few years ago, Rose was removed from her job as curator of exhibitions and collections under William Agee at the Houston Museum of Fine Arts after it was disclosed that the museum had recently purchased works from the collection of her then husband, lyricist Jerry Leiber. Malcolm also neglects to mention that Rose’s principal activity in the art world for 20 years has been that of a publicist, sporadic contributions to Partisan Review and her column in Vogue notwithstanding.

This kind of detail interests Janet Malcolm not at all when it pertains to “respectable” people, though she gives the financial murk of the art world a bit of play when describing people with whom she doesn’t identify. But of course, respectable people read the New Yorker. Like Malcolm, they tend to glaze over in the presence of opulent surfaces and pushy individuals, and become assertive only when they sense another person’s disadvantage. The ugliest moments in Malcolm’s article—and there are many—occur when Malcolm’s personal feelings creep into the page; these are inevitably activated by people she feels secure in sneering at. Interestingly, most of them are artists rather than administrators, critics, or editors.

Near the conclusion of Part I, Malcolm describes an unpleasant confrontation between Ingrid Sischy and the sculptor Richard Serra at an opening at the Marian Goodman Gallery. What happened was this: Serra made the assumption that Sischy supported his position in the controversy over his Tilted Arc sculpture. When Sischy felt it her duty to inform him otherwise, Serra became enraged. Before getting down to particulars, Malcolm sets the reader up so that opinion will fall on Sischy’s side—not with reasoned argument, but with a physical description of Serra, which she uses against him much the way she uses other people’s apartments against them.

This was the first time I had seen Richard Serra, and he didn’t fit the image I had formed. From his massive, thrusting sculpture…I had imagined a large, dark, saturnine man—a sort of intellectual conquistador type, emanating an air of vast, heroic indifference. The actual Serra looked like someone from a small American rural community: a short man with a craggy, surly face, receding gray hair, and pale eyes rimmed by light eyelashes.

In other words, Malcolm contrasts her personal fantasies about Serra and his “massive, thrusting” works with the actual person and finds the real thing…“rural” looking. How better to convince the “sophisticated,” cosmopolitan audience of the New Yorker that Serra is wrong-headed?

Malcolm’s reporting is studded with such novelistic details, which twinkle class assurance from reporter to reader: never mind what X thinks, he or she lives alone in an apartment so messy you and I would never dream of living there. So-and-so makes weird looking objects, so naturally I didn’t want to find myself alone with him in his flat. These people are Russian émigrés who serve refreshments in a slobby manner, so I guess you understand how exasperated I felt.

When an “eccentric” person gains Malcolm’s sympathy, she projects upon him every cliché of la vie bohème that springs to her impoverished imagination; thus, to the utter incredulity of anyone who knows him, Rene Ricard is likened to Prince Myshkin, the Christ figure in Dostoyevsky’s The Idiot. Malcolm is so oblivious to the world she’s describing that the publicity value of her own activity eludes her: she can’t imagine why Ricard repeatedly prevents her from leaving his table at the Palladium, regaling her with one juicy story after another.

Were Malcolm’s investigations of the Freud Archive similarly tainted by her fascination with appearances? Is it possible that one of the New Yorker’s star reporters is so transfixed by surface impressions that she consistently mistakes them for reality? Does the vulgarity of Malcolm’s article reflect the New Yorker’s transition from the Age of Shawn to the Age of Si Newhouse? The maiden appearance of the word “asshole” is the least distressing infelicity in Malcolm’s article, but in the context of the New Yorker it seems portentous of the shape of things to come.

 


12.4.2018 Gary Indiana on Vile Days


Interview with Gary Indiana


Gary Indiana Reads “Bella is Bella”

 

 

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p.s. Hey. I’m off to a distant French town called Mayenne today to host a screening of PERMANENT GREEN LIGHT there tonight. What this means re: you is you’ll get a p.s.-less restored post tomorrow, and I’ll be back to catch up with you on Wednesday. ** John Fram, Hi, John! Sure, send me the pdf, but, yes, I am heavily swamped with film travels and work right now, so it’ll take me me a bit to start reading it. If that’s okay, cool. And thank you very much about PGL! That’s awesome to hear! ** David Ehrenstein, Oh, that’s curious about Meredith. I miss Meredith. Tina Aumont is strangely underknown even here in France. I mentioned to several film buff friends here that I was making a post about her, and her name didn’t even ring their bells. Really, she’s not in Fellini’s Satyricon? Well, there’s a lot of official seeming misinformation out there then. I’ll do a fix. Everyone, FaBlog has new header called Nastypants!. ** Sypha, Hi. It’s funny that people complaining about the confusing stories of ‘Godzilla’ and other film/TV entities are often the same people who love Japanese anime which is very often (and prized for being) totally wack and incomprehensible on the story front. But oh well. Oh, right, I remember that now. About Travolta’s character reading ‘MB’ in ‘PF’. Huh. ** Shane Christmass, Hi, Shane! How’s it going? I’ve never seen ‘Lifespan’ and had no idea that Terry Riley did the score. Whoa. Thanks a lot for the link to that score. That’ll come in very handy. ** Misanthrope, Hi. I’ve asked several friends in the States about Real ID and no one there has ever heard of it. Mystery. I literally can not bear hearing even the slightest waft of Elton John’s music, so I am going to steer clear of that film. Wow, I think the last time someone I knew mentioned that they were reading Mary Renault was in 1981 or something. I forgot all about her. Those books were quite popular back before the ‘gay lit’ explosion. I’ve never read a peep of them. ** _Black_Acrylic, She’s cool, and she is very interesting in the Nico/Icon doc. Dude, no way, you’re going to press with the new The Call issue this week? That’s crazy. Crazy awesome. You’re a demon! ** Steve Erickson, That is a question, isn’t it? Odd one, that. No, I haven’t seen ‘Barry’. I literally do not watch TV (other than French stuff or CNN occasionally) or TV shows streaming on my computer or anything. Sounds curious. Maybe someday I’ll take a look. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi. As I was saying to David, her name recognition isn’t that high even in France, strangely. Very cool about your Gena Rowlands-ish friend, and yes, lit votive candles, ‘prayers’, and scrunched together fingers galore re: your rascal. I’ll hit on his music when I’m out of here. Thanks for news the about your folks and flying. I’m gonna check it out thoroughly just to be safe because in my current situation I’m always in danger of a world of trouble. You’re not watching ‘Chelsea Girls’ as intended with two episodes playing concurrently? ** Bill, Hi, Bill. That’s cool, I’m speeding today too due to an imminent train trip. Well, your description of your gig makes my ears (and eyes) hungry, and I’ll just enjoy the hunger. Your Sunday sounds to have been nice. It was boiling hot here too, weirdly and ugh-ly. Now it’s happily misty. Safe trip home! See you soon! ** Okay. I haven’t done of these 4 book posts in a while due to ultra-busyness, but I finally got four beloved reads behind me, and off they go to you with my recommendation attached. The blog will see you tomorrow, and I’ll see you on Wednesday.

Meet SherlockHomo, patheticus, TheSkeptic, HendriktheClowny, and DC’s other international male slaves for the month of May 2019

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TorturedbyVirginity, 19
I am looking for somebody or a group of people to take control of my hole wearing leather gear and destroy it whether by fisting or by just fucking, I’m down for either but black leather gloves turn me on psycho level and I would love it if my cherry could be popped and turned into a cunt with lips by people punching my guts wearing them.

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lawsthelaw – May 24, 2019
🍆🌽🍌🅰️💊💦💠🍁🍁🍁🚹🥃🔝☕️🍀🆒Ti.Mt💎☑️®️®️®️🔄🆕🚻✅✅✅💯🔓💎💎💎💎💡🍆🌗💦🍀🐎🐷🦄🧢🕶💼👖🤤🤫🤩🤓😎😜🤪😇☺️



 

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NewYearNewMe, 18
15Years of Age🤴🏽Ambitious💫🏡🚗Determined💪🏽🤞🏽💸Scarifying🏋🏽🤾🏽‍♂️🤸🏽‍♀️All Goals That’s helping me 🙆🏽‍♂️in life to become successful 👨🏽‍🎓🔖📉Not About 🎲Games N Bullshit🐂💩 V V V Bttm Here📍Must stay between us🤫 I’m straight👫

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NewYearNewMe (Owner) – May 12, 2019
Hi weirdo do you wanna fuck me? sorry I mean I’m here to fuck ..

filmmakerpaul – May 12, 2019
Are you the boy for me? Do you live in Portland (or nearby)? Do you have a happy life except you’re hungry for a man who makes you feel bad?

I’m out of town during the week, working, and have little time available. On the weekends I want a boy who craves me. If our relationship grows and we are a good match for each other, I’ll take ownership of you until death do us part.

But first we need to chat. You’ll need to use Second Life (www.secondlife.com) for the online connection. Send a clear face picture with a sign spelling out your SL handle. Then we’ll have to meet for a sniff test. When we do, don’t wear cologne. I want to smell the real you.

 

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imlikewater, 24
Athletic younger jew here, I’m in college. I’m looking to be humiliated and punished by older man nazi.

I make fun of fat people my whole life. I’m looking for forced fed food 🐷🐽🥘 . Make me a fat pig transform me. Make be gain 100 pounds. Humiliate Jew pig. I’m into scat shit toilet boy snot puke in my mouth gob snot.

Shave me make me wear panties transform me in fat girl- I like spas. I’m cruel boy. Nazi Jew humiliation- humiliation Jew.

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stevenGOGOGO – May 11, 2019
not actually jewish

CuriousGuy03 – May 3, 2019
A shockingly half-assed experience.

jmich – April 27, 2019
How about making you LOSE 100 pounds, no more going to the gym, so you will be skin and bones but very flabby.



 

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HijodePutin, 20
Now they wanted me quiet but now I want you quiet … Now I have to bring to Spain 13 kilos of gold from the kid you saw the other day … And I am the son of an official but not of customs that was Hitler … More than € 500,000 in gold from Ghana, and I am the son of Carlos Fabra’s chauffeur and escort. Twitter was filled with emotions talking with Borja Fabra that May 15, 2011, Borja uncle I have lost a job that they said was behind the Rockefeller Foundation … It is true, they have been the ones who have legalized gay marriage in the United States and Germany against Putin’s laws. The son of an official but not of customs that was Hitler … But life is still present … The son of the escort driver of Carlos Fabra. Well, I’m staying with my master from Ghana, and after summer we will be married in Spain.



 

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SherlockHomo, 23
I write pornographic stories featuring men with oversized genitals who are looking for that one boy who can handle him. Some of them feature male pregnancy.

While perusing the site’s selection of fetishes provided, I realized that my fetishes are way more obscure than I thought.

I’m a junior in college. I still live with my dad. I love wearing my tighty whities even tho I get bullied for wearing them. I go through a lot of underwear.

I am a fisting virgin and would love to get that hole overstuffed. That is the most mainstream fetish that interests me.

Well I guess even more mainstream, I like NSA unsafe butt sex and I always bottom because I’m built for it.

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Milt – May 20, 2019
I am an old, grumpy, hairy dude with a massive meat rocket.
I would be very happy if you sleep with me.

SherlockHomo (Owner) – May 15, 2019
Since you brought up the dog ears, one thing I’m looking for a man who will give me access to dog poop. I’m not looking for zoophilia or anything illegal. I just have a fetish for the poop. Specifically from large male dogs, and maybe horses and donkeys. I want to have my face pushed into a pile and be made to eat it.

Anonymous – May 15, 2019
How infantile are these dog ears please? Oh … I forgot … Of course there are a lot of old men here who are looking for children. Under these circumstances, it is understandable that a mid-twenties disguises himself as a child here. So gentlemen: good luck with your young vegetables!



 

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hottieandabottie, 20
Someone who wants to use me this evening in my apartment near Rheinbach dressed as Spiderman?

I want to go to the 🛏️, not go to the 🕺.

20 / visible / maintained / lonley / do everything!

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hottieandabottie (Owner) – May 9, 2019
I’m still not right 😕

MrNayruer – May 8, 2019
He loved being choked even more than I loved choking him to the point where I suddenly realised he was so into his Spiderman role-play that he thought I couldn’t strangle him to death because of some superpower he imagined he had and that I really wanted to and could have if I hadn’t realised that. That’s a heads up, not a recommendation or warning.


 

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Blackhole8, 19
A Taiwanese torture trash agony asian boy with a status even below animals.

Box it. Hit it hard. Kick it. Whip it. Cane it. Spank it.
Piss on it, shit on it.
Make it eat your shit and drink your piss as its diet.
Feed it sperm. It loves the taste of male sperm. Sperm diet.

Deepthroat and rape it ruthlessly and ejaculate in its throat and guts. Make your buddies do the same, round after round.
Fist it, doublefist it, foot it. Stuff its slave ass until its wide as a barn door.
Make it wear heavy chain sets and keep it in a basement cell for weeks or months.
Make it regret its existence in night long violent S/M torture sessions. Whip it with snakes and bullwhips until its skin comes off. Burn it. Cut it.
Bag its head over and over until it has the brain cells of a newborn.
Hang 10 kg on its ballsac with a parachute and make it walk around 24/7/365 forever.

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853658 – May 17, 2019
你太迟了

DrRay – May 17, 2019
I am Dr. Ray, Werther L. Vintner A Medical Doctor (VET) i believe in the virtue of true love which is not in knowing the perfect person but loving the imperfect perfect. i also assist a friend in counseling of people with deep personal problems and marriage related issues, in other words to help proffer lasting solution to the high rate of Divorce most especially here in America. you can seek me on my Whatsapp if you feel you need someone to listen to you. In this life, all we have is ourselves and the Spiritual force which we believe in to Guide us.

853658 – May 9, 2019
他现在被杀了,口味较重,虐打切割穿刺

Anonymous – May 6, 2019
Disorienting combination of cutie-patootie tics and personality with an utter, complete bleakness of the mind, heart, and soul.

Blackhole8 (Owner) – May 4, 2019
now in hong kong. three options -here for a good time -here for a long time -here to be with seriously until the end -decide now


 

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clean_slate, 18
uh hi 🙈 im like, really soft and submissive

and uh when i was little, my friends wanted to become policemen and firefighters, whilst i was the only one who wanted to become a trophy wife. many years later, i am the only one who have not changed my mind

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netvin – May 7, 2019
Don’t let how gorgeous he is fool you into thinking you give a shit.

ObliviousYou – May 2, 2019
Need two or three guys and noise-cancelling headphones to bring him to the slut who can’t make coherent sounds that is so wanting to get out. No mistake it won’t take long. Then take him and create! Something like that.

 

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babyshark, 21
ABDL

2yo headspace

Ageplay

Love to be babysat!!!!

Diaper checks

Diaper changes

Play with toys

Daaaaaaaaaaddy???

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babyshark (Owner) – May 8, 2019
I am TAKEN! I am DADDIED!!!
I’m pubeless all over including my butt.
And I have an even smaller cock.
Starting tomorrow I will lose potty control and wear nappies 24/7 and live in a Nursery!!!!

Barney1964 – April 30, 2019
I am a 55 year old male who looks 70 and enjoys spanking naughty little boys. Can accommodate weekday afternoon. Willing to listen to your idiotic babbling and then spank you for wasting my time.

babyshark (Owner) – April 21, 2019
I warn you, I’m impulsive. So if we only chat for 15 minutes and I get excited and start begging you to be my daddy right now, if that does not suit you, just tell me to chill and I’ll fall back down to earth. There is no need to get upset!


 

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TheSkeptic, 23
I am awkward and reserved in real life and am very skeptical of this scene in general (but I swear I’m not that horrible) so just dm me if you want to give it a whirl. My Username is off-putting I know but it’s because the app wouldn’t let me take my actual name (which is Lion).

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TheSkeptic (Owner) – May 20, 2019
Don’t be a loser, I’m rich and posh.

TheSkeptic (Owner) – May 15, 2019
I have low to no sex drive.

TheSkeptic (Owner) – May 13, 2019
In my need to express my skepticism I forgot to say what I’m into HA! I am str8 guy who loves getting sat on and being used as seat by older guys in their 60’s. If you are over 60, I would love to be your personal permanent seat slave, to become just a seat you can use anytime anywhere as longer as you want. My biggest fantasy is having someone in their 70s or 80s sit on me without actually caring about me or paying attention to me.




 

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BoyMeatForSale, 18
Take what you like, feet, legs, rump, arms and dispose Of the rest
Prime Meat available

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BoyMeatForSale (Owner) – April 12, 2019
No sex until dead / Necro

 

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ThrowMeAround, 21
I’m Ulysses and since I can remember I liked to have control of everything around me.

I’m a masculine looking former young sadist guy who’s now a gay submissive pain bottom thanks to hypnosis.

I’m only for experts on the subject.

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ThrowMeAround (Owner) – May 1, 2019
NOT INTERESTED IN RELOCATING. LOOK FOR SUFFERING WITHIN THE LONDON AREA ONLY.

lauro888 – May 1, 2019
Helsinki

ThrowMeAround (Owner) – May 1, 2019
Where are you?

lauro888 – May 1, 2019
Want to thrash, scald, burn, stab, and flay your ass while ypur cock is bouncing. Could do more but depends on the connection.

CollegeMaster40 – April 28, 2019
Speaking as the recently departed owner of ThrowMeAround, here’s a piece of advice. You’ll need to be a herculean (mentally and physically) man. He needs to be completely controlled in every respect every second not just during sex but with everything. You must be ready to punish him at anytime or anywhere. If he talk backs to you in the line at Starbucks you need to take him in the bathroom and beat the shit out of him. And whatever else. If you are at home and watching a movie you’ll need to choke him out if he lets your beer get empty. If you don’t, if you give him an inch, his repressed sadistic nature will start waking up. But if you manage to control him 24/7, he accepts and provides the hottest, most incredible abuse and sex and you can even possibly imagine.

 

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YOURSLAVE333, 18
Man (master) in Hisar selling biological son (slave)

Make offer

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SNAX – May 8, 2019
Satan adores you.


 

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ScatZECKE, 20
PUNK PIG for SCAT and maltreatment! – PERMANENT FEEDING WANTED!

Hoi …

I’m no homo. I’m a real SCAT and INSANE SOW!

Looking for dominant BASTARDS who are in the mood to abuse a sow! And if I say abusive, I mean that too!

LIKES:
– SCAT
– PISS
– SPIT
– PUKE
– FEEDING
– FISTING
– PUNCHING
– BREATHCONTROL
– STRANGLE
– TIE UP
– HEAD BASHING
– MAULING

TABOOS:
– KISS 🤢
– CARESS 🤢
– AFFECTION 🤮
– LOVE 🤮

Everything ONLY BARE!

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ScatZECKE (Owner) – May 19, 2019
No more taboos ✂️


 

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MalevolentCreation, 18
I’m 17 years and 8 months old counting down every day till i can be 18 and drink and fuck with all the men in North Carolina. I pretty much just jack off, watch porn, smoke weed and do hallucinogens all week every week. I’m starting to unravel.


 

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HendriktheClowny, 20
20 year old Dutch submissive bisexual bottom into a lot of really weird fetishes including, but not limited to: clown play.

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HendriktheClowny (Owner) – May 8, 2019
If you are not real go away

 

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SportsSlave, 24
I’m a straight surfer, I fuck girls, and I’m in and out of heterosexual relationships all the time but I want a Daddy, someone who I can introduce to my girlfriends as a mate of mine but behind closed doors he fucks and inseminates me.

Just the thought of Dad perving out on my butt makes me crazy. I’m always jerking off, in my car, in alleys, in public places. When you feel the need to bust a nut, why not lol. I lose a lot of girlfriends that way, but there are always more.

My last Daddy would let himself into my place on Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday early mornings, pull my covers down, bury his big cock in my hole and pump his morning load inside me, then we’d hit the beach and surf til noon. What a perfect way to live. And 100x better than a girlfriend.

I want to find a new steady Daddy who’d be into cumming inside me on a regular basis. Insemination is mating, the ultimate communication between son and Dad. Accepting a man’s DNA inside me is to validate his fatherhood in the deepest way.

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Anonymous – May 17, 2019
I’m in love with your brother.
Has he mentioned me to you?
Or is he more into young girls with dyed black hair?


 

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patheticus, 23
Expiration date: To be used up by: 08/31/2020

I am a submissive male with a bit of a witty mouth. Mayhaps some knife play, invasive Surgery, nullification, and penectomy will help straighten that out?

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patheticus (Owner) – May 9, 2019
Ooh, that’s sooooo tempting!

Master_Jerome – May 9, 2019
This master craves you. You will be my degendered paraplegic slave eternally and I’ll be the great punisher of all time. Your time is up.

patheticus (Owner) – May 2, 2019
Hilarious!

Anthony57 – May 2, 2019
I seek from you the real thing, nothing but REAL. Crawl unto Me you slavewhore, and I would have your body whittled down into the perfect sextoy for My use ONLY!!! No sharing! MINE!!!!!!

Lord Master Anthony.


 

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stonerdude, 20
Well I was told not to do this but I don’t give a shit.

Do not ask “what are you looking for” because I will answer “come on!” there is no more irritating question.

If I feel like it I will tell you.

420

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logansp – April 29, 2019
i’m the man with him in the 2nd pic, happy to answer any questions.


 

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MexicanvisitingParis, 22
Assigned human at birth.

I want an owner, in person, to treat me like a dog. Whip me, beat my ass, piss on me, etc.

Being in the same environment as my owner is a privilege, licking the ground when he treads, crawling naked at home, never using human voice, bestiality, and whatever he wants.

Call to me, “Come, come”, I’ll be your dog, no one else, only yours.

Your time with me would be a time you would never forget all your life and would last for a very long time.

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Mr.Taskatau – May 21, 2019
i have teamviewer, and a home camera system i can grant access to anyone. its like “big brother” with us.

MexicanvisitingParis (Owner) – May 16, 2019
Now owned, collared and locked by Mr. Taskatau, won’t change in near nor far future. Unfortunately still horny 24/7/365. Would love to cheat on Mr. Taskatau but he would kill me.

 

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ILikeItRough, 21
My Name Is Jake But You Can Call Me Slut There Is Nothing New To Know About Me Everytime I Come Here and Do This Formalities And Delete My Profile Since I Use To Get Worst Experience Here Why The Fuck Do I Get Redirected Here Everytime So Will Just Say What I Was Before Remained The Same I Have Enough Money Smalltalk Sucks Show Me Something Worth Penetrating Me Well That’s All

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ServeAllWays – May 10, 2019
He has a tiny, pretty pink hole that I blew out into a scale model Grand Canyon with a bad dragon toy, Colon snake, fist sized butt plug, fuck machine, etc and the best part was the hole revamped to tiny and pretty again within an hour after activation.

kbagg – May 7, 2019
I just want you to serve me but sometimes top me. Looking for a bottom who tops 20% of the time. I don’t care about dick size or looks the smaller the better the uglier the better. I’m white.

BRINDELLXL – April 28, 2019
You are a sad depressed pig and you will destroy yourself under my control!

First test: Damage your gums and teeth for me, then send a message. Extra credit for inhaling toxic chemicals!

jgarserieux – April 25, 2019
Guys he is very cute and I know one of his friends he is very strange but fits your likes his asshole it is hot like embers it’s worth it I fucked it with his friend

 

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Gothboy0000, 18
Hoping to make some friends through this by giving them my body, as I’m mediocre otherwise and don’t have any friends in real life.

If you don’t want to be friends, join the club and worst come to worst I’ll do anything that has cash reward.

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Anonymous – May 14, 2019
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

Gothboy0000 (Owner) – May 7, 2019
Just to prove my point when I was with “Anonymous” he told me how much he liked me about a hundred times.

Anonymous – May 7, 2019
It is only sort of cute and boring as fuck and it’s face belongs in an ass.

Gothboy0000 (Owner) – May 2, 2019
beware guys…. one man here msg stalked me for 2 days…he wouldn’t show his pix, offered $1000 to fistfuck me… he wore me down and i said yes… at last I met him at his house in Palos Verdes… he opened the door and he’s a monster, obese, ugly, almost 7 feet tall, and pulled me inside…. I didn’t know what to do so I said I was a police plant, i said my headphones were wires and recording everything… then he said “BYE” and pushed me out the door… & BLOCKED ME IMMEDIATELY… omg safety first sex second guys…


 

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Justin, 18
Hi, I am Justin, a highschool student from Berlin. Please turn me into the most pathetic, limp-wristed, mincing, inferior loser who worships superior straight men and will humiliate myself for their amusement.

You must be super duper masculine dudes. I’m picky as fuck.

****STOP LYING ABOUT BEING MASCULINE IF YOU ARE NOT. shit is absolutely ridiculous how delusional / deceitful some of you weirdos are.

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SlaterSavage – May 12, 2019
Say my name “SLATER”. Will you say “OUCH!!! Cornhuskers and Spit get the job done but a DOMINATE man is much more fun. TOP or BTTM who’s to say but fucking boys makes us all gay. Cousins are fun ive done dozens and btw they make a good lay to sum it up I’d like to say hello to you have a nice day.


 

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Anton_Shabanov, 18
From Russia with love. CD. I have lots of insecurities and flaws. No one loves to be with me in romantic way. My pictures look really ugly and are not fair to my true beauty. I will do anything horny to leave from fucking Russia 🙁

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Anton_Shabanov (Owner) – April 27, 2019
Welcome to my reality🌪️

Angelm – April 26, 2019
I’m looking to pick you up and take you to my place in Latvia to stuff my children inside you or vise versa.

skyw4lker – April 24, 2019
If you don’t have erection all the time when you with him he get paranoid and accuse you don’t like him.

confidentAF – April 21, 2019
He too much just a simply guy who crave for attention.



 

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self, 22
You must be: a cartoonishly hypermasculine scarred-up inked-up shaved-down oiled-up bad-ass musclebound roid bellied brute juiced out on half a dozen steroids and quarts of synthol who smokes cigars and drinks whiskey and has a tattoo.

I don’t fall in love, it’s too easy.


 

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xmasorphan, 18
i’m really not LTR material, trust me.

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6multypersons – May 15, 2019
no why would eye

xmasorphan (Owner) – May 15, 2019
@6multypersons sorry im a dumb stupid slutty idiot boy and i cant understand all ur words are u kill me or not

6multypersons – May 15, 2019
Let me put it this way. If you see being killed as a good, than yes. But if you see it as a bad thing, than no.

xmasorphan (Owner) – May 15, 2019
@6multypersons are u threatenening me??? i cannot defend myself i am weak and dim witted

6multypersons – May 15, 2019
i’ll kill you. fucking LOVE TO.

xmasorphan (Owner) – May 15, 2019
@jmadp like split open my head and put a candle behind my eyessss

jmadp – May 15, 2019
fucking dead or just ded?

xmasorphan (Owner) – May 15, 2019
@jmadp only if u keep going until I am FUCKIN DEAD

jmadp – May 15, 2019
i could beat you up

xmasorphan (Owner) – May 15, 2019
hit this little creecher up if u like opioids

 

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TheKeithExperience, 19
We are two Masters in Sacramento, CA who have recently acquired slave/boytoy/milk cow property that we are calling The Keith Experience.
It was un-owned, wanted to be owned for the duration of its school vacation, responded to Us with its name & contact phone and We set up a time for it to report for Inspection.
After reporting for Inspection, We decided it was what We wanted and would fit into Our household .
There was an application to be filled out & signed, and once accepted (& there was no reason it shouldn’t have been, as it had not misrepresented itself), it was then presented with a contract of two-week ownership. Once signed it was given the “cow’s rules” (which it was expected to memorize) to sign & a POA & a couple more documents. Once all docs were signed the slave was tied/chained/locked/etc. down securely & became Our milk cow.
It is now being milked regularly and continually until it fills up “the container of our choosing”, which is a gallon sized milk bottle. How that milking is accomplished is completely up to us. For the duration of this ownership/ordeal, it is being fed only piss and cum.

MASTER BRUCE & MASTER CALLUM
SacslaveMaster@aol.com ~ big.bad.wolf.54@aol.com

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MasterOwner4Boy – May 26, 2019
aol!


 

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dappydanny, 19
Hello! I’m a nineteen year old chap looking to meet dapper monarchists, patriots, and conservatives of any age or nationality approximately ten years above my age who are dedicated wearers of the following – suits and ties of all varieties, tailoring, tuxedos/black tie, white tie, morning dress, bow ties, stiff detachable collars, dress shirts, cufflinks, braces, dress socks with or without sock garters, bowler or top hats, historical or period menswear, traditional haircuts, silk and satin. I must forewarn you I have no other interests.

 

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welloklookwhosback, 20
I’m Jeff or better Jey whatever the fuck you want, all what do you want let me know.
I don’t like the tags slave, sub, you know I’m really open mind and what do you want to do I want too.
I will give you what you looking for, I can make you go crazy trust me I know how to play this game in that Game.

Comments

welloklookwhosback (Owner) – April 24, 2019
There are only a handful of things I turn down…and when I do… it’s in a non judgemental way. I’m not going to tell anyone that asks to snuff me they are sick or gross. Simply “not my thing” or “not interested in trying that”. But even if you want to snuff me and I don’t let you that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t like to be your friend.


 

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TheHole, 19
I become The Hole 4pm-4am Saturday.


 

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pillowbiter, 18
The bottom you wished you had.
Yeah, my ego is way up there but heck, why not?

I like to give my own feedback and also like to be shut up by a gag, guy’s hand or dick stuffed into my mouth. I have a thing for guys who shut me up by trying to fistfuck my throat and those happen to be the best because I know better than to bite down on those.

I may be an egomaniacal, narcissistic brat but I am VERY submissive. The first time I got fucked, the guy shoved his whole fist in after only giving my hole a lick. It was so painful I passed out but he got the whole thing in. Who knew blood was such a great lubricant!

I know some people really want their seed planted inside their sub which is TOTALLY fine with me!

I am not vanilla so please, if you’re only here to fuck and ditch, don’t bother. I’m not into boring shit. I would love to be tied down and used by anyone drunk, high or just there to wreck me. It’s all wonderful. Especially when they’re horny as fuck and stinking drunk and shooting meth. Makes it insane.. the way I like it.

I will not jump on a plane and go somewhere without substantial financial incentive and guarantees that I won’t live the rest of my life looking like a monster. If I turn you down; don’t take it to heart. Not everyone can have me… as hot as I am, it’s not possible.

Comments

pillowbiter (Owner) – May 21, 2019
now property of MaleCrucifixion

Anonymous – May 3, 2019
A Caucasian who has sunbathed too much.

dxxl – May 3, 2019
Ethnicity?


 

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21PainPig, 23
according to the local news the guy in the pix who was active on this site using the name 21PainPig was a drug mule traveling between berlin and turkey.

apparently people on this end of the arrangement drove him into the forest not far from where i live and executed him with a bullet in the head.

if anyone on this site played with him and are concerned about the implications, i followed the news stories closely and it seems to be considered an open and shut case of an executed drug mule.



 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Steve Finbow, Hi, Steve. What a great pleasure to have you here. If you mean an address of Blanchot’s in Èze, no. But given that he’s ultra-likely to be the most famous ever resident of that village, I would be shocked if a lot of people there can’t point you to his former home. Great trip you’ve  got looming there, enjoy it all! ** David Ehrenstein, Ah, I see about that removed sequence. I’ll absolutely get that book, will start hunting its ordering location down today. You’re offloading some excellent things, obviously. I’ll shoot the specifics out there, just in case. Everyone, David Ehrenstein is selling some of his personal treasures if you’re in SoCal, or even if not. Here he is to explain: ‘As y’ll know I have an ongoing sale of DVDs. CDs. LPs and books at my place here in L.A. I shouldlike to announce that I’m putting THREE (count ’em) special DVDs up fror sale. Tney are Region 2 and were made for the “Eureka!Masters of Cnema” series. Two feature alternate tracks of critical commentary by yours truly and Bill Krohn. The Three are Murnau’s “Faust” (1926) with Emil Jannings, Nicholas Ray’s “The Savage Innocents” (1961) with Anthony Quinn and Peter O’Toole, and John Ford’s “The Prisoner of Shark Island” (1936) starring Warner Baxter, Gloria Stuart and an unbilled Ernest Whitman. Bill and I discuss Murnau’s art in considerable detail on the “Faust” disc, likewise Nick Ray on “The Savage Innocents” dis which ends with our singing a chorus of “The Mighty Quinn” (Bob Dylan’s famous tribute to Nick Ray), “The Prisoner of Shark Island” contains a video interview with me in which I discuss Ernest Whitman and the cavalier way black actors were treated in Hollywood. The Ford and Murnau DDs are $16.40 a piece, but te Nick Ray being virtally unobtainable is 20 Dollars. Write me at cllrdr@ehrensteinland.com. And, while you’re contemplating that batch of booty, take a sidestep over to his FaBlog to see what “Hello Sailor!” It’s Fleet Week is all about. ** liquoredgoat, Thanks a lot, D. Very ultra- mega- best of luck with the poetry mss. I hope either or both of those presses know what side their bread is buttered on! ** _Black_Acrylic, Gracias, Ben. Wow, that is swift on The Call #2! Fantastic! Makes complete sense, i.e. the momentum, striking the hot iron, and so on. Conferring about strategy is a great idea, I think. Give CD a shout, for sure. ** Okay, then … For those of you whole set your clock by the blog’s escort and slave posts, today is, yes, the last day of the month. See you tomorrow.

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