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Jonas Mekas Day

 

‘Around the time I realized that Jonas Mekas wouldn’t live forever—perhaps fifteen years ago, after he had passed eighty—I began to think about how he would be remembered. At the time, I was still at the Village Voice, and I pondered the possibility of persuading the editors there to devote the entire feature well to tributes and memoirs and a dozen or more of his columns of film criticism, some of which I knew nearly by heart. (“It is not my business to tell you what it’s about. My business is to get excited about it, to bring it to your attention. I am a raving maniac of the cinema.”) After all, when I was a teen-ager, out in Queens, eager for knowledge of underground movies, Jonas Mekas was the Village Voice. And, later, for well over thirty years, the Village Voice was my life. After I left the paper, I wondered how the Times would cover Mekas’s passing. Would his obit jump from page 1 to a full page back in the paper? (Alas, it did not.) How would it characterize his significance? How could anyone?

‘Jonas, who died on Wednesday, at ninety-six, has no analogues that I can see in American or European culture—he was a tireless, visionary promoter, an organizer and entrepreneur, a filmmaker, a poet, a diarist, a blogger decades before the invention of the Internet, a man more concerned with documenting his life than anyone before Karl Ove Knausgaard. Born in rural Lithuania, in 1922, Jonas arrived in New York by way of a displaced-persons camp, along with his younger brother Adolfas, in the late nineteen-forties, and needed only a decade to make himself a crucial figure in what was then called “experimental film.” (After Maya Deren died, in 1961, and for years thereafter, he became the crucial figure.)

‘By 1955, Jonas had co-founded and begun editing the magazine Film Culture, the most free-wheeling and radical publication its kind. Three years later, he joined the Voice as its first film critic and almost immediately began campaigning for what was called a New American Cinema. Two years after that, he began shooting his first independent feature, “Guns of the Trees,” while organizing open screenings at the Charles Theatre, on Avenue B, and a half-dozen venues, mainly downtown, after that, and co-founding two key organizations, the Film-Makers’ Distribution Center and the Film-Makers’ Cooperative.

‘By the mid-sixties, when I first became aware of him, Jonas was in full flower. He was writing a weekly column, editing a journal, making his own increasingly celebrated movie diaries, proselytizing and raising money for other people’s films, turning Jack Smith’s “Flaming Creatures” into an international cause célèbre, and creating the Film-Makers’ Cinematheque (another peripatetic venue). Almost incidentally, he was instrumental in the transformation of the forbidding zone known as the Cast Iron District, or Hell’s Hundred Acres, into the neighborhood now called SoHo. When Jonas opened the world’s first museum devoted to avant-garde film, Anthology Film Archives, in 1970, it turned the underground quasi-respectable.

‘Every avant-garde, independent experimental-film artist in America is in some way in Jonas’s debt—as are some writers, like me. In early 1972, I sent a piece on “Flaming Creatures” over the transom to the Voice, and, to my amazement, some weeks later it appeared, as written, in the paper. (I think I even received fifty dollars!) My friends regarded me as a sellout, and I was more shaken than proud to find my personal name on sale at newsstands for a week. About a year later, I sent another piece, this one on Stan Brakhage, another artist whom Jonas championed, using a pseudonym—Clinton Delancey—derived from cross streets in my neighborhood. Shockingly, Jonas published that one, too. We had never really met, but, although I didn’t fully appreciate it for several years, he gave me a career.

‘Once I started writing regularly for the Voice, in 1977, Jonas was long gone—he wrote briefly for the SoHo Weekly News but was more involved in his filmmaking and book-writing, as well as running Anthology. (Jonas’s ability as a fund-raiser is another part of his genius. It was one thing for him to pal around with fellow-artists like Andy Warhol and Yoko Ono—and, through her, John Lennon—but how did he find his way into the circle around Jackie O.?) Jonas and I knew each other by then. We weren’t exactly friends, although we were neighbors and, I guess, colleagues. Out of the blue, he invited me to program a season of 8-mm. films at Anthology, when it was back on Wooster Street, and probably recommended me for other things that I knew nothing about. When I found myself a custodian of Jack Smith’s estate, Jonas was enormously helpful in providing space and personnel toward the preservation of Smith’s films—despite the fact that Jack had spent the last fifteen years of his life railing against the man he called Uncle Fishhook.

‘To tell the truth, I found Jonas hard to read. It wasn’t his Lithuanian accent and halting delivery so much as his enigmatic affect—puckish yet steely. Was he a sly peasant, a sophisticated cosmopolitan, a wise fool, an international man of mystery? (One summer afternoon in the nineteen-nineties, I unexpectedly found myself sitting next to him and his family, on the beach of an obscure backwoods pond, in outer Cape Cod. Was it cosmic coincidence? Even more amazing, the next family down—unknown to Jonas or myself—also lived on the same SoHo block.) A few years ago, I got to travel to Buenos Aires to do a public interview with him. He easily eluded all of my questions and played directly to his appreciative audience, despite the fact that he had been up until all hours the night before, documenting an avant-garde Butoh dancer, with an exceedingly long act, moving alongside her while schlepping a heavy video rig.

‘Like lots of people, I had my issues with Jonas—it was impossible not to, given his enormous authority and his eccentric right-wing politics. But they were relatively minor. Then, last June, a young Lithuanian-speaking scholar, Michael Casper, published a bombshell article in the New York Review of Books, based on his research and several long interviews, revealing that Jonas’s years in Nazi-occupied Lithuania were a good deal more complicated than he let on, and that, among other things, he’d written for and edited a virulently anti-Semitic newspaper—although, Casper stressed, Jonas’s own writings in the paper were apolitical.

‘The article seemed to me to have exposed something hiding in plain sight. It stirred up conflicted feelings in me, which I discussed at length on my Web site (something I have rarely ever done and in no way regret). One of Jonas’s close friends told me that Casper’s article was ruining Jonas’s health, and that my response wasn’t helping. When I saw Jonas at the Museum of the Moving Image, late last year—we were together on a panel of former Village Voice film critics—he didn’t look well. I felt terrible. We barely spoke to each other, but I was glad to be able to make a public acknowledgment of my debt to him.

‘The New York Review article clearly upset Jonas (he called it “fake news”), but it stimulated his last major work, a monumental interview he recorded with the U.S. Holocaust Museum, in which he shared his own recollections of his life in wartime Lithuania. The interview, which runs more than six hours, is hard to get through. (It reminds me a bit of “Lithuania and the Collapse of the USSR,” the five-hour video that Jonas made from tapes of television news segments.) It is also hard to parse. (Perhaps only Michael Casper could begin to do so.) But it brought Jonas’s project full circle, giving him the last word on the long life that he spent documenting and also, I should say, living.’ — J. Hoberman

 

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Further

Jonas Mekas Site
‘I was very angry’ – the last interview with Jonas Mekas, godfather of avant garde film
Jonas Mekas @ IMDb
Jonas Mekas 2 Light Cone
DVD: Jonas Mekas – The Major Works Boxset – Re:voir
Jonas Mekas @ The Film-Makers’ Cooperative
Jonas Mekas and the Weight of Memory
Jonas Mekas: I am not a filmmaker
Jonas Mekas @ instagram
Douglas Gordon on Jonas Mekas
Amy Taubin on Jonas Mekas
Book: Jonas Mekas – I Seem to Live (The New York Diaries. vol. 1, 1950-1969)
JONAS MEKAS: POETRY OF THE EVERYDAY
Why This 96-Year-Old Legend Was Our Most Important Cinephile
In Pictures: Jonas Mekas’ New York Diaries
In Conversation with Jonas Mekas
Jonas Mekas’s Diary Reveals His Uncertain Sense of Self
Jonas Mekas “All These Images, These Sounds”
Anti-100 Years of Cinema Manifesto, by Jonas Mekas
Jonas Mekas: ‘I have a need to film small, almost invisible daily moments’
A Conversation Between Film Legend Jonas Mekas and Director Jim Jarmusch
Rest in Paradise, Jonas Mekas
Jonas Mekas and the “New American Cinema”
Why avant-garde filmmaker Jonas Mekas was the unlikely pioneer of digital storytelling
REMEMBERING JONAS MEKAS
Why Generosity Was Integral to How Jonas Mekas Made His Art and Films
Jonas Mekas’ Home Movie Art and the Beauty in Mundanity
Jonas Mekas Skypes with Hans Ulrich Obrist about the rise of the .net generation
Jonas Mekas @ Senses of Cinema
On Jonas Mekas: An Exchange
Jonas Mekas on documenting your life

 

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Extras


The Story of Jonas Mekas


Jonas Mekas – Always Beginning


Jonas Mekas – In Focus – The Artist’s Studio

Jonas Mekas : 365 Day Project

 

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Interview
from Rouge

 

You did a series of short video films recently: one a day, for the whole year of 2007 – that’s 365 films which you made publicly available on your homepage (www.jonasmekas.com). What is it that intrigued you about this format?

You can do with those films whatever you want. You can carry them on your iPod, literally in your pocket. You can download them and screen them wherever you want. You can use any existing technology on them.

Your friend Peter Kubelka is much more fundamentalist about film than you. In his opinion, digital film and cinema, as he defines it, are very different material.

To me, the art of moving images is something else: you can include anything there, any technology that produces moving images is part of the moving image art. Same as in painting: you can get passionately attached to watercolours – and there have been artists who use only watercolours, because they master it and love it. When you work in film, if there is a screen and a projector, it has to be film! You cannot mix film and video on the same machine. While editing you can use images from all kinds of sources and technologies, but the final product is either film or digital because any technology can only do one thing. But this is of course an open question: for Peter it seems right to make films that you cannot transfer to video. It will not be the same. That’s true. So, in his own way, he’s right.

In your diary films, your celebrations of the moment, you have always accentuated the very fleeting quality of film.

But that’s not up to me! I do not accentuate that – it is part of the material. Film is not eternal. Everything is fleeting. How much is left of 12th century art? And film is even more fragile. What’s left of cinema produced one hundred years ago? Not much!

But it seems to me that you actually endorse that fragility, the melancholy of the transitory image.

I do not even think about it. Everything is fragile. I film what I feel I have to film, so I film! When you paint or compose it’s the same thing: you don’t tell yourself that what you create should last one thousand years.

Amy Taubin has written about your 365 films, that the experience of walking with them – loaded on her iPod – in the streets of New York was almost uncanny. She saw what you saw, on the road, in motion; the films to her seemed to possess a sort of ‘ghostly presence’.

I do not understand what she means by that. Why is that ghostly? It’s presence, very simply. Those films are present.

Do you like the fact that cinema can become portable?

Yes. Like books. One of the recurring dreams of my childhood was just that: holding certain images, clinging to them, carrying them with me. This has become reality.

Your net-films were used much?

Oh, yes. People from all over the world downloaded the films – mostly on the first day, when it was free to do so. There were hundreds of thousands of downloads. This new technology permits me to immediately share what I treasure. It doesn’t make money, but it’s shared. Avant-garde and independent films don’t have to make money.

As an artist you are strikingly open to new technologies and ideas. You do installations, you work digitally, you run a film theatre …

Sure, why not? Why restrict yourself?

Other people tend to get stuck at some point with ideas they had in their youth.

No, no. I keep moving.

And that still doesn’t feel exhausting?

No, it’s fun! It provides me with new adventures; new possibilities constantly open up in front of you. Why not use them?

You coined the phrase ‘Baudelairean Cinema’ long ago …

That was not mine, no. That term came from Ken Jacobs. No, wait: I did coin it, but he had made a film called Baud’larian Capers in 1963 – and I grouped it with a few other films under the label ‘Baudelairean Cinema’.

Where is cinema as you love it today?

I love all of cinema. I love today’s cinema, yesterday’s cinema and tomorrow’s cinema.

So there are a lot of films around that interest you.

Yes. I can watch anything, good or bad. As you know I’ve been connected with Anthology Film Archives. We have a lot of junk in our vaults. We have thousands and thousands and thousands of films. And that’s not only classics. When technology kept changing and video took over, the film labs ran out of work. They began closing down and giving away their film collections; many of those ended up with Anthology. That included documentaries, musical and television films: just a lot of junk. Nothing important, no classics, no masterpieces, no nothing. But as time went by and attitudes changed as to what the art of moving images is, we discovered that much of that material could be re-used; they are like little cells of knowledge. You could make moving image dictionaries with that material. You could make installations or use it for completely different purposes. So it’s all very valuable, very important material that suddenly becomes available – to make art with it. But the material comes literally from the street, like trash.

When I last talked to you years ago in Berlin, where you were showing As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000), you told me that there were some thirty-thousand films in the Archives.

It’s more, actually. Now it’s closer to a hundred-thousand films. There are people still at work indexing the films.

It’s not even close to being complete?

No, we don’t know. Every day there are new discoveries.

Today, every time American film critics have to handle a serious, formally challenging piece of cinema, they keep wondering: is there an audience?

Art is not created with the expectation of a huge audience. Whoever does art, be it music or poetry, does so because he or she wants to do it. The audience could only be one’s friends, it could be a few hundred, it could be thousands or millions. That either comes – or it doesn’t come. But it does not determine why one writes a book or creates a painting. No museum survives from attendances or sales alone. It is usually sponsored by some crazy individual. Or a few crazy people run it for no salaries, like at Anthology: our people practically work for free.

As a writer, you renewed film criticism in the ‘60s. Do you feel your legacy is maintained? Do you see people writing as passionately about films as you did? Or would you claim film criticism is in crisis?

It was always in crisis. Sometimes, for brief periods, some individual appears who is more obsessed and writes with more passion. Some magazines gain intensity for six or seven years – and then quickly become routine outlets: Cahiers du cinéma or Sight and Sound are just routine film magazines today. But they had their golden ages. I do not know any film publication today that has any intensity, anger, passion, obsession. It’s all very practical. Criticism has become just descriptive. You never know if a film is supposed to be good or bad. You have to see it for yourself – and make your own judgment.

Do you miss radicalism in film culture?

I don’t know, really. But then I have been very, very busy during the last ten years. So I see very little and should not pass any judgment. I do not read the film books that come out, not even the latest reviews. Still, I am passing a judgment – because I think one does not have to read and see everything to realise how bad it is. I only see glimpses – but I can see that there is no fire, no passion, no obsession. But something may come up, you know, any moment. You cannot plan art movements. They come when and where they like. For a time, Paris was the centre of the art world, then it was New York. Now I do not see any centre so far. It seems equally divided: it can be in Tokyo, in Beijing or in Buenos Aires.

A few months ago you opened an Arts Centre in Vilnius (in Lithuania), right?

I did not open that – the city of Vilnius did.

But they named it in your honour. Content-wise, you have nothing to do with it?

Well, I am helping with ideas and materials: for instance, my Fluxus collection went there. The Arts Centre opened with that. But that was their initiative, their idea – and they have to run it, I do not have time for that. I do my work, I’m a maker, not somebody who runs an Arts Centre. But it’s great that the Fluxus collection is in Lithuania now, because my great friend George Maciunas was not represented there; they don’t even like him there. The old guard of the artists and the academicians think the whole Fluxus movement was a joke. They never realised that we need some jokes in art, too!

How do you discipline yourself to do all this work?

I try not to discipline myself.

You simply work when you feel like it?

Yeah, well, my 365 films needed a lot of discipline. That was very challenging, because I had to do it every day. I had decided not to miss a single day. So I did not miss. Without a certain kind of discipline, there cannot be any art.

You once said: ‘It’s in my nature to do one hundred things at the same time and work on one hundred levels’. Is that still true?

Yes.

You’re a multi-tasking personality?

Yes, and that is sometimes not so good. I miss out on many things.

Your style and themes have always been highly personal. Do you see yourself as an artist of privacy?

I’m not really much more open than others. There are some areas which I have never opened, really. I deal with a camera and a specific lens – so I can only deal with things that this machine can record. You see, Anaïs Nin and Henry Miller were writing – and you can write about anything. In cinema, you can only catch what a camera can see and record. It cannot record what I think or feel. That could only be written down. Then the question is: what and how am I filming? Anyone can read Miller’s words, but it needs a lot of experience to read images. So I say: I’m there, you know? By the way I film you can tell everything about me, if you know how to read those images. There is an old argument about Tolstoy and Dostoevsky. It was claimed that Dostoevsky’s work was so psychological, insightful and sensitive; Tolstoy’s writings, however, were seen as detached or epical. Others claimed Tolstoy was as sensitive and fragile as Dostoevsky, only more transcendent. And it’s true, it was there, hidden somewhere: you have to know how to read it.

You make a film and on screen there’s presence. But what you show is also past, isn’t it?

Yes, and then I edit material sometimes only many years later. What you see is past. I am already somewhere else. So I am presenting my films from where I am now. Therefore, I am making fiction out of it.

There’s always a certain amount of fiction involved, right?

Yes, and then it becomes more complicated: when presence and past merge. There is very little distance. It’s very immediate.

What does realism mean to you? Is there any meaning to the – highly problematic – term cinematic realism?

I would cross out the word cinematic! That thing does not exist. One films. That’s it. There is reality: a thing that I can film, an event, whatever it is, a human being, a flower, a street. Whatever exists – and to what I react. I live twenty-four hours every day. Every hour has sixty minutes, every minute has sixty seconds. But on one given day, I might film only twenty seconds. So, of course, that doesn’t represent my life – but it presents something that was important to me. A moment. Why did I film that moment? For some reason, I felt I should film it, without knowing, without rationalising. I just had to do it, and that’s all. Therefore, in essence, maybe those twenty seconds define me, you see – not the other twenty-three hours, fifty-nine minutes and forty seconds. Maybe that little moment is essentially me. Who knows?

The element of chance is a definite artistic category in your work.

Again, you can go back to Dostoevsky in that respect. It is all about the moment when two people meet, that one second when they really click and understand. So seconds can be very important.

I’d like to pose a strange question: is there truth to cinema?

Everything is true. Everything. Is. True. Every object, every situation is. What is, is. And what is, is true. Truly there.

So there’s never anything untrue in films? Lies do exist, right?

Oh, lies are true also! They are true lies. A lie is a real thing. To some people it may not be a lie, to others it will be. But it is true. There is nothing, absolutely nothing that’s not true.

But what about all the works of art that ring so untrue?

That’s something else. In a movie that is badly acted there seems to be something wrong with it. It doesn’t look true. But that’s a question of acting. Or let’s put it that way: One of George Maciunas’ favorite films was Roberto Rossellini’s The Rise to Power of Louis XIV (1966). He loved it because Rossellini had recreated every dish, every costume of the period – and George really knew about that. He wanted to see the film again and again because of that realism. Everything in that film had been created the way it should be. One can measure the truth that way. Then there are other films on the same period, where the director brings in his own fantasies about what people of that era ate, how they dressed, how they behaved – without studying really carefully. You can talk about truth that way: about forms of period representation in paintings or films. Then you can talk about the truth of an actor representing. In those terms, you can debate true or not true. But otherwise, even the mistakes or the bad acting in bad melodramas still reveal a lot about people, periods or art production.

As a director you can also make clever use of wooden, unnaturalistic acting.

Sometimes bad acting is actually very good. Peter Kubelka, for instance, liked this theatre group in Vienna very much; they performed the same folkish theatre over and over again. He loved that because it was so amateurish. Through this amateurism, something much better was revealed than people like Laurence Olivier or Jean-Louis Barrault could ever have hoped to achieve. That was a different truth, straight from the people. Truth in art is a very complicated subject.

In an essay, David E. James called your work – from writing to preserving, from exhibiting to filming – a ‘heroic cultural activity’. Do you feel heroic at all?

No. I just did what I wanted to do, what I felt I should be doing. What I was obsessed and possessed to do. Maybe I did not even know why I was doing it.

You were brought up in Lithuania. Do you feel you were initiated by nature, by animals, by village life?

I was not initiated by nature – I grew in nature.

How much did that prepare you for the urban subculture that you encountered in New York City from 1949 on?

I don’t think it prepared me at all. Even now, I do not really fit into the city and its culture and civilisation.

You still see yourself as a misfit in New York?

Well, misfit … I’m an outsider. I’m a monk. I’m somewhere else, I have my own life, my own small set of friends. I moved around, lived at various places, but I practically never went beyond 14th street, never further up. I was totally downtown. Now I habe managed to escape even downtown, I live in Brooklyn these days. So I have my own village, my own small town. New York consists of one hundred villages, you know?

But that’s an aspect of New York that you like: the feeling of a small town – as opposed to the aura of the Megalopolis?

But that’s what cities are. I do accept cities as they are. I have five favorite cities – five or six, anyway: Cairo. Naples. Maybe Barcelona. Paris. Marseille. Tokyo. Not Vienna, I’m afraid. I like the city because maybe half of my best friends live here. But as a city – no.

In spite of the fact that your relation to Vienna goes back a long time – and that the city turns up lovingly in films like Reminiscences of a Journey to Lithuania (1972).

It’s true, my good friends Peter Kubelka, Hermann Nitsch and Raimund Abraham were born here. I think I organised Nitsch’s first three performances in the United States, then of course the premiere of Peter’s Unsere Afrikareise (1966) in New York.

What is it that you love especially about the cities you mentioned?

You can get lost in them. I like this feeling, not knowing where the hell I am. But I could not get lost in Vienna, I think.

To work for Anthology, you said once, was a ‘constant, endless struggle’. Is it still that way?

Well, yeah. There is no money. You witness films falling to dust and you want to preserve them, so you go and make telephone calls, asking for money, money, money. That’s my struggle, my work.

 

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29 of Jonas Mekas’s 51 films

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Guns of the Trees, 1962
‘“Four young people are trying to understand why their friend, a young woman, committed suicide. A film made up of disconnected scenes weaving between past and present. The title of the film comes from a poem by Stuart Perkoff which tells that some young people felt (around 1960) that everything is against them, so much that even the trees in the parks and streets seemed to them like guns pointing at their very existence.” Jonas Mekas (in Film Culture n°24, 1970)

‘This is the first feature Jonas Mekas made and the only scripted, acted film besides “The Brig” (1966) which was filmed theatre.’ — Re:Voir


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The Brig, 1964
The Brig is a raw slice of new American cinema filmed in an off-Broadway stage with such brutish authenticity that it won a Venice festival grand prize as best documentary. Part drama, part polemic, with shock-wave sound and a nightmare air that suggests Kafka with a Kodak, the movie does exactly what it sets out to do – seizes an audience by the shirtfront and slams it around from wall to wall for one grueling day in a Marine Corps lockup.’ — Time Magazine 1964


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Salvador Dali at Work, 1964
‘Dalí got interested in underground cinema (this was the term we used at the time) and in what we were doing, so I showed him some films. He was especially interested in Stan VanDerBeek. At the same time he decided he wanted to do some happenings/performances himself. He had met Peter Beard, who became a sort of manager of these semi-happenings, and I was asked to film a good number of them. Mostly they involved spraying young beautiful women with shaving foam – a key ingredient for Dalí – in the studios, and sometimes in open spaces. I also participated in some improvised meal sessions, which were slightly grotesque, and in performances such as wrapping a woman with ropes and then unwrapping her. Dalí had a sincere interest in doing these semi-happenings. They were a little bit staged, a little artificial and not too original, I have to say, but he felt he had to do them.’ — J.M.


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Award Presentation to Andy Warhol, 1964
‘I can recall seeing only one Warhol film which was wholly pastoral and unneurotic in feeling, which contained or provoked none of these or other disturbing implications; and that turned out not to be a Warhol film at all, as I thought at the time, but a kind of homage, by Jonas Mekas, to Warhol – really a work of Mekas’ own sensibility though seemingly in the official Warhol style. When I saw AWARD PRESENTATION I was hung for days on the kind of imagination revolutionary enough at once to conceive of a film as something so simple and to make that simplicity so pleasurable.’ -– James Stoller

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Song of Central Park, 1966
‘During the course of a single winter’s day, January 16, 1966, Jonas Mekas captured impressionistic glimpses of people playing and working in Central Park and around the city on 16mm film. The kaleidoscope of skaters, strollers, vendors, and animals creates a multitude of patterns, while on the soundtrack Mekas comments candidly on the nature of cinema.’ — The Film-Makers’ Cooperative


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Report From Millbrook, 1965
Report From Millbrook was filmed in 1965, on a weekend visit to Tim Leary’s place. It was a light summer outing. No LSD. Tim took me for a walk, though, and we talked about LSD. I told him that the chemicals that motivate and drive artists are more powerful and mysterious than LSD or any drug. On that note we turned back and ended our walk. There was nothing more to say. In 1966, Tim’s place was raided by the local sheriff. The East Village Other taped an interview with the sheriff about the raid. I used the interview as the soundtrack for the film. The footage can also be seen in a different form in Diaries, Notes & Sketches.’ — J.M.


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Notes on the Circus, 1966
‘Ringling Bros., filmed in three sessions (three-ring circus), with no post-editing of opticals, five rolls strung together as they came out of a camera. Jim Kweskin’s Jug Band prepared the soundtrack. Film can also be watched with soundtrack turned off (if you’re a “purist” which I’m not).’ — J.M.


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Hare Krishna, 1966
‘In New York City in 1966, the time and place where the modern Hare Krishna Movement was born, Jonas Mekas made a short film about those humble beginnings. The soundtrack consists of Allen Ginsberg chanting the Hare Krishna Mantra.’ — HKitM


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The Song of Avila, 1967
‘I decided to visit Avila where I had an enlightening experience. This is a filmed record of my visit to Avila, with my voice telling how I felt there and what happened (especially with the little dogs).’ — J.M.


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For Life Against the War, 1967
‘Among the film-makers whose work appears in this film are Ken Jacobs, Jonas Mekas and USCO. Was first screened in NYC on January 30th, 1967. This was part of the Week of the Angry Arts in opposition to the Vietnam War.’ — The Film-Makers’ Cooperative


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Time and Fortune Vietnam Newsreel, 1969
‘An interview with War Minister of Lapland concerning War in Vietnam. A few practical suggestions are given, among them a suggestion to turn the conduction of war over to mafia. (The Minister played by Adolfas Mekas.)’ –- J.M.


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Walden, 1969
‘Since 1950 I have been keeping a film diary. I have been walking around with my Bolex and reacting to the immediate reality: situations, friends, New York, seasons of the year. On some days I shoot ten frames, on others ten seconds, still on others ten minutes. Or I shoot nothing…. Walden contains material from the years 1964-1968 strung together in chronological order.’ — J.M.


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Lost Lost Lost, 1976
‘Personal and societal crossroads collide in Jonas Mekas’s narration while shaping footage from 1949 to 1963 into the diary-film opus Lost Lost Lost. At first a somber, arresting chronicle of his arrival as a political refugee, it gives way to an energetic document of the New York cultural scene Mekas all but single-handedly defined. Spanning Lithuanian street life in Williamsburg, anti-nuclear protests, *Film Culture*’s Lafayette Street offices, and the Living Theatre, Lost Lost Lost turns on a shift from Brooklyn to Manhattan, in the spirit of Alfred Kazin’s wonderment departing Brownsville on the elevated train in the 1930s. Melding social realism, intricately layered collage, and even trick film segments reminiscent of Georges Méliès—the result of Mekas and his brother Adolfas experimenting with their newly acquired Bolex camera—Lost Lost Lost foreshadows vital diary works to come. Mekas notes, “The sixth reel is a transitional reel where we begin to see some relaxation, where I begin to find moments of happiness. New life begins….”’ — MoMA


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He Stands in the Desert Counting the Seconds of His Life, 1986
‘The film consists of 124 brief sketches, each half-a-minute to about two minutes long. Portraits of people I have spent time with, places, seasons of the year, weather (storms, snow blizzards, etc.), many of my film-maker friends such as Hans Richter, Rossellini, Marcel Hanoun, Adolfo Arrieta, Henri Langlois, Cavalcanti, Kubelka, Ken Jacobs, Kenneth Anger, Kuchars, Breer, Willard Van Dyke, Frampton, etc., or just friends, such as John Lennon, Jackie Onassis, Lee Radzwill, John Kennedy Jr. & Caroline, Tina and Anthony Radziwill, Peter Beard, Andy Warhol, Richard Foreman, P. Adams Sitney, Yoko Ono, Raimund Abraham, Hermann Nitsch, Allen Ginsberg, George Maciunas, and countless others – streets and parks of New York – brief escapes into nature, out of town – nothing spectacular, all very insignificant, unimportant – misc. celebrations of life that has gone, by now, and remains only as recorded in these personal, brief sketches. ‘You keep a diary & the diary will keep you.’ – Mae West, to Peter Beard (from the film).’ –- J.M.


Excerpt

 

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SELF PORTRAIT, 1980
‘One twenty-minute take, a soliloquy, myself talking about myself. Tape in collaboration with Robert Schoenbaum, at the house / porch of Sally Dixon, St. Paul.’ — J.M.

Watch the film here

 

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Scenes From The Life Of Andy Warhol: Friendships And Intersections, 1990
‘This intimate portrait of Andy Warhol pulls together a unique library of material shot by New York film legend Jonas Mekas. Spanning from 1963 to 1990, the film features a cast of counterculture icons including Allen Ginsberg, George Maciunas, John Lennon, and Yoko Ono, as well as John and Caroline Kennedy, and Lee Radziwill (Jackie Kennedy Onassis’s sister and Warhol muse)—to whom Mekas dedicates the film. The film features footage from the Velvet Underground’s first public performance. A portrait of the remarkable life of arguable the twentieth century’s most famous artist and leading iconographer.’ — letterboxd

the entirety

 

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Imperfect Three Image Films, 1995
‘In 1995 Julius ZIZ came up with an idea of films made up of only three images. He asked me to contribute some three-image films of my own to a Three-Image Film Festival he organized at Anthology. This film is my contribution to that genre of cinema. Since my filming style depends a lot on shooting frame by frame, these are imperfect 3-image films.’ –- J.M.


the entirety

 

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Scenes from Allen’s Last Three Days on Earth as a Spirit, 1997
‘This is a video record of the Buddhist Wake ceremony at Allen Ginsberg’s apartment. You see Allen, now asleep forever, in his bed; some of his close friends; and the wrapping up and removal of Allen’s body from the apartment. You hear Jonas’ description of his last conversation with Allen, three days earlier. You see the final farewell at the Buddhist temple, 118 West 22nd Street, New York City, and some of his close friends: Patti Smith, Gregory Corso, LeRoy Jones-Baraka, Hiro Yamagata, Anne Waldman, and many others.’ — Re:Voir


Excerpt

 

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This Side of Paradise, 1999
‘Unpredictably, as most of my life’s key events have been, for a period of several years of late sixties and early seventies, I had the fortune to spend some time, mostly during the summers, with Jackie Kennedy’s and her sister Lee Radziwill’s families and children. Cinema was an integral, inseparable, as a matter of fact, a key part of our friendship. The time was still very close to the untimely, tragic death of John F. Kennedy. Jackie wanted to give something to her children to do, to help to ease the transition, life without a father. One of her thoughts was that a movie camera would be fun for children. Peter Beard, who was at that time tutoring John Jr. and Caroline in art history, suggested to Jackie that I was the man to introduce the children to cinema. Jackie said yes. And that’s how it all began.’ — J.M.


Excerpt

 

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As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty, 2000
As I Was Moving Ahead... is a record of subtle feelings, emotions, daily joys of people as recorded in the voices, faces and small everyday activities of people I have met, or lived with, or observed — something that I have been recording for many years. This, as opposed to the spectacular, entertaining, sensational, dramatic activities which dominate much of contemporary filmmaking.

‘The film is not conceived as a documentary film, however. It follows a tradition established by modern film poets. I am interested in intensifying the fleeting moments of reality by a personal way of filming and structuring my material. A lot of importance is being given to color, movement, rhythm and structure — all very essential to the subject matter I am pursuing.’ — J.M.


Excerpt

 

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A Letter From Greenpoint, 2004
‘In February 2004, after 30 years of my life in SoHo, I made a decision to leave SoHo and move to Greenpoint, Brooklyn. This video is about what it feels like to leave a place in which one has spent more time than any other place, and which was also the place of my family life. I am somewhere else now. It’s about beginning of growing roots in a new place, new home, with new friends, new thoughts, experiences. This video is also about video. When in 1949 I began filming with my Bolex, it took me fifteen years to really master it so that my Bolex would do for me what I wanted. When in 1987 I got my first Sony camera I thought it would be different. But no. Only today, after working with the video camera for fifteen years, I feel like it had become an extension of my eye, my body, “A Letter from Greenpoint” being my first real video work.’ — J.M.


Trailer

 

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Notes on an American Film Director at Work, 2008
‘Filmmaker Jonas Mekas follows his friend Martin Scorsese and his cast and crew through various locations during the shooting of his film The Departed, released in 2006.’ — IMDb


Excerpt

 

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WTC Haikus, 2010
‘Looking through my finished and unfinished films, I was surprised how many glimpses of the World Trade Center I caught during my life in SoHo. I had a feeling I was Hokusai glimpsing Mount Fuji. Only that it was the World Trade Center. The WTC was an inseparable part of my and my family’s life during my SoHo period from 1975-1995. This installation is my love poem to it. My method in constructing this piece was simply to pull out images of the WTC from my original footage, while including some of the surrounding scenes. The result I felt came close, albeit indirectly, to what in poetry is known as the Haiku.’ — J.M.


the entirety

 

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Sleepless Nights Stories, 2011
‘This film originated from my readings of the One Thousand and One Nights. But unlike the Arabian tales, my stories are all from real life, though at times they too wander into somewhere else, beyond the everyday routine reality. There are some twenty-five different stories in my movie. Their protagonists are all my good friends and I myself am an inseparable part of the stories. The storyteller of the Arabian Nights was also part of his or her tales.

‘Some of the people in the movie you’ll recognize, some not. The fact that some of them you’ll recognize has no bearing on the stories: after all, we all recognize John Wayne or Annette Bening, but in their stories they are no longer the people we know. The subjects of the stories cover a wide range of emotions, geographies, personal anxieties, anecdotes. These are not very big stories, not for the Big Screen: these are all personal big stories… And yes, you’ll also find some provocations… But that’s me, one ‘me’ of many. The very question “What is a story?” is a provocative question.’ — J.M.


Trailer

Watch the film VOD on Vimeo

 

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Correspondencia Jonas Mekas – J.L. Guerin, 2011
‘José Luis Guerín takes an idea coming from Jonas Mekas: film is a response to life. With this concept in mind, they start exchanging a series of letters and develop a personal relationship which reveals the impressions and similarities of two filmmakers linked by their wish to share opinions and concerns. They establish a unique relationship through a correspondence displayed in the eyes of the viewer and in search of his sympathy, thus creating a new intimate space for thought. Correspondences: José Luis Guerín–Jonas Mekas shows the experimentation with the expressive language and the visual reflections of two artists who have found a new form of creation and use of images.’ — Viennale


Excerpt


Excerpt

 

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My Mars Bar Movie, 2011
‘For some twenty years Mars Bar, on the corner of First Street and Second Avenue, Manhattan, has been my bar. That’s where we went for beer and tequila whenever we had to take a break from our work at Anthology Film Archives, and it was also a bar where most of those who came to see movies at Anthology ended up after the shows. We always had a great time at Mars Bar. It was always open, there was always the juke box, and very often there was no electricity, and it was old and messy and it didn’t want to be any other way — it was the last escape place left in downtown New York. So this is my love letter to it, to my Mars Bar. Mars Bar as I knew it.’ — J.M.


Excerpt

 

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Outtakes from the Life of a Happy Man, 2012
‘A motion picture composed of brief diaristic scenes not used in completed films from the years 1960-2000; and self-referential video footage taped during the editing. Brief glimpses of family, friends, girl-friends, the City, seasons of the year, travels. Occasionally I talk, reminisce, or play music I taped during those earlier years, plus more recent piano improvisations by Auguste Varkalis. It’s a kind of autobiographical, diaristic poem, celebration of happiness and life. I consider myself a happy man.’ –- J.M.


Excerpt

 

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Reminiszenzen aus Deustschland, 2012
‘An attempt to provide an introduction to the Germany period of my life, from 1944 to October 1949. Using original photos from the period, taken by myself and my brother Adolfas, and film/video footage from 1971 and 1993, I revisit Elmshorm, Flensburg, Wiesbaden, Mainz and Kassel where I spent five years of my life – first as a Forced Laborer in a war prisoners camp, and later as a Discplaced Person in displaced persons camps. The soundtrack consists of brief excerpts from my written diaries of that period, current reflections and passages from the writings of Wolfgang Borchert.’ — J.M.


Excerpt

 

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Requiem, 2019
‘Jonas Mekas was the first film critic for the Village Voice and a tireless advocate for and creator of experimental film. He died in January, just as he was finishing a cinematic interpretation of Verdi’s Requiem, a colossal work that seems to shake the very earth. As an homage to the filmmaker, the Shed screens his piece accompanied by a recording of the Mass by the conductor Teodor Currentzis and the orchestra and chorus of musicAeterna. Later in the month, the film returns as originally intended: screened alongside live concerts of Verdi’s opus.’ — Oussama Zahr


Introduction

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** h (now j), Hi. It was okay: my day, although it wasn’t as out as I’d planned. I saw the Feneon snow here, assuming it’s the same one. Nice, yeah. Nah, I’m sick to death of viewing rooms. I mean … I go in them because there’s no choice, but I want 3D. ** Shane Christmass, Thanks, man. Oh, right, Dinosaur L, etc., of course. I guess I think of that as more on the order of Disco-utilising than actual Disco or something. Washed up stars doing Disco, yeah, I’m there. That falls in the fucked up category. Great weekend to you! ** _Black_Acrylic, As has happened many times now, yesterday’s forecast said good chance of snow today, and then, upon awaking, that’s changed to no chance of snow. Evil. PT! Everyone, the new episode of _Black_Acrylic’s highly addictive and nourishing podcast/radio show Play Therapy is up! Description: ‘For the first episode of 2021 Ben ‘Jack Your Body’ Robinson brings you Italo, Synth-Pop, Electro, Coldwave and all sorts of miscellaneous other stuff too.’ Location: Here. Gift your weekend! Great, excited, thanks! ** David Ehrenstein, More than even usual? I can sort of see that. The only way I can get into Disco is to completely remove it from that time and place, ha ha. ** Dominick, Hi, maestro! I was happy to find WallStreetOracle, indeed. I was ‘praying’ that his profile text would be interesting, and it was! There are always a lot of Hungarian escorts, but they don’t write interesting profile texts all that often. But they generally look pretty good. I know, we co-created the perfect love! We should legally change our name to God. Or I guess one of should change our name to G, and the other to Od? Hm, maybe not. Ha ha, that’s some meaty love right there. Love that teaches Karma_ how to use Photoshop more effectively, Dennis. ** Sypha, WallStreetOracle seems to have won the imaginary boner trophy this month. Understandably, I guess. Evil wins again. Cool, about the original ‘Jerk’. That was a nice series of books. Surprised they haven’t been collected into a compendium volume. Max out your vacation by whatever means. ** Corey Heiferman, Hi, Corey. _effect22_, interesting. His was a savvy ad. Glad you enjoyed Radigue. Yes, when I was searching for K-Hole testimonials that web zine kept showing up and cluttering my searches. I’m sort of financially stable right now after a whole life of money terrors, and I still get the terrors. Ongoing best possible wishes about your dad. I’m so sorry, but it’s good  he’s still home. Uh, for me for longhand … anything really. Ideally in a notebook, often on your usual white sheets of paper. For typing, just basic Word or sometimes Text Edit. Nothing fancy. Even basic Word confuses me. But I never ever write on my phone, just on my laptop. I don’t even have social media on my phone. I can’t even remember the last time i did anything on my phone other than talk, text, take photos/videos, and use GPS. I don’t think of it as equivocating really. I don’t really read or see or listen to things with expectations to be internally roiled. I quite like being ultra-impressed on a purely objective level. And, as someone who’s always looking to learn things as a writer from everything, just being studious and rewarded in some way is pretty satisfying. That level of resonance is all I usually want, and then when I get knocked out, it’s a shock. ** Bill, I was delighted to come across countryskull for the exact reason you suggest. Like … wha?! We still have bookstores too, fingers insanely crossed. Yeah, not bad: the stories assignment, right? Good looking weekend? ** Jeff J, Hi, Jeff. Cool, about the Radigue post. Yeah, she’s amazing. A friend of mine, the musician Judith Hamman, was here collaborating with her just before the initial lockdown. She’s still working hard in her, what, mid-90s, I think? noskinnymen … Hold on, I have to check/remember. I edited out about 3 extraneous seeming phrases from his poem, but that’s it. Not bad, right? “Suggested lockdown” is one big reason why the US will still be contaminated and on tenterhooks when everyone else is french kissing each other like crazy. There’s this probable total re-confinement any day now threat hanging over France that’s stressing everyone out, but, generally speaking,  would the French are currently less than festive in mood but not that gloomy. ** T, Hi, T. I was in Bournemouth once to do a reading in the early 90s. I remember it took place in a pub that was too noisy to read in with any success, but I don’t remember much about the city. I use various methods to protect the escorts’ identities, but I try to keep that stuff under my hat like I’m a wannabe magician or something. But let’s just say that your chances of running into that exact escort in your town are very low. I too thought the escorts provided an especially good set of texts this month, even bordering on a fine book of poetry, but without the book covers. Sorry about your dull day. Mine was … borderline dull, I guess. So listless high five. Ha ha, I’m glad you noticed blosmphey. Your guess is as good as mine, but I too am guessing blasphemy, even though in the context of the sentence, that makes no more sense. Have a much less than dull weekend! ** G, Yep! ** Misanthrope, Oh, I thought it was very funny too, man. That’s why I meanly included it. Noses, huh. That makes sense. Maybe it’s just because I’m not a paranoid person, but I don’t give a shit if a corporation knows what like or do or whatever. The idea that a corporation gives the slightest shit about you other than hoping to trigger its algorithms to send you targeted ads seems very self-involved or something. Was the movie good? Hard to tell from that title. Right, MLK Day. Enjoy the freedom and may it feel luxurious. ** Brian O’Connell, Hi, Brian. There’s been a definitely increase in MAGA identifying escorts and slaves recently. And in clients/masters who want to fuck or smack them around or whatever. It seems like some kind of therapeutic thing or something. I would try one of Genet’s novels before you know whether he’s up your alley or not because his novels are his best work, or I think so. Is the 9/11 museum at the Twin Towers site? If so, I’ve not been in it, but I was strangely moved by that giant ghost of the towers fountain thing. I avoided Bolano when he was first discovered/published by/in the US because the hype around him was too big and off-putting to me, but now I do really want to read him, and everyone says ‘2666’ is incredible. So it’s on my agenda. How is the book you got? I’m very happy to say that, as I’ve been typing to you, it started snowing here in Paris fo the first time this winter! It’s ultra-light and vague so far, but it’s a thrill. So the weekend is off to to good start. Here’s hoping yours is historically great! ** Right. I thought I would give you the weekend to explore the work of the late, great filmmaker and one of experimental film’s most important figures on many levels, Mr. Jonas Mekas. See you on Monday.

“I’d rather swallow meat than eat it.”

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Danilover98, 22
Havana

I am the cutest whore in Cuba. I am the 10th cutest boy in Cuba period. My job is to clear men’s minds. I am looking for big fans.

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StopNGo – Jan 8, 2021
you will feel exalted after a fiery ride of his all-rounded arse-nal of ass-ets.

PDXdrinker – Jan 8, 2021
I like playing with boys who deep throat dildos as they come out of their assholes. I spent hours last night shoving things up this boy’s ass – cleaning them all with his mouth. Oink!

itsjustmeohyeah – Jan 2, 2021
I just let myself be blown until I exploded in his mouth.

HairyBellyMotorBoat – Dec 29, 2020
He can take very big dick very deep and very hard for a very long time.

JunHu – Dec 28, 2020
precum is my cup of tea. his is fukin tasty.

Position More bottom
Dick L, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks English, Spanish
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty No
S&M Soft
FF No answer
Rate per hour 20 $
Overnight 150 $

 

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countryskull, 24
Berlin

Not looking for sex (I am attracted to girls) but I am curious about chems. My girlfriend is a bit conservative and I dont know many people in Berlin…

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joselov2 – Jan 11, 2021
I went to a book shop which is…470 km away from my house, I got there and started searching for the interesting books to read, after a long search I found one on number 51 I picked it and check it contents it has 87 content with 474 chapters… arrange those digit for you to reach me

Position No answer
Dick XL, Uncut
Body Athletic, Not very hairy
Speaks German, English
Safer sex No answer
Kissing No
Dirty No answer
S&M No answer
FF No answer
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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_effect_, 22
Brussels

I’ll be your puppet if you can fit your hand in. But if you do, be prepared for me to start being emotionally attached to you. That simple.

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FFTopXXL – Dec 29, 2020
I loved getting my hand up this eager boy. And then a ham sandwich and a nap.

Position Bottom only
Dick M, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks French, Flemish, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Consent
Dirty No
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 120 €
Overnight 700 €

 

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Here_Comes, 20
Nis

The Sun ☀️

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blndhairblueyes – Jan 4, 2021
Great conversationalist, hospitable, wild and intellectual!

Position More bottom
Dick M, Uncut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks English
Safer sex Never
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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TylerSecret, 18
Atlanta

i’m straight and barely legal age but looking for a sugar daddy, i guess? down for anything. just went thru a break up and looking for someone to take care of me for the holiday season.

i’m on the dl, tyler is an alias. i guess you can say i am “in the closet” i don’t want my family to know.

i have cystic fibrosis and diabetes, but it doesn’t stop me from living life!!! 🧡

i have been through a good bit in life but it has only made me a better person.

i’ve only given two blowjobs before but have been told they were very good.

Guestbook of TylerSecret

EVERTON56 – Dec 27, 2020
Who are you to judge him? What is this moralism? He does what he wants with his body … There are worse ways to live out your final days. He doesn’t have to be ashamed of himself! Haha! Besides he has a very nice hole!

Anonymous – Dec 27, 2020
to be a whore when you have a fatal disease is absolutely sad!

TylerSecret (Owner) – Dec 25, 2020
i suffer with severe depression so any role play to do with my cf has to be very lite.

TylerSecret (Owner) – Dec 23 8, 2020
if you have a huge cock want to give me hard from behind you have to have lubricant so that it does not hurt so much and i hear you can have a beautiful experience.

Position Versatile
Dick L, Cut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty No
S&M Soft
FF No
Rate per hour 80 $
Overnight 300 $

 

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troubledyouth, 21
Mürzzuschlag

Selling stuff

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Anonymous – Jan 9, 2021
Back. Under the stone from which you crawled out. With your useful stuff.

Position Versatile
Dick XL, Uncut
Body Athletic, Shaved
Speaks German, Czech, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Consent
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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bumblebee, 18
Volgelsheim

No bum without feelings, I’m old fashioned, romance type and everything you know? 🙂

SIGHT: gazing into my eyes while sucking and while fucking, getting excited at seeing my sexy body, my hardon, my bum, my facial expressions and reactions
SMELL: the smell of my armpits, crotch, ball sack and bum, my sweaty skin and feet, my cummy cock
TASTE: my wet lips and tongue, my wet bum hole, my salty pre-cum and cum, my pungent sweat, my earthy feet
TOUCH: light and rough hands on my body, nipple play, lifting and repositioning me, feeling the weight of my body, my smooth bum and leg hair, my wet tongue, my pulsating bum, my throbbing cock, my hot cum, my cold spit, my tight hole
HEARING: my breathing, moaning, groaning, sighing, my inquiring, my deepest noises, my exhaling bum hole, my popping joints

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oooohisdickisbig – Dec 31, 2020
Sweats like a 🐷 Looks like a 🦊

Position More bottom
Dick M, Uncut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks French, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty WS only
S&M Soft
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 150 €
Overnight 800 €

 

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noskinnymen, 23
Brisbane

well ive been here before

by the name of JB another names

but i cannot remember my passwords

or names

thats what jail does to some one

jail because of murder

that couldnt be prooved

any way

i dont lie use cheat

steal

or pray to god

hes a fuckin loser

got expelled at school in grade 10

im an agressive person

i have my reasons why

if you wanna learn more about me

please hessatate to rent me

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noskinnymen (Owner) – Jan 2, 2021
the fact that one of you said you love me makes me want to shoot myself

love is a chemical you idiots

thats it its not that hard at all i mean praise Lucifer you guys are stupid

i mean the sheer fact that fags can procreate makes me sick

you can cut your wrists now

Position More top
Dick L, Uncut
Body Average, Little hair
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing No
Dirty No answer
S&M Yes
FF Active
Rate per hour 200 $
Overnight 1000 $

 

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baadbiitch83, 20
Omaha

I just found this site, and I like it and want to explore and make friends. I am drawn to old older men because they have money. Guys of my age are okay too, I guess, but they don’t want to pay for it. I think I have wanted this all my life. My relationships with guys my age have never been successful.

My energy is intense and unlike any others and once you understand how I get along with things, I’ll grow on you and you’ll be infatuated and want more, more and more. I’m so infectious you may as well call me coronavirus.

Wow this seems to be the place I have been looking for. I never knew there was such a place and it opens up possibilities I never knew I had.

Guestbook of baadbiitch83

NachoFiesta – Dec 28, 2020
Warning- his nickname among his friends and family is Minnie Mouse, and there’s a good reason for that.

nep – Dec 28, 2020
talented pussy, it does cart wheels

AstronotusOcellatus – Dec 22, 2020
An energetic bundle of joy!

femboylover2369 – Dec 19 8, 2020
Hey! It’s all in the username I really love slutty femboys so damn HOT!

Position Bottom only
Dick S, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Sometimes
Kissing Yes
Dirty WS only
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 100 $
Overnight 500 $

 

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Literallynotme, 20
Sacramento

I really like to take advantage of my roommate while he’s in a deep sleep. Fuck him, suck him, ride him, groom him, use toys, play with his body…limited only by my imagination. He never knows it happened when he wakes up, he just thinks he must’ve slept funny. I think it would be hot if there were two of us (and I need some cash). Only thing off limits is putting your cock in his mouth, as he tends to bite down in his sleep. I have a safe prescribed med I can give him to keep him asleep. We would discuss what you want to do and then invite you over, introduce you as a friend of mine, have a drink and he’ll go to sleep. And yes, he does get an erection while sleeping, and will cum, twice even. Message me for pic of his h*le. We live in the Sacramento area of California.

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BlindRawFucker3 – Jan 6, 2021
At a time in the U.S. when women are losing the rights to control their bodies, it is sad that some in the gay community believe that others shouldn’t have the right to control THEIR OWN body.

I truly wonder what that says about the feeling of selfworth of some people. And, by extension, the feelings of selfworth, or lack of it, in the gay community as a whole.

Position Bottom only
Dick L, Cut
Body Athletic, Some hair
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 250 $
Overnight On request

 

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ohshutupandfuckme, 23
Montreal

Cute trans boy (FTM), based in Montreal. Pre-op, six months on testosterone, small (5,2), androgynous, smooth, natural narrow male hips and almost flat chested, alternative-looking with colored hair and a few tattoos.

You need to understand that I am a boy and not a girl, once that is clear, I’m sure we’ll get along well.

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Anonymous – Dec 21, 2020
ive fucked him one year ago when he was still a girl, and God, i need to tell you guys, she used to be hot as hell.

Position Bottom only
Dick No
Body Slim, Little hair
Speaks French, English
Safer sex Sometimes
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 100 $
Overnight 750 $

 

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CreamWand, 19
Cardiff

Lovely To Meet All Of You And My Name Is Christopher and it’s really nice to meet you and I’m 19 years old and I live in New York. I love reading books, eating ice cream, watching horror movies, and helping out my poverty stricken family. Just looking to be pounded the fuck out of. I’m also into incest and would love it if you talk about my sister while you suck my cock. Yes that’s me on tiktok 😜

Guestbook of CreamWand

CreamWand (Owner) – Jan 9, 2021
Sometimes I have a mood where I want to fuck someone. It doesn’t happen often, but now and then. Usually once I fuck someone it goes away, and I am happy again.

josh1223 – Jan 5, 2021
He’s a medial student but dumb af just fakeing his way through.

He likes to be held down, fucked raw and skull fucked.

When he’s done being fucked he likes to watch tv – if you pick what’s on he will fall sleep.

CreamWand (Owner) – Jan 2, 2021
Also into laxative, diaper, enema play as it turns out.

Position Versatile
Dick L, Uncut
Body Average, Smooth
Speaks English, Welsh
Safer sex Sometimes
Kissing Depends on person
Dirty Yes
S&M Soft
FF No answer
Rate per hour 75 £
Overnight 350 £

 

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aribooy, 19
Szekesfehervar

These boys are under the control of notorious sex trafficker barebacksex67. His profile is no longer discarded by the search engine, but is still available by link. He sells the kids with the text that they are his friends … Nausea! I don’t know how “trustworthy” the kids themselves are, I don’t know if they’re lousy customers or former, vengeful pimps writing to steal. The guy with the longer hair on the left, on the other hand, is a minor and will be 17 at the end of March next year. I also don’t know if he escaped from the institute, but the fact that he was being searched by the police is registered as a missing person: http://www.police.hu/hu/koral/eltunt-szemelyek/473371

“I’m sorry,” barebacksex, but you have to stop selling the kids, and “sorry,” dear potential customers, but you don’t have to molest 16-year-old kids if you just need sex. They really need help, and you need escorts. There are plenty on this site, surely everyone will find something to suit their tastes and wallets, even among adults. Much easier than the boys for real help. 🙁

Guestbook of aribooy

barebacksex67 – Dec 24, 2020
If you wanna play a game, I’ll send you to Saw.

Anonymous – Dec 24, 2020
I had these two boys absolutely filthy and it can be said to be incorrect even more I say that a good boy the one with the longer hair is hot the very other the less but it is very difficult to make sex with them And yes they don’t come alone

Position
Dick
Body
Speaks
Safer sex
Kissing
Dirty
S&M
FF
Rate per hour
Overnight

 

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Break$mystraightass, 18
Toronto

I am straight/bi I don’t like anything any my ass. It’s very tight. But I want money and have my ass used and wrecked open for rewards. Since I’m just starting, it would be good if you gave me laundry. The meeting is then of course cheaper.

Guestbook of Break$mystraightass

Break$mystraightass (Owner) – Jan 10, 2021
I’m starting to get turned on by all kind of things now. I’m become a total freak.

Break$mystraightass (Owner) – Jan 1, 2021
I’ve given up pussy, now I am the pussy.

Break$mystraightass (Owner) – Dec 20, 2020
Gay guys cheating on their bfs makes me hard. Specially if theyre not using protection

Anonymous – Dec 16, 2020
had his d**k in my mouth twice when we were drunk together in high school and LOVED every inch.

Position More bottom
Dick L, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 200 $
Overnight On request

 

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s13phen, 18
Tulsa

Ready for the gift. Looking for a poz top to fuck me until you infect me. No matter how many times it takes. Mirrors positioned so that you do not miss any angle. Make me plead for your toxic seed. Choke me. I love to get choked. Impregnate me with your AIDS. I want $400 for my trouble. Follow me in Twitter if you want to see my ass.

Guestbook of s13phen

s13phen (Owner) – Jan 8, 2021
Don’t like me? I don’t care! I’m a whore you idiot.

tons2002 – Jan 8, 2021
Cute hahha just kidding 😂

Position Bottom only
Dick S, Cut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks English
Safer sex Never
Kissing No
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 400 $
Overnight On request

 

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TheBoys-du13, 20
Marseille

Scruffy white mega-hung power top who listens to rock, punk, emo, a bit of metal and subcategories, Italian indie, and a very cute Arab power bottom who listens to shit techno. Both heavy partying slammers.

Guestbook of TheBoys-du13

Bohka – Jan 11, 2021
the arab’s ass is so hot it could sink the titanic

Anonymous – Jan 4, 2021
I had the white one with me for about 1 year. the coexistence was not real, he was drunk or something. then he shook my bath !!!

Position Versatile
Dick XXL, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks French, Arabic, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 200 €
Overnight On request

 

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breakingnews, 18
Amsterdam

Hello, I have all day off today and I’m just doing some crazy shit for paid stuffs cause why not? 🙂

I am currently only bottom due to temporary ED due to medication side effect.

I’d rather swallow meat than eat it.

I can only move with public transports, bicycle and my feet.

Guestbook of breakingnews

breakingnews (Owner) – Dec 23, 2020
I’ll even dyke out with another bottom.

breakingnews (Owner) – Dec 20, 2020
I love when guys collect some of my saliva in a test tube and take it home with them. It turns me on, weird I know.

Position Bottom only
Dick S, Uncut
Body Average, Shaved
Speaks Dutch, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 125 €
Overnight 150 €

 

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MassiveDildosOnly, 18
Bogotá

Are you constantly uncontrollably horny because you don’t have a hole to butter?

I am asexual myself, but I cannot watch when someone is plagued and suffers from pressure. If no one else will help you, I’ll hold out.

Conditions:
– jerking off brings you no relief.
– you really have no other hole to fall back on.

If that applies to you, I’ll help you.

Guestbook of MassiveDildosOnly

Thug4StreetFuck – Jan 4, 2021
He was very dedicated to his assigned task.

MassiveDildosOnly (Owner) – Jan 2, 2021
If you’re over 40 I don’t kiss. Just the idea of kissing someone that old makes me feel sick.

avalonboy – Jan 2, 2021
You can real offer your ass to be sewn my mouth to it? Like in human centipede movie. I am really big asslover. I need boy who can live with me sewn to his ass with mouth. Still looking. I am 30y. Handsome. Europe. Whatsapp +420 784 691 438

Position Versatile
Dick L, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks Spanish, English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing No
Dirty No
S&M No
FF No
Rate per hour 120 PHP
Overnight 750000 PHP

 

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NOT_THE_END_OF_THE_WORLD!, 18
Glasgow

So, after a long and surprising year, with the world crumbling around the edges, and having seen a great deal of personal loss, and even though I suspect this will be difficult beyond belief, I have decided to ‘rise like a phoenix’ from the ashes of the Covid Crisis to find a Sugardaddy. You should be a successful, MAGA (seriously), male. 🚫: -40 years 🖕”YOU’RE DEAD”

Guestbook of NOT_THE_END_OF_THE_WORLD!

Rodeobob – Dec 12, 2020
LISTEN UP. I CRAVE YOU AS A LOYAL HUMBLE BOYFRIEND UNDER MY MAGNIFICENCE SERVING ME ALONE FOR 24/7 365..I WANT TO HAVE A FANTASTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY WORTHLESS BOYFRIEND SERVING ME ALONE WITH IT FULL BODY MIND AND SOUL, THIS ONE SHOULD KNOW THERE WILL NOT BE A WAY OUT AS IT IS IN A LIFETIME CONTRACT WITH ME AND IT MUST PUT ALL IT PAST BOYFRIEND BEHIND IT BACK INCLUDING IT PAST EXPERIENCE WITH IT PREVIOUS DADS AND START AFRESH,UNDERSTOOD……YOU CAN MAKE IT,JUST TRY YIUR LUCK

Position Versatile
Dick M, Uncut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty No
S&M No
FF No
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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weloveallkindofsex, 21
Mons

Hi, we are a venal throuple, 1 bi man and 1 straight woman and 1 gay young man
Woman of Italian descent
Man of Italian and Moroccan origin,
And young man of French origin
We love blosmphey sex
We also like to play guitar and sing, play Minecraft, wash dishes and mow lawns

We are very nice, sociable etc don’t worry

Guestbook of weloveallkindofsex

Anonymous – Jan 5, 2021
Les miserables de pas Victor Hugo

Anonymous – Jan 5, 2021
What is this story?

Position Versatile
Dick L, Uncut
Body Average, Shaved
Speaks Italian, French, Moroccan, English
Safer sex Never
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 400 €
Overnight On request

 

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nevergonnasayno, 19
Ancona

i don’t care what others think of me. i need that coin.Who wants to have a good sex ,then write. Take off your clothes. Take of my clothes. I’m mostly looking for attack for my ass. If you think, wirte me.

Guestbook of nevergonnasayno

reallydumbfag – Jan 7, 2021
I want to write a novel about the story love of me and u

nevergonnasayno (Owner) – Jan 3, 2021
Now looking for someone who fucks me hard in the throat until i throw up

TIM – Dec 29, 2020
I visited Jake at his flat. I was drawn to his profile by the picture of him with slashes across his buttocks…. clear evidence of a severe caning. He was wearing sexy briefs – cute, tall, with a long haired Metalhead look and a beautifully slim body. On arrival I was reluctant to mention my kink until I spotted a cane, a whip and other toys…. and I quickly spilled the beans. Even talking about caning him aroused him ….. the actual punishments were delivered slowly in a highly charged atmosphere – first in his underwear until they shredded and flew off like a startled flock of doves, and then his ass until it was thoroughly welted. This was followed by an intimate sniff and lick session with the ultimate euphoric ass fucking conclusion. Despite the mostly painful content of this session he remained in his charming diffident ‘Metalhead’ character throughout.

canyoustayupallnight – Dec 26 8, 2020
This guy drives you crazy just as he kisses, blows and pounds with his XL cock and fists intensely with his beautiful hands. I also ate his tight ass extensively and then caned it stripey and fucked it. All around great fun! I’ll be back soon.

Position More bottom
Dick XL, Uncut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks Italian, English
Safer sex Sometimes
Kissing Depends on person
Dirty WS only
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 100 €
Overnight 500 €

 

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Karma_, 18
Hamburg

what ever it takes..life is about discovering smiles

Guestbook of noonewantsme

Purpledude – Dec. 25, 2020
Merry cuntmas.

surreal_fuck – Dec. 24, 2020
Have weed with you, you little entity.

gayimagination9 – Dec. 22, 2020
I have a very strong feeling you can entertain me.

Position Prefer not to say
Dick S, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks German, Latvian, English
Safer sex Always
Kissing Yes
Dirty No
S&M Soft
FF No
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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canonlybebottom, 18
Indianapolis

I’m wholly and cumpletely only a cumdump.

Absolutely nothing remotely close to versatile about me.

I’m oddly petite.

PLEASE do not hire me if you are versatile in anyway. I cannot believe I have to say this but apparently I do.

Also I wanna run away, will anyone take me?

Guestbook of canonlybebottom

TimeToFuck- Dec 31, 2020
He is very uncomplicated, just two holes and a piece of meat. He shouldn’t ever wear clothes or walk on two legs.

TopDogAli – Dec 28, 2021
We are dealing with a real craftsman of sperm production with him.

THE_XXL_TRIO – Dec 21 8, 2020
1000% submissive, passive slutty breeding hole, in every way possible. Total. Complete. Absolute.

thirdmagicman – Dec 17, 2020
he is an unbelievably incredible mind blowing staggering topnotch dump!

Position Bottom only
Dick S, Cut
Body Average, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Never
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 50 $
Overnight 500 $

 

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likestobenude, 20
Asheville

I’m fairly new here and primarily looking for experience. I’m looking for blowjob meetings here. I’ve never blown before and so I want to improve my blowjob skills or arts. I just want to blow, nothing else. So if you want more, you’re wrong here. Of course, so that I can improve my skills, I have to suck as many cocks as I can

How does a meeting with me look like?
-You come to the meeting well-groomed and showered.
-Lean back, and I blow until you climax
-You have to jerk your cock up yourself. I can also do that.

ATTENTION: No guarantee that you will climax or that it will be “good” because I am still at the beginning! 😌

Guestbook of likestobenude

Vesuvius – Jan 7, 2021
Im bi he gay and fine

likestobenude (Owner) – Jan 6, 2021
There has got to be someone on here in the western North Carolina, Asheville hendersonville area or anywhere in wnc that’s not a radical socialist and is looking for a bj. Why is it so difficult to find somebody normal on here??

likestobenude (Owner) – Jan 2, 2021
I’m not political please don’t be. Not liberal not conservative somewhere in between. If you’re hard to the left we will never work.

Position Top only
Dick M, Cut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks English
Safer sex No answer
Kissing Consent
Dirty No
S&M No
FF No
Rate per hour 1 €
Overnight On request

 

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weirdooooooooo, 18
Berlin

Hello my name is Trap, and I’m gonna be you bubblegum bitch.

I’m a huge anime and hentai fan, I am often out and about with my bike letting myself be carried away by new worlds.

Obviously I like to be dressed as a girl, that’s because I define myself more as a girl, but at the same time I like to be a bitch, cat or cow.

So, enough of me now. Over to you.

Guestbook of weirdooooooooo

weirdooooooooo (Owner) – Jan 12, 2021
Also when I’m being fucked I caterwaul at the top of my lungs and I don’t care who hears me.

Dick S, Cut
Body Slim, Shaved
Orientation Gay
Position Bottom only
Safer sex Condom
Dirty WS only
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Speaks German, English
Kissing Yes
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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Eatadick!, 21
Istanbul

Hey come say hiccccxxxxcxxxxxxxx.

Guestbook of Eatadick!

backdoorjimmy – Jan 4, 2021
My pussy lips are swollen and look totally blown out but I’ve never been prouder of anything in my life.

iamyoursecret – Dec 30, 2020
He had a pretty disgusting Vaseline covered dick that shoots load after load after load.

cumgetme – Dec 23, 2020
He stole 150 euros from my bedroom drawer, I have already reported him to the police, it is only a matter of time before he is arrested.

Vauxhall – Dec 19, 2021
He massaged my prostrate so violently I have a permanent wet patch in my pants.

Anonymous – Dec 17, 2020
I just got back. I can’t walk anymore, I can not even sit, I have not suffered such a thing again, I do not know how long he fucked, such a beating, such a tear, not even to my enemy. It will be a miracle if my clamp ever works again.

Position Top only
Dick XXL, Uncut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks Arabic, English
Safer sex Never
Kissing No
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active
Rate per hour 60 €
Overnight On request

 

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Bloodbaby, 18
Bournemouth

Hii~ I’m really into blood btw but I’m mainly here to find someone to buy me something off my Amazon wishlist if that’s Okii with some of y’all :3♥️

Guestbook of Bloodbaby

Bloodbaby (Owner) – Jan 9, 2021
stop asking me “wyd” i Am literally at home losing my mind and *i ain’t 18*

Position More bottom
Dick L, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Consent
Dirty No answer
S&M Yes
FF No
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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AnalPain, 18
Denver

# Heteroboy
# First time
# Tied up
# No mercy
# Screams
# Tears

One hour for you

I have chronic fatigue syndrome and need long sessions so that we can have frequent short breaks.

Guestbook of AnalPain

manolos – Jan 7, 2021
Danger zone forum my crazy level

ifoymtitha_ – Jan 7, 2021
I’d just stomp on it until it was paste.

Team-Lightning – Jan 7, 2021
Let us rejoice by me smashing this random cute boy’s head with a sledgehammer!

Team-Lightning – Jan 7, 2021
I just wanna beat the living shit out of your face then fuck you.

Position Bottom only
Dick M, Cut
Body Slim, Smooth
Speaks English
Safer sex Never
Kissing No
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour 175 $
Overnight 600 $

 

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musclecuntalex, 24
Seattle

Recently left a 5 year alcoholic relationship (have pics of mental/animal abuse for legitimacy), couch surfing PDX area. Recovering from hip/thumb fractures, looking into getting my own motorcycle, would love a sugardad!

Looking for a safe roof over my head before New Years hopefully! I have no income!! , I can travel to you, just the clothes on my back when I left my Ex, left my belongings behind to preserve sanity from Ex’s Extreme Alcoholism.

Please note when I have sex I dress and act like a nine month old baby. In addition to the Ex-abuser I am married (to a woman) AND I’m also gay.

Guestbook of musclecuntalex

Floptll – Jan 10, 2021
Hot, but he wants to have deep conversations like … All THE TIME.

Position More bottom
Dick M, Uncut
Body Athletic, Shaved
Speaks English
Safer sex Sometimes
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

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WallStreetOracle, 20
Charlotte

Life’s too short to have sex with anyone but very important and rich people.

Guestbook of WallStreetOracle

whyamisohorny – Jan 9, 2021
This guy goes around selling dope injecting people with needles of unknown substances ask Eric Pepas a Pedophile from Charlotte NC maybe I should show recorded video from of his doings on Martindale Dr.

Position Versatile
Dick M, Uncut
Body Slim, Little hair
Speaks English
Safer sex Let’s talk
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Active/Passive
Rate per hour 800 $
Overnight On request

 

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Freaksbj, 18
Montluçon

As the name says bjs are my specialty and I am looking for sexually ok consenting boys with money in order to avoid troubles with justice knowing that in France the sexual drive peaks at 15 years for boys so I offer bjs to boys of 15 years and the more I like you the more the price goes down the more I don’t the higher the price goes.

Guestbook of Freaksbj

INeedHead – Jan 12, 2021
Ummmm.. awkward.

Position Prefer not to say
Dick L, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks French, English
Safer sex No answer
Kissing Yes
Dirty No
S&M Soft
FF No
Rate per hour 500 €
Overnight 1000 €

 

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alcoholicslut, 20
Aachen

Search rape without asking if I want it

If you have XXL 40 euros
If you have XL € 40
If you have L € 35
Anything below € 60
Overnight from 18h up to 10h (with breakfast) 150€

Threesome for free

Guestbook of alcoholicslut

cumallnight – Dec 29, 2020
I used to fuck this boy frequently on a casual basis but since he became an alcoholic he no longer interests me.

Anonymous – Dec 28, 2020
Are there such children today? I see you and you look like you are coming out of a dream, My most beautiful dream! It’s hard for me to believe that I can have you on my dick! I will tell you tomorrow when I get a phone.

alcoholicslut (Owner) – Dec 28, 2020
These Indians,Arabs and Turkishes whose brain are full of love just keep away from me,I am really not into you

Position Bottom only
Dick S, Uncut
Body Slim, Shaved
Speaks Polish, German, English
Safer sex Never
Kissing Yes
Dirty Yes
S&M Yes
FF Passive
Rate per hour On request
Overnight On request

 

 

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p.s. RIP Sylvain Sylvain ** Shane Christmass, Hi, Shane. Good to see you! My b’day was on the pleasant end of nothingness. I assembled the K-Hole post, found the K-user authored texts and K-user depicting pix/vids and organised them, if that’s what you mean? Disco? I came around to it at a certain point. I wasn’t into it at the time. I’m pretty picky with it, like, I guess, I am with all genre stuff. The disco has to be auteurish and/or fucked up and/or overly ambitious for me to get hooked generally. I’ll try the track at the end of your link, thanks! What are some of your other faves and recommendations? ** David Ehrenstein, Oh, oui! ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi. Yeah, thanks, Bollo! Snow! Lucky, lucky you, gross aftermath and all. ** David S. Estornell, Ah, the 12th. Nice. I actually don’t like my area so much. It’s really central, which is great, but it’s pretty bourgeois-y and not very neighborhood-y. I shouldn’t complain, though. Bisous a vous. ** Dominik, Hi, hi! Yes, the connection, indeed. Love being turned into an impassioned, slutty, frenzied, sweating meat puppet by its crushed-out friend’s every whim, Dennis. ** Steve Erickson, Ha ha. I think ‘weak’ up through ‘IB’ is pushing it. I’ve actually heard of Cocanha but not heard them. Will do. Thanks! ** Brian O’Connell, Hi, Brian. Me too, re: entering surrealism through the paintings. Surrealist painting was a huge deal when I was growing up, and it was unsurprisingly popular among the psychedelics-imbibing set. The Fini novel will be in my next ‘books I read recently’ post. It’s very short and kind of slight, but quite beautiful. I think if something doesn’t resonate with you, you’re never wrong. Being resonated by something is the deep shit, and it should be kind of rare. If you want to try a Genet novel, I personally would recommend ‘Funeral Rites’. Or it’s my favorite of his. Well, we got the 6 pm curfew starting tomorrow. That’s all for now, but we’ll be extremely lucky if we don’t get full confinement in the next week or so. So, my immediate days ahead are saved, and my nights are doomed. Oh, well. At least it gets dark at 5 pm here. Didn’t get to the donut shop yet, maybe today. I’m trying to coax a fellow American dessert lover into going with me. Sorry about your boredom. Yeah, that boat is a giant one, and we’re all there tipping the hell out of it. Did anything pop enough to de-drab your mood? ** Bill, Hi, B. No museums here either, and no sign when they’ll be back. It’s fucking ridiculous. There’s not been a single case of infection here in a museum or even in a theater. The horrible newish culture minister says she knows that, but, if those venues are reopened, she says there’ll be too many people out and about going to and from such places, which is, you know, the lamest excuse ever. There are more people going in and out of the IKEA across the street from me every day than in and out of every museum in Paris combined in a week. Blah. Yeah, the Topor is funny. Nice about the reading group. I’m in one that happens roughly bi-weekly with writer friends in the States. This week we’re reading one story each by Mary Robison, Diane Williams, and Joy Williams. Yum. ** Okay. What does the 15th of the month always lead to around these parts? You guessed it. See you tomorrow.

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