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YouCanDoThis, 20
Philadelphia

Hi i’m a sexual coach for gay people, offer only sex coach service no (cuddling), massage or anything like that. I offer reliable sexual solutions for daily gay life. I have knowledge and experience in that, don’t look at my age, it’s not true. This sex is for people who struggle with being gay, age, sexuality, family, job or anything like that.

Guestbook of YouCanDoThis

unloader – Feb 12, 2024
I’m happily married to a woman and needing to accept that I’m actually gay. I think I would reach that conclusion and be very aroused by verbally humiliating and emasculating a guy. I think I would like to call you a pussy over and over again and also a sissy. I’d like to tell you to take your clothes off while I’m humiliating you and making fun of your penis size. I’d like you to hit your knees and to perform oral and made to deep throat my cock. I would like to fist you and I would like to tell you to bend over and put put hands against the wall while I fist you from behind, I also think it would be helpful to bring 2 or 3 guys with me and spit roast you.

Mrsweetlips – Feb 11, 2024
I’ve never tasted white dick or topped a white guy before so I’m interested in seeing what the hype is all about.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing Consent
PNP No
Hourly Rate 400$
Overnight Rate 900$

 

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Yourfavoriteteen, 18
Milan

I just turned 18 and I want to be a HOT gay and I came here to learn.

Guestbook of Yourfavoriteteen

ImHung – Feb 8, 2024
He’s not half bad.

MisterActor – Feb 6, 2024
Yourfavoriteteen is really out of the realms of seeming possibility level cute! He has a very white smooth silk skin, blue eyes and an insane slim body. He has cute and delicious buttocks, the most beautiful I’ve ever seen, a hairless pink extra juicy asshole! It’s also very succulent, the absolute highlight of his exceptional body. I spent a few minutes licking and sucking his asshole, his pretty pink balls and his hairless perineum. By then I was already hyperexcited at the height of delirium and also already at the climax of my lust. I spread those shimmering cheeks apart and penetrated deeply into his incredible asshole. Three deep thrusts and I ejaculated for nearly a minute. His entire lower intestines were full of cum.

boba – Feb 1, 2024
Karma is the breeze in his hair on the weekend.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Italian, English
Position More bottom
Dick M – Cut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 150€
Overnight Rate 1000€

 

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notagainsatan, 23
Santa Cruz

23yo art school kid looking for financing and to learn a lot more about myself through BDSM.

Love to piss play, love to rim an ass as deep as I can, love to feel the inside of a guy’s guts with my fist, the usual giving sloppy head and being rimmed and railed are faves ofc, love to get my guts felt too, and love to passionately kiss. That’s my sex.

Vibing is also very important to me. That includes a basic understanding of intersectional feminism for example.

Guestbook of notagainsatan

Letshavefunmates – Feb 13, 2024
So I booked 7 hours, it’s cheaper than the whole night and we could plunge our arms in butt and scramble each other’s guts as often as we wanted.

notagainsatan (Owner) – Feb 10, 2024
I’m like always horny so yeah.

HavaiianBoy – Feb 10, 2024
I am hoping we could explore around and make sweet passionate love whiles we walk at the beach ndjdjdndndndnndjdjdndndndjfnf f f f f f f f find fndnfndnfnfnfncn fnfnfnfnfncncncnfnf f c c c f ff f. D f. Cf cnfnfnfnfnfnfnfnfnfnfncncncncncncnc c cnfncncncncncnfnfnfnfncncnnccncncfn

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Latino
Body Hair Not very hairy
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
Fisting Yes
S&M SoYes
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 200$
Overnight Rate 1000$

 

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Son_want_Dad, 18
Schorndorf

Hey, first of all I wish you a happy new year 🥳

I offer anal passive and oral mutually. Ideally car sex, but I can deal with a house. I’m actually only interested in the money. Of course I also enjoy it and am curious about the older people I can get to know.

Please send me a reasonable order for what you want and there’s nothing on my menu below the three-digit range anyway.

I’m happy 🥰

Guestbook of Son_want_Dad

Son_want_Dad (Owner) – Jan 30, 2024
But I’m amazing!

PuertoRicanGuy – Jan 30, 2024
I think €1.11 is appropriate.

Piloter – Jan 29, 2024
Clean your skin.

Thefuturejock – Jan 26, 2024
To the author of the message below me. 3 digits starts at 100 and ends at 999, and, looking at his face and making a simple, logical conjecture about the ass that must belong to it, an amount between 100 and 150€/hour seems perfectly reasonable.

YourTop1991 – Jan 26, 2024
three-digit amount????? 999 euros? Get off your lazy little ass and go to work.

AndyCanario – Jan 22, 2024
Despite the photo he won’t let you give him a bloody nose.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Not very hairy
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, Russian
Position Bottom only
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting No answer
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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AyanAli, 18
Karachi

I am Ayan. I want gays to jerk me off and fuck me.

Guestbook of AyanAli

AyanAli (Owner) – Feb 2, 2024
I hate being sexy (but as you can see I can’t help it).

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Arab
Body Hair Little hair
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Punjabi, English
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing Yes
PNP No
Hourly Rate 15€
Overnight Rate 10€

 

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100%MadeInItaly, 19
Paris

My name is Lorenzo, I’m only 19 years old, I’m the most beautiful twink in Italy now visiting Paris, my dick measures 20cm, my asshole is pink like a baby’s and my ass is smooth and sculptural, and I’m very well known among the wealthy class in Italy.

I really like men who stay at large Parisian luxury hotels, who take me for a walk along the banks of the Seine, after a delicious cocktail, a glass of champagne at the Hotel Meurice bar, or a walk on Avenue Montaigne after a stiff drink at the Plaza Athénée bar.

If you want to have an experience with a beautiful boy still in the beginning of his career, you know what it takes dear.

Guestbook of 100%MadeInItaly

100%MadeInItaly (Owner) – Feb 11, 2024
🙄

Daniel_40 – Feb 11, 2024
Forever 19 hahaha

DaddyLikeTom – Feb 9, 2024
Go ahead, you’ll see, and for your information he’s not beautiful even if he has the look in quotation marks. For my part, I let him luxuriate in my sumptuous hotel room for half an hour then fucked him flat and that calmed me down for several days.

100%MadeInItaly (Owner) – Feb 7, 2024
To any trophy husband hunters out there, I’m married but if your offer is good enough, I’ll file for divorce.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Italian, French, English
Position Versatile
Dick XL – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No answer
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Buddha_on_Acid, 20
Bournemouth

I am the scrunkly, the scrunkler of scrunkles. I like to screw around, go on trips, especially with an older man who’ll listen to me because I’m a serious chatterbox!

I speak English and a little bit of Klingon and Cornish. I love to experiment, so please experiment, oh please, and I’ve been told the noise I make when I’m being experimented on by a top is very erotic.

I can prepare a particular attitude or personality for you if you request it, such as cheap slut, normal chatterbox me, toughie, Down Syndrome boy, or even rich kid!

I’m writing a novel! Careful bringing up that topic, I tend to ramble on about it for hours haha.

Last but not least, I’m fresh from a paid vacation where this man made me bicycle everywhere, even rocky terrain, so I’m tanned, toned, and my ass has never been firmer.

Guestbook of Buddha_on_Acid

ilike2fuck – Feb 10, 2024
I am not attracted to you in any form.

Buddha_on_Acid (Owner) – Feb 9, 2024
STREAM LANA’S NEW ALBUM

fistfrench – Feb 7, 2024
Me with “rich kid”…

Jason369 – Feb 4, 2024
Don’t choose the “normal chatterbox” option because he has some sort of Lilo and Stitch obsession and forces you to watch all the movies and episodes before he’ll do anything muhahahaha!!

Buddha_on_Acid (Owner) – Feb 1, 2024
Ltr possible with a my daddy who is a lana stan😍💋🎀🚬

Body Type Average
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick S – Cut
Dirty No
Fisting Passive
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
PNP Ask
Hourly Rate 150£
Overnight Rate 500£

 

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DoubleEdgedSword, 21
Baton Rouge

im a 53% boy and a 47% girl

guys down to give either one of us some money would be fucking amazing

Guestbook of DoubleEdgedSword

Never_ – Feb 9, 2024
I fisted🤛👊both of you❤️👊👊👊👊🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛

DoubleEdgedSword (Owner) – Feb 3, 2024
a. maupin, a. ginsberg, ram dass, a. huxley, shulgin, d. adams, r.a.wilson, st. lem, st. grof, r. metzner, jessa reed, jessica kirson, ari shaffir, shahak shapira, matteo lane, sindhu vee, bert kreisler, darby wodall, s. riviera, m.p. johnson, rudi dutschke, grace slick, marx, valarie kaur, m. engelhorn, j. assange, gandhi, amma, g. thunberg, pink, j. baez, s. dali, a. warhol

Max— – Feb 3, 2024
I’ve never paid for sex with Tommy, but I can say in his normal sex life he’s an anarchist and ornithologist and likes being fucked outdoors.

remcofooty – Feb 3, 2024
What can i say about Tommy. When he’s a boy he’s polite and reserved with a rural Southern accent and you can have a joint and pleasant conversation with him. When he turns on the fem she is the most stunning and perfect queen goddess on the planet, the best girl i have seen in my life. You want to devour this true GOD. She drove me crazy and i will always fuck this queen……she is heaven!

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Not very hairy
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty WS only
Fisting Passive/Active
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate 700$

 

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jam_my_bubble, 22
Munich

I’m a hole. That’s all I am: a hole. I know and have accepted this. I understand that if I’m with you, you’re the man and I’m the hole. That’s it really.

Guestbook of jam_my_bubble

Troisaime – Feb 8, 2024
He’s very very very gooood.

daddyfogo – Feb 2, 2024
Alright, it had nice perky ass lips, a loose second hole with a snug first hole, not too warm, a little dry and almost sandpapery for the first few inches but so moist and juicy deep down that I thought he was having an accident at 1st, and overall it just felt so, for the lack of a better term, gay.

ErosWired – Feb 2, 2024
No, is his hole silky, more like velvet, rubbery, rough and almost abrasive, squishy, hollow and empty and a little cold, like “fucking a cloud”, were the outer and inner sphincters tight or mushy, how does the sigmoid bend and in which direction, …?

daddyfogo – Feb 2, 2024
How about he uses his not too tight ass in many different manners.

ErosWired – Feb 2, 2024
If someone who’s done him could describe in detail how this boy’s hole felt as he slid his cock through it that would most helpful to those us who are debating whether to hire him.

gijoe – Jan 27, 2024
Outstanding ass. Leave you breathless after two stormy hours fighting with all sins of the earth. So kind is the devil when it sucks your dick up like a storm and makes you cry of happiness like a wolf in the deep forest.

Body Type Average
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages German, Danish, English
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Cut
Dirty WS only
Fisting Ask
S&M No
Kissing Consent
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 60€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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I_am_the_best, 19
Banja Luka

The best

Guestbook of I_am_the_best

I_am_the_best (Owner) – Feb 9, 2024
I am the big idea.

Vieths – Feb 7, 2024
Would you have sex with me?
Lights on or off?
Would you have to be drunk or me drunk/drugged?
Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
Would you leave after or stay the night?
Do you like cuddling afterwards?
Would you kiss me during sex?
Do you think I would be good in bed?
Three sum?
How many times would you like to cum?
Do you like fore play?
Can we take pictures?

I_am_the_best (Owner) – Feb 4, 2024
Please refrain from trying to invalidate me with feminine leaning comments like “gorgeous” and “beautiful” thank you.

George83 – Feb 4, 2024
I am the man in that photo with him and I can tell you his beautiful face will eat you out of house and home.

I_am_the_best (Owner) – Feb 4, 2024
Being gay for me isn’t being part of LGBT community, it’s simply the freedom to explore who I am. So, I will not promote LGBT rights because I live freely on Balkan and my human rights aren’t taken away.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Little hair
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Bosnian, Croatian, English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting Active
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
PNP 420 only
Hourly Rate 300€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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rimmingtom, 18
Rotterdam

My name’s Tom, and I’m very hot except for my below average dick. Here’s the plan: I make myself comfortable, naked, spreading my legs in a comfortable position and you lick and suck my asshole deep and for a long time until I cum. When I cum, I cum in your mouth and you swallow it. I’m available to everyone except left-wing voters and Israel haters.

Guestbook of rimmingtom

Oldandused – Feb 13, 2024
I was always a viral man but with age I am now unfit and suffer from impotence leaving me only fit to offer myself to young men to suck and worship their asses remembering when I was like them.

Dreamer54 – Feb 10, 2024
It’s a shame that in order to comment propaedeutically, I have to give the imperial thumbs down. To comment on the offer, let’s say that if you don’t try anything, you get nothing. 400 euros as salary for a maximum shift of 60 minutes, not great for luring the kamikaze customer out of the fridge. Paying 400 euros for a liberal rim job with 60 minutes in which to spend them — I think the offer is more of a marketing operation to show off a twinky face and a slightly shapely ass to attract a producer. Better to call it a casting. The demand for profligate rimmers is not there, it exists perhaps in a more competitive price zone. But a lottery winner who likes to rim can try his luck.

Anonymous – Feb 8, 2024
Keeping it anonymous cuz if my friends found out I paid more than I could afford to eat out a Zionist I would never hear the end of it.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Dutch, English
Position Top only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Ask
Fisting No
S&M No
Kissing No
PNP Ask
Hourly Rate 400€
Overnight Rate 1000€

 

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sexysexy, 22
Baltimore

You’ve seen my solo act on Chaturbate, OnlyFans and other sites. You know what I’ve got. Now you can put your phone or laptop away and add your two cents.

Guestbook of sexysexy

experience46 – Feb 8, 2024
He’s thin, unfriendly, hot and embarrassed to be gay.

FFisti – Feb 5, 2024
Cute but dull so you should know what you are getting yourself into … sucked his toes, cock, ass, and everything in between fucked inseminated him without blablub… at least he’s not a long-session chems idiot from South America. More of that. Love you.

letsgetintouch – Feb 3, 2024
he is joey adam he lives in baltimore he is 23 years old he is single with no kids but he lives with his uncle. his favorite food is meat and cheese. also pecan pie with chocolate milk.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Cut
Dirty WS only
Fisting No answer
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate 800$

 

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Cummunist, 22
Stuttgart

Hi, I’m a Russian bimbo and I think you can all tell from my pictures what I’m good at 😈

If you want to see more of my lips ask for my TikTok.

Guestbook of Cummunist

Mr_kordy – Feb 11, 2024
hot mouth, bad head, sex is the reason he’s not dead.

IgorFor – Feb 9, 2024
Bring crystal or chems and indulge in them liberally.

nothingisfreeddy – Feb 2, 2024
My first time with a prostitute and I must be doing something very wrong or maybe I’m just closeted straight but as soon as I ejaculated I wanted him to leave.

Body Type Average
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages German, English, Spanish
Position Bottom only
Dick S – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 150€
Overnight Rate 800€

 

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FuckedupOutcast, 19
Manhattan

Being fetishized as an asian turns me on so much. Knowing that there are white men who’ll just see me doing normal stuff in public and view me as nothing more than a porn category gets me so horny.

Guestbook of FuckedupOutcast

CockziIla – Feb 1, 2024
Call it a mid life crisis but have been wanting and needing to tie up an Asian boy. I want to experience and get the feeling of a truly helpless Asian. I do have other things in mind for Asian boys like post orgasm torture that definitely interest me but right now I’m looking to tie you up. Thank you.

tattedbear – Feb 1, 2024
Every time I see a cute Asian boy cash starts flying out my wallet like startled pigeons.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Asian
Body Hair Little hair
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English, Mandarin
Position More bottom
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting No answer
S&M Soft
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate 400$

 

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bluelagoon, 23
Paris

Procedure: Make an appointment (at least 1 hour in advance) – you will get a location via screenshot after arrangement – put money in the slot at the black tent – take your cock out and walk in.

Me summarized:
– Lilian, 23 years old
– Passive
– Dream
– Trauma assessment
– 17 x 12.5 (circumference not diameter)

Extras:
– Wild growth down there +5€
– Come 2 times + 10€
– 5 minutes of me sucking myself + 10€
– Anal: total flat rate 100€ in total

Guestbook of bluelagoon

SUPERIOR99 – Jan 31, 2024
World hard cold — boy’s ass soft warm

Robinson – Jan 22, 2024
Definitely on the Twin Peaks association. There was a Julee Cruise album playing while I was there.

waw96 – Jan 22, 2024
Strong impression that the black tent is supposed to make you feel like you’re in ‘Twin Peaks’, but I didn’t feel it.

AlexanderKorn – Jan 19, 2024
He thinks that his youth and beauty give him the right to treat people like they are garbage.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages French, English
Position More bottom
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty Ask
Fisting Ask
S&M Ask
Kissing No
PNP Ask
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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DontNeedSleep, 20
London

New to this app but definitely not new to the game. I’m a young Croatian boy from Grad Rijeka but now based in London, actor by profession. I’ve never had a client who never came back, some have even offered to marry me, bankroll any business I wanted to start, take me to the United States and make me a movie star. I’m focussed on my acting career and am up for several juicy roles, but I love this job and have no intention of giving it up, no matter how successful I make it in show business! Choose me because all my life I have been having sex with people and I always put sex first.

Guestbook of DontNeedSleep

DontNeedSleep (Owner) – Feb 9, 2024
That’s possibly true but I’m very racist wth weird, dirty and non educated people 💀.

Heinzenberg – Feb 9, 2024
Based on my experience he seems to have a thing for older fat men stinky men who are just lazy and dirty.

tw1st3d – Feb 6, 2024
May I see a bare chest photo?

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No answer
Fisting Active/Passive
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate: £140
Overnight: £780

 

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JackandBruce, 20
Hannover

Hi people! My little young husband Jack and I here to have some orgiastic fun around Hannover region.

A short message to girls: “You have no power here🌝”

✓PLEASE DO NOT SEND ANY HEART EMOJI <3 DURING TEXTING!!!!! I DON’T SEND ANY, NO NEED TO GET ANY!!!

✓we don’t need your love. The only job we have is not love. 🫢

✓Just a quick reminder! you are talking with a married couple.

✓Some people ask wether we are gay or not. We are so gay okey? We can’t even walk straight. We are turbo gays.🥹

✓If your profile name is like: (“geiler_ficker123,sexbock, hornyonkel,f*ckme_123, f*ck_and_go,bottomhaarig, Bohrmaschine_123,analogie,analartz,Ur_anus”) then don’t text please and see a doctor 😳

✓Are you looking for a relationship? You are on the wrong door 🚪

✓We are not professional psychologist.

Guestbook of JackandBruce

Getawaydriver – Feb 10, 2024
If you smoke a bunch of weed with them and watch a horror movie the short one can swallow a massive cock.

wasabipeanuts – Feb 8, 2024
They’re collecting money so they can go into rehab which they definitely need to do.

BBenXXX – Feb 8, 2024
Things I liked: kissing Jack, being sucked by Bruce & rimming Jack.
Things I loved: gaping their holes with toys.
I think that’s fairly straight to the point.

Argobolt – Feb 4, 2024
Ready for a lot when they’re hihggh 💉💉🚀

Body Type Slim/Average
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Smooth/Average
Smoker No/Yes
Tattoos No/Yes
Piercings No/No
Languages German, English
Position Bottom only/Versatile
Dick S/L – Uncut
Dirty Yes
Fisting Passive/Active
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 170€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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MysteriousBoy, 20
Kiev

I take a sex date seriously and require a lot of blah blah before it starts.

For personal reasons I don’t show my face during the meeting. I also wear a balaclava the whole time during sex. Thanks for your understanding.

My furniture is very clean, including myself. My flat is currently damaged by a Russian bombing, but we can use the kitchen and bathroom.

I don’t like beautiful looking people because during sex only one person should look beautiful and it needs to be me.

Kiss and use my feminine ass.

Guestbook of MysteriousBoy

MysteriousBoy (Owner) – Feb 9, 2024
I have had experiences with men before but not since the age of 15 and none that weren’t rape.

MysteriousBoy (Owner) – Feb 6, 2024
I can only meet you on Wednesday afternoons between 1 p.m. and 4 p.m. and Saturdays from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. You also have to live near me and fuck me at my house.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Caucasian
Body Hair Not very hairy
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Ukrainian, English, Russian
Position More bottom
Dick M – Uncut
Dirty WS only
Fisting Passive
S&M Yes
Kissing Yes
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate 400€

 

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BlowyourCockandcum, 20
Buenos Aires

Im a Argentine 20 year old guy who secretly likes wearing tight underwear that can show off my great butt, i love when a guy ogles my ass and i love it when he gets it out in the open, cause, honestly i could pass as a straight guy but if dont wear an lgbt bracelet or wear clothes that are visible gay you wont find any hints in my voice or the way i act, that side of me only shows itself in bed.

Guestbook of BlowyourCockandcum

smirks81 – Feb 13, 2024
It was truly incredible to kiss and facefuck him for hours. He has a face as if drawn with a pencil. It was an incredible feeling inside him, it was incredible to see long thick drapes of bile and spit hanging from his chin and jaw, the sounds he made when I was inside him were amazing. While I was facefucking him, I didn’t take my eyes off his flushed tear streaked face for a moment. I still hear hım gurgling. He made me feel like a complete man.

Straightmarried – Feb 10, 2024
I’m straight…that’s what everyone says about me and believes…but this kid just sucked me off and I am the horniest and most invigorated I have ever been! I want to feel that rush again!!

Heyyheyyheyy – Feb 7, 2024
He sucks dick until it comes into his mouth better than any pussy, didn’t get enough of his seizing sloshing throat I came twice, and he also takes it very, very deep, you can hold his head so he wretches while you come, and I was still really horny afterwards.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Latino
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages Spanish, English
Position Bottom only
Dick L – Uncut
Dirty No
Fisting No
S&M Soft
Kissing Consent
PNP Yes
Hourly Rate 50$
Overnight Rate On request

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** James Bennett, Hi, James. I’m fairly good, and I hope you’re feeling impeccable. Thanks so much about ‘Period’. Well, the concept of the cycle gradually evolved over time. I decided I wanted to write some sort of big avant-garde novel project when I was fifteen, and then I kept thinking about it over years, and it slowly turned into five connected novels, and then the intricacies of the structure, etc. got thought out gradually. So, I guess the original impulse was a gut thing, but then it was super deliberate with years of experimenting and things until I figured out what the cycle should be and how I could make it work. Yeah, I mean, once you’ve absorbed enough of others’ fiction that you feel hungry to make your own, it’s good to not to read others for a while, or for me. Unless you find you need a quick boost or something. I’m glad yours is moving along. I completely understand just wanting to watch Benning films. I just found out last night that he’s premiering his new film plus a small retrospective here in Paris in March, so I’m quite psyched. I’m sure good will come from what you’re doing. I don’t know how I know that, but … gut feeling, I guess. Best to you! ** Charalampos, Hi. My retinas are pretty overworked, but there’s three long days of grading still to go, so they have to hang in there. I like the Schroeter film, but the novel completely kicks its ass. Patrice Enard, oh, right. Good memory. Hi back from two blocks away from the Concorde metro station. ** Misanthrope, Well, there are worse reasons for being tired. I can’t deal with 6 1/2. I’m zonked if so. Now a double espresso I fully understand. I’ll probably have four or five before my day is through. ** _Black_Acrylic, It’s a great novel, for sure. Whew on your return to atmospheric normalcy. Not on your level, but yesterday the upstairs neighbor took a shower, which apparently he almost never does normally, resulting in a waterfall running down one of my apartment walls. Charming. ** Jack Skelley, Happy reverse angle VD. As in Valentines Day not as in wild sex’s catch. Sunday, wow. I look forward to hearing more on Saturday, sir. Talk then, Mr. Zen. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Well, in keeping with this cursed film, no sooner had I expressed all that positivity than a big possible problem arose yesterday, so we’ll see, but for right now, meaning today, things are still moving along. Yes, the deadline is very good. As exhausting as things are right now, it’s also joyful to see the film fill in with the visuals and sounds that make it finally real. Thanks for the good words. Aw, thanks, you and love. It’s nice to be a Valentine. Love making this blog’s spellcheck check stop correcting my American English into British English so I don’t have to constantly be removing the u’s from neighbor, color, favor, etc., etc., G. ** Sypha, Hi Luck of the draw then. Well, gosh, is there anything that woman can’t achieve?! ** Steve Erickson, As I mentioned to Dominik, I may have spoken too soon about the total supportiveness, but we’ll see soon enough. But we’re rockeing ahead for the moment. Charismatic is, to me, the number 1 superlative, so I don’t know what she meant, but I’m chuffed that she thinks so. Yes, the idea is to have it ready to submit to Cannes and Locarno as well. Interesting: I had totally forgotten about that new Polanski as I hadn’t read a thing about it since Venice, and I guess I know why now. I will avoid. ** darby 🐛, Yes, Pork scratching popped in, whoever that is. Cleaning one’s abode is always a good sign and always has a boost-y payoff. I should do that too. My room … you mean my bedroom? I live in a one bedroom apartment so there are a few rooms. My whole apartment is very spartan. I don’t seem to like to buy things. The bedroom is really a blank: bed, bookshelf, lamp, white empty walls. I should put something on the walls, but I don’t know what. The good thing about empty white walls is you never get tired of looking at them. No, I guess because I have to wear organic clothes with organic dyes, which makes for very basic, boring looking clothes, my clothes are just absolutely functional to me. I just put them on randomly. That fella is a fine Valentine, I accept. Such a winning facial expression. Thank you, pal. ** Uday, Happy Just After! Sorry about hand, but nice about your flower-toting friend. ‘Malina’ is great. I’m sure you’re just imagining my work’s part in your work. Critics will say a young writer is clearly influenced by me, and then I’ll look at their work, and it’s nothing like mine. When I started out, I got constantly compared to Burroughs, and my stuff is absolutely nothing like Burroughs’ stuff. It’s just laziness. I’m sure your originality is ruling your work’s roost. Don’t worry. I don’t think they have stink bugs here. Really, I feel like France just doesn’t have bugs very much. Even flies seem like rarities. It’s very weird. But mosquitos they have. As soon as it starts warming up here, I have to walk around my apartment with a portable vacuum cleaner vacuuming them off the walls all the time. ** Okay. Hey, it’s the 15th, so the escorts get to invade this place, and they sure have. See you tomorrow.

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‘Malina illustrates more elaborately and graphically than the short stories of The Thirtieth Year (1961) and even those of Three Paths to the Lake (published in German as Simultan in 1972) Ingeborg Bachmann’s concept of a “utopia of language.” She developed this notion in five important lectures given at the University of Frankfurt in 1959-60. In her fifth lecture, she notably observes that literature “cannot itself say what it is.” Then, appealing implicitly to the Heideggerean analysis of the anonymous “one” (the German word man), she adds that literature “presents itself as a thousand-fold, many-thousand-year-old affront to ‘bad language’ (schlechte Sprache),” by which she means badly made, mediocre, ordinary, daily language. In her view, “life possesses only this schlechte Sprache,” against which writers must oppose a “utopia of language,” even when the language they forge ultimately depends closely on the present and its mediocre speech. Even though the failure to achieve this ideal is inevitable, literature should “be praised for its desperate march toward this Language . . . [which] offers humanity a reason to hope.”

‘Having written her doctoral dissertation on Heidegger’s existential philosophy, Bachmann was also fully cognizant of his idea of a genuine writer’s or poet’s getting unterwegs zur Sprache (“on the way to Language”). And it is as a description of how a writer “heads toward Lan-guage” that Malina, as a meta-novel, must also be read.

‘Yet herein lies another paradox. This principal, most significant activity of the narrator’s life cannot be observed; the novel can only attempt to help us see what cannot be seen. In her acceptance speech for the Anton-Wildgans-Preis, received in 1972, Bachmann pointedly commented: “I exist only when I am writing. I am nothing when I am not writing. I am fully a stranger to myself, when I am not writing. Yet when I am writing, you cannot see me. No one can see me. You can watch a director directing, a singer singing, an actor acting, but no one can see what writing is.” In this sense, the narrator and perhaps also Malina are “nothing,” “no one,” in the novel. At best, they are apparitions or strangers. They exist authentically only in what is unstated, in what cannot be told. Bachmann leaves us with the redoubtable task of grasping their essence “behind the novel,” as vital sources that can be intuited yet not named.

‘Heading toward language thereby implies pushing words to their limits, nearing them to the ineffable; analogously, of driving the self to its frontiers and perhaps beyond. And in this regard, the ominous pronouncements (“the boundaries of my language mean the boundaries of my world”; “of that which one cannot speak, one must remain silent”) of another salient Viennese personality likewise underlie the very conception and narrative processes of Malina. In her essay on Wittgenstein, Bachmann notably praises the philosopher’s “despairing pains with the inexpressible (das Unaussprechliche), [pains] which charge the Tractatus with tension.” This same tantalizing tension characterizes Malina from beginning to end.

‘Bachmann’s deep struggle with the German language was, appropriately enough, waged while she was in voluntary exile from her native Austria. Her poem “Exile” bears witness to both her status as a “woman without a country” (even as the narrator’s passport, in Malina, has the addresses crossed out three times) and to her taking shelter, though a polyglot, in her unique possession: “the German language / this cloud about me / that I keep as a house / drive through all languages.” Much of her career was spent in Rome, a city in which she had to live in order to write about Vienna and its Hungary Lane. She once flatly quipped: “I feel better in Vienna because I live in Rome.”

‘This Roman retreat enabled Bachmann to compose the preeminent modern Viennese novel. The city is obliquely present even in the almost unbearably long second chapter—otherwise set “Everywhere and Nowhere”—because it is entitled “The Third Man,” in homage to Carol Reed’s 1949 film. In Malina, distant parallels with the film are drawn often. In The Third Man, an American writer seeks to track down his friend Harry Lime (whom Orson Welles memorably played) in postwar Vienna. He eventually learns that his friend has become a black-market dealer in penicillin. Rather similarly, Ivan’s profession is never clear. “He pursues his neatly ordered affairs in a building on the Kärtnerring,” writes Bachmann, “an Institute for Extremely Urgent Affairs, since it deals with money.” The film is, moreover, accompanied by Anton Karas’s haunting zither melody, even as music plays an essential role throughout Malina (and especially in the third section, where the author adds Italian musical terms to illustrate how the dialogues should be read). Like the death at the end of The Third Man, Malina abruptly concludes in a murder. Yet is this murder a real or a psychological one?

‘In contrast to the timeless “today” and the explicit Viennese setting of the first and third sections, in the second part of Malina “Time no longer exists at all.” “It could have been yesterday,” the narrator explains, “it could have been long ago, it could be again, it could continually be, some things will have never been. There is no measure for this Time, which interlocks other times, and there is no measure for the non-times in which things play that were never in Time.” This non-time is that of dreaming, when “the basic elements of the world are still there, but more gruesomely assembled than anyone has ever seen.” The narrator recounts chilling nightmares involving her father, Nazism, death camps, electric-shock therapy, and much more. At one point, she shouts: “A book about Hell!” This dire avowal surely designates, alas not the intensely desired Exult, Be Jubilant, but rather the book that “I” must ultimately come to terms with and write. The dark book, which cannot promise facile redemption but which tries to align “true sentences.” In other words, Malina—which Ingeborg Bachmann did write.’ — John Taylor, Context #13

 

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Further

Ingeborg Bachmann @ The Institute of Modern Languages
‘Reading Ingeborg Bachmann’
Ingeborg Bachmann Website
The Ingeborg Bachmann Forum
‘EXSULSATE JUBILATE: READING “MALINA”‘
‘”Le Temps du coeur. Correspondance”, d’Ingeborg Bachmann et Paul Celan : lettres d’amour en Poésie’
‘Understanding Ingeborg Bachmann’
‘Theirs was an unlikely friendship’
‘Expressing the Dark’
‘LA TRENTIÈME ANNÉE (EXTRAIT), PAR INGEBORG BACHANT’
‘Ingeborg Bachmann and the Mad Men’
‘The Use and Abuse of Feminist Criticism: Ingeborg Bachmann’
‘INGEBORG BACHMANN & PAUL CELAN: HEART’S TIME, A CORRESPONDENCE’
Cafe Ingeborg Bachmann
‘”If We Had the Word”: Ingeborg Bachmann, Views and Reviews
‘THE LIMITS OF LANGUAGE’, Marjorie Perloff on Ingeborg Bachmann
‘Gender, the Cold War, and Ingeborg Bachmann’
‘DARKNESS SPOKEN’
Buy ‘Malina’

 

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Extras

Eine Folge RÜCKBLENDE – DIE SCHRIFTSTELLERIN INGEBORG BACHMANN

Ingeborg Bachmann reads ‘(A Paean) To the Sun’ (1961)

Ingeborg Bachmann reads ‘Her Gun’ (1961)

Ingeborg Bachmann ‘Mein Vogel’ (1961)

‘Portrait von Ingeborg – Ähnlichkeiten mit Ingeborg Bachmann’

 

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Werner Schroeter Malina (1991)
‘Malina is a 1991 German-Austrian drama film directed by Werner Schroeder and starring Isabelle Huppert. The screenplay was adapted by Elfriede Jelinek from Ingeborg Bachmann’s 1971 novel Malina. Like Bachmann’s novel, the film is an incredibly complex drama on the nature of insanity and to watch it, especially in the beginning, is quite a labour. A woman believes that she is a writer and all her men are fruits of her ill consciousness or personages of her unwritten book or alter egos of her split imagination. And episode after episode her consciousness keeps deteriorating more and more but the end breaks everything once again so all that was happening comes up in absolutely different light and changes its meaning. Malina is an anagram of ‘animal’ and it isn’t accidental but symbolic to the entire surrealistic content of the film. Malina is utterly unique, having many layers of narration and visualization.’ — collaged

Lengthy excerpt

Interview with Elfriede Jelinek (on Ingeborg Bachmann)

 

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Poems

 

The Drugs, The Words

Said it,
and the toad leapt
onto the table,
blew the match out
and the lightning
struck under the table,
lifted the glass,
and the drop
spilled into the sea,
meaning tears,
none of them dried,
which means a sea,
something quite other,
though there’s only one,
suffering not being
the worst thing
to popes, to ideas,
to states, but rather
a torture for the sane.

The sick know
that a color, a breath of air,
a hard step, indeed a
whimper of grass in the world
turns the heart inside
the body, causing them to hope
for peace the more they sense
war, as the war goes on.
They love
the white uniforms
of the nurses.
They hope that
from the white
something good will come.
They are not
white at all.

 

Enigma

Nothing more will come.

Spring will no longer flourish.

Millennial calendars forecast it already.

And also summer and more, sweet words

such as “summer-like”–

nothing more will come.

You mustn’t cry,

says the music.

Otherwise

no one

says

anything.

 

The Bridges

Wind tightens the ribbon drawn across bridges.

The sky grinds on the crossbeams
with its darkest blue.
On this side and that our shadows
pass each other in the light.

Pont Mirabeau … Waterloo Bridge …
How can the names stand
to carry the nameless?

Stirred by the lost
that faith could not carry,
the river’s drumbeat awakens.

Lonely are all bridges,
and fame is as dangerous for them
as it is for us, yet we presume
to feel the tread of stars
upon our shoulders.
Still, over the slope of transience
no dream arches us.

It’s better to follow the riverbanks,
crossing from one to another,
and all day keep an eye out
for the official to cut the ribbon.
For when he does, he’ll seize the sun’s scissors
within the fog, and if the sun blinds him,
he’ll be swallowed by fog when he falls.

 

No Delicacies

Should I
dress up a metaphor
with an almond blossom?
Crucify syntax
on a trick of light?
Who will beat their brains
over such superfluities –

 

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Interview with Françoise Rétif
Bachmann biographer & translator

 

Ingeborg Bachmann seems to have had critical recognition and even a certain social notoriety in the years 50-73, the date of her death. Is she still popular and still read in the Germanic world?

Ingeborg Bachmann’s popularity is immense throughout the world and still relevant today. She was praised very young, in German-speaking countries, in 1953, with the Groupe 47 prize and at the time of the publication of her first collection of poems, Le Temps en sussis. It was therefore as a poet that she became famous, although she had previously published prose texts. In August 1954, the German weekly Der Spiegel made its front page with a photo of her by Herbert List. A remarkable photo which captured the great sensuality as well as the enigmatic gaze of the young poet. This popularity was confirmed by the publication of the second collection, three years later. However, after 1956, she no longer published collections of poems, but only prose, The Thirtieth Year, a collection of short stories, in 1961, the novel Malina, in 1971, two years before her death, and finally the second collection short stories, Simultan (translated into French under the title of Three Paths to the Lake), in 1972. It is undoubtedly this chronological order which explains why we often hear or read that after 1956 Ingeborg Bachmann did not wrote more poems. It’s absolutely false. She continued to write poems, just as she had written prose before the resounding publication of her lyrical collections. However, these later poems were only published one by one or in small groups, in magazines, or posthumously. Because Ingeborg Bachmann died young, at 47, of an accident, and she left behind a considerable body of work, largely fragmentary. A bit like Kafka…

German-speaking critics, enthusiastic about her poetry, received the prose work rather poorly. It was only after her death that tribute was paid to her, emphasizing in particular his historical and political dimension – a dimension which initially displeased in Germany, in the Germany of the 1960s, at that time more devoted to reconstruction rather than denazification. Moreover, one of the explanations for the author’s desire to publish more prose than poetry from the 1960s undoubtedly lies in the fact that this historical dimension – although already present in a large number of poems, in particularly those of the first collection — had escaped criticism.

It is perhaps in France that Ingeborg Bachmann is least known. Italy considers her a national writer, like us Paul Celan. Why this failing recognition in France? The reasons are multiple, complex and partly irrational. Bachmann tried several times to settle in Paris, but never felt welcomed there, never at home. After the Second World War, France welcomed refugees, like Paul Celan, or persecuted Jews, more willingly than the children of executioners… Because Ingeborg Bachmann, the Austrian Ingeborg Bachmann, was raised and educated in a National Socialist family (her father had joined Hitler’s party very early on, from 1932) and in an ultranationalist region, Carinthia, particularly receptive to racist, anti-Semitic, anti-Slavic theories, to everything advocated by the National Socialist party – undoubtedly one of the most radically fascist regions in Austria. The teachers, a body which included Matthias Bachmann, the father, being the most ardent defenders and propagators of this thought.

War and philosophy play a critical role in her work, but her love life also has an impact on what she writes, right?

We have suspected since at least the publication of the novel Malina that sexual trauma had ravaged the life of the child or young girl. The letters to Hans Weigel document the after-effects of this trauma and show how it continues to haunt the young woman’s life – how much, therefore, at a very young age, she is already affected in her physical and psychological health. When Weigel went to the United States for a few months in 1948, she wrote to him very often and confided in him a lot, without restriction or restraint, as she would never do again in her life. Scientists previously believed that Ingeborg Bachmann’s illness, the crises that affected her, the ailments that led her to have to visit psychologists, psychiatrists and hospitals in the early sixties were due to the break with her Swiss lover, the famous novelist and playwright Max Frisch. My study proves that the problems did not appear suddenly after the breakup with the writer. And that the young woman living in Vienna between 1947 and 1953 was already seeking to understand the illness that tormented her and suffered from not being able to explain it. Because the trauma haunts the psyche all the more because it is unspeakable, because it escapes the subject’s memory. Sexual violence indeed generates a traumatic memory. This traumatic memory is at the center of Bachmann’s life and his work. To put it another way, the work is placed under the sign of the problematic unveiling of an unspeakable truth.

However, we should not believe that the trauma suffered and its after-effects are only treated at the individual, biographical level. What is remarkable is that, on the contrary, Bachmann gives it a historical and political dimension. It becomes emblematic of the “fascism” which governs human and social relations, emblematic of the abusive power of one or more people over others, in all the forms it can take, in the different institutions that the Father embodies. in the novel Malina: political, religious, cultural power, and of course also at the family, private level. The second chapter of the novel published two years before his death, if it is inspired by biographical dreams, already mentioned in youthful letters to Hans Weigel, gives them a political and historical dimension which goes far beyond the psychological and personal dimension elsewhere. also present. The ego, mistreated, tortured, raped, locked in a gas chamber, appears as the personification of the victim, of all the victims of the different forms of totalitarian power that the Father represents in his various disguises. Dreams and personal life take on a socio-historical, ethical and universal dimension.

 

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Book

Ingeborg Bachmann Malina
Portico Paperbacks

‘First published in Austria in 1971, this work gained quick acceptance into the canon of modern Austrian and women’s literature. It concerns a triangle consisting of the narrator (an unnamed woman writer in Vienna), her lover (Ivan), and her alter-ego and male roommate (Malina) and culminates in her murder. Experimental in form and lyrical in style, this sometimes difficult novel explores the limits of language and the enigma of time–major themes in Austrian literature at least since the turn of the century. The role of gender in identity and personality is also considered. Malina was originally conceived as the “overture” to a trilogy entitled Ways of Dying, which remained incomplete at the time of the author’s death in 1973.’ — Library Journal

 

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Excerpts

1 Hello. Hello?

2 I, who else then

3 Yes, of course, excuse

4 How am I? And you?

5 I don’t know. Tonight?

6 I hear you so poorly

7 Poorly? What? You can then

8 I can’t hear you well, can you

9 What? Is something?

10 No, nothing, you can even later

11 Of course, I’d better call you later

12 I, I should actually with friends

13 Yes, if you can’t, then

14 That’s not what I said, only if you can’t

15 In any case we’ll talk on the phone later

16 Yes, but around six o’clock, because

17 But even that is too late for me

18 Yes, for me too actually, but

19 Maybe today doesn’t make any sense

20 Did someone come in?

21 No, only now Frau Jellinek is

22 I see, you’re not alone any more

23 But later please, definitely please!

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It was on the Glan bridge. It was not the Sea promenade.

It was not on the Glan bridge, not on the Sea promenade, it was also not on the Atlantic in the night. I only travelled through this night, drunk, toward the worst night.

*

While we talk I can never allow myself to think that in an hour we will be lying on the bed or toward evening or very late at night, because otherwise the walls could suddenly be glass, the roof could suddenly be removed. Extreme self-control lets me accept Ivan’s sitting opposite me at first, silently smoking and talking. Not one word, not one gesture of mine betrays what is now possible and what will continue to be possible. One moment it’s Ivan and myself. Another moment: we. Then right away: you and I. Two beings devoid of all intentions toward each other, who do not want coexistence… I propagate myself with words and also propagate Ivan. I beget a new lineage, my union with Ivan brings that which is willed by God into the world. Firebirds Azurite Immersible flames Drops of jade.

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A-North in the county jail was the suicide watch ward. The lights never went off. I was up there for the duration of my 10 ½ months because I had never been locked up before and had a history of depression and anxiety—the State didn’t want me to die on their watch; they wanted to beef up their resumes by sentencing me to Life Without Parole.

There was a rumor that if you attempted suicide, you got to go to the state hospital in Kalamazoo where the inmate could smoke and have his own space while being evaluated. It was a seductive dream, one that apparently got the best of a little motor-mouthed meth cook whose name I don’t remember, but who reminded me of a troll.

One afternoon he strung himself up on the bars with a bed-sheet. But he was facing outward, toward the hall. I had never tried to hang myself, but I didn’t think he was doing it right. If he was facing out, didn’t that put the pressure on the back of his neck? The deputies cut him down and he was back in the cell an hour or so later. No state hospital, no cigarettes. I said something smart-alecky about his attempt, something like, “Maybe if you hadn’t done it backwards, they would have believed you, you fucking idiot.” I knew I was looking at life and had little compassion for someone who was going to do 3-5 at maximum. He said, “Alright, let’s go,” so I jumped off my top bunk, raised my fists (I had taken boxing at the Y for a year or so) and began jabbing him between the eyes with quick lefts. I contend that I would have whipped him good, except he grabbed a hold of me and switched the fight to a wrestling match mixed with punching.

I had a black eye for awhile. My kids saw my black eye when they next visited and they worried. I promised them I would never get into another fight. And I haven’t. Which is almost certainly for the best because it hurts to get hit and you have to go around explaining to everyone why your face is all marked up. The talking you have to do is not worth the trouble. It’s not worth anything.

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It seems to me then, that his quietness is due to the fact that I am for him too unimportant and familiar a person, as if he had ruled me out, a waste, a superfluous incarnation, as if I were only made out of his rib and always dispensable to him, but also an unavoidable dark history, which his history wants to accompany and complement, but which he delimits and separates from his own clear history.

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My father wears the blood-stained white butcher’s apron in front of a slaughterhouse at dawn, he wears the red executioner’s cloak and climbs the steps, he wears silver and black with black boots in front of an electric barbed-wire fence, in front of a loading ramp, in a watch tower, he wears his costume for the riding whips, for the shoulder rifles, for the shot-in-the-neck pistols, in the worst night the costumes are worn, blood-stained and horrible.

And?

My father, who does not have the voice of my father, asks from afar:

And?

And I say over a long distance, because we come ever farther apart and farther apart and farther:

I know who you are.

I have understood everything.

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Steps, Malina’s incessant steps, quieter steps, the most quiet steps. A standing still. No alarm, no sirens. No on comes to help. Not the ambulance and not the police. It is a very old wall, a very strong wall, from which no one can fall, which no one can break open, from which nothing can be heard again.

It was murder.

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Yes, we’re finally finishing the film. We’re in the studio working on the color and sound from 9 am to 7 pm every day except Sunday and will be for at least two weeks. It’s pretty intense, but exciting. This very respected French film producer saw a cut of the film and loved it and has come onboard as co-Executive Producer, and he’s the one who’s helping us finish, and that’s been a complete lifesaver since useless Fuckhead is now pushed off to the side to some degree. Anyway, the French producer wants to show the film to distributors in early March, so that’s our deadline to get it as complete as possible by then. On the ghost, basically we’re giving up for moment and just letting the ghost pass-throughs look pretty basic because nothing tech-y really works. Yes, we have quick lunch breaks, basically to pop out to grab sandwiches and bring them back to the studio because we’re in too much of a rush to take time away. And Krispy Kreme is just a little too far of a walk, sadly. I know, about those great videos. Sadly I think the wild kids who made them grow up and get embarrassed of them, which is the opposite of how they should feel. Happy b’day to your grandma! And I guess I’ll let love wish you a Happy Valentines Day since I guess today is love’s big annual day, G. ** Charalampos, Hi. Oh, Gérard Blain, right. I’m blanking on the filmmaker with the Robbe-Grillet actresses. I haven’t found anything by Vecchiali that I can use to build a post around. But I will try again. I like pop, I just don’t like Lady Gaga’s brand of it. Except for ‘Poker Face’. I do like that one song. Overdrive is definitely the mode du jour, and thank you. Vibes with considerable eye strain to you. ** Misanthrope, I figured that you, and to some degree I, were going to occasion a rare Sypha visit to defend his goddess, and sure enough! Weird: the vanishing mailbox. I wake up at 6 am every day, bright and spunky and ready to go. Well, actually not until coffee is added. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hey, Ben. Jeez, man, you have just been beset lately. Holy fuck, what’s going on over there. I ‘pray’ that the troublesome mechanics have been fixed by now. You’re seriously due a glorious windfall. ** Barkley, Hi, Barkley! Always a true pleasure. Thank you for letting me know I’m not missing anything. I kind of figured. Mushrooms are so nice. I think I would do them again given the right circumstances. But, yes, total stability, or, well, since that’s impossible, mostly, is kind of a must-have for LSD in-putting, I think. What it does or can do is pretty major. More like brain surgery than a local anaesthetic. Luck with the new doable job! France is trundling along in its winter garb. Although it’s not much of a winter really. Obviously I hope you get to see GbV. They just won’t come over here. Pollard says he hated being in Europe when they did once, so it’s a no-go. It’s very sad. Thank you, thank you for that AC stream! That sounds super fun. I’ll use it to wake up again after my endless hours working on the film today. I did not know airtime.world, and that looks incredible. Bookmarked. Wow, thank you so much!!! You have the best week yourself! Lovely to get to talk with you! ** Steve Erickson, Me too, obviously, about Moullet’s writings. Hard to describe the color grading look we’re after. It’s being pretty intuitive. Big goal is to not use saturation and filters and all that smothering stuff that’s in 99% of films. The grader we’re working with described the look we want as ‘charismatic but soft’, but I’m not sure what that means. Sad your snowstorm was an instant-melt, or, well, wait, congrats, actually. ** Sypha, Hi, James. I knew that would lure you in here. Thank you on behalf of whatever fans of hers might be viewing this for defending her even though I don’t know that she defending exactly? Anyway, you’re a good fan. ** Justin, Aw, thanks, pal. Happy Valentines Day to you. You gonna eat anything especially red and sugary today. I’ll try. ** Uday, Yes, Moullet is in serious need of Criterion Collection boxset or something. When I was in school we were given the choice of learning French, Spanish, or Latin. I chose Spanish because I lived in LA, and that was the sensible choice. but, oh, I wish I’d learned French way back when my brain was fresh and probably even more absorbent. Epistolary formatted as non-epistolary sounds exciting. Makes me want to try that. Maybe try to remember that names are just words and that characters are just configurations of the prose? That helps me. Shame is evil, I think. But he does very annoying. Fell? Ouch. I did that a few weeks ago, and I’m okay now, so your future is bright. Bugs … it’s winter here, so there aren’t a ton of bugs around, and Paris is much less inhabited by insects than LA is, but there’s a nice little spider in my bathroom that I check in on once in a while. You? ** Darby🚀🪂, Great about your great. Yesterday was extremely work-filled and exhausting, but it will seem great in the future. Three boxes, whoop. I like grits. Grits and biscuits, yum. Writing-wise, I want to see of I can finish a collection of short, kind of weird, experimental, fiction things that I’ve been working on fitfully. I’ll start writing Zac’s and my next film as soon as we figure out what we want it to be about. I don’t have any ideas for a new novel, but I’m hoping one will burst through. Thank you for asking, my friend. ** Michael Morland, Hello, Michael! Thank you for gracing this blog’s interior. My obvious pleasure about Mr. Kinkel. He’s unsurprisingly a big fave of mine too. That does sound trying, all that browning and shlop hammering. I can’t even imagine. Big up to you. Come back anytime that here comes onto you sufficiently. ** Pork Scratching, Oh, gosh, you’re too kind. It takes one to know one. ** Right. Someone recently asked me if I would restore the blog’s spotlight on Ingeborg Bachmann’s incredible novel ‘Malina’, and today’s the day. If you don’t know that novel, maybe it’s time? See you tomorrow.