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Laura Parnes Day

 

‘“These people don’t have friends, Angel. They have interests, and don’t you forget it,” Tanya tells her co-conspirator in the opening sequence of artist Laura Parnes’ film County Down. Angel, the precocious rebel-genius played by Stephanie Vella, has just designed a pink hallucinogenic called Quix, packaged in baby bottles and distributed to other teens in their posh gated community. Her popularity has skyrocketed, especially since all the adults in the neighborhood seem to be going slowly mad and anxiety among teens is at a high point. “Right now, it’s in their interests to respect us,” Tanya adds.

County Down, feature-length and animated using rotoscoping, a technique that turns live action into cartoon, is very ’90s — it looks like a video game informed by rave culture, anime, McMansions and Clinton-era oblivion. Its protagonist, Angel, could be a composite of a slightly snazzed-up Daria from MTV and Christina Ricci’s Wendy from The Ice Storm — she’s different, dark, sassy, smart and maybe dangerous. She has heavy blue eye makeup and a vintage schoolgirl wardrobe, and she’s in over her head.

‘“It’s embarrassing how long I’ve been working on this,” says Brooklyn-based Parnes, who wrote the treatment in 2001, after Christine Vachon from Killer Films, who produced Todd Haynes’ Poison and more recently HBO’s Mildred Pierce, encouraged her to do so. That was just before the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks, and plans stagnated after patriotism surged and wars started. “It was not a good time,” Parnes says.

‘She turned her efforts toward video installations like The Only Ones Left, in which a mafia boss who looks like he works on Capitol Hill kills his own men and, at one point, says what George W. Bush said about not letting foreign aid influence tactics in Afghanistan: “At some point, we may be the only ones left. That’s OK with me. We are America.”

‘Parnes also made Blood and Guts in High School, an interpretation of Kathy Acker’s 1978 novel by the same name, in which a punk heroine endures sexual abuse by her cosmopolitan father, joins a New York gang, is nearly forced into prostitution, then dies of cancer. That film explored the desire to rebel, and how difficult it is to do so when you’re born into a permissive, sometimes nihilistic social enclave.

County Down deals with that same difficulty and features latchkey kids trying to live out “the traditional, romantic idea of the teenager” even though the adults around them have never stopped misbehaving. Parnes staged a reading of it in 2009, at the same time Blood and Guts was screening at Participant Inc. in New York. Her audience recognized the County Down milieu — the jocks, punks, smart alecks and tomboys — and laughed. “If they’re laughing, I have to make this,” Parnes thought.

‘She spent three years, from 2009 until now, casting familiar New York performance artists like Kate Valk of the Wooster Group and Jim Fletcher, filming whenever she could get everyone together and editing mostly on her own. But County Down’s long delay has probably been a good thing.

‘“It’s hard to make a piece about the time that you live in,” says Parnes. She tried it when she made No Is Yes in 1998, in which two girls kill and mutilate a counterculture rock star. People couldn’t zoom out enough to take in the film’s implications — that the ’90s mainstream had devoured the underground. But now, in 2012, it’s been 20 years since the Clinton campaign latched onto “It’s the economy, stupid” and pinned early-’90s recession on George H.W. Bush. It’s been 16 years since Alan Greenspan described the mid-’90s stock market bubble as “irrational exuberance” and Alanis Morissette defined irony as “life’s funny way of sneaking up on you…when you think everything’s gone wrong and everything blows up in your face.” All that feels like it’s of an era we’ve lived through and moved well past, which means Parnes’ film revisits a world far enough away that its ominousness is understandable.

‘“Destruction is the one principle in the world we can count on,” Angel says, two-thirds of the way through Parnes’ film. “That and Quix.” Parnes initially called the drug Triple X, but then xXx the movie came out. She tried calling it Tsunami instead, but then the devastating tsunami hit Japan. Quix had none of that baggage. “It’s like instant sweetness or something,” Angel gushes in County Down. “It sounds like immediate gratification,” says Parnes.

‘The film ends when most adults have died or lost their minds completely — one woman tries to devour her son’s leg — and even Angel’s friends have begun to crawl around delusionally, due to the dwindling supply of Quix. In the last scene, men in white jumpsuits and face masks lead Angel and Tanya from their gated enclave into the wider world. We hear Angel’s voice, coming at us from the future, nostalgic for her moment of disastrous, youthful free reign: “Everything’s different now and I know that’s a good thing, but sometimes I wish I could go back to that time, when I was really a part of something.”’ — Catherine Wagley, LA Weekly

 

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Further

Laura Parnes Site
Laura Parnes on improvisation and deep collaboration
Laura Parnes @ Twitter
Laura Parnes @ Instagram
David Velasco on Laura Parnes
Book: Blood and Guts in Hollywood: Two Screenplays by Laura Parnes
Sue De Beer and Laura Parnes
Laura Parnes @ Film-makers Coop
Exposing the Blood and Guts of Hollywood’s Teen Girl Fantasy
Book: Laura Parnes ‘Documentation of The St. Jude You Prick Chain Letter Series’
This New Music Doc Is like Spinal Tap By Way of the Enlightenment
Josefina Ayerza on Heidi 2
ARE YOU HIGH ON QUIX? IN LAURA PARNES’ FAKE GATED COMMUNITY, THIS DRUG IS ALL THE RAGE
Sardonic Tales: an Interview With Video Artist Laura Parnes
“Conjuring Julia Kristeva´s notion of the abject” Laura Parnes “creates a willful ambivalence in her work through terse, non-linear narratives”
Video Artist Laura Parnes on Her Fascination with Teenaged Rebellion

 

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Extras


Lilliana Latorre ‘This Is Laura Parnes’


Laura Parnes Talk @ Creative Capital


it’s like if a small platypus jumped into the air and you caught its bill in your mouth

 

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Interview

 

Jane Ursula Harris: The bad girl/teen rebel seems to be a leitmotif, one you simultaneously lampoon through caricature and herald by alluding to its potential. Why do you think this is?

Laura Parnes: I’m interested in the teenager as an outsider or a symbol of rebellion. There is the romantic vision of the teen peering in on a culture they haven’t really personally participated in. This holds potential for criticality but is often tempered by a desire to gain status, power, agency. In Catcher in the Rye, Holden Caulfield is horrified at the hypocrisy of the adult world. Fueled by the cultural ambivalence towards the adolescent female, my teen characters tend to see the absurdity of contemporary culture as a given. Often their access to power requires constant self-objectification and often the power they access is painfully predictable, even boring. What’s a girl to do but manufacture drugs or accidentally kill and mutilate your favorite rock star?

JH: Can you talk more about this idea of the “cultural ambivalence towards the adolescent girl” and what you think contributes to this?

LP: I guess I’m talking about our obsession with youth and beauty and our dismissal of young woman in regards to their intellect. And though they become symbols of desire, their pleasure is often of little interest. I’m also interested in the predictable nature of these power dynamics and the clichés and stereotypes that those in power often play out — like the self-involved, sadistic rock star, the lascivious, judgmental preacher or the condescending, perverse professor.

JH: You’ve mentioned the influence of Cronenberg’s early films, namely his use of architecture, on your work. I can see aspects of that brutalist aesthetic in your sets, and the way they impart a similarly generic sense of menace, and in your attraction to Kathy Acker’s novel, Blood and Guts in High School (1978), which you brilliantly adapt in your eponymous film of 2009. Like the authority figures, parents, institutions, etc. that function regularly as allegories of state control, there’s a feeling that the built environment is villainous too, somehow. Or implicated. How else do you see this operating in your work?

LP: Blood and Guts in High School was shot for the most part at Bennington College. The architecture is International style and is very 70’s and very New England. In many ways the buildings are stunning but the dirty carpets and stained drop-ceilings are indications of an institution in decline. The vast institutional spaces overwhelm the protagonists always asserting dominance over the students who use it. In County Down, the gated community is a perfect petri dish for Angel’s designer drug to go awry. The fake McMansion style exteriors and the cell-like architecture within mirror the characters that inhabit them. It’s the perfect setting for an epidemic of psychosis.

JH: Interestingly, Blood and Guts has none of the burlesque stream-of-consciousness of Acker’s writing, its pared down aesthetic and minimal dialogue more like an apocalyptic parable than pomo (postmodern) rant. Of course there’s a similar tone, a nihilistic sensibility, that gets evoked, but it still becomes its own work, independent of a viewer’s familiarity with Acker’s text (a good thing IMHO). How conscious were you in distinguishing your work from its precedent?

LP: I love Acker’s work and this book was seminal in the development of my own practice especially how she embraced defiance and her own rage combined with this explosion of intellectual bravado. With her popularity waning and a generational shift away from work expressing anger, I wanted to make a period piece about the current moment – life during the Bush administration. I used certain elements in the book as a starting point and then developed them as a series of allegorical vignettes.

JH: How do you see this generational difference playing out in Heidi II, another example of a work made “after” another (Mike Kelley and Paul McCarthy’s Heidi, 1992). And do you consider these works appropriation, critique, exegesis, or just a springboard for your own ideas?

LP: In all of my work that refers to a book, video or film the original texts function as a springboard. There is a book of scripts (published by that Participant Inc.) that include Hollywood Inferno and Blood and Guts in High School, which gives specific insight into how I adapted Acker’s book. In Hollywood Inferno it’s more just a reference to Dante’s inferno. It’s Dante as Sandy, an aspiring actress/model traveling to hell on a mall escalator with Virgil the sleazy screenwriter as a guide. Heidi 2 kind of functioned as a critique and homage. It uses humor and B-movie aesthetics to ask questions about gender and the narrative of art historical lineage. There’s a bloody puppet birth, bulimic contests, sexual play and technological degradation. It’s hilarious.

JH: It is. I particularly love the scene in Blood and Guts where Janie becomes Jim Jones — archival audio of the later merging with her image as she delivers his infamous speech to the compound. Its such a slapstick moment with perfect comedic timing. A lot of your humor oscillates between this laugh out loud kind of funny and the deadpan. How important is humor to your work, and how do you modulate its role in your work?

LP: I’m very invested in humor and I’m always ironically applying popular culture aesthetics to comment on a lot of other cultural issues. In Blood and Guts the comedic timing is slowed down to the point where one can barley recognize the joke. I’m interested in the tension of pulling a joke apart until it almost disintegrates. When Janie gets thrown in a prison cell and spouts a heartfelt speech about her rights, the policeman responds in a slow motion pivot like Christopher Walken and says “What are you? Some kind of hippy?” I like to play with the familiar and uncomfortable. In County Down, I try to take the teenager embarrassed to be seen shopping with her mother to a new level. Tanya gazes in horror as mom writhes on the ground speaking in tongues and groping a nearby mannequin. The teens cope with a psychotic culture by embracing superficiality to a degree that’s nihilistic. In this case, the teens watching the scene respond with a flippant insult about shoes: “P.S. Her shoes are from Target.”

JH: Yes, there’s a wonderfully creepy side to your humor that sometimes has genuinely disturbing undertones. I’m thinking especially of Heidi 2, which opens with the theme song for Rosemarie’s Baby, and ends with Heidi1 cramming a TV into Heidi 2’s gaping stomach (after the latter has aborted Peter’s baby). Its all too absurd to take seriously and yet there are moments of real unease. Many have interpreted the work solely in terms of the anxiety of influence (and you do call it the “unauthorized sequel”), suggesting Grandpa represented Kelley and McCarthy. Others have created a whole psychoanalytic exegesis about it. What were you and de Beer ultimately trying to say with this work?

LP: I can’t speak for Sue but I think all those responses are valid. Heidi 2 was fueled by a frustration that work by women tends to be seen in relation to gender whereas art by men is seen in a more universal light. I think this is a frustration that artists feel in relation to race as well. So, for me it’s a wickedly satirical piece but also a horror movie, and a sleazy one at that.

JH: Your ongoing series The Real Art World seems to express the same sort of parodic take, reflecting no doubt your experiences as an artist as well as a (former) director of Momenta Art. There’s so much that resonates for me having done many studio visits myself, though obviously the scenarios are more outlandish for hyperbolic effect. What motivated you to create this work, and what typically inspires a new episode?

LP: I teach and I used to curate and I’m an artist so I’ve experienced the studio visit from many sides and it’s kind of a comedic goldmine. For those who don’t know, before a work of art is chosen for exhibition, gallerists or curators visit the artist’s studio to meet the artist and see the work in person. Consequentially, the artist must convince the visitor of the value of their work. Like a confidence game or a first date, the power dynamics of the studio visit are wrought with miscommunication and ego clashes. One of my favorite interactions reflects art world characters who eagerly keep the bar low. A painter pulls out a canvas depicting Farah Faucet and says “In this one, really in all of them, there is this question of clichés and stereotypes. I want to make work that is truly cliché. I can’t stand work that critiques clichés. I would rather try to find a set of clichés that I can really believe in.” The gallerist responds, “That is sooo refreshing.”

 

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12 of Laura Parnes’s 16 works

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Ladies, There’s a Space That You Can’t Go (1995)
‘Screened in the 1997 Whitney Biennial, the video Ladies, “There’s a Space You Can’t Go” is both derived entirely from an episode of Sally Jesse Raphael titled My Daughter Dresses Like A Hooker. Sampled audience statements and a driving dance beat merge with distorted talk show participants. The daughters “exhibited” walk through the audience as if it were a runway. These quasi-models perform for a disturbed mob of angry women who relentlessly attack with threats of rape and diets.’ — L.P.

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No Is Yes (1998)
No Is Yes examines the inevitable co-option of counter culture through two teenage girls that accidentally kill and mutilate their favorite rockstar. It is inspired by MTV’ s habitual use of experimental film and video techniques to render elaborate ads for their specialized product – the pop-star. It is further inspired by fashion advertising which is styled after various artist’s work (ie. Nan Goldin, Larry Clark, etc…). Many of these artists used photography to document “counter-culture”, and/or to critique popular culture. This accentuates the irony, as these these stylized versions of their work re-enter the world in the form of advertisements. “An ‘art video’ that plays like a dark, over-medicated afterschool special, No Is Yes is one of the better examples of what video can do that I’ve seen lately.” — Chris Lee, Waterfront Week


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w/ Sue de Beer Heidi 2 (2000)
Heidi 2, produced in collaboration with Sue de Beer, is a feminist revision of Mike Kelley and Paul McCarthy’s 1992 video, Heidi. This intentionally low-end production illustrates the way B-movie aesthetics can be employed ironically to comment on cultural depravity. This mother/daughter story reclaims patriarchal abjection through reinterpretation. The work is introduced through a disturbingly humorous birth scene. From there, the pair’s daily life gradually moves from bulimic contests and sexual play to technologized degradation. This relationship implodes in the final scene when the daughter, Heidi 2, surgically implants a TV set into her own abdomen with her mother’s help. The TV contains a live feed of herself. Aesthetically, the cold Cronenberg-esque silences distill the horror of transmitted self-objectification particular to the adolescent female. “Pulsing with the murky horror and red-light glow of cult films like Liquid Sky and Videodrome, Sue de Beer and Laura Parnes’s video Heidi 2 has been one of the most inspired works of art to arrive in New York this season.”‘ — Michael Cohen, Flash Art


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Hollywood Inferno (2001 – 2003)
‘Formally structured and shot for double projection, the work invokes a voyeuristic point of view that propels the subplot of suburban surveillance. Deploying visual and verbal quotations, the disjointed world magnifies the effects of commercial over-saturation. Actual experience is suspect as fabrication. Virgil’s character is culled from the pages of Penthouse and Artforum. As he leads her through this defamiliarized territory populated by demonic Furbies, Columbine models, and fire-breathing teenagers, she becomes increasingly seduced by the pleasure of spectatorship.’ — Lia Gangitano, “Darkest Blond”, 2003

‘Laura Parnes’s solo show has just one work, a film about 40 minutes long titled Hollywood Inferno (Episode One). But it’s plenty, and it adds a welcome note of dissonance to a fluffy stretch in New York art…Ms. Parnes, who has a smart, notably unconservative critical eye, is now at work on her first feature film. I look forward to it.’ — Holland Cotter, New York Times

‘This multi-layered, disturbing work deserves a treatise Parnes’ anger rivals Dante’s–or at the very least, Todd Solondz’s–in her description of affectless youth selling itself down the river, with only Satan (in various guises) serving as an adult role model.’ — Tom Moody, Digital Tree


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The Real Art World (Episodes 1-4) (1998 – 2004)
‘In the “Real Art World Episodes,” I explore the awkward social interaction of the studio visit. Before a work of art is chosen for exhibition, gallerists or curators visit the artist’s studio to meet the artist and see the work in person. Consequentially, the artist must convince the visitor of the value of their work. Like a confidence game or a first date, the power dynamics of the studio visit are wrought with miscommunication and ego clashes.’ — LP

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Blood and Guts in High School (Janie 1978-1982) (2004 – 2009)
‘Laura Parnes’ Blood and Guts in High School (2007) is a chillingly dystopic deadpan dramatization of Kathy Acker’s infamously pornographic, plagiarized, resistant, oedipal and anti-imperial novel of the same name (published 1984). Parnes’ version places banal scenes from the life of its nihilistic anti-heroine Janie/Janey Smith in the context of U.S. news events, 1978–1982 (the years of the novel’s composition) including the Jonestown Massacre, the Three Mile Island nuclear accident, the Iranian Hostage Crisis and more. Endlessly timeless, Parnes’ Blood and Guts… presciently dramatizes the banality of everyday institutional oppression in these United States.’

‘Shot with an hallucinat[ory] Kubrickian eye, Blood and Guts… brings a sleek cinematic aesthetic to the often ineptly-lensed genre of gallery video, and offers the form a new role: as Hollywood’s unconscious, peeping into the nightmare from which we cannot awake.’ — Ed Halter, Light Industry

‘Where the thrill of Acker’s gory text and the emotional manipulation of teen-focused films pull out the threads on every heart patch sewn to a young girl’s backpack, Parnes’s videos come off as boring, staged, painfully acted shorts—they are not meant to entertain. They are meant to bludgeon the teenage dream to its untimely death’ — Alicia Eler, Hyperallergic


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The Only Ones Left (2007)
The Only Ones Left, a three channel video installation in which a mafia boss who looks like he works on Capitol Hill kills his own men and, at one point, says what George W. Bush said about not letting foreign aid influence tactics in Afghanistan: “At some point, we may be the only ones left. That’s OK with me. We are America.”’ — Catherine Wagley

 

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Untitled (for Technically Sweet) (2008)
‘”Untitled for Technically Sweet” was originally inspired by the Antonioni script of the same title for an exhibiton curated byYvette Brackman and Maria Finn and shown at Participant Inc. NYC, Overgaden- Institute for Contemporary Art, Copenhagen. Under the subconscious yet ever-present glow of real and psychic catastrophic events lies something even more terrifying—the natural world and its utter indifference. This two-channel video installation pits catalog-perfect natural settings with the potential for environmental devastation. On one channel the artist, her husband, and her baby attempt to have an idealic encounter with nature as they relax in a well-groomed patch of lawn surrounded by lush green mountains. On the other channel a stampede of animals flee an unseen event. Their flight is relentless.’ — L.P.

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County Down (2013)
County Down is a cross-platform, episodic, digital film exploring an epidemic of psychosis among the adults in a gated community that coincides with a teenage girl’s invention of a designer drug. Mirroring rave culture and the unbridled optimism around technology during the 1990s, County Down presents a society so obsessed with novelty and consumerism that it euphorically embraces its own destruction. The multigenerational cast of downtown performers and artists including: Chloe Bass, Becca Blackwell, Ellen Cantor, Patty Chang, Marti Domination, Nicole Eisenman, Jim Fletcher, James Fotopoulos, Andy Haynes, William Powhida, Emily Roysdon, Kate Valk, Stephanie Vella and Sacha Yanow. The soundtrack and musical arrangements are by Johanna Fateman, formerly of Le Tigre, and also include music by JD Samson, Wynne Greenwood, Long Hind Legs, and Lesbians On Ecstasy. Costumes and Styling are by GGrippo.’ — The Kitchen


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The Julie Ruin I’m Done (2016)
‘The Julie Ruin’s Kathleen Hanna teams up with iconic iterations of her past self while performing to her own karaoke video as she declares “I’m Done” with internet trolls in this video from director Laura Parnes.’ — Hardly Art


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Tour Without End (2018)
‘Following the fictional band Munchausen through New York’s alternative music scene, Laura Parnes’s satirical doc-fiction hybrid Tour Without End chronicles a milieu pinched by local hyper-gentrification and spun by national politics. Supported by a veritable who’s who of downtown luminaries (Eileen Myles, Gary Indiana, Kathleen Hanna, K8 Hardy, and more) playing versions of themselves, Munchausen (played by the The Wooster Group’s Kate Valk and New York City Players’ Jim Fletcher) serve as our guide to a contemporary DIY world as vibrant as it is precarious (of the 14 venues featured in the film, at least four have been forced to shutter). Elder statesman of New York bohemia, Munchausen thread the needle between several decades of New York art subcultures, mixing with an intergenerational group of artists and taking a long view of a shared culture dominated by the young. Shot between 2014 and early 2018, the film never leaves the political situation far from the frame, with our players entering the eye of the storm on a brief sojourn to Cleveland during the RNC and rallying the community in the post-election spiral, exemplified by a show stopping performance by The Julie Ruin the night after Trump’s election. Between performances by bands like Eartheater, Shannon Funchess, Macy Rodman and Youthquake, Parnes stages semi-scripted scenes creating a portrait of a living artistic community; gossiping backstage, humoring tone-deaf marketing pitches, enduring patronizing interviewers, comforting one another, enjoying each other’s work, and attempting to make sense of our increasingly disturbing historical moment.’ — Nellie Killian, Film Comment


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Magic Thinking (2025)
Magic Thinking is a multi-channel film installation steeped in the current moment where climate catastrophe, the COVID pandemic, and the rise of fundamentalism combine to contribute to an apocalyptic aura. With this aura, magical thinking can become a survival strategy.’ — L.P.

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p.s. Hey. ** _Black_Acrylic, I’m pretty sure CouldBeYou is the old guy with the beard, I mean as much as you can be ‘pretty sure’ about anything to do with those eternally suspect profiles. I’ve heard of Steven Warwick, but I’m a virgin re: his writing. Yes, ‘Literature and Evil’, of course. Back when I first heard about Bataille, that was the only book of his that had been translated into English at that point, which is so odd to think about considering his books’ library-sized availability now. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Spoke too soon, my sinuses are still playing hide and seek with me a bit. Stylin’ love, nice! When the demons take love, they enter him, they feast on his insides. they don’t want to leave him, they don’t want to abandon the meal, so they ended up being a part of his organism that he can’t eradicate, only live with it hoping that they never take control of his brain, G. ** Steeqhen, I think we’ve all been there one way another at some point, ideally whence young. Excited to read how you parse my stuff’s relation to Sade’s. Thank you, obviously! My week so far … film stuff, festival submissions, hunting leads. Today I’m going with friends to the only museum (Palais de Tokyo) that’s weirdly open today (May Day). The French interpret today’s symbolic meaning super seriously. ** Misanthrope, Ha, funny dream. I can almost picture it. Thanks for imagining me being so inquisitive. Not that I’m not for real. If the US took May Day seriously, you’d be a free man today, but I bet it doesn’t. ** Charalampos, Hey. Mm, maybe Nouveau Roman-like but I wasn’t deliberately trying to have learned from them there. Resnais’s film ‘Providence’ was weirdly kind of the biggest influence. Given that Slimane has turned into an extremely mediocre photographer, I hope not, haha. Stamps … seems possible, doesn’t it? No, I don’t know Pink Pantheress. I mostly listen to noise music, you know. Yes, when I was a kid, at least, one way to say you didn’t understand something was to say, ‘It’s all Greek to me.’ It must’ve been a phrase from a movie or advertisement or something. I don’t think you writing to me in Greek would work. I would just use google translate like I did just now. ** Dom Lyne, Hi. We’ve submitted to a bunch of European festivals, but we won’t start getting answers from them for another couple of weeks at soonest. I’ve never drank or smelled Malibu, but, based on the name, I can only imagine. Ha, funny and cool about the ‘Closer’ guy. I suppose pulling out a book of mine on a date could be flirty, right? Hugs back. ** Carsten, I think 10,000 words is probably okay. I’m not good at imagining what that means visually, but I’ll launch on a weekend so people will have an extra day to look it through. My living situation here is fine. I’ve moved a few times, but I’ve been in my current apartment for maybe 7 years? They raise the rent a bit annually but not by very much. Hotels are very expensive here and getting more so. But living here, you can live fairly inexpensively. It’s much, much more expensive to live in LA now. I’m shocked by how expensive everything is there. In that sense, Paris is more affordable, weirdly. ** jay, objectforSADIST seems to have been the hit of the bunch. No pun intended. Your theory doesn’t sound nutty at all, to me at least. Seems sensible. Kind of similar in a way to the attraction to hiring escorts with the accompanying rules and limitations maybe. I had sufficient focus yesterday to finish my self-assigned tasks without mentally zizzing out, so thank you. May your pleasure continue unabated. ** Måns BT, Hey! No wonder you were wasted. It sounds glorious. I hope your head isn’t punishing you today. Or at least not too much since being hungover is a national holiday. So that’s how the Swedish celebrate May 1st? Here the French use the occasion to go out in the streets and march and denounce the government. So kind of the opposite. Although I suppose they could do that and be hungover at the same time? I’m fine. I’m mostly just doing film-related stuff. Nothing too out of the recent ordinary. But I’m good. Thanks for using your toilet time to speak to me. ** HaRpEr, According to Wikipedia, Walpurgisnacht is celebrated by dressing in costumes, playing pranks on people, and creating loud noises meant to keep evil at bay. That’s sounds pretty alright. Well, yes, I think you should read Deleuze if you want to. You can’t go wrong with ‘Anti-Oedipus’. Solo, he does have a ton of books. I’ve found every one I’ve read riveting. His two books about cinema are excellent. Fingers crossed about the Tate. A bunch of my LA artist friends work in galleries and seem ok with that kind of employment. Or as artists’ studio assistants. Bret has a point, haha. Although in his case it was lucking into rich parents. Semi-rich parents in my case, I must admit. ** catachrestic, I assemble those posts piece by piece over the course of about a month, so I don’t have the clearest sense of their overall impression. I think there are more twinks these days who want a Daddy than want to be slaughtered from what twinks I know or hear about tell me. Thanks for the Claude Shannon vid link. I had to save my personal discovery of him and his stuff until hopefully today as my sinuses clouded my inputting abilities yesterday. ** Nicholas., It’s a little too warm here today. For my tastes. Most others are likely glorying in all the blue-roofed warmth. ‘Sinner’, I’ll take a peek, thanks. Up and at ’em! ** Right. Laura Parnes is just about to have a kind of retrospective of her films at Anthology Film Archives in NYC, and I suspect that’s what inspired me to make this Day on behalf of those of us are not in that location. See you tomorrow.

“I have been a boy for a very long time and it is already unbearably painful for me!”

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ThisIsAbe (Owner) – Apr 11, 2025
I’m a greenhorn when it comes to gay stuff and guys like you, so if you want sex too apologies if I seem a little flustered.

Jitterbug – Apr 9, 2025
Pretty skeletal but not dead yet. Bleak sense of humour. Tons of baggage.

ThisIsAbe (Owner) – Apr 7, 2025
I’m trying to get from 115 down to 95lbs again.

SwallowMyControl – Apr 7, 2025
He’s no oil painting…you have been warned.



 

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FeminizeMe, 19
Up till now I’ve been a straight boy, cisgender, masculine, dating girls, doing well in life. I’m not trans, I like being a male, but I want someone to take over my brain and fuck me into a brainless effeminate, passive girl.

Please find me master, kidnap, assault, drug me, dress me female, anesthesize me drowsy/unconscious, and whatever else it takes to make me extremely hot and make you hate me then rape me into a girl.

I am really nervous about this but it’s annoying me how much I want to make it happen.

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FeminizeMe (Owner) – Apr 13, 2025
I have been a boy for a very long time and it is already unbearably painful for me!

BoyStrangler – Apr 12, 2025
You are a slutty little girl. Never let your cock trick you into thinking you are a male of any kind. You need some cute little boobs girl. And you aint kidding anyone with your cock and balls. it’s time for you to finally get them surgically removed and get another fuckhole. Then you can get that one just as trashed as your asspussy. You know how sexy you will be when you have titties and 2 pussies. I will even remove your cock and balls myself, then make you eat them, or feed them to a hungry dog.


 

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tidesmasher, 21
Looking to take huge cocks up my ass behind my girlfriend’s back.

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Anonymous – Apr 22, 2025
That’s the million dollar question.

fatalfantasies – Apr 22, 2025
what happened to the vid?

Anonymous – Apr 22, 2025
Sorry, I just saw your reply! Her name was “Mistress Kayla” and she was a necrophiliac and he was her boyfriend at the time. I provided a lethal dose of poison that she mixed into his Coca Cola and I filmed her having sex with his corpse in 2015. I don’t remember how much I paid her for it back then, but it wasn’t a whole lot. The boy was kinda emo/goth, skinny, not the brightest, had no idea what he was doing, figuring out life generally, wildly unaware and usually tired.

fatalfantasies – Apr 19, 2025
Really? That’s insane! How much did you pay for it? Who was the boy?

Anonymous – Apr 19, 2025
Apologies for busting everyone’s balls, but this profile is fake. I know because around ten years ago I paid the girlfriend of the guy in the photo to kill him and have sex with his dead body and I filmed it. I had sex with the corpse too, didn’t film it though.



 

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objectforSADIST, 20
Young guy who would like to willingly join others to slaughter two young twinks, to feel the excitement of being a killer and watching the two victims desperately fight and beg for their lives without success. I would love to join the feast with the super millionaires who pay, donate, and bid for their exquisite dinners of the bodies these young men. Perhaps later toward the end of the banquet, some millionaires privately offer to pay to have me slaughtered on spot and cook for the extended late night dinner, without my awareness. Then all suddenly, I am subdued and dragged to the slaughter room, and just like the two boys in the early evening, I am stripped of my clothes, rope tied like a long pig. Just like this, I am hoisted by my ankles into the air, and a butcher whom I was helping earlier, approaching me with a butcher knife, cut into my neck vain, my blood sprinkling like crazy, while my tightly bound naked body, hung upside down, swirling as a result of struggling. And with me still being conscious vaguely, the butcher goes further, cut my belly wide open, my intestines immediately falling off in the front, dripping toward my head below … too bad that at this moment I am going to darkness, without being able to watch my body meat carefully and skillfully chopped off, and handed over to the chefs for cooking …

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Dontcareee – Apr 15, 2025
His elevator doesn’t go to the top floor.

Strangler – Apr 14, 2025
yes it would be hot to kill two young twinks.

Person – Apr 9, 2025
The hottest boy who work at the 7eleven fo sho.

MonsieurLeProfesseur – Apr 5, 2025
He has a very open minded body.


 

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Debbycakes, 19
Hi there. I’m a 19 years old boy looking for an older man to love. (40+)

My interests are the usual: games, movies, tv series… I’ve been more focused on songs for a while now, but what I’m always looking for in any of those is a good story. Also, dogs. I love dogs, I have one and I love it more than anything.

However, if I were to find someone, my main interest would be to make memories with that person.

The situation at home isn’t great, my dad isn’t great, etc, you’ve heard it before. All of the above definitely makes me seem needy and desperate, I know. But at least, it’s honest.

As for kinks, *blush* *deep breath* I VERY much enjoy physical exams, oxygen masks, straitjackets, hospital beds, wheelchairs, etc. Also, surgeries. Search for “fisting initiation surgeon”, should be the first video.

I realize what I’m asking for is ridiculous, but I think that it’s stupid for me to not try.

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TheAuthority – Apr 9, 2025
Feed the bears…with him

Debbycakes (Owner) – Apr 8, 2025
I’ve quit alcohol since then. I’m proud of myself, and finding a mean dad legit to be with would be a nice compliment to my life. A lot to ask in this world, but monogamy with a dad is my preference.

aquariusmoon – Apr 8, 2025
Long history of lying, betrayal and self destructive behaviour, will provide info if interested.
Deserves addiction, infection and injury.

lifeisaflower – Apr 8, 2025
I want to fuck the brains out of you. Literally fuck so hard your brains get bashed into pieces in your skull and squeeze out your nose and ears. You’re so insanely hot. But man, we competed against each other for a cushy job that I got and you’ve got major attitude toward me lol. But I’d kill to slide into your wet pussy hole while making out with you and breed you so deep so many times you switch genders and have sextuplets.

Debbycakes (Owner) – Apr 8, 2025
My limits are blood and vomit, however if you’re gagging the fag so to speak, the vomit one can be passed by haha.




 

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FakeBoy, 18
if you want to have a stereotypically attractive young fem boy eat your shit then dm me.

i’ve had a weakness for this for years now… after trying to get rid of it to have a normal sexual life without being able to i’ve now started to accept that this is how i’m supposed to be, just an attractive body and face that’s created to be someone’s toilet.

it’s embarrassing how much i love shit since it’s so gross but maybe that will amuse you even more, especially since i’m very attractive and could realistically get any guy i want, but here i am… eating your shit…

i’m ideally looking for someone borderline evil, sadistic, someone who enjoys seeing me with a mouthful of shit, chewing and swallowing.

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FakeBoy (Owner) – Apr 17, 2025
no, i will not share naked photos, they will not say anything about my character and will not show anything about me except that my penis is about 17 centimeters

Santixxl – Apr 15, 2025
You’re cute and I’m bored of vanilla sex, but you’re not THAT cute and I’m not THAT bored.

BindingLiberation – Apr 13, 2025
You feed him your sh*t, he eats it *shrug*


 

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Meathead, 18
Sirs my name is Noah. Total redneck fuck boy from a place in Arkansas name of Altus. I’m looking for a top near Altus that is willing to come over and brutally rape me and strangle me and will carve his initials into my skin and heat the flat of the blade and press it against his initials and brand them permanently into my skin so that everyone knows he owns me and will force me to live with him (you should already have a crate for me to live in) and make me a prostitute and whore me out to make money off of me when he isn’t raping me please have a 10″+ cock and thick and please don’t hold back on anything, also cool with being chloroformed before being raped or drugged with the date rape drug liquid G.

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Nonchalant_guy – Apr 27, 2025
Sharing it/him.
451 SE 12th ST
Homestead FL 33030
Lot Travel Trailer 06
First right inside of Aquarius
There is a 06 on the travel trailer

Hunter42 – Apr 21, 2025
Sending a huge hug ❤️ no matter what happens I hope the both of you find happiness ❤️

Nonchalant_guy – Apr 21, 2025
I have taken TPE ownership of him. For the first two weeks I forced rotten and putrid food and trash down his throat until his belly was bloating and his lungs were burning from not getting any oxygen, as he kicked and pleaded for me to stop and I couldn’t have cared less and continued to violate his insides.

As of now he has been brainwashed until all that’s left of him is a package of simple reflexes and muscles and digestive functions, a trash disposal, a chair, a garbage bin with a small opening and nothing more… no sign of his former self.

nohelp – Apr 1, 2025
Aspires to inspire before he expires.



 

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Casper, 18
I’m a 18 yo boy in a wheelchair and I want a man to make me have an orgasm then choke me to death.

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Casper (Owner) – Apr 10, 2025
Legs don’t work.

 

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Dangerous_Boy, 18
Look at that picture. See that pretty boy? Note how his lip curls ever so slightly, that slight tinge of smugness? How he isn’t even looking directly at you, how he must think he’s so much better than you? Wouldn’t you love to show him otherwise, to show this little Icarus just how close he accidentally flew to the sun and what the consequences are?

Don’t be fooled by his young age. You’d probably be horrified if you knew how young he was when he lost his virginity, and angry as hell at the smug, prick teasing princess he’s been ever since. But some of you might like the thought of a reminding him exactly what he was made for. You’re fully invited to take that step. Fuck him up. Traumatize him. Permanently. For the rest of his life. Forever.

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Alex18boy – Apr 19, 2025
Please Master have mercy.

Dangerous_Boy (Owner) – Apr 18, 2025
Maybe I need to make myself clearer. I am ISO SADIST(S) TO DESTROY HIS BODY. I SEEK FOR HIM TO BECOME A BREEDING GROUND FOR STD/STI OF EVERY KIND. I NEED HIS MIND, BODY, SPIRIT AND SOUL OBLITERATED, DESTROYED, BROKEN. I AM SEEKING CBT, TRD, TT, WS, SCAT, EVERYTHING SATANIC, INCLUDING THE KITCHEN SINK. I WILL NEVER REFUSE ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO ANYTHING TO HIM. PLEASE HELP ME.

Shotsfired – Apr 18, 2025
I’m looking for a boy who I can knock out. While you’re sleeping peacefully, I’ll explore your helpless body inside and out. You down?

 

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CharlesNeedMen, 19
A 19 year old twink, live in Illinois. What I wish would happen: never let me out of your sight. To never let me out of the house. Black white asian or whatever you are. Express how all this makes you feel.

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carterzt – Apr 20, 2025
im 16 lmfao and idgaf abt you bro

hungandmean – Apr 20, 2025
You can torture this twink all you want! You just need to get to know him for an hour first. I promise he’s interesting.



 

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Couldbeyou, 18
I am very interested in my son. I have never made a move, but since he is of age as of last week, there are huge, consuming urges to slip something in his soft drink and pound his hypnotic little ass inside out. Maybe I am imagining things, but he seems to be showing some interest in more than a typical dad and son relationship. Advice? Help?

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Couldbeyou (Owner) – Apr 13, 2025
I should probably add he has a cock anatomically perfect in shape and substance.

fabian – Apr 13, 2025
I cried when my dad raped me at 13 and it hurt like hell but that’s not why I cried.

Couldbeyou (Owner) – Apr 10, 2025
My personal opinion is that he has spent a very large part of his life suppressing himself so in many things and those mental suppression controls of his do not allow him to fully let go and enjoy being a gay bottom. I have noticed that when he drinks alcohol his mental controls seem to begin to go away and I think when fully drunk he would be able to enjoy being a horny piggy object. He does get more feminine and more chatty when drinking and his Canadian accent becomes stronger. So one may think he is not a true gay bottom because he needs alcohol to get there but truly in my heart my suspicion is there nothing more he craves than being immersed in a space of complete gayness with an extremely high sex drive.

baldwin – Apr 9, 2025
He likes Vodka drinks, you can buy him that to get him.

Couldbeyou (Owner) – Apr 7, 2025
It’s against Society’s rules, yes, it is. However, I’m find it very difficult to come up with any moral argument that holds water against how delicious his ass looks in his jeans.



 

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HowSoonIsNow, 20
only two months to get back to freedom.

I should be happy, finally out of hell, but is it only hell in here or is it waiting for me outside.

when the demons take you, they enter you, they feast on your insides.

they don’t want to leave you, they don’t want to abandon the meal, so they ended up being a part of my organism that I can’t eradicate, only live with it hoping that they never take control of my brain.

I am a slave yes.

I am a difficult subject yes.

I have experience yes in prison since I was 13 years old.

in two months I can be owned by a master who does not make me go back to where I came out.

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lokichiot – Apr 8, 2025
Last name Delamare
First name(s) Martin Serge Pierre
Sex Male
Age 20 years
Date of Death 04/02/2005
Municipality Deauville (14220)
Department 14
Country France (FRA)
Cause of Death Sexual assault, skull fracture

HowSoonIsNow (Owner) – March 26, 2024
I’ll never bore you.

Gunplayer – March 26, 2024
There’s a video floating around out there of him getting slammed then beast fucked by four guys and them taking turns punch fisting him and rimming his gaping hole like hungry pigs.

B1gThank5 – March 25, 2024
You are very handsome my friend!! Id love to have you over to help me eat a teenage white boy.



 

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Imreadytogetfucked, 20
I’ll do anything to get fucked
Come fuck me
Call me 07873397463
Come rape me

This is likely to be my last roll of the dice. I know that the clock is against me, my youth is sadly running out, I’m one of those boys that nobody notices, it’s always been like that, so this is my final journey, my last jump into the shark pool.

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tallslenderguy – Apr 20, 2025
a useful bit of scum

jockwhore – Apr 16, 2025
I think he is the perfect bottom. I do not mind him sounding like a girl while he gets fucked. It’s only natural.

LDNhungvers – Apr 10, 2025
I can’t understand this all…he’s cute, yes he is, but he is too noisy, and sounds like a woman.

1DOOR2DASH3DICK – Apr 10, 2025
i wanted fill all yall’$ gut$ with warm goey baby batter🍼
to respectfully fuck yall blind 👀and to find the freak spot n to keep hitting it n a variety of ways n to keep the freak cuming💦
rest in peace🙏to that hole, i’m a savage🦍
yall were not my for ever freak but i will find him🔎i will not give up🌃thank yall for your time ❤️ means so much to me!!

FAG_HUNTER – Apr 7, 2025
FCKING THE FCK OUTTA HIM GOT ME OFF.

stupidrapetoy (Owner) – Apr 2, 2025
Don’t condemn the way I look or how I am, because I will do the same to you. If you don’t can handle me the way I am that’s ok, but accept that everybody is not the same! The big answer for most men is, “that I am not a drama queen!” Please remove that kind of stupid thinking, because in less than 1 year I will be 21.

tootiredtocare – Apr 2, 2025
He is a drooling mess.

 

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needbrokeinsoon, 18
time is short; going “away” to prison for 10 years, seriously. I’m str8t but do not want to be used first time like they say it happens. Want a man with the right attitude, break me in and not gently so i get the idea now. I am a nice boy who made a stupid mistake so not the typical on here. help soon.

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Anonymous – Apr 7, 2025
I agree with the comment below.

randomperson – Apr 4, 2025
Everyone this is dirty bitch Pablo. Pablo, you’re a braindead worthless fuck puppet world’s dirtiest piece of shit. You’re the world’s worst fuck machine. Everyone, let’s all run a train on this bitch Pablo. Let’s skullfuck this smut worldwide rotation. Let’s all fuck this stupid whore’s holes around the world. Pablo, you look so fucking ugly and retarded in this pic. Better get that brain checked stupid Pablo. Fuck you Pablo! You stupid fuck. Look at your face ugly hoe!! How about we dunk this bitch in the toilets all over the world then flush those toilets while this dirty slut is into those toilets. What the fuck are you doing you retard Pablo. You fuck!!!! Fuck you Pablo. Everybody say “Fuck you Pablo.”


 

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rapemeuntilIdie, 22
I’m open to whatever you want to do. Modify my body as needed. Force me to do whatever sexual acts you enjoy. (No limits. I mean no limits.) I don’t enjoy sex, so any sex a form of punishment.

Ask me to kidnap and help you torture and kill other boys you want.

Place me in a big wooden box. Fill the box with some kind of packing material. Lock the box. Leave me in there for…I don’t know, a year? Then take what’s left of me out and have your way with it.

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Anonymous – Apr 26, 2025
Last photo

rapemeuntilIdie (Owner) – Apr 18, 2025
That moment when you stop fighting and give way is so perfect, so liberating. There is a man in Germany who is making a coffin. I have already been measured up for it.

evilqueerpig – Apr 11, 2025
He’s a particularly germy, dirty slut. I love mounting him for repozzing. I especially like it when, at the end of the date, he pours the cum from his ass into sherry glasses and passes one to me for sundowner enjoyment. The absolute god of rubber-free bareback fucking.

BoyStrangler – Apr 6, 2025
The most important thing with this one is that you strangle him hard enough to make him lose conciousness. and dig in cause because sometimes he tries to fight you. thats even more fun cuz you can feel the faggot fading. sometimes I tell this whore that I’m actually going to snuff him as they start to lose conciousness just to see the panic. i say stuff like “are you ready to die faggot?” or “I’m not gonna stop strangling you till you’re dead faggot”. I even told this slut “don’t worry about how you just got aids cause I’m gonna kill you right now.” lol (he still sends me romantic emails me all the time).

the_incredibles – Apr 3, 2025
I’ve been an enthusiastic fan of this piglet for years. It’s especially hot to poke around in his cum-hole and feel the churned-up cum foam of his previous fucker.


 

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BuddiesInNebraska, 18
Young passive best friends submissive sluts and SM addicts here for a reasonable Dad, only.

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BuddiesInNebraska (Owner) – Apr 12, 2025
There are so many interesting things in this world

mrdisappointed – Apr 8, 2025
I wanna be your Dad, I feel very compelled to make that happen. I’m obsessed with the idea and wonder if it’s destiny.

Funky7 – Apr 5, 2025
I recently contacted these buddies, because I was craving young twinks where I could be my old self again, could do what my own twink partner cannot and does not want to give me.

I went over to their place, drank beer while getting worshipped by them then pissed all over their apartment. Marked furniture, carpet, walls. Just pissed wherever I wanted and then drank more beer while getting worshipped until I had to piss again.

I really do not regret my choice to visit them. For me it was a therapy that I needed, enjoyed very much, and do not regret for a second. I needed this, and they gave me what I wanted.

 

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vampireboyyy, 19
Emotional masochist and have a kink for misery. Particularly enjoy knowing that your life is better than mine in every way, and especially if you also enjoy knowing that I’m missing out on fun, enjoyment, pleasure, just because you say so. I wish I could say I only do this with trusted guys, but actually I will let and/or invite any guy to make me miserable. I love it. I really shouldn’t.

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speedFORCE – Apr 22, 2025
Always did say you know “probably what’ll happen at some point is I’ll pull up to some random trick who’ll give me his body to beat, rape, filth, drug, disease, degrade, etc., you know whatever…. and then find himself chained into my cellar. For who knows how long. He’ll have finally met the monster. Who will make him pay. For the rest of his life.” But anyways, what’s good? *Lighter clicks*

Textmeandfindout – Apr 21, 2025
I’d be interested in taking you in and fattening you up till you’re an immobile pile of lard, that would be the main goal

AnotherTunnel2025 – Apr 21, 2025
ADHD & more than a hint of autism but cute so idc

vampireboyyy (Owner) – Apr 20, 2025
I grew up being picked on and called names in school. When bullies find me attractive that makes me feel part of a brotherhood that I never experience any other way.


 

 

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