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‘The term ‘post-internet art’ has emerged in recent years to acknowledge the profound impact hyper-connectedness, abundance of information and collective conversation has on our lives, subjectivities and art. It groups together artistic practices clearly influenced by the proliferation of the internet into everyday life. Although it is a contested term, little-loved by many artists associated with it, and a confusing one (at first suggesting art created after the end of the internet, rather than that ushered in by the arrival of web 2.0), it has a certain usefulness.

‘Of the many artists associated with post-internet art who are ‘digital natives’, Ryan Trecartin (born 1981, United States) is one of the most lauded. The narratives and editing of his moving-image works – which he refers to as ‘movies’, in defiance of the widely adopted terms ‘videos’ or ‘films’ – question traditional film and television programs and the ways such material is consumed and navigated by a generation raised with the internet, multiple screens and communication devices ever present. This is achieved in part by the aesthetic character of Trecartin’s movies, which often employ cacophony as a guiding and structural principle: the acting, editing, sound and sets are constantly in excess and operate at a high-pitched register echoing that of the information age. In this cacophony, digital natives see a representation of themselves and their everyday lives, while older ‘digital immigrants’ recognise the technological clamour that has come to surround them; Trecartin’s movies reflect each group’s experience to some degree.

‘Other crucial aspects of Trecartin’s practice have contributed to his recognition within this conceptual milieu. The sheer ambition of his movies is immediately striking, but never feels driven by a sense of singular achievement. There is the sense of the ensemble at work in them, in the tradition, unconsciously or not, of filmmakers such as Rainer Werner Fassbinder, Paul Morrissey (at least while working with Andy Warhol), John Waters or Pedro Almodovar. While Trecartin writes the scripts (along with acting in, filming, editing and sometimes scoring the resultant movies), his creative practice is enfolded with that of artist Lizzie Fitch. Trecartin and Fitch have been collaborating since they were first-year students of Rhode Island School of Design in 2001, when Trecartin majored in Film/Animation/Video and Fitch in Painting. They formed a production studio together in Los Angeles and see their relationship as central to the creation of Trecartin’s movies. When exhibited as video installations, these ‘sculptural theatres’ are co-credited to both artists. Filled with bland carpet of the type found in cheap office renovations, and populated by quasi-designer flat pack furniture, the sculptural theatres mimic the bland ubiquity of the movies’ environments, complete with various props that appear in or are implied by them.

The Re’Search Wait’S series, 2009–10, for example, is one part of the project Any Ever, a diptych comprising seven autonomous but interrelated videos. The other part, Trill-ogy Comp., consists of the three works K-CoreaINC.K (section a), Sibling Topics (section a) and P.opular S.ky (section ish), while Re’Search Wait’S comprises four movies: Ready, The Re’Search, Roamie View : History Enhancement and Temp Stop. Whereas a certain visual mashup aesthetic characterises the montage technique employed by Trecartin in this series – similar to having multiple windows open on a computer, replete with computer effects, plug-ins and animated transitions – there exists a tension between the cut-and-paste, slapdash and disordered approach this connotes and the highly considered work required to create the sets, choreograph the scenes, direct the actors and crew and produce the scripts underpinning the seven movies.

‘The performances, too, provoke this tension, at first coming across as improvised due to their manic delivery and the mix of trained and untrained actors, but quickly recognisable as highly scripted in Trecartin’s very particular, punning language: a patois of text messages, ASCII art and corporate brand sloganeering. When viewed in written form4 the text’s link to concrete poetry is clear, about which Brian Droitcour has written persuasively in the journal Rhizome. Droitcour is at pains to point out the difference between Trecartin’s generative approach and the pure appropriation of found words and phrases:

Trecartin’s writing responds to the internet, but it defies an assertion made by Kenneth Goldsmith, poet and founder of UbuWeb, who wrote that flarf and conceptual poetry are the quintessential poetic responses to the digital age because they employ cut-and-paste techniques.

‘Droitcour asserts that this approach results in poetry by Goldsmith that, while often humorous, is ‘so sterile, it’s unreadable’, and that his technique of reconstituting nonsense phrases from found linguistic scraps ‘petrifies genre and meaning with it’.

‘Sterile is one thing Trecartin’s movies are not. Rather than the unordered (or randomly reconstituted) nature of the cut-and-paste aesthetic, his work engages a multiplicity that mimics and extends the sense of the internet as being an experience of information overload and noise, with various commentaries vying for the viewer’s attention. Flame wars in internet chatrooms, long-running hoaxes on multi-authored wikis, a teenage girl’s weekly YouTube program fictionalising her home-schooled life, endless viral attempts to remake the Harlem Shake dance style and performing tweens practising virtually anything in front webcams are now all very contemporary, narcissistic and neurotic phenomena. Re’Search Wait’S presents the legacy of such present-day activity, the movies’ gossiping, sniping discourse interspersed with karaoke-like performances to form a picture resembling the confessional, or talent-spruiking, personal webcam diaries of teens in ‘real life’ (with the intensity of a hyperactive child off their Ritalin).

‘Trecartin’s plotlines are not so much convoluted as they are polyphonic and fragmentary, embodying the nature of the internet itself. There can be multiple viewpoints, text and stock footage vying together on screen at the same time, cutting in and out in different rhythms. Characters’ voices from different scenes talk in unison, or in staccato counterpoint, at different speeds and pitches. Dramatically, we often do not see cause, only effect. When first encountering the movies, the plot can be difficult to grasp for these reasons, but they reward immersion and multiple viewing. Most of Trecartin’s movies are available on the internet, which allows them to be grazed by viewers in their own time, and the works’ spacious, immersive installation in the gallery offers a chance for non-contiguous viewing; the physical act of moving from one to the other acting as a form of editing. Rather than diminishing the experience of the work, dipping in and out of it in a non-linear way merely reaffirms its structural logic at odds with the traditional linear cinema experience.’ — Simon Maidment

 

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Further

Ryan Trecartin @ Vimeo
Ryan Trecartin @ Andrea Rosen Gallery
Ryan Trecartin @ Regen Projects
Ryan Trecartin @ instagram
Portrait of Ryan Trecartin
‘It’s Exciting to Be in a Swing State’: Why Artists Ryan Trecartin and Lizzie Fitch Moved to Ohio to Build a Rural Amusement Park
How Artists Ryan Trecartin and Lizzie Fitch Built a 32-Acre Queer Playground in Middle America
Neighborhood Watch: Lizzie Fitch and Ryan Trecartin
ROT THE MAP
Ryan’s Web 1.0
Lizzie Fitch and Ryan Trecartin’s B-horror version of America’s rural fantasy
RYAN TRECARTIN: THE REAL INTERNET IS INSIDE YOU
McMansion of media excess: Ryan Trecartin’s and Lizzie Fitch’s SITE VISIT
Ryan Trecartin – Metaphorical Puke
The Automedial Zaniness of Ryan Trecartin
Ryan Trecartin & Lizzie Fitch STAGE the 2.0 society
Decoding the Cinematic Cyberworld of Ryan Trecartin
Ryan Trecartin’s Night Vision Sweatshirt
Experimental People
Past and Future Camera: Lizzie Fitch and Ryan Trecartin’s New Movies
‘Sound Design Is Sort of Everything’: Ryan Trecartin on Making Music, Live and Otherwise
Exploding the Frame: Ryan Trecartin’s Bad Language
Meet Ryan Trecartin, Art’s First Genius Of The YouTube Age
On Ryan Trecartin
“We Had Our First Red Bulls Together”: Lizzie Fitch and Ryan Trecartin on Their Dusk-Till-Dawn Collaborative Process
Ghost of the future past: on the work of Ryan Trecartin

 

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Extras


Dennis Cooper and Ryan Trecartin: Artists on Writers | Writers on Artists


Ryan Trecartin Interview: The Safe Space of Movies


Lizzie Fitch / Ryan Trecartin: Whether Line / Fondazione Prada Milano


Lizzie Fitch/Ryan Trecartin – Behind the scenes


Ryan Trecartin in conversation with Hans Ulrich Obrist


Ryan Trecartin Interview: Gender is Fluid

 

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Interview

 

Sarah Lehrer-Graiwer: Last time we talked, in early 2013 or something, you were in the middle of editing a new piece, as you are now. It’s a strange time to talk about the work because so much happens in editing. And about a minute ago you were telling me how, this past year, you moved studios and your home.

Ryan Trecartin: Yeah, we did a ton of moving. We moved our house to Burbank, and then we moved our Burbank studio to Glassell Park. We originally rented our last house to double as a studio, but for the Venice Biennale project, we needed a studio to create those particular sets. We ended up liking having a studio in which we could build sculptures and different things that don’t work in a domestic setting. We go in and out of wanting a separate studio space. Right now we want one, but I can feel us already going back to wanting a house and getting rid of the studio. (laughter) Moving’s fun.

SLG: Moving’s fun? Who says that? (laughter) Moving’s the worst.

RT: I was getting depressed about the fact that I lived in that Los Feliz house for five years. Even growing up, I’ve never lived in a house longer than that. I don’t like making projects in the same places.

SLG: Like a new place is inspiring and exciting for ideas, even if it’s just an empty warehouse?

RT: Yeah, even if there’s nothing culturally different about it. It can be architecture that changes and that’s it. We’ve been talking about moving to a different city again.

SLG: This makes me think of your interest in people born in the mid–’80s and their relationship to media. Now that generation is growing up. Maybe it’s not yet happening in your circle, but these past couple years, a lot of friends are having babies, you know?

So I wonder, Can ways of living stay the same? Do you want them to? This settling down, employing people, having a staff—is it part of getting older and your interest in the generational?

RT: Well, I’m not really interested in things staying the same.

SLG: Even if your mode is constant change.

RT: It doesn’t yet feel like settling down, but if it did, I might not like it. We’re not interested in the same things as before—I say we meaning a lot of different things, but right now I’m talking about Lizzie and me primarily. When it comes to youth, I’ve always enjoyed it as a topic or a mode, and not necessarily as an age-related thing. It’s more about the relationship to self and culture, and negotiations of freedom.

Although I do think about when people were born in sort of an algorithmic way. It’s interesting that people born at different moments in time have different relationships to ideas. It doesn’t mean everyone in that age group has the same relationship—there’s the general flow and then the margins.

SLG: Youth as an attitude or a relationship to freedoms or self-formation makes sense. This is a side note, but I want to say that reimmersing myself in your work reminds me just how much it affects me on the level of permissiveness and what’s possible. It’s amazingly generative.

RT: K-Hole, who were in the Triennial, wrote something on the youth mode that’s like what you’re describing.

SLG: You’ve busied yourself with looking at a wide range of practices and artists, having co-curated the Triennial. I would imagine that is very different from being in the studio. What was that process like?

RT: I’m still digesting the experience. Working with Lauren was amazing. She traveled a lot, and did so many studio visits. Then she would present them all and we would talk about them. She really allowed me to continue being an artist. I got to glean all this amazing research and have a huge say in it, which was incredible. And that opportunity came at a moment when the artists we were researching were not that far from me generationally. But my mind is far from that right now …

SLG: If it’s too far away, we’ll move on.

RT: I think it’s important not to be too focused on past work when you’re creating new work, so I have purposely been trying to forget stuff temporarily. Like, I practice forgetting things, and then I have to try to remember them again later.

SLG: How does that work?

RT: Something’s a thought-loop, so I picture it and then I remove it.

SLG: Can you do that all in your head? Or do you keep a notebook?

RT: I do, but I don’t go back and read my notes much.

SLG: At least once you get an idea down, then you can let yourself forget, because it’s down somewhere.

RT: I mean, I love remembering, too—but sometimes you have to forget in order to grow. Or something will reemerge because you pushed it away, and it comes back in a different form. That’s a big part of the way we make movies. Things that we thought were over sneak back in a different form, even just words and phrases.

 

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16 of Ryan Trecartin’s 29 videos

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Valentines Day Girl (2001)
‘Trecartin crafts a fantastical narrative about a girl whose obsessive personal utopia is disrupted. Trecartin’s collaborator, Lizzie Fitch, plays a girl obsessed with Valentine’s Day. Everything in her hyperactive, sped-up world revolves around Valentine’s Day: red, white, and pink love-themed decorations cover every surface; heart shapes abound; Valentine’s Day treats are everywhere. Her private festivities suddenly go awry as a hoard of Christmas-themed intruders appear and take her hostage in her own apartment. Gagged and bound, she is forced to watch while her ecstatic but sinister captors stage a frenzied Christmas intervention.’ — Electronic Arts Intermix

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Wayne’s World (2003)
‘Trecartin and his collaborator/co-star Lizzie Fitch ponder the messages delivered by the most banal forms of mass media and pop culture in their own unique version of a music video. They voice questions in song and dance segments that feature a deliberately ill-fitting pastiche of discarded fashions of the past two decades and recycled pop-music clichés. Totally immersed in their meticulously crafted private universe, Trecartin and Fitch coyly point at the gaudy artifice surrounding us in our own.’ — Electronic Arts Intermix


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What’s The Love Making Babies For (2003)
‘In What’s the Love Making Babies For Trecartin employs digital manipulations, extreme editing, and chaotic dialogue in a way that is characteristic of his artistic style, creating a world that is “hyper-saturated with media.” More relevant to the concerns of this program, he also engages with ideas of authority, expertise, and the dissemination of information, as his characters forward their often warped and sometimes indecipherable ideas surrounding “reproduction, sexuality, and contemporary moralities” by engaging with traditional formats such as the TV commercial. However, Trecartin roots his movie in the digitized Internet landscape, thus evoking questions surrounding how modes of communication and information transmission transform and morph in the digital age.’ — Calvin Tomkins


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A Family Finds Entertainment (2004)
‘If A Family Finds Entertainment can be reduced to a thumbnail description, this might be it: Trecartin stars as Skippy, a clownish but terrifyingly psychopathic boy who has locked himself in the upstairs bathroom of his family home during a wild party. Ignoring his siblings’ and friends’ pleas that he come out, he paces the little room, cutting himself with a knife and musing opaquely on his existential dilemma in a kind of King Lear-style delirium. Downstairs, the partiers are experiencing wild mood-swings and having complex, disassociated conversations (mostly about him) that are constantly interrupted by bursts of visual effects and animated sequences that disorient the cast of characters like so many lightening strikes. Eventually Skippy emerges, borrows money from his creepy, sexually inappropriate parents, and heads outdoors, where he runs into a documentary filmmaker who decides to make a movie about him; but then Skippy is immediately hit by a car and, apparently, killed. Back inside the house, a hyperactive girl named Shin, also played by Trecartin, gets a call on her cell phone with the bad news. She spends twenty or so hysteria-filled minutes trying to focus and construct a sentence linear enough to tell her friends what has happened. When she finally does, a band plays music that seems to magically raise the young man from the dead, and everyone runs outside and sets off fireworks. Then everyone runs back inside before the police show up. A wonder of Trecartin’s videos is that his approach seems as intuitive and driven by a mad scientist-style tunnel vision as it is rigorous and sophisticated, grounded in his expert editing and inordinate gift for constructing complex avant-garde narratives.’ — Dennis Cooper, Artforum

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(Tommy Chat Just E-mailed Me.) (2006)
‘Trecartin describes (Tommy Chat Just E-mailed Me.) as a “narrative video short that takes place inside and outside of an e-mail.” Trecartin’s intense visualization of electronic communication is inhabited by a cast of stylized characters: Pam, a lesbian librarian with a screaming baby in an ultra-modern hotel room; Tammy and Beth, who live in an apartment filled with installation art; and Tommy, who is seen in a secluded lake house in the woods. Pam, Tommy and Tammy are all played by Trecartin, who, wearing his signature make-up, jumps back and forth between male and female roles.’ — Electronic Arts Intermix


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I-Be Area (2007)
‘The videos of Ryan Trecartin catapult viewers into a hallucinogenic alternate reality in which cybernetic avatars run amok, presenting themselves with gleeful sass as they play out a complex web of melodramatic fictions. I-Be Area (2007), a feature-length promenade through this universe, was written, directed, and edited by Trecartin, who also stars in no fewer than five roles alongside a troupe of friends and collaborators. The work’s elusive narrative, which revolves around the clone I-Be II and such cohorts as Jamie, RAmada Omar, and ONxy-Tonyah, is filtered through a distinctive do-it-yourself aesthetic that incorporates ramshackle sets, brightly colored homemade costumes, cheap off-the-shelf video and sound effects, and rapidly edited, jargon-filled dialogue. Through these means Trecartin creates a striking new vision of queer culture in America, wittily updating the carnivalesque style of avant-garde filmmakers like Jack Smith and Kenneth Anger for the era of YouTube and Second Life. Unlike Smith and Anger, however, Trecartin draws his audiences further into his virtual reality through sculptural objects and installations built from his sets, including Jamie’s Bedroom (2007), which is in the collection of the Guggenheim Museum. Over time, it becomes apparent how thin the line separating Trecartin’s world from our own truly is.’ — Nat Trotman


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Trill-ogy Comp (2009)
Trill-ogy Comp consists of three movies: K-CoreaINC.K (section a), Sibling Topics (section a), and P.opular S.ky (section ish). The title of this piece of the Any Ever diptych riffs on the words “trill”—as in the rapid alternation of two notes, or the sound produced by rolling “r”s—and “comp”— as in “complement,” “comprehension,” and, especially in regard to music and digital editing, “composition.” Each movie follows the structuralist unity of form and content, self-reflexively building and demonstrating formal logic through narrative abstractions.’ — MoCA


K-CoreaINC.K (section a)


Sibling Topics (section a)


P.OPULAR S.KY (section ish)

 

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Re’Search Wait’S (2010)
‘Through their form as well as their content, the Re’Search Wait’S movies directly engage some of the most noted effects of the internet and social media on our lives and ways of being: the changing relationship between the individual and the collective; the global advancement of corporate brand consolidation (at the expense of diversity); rampant commodification; and the fluidity of identity. The manner in which Trecartin, with his collaborators, has fused these in the Re’Search Wait’S series as a future projection of the information age marks it as a post-internet artwork par excellence, being ‘about’, ‘of’, and ‘meta-’ these effects (and affects) simultaneously. In it we encounter the mutated embodiment of tomorrow’s promise, today.’ — Simon Maidment


The Re’Search


Roamie View : History Enhancement


Temp Stop

 

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CENTER JENNY (2013)
‘CENTER JENNY is one of four movies completed in 2013 by Ryan Trecartin, first shown as part of an installation at the Arsenale during the 55th Venice Biennale. For this movie and its related works, Lizzie Fitch and Trecartin created a modular maze of sets on a soundstage with the help of commercial set builders. Designing with Google’s open source 3D modeling programSketchUP, the artists along with these tradespeople built a functional system of environments. The space is rigged to radically adapt for different purposes, but shifting as a narrative one as well, guiding action much in the way that a written script does. No pun intended, the set in its various manifestations is a central feature of CENTER JENNY, where Trecartin fixates on notions of location and proximity but continually eschews any concrete grasp of them.

‘The cast ranges from collaborators familiar from previous works dating as far back as to A Family Finds Entertainment (2004) to professional actors from popular television sitcoms. Most belong to one of several groups of uniformed girls who are all named Jenny. One duo of Jennys wears earmuffs and pink hoodies branded “AUDITION;” another posse dons khaki shorts and tank tops covering up greenscreen-green bikinis; other, grittier girls are in sweats that read “W4$T3;” a more womanly group in neutral tones identify themselves as nameless proto-Jennys, held in limbo as they await matriculation into “The University.”

‘The various Jennys belong to a caste system in which iterations of the same, basic, archetypal girl differentiate themselves from one another based on how powerfully they have evolved. The notion of being “basic”, in fact, is a flattening condemnation the girls hurl back and forth at one another. There is a quantitative basis for self-actualization here, and, as if in a video game or any other kind of entertainment simulation, a level-based logic propels the Jennys as they graduate from nothing – “I don’t have a name yet, we’re not even on a level” – to level one, to level two, and beyond. This guides the plot as well, which shifts abruptly from one vignette to the next in an arc that escalates without concern for scenes that have been surpassed by more evolved ones.’ — Kevin McGarry


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Comma Boat (2013)
‘In Comma Boat, we’re stuck in a mock-authoritarian fantasy–a power trip. The film centers around a director-character played by Trecartin who oscillates between feelings of omnipotence and self-doubt. As if a post-human, post-gendered reincarnation of the Fellini character in 8 ½, the director gloats and frets about professional and ethical transgressions. “I know I lied to get ahead,” he admits at one point. “I’ve made up so many different alphabets just to get ahead in my field.” The director is fancier now, but the fear nags that he might be “repeating” himself “like a dumb soldier ova and ova and ova and ova.” The meta-connection to the artist’s own career, while obvious, is also a decoy. All art, at some level, is about the artist. Here, reflexivity is the surface level, providing a decodable veneer that encases something more unsettling and complex.’ — Electronic Arts Intermix


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Item Falls (2013)
‘In Item Falls, we are peaking. We start out at a casting call, but before long we’re firmly in the grip of hallucination, shedding our anxieties and evidently regressing to the animation era, a time when stunt chickens were mere chicklets. Friendly archetypes float in and out of what seems like our bedroom. The red-headed Jenny has returned, but this time she’s squeaky and trusting. Unlike in Center Jenny, here our perspective is literally centered. The camera seems to be the in middle of the room, which is good, because we’re too blissed out to move. Luckily, our hallucinations look directly at us.’ — EAI


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Junior War (2013)
‘In Junior War, a throng of high schoolers congregates at night for a party in the woods sometime in the year 2000. A band plays, the kids get drunk, the boys and girls tepidly flirt, and groups deploy into cars for the purpose of destroying mailboxes, tee-peeing houses, breaking lawn ornaments, and sparring with the police. The film is composed entirely of footage Trecartin took during his senior year of high school in exurban Ohio; as such, it baits the viewer with genealogical significance. The film is incontrovertibly source material dangling the possibility that we’ve finally unearthed Sarah Source–but it’s also rigorously repurposed, just as any social media #tbt marks the present more reliably than it renders the past.

‘In the context of the tetralogy, Junior War looks like a time capsule from “the human era,” otherwise known as high school, where themes and phrases from the other three films–searching for keys, smashing, farting–uncannily recur. All of Trecartin’s trademarks are here–frenetic pacing, musical punctuation, carnivalesque destruction, adolescent dialect–but this time the Ryanverse is forged out of actual co-eds. “We found a golf ball, a tennis ball, and a baseball,” a boy proudly declares, underlining the male brain’s infinite capacity for pointless taxonomy. Other teens display aptitude for legalism, complaining about a policeman who was “wrongfully accusing” and “didn’t have probable cause to fucking pull us over.” Another boy at odds with law enforcement combatively declares, “I’ve been riding these woods since I was three years old. I know all these woods! If anything I’m going that way,” yielding a stream of teen poetry whose peculiarity might go unnoticed but for its resonance with the rest of Priority Innfield’s unruly syntax.

‘Are these the formative experiences that gave rise, a decade later, to the artist Ryan Trecartin? To the extent that Priority Infield is an exercise in retroflection–in revisiting the past and also reshaping it–Junior War looks more like the diary of a time-traveler who has re-entered a historical moment and turbulently restructured it.

‘All remembering is editing–an attempt to create what scholars call a ?usable past.? In Junior War, the editing is intentional and aggressive–but is the past it creates usable? Most of the footage is recorded in night vision, a style that recalls both The Blair Witch Project, which came out in 1999, a year before the footage was taken, and Zero Dark Thirty, which came out in 2012, a year before the footage was released. The youth in Junior War are expressly militarized, but they’re also innocents who venture into the woods in search of the supernatural.

‘The arrow of time–whichever direction it points–is fraught with guilt. To age is to decline: this we’re told. To trace is to blame: this we fear. To the extent that Priority Innfield confounds our understanding of sequencing, iteration, and cause and effect, it also lets us off the hook for crimes of chronology. By the end we may feel confused, exhausted, and epistemologically spent, but we also feel exonerated. “Nothing is documented.” We all believe that, don’t we?’ — Chris Glazek


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Mark Trade (2016)
‘Distraction, of course, remains the mise en scène. In a time when millions of videos on the Internet vie for users’ attention, I get the feeling that Fitch and Trecartin’s characters would much rather be checking their phones than doing anything else—including appearing in a Fitch and Trecartin video. In Mark Trade (2016), the titular protagonist, a drunken and off-putting man with long hair and oddly colored contacts, says, “This used to be a lake, but I can’t get any fucking service anywhere now.” The artists’ faithfulness to the Internet’s hysterical diversion renders the characters mysteriously underdeveloped.’ — Alex Greenberger


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placebo pets (2016)
‘Every autumn, W Magazine dedicates one cover story to the world of contemporary art. The resulting imagery never falters in its ability to cause commotion, as the periodical succeeds in uniting the worlds of high-fashion, celebrity and art into one. Past covers have seen Angelina Jolie photographed by then-beau Brad Pitt and Linda Evangelista through the lens of Maurizio Cattelan. This year, W Magazine does it again, with Kendall Jenner and Gigi Hadid – arguably two of fashion’s most buzz-worthy figures – gracing the magazine for its 10th anniversary art issue. Working alongside video artists Lizzie Fitch and Ryan Trecartin, the supermodels have been transformed into human-animal hybrids through heavy digital altering. Entitled “Placebo Pets”, the editorial creates an alternate reality that asks us: “Who would survive if a superior alien humanoid species came to earth?” Dressed in the latest trends by Philipp Plein and Hood by Air, the royal heiresses of reality television each tackle the role of a post-gender, post-biracial being. The visuals are reminiscent of Snapchat’s ubiquitous face-altering filters, with Jenner’s features exaggerated to create a bunny-cat and Hadid’s amplified to morph her into a lion-fox. New identities in tow, both women live in an imaginary future created by Fitch and Trecartin. This new universe is not far from the one we inhabit now, with the creative duo hoping to offer a critical eye into our present-day human behaviour.’ — SLEEK


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Panderson Heights (2020)
‘Colony Panderson and Reverse Stacy take watch tower knocks.’ — Letterboxd


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Collected Songs [More Complete] (2022)
‘The experimental and fast-paced nature of his movies has gotten him the title of “video artist”, but Trecartin rejects the term, saying his films are nothing but films. For his films, Trecartin will usually make his own soundtrack. This compilation is a collection of nearly every original song he has made, either for his movies or just as music by itself. All the tracks were made in between 2001 and 2014.’ — iced out helix


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p.s. Hey. Starting tomorrow the blog will be on vacation for a week while I’m in Iowa City showing ‘Room Temperature’ and doing a reading there. It will return live on Friday, April 10th. I’ll catch up with any comments you leave between now and then upon the blog’s and my return. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Thanks, yes, I’ll be legal in France for another year at least. I don’t think I have any physical drawbacks that’ll change their mind, but, hey, we’ll see. Your love picked a fave of mine too. Have a great week! Keep talking, love, your mind is beautiful, G. ** jay, Hi. Drone is an increasingly popular identity among the slaves or at least an increasing aspiration. ⬡-8781 seems like a slave influencer, but let’s see. Exactly on publishers’ evolutions. There are plenty of newbies to pick up their slack, like I said. Lionising the past is just a way to get yourself stuck. Lots of love back and have a really fruitful week ahead. See you soon. ** Poecilia, Hey. Maybe the problem is thinking of publishing as an industry. Generalisations are always wrong in my opinion. There will always be people who publish books at different levels. It sounds like the naysayers are really saying you can’t make big bucks having your books published like one used to, but I don’t even think that’s true. Very few writers ever made big bucks. I don’t know. Philip Best is such a great, generous guy for all kinds of reasons. Cool. Thanks! ** DennisCooperSucks, No interest in engaging with your hostile bullshit. ** Hugo, I’m pretty sure Michael never got Pynchon on his show, but I’m certain he tried as hard as one could. Not impossible that a slave could make a second appearance. ** _Black_Acrylic, Hi, Ben. ‘Belle De Jour for the British’: I think I have to see what that’s about. Thanks! Have a lovely next days. ** Adem Berbic, Hey. There’s a remote new possibility for ‘RT’ in London, but it’s remote. Just keep me informed, yeah, launch-wise. And go all James Joyce on ‘penis’. It needs that, and I dare you. ** Carsten, Haha, yeah, it does seem like maybe good timing on the vacation. I can’t even remember the last time I hit the heartland. Chicago doesn’t count, right? Well, we’re showing the film and I’m doing a reading at the university and there’s a party/techno event in our honor and we’re doing interviews and stuff and I guess we’ll just be seeing what the place is like. Is it Easter or almost? I can’t keep up. Bon week, bud. ** Steve, Thanks! My physical is on the 15th. That is surprising about the new Laibach. I kind of wrote them off at a certain point. I’ll peek at it, thanks. And all pleasure for you this coming week. ** kenley, Thanks!!! Well, technically, I still have to pick up a residency card thing at the police station in the next month, so it’s real but it doesn’t feel totally real yet. So delayed celebration of some sort. You have glory in your week+ ahead, I hope? I want to hear all about it. ** HaRpEr //, Oh, yeah, butoh. I was kind of quite into butoh at a certain point. The butoh masters even did US performance tours. In the 90s, I think. I haven’t read the Big Toe interview. I need to do that. I guess I said something disparaging about ‘Salo’ in the interview, and I’ve seen that there are people who are really pissed off about that. I seem to be pissing people off at the moment for some reason. I’ll go see/remember what we said about interiority. I’m honored by how whatever it was inspired you. Yep, leaving early tomorrow morning. Hoping the vaunted TSA airport hell is over by then. I look forward to catching up with you in, what, 7 days, 8 days? Take care. ** Bernard Welt, Oh, good, I’m glad that you and Taylor connected. There are a whole bunch of really good young poets that I’ve seen/read. Yeah, strange and almost miraculous how rarely trolls decide to come in here. I think it’s been over a year since the last hater popped in and unleashed. Counting my lucky stars. Huh, I also have phases where I scribble down porn to sort of cleanse my writing’s palate and protect its content. Have that kind of fun. ** fish, Hi. Yes, the unabashedness is a big draw for me too. Or the combination of spilling and trying to be alluring at the same time. The writing can be really exciting because of that push/pull. Have a terrific week, and I hope to see you on the other side. ** Laura, Thanks, pal. Hm, I think I see extravagance as inherently opaque. A difficult to solve puzzle. But I’m not extravagant at all. Thanks so much about ‘ZDB’. I think it and ‘Zac’s Freight Elevator’ are my peak gif fiction works. Wow, did you make that gif stack/fiction? Impressive. Honored. As am I and theoretically the slaves if they weren’t composites by your reading of them. Your brain seems to be doing just fine. Don’t let your novel act all hoity-toity on you. Bring it down to size. You can if anyone can. Make the world (and your novel) your oyster until I see you next. <3 ** Okay. You lucky people get to spend whatever time you spend on this soon to be temporarily dormant blog in the company of the sublime genius of Ryan Trecartin. One of the greatest artists working in any medium these days in my opinion. But you might well feel differently. I’ll compare notes with you on the 10th. Take care until then. See you soonish.

“I already have a Master, a girlfriend, and a vanilla boyfriend.”

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pneumatic, 24
It is with great sadness and regret,I have to announce the passing of my slave of 2 years,’pneumatic’ (Steve Madison,to those who knew him.) who was not only my slave,but a dear friend and confidant to me.He will be sadly missed by me,and no doubt,by all who used him,and I cannot believe that it has already been 2 months since his passing.The video of his suicide by hanging naked can be available for a small price from me,’1stmaster’, as I know in my heart,that this is what Steve would have wanted,and to that end, I offer the video free to those who tortured,used,abused and fisted that worthless pain-pig and piece of meat who needed to be tortured and abused on a regular basis. So to that end,anyone interested,please contact me to make arrangements.

Comments

pigmaniac – March 25, 2026
true steve was always so fucking emotional

WeirdDuck – March 24, 2026
his dead body is sexier than he’d been in a long time

Heyitsme – March 24, 2026
worst of all as you might recall he said i’m just going to end up killing myself anyway

JamieSulligan – March 24, 2026
terrible thing to say but if i knew he was going to off himself i wish we’d gone ahead and snuffed him at that party in december.

 

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LeonEssen, 18
Biggest fantasy: Being kidnapped by a man tied up and taken to his place to be his sex slave for him to fuck and toy with for a while and then afterwards forcing me to sink into a quicksand pit after filling all his desires. Tieing me up watching me sink and pissing on me as I go down.

A little about me: 18 years old, crazy, working minimum wage. That’s about it.

Comments

HandyAndy – March 9, 2026
I’m just a horny guy wanting to bust a nut in your asshole will that work?

LeonEssen (Owner) – March 8, 2026
Please do not contact me without the intention of abducting me today, tomorrow or the next few days from now. If interested then please name a time to meet in person at Castro/17th, Jane Warner Plaza.

TallSpecimen – March 3, 2026
Enorme fan de punk et post-punk


 

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YourTeenSlaveVictim, 19
WANT TO CAPTURE A TEEN?
USE ALL YOUR BRUTE FORCE?
MAKE HIM ONLY STRUGGLE, DROOL, WHINE AND SCREAM BEHIND A GAG WHILE YOU DO TO HIM WHAT YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD?
TORTURE HIM WITHOUT LIMITS UNTIL HE BEGS TO BE SLAUGHTERED?
STRAIGHT KID WITHOUT TIME TO LOSE AND AVAILABLE.
I KNOW WHAT I LOOK FOR.
PUT ME INSIDE A BAG. PUSH ME INSIDE A CASE. SHOVE ME IN THE TRUNK.
I KNOW WHAT I OFFER.

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CreatingContexts – March 20, 2026
The sadist that I am surprises me immensely. I derive extraordinary pleasure from causing pain. I haven’t quite met a form of pain play I don’t find ecstatic. I recognize this is a big ask of my captive. Sadly, he only has one body. Thus far I have blinded him in one eye and removed his scrotum and testicles. It’s recent, but so far I’m quite happy with the change.

CreatingContexts – March 11, 2026
I had some initial problems dealing with his hetero resistance but then it was fine.

CreatingContexts – March 6, 2026
I’m available to abduct you today if you are. Of course, I understand if that’s not possible – no pressure either way.

 

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analyticalsoul, 22
Hello everyone I am a loving, easy-going, polite, sweet, problem solver boy. I am open to a long-term father/son relationship.

I want to be honest right away. I have an incredible ass. I can make myself cum just from looking at it. I’ve been playing with it since I was 12 years old. I’m very sensitive to anal orgasms, often with actual squirting. Sometimes I squirt 5-8 times a night, until I can barely stand up.

I’m looking for a father with a hurricane tongue that will suck the lining out of that ass. I’m very socially awkward btw.

Comments

analyticalsoul (Owner) – March 15, 2026
I am so happy I could scream, as you know hahaha.

Thatguyinthecity – March 15, 2026
I am proud to say that in this young man I have found what I have been looking for :)!!! I have found myself a wonderful son! I have to say it has been the best decision I ever made in my life!!! The more time we spend together our relationship grows and I learn more about his extraordinary ass and there seems to be no end to it. I am beyond lucky to be his Dad! I am not looking for any sons anymore because my needs are met by my delightful offspring!

 

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Tumultuous, 20
I’ve had a fantasy since I was a little 9 year old. I’ve always wanted someone to grab me, hold me down and cut off all my clothes with scissors or a knife until all that’s left is my bare naked skin. Then held down or tied down as I’m forced into extreme molestation and then anal raped. I also want the humiliation of being made to cum to prove that I like what’s being done to my completely naked body.

Then again I’m also violent and hateful and I’m getting to the point where I’m old enough to punch people in their head.

If I have to explain in more than like literally five words then just don’t even bother.

Comments

horny_therapist – March 17, 2026
I went to high school with him. His nickname was The Sphinx.

StranglingDeathPlay – March 14, 2026
I’ll shatter your illusions first. Your safe words, your boundaries, your pathetic attempts at control. Then, I’ll move to your flesh. Each strike, each whip will peel back layers of your pathetic defenses. Your bones? They’ll snap like twigs. I’ll hear them crack and feel them splinter as I crush your resistance. You’ll beg, you’ll plead, but I won’t stop until you’re a quivering mess, a gelatinous glob of who you were. And in that primordial state, you’ll rise from the goop, a new creature, mine to command.

Smokerandnipplelover – March 12, 2026
This twink is the first male I’ve fucked and he was freaking hot. I hope he knows what I am talking about when I say I am sorry for getting so out of control right before he left. I hope he knows what I mean.

BigMike – March 7, 2026
His tongue tastes like ass, but – hey, he’s just a slave-material so who cares.

Tumultuous (Owner) – March 2, 2026
I’m full of doubt and have chronic self loathing so I wonder what I’m doing here.


 

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CUMDUMPDIRECT, 19
just a fuckslut, who is here to be used and screwed by STRONG HUGE COCK BURIED DEEP inside my ASS,
just love giving my hole to ALL MEN, I’m a fuckslut ready to be used by MEN that just need a juice tank.
I have entered a life where I will focus my existence on my Cunt the way it was designed for.
Hold my legs spread wide like a cheap whore and fuck me hard because I am unable to stop you.

RIGHT NOW JUICE TANK TO BE FILLED IN 30 MINUTES: €40 🤑

Comments

Iamkingting – March 17, 2026
I want to torture you as a Japanese prisoner of war.

scammerofboys – March 13, 2026
I don’t like to pay
I make fake transfers
He was too drunk to care

Brashful – March 10, 2026
If you’re horny – he might be able to help.

CUMDUMPDIRECT (Owner) – March 8, 2026
I already have a Master, a girlfriend, and a vanilla boyfriend.


 

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LongPigBill, 23
Tired of life. Love an invite to dinner. Let’s have lunch? All you gotta do is chloroform me. Be sure 👀

Comments

Yesbuttnobutt – March 12, 2026
They leak but they no longer gush or spray.

Emotional&Detached – March 12, 2026
Quick question to anyone who might know: do dead bodies bleed?

LongPigBill (Owner) – March 9, 2026
It could happen at my place, but I rent a duplex with paper-thin walls, and the owner is on the other side of the wall, so you would have to do it very, very quietly.




 

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Turnmeintoadumbpiggy, 19
So I am usually a dom top tough kind of boy. But I’ve met a dom guy that wants to pay me crazy money to be his bottom. I’ve decided to be his sub this weekend. I am definitely going to get fucked hard and he warned me he has a massive dick. I’ve told him I’m not that great at giving head – I guess I should have paid closer attention during the hundreds of blow jobs I’ve received. Anyway, what I do know is that he does like to play very hard – he’s told me he likes a loud bottom and enjoys whipping ass to shreds. I’m going to make sure that my guts are definitely cleaned out. I’m not really expecting any leeway from him considering how much he’s paying. I’ve told him no blood or lasting marks. Any other advice? Suggestions? Please let me know. Thanks

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OHJohnny – March 16, 2026
Fake photos. The boy in the photos was named Ben. Met him online. I made an appointment with him to come to my office and suck his cock. He’d be nude on top of my desk and I’d suck his cum load out. If I wanted his cock Monday-Friday I would make an appointment. I sucked him off a few times a week for two months. Then he jumped out a 10 storey window.

WaitingIsCrazy – March 11, 2026
Looking to destroy your masculinity for my pleasure. Start with you taking some meds to shrink your dick into a worthless worm. Then inject alcohol into your nuts to finish off my manhood. Willing to pay.


 

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⬡-8781, 23
:: ⬡- 8781 User Manual ::

Thank you for choosing ⬡-8781 as your personal drone unit. This drone will perform all applied tasks to the best of its abilities.

:: Safety Instructions ::

○ Handle drone with respect ::
It is a valuable tool to be used, not a worthless object to be abused.

○ Handle with care ::
Drone meat core is fragile and sensitive.

○ Keep from harm ::
Pain overstimulation may cause this drone to stop functioning.

○ Keep drone ventilated ::
Access to air circulation must be unrestricted at all times.

:: Drone Status Messages ::

○ Code GREEN: All systems working unimpeded.
○ Code YELLOW: Drone functions impacted. Start troubleshooting.
○ Code RED: Drone reached breaking point. STOP IMMEDIATELY!

TOS :: Please acknowledge ::
“I have fully read and understood the ⬡- 8781 User Manual.”

Comments

Elliot_Page – March 16, 2026
“Shining bright like neon lights.” “Glowing in the darkness.” “Electric dreams and neon themes.” “Neon nights, city lights.” “Dancing in the neon rain.” “Where the colors come alive.” “A pop of neon, a world reborn.” “Embracing the electric energy.” “Neon vibes, high fives.” “Let the neon guide your way.” “Lost in the neon maze.” “Neon dreams and midnight schemes.” “Neon love, never enough.” “Living life in neon bold.” “Radiating with neon brilliance.” “Painting the night with neon strokes.” “Neon glow, let it show.” “Chasing the neon horizon.” “A neon world of endless possibilities.” “Dressed in neon, feeling electric.” “The neon heartbeat of the city.” “Neon fantasies and technicolor dreams.” “Glowing like a neon star.” “Neon magic, always fantastic.” “Neon energy, pure synergy.” “Walking the neon tightrope.” “Neon signs, neon minds.” “Neon dreams, neon extremes.” “Surrender to the neon glow.” “Living life on the neon edge.” “Neon lights and city nights.” “Captivated by the electric glow.” “Neon vibes, endless thrills.” “Chasing neon dreams.” “When in doubt, add more neon.” “Let your feed shine with neon.” “Neon adventures await.” “Brighten up your Instagram with neon hues.” “Neon love affair on the ‘gram.” “Embrace the neon glow, be the star of your own show.” “Neon palette, endless possibilities.” “Neon magic in every frame.” “Neon vibes, good times.” “Follow the neon trail to Instagram greatness.” “Neon captures the soul like no other.” “When life gets dull, add a splash of neon.”

Flabbergasted (Owner) – March 10, 2026
Soon. ⬡-8781 just wants to turn humans on for a little longer ☠️

onceaday – March 10, 2026
He can be a bit of a psychopath. I think about snuff into the session.

⬡-8781 (Owner) – March 8, 2026
They call ⬡-8781’s ass retardis because it’s bigger on the inside than it is on the outside

Pancake852 – March 8, 2026
A boy with a big hole and even bigger heart.

⬡-8781 (Owner) – March 2, 2026
⬡-8781 used to be a puppy and hopes you don’t mind but it still barks during sex



 

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Kurjatok_tobben, 20
I’m looking to challenge myself. I’m looking for TPE/no way out slavery but know I’m not brave enough to willingly opt into it by choice.

Walk to and from the dance studio every day, about a mile in downtown Boston. Sometimes stop by a cafe on the way home. Willing to share 24/7 live gps tracking for those seriously interested in hunting me down. Could also grab a casual coffee, suddenly get a little dizzy, and wake up in my new permanent home… Let’s see what happens one day unexpectedly … no way out, no going back, taken for good and forced to accept my new life as owned property. Wipe me off the map.

Comments

Letsdoitagain – March 15, 2026
Word of caution: I’m a geneticist, and this twink will start going bald within a year or two, plus he has the kind of “cute” face that ages like milk.

Bombastic – March 15, 2026
He charges 120,000 Euros. Not that he’s not probably worth it.



 

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depravedbadslave, 19
If I seem familiar, it might be because I deleted my profile here a year ago. I no longer have a clue how to engage here. I cannot offer what I used to offer any longer. The damage does not permit. We all reach that point eventually, I suppose. Either that or we (hopefully) die in mid-orgasm. As I have grown damaged, my cuteness and attractiveness gone with the wind – my hunger for submission – sex, suffering, service – has begun to haunt me, and it keeps growing deeper. My body is wrecked – sex drive almost gone. (I SO regret not accepting permanent ownership when it was offered so often to me!!) But I think I am still ready for some use by some particular unique Sadist out there. I am rethinking, adjusting, regretting, expanding, extrapolating, interpolating. Maybe there is something else to me I am not seeing anymore. That is why I roam these dark back halls – seeking my secret selves. Maybe you can help?

Comments

depravedbadslave (Owner) – March 10, 2026
Keep talking your mind is beautiful.

NymphoManiacB – March 10, 2026
keep you stuffed with newspaper 24/7 no limits. turn you into my guyfawks, lighter fuel poured down your underpants on your hair ect, make you very flammable … LIKE TO SEE YOU BURN AND SMOKE
i have zippos pipe lighters parrafin .. parrafin blowlamp
put firework in your hole
light a few bonfires with newspaper red cans pf petrol a parrafin blowlampS
final bonfire i put you into a wooden chair with dralon pour lighter fuel on it then lift the chair on top of the bonfire and light it up with newspaper red cans of petrol and blowlamps with you on top and set you allight laugh as you go up … YOU FAG NEED SMOKING … NEED TO BURN

imighteventry – March 9, 2026
been curious about a few things about you for a long long time and willing to check out whats left of you and see where things go

 

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gaykid, 18
I’m Josh. I’ve been really bored lately, so i decided to make an account on this.

Comments

darkblack95 – March 14, 2026
This boy is very serious, stop saying he’s not serious

KissandOwn – March 12, 2026
HMU if you have fantasized about cocks the size of which you’ve only seen in cartoons.

gaykid (Owner) – March 12, 2026
I’d also be up for meeting anyone else who’s bored and wants to ‘hang out’.


 

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RuinMe, 22
About Me: 22-year-old bottom from Las Vegas. I exist for one purpose: to be a trashy cum dumpster whore for strong, sadistic, absolutely controlling freaks. I’m not a person; I’m a receptacle.

Requirement:
I must be spun out of my mind the whole session, 1-7 days.

What I’m Into:
Total Degradation: Use me like the worthless fag trash I am.
Human Urinal: Piss in me, on me, make me drink until I’m overflowing.
Extreme Use: Fuck me senseless, choke or strangle me, fist my hole until it’s wrecked.
Physical Abuse: Slap me, punch me in the face/head, flog me, whip me. I’m here to take it.
Cock & Ball Torture: Beat my dick, crush my balls. They’re your toys to break.
Whoring: Pick me up, use me (or whoring me out), and then drop me back at my car or throwing me in a dumpster like trash.
Stomping: I want your boots or cleats to stomp my head, abs, back, cock, balls, and ass, send me home with your footprints in my skin.
Permanent modifications: I look forward to waking up from some drug sleep to find out what has been done.

Limits:
No filming/pic of the assault

Yes I’m old enough.

Comments

Braintree – March 20, 2026
item out of stock

Kinky-Revenge – March 5, 2026
Would be hot and nice to set up a whole heavy partying and sex scenario with this twink and cut off his dick/balls without him even noticing it.

RuinMe (Owner) – March 3, 2026
Unfortunately for me I am.

MegaMan – March 3, 2026
You can’t possibly be real.

RuinMe (Owner) – March 3, 2026
Breath play: I can live a lot longer than you’d think.



 

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Dumbwelshmeat, 20
*Only want up to 10 to 15 Master visits per month. All others deleted & will go dark until the contacts drop off to that level!

**SLAVE INACTIVE!*SLAVE INACTIVE!*
*PLEASE READ BEFORE MAKING CONTACT**
!Millions will come by – few will leave satisfied! 😂
*Void where prohibited*

FAQ
1. Q: How is slave today?
A: Good.
2. Q: What is slave doing?
A: slave is doing stuff.
3. Q: How is slave’s stuff going?
A: Good.

**slave is inactive at this time. However, You are welcome to write a poem about this slave before leaving. Best of luck in your search. 😊**

Comments

Dumbwelshmeat (Owner) – March 14, 2026
You can come over my family’s place anytime. They love guests.

mrjordanriver – March 13, 2026
Humor is not his strong point, but I fucked him till I couldn’t think straight.


 

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prisonerT437471, 21
Currently in prison, this profile managed by someone else. Messages will be relayed via a prison communication app called Getting Out so communication maybe a little slower.

Height: 5-10
Weight: 132
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Brown/Black
Skin: Tanned

You can look him up on the state DOC website also.
Mike Alejandro

Looking for transition once i am released from prison to go to a Master and serve. i don’t have family, grew up in foster system, so nothing to leave behind.

Apparently illegal is not a limit for me.
(it’s a joke given where i’m at right now)

Comments

KneelBeforeMe – March 23, 2026
I’ll take you. My name is Liam. I am a born again Christian. i got saved when i was 16 and proud of it. I don’t fancy spending eternity in Hell suffering the eternal punishment! i fully expect to be skidding across the ground on my knees to kneel before Jesus at his throne on judgment day and answer for all my sins. I had a near death experience when i was a teen and the Lord showed me Hell. I know it exists and the punishment is more horrific than anyone can imagine. I don’t know why the Lord chose me but he chooses certain people to show Hell to and then send them back to warn others.

i am a divorced father of 4 daughters. i used my knob well! i was married for 15 years and we had what i call a traditional marriage, not this strange modern thing where women think they are in charge and men are doormats. My wife knew her place. However in the end we did split up and i’m not bothered as i was sick of her in the end. Ideally i would like to punish my daughters with the belt but because corporal punishment was (unfortunately) abolished for children in the UK i was unable to do it. I did not want to risk it so i come up with other punishments like being grounded. If i ground one of my daughters its for a long time five months or more!

btw i fucking hate long hair. i keep my hair very short and sometimes i just do a skinhead. any slaves who serve me much have short or shaved hair. when i see guys with long hair i dislike it intensely. when i was a small boy my mother kept my hair long for some fucking reason. As soon as i was old enough to decide for myself without her controlling it i went to the barbers and had it cut short and i’ve never missed it since. To me if my hair is even beginning to touch the top of my ears i consider that long hair. Also i love farting. i fart a lot and they stink a lot! its a man thing i think.

Zoocentral – March 22, 2026
Mike used to say yes to anyone interested in eating his ass as if it was cherry pie, and I assume he still does. I would say more but I want to spare you the excessive horniness.


 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Adem Berbic, Hey. Thanks for the commiserations. Your friends’ setup sounds cool, but we worked hard to make the film look and sound a certain way, and we want to show it in situations where those things are accounted for. I’m pretty sure I would be here on the 23rd if that works out. ** _Black_Acrylic, Clown acid, eh? I’ll go absorb that when I’m bird free. Ah, good old religion, the great divider. ** Laura, Oh, shit, so sorry, pal. Missed you: yes. How could I not? Mm, my poetry is just me filling in the blank of poetry whereas gif fiction is something I invented and that I think is unique, so that gives it a leg up in my estimation. Very nice ‘x’ paragraph. I’m letting it settle in. All clowns are extravagantly opaque, aren’t they? I don’t know. I’m fine, getting ready for the Iowa trip, etc. Tell your rambunctious brain to fuck the hell off for me. ** DennisCooperSucks, I had forgotten who published ‘Whites’. Well, I meant what I wrote in the blurb. I love Mark Doten’s fiction. If that’s a problem, then go ahead and write me off. On your second comment, I don’t agree. There was never a time in the US when institutional literary culture embraced ‘transgressive’ lit. If Grove Press hadn’t existed when Kathy and I started publishing, neither of us would ever have been published by a larger press. It was the only option, and there was no embrace of our work by the establishment. In fact the opportunities for radical fiction writers to get published is much, much better now than it has been in a long time and probably ever. There’s a wealth of independent presses publishing daring fiction. Just off the top of my head, Amphetamine Sulfate, Apocalypse Party, Semiotext(e), Inside the Castle, Pilot Press, Infinity Land, Calamari, Clash Books, and many others I suggest you investigate the current situation more fully. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Me too, I think, yeah. Oh, thanks for the link. I’ll scroll appropriately. Everyone, Dominik suggests adding the stuff of lollygaglab to your experience of clown representation. It’s here. Oh, yes, I got my visa yesterday out of the blue! Whew! I still have to do a physical exam, but I assume I’m healthy enough. So, yeah, big relief. I hope that spider is terrifying people on your distant outskirts by now. 1. Q: How is love today? A: Good. 2. Q: What is love doing? A: love is doing stuff. 3. Q: How is love’s stuff going? A: Good., G. ** Robert Fripp’s Eyebrow, Hi. Ah, that does make sense. Thanks. ** morabelle, Hi, morabelle! Welcome! Your first clown was Gacy? Yikes, that’s scary. Mine was an at the time very famous clown called Emmett Kelly whose schtick was that he was really mopey and depressed, so that was an easier clown entrance. Anyway, thank you. How are you? What are you doing? ** Thom, Hi. That firework is the perfect clown somehow. Christian Clown Ministry, okay, I feel compelled to look into that. Titters re: your first zine. I hope the related meeting went productively. Um, in ‘TMS’ I’m working with a more dense and extravagant and secretive kind of language, but the essence is still pretty me maybe. It’s my favorite of my novels, so here’s hoping. Tuesday galore! ** Hugo, Every few years it seems like guys do the clown drag = scary presence in a small town thing. It always works. My impression is that clowns are always horny? Like I said to the guy up above, he’s greatly underestimating the publishing situation now and equally romanticising the situation before, I think. All the best back. ** Poecilia, The publishing situation is as good right as it has been. The era of ‘major publishers’ being the only legitimate goal for writers is dead. You just need to really look around and dismantle that outdated hierarchy to see that. I think. ** Antonia, Hi, Antonia! Thank you about the post. And of course about ‘PGL’. That’s amazing. And without subtitles. It sounds like you got it, which is interesting to realise. I mean that the actual, language-based ‘sense’ of it wasn’t entirely necessary. Thank you. That’s so great to know. If you trek all the way to Berlin, please come say hi and etc. Otherwise, yeah, I guess it will stream there or something. Take care! ** Carsten, Hey. Bit of a strange and, yes, maybe clownish day yesterday. Curious. Okay, yes, keep me posted. ** Bernard Welt, Hi, B! You may hear from this guy Taylor Lewandowski who’s doing an oral history book about Michael Silverblatt. I told him you went to school with Michael and etc., and I think he’d like to talk with you. I saw via your social media posts and pix that you were at AWP. Nice. Still have never gone. Still have never been on a panel that they were willing to green light. Still am curious. Recollects needs paperwork and stuff nowadays? That’s sad. I’d hoped with the reelection of a a Socialist mayor, Recollects would just carry on. All my cards and letters from you are at Fales. Fun. XO beyond forever, and, since you’re dream guy, I’m guessing you’d know what beyond forever would be like. ** HaRpEr //, Such a nice mime characterisation. I actually think Marcel Marceau is who put me off mimes permanently. I have a really hard time with aggressively needy sentiment. Hang in there, maestro. The world will catch up. ** Steve, Apparently kids do see or feel fun re: clowns. Hard to imagine. I saw the second ‘Terrifier’ film, and I actually kind of quite dug it. ** ⋆˚꩜。darbbzz⋆˚꩜。, Bozo was the big clown when I was a kid, and I found him completely obnoxious and insufferable. But he was kind of inescapable back then. That said, that Bozo doll is pretty cool, I must admit. I guess Bozo’s okay when he’s paralysed. Thank you, pal. ** Okayokay, Greetings. Welcome to this abode. *Feels*, as they say, about your job hunt. That sounds terrifying. Corporate job because of the financial security or because that realm intrigues you or … ? I weirdly don’t really know what that means: a corporate job. I’m such a bohemian or something. I just imagine a desk and you wearing a suit. Anyway, I hope you get something problem solving soon. Good to meet you. Please come back any old time. ** kenley, I can tell in/by your words that you’re feeling at least a little better. I’m going to think carefully before I try dipping into the Jacques Lecoq thing. Thanks for the forewarning. Clown themed hardcore band! I’ll be on it. Everyone, kenley suggests you pop over here and check out a clown themed hardcore band, and that does seem like an awfully good idea, no? ** Right. Month’s end, birth of the slaves, etc. Please use them as your fodder until tomorrow. See you then.

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