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Month: June 2022 (Page 7 of 13)

Spotlight on … Samuel R. Delany Hogg (1969) *

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‘Any review of Samuel R. Delany’s Hogg must prepare the reader for the explicitness of the content; an explicitness marked even before you begin to read the book by the keyword indicators in the peritext.

‘”1. Rapists – Fiction. 2. Sex crimes – Fiction. 3. Pedophilia – Fiction. 4. Victims of violent crimes – Fiction. 5. Children – Crimes against – Fiction.”

Hogg is explicitly and violently pornographic. Delany takes his readers to the limit of readability – but as long as you keep reading, you repeatedly face up to some of the darkest and most carefully hidden parts of your own desire. Presented in a similar format to the conquests of Walter in My Secret Life by Frank Harris (1890) and the narratives of de Sade, Hogg follows the encounters of the boy-narrator-protagonist in a catalogue of sexual and violent acts which he witnesses, or more often participates in, particularly in relation to the dirt-encrusted trucker come hit-man Hogg.

‘Delany forces his reader through page after page of violence and abuse. As a reader I found myself varying between arousal and disgust (and occasionally disgust at my arousal), between groping my throbbing erection and plunging my hand into my crotch the way nervous children do, trying to find my shrivelled cock, which had withdrawn in horror at the narrative. Reading Hogg makes you viscerally complicit. …

‘Written in San Francisco in 1969 and revised over the next four years, Delany did not find a publisher for Hogg for over twenty years after its completion, despite a backlist of popular successes as a writer of fiction, science fiction and non-fiction. Even the editor at Olympia Press, who first published Lolita, said that Hogg was the only novel he’d ‘ever rejected solely because of its sexual content.’ When it was issued by Black Ice Books and FC2 in 1995 it was published in an edition of just five-hundred. The current reprint by FC2 is the first time Hogg has been issued to a wider readership.

‘Although Hogg is not autobiographical, the unnamed child protagonist and narrator would appear, in part, to be Delany. The racial ambiguity of the narrator-protagonist (he slips between a black/white identification) could very easily be Delany himself, who has described elsewhere his ability to ‘pass’ as white. Hogg is an autobiography of the pornographic imagination. Related works by Delany include the memoir The Motion of Light in Water (1988), the novel The Mad Man (1994), and the graphic novel Bread and Wine (1999). Even where there is no ‘resemblance’ to be found, the extreme nature of the content brings us back to the life of the author; we inevitably ask: what kind of guy would write this stuff? …

‘Unlike sex itself, Hogg is not more-ish. I was relieved to get to the end. But the relief was not that of dutifully completing a novel I got no pleasure from, rather it was the relief of a challenge accepted and fulfilled, an exhausting journey that made me want to consider what I had discovered along the way.’ — Joshua Sofaer

 

‘Samuel Delany’s novel Hogg (written in 1969 but unpublished until 1995) is an extreme text by any imaginable standard; it engages, in excruciating detail, troubling and taboo subjects including incest and pedophilia (forced and consensual), necrophilia, scatophilia, mutilation, and rape. Indeed, scenes of graphic sex and violence comprise the entire novel and are flatly narrated in the first person by an unnamed 11-year-old boy referred to, descriptively, as “cocksucker.” Hogg wants us to feel disgust: expressions of revulsion are found in nearly all of the 340 Goodreads reviews. And yet terms of literary value — whether the novel is “good” or “bad,” according to the site’s five-star rating system — are incredibly inconsistent, and some readers admit to being utterly paralyzed: several readers articulate some version of “I can’t even rate it.” For many readers, a text’s value lies in its ability to deliver those straightforwardly positive or pleasurable emotions which Hogg refuses to do. For others, the text’s prodigious ability to disgust is proof of its excellence. Hogg helps us, then, examine our divergent modes of evaluating and discussing literature, and the centrality of affect (positive and negative) for readers both inside and outside the academic realm.

‘The mainstream literary market produces few texts that force these considerations as powerfully as Hogg does. Many readers are not used to accounting for negative emotions (or “ugly feelings” in Sianne Ngai’s terms) like disgust in their positive evaluations of a text. Extreme texts like Hogg are so affectively challenging that readers’ ability to evaluate the text is suspended by their immediate physical response. They are simply disgusted — their affect is their interpretation. I use the term “affect” — instead of “feeling” or “emotion” — because it is a way to focus on embodiment (the way we are “affected”) rather than on moral judgments that many readers conflate with the way they “feel” about a text. “Literary value” means different things to different people, but to ask, “What is the value of this disgusting text?” requires that we also ask: “What is literary value — and for whom?” It can help us reconsider the supposed “enormous gap” (in John Guillory’s terms) between “professional” and “lay” reading practices. Hogg and other extremely disgusting texts force questions about what we read, why we read, and why or how we should read.’ — Liz Janssen, LARB

 

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Further

Samuel Delany Info Page
Samuel R. Delany, The Art of Fiction No. 210
Samuel Delany Autobiography (written under a pseudonym)
Errata for all of Delany’s novels
“Racism and Science Fiction” by Samuel R. Delany
Samuel Delany @ Facebook
‘A Conversation With Samuel R. Delany’
‘Alone as a queer, young, black sci-fi nerd: then I discovered Samuel Delany’
‘The Samuel Delany / NAMBLA Conversation’
‘The Motion of Light: Celebrating Samuel R. Delany’
Samuel Delany’s review of Kubrick’s ‘2001’
Film: ‘The Polymath, or The Life and Opinions of Samuel R. Delany, Gentleman’
‘Studying the Works of Samuel R. Delany’
‘A Celebration of Samuel R Delany: Aye, and Gomorrah’
‘Samuel R. Delany: Another Roundtable’
‘Samuel R. Delany: The Grammar of Narrative’
‘When Gloria Steinem and Samuel Delany clashed over Wonder Woman’
‘Sage of the Apocalypse’
‘About Samuel Delany’
‘Samuel R. Delany on Why Science Fiction and Literature Are and Should Be Different’
‘Space Cowboy: An Interview with Samuel R. Delany’
‘Opposing Forces and Ethical Judgments’
’10 Reasons Why Everyone Should Read Samuel R. Delany’

 

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Additionally


Pratt Lecture Series: Samuel R. Delany


Samuel R. Delany reads from ‘Through The Valley of the Nest of Spiders’


Robert Reid-Pharr interviews Samuel R Delany at University of Maryland


JNT Dialogue 2013: José Muñoz and Samuel Delany

 

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TERRY ENRIGHT: One of the few things that’s comforting about the book is that there seems to be a real acceptance of human beings—the narrator accepts them young or old, fat or skinny, hung or not. And not just every kind of human but everything that comes out of them. In addition, no one seems ever to get jealous—Hogg never tries to claim the boy solely for himself or anything. Since this attitude prevails in The Mad Man and from what I know of your autobiography, it strikes me that you might be endorsing this as a utopic vision of love and sex. Would that be accurate?

SAMUEL R. DELANY: I feel a little odd talking about a novel as “endorsing” anything. Always, I’ve felt that novels were fundamentally records—and necessarily distorted records—of things observed in the world. It would be disingenuous not to admit that some things I observe I like and some I don’t like, but the basic enterprise is to portray them—with all the distortions—in some sort of esthetic pattern. My like or dislike of them should be of secondary, or even tertiary importance.

Because, with jealousy, you feel majorly disrespected, jealousy is different from the simple sadness of not getting what you want. With jealousy, you feel you should have what you lack—as a man, as a woman, as a wife, as a husband, as a worker overlooked for a promotion, as a child who has not received a present some other sibling has gotten, as a friend who hasn’t gotten a phone call thanking you for a gift you gave or a dinner check you picked up at a restaurant.

Fundamentally, jealousy is a social emotion. People are jealous because they are brought up to feel that they have a right to certain treatment—to other people’s attention, to other people’s work, to other people’s sexual fidelity. When they don’t get it, they feel diminished, insulted, and cheated out of something they believe society marked out as their due. Jealousy is not particularly “natural”—or, for that matter, “unnatural.” Nor do I think it’s necessarily “healthy,” or “unhealthy.” I think it’s learned. When it’s extreme, often it’s a pain in the butt, both for the person feeling the jealousy and for the person who is the object of that jealousy, as well as the world around both persons. Once we learn what it is, however, in some cases—if we live certain kinds of lives—we can unlearn how to be jealous.

The vast majority of us live in our superegos, rather than in our ids or even our egos. It’s much easer to do something we think is right (even momentarily) than it is to do something only because it’s pleasurable (and, even trying, we cannot think of an ethical justification). Indeed, it takes a highly civilized person with a highly cultivated aesthetic sensibility to do something just because it’s pleasurable. And most of the time, the necessary prior cultivation has been the setting in place of a discourse that says a certain amount or type of pleasure is itself good, moral, right, and beneficial to the individual and promotes the greater good.

Only the strongest egos can occasionally break through this mental stricture—at the behest of sex, say—and even that usually leads to a restructuring of an ethical discourse. The vast majority of the “evil” perpetrated in the world is perpetrated in the name of the superego, through which, as Freud showed us, the ego and the id try blindly to live.

In your question up there, basically you’re right as far as my own feelings are concerned. I’ve never thought of myself as a particularly jealous person. But because I’m a gay man who’s lived a relatively active sexual life, in many places the idea of sexual jealousy is so self-contradictory that I simply couldn’t tolerate it in myself. So I’ve worked—not terribly hard, when all is said and done—to eradicate those feelings. I’m glad I did. Yet once in a while a surge of it flares up and surprises me. Today, rarely do I feel jealousy for sexual reasons. Social attention from a friend—or its lack when I’m expecting it—is far more likely to set me off and leave me feeling the painful, angering deprivation that’s what jealousy is. Frankly, today even that’s pretty rare for me.

Still, I work on it.

A few people—often ones who have never thought of themselves as particularly deserving of anything in the first place—are astonishingly “non-jealous.” Certainly this is the case with the narrator of Hogg as well as Hogg himself. But, yes, such a lack of jealousy is one of the things a sexually active life may actually be able teach you.

It was Blake who said the Road of Excess leads to the Palace of Wisdom. I always suspected this was one of the things he had in mind.

Fundamentally, I don’t think there’s anything necessarily healthier about monogamy than there is about promiscuity, either. Or vice versa, for that matter. But, yes, if you lead a promiscuous life, putting some curbs on your tendency toward jealousy is the only reasonable way to do it. Only extremely powerful—and dictatorial—people can afford to be both promiscuous and jealous.

TERRY ENRIGHT: The most disturbing element of the book—aside from particular scenes of especially gruesome depravity—is the utter passivity towards the pain of others (when that pain isn’t being actively inflicted). Even the characters who ostensibly provide contrast to Hogg and his crew exhibit a stunning unwillingness to intervene in the suffering of others. Red, Rufus, Mona and Harry all at least suspect Big Sambo of abusing and raping his daughter, but none of them does anything about it. Then there’s the narrator who seems almost completely indifferent to the suffering of the women—he seems aware of what they’re enduring and, at the urging of others, helps assault them. Is he supposed to be too young to be able to think these things out for himself? One reviewer was under the impression he licks a girl to ease the pain of the rape—but to my eye that’s a misreading of a pretty straightforward text. He prepares to lick her and as he does so, it occurs to him it might ease her pain—but they weren’t cause and effect.

SAMUEL R. DELANY: I think you’re perfectly right in that particular reading. But just as I believe jealousy, even sexual jealousy, is a fundamentally social emotion, I also believe identification with other people’s suffering is almost entirely an aesthetic emotion. When we watch real suffering occur, out on the street, perhaps, the fact is, most people don’t feel very much. The offers of help may be real. The shows of concern tend to be a variety of emotional miming. Sometimes people feel fear—and sometimes that fear can even linger. But that’s about all. To watch real suffering causes our emotions—unless we’ve had a particular kind of education—immediately to clamp down.

Think of the young people in Pride and Prejudice, girls and boys of 18, 19, and 20, who come in, laughing and chattering, from a pleasant afternoon watching a sailor publicly flogged—a sailor who, as happened in three out of five such floggings at the time, probably died over the next couple of days.

We learn compassion for others through works of art. It’s one of the ways art civilizes—it’s something narrative art really can teach. The major thrust of Aristotle’s argument on tragedy—pity, terror, and catharsis aside (they’re only the machinery through which it happens)—is that tragedy promotes compassion in the public audience for that public’s leaders, leaders who often, however inadvertently, make terrible mistakes. This compassion in the people is politically advantageous to the greater society, Aristotle argues. If they feel this compassion, they are more easily governed. (The fact that Hogg starts to make people feel some compassion for people both like Hogg and the narrator is, I suspect, what readers find most unsettling.) Aristotle also argues, in effect, that to have such compassion for ordinary men and women—the working classes, say—would be silly and socially counterproductive. There’s far too much suffering in the world and no practical way to relieve it. It would only gum up the social workings—and, for 4th Century BCE Greece, he was probably right.

But the fact that my characters don’t feel much compassion for each other—people who are being really hurt—only means that they haven’t spent a lot of time at the movies or watching TV.

That’s all.

Even by the end of the 18th Century, there was probably less compassion for the working classes among the bourgeoisie and aristocracy than there is today for the run-of-the-mill child molester. While people were proud of their own country’s soldiers killed in the line of duty, nobody felt sorry for them—unless a casualty happened to be a personal friend. Even the working classes themselves, while often they felt severe family loyalties, had little compassion for one another, as individuals or as a class. The general wisdom—which the working class itself shared—was that 95% of them were thieves and layabouts, when they weren’t retarded. Unless they were under strict supervision from overseers or army officers, they would probably rob you blind and, with half a chance, rape your daughter. (Think of all those scheming peasants in all those Balzac novels!) This was the life Hobbes described as “solitary, nasty, brutish, and short,” and thus a relief for everyone else when you were finished with it—and nobody gave much thought at all what losing it might mean to you.

In Sentimental Education (1858) Flaubert’s portrait of Dussardier is a mid-19th century analytical attempts to bring a member of the urban working class into the circle of middle-class compassion, through the aesthetic strategy of revealing what happens when that compassion is withheld, dissembled about, faked, and the bourgeois characters continue on in what at the time was their traditional manner. Dussardier’s death on the blade of Sénécal (the coldly calculating politico, Frédéric’s truly terrifying “bad conscousness”—and by implication what would be left of Frédéric were all his wishy-washy romanticism stripped away) is the moral and intellectual climax of the novel. Frédéric likes Dussardier, certainly. But he accuses him falsely of thefts to justify Frédéric himself borrowing large amounts of money (ineffectually to run after his pipe dream of an affair with Madame Arnoux), and generally abuses him shamelessly. The twin things Frédéric lacks for Dussardier are respect and compassion, and the result is that Dussardier is the character for whom the reader feels the most compassion—at least, by the calculus of 19th century melodrama that was alone available to even such an innovator as Flaubert, however flat it falls for readers today. (How could one person, for the coldest and most inhuman political reasons, Sénécal run through with a sword someone who once so good heartedly invited him to a party he gave in which he went out of his way to impoverish himself so that Sénécal might have a bottle of decent beer—that’s the question the novel asks in effect, as though writer and readers were all cousins of Nick Carraway, the narrator of Gatsby. The argument is finally one about the value of pleasure, as are finally all arguments about compassion—its poetry, its unbiquity.)

For thousands of years, people have been saying war is a terrible thing. There have still been wars. What there hasn’t been, however, is “war movies.” Starting with Battleship Potemkin, Napoleon and Intolerance, up through The Grand Illusion, Paths of Glory, The Battle of Algiers, Apocalypse Now, The Big Red One, Saving Private Ryan, and The Pianist, those are what, in not quite a century, have helped stabilized the idea that war is terrible in a world economic order where it is far more profitable to take over a country’s functioning industrial system already in place rather than to first smash its infrastructure with bombs and troops beyond the point where it can function. Wars are relatively reasonable for conflicts between agricultural countries. Replanting a battlefield is not particularly difficult. For conflicts between industrial nations, it’s extraordinarily wasteful. I hope this awareness keeps growing.

In France the working classes weren’t even expected to marry with full church ceremonies until 1875, four years after the Paris Commune—when the first laws facilitating church weddings for the working classes came in!

In John Gay’s The Beggars Opera (1765), from 110 years before the Commune, in England, when the first possibilities for working class marriage are being considered, the bone of contention is that Polly Peachum wants to marry Macheath. Polly’s parents are not married. And while Mr. Peachum thinks it would be a fine idea because then his grandchildren would not be bastards the way his daughter, Polly, is, and many of the better off artisans are trying out the new socio-legal arrangement, Polly’s mother thinks it’s a terrible idea, because then all a legal wife’s assets are entailed to her husband. That is just not a good plan in a social milieu where women are regularly abandoned and betrayed—especially by shiftless hustlers such as Macheath.

Finally, why is life pleasant enough so that most people really do want to live it for a long time? What is the basis of pleasure which is the positive measure (after the negative measure of freedom from pain, hunger, ill health, and discomfort) for general compassion—that is to say, the yearning to relieve the suffering of others. Shockingly enough, I suspect masturbation is the one truly self-administered and self-regulated pleasure central to well over half the world’s positive pleasure—along with its attendant fantasies. (Since masturbation is such a large part of people’s lives—and has been since primates’ arms reached their current length—I really believe that the reason it has been all but repressed from political and even most public discourse is that the moment it is politicized as a positive pleasure men and women have a right to, it redefines the relationship of individual to the group from the bottom up in a way we might never recover from; today, we might not even recognize what some of those new discursive definitions of humanity could look like.) Then comes sex with other people. The pleasure of sociality, work, accomplishment, and others talking and socializing with people probably comes next. Finally the pleasures of nature fall in there—which range over those of children, small animals, greenery, good food, fine weather, beautiful landscapes, and flowers. Somewhere in there is, I’m sure, art itself—music, dancing, singing, painting, sculpture, literature, architecture, as well as history and philosophy (even though the last, as Benjamin points out, has no muse). The pleasures of love are really quite wonderful—though I suspect they are rather a luxury and require a certain level of socioeconomic stability to be anything other than a mode of suffering. But certainly I feel privileged to have had thirty years of them with my daughter and fourteen with my current partner, as well as a briefer stint, now and again, with various friends, with some of whom I had sexual relationships and with some of whom I never even considered it. How these pleasures finally map out in terms of which are more or less important to us, is, I’m sure, different for each individual. But most of us will recognize the basic areas. In short, pleasures are everything the poet celebrates, directly or indirectly.

As to the characters’ leave-it-alone attitude toward Big Sambo’s relationship with children, Hogg is a historical novel after all. Specifically, it’s pre-Stonewall. As is still largely the case—and it was even more so thirty-five years back, when Hogg was written—you don’t interfere with how people raise their children. Honey-Pie is a deeply depressive and wounded kid. I’m almost certain she doesn’t attend school. I doubt she has any friends her own age. Add to it that her out-of-work father uses her as a sexual plaything, and I think that’s a truly bleak existence. There’s nothing there I’m endorsing. But the fact is, at the time, the Rufuses and Reds of the world had to protect the Sambos from the otherwise well-intentioned eyes of the Harrys and the Monas in order to protect their own practices.

Today, Rufus and Red would probably have a support group with monthly meetings and trips to play with other S&M; groups in near-by cities, with whom they kept in regular on-line contact—at least I’d like to think so. They might even put out some considerable effort to get both Big Sambo and Honey-Pie some serious counseling. Failing that, they might well call the police. Certainly I wouldn’t fault them if they did, even as I would prefer them to start with the former before resorting to the latter—for the child’s sake.

As far back as the middle 1950s, I first heard, on television, a noted child psychiatrist, a Dr. Schimmel, explain to the public that, in his considerable experience, in the vast majority of actual cases, however harmful sexual relations were with children, the way the police and other social institutions brought those relations to an end was far more painful and emotionally scarring to the child than the relations themselves. There was no way for the child to read his or her subsequent removal from home and other family members, the subsequent incarceration in an institution, the new lack of freedom of motion and general harshness of how, from then on, he or she was dealt with, as anything other than punishment for what she or he had done, no matter how little he or she was actually to blame. Despite the sentimentalities of post-primetime TV (when the controversial programs are aired), rarely can you prevent a child from eventually saying: “I would have been better off if I’d kept my mouth shut or at least if I’d managed to get away and no-one had ever known.” You can dismiss this as “silly childishness” if you like, but that contravenes the entire subjective set of measures by which one acts to bring the situation to an end in the first place. One of the terrible things about our society, even today, is that, in five out of six cases, the molester who threatens the child, “If you tell anyone what we’re doing, they will do awful things to you!” is usually, in the long run if not in the short, right. And that was far more the case a quarter of a century ago.

To repeat, in no way does citing such a contradiction mean that I approve of such child/adult relationships themselves. But counseling and gentler intervention is the direction that the world is going in—it just hadn’t arrived there, yet (as in only a few cases has it today), when I wrote the novel.

In the scenes on the docks, the narrator sees (with just a little nachtraglicheit) that the garbage men’s protection of Sambo is also fundamentally self-protective. Because of it, it also facilitates what he himself desires, so Rufus and Red get points in his book for it.

The novel presents the thinnest cross-section of everyone’s experience. The real test of the extremely delicate moral structure the book is trying to set up would be for the reader to come back to Crawhole after three weeks, after two months, or after a year, then see how things are going with them all.

Do you think the narrator will still be there, with Rufus and Red? Or will he have grown tired of their S&M; shenanigans and run off once more?

There is just the possibility—and I think the narrator, to the extent his fantasies ever run in this direction, probably would like it in theory—that Red and Rufus will provide him with exactly what he wants as well as whatever he needs that he himself has little way of knowing in any detail. (He is eleven!)

And, who knows, they might.

But if you, as reader, tell me that you feel it’s highly unlikely, I, as writer, am certainly not going to argue with you. I know what the world is like. I think it’s pretty unlikely too.

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51d0pvyhhdl Samuel Delany HOGG
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‘Acclaimed winner of the William Whitehead Memorial Award for a lifetime’s contribution to gay and lesbian literature, Samuel R. Delany wrote Hogg three decades ago. Since then it has been one of America’s most famous ‘unpublishable’ novels. The subject matter of Hogg is our culture of sexual violence and degeneration. Delany explores his disturbing protagonist Hogg on his own turf–rape, pederasty, sexual excess–exposing an area of violence and sexual abuse from the inside. As such, it is a brave book.’ — FC2

 

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I dont see anything in the Guestbook?

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Spanish, Arabic, English
Position Bottom only
Dick XL
Dirty Yes
Fisting Passive
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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ilikeyouforever, 18
Dortmund

I’m looking for you… U44, 22.05, see below for details.

We were sitting in the U44 last night (22.05), you got off at the Enscheder Straße stop at 20:38 (I traveled further), then walked to the front of the vehicle while we looked at each other several times, then you wanted to cross the street (direction playground). You had gray hair, carried a briefcase, are about 170 cm tall, medium build and about 60 years old.

If you’re reading this and are as well off financially as you looked, please get in touch.

Guestbook of ilikeyouforever

ilikeyouforever (Owner) – June 13, 2022
Men who aren’t that man lay off, I know all your tricks.

Body Type Average
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position Versatile
Dick M
Dirty No
Fisting Active/Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 250€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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jamesim14, 21
Wheeling

im a tight boy i’m super short and really freaky, pedos really turn me on so if you are one or an offender, definitely let’s meet 😩, i’m 21 but after a coupla beers you’ll think i’m 14 years old i swear, i wanna suck then get pounded in my hole, i live in wheeling west virgina and i am willing to meet anywhere just pick me up and take me somewhere in your car, im willing to try anything really but im super into rape.

Guestbook of jamesim14

jamesim14 (Owner) – June 10, 2022
NOTE: CURRENTLY INCARCERATED. WILL BE RELEASED FROM JAIL END OF JUNE. but it doesn’t hurt to contact me and plan ahead.

StampCase – June 1, 2022
Um…”he’s crazy” but you’re a pedophile who’s worried that some kid you invite over is going to push you down stairs? Pot. Kettle. Mess.

jamesim14 (Owner) – June 1, 2022
i’m not offended at walking through the door and hooking up right there, but if you’re afraid of being pushed down the stairs i clock you as a hyper drama histrionic paranoid bitch that is dangerous to be around.

Kevdog1800 – June 1, 2022
He wants to do it at my place but I don’t really want to let him too far into my home; he’s crazy and stuff. I’m not looking to do anything acrobatic or time consuming; just fuck him. Is just inside the door good enough? I’ve got stairs, and I’ve seen enough true crime to know how dangerous stairs can be. I don’t want to be rude. But I also don’t want him to push me down the stairs. Are the front stairs as good as a garage?

NEDenver – May 28, 2022
I think there are about 750,000 murdered boys in the US alone who would try to talk you out of this, but they can’t, because they’re dead.

Bootman – May 28, 2022
Honestly, I don’t see why boys like you don’t just take up Russian Roulette and keep adding bullets until the chamber of the pistol is full. If your life is so empty that you need a thrill from getting raped by pedophiles, there are a lot more efficient ways to honor that suicidal impulse.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick L
Dirty No answer
Fisting Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate 950$

 

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laconicprettyboy, 19
Providence

My name is Ryan I am currently living in Providence, KY I have nowhere to stay my sister kicked me out so I have nowhere to be I’m 19 years old and at this point I’m willing to be a sex object so I have somewhere to live, whoever can give me a place to live and is interested in a sex object hmu, I’ll do whatever you need me to do make me ur sex object, I’ll give you my location so you can come pick me up, I’m tired of living on the street outside, I’m ready to just be naked living somewhere, I am not a fake profile I’m an actual real person.

Guestbook of laconicprettyboy

PretendingtobeNormal – June 7, 2022
ryan was one of my schoolmates, he died in february, cant remember what it was.
hepatitis b or something.
anyway, he was a loner. not many friends.
when the news got around that he died, the whole school got a day off. everyone was crying, everyone was sad and all this crap.
everyone suddenly started caring about him, saying he’d been a good kid and such likes.

he stayed at my place for a while during his homeless period, he would come home beaten up, sometimes we had sex.
when he died, i did not cry. i did not even care.
i still to this day do not know why.
he was just there, then he wasnt, my life keeps going on the way it should be.

Bodybuilder87 – April 13, 2022
Here’s my proposal. I’ve fantasised about turning a skinny twink into a bodybuilder with an obscene amount of muscle for as long as long as I can remember.

How big would I want you to be? I want you to become the most muscular guy in any room, crowd, country. I want you to find your size cumbersome and restrictive, struggling to fit in tight spaces or find clothes that fit. I want you to feel embarrassed and humiliated by the constant stares in the street and beg me to stop – only for me to smile and tell you that we’re just getting started.

If that’s you, do say hello.

Alfred – March 22, 2022
Since childhood, I know that the most important thing is to make sure that you know you are worthy of happiness and all the best in the world.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick M
Dirty No answer
Fisting Active/Passive
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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4monsters, 21
Vienna

Hello
i am a very picky bitch here…i don’t just fukk with anyone, no care how much money involve.
20×5 it’s the miminum i take.
Be attractive and have dickk and your fukkin cash
if interessed??..be readly to exchange Pics.

About my asss…. i never had a complain

Guestbook of 4monsters

Ffmav – June 3, 2022
A big hole is a small world.

Surfdude – June 1, 2022
I’m curious if he has M or L deep ass…. Everything sounds like a failure 🙄

4monsters (Owner) – May 30, 2022
bitch yall be boring like plz say some shit

4monsters (Owner) – May 27, 2022
my prices may change later on when my asss gets looser and stuff.

4monsters (Owner) – May 27, 2022
i am very dinamic and my energy always it’s 300% if less…i’ll be honest i don’t work whit pression on talking hahahah

4monsters (Owner) – May 27, 2022
i like drag Race and doctor who and i have a car called Gay Rhonda

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, Spanish
Position More bottom
Dick L
Dirty WS only
Fisting Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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mickeymouseketeer, 19
Roth

I’m a store. I sell everything like dick, ass, clothes, chems, coke, poppers, Tina, viagra, weed, piss, shit, any kind of relationship from a quickie to marriage, and others.
Plus I’m awesome.

Guestbook of mickeymouseketeer

CoupleDomi47 – June 10, 2022
Hi I haven’t read the previous comments, what is clear in any case is that you are seriously sexy but frankly Pretentious. It’s weird to put that you’re a store on your profile. It’s probably your age. Finally without wanting to piss you off, it’s a funny journey in which you venture. I went out with a boy who said he was a store. He had done it for a few years and he went completely insane. It was a funny experience. But hey, I’m not going to tell you about my life, I hope you know what you’re doing. Good luck.

mickeymouseketeer (Owner) – June 8, 2022
Point taken.

hubgay – June 8, 2022
It could easily be argued that I was the one doing you a favor.

mickeymouseketeer (Owner) – June 8, 2022
Which I was.

hubgay – June 8, 2022
He acts like he’s doing you a huge fucking favor.

M15GayTeen – June 2, 2022
I want a hook up with a 18+yr light skin Hispanic with a 6”+ dick to fuck me.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Latin
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Spanish, German, English
Position Prefer not to say
Dick XL
Dirty Yes
Fisting No
Kissing Consent
S&M No
Safer Sex Always
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Julia, 18
Seattle

I’m a bottom—and I love it. Nothing makes me happier than looking back over my shoulder at a man that’s using my ass to make his life easier. There’s nothing better than having a man tell me that my ass’s place in life is to make him happy, and I couldn’t agree more.

Guestbook of Julia

Julia (Owner) – June 11, 2022
Ok, tie me up first though, please.

Takeitall – June 11, 2022
I am looking to open your hole up as much as technically possible. Thanks for reading my comment.

Tara – June 9, 2022
He is perfect for a Man who desires sex built on hierarchy, and needs a feminine counterpart to his masculine form.

Julia (Owner) – June 2, 2022
I come from a family of academics, but I never managed to control my insane sex drive.

asskingxl – June 2, 2022
Someone brought this teen to a party as the shareable bottom. First I thought she could never take it. So sweet like virgin. With vodka, poppers, meth, kissing and licking she became the sluttiest bitchboy I’ve ever seen. You are great kid! Hottest ass in the world!

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Socially
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick S
Dirty WS only
Fisting Passive
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 100$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Cheap_Slut, 19
Cologne

Am a from a research group I want to provide excorting

Am on a research group I with camera so it’s done voluntary I Don’t get paid for it

Guestbook of Cheap_Slut

MissingItems – June 6, 2022
He’s a cute boy but very needy and needs to be reminded he’s a stupid whore sometimes.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Prefer not to say
Dick M
Dirty Prefer not to say
Fisting Prefer not to say
Kissing Prefer not to say
S&M Prefer not to say
Safer Sex Prefer not to say
Hourly Rate 20€
Overnight Rate On request

 

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MrIncredible, 19
Madrid

It Is Very Big and Must Always Be Controlled

I lived with a good man. He taught me many thing about controlling urges – to not let my dick control me. He worshiped my dick and kept it controlled in many ways.

He put it to work when he needed it. He brought it male and female holes to stretch and fill, and throats to penetrate and gag. He measured it as it grew, from 11×8 at its softest to 14×9 when it was worked. He was my tutor and mentor and he kept my dick and I very happy and busy.

Now he is gone. Now I live by his code. I keep it controlled. I display it proudly always in his honor. I will display it to anyone. I will look for other good men to control my urges and worship my dick and maybe put it to work.

Guestbook of MrIncredible

MrIncredible (Owner) – June 6, 2022
Let it be known I am currently locked in chastity for probably a very, very long time: I “accidentally” snapped my key in my lock, then I may have “accidentally” cemented the cage shut so it can’t come off. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Scritch – May 20, 2022
Heyo! I’m Pup Scritch (he/him) who has a knack for giving people ungodly head scritches! I am hyperfixated on your photos! I would kill to hypnotise you; and potentially dronification (who doesn’t want a brainless pup with a giant dick to reprogram as they see fit? :P) I’m a kink advocate at my university.

PupBaxton – May 19, 2022
I’m Pup Baxton. And I’m very new to the Pup community. I’m really interested in learning more about the Pup community and fucking other Pups. I have extreme bad social anxiety and a very poor self esteem. I’m hoping that having sex with you will help open me up and let me be myself.

MrIncredible (Owner) – May 17, 2022
I now have a human pup side Pup Ropey (he is a stray wolf pup). All of us have varying sides depending on our lifestyle, groups of friends etc. I personally think the entire package is someone you would enjoy meeting. But, it’s really up to you and that’s that.

MrIncredible (Owner) – May 11, 2022
I’m a big animal lover just so you know. You can almost always find me at the zoo hanging out or the beach with my tortoises.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Latin
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages Spanish, English
Position More top
Dick XXL
Dirty WS only
Fisting Active
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 100€
Overnight Rate 500€

 

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magiccave, 18
Knoxville

I may not look like that much but men love fucking me you’ll be shocked.

Guestbook of magiccave

DarkTrips – June 12, 2022
Damn!

GiveMeYourBootyHoe – June 9, 2022
An obedient perverse young pimple faced dweeb who only seems to discover his slutty side a little more each time I fuck him.

johndump – June 5, 2022
If you can get him drunk, you will find a hotter boy than him.

bowatmyf33t – June 2, 2022
Can cum multiple times call him box firework.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Asian
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick M
Dirty Yes
Fisting No answer
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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LordRiceCake, 20
Paris

Bid me discourse, I will enchant thine ear

Guestbook of LordRiceCake

LordRiceCake (Owner) – June 8, 2022
I can have such innocent eyes!

LordRiceCake (Owner) – June 5, 2022
Also into getting to know people on a plutonic level

LordRiceCake (Owner) – June 4, 2022
I have slowly discovered that my ass has so much space

LordRiceCake (Owner) – June 1, 2022
Looking underage for you, allergy to mayonaise and vicodin

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Smooth
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, French, Polish, Romanian, Russian
Position Versatile
Dick L
Dirty No
Fisting No
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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shinytoiletbowl, 18
London

I’m into bodypainting and getting used as a toiletbowl.

Guestbook of shinytoiletbowl

6155 – June 12, 2022
Well, can’t say I was surprised by the results.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity Asian
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English, Chinese
Position Prefer not to say
Dick S
Dirty Yes
Fisting No
Kissing No
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Rarely
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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Female, 22
Chicago

We are a trans male looking for money-leaking dominant cisgendered heterosexual males only. We identify and present as male, and we went to great expense and effort to look as male as any male could be, but when it comes to getting off, we’ve discovered that our only turn on is feminization, being viewed and addressed and fucked and treated in every way as a female. Any slipping up or use of ‘he’ or ‘guy’ or ‘buddy’ or any of that male-to-male shit and the date ends immediately. Please ask me more if you have any intrigue.

Guestbook of Female

Female (Owner) – June 11, 2022
We hope you got what we seek.

Lester – June 11, 2022
Hello, it was nice to meet you. I’m Chinese. I need to look better. I’m not psychologically in one piece. I liked eating your pussy and sucking your socks. I liked the taste very much.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick No answer
Dirty WS only
Fisting Passive
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 70$
Overnight Rate 450$

 

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Brill, 22
Pawtucket

Staying at a campground looking for some $ and action in the bathroom.

Guestbook of Brill

neu31 – June 7, 2022
I’m here visiting from Switzerland with 2 friends who don’t know that I’m bisexual and I really need to fuck someone, I’m always high on weed and I like your face, you look like Shawn Mendes.

IceCreamTruck – June 6, 2022
It excited me that my cock was so much bigger than his. Turned me on knowing that I had the key to hardening his little penis.

Body Type Average
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Some
Smoker Yes
Tattoos Yes
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick L
Dirty WS only
Fisting Active/Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Never
Hourly Rate 75$
Overnight Rate On request

 

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backonthemenu, 21
Portland

FtM pussy boy looking to have my holes lucratively wrecked 😈, don’t ask me what I’m into as I’m very newly male and not sure what I like yet.

Potentially looking for a man to bankroll me as his pocket pussy 🤤

Guestbook of backonthemenu

backonthemenu (Owner) – June 10, 2022
Nah its ok you do you.

AntontheCube – June 10, 2022
That would be highly illegal.

yoursusisus – June 10, 2022
not me. i want to cut off your pussy and eat all the insides (sorry for sounding harsh or rude but i got to put this somewhere)

backonthemenu (Owner) – June 10, 2022
Thank you. To answer your question, even so-called straight guys who’ve hired me have told me that they like looking at my gaping asshole more than they like looking at my pussy.

Lustofalltrades – June 10, 2022
First of all, he’s great, cute as hell and a total piggie. Second of all, it seemed to me that his well used and sloppy asshole was not only way hotter than his pussy, but it seemed to function far better as a cum receptacle. I wonder if it’s a general rule that a ftm’s well used asshole’s appearance is more aesthetically appealing because it sure the hell was imo.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Bottom only
Dick No answer
Dirty No
Fisting Active/Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate 150$
Overnight Rate 500$

 

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Huff_my_Stuff, 19
Glasgow

Hi.

I’m into gay.

I’m actually straight, actually.

I have a good “friend” who pays me €80 to be able to smell my breath and armpits and crotch and ass. I would like to find other guys like that.

Oh yeah, I smell pretty good in a lot of places.

Btw: I have an uncut dick.

Guestbook of Huff_my_Stuff

BuiltFur – June 3, 2022
God he was amazing. I love life so much.

RickyWhite – June 1, 2022
He’s nice but he can also be very angry 😈

01062022 – May 30, 2022
I came very quickly.

Con2113 – May 29, 2022
His skin is smooth and fragrant and it totally delivers.

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Little
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings Yes
Languages English
Position No answer
Dick L
Dirty No answer
Fisting No
Kissing No
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Always
Hourly Rate 80€
Overnight Rate 633€

 

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Jeans19, 19
Stuttgart

Hello man 🙋‍♂️

No Risk, no Fun 💁‍♂️

Kind regards 🙋‍♂️

PS I would like to be 2 meters tall 🤠

Guestbook of Jeans19

Jeans19 (Owner) – June 9, 2022
This site’s question about “safe sex” is disgracefully obtuse 🤦

siren – June 7, 2022
There are so many different paths that this sexual world can take you down!

Jeans19 (Owner) – June 7, 2022
I’m really not looking to move across the country at the moment. Yes, I also understand that sometimes you have to move to find what you want, but I’m content with my current situation.

FunnySlut – June 5, 2022
I recently moved to Stuttgart and wow this place is the pits.

Gdkp89 – June 4, 2022
I’ve pissed on him and played with his feet didn’t get me off but it getting him off did get me off so there’s that.

MoMo16th – June 4, 2022
I’m a grovelling sub pig who is absolutely obsessed with skinny boys with long hair like him. I got him to expectantly show off his naked body and I was obsessed with sucking his nipples, licking his armpits, kissing all over his back, licking his stomach and belly button, licking his hips, all over his legs, and of course sucking his cock and slobbering all over his balls. And perhaps my biggest thrill of all, licking his ass, licking and nibbling on his ass cheeks, and plunging my tongue right into his sphincter. Just slathering, sucking and tongue kissing his puckering hole like I’d been starved for days. I licked and sucked until my tongue ached, all the while dressed in a pig costume. Please follow my lead if you love to shamelessly adore a long haired boy who lets you gobble him up!

Body Type Slim
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages German, English
Position Versatile
Dick XL
Dirty Yes
Fisting Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Soft
Safer Sex Let’s talk
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate 900€

 

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lifefindsaway, 19
Boulder

Presently naked in hotel room in Boulder, Colorado browsing profiles and waiting to be claimed by a Sugardaddy and to be ordered to relocate. Woof woof.

Looking to be claimed for the time being and to grow into the trophy boy mindset 24/7 for full ownership. Woof.

If not claimed beforehand, I plan to relocate to Los Angeles soon and hope to find a Sugardaddy there unless a Sugardaddy here snatches me first. Woof woof.

I have a very high sex drive, and outside of sex I need a Sugardaddy who gives me a lot of attention all the time and shows he’s into me ALOT! Woof.

Lay claim in writing, come to my hotel room, prove financial status, I take down my profile and prepare to be yours. Woof woof woof.

I also don’t have a classy name and getting one would be great.

“I ____ declare Jason as my trophy boy and order the trophy boy to _____.”

Guestbook of lifefindsaway

mark_43e – June 10, 2022
You ain’t shit

lifefindsaway (Owner) – June 10, 2022
If anyone is interested, I did get claimed by a Sugardaddy right here in Boulder and I thought I’d tell you guys about what a PIMP first few days I’ve had!

Saturday – My Daddy threw a cocktail party at our place with about ten of his friends. We even had mixed drinks beyond rum-and-cokes (there were mojitos, bloody marys, white russians, black russians, kamikazes, jack-and-cokes, jack and ginger, and even cuba libres!) , and different kinds of glassess appropriate for different kinds of drinks, and canapes (home-made!) and everything. It was great 🙂 A slighty more dignified way for everyone to get hammered. Then all but two of them fucked me. I fell into a depression about 2 fucks in, but a fairly average occurence.

Sunday – Recuperation. I made pancakes for breakfast. They were awesome. My Daddy gave a back massage then fucked me silly. Also awesome. Also, Daddy bought a 42″ plasma tv. Now this may not seem like a really big deal, but please understand that this is not something my parents bought. And I’ve not had a TV for the past 2 years. AWESOME.

Monday – I got fucked by Daddy all morning, but it’s cool. Two friends of Daddy’s from the party who were very fond of me came by and we had a huge orgy, so the day went by in a blur. In the evening, I wrote a scathing email to my ex-Sugardaddy – one of my finest pieces of writing, I must say. The TV was delivered. I lovingly peeled the protective plastic strips off of the sides to reveal the most beautiful tv in the whole wide world. <3

Tuesday – Pretty standard day, except I bumped into a man I used to fuck. We chatted briefly, during the course of which he asked me what the difference was between my current and my old life. I said ‘Well, the money…. and empowerment’… which I then had to explain to him. Then I dropped a few sprinklings in conversation about various large dicks I’ve been taking just to make him squirm. And squirm he did. That was pretty sweet. Also I had a delicioous curry laksa soup for lunch. That was pretty amazing.

Wednesday – Daddy put me in a chastity cage because it will increase my productivity (lol). It’s so sleeeeeeeek….. SO that was pretty awesome. Watched our new tv <3 I made chorizo and pasta and a yummy green salad with feta cheese and balsamic vinegar for dinner. Daddy loved it. Then Daddy used my ass every which way from Sunday until I fell asleep around 5 am. Woke up about 9 am and he still going at it. That shit is VERSATILE.

This week has been awesome. AWESOME. Have I said that enough? AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity Mixed
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker No
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position Versatile
Dick XL
Dirty WS only
Fisting Active/Passive
Kissing Yes
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate On request
Overnight Rate On request

 

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GodsRage, 18
London

I have a boyfriend and he’s nice and I love him, but he won’t fuck me or help me out financially. This is driving me half-insane. Look, I’m not proud of this, but I NEED to be pounded disrespectfully and have a cum-filled cunt cored out of my ass and be paid for it or I’m going to totally lose it.

Bonus points if there’s two of you, though I don’t really care so long as you mold my sadly inexperienced hole to the shape of your cock.

I hope this thing works.

Guestbook of GodsRage

ScreamOut – June 7, 2022
Are you ready to sit in the magic chair ?

SHAMELESSGUY – June 6, 2022
I want to have fun please and great sex with you just let me k

ice_ninja – June 3, 2022
You are singlehandedly accelerating the climate change.

canalboatdog – June 3, 2022
Do you honestly expect us to believe that a boy who looks like you has a boyfriend who won’t fuck you?! Come on, son, what do you think we are, idiots?!

Body Type Athletic
Ethnicity White
Body Hair Shaved
Smoker Yes
Tattoos No
Piercings No
Languages English
Position More bottom
Dick M
Dirty No answer
Fisting Passive
Kissing Consent
S&M Yes
Safer Sex Sometimes
Hourly Rate 70£
Overnight Rate 200£

 

 

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p.s. Hey. ** Bernard, Ah, good old Recollets internet. Thank you, although apologies for driving you (further) off course. My suspicion is that you have gotten plenty from your Paris sojourn and your writing is one of plenty’s chief recipients and that plenty is in fact just acting kind of sneaky. Of course re: meeting up. There’s stills tons to squeeze in, and that’s just the eating portion. Let me know when you’ve re-set foot down. I’ll see the Jeu de Paume show. They’re doing a Pedro Costa retrospective right now, so I’ll likely be there a fair amount. Nice pilgrimages. I made a ‘pilgrimage’ to see the new ‘Jurassic World’ movie last night, and it’s totally fun. Totally did its job. People complaining about that movie are just prematurely aged and surly. Have fun, prideful and hopefully the complete opposite. Love, me. ** _Black_Acrylic, I, of course, had no idea that was the Leeds United badge, and what a cool bonus! I just thought it looked fun whilst revolving. ‘The Scary of Sixty-First’ is such a weird bad/good title that I simply must penetrate it, i.e. watch that. Thanks, buddy. ** CAUTIVOS, Hi. Oh my god, I feel dead inside just hearing about that heat. You poor thing. We’re going up to 37 this weekend, but I will try to remember the hell you’re in and not complain too much. Thank you. I hope you have even a tiny amount of fun somehow. ** David Ehrenstein, Ah, thanks, I know that very, very odd track, thank you. ** Dominik, Hi!!! Fandom is one of life’s biggest rewards. Mismatched shoes! Now that’s fucking cool! I didn’t know what a Beyblade was until I just looked it up. Wow, they’re bizarre. Huh. I hope love also made sure your finger was the first one on the purchase button. Love giving lifefindsaway a classy name and everything else he’s asking for. Woof woof, G. ** Steve Erickson, I still feel nauseous even thinking about the single bite I took from that Beyond Meat burger, and I am not kidding. Everyone, I guess that TV series ‘Love Victor’ is now in its third season, and Steve has given all of you to whom that fact means anything the gift of reviewing it. Rafman: Wouldn’t shock me one little bit. ** Dalton, Hi, Dalton! Good to see you! You could do worse things than read a bunch of K Dick, so there’s that. Ha ha, great description of your prof. I predict his house is really something. Maybe bring Mace? But, really, that sounds cool and a like a potentially very useful use of your time. Happy that you’re submitting work. I hope the recipients are wise and receptive. Always a good idea to keep in mind how quirky their tastes are and how little any rejections you get from them mean. Back when I used to submit things, my rejection to acceptance rate was, like, 50 to 1. Seriously. Thank you so much about ‘Try’ and ‘PGL’. It’s a serious honor, and just the best, if my work is helping you with your work and you in any productive way. That’s like the ultimate. Thanks, and, yeah, I hope to get to see your work when the time is right. ** Okay. What can I say. The 15th, escorts, utter familiarity there. See you tomorrow.

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